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Your Neighbor
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Father Pat
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2025-07-13
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2025-07-13-your-neighbor-55.mp3
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Likewise, a Levite came to the place and when he saw him, he passed on the opposite side. But a Samaritan traveler who came upon him was moved with compassion at the site and approached the victim, poured oil and wine over his wounds and bandaged them. Then he lifted him up on his own animal, took him to an inn and cared for him. The next day he took out two silver coins and gave them to the innkeeper, with the instructions, Take care of him. If you spend more than what I have given you, I shall repay you on my way back. Which of these three, in your opinion, was neighbor to the robber's victim? He answered, The one who treated him with mercy. Jesus said to him, Go and do likewise. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today's synagogue gospel is a little trickier to give credit for. It's such a common, even if we can't think the whole story. The phrase, a good Samaritan has made its way into our culture, even in secular circles. People know what you mean when you say a good Samaritan. You say Samaritan, they don't have a clue what you mean. You're a good Samaritan, they know. But it takes on different layers in this culture. And one of the things that we should know is, when Jesus says to him, and it's an interesting question, the man says, What must I do to inherit eternal life? Now Jesus, as he always does, being somewhat Buddhist, I think, always answers a question with another question. He says, What is written in the law? How do you read it? And we don't understand that these scholars of the law, these, you know, the scribes, even the Pharisees, it wasn't just about could they quote scripture, but could they interpret it? And there was an art to interpretation very different from nowadays. They would rarely interpret with events from their own time or their life. Jesus would do that, and they caught off guard and say, He doesn't talk like anyone else. He's bringing in stuff from life. What they would often do is quote the law, and then they would quote kind of a path through all of their favorite rabbinical commentaries of the law. But they didn't use a lot of their own thought. Be like someone who got up and says today, Well, here's the scripture now. Augustine would say this, and Benedict would say this, but they don't really ever put any of their own stuff into it. That's not how they were trained. So first he quotes scripture right out of Deuteronomy 6. You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your being, with all your strength, and with all your mind. Now, the next line is not in that. And as a matter of fact, in other gospel tellings of this story, Jesus synopses it there. That's the most important command. And the second is life that you shall. You shall treat your neighbor as yourself. He's adding to it. So this guy is giving us the scripture, and he's actually kind of quoting out of Medi Camelio, maybe Hillel, some of the well-known rabbis at that time who had this same thought. When Jesus says the second is like it, he's actually quoting previous rabbis. So it's all part of this history. And so Jesus basically says to him, okay, you and I are of the same rabbinate tradition. Great. But the guy is so good at the law, he just isn't good at understanding the scripture. You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, with all your being. You can't really believe that, have your next question be, yeah, but how much do I have to actually do? All your heart, all your soul. Yeah, but not on Tuesday, sure. All your heart. He's just given this answer that Jesus says, that's the answer, and he goes, really, great. And let's walk it back a little. You have to love your neighbor as yourself. Okay, but like maybe 10 neighbors tops. Who do I have to treat as my neighbor? Who's really my neighbor? And you know, I mean, is it because many people would say your neighbor is only your next-door neighbor, so you're down to two. Who would forget? How far do we want to walk it back? I think I said this just last week in Muhammad, but this is what I get in confession often is, Father, is this a sin? And I know two things. Immediately I know two things. One, the answer is yes. Because they wouldn't ask him what. No one walks in and says, Father, I just saved someone's life. Is that a sin? No, they've done something that they know they probably shouldn't have done. And the second thing I know is that they're hoping I'm going to be able to say, well, that was bad. You got right up to the line, but not right up to the throat. What they're asking is, how bad can I be and still be okay? And the problem is that's just not part of the dynamic of faith and love and grace. When you look at the word love, it tends to ask the most of us, not the minimum. If you are in the throes of falling in love with someone, you usually don't sit down before that first date and go, okay, Lord, what's the minimum time I can spend with this person and still have them like me? If that's your thought, you're not in love. You need to find someone else. More importantly, they need to find someone else. What's the minimum I can give to this relationship and have it work? You know, that should make the other person want to run the other way as fast as they can. And so when we approach our faith, we can't say, you know, I love God, I love God with my whole heart. What's the minimum I have to give? Then those are just words. They don't really mean that we're trying to love God with our whole heart, our whole mind. So, you know, who is deserving of my compassion? Well, I'll first get rid of the word deserve. If you're doling out your compassion for who deserves it and not, that's not compassion. That's something else. It's, you know, quid pro quo. I suppose if I'm compassionate only to people I think deserve it, that's probably called networking. Seeing who I need to be connected to to get through this better. But it's not compassion. Compassion means to suffer it. I think it's the hardest part of the word because most of us, we love to help people if we can fix them. But to be with them when we can't. Or horror of horrors, discover that they're not the one that needs fixing. I am here to fix all of you. And as they say about other things, let it begin with me. We're not here to fix one another. That's God's job. But we're here to be with one another while we try to do things better. And to limit that with, what would I absolutely have to do and still get into heaven, is already a clear indication. Can you imagine if heaven is eternity with getting to spend eternity with the people who knew how to work the system? Been there, done that. And that's called Denver, Colorado. We know what it is to be with people who know how to work with the system. I was in an interesting class in rural where we had one of the professors say, you know, if we're not careful, confession, reconciliation, penance, whatever they were calling it that year, that sacrament, instead of being a sacrament of healing, becomes a sacrament of substitution. Instead of getting better, I just make sure I made it to confession. I do the same thing week after week. And as long as I can get it done by Friday, I'm good. As long as I can go to session on Saturday. If confession becomes what I do instead of digging my heels in and changing my life, it undoes us. No, faith isn't what we use while we don't work in ourselves. Now, you'll never get it perfect. I've told you before, you know, my goal every year is not to make fewer mistakes, just to make different ones. Make some different mistakes. Are you still caught in the same, you know, do I just do the same thing every week and show up to confession and say, I made it to confession, be good. Nothing is a substitute for work in the world. We had the Feast of Saint Benedict this week, and one of my favorite sayings of his is, you know, that our prayer has to be accompanied by good work because we have to lift our hearts to God with our hands. You know, we have to be doing something in our lives, which we know this in relationships. Somebody can say, you know, my family is the most important thing in the world to me, but if I don't have time for them, then they know that's just not true. You know, and it doesn't mean, it doesn't mean that there aren't other things in life that are more urgent. The balance between urgent and important is one of the hardest things we do in life. There's a lot of things that are important. You know, my prayer life is important. I don't have to get it done by 5 p.m. tonight or I'm done for. It doesn't have that urgency, and I am someone who loves deadlines. You tell me it has to be done by noon, and I'll get it done. If you tell me that this book must be returned to the library sometime, it will be there forever. I work better with deadlines, and so, you know, I tend to chase things that are urgent over things that are important. Relationships are important. Hopefully the relationship is not as urgent. Certainly, you know, we hope your spouse is more understanding and flexible than your boss, even though sometimes they also take on that role. You know, it's, you know, we, our families, our friends, our relationships are more flexible, but that doesn't mean that we procrastinate and never work on them. The number of people who have a lot of friends and go through life lonely. They say, I got friends, but I just don't make time for them. Do we love the Lord with our whole heart? What I love about this neighbor thing is really, if you were following this logically, the question would not be which one of them was neighbor to the guy who's been robbed, because the setup for it was, no, I'm not that old. Well, you're neighbor. The question is, which one of them considered the robber a neighbor, not who the robber considered. It's the other way around. And when you say, so who is my neighbor? Who you choose to help. No one says to God, who do I love in the world? God says everyone. Yeah, but I'm like, who really? We're thinking God is going to give you a set of people. These are your neighbors. Take care of it. God is saying, go pick neighbors. Who are my neighbors? That's your choice. And you can either create a small neighborhood or a large neighborhood. And people who are caught up in the need for safety above all things, go choose a small neighborhood. And God calls us out of that. God asks us, you tell me. I mean, we spend our whole life, who are we willing to help? I often like to think that if there is a final judgment, if there's a final test, it will be this one. That when we hit, and I'm big on believing that heaven is not a gated community, but for the sake of the analogy, if you arrive at the gates of heaven, what if it's God who asks us the question, so who were your neighbors? How many were you willing to have? Who were your neighbors? And it's the breadth and midth of that group of neighbors that is our grace. We're constantly in that sense of, well, who do I really have to help? Who needs help? How much do I really have to love someone to be in love? It's a not a says question. God says, if you're in this, you'll be in it all. And those irritating people who are really in this for the whole thing, will try to drag the best of us into that charity stuff, too. Does Ann Zimmer care? She's our director of social. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord.
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There was a scholar of the law who stood up to test Jesus and said,
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Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?
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Jesus said, What is written in the law? How do you read it?
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He said in reply, You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
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with all your being, with all your strength, and with all your mind,
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and your neighbor as yourself.
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He replied to him, You have answered correctly. Do this and you will live.
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But because he wished to justify himself, he said to Jesus, And who is my neighbor?
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Jesus replied, A man fell victim to robbers as he went from Jerusalem to Jericho.
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They stripped and beat him and went off, leaving him half dead.
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A priest happened to be going down that road, but when he saw him, he passed by on the opposite side.
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Likewise, a Levite came to the place and when he saw him, he passed on the opposite side.
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But a Samaritan traveler who came upon him was moved with compassion at the site
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and approached the victim, poured oil and wine over his wounds and bandaged them.
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Then he lifted him up on his own animal, took him to an inn and cared for him.
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The next day he took out two silver coins and gave them to the innkeeper,
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with the instructions, Take care of him.
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If you spend more than what I have given you, I shall repay you on my way back.
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Which of these three, in your opinion, was neighbor to the robber's victim?
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He answered, The one who treated him with mercy.
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Jesus said to him, Go and do likewise.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today's synagogue gospel is a little trickier to give credit for.
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It's such a common, even if we can't think the whole story.
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The phrase, a good Samaritan has made its way into our culture, even in secular circles.
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People know what you mean when you say a good Samaritan.
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You say Samaritan, they don't have a clue what you mean.
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You're a good Samaritan, they know.
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But it takes on different layers in this culture.
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And one of the things that we should know is,
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when Jesus says to him, and it's an interesting question,
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the man says, What must I do to inherit eternal life?
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Now Jesus, as he always does, being somewhat Buddhist, I think,
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always answers a question with another question.
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He says, What is written in the law?
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How do you read it?
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And we don't understand that these scholars of the law,
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these, you know, the scribes, even the Pharisees,
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it wasn't just about could they quote scripture, but could they interpret it?
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And there was an art to interpretation very different from nowadays.
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They would rarely interpret with events from their own time or their life.
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Jesus would do that, and they caught off guard and say,
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He doesn't talk like anyone else.
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He's bringing in stuff from life.
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What they would often do is quote the law,
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and then they would quote kind of a path
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through all of their favorite rabbinical commentaries of the law.
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But they didn't use a lot of their own thought.
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Be like someone who got up and says today,
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Well, here's the scripture now.
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Augustine would say this, and Benedict would say this,
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but they don't really ever put any of their own stuff into it.
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That's not how they were trained.
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So first he quotes scripture right out of Deuteronomy 6.
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You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
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with all your being, with all your strength, and with all your mind.
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Now, the next line is not in that.
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And as a matter of fact, in other gospel tellings of this story,
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Jesus synopses it there.
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That's the most important command.
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And the second is life that you shall.
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You shall treat your neighbor as yourself.
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He's adding to it.
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So this guy is giving us the scripture,
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and he's actually kind of quoting out of Medi Camelio,
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maybe Hillel, some of the well-known rabbis at that time
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who had this same thought.
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When Jesus says the second is like it,
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he's actually quoting previous rabbis.
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So it's all part of this history.
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And so Jesus basically says to him,
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okay, you and I are of the same rabbinate tradition.
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Great.
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But the guy is so good at the law,
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he just isn't good at understanding the scripture.
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You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
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with all your soul, with all your mind, with all your being.
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You can't really believe that, have your next question be,
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yeah, but how much do I have to actually do?
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All your heart, all your soul.
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Yeah, but not on Tuesday, sure.
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All your heart.
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He's just given this answer that Jesus says,
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that's the answer, and he goes, really, great.
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And let's walk it back a little.
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You have to love your neighbor as yourself.
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Okay, but like maybe 10 neighbors tops.
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Who do I have to treat as my neighbor?
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Who's really my neighbor?
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And you know, I mean, is it because many people would say
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your neighbor is only your next-door neighbor,
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so you're down to two.
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Who would forget?
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How far do we want to walk it back?
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I think I said this just last week in Muhammad,
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but this is what I get in confession often is,
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Father, is this a sin?
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And I know two things.
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Immediately I know two things.
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One, the answer is yes.
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Because they wouldn't ask him what.
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No one walks in and says,
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Father, I just saved someone's life.
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Is that a sin?
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No, they've done something that they know
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they probably shouldn't have done.
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And the second thing I know is that they're hoping
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I'm going to be able to say, well, that was bad.
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You got right up to the line, but not right up to the throat.
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What they're asking is, how bad can I be and still be okay?
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And the problem is that's just not part
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of the dynamic of faith and love and grace.
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When you look at the word love,
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it tends to ask the most of us, not the minimum.
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If you are in the throes of falling in love with someone,
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you usually don't sit down before that first date
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and go, okay, Lord, what's the minimum time
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I can spend with this person and still have them like me?
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If that's your thought, you're not in love.
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You need to find someone else.
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More importantly, they need to find someone else.
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What's the minimum I can give to this relationship
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and have it work?
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You know, that should make the other person
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want to run the other way as fast as they can.
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And so when we approach our faith, we can't say,
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you know, I love God, I love God with my whole heart.
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What's the minimum I have to give?
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Then those are just words.
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They don't really mean that we're trying to love God
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with our whole heart, our whole mind.
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So, you know, who is deserving of my compassion?
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Well, I'll first get rid of the word deserve.
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If you're doling out your compassion
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for who deserves it and not, that's not compassion.
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That's something else.
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It's, you know, quid pro quo.
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I suppose if I'm compassionate only to people
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I think deserve it, that's probably called networking.
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Seeing who I need to be connected to
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to get through this better.
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But it's not compassion.
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Compassion means to suffer it.
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I think it's the hardest part of the word
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because most of us, we love to help people
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if we can fix them.
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But to be with them when we can't.
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Or horror of horrors,
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discover that they're not the one that needs fixing.
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I am here to fix all of you.
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And as they say about other things, let it begin with me.
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We're not here to fix one another.
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That's God's job.
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But we're here to be with one another
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while we try to do things better.
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And to limit that with,
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what would I absolutely have to do
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and still get into heaven,
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is already a clear indication.
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Can you imagine if heaven is eternity
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with getting to spend eternity
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with the people who knew how to work the system?
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Been there, done that.
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And that's called Denver, Colorado.
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We know what it is to be with people
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who know how to work with the system.
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I was in an interesting class in rural
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where we had one of the professors say,
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you know, if we're not careful,
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confession, reconciliation, penance,
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whatever they were calling it that year,
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that sacrament, instead of being a sacrament of healing,
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becomes a sacrament of substitution.
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Instead of getting better,
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I just make sure I made it to confession.
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I do the same thing week after week.
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And as long as I can get it done by Friday, I'm good.
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As long as I can go to session on Saturday.
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If confession becomes what I do
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instead of digging my heels in and changing my life,
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it undoes us.
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No, faith isn't what we use while we don't work in ourselves.
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Now, you'll never get it perfect.
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I've told you before, you know, my goal every year
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is not to make fewer mistakes, just to make different ones.
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Make some different mistakes.
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Are you still caught in the same,
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you know, do I just do the same thing every week
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and show up to confession and say,
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I made it to confession, be good.
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Nothing is a substitute for work in the world.
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We had the Feast of Saint Benedict this week,
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and one of my favorite sayings of his is, you know,
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that our prayer has to be accompanied by good work
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because we have to lift our hearts to God with our hands.
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You know, we have to be doing something in our lives,
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which we know this in relationships.
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Somebody can say, you know,
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my family is the most important thing in the world to me,
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but if I don't have time for them,
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then they know that's just not true.
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You know, and it doesn't mean,
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it doesn't mean that there aren't other things in life
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that are more urgent.
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The balance between urgent and important
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is one of the hardest things we do in life.
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There's a lot of things that are important.
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You know, my prayer life is important.
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I don't have to get it done by 5 p.m. tonight
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or I'm done for.
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It doesn't have that urgency,
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and I am someone who loves deadlines.
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You tell me it has to be done by noon,
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and I'll get it done.
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If you tell me that this book
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must be returned to the library sometime,
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it will be there forever.
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I work better with deadlines,
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and so, you know, I tend to chase things that are urgent
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over things that are important.
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Relationships are important.
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Hopefully the relationship is not as urgent.
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Certainly, you know, we hope your spouse
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is more understanding and flexible than your boss,
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even though sometimes they also take on that role.
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You know, it's, you know,
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we, our families, our friends,
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our relationships are more flexible,
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but that doesn't mean that we procrastinate
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and never work on them.
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The number of people who have a lot of friends
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and go through life lonely.
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They say, I got friends,
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but I just don't make time for them.
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Do we love the Lord with our whole heart?
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What I love about this neighbor thing
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is really, if you were following this logically,
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the question would not be
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which one of them was neighbor
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to the guy who's been robbed,
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because the setup for it was,
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no, I'm not that old.
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Well, you're neighbor.
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The question is,
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which one of them considered the robber a neighbor,
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not who the robber considered.
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It's the other way around.
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And when you say, so who is my neighbor?
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Who you choose to help.
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No one says to God,
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who do I love in the world?
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God says everyone.
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Yeah, but I'm like, who really?
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We're thinking God is going to give you a set of people.
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These are your neighbors.
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Take care of it.
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God is saying, go pick neighbors.
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Who are my neighbors?
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That's your choice.
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And you can either create a small neighborhood
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or a large neighborhood.
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And people who are caught up in the need
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for safety above all things,
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go choose a small neighborhood.
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And God calls us out of that.
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God asks us, you tell me.
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I mean, we spend our whole life,
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who are we willing to help?
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I often like to think that
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if there is a final judgment,
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if there's a final test,
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it will be this one.
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That when we hit,
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and I'm big on believing that heaven
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is not a gated community,
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but for the sake of the analogy,
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if you arrive at the gates of heaven,
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what if it's God who asks us the question,
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so who were your neighbors?
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How many were you willing to have?
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Who were your neighbors?
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And it's the breadth and midth
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of that group of neighbors
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that is our grace.
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We're constantly in that sense of,
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well, who do I really have to help?
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Who needs help?
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How much do I really have to love someone
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to be in love?
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It's a not a says question.
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God says, if you're in this,
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you'll be in it all.
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And those irritating people
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who are really in this for the whole thing,
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will try to drag the best of us
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into that charity stuff, too.
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Does Ann Zimmer care?
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She's our director of social.
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It's that thing, if you're in,
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you're not only in, you're excited,
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you want other people to know about it.
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Whenever we ask the question,
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what's the least I have to do,
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we walk off the path.
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We ask God to make us a people
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who are in love with God.
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And who know that the only way
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to express that love is to care
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for God's children.
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Who is my neighbor?
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God's answer is, who are my children?
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Father Pat’s message centers on the essential natu Father Pat’s message centers on the essential nature of love—love of God and love of neighbor—as the heart of Christian life. He challenges the tendency to approach faith with a minimalist mindset, asking, “What’s the least I must do to be saved?” Instead, Father Pat emphasizes that true discipleship calls us to give fully—heart, mind, soul, and strength—without calculating limits. Using the parable of the Good Samaritan, he illustrates that love and compassion are not about categories or boundaries but about the willingness to act with mercy toward anyone in need. Father Pat ultimately reminds us that our relationship with God is most authentically expressed through the way we treat others, especially the marginalized, and that the measure of our faith is not how little we can do to “get by,” but how much we are willing to give out of love.
In his reflection on the Gospel of Luke, Father Pat unpacks the deeper spiritual implications of the parable of the Good Samaritan and the dialogue that precedes it. The scholar's opening question—“What must I do to inherit eternal life?”—is met by Jesus not with a direct answer, but with a question in return, highlighting Jesus' consistent method of engaging the heart, not just the intellect. Jesus affirms the scholar’s answer: love God with all your being and love your neighbor as yourself. Yet the scholar, seeking to justify himself, asks, “And who is my neighbor?” revealing that he is still operating from a framework of limits, boundaries, and minimal obligations.
Father Pat emphasizes that the scholar's question betrays a transactional mindset: how little love or compassion can I show and still be justified? This same mindset, he notes, is common in confessions where people ask, “Is this a sin?”—often hoping for a loophole rather than transformation. This approach reduces faith to a set of rules or thresholds rather than a living relationship of love and grace.
Drawing from the parable, Father Pat points out that it wasn't the religious figures—the priest or the Levite—who acted with mercy, but the Samaritan, someone considered an outsider and even an enemy by Jewish standards. The Samaritan’s compassion transcended social and religious boundaries. He didn’t just help; he entered into the man’s suffering, treated his wounds, transported him, paid for his care, and promised to return. This is the heart of compassion: not just fixing someone, but being with them in their pain, even when there's no benefit or reciprocal reward.
Father Pat then shifts to a critique of how we often use religious practices, like confession, as a substitute for real change. If confession becomes a ritual to reset the scorecard rather than inspire transformation, it loses its sacramental power. Quoting Saint Benedict, he reminds us that prayer must be joined with work—our faith must be visible in our actions. Just as in any relationship, saying “I love you” without showing up, making time, and doing the hard work is hollow. So too with God: loving God with our whole being means acting out that love in the world, particularly through mercy and justice.
He also challenges the contemporary idolization of safety and control, which leads us to reduce our neighborhood to a few people who look, think, or act like us. But God doesn’t assign us neighbors; God invites us to choose them. The question, “Who is my neighbor?” is flipped on its head. Instead of asking who qualifies for our love, Jesus asks whether we will be the kind of people who love without qualification. The Samaritan didn’t ask if the beaten man was worthy; he acted because compassion compelled him.
Father Pat imagines that at the gates of heaven, God might ask not “Did you follow the rules?” but “Who were your neighbors?” Our answer reveals not just our social ethics, but our understanding of grace. The wideness of our compassion, the breadth of our love, and the willingness to suffer with others is the true measure of our faith. He concludes by urging us not to ask what’s the least we can do, but to fall in love with God so deeply that we are drawn to serve God’s children without limit. For to love God is to love those whom God loves....
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For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come toward the light, so that his works might not be exposed. But whoever lives, the truth comes to the light, so that his work may be clearly seen as done in God. The Gospel of the Lord. I always am so aware, especially in these sections of John's Gospel, that you kind of have to apologize for the horrible translating into English nowadays. That, I mean, we all know that there are problems with the pronouns, and it just doesn't seem like that women exist in this world. You know, whoever believes in God, he will do this, and he will do that, and he'll do the other thing, and if he doesn't, then he will do this. And I'm thinking, either it's a sexist translation, or women are off the hook and can do anything they want. I'll let you decide what it means. You know, I think I mentioned last week that the Ten Commandments are written this way, and it kind of hit me later on that, you know, the Ten Commandments really do talk about women as property. You know, you will not covet your husband's property, not his house, not his wife, not his slaves. I mean, she's just thrown right into the mix. But since it only applies, the whole list of commandments is only applying to men in the way it's translated, I always think, you know, there's a payoff. Because things like, thou shalt not commit murder, and all this. So, according to Scripture, he owns you, but you can kill him. You know, we kind of have to get beyond those things and try and figure out what it's saying to us in our day and in our language. And this image of the serpent in the desert is out of the Hebrew Scriptures, the early Scriptures. And it's this odd story when they're in the desert, and they're being, they kind of stumble into what must be a small nation of snakes in the desert. They're being plagued by snakebiting. And the story is that, you know, they ask, and God tells them to construct a snake on a pole, an image of a snake, which is interesting, given the you shall have no other images. But this one they get. And if they will, you know, all they have to do is gaze upon it, and they'll be cured. It becomes, years down the line, the symbol of modern medicine. The snakes on the rod. But you kind of think, what an interesting image for modern medicine. Because to us, it sort of sounds like a tribal witch doctor sort of thing. Look at this, and you'll be cured. But the deeper wisdom behind it is, which all of science and medicine is based on, is if you've got a problem, you don't run from it. You examine it. You look at it. You dig into it. You lean into the problem. You embrace it, and then you solve it. It's about this, what is your issue? Oh, don't run from the snakes. Because you have to lay down and sleep once in a while. They'll get you. Face them. What are the things in life we don't face? And life is a constant series of very, very minor difficulties. Unless we let them build up. But if we think that life shouldn't ever be difficult, to the extent that we don't think life takes effort, then we find ourselves kind of in this place that the gospel talks about, this place of darkness, where we really don't want anyone to see what's going on behind the scenes. And you want to say, and why? Why is that so fearful to us? And it usually happens for one of two reasons. Either we're doing things behind the scenes that we don't want anyone to know about, or it's just sort of a bother. Because I don't want them weighing in on my life. Which for me is a little hypocritical, because I get to spend at least once a week and weigh in on all of yours. But there's that sort of thing that we just like to, we'll just show you the finished product. And we kind of go around with this sense that we don't want, whenever someone says, well, they don't need to know what's going on behind the scenes. You know there's a shame there. You know there's something there that even if it's just I don't want to be bothered with it, we're just convinced if the world knew who we are, it would be a worse place. And here we're told, lean into it. You know, I mentioned I was kind of, I was kind of shocked. And now every time I mention it, I feel like people think I'm doing something heroic, which was so bizarre, because it was not meant that way. But a few years ago on Good Friday, I talked about in my life battles with depression. And I got lots of letters. And I thought at the time, it's 2016. Is this still something people don't talk about? I mean, it didn't occur to me. We've never heard anyone talk about it. And I wanted to say, well, of course not. They were depressed. They didn't want to talk to you. But I've noticed when I battled that over the years that there is something. Now, this is not a cure-all. But it's amazing the layer of pressure it takes off. Sometimes if I feel like I'm going into this cycle of depression, once in a while to go, lean into it. So who cares? Be as, don't just be depressed. You want to be depressed? I'll show you depression and raise you morose. Lean into it. Have a nice, luxurious depression. It never lasts so long. Because it kind of takes away its power. It's no longer the enemy at the gate that we fight. Once in a while, we go, what happens when I just say, you know, this is the difficulty of life. Let it be difficult. How many times has children, most of us maybe have, if not exactly this, a similar experience. I remember as a child, my mother would say, it would be a Saturday morning and it would be wonderful out. And, you know, and she was like, you were supposed to clean it? You were supposed to clean your room yesterday. You're going to clean the room before you go out and play. I can't tell you the entire days of play I would give up because I wasn't going to clean that room, rather than take 10 minutes of effort and then get on with my day. I'd rather give up the day because while I keep it in front of me, it's this paralyzing mountain I don't want to climb. And once I start up it, it's usually gone. I have shared with you before, and I don't mean this in a mean way, but in my job, there is not a single thing I do that I look forward to. Not one. There's also not a single thing that I don't enjoy once I'm doing it. And you'd think over the years, I would have been able to sign up, parlay that into knowing I'll be enjoying it while I'm doing it. So just walk out the house and do it. You know, I don't dislike saying mass, but 15 minutes earlier when I'm at the house going, you know, if I didn't have to say that mass, you know, I could have another cup of coffee. At that moment, I'm like, oh, I have something I have to get done. And I spend too much of my life thinking, okay, well, you know, I've got all this stuff coming up, and if I just get past that, and then I think for a minute, I go, okay, wait, wait, then there's Holy Week. But once I get past, once I get past Easter, it's a coast. Except that we've got confirmations that month in graduation. But once I get past, and then all of a sudden it hits me, that's my life I'm trying to get past. You don't get past your life until you die. You know, oh, I've just got one more to get through. No, no, that's your life. And if you're trying to get past it, you're missing it. And so once in a while, they say, oh, is that what you're afraid of? Stare at it. Examine it. Let it be part of your life, but only part. And know that we are a people that believe that when we can embrace the cross, we're on the way to resurrection. We don't get lost in that sort of old-school sort of old-style Christianity, even that old-style Catholicism of, we offer it up because you suffer, because when you suffer, God just likes you more. And we're gonna suffer, and we're gonna suffer. No, we suffer when we think by suffering, we get through to something better. And it's necessary. People have to study to get the grade. We have to sometimes do the parts that we don't like, because it's gonna open something up. And if we're doing a lot of suffering that isn't helping anything, then it's time to back up and re-examine. But Christian suffering serves a purpose. I think a lot of people are, you know, we get into that, you know, we're called to suffer just to suffer. You know, I gave up all sorts of things for Lent so that these six weeks last forever. You know, instead of, no, we're doing something, Lent, that will actually make us, put us in a better place by Easter. God really isn't this horrible sort of entity that wants us suffering. That early vision of God in the first reading is, you know, I always think, you know, this is the sort of, early on we have a picture in Scripture of what I call the emotionally fragile God. You know, they have really upset him this time, and now he's so angry, he is never gonna stop, it says. You know what? None of you are that powerful. There is not one of you that is going to do something today that is going to set God off. But we know, we know that idea's in there from our childhood. Oh, God's mad now. No, no, that's mom or dad. And you did set them off. God is, God has not got the same emotional, you know, fragileness that we are all so used to. And we stop to think that because we keep thinking, well, if what I'm doing isn't going to make God feel better, what's the point? It's not. You know, I just, I was talking to God just this morning. Still not talking back, but I was, God's doing fine. You know, and so how do we serve God? Well, that's why He puts other people in our lives. You know, how are they doing? Do we check in with them? What's our encouragement of the people around us? How do we allow them to embrace those difficult times knowing that we can all get through to somewhere better? How do we, you know, encourage one another, not just towards Easter, but sometimes we have to encourage one another into the passion and death knowing that resurrection's on the other side. Resurrection's on the other side, not because isn't suffering wonderful. Because we know that effort is necessary to get to certain places. And some places the effort actually rises to the level of suffering. So we don't, we don't aggrandize our suffering. We never think that those who drove the nails into Jesus were doing God's work. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Jesus said to Nicodemus,
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Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert,
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so must the Son of Man be lifted up,
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so that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life.
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For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son,
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so that everyone who believes in him might not perish,
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but might have eternal life.
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For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world,
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but that the world might be saved through him.
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Whoever believes in him will not be condemned.
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Whoever does not believe has already been condemned
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because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God.
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And this is the verdict,
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that the light came into the world,
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but people preferred darkness to light,
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because their works were evil.
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For everyone who does wicked things hates the light
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and does not come toward the light,
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so that his works might not be exposed.
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But whoever lives, the truth comes to the light,
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so that his work may be clearly seen as done in God.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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I always am so aware,
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especially in these sections of John's Gospel,
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that you kind of have to apologize
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for the horrible translating into English nowadays.
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That, I mean, we all know that there are problems with the pronouns,
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and it just doesn't seem like that women exist in this world.
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You know, whoever believes in God,
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he will do this, and he will do that,
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and he'll do the other thing,
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and if he doesn't, then he will do this.
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And I'm thinking, either it's a sexist translation,
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or women are off the hook and can do anything they want.
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I'll let you decide what it means.
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You know, I think I mentioned last week
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that the Ten Commandments are written this way,
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and it kind of hit me later on that,
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you know, the Ten Commandments really do talk about women as property.
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You know, you will not covet your husband's property,
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not his house, not his wife, not his slaves.
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I mean, she's just thrown right into the mix.
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But since it only applies,
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the whole list of commandments is only applying to men
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in the way it's translated,
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I always think, you know, there's a payoff.
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Because things like,
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thou shalt not commit murder, and all this.
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So, according to Scripture,
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he owns you, but you can kill him.
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You know, we kind of have to get beyond those things
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and try and figure out what it's saying to us
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in our day and in our language.
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And this image of the serpent in the desert
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is out of the Hebrew Scriptures, the early Scriptures.
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And it's this odd story when they're in the desert,
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and they're being, they kind of stumble into
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what must be a small nation of snakes in the desert.
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They're being plagued by snakebiting.
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And the story is that, you know, they ask,
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and God tells them to construct a snake on a pole,
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an image of a snake, which is interesting,
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given the you shall have no other images.
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But this one they get.
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And if they will, you know,
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all they have to do is gaze upon it,
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and they'll be cured.
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It becomes, years down the line,
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the symbol of modern medicine.
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The snakes on the rod.
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But you kind of think,
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what an interesting image for modern medicine.
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Because to us, it sort of sounds like
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a tribal witch doctor sort of thing.
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Look at this, and you'll be cured.
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But the deeper wisdom behind it is,
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which all of science and medicine is based on,
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is if you've got a problem, you don't run from it.
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You examine it.
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You look at it.
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You dig into it.
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You lean into the problem.
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You embrace it, and then you solve it.
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It's about this, what is your issue?
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Oh, don't run from the snakes.
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Because you have to lay down and sleep once in a while.
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They'll get you.
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Face them.
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What are the things in life we don't face?
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And life is a constant series of very, very minor difficulties.
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Unless we let them build up.
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But if we think that life shouldn't ever be difficult,
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to the extent that we don't think life takes effort,
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then we find ourselves kind of in this place
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that the gospel talks about, this place of darkness,
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where we really don't want anyone to see
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what's going on behind the scenes.
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And you want to say, and why?
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Why is that so fearful to us?
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And it usually happens for one of two reasons.
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Either we're doing things behind the scenes
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that we don't want anyone to know about,
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or it's just sort of a bother.
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Because I don't want them weighing in on my life.
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Which for me is a little hypocritical,
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because I get to spend at least once a week
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and weigh in on all of yours.
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But there's that sort of thing that we just like to,
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we'll just show you the finished product.
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And we kind of go around with this sense
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that we don't want, whenever someone says,
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well, they don't need to know
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what's going on behind the scenes.
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You know there's a shame there.
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You know there's something there
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that even if it's just I don't want to be bothered with it,
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we're just convinced if the world knew who we are,
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it would be a worse place.
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And here we're told, lean into it.
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You know, I mentioned I was kind of, I was kind of shocked.
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And now every time I mention it,
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I feel like people think I'm doing something heroic,
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which was so bizarre, because it was not meant that way.
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But a few years ago on Good Friday,
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I talked about in my life battles with depression.
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And I got lots of letters.
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And I thought at the time, it's 2016.
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Is this still something people don't talk about?
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I mean, it didn't occur to me.
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We've never heard anyone talk about it.
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And I wanted to say, well, of course not.
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They were depressed.
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They didn't want to talk to you.
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But I've noticed when I battled that over the years
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that there is something.
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Now, this is not a cure-all.
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But it's amazing the layer of pressure it takes off.
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Sometimes if I feel like I'm going into this cycle
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of depression, once in a while to go, lean into it.
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So who cares?
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Be as, don't just be depressed.
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You want to be depressed?
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I'll show you depression and raise you morose.
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Lean into it.
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Have a nice, luxurious depression.
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It never lasts so long.
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Because it kind of takes away its power.
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It's no longer the enemy at the gate that we fight.
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Once in a while, we go, what happens when I just say,
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you know, this is the difficulty of life.
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Let it be difficult.
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How many times has children, most of us maybe have,
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if not exactly this, a similar experience.
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I remember as a child, my mother would say,
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it would be a Saturday morning and it would be wonderful out.
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And, you know, and she was like,
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you were supposed to clean it?
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You were supposed to clean your room yesterday.
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You're going to clean the room before you go out and play.
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I can't tell you the entire days of play I would give up
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because I wasn't going to clean that room,
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rather than take 10 minutes of effort
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and then get on with my day.
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I'd rather give up the day
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because while I keep it in front of me,
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it's this paralyzing mountain I don't want to climb.
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And once I start up it, it's usually gone.
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I have shared with you before,
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and I don't mean this in a mean way,
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but in my job, there is not a single thing I do
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that I look forward to.
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Not one.
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There's also not a single thing
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that I don't enjoy once I'm doing it.
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And you'd think over the years,
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I would have been able to sign up,
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parlay that into knowing I'll be enjoying it
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while I'm doing it.
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So just walk out the house and do it.
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You know, I don't dislike saying mass,
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but 15 minutes earlier when I'm at the house going,
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you know, if I didn't have to say that mass,
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you know, I could have another cup of coffee.
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At that moment, I'm like,
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oh, I have something I have to get done.
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And I spend too much of my life thinking,
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okay, well, you know, I've got all this stuff coming up,
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and if I just get past that,
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and then I think for a minute, I go,
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okay, wait, wait, then there's Holy Week.
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But once I get past,
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once I get past Easter, it's a coast.
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Except that we've got confirmations
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that month in graduation.
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But once I get past,
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and then all of a sudden it hits me,
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that's my life I'm trying to get past.
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You don't get past your life until you die.
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You know, oh, I've just got one more to get through.
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No, no, that's your life.
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And if you're trying to get past it, you're missing it.
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And so once in a while, they say,
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oh, is that what you're afraid of?
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Stare at it.
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Examine it.
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Let it be part of your life, but only part.
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And know that we are a people that believe
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that when we can embrace the cross,
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we're on the way to resurrection.
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We don't get lost in that sort of old-school
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sort of old-style Christianity,
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even that old-style Catholicism of,
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we offer it up because you suffer,
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because when you suffer, God just likes you more.
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And we're gonna suffer, and we're gonna suffer.
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No, we suffer when we think by suffering,
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we get through to something better.
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And it's necessary.
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People have to study to get the grade.
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We have to sometimes do the parts that we don't like,
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because it's gonna open something up.
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And if we're doing a lot of suffering
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that isn't helping anything,
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then it's time to back up and re-examine.
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But Christian suffering serves a purpose.
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I think a lot of people are, you know,
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we get into that, you know,
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we're called to suffer just to suffer.
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You know, I gave up all sorts of things for Lent
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so that these six weeks last forever.
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You know, instead of,
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no, we're doing something, Lent,
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that will actually make us,
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put us in a better place by Easter.
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God really isn't this horrible sort of entity
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that wants us suffering.
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That early vision of God in the first reading is,
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you know, I always think, you know,
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this is the sort of,
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early on we have a picture in Scripture
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of what I call the emotionally fragile God.
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You know, they have really upset him this time,
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and now he's so angry,
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he is never gonna stop, it says.
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You know what?
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None of you are that powerful.
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There is not one of you
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that is going to do something today
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that is going to set God off.
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But we know, we know that idea's in there
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from our childhood.
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Oh, God's mad now.
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No, no, that's mom or dad.
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And you did set them off.
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God is, God has not got the same emotional,
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you know, fragileness that we are all so used to.
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And we stop to think that
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because we keep thinking,
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well, if what I'm doing
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isn't going to make God feel better,
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what's the point?
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It's not.
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You know, I just,
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I was talking to God just this morning.
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Still not talking back,
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but I was,
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God's doing fine.
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You know, and so how do we serve God?
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Well, that's why He puts other people in our lives.
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You know, how are they doing?
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Do we check in with them?
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What's our encouragement of the people around us?
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How do we allow them to embrace
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those difficult times
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knowing that we can all get through
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to somewhere better?
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How do we, you know, encourage one another,
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not just towards Easter,
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but sometimes we have to encourage one another
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into the passion and death
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knowing that resurrection's on the other side.
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Resurrection's on the other side,
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not because isn't suffering wonderful.
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Because we know that effort
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is necessary to get to certain places.
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And some places the effort
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actually rises to the level of suffering.
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So we don't,
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we don't aggrandize our suffering.
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We never think that those
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who drove the nails into Jesus
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were doing God's work.
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Even though it falls into the plan of salvation,
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we can't make heroes out of the villains.
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You know, instead we go,
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all of us are going to have difficulty.
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All of us are going to have,
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you know, hard moments in life.
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All of us are gonna have to have effort to grow.
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We're doing this program on the second half of life
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in about a week that's happening.
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And that's why I was reading it today.
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I don't know, I just started laughing.
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It could be my age.
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But I'm reading and it says,
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you know, we're there to celebrate everything over 50.
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And I'm like, that's a tough theme, you know.
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You know, we're gonna give you more life.
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And all I could think in my head is,
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what if I don't want more life?
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As you get older, it's interesting
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the things that you start to go,
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you know, different things are effort.
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You know, it's more effort to get out and exercise.
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If I don't, you know, let me tell you,
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the resurrection's getting real far away.
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You know, there are things we do that are effort every day.
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Not, suffering is too loaded a word sometimes.
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But if we accept every day's effort
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and encourage one another through it,
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we get to better places.
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God does not need or want the world to suffer.
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But God invites all of us to grow.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of facing life’s difficulties with honesty, vulnerability, and perseverance. Drawing from the Gospel of John and the image of the serpent in the desert, he emphasizes that healing and growth come not by avoiding hardship, but by confronting it directly. He critiques outdated and exclusionary interpretations of scripture, highlighting the need to engage with the text and our faith in a way that speaks truthfully to contemporary life. Ultimately, he reassures us that God is not a fragile or punitive being, but one who invites us into deeper relationship through the shared human experience of struggle, effort, and, ultimately, resurrection.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging the shortcomings of biblical translations, particularly their male-centric language that can obscure both inclusivity and relevance. He humorously questions whether such language leaves women exempt or simply overlooked, but more seriously, he challenges listeners to move beyond these limitations to uncover the deeper message of the Gospel. In discussing the story of Moses lifting up a bronze serpent in the desert—a symbol that becomes a precursor to Christ lifted on the cross—he brings attention to the paradox of healing through exposure. The Israelites were cured not by fleeing the source of pain, but by looking directly at the symbol of their affliction. This, Father Pat explains, is the foundation of healing and growth: not avoidance, but confrontation.
He draws a profound parallel between this ancient wisdom and the reality of modern life. Instead of fleeing from discomfort, shame, or emotional pain, we are called to ‘lean into’ our struggles. Using his own experience with depression as a vulnerable example, he illustrates how naming and owning our difficulties can diminish their power. Rather than being consumed by the looming fear of tasks or emotional challenges, we can disarm them by facing them head-on. Life, he says, is not something to "get through" in anticipation of a better moment—life is the very process of engaging with these moments, even when they are hard.
Father Pat also critiques a simplistic theology of suffering that presents God as pleased by our pain. He warns against interpreting hardship as divine punishment or assuming that suffering in and of itself is virtuous. Instead, he reorients the idea of Christian suffering as purposeful effort—struggles that lead to growth, transformation, and ultimately, resurrection. Just as Jesus’ crucifixion leads to new life, so too can our own trials become gateways to renewal when embraced with faith and perseverance.
Importantly, Father Pat dispels the image of a wrathful or emotionally volatile God. He reminds us that God is not like our human parents who can be set off by our failures. Rather, God's constancy and love remain unshaken by our missteps. This reframing allows us to approach God not in fear, but in trust. He also emphasizes that serving God is not about appeasing a divine ego, but about how we treat those around us. Our service to God is measured in our compassion, our support for one another, and our shared efforts to journey through life’s challenges toward wholeness and light.
Finally, he reflects on the rhythm of daily life—the minor sufferings, the reluctance to engage, the procrastinations—and how these small acts of resistance can rob us of joy. Whether it's cleaning a room or preparing for a liturgical celebration, life’s demands can feel daunting until we face them. And once we do, we find not only that they are bearable, but that they often bring satisfaction and growth. In this way, Father Pat calls us to live fully in the present, not waiting to "get through" our lives, but embracing each moment, each effort, as the very fabric of our spiritual journey.
In all, Father Pat invites us to a spirituality rooted in realism, compassion, and courage—a faith that acknowledges the difficulty of life, but also its beauty, meaning, and divine potential when lived authentically and in community....
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There you will see him as he told you. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Okay. Usually the mic is down here on my belt, but I'm wearing something they never told me about in seminary. I didn't know priests had a swimming out. This is my swimming out. It's a little heavier than the one that goes under vestments. You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates and the catechumens, you know, there's a moment at which, you know, you just don't worry. We have to take care of the ritual, and, you know, the worry just, you know, it's our job to get you through it. What I don't always tell them is, I'm usually a nervous wreck because I only do these things once a year. And there's a moment right after confirmation, every year, when the last person is confirmed, I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass. I know this. I do this every week, and everything just gets so simple and easy. And once a year is difficult. I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles. Once a year is kind of an odd thing. And so we come together, and we do something very different. And any of you who have been with us Thursday and Friday and tonight have learned a couple things. One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic. We have to confess this. But, you know, different liturgies have different style. The message that comes through should always be the same. And, you know, they always say that, you know, if a community is dramatic, it usually is a reflection of the choir director. So... Teresa Bus. But there's this sense that, you know, we come together because these stories, these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic. It's not that we don't think that they can stand on their own. But we have learned, and sometimes you go to places, you've learned that when we do it every week, when we go all the time, we get what I call this sort of layer of dust over our eyes that comes from habit. And so we come week after week, and people of every denomination can sit down in their pew, and someone can get up and pick up a scripture and say, and God dashed their children against a stone, and we just sort of go, the word of the Lord. It doesn't hit us at all. You know, these readings should kind of shock us. They were shocking in their day, they're still shocking, but, you know, familiarity sort of, it doesn't breed contempt in this case, but it breeds a sort of emotional and intellectual apathy in these readings, just sort of, we hear them week after week, and we don't really hear some of the lines. And, you know, one of the lines that is crucial to our understanding of what happens tonight when people are baptized, when people are brought into our faith, when all of you who have been brought into the faith, what that means at that moment. And it is a remembrance that once you belong, you know, everyone, I kind of hope, because I think we should live in a little bit of tension, I hope that every one of you at some time in your life has had someone say to you, you can't believe that and still be Catholic. What I hope even more is that you had the peace of mind to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable. That's always the answer to that. We've been too often in every faith, I think, in our culture, and across the country, we use faith a little to infantilize people. We're all waiting, you know, someone, I'll get people, they'll come to me and they'll say, now, so and so said this and this and this, and I, you know, which is it? And I always think it's odd if someone's coming to me and say, which do I believe? You know, could you call the Vatican and ask daddy to tell me what I believe? And that's the heart of many people's faith, is someone else will tell us. But that's someone else's faith. What we're here to do is explore together, and you know, when someone says, well, can I be Catholic, and you already are. It's not a can you be, and everyone who comes in tonight, you are. You're Catholic, it's kind of like saying, well, can I think this and still be a member of my family? Mine would have booted me long ago if they could have caught me. You know, I mean, but you belong. When in the first reading, the line that always hits me, and I think Hunter had it this year in that sixth day, and God saw that everything that God created was good. So when we have that doubt in ourselves and think, am I a good person? What we're really asking is, did God create me? If God created you, and God saw that everything he created was good, except Patrick. I mean, it really is odd that it even comes to our mind if we believe the first part of that. But a lot of us cannot really get to that image that God is love. That God is love, and everything created by God is good. And that you and I really, we have the ability to make bad choices and mess up our lives. We do it all the time. But we don't have the ability to undo the goodness of God. You're not that powerful to undo the goodness of God. So I always think, so where do we think we, where do we think we succeeded there? That we're the one thing God created that isn't good, or that somehow we got it undone? It's not about, because I think a lot of people think when you hear that kind of theology, oh, they're just going easy on people. No, it's not about people. It's about our image of God. It's who we believe God is. That was the heart of Catherine of Siena's theology, which I always tell people, I just, I loved Catherine. And many of you have heard this a gazillion times from me, that she had the image of hell. And she, it was just, it was just like so many of the saints and the swirling fire and all, but her image always ends with, and it was empty. That's not her image of hell. That's not her image of sin. That's not her image of humanity. That's her image of God. That's her image of God. What's our image of God? And it's, it's almost frightening to go there. And so we, we go to this treatum every year, and we don't realize that where we end here with baptisms and the first communions and the confirmations, and where we end is exactly where we started on Thursday. In the end, it really is all about that word communion. It is about communion. And there are two communions that we celebrate through the, the tritium. The first was last night. And I talked a little bit about God coming down to be wounded, to suffer, to die, because those are things that God cannot do as God. It is, it, it, you cannot wound God. You know, God does not suffer. God is, God is God. God doesn't doubt. He knows what's going to happen. Not one of those things. Not the fall of Adam. Not what happened before the flood came. None of that was God getting up and saying, I did not see this coming. Plan B, I'll have to send my son because Eden didn't work. It's not that God didn't see something coming. So God can't be in doubt. God can't be any of those things. So how to connect to us in our pain and our suffering? God becomes human to come into communion with us. So last night we celebrate that God makes the effort to be in communion with us, to come and go through humanity. What it is to be human. And he does it for tonight, which is the second communion, so that we know that we will be in communion with God and that is resurrection. And that is power. And that is new life. And God could have done that without coming down. You know, God didn't have to send Jesus because there was some ancient contract and debts had to be paid. You know, who did he make the contract with? You know, it's not that. It's God could have just waved a wand and said they'll all come to heaven. But, you know, all it takes is a little bit of critical thinking and you see the flaw in that. If all of us go to heaven just like this, then heaven will be Denver. You know, I think what we really think is heaven will be that place where I will still be me, but you will all be much better. You'll all be perfectly loving and perfectly forgiving. You'll all, you know, there'll be no sin. But I will still get to be me. And as long as I'm the center of the universe, it's not a bad theory. But instead, so I have to change. So why the gospel? Why this story? Why does God come down? Why does God connect with us this way? Because heaven is not a place we get to. It's a formation we go through. Heaven is a formation we go through until we're ready to be there. And so God gives us all of these stories tonight. And these stories are there to form us and to help us to start to connect to one another and to start to see the flaws in being unwilling to forgive and the flaws of injustice in our systems and in our interpersonal lives. We see the flaws. We work to correct them. We don't get it done usually in this life. By the time we're at our last day and we're ready to take our last breath, we will look around. It will still be Denver. Now, please quit telling people from out of state how close that is to heaven. But, you know, it'll still be Denver. We'll still have not fixed everything. We will still not be perfect. And that's where that Catholic teaching of purgatory comes in. There's still process. God will still continue. But what he won't do is to come through and say, you know what? What I'll do is I'll wipe out your personalities, put in something more heavenly, and then you'll all get along. And heaven will be full. It just won't really be us. Heaven's got to be a formation. And so these stories and this night and our coming together is the formation we're called to. Being in community. Not because we will agree on everything, but because we will be in community. We will be in community that makes absolute sense at times and is an insane amount of tension at times. At times we'll say, oh, you know, I agree, you know. Do you agree with the church? Well, sometimes I agree with this church, this church not so much. I'm not even going to talk about this church, you know. This is church. This is church. We are baptized into parishes. It is part of our canon law that most people forget about and don't know. You're not baptized into the church, the kingdom. We actually, canon law says you have to be baptized into a parish. You actually can't just go and say, I just want to be baptized into the church. You have to be baptized into a parish. Why? Because it's your job to struggle with this community. It is this community's job to stay connected to the church. Not yours. You have to stay connected to your community. The community's job then is to connect to the church. So, because community, communion is what God came to give us. And he could have given it to us with a wave of hand. But where's the formation? So, God comes as a story. God comes as a story. And tonight we hear all the rich stories, the richest stories that we know. And we tell them because we remind ourselves we're not here to pass an exam, click off the right rituals, and get into the country club. We're here because heaven is a formation. And it's a formation. God does the heavy lifting. The grace is there. Through what Jesus did we can get to heaven. But the formation is left through the stories, through the community, through the coming together. Tonight, as we celebrate people coming into our church, we should remember we are church. And if someone says, well, can you be Catholic? I am. What do you mean? Can you be human and think that? I've tried not being human. Or so my mother says. You are. You are Catholic. You do belong. And I think that word belong becomes very important tonight. As we watch people come in that we remember we belong. We celebrate those who would like to belong to this formation, to this path to heaven, to this recognition of God. Not as the only one in the world, but as this community. And so we ask God to grace those who are coming in tonight, but also to remind each of us that at this point our belonging isn't even ours to get rid of. Our belonging is God's. And if you wish to go up against God on your belonging, that you can do on your own. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary,
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the mother of James and Salome, brought spices
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so that they might go and anoint him.
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Very early, when the sun had risen on the first day
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of the week, they came to the tomb.
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They were saying to one another,
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Who will roll back the stone for us
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for the entrance to the tomb?
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When they looked up, they saw that the stone
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had been rolled back.
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It was very large.
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On entering the tomb, they saw a young man
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sitting on the right side, clothed in a white robe,
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and they were utterly amazed.
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He said to them, Do not be amazed.
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You seek Jesus of Nazareth, the crucified.
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He has been raised.
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He is not here.
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Behold the place where they laid him,
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but go and tell his disciples and Peter,
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He is going before you to Galilee.
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There you will see him as he told you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Okay.
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Usually the mic is down here on my belt,
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but I'm wearing something they never told me about
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in seminary.
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I didn't know priests had a swimming out.
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This is my swimming out.
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It's a little heavier than the one
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that goes under vestments.
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You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates
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and the catechumens, you know,
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there's a moment at which, you know,
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you just don't worry.
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We have to take care of the ritual,
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and, you know, the worry just, you know,
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it's our job to get you through it.
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What I don't always tell them is,
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I'm usually a nervous wreck because
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I only do these things once a year.
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And there's a moment right after confirmation,
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every year, when the last person is confirmed,
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I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass.
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I know this.
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I do this every week,
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and everything just gets so simple and easy.
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And once a year is difficult.
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I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles.
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Once a year is kind of an odd thing.
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And so we come together,
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and we do something very different.
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And any of you who have been with us
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Thursday and Friday and tonight
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have learned a couple things.
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One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic.
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We have to confess this.
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But, you know, different liturgies
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have different style.
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The message that comes through
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should always be the same.
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And, you know, they always say that,
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you know, if a community is dramatic,
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it usually is a reflection of the choir director.
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So...
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Teresa Bus.
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But there's this sense that, you know,
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we come together because these stories,
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these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic.
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It's not that we don't think
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that they can stand on their own.
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But we have learned,
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and sometimes you go to places,
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you've learned that when we do it every week,
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when we go all the time,
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we get what I call this sort of layer of dust
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over our eyes that comes from habit.
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And so we come week after week,
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and people of every denomination
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can sit down in their pew,
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and someone can get up
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and pick up a scripture and say,
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and God dashed their children against a stone,
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and we just sort of go,
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the word of the Lord.
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It doesn't hit us at all.
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You know, these readings
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should kind of shock us.
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They were shocking in their day,
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they're still shocking,
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but, you know, familiarity sort of,
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it doesn't breed contempt in this case,
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but it breeds a sort of
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emotional and intellectual apathy
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in these readings,
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just sort of, we hear them week after week,
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and we don't really hear some of the lines.
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And, you know, one of the lines
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that is crucial to our understanding
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of what happens tonight
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when people are baptized,
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when people are brought into our faith,
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when all of you who have been
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brought into the faith,
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what that means at that moment.
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And it is a remembrance that
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once you belong,
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you know, everyone,
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I kind of hope,
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because I think we should
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live in a little bit of tension,
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I hope that every one of you
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at some time in your life
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has had someone say to you,
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you can't believe that
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and still be Catholic.
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What I hope even more
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is that you had the peace of mind
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to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable.
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That's always the answer to that.
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We've been too often in every faith,
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I think, in our culture,
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and across the country,
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we use faith a little
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to infantilize people.
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We're all waiting, you know,
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someone, I'll get people,
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they'll come to me and they'll say,
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now, so and so said this
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and this and this,
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and I, you know, which is it?
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And I always think it's odd
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if someone's coming to me
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and say, which do I believe?
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You know, could you call
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the Vatican and ask daddy
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to tell me what I believe?
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And that's the heart
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of many people's faith,
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is someone else will tell us.
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But that's someone else's faith.
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What we're here to do
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is explore together,
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and you know, when someone says,
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well, can I be Catholic,
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and you already are.
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It's not a can you be,
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and everyone who comes in tonight,
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you are.
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You're Catholic,
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it's kind of like saying,
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well, can I think this
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and still be a member
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of my family?
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Mine would have booted me long ago
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if they could have caught me.
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You know, I mean,
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but you belong.
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When in the first reading,
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the line that always hits me,
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and I think Hunter had it
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this year in that sixth day,
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and God saw that everything
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that God created was good.
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So when we have that doubt
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in ourselves and think,
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am I a good person?
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What we're really asking is,
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did God create me?
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If God created you,
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and God saw that everything
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he created was good,
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except Patrick.
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I mean, it really is odd
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that it even comes to our mind
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if we believe the first part of that.
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But a lot of us cannot really get
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to that image that God is love.
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That God is love,
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and everything created by God
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is good.
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And that you and I really,
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we have the ability
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to make bad choices
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and mess up our lives.
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We do it all the time.
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But we don't have the ability
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to undo the goodness of God.
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You're not that powerful
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to undo the goodness of God.
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So I always think,
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so where do we think we,
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where do we think we succeeded there?
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That we're the one thing
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God created that isn't good,
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or that somehow we got it undone?
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It's not about,
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because I think a lot of people think
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when you hear that kind of theology,
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oh, they're just going easy on people.
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No, it's not about people.
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It's about our image of God.
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It's who we believe God is.
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That was the heart
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of Catherine of Siena's theology,
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which I always tell people,
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I just, I loved Catherine.
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And many of you have heard this
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a gazillion times from me,
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that she had the image of hell.
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And she, it was just,
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it was just like so many of the saints
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and the swirling fire and all,
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but her image always ends with,
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and it was empty.
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That's not her image of hell.
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That's not her image of sin.
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That's not her image of humanity.
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That's her image of God.
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That's her image of God.
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What's our image of God?
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And it's, it's almost
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frightening to go there.
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And so we, we go to this
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treatum every year,
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and we don't realize that
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where we end here with baptisms
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and the first communions
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and the confirmations,
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and where we end is exactly
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where we started on Thursday.
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In the end, it really is
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all about that word communion.
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It is about communion.
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And there are two communions
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that we celebrate
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through the, the tritium.
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The first was last night.
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And I talked a little bit
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about God coming down
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to be wounded, to suffer,
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to die, because those are things
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that God cannot do as God.
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It is, it, it,
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you cannot wound God.
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You know, God does not suffer.
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God is, God is God.
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God doesn't doubt.
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He knows what's going to happen.
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Not one of those things.
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Not the fall of Adam.
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Not what happened
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before the flood came.
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None of that was God
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getting up and saying,
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I did not see this coming.
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Plan B, I'll have to send my son
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because Eden didn't work.
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It's not that God
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didn't see something coming.
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So God can't be in doubt.
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God can't be any of those things.
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So how to connect to us
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in our pain and our suffering?
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God becomes human
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to come into communion with us.
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So last night we celebrate
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that God makes the effort
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to be in communion with us,
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to come and go through humanity.
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What it is to be human.
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And he does it for tonight,
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which is the second communion,
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so that we know
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that we will be in communion with God
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and that is resurrection.
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And that is power.
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And that is new life.
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And God could have done that
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without coming down.
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You know, God didn't have
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to send Jesus because
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there was some ancient contract
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and debts had to be paid.
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You know, who did he make
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the contract with?
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You know, it's not that.
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It's God could have just
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waved a wand and said
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they'll all come to heaven.
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But, you know, all it takes
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is a little bit
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of critical thinking
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and you see the flaw in that.
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If all of us go to heaven
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just like this,
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then heaven will be Denver.
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You know, I think
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what we really think is
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heaven will be that place
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where I will still be me,
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but you will all be much better.
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You'll all be perfectly loving
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and perfectly forgiving.
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You'll all, you know,
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there'll be no sin.
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But I will still get to be me.
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And as long as I'm
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the center of the universe,
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it's not a bad theory.
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But instead,
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so I have to change.
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So why the gospel?
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Why this story?
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Why does God come down?
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Why does God connect
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with us this way?
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Because heaven is not
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a place we get to.
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It's a formation we go through.
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Heaven is a formation
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we go through
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until we're ready to be there.
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And so God gives us
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all of these stories tonight.
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And these stories
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are there to form us
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and to help us to start
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to connect to one another
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and to start to see the flaws
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in being unwilling to forgive
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and the flaws of injustice
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in our systems
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and in our interpersonal lives.
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We see the flaws.
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We work to correct them.
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We don't get it done
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usually in this life.
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By the time we're at our last day
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and we're ready
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to take our last breath,
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we will look around.
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It will still be Denver.
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Now, please quit telling people
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from out of state
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how close that is to heaven.
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But, you know,
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it'll still be Denver.
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We'll still have not fixed everything.
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We will still not be perfect.
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And that's where that Catholic
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teaching of purgatory comes in.
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There's still process.
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God will still continue.
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But what he won't do
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is to come through and say,
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you know what?
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What I'll do is I'll wipe out
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your personalities,
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put in something more heavenly,
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and then you'll all get along.
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And heaven will be full.
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It just won't really be us.
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Heaven's got to be a formation.
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And so these stories
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and this night
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and our coming together
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is the formation we're called to.
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Being in community.
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Not because we will agree
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on everything,
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but because we will be in community.
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We will be in community
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that makes absolute sense at times
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and is an insane amount
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of tension at times.
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At times we'll say,
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oh, you know, I agree, you know.
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Do you agree with the church?
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Well,
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sometimes I agree with this church,
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this church not so much.
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I'm not even going to talk
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about this church, you know.
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This is church.
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This is church.
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We are baptized into parishes.
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It is part of our canon law
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that most people forget about
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and don't know.
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You're not baptized
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into the church, the kingdom.
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We actually, canon law says
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you have to be baptized into a parish.
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You actually can't just go
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and say,
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I just want to be baptized
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into the church.
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You have to be baptized
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into a parish.
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Why?
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Because it's your job
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to struggle with this community.
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It is this community's job
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to stay connected to the church.
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Not yours.
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You have to stay connected
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to your community.
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The community's job then
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is to connect to the church.
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So, because community, communion
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is what God came to give us.
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And he could have given it to us
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with a wave of hand.
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But where's the formation?
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So, God comes as a story.
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God comes as a story.
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And tonight we hear
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all the rich stories,
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the richest stories that we know.
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And we tell them
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because we remind ourselves
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we're not here
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to pass an exam,
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click off the right rituals,
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and get into the country club.
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We're here
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because heaven is a formation.
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And it's a formation.
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God does the heavy lifting.
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The grace is there.
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Through what Jesus did
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we can get to heaven.
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But the formation is left
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through the stories,
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through the community,
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through the coming together.
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Tonight, as we celebrate
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people coming into our church,
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we should remember
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we are church.
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And if someone says,
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well, can you be Catholic?
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I am.
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What do you mean?
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Can you be human and think that?
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I've tried not being human.
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Or so my mother says.
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You are.
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You are Catholic.
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You do belong.
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And I think
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that word belong
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becomes very important tonight.
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As we watch people come in
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that we remember
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we belong.
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We celebrate those
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who would like to belong
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to this formation,
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to this path to heaven,
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to this recognition of God.
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Not as the only one in the world,
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but as this community.
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And so we ask God
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to grace those
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who are coming in tonight,
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but also to remind each of us
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that at this point
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our belonging isn't even ours
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to get rid of.
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Our belonging is God's.
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And if you wish to go up
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against God on your belonging,
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that you can do on your own.
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This community
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will always assume
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you are a member.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth of belonging—to God, to the Church, and to one another in community. Through the telling of the Resurrection story and the rituals of Holy Week, he reminds us that faith is not about legalism, perfection, or intellectual certainty, but about formation, relationship, and communion. The Easter Vigil is not merely a dramatic event, but a transformative celebration in which we remember who we are: people created good by a loving God, invited into an ongoing journey of becoming. The Resurrection is not simply a past event but a present and personal calling to new life and communal belonging, where God’s grace forms us into who we are meant to be.
In his deeply pastoral and reflective homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the emotional and spiritual weight of the Easter Vigil, both for those being received into the Church and for the celebrant himself. His humorous and humble confession of nervousness underscores the uniqueness and sacredness of the moment. Yet, far from being a performance, the liturgy is a communal act of remembrance and participation in the divine story. He draws attention to how repeated exposure to Scripture can numb us to its radical message, causing us to miss the astonishment and challenge embedded in the Resurrection narrative. The women at the tomb were amazed, and so should we be. The empty tomb is not a passive symbol, but an invitation into transformation.
Father Pat reminds us that belief is not about intellectual assent to a checklist of doctrines. It is communion with God and others. He challenges the tendency to treat faith as something dictated by authority or tradition alone, urging the faithful instead to engage in personal discernment within community. The idea that one could be “too flawed” or “not good enough” to belong is rejected outright. Referencing Genesis, he affirms that everything God created is good—including each person. Sin and failure are real, but they do not undo the foundational goodness of creation. We are not powerful enough to erase God’s goodness in us.
He then turns to the nature of God revealed through Jesus. God, in divine essence, cannot suffer or die. Yet in Christ, God chooses to enter into human experience—even into suffering and death—not because of a cosmic contract, but because communion requires solidarity. God enters into our humanity so that we may be formed through it into divine life. This, he explains, is the first communion: God with us. The Resurrection completes the divine movement toward us, and now calls us toward God, forming us gradually into people capable of eternal communion. This is the second communion: us with God.
Heaven, then, is not a static destination but a state of being we are prepared for through formation. If God were to simply grant heaven without transformation, it would be indistinguishable from our current flawed existence. Heaven must be different not only in place but in personhood. We must be made new. This is why God gives us Scripture, sacraments, and most importantly, each other. We are formed in and through community—not because it is easy or always agreeable, but precisely because it requires us to grow, to forgive, to love, and to be humbled.
Father Pat emphasizes that our faith is embodied in the local parish, where we are baptized, confirmed, and formed. It is not enough to be part of an abstract "universal church.” Canon law requires baptism into a parish because it is in real, lived community that our faith is tested and nurtured. The Church is not a perfect institution nor is it meant to be a monolith of uniformity. It is a place of tension, diversity, and grace. Faith is not about having all the answers, but about remaining committed to the journey, to community, and to the God who walks with us.
In closing, Father Pat returns to the theme of belonging. The question is not “Can I be Catholic?” but rather, “Do I recognize that I already am?” Belonging is not earned; it is given by God. Even when we doubt ourselves, even when others question our place, our belonging is not something we can forfeit—it is God’s gift. The Easter Vigil, with its baptisms and confirmations, is not just about those entering the Church but a reminder to all of us that we are Church. We belong. And in that belonging, we are formed into the people God created us to be, now and for eternity....
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If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask for whatever you want and it will be done for you. By this is my father glorified that you bear much fruit and become my disciples. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. As we're coming through Easter, as we get into this section of John's gospel, if we forget, and when I say forget, most of us never were taught this to begin with, but if we forget the nature of John's gospel, it has us arrive at some really unfortunate places where if we understand where John's coming from, we end up in some great places with this gospel. The unfortunate thing is if people don't realize how removed John's gospel is from the history. It's the latest gospel. It was written as far as 80 years after the resurrection event. So this is not like Mark's gospel or Matthew's even in Luke's, which are a little later. In all three of those, Jesus is very clearly a Jewish rabbi. In this, he's a Greek philosopher. His language changes, his vocabulary's different, he no longer speaks in little parables. I mean, all of a sudden, he gives long treatises. It's a whole different personality. If we remember that this is John doing the real work of translation, I wish we had more writers like this in the church nowadays. You know, we sometimes get into a prayer now with the new translation, and about six lines into the prayer, I'm thinking, I would kill for a verb. It's so thick, and it's all over the place, and it's one subjunctive phrase after another, and I'm like, who translated this? And the translators, the final committee that okayed that English translation, had no native English speakers on the committee that okayed our translation. And that is the drawback to being such a widespread world language. I realized when I was living in Rome that, you know, there is not anyone who would dare tell a German how to speak German. But they'll all tell English speakers how to speak English, because everyone thinks they know it. And so everyone has different versions of it, and they don't like it that much. And the real art of translation is being in love with the language of origin and the target language. And the committee that translated it, while clearly in love with Latin, didn't care much for English. And so we sometimes get a translation that sounds like someone saying, you know, the house yellow is good. And you go, that's bad English. And they say, yes, but it's much more faithful to the Spanish. Yeah, but it's a bad translation. The idea is to get it clear in to the target language as well. And so we get these long phrases. Now John does the exact opposite. He not only is writing in a different style of Greek for his community, none of the Aramaic. This is really a pure Greek. But he translates the ideas. He doesn't give them Jewish parables that won't make any sense to them. He interprets them and puts them into cultural stories that make sense for the Greek mindset. He does, it's an amazing job of translation. But one of the drawbacks which we get today is that he kind of waffles back and forth between talking about Jesus and having Jesus speak. So where you will not find this in the earlier three gospels, you will get these long passages that if it were anyone but Jesus, we could probably admit are a little unpalatable. Without me, you can't do anything. It's all about me, me, me. And you go, that just doesn't sound like this wonderfully humble rabbi that we have in the other three. No, that's the disciple, that's the follower, that's speaking back about Jesus. And part of that Greek translation is the Greeks wrote dialogues. And everyone knew that you were saying, here's the theology and I'm gonna put it on the lips of Plato or on the lip. That was the style and John's written in that. So John's gospel, if you're looking for the actual words that Jesus spoke, John's gospel's not a great one to start with because they're freely mixed in with the gospel writer's own commentary because that's how Greek dialogues were written. And his audience knew it. Sometimes we think, well, are you saying the gospel isn't true? No, things can be true without having been written for 20th century newspaper readers. There are different genres out there. And if something nowadays starts with once upon a time, we get the cue and we know it's gonna be a parable. People will ask questions about the prodigal son and you have to remind him, there was no prodigal son. Jesus said, once upon a time, there was, and he told a story. Doesn't mean that he was telling a history. He was telling a parable. So John's gospel, sometimes when people hear this, without me, you can't, without me, they take that into their own Christianity and it becomes the sort of religion that says, without my faith and without my religion or without my church, you're nothing. And it sounds like you're echoing the gospel, but you forget that, no, it's someone talking about Jesus. And then if we can look past that, we get this wonderful reading that asks a very simple question that we get lost in all of that Greek epic dialogue. We lose, which is, instead of the, all of the old forms of an examination of conscience that we learned as Catholics, what happens if at the end of the day we go, huh, I wonder what fruit I bore today? What did I do for the world? How have I changed anything? You know, do we bear fruit in the world? It's such a wonderful phrase and it almost gets, if you'll excuse the agriculture, it almost gets plowed over by the heavy Greek dialogue of it. But to say, you know, when we're in the Spirit, when we're in Jesus, what are the fruits of our life? And I think most of us think, well, if you really wanna know the fruits of your life, you'll wait until a few moments before you die and then do a review. Problem is, none of us have been given that schedule. You know, what happens when more often we say, wait, let's just take a chunk. At the end of the day, what were the fruits of my day? You know, learning a new function on the remote control hardly seems like a great use of 24 hours. What did I do today? What did I, did I change anyone's life? Did I change the world? Did I change my own life? Am I an agent for God and the Spirit and the world? And that takes us asking that simple question over and over again. We can get lost in the, well, the vine and the branches and the connection, and it's a nice allegory. But I think sometimes when the Scripture, if the allegory is gonna try and explain the inner workings of God to us. I always loved, Father Philenbach had the only description of the inner workings of God that I have ever hung on to, and that was, he said, if someone says, what are the inner workings of the Trinity? The answer is none of your business. The inner workings of God, none of your business. Go feed the poor. None of your business. Go change the world. And instead we go, oh, no, no, no. I've got a deep spirituality. I'm not gonna do anything in the world. I'm gonna sit here and figure out God. And I'm gonna call that holy. We don't have a lot of stories of Jesus sitting around trying to figure out God. He just, he went out and did the work. I think sometimes we have to get our faith into our bones. We have to go out and do it. Faith has to be about the action that we commit in the world. And so it becomes this wonderful question that a little more than halfway through our Easter season we hear. So what are your fruits? What is it you're leaving in the world? What are the changes? What are the people? People come into your orbit for a little while and leave. Do they come in and do they leave changed? And I don't mean did you convert them to finally seeing things your way. Do they actually come in with their life easier now? Not because we gave them advice, but because we actually gave something to them. We actually did for them. You know, I understand the wisdom behind the old saying, you know, if you teach a man, you know, if you give a man a fish, he eats for a day. If you teach a man to fish, he eats for the rest of his life. But a lot of people use that so they never have to give out fish. Let me just explain the teaching. My father used to say, you know, if you teach a man to fish, he'll never work another weekend in his life. But, you know, the teaching and the offering, what we think should never be the starting place. You know, the rabbi vision of Jesus is so clear and he says, go out in the world, stay at whatever house you land in, and you've brought nothing with you, so you'll be dependent on those people for your well-being. And once you realize you're dependent on them, now you're ready to have a relationship and start to preach to them. Not a cheap and easy Christianity, you know, from the cheap seats that says, well, you know, I commented on their lives and walked on. But that you have to do it with enough humility that you're not going to break the relationship. You know, someone says, well, you know, you have to just speak your mind. If you break the relationship, what does it matter if you evangelized? It won't be effective. And at the end of evangelizing, you want to know if it was effective, not whether, well, I know I said what I was supposed to. If what you get out of evangelization is a sense of self-justification rather than a relationship that allows them and you to be changed, then we haven't really understood what it means to bear fruit in the world. And so we ask God to make us a people that are ready to go out and say, when I get to the end of the day, I can list my mistakes. I can go through a classic, you know, examination of conscience. I can figure out sins. I can do all that. But what did I produce? If the best I do at the end of the day is I don't think I broke any of the Ten Commandments, you know, at the end of our life, at the end of history, if the church can say, we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments. There's only three of us, but we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments. No, how do we change the world? And so we ask God to make us a people who bear fruit. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, I am the true vine,
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and my father is the vine grower.
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He takes away every branch in me that does not bear fruit,
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and every one that does, he prunes
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so that it bears more fruit.
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You are already pruned because of the word
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that I spoke to you.
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Remain in me as I remain in you.
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Just as a branch cannot bear fruit on its own
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unless it remains on the vine, so neither can you
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unless you remain in me.
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I am the vine, you are the branches.
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Whoever remains in me and I in him
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will bear much fruit because without me you can do nothing.
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Anyone who does not remain in me will be thrown out
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like a branch and wither.
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People will gather them and throw them into a fire
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and they will be burned.
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If you remain in me and my words remain in you,
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ask for whatever you want and it will be done for you.
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By this is my father glorified that you bear much fruit
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and become my disciples.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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As we're coming through Easter, as we get into this section
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of John's gospel, if we forget, and when I say forget,
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most of us never were taught this to begin with,
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but if we forget the nature of John's gospel,
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it has us arrive at some really unfortunate places
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where if we understand where John's coming from,
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we end up in some great places with this gospel.
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The unfortunate thing is if people don't realize
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how removed John's gospel is from the history.
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It's the latest gospel.
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It was written as far as 80 years
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after the resurrection event.
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So this is not like Mark's gospel or Matthew's
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even in Luke's, which are a little later.
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In all three of those, Jesus is very clearly
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a Jewish rabbi.
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In this, he's a Greek philosopher.
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His language changes, his vocabulary's different,
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he no longer speaks in little parables.
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I mean, all of a sudden, he gives long treatises.
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It's a whole different personality.
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If we remember that this is John
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doing the real work of translation,
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I wish we had more writers like this
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in the church nowadays.
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You know, we sometimes get into a prayer now
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with the new translation,
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and about six lines into the prayer,
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I'm thinking, I would kill for a verb.
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It's so thick, and it's all over the place,
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and it's one subjunctive phrase after another,
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and I'm like, who translated this?
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And the translators, the final committee
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that okayed that English translation,
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had no native English speakers on the committee
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that okayed our translation.
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And that is the drawback to being
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such a widespread world language.
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I realized when I was living in Rome
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that, you know, there is not anyone
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who would dare tell a German how to speak German.
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But they'll all tell English speakers how to speak English,
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because everyone thinks they know it.
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And so everyone has different versions of it,
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and they don't like it that much.
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And the real art of translation is being in love
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with the language of origin and the target language.
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And the committee that translated it,
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while clearly in love with Latin,
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didn't care much for English.
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And so we sometimes get a translation
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that sounds like someone saying,
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you know, the house yellow is good.
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And you go, that's bad English.
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And they say, yes, but it's much more faithful
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to the Spanish.
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Yeah, but it's a bad translation.
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The idea is to get it clear in
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to the target language as well.
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And so we get these long phrases.
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Now John does the exact opposite.
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He not only is writing in a different style of Greek
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for his community, none of the Aramaic.
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This is really a pure Greek.
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But he translates the ideas.
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He doesn't give them Jewish parables
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that won't make any sense to them.
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He interprets them and puts them into cultural stories
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that make sense for the Greek mindset.
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He does, it's an amazing job of translation.
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But one of the drawbacks which we get today
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is that he kind of waffles back and forth
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between talking about Jesus and having Jesus speak.
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So where you will not find this
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in the earlier three gospels,
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you will get these long passages
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that if it were anyone but Jesus,
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we could probably admit are a little unpalatable.
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Without me, you can't do anything.
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It's all about me, me, me.
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And you go, that just doesn't sound
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like this wonderfully humble rabbi
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that we have in the other three.
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No, that's the disciple, that's the follower,
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that's speaking back about Jesus.
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And part of that Greek translation
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is the Greeks wrote dialogues.
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And everyone knew that you were saying,
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here's the theology and I'm gonna put it
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on the lips of Plato or on the lip.
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That was the style and John's written in that.
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So John's gospel, if you're looking for
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the actual words that Jesus spoke,
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John's gospel's not a great one to start with
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because they're freely mixed in
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with the gospel writer's own commentary
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because that's how Greek dialogues were written.
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And his audience knew it.
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Sometimes we think, well,
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are you saying the gospel isn't true?
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No, things can be true without having been written
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for 20th century newspaper readers.
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There are different genres out there.
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And if something nowadays starts with once upon a time,
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we get the cue and we know it's gonna be a parable.
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People will ask questions about the prodigal son
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and you have to remind him, there was no prodigal son.
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Jesus said, once upon a time, there was,
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and he told a story.
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Doesn't mean that he was telling a history.
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He was telling a parable.
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So John's gospel, sometimes when people hear this,
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without me, you can't, without me,
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they take that into their own Christianity
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and it becomes the sort of religion that says,
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without my faith and without my religion
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or without my church, you're nothing.
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And it sounds like you're echoing the gospel,
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but you forget that, no, it's someone talking about Jesus.
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And then if we can look past that,
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we get this wonderful reading
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that asks a very simple question
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that we get lost in all of that Greek epic dialogue.
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We lose, which is, instead of the,
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all of the old forms of an examination of conscience
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that we learned as Catholics,
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what happens if at the end of the day we go,
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huh, I wonder what fruit I bore today?
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What did I do for the world?
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How have I changed anything?
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You know, do we bear fruit in the world?
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It's such a wonderful phrase and it almost gets,
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if you'll excuse the agriculture,
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it almost gets plowed over
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by the heavy Greek dialogue of it.
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But to say, you know, when we're in the Spirit,
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when we're in Jesus, what are the fruits of our life?
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And I think most of us think,
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well, if you really wanna know the fruits of your life,
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you'll wait until a few moments before you die
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and then do a review.
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Problem is, none of us have been given that schedule.
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You know, what happens when more often we say,
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wait, let's just take a chunk.
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At the end of the day, what were the fruits of my day?
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You know, learning a new function on the remote control
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hardly seems like a great use of 24 hours.
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What did I do today?
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What did I, did I change anyone's life?
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Did I change the world?
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Did I change my own life?
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Am I an agent for God and the Spirit and the world?
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And that takes us asking that simple question
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over and over again.
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We can get lost in the, well, the vine and the branches
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and the connection, and it's a nice allegory.
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But I think sometimes when the Scripture,
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if the allegory is gonna try and explain
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the inner workings of God to us.
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I always loved, Father Philenbach had the only description
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of the inner workings of God that I have ever hung on to,
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and that was, he said, if someone says,
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what are the inner workings of the Trinity?
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The answer is none of your business.
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The inner workings of God, none of your business.
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Go feed the poor.
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None of your business.
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Go change the world.
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And instead we go, oh, no, no, no.
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I've got a deep spirituality.
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I'm not gonna do anything in the world.
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I'm gonna sit here and figure out God.
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And I'm gonna call that holy.
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We don't have a lot of stories of Jesus sitting around
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trying to figure out God.
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He just, he went out and did the work.
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I think sometimes we have to get our faith into our bones.
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We have to go out and do it.
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Faith has to be about the action
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that we commit in the world.
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And so it becomes this wonderful question
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that a little more than halfway
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through our Easter season we hear.
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So what are your fruits?
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What is it you're leaving in the world?
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What are the changes?
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What are the people?
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People come into your orbit for a little while and leave.
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Do they come in and do they leave changed?
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And I don't mean did you convert them
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to finally seeing things your way.
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Do they actually come in with their life easier now?
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Not because we gave them advice,
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but because we actually gave something to them.
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We actually did for them.
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You know, I understand the wisdom behind the old saying,
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you know, if you teach a man, you know,
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if you give a man a fish, he eats for a day.
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If you teach a man to fish,
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he eats for the rest of his life.
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But a lot of people use that
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so they never have to give out fish.
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Let me just explain the teaching.
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My father used to say, you know,
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if you teach a man to fish,
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he'll never work another weekend in his life.
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But, you know, the teaching and the offering,
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what we think should never be the starting place.
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You know, the rabbi vision of Jesus is so clear
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and he says, go out in the world,
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stay at whatever house you land in,
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and you've brought nothing with you,
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so you'll be dependent on those people for your well-being.
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And once you realize you're dependent on them,
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now you're ready to have a relationship
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and start to preach to them.
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Not a cheap and easy Christianity, you know,
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from the cheap seats that says,
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well, you know, I commented on their lives and walked on.
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But that you have to do it with enough humility
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that you're not going to break the relationship.
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You know, someone says,
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well, you know, you have to just speak your mind.
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If you break the relationship,
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what does it matter if you evangelized?
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It won't be effective.
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And at the end of evangelizing,
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you want to know if it was effective,
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not whether, well, I know I said what I was supposed to.
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If what you get out of evangelization
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is a sense of self-justification
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rather than a relationship
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that allows them and you to be changed,
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then we haven't really understood
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what it means to bear fruit in the world.
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And so we ask God to make us a people
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that are ready to go out and say,
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when I get to the end of the day,
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I can list my mistakes.
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I can go through a classic, you know,
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examination of conscience.
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I can figure out sins.
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I can do all that.
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But what did I produce?
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If the best I do at the end of the day
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is I don't think I broke any of the Ten Commandments,
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you know, at the end of our life,
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at the end of history,
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if the church can say,
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we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments.
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There's only three of us,
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but we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments.
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No, how do we change the world?
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And so we ask God to make us a people who bear fruit.
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And more importantly, who take time often,
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regularly to ask ourselves,
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what is the change we're affecting in our world?
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Father Pat’s message invites us to move beyond a l Father Pat’s message invites us to move beyond a literal or rigid interpretation of Scripture and instead embrace a more spiritually mature, action-oriented faith. Drawing from the Gospel of John, he emphasizes that our Christianity must not be reduced to theological abstractions or institutional pride but should instead be lived out in tangible ways that bear fruit in the world. He challenges us to see the Gospel as a lived call to transformation—both personal and communal—and to ask ourselves daily what fruit we are producing, not just what rules we are following. By understanding the Gospel of John as a theological reflection shaped by its cultural and historical context, Father Pat encourages us to shift our focus from doctrinal purity to relational, humble service that mirrors the life and mission of Jesus.
Father Pat begins by situating the Gospel of John within its proper literary and historical context. Unlike the Synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), which portray Jesus as a Jewish rabbi speaking in brief parables and rooted in first-century Jewish culture, John’s Gospel—written some 80 years after the Resurrection—presents Jesus in the style of a Greek philosopher, offering long discourses filled with metaphor and theological reflection. Father Pat explains that John’s Gospel is less a journalistic account and more a theological dialogue in the tradition of Greek philosophical writings. The Gospel writer is not merely recording Jesus’ words but interpreting and re-presenting them for a new audience steeped in Hellenistic thought. Recognizing this helps prevent misreadings that might otherwise lead to spiritual elitism or exclusivity.
He warns against the tendency to take John’s metaphor—“Without me, you can do nothing”—as justification for a triumphalist or exclusionary faith that judges others as spiritually deficient. Instead, he invites us to reinterpret this as a poetic and relational truth: that our spiritual vitality and capacity for meaningful action derive from our connection to Christ, the true vine. The message is not about control or dominance, but about dependence and communion. Just as branches draw life from the vine, we are sustained and empowered by our relationship with God. The core question, then, is not “Are we doctrinally correct?” but “Are we bearing fruit?”
Father Pat critiques a common spiritual pitfall: substituting theological speculation or spiritual introspection for real-world action. He humorously recalls a wise priest who, when asked about the inner workings of the Trinity, responded, “None of your business. Go feed the poor.” This underscores the idea that faith is not meant to be an intellectual retreat from the world but a call to engage it with compassion and effectiveness. The Gospel is not calling us to sit and parse divine mysteries in isolation but to transform the world through love, generosity, and justice.
The metaphor of the vine and branches is not primarily about mystical union or ecclesial identity, though it includes both. It is about fruitfulness—visible, real-world impact. Father Pat urges us to perform a daily spiritual exercise: not just examining our conscience for sins committed, but asking, “What fruit did I bear today?” Did I make someone’s life easier? Did I offer kindness, healing, or hope? Did I do more than just avoid wrongdoing—did I do good? This examination invites us into spiritual maturity, where holiness is not measured by avoidance of sin but by the presence of love.
He also critiques a kind of performative or self-justifying evangelization that prioritizes being “right” over being transformative. True evangelization, according to Father Pat, is about relationship. If our efforts to share the Gospel destroy the possibility of connection, then our evangelization has failed. The fruit of the Spirit is not ideological victory but mutual transformation—where both the giver and the receiver are changed by the encounter.
Father Pat concludes by cautioning against a minimalistic faith that is content with avoiding sin but does not aspire to transformation. A community that prides itself on not breaking commandments but fails to bring life to the world is spiritually stagnant. Instead, we are called to be active agents of God’s love, asking continually: “What is the change I am making in the world? What fruit am I bearing?” This is the heart of discipleship and the true measure of our connection to the vine....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 843.9199829101562, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, if you love me, you will keep my commandments. And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to be with you always, the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot accept because it neither sees nor knows him. But you know him because he remains with you and will be in you. I will not leave you orphans. I will come to you. In a little while, the world will no longer see me. But you will see me because I live in you, and you will live. On that day, you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I in you. Whoever has my commandments and observes them is the one who loves me. And whoever loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and reveal myself to him. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. So I'm assuming that pretty much clears it up for everyone. You know, John's Gospel, we're finally at kind of the moment in the Easter season where we get the final arrival after several weeks, especially in the daily masses, of I and the Father are one, and the Father's in me, and the Father and I are in you, and you're in me, and we're all in this. And it goes on and on in this very Greek philosophical style. And it arrives at a few conclusions, though some of them are very vague, and they don't give us quite the satisfaction, I think, that someone who wants a more fundamentalistic approach to Scripture would enjoy. And that is, you know, how do you know the Spirit is in you? How do you know that your faith is real? Well, you'll know because the Spirit's in you. And how will you know? Because it will be in you. And when my neighbor and I both pray and come to different conclusions, which one of us has the Spirit? Well, the one of you that has the truth. And which one is that? The one with the Spirit. It doesn't give us an easy answer to that. And you can quickly go to what tries to pull it out a little, and it says, well, whoever keeps my commandments. And then you immediately get into 28 different lists of what the commandments are, and which ones count and which ones don't. And at the time this is written, there's no sense of what the canon of Scripture will look like, so you can't say, well, you go to the Bible. No one had included which letters of Paul, which version of the Old Testament. And so we go back through, and you can look in the Bible, and the Bible says, thou shalt not kill or eat shrimp. So which list of my commandments? And then if you go back to the words of Jesus and get the commands that come out of the words of Jesus, it looks very simple, but we have very little interest in it. Because once you get back to the commands of Jesus, it's going to be feed the poor, visit the lonely, free the imprisoned, and we're like, well, yes, but let's get back to whether or not we should eat meat on Friday. The actual commandments of Jesus, every Christian church I know agrees on, does varying amounts of carrying it out, and stays divided on issues that have nothing to do with Jesus. Most of the Christian churches that are divided, us included, we're all divided from one another based on one thing, and that is, who gets to tell who what to do? Who has the spirit? You know, sometimes I picture us like a bunch of adolescents around a stadium yelling, we've got spirit, how about you? And everyone arguing over something that can never be settled because it will always be a point of faith. And so, you know, our faith can either tear us apart or bring us together. Kevin Burke used to love to say that there are two kinds of priests. There are those that only have one homily, and then there are those who have no homily. And I know that my theme that comes up again and again and again is community, and I think a lot of people believe that that's my ecclesiology. Now, ecclesiology means study of the church, that that's my vision, that comes out of my fundamental belief of what church should be, but it's not. It's my theology. It's my fundamental belief of who God is. See, we believe in a trinity. Our God is community, not individual. Our God is three. And even the trinity, when it was first posited for anyone, the trinity was not ever thought to be the whole picture. You can't get to the whole picture. But we kind of chose this. We knew at least that there were three sort of manifestations, and we tend to, when we talk about God, we either get very concerned with God the creator, God the Father, God the parent, God that first person of the trinity, or we're very much into Jesus, or in a few weeks at Pentecost, very much into the Spirit. And we like to talk about these individuals and from them put together a piece of God. But we don't talk about this oneness very much of the three, something that underlies each of the three persons that is a community, that our fundamental vision of God is a community. And so the reason I believe and I preach so much on community is because I believe we're created in the image of God. You know, it was posited originally in Africa and then got usurped here in America for all sorts of things, but you know the fundamental phrase that everyone would talk about, it takes a village, and they're talking about raising children. I would expand that. It takes a village to be human. You cannot be human, totally human, in total isolation. You do not develop as a full human in isolation. Who we are is communal. We are created in the image of a God that is communal, that is community. And I'm not sure we ever explore enough that image of oneness. You know, we get an interesting vision of it here in the first reading because Philip has gone down, and Philip is one of the 12 apostles. Now, in our Catholic Church, we would say that the bishops are the successors to the apostles, and there's certain things in the church that belong by right to the bishops. They're kind of that ultimate authority. And Philip has clearly evangelized this crowd, and they're all coming together, and everything's going well, and miracles are being worked. But before the Spirit comes down, it says Peter and John come down to pray with them all so that the Spirit can come down. Now, if we take that seriously, then we have to go, which of the bishops can confirm and which of them can't? Gosh, I mean, I hope ours is a Peter and a John and not a Philip. Clearly, Philip couldn't get the job done. That's not what it's about. It's not about, why did the other apostles have to come for that to happen? And it was because in that early church, there is a sense that it is not a healthy thing for one person to go off and start a branch of the church on their own. It's not that three of them would be better. It's the oneness of them that needed to be represented. The oneness of many. And as mystical as that sounds, and as hard as it is to get our head around, that is a mystery that we're called to contemplate, is the oneness of a community. You know, here at MPB, there are masses. This is usually one of them, but as summer hits, it gets earlier and earlier. Nine o'clock was the madhouse, and now 1045 has parking. Who would have guessed? You know, but as it gets warmer, people go to earlier masses. But, you know, it's interesting how people find themselves like at Christmas Eve when this place, when we're, you know, packed in. And many people are like, oh, look at how many there are. But we don't always experience how one we are. And oneness doesn't mean we all think alike. As a matter of fact, I would suggest that the difference between a cult and a religion is the room for dissent. A cult has no room for dissent. A religion has to. Otherwise, it's a cult. And so, you know, it's not that oneness means we all agree, we all think alike. It's that we know, as we've heard from many philosophers and social, you know, writers, that if we diminish anyone, we've diminished all. And that just doesn't go for our church community. That goes for the human family. Diminish anyone, and we diminish us all a little. We make that diminishment a little more acceptable every time we allow it, every time we partake in it, every time it becomes an easier part of our life. It's very hard for us to focus on the oneness of humanity. It's much easier to focus on the many. You can focus on the many, and that way, you know, if you're at war, the loss of one of our lives is more tragic than the loss of one of theirs. That's many thinking. You know, the tragedies that happen around the world are awful, but, oh, when it happens here in Aurora, when it happens here at Columbine, that's more tragic. No, it's more personal. That's expected. It's more personal to us. But it can't be more tragic unless we think, well, you know, the value of a human life is based on two things. One, it's created in the image of God, and secondly, the amount of that value will be on how close they are to me. But we do live out of that. You know, a life that's close to us just seems to be worth more. And that's not the one thinking. That's the thinking that says, well, we're many, we're many, we're many, we're many, and all of these readings are trying to say, you've got to be a body of Christ. You should stop worrying about, well, which one of us has the Spirit? Diminish one of us, you diminish all of us. So, how connected are you to the Spirit? How many people do you dialogue with in your faith? How many times are you willing to experience not the Spirit that's in my heart, but the Spirit that's between our hearts? That space in between the human heart, that's where we experience this Trinity vision of God. That's where we're going to experience what's more fundamental. It's kind of interesting, it's also a very engendered image. You know, people always talk about gender and God a lot, and all of our traditional language talks about the maleness of God, God the Father, God the Son, God the Spirit. In Latin, now they'll say, oh, well, it's not feminine, it's an irregular masculine. Irregular enough, it becomes feminine, trust me. It's, you know, it's, it's, but that the wording in Latin and in all of the modern languages that came out of Latin, whether, you know, whether it's the Romani or the Italian, whether it's Spanish, whether it's French. For example, in Italian, you do have, it's very masculine, you have il padre, and you have il figlio, and you have lo spirito, those are all masculine. But you always have la trinità. Trinity is always feminine. What is that, what is that more fundamental nature that unifies? Not how do we see ourselves as individuals, not, because we experience the threeness of the Trinity very easily in our life. We experience how we interact and whether we support one another and agree or whether we don't. But a fundamental oneness. It's been my favorite image in the last 20 years. It came up in his, you know, a writer started writing about it a lot. And that is the image that they came to realize, I think it was back in the 80s, maybe the 70s, that they came to realize that the largest single living organism on Earth was a grove of aspen trees until you're right. And it wasn't until they were able to, through some of the sonic type equipment, explore the root system that they realized that this huge grove was one. It was not a bunch of different trees. It was one organism. Now, you and I can only see from the surface up, so for us, we will always see it as many. But the fundamental reality is it's one. We have to come to that vision for humanity. You and I can only see the many. We have to believe in the oneness. Diminish even one of us. You diminish all of us. That's the vision of Jesus that we are called to take into every moment of our life. Why should we help the poor? Two reasons. Social justice is a great one. But more importantly, diminish one of us. You diminish all of us. Allow one of us to suffer needlessly. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, if you love me,
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you will keep my commandments.
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And I will ask the Father, and he
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will give you another advocate to be with you always,
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the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot accept because it
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neither sees nor knows him.
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But you know him because he remains with you
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and will be in you.
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I will not leave you orphans.
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I will come to you.
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In a little while, the world will no longer see me.
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But you will see me because I live in you,
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and you will live.
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On that day, you will realize that I am in my Father,
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and you are in me, and I in you.
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Whoever has my commandments and observes them
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is the one who loves me.
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And whoever loves me will be loved by my Father,
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and I will love him and reveal myself to him.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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So I'm assuming that pretty much clears it up for everyone.
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You know, John's Gospel, we're finally
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at kind of the moment in the Easter season
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where we get the final arrival after several weeks,
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especially in the daily masses, of I and the Father are one,
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and the Father's in me, and the Father and I are in you,
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and you're in me, and we're all in this.
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And it goes on and on in this very Greek philosophical style.
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And it arrives at a few conclusions,
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though some of them are very vague,
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and they don't give us quite the satisfaction,
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I think, that someone who wants a more fundamentalistic
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approach to Scripture would enjoy.
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And that is, you know, how do you know the Spirit is in you?
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How do you know that your faith is real?
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Well, you'll know because the Spirit's in you.
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And how will you know?
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Because it will be in you.
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And when my neighbor and I both pray
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and come to different conclusions,
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which one of us has the Spirit?
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Well, the one of you that has the truth.
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And which one is that? The one with the Spirit.
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It doesn't give us an easy answer to that.
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And you can quickly go to what tries to pull it out a little,
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and it says, well, whoever keeps my commandments.
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And then you immediately get into 28 different lists
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of what the commandments are,
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and which ones count and which ones don't.
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And at the time this is written,
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there's no sense of what the canon of Scripture will look like,
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so you can't say, well, you go to the Bible.
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No one had included which letters of Paul,
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which version of the Old Testament.
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And so we go back through, and you can look in the Bible,
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and the Bible says, thou shalt not kill or eat shrimp.
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So which list of my commandments?
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And then if you go back to the words of Jesus
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and get the commands that come out of the words of Jesus,
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it looks very simple, but we have very little interest in it.
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Because once you get back to the commands of Jesus,
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it's going to be feed the poor, visit the lonely,
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free the imprisoned, and we're like, well, yes,
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but let's get back to whether or not we should eat meat on Friday.
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The actual commandments of Jesus,
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every Christian church I know agrees on,
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does varying amounts of carrying it out,
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and stays divided on issues that have nothing to do with Jesus.
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Most of the Christian churches that are divided, us included,
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we're all divided from one another based on one thing,
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and that is, who gets to tell who what to do?
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Who has the spirit?
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You know, sometimes I picture us like a bunch of adolescents
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around a stadium yelling, we've got spirit, how about you?
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And everyone arguing over something that can never be settled
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because it will always be a point of faith.
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And so, you know, our faith can either tear us apart
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or bring us together.
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Kevin Burke used to love to say that there are two kinds of priests.
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There are those that only have one homily,
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and then there are those who have no homily.
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And I know that my theme that comes up again and again and again
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is community, and I think a lot of people believe
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that that's my ecclesiology.
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Now, ecclesiology means study of the church,
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that that's my vision, that comes out of my fundamental belief
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of what church should be, but it's not.
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It's my theology.
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It's my fundamental belief of who God is.
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See, we believe in a trinity.
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Our God is community, not individual.
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Our God is three.
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And even the trinity, when it was first posited for anyone,
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the trinity was not ever thought to be the whole picture.
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You can't get to the whole picture.
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But we kind of chose this.
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We knew at least that there were three sort of manifestations,
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and we tend to, when we talk about God,
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we either get very concerned with God the creator,
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God the Father, God the parent,
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God that first person of the trinity,
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or we're very much into Jesus, or in a few weeks at Pentecost,
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very much into the Spirit.
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And we like to talk about these individuals
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and from them put together a piece of God.
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But we don't talk about this oneness very much of the three,
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something that underlies each of the three persons
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that is a community,
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that our fundamental vision of God is a community.
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And so the reason I believe and I preach so much on community
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is because I believe we're created in the image of God.
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You know, it was posited originally in Africa
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and then got usurped here in America for all sorts of things,
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but you know the fundamental phrase that everyone would talk about,
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it takes a village, and they're talking about raising children.
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I would expand that.
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It takes a village to be human.
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You cannot be human, totally human, in total isolation.
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You do not develop as a full human in isolation.
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Who we are is communal.
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We are created in the image of a God that is communal,
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that is community.
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And I'm not sure we ever explore enough that image of oneness.
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You know, we get an interesting vision of it here in the first reading
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because Philip has gone down, and Philip is one of the 12 apostles.
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Now, in our Catholic Church,
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we would say that the bishops are the successors to the apostles,
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and there's certain things in the church that belong by right to the bishops.
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They're kind of that ultimate authority.
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And Philip has clearly evangelized this crowd,
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and they're all coming together, and everything's going well,
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and miracles are being worked.
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But before the Spirit comes down,
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it says Peter and John come down to pray with them all
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so that the Spirit can come down.
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Now, if we take that seriously, then we have to go,
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which of the bishops can confirm and which of them can't?
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Gosh, I mean, I hope ours is a Peter and a John and not a Philip.
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Clearly, Philip couldn't get the job done.
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That's not what it's about.
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It's not about, why did the other apostles have to come for that to happen?
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And it was because in that early church,
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there is a sense that it is not a healthy thing
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for one person to go off and start a branch of the church on their own.
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It's not that three of them would be better.
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It's the oneness of them that needed to be represented.
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The oneness of many.
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And as mystical as that sounds,
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and as hard as it is to get our head around,
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that is a mystery that we're called to contemplate,
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is the oneness of a community.
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You know, here at MPB, there are masses.
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This is usually one of them, but as summer hits,
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it gets earlier and earlier.
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Nine o'clock was the madhouse, and now 1045 has parking.
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Who would have guessed?
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You know, but as it gets warmer, people go to earlier masses.
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But, you know, it's interesting how people find themselves
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like at Christmas Eve when this place,
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when we're, you know, packed in.
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And many people are like, oh, look at how many there are.
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But we don't always experience how one we are.
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And oneness doesn't mean we all think alike.
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As a matter of fact, I would suggest that the difference
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between a cult and a religion is the room for dissent.
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A cult has no room for dissent.
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A religion has to.
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Otherwise, it's a cult.
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And so, you know, it's not that oneness means we all agree,
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we all think alike.
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It's that we know, as we've heard from many philosophers
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and social, you know, writers,
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that if we diminish anyone, we've diminished all.
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And that just doesn't go for our church community.
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That goes for the human family.
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Diminish anyone, and we diminish us all a little.
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We make that diminishment a little more acceptable
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every time we allow it, every time we partake in it,
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every time it becomes an easier part of our life.
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It's very hard for us to focus on the oneness of humanity.
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It's much easier to focus on the many.
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You can focus on the many, and that way, you know,
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if you're at war, the loss of one of our lives
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is more tragic than the loss of one of theirs.
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That's many thinking.
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You know, the tragedies that happen around the world
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are awful, but, oh, when it happens here in Aurora,
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when it happens here at Columbine, that's more tragic.
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No, it's more personal.
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That's expected.
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It's more personal to us.
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But it can't be more tragic unless we think,
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well, you know, the value of a human life
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is based on two things.
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One, it's created in the image of God,
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and secondly, the amount of that value
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will be on how close they are to me.
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But we do live out of that.
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You know, a life that's close to us
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just seems to be worth more.
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And that's not the one thinking.
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That's the thinking that says,
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well, we're many, we're many, we're many, we're many,
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and all of these readings are trying to say,
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you've got to be a body of Christ.
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You should stop worrying about,
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well, which one of us has the Spirit?
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Diminish one of us, you diminish all of us.
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So, how connected are you to the Spirit?
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How many people do you dialogue with in your faith?
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How many times are you willing to experience
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not the Spirit that's in my heart,
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but the Spirit that's between our hearts?
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That space in between the human heart,
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that's where we experience this Trinity vision of God.
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That's where we're going to experience
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what's more fundamental.
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It's kind of interesting,
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it's also a very engendered image.
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You know, people always talk about gender and God a lot,
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and all of our traditional language
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talks about the maleness of God,
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God the Father, God the Son, God the Spirit.
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In Latin, now they'll say,
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oh, well, it's not feminine, it's an irregular masculine.
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Irregular enough, it becomes feminine, trust me.
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It's, you know, it's, it's,
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but that the wording in Latin
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and in all of the modern languages
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that came out of Latin,
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whether, you know, whether it's the Romani or the Italian,
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whether it's Spanish, whether it's French.
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For example, in Italian, you do have,
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it's very masculine, you have il padre,
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and you have il figlio,
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and you have lo spirito, those are all masculine.
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But you always have la trinità.
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Trinity is always feminine.
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What is that, what is that more fundamental nature that unifies?
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Not how do we see ourselves as individuals,
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not, because we experience the threeness of the Trinity
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very easily in our life.
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We experience how we interact
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and whether we support one another and agree
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or whether we don't.
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But a fundamental oneness.
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It's been my favorite image in the last 20 years.
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It came up in his, you know,
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a writer started writing about it a lot.
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And that is the image that they came to realize,
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I think it was back in the 80s, maybe the 70s,
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that they came to realize that the largest
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single living organism on Earth
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was a grove of aspen trees until you're right.
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And it wasn't until they were able to,
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through some of the sonic type equipment,
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explore the root system that they realized
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that this huge grove was one.
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It was not a bunch of different trees.
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It was one organism.
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Now, you and I can only see from the surface up,
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so for us, we will always see it as many.
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But the fundamental reality is it's one.
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We have to come to that vision for humanity.
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You and I can only see the many.
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We have to believe in the oneness.
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Diminish even one of us.
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You diminish all of us.
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That's the vision of Jesus that we are called to take
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into every moment of our life.
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Why should we help the poor?
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Two reasons.
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Social justice is a great one.
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But more importantly, diminish one of us.
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You diminish all of us.
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Allow one of us to suffer needlessly.
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Diminish all of us.
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That's our fundamental theology.
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That's what Trinity means,
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is that you and I, one day,
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will experience the kingdom of God
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because we'll realize that we should
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finally stop seeing the many
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and learn to see that we are one.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound myste Father Pat’s message centers on the profound mystery and call of Christian unity rooted in the Trinity. He emphasizes that God is not simply an individual deity but a divine community—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—whose very nature reveals that humanity, made in God's image, is meant to live in relationship, interdependence, and communion. He challenges the tendency within Christianity to focus on dogmatic certainty, doctrinal divisions, and individualistic spirituality, urging instead a return to the foundational command of Jesus: to love and serve one another. True faith, he asserts, is not proven through rigid certainty or theological dominance, but through the experience of the Spirit alive in the relationships between us. Unity is not sameness, and disagreement does not negate community; rather, it is in our shared humanity, our mutual dignity, and our communal striving that we become more like the God in whose image we are made.
In his homily, Father Pat reflects deeply on Jesus’ words in the Gospel of John, particularly the promise of the Spirit and the intimate, mutual indwelling of Jesus, the Father, and the disciples. He notes that John’s Gospel uses a philosophical and mystical style that resists simplistic interpretation. The repeated theme—“I am in the Father, and you are in me, and I in you”—suggests a divine interconnectedness that mirrors the nature of God as Trinity. However, Father Pat critiques how often Christians seek certainty in faith through rigid doctrinal answers, asking, for example, “Who really has the Spirit?” or “Which commandments must be followed?” These questions often lead to legalism or division rather than to love. He notes that Jesus’ actual commandments—feed the hungry, visit the lonely, care for the imprisoned—are simple and universally agreed upon among Christians, yet they are often neglected in favor of debates over less essential issues.
Father Pat then shifts to a theological reflection on the Trinity, emphasizing that God is not an isolated being, but a communion of persons—Father, Son, and Spirit. He insists that this is not just ecclesiology (how we understand the Church), but theology itself (how we understand God). Because we are made in God’s image, we are made for community. We cannot become fully human in isolation; our very identity is found in relationship. Drawing from Trinitarian theology, he challenges the often individualistic or authoritarian tendencies within church structures and denominations, where disputes often revolve around who gets to speak for God. He humorously compares this to adolescents chanting “We’ve got spirit, how about you?”—a reminder of how easily spiritual discernment becomes competitive or self-righteous.
Using the example of early Church leaders like Philip, Peter, and John in Acts, Father Pat highlights that in the early Church, spiritual authority was not meant to be exercised in isolation. The Spirit descended not when Philip acted alone, but when the apostles came together, signifying the importance of communal discernment and unity. The Spirit is not merely something we feel in our hearts alone, but something that arises between hearts—between people who are open to each other in genuine community.
Father Pat emphasizes that true Christian unity does not require uniformity. In fact, he draws a critical distinction between a cult and a religion: a cult permits no dissent, while a religion must make room for it. Oneness, therefore, does not mean agreement on all matters, but a shared commitment to the dignity and worth of every person. He warns that when we allow one person to be diminished—be it through poverty, marginalization, or injustice—we diminish all of humanity. He critiques the way we unconsciously assign greater value to lives based on proximity or similarity to ourselves. A tragedy is perceived as more tragic when it happens “close to home,” but in God’s eyes, all human life is of equal worth. This is a challenge to see beyond the surface divisions of race, nationality, or creed, and to recognize the deeper unity that binds all people.
He offers a powerful metaphor drawn from nature: the aspen grove. What appears to be a forest of individual trees is, below the surface, one interconnected organism. From the surface, we can only see the many, but the hidden truth is that they are one. In the same way, we often live and act as if we are separate, but the truth of God’s vision is that humanity is one body. The Trinity is not just a theological abstraction; it is an invitation to live in such a way that we reflect the divine unity of God in our relationships, communities, and global consciousness.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to contemplative and practical transformation. To be Christian is to recognize that our individual spiritual journey is inseparable from our collective life. We are not saved alone. We are not called to love God in isolation. The Spirit of God is not just within us, but between us. And to live in the image of a Trinitarian God is to live with the constant awareness that every act of love, service, justice, and mercy builds up the body of Christ. Every act of division, judgment, or indifference tears it down. The kingdom of God will be realized not when we all think alike, but when we finally learn to live as one....
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Even sinners lend to sinners, and get back the same amount. But rather love your enemies and do good to them, and lend expecting nothing back, then your reward would be great, and you will be children of the most high. For he himself is kind to the ungrateful and the wicked. Be merciful just as your father is merciful. Stop judging and you will not be judged. Stop condemning and you will not be condemned. Forgive and you will be forgiven. Give and gifts will be given to you. A good measure packed together, shaken down and overflowing, will be poured into your lap. For the measure with which you measure will in return be measured out to you. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. This may well be the most difficult gospel passage in all the gospel, and it sounds so pretty that it's easy not to notice how difficult it is. And even it can lead us into some very dark places if we don't understand the social context of it. You know, Jesus through this whole thing is saying, look, you cannot give up on wanting people to become the best they can, on wanting them to do well in the world, in wanting them to not suffer. You cannot give up on that. Where it will sound like it goes too far because he's writing to an oppressed people in an occupied country who are also surviving, we get some very weird phrases. And one of the phrases that we love to throw out there often enough, because we tend to, in our mind, severely limit what it means, rather than really facing that it says some things that are not healthy if we take it too literally. And it is, turn the other cheek. Where that become, why would that be problematic? I will tell you, I love the gospel. Never will a woman come to me who's in an abusive relationship and I will tell her to turn the other cheek. Never. Because it's not out of interest for the other person anyway. I mean, who are we kidding? Are we doing someone a favor to not only allow, but even through our tacit behavior, nurture an abuser? Do we not create abusive people when we create systems that say, the more abusive you are, the more power you get? It's not a moral, it's not a moral decision. Now, in a moment of heated anger, and someone swings and, you know, you pick up the heaviest object you can and go back at them, this is what Jesus is talking about. We understand that. But as a lifestyle to say, listen, if there are bullies here in the crowd, let's make sure they know they can do well. That's not a positive message. It's not a moral message. It doesn't sit well, and we know. We talk so much about Thomas Aquinas and the church and his natural law. And you'll know morality because it will resonate. And that doesn't resonate. Even more so, you know, would we, if we saw someone beating up our child, would we run in and grab the child and turn their other cheek? And say, well, that's the Christian thing to do? No, why? Because what we're doing is tacitly teaching people to be abusive. This, and the reason I go after this so hard, this scripture was used, if you start to hear the inner stories, this scripture was used more than any other to hide up abuse in the church. Someone was ready to go to the police and they would be pulled aside by some church things and say, you know, we need to turn the other cheek. This can be a dangerous passage. And so instead, we are called to be a people who understand that we can approach something with Christian love, not human love. Human love is a very romantic or a very, you know, there's the love we have for children. There's the love we have for a partner in life. There's a love we have for people that has all of these emotional components. Christian love actually at some level done well has to divorce itself from the emotional. I always tell with engaged couples, you know, you probably have a tremendous amount if you're engaged of romantic love at the moment. The day you wake up five years into a marriage, look over and you're still mad about something last night, and there is no emotional love at that moment, and you choose to treat each other well without the emotion, now you're starting to move into Christian love. Christian love says, my inner emotions will not dictate how you are treated. We treat people based on who we are called to be in the world, not on how they make us feel. And if, though I think someone who's in an abusive relationship, it's a very tough position for them to be in, they're not always thinking straight, but if you could remove all of that and they were absolutely thinking straight, they would still know this is not good for either of us. Staying in an abusive relationship has never done anything for the abuser, except help them to become a worse person. And what's the end game? Well, you know, we don't like to admit it, but the end game is, it's not my problem, eventually they'll face God and there'll be an eternal hell. Out of love, I'm gonna lead them down that, no. When we go, this is toxic for both of us, this has to go away for both of us. And granted you're doing it sometimes out of survival instinct, but we can get tied into this very weird sort of, I know it's not good for them, I know it's not good for me, but I have to do this suffering. Suffering that only creates more suffering in the world is not Christian suffering. Jesus didn't suffer on the cross so that we could all suffer. Suffering that is redemptive creates a better world. And so sometimes the suffering is to leave the comfort of a relationship that while abusive is familiar. And sometimes we will choose familiar misery over what is unknown. It's more frightening, but it's a frightening for a moment that you can get past. Rather than we're gonna continue this. And so it's a very tough gospel and we like, oh, we love to throw these phrases out like they're so lovely. This is some of the hardest teaching because we are called actually to correct situations while we are still emotionally enough in control, not to want the other person's downfall. In our own country, we can always apply these things politically. Whichever side of the fence you're on, if you're on the right, assume I'm talking about Kamala and Joe and Hillary. If you're on the left, assume I'm talking about Donald and Stephen Miller and then Steve Bannon. If God gave you a little potion and said, here, this one will kill them and get them out of your hair forever. This one will turn that into wonderful people who can help the world and they'll be loved by anyone and everyone. There are some people who would struggle with the, I don't want them to become a hero. I'm already invested in them being a villain. To get past the revenge and say, if I could give them something that would make them fight for the good, I'd have to go with that. And not to think about it for a minute. But many people are like, no, nope, I'm sorry. They need to be punished. Punishment is the realm of Lucifer. Let him have it. That's what we like about the devil. We don't like to admit it. We like the devil because he's going to get those people that have become of us until it's my turn. And I'm hubby for God. It's that idea that we, that mercy, mercy is wanting people to do the best they can in life. And so that kind of compassion that says, listen, I've got to be, this relationship is abusive. This person is abusive. You know, I've always said if I'm, and some people have these issues, I've had them in my own family. If you've got an addict that is stealing money, you can want the best for them. You can try and get them help. Stop leaving money laying around the place. Tote, you know, we call it enabling. And enabling is not a Christian virtue. And when someone who's struggling with addiction asks for a drink, we tell ourselves, look, I've got to be compassionate. I'll give them a drink. No, you need to be perceived as compassionate while you're planning their downfall without meaning to. Sometimes, sometimes the hardest thing we do is to do things that won't feel like the warm, fuzzy end of love. Because we love people enough to say that's harming you. And so we ask God, make us a people who can love our enemies. You'll notice he never says, support the agenda of your enemies. Because if you could support the agenda of your enemies, they're not your enemies. He said, there will be people opposed to you. There will be adversaries. There will be opponents. You can absolutely want the best for a person and say, but I have to fight against what they stand for. It's a really tough gospel. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory be to God.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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to you who hear I say, love your enemies,
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do good to those who hate you,
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bless those who curse you,
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pray for those who mistreat you.
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To the person who strikes you on one cheek,
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offer the other one as well.
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And from the person who takes your cloak,
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do not withhold even your tunic.
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Give to everyone who asks of you,
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and from the one who takes what is yours,
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do not demand it back.
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Do to others as you would have them do to you.
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For if you love those who love you,
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what credit is that to you?
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Even sinners love those who love them.
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And if you do good to those who do good to you,
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what credit is that to you?
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Even sinners do the same.
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If you lend money to those from whom you expect repayment,
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what credit is that to you?
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Even sinners lend to sinners,
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and get back the same amount.
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But rather love your enemies and do good to them,
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and lend expecting nothing back,
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then your reward would be great,
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and you will be children of the most high.
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For he himself is kind to the ungrateful and the wicked.
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Be merciful just as your father is merciful.
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Stop judging and you will not be judged.
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Stop condemning and you will not be condemned.
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Forgive and you will be forgiven.
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Give and gifts will be given to you.
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A good measure packed together,
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shaken down and overflowing,
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will be poured into your lap.
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For the measure with which you measure
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will in return be measured out to you.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This may well be the most difficult gospel passage
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in all the gospel,
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and it sounds so pretty
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that it's easy not to notice how difficult it is.
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And even it can lead us into some very dark places
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if we don't understand the social context of it.
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You know, Jesus through this whole thing is saying,
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look, you cannot give up on wanting people
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to become the best they can,
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on wanting them to do well in the world,
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in wanting them to not suffer.
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You cannot give up on that.
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Where it will sound like it goes too far
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because he's writing to an oppressed people
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in an occupied country who are also surviving,
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we get some very weird phrases.
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And one of the phrases
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that we love to throw out there often enough,
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because we tend to, in our mind,
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severely limit what it means,
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rather than really facing that it says some things
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that are not healthy if we take it too literally.
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And it is, turn the other cheek.
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Where that become, why would that be problematic?
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I will tell you, I love the gospel.
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Never will a woman come to me
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who's in an abusive relationship
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and I will tell her to turn the other cheek.
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Never.
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Because it's not out of interest
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for the other person anyway.
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I mean, who are we kidding?
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Are we doing someone a favor to not only allow,
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but even through our tacit behavior, nurture an abuser?
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Do we not create abusive people
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when we create systems that say,
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the more abusive you are, the more power you get?
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It's not a moral, it's not a moral decision.
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Now, in a moment of heated anger,
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and someone swings and, you know,
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you pick up the heaviest object you can and go back at them,
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this is what Jesus is talking about.
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We understand that.
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But as a lifestyle to say,
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listen, if there are bullies here in the crowd,
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let's make sure they know they can do well.
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That's not a positive message.
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It's not a moral message.
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It doesn't sit well, and we know.
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We talk so much about Thomas Aquinas
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and the church and his natural law.
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And you'll know morality because it will resonate.
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And that doesn't resonate.
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Even more so, you know, would we,
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if we saw someone beating up our child,
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would we run in and grab the child
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and turn their other cheek?
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And say, well, that's the Christian thing to do?
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No, why?
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Because what we're doing is tacitly teaching people
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to be abusive.
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This, and the reason I go after this so hard,
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this scripture was used,
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if you start to hear the inner stories,
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this scripture was used more than any other
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to hide up abuse in the church.
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Someone was ready to go to the police
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and they would be pulled aside by some church things
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and say, you know, we need to turn the other cheek.
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This can be a dangerous passage.
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And so instead, we are called to be a people
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who understand that we can approach something
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with Christian love, not human love.
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Human love is a very romantic or a very, you know,
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there's the love we have for children.
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There's the love we have for a partner in life.
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There's a love we have for people
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that has all of these emotional components.
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Christian love actually at some level done well
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has to divorce itself from the emotional.
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I always tell with engaged couples,
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you know, you probably have a tremendous amount
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if you're engaged of romantic love at the moment.
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The day you wake up five years into a marriage,
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look over and you're still mad about something last night,
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and there is no emotional love at that moment,
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and you choose to treat each other well
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without the emotion,
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now you're starting to move into Christian love.
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Christian love says, my inner emotions
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will not dictate how you are treated.
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We treat people based on who we are called
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to be in the world, not on how they make us feel.
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And if, though I think someone
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who's in an abusive relationship,
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it's a very tough position for them to be in,
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they're not always thinking straight,
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but if you could remove all of that
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and they were absolutely thinking straight,
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they would still know this is not good for either of us.
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Staying in an abusive relationship
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has never done anything for the abuser,
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except help them to become a worse person.
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And what's the end game?
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Well, you know, we don't like to admit it,
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but the end game is, it's not my problem,
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eventually they'll face God
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and there'll be an eternal hell.
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Out of love, I'm gonna lead them down that, no.
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When we go, this is toxic for both of us,
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this has to go away for both of us.
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And granted you're doing it
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sometimes out of survival instinct,
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but we can get tied into this very weird sort of,
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I know it's not good for them,
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I know it's not good for me,
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but I have to do this suffering.
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Suffering that only creates more suffering in the world
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is not Christian suffering.
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Jesus didn't suffer on the cross
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so that we could all suffer.
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Suffering that is redemptive creates a better world.
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And so sometimes the suffering is
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to leave the comfort of a relationship
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that while abusive is familiar.
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And sometimes we will choose familiar misery
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over what is unknown.
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It's more frightening,
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but it's a frightening for a moment that you can get past.
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Rather than we're gonna continue this.
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And so it's a very tough gospel and we like,
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oh, we love to throw these phrases out
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like they're so lovely.
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This is some of the hardest teaching
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because we are called actually to correct situations
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while we are still emotionally enough in control,
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not to want the other person's downfall.
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In our own country,
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we can always apply these things politically.
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Whichever side of the fence you're on,
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if you're on the right,
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assume I'm talking about Kamala and Joe and Hillary.
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If you're on the left,
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assume I'm talking about Donald and Stephen Miller
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and then Steve Bannon.
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If God gave you a little potion and said,
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here, this one will kill them
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and get them out of your hair forever.
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This one will turn that into wonderful people
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who can help the world
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and they'll be loved by anyone and everyone.
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There are some people who would struggle with the,
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I don't want them to become a hero.
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I'm already invested in them being a villain.
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To get past the revenge and say,
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if I could give them something
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that would make them fight for the good,
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I'd have to go with that.
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And not to think about it for a minute.
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But many people are like, no, nope, I'm sorry.
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They need to be punished.
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Punishment is the realm of Lucifer.
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Let him have it.
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That's what we like about the devil.
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We don't like to admit it.
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We like the devil because he's going to get those people
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that have become of us until it's my turn.
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And I'm hubby for God.
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It's that idea that we, that mercy,
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mercy is wanting people to do the best they can in life.
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And so that kind of compassion that says,
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listen, I've got to be, this relationship is abusive.
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This person is abusive.
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You know, I've always said if I'm,
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and some people have these issues,
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I've had them in my own family.
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If you've got an addict that is stealing money,
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you can want the best for them.
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You can try and get them help.
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Stop leaving money laying around the place.
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Tote, you know, we call it enabling.
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And enabling is not a Christian virtue.
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And when someone who's struggling with addiction
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asks for a drink, we tell ourselves,
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look, I've got to be compassionate.
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I'll give them a drink.
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No, you need to be perceived as compassionate
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while you're planning their downfall without meaning to.
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Sometimes, sometimes the hardest thing we do
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is to do things that won't feel
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like the warm, fuzzy end of love.
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Because we love people enough to say that's harming you.
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And so we ask God, make us a people
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who can love our enemies.
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You'll notice he never says,
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support the agenda of your enemies.
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Because if you could support the agenda of your enemies,
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they're not your enemies.
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He said, there will be people opposed to you.
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There will be adversaries.
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There will be opponents.
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You can absolutely want the best for a person and say,
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but I have to fight against what they stand for.
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It's a really tough gospel.
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And I think we'd have to allow ourselves
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the critical thought as we go through this gospel
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to realize that sometimes our emotions
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are not going to get us where we need to be.
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And I think we need to be a people
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who can truly learn how to love an adversary
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without becoming a supporter of evil behavior.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical challe Father Pat’s message centers on the radical challenge of Christian love as taught by Jesus in the Gospel of Luke. He emphasizes that while the call to love enemies and turn the other cheek may sound poetic, it is deeply demanding and complex, particularly in real-world contexts such as abuse, injustice, and oppression. Father Pat warns against interpreting this teaching in a literal or simplistic way that enables harm or perpetuates suffering. Instead, he calls for a mature, discerning love—Christian love—that seeks the true good of others, including adversaries, without compromising justice or enabling wrongdoing. At its heart, his message is about embodying mercy, not through passive suffering or submission, but through active, wise, and courageous compassion that refuses both vengeance and complicity.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging that the Gospel passage, though often quoted for its beauty, is in fact one of the most difficult teachings of Jesus. The command to love one’s enemies, to bless those who curse, and to turn the other cheek challenges not only our instincts but our moral reasoning, particularly when applied to real-life situations of abuse or oppression. He situates Jesus’ words within the historical context: they were spoken to an oppressed and occupied people, not to endorse submission to injustice, but to call them into a higher, revolutionary kind of love—one that resists evil without becoming evil.
He is especially critical of how this scripture has been misused—such as when the Church has invoked “turn the other cheek” to silence victims of abuse or discourage them from seeking justice. That, he asserts, is not Christian; it is a distortion of the Gospel that enables further harm. He is unambiguous: Christian love never requires someone to remain in harm’s way. Enabling abuse or addiction is not mercy; it is complicity. Christian love must be discerning and courageous enough to say “enough,” not only for the sake of the victim, but also for the sake of the abuser, who is being allowed to continue in destruction.
Father Pat draws a crucial distinction between human love, which is often emotional, reciprocal, and selective, and Christian love, which is a moral commitment to the good of the other, regardless of personal feelings. Christian love is not dictated by emotion but by fidelity to the identity and calling of being God’s children. It means treating others not based on how they make us feel, but based on who we are called to be. He gives the example of marriage: when romantic feelings fade or anger surfaces, the choice to act in love becomes more truly Christian. It is in those moments—when love is not supported by emotion—that the Gospel call genuinely manifests.
He further develops the idea of “redemptive suffering,” clarifying that not all suffering is holy. Suffering that only multiplies pain in the world is not redemptive. Jesus did not suffer on the cross to glorify suffering itself, but to transform it into a path of redemption. Therefore, suffering that leads to growth, healing, or justice can be redemptive, but suffering that enables abuse or perpetuates evil is not. Sometimes, the truly loving act is to walk away from a toxic situation, even when it is painful or uncertain. Choosing familiar misery over unknown freedom is not an act of faith—it is fear. Faith embraces the risk of transformation.
Father Pat also addresses the temptation of revenge. He challenges the listener to examine whether they would rather see their enemies suffer or be redeemed. He provocatively imagines God offering two options: destroy your enemy or make them into a beloved, heroic figure. Many, he suggests, would secretly prefer their enemies to be punished rather than transformed. This reveals how deeply we are attached to seeing others as villains, and how hard it is to desire the true good of those who have hurt us. Yet this, he insists, is the essence of mercy: to want the best for even those who oppose or harm us.
Importantly, he makes clear that loving one’s enemy does not mean supporting their agenda. Jesus never told us to agree with our enemies or to ignore evil. Rather, we are called to oppose evil without hating the person, to fight injustice without dehumanizing the unjust. We can love someone—desire their transformation and healing—while actively resisting the harm they cause. This is not weakness but strength, not passivity but moral clarity.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls for a critical and courageous engagement with the Gospel. He warns us not to hide behind pretty words or misused scripture, but to wrestle honestly with what love, justice, and mercy require in each situation. Christian love is not about sentimentality or passivity—it is about the difficult, often painful work of willing the good of the other, even when that requires confrontation, boundaries, or letting go. It is about becoming a people who reject revenge, who stop enabling harm, and who learn to love even adversaries without surrendering to evil. This is the Gospel challenge—and it is not easy, but it is the path to true discipleship....
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What can you do? Our ancestors ate manna in the desert. As it is written, he gave them bread from heaven to eat. So Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you, it was not Moses who gave the bread from heaven. My Father gives you the true bread from heaven. The bread of God is that which comes down from heaven and gives life to the world. So they said to him, Sir, give us this bread always. Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never hunger, and whoever believes in me will never thirst. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Gospel writer has given us an incredible mishmash of information in this reading. He's got about seven themes going on that he's starting to tie together. And if you're reading the Gospel in a study group, it's one thing If, you know, you get this little cliff notes of chapter six here thrown at you for Sunday, you know, we just have to pick a few things and go with it. And if I miss some of the themes, come back in three years, it comes back around again. It's John's Gospel. He is writing for a Greek audience, so he can't use any of the tricks that the other synoptics would use, which is why if you were to read all four Gospels, you would quickly realize that Jesus, if you know the cultural references, but you see the differences whether you could name him or not, in the first three Gospels, Jesus sounds like a rabbi. And in the fourth Gospel, he sounds like a Greek philosopher. His sentence structure changes, it gets long, it gets wordy, the average sentence takes a page, you know. You know, it's a Greek, he's writing in that style that the Greek audience will understand. And it's not dishonest, it's not misquoting, it's knowing your audience and your audience knowing what you're doing. The audience knew that he was not writing a biography. We got a little stupid later on in history and decided he was, and then if it's not a biography, it must be dishonest, because we decided that's what it had to be. You know, we changed the expectation over time, not the Gospels. And so we've got this interesting Greek commentary on an old Jewish story that no one understood to begin with. They'd never heard the story of Moses in the desert, this was a Greek community that was hearing this Gospel. And so the meaning of the early story gets changed a little. And Jesus talks about the bread coming down from heaven and that being the word of life and God and Jesus, and that's not what the bread in the desert was. It was a miracle of food, it was, you know, it was the Old Testament story, that's what it was meant to be. But it brings us head to head with what I think are two warring dynamics in religion that do not trace back to Jesus, they trace back centuries before Jesus, and it's best exemplified in Judaism by the law and the prophets. Most of us will approach our religion through one or the other. And Jesus definitely tries to move everyone towards the prophetic approach. So to come to Jesus, to believe in Jesus was to believe in that, the primacy of the prophetic approach. And what that approach was, was prophetic Christianity says it's our job to go out and be with the poor and speak truth to power and try to make the world a more just place and find those who are suffering and raise their lives up a little, even if it means we have to give away some of our stuff, because most of us could give more and still be happy. And this is this prophetic vision, and the prophets cry out against it again and again and again and again, and then you have the law approach, which we tend to favor because at least for a few, it's easier. The law is what I call a trinket-based religion, where I haven't really done anything for anyone this week, but, you know, I prayed with the right rosary beads, I prayed to the right saint, I went to the right church, I looked at the right stained glass window, I'm holy. And this is where our religion becomes a substitute for actual holiness. We use the religious trinkets to make us feel I'm doing all the right stuff. I do it the right way. I go to that church and not that church because that priest holds his hands at the wrong angles and I don't like it. And holiness is this angle and not that angle, or, you know. Cardinal Bernadine told the story of going to town hall meetings in Chicago when he was the cardinal there. And he said, you know, the practice was he would go in and he would talk with the kids, the youth groups, all afternoon, and then he'd talk with the adults in the evening. And he said you could just see how religion had kind of, he said, you know, really had twisted their approach to their faith in some ways because the kids would be like, this was back in the 90s, what is the church doing about the crisis in Serbo-Croatia? What are they doing about this? How are we responding to this? The kids, all day long. And then he'd get to the adults and they'd say, you know, Father Bob washes his hands and Father Pete doesn't. Which one is correct? And they'd gone from the difference between being good or being indifferent to which one's right and which one's wrong. Simpler, but not necessarily the path of holiness. And people like it because a trinket religion, I can get done in 20 minutes a day. Boom, done, holy, get on with life. But that call to say, how much of my life do I spend helping other people? And it may not be that you got out, you know, did you help other people? It doesn't mean you spent the week and you can tell me when you worked for a charity that's recognized by the nonprofit status organization. You know, nothing like that. There may be people that you've reached out individually. Who do we help in our lives? And how much of our lives do we give to helping people not to get anything back, not to get a repayment, not even to get to heaven? I think, I've said this before, but I think it is the hardest part of our faith to get into our subconscious mind, which is Jesus did not come and go through all that suffering so he could get to heaven. He was there to begin with. He didn't do that for himself. Jesus isn't given a payoff. And so we can't follow Jesus for the sake of our own payoff. By doing that, we're not really following him. But what we can do is form ourselves in the gospel. And that's where this reading asks us to do something that we don't really quite get. When it says, you know, whoever believes in me. Now there are two phrases that come up in today's liturgy that I think they're among my least favorite Christian bumper stickers. One is from the first reading, God will provide. I've always hated that. Not because it's a lovely vision of God. God will provide. But it's really like saying, my family really, really likes. I mean, they like what? God will provide. What? We don't know, just shut up. God will provide. It's like, because that gets misconstrued, and then people end up hurt and disappointed. I prayed for someone with failing health, and they passed away anyway. What did God provide? There are people who pray and still starve to death. There are people who are praying and are holy and they still can't find a job. And they still feel alone in the world. And they've never found the relationship they wanted. So we ordain them. Just joking. So sad. No. What is it we think God will provide? And all of a sudden, we get a little uneasy. But if we can't articulate it, then we'll get something odd in our head, and it will be disappointed. God will not provide what we want always. And we try to come up with reasons. Well, it's because God knows what's good for us. It's because that's not the promise. There is a real sort of uber sense to what that means. God will provide means everything that happens in my life is provided by God. God is what keeps me breathing. God is the spark of life. You know, I've told you this year, you know, I've been struggling with these migraine headaches, and they haven't been horrific, but they're there. And when I wake up with a migraine, I have one of two choices. I can either say, it's a migraine, where's God? Or I woke up, there's God, with the migraine. So, you know, I could want more. But I woke up. Life is still not panned out exactly as it was supposed to in my mind, and not everything happened the way I wanted. But I woke up. I have another day. And I can choose to use that day to be more connected to God and to the mission or not, regardless of what else is going on. And so the other phrase that we come to that becomes very, could be very divisive if we can't figure out what it means is, you know, those who believe in me, Jesus says, those who believe in me. That is another one of those phrases that could mean about six different things. You know, most people now think what it means is people in the world have heard the story of Jesus and Buddha and Mohammed and Lao Tzu and all of these, and they have to pick the right story. And if they pick the right story and say that's the true story, then they believe in Jesus. Now, that's certainly not what my parents would have meant if they looked at me and said, we want you to know we believe in you. That's not like, oh, so they know I exist. No, now it means something terribly different. If you have people in your life you believe in, that you believe in the goodness of their message, you believe that they can help the world, you believe what it means. I think when we start to say I believe in Jesus, we have to first say, what do I really mean when I look at a person and say I believe in them? I believe in the goodness of their heart and their mission. And that we can get to a lot of just through scripture. We can figure out Jesus was moving us towards that prophet vision. He was moving us away from, there's a lot of stories where Jesus took religious rituals and went, yeah, let's put those over here, let's get back to helping these people. Over and over again, when he moves the, when he tells them to make water in the ritual, make wine, he makes wine out of the ritual water jars. That would be like me doing a magic trick with the tabernacle. Those were the ritual jars. Now how's anyone going to wash their hands to come into the wedding feast? He just took the ritual jars and made wine out of them and said, yeah, serve this. You could, I mean, I can see people's head blowing up if that were a modern day religion. That he had just desecrated holy vessels, you know. But the welcome was more important than the ritual. You know, there are moments constantly through the scripture where he will say, you know, we weren't made to serve the Sabbath. The Sabbath was made to serve humanity. Go out and do the work. So he keeps taking that tact. So do we believe in that? It's harder than believing in, well, I just do the ritualized stuff. And then I get home with my life and I present myself to the world as someone who always goes to mass and always does my prayers and all. But we need to, if we believe in Jesus, we believe in the way of changing the world is through that prophetic message. And I think to be formed in the gospel is something we've had backwards for many years. Because I think if you said, I'm going to be formed in the gospel and then I'm going to go out and help the world, I think that's already backwards. But what we will do is, well, I'll start with a study group, I will read the gospels, I'll get the gospels in my head, I'll let them teach me, then I will do some prayer, I'll do spirituality, and this will propel me into the world to do charity. Statistics would tell us it's worked 20% of the time so far. A lot of people do all that spirituality stuff and you say, so how many hours a week do you spend just out there helping the poor? I'm going to get, it's going to propel me there any day now. It's going to happen. But we tell ourselves we're religious, we're spiritual, we believe in the gospel. But Jesus, you'll notice, he does not say to his disciples at one point, I want you to go out into the world and I want you, this is my, I was trying to set this timer that's saying, shut up, it's time. It didn't work. This voice that says to his disciples, he doesn't say, I'm going to send you two by two, take no provisions and go to seminary. No. He says, you go out and you encounter these people and you see their needs and you become informed by their lives and you see the suffering they're going through and you go out and he sends them across into the Samaritan areas and outside of their own culture and see how other people live and be formed in the gospel. And then that formation, you bring that back and you start reading the scriptures that didn't exist at that time, the gospels and the letters of Paul, you know. You come back and you read them through the lens you've gotten being formed in the charity of Christ. I think we think we have to go through a course in spirituality to be formed in Jesus rather than you go out in the world and you encounter people in need and that's how you're formed in the heart of Jesus. And then you can bring that back to your scripture reading and your study and your prayer and our gathering. And that's when we start to see the world change. I think the easy method is we're going to stay very still and pray until my heart is moved to go out into the world. You know, our heart, we will never, if you're waiting for your heart, your heart might be ready tomorrow and back away again on Tuesday. We commit because we believe in the message of Jesus. We believe in that basic life we believe. I don't think when Jesus told them to go out and help the poor, they all went, this is radically new. Thank goodness God told us that. We never noticed the suffering before. Before Jesus came, people were okay with suffering. No, he told them things they already knew. He was telling them, you know, follow your heart. Quit worrying about whether am I Christian, am I religious, am I patriotic, am I whatever it is. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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When the crowd saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there,
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they got into boats and came to Capernaum looking for Jesus.
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And when they found him across the sea, they said to him,
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Rabbi, when did you get here?
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Jesus answered and said,
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Amen, amen, I say to you, you are looking for me not because you saw signs,
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but because you ate the loaves and were filled.
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Do not work for food that perishes,
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but for the food that endures for eternal life,
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which the Son of Man will give you.
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For on him the Father, God, has set his seal.
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So they said to him, what can we do to accomplish the works of God?
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Jesus answered and said to them,
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This is the work of God that you believe in the one he sent.
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So they said to him, what sign can you do that we may see and believe in you?
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What can you do?
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Our ancestors ate manna in the desert.
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As it is written, he gave them bread from heaven to eat.
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So Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you,
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it was not Moses who gave the bread from heaven.
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My Father gives you the true bread from heaven.
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The bread of God is that which comes down from heaven
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and gives life to the world.
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So they said to him, Sir, give us this bread always.
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Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life.
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Whoever comes to me will never hunger,
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and whoever believes in me will never thirst.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Gospel writer has given us an incredible mishmash of information in this reading.
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He's got about seven themes going on that he's starting to tie together.
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And if you're reading the Gospel in a study group, it's one thing
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If, you know, you get this little cliff notes of chapter six here thrown at you for Sunday,
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you know, we just have to pick a few things and go with it.
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And if I miss some of the themes, come back in three years, it comes back around again.
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It's John's Gospel.
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He is writing for a Greek audience,
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so he can't use any of the tricks that the other synoptics would use,
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which is why if you were to read all four Gospels,
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you would quickly realize that Jesus, if you know the cultural references,
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but you see the differences whether you could name him or not,
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in the first three Gospels, Jesus sounds like a rabbi.
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And in the fourth Gospel, he sounds like a Greek philosopher.
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His sentence structure changes, it gets long, it gets wordy,
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the average sentence takes a page, you know.
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You know, it's a Greek, he's writing in that style that the Greek audience will understand.
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And it's not dishonest, it's not misquoting,
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it's knowing your audience and your audience knowing what you're doing.
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The audience knew that he was not writing a biography.
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We got a little stupid later on in history and decided he was,
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and then if it's not a biography, it must be dishonest,
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because we decided that's what it had to be.
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You know, we changed the expectation over time, not the Gospels.
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And so we've got this interesting Greek commentary
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on an old Jewish story that no one understood to begin with.
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They'd never heard the story of Moses in the desert,
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this was a Greek community that was hearing this Gospel.
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And so the meaning of the early story gets changed a little.
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And Jesus talks about the bread coming down from heaven
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and that being the word of life and God and Jesus,
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and that's not what the bread in the desert was.
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It was a miracle of food, it was, you know, it was the Old Testament story,
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that's what it was meant to be.
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But it brings us head to head with what I think are two warring dynamics in religion
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that do not trace back to Jesus, they trace back centuries before Jesus,
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and it's best exemplified in Judaism by the law and the prophets.
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Most of us will approach our religion through one or the other.
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And Jesus definitely tries to move everyone towards the prophetic approach.
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So to come to Jesus, to believe in Jesus was to believe in that,
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the primacy of the prophetic approach.
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And what that approach was, was prophetic Christianity says it's our job
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to go out and be with the poor and speak truth to power
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and try to make the world a more just place
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and find those who are suffering and raise their lives up a little,
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even if it means we have to give away some of our stuff,
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because most of us could give more and still be happy.
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And this is this prophetic vision,
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and the prophets cry out against it again and again and again and again,
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and then you have the law approach, which we tend to favor
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because at least for a few, it's easier.
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The law is what I call a trinket-based religion,
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where I haven't really done anything for anyone this week,
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but, you know, I prayed with the right rosary beads,
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I prayed to the right saint, I went to the right church,
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I looked at the right stained glass window, I'm holy.
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And this is where our religion becomes a substitute for actual holiness.
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We use the religious trinkets to make us feel I'm doing all the right stuff.
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I do it the right way.
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I go to that church and not that church
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because that priest holds his hands at the wrong angles and I don't like it.
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And holiness is this angle and not that angle, or, you know.
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Cardinal Bernadine told the story of going to town hall meetings in Chicago
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when he was the cardinal there.
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And he said, you know, the practice was he would go in
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and he would talk with the kids, the youth groups, all afternoon,
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and then he'd talk with the adults in the evening.
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And he said you could just see how religion had kind of, he said,
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you know, really had twisted their approach to their faith in some ways
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because the kids would be like, this was back in the 90s,
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what is the church doing about the crisis in Serbo-Croatia?
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What are they doing about this? How are we responding to this?
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The kids, all day long.
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And then he'd get to the adults and they'd say,
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you know, Father Bob washes his hands and Father Pete doesn't.
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Which one is correct?
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And they'd gone from the difference between being good or being indifferent
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to which one's right and which one's wrong.
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Simpler, but not necessarily the path of holiness.
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And people like it because a trinket religion,
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I can get done in 20 minutes a day.
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Boom, done, holy, get on with life.
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But that call to say, how much of my life do I spend helping other people?
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And it may not be that you got out, you know, did you help other people?
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It doesn't mean you spent the week and you can tell me when you worked
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for a charity that's recognized by the nonprofit status organization.
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You know, nothing like that.
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There may be people that you've reached out individually.
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Who do we help in our lives?
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And how much of our lives do we give to helping people not to get anything back,
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not to get a repayment, not even to get to heaven?
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I think, I've said this before, but I think it is the hardest part of our faith
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to get into our subconscious mind,
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which is Jesus did not come and go through all that suffering
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so he could get to heaven.
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He was there to begin with.
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He didn't do that for himself.
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Jesus isn't given a payoff.
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And so we can't follow Jesus for the sake of our own payoff.
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By doing that, we're not really following him.
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But what we can do is form ourselves in the gospel.
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And that's where this reading asks us to do something that we don't really quite get.
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When it says, you know, whoever believes in me.
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Now there are two phrases that come up in today's liturgy that I think
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they're among my least favorite Christian bumper stickers.
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One is from the first reading, God will provide.
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I've always hated that.
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Not because it's a lovely vision of God.
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God will provide.
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But it's really like saying, my family really, really likes.
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I mean, they like what?
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God will provide.
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What?
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We don't know, just shut up.
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God will provide.
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It's like, because that gets misconstrued,
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and then people end up hurt and disappointed.
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I prayed for someone with failing health, and they passed away anyway.
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What did God provide?
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There are people who pray and still starve to death.
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There are people who are praying and are holy and they still can't find a job.
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And they still feel alone in the world.
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And they've never found the relationship they wanted.
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So we ordain them.
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Just joking.
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So sad.
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No.
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What is it we think God will provide?
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And all of a sudden, we get a little uneasy.
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But if we can't articulate it, then we'll get something odd in our head,
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and it will be disappointed.
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God will not provide what we want always.
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And we try to come up with reasons.
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Well, it's because God knows what's good for us.
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It's because that's not the promise.
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There is a real sort of uber sense to what that means.
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God will provide means everything that happens in my life is provided by God.
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God is what keeps me breathing.
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God is the spark of life.
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You know, I've told you this year, you know, I've been struggling with these migraine headaches,
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and they haven't been horrific, but they're there.
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And when I wake up with a migraine, I have one of two choices.
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I can either say, it's a migraine, where's God?
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Or I woke up, there's God, with the migraine.
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So, you know, I could want more.
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But I woke up.
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Life is still not panned out exactly as it was supposed to in my mind,
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and not everything happened the way I wanted.
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But I woke up.
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I have another day.
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And I can choose to use that day to be more connected to God and to the mission or not,
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regardless of what else is going on.
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And so the other phrase that we come to that becomes very,
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could be very divisive if we can't figure out what it means is,
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you know, those who believe in me, Jesus says, those who believe in me.
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That is another one of those phrases that could mean about six different things.
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You know, most people now think what it means is people in the world have heard the story of Jesus
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and Buddha and Mohammed and Lao Tzu and all of these,
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and they have to pick the right story.
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And if they pick the right story and say that's the true story, then they believe in Jesus.
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Now, that's certainly not what my parents would have meant if they looked at me and said,
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we want you to know we believe in you.
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That's not like, oh, so they know I exist.
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No, now it means something terribly different.
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If you have people in your life you believe in,
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that you believe in the goodness of their message,
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you believe that they can help the world,
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you believe what it means.
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I think when we start to say I believe in Jesus, we have to first say,
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what do I really mean when I look at a person and say I believe in them?
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I believe in the goodness of their heart and their mission.
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And that we can get to a lot of just through scripture.
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We can figure out Jesus was moving us towards that prophet vision.
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He was moving us away from, there's a lot of stories where Jesus took religious rituals and went,
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yeah, let's put those over here, let's get back to helping these people.
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Over and over again, when he moves the, when he tells them to make water in the ritual,
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make wine, he makes wine out of the ritual water jars.
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That would be like me doing a magic trick with the tabernacle.
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Those were the ritual jars.
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Now how's anyone going to wash their hands to come into the wedding feast?
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He just took the ritual jars and made wine out of them and said, yeah, serve this.
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You could, I mean, I can see people's head blowing up if that were a modern day religion.
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That he had just desecrated holy vessels, you know.
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But the welcome was more important than the ritual.
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You know, there are moments constantly through the scripture where he will say, you know,
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we weren't made to serve the Sabbath.
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The Sabbath was made to serve humanity.
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Go out and do the work.
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So he keeps taking that tact.
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So do we believe in that?
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It's harder than believing in, well, I just do the ritualized stuff.
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And then I get home with my life and I present myself to the world as someone who always goes to mass
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and always does my prayers and all.
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But we need to, if we believe in Jesus, we believe in the way of changing the world
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is through that prophetic message.
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And I think to be formed in the gospel is something we've had backwards for many years.
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Because I think if you said, I'm going to be formed in the gospel
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and then I'm going to go out and help the world, I think that's already backwards.
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But what we will do is, well, I'll start with a study group, I will read the gospels,
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I'll get the gospels in my head, I'll let them teach me,
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then I will do some prayer, I'll do spirituality,
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and this will propel me into the world to do charity.
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Statistics would tell us it's worked 20% of the time so far.
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A lot of people do all that spirituality stuff and you say,
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so how many hours a week do you spend just out there helping the poor?
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I'm going to get, it's going to propel me there any day now.
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It's going to happen.
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But we tell ourselves we're religious, we're spiritual, we believe in the gospel.
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But Jesus, you'll notice, he does not say to his disciples at one point,
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I want you to go out into the world and I want you,
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this is my, I was trying to set this timer that's saying, shut up, it's time.
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It didn't work.
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This voice that says to his disciples, he doesn't say,
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I'm going to send you two by two, take no provisions and go to seminary.
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No.
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He says, you go out and you encounter these people and you see their needs
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and you become informed by their lives and you see the suffering they're going through
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and you go out and he sends them across into the Samaritan areas
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and outside of their own culture and see how other people live and be formed in the gospel.
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And then that formation, you bring that back
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and you start reading the scriptures that didn't exist at that time,
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the gospels and the letters of Paul, you know.
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You come back and you read them through the lens you've gotten
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being formed in the charity of Christ.
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I think we think we have to go through a course in spirituality to be formed in Jesus
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rather than you go out in the world and you encounter people in need
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and that's how you're formed in the heart of Jesus.
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And then you can bring that back to your scripture reading and your study
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and your prayer and our gathering.
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And that's when we start to see the world change.
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I think the easy method is we're going to stay very still and pray
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until my heart is moved to go out into the world.
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You know, our heart, we will never, if you're waiting for your heart,
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your heart might be ready tomorrow and back away again on Tuesday.
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We commit because we believe in the message of Jesus.
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We believe in that basic life we believe.
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I don't think when Jesus told them to go out and help the poor,
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they all went, this is radically new.
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Thank goodness God told us that. We never noticed the suffering before.
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Before Jesus came, people were okay with suffering.
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No, he told them things they already knew.
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He was telling them, you know, follow your heart.
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Quit worrying about whether am I Christian, am I religious, am I patriotic,
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am I whatever it is.
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Are you being authentically human and listening to the suffering of other people?
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That's the gospel we're formed in.
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That's the gospel we then bring back to the tradition of scripture and prayer
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and watch as Jesus' true mission transforms the world.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that auth Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that authentic Christian faith is not grounded in ritual, doctrine, or religious correctness, but in a life of prophetic action and compassionate engagement with the suffering of others. He critiques what he calls “trinket religion”—a faith based on superficial religious practices that make us feel holy without requiring transformation or service. Instead, he exhorts us to follow the prophetic path of Jesus, who prioritizes mercy, justice, and human dignity over ritual observance. Father Pat challenges us to ask not only whether we believe in Jesus intellectually, but whether we believe in him in the deeper sense—by embodying his mission, feeding the hungry, healing the broken, and standing with the marginalized. To be truly formed in the Gospel, he insists, we must first go out and encounter the world’s suffering; only then will our reading of Scripture and practice of prayer be authentic and transformative.
In a detailed and thoughtful unpacking of the Gospel reading from John, Father Pat explores how the evangelist John, writing for a Greek audience, crafts a deeply layered narrative that blends Jewish tradition with Greek philosophical style. Unlike the other Gospels where Jesus speaks like a rabbi, John presents him as a divine Logos, engaging in long, complex discourses. This Gospel’s account of Jesus as the bread of life is not merely a retelling of the manna in the desert but a redefinition: not food for the stomach, but sustenance for the soul, a sustenance that is eternal and transformative. Jesus challenges the crowd for seeking him only because they were physically fed—“you ate the loaves and were filled”—and redirects their hunger toward deeper spiritual nourishment. The true “work of God,” Jesus says, is to believe in the one God has sent—not merely to acknowledge his existence, but to entrust oneself to his mission and embody his values.
Father Pat explains that this belief is not about intellectual assent or choosing the correct theological proposition over others. It is about relational trust and alignment with Jesus’ mission. To “believe in Jesus” is to embody the values he lived and taught—compassion, justice, self-sacrifice, and a radical solidarity with the poor and oppressed. We must shift from a “law-based” religion—focused on rules, rituals, and spiritual checklists—to a “prophetic” religion grounded in the real, messy work of love and justice. Father Pat critiques the tendency of modern believers to reduce faith to external practices—rosaries, correct liturgical gestures, church loyalty—while neglecting the core call of the Gospel: to love others as Christ loved us.
He uses a powerful anecdote from Cardinal Joseph Bernardin to illustrate this contrast. When speaking to youth groups, Bernardin found the younger generation eager to discuss global justice issues and the Church’s role in addressing suffering. But when he met with adults, they were more concerned with liturgical correctness—who washed their hands during Mass and who didn’t. This shift from compassion to correctness, from mission to minutiae, reflects how religion can become disconnected from its prophetic roots.
Father Pat also critiques two commonly misunderstood Christian phrases: “God will provide” and “those who believe in me.” He warns that “God will provide” is often used in a vague, unreflective way that can lead to disappointment when life doesn’t go as we hoped. It can be misused to create false expectations of divine intervention. Instead, Father Pat reorients the phrase to mean that God is the source of life itself—God provides the very breath and opportunity of each new day, not necessarily the outcomes we desire. Similarly, “those who believe in me” must be understood not as a theological checkbox, but as a deep, relational commitment to embodying Jesus’ mission in the world.
A key insight Father Pat offers is that formation in the Gospel does not begin in the classroom or prayer group—it begins in the encounter with the suffering other. We are not first made holy through study and then sent into the world; rather, we are formed by going out, encountering need, serving others, and then returning to Scripture and worship with new eyes and hearts. Jesus did not send his disciples to seminaries but into villages, among the broken and poor, to be shaped by love in action. The Gospel is not merely to be believed—it is to be lived. Formation in Christ comes through proximity to suffering, not through spiritual isolation.
Importantly, Father Pat reminds us that Jesus himself did not undergo suffering to attain heaven—he was already one with the Father. He suffered for others, not for his own reward. Likewise, Christians cannot follow Jesus with the ulterior motive of earning heaven. If our faith is transactional, it is not truly Christian. The Gospel challenges us to love without reward, to give without return, and to serve simply because others are in need.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to examine the substance of our discipleship: Do we believe in Jesus in the way we believe in those we love and admire—by trusting his mission, living his values, and continuing his work? Are we willing to abandon the comfort of religious habits in order to embrace the discomfort of true prophetic action? For only when we are formed by the Gospel through acts of love, justice, and mercy can we truly say we believe in Jesus—and in doing so, help bring about the Kingdom he proclaimed....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 937.3599853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, I have much more to tell you, but you cannot bear it now. But when he comes, the Spirit of truth will guide you to all truth. He will not speak on his own, but he will speak what he hears and will declare to you the things that are coming. He will glorify me because he will take from what is mine and declare it to you. Everything that the Father has is mine. For this reason, I told you that he will take from what is mine and declare it to you. The Gospel of the Lord. The Feast of the Trinity is one of those where no one comes out after Mass and says, that's exactly what I needed to hear. It is a theological Sunday. It is very heavy. And it it can give us a glimpse into who we are called to be, because it reminds us when we say we are created in the image of God. That we are created in the image of a communal God. God is not one. God is three. Now, the cover argument, God is not three. God is one. God is both. We can't let go of either. And today, it's often too easy to say, well, we'll talk a little bit about the Father and a little bit about the Son and a little bit about the Holy Spirit. And when I can't figure out a way to end the homily, I'll just go in the name of the Father and I'll walk off. But today is not about that. Today is about that mystery, that whatever it is that makes them one. Because we diminish, that's the part of the Trinity we diminish constantly. When we say, oh, they are one, we tend to mean it in human terms. Oh, they're on the same side. They agree. They don't argue. They present a united front. No, it's deeper than that. People will say, how can God the Father have allowed Jesus to go through what was on the cross? They both went through it. All three of them went through it. The theology of the Eucharist, we don't use this language, but you do not receive the body of Christ. You receive the body of all three members of the Trinity. You can't do one without the other. Indivisible. We can't divide one part off from the other. It's a mystical union. It is a mystical oneness. Some of the saints, they may have gone a little too far the other way, but some of the saints said it's better to realize three facets of the same God. The three faces of God. It is a unity that we can't get our head around. One of the better images I've run across over the years and I've shared with you at least four times, probably on this Sunday every year, is the image of the grove of aspens in Kaliurag. In the 1980s, one of the largest groves in the world, the people come from all over to see the beautiful, you know, aspen groves. They found, as they got into better thermal imaging and things and being able to see into the ground without disturbing things, using some of the tools archaeologists use, that that grove is a single living organism. It is not a bunch of trees. It is one plant. You and I will never, ever go up there and see anything but a bunch of individual trees. No, they're all living next to each other, so we call them a grove. But we will never see the oneness. Just our eyes don't go there. Everything we experience, everything you and I know as a tree is singular, and a grove is a group. And the reality of that is it is the largest single living organism on the planet, is a grove of aspen trees in Kaliurag. It could be the wine festival, we don't know. But that is not only the image of the Trinity, but that is the image of humanity created in the image of a Trinity. Is that you and I are, when we say, oh, we're called to be one. Oh, we are one in Christ. And we all think it means we're supposed to behave well and not hurt one another. No, it means we are one at a level you and I cannot understand this side of the grave. It is the fundamental theology of Christianity. Every culture has some fundamental point of Christianity that is countercultural, and we will always struggle the most with it. And for us, it is the oneness, because in various religions, religions form the cultures and the cultures form the religions. In Far East Asia, the cultures and the religions are very sociological. The hero is always the perfectly polite gentleman or lady, someone who does not harm other. That is the hero of that culture. When you get into Southeast Asia, Buddhism, Hinduism, the hero is the guru, the person who, no matter how awful life gets around them, they can find peace, they can find century. That is the hero of their culture. In the West, it is the pioneer. It is the one who got on their own and do things on their own and strike out on their own and I'm going to conquer the world and I'm going to do it. We have, over every other culture, we have an inordinate amount of movies that are not about community. They're about Steven Seagal saving the world. And if he's not available, you know, Schwarzenegger will do it. If he's not available, you know, we want to raise up heroes who will be the ones who save everyone else. Because we, our ideology of heroism is individualism. And that's the intersection of our culture with the countercultural gospel, with what is countercultural. We will always struggle with that. Is what it means to know that no one got where they got on their own. No one, you know, well, I earned everything I have. Tell that to your parents who knew you when you were six months old. If you're still alive, you got something you didn't earn. You know, but we don't like it there because I'm the person who's going to go out and take care of everything. Very counter-Christian. And very counter-Trinity. We're so into the individuals. It's, many, many theologians talk, this is why God in Christianity became so masculine. Because if you want to go to a romance language like Spanish or the languages that have been talking this theology longer than English, we are interested in El Padre, El Hijo, the Son, Lo Spirito, the Spirit, and not that interested in La Trinidad. If you were to, well, which, are any of those, you know, God, Father, Son, do we think of those as male or female? People try to parse it out. But the original language is as individual, as three individuals, God is masculine. As one, God is feminine. It's, you know, now it's split exactly in half. It's how we are imaging God at the moment. Are we imaging three individuals? Are we imaging one unity? And in all the languages that came out of Latin and Greek, it was always Trinity that was feminine. So you have this sense that because we didn't focus on the unity, God becomes very masculine for us. But we want to ding into that unity today and say, so what does it mean to imagine? What is this oneness that is beyond anything we can imagine? Now, we can't get too lost in it. It's a mystery. They say ad nauseum, in the Catholic theology, mysteries are not things you solve. In our culture, a mystery is supposed to be solved at the end of the episode, the end of the season, where some of the more irritating shows will go on for maybe by the end of the series. If you ever want to engage Father Marty in conversation, bring up a mystery novel. Oh, he loves them. But those are mysteries that we start the mystery because we know it will get solved. Catholic mysteries will just bind you in deeper and deeper and deeper with the knowledge that you never solve it. We are not 2,000 years closer to solving the Trinity. We'll never get there. It's beyond, it is infinite. And I know your teachers didn't want you to know this, but your minds are finite. We do have limits, and God is infinite, and you cannot push the infinite into the finite. It just won't work. So why do it? Because there's always more. It's richer. It enriches us. And if we dig into our nature as created in the triune nature, this Trinity, this plural image, then we start to realize that we never find our humanity except in connection to others. We are never fully who we are isolated in the world. And we may be more comfortable there sometimes, but that's not who we are. My identity is what I've done in the world. It's already, I don't know if I've told you before, I used to tell the kids at school, what I've created is the parable of the peanut butter sandwich. I always say, any of the kids in the audience, any of you know how to make a peanut butter sandwich? So how do you make the peanut butter? How do you make the bread? How do you make the jelly? Oh, well, no, once thousands of people in the community get my ingredients on the table, I know how to make a peanut butter sandwich, and I can tell you about the peanut butter sandwich. We don't see how connected we are. We don't see that someone dumps something in an ocean around the world and 20 years later, there's a virus, and 30 years later, the price of eggs go up. We are connected. And this is the way that we lean into that. This is the feast of that connectedness of humanity. It's the feast, I always say, it's not God in our hearts, it's God between our hearts. That is this weekend. And so as we, it would be easiest, let's talk about the creating and the sustaining and the salvation aspects of God. Let's talk about what makes them one. At a level of mystery, we cannot get past. Our faith is more dependent, and there are theologians, if they were passed away, their heads might blow up, to put it this way. Our faith is often much more dependent on our imagination than our intellect. Because our intellect is limited and our imagination is the closest we get to infinite. That's where we lean in. And Trinity, what a wonderful imagining. And Gregory of Nyssa, who came up with the idea, almost simultaneously with Gregory of Nyssa, which was great for theologians doing papers to have both of them named Gregory. But he always said, this is our image, this is the triune God we've come to know, but we shouldn't think that's the end of it. God is three and one. Well, that's as much as you and I get covered. But that doesn't describe it all either. That describes what we can end. So we ask God to make us a people who dig into the mystery, because what it will do for us is it will create a better community. How? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, I have much more to tell you, but you cannot bear it now.
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But when he comes, the Spirit of truth will guide you to all truth.
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He will not speak on his own, but he will speak what he hears and will declare to you the things that are coming.
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He will glorify me because he will take from what is mine and declare it to you.
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Everything that the Father has is mine. For this reason, I told you that he will take from what is mine and declare it to you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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The Feast of the Trinity is one of those where no one comes out after Mass and says, that's exactly what I needed to hear.
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It is a theological Sunday. It is very heavy.
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And it it can give us a glimpse into who we are called to be, because it reminds us when we say we are created in the image of God.
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That we are created in the image of a communal God. God is not one. God is three.
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Now, the cover argument, God is not three. God is one. God is both. We can't let go of either.
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And today, it's often too easy to say, well, we'll talk a little bit about the Father and a little bit about the Son and a little bit about the Holy Spirit.
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And when I can't figure out a way to end the homily, I'll just go in the name of the Father and I'll walk off.
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But today is not about that. Today is about that mystery, that whatever it is that makes them one.
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Because we diminish, that's the part of the Trinity we diminish constantly.
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When we say, oh, they are one, we tend to mean it in human terms. Oh, they're on the same side.
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They agree. They don't argue.
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They present a united front.
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No, it's deeper than that.
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People will say, how can God the Father have allowed Jesus to go through what was on the cross?
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They both went through it. All three of them went through it.
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The theology of the Eucharist, we don't use this language, but you do not receive the body of Christ.
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You receive the body of all three members of the Trinity.
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You can't do one without the other. Indivisible.
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We can't divide one part off from the other.
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It's a mystical union. It is a mystical oneness.
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Some of the saints, they may have gone a little too far the other way,
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but some of the saints said it's better to realize three facets of the same God.
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The three faces of God.
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It is a unity that we can't get our head around.
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One of the better images I've run across over the years and I've shared with you
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at least four times, probably on this Sunday every year,
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is the image of the grove of aspens in Kaliurag.
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In the 1980s, one of the largest groves in the world,
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the people come from all over to see the beautiful, you know, aspen groves.
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They found, as they got into better thermal imaging and things
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and being able to see into the ground without disturbing things,
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using some of the tools archaeologists use,
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that that grove is a single living organism.
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It is not a bunch of trees. It is one plant.
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You and I will never, ever go up there and see anything but a bunch of individual trees.
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No, they're all living next to each other, so we call them a grove.
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But we will never see the oneness.
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Just our eyes don't go there.
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Everything we experience, everything you and I know as a tree is singular,
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and a grove is a group.
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And the reality of that is it is the largest single living organism on the planet,
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is a grove of aspen trees in Kaliurag.
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It could be the wine festival, we don't know.
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But that is not only the image of the Trinity,
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but that is the image of humanity created in the image of a Trinity.
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Is that you and I are, when we say, oh, we're called to be one.
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Oh, we are one in Christ.
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And we all think it means we're supposed to behave well and not hurt one another.
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No, it means we are one at a level you and I cannot understand this side of the grave.
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It is the fundamental theology of Christianity.
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Every culture has some fundamental point of Christianity that is countercultural,
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and we will always struggle the most with it.
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And for us, it is the oneness, because in various religions,
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religions form the cultures and the cultures form the religions.
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In Far East Asia, the cultures and the religions are very sociological.
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The hero is always the perfectly polite gentleman or lady,
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someone who does not harm other.
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That is the hero of that culture.
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When you get into Southeast Asia, Buddhism, Hinduism, the hero is the guru,
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the person who, no matter how awful life gets around them,
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they can find peace, they can find century.
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That is the hero of their culture.
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In the West, it is the pioneer.
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It is the one who got on their own and do things on their own
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and strike out on their own and I'm going to conquer the world and I'm going to do it.
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We have, over every other culture,
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we have an inordinate amount of movies that are not about community.
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They're about Steven Seagal saving the world.
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And if he's not available, you know, Schwarzenegger will do it.
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If he's not available, you know, we want to raise up heroes
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who will be the ones who save everyone else.
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Because we, our ideology of heroism is individualism.
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And that's the intersection of our culture with the countercultural gospel,
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with what is countercultural.
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We will always struggle with that.
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Is what it means to know that no one got where they got on their own.
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No one, you know, well, I earned everything I have.
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Tell that to your parents who knew you when you were six months old.
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If you're still alive, you got something you didn't earn.
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You know, but we don't like it there because I'm the person
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who's going to go out and take care of everything.
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Very counter-Christian.
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And very counter-Trinity.
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We're so into the individuals.
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It's, many, many theologians talk,
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this is why God in Christianity became so masculine.
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Because if you want to go to a romance language like Spanish
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or the languages that have been talking this theology longer than English,
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we are interested in El Padre, El Hijo, the Son,
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Lo Spirito, the Spirit, and not that interested in La Trinidad.
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If you were to, well, which, are any of those, you know, God, Father, Son,
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do we think of those as male or female?
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People try to parse it out.
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But the original language is as individual, as three individuals,
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God is masculine.
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As one, God is feminine.
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It's, you know, now it's split exactly in half.
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It's how we are imaging God at the moment.
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Are we imaging three individuals?
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Are we imaging one unity?
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And in all the languages that came out of Latin and Greek,
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it was always Trinity that was feminine.
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So you have this sense that because we didn't focus on the unity,
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God becomes very masculine for us.
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But we want to ding into that unity today and say,
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so what does it mean to imagine?
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What is this oneness that is beyond anything we can imagine?
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Now, we can't get too lost in it.
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It's a mystery.
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They say ad nauseum, in the Catholic theology,
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mysteries are not things you solve.
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In our culture, a mystery is supposed to be solved
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at the end of the episode, the end of the season,
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where some of the more irritating shows will go on
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for maybe by the end of the series.
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If you ever want to engage Father Marty in conversation,
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bring up a mystery novel.
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Oh, he loves them.
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But those are mysteries that we start the mystery
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because we know it will get solved.
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Catholic mysteries will just bind you in deeper and deeper
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and deeper with the knowledge that you never solve it.
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We are not 2,000 years closer to solving the Trinity.
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We'll never get there.
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It's beyond, it is infinite.
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And I know your teachers didn't want you to know this,
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but your minds are finite.
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We do have limits, and God is infinite,
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and you cannot push the infinite into the finite.
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It just won't work.
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So why do it?
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Because there's always more.
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It's richer.
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It enriches us.
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And if we dig into our nature as created in the triune nature,
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this Trinity, this plural image,
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then we start to realize that we never find our humanity
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except in connection to others.
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We are never fully who we are isolated in the world.
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And we may be more comfortable there sometimes,
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but that's not who we are.
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My identity is what I've done in the world.
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It's already, I don't know if I've told you before,
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I used to tell the kids at school,
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what I've created is the parable of the peanut butter sandwich.
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I always say, any of the kids in the audience,
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any of you know how to make a peanut butter sandwich?
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So how do you make the peanut butter?
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How do you make the bread?
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How do you make the jelly?
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Oh, well, no, once thousands of people in the community
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get my ingredients on the table,
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I know how to make a peanut butter sandwich,
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and I can tell you about the peanut butter sandwich.
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We don't see how connected we are.
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We don't see that someone dumps something in an ocean around the world
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and 20 years later, there's a virus,
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and 30 years later, the price of eggs go up.
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We are connected.
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And this is the way that we lean into that.
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This is the feast of that connectedness of humanity.
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It's the feast, I always say, it's not God in our hearts,
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it's God between our hearts.
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That is this weekend.
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And so as we, it would be easiest,
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let's talk about the creating and the sustaining
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and the salvation aspects of God.
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Let's talk about what makes them one.
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At a level of mystery, we cannot get past.
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Our faith is more dependent,
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and there are theologians,
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if they were passed away, their heads might blow up,
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to put it this way.
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Our faith is often much more dependent on our imagination
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than our intellect.
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Because our intellect is limited
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and our imagination is the closest we get to infinite.
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That's where we lean in.
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And Trinity, what a wonderful imagining.
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And Gregory of Nyssa, who came up with the idea,
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almost simultaneously with Gregory of Nyssa,
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which was great for theologians doing papers
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to have both of them named Gregory.
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But he always said, this is our image,
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this is the triune God we've come to know,
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but we shouldn't think that's the end of it.
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God is three and one.
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Well, that's as much as you and I get covered.
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But that doesn't describe it all either.
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That describes what we can end.
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So we ask God to make us a people who dig into the mystery,
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because what it will do for us
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is it will create a better community.
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How?
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Standing before the mystery of God,
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if you understand what it means for it to be mystery,
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you become humble.
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I've always said when I do interfaith dialogue
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that we are always gentle with one another.
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I've worked with rabbis and imams
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and people of all flavors of Christianity
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and Buddhist nuns, and we get together
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and we all recognize.
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Each one of us wants to say,
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my ridiculously insufficient vision of the Almighty
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is better than your ridiculously insufficient vision of me.
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Because as Cardinal Stafford used to say,
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all human visions of the Almighty
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are ridiculously insufficient.
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We'll never get there.
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But knowing that allows us to be humble enough
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to listen to one another and to be enriched.
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I have always, I will quote until the end of time,
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Rabbi Brian Field in that group
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said to me several years ago,
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you know, as a Catholic priest coming from a rabbi,
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he'd say, I have to tell you,
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90% of the time you and I have identical theology.
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And 10% of the time you're interesting.
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Not a horror of disagreement.
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Oh, oh good, I'm not alone in the world.
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I think there are people,
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and it's sort of a small way of living life,
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is they are waiting for a world
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that all agrees with them.
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What a small way to live.
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I used to always say,
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if the whole church could agree with me,
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we'd probably shut down by Thursday.
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I'd mess it up.
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It is that mystery, our connection that allows us
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the humility to deepen the bonds,
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to deepen the oneness.
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And if we do that,
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not only do we slowly manifest better
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the body of Christ in the world,
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but through our behavior together,
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we can manifest the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message on the Feast of the Trinity i Father Pat’s message on the Feast of the Trinity invites us into the profound mystery of God's nature as a communion of persons—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—and challenges us to see ourselves, as beings created in God's image, as fundamentally communal and interconnected. He emphasizes that the mystery of the Trinity is not a puzzle to be solved, but a divine reality to be entered into, one that reveals both the nature of God and the calling of humanity. In a culture that prizes individualism, Father Pat calls us to embrace the countercultural truth of Christian unity: we are not isolated beings but deeply interwoven, reflections of a God who is both Three and One. This mystery, though beyond our intellect, is accessible through humility, imagination, and relational living.
Theologically, Father Pat draws from the Gospel of John, where Jesus promises the coming of the Spirit of truth who will guide the disciples into deeper understanding. The Spirit reveals the unity of purpose and being between Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—each distinct, yet indivisibly one. Father Pat insists that the mystery of their oneness defies simplistic analogies or explanations. It is not about mere agreement or shared mission, as humans might define unity, but about an inseparable communion of essence. This divine mystery is not meant to be dissected but contemplated, and in doing so, it transforms how we understand our humanity.
Created in the image of the Triune God, we are not merely individuals but part of a greater whole. Father Pat uses the image of the aspen grove in Colorado—a massive underground root system manifesting as countless individual trees—to illustrate this hidden unity. While the eye sees separate trees, the reality is one living organism. Likewise, we appear as separate individuals, but at a deeper level, we share a divine interconnectedness. This oneness is not simply about mutual respect or kindness; it's about a shared being that can only be fully realized in relational love, self-gift, and community.
Father Pat contrasts this theological vision with dominant cultural narratives. In Western society, the hero is the lone pioneer, the self-made individual who conquers adversity alone. This cultural idolization of individualism clashes with the Gospel, which proclaims that no one thrives—or is even fully themselves—apart from others. Even our most basic actions and identities are communal: no one makes a peanut butter sandwich in isolation, and no one achieves anything entirely by themselves. Our dependence on one another is not a weakness but a reflection of the divine nature.
The failure to recognize this divine communion in ourselves has consequences. When we focus on the individual persons of the Trinity—Father, Son, and Spirit—we often masculinize God because of linguistic and cultural patterns. But the unity of the Trinity, “La Trinidad” in Latin-based languages, is feminine. This reminds us that when we ignore the oneness of God, we also distort the divine image. The mystery of the Trinity calls us to balance our understanding: God is not just three persons, but one God, and we cannot grasp one aspect without the other.
Mystery, in Catholic theology, is not something to be solved but something that draws us deeper into God. Unlike a mystery novel that ends with a resolution, divine mysteries open wider and deeper the more we enter them. The Trinity, therefore, is not a theological problem to resolve but a spiritual truth that humbles, stretches, and transforms us. To ponder the Trinity is to be reminded of our limits as finite beings and the richness of God's infinite nature. This humility is essential for authentic community. Recognizing that none of us has a complete vision of God allows us to listen, learn, and grow together.
This humility fosters interfaith dialogue and mutual enrichment. Father Pat shares his experience of engaging with religious leaders of different traditions, where the shared recognition of mystery leads not to division but to deeper unity. The acknowledgment that “my vision of the Almighty is insufficient” creates space for grace, dialogue, and a richer understanding of God. It also dismantles the illusion that consensus is the goal of spirituality. Instead, communion—real, messy, mysterious, loving communion—is the goal.
Ultimately, the Feast of the Trinity is not about theological precision but about transformation. It is an invitation to live differently: to seek unity not through uniformity but through mystery, humility, and love. It is a call to embody the divine communion we profess, not by retreating into individualism, but by leaning into our interconnectedness. In doing so, we not only reflect the image of the Triune God more faithfully but also begin to manifest the Kingdom of God in the world—one act of communal love at a time....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1293.6600341796875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus was praying in a certain place, and when he had finished, one of his disciples said to him, Lord, teach us to pray, just as John taught his disciples. He said to them, When you pray, say, Father, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come. Give us each day our daily bread, and forgive our sins, as we ourselves forgive everyone in debt to us. And do not subject us to the final test. And he said to them, Suppose one of you has a friend to whom he goes at midnight and says, Friend, lend me three loaves of bread, for a friend of mine has arrived at my house from a journey, and I have nothing to offer him. And he says in reply from within, Do not bother me. The door has already been locked, and my children and I are already in bed. I cannot get up to give you anything. I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitor the loaves because of their friendship, he will get up to give him whatever he needs because of his persistence. And I tell you, ask and you will receive, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks the door will be opened. What father among you would hand his son a snake if he asks for a fish, or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg? If you then who are wicked know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him? The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Abraham, Abraham. This reading always sounds like one of those Irish jokes that go on for 17 minutes for just too little punchline. It goes on and on and I think, oh, you know, I know we think this is about, you know, the goodness of God and the forgiveness of the people. I think it's actually a parable about the amazing patience of God. I know this because I can see your faces halfway through this story. If I were God, he'd have got to about 40 and I'd have said, cut to the bottom line. What's your bottom line, God? You know, this is a perfect example of how scripture has to travel across so many cultures in so many centuries before it lands here. And it hasn't landed yet. It's not for us. It's for everyone. It's for future generations. But this is Middle Eastern Hegelism. It's, I mean, it's their culture. To kind of, okay, what about this? Okay, what about this? I mean, I don't think we think, oof, real sad for those nine people that they couldn't find 10. You know, I mean, it could go on and on, but it depicts the vision of their relationship with God. As I've mentioned occasionally, one of the most fundamental differences between the spirituality, not the theology, but the spirituality of Judaism and Islam is right there in the words. Islam means that, you know, we define ourselves, Islam is submission. We define ourselves through submission to God. Israel means to argue with God, to wrestle with God. And they believed, I mean, the stories of wrestling with the angel, Jacob's ladder, all these stories because they aren't really, it's not an arrogance of coming up against God. It is their fundamental stance that when they speak of God, they are always speaking of their image of God. And we always have to wrestle with our image of God. You know, when we pray to God, we pray to our image of God. We can't get past that. The actuality of God is just beyond us. And so we have these images, and as we pray to images, we have to wrestle with them. And this is, you know, this sort of spectacular wrestling with the image. My favorite moment in all of these Old Testament stories is when Abraham says, will you sweep away the innocent for the guilty? I mean, suppose there were 50 innocent people. You know, far be it from you to do such a thing. There is a Yiddish word, chutzpah. Do you know the chutzpah it takes to look at God and say, come on, you're better than that. I mean, that's what he's doing. But there's an understanding of the spirituality under this that it's a story about wrestling with our image of God. How often do we come up with a catastrophe, whether it's obvious that it's through the sin of a person or two, like a shooting, whether it's a natural disaster. And we go, why? What is God doing? That's you and I wrestling with our image of God, not with the reality of God because you and I can't get there. But our image, our image is that, you know, if God is God, then life should run along perfectly. Now let me say it out loud, we know that's not right. But certainly it shouldn't get to a certain point. And usually we're saying that when we think we're there. It shouldn't get, they shouldn't be this far. You know, it's this wrestling with God. And the story is not about just about the haggling in the sense of what's the best deal I can get. The haggling in Middle Eastern culture is also about the sustaining of the relationship. You and I, our relationship with a salesperson usually is, I'd like a non-fat latte. Okay. They would find that, this is why we get a reputation in other countries as being rude. It's not that we don't speak the language. So we walk into a store and we don't say hello or good morning. We walk in and say, I'd like, and they're like, for now. That to them is unduly harsh. I really do, I've mentioned this before, but I really do now. I actually, I've mentioned this book. I want to do a book club on it, but there's a book called The Bonjour Effect. Which is, they aren't mad because we don't speak French. They're mad because we walk into their store and don't even say bonjour before we tell them what we want. They're like, no. This, so the haggling of Abraham and God is not, oh, if you just sneak at it, you can get a much better deal on a God. No, it's look at their relationship. Look at the companionship and the friendship and look at the reality of the interaction and that it's not sort of, you know, I go to God for a second in prayer in the morning and I say, here's what I want. Okay, check in tomorrow. We'll see how you're doing. That was real good, but did you miss number four and five on the list yesterday? You know, I mean, it's like, it's this perfunctory. I think, and it's probably getting worse in modern culture as socialization is replaced by networking. You know, networking is creating, you know, in its strictest sense, it's creating relationships that might be helpful to me as opposed to creating relationships. Networking is not a bad thing unless it is the sum total of how we relate to the world. So we, you know, hopefully we never create a relationship that is only about business, is only about what I can get out of it. You know, Abraham and God already have a relationship. That's why the story goes that way. All three of these little sections on prayer are about the constancy of it. He's really not saying with this, you know, if you just keep knocking at night, at midnight, you know, it is not Luke or Jesus saying, look, I've met you people, trust me, you could wear God down and he'll give you whatever you want. All right, you can't wear God down. That's not what prayer is. If I just, how many people I've heard say, I've prayed and I've prayed and I've prayed and they don't want to really end it with the reality statement which is, and God still won't follow my orders. I get done praying and I'm not in charge yet. How come? Because if I pray enough and God will do whatever I want, then think about that. All I have to pray in the name of Jesus, if you're smart, one or two, so get two gathered, pray in the name of Jesus and be consistent enough and God's on the book. So now, Penelope was in charge of the universe. You were God. Because if we really believe that as long as I pray right, God should be doing this stuff, we're in charge. You know, I always want to turn this last part inside out with the second last part where he says, which of you would hand your child a scorpion if they asked for an egg? Well, which of you would hand them a scorpion if they asked for a scorpion? Sometimes we ask for scorpions. You know, it can even be the most gracious prayer. It can just simply be someone who needs healing. And what we don't know is they're on their own journey. I can't ask God to change their journey because I'm not ready for it. Even because they're not ready for it. And they're on their journey. And so we kind of, when we have, if we pray enough, we will wear down our own heart. We'll wear down the walls. We'll wear down whatever it is in us that just can't trust God. We're not wearing down God. It's just, I've tried. A heat is relentless. We can't wear down God. We can wear down the, you know, what this, in 12-step groups they have a thing called, what they call stinking thinking. Meaning the things we tell ourselves that just keep us addicted, the ways we think in life that just have messed us up and they're paradigms of life that aren't helping us and we can't let go. And we fall back into them all the time. You know, all of us do that. We have ways of thinking that we fall back into. And Jesus says, yeah, you just keep a prayer and you will, you'll notice he doesn't say at the end of this, it's, Luke does this each time and he's very clever about it. Matthew doesn't go here but he says, I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitors the loaves because of their friendship, he will give them whatever he needs because of his persistence. He doesn't think he'll give the loaves for his persistence. Ask for the loaves, ask for the loaves and if you're persistent enough, God will give you what you need. Not the loaves. As a matter of fact, I've always kind of thought, what visitor do you have that eats three loaves of bread? It's not me, it is what Yeti came to town. I'm like, it's, but you know, give us this day our daily bread and he follows it with, so he wants three loaves of bread and if you're persistent, what you need. Not what, it doesn't say if you ask, God will give you whatever you asked for. If you're not, God will open the door. You've asked to be opened. He ends it, he says, so if you just ask God for all these good things, God will give you the Holy Spirit. Little, little Peyton switch there at the end. Not, I know God will give me the Holy Spirit. I wanted the winning lottery ticket. I'll worry about the Spirit after I get that ticket. You know, we get the Spirit, we get the relationship with God and it's why it kind of moves us to, I think it's a better practice for us to pursue in life, with our prayer life. I can't tell you that the number of people who over the years have said, you know, it's one of the most common confessions is, I miss my daily prayers. Now, do you know there is nothing in canon law or church teaching that says, this is the amount of prayer you should do daily and if you don't do this, you've sinned. What they're really saying is, I've developed a habit of prayer over the years and I've fallen off my own routine. And, you know, I suppose at some level they're thinking, it's kind of what I committed to God and I didn't keep my commitment. But you made up that commitment of prayer. And so there are people who will say, and I always ask, well, tell me what your daily prayer is. And often, well, I've fallen off my daily prayer. Well, what is your daily prayer? Well, I do 15 rosaries followed by three hours of meditation, followed with that. I missed my morning prayers. Yes, they ran into lunch. You know, and I'm like, if we create that sort of, I'm going to be a prayer warrior, it may not be sustainable. And it may not be as helpful. I think much more helpful is, I think the perfect prayer life would be five or ten minutes in the morning, maybe with a scripture, maybe with a quick reflection that gives you something to think about. And then ten times during the day, bringing it back to your mind for 30 seconds. You know, the old Buddhist monastic tradition was whatever reflection they were given in the morning and they had a five or ten minute meeting with it, then throughout the day in the monastery, the gong would ring every 20 minutes or so. And every time the gong rang, you were just called to stop whatever you were doing, you know, take a breath, remember what it is, and then go right on. That relationship with God, much like this sort of haggling that we see with Abraham, that kind of relationship with God versus the, I dig in and I say every prayer I can and, you know, like the person who says, you know, I just joined a gym and I'm going to go three hours a day. Call me in a week. And you can't walk. You know, and it falls apart. You know, you always have these, I used to have a friend, Kathleen in my last parish was a trainer, and she said, I always try and convince them for the first month that the only goal of the workout is that they still want to work out tomorrow. It's the only goal, so get used to it. Don't kill yourself. Say it with prayer. Can you just get back in touch? I think it would be an amazing thing in Lent is if they give us a little, forget all these complicated prayer apps, one that you could say, just buzz my wrist every 20 minutes so that whatever I was thinking about in the morning I can return to, just for a breath. You know, when children leave for college or to go out in the world, when they finally move, I shouldn't say finally, it sounds so... But when they leave the house in that sort of a final way, the lamenting of the parent is not that the relationship is over. They'll still come and they'll visit. Theoretically, they'll call on a regular basis. You know, the relationship can still be there, but it moves to a relationship where they come and they visit, or we talk and then they're gone again. What the parent misses is running into them in the hallway, seeing them in the kitchen. They're the constant part of your life. That's what we should think with prayer, is that sort of constant touching God, rather than I have my prayer time and then it's back to real life. What we do here, we just think about as often as we can and it doesn't have to be long moments. It is a relationship with God and relationships are... The best relationships we have in our life are built on constancy, not on the duration of each encounter, but on how long we don't allow ourselves to go in between encounters. It's not about can I lengthen my prayer, can I shorten the distance between thinking about God. And so God asks us today to become a people not of deeper prayer, there are times for that, but a people of more constant prayer. I... I was part of a photo thing. They wanted to take pictures of our hands, which is really about the only part of a picture taking. At Porter Hospital, the Helping Hands was their project and they had a picture of all these nurses' hands and then they have a picture of the doctors' hands and so they wanted the chaplains and the three of us, one was kind of an evangelical minister and one was a rabbi, Elliot Baskin, and myself. They said, so would you guys come down and how do you hold your hands in prayer? And I always hate because of course the evangelicals got there before me so I couldn't say the same thing. Oh well, this is kind of our prayer posture and then you know, and Elliot looks at me and goes, well, you know we don't really have a posture for prayer. He says, here in the hospital I am most likely to hold the hands of the person I'm praying with. And then they said, and you Father, what's your most common prayer posture? And I said, my hands are usually at ten and two on the wheel. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus was praying in a certain place,
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and when he had finished, one of his disciples said to him,
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Lord, teach us to pray, just as John taught his disciples.
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He said to them, When you pray, say,
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Father, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come.
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Give us each day our daily bread, and forgive our sins,
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as we ourselves forgive everyone in debt to us.
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And do not subject us to the final test.
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And he said to them, Suppose one of you
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has a friend to whom he goes at midnight and says,
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Friend, lend me three loaves of bread,
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for a friend of mine has arrived at my house from a journey,
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and I have nothing to offer him.
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And he says in reply from within,
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Do not bother me.
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The door has already been locked,
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and my children and I are already in bed.
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I cannot get up to give you anything.
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I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitor the loaves
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because of their friendship,
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he will get up to give him whatever he needs
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because of his persistence.
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And I tell you, ask and you will receive,
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seek and you will find,
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knock and the door will be opened to you.
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For everyone who asks receives,
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and the one who seeks finds,
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and to the one who knocks the door will be opened.
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What father among you would hand his son a snake
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if he asks for a fish,
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or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg?
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If you then who are wicked
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know how to give good gifts to your children,
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how much more will the Father in heaven
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give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him?
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Abraham, Abraham.
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This reading always sounds like one of those Irish jokes
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that go on for 17 minutes for just too little punchline.
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It goes on and on and I think,
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oh, you know, I know we think this is about,
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you know, the goodness of God
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and the forgiveness of the people.
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I think it's actually a parable
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about the amazing patience of God.
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I know this because I can see your faces
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halfway through this story.
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If I were God, he'd have got to about 40
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and I'd have said, cut to the bottom line.
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What's your bottom line, God?
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You know, this is a perfect example
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of how scripture has to travel across
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so many cultures in so many centuries
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before it lands here.
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And it hasn't landed yet.
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It's not for us.
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It's for everyone.
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It's for future generations.
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But this is Middle Eastern Hegelism.
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It's, I mean, it's their culture.
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To kind of, okay, what about this?
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Okay, what about this?
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I mean, I don't think we think,
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oof, real sad for those nine people
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that they couldn't find 10.
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You know, I mean, it could go on and on,
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but it depicts the vision
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of their relationship with God.
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As I've mentioned occasionally,
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one of the most fundamental differences
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between the spirituality,
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not the theology,
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but the spirituality of Judaism and Islam
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is right there in the words.
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Islam means that, you know,
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we define ourselves,
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Islam is submission.
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We define ourselves through submission to God.
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Israel means to argue with God,
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to wrestle with God.
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And they believed, I mean,
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the stories of wrestling with the angel,
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Jacob's ladder,
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all these stories because they aren't really,
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it's not an arrogance of coming up against God.
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It is their fundamental stance
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that when they speak of God,
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they are always speaking of their image of God.
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And we always have to wrestle with our image of God.
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You know, when we pray to God,
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we pray to our image of God.
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We can't get past that.
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The actuality of God is just beyond us.
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And so we have these images,
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and as we pray to images,
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we have to wrestle with them.
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And this is, you know,
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this sort of spectacular wrestling with the image.
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My favorite moment in all of these Old Testament stories
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is when Abraham says,
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will you sweep away the innocent for the guilty?
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I mean, suppose there were 50 innocent people.
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You know, far be it from you to do such a thing.
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There is a Yiddish word, chutzpah.
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Do you know the chutzpah it takes to look at God
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and say, come on, you're better than that.
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I mean, that's what he's doing.
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But there's an understanding of the spirituality under this
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that it's a story about wrestling with our image of God.
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How often do we come up with a catastrophe,
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whether it's obvious that it's through the sin
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of a person or two, like a shooting,
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whether it's a natural disaster.
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And we go, why?
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What is God doing?
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That's you and I wrestling with our image of God,
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not with the reality of God
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because you and I can't get there.
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But our image, our image is that, you know,
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if God is God, then life should run along perfectly.
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Now let me say it out loud, we know that's not right.
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But certainly it shouldn't get to a certain point.
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And usually we're saying that when we think we're there.
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It shouldn't get, they shouldn't be this far.
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You know, it's this wrestling with God.
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And the story is not about just about the haggling
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in the sense of what's the best deal I can get.
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The haggling in Middle Eastern culture
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is also about the sustaining of the relationship.
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You and I, our relationship with a salesperson
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usually is, I'd like a non-fat latte.
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Okay.
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They would find that,
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this is why we get a reputation in other countries
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as being rude.
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It's not that we don't speak the language.
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So we walk into a store
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and we don't say hello or good morning.
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We walk in and say, I'd like,
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and they're like, for now.
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That to them is unduly harsh.
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I really do, I've mentioned this before,
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but I really do now.
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I actually, I've mentioned this book.
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I want to do a book club on it,
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but there's a book called The Bonjour Effect.
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Which is, they aren't mad because we don't speak French.
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They're mad because we walk into their store
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and don't even say bonjour
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before we tell them what we want.
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They're like, no.
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This, so the haggling of Abraham and God
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is not, oh, if you just sneak at it,
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you can get a much better deal on a God.
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No, it's look at their relationship.
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Look at the companionship and the friendship
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and look at the reality of the interaction
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and that it's not sort of,
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you know, I go to God for a second in prayer in the morning
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and I say, here's what I want.
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Okay, check in tomorrow.
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We'll see how you're doing.
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That was real good,
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but did you miss number four and five on the list yesterday?
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You know, I mean, it's like, it's this perfunctory.
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I think, and it's probably getting worse in modern culture
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as socialization is replaced by networking.
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You know, networking is creating,
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you know, in its strictest sense,
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it's creating relationships that might be helpful to me
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as opposed to creating relationships.
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Networking is not a bad thing
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unless it is the sum total of how we relate to the world.
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So we, you know, hopefully we never create a relationship
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that is only about business,
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is only about what I can get out of it.
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You know, Abraham and God already have a relationship.
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That's why the story goes that way.
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All three of these little sections on prayer
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are about the constancy of it.
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He's really not saying with this, you know,
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if you just keep knocking at night, at midnight, you know,
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it is not Luke or Jesus saying,
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look, I've met you people, trust me,
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you could wear God down and he'll give you whatever you want.
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All right, you can't wear God down.
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That's not what prayer is.
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If I just, how many people I've heard say,
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I've prayed and I've prayed and I've prayed
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and they don't want to really end it
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with the reality statement which is,
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and God still won't follow my orders.
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I get done praying and I'm not in charge yet.
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How come?
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Because if I pray enough and God will do whatever I want,
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then think about that.
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All I have to pray in the name of Jesus,
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if you're smart, one or two, so get two gathered,
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pray in the name of Jesus and be consistent enough
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and God's on the book.
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So now, Penelope was in charge of the universe.
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You were God.
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Because if we really believe that as long as I pray right,
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God should be doing this stuff, we're in charge.
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You know, I always want to turn this last part inside out
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with the second last part where he says,
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which of you would hand your child a scorpion
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if they asked for an egg?
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Well, which of you would hand them a scorpion
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if they asked for a scorpion?
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Sometimes we ask for scorpions.
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You know, it can even be the most gracious prayer.
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It can just simply be someone who needs healing.
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And what we don't know is they're on their own journey.
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I can't ask God to change their journey
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because I'm not ready for it.
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Even because they're not ready for it.
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And they're on their journey.
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And so we kind of, when we have, if we pray enough,
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we will wear down our own heart.
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We'll wear down the walls.
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We'll wear down whatever it is in us
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that just can't trust God.
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We're not wearing down God.
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It's just, I've tried.
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A heat is relentless.
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We can't wear down God.
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We can wear down the, you know, what this,
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in 12-step groups they have a thing called,
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what they call stinking thinking.
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Meaning the things we tell ourselves
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that just keep us addicted,
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the ways we think in life that just have messed us up
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and they're paradigms of life that aren't helping us
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and we can't let go.
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And we fall back into them all the time.
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You know, all of us do that.
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We have ways of thinking that we fall back into.
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And Jesus says, yeah, you just keep a prayer
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and you will, you'll notice he doesn't say
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at the end of this, it's, Luke does this each time
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and he's very clever about it.
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Matthew doesn't go here but he says,
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I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitors
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the loaves because of their friendship,
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he will give them whatever he needs
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because of his persistence.
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He doesn't think he'll give the loaves for his persistence.
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Ask for the loaves, ask for the loaves
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and if you're persistent enough,
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God will give you what you need.
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Not the loaves.
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As a matter of fact, I've always kind of thought,
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what visitor do you have that eats three loaves of bread?
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It's not me, it is what Yeti came to town.
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I'm like, it's, but you know,
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give us this day our daily bread
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and he follows it with, so he wants three loaves of bread
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and if you're persistent, what you need.
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Not what, it doesn't say if you ask,
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God will give you whatever you asked for.
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If you're not, God will open the door.
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You've asked to be opened.
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He ends it, he says, so if you just ask God
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for all these good things,
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God will give you the Holy Spirit.
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Little, little Peyton switch there at the end.
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Not, I know God will give me the Holy Spirit.
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I wanted the winning lottery ticket.
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I'll worry about the Spirit after I get that ticket.
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You know, we get the Spirit,
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we get the relationship with God
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and it's why it kind of moves us to,
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I think it's a better practice for us to pursue in life,
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with our prayer life.
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I can't tell you that the number of people
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who over the years have said, you know,
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it's one of the most common confessions is,
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I miss my daily prayers.
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Now, do you know there is nothing in canon law
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or church teaching that says,
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this is the amount of prayer you should do daily
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and if you don't do this, you've sinned.
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What they're really saying is,
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I've developed a habit of prayer over the years
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and I've fallen off my own routine.
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And, you know, I suppose at some level they're thinking,
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it's kind of what I committed to God
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and I didn't keep my commitment.
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But you made up that commitment of prayer.
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And so there are people who will say,
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and I always ask, well, tell me what your daily prayer is.
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And often, well, I've fallen off my daily prayer.
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Well, what is your daily prayer?
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Well, I do 15 rosaries
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followed by three hours of meditation,
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followed with that.
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I missed my morning prayers.
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Yes, they ran into lunch.
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You know, and I'm like,
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if we create that sort of,
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I'm going to be a prayer warrior,
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it may not be sustainable.
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And it may not be as helpful.
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I think much more helpful is,
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I think the perfect prayer life
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would be five or ten minutes in the morning,
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maybe with a scripture,
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maybe with a quick reflection
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that gives you something to think about.
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And then ten times during the day,
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bringing it back to your mind for 30 seconds.
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You know, the old Buddhist monastic tradition
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was whatever reflection they were given in the morning
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and they had a five or ten minute meeting with it,
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then throughout the day in the monastery,
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the gong would ring every 20 minutes or so.
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And every time the gong rang,
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you were just called to stop whatever you were doing,
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you know,
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take a breath, remember what it is,
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and then go right on.
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That relationship with God,
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much like this sort of haggling
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that we see with Abraham,
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that kind of relationship with God
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versus the, I dig in
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and I say every prayer I can
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and, you know, like the person who says,
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you know, I just joined a gym
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and I'm going to go three hours a day.
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Call me in a week.
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And you can't walk.
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You know,
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and it falls apart.
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You know, you always have these,
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I used to have a friend,
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Kathleen in my last parish was a trainer,
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and she said,
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I always try and convince them for the first month
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that the only goal of the workout
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is that they still want to work out tomorrow.
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It's the only goal,
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so get used to it.
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Don't kill yourself.
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Say it with prayer.
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Can you just get back in touch?
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I think it would be an amazing thing in Lent
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is if they give us a little,
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forget all these complicated prayer apps,
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one that you could say,
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just buzz my wrist every 20 minutes
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so that whatever I was thinking about
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in the morning I can return to,
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just for a breath.
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You know, when children leave for college
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or to go out in the world,
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when they finally move,
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I shouldn't say finally,
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it sounds so...
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But when they leave the house
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in that sort of a final way,
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the lamenting of the parent
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is not that the relationship is over.
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They'll still come and they'll visit.
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Theoretically,
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they'll call on a regular basis.
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You know,
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the relationship can still be there,
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but it moves to a relationship
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where they come and they visit,
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or we talk
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and then they're gone again.
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What the parent misses
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is running into them
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in the hallway,
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seeing them in the kitchen.
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They're the constant part of your life.
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That's what we should think with prayer,
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is that sort of constant
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touching God,
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rather than
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I have my prayer time
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and then it's back to real life.
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What we do here,
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we just think about
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as often as we can
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and it doesn't have to be long moments.
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It is a relationship
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with God
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and relationships are...
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The best relationships we have in our life
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are built on constancy,
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not on the duration
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of each encounter,
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but on
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how long
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we don't allow ourselves
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to go in between encounters.
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It's not about
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can I lengthen my prayer,
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can I shorten the distance between
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thinking about God.
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And so God asks us today
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to become a people
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not of deeper prayer,
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there are times for that,
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but a people of more constant prayer.
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I...
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I was part of a photo
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thing.
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They wanted to take pictures of our hands,
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which is really about the only part
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of a picture taking.
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At Porter Hospital,
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the Helping Hands was their project
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and they had a picture of all these nurses' hands
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and then they have
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a picture of the doctors' hands
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and so they wanted the chaplains
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and the three of us,
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one was kind of an evangelical minister
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and one was a rabbi, Elliot Baskin,
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and myself.
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They said, so would you guys come down
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and how do you hold your hands in prayer?
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And I always hate
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because of course
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the evangelicals got there before me
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so I couldn't say the same thing.
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Oh well, this is kind of our prayer posture
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and
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then you know, and Elliot
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looks at me and goes, well, you know
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we don't really have a posture
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for prayer. He says, here in the hospital
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I am most likely to hold the hands of the person
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I'm praying with.
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And then they said, and you Father,
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what's your most common prayer posture?
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And I said, my hands
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are usually at ten and two on the wheel.
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I realized
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I realized that sounded like
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driving was dicey
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but what I really meant
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because I remembered Father David Dunman saying
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you know what, if you would just
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and it is a habit
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if you would just, every time you get in the car
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and every time you get out of the car
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a quick moment
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of thinking about God
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how many times a day would that be?
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Just connect it.
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You know.
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I could move that up a level
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and say, I'll do it every time I touch
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the refrigerator door.
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I could be a monk by Wednesday.
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I mean, you know
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what are the things we do normally
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that we could make touchstones
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with God?
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You know, the door of the house
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could be an important one
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I'm coming back home
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I'm leaving home, I do it mindfully
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God's part of that moment
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I think we're so
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into our formulaic prayers
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that we don't
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have
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this constant prayer
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it's just a moment of thanksgiving
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I'm leaving the house, I'm coming into
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the house, I'm about to get nourishment
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I'm about to travel
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somewhere
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constant touchstones with God
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He's not talking about
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wearing God down
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He's talking about
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being more in constant contact
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with God
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and God will wear down
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the rough edges of our soul
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and we will start
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to emanate and radiate
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to one another the Kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message offers a profound reflection Father Pat’s message offers a profound reflection on the nature of prayer, emphasizing that it is not about manipulating God or wearing Him down with persistence, but about cultivating a continuous, evolving relationship with the divine. Rooted in the Gospel of Luke, Father Pat uses the imagery of Abraham’s bold negotiation with God and Jesus’ teachings on prayer to illustrate how true spirituality involves wrestling with our image of God, not just submitting passively. He stresses that prayer is not about receiving exactly what we ask for, but about being transformed by the constancy of communication with God, who ultimately gives us not what we think we want, but what we truly need — the Holy Spirit. In a world where relationships are often transactional, Father Pat challenges us to move beyond formulaic prayer and enter into a rhythm of daily, mindful moments with God, building a relationship marked by trust, honesty, and presence.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel text from Luke, where Jesus teaches His disciples how to pray and then tells a parable about persistence in prayer. He highlights that the core message is not about transactional prayer — where if we just pray hard enough or long enough, God will give us what we want — but about the constancy of prayer as a means of relationship. Father Pat connects this to the story of Abraham bargaining with God over the fate of Sodom, pointing out that this extended dialogue is not about haggling for a better deal but about demonstrating the depth of Abraham's relationship with God. Abraham's boldness — his "chutzpah" — in challenging God is a model for what it means to have an honest, engaged, and even confrontational relationship with the divine. This is not a lack of faith, but a deep spiritual engagement that reflects the Jewish tradition of wrestling with God — as embodied in the very name "Israel."
Father Pat then contrasts this with other religious approaches, like Islam, whose name means "submission." While not diminishing the value of submission, he underscores that the Judeo-Christian tradition invites us to wrestle with our image of God, because we can never directly access God's full reality. Our prayers, therefore, are always directed toward our evolving image of God, which must be constantly reexamined and reshaped, especially in the face of suffering or tragedy. When disasters or personal crises strike, and we ask, “Why?” we are not questioning God’s existence, but wrestling with our own incomplete and often inadequate understanding of God’s nature.
He moves on to discuss the cultural context of the parables, explaining that in Middle Eastern culture, haggling is not just about bargaining but about sustaining relationships. The back-and-forth is part of the intimacy, the familiarity, and the shared life. This is a powerful metaphor for prayer — not a negotiation but a dialogue that maintains and deepens our relationship with God. Father Pat warns against turning prayer into a to-do list or a magic formula to get God to act according to our desires. He jokes about the idea that if we just pray the right way, with the right people, using the right words, then God will be forced to comply — making us, rather than God, the ones in control.
The heart of the message is that persistent prayer changes us — not God. We do not wear God down with our prayers; rather, God wears down the hardness of our hearts, our resistance, our fears, and our illusions. Through persistent and honest prayer, we are shaped, softened, and made more open to receiving not always what we ask for, but what we truly need: the Holy Spirit. Father Pat cleverly points out how the Gospel passage ends with a kind of bait-and-switch — Jesus tells us to ask, seek, and knock, and then concludes not by promising us what we requested, but by promising the Holy Spirit. This is the ultimate gift, the one that brings us into deeper communion with God and enables us to live with purpose and peace.
He offers a critique of how modern society approaches prayer, particularly the tendency to turn it into a performance or a checklist. Many people, he observes, feel guilty for not meeting their own self-imposed standards of prayer — such as praying for hours or completing numerous devotions daily — and he gently reminds them that there is no canonical requirement for a specific quantity of daily prayer. Instead, he encourages a more sustainable, integrated approach: brief moments of reflection, gratitude, or connection with God throughout the day. He compares this to monastic traditions where monks are periodically reminded throughout the day to return to their morning reflection. This rhythm of constant return — not the duration of each prayer — is what builds a deep and lasting relationship with God.
Father Pat uses vivid personal anecdotes to reinforce his point. He talks about a hospital photography project where clergy were asked about their prayer posture. While others had traditional gestures, he confessed that his most common posture was with his hands at "ten and two" on the steering wheel — praying while driving. It’s a humorous but powerful example of integrating prayer into the ordinary moments of daily life. He encourages the congregation to think about the natural touchpoints of their day — opening the refrigerator, walking through a door, getting into the car — and to use these as reminders to connect briefly with God. Just a breath, a thought, a moment of awareness can keep the relationship alive.
He concludes by drawing a poignant parallel between this kind of prayer and the way parents miss their children not just after they move out, but in the loss of daily, ordinary interactions — seeing them in the hallway, hearing them in the kitchen. In the same way, God desires not just our formal visits in prayer, but to be woven into the fabric of our daily lives. It is not the length of our prayers that matters most, but the constancy of our turning toward God. And in that constancy, God slowly transforms us, making us more receptive, more compassionate, and more reflective of the Kingdom of God in the world....
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Thomas Was Right
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2017-04-23
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1039.3599853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, Peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them, Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when they had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, Receive the Holy Spirit, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained. Thomas, called Didymus, one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. So the other disciples said to him, We have seen the Lord. But he said to them, Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hand and put my finger into the nail marks and put my hand into his side, I will not believe. Now a week later, his disciples were again inside and Thomas was with them. Jesus came, although the doors were locked, and stood in their midst and said, Peace be with you. Then he said to Thomas, Put your finger here and see my hands, and bring your hand and put it into my side and do not be unbelieving, but believe. Thomas answered and said to him, My Lord and my God. Jesus said to him, Have you come to believe because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed. Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples that are not written in this book, but these are written so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that through this belief you may have life in his name. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I can still hear one of my catechism teachers saying, Now don't be a doubting Thomas. It's the worst nickname given in history. Why do we even think of that? Doubting Thomas. No one ever talks about squabbling James and John. Certainly no one ever talks about denying Peter, also known as sinking Peter, also known as get thee behind me Satan Peter. But doubting Thomas. And so why? What was the horrible thing about his doubt? Well, because of his doubt, they had to endure a second visit from Jesus. What is the... When we read this story, because I think we have flipped this story on its head over the years to somehow make Thomas sort of a not quite the villain, but he's the dark edge of the story. And the others are all the heroes of the story. And why? Do you really think there's enough ego that the others in the room would say to themselves, Well, if I had been in that position, I'd have believed. There might be enough ego to get them there. We might have enough ego to get ourselves there. But picture the actual scene, and you know, I always think of, you know, if you got back and someone who you dearly loved had passed away, and you get back, say walk in on 11 of your frat brothers, and they say, We just saw Jesus. What's your first reaction? I knew this would happen when they legalized marijuana. What's your first reaction? Because if your first reaction is, I believe there's probably something wrong with you. Think about it. You've all lost people. If someone came to you and said, I saw him yesterday, they came back from the dead. Your first reaction is to go, Great! So, what is our issue with Thomas? I think the world needs more Thomases. Because, and the reason I think the story gets told is to kind of say, Oh, blessed are those people who just swallow whatever they're given, and don't ask questions. You can see, I mean, you can already see some early inklings in John's writing. Remember, John's writing is going to be, Oh, some would put it as late as a good 70 years after the resurrection. So, you have little hints like when John says, We're all gathered in this room for fear of the Jews. That is a horrible line. It's an awful line. Everyone in that little room was Jewish. The story only happens because one of the Jews got through. Jesus. So to refer to the people outside the room as the Jews, it's like saying that there is an undocumented person who is in a church, in sanctuary on the south end of this town, and she's there hiding from the Christians. It's true. Most of these ICE agents are Christian. Many of the people behind it at least claim to be Christian. But the people in the church helping her are also Christian. She is also Christian. So to refer to them as Christians would be coloring the story pretty dramatically and for an ugly intent. And that's what we get when we hear, Oh, for fear of the Jews. You can see this early anti-Semitism that only took 70 years to creep in. So, you know, you definitely have that sense that there is an agenda to the story which is, Oh, we don't want anyone doubting us, but there's a deeper journey that Thomas goes through from what in the legal jargon of the day and really in our own culture's legal jargon, he goes from being an unacceptable hearsay witness to a real witness. A real witness can tell you what they've seen, what they've heard. We're all called to be witnesses of faith, and most of us settle for being hearsay. Well, what do we believe? I believe in one God, the Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth. No, that's what a bunch of people in 325 believed. You know, I believe in consubstantiation. Let me look it up first and then I'll believe in it. We believe in words we don't even use. And we're not very in touch with what we've witnessed in our life. How we've seen faith work around us. We're not really good at getting in touch with our life of faith. You know, there are people who, you know, at Easter and Christmas we always talk about people who, oh, they didn't come to church since Christmas. And it's not a legal issue. It's not, oh, well, now they're in sin and they have to get to confession. Okay, there are people who that's their approach to church and maybe that's as far as they can get. But the real issue is, if they aren't part of the community, if the community isn't drawing them in on a regular basis, you almost wonder what the exercise of faith is. I like to stop in a couple times a year so people can tell me what I believe. Really? If you're not connected to the community, if the community's behavior isn't preaching God, then what connects people to faith? Most of us have very subtly and quietly rewritten our own faith history. Now there are those who have gone through different types of conversion in their life, but for most of us, we like to sort of heroically talk about our faith is the true faith, as though we went through some moment where we really understood our faith and came to this centered, grounded moment and experience of God, rather than the fact that most, the vast majority of us are Catholic because our parents were. We're Catholic through inertia. It doesn't sound quite as heroic. It doesn't give us quite that moral superiority in the world. You know? It's like when someone says, I'm proud to be an American. I mean, I get that you like the country, but most people who say that, I always want to say, and how did you accomplish that? I was born in the right place. I didn't do it. I never became an American. I know nothing else. That's, you know, American through inertia, which is okay. That's how most of us are. But then to put ourselves on a high horse and say, well, I belong to the right faith, it's kind of a tribalism. It's an arrogance that we shouldn't have, and we've rewritten our history to get there. We've told ourselves that there was a moment where we decided to become Christian. Now, many people do go through a moment where they decide to become Christian, or they're one, you know, flavor of Christian and decide to become Catholic. Those also happen most often through relationship. It's not, I was in a bookstore and the lives of the saints called to me and told me to be Catholic. I met people I trusted, my family, there are people in my life, and those relationships and seeing faith work in their lives brought me to a belief that this was a good community for me as well. It's very difficult for us to sort out how we get our truth. We've got, in this day and age, we've got our science and our religion so mixed up we don't know what to do. Science, religion, and most of us, quite frankly, science and religion are both secondary, politics comes first. I mean, you can now, especially when you get into issues like global warming, you can figure out someone's scientific approach by knowing their political tribe. I mean, most of us do not have we have minor knowledge of science. We have faith in scientists. You know, when a scientist, when they tell me that space is curved and the shortest distance between two points is no longer a straight line, I'm going to have to take that on faith. I do not see it. I'm going to have to assume they're smarter than me. I have to assume that about people a lot in the world, but but, you know, I mean, I don't see it. You know, when they get into string theory and tell me that things actually behave differently than we see, we either take that on theory or not. Most of us go to doctors all the time. And a doctor will tell us, here's what's wrong with you and here's the medicine. Now, there are those who will go out and research and research and research if it's important. I doubt there's any of you that, you know, that the OCD is so out of control that you go research before you take the antibiotic for your strep throat. But, do antibiotics help? I don't know. So, I trust the people I trust. Trust is always relationship based. And knowledge, we can go out and research, but knowledge is hard. It takes time. So, you know, there is some good that comes out of it. You know, I have, I have what I would consider the average American amount of knowledge when it comes to medicine. I've gotten most of my schooling in medicine from ER, Grey's Anatomy, and House. I wouldn't come to me for any surgical issues, you know. But think of all of us. Most of us got our legal training from Law and Order and Judge Judy. Now, what does it mean when, and I would say usually about six out of the nine fall into this, what does it mean when you look at the nine Supreme Court Justices, supposedly the best legal minds in the country, and you and I, who have seen a couple episodes of Law and Order, at least six of them we can usually tell ahead of time what their decision's going to be. Tells me they're probably not doing law, they're doing politics. We know that. Because if they were doing law, you and I, most of us would not have a clue where they're going to land. Because they're experts and we're not. But if someone says, oh, they're red, they're blue, those three are real problems. We're suspicious that they might be doing law. So I don't know what their answer will be. Most of us, where do we get our truth? How do we discover it? There is a level at which our faith is our communal experience of God. And so we do want to be part of the group that goes out and does work in the world, that goes out and does works of faith. Otherwise, we're just checking in to have someone else tell us what we believe and we walk out as a hearsay witness. You know, Thomas moves. He could have stayed in that first week. He could have gone, alright, if you guys say so. And he'd have been a hearsay witness his whole life. Instead, he stays and he asks questions. And he challenges. And he doesn't agree with everything until he's given his own experience of faith. Now he's a real witness. Most of us won't get the Jesus experience, but it doesn't mean we should take ourselves out of the equation, out of the fight. Most of us, you know, are content to be a little bit hearsay. What is a sacrament? Well, it's an outward sign of an inward grace in which the effective grace... Do you believe that? I'm not sure I even understand it. What is a sacrament? Tell me your experience of it. How has it changed your life? What does it do to us as a community? Why are people who have no idea of our faith see the baptism celebration and say, I want my child to go through that? Because they see the reaction of a community. I may have told you the story of Bill Breslin at Queen of Peace years ago, pastor there. I really do believe in a parish twice this size, he knew every single name. He couldn't get them with the right face, but he knew every single name. And he was really very good at it, but he saw these two people and he knew he recognized them at the parish picnic and he thought... And it's the first time I ever just saw him very honestly fess up and say, I know we see each other all the time. I don't remember your names. Oh, Bob and Ginny. Come on over. He felt so bad that he wanted to really make sure he knew them. So he gets them over at his table and if you've ever sat at a parish picnic with the pastor, you meet everyone in the parish within a few hours. Because everyone comes up and he was so excited. This is Bob and Ginny because he knew their names now. This is Bob and Ginny. And he could also use them. So when he didn't know your name, he'd say, Oh, this is Bob and Ginny. And if he didn't say anything, they'd say, Hi, we're Pete. And, you know, he'd get their names. And just his interactions with the people and their interactions with him. Turned out Bob and Ginny were just walking by. They weren't part of the parish. He recognized them because they lived down the street from us. And we saw him walk every morning. Two months later, they started the process of joining the church. They encountered the community. Whatever this faith is, this is what it's building. This is who my family is. It's why when Catholics come out of severely damaged families, they sometimes leave the faith. It's less often about church and more often about family. We all rebel against family in some ways. So everyone has those moments, but we want to be a community in the world that when people encounter the community, they can have an encounter of faith and of Christ that they can witness to rather than we'll teach them and they'll go out and do hearsay. The church doesn't need any more hearsay witnesses. What we need are people who experience their faith and we as a community have to help them to do that. To experience seeing God in the moment. To experience salvation in a community. To experience acceptance and love of more and more and more people. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were
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for fear of the Jews,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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Peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them, Peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when they had said this,
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he breathed on them and said to them,
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Receive the Holy Spirit,
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whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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Thomas, called Didymus, one of the twelve,
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was not with them when Jesus came.
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So the other disciples said to him,
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We have seen the Lord.
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But he said to them,
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Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hand
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and put my finger into the nail marks
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and put my hand into his side,
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I will not believe.
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Now a week later,
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his disciples were again inside
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and Thomas was with them.
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Jesus came,
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although the doors were locked,
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and stood in their midst and said,
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Peace be with you.
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Then he said to Thomas,
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Put your finger here and see my hands,
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and bring your hand and put it into my side
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and do not be unbelieving, but believe.
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Thomas answered and said to him,
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My Lord and my God.
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Jesus said to him,
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Have you come to believe because you have seen me?
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Blessed are those who have not seen
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and have believed.
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Now Jesus did many other signs
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in the presence of his disciples that are not written
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in this book, but these are written
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so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ,
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the Son of God,
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and that through this belief you may have life
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in his name.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I can still hear
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one of my catechism teachers
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saying, Now don't be a doubting Thomas.
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It's the worst
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nickname given in history.
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Why do we even
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think of that? Doubting Thomas.
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No one ever talks about
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squabbling James and John.
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Certainly no one ever
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talks about denying Peter, also known as
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sinking Peter, also known as get thee behind me
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Satan Peter.
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But doubting Thomas.
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And so why?
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What was the horrible thing about his
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doubt? Well, because of his
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doubt, they had to endure
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a second visit from Jesus.
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What is the...
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When we read this story, because I think we have
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flipped this story on its head over the years
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to somehow make
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Thomas sort of a
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not quite the villain, but
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he's the dark edge of the story.
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And the others are all the heroes of the story.
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And why?
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Do you really think there's enough ego
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that the others in the room would say
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to themselves, Well, if I
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had been in that position, I'd have believed.
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There might be enough
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ego to get them there.
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We might have enough ego to get ourselves there.
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But picture
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the actual scene, and
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you know, I always think of, you know,
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if you got back and someone
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who you dearly loved had
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passed away, and you get
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back, say walk in on
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11 of your frat brothers,
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and they say,
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We just saw Jesus.
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What's your first reaction?
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I knew
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this would happen when they legalized marijuana.
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What's
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your first reaction?
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Because if your first reaction
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is, I believe
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there's probably something wrong with you.
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Think about it.
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You've all lost people.
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If someone came to you and said, I saw him
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yesterday, they came back from the dead.
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Your first reaction is to go, Great!
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So, what is our issue
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with Thomas?
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I think the world needs more
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Thomases.
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Because, and the reason
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I think the story gets told is to kind of say,
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Oh, blessed are those
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people who just
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swallow whatever they're given,
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and don't ask questions.
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You can see,
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I mean, you can already see some early
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inklings in John's writing.
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Remember, John's writing is going to be,
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Oh,
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some would put it as late as a good 70 years
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after the resurrection.
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So, you have little hints
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like when John says,
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We're all gathered in this room for fear of the
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Jews.
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That is a horrible line.
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It's an awful line.
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Everyone in that little room was Jewish.
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The story only happens
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because one of the Jews got
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through. Jesus.
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So to refer to the people outside
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the room as the Jews,
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it's like saying that
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there is
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an undocumented person
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who is in a church,
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in sanctuary on the south end of this town,
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and she's there hiding from
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the Christians.
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It's true.
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Most of these ICE agents
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are Christian.
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Many of the people behind it at least claim to be
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Christian.
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But the people in the church helping her are also
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Christian. She is also
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Christian. So to refer to them as Christians
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would be coloring the story
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pretty dramatically
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and for an ugly intent.
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And that's what we get when we hear,
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Oh, for fear of the Jews.
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You can see this early anti-Semitism
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that only took 70 years to creep in.
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So, you know,
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you definitely have
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that sense that there is
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an agenda to the story which is,
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Oh, we don't want
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anyone doubting us, but
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there's a deeper journey
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that Thomas goes through from
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what in the legal
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jargon of the day
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and really in our own culture's
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legal jargon, he goes
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from being an
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unacceptable hearsay
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witness to a real witness.
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A real witness can
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tell you what they've seen, what they've heard.
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We're all called to be witnesses
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of faith, and most
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of us settle for being
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hearsay. Well,
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what do we believe? I believe in one God, the
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Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth. No, that's what a bunch
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of people in 325 believed.
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You know, I believe in
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consubstantiation. Let me look it up
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first and then I'll believe in it.
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We believe in words we don't even use.
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And we're
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not very in touch with
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what we've witnessed in our life.
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How we've seen faith work
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around us. We're not
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really good at getting in touch
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with our life of faith.
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You know, there are people who, you know, at Easter
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and Christmas we always talk about people who,
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oh, they didn't come to church since Christmas.
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And it's not a legal
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issue. It's not, oh, well, now they're in sin
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and they have to get to confession.
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Okay, there are people who that's their approach to church
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and maybe that's as far as they can get.
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But the real issue
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is, if they aren't part of
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the community, if the community isn't drawing
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them in on a regular basis,
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you almost wonder what the exercise
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of faith is. I like to
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stop in a couple times a year so people can tell
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me what I believe.
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Really?
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If you're not connected to the community,
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if the community's behavior
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isn't preaching God,
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then what connects people
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to faith? Most of us
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have very
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subtly and quietly
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rewritten our own faith history.
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Now there are those who have gone
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through different types of conversion in their
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life, but for most of us,
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we like to sort of
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heroically talk about our faith is the
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true faith, as though we went
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through some moment where we
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really understood
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our faith and came to this
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centered, grounded moment and experience
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of God, rather than the fact
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that most, the vast majority
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of us are Catholic because our parents
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were. We're
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Catholic through inertia.
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It doesn't
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sound quite as heroic.
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It doesn't give us quite that moral
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superiority in the world.
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You know?
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It's like when someone says, I'm proud
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to be an American. I mean, I get that you like
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the country, but most people who say that,
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I always want to say, and how did you accomplish
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that?
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I was born in the right place.
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I didn't
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do it. I never became
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an American. I know nothing else.
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That's, you know, American
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through inertia,
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which is okay. That's how most of us are.
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But then to put ourselves
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on a high horse and say, well, I belong to the right
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faith, it's kind of a
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tribalism. It's an arrogance
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that we shouldn't have, and we've rewritten
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our history to get there. We've
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told ourselves that there was a moment
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where we decided to become
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Christian. Now, many people do go through
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a moment where they decide to become Christian, or
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they're one, you know, flavor of
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Christian and decide to become Catholic.
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Those also happen
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most often through relationship.
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It's not, I was in
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a bookstore and the lives of the saints
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called to me and told me to be Catholic.
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I met people I trusted,
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my family, there are people in my life, and
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those relationships
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and seeing faith work in their
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lives brought
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me to a belief that this was a good
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community for me as well.
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It's very difficult
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for us to sort out
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how we get our truth.
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we've got our science and our
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religion so mixed up we don't know what to do.
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Science, religion,
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and most of us, quite frankly,
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science and religion are both
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secondary, politics comes first.
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especially when you get into
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issues like global warming, you can figure
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out someone's scientific approach by
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knowing their political tribe.
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most of us do not have
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we have
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minor knowledge of science.
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We have faith in scientists.
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You know, when a scientist,
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when they tell me that space
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is curved and the shortest distance between
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two points is no longer a straight line,
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I'm going to have to take that on faith.
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I do not see it.
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I'm going to have to assume
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they're smarter than me.
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I have to assume that about people
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a lot in the world, but
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but, you know, I mean,
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I don't see it.
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You know, when they get into
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string theory and tell me that
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things actually behave differently than we see,
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we either take that on theory or not.
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Most of us go to doctors all the time.
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And a doctor will tell us,
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here's what's wrong with you and here's
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the medicine.
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research and research and research
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if it's important.
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I doubt there's any of you
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that, you know, that the OCD is
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so out of control that you go research before
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you take the antibiotic for your strep throat.
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do antibiotics help? I don't know.
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the people I trust.
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Trust is always relationship
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based.
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knowledge is hard. It takes time.
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of it. You know, I have,
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I have what I would consider
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the average American amount
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of knowledge when it comes to medicine.
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I've gotten most of my
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schooling in medicine from
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ER, Grey's Anatomy, and House.
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I wouldn't come to me for any surgical
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issues, you know.
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legal training from Law and Order and
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Judge Judy.
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when, and I would say
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usually about six out of the nine
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fall into this, what does it mean when you look
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at the nine
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Supreme Court Justices, supposedly
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the best legal
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minds in the country,
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and you and I, who have seen a couple
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episodes of Law and Order,
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at least six of them we can usually tell
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ahead of time what their decision's
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going to be.
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politics. We know that.
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I, most of us would not have a clue
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where they're going to land. Because
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they're experts and we're not.
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they're blue, those three are
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real problems. We're
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suspicious that they might be doing law.
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don't know what their answer will be.
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Most of us,
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where do we get our truth?
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How do we discover it? There is
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a level at which our faith
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is our communal
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experience of God.
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of the group that goes out
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and does work in the world, that goes out and does
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works of faith.
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Otherwise, we're just
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checking in to have someone else tell us
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what we believe and we walk out
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as a hearsay witness.
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You know,
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Thomas moves. He could have stayed
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in that first week. He could have gone,
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alright, if you guys say so. And he'd have been
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a hearsay witness his whole life.
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Instead, he stays and he asks
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questions. And he
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challenges. And he doesn't agree
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with everything until
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he's given his own experience of faith.
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Now he's a real witness.
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Most of us won't get the Jesus
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experience, but it doesn't mean we should take
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ourselves out of the equation,
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out of the fight.
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Most of us, you know,
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are content to be a little bit
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hearsay. What is a sacrament?
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Well, it's an outward sign of an inward grace in which
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the effective grace...
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Do you believe that? I'm not sure I even understand
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it.
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What is a sacrament? Tell me your
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experience of it. How has it changed your life?
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What does it do to us as a community?
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Why are people who have no
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idea of our faith see the baptism celebration
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and say, I want my child to go through that?
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Because they see the reaction of a community.
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I may have told you the story
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of Bill Breslin at Queen of Peace
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years ago, pastor there.
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I really do believe
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in a parish twice this size, he knew
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every single name.
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He couldn't get them with the right face, but he knew
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every single name.
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And he was
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really very good at it, but
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he saw these two people and he knew he recognized
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them at the parish picnic and he thought...
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And it's the first time I ever just saw him very honestly
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fess up and say,
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I know we see each other all the time.
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I don't remember your names.
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Oh, Bob and Ginny.
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Come on over. He felt so bad that he wanted
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to really make sure he knew them. So he gets them
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over at his table and if you've ever sat at a
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parish picnic with the pastor,
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you meet everyone in the parish within a few
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hours. Because everyone comes up
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and he was so excited. This is Bob and Ginny
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because he knew their names now. This is Bob
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and Ginny. And he could also use them.
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So when he didn't know your name, he'd say,
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Oh, this is Bob and Ginny.
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And if he didn't say anything, they'd say, Hi, we're Pete.
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And, you know, he'd get their names.
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with the people and their interactions with him.
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They weren't part of the parish.
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down the street from us.
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the process of joining the church.
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They encountered the community.
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Whatever this faith is, this is what it's building.
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This is who my family is.
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of severely damaged families,
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they sometimes leave the faith.
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and more often about family.
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We all rebel
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against family in some ways.
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those moments, but we
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want to be a community in the world
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that when people encounter the community,
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they can have an encounter
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of faith and of Christ
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that they can witness to
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rather than we'll teach them and they'll go out
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and do hearsay.
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The church doesn't
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need any more hearsay witnesses.
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What we need are people
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who experience their faith
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and we as a community have to help them to do that.
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To experience seeing
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God in the moment. To experience
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salvation in a community. To experience
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acceptance and love of more
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and more and more people.
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I think
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the less hearsay we can do
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and the more faith we can truly
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witness and share,
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the larger the church gets
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and more importantly,
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the more connected to Christ.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of authentic, experiential faith over passive, inherited belief. He challenges the negative portrayal of “Doubting Thomas,” suggesting instead that Thomas represents a model for genuine discipleship—one that seeks personal encounter with Christ rather than relying solely on secondhand testimony. Father Pat critiques the ways in which many Christians, particularly Catholics, have come to rely on rote tradition and inherited identity, rather than personal experience and active engagement with a faith community. Through humor, historical insight, and pastoral reflection, he encourages believers to move from being “hearsay witnesses” to true witnesses of the living Christ, shaped by relationship, community, and lived experience.
In a deeper analysis of the homily, Father Pat begins with a reframing of the popular narrative surrounding Thomas the Apostle. Rather than condemning Thomas for his doubt, he portrays him as someone who had the courage to demand a personal encounter with Jesus—an act of integrity rather than weakness. Father Pat suggests that labeling Thomas as “doubting” is unfair, especially when we overlook the failures of other apostles, such as Peter’s denial or the ambition of James and John. Thomas, in fact, becomes the model of a true witness: not content to believe on the basis of others’ claims, he seeks truth through direct experience, and when he receives it, he makes the most profound confession of faith in the Gospel: “My Lord and my God.”
This contrast between hearsay and witness becomes the central metaphor for Father Pat’s critique of contemporary Christian practice. He argues that many believers simply inherit their faith through family or culture without ever deeply engaging in the transformative relationship that faith is meant to foster. Faith, in this context, is sustained by inertia, not by conviction or encounter. He likens this to national or cultural identity—many people are “proud to be American,” but that pride is often unearned, based on birthplace rather than achievement. Similarly, many Catholics claim their faith as a badge of honor without ever having chosen it intentionally or experienced its life-changing power.
Father Pat also challenges the Church’s tendency to emphasize doctrinal knowledge over relational faith. Reciting creeds and catechism definitions without understanding or experience, he suggests, turns believers into parrots of religious hearsay. Instead, he calls for a faith that is rooted in real-life encounters with grace, community, and the presence of God in the ordinary. He questions the effectiveness of a sacramental theology that is not embodied in community life, arguing that the visible celebration of sacraments—like baptism—can draw people to faith not because of theological explanations, but because of the witness of a loving, vibrant, and inclusive community.
He also addresses how language and historical context shape the Gospel narratives. He points out the problematic phrase “for fear of the Jews” in John’s Gospel, noting how this reflects an early Christian tendency toward anti-Jewish sentiment, even though Jesus and all his disciples were themselves Jewish. This, he argues, is a warning about how easily religion can be co-opted by tribalism, exclusion, and self-righteousness. The danger lies not only in rewriting history but in using faith to create boundaries rather than bridges.
Father Pat extends this critique to the broader cultural and political context, noting how both science and religion are often subordinated to political identity. He observes that for many people, truth is not pursued through rigorous inquiry or spiritual discernment, but is inherited from political tribes. Just as people trust doctors or scientists based on reputation or political alignment rather than deep understanding, so too do many accept religious doctrines without personal reflection or lived experience. True faith, he contends, requires relationship, trust, and the hard work of seeking, questioning, and witnessing.
In the end, Father Pat calls the Church to be a community that fosters real encounters with Christ, especially through love, service, and inclusion. He shares a story of a couple who were drawn to faith not by doctrine, but by the warmth and authenticity of a parish community. Their conversion was relational, not intellectual. This, he suggests, is the Church at its best—a place where people can experience the presence of God through others and come to faith not out of obligation or tradition, but through the compelling witness of a living, breathing body of Christ.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to move from passive belief to active discipleship. Like Thomas, we are invited to ask questions, seek encounter, and proclaim Christ not because we’ve been told to, but because we have seen and experienced Him ourselves. The world does not need more Christians who recite doctrine—it needs more people who live out their faith in ways that are tangible, credible, and transformative....
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It just says After the first one he says and then he took him up Up where I? Can hear sister Loretta in in grace will say ah you're missing an object for that verb Okay, but he came up took you up somewhere, but there's a Luke Luke Rearranges it so that everything heads towards the temple Matthew rearranges it so that it's in the same order as some things that happen in the desert Because he's trying to make a different point But but Luke is always headed towards the temple Everything is spiritual, and they always have two of the three of them of the three temptations Start out with the phrase well if you are the Son of God It it's I think it's supposed to pull Jesus's strings Like he's he's really trying to see where the ego of Jesus is You know Jesus always tells people who he is and Never offers any proof. He's not there to make them believe something He's there to say who he is because it's who he is and he will not back away from the truth It's it's the difference between worrying about what everyone thinks about you Or being who you want to be in the world Jesus knows who he is and so that's what he does and all of the ego has to get taken out of the way so you know When you read it well if you're the Son of God do this well here He does everything but say why are you chicken? I mean, it's it's it's a taunting that that you might get you know from from a you know Four-year-old or a five-year-old when someone says well if you're really so smart tell me this If you're really not afraid that if you're really the Son of God you want to go devil needs to grow up It it's it's it's sort of taunting and where we wouldn't think that that's going to Affect Jesus the story is told because we will all fall for that sort of stuff all the time We we tend to use these types of techniques to talk ourselves out of being Christian and And I think I mentioned this on on Cash Wednesday that it would be the healthiest Lent we could have if We could look around the world and see the people who are in need See the people who are suffering see the people who are in you know in the most turmoil and for Lent Give up our excuses You know not our chocolate Not our chocolate not a dessert here that what happens when we give up our excuses When we get well, they shouldn't have gotten in trouble in the first place well I'm not going to give them money. They'll just spend it on drink not that I know that but it's a great excuse A lot and and what it is is I'm going to not respond to people and show you why I'm Christian to do it You know if if you're really Christian you would know that those people are beneath you. No, that's not really Christian and When he doesn't realize is when he says if you're the Son of God You'll do this and Jesus answers in many different ways, but his answer is always the same Actually if you're the Son of God you have no need to do that You know I think we always think that boy If the more power someone has in our world this all you know the more power people get the crazier they become I Need they just go great they love power And you know they always say Oh power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely not true power corrupts Absolute power does not see what we see in humans is power coupled with enormous amounts of insecurity That's when power corrupts God if we really believe absolute power corrupts, then God would be absolutely corrupt And we don't believe that why do you God is not insecure? God is not you know. It's it's when I have power, and I'm always afraid that The bigger bully is going to show up tomorrow I'm protecting myself against. I don't know go absolute power doesn't protect itself doesn't need to Absolute power knows what's going to happen in 500 years after you and I have already passed from this life under into the next one Absolute power can't panic I Always think that that's that's my vision sometimes when I and I and I will I will confess I like many people keep saying About everything that I can think of sometimes my own life other people's lives global politics I want to say how long Oh Lord how long? When is God gonna step in and fix the world the way Patrick Dolan thinks he should? Amazing he hasn't tapped into this yet. Oh You know there's that but there's that idea That why is it God because God? God can do everything but enter into our panic And that's that's hard for us It's hard for me to know that I could be going through something in the next year. That's going to be horrifically damaging And I might not survive But if we're believing in eternity After I pass away Healing can still happen and God sees where I'm going to be in a thousand years And if you see where someone's going to be in a thousand years you do become like the parent who has a Nine nine month to a year old taking their first steps, and they fall and they scrape their need badly There is red juice coming out Now Anyone who's seen a child go through that knows from the child's perspective the world has just ended And Even if you're compassionate you're not panicked over a scraped knee and God love you if the child gets a sense that you're not taking it seriously And You can take it seriously, but you cannot enter into the level of the panic that the child has you just can't Because you know that by Wednesday. They'll have forgotten it Probably because they bump their head on the table, but they'll have forgot They're on to the next adventure. I Think we forget that God sees our future adventures So we want God to panic instead of Being invited into the solution instead of I think sometimes we think our job as Christians is to pray until God takes care of things Instead of our job is to pray until we figure out how to take care of things The opening prayer For Ash Wednesday the opening prayer for the season of Lent Has a little surprise in it that I think we never notice Because if I ask the average Catholic to describe, you know It's different during Lent well be fast We give up things and we pray more when I go to more church when I go to Stations of the Cross By the way Stations of the Cross Fridays 615 I think the wires doing it this week so but but It's it's this sense that what do we do for Lent we pray more and we and we fast we sometimes forget the almsgiving and What's interesting about that opening prayer is it reprioritizes everything the point of Lent is the charity It what the prayer says is today as we begin this campaign Not a prayer not a fasting as we begin this campaign of Christian service May we be armed with the tools of self-restraint and prayer But those are just the tools those are not the ends those are the means they are to move us into Christian service What happens when I give up whatever excuse I used to look the other way with someone else three-corner What happens when I give up an excuse for Lent? That's why I'm not helping or why I'm I decided I decided my job is to pray and God's job is to help Because you know, that's what Jesus said Jesus said remember go out and tell God to feed the boar It's our job all of the prayer and the fasting is to move us to be a people who will go out in this campaign of Christian service service to the world not just to other Christians But it's service to the world and and you know Certainly, we know that prayer can put us in the right mindset. So can fasting. I Kind of constructed a prayer that I kept for several weeks now a couple of weeks ago Several weeks now about people who are homeless and displaced and all about people who are going through things you and I cannot Imagine and they cannot escape This is this is the only thing fasting should really do for us is to create Just enough suffering for us to go You know, there's a lot of people in the world that have no choice but to live with this all the time I do it by choice, you know, you talk about privilege Privilege is when we fast. Oh, that's an interesting spiritual exercise While others did that way every day because they have no choice That's that's a different life And and so let calls us into the experience of the poor so that we're less likely to say no Into the experience of people who don't have freedom so that we will not say no to their suffering every group that suffers Lent calls us to kind of put on those shoes and walk that mile until we're a little less able to look the other way What are the tools we have that allow us to look the other way and still feel righteous You're one of the Christian excuses we can use to say well, I'm not gonna help those people They're not Christian Or they're Christian, but they're not Catholic or they're Christian and they're Catholic, but they don't pray the right way They don't kneel at rhyme on You know, he say they didn't make this ritual. We can always cut down the group to who we for slot Jesus says what happens when we start giving up the excuses And and men what Jesus says today is yes through each one of these each one of these is a great excuse You know Feed yourself. Don't worry about everyone else Have power over others don't worry about anything else You know worship the center of human power rather than divine power And you can always tell the difference We should want power in the world God's power not ours and the difference is always and I always love to just put it this Way power over any money is human. Even God has no power over us He could he just doesn't choose power over if God had with God chose power over you there would be no sin There would be no free will he would just control you Yeah God has God chooses power under power under can only lift That's the power we're supposed to exercise if you want to feel powerful in the world lift someone up Humanity too often feels powerful when they're pushing others down I'm gonna teach those people a lesson That's not the power of God. It has nothing to do with God We're going to lift people up. That's the power and we have to figure out this lead what stops us from Exercising that power when we can And I look at all those sag lunches back there, and I think you know it's amazing We actually have the cure for hunger As soon as we care enough to give out the message And so God says today, what's what's your obstacle? What's in your way? What's your excuse? 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That's going to be horrifically damaging", "tokens": [51424, 467, 311, 1152, 337, 385, 281, 458, 300, 286, 727, 312, 516, 807, 746, 294, 264, 958, 1064, 13, 663, 311, 516, 281, 312, 17582, 4278, 25342, 51748], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.3723785877227783, "compression_ratio": 1.6103286743164062, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003510407404974103}, {"id": 96, "seek": 45168, "start": 479.3599853515625, "end": 481.3599853515625, "text": " And I might not survive", "tokens": [51748, 400, 286, 1062, 406, 7867, 51848], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.3723785877227783, "compression_ratio": 1.6103286743164062, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003510407404974103}, {"id": 97, "seek": 48168, "start": 482.67999267578125, "end": 485.0799865722656, "text": " But if we're believing in eternity", "tokens": [50414, 583, 498, 321, 434, 16594, 294, 27162, 50534], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.34080666303634644, "compression_ratio": 1.6727272272109985, "no_speech_prob": 0.0001582713593961671}, {"id": 98, 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you and with your spirit for reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke
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Filled with the Holy Spirit Jesus returned from the Jordan and was led by the Spirit into the desert for 40 days
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to be tempted by the devil
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He ate nothing during those days and when they were over he was hungry
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The devil said to him if you are the Son of God command this stone to become red
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Jesus answered him it is written one does not live on bread alone
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Then he took him up and showed him all the kingdoms of the world at a single instant
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The devil said to him I shall give to you all this power and glory for it has been handed over to me
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And I may give it to whomever I wish
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All this will be yours if you worship me
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Jesus said to him in reply
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It is written you shall worship the Lord your God and him alone shall you serve
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Then he led him to Jerusalem made him stand on the parapet of a hample and said to him if you are the Son of God
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Throw yourself down from here for it is written
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He will command his angels concerning you to guard you and with their hands
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They will support you lest you dash your foot against a stone
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Jesus said to him in reply it also says you shall not put the Lord your God to the test
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When the devil had finished every temptation he departed from him for a time
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The gospel of the Lord is to you Lord Jesus Christ
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The
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telling of this
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story is is that
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It is very different in Matthew's gospel and in Luke's
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in Matthew's
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the first temptation is roughly the same then the second temptation is at the temple and
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And then the third temptation is back on on it says the high mountain
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Which we have to assume is what Luke is talking about the second one. It just says
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After the first one he says and then he took him up
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Up where I?
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Can hear sister Loretta in in grace will say ah you're missing an object for that verb
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Okay, but he came up took you up somewhere, but there's a Luke Luke
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Rearranges it so that everything heads towards the temple
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Matthew rearranges it so that it's in the same order as some things that happen in the desert
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Because he's trying to make a different point
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But but Luke is always headed towards the temple
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Everything is spiritual, and they always have two of the three of them of the three temptations
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Start out with the phrase well if you are the Son of God
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It it's I think it's supposed to pull Jesus's strings
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Like he's he's really trying to see where the ego of Jesus is
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You know
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Jesus
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always tells people who he is and
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Never offers any proof. He's not there to make them believe something
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He's there to say who he is because it's who he is and he will not back away from the truth
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It's it's the difference between worrying about what everyone thinks about you
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Or being who you want to be in the world
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Jesus knows who he is and so that's what he does and all of the ego has to get taken out of the way
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so you know
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When you read it well if you're the Son of God do this well here
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He does everything but say why are you chicken?
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I mean, it's it's it's a taunting that that you might get you know from from a you know
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Four-year-old or a five-year-old when someone says well if you're really so smart tell me this
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If you're really not afraid that if you're really the Son of God you want to go devil needs to grow up
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It it's it's it's sort of taunting and where we wouldn't think that that's going to
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Affect Jesus the story is told because we will all fall for that sort of stuff all the time
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We we tend to use these types of techniques to talk ourselves out of being Christian and
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And I think I mentioned this on on
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Cash Wednesday that it would be the healthiest Lent we could have if
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We could look around the world and see the people who are in need
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See the people who are suffering see the people who are in you know in the most turmoil and for Lent
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Give up our excuses
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You know not our chocolate
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Not our chocolate not a dessert here that what happens when we give up our excuses
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When we get well, they shouldn't have gotten in trouble in the first place well
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I'm not going to give them money. They'll just spend it on drink not that I know that but it's a great excuse
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A lot and and what it is is I'm going to not respond to people and show you why I'm Christian to do it
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You know if if you're really Christian you would know that those people are beneath you. No, that's not really Christian and
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When he doesn't realize is when he says if you're the Son of God
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You'll do this and Jesus answers in many different ways, but his answer is always the same
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Actually if you're the Son of God you have no need to do that
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You know I think we always think that boy
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If the more power someone has in our world this all you know the more power people get the crazier they become I
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Need they just go great they love power
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And you know they always say Oh power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely not true power corrupts
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Absolute power does not see what we see in humans is power
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coupled with
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enormous amounts of insecurity
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That's when power corrupts
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God if we really believe absolute power corrupts, then God would be absolutely corrupt
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And we don't believe that why do you God is not insecure?
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God is not you know. It's it's when I have power, and I'm always afraid that
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The bigger bully is going to show up tomorrow
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I'm protecting myself against. I don't know go absolute power doesn't protect itself doesn't need to
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Absolute power knows what's going to happen in 500 years after you and I have already passed from this life under into the next one
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Absolute power can't panic I
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Always think that that's that's my vision
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sometimes when I and I and I will I will confess I like many people keep saying
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About everything that I can think of sometimes my own life other people's lives global politics
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I want to say how long Oh Lord how long?
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When is God gonna step in and fix the world the way Patrick Dolan thinks he should?
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Amazing he hasn't tapped into this yet. Oh
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You know there's that but there's that idea
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That why is it God because God?
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God can do everything but enter into our panic
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And that's that's hard for us
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It's hard for me to know that I could be going through something in the next year. That's going to be horrifically damaging
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And I might not survive
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But if we're believing in eternity
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After I pass away
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Healing can still happen and God sees where I'm going to be in a thousand years
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And if you see where someone's going to be in a thousand years you do become like the parent
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who has a
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Nine nine month to a year old taking their first steps, and they fall and they scrape their need badly
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There is red juice coming out
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Now
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Anyone who's seen a child go through that knows from the child's perspective the world has just ended
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And
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Even if you're compassionate you're not panicked over a scraped knee and
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God love you if the child gets a sense that you're not taking it seriously
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And
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You can take it seriously, but you cannot enter into the level of the panic that the child has you just can't
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Because you know that by Wednesday. They'll have forgotten it
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Probably because they bump their head on the table, but they'll have forgot
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They're on to the next adventure. I
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Think we forget that God sees our future adventures
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So we want God to panic
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instead of
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Being invited into the solution instead of I think sometimes we think our job as Christians is
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to pray
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until God takes care of things
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Instead of our job is to pray until we figure out how to take care of things
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The opening prayer
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For Ash Wednesday the opening prayer for the season of Lent
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Has a little surprise in it that I think we never notice
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Because if I ask the average Catholic to describe, you know
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It's different during Lent well be fast
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We give up things and we pray more when I go to more church when I go to Stations of the Cross
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By the way Stations of the Cross Fridays 615 I think the wires doing it this week so
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but but
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It's it's this sense that what do we do for Lent we pray more and we and we fast
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we sometimes forget the almsgiving and
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What's interesting about that opening prayer is it reprioritizes everything the point of Lent is the charity
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It what the prayer says is today as we begin this campaign
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Not a prayer not a fasting as we begin this campaign of Christian service
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May we be armed with the tools of self-restraint and prayer
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But those are just the tools those are not the ends those are the means they are to move us into Christian service
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What happens when I give up whatever excuse I used to look the other way with someone else three-corner
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What happens when I give up an excuse for Lent?
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That's why I'm not helping or why I'm I decided I decided my job is to pray and God's job is to help
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Because you know, that's what Jesus said
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Jesus said remember go out and tell God to feed the boar
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It's our job all of the prayer and the fasting is to move us to be a people who will go out in this
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campaign of Christian service service to the world not just to other Christians
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But it's service to the world and and you know
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Certainly, we know that prayer can put us in the right mindset. So can fasting. I
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Kind of constructed a prayer that I kept for several weeks now a couple of weeks ago
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Several weeks now about people who are homeless and displaced and all about people who are going through things you and I cannot
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Imagine and they cannot escape
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This is this is the only thing fasting should really do for us is
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to create
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Just enough suffering for us to go
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You know, there's a lot of people in the world that have no choice but to live with this all the time
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I do it by choice, you know, you talk about privilege
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Privilege is when we fast. Oh, that's an interesting spiritual exercise
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While others did that way every day because they have no choice
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That's that's a different life
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And and so let calls us into the experience of the poor so that we're less likely to say no
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Into the experience of people who don't have freedom so that we will not say no to their suffering
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every group that suffers
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Lent calls us to kind of put on those shoes and walk that mile until we're a little less able to look the other way
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What are the tools we have that allow us to look the other way and still feel righteous
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You're one of the Christian excuses we can use to say well, I'm not gonna help those people
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They're not Christian
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Or they're Christian, but they're not Catholic or they're Christian and they're Catholic, but they don't pray the right way
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They don't kneel at rhyme on
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You know, he say they didn't make this ritual. We can always cut down the group to who we for slot
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Jesus says what happens when we start giving up the excuses
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And and men what Jesus says today is yes through each one of these each one of these is a great excuse
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You know
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Feed yourself. Don't worry about everyone else
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Have power over others don't worry about anything else
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You know worship the center of human power rather than divine power
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And you can always tell the difference
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We should want power in the world God's power not ours and the difference is always and I always love to just put it this
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Way power over any money is human. Even God has no power over us
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He could he just doesn't choose power over if God had with God chose power over you there would be no sin
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There would be no free will he would just control you
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Yeah
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God has God chooses power under power under can only lift
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That's the power we're supposed to exercise if you want to feel powerful in the world lift someone up
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Humanity too often feels powerful when they're pushing others down
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I'm gonna teach those people a lesson
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That's not the power of God. It has nothing to do with God
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We're going to lift people up. That's the power and we have to figure out this lead what stops us from
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Exercising that power when we can
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And I look at all those sag lunches back there, and I think you know it's amazing
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We actually have the cure for hunger
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As soon as we care enough to give out the message
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And so God says today, what's what's your obstacle? What's in your way? What's your excuse?
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Keep the chocolate
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Give up the excuses for let and watch the kingdom of God grow among us
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Fr. Pat’s message centers on the theme of spiritua Fr. Pat’s message centers on the theme of spiritual integrity, humility, and the call to authentic Christian service during Lent. Reflecting on the Gospel account of Jesus’ temptations in the desert, Fr. Pat highlights how Jesus, grounded in truth and free from ego, resists the devil’s provocations not by displays of power but by fidelity to God’s word and purpose. He challenges the listener to approach Lent not as a season of superficial sacrifice but as a transformative campaign of service to others. Fr. Pat urges believers to give up not chocolate or dessert, but their excuses—those inner defenses that prevent them from truly loving and serving the suffering and marginalized. He invites the faithful to adopt a mindset rooted in God’s power, which is not oppressive but lifting, not rooted in fear or control, but in love and eternal perspective.
Fr. Pat begins by exploring the narrative of Jesus’ temptation from Luke’s Gospel, noting how Luke arranges the temptations to culminate at the temple, emphasizing the spiritual trajectory of Jesus’ mission. Unlike Matthew, who frames the sequence to reflect the desert journey, Luke’s version is temple-oriented, underscoring that Jesus’ path is ultimately directed toward sacred service and sacrifice. Fr. Pat emphasizes that in each temptation, particularly those beginning with “If you are the Son of God,” the devil isn't merely testing Jesus’ divinity but attempting to provoke ego-driven responses. The devil’s taunts aim to challenge Jesus' identity, suggesting that if He truly is who He claims to be, He must prove it with displays of power. However, Jesus responds not with demonstrations of might, but with fidelity to Scripture and divine purpose, showing that genuine divinity does not need to be proven—it simply is.
This, Fr. Pat says, is crucial for us to understand. Jesus never performs miracles to prove His identity. He acts out of truth, not insecurity. In contrast, humans often fall prey to ego, insecurity, and the need for validation. Fr. Pat draws a parallel to our own spiritual lives: we often fall for similar temptations—not always to sin directly, but to justify inaction, to excuse ourselves from loving service, or to assert power over others instead of lifting them up. He critiques how we use religious or moralistic excuses to avoid helping those in need—saying things like, "They’ll spend the money on alcohol," or "They brought this upon themselves." These are the very excuses Lent calls us to abandon.
Fr. Pat powerfully reframes the purpose of Lent. The fasting and prayer we often associate with the season are not ends in themselves; they are tools—means to move us into acts of charity and selfless service. He references the Ash Wednesday opening prayer, which speaks of a “campaign of Christian service,” underscoring that the heart of Lent is not personal piety, but communal compassion. The question, he suggests, is not what we are giving up, but what we are giving to—and whom we are lifting up.
His message critiques the misuse of spiritual disciplines that do not lead to transformation. Fasting, he says, should not be a spiritual exercise in self-discipline alone, but a means to develop empathy for the poor and displaced—those who experience hunger not by choice, but by circumstance. When we feel hunger during a fast, we are given a window into the suffering of others. That shared experience, even briefly, should move us toward action.
Fr. Pat also offers a profound meditation on divine power. He refutes the often-cited phrase, “absolute power corrupts absolutely,” by asserting that true power, as seen in God, is not corrupt because it is not rooted in insecurity. Human power becomes corrupt when coupled with fear and the need to control. God’s power is secure, eternal, and never panicked. God does not respond to our crises with anxiety because He sees the full picture—even the redemptive future that we cannot yet see. This divine patience and calm amid our desperation is likened to a parent watching a child scrape their knee: the pain is real, but the parent, knowing healing will come, does not panic. God’s eternal perspective reassures us that our suffering is not the end of the story.
He challenges Christians not to wait for God to "fix" the world, but to realize that our prayers should lead to our own transformation and engagement. We are not bystanders pleading for God to act; we are participants being formed to act as God’s instruments. Jesus did not command us to tell God to feed the poor—He told us to feed them.
Fr. Pat concludes with a call to action rooted in the theology of "power under"—the divine power that serves, lifts, and heals. God does not dominate; He elevates. That is the kind of power Christians are called to imitate. Lent is a time to examine what prevents us from living this out—what excuses, fears, or ego-driven tendencies keep us from lifting others. By giving up those excuses, we clear the way for the kingdom of God to grow among us. Ultimately, Lent is not about self-denial for its own sake, but about creating space—within and around us—for divine love to act through us....
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Peter said to him, You will never wash my feet. Jesus answered him, Unless I wash you, you will have no inheritance with me. Simon Peter said to him, Master, then not only my feet, but my hands and my head as well. Jesus said to him, Whoever has bathed has no need except to have his feet washed, for he is clean all over. So you are clean, but not all. For he knew who would betray him. For this reason, he said, not all of you are clean. So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on and reclined at table again, he said to them, Do you realize what I have done for you? You call me teacher and master and write me so, for I am. If I therefore, the master and teacher, have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another's feet. I have given you a model to follow, so that as I have done for you, you should also do for me. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I think there's a line in the middle of the Gospel, well, or the portion of the Gospel, that every reader adds their own inflection to and it can come to some very different ideas. When Jesus says, Do you realize what I have done for you? What is he, you know, he's not asking, you know, are they dense? Because, you know, if I walk out and I wash your feet, and I say, Do you realize what I have done for you? Yes, I have washed my feet. Now, he's not suggesting, even though he says, If I don't wash you, you are not saved, if you can't do this. This is not a baptism ritual. No one is saved through the washing of the feet. It's nothing like that. And it's not even the moment of service, because people had been washing people's feet in the desert for years. What he's done for them, and that's why he says, Look at the model. What he's done is he's turned the world on its head. Because, as the master, they should be serving him. And he says this over and over again in the gospel. That those of you who would be greatest among you will serve the others. He's trying to turn a model of humanity on its head. That we tend to think, Well, you know, if I'm important enough. And he wants to say, Importance is of no importance. But they've been like, What? We walk through life looking for status. Looking for, you know, who are more important than. Who should serve me? I've often said, you know, since, You live a life where if you eat out a lot, you might get a sense that when you come to the eternal banquet, the banquet of God, surely you'll be seated and others will serve. But I don't think that's a great image of the banquet. I think the image of the banquet is when we all enjoy our turn serving as much as our turn sitting at table. I don't know if we can get it out of our human consciousness. I think this is why Jesus says, Can you realize what I'm saying? How much of our life do we worry about who's more important and who's less important? And, you know, some people probably get upset with me over this. I'm not real big on titles. And some people do not refer to me as father and other people get very upset over it. Which do you prefer? Father Dolan? Father Pat? Father Patrick? Patrick? Pat? I don't notice. I don't notice. I just don't notice. And, you know, people will come up to me and say, I'm so sorry for what I did the other day. I'm like, Huh? Do you ever have people come up and say, I'm sorry. I hope I wasn't harsh the other day. I mean, I kind of want to say if you're being harsh, you need to be a little more dramatic about it. No one's catching it. And what it means not to wonder, we even look at people now, how many books are written, possibly not read, but written on the topic of people in relationships. The power dynamics. Power dynamics, I have no doubt, power dynamics are the harb of every divorce in America. Power dynamics. I love that in the marriage, I love when the marriage ritual says, love, honor, and obey if they both say it. What do you do now? You know, when there is a mutual submission, there's a mutual giving of oneself. Jesus says, you see what I just did? I'm the rabbi. I'm the teacher. This is unheard of. And I've done it and I'm not doing it to say, see how great I am at this Messiah thing. He's doing it to try to get them. And he's already seen the inklings of it in the disciples. He's already seen, as I've said to you before, John and James coming to him and saying, can one of us sit at your right and your left? Now remember the inner circle. In all of the inner circle moments, the transfiguration, all these moments where there's only a few of them, the few are always Peter, John, and James. Peter, John, and James. Once Peter starts getting singled out, only God could have revealed this to Peter. Once Peter is starting to be seen as a little bit of the leader, James and John go to him and say, can one of us sit at your right and one of us sit at your left? They're saying, bump Peter. Power dynamics. And Jesus says, I am the leader and I'm making myself the servant. So much has been written about servant leadership. David Dedevan, one of the most brilliant, he was a Jesuit out of Boston, spiritual director in Rome, and just a brilliant man, he used to say, he said, you know, there has been so much written about what they call servant leadership. Servant leadership, servant leadership. He said, none of it's been read, but there has been so much written, and it goes largely ignored. Leadership is who's in charge, who gets to tell who what to do, who gets to be, you know, who gets to be the voice in the room. No one can imagine saying, oh yes, I've worked my way to the top in this firm and now I'm everyone's assistant. We don't think that way. When Jesus says, do you realize what I've just done? No, they don't. 2,000 years later, no, we don't. Even if I can articulate it, I can't get my mind around it. I can't figure out what it would look like, how it would feel. I mean, don't get me wrong, there are days as a pastor I'm sure no one's listening, but that's different. I did it on purpose. You know, this idea of what it means to be a servant to people and find our greatness in that. I think importance is the wrong word, and greatness is probably, probably isn't helpful if I'm trying, if I'm trying to create a great ministry, that's different than trying to be great, because we usually mean great in the esteem of others. And so we get this evening where we're going to have the institution of the Eucharist, the source and summit of our life in the church, and it's connected to the washing of the feet. Because we're so, you know, everything gets, that first reading shows us what happens when we can overly tactical with spiritual ideas. Now, if there's more than six of you, then take a lamb and cut it in half and you can share it with the neighbor, and the neighbor on the right, don't do the labor over on this side. You know, rather than what it means to worship God. And we do the same thing in liturgy. No one really notices if something is beautiful or helpful. It's just always, did they hold their hand to the right ankle? Right and wrong are very bad ideas in the liturgy. Is it meaningful? Is it moving us? And does it move us to the washing of the feet? In other words, does our prayer move us to do something in the world? I've always pictured in a parish that the walls of a parish are a mirror. And if we're doing it correctly, what we do in here must be reflected out there. And we have to, tonight really celebrates that mirror, that sort of membrane in between prayer and action and how we get them to work together. Because without prayer, action just gets kind of frenetic without meaning. And without prayer, I mean without action, prayer becomes navel-gazing. It's just, I talk to God in my head. He sounds a lot like me. I've told you before, it's my litmus test. My litmus test in any dialogue with God is I am certain it is God and not me. If he will use a word I don't know. If you have prayer and have to go look up a word, now you're talking to God. Or more importantly, now God is talking to you. You know, this idea of it becomes this internal, I love my faith because inside my head I can control what I think of God. Connected to action and your prayer gets deeper. Why? Because I can interpret Scripture any way I want. I can interpret a prayer any way I want. I can choose this prayer but not that prayer in my life. Some people have a charismatic prayer life and others have a Marian devotion. Others can wed those two. But I find when I'm doing service in the world, I am confronted by people who are images of God that I can't control. That's what every person in the world is in our spirituality. There are people in their own right, but in your spirituality, every person in the world is an image of God beyond your control. The things in our head, we shape them without knowing. Anyone in a relationship knows, the other person does not shape quite so easily. It doesn't work that way. And so we ask God to help us to live in that sort of moment in between prayer and action. That moment that is transitional for us, where what we're doing inwardly is moving us out in the world. And what we're doing out in the world brings to light the things that come to us in prayer. That the Eucharist is echoed in service. And I've always thought it would be a healthier church. It's not that the church isn't good, the church isn't sufficient, but I would find it would be healthier if more Catholics thought, rather than ever thinking, I did something this week that I think is bad, so I can't come to communion. Wouldn't the healthier thought be, if I was being honest, I'm not going to do anything with that grace this week. Maybe then I don't go to communion. I don't just hoard grace for my cabinet. I'm not doing anything in the week. I don't tend to help the sick person. That the Eucharist is empowerment for the next week, not reward for last Wednesday. But empowerment for the week ahead. And when we receive Eucharist, I think, and I've mentioned this to you before, but the real procession of Eucharist is not when you come up the aisle tonight. When you come up the aisle tonight, that is not the Eucharistic procession. When you receive the Eucharist and walk back to your seat, that's the procession. Because what's happening is Jesus is consecrated upon the altar, the bread is consecrated, and it's the procession from the altar out into the people. So when you take the bread within you, we take the body of Christ or the blood of Christ, and walk out, you're diffusing that grace into the world. That's the procession. And while people approach often thinking, you know, I want to be worthy, we should walk away from the procession thinking, what will I do with this grace? And I don't think that's usually what we think. We think, what a special moment. We think, I love this moment when I can just be quiet with God. We think, why is that baby crying? This is my special moment. But what we don't think is, now what will I do with this grace? Because I don't think we're always aware of the grace. We use a big fancy word, sacrament, forget grace. 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Father Dolan? Father Pat?", "tokens": [50664, 3013, 360, 291, 4382, 30, 7085, 18786, 282, 30, 7085, 4379, 30, 50864], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 81, "seek": 32500, "start": 335.0, "end": 338.0, "text": " Father Patrick? Patrick? Pat? I don't notice.", "tokens": [50864, 7085, 13980, 30, 13980, 30, 4379, 30, 286, 500, 380, 3449, 13, 51014], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 82, "seek": 32500, "start": 338.0, "end": 341.0, "text": " I don't notice. I just don't notice.", "tokens": [51014, 286, 500, 380, 3449, 13, 286, 445, 500, 380, 3449, 13, 51164], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 83, "seek": 32500, "start": 341.0, "end": 343.0, "text": " And, you know, people will come up to me and say,", "tokens": [51164, 400, 11, 291, 458, 11, 561, 486, 808, 493, 281, 385, 293, 584, 11, 51264], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 84, "seek": 32500, "start": 343.0, "end": 348.0, "text": " I'm so sorry for what I did the other day. I'm like, Huh?", "tokens": [51264, 286, 478, 370, 2597, 337, 437, 286, 630, 264, 661, 786, 13, 286, 478, 411, 11, 8063, 30, 51514], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 85, "seek": 32500, "start": 348.0, "end": 350.0, "text": " Do you ever have people come up and say, I'm sorry.", "tokens": [51514, 1144, 291, 1562, 362, 561, 808, 493, 293, 584, 11, 286, 478, 2597, 13, 51614], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 86, "seek": 32500, "start": 350.0, "end": 353.0, "text": " I hope I wasn't harsh the other day.", "tokens": [51614, 286, 1454, 286, 2067, 380, 14897, 264, 661, 786, 13, 51764], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 87, "seek": 35300, "start": 353.0, "end": 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I'm the teacher.", "tokens": [50664, 286, 478, 264, 14085, 5614, 13, 286, 478, 264, 5027, 13, 50764], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.17969228327274323, "compression_ratio": 1.532663345336914, "no_speech_prob": 0.04738598316907883}, {"id": 104, "seek": 40800, "start": 416.0, "end": 419.0, "text": " This is unheard of.", "tokens": [50764, 639, 307, 517, 42915, 295, 13, 50914], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.17969228327274323, "compression_ratio": 1.532663345336914, "no_speech_prob": 0.04738598316907883}, {"id": 105, "seek": 40800, "start": 419.0, "end": 423.0, "text": " And I've done it and I'm not doing it to say,", "tokens": [50914, 400, 286, 600, 1096, 309, 293, 286, 478, 406, 884, 309, 281, 584, 11, 51114], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.17969228327274323, "compression_ratio": 1.532663345336914, "no_speech_prob": 0.04738598316907883}, {"id": 106, "seek": 40800, "start": 423.0, "end": 428.0, "text": " see how great I am at this Messiah thing.", "tokens": [51114, 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Before the Feast of Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass from this world to the Father.
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He loved his own in the world and he loved them to the end.
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The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot, to hand him over.
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So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put everything into his power,
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and that he had come from God and was returning to God,
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he rose from supper and took off his outer garments.
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He took a towel and tied it around his waist.
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Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet
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and dry them with the towel around his waist.
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He came to Simon Peter, who said to him,
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Master, are you going to wash my feet?
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Jesus answered and said to him,
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What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will understand later.
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Peter said to him,
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You will never wash my feet.
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Jesus answered him,
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Unless I wash you, you will have no inheritance with me.
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Simon Peter said to him,
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Master, then not only my feet, but my hands and my head as well.
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Jesus said to him,
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Whoever has bathed has no need except to have his feet washed,
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for he is clean all over.
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So you are clean, but not all.
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For he knew who would betray him.
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For this reason, he said, not all of you are clean.
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So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on
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and reclined at table again, he said to them,
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Do you realize what I have done for you?
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You call me teacher and master and write me so, for I am.
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If I therefore, the master and teacher, have washed your feet,
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you ought to wash one another's feet.
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I have given you a model to follow,
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so that as I have done for you, you should also do for me.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I think there's a line in the middle of the Gospel,
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well, or the portion of the Gospel,
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that every reader adds their own inflection to
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and it can come to some very different ideas.
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When Jesus says, Do you realize what I have done for you?
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What is he, you know, he's not asking, you know, are they dense?
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Because, you know, if I walk out and I wash your feet,
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and I say, Do you realize what I have done for you?
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Yes, I have washed my feet.
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Now, he's not suggesting, even though he says,
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If I don't wash you, you are not saved, if you can't do this.
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This is not a baptism ritual.
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No one is saved through the washing of the feet.
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It's nothing like that.
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And it's not even the moment of service,
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because people had been washing people's feet in the desert for years.
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What he's done for them, and that's why he says,
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Look at the model.
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What he's done is he's turned the world on its head.
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Because, as the master, they should be serving him.
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And he says this over and over again in the gospel.
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That those of you who would be greatest among you will serve the others.
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He's trying to turn a model of humanity on its head.
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That we tend to think, Well, you know, if I'm important enough.
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And he wants to say, Importance is of no importance.
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But they've been like, What?
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We walk through life looking for status.
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Looking for, you know, who are more important than.
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Who should serve me?
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I've often said, you know, since,
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You live a life where if you eat out a lot,
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you might get a sense that when you come to the eternal banquet,
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the banquet of God, surely you'll be seated and others will serve.
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But I don't think that's a great image of the banquet.
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I think the image of the banquet is when we all enjoy our turn serving
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as much as our turn sitting at table.
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I don't know if we can get it out of our human consciousness.
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I think this is why Jesus says, Can you realize what I'm saying?
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How much of our life do we worry about who's more important and who's less important?
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And, you know, some people probably get upset with me over this.
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I'm not real big on titles.
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And some people do not refer to me as father and other people get very upset over it.
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Which do you prefer? Father Dolan? Father Pat?
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Father Patrick? Patrick? Pat? I don't notice.
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I don't notice. I just don't notice.
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And, you know, people will come up to me and say,
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I'm so sorry for what I did the other day. I'm like, Huh?
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Do you ever have people come up and say, I'm sorry.
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I hope I wasn't harsh the other day.
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I mean, I kind of want to say if you're being harsh,
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you need to be a little more dramatic about it.
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No one's catching it.
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And what it means not to wonder, we even look at people now,
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how many books are written, possibly not read,
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but written on the topic of people in relationships.
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The power dynamics.
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Power dynamics, I have no doubt,
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power dynamics are the harb of every divorce in America.
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Power dynamics.
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I love that in the marriage, I love when the marriage ritual says,
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love, honor, and obey if they both say it.
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What do you do now?
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You know, when there is a mutual submission,
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there's a mutual giving of oneself.
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Jesus says, you see what I just did?
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I'm the rabbi. I'm the teacher.
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This is unheard of.
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And I've done it and I'm not doing it to say,
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see how great I am at this Messiah thing.
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He's doing it to try to get them.
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And he's already seen the inklings of it in the disciples.
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He's already seen, as I've said to you before,
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John and James coming to him and saying,
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can one of us sit at your right and your left?
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Now remember the inner circle.
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In all of the inner circle moments, the transfiguration,
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all these moments where there's only a few of them,
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the few are always Peter, John, and James.
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Peter, John, and James.
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Once Peter starts getting singled out,
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only God could have revealed this to Peter.
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Once Peter is starting to be seen as a little bit of the leader,
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James and John go to him and say,
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can one of us sit at your right and one of us sit at your left?
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They're saying, bump Peter.
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Power dynamics.
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And Jesus says, I am the leader
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and I'm making myself the servant.
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So much has been written about servant leadership.
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David Dedevan, one of the most brilliant,
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he was a Jesuit out of Boston,
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spiritual director in Rome,
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and just a brilliant man, he used to say,
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he said, you know, there has been so much written
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about what they call servant leadership.
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Servant leadership, servant leadership.
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He said, none of it's been read,
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but there has been so much written,
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and it goes largely ignored.
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Leadership is who's in charge,
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who gets to tell who what to do,
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who gets to be, you know, who gets to be the voice in the room.
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No one can imagine saying, oh yes,
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I've worked my way to the top in this firm
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and now I'm everyone's assistant.
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We don't think that way.
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When Jesus says, do you realize what I've just done?
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No, they don't.
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2,000 years later, no, we don't.
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Even if I can articulate it, I can't get my mind around it.
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I can't figure out what it would look like,
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how it would feel.
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I mean, don't get me wrong,
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there are days as a pastor I'm sure no one's listening,
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but that's different.
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I did it on purpose.
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You know, this idea of what it means
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to be a servant to people
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and find our greatness in that.
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I think importance is the wrong word,
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and greatness is probably,
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probably isn't helpful if I'm trying,
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if I'm trying to create a great ministry,
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that's different than trying to be great,
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because we usually mean great in the esteem of others.
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And so we get this evening
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where we're going to have the institution of the Eucharist,
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the source and summit of our life in the church,
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and it's connected to the washing of the feet.
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Because we're so, you know, everything gets,
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that first reading shows us what happens
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when we can overly tactical with spiritual ideas.
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Now, if there's more than six of you,
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then take a lamb and cut it in half
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and you can share it with the neighbor,
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and the neighbor on the right,
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don't do the labor over on this side.
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You know, rather than what it means to worship God.
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And we do the same thing in liturgy.
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No one really notices if something is beautiful or helpful.
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It's just always, did they hold their hand to the right ankle?
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Right and wrong are very bad ideas in the liturgy.
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Is it meaningful? Is it moving us?
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And does it move us to the washing of the feet?
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In other words, does our prayer move us
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to do something in the world?
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I've always pictured in a parish
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that the walls of a parish are a mirror.
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And if we're doing it correctly,
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what we do in here must be reflected out there.
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And we have to, tonight really celebrates that mirror,
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that sort of membrane in between prayer and action
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and how we get them to work together.
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Because without prayer,
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action just gets kind of frenetic without meaning.
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And without prayer, I mean without action,
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prayer becomes navel-gazing.
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It's just, I talk to God in my head.
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He sounds a lot like me.
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I've told you before, it's my litmus test.
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My litmus test in any dialogue with God
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is I am certain it is God and not me.
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If he will use a word I don't know.
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If you have prayer and have to go look up a word,
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now you're talking to God.
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Or more importantly, now God is talking to you.
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You know, this idea of it becomes this internal,
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I love my faith because inside my head
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I can control what I think of God.
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Connected to action and your prayer gets deeper.
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Why? Because I can interpret Scripture any way I want.
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I can interpret a prayer any way I want.
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I can choose this prayer but not that prayer in my life.
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Some people have a charismatic prayer life
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and others have a Marian devotion.
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Others can wed those two.
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But I find when I'm doing service in the world,
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I am confronted by people who are images of God
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that I can't control.
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That's what every person in the world is in our spirituality.
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There are people in their own right,
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but in your spirituality, every person in the world
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is an image of God beyond your control.
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The things in our head, we shape them without knowing.
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Anyone in a relationship knows,
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the other person does not shape quite so easily.
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It doesn't work that way.
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And so we ask God to help us to live in that sort of moment
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in between prayer and action.
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That moment that is transitional for us,
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where what we're doing inwardly is moving us out in the world.
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And what we're doing out in the world
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brings to light the things that come to us in prayer.
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That the Eucharist is echoed in service.
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And I've always thought it would be a healthier church.
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It's not that the church isn't good,
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the church isn't sufficient,
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but I would find it would be healthier
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if more Catholics thought, rather than ever thinking,
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I did something this week that I think is bad,
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so I can't come to communion.
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Wouldn't the healthier thought be,
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if I was being honest,
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I'm not going to do anything with that grace this week.
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Maybe then I don't go to communion.
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I don't just hoard grace for my cabinet.
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I'm not doing anything in the week.
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I don't tend to help the sick person.
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That the Eucharist is empowerment for the next week,
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not reward for last Wednesday.
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But empowerment for the week ahead.
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And when we receive Eucharist, I think,
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and I've mentioned this to you before,
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but the real procession of Eucharist
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is not when you come up the aisle tonight.
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When you come up the aisle tonight,
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that is not the Eucharistic procession.
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When you receive the Eucharist and walk back to your seat,
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that's the procession.
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Because what's happening is Jesus is consecrated upon the altar,
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the bread is consecrated,
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and it's the procession from the altar out into the people.
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So when you take the bread within you,
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we take the body of Christ or the blood of Christ,
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and walk out, you're diffusing that grace into the world.
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That's the procession.
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And while people approach often thinking,
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you know, I want to be worthy,
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we should walk away from the procession thinking,
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what will I do with this grace?
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And I don't think that's usually what we think.
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We think, what a special moment.
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We think, I love this moment when I can just be quiet with God.
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We think, why is that baby crying?
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This is my special moment.
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But what we don't think is,
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now what will I do with this grace?
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Because I don't think we're always aware of the grace.
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We use a big fancy word, sacrament, forget grace.
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And so tonight as we receive the Eucharist on this night,
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when we really celebrate the Last Supper in a unique way,
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as we're walking back to our seats to take a moment to say,
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how will I conform,
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how will I transform this grace of Eucharist
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into the grace of ministry?
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How will we get from the sacrament perceived
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to the washing of feet and the true greatness of a disciple?
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of humility and service as modeled by Christ in the washing of the disciples' feet. He emphasizes that Jesus' act is not simply a gesture of hospitality or ritual cleansing, but an intentional reversal of societal hierarchies and power dynamics. In doing so, Jesus redefines greatness as a willingness to serve others, not to dominate them. Father Pat challenges us to internalize this radical model of servant leadership and to allow the Eucharist to propel us outward into the world in acts of love and service. He cautions against reducing liturgy to rules or personal piety, instead urging that worship must lead to action. The true Eucharistic procession, he says, is not the walk to receive communion, but the journey back into the world, carrying grace and becoming Christ’s presence through service.
Father Pat begins by drawing attention to Jesus’ question in the Gospel of John: “Do you realize what I have done for you?” This is not a rhetorical question seeking affirmation of a physical action—washing feet—but a profound challenge to understand the meaning behind it. Jesus, fully aware of his divine authority and status as Teacher and Lord, removes his outer garments and assumes the role of a servant. This inversion of roles is the heart of the message. In a society obsessed with power, status, and hierarchy, Jesus dismantles the idea that leadership is about being served, and instead proposes that true leadership is to serve.
Father Pat explores how this teaching directly confronts the human obsession with importance and recognition. He notes how we strive for status, even within religious contexts, and how we often miss the radical nature of Jesus’ actions. The act of foot washing is not about ritual purity or hospitality—it is a redefinition of what it means to be great. Greatness, in the Kingdom of God, is measured not by how many serve you, but by how many you serve. Jesus offers a model that is meant to be imitated. “As I have done for you, you should also do.” This model exposes and challenges the power dynamics not only in the disciples’ hearts (as seen in the jockeying for status among Peter, James, and John), but also in every human relationship—including marriages, ministries, and institutions.
He acknowledges how difficult it is for us to grasp this. Even if we can articulate it intellectually, emotionally and spiritually we struggle to live it. Father Pat uses the example of titles—even within the Church—as a reflection of how deeply entrenched we are in notions of status. Whether someone calls him “Father” or simply “Pat” doesn’t matter to him, but it reveals how uncomfortable others can be when the usual symbols of authority are set aside.
He connects this Gospel scene to the larger liturgical context of Holy Thursday and the institution of the Eucharist. The Eucharist, he insists, cannot be separated from service. The Last Supper is not merely the beginning of a liturgical rite—it is the embodiment of a way of life. Jesus not only gives us his Body and Blood, but he immediately demonstrates what receiving it should inspire: humble service to others. Father Pat criticizes a tendency in liturgical life to focus on correctness—right gestures, right words—while missing whether the liturgy actually moves us to love better, serve more, and act justly.
He also challenges the common approach to the Eucharist as a reward for good behavior, suggesting instead that the Eucharist should be seen as empowerment for mission and ministry in the week to come. It is not about worthiness as a static judgment of past deeds, but about readiness to act with grace. The real “Eucharistic procession,” he says, happens not when we walk up to receive the sacrament, but as we return to our seats and then go back into the world. We carry Christ out into the world, not to hoard grace, but to become its conduit.
Father Pat concludes by emphasizing that prayer and action must be united. Prayer without action becomes self-centered and stagnant, while action without prayer becomes chaotic and directionless. The Eucharist is the meeting point of these two dimensions: a holy encounter that must spill over into real-life service. The image of people as uncontrollable reflections of God is key—unlike our inner spiritual constructs, real people challenge us, stretch us, and draw us into a deeper, less comfortable but more authentic relationship with God. True spirituality, then, is not confined to the interior life, but finds its fullest expression in love, humility, and service to others....
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It's what we call the word is transmuted to Sunday in, well, in some of the United States, which kind of disclaims the word united. But in some of the states, at least with the church, it happened on Thursday because, and the reason, none of these dates are actual anniversaries of anything because we don't know the actual times they happen. But once you plug in one holiday, then you can do the others. So for us each year, Easter is kind of our North Star. And once we get Easter figured out, that Thursday is, you know, Pentecost is 50 days later. And this is done 10 days before, which would have landed it on Thursday. Some of the states have just said, yeah, but no one will come on Thursday. And people go, what an awful reason to change it. And actually, it's called a pastoral reason. So you can say, well, we're going to fight that and fight that and fight that until those people stop working on Thursdays. And in the meantime, an entire generation will never hear the Ascension readings. No, we know that none of these are actual anniversary dates. We had a tour guide when my last two that I did, but the last two that the parish did as well, of pilgrimages to the Holy Land. We had this amazing tour guide, Julie. And she used to always say, now you understand when we come here to the Church of the Resurrection or we come here to the church where they have the scourging of the pillar, these are not a sort of X marks the spot. You know, these are the places that have been traditionally associated with this. No one in the Gospels really had much interest in giving us geographic locations. That wasn't, in their mind, germane to the story. It wouldn't have mattered if it happened on the other side of town. But these are the places that become our tradition. And so Ascension for us is more than just the event, it is the tradition. Edward Skielbeck, one of the theologians out of Holland, it's very difficult to read because I don't know who translates from Dutch to English, but it's pretty stilted by the time you get it. But he used to always talk about the Ascension as a continuation in the body of Christ. The Ascension of Jesus will never be complete until every last member of the body has ascended. And where we think that's an interesting Ascension theology, it's really his theology of what it means to be a member of the body of Christ. That Jesus himself is not fully ascended until every one of us is. And it puts a responsibility on us to lift the other up. How different would faith look if we actually focused on lifting people up? And I'm not accusing our faith over any other. I mean, throughout, as a matter of fact, it's many of the grassroots level Christian churches in America that have become so harsh, and the fire and brimstone, that people literally go to church to be beat down, to be told what they're doing wrong. And we get that emotionally confused with a sense of holiness. I know I'm holy when I hate myself. It is not that uncommon. Because when I hate myself, I'm really in touch with how sinful I am. Somehow, joy and delight and what Jesus talks about, I come to bring you joy and bring you it fully. I've watched as some strains of Christianity will say, well, when they say joy, they mean a quiet joy. That's always my, we used to get that in my first seminary. And let me tell you, I'll talk a little trash about it, but it was the most wonderful seminary in the world. And all my formation happened there. In Rome, I got lots of academics, but these Benedictines in Missouri, they were the best. But their liturgy was very, very Middle Ages. And on Easter, every year, I just would wait for it. And I know it's not supposed to be the holy response, but I'd kind of giggle every year. The Alleluia, they were, and they loved this. It's this Alleluia that we resurrected from the eighth century, and it's got such history to it. And all of a sudden, as sun was rising, because you know, the liturgy started at 4 a.m. with all the readings, the vigil, and you'd hear, ♪ Allelu, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪ and about five minutes later, ♪ Yah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪ And I always used to get this picture of Peter and John and Mary coming out of the tomb going, he is risen. And it was, and I have no doubt that for me, this was a cultural shift. That sort of chant, it probably was never done that slow before music historians got a hold of it and told you the right way to do it. Because when you ever read books on chant and how chant should actually be done, chant is supposed to be just a hair under the tempo of spoken language. So even though you've probably never done it when you're at a parish that chants the Our Father, it should sound, ♪ Our Father who art in heaven, our Lord be thy name ♪ And I'll go, ♪ Our Father ♪ And you're like, oh, that elucidates the text. Chant done badly takes all the inflection out. And the idea of chant was to musically notate the natural rise and fall of a spoken text. So you kind of have to do it. But I always thought there's been a shift where someone has said, well, if we can rewrite joy until it looks like solemnity, that will be holy joy. And it doesn't mean that, you know, to be Christian, we walk around just hysterical all the time. But that we live life more fully. It's kind of an interesting piece of Ignatian spirituality. You know, Ignatian spirituality, as spirituality goes, not liturgy, anything else, as spirituality goes, it's probably the most comprehensive makeover that any religious order does. I mean, as far as, you know, if you're going into the Jesuits and you start into those Ignatian retreats, it is there to really restructure your spirituality. And anyone who doesn't know about it would say, well, that's a group that they're, you know, the more you can restructure and get them to go through the program, you know, there's gonna be a real sense of, we all have the same spirituality. And they all come out more radically different from one another than any other order. You know, and because what Ignatian spirituality does is it says, by the time you are done with this, your highs will be higher, your lows will be lower, who you are will be more evident in the world. It's going to be how we bring you to the surface, not how we put braces on your brains and get you all to look alike, but how we bring you to the surface. And so this very rigorous spiritual training actually creates wild individuals. Well, I shouldn't say wild because they come here very often and they'll get mad. But what I find is that many people think the holier we all are, the more alike we'll look. You know, people will just start walking through King Soopers with their hands, thumbs together, baby crossed here. You know, that holiness is about how much we can structure one another to look alike, as though, you know, there is one perfect image of humanity and we're all supposed to be the same. And the fascinating thing is when you look at the Jesus as the perfect image of humanity, he never preached that therefore we were all supposed to be him. There was one of those little, I can't remember what network does those little moment things where they say now that you know or something and they're little community service messages. And one of them, it was my favorite line, they were talking about people needing to be themselves and it said, be yourself, everyone else is taken. Everyone else is taken. And it doesn't mean that we can't respect our faith and we can't know where boundaries are and know where we're not going. As a matter of fact, when you know who you are, you know where your boundaries are a lot better. If we're fishing through the world trying to appear like other people, you will never understand where their boundaries come from. You can with yours. And so if our faith becomes something that lifts people up, then they will come here and be themselves. Or we will get more and more and more history of people saying, oh, you know, I'll have nothing to do with church. They don't like my friends, they don't like this, they don't like that, they beat up those people. This person's family will not talk to them because they're so religious. How many people stop talking to other people based on their religion? It was so funny this last year, people said, you know, this last year was so contentious with politics. People will always say, well, you know, I just can't believe that this is the first time in my life, there are family members that we just don't talk to each other since the election. And I always have one of two reactions, which is, well, religion's been doing that to family for years. And it really has. But the other thing is, if you aren't talking to a family member because of politics this year, there was more going on to begin with. I don't have a single, personal, close, fulfilling friendship that got trashed by politics. A lot of the people who have irritated me forever irritated me more. And it turns out, this is the shocking part, I irritate them more. And I do think when someone says, oh, this broke up the whole family. Yeah, we're not talking about a family that was there to begin with. We're talking about a family that was waiting for an issue so I didn't have to go to Thanksgiving. And so, if we become, if faith says, you know, we can't control politics. But what if faith becomes the place where this is who I am, you and I disagree, but ascension says we lift each other up. I've loved this image over the years, I've thrown it out several times, and that is, the world, politics, economics, all of that is, it is the managing of power over one another. Who has the power? Who gets to tell who what to do? You know, every relationship, when someone says, if you're gonna go into a relationship, you're gonna open yourself to being vulnerable, of what? Well, the other will have power over you, they can hurt you. We, as Christians, need to understand that every human interaction has power going on. But we don't have to use the same preposition. We can believe in God's power. I believe, truly, I believe God has power over nothing. Not because he couldn't, but because, clearly, through salvation history, he has shown us, again and again, that that is not God's way. God has power under everything. As physics will tell you, power under lifts, power over pushes down. We need to be people of power under. We need to be the people who say, we do have power with one another. I know that I can say something and hurt someone. That would be a power over, why do it? When you can, instead, say something and lift someone up, power under. Jesus comes to do nothing but show how God is willing to go to the lowest point of humanity, that passion and death, as low to lift people up. And in honor of that, too often, people of some faith run around knocking everyone down to honor Jesus lifting them up. That can't be our way. We are a people of power under. We are a people who lift one another up. We are a people who not just acknowledge the ascension, but work to be part of it. We've got 10 days until Pentecost. How many people can we lift up? How much of the kingdom of God can we reveal? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the conclusion of the Holy Gospel
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according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The eleven disciples went to Galilee,
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to the mountain to which Jesus had ordered them.
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When they saw him, they worshiped, but they doubted.
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Then Jesus approached and said to them,
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all power in heaven and on earth has been given to me.
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Go, therefore, and make disciples
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of all the nations, baptizing them
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in the name of the Father, and of the Son,
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and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all
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that I have commanded you.
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And behold, I am with you until the end of an age.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Feast of the Ascension, of course,
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belongs properly to this past Thursday.
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It's what we call the word is transmuted to Sunday in, well,
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in some of the United States, which kind of disclaims
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the word united.
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But in some of the states, at least with the church,
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it happened on Thursday because, and the reason,
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none of these dates are actual anniversaries of anything
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because we don't know the actual times they happen.
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But once you plug in one holiday,
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then you can do the others.
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So for us each year, Easter is kind of our North Star.
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And once we get Easter figured out, that Thursday is,
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you know, Pentecost is 50 days later.
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And this is done 10 days before, which would
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have landed it on Thursday.
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Some of the states have just said, yeah,
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but no one will come on Thursday.
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And people go, what an awful reason to change it.
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And actually, it's called a pastoral reason.
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So you can say, well, we're going
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to fight that and fight that and fight
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that until those people stop working on Thursdays.
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And in the meantime, an entire generation
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will never hear the Ascension readings.
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No, we know that none of these are actual anniversary dates.
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We had a tour guide when my last two that I did,
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but the last two that the parish did as well,
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of pilgrimages to the Holy Land.
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We had this amazing tour guide, Julie.
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And she used to always say, now you
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understand when we come here to the Church of the Resurrection
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or we come here to the church where they have
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the scourging of the pillar, these are not
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a sort of X marks the spot.
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You know, these are the places that have been traditionally
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associated with this.
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No one in the Gospels really had much interest in giving us
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geographic locations.
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That wasn't, in their mind, germane to the story.
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It wouldn't have mattered if it happened
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on the other side of town.
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But these are the places that become our tradition.
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And so Ascension for us is more than just the event,
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it is the tradition.
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Edward Skielbeck, one of the theologians out of Holland,
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it's very difficult to read because I
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don't know who translates from Dutch to English,
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but it's pretty stilted by the time you get it.
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But he used to always talk about the Ascension
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as a continuation in the body of Christ.
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The Ascension of Jesus will never
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be complete until every last member of the body
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has ascended.
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And where we think that's an interesting Ascension
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theology, it's really his theology
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of what it means to be a member of the body of Christ.
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That Jesus himself is not fully ascended
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until every one of us is.
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And it puts a responsibility on us to lift the other up.
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How different would faith look if we actually
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focused on lifting people up?
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And I'm not accusing our faith over any other.
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I mean, throughout, as a matter of fact,
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it's many of the grassroots level Christian churches
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in America that have become so harsh,
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and the fire and brimstone, that people literally
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go to church to be beat down, to be
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told what they're doing wrong.
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And we get that emotionally confused
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with a sense of holiness.
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I know I'm holy when I hate myself.
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It is not that uncommon.
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Because when I hate myself, I'm really
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in touch with how sinful I am.
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Somehow, joy and delight and what Jesus talks about,
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I come to bring you joy and bring you it fully.
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I've watched as some strains of Christianity will say,
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well, when they say joy, they mean a quiet joy.
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That's always my, we used to get that in my first seminary.
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And let me tell you, I'll talk a little trash about it,
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but it was the most wonderful seminary in the world.
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And all my formation happened there.
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In Rome, I got lots of academics,
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but these Benedictines in Missouri, they were the best.
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But their liturgy was very, very Middle Ages.
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And on Easter, every year, I just would wait for it.
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And I know it's not supposed to be the holy response,
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but I'd kind of giggle every year.
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The Alleluia, they were, and they loved this.
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It's this Alleluia that we resurrected
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from the eighth century, and it's got such history to it.
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And all of a sudden, as sun was rising,
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because you know, the liturgy started at 4 a.m.
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with all the readings, the vigil,
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and you'd hear,
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♪ Allelu, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪
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and about five minutes later,
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♪ Yah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪
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And I always used to get this picture of Peter
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and John and Mary coming out of the tomb going,
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he is risen.
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And it was, and I have no doubt that for me,
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this was a cultural shift.
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That sort of chant,
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it probably was never done that slow
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before music historians got a hold of it
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and told you the right way to do it.
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Because when you ever read books on chant
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and how chant should actually be done,
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chant is supposed to be just a hair
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under the tempo of spoken language.
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So even though you've probably never done it
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when you're at a parish that chants the Our Father,
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it should sound,
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♪ Our Father who art in heaven, our Lord be thy name ♪
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And I'll go,
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♪ Our Father ♪
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And you're like, oh, that elucidates the text.
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Chant done badly takes all the inflection out.
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And the idea of chant was to musically notate
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the natural rise and fall of a spoken text.
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So you kind of have to do it.
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But I always thought there's been a shift
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where someone has said, well,
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if we can rewrite joy until it looks like solemnity,
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that will be holy joy.
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And it doesn't mean that, you know, to be Christian,
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we walk around just hysterical all the time.
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But that we live life more fully.
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It's kind of an interesting piece of Ignatian spirituality.
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You know, Ignatian spirituality, as spirituality goes,
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not liturgy, anything else, as spirituality goes,
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it's probably the most comprehensive makeover
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that any religious order does.
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I mean, as far as, you know,
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if you're going into the Jesuits
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and you start into those Ignatian retreats,
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it is there to really restructure your spirituality.
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And anyone who doesn't know about it would say,
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well, that's a group that they're, you know,
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the more you can restructure
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and get them to go through the program,
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you know, there's gonna be a real sense of,
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we all have the same spirituality.
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And they all come out more radically different
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from one another than any other order.
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You know, and because what Ignatian spirituality does
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is it says, by the time you are done with this,
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your highs will be higher, your lows will be lower,
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who you are will be more evident in the world.
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It's going to be how we bring you to the surface,
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not how we put braces on your brains
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and get you all to look alike,
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but how we bring you to the surface.
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And so this very rigorous spiritual training
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actually creates wild individuals.
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Well, I shouldn't say wild
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because they come here very often and they'll get mad.
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But what I find is that many people think
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the holier we all are, the more alike we'll look.
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You know, people will just start walking
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through King Soopers with their hands,
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thumbs together, baby crossed here.
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You know, that holiness is about
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how much we can structure one another to look alike,
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as though, you know, there is one perfect image of humanity
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and we're all supposed to be the same.
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And the fascinating thing is when you look at the Jesus
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as the perfect image of humanity,
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he never preached that therefore
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we were all supposed to be him.
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There was one of those little,
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I can't remember what network does those little moment
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things where they say now that you know or something
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and they're little community service messages.
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And one of them, it was my favorite line,
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they were talking about people needing to be themselves
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and it said, be yourself, everyone else is taken.
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Everyone else is taken.
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And it doesn't mean that we can't respect our faith
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and we can't know where boundaries are
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and know where we're not going.
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As a matter of fact, when you know who you are,
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you know where your boundaries are a lot better.
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If we're fishing through the world
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trying to appear like other people,
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you will never understand where their boundaries come from.
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You can with yours.
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And so if our faith becomes something that lifts people up,
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then they will come here and be themselves.
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Or we will get more and more and more history
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of people saying, oh, you know,
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I'll have nothing to do with church.
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They don't like my friends, they don't like this,
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they don't like that, they beat up those people.
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This person's family will not talk to them
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because they're so religious.
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How many people stop talking to other people
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based on their religion?
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It was so funny this last year, people said,
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you know, this last year was so contentious with politics.
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People will always say, well, you know,
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I just can't believe that this is the first time in my life,
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there are family members that we just don't talk
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to each other since the election.
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And I always have one of two reactions, which is,
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well, religion's been doing that to family for years.
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And it really has.
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But the other thing is, if you aren't talking
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to a family member because of politics this year,
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there was more going on to begin with.
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I don't have a single, personal, close,
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fulfilling friendship that got trashed by politics.
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A lot of the people who have irritated me forever
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irritated me more.
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And it turns out, this is the shocking part,
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I irritate them more.
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And I do think when someone says,
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oh, this broke up the whole family.
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Yeah, we're not talking about a family
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that was there to begin with.
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We're talking about a family that was waiting for an issue
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so I didn't have to go to Thanksgiving.
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And so, if we become, if faith says, you know,
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we can't control politics.
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But what if faith becomes the place where
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this is who I am, you and I disagree,
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but ascension says we lift each other up.
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I've loved this image over the years,
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I've thrown it out several times, and that is,
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the world, politics, economics,
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all of that is, it is the managing of power
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over one another.
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Who has the power?
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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You know, every relationship, when someone says,
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if you're gonna go into a relationship,
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you're gonna open yourself to being vulnerable, of what?
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Well, the other will have power over you,
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they can hurt you.
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We, as Christians, need to understand
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that every human interaction has power going on.
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But we don't have to use the same preposition.
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We can believe in God's power.
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I believe, truly, I believe God has power over nothing.
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Not because he couldn't, but because, clearly,
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through salvation history, he has shown us,
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again and again, that that is not God's way.
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God has power under everything.
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As physics will tell you, power under lifts,
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power over pushes down.
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We need to be people of power under.
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We need to be the people who say,
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we do have power with one another.
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I know that I can say something and hurt someone.
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That would be a power over, why do it?
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When you can, instead, say something
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and lift someone up, power under.
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Jesus comes to do nothing but show
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how God is willing to go to the lowest point of humanity,
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that passion and death, as low to lift people up.
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And in honor of that, too often,
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people of some faith run around knocking everyone down
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to honor Jesus lifting them up.
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That can't be our way.
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We are a people of power under.
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We are a people who lift one another up.
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We are a people who not just acknowledge the ascension,
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but work to be part of it.
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We've got 10 days until Pentecost.
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How many people can we lift up?
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How much of the kingdom of God can we reveal?
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Simply through exercising our power under one another.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative and communal meaning of the Ascension. Rather than viewing it solely as a historical event or theological doctrine, he interprets the Ascension as an ongoing process in which Christ's ascension is not fully realized until all members of the Body of Christ are lifted up. This call to “lift up” rather than “push down” one another reorients Christian power and practice from dominance to service, from conformity to authentic individuality, and from judgment to joy. The Ascension becomes not a distant doctrinal moment, but a living invitation to embody Christ’s mission of elevation—spiritually, emotionally, and communally—by using our "power under" others rather than over them.
Father Pat begins by contextualizing the Feast of the Ascension not as a fixed anniversary but as a liturgical moment rooted in tradition rather than geography or chronology. He notes that the Church, in shifting the Ascension celebration from Thursday to Sunday in some U.S. dioceses, does so not out of laziness or compromise, but for pastoral care—to ensure that the faithful, who might not attend a Thursday Mass, still encounter this essential mystery. He reminds us that the Gospel writers were not concerned with precise locations or dates, and that our sacred spaces and liturgical calendars are more about tradition and meaning than historical accuracy.
Building on this, Father Pat introduces the theology of Edward Schillebeeckx, who argued that the Ascension is not complete until the entire Body of Christ—meaning all of us—ascends. This shifts the Ascension from an isolated moment in Christ’s life to an ongoing mission of the Church. It places responsibility on the faithful to lift one another up spiritually and morally, suggesting that Christian life is not about personal elevation alone but communal uplift. This reframing challenges the prevalent religious culture, especially in some American Christian contexts, where faith is often centered on guilt, shame, and judgment. Father Pat critiques this tendency, arguing that many Christians confuse holiness with self-loathing, mistaking emotional harshness for spiritual authenticity.
Instead, he upholds joy—not solemn, sanitized joy, but authentic, life-giving joy—as the true mark of Christian life. He recounts his experience with overly solemn liturgies that turned the joyful proclamation of the Resurrection into a dirge, noting how such presentations can distort the Gospel’s message. He connects this to the broader cultural shift where holiness is equated with uniformity and restraint rather than individuality and vitality.
Drawing on Ignatian spirituality, he emphasizes that true spiritual formation should not make people identical or rigid, but should bring forth their unique, God-given identities. The Jesuit model, he explains, forms individuals into more authentic versions of themselves, not carbon copies of some idealized piety. The holier we become, the more ourselves we should be—not more like each other. Holiness, then, is not found in conformity but in fully living into our God-created uniqueness, with all the emotional highs and lows that entails.
This individuality, however, is not license for selfishness or division. Father Pat warns against religiosity that divides families or communities, noting that true faith should foster deeper relationships, not rupture them. He reflects on political divisions and how they often mask deeper relational wounds. If faith is only used to judge, exclude, or dominate, then it fails its mission. Instead, he calls for faith that lifts up, that holds space for disagreement without dehumanization, and that practices love over ideology.
He contrasts worldly power, which seeks dominance ("power over"), with God’s power, which is always "power under"—the divine willingness to descend into the depths of human suffering to lift others up. Jesus' descent into death and his resurrection are not acts of domination but of service and solidarity. Therefore, Christians are called to emulate this divine pattern by using their power not to control but to support, not to condemn but to elevate.
The Ascension, then, becomes an icon of this “power under” theology. As Christ ascends, he invites and empowers us to lift others with him—to be co-workers in the divine mission of salvation and elevation. In the days leading to Pentecost, Father Pat challenges his listeners to embody this call: to use their time, words, and actions to lift others up. In doing so, we do not just celebrate the Ascension as a past event—we participate in its ongoing fulfillment....
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There are dozens at least of people up and down the road being crucified along with him on any given day during the, you know, during the the occupation of that area of the world. And so sometimes you don't think, oh, it is it is the worst death. You know, we hear the story of two people, the criminals on either side. So what makes this when we say no one has suffered like Jesus? It's not the suffering. It's the willingness. And we don't always I think we don't always get our head around that. I'm I'm very much in favor. There are two, I think, larger strands of theology in our church, atonement theology and really incarnational theology. Atonement is the old Jesus must suffer a certain amount to pay God for our sins. And I've always struggled with that, because while it makes Jesus quite the hero, it doesn't reflect well on God. And we don't want to admit it. But when someone says Jesus saved us from, well, the wrath of what did Jesus save us from? Is it the wrath of God? And if you just take the scripture a little too literally, is he still trying to get over a piece of fruit? I struggle with atonement theology. Incarnational theology says Jesus came down as if there's a little prayer I say at the altar every time I say mass. Sometimes at daily mass, I'll say it out loud. It's what they call a sort of OJ prayer, it's said under the voice, it's a whisper. And it's when you're pouring the wine, the water into the wine, that little drop, and it's, you know, through the mingling of this water and wine that we come to share in the divinity of Christ who humbled himself to share in our humanity. God's desire to be close to us demands that he become human, because there's no other way to be closer to us. It can't be physically closer. God is as close as the air. There's a rather, it's graphic, but there's something about it that I think speaks to me. There's a saying out of the mysticism of Islam that says God is as close as your journey ever. Right there where you can feel the heart of me. God is not distant. So how does God get closer to us? Well, what the theologians are trying to say is there are some parts of humanity that, even though we say nothing is beyond God, are beyond God. Because God can't know doubt. God knows what's going to happen tomorrow. God is not doubting anything. God doesn't understand, at an experiential level, not knowing what's going to happen tomorrow, worrying. We worry about our futures. We worry about our children's futures. God already sees where we're all going to be long after this life is over. So when we go to God and we say, you know, I've got all these worries, we want to think, well, God will be compassionate, but God's never had these worries. I don't think God has worried a rent bill in years. How do we, how do we relate to that God? God empties, this is the language they use, he empties himself, this is the second person in the Trinity, empties himself of his divinity and literally experiences humanity, which means he'll have to be born. He'll have to live completely dependent on others, at least for the first several years of his life. You've heard me say often, many of us have blocked it out. No one here survived the first 10 years of their life based on your amazing abilities. We start this life as charity cases. Our parents do everything for us. No one holds a baby in their hands and goes, what does it do? I don't get it. No, your heart is there, but you know, where we can see God holding us that way, we can understand that Jesus has to become that helpless child. He has to be affected in personality by his parents. I always think about that. People talk about all these reflections about Mary, but I think that he's not the most important one, possibly just, but we don't hear about him later in life. There is arguably, there is no human who has had more effect on God than Mary. You know, raise a child, they'll tell you the effect you've had on them. Because if Jesus is sort of a, if we think of Jesus as sort of Teflon, oh no, he's God, nothing they did will actually really affect him because he's God, then he was never really human. The mystery of the incarnation is he's really human. He's really formed by Mary and Joseph. He's really affected by his friends. He's really going to have to live and if humanity turns on him, there's nothing you can do. You know, people who end up receiving a death amnesty, sometimes, you know, we hope there's never a mistake, but it's never really about whether they're innocent or guilty, it's about whether the community is on their side or not. Comes down to 12 people. If the community turns against you, it's bad. You know, we all depend on each other, we're interdependent in ways we don't know. And the more of that we experience, the closer we are to building the kingdom of God. So Jesus has to go through all this and he has to go through it until the day he dies. The question you can always throw out to an atonement theologian and either they just won't think about it, they'll say absolutely or whatever, they won't really want to get into it because it's very disturbing to them is, so if the crowd had been better people, if the crowd had converted and Jesus had died an old man in bed, would we be saved? And if we say no, then Jesus saved us, but so did that awful crowd of sinners. There are things about it that should disturb us. But Incarnational says, did Jesus, you know, were we saved through Jesus dying on the cross? Yes, because that's how he died. He could have died anyway, but he had to ride the human ride and be affected by his community and when they turned against him, he, you know, he ends up in a horrible place. The love of Jesus is the love that doesn't say to God at that moment, I'm done, call off the experiment, I don't care. Because if he doesn't hold out until death, he never really lived a human life. He has to, he has to hang on until the end. Why? For the sake of the very people hurting him. That's why he has a pain like no other. Not because the pain is different, but because there's a voluntary aspect. It's a willingness, a willingness to go through things for others. And it's the heart of every one of his teachings. It's the opening of his preaching, teaching people that others are good, blessed, blessed to the poor, blessed to all the people you think aren't blessed, clear to his very last word to anyone, which is to John and Mary, take care of each other, be for each other everything I was for you. Everything he brings is a pure goodness of humanity. And that's what we try to look for. We know that we will never do it as perfectly. When we hear that Old Testament reading about, well, so and so was, they were perfect. They were perfect. In all those scriptures, words like good, bad, better, worse, perfect, they don't really mean anything unless you say, perfect at what? And whenever you hear about the prophets who are claiming the word of God and they end up thrown in a cistern, they're perfect at everything but public relations. You just can't say. People always say, well, are they good at what? And Jesus comes here to be good at humaning. Not a word. Don't let them make it into what I'm doing this time. You know, at being human, that's what he comes to do because he's going to take that experience and God will still be God, but God will now be God who has known the pain of loss, who has known the doubt of not knowing what's going on. I love that we have Matthew's gospel and Luke's battling over this, where Luke says, he says, forgive them, they know not what they do. Matthew has, why have you abandoned me? The doubt and the love are right there together. I think most people will say, you know, when you love people, you trust them completely. I think real love loves in the presence of doubt because no one can know anyone perfectly. No one can know anyone perfectly and for some people, that keeps them from committing for their whole life and for others, that's what makes human commitment worth it. If God could come down and tell you what someone was going to do for the next 50 years before you decided to marry them, it'd be kind of a cheap vow. It really would. It's connecting to someone and not quite knowing and trusting enough, not perfectly, but that moment when Jesus decides he could get out of it at any moment, he can always, and we have to believe Jesus has the divine right to pull the plug on this human experiment and he takes it to the end and when he dies, it is complete. He has lived a completely human life and in his death, we are saved. Not because it was more important than the rest of the life, but because, you know, until the finish line, he's crossed and kind of a human life, maybe a human life. You'll notice every miracle Jesus has ever done in the Gospels, you know, that's where you go, well, yeah, he's still got some God power and a friend of mine in seminary used to call it the Jesus rule. How does he balance that? He can use the power of God, but he's got to live a human life so he can use the power of God for anyone but himself. Show me the miracle where Jesus helps Jesus, you know, he heals someone else, he brings someone else to a new place, he, you know, helps people to heal in ways they can't imagine. He brings people back to life. He himself, you know, we don't hear the stories, but if Jesus got a cold, he was probably down for five days. He was human. And he didn't use his divinity to create a hybrid life, he lived a human life. And the one thing about humans is they need other humans. Our salvation is that there is a human in the Trinity. And I want each of you to think, if God said to you tomorrow you're going to heaven, who would you like to see there? Yeah, you'd probably start with family. The better question is, how many of you, especially parents, could not truly enter into the experience of heaven if you had children that you thought were in hell? So for you to be in heaven, they have to be in heaven. And for them to be in heaven, even their friends, I know you don't approve of them, but their friends have to be in heaven. And then their friends' children. And in other words, the reason as Catholics we believe we are saved in community is because we can trace that community back to Jesus. And every person who needs their loved ones in heaven to truly experience heaven creates this natural pull of grace. Tonight we celebrate a horrific moment. A horrific moment in which we can look at the suffering and we need to to see the severity of the situation, but that is not tonight. Tonight is to look through the suffering to the person willing to suffer. For you and for me. 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I think it's hard for us to really wrap our minds around all that is taking place in that
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reading.
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And, uh, even with the Stations of the Cross, I've started this, uh, kind of tradition we've
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done it three years in a row where we just focus on different stations.
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I mean, we do the whole stations, but we'll stop for extended times on certain ones because
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the story, you know, most of the Gospels we do homilies.
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This one is the foundation of our faith.
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We preach on it 52 weeks a year from different angles.
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It is our core story.
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But I want to take a moment to expand something I started at the Stations of the Cross today
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that we don't always catch on to in the suffering of Jesus on the cross, which is it is not
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the suffering that is special.
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There are dozens at least of people up and down the road being crucified along with him
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on any given day during the, you know, during the the occupation of that area of the world.
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And so sometimes you don't think, oh, it is it is the worst death.
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You know, we hear the story of two people, the criminals on either side.
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So what makes this when we say no one has suffered like Jesus?
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It's not the suffering.
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It's the willingness.
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And we don't always I think we don't always get our head around that.
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I'm I'm very much in favor.
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There are two, I think, larger strands of theology in our church, atonement theology
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and really incarnational theology.
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Atonement is the old Jesus must suffer a certain amount to pay God for our sins.
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And I've always struggled with that, because while it makes Jesus quite the hero, it doesn't
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reflect well on God.
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And we don't want to admit it.
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But when someone says Jesus saved us from, well, the wrath of what did Jesus save us
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from?
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Is it the wrath of God?
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And if you just take the scripture a little too literally, is he still trying to get over
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a piece of fruit?
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I struggle with atonement theology.
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Incarnational theology says Jesus came down as if there's a little prayer I say at the
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altar every time I say mass.
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Sometimes at daily mass, I'll say it out loud.
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It's what they call a sort of OJ prayer, it's said under the voice, it's a whisper.
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And it's when you're pouring the wine, the water into the wine, that little drop, and
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it's, you know, through the mingling of this water and wine that we come to share in the
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divinity of Christ who humbled himself to share in our humanity.
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God's desire to be close to us demands that he become human, because there's no other
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way to be closer to us.
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It can't be physically closer.
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God is as close as the air.
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There's a rather, it's graphic, but there's something about it that I think speaks to
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me.
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There's a saying out of the mysticism of Islam that says God is as close as your journey
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ever.
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Right there where you can feel the heart of me.
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God is not distant.
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So how does God get closer to us?
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Well, what the theologians are trying to say is there are some parts of humanity that,
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even though we say nothing is beyond God, are beyond God.
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Because God can't know doubt.
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God knows what's going to happen tomorrow.
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God is not doubting anything.
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God doesn't understand, at an experiential level, not knowing what's going to happen
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tomorrow, worrying.
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We worry about our futures.
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We worry about our children's futures.
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God already sees where we're all going to be long after this life is over.
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So when we go to God and we say, you know, I've got all these worries, we want to think,
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well, God will be compassionate, but God's never had these worries.
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I don't think God has worried a rent bill in years.
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How do we, how do we relate to that God?
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God empties, this is the language they use, he empties himself, this is the second person
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in the Trinity, empties himself of his divinity and literally experiences humanity, which
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means he'll have to be born.
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He'll have to live completely dependent on others, at least for the first several years
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of his life.
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You've heard me say often, many of us have blocked it out.
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No one here survived the first 10 years of their life based on your amazing abilities.
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We start this life as charity cases.
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Our parents do everything for us.
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No one holds a baby in their hands and goes, what does it do?
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I don't get it.
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No, your heart is there, but you know, where we can see God holding us that way, we can
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understand that Jesus has to become that helpless child.
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He has to be affected in personality by his parents.
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I always think about that.
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People talk about all these reflections about Mary, but I think that he's not the most important
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one, possibly just, but we don't hear about him later in life.
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There is arguably, there is no human who has had more effect on God than Mary.
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You know, raise a child, they'll tell you the effect you've had on them.
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Because if Jesus is sort of a, if we think of Jesus as sort of Teflon, oh no, he's God,
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nothing they did will actually really affect him because he's God, then he was never really
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human.
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The mystery of the incarnation is he's really human.
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He's really formed by Mary and Joseph.
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He's really affected by his friends.
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He's really going to have to live and if humanity turns on him, there's nothing you can do.
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You know, people who end up receiving a death amnesty, sometimes, you know, we hope there's
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never a mistake, but it's never really about whether they're innocent or guilty, it's about
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whether the community is on their side or not.
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Comes down to 12 people.
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If the community turns against you, it's bad.
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You know, we all depend on each other, we're interdependent in ways we don't know.
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And the more of that we experience, the closer we are to building the kingdom of God.
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So Jesus has to go through all this and he has to go through it until the day he dies.
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The question you can always throw out to an atonement theologian and either they just
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won't think about it, they'll say absolutely or whatever, they won't really want to get
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into it because it's very disturbing to them is, so if the crowd had been better people,
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if the crowd had converted and Jesus had died an old man in bed, would we be saved?
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And if we say no, then Jesus saved us, but so did that awful crowd of sinners.
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There are things about it that should disturb us.
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But Incarnational says, did Jesus, you know, were we saved through Jesus dying on the cross?
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Yes, because that's how he died.
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He could have died anyway, but he had to ride the human ride and be affected by his community
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and when they turned against him, he, you know, he ends up in a horrible place.
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The love of Jesus is the love that doesn't say to God at that moment, I'm done, call
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off the experiment, I don't care.
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Because if he doesn't hold out until death, he never really lived a human life.
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He has to, he has to hang on until the end.
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Why?
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For the sake of the very people hurting him.
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That's why he has a pain like no other.
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Not because the pain is different, but because there's a voluntary aspect.
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It's a willingness, a willingness to go through things for others.
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And it's the heart of every one of his teachings.
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It's the opening of his preaching, teaching people that others are good, blessed, blessed
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to the poor, blessed to all the people you think aren't blessed, clear to his very last
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word to anyone, which is to John and Mary, take care of each other, be for each other
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everything I was for you.
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Everything he brings is a pure goodness of humanity.
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And that's what we try to look for.
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We know that we will never do it as perfectly.
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When we hear that Old Testament reading about, well, so and so was, they were perfect.
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They were perfect.
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In all those scriptures, words like good, bad, better, worse, perfect, they don't really
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mean anything unless you say, perfect at what?
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And whenever you hear about the prophets who are claiming the word of God and they end
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up thrown in a cistern, they're perfect at everything but public relations.
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You just can't say.
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People always say, well, are they good at what?
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And Jesus comes here to be good at humaning.
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Not a word.
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Don't let them make it into what I'm doing this time.
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You know, at being human, that's what he comes to do because he's going to take that experience
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and God will still be God, but God will now be God who has known the pain of loss, who
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has known the doubt of not knowing what's going on.
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I love that we have Matthew's gospel and Luke's battling over this, where Luke says,
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he says, forgive them, they know not what they do.
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Matthew has, why have you abandoned me?
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The doubt and the love are right there together.
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I think most people will say, you know, when you love people, you trust them completely.
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I think real love loves in the presence of doubt because no one can know anyone perfectly.
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No one can know anyone perfectly and for some people, that keeps them from committing for
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their whole life and for others, that's what makes human commitment worth it.
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If God could come down and tell you what someone was going to do for the next 50 years before
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you decided to marry them, it'd be kind of a cheap vow.
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It really would.
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It's connecting to someone and not quite knowing and trusting enough, not perfectly, but that
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moment when Jesus decides he could get out of it at any moment, he can always, and we
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have to believe Jesus has the divine right to pull the plug on this human experiment
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and he takes it to the end and when he dies, it is complete.
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He has lived a completely human life and in his death, we are saved.
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Not because it was more important than the rest of the life, but because, you know, until
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the finish line, he's crossed and kind of a human life, maybe a human life.
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You'll notice every miracle Jesus has ever done in the Gospels, you know, that's where
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you go, well, yeah, he's still got some God power and a friend of mine in seminary used
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to call it the Jesus rule.
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How does he balance that?
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He can use the power of God, but he's got to live a human life so he can use the power
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of God for anyone but himself.
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Show me the miracle where Jesus helps Jesus, you know, he heals someone else, he brings
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someone else to a new place, he, you know, helps people to heal in ways they can't imagine.
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He brings people back to life.
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He himself, you know, we don't hear the stories, but if Jesus got a cold, he was probably down
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for five days.
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He was human.
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And he didn't use his divinity to create a hybrid life, he lived a human life.
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And the one thing about humans is they need other humans.
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Our salvation is that there is a human in the Trinity.
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And I want each of you to think, if God said to you tomorrow you're going to heaven, who
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would you like to see there?
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Yeah, you'd probably start with family.
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The better question is, how many of you, especially parents, could not truly enter into the experience
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of heaven if you had children that you thought were in hell?
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So for you to be in heaven, they have to be in heaven.
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And for them to be in heaven, even their friends, I know you don't approve of them, but their
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friends have to be in heaven.
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And then their friends' children.
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And in other words, the reason as Catholics we believe we are saved in community is because
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we can trace that community back to Jesus.
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And every person who needs their loved ones in heaven to truly experience heaven creates
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this natural pull of grace.
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Tonight we celebrate a horrific moment.
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A horrific moment in which we can look at the suffering and we need to to see the severity
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of the situation, but that is not tonight.
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Tonight is to look through the suffering to the person willing to suffer.
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For you and for me.
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For those we love and even for those we have not yet learned to love.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that what Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that what makes Jesus’ Passion and death unique is not the level of physical suffering he endured, but the radical, self-emptying willingness with which he embraced it. His crucifixion does not stand out because of its brutality—many were crucified during that time—but because it was freely chosen, motivated by divine love and solidarity with humanity. Father Pat challenges a transactional atonement theology that portrays God as wrathful and needing satisfaction, instead emphasizing an incarnational theology where God in Christ fully enters into human experience—not just in death, but in life, relationship, vulnerability, and dependence. Jesus' mission was to live a fully human life, shaped by others, subject to doubt and suffering, yet steadfast in self-giving love. Through this full human experience, including death, God becomes not only divinely transcendent but intimately immanent—one who knows human sorrow, pain, and love from within. Salvation, then, is not a legalistic exchange, but a relational, communal reality that draws all creation into divine intimacy through the humanity of Christ.
Father Pat provides a profound meditation on the Passion of Christ, not as a spectacle of suffering, but as the climax of the Incarnation—God’s total immersion into the human condition. He begins by dismantling a common assumption: that Jesus’ suffering is unique because of its intensity. Instead, he argues, crucifixion was tragically common in Jesus' time, and others endured similar physical pain. What sets Jesus apart is his volitional embrace of suffering—not for personal gain, but for love of others. This leads Father Pat to critique atonement theology, which views the crucifixion in legalistic terms, as Jesus paying a debt or satisfying divine wrath. This framework, he argues, makes God appear more like an angry judge than a loving Father and undermines the relational character of divine love.
In contrast, Father Pat advocates for an incarnational theology, which sees the Incarnation—God becoming human—as the central revelation of divine love. He reflects on the vulnerability of God entering human life through Jesus: becoming a helpless infant, shaped by Mary and Joseph, experiencing doubt, dependence, community, and ultimately betrayal and death. This vulnerability is not a performance but a real participation in what it means to be human. In Jesus, God does not merely appear as human; God becomes human. This means Jesus had to walk through life fully—dependent, influenced, limited, and fragile—because anything less would not be a true incarnation.
Father Pat emphasizes that Jesus’ miracles were always for others, never for himself. He accepted the limitations of humanity, even to the point of death, because only by living a fully human life—including its pain, confusion, and loss—could he redeem it from within. This human life is not just a means to an end; it is the very site of salvation. Jesus’ faithfulness unto death is the ultimate act of love—not because it was demanded by a wrathful God, but because it was the deepest expression of God’s solidarity with humanity.
He then explores the communal dimension of salvation. Drawing from Catholic theology, he insists that salvation is not merely individualistic. Instead, it is relational and collective, because love binds people together. Father Pat calls attention to the way we desire our loved ones to be with us in heaven—and how that desire cascades outward to include their loved ones, and so on. This web of love reflects the communal nature of salvation and mirrors the Trinitarian life itself, which is a community of love. Because Jesus, a human, is now forever part of the Trinity, humanity is drawn into divine life not individually, but together.
In conclusion, Father Pat urges his listeners to look beyond the physical suffering of Christ and see the person willing to suffer. The cross is not merely a site of punishment, but a revelation of divine love that holds firm even in the face of human betrayal. That love is not abstract—it is embodied, vulnerable, and enduring. It calls us not only to gratitude but to imitation: to love as Christ loved, with a willingness to be affected, to suffer with, and to live for others. This is the heart of the faith and the source of our hope....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 877.8400268554688, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Before the Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass from this world to the Father. He loved his own in the world, and he loved them to the end. The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot, to hand him over. So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put everything into his power and that he had come from God and was returning to God, he rose from supper and took off his outer garments. He took a towel and tied it around his waist. Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet and dry them with the towel around his waist. He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, Master, are you going to wash my feet? Jesus answered and said to him, What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will understand later. Peter said to him, You will never wash my feet. Jesus answered him, Unless I wash you, you will have no inheritance with me. Simon Peter said to him, Master, then not only my feet, but my hands and head as well. Jesus said to him, Whoever has bathed has no need except to have his feet washed, for he is clean all over. So you are clean, but not all. For he knew who would betray him. For this reason he said, Not all of you are clean. So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on and reclined at table again, he said to them, Do you realize what I have done for you? You call me teacher and master, and rightly so, for indeed I am. If I, therefore, the master and teacher, have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another's feet. I have given you a model to follow, so that as I have done for you, you also should do.\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The triduum that we celebrate these three days, and I mentioned in the bulletin cover this Easter that, you know, it's an odd word. It's sort of a noun and an adjective, triduum. The closest thing we actually have to it in English is the old word fortnight. You know, fortnight was 14 nights, and it could refer to the period of time or to a specific fortnight. But for us, pretty much this is the only thing it really refers to. And it offers us an opportunity we don't get the rest of the year. It offers us a couple opportunities. Just as people who rarely come to Mass will show up on Easter Sunday and Christmas Sunday, Christmas Day, whatever day it is, this is the moment where the parish, you know, sometimes they come, and they've been here every week forever, and they look like it's a sea of strangers, and it's always the chance to say, morning people, these are the evening people. Evening people, these are... Because we tend to go not just to a parish, but, you know, no one will say it, but they'll be like, yes, well, you know, my parish is Mother of God, 9.30 a.m. Fourth pew, organ side. I mean, we're kind of creatures of habit. And so you have a community, and you start to see, you know, a group full of people that you don't always see. And what I think I... I love the themes of Holy Thursday probably almost more than any night of the year. Where I confessed, I fessed up last weekend that Palm Sunday, Passion Sunday, is my least favorite. Because there's too much going on. There's palm entrance and passion, and there was an anointing of Jesus' feet this time, and it had everything but, you know, horses. And, I mean, it was... It's too rich, and you can't do enough with it. This one has an interesting focus, if we really understand. I always use, I have a couple different ones I use, but the penitential right, I always say, especially on Holy Thursday, you know, let us call to mind our sins. And I always say, you know, Lord Jesus, through the gift of faith we learn from our past. Through the gift of hope we look to our future. And I think we don't always understand. Faith really is the way we approach our past. We inherit our faith. Our faith is passed on from those who have already come. And hope is what gives us something, you know, it takes our faith into the future. But tonight is about that third one, which is, and through love and charity we change the world in this moment. What Jesus did, and then what the church does by starting the triduum with this reading, they could have very easily said, you know, tonight's about the Last Supper, which it is, but we always get this gospel of the washing of the feet. This could have become kind of what I call a spectacular insurance sale sort of religion. Which is what Christianity is for a lot of people. You know, I'm Christian and I do things that I just don't like and it's miserable and it kind of makes my life not as happy as it could be, but at the payoff, after I die, will be incredible. That's insurance religion. And the struggle with it is it's it's too easily a tool to manipulate people. Because we don't have a lot of people reporting back. And so it's fair for people to say, wait, you want me to do this and this and this, and oh yes, because that's the rule and that's how you get into heaven. But what Jesus does is he makes it much more relevant by saying, you know, that's all important, but this faith is about how you're going how you're going to live today. And I don't, I'm not talking about what you need to do, I'm talking about the payoff is also today. If we live Christianity the way Jesus asked us to, even if we were wrong about heaven, we've made this life better. And if someone has sold you a version of Christianity that says it's going to make this life awful, but the next life will be better, that's insurance policy religion. But Jesus takes it and he says, you know, I know where I've come from, God. I know where I'm going to, God. And because of all that, what? A miracle? No. The Eucharist? No. He says because of all that, Scripture says, he starts to minister to them. He does the foot washing. And I think people hear that and think that that's a setup for what's what's going to happen over the next couple days. Jesus, you know, the actual words he says here is, you know, that aware that the Father had put everything into his power and that he had come from God and he was returning to God. And I imagine if you just ask most Christians, you said during the, what's going to come next? And they're going to say, he was able to go to the cross. He was able to sacrifice everything. Because of that knowledge, no. Because of that knowledge, he said, because I have that much confidence, now, let me serve you right here and now. Let me just make life better right here. I think most of us think that people of great faith are ready, they're ready to die and they're ready to meet their maker. Actually, people of great faith are ready to meet whoever hits them on the road tomorrow and they have to deal with. Are we ready? Am I ready for the next life? God's going to put a million things in your way between now and then. And this is a feast of preparedness. Of being prepared to help the people around us. That opening reading, it says, it's always one of my favorite lines because it's one of the many things in scripture people go, uh-huh, uh-huh, and I wonder how many of us have learned to nod our heads having not a clue what's being said. I mean, how many of you have actually girded your loins lately? I mean, you know, this was long before Playtex came out. What did it mean? But we all hear, oh yeah, remember, they're supposed to gird their loins and we all just sit there going, not a clue what that's about, but we don't even notice. We're so used to thinking, and what it literally meant, and the ritual was, you know, men's robes, you know, were about this flattering, but they had a hem. You know, they're tight. If you've ever seen, at least authentically done movies of that era, you know, they kind of had to walk a little straight leg because those hems had no give and they weren't, they didn't have a lot of extra fabric in them. And so to gird your loins meant to pull everything up above your knees and be ready to run. That's why it says, eat like you're someone in flight. The Passover was this remembrance that they were going to flee at any moment and leave the captivity of Egypt. You know, it was this, do you live life ready to respond to what's going to happen today? Not, I'm ready to die. You know, I'm ready to live. I'm ready to do what I have to do today. And I think a lot of us, you know, in our prayer life, we're at, you know, we've got God trying to help us to be ready for a long distance in the future, but not for what might happen in the next hour. And it's amazing how we can be ready to die, but walk past a person in need because we're not ready to help. You know, we're supposed to be ready to help. And that's what Jesus does. He says, okay, it's all set. I know where I'm from. I know where I'm headed to. I know I have the power of God. And then he washes their feet. No big miracle. I think when we have that kind of confidence and know who we are and where we've come from and where we're going to, we're not quite so worried that we're going to spend ourselves. We always think of Jesus being spent on the cross, but he lets them know you spend yourselves now. If everyone in the world was a Christian after the heart of Jesus, then everyone in the world would be taken care of. That's how we'd see the difference. And if it turned out that we were wrong about heaven, we'd have still built it here on earth. Instead of, well, you know, they've told me, you know, I have to change this, and I have to change this, and I can't do that, and, you know, I can't live my life, and I can't come to church, and I broke this rule, and I'm in horrible shape, and if I just, it's going to be miserable, but if I just buckle under for everything, I'll get the payoff later. That's salesmanship. Jesus gives them that and then says, but let me show you what it's really about. And then he does this strange thing, and they must have thought it was the oddest thing in the world. I mean, can you imagine being at a dinner party? I just won the Powerball. Let me wash your feet. But the symbol is there. You know, I now know. I now know that he's saying, he knows where he's coming, and he knows where he's going to. I have nothing to lose. And most people, when they have nothing to lose, I don't think people think that way. If you had nothing to lose, how differently would you live your life? And how many of us come right up with, I'd spend more time helping others? That's the wonder of this mind of Jesus is the scripture says the minute he finally realizes everything and knows everything, he is even freer to help others. And so we get this moment where all of the Eucharist, all of the miracle, all of the triduum is put back into this moment of what it means to be called to minister to one another, to take care of one another, and in a very daily way. Now, you and I kind of think of washing feet as sort of a, I don't know, degrading thing. It's degrading, and having your feet washed is very personal. And all of this stuff that we kind of, you know, it just isn't done at Shanahan's. It's just, it's a little odd. But in a desert community, these people, and you know, when you travel in the desert, you know, foot washing was a huge part of hospitality. So even though we hang on to an ancient ritual that doesn't probably make much sense in our culture, the idea is it's an offer of hospitality. And when we see the ritual unfold in front of us, what we should see is the offer to hospitality to each person. And so for those of you who are able, I'm going to offer a little bit of a different challenge this year. Come up in line, and we're offering hospitality. We have, I think, over the years, turned it into a family moment. Offer hospitality. Wash the feet of someone who's never been in your home. Wash the feet of someone you've never had a meal with. Use that as a promise to connect to someone you have not yet connected to this year. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Before the Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass
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from this world to the Father.
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He loved his own in the world, and he loved them to the end.
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The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot,
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to hand him over.
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So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put
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everything into his power and that he had come from God
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and was returning to God, he rose from supper and took off
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his outer garments.
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He took a towel and tied it around his waist.
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Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the
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disciples' feet and dry them with the towel around his waist.
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He came to Simon Peter, who said to him,
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Master, are you going to wash my feet?
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Jesus answered and said to him, What I am doing you do not
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understand now, but you will understand later.
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Peter said to him, You will never wash my feet.
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Jesus answered him, Unless I wash you,
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you will have no inheritance with me.
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Simon Peter said to him, Master, then not only my feet,
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but my hands and head as well.
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Jesus said to him, Whoever has bathed has no need except to
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have his feet washed, for he is clean all over.
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So you are clean, but not all.
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For he knew who would betray him.
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For this reason he said, Not all of you are clean.
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So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on
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and reclined at table again, he said to them,
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Do you realize what I have done for you?
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You call me teacher and master, and rightly so,
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for indeed I am.
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If I, therefore, the master and teacher,
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have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another's feet.
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I have given you a model to follow,
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so that as I have done for you, you also should do."
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The triduum that we celebrate these three days,
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and I mentioned in the bulletin cover this Easter that,
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you know, it's an odd word.
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It's sort of a noun and an adjective, triduum.
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The closest thing we actually have to it in English
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is the old word fortnight.
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You know, fortnight was 14 nights,
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and it could refer to the period of time
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or to a specific fortnight.
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But for us, pretty much this is the only thing
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it really refers to.
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And it offers us an opportunity
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we don't get the rest of the year.
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It offers us a couple opportunities.
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Just as people who rarely come to Mass
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will show up on Easter Sunday and Christmas Sunday,
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Christmas Day, whatever day it is,
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this is the moment where the parish,
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you know, sometimes they come,
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and they've been here every week forever,
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and they look like it's a sea of strangers,
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and it's always the chance to say,
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morning people, these are the evening people.
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Evening people, these are...
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Because we tend to go not just to a parish,
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but, you know, no one will say it,
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but they'll be like, yes, well, you know,
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my parish is Mother of God, 9.30 a.m.
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Fourth pew, organ side.
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I mean, we're kind of creatures of habit.
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And so you have a community,
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and you start to see, you know,
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a group full of people that you don't always see.
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And what I think I...
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I love the themes of Holy Thursday
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probably almost more than any night of the year.
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Where I confessed, I fessed up last weekend
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that Palm Sunday, Passion Sunday,
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is my least favorite.
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Because there's too much going on.
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There's palm entrance and passion,
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and there was an anointing of Jesus' feet this time,
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and it had everything but, you know, horses.
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And, I mean, it was...
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It's too rich, and you can't do enough with it.
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This one has an interesting focus,
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if we really understand.
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I always use, I have a couple different ones I use,
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but the penitential right,
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I always say, especially on Holy Thursday,
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you know, let us call to mind our sins.
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And I always say, you know,
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Lord Jesus, through the gift of faith
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we learn from our past.
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Through the gift of hope we look to our future.
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And I think we don't always understand.
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Faith really is the way we approach our past.
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We inherit our faith.
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Our faith is passed on from those who have already come.
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And hope is what gives us something,
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you know, it takes our faith into the future.
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But tonight is about that third one, which is,
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and through love and charity
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we change the world in this moment.
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What Jesus did, and then what the church does
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by starting the triduum with this reading,
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they could have very easily said,
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you know, tonight's about the Last Supper,
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which it is, but we always get this gospel
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of the washing of the feet.
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This could have become
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kind of what I call a spectacular
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insurance sale sort of religion.
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Which is what Christianity is for a lot of people.
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You know, I'm Christian and I do things
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that I just don't like and it's miserable
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and it kind of makes my life not as happy as it could be,
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but at the payoff, after I die, will be incredible.
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That's insurance religion.
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And the struggle with it is it's
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it's too easily a tool to manipulate people.
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Because we don't have a lot of people reporting back.
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And so it's fair for people to say,
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wait, you want me to do this and this and this,
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and oh yes, because that's the rule
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and that's how you get into heaven.
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But what Jesus does is he makes it
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much more relevant by saying,
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you know, that's all important,
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but this faith is about how you're going
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how you're going to live today.
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And I don't, I'm not talking about
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what you need to do, I'm talking about
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the payoff is also today.
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If we live Christianity the way Jesus asked us to,
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even if we were wrong about heaven,
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we've made this life better.
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And if someone has sold you a version of Christianity
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that says it's going to make this life awful,
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but the next life will be better,
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that's insurance policy religion.
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But Jesus takes it and he says,
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you know, I know where I've come from, God.
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I know where I'm going to, God.
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And because of all that, what?
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A miracle? No.
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The Eucharist? No.
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He says because of all that, Scripture says,
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he starts to minister to them.
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He does the foot washing.
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And I think people hear that
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and think that that's a setup for what's
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what's going to happen over the next couple days.
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Jesus, you know, the actual words he says here is,
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you know, that aware that the Father had put everything
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into his power and that he had come from God
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and he was returning to God.
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And I imagine if you just ask most Christians,
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you said during the, what's going to come next?
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And they're going to say, he was able to go to the cross.
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He was able to sacrifice everything.
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Because of that knowledge, no.
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Because of that knowledge, he said,
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because I have that much confidence,
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now, let me serve you right here and now.
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Let me just make life better right here.
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I think most of us think that people of great faith
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are ready, they're ready to die
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and they're ready to meet their maker.
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Actually, people of great faith are ready to meet
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whoever hits them on the road tomorrow
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and they have to deal with.
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Are we ready?
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Am I ready for the next life?
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God's going to put a million things in your way
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between now and then.
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And this is a feast of preparedness.
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Of being prepared to help the people around us.
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That opening reading, it says,
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it's always one of my favorite lines because
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it's one of the many things in scripture people go,
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uh-huh, uh-huh, and I wonder how many of us
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have learned to nod our heads having not a clue
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what's being said.
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I mean, how many of you have actually
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girded your loins lately?
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I mean, you know, this was long before
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Playtex came out.
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What did it mean?
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But we all hear, oh yeah, remember,
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they're supposed to gird their loins
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and we all just sit there going,
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not a clue what that's about,
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but we don't even notice.
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We're so used to thinking,
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and what it literally meant,
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and the ritual was, you know,
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men's robes, you know,
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were about this flattering,
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but they had a hem.
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You know, they're tight.
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If you've ever seen,
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at least authentically done movies of that era,
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you know, they kind of had to walk
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a little straight leg because
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those hems had no give and they weren't,
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they didn't have a lot of extra fabric in them.
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And so to gird your loins meant to pull
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everything up above your knees
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and be ready to run.
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That's why it says,
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eat like you're someone in flight.
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The Passover was this remembrance
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that they were going to flee at any moment
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and leave the captivity of Egypt.
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You know, it was this,
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do you live life ready to respond
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to what's going to happen today?
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Not, I'm ready to die.
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You know, I'm ready to live.
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I'm ready to do what I have to do today.
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And I think a lot of us, you know,
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in our prayer life, we're at, you know,
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we've got God trying to help us
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to be ready for a long distance in the future,
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but not for what might happen in the next hour.
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And it's amazing how we can be ready to die,
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but walk past a person in need
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because we're not ready to help.
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You know, we're supposed to be ready to help.
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And that's what Jesus does.
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He says, okay, it's all set.
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I know where I'm from.
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I know where I'm headed to.
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I know I have the power of God.
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And then he washes their feet.
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No big miracle.
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I think when we have that kind of confidence
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and know who we are and where we've come from
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and where we're going to,
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we're not quite so worried
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that we're going to spend ourselves.
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We always think of Jesus being spent on the cross,
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but he lets them know you spend yourselves now.
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If everyone in the world was a Christian
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after the heart of Jesus,
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then everyone in the world would be taken care of.
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That's how we'd see the difference.
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And if it turned out that we were wrong about heaven,
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we'd have still built it here on earth.
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Instead of, well, you know, they've told me,
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you know, I have to change this,
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and I have to change this,
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and I can't do that,
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and, you know, I can't live my life,
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and I can't come to church,
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and I broke this rule,
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and I'm in horrible shape,
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and if I just, it's going to be miserable,
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but if I just buckle under for everything,
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I'll get the payoff later.
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That's salesmanship.
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Jesus gives them that and then says,
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but let me show you what it's really about.
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And then he does this strange thing,
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and they must have thought
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it was the oddest thing in the world.
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I mean, can you imagine being at a dinner party?
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I just won the Powerball.
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Let me wash your feet.
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But the symbol is there.
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You know, I now know.
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I now know that he's saying,
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he knows where he's coming,
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and he knows where he's going to.
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I have nothing to lose.
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And most people, when they have nothing to lose,
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I don't think people think that way.
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If you had nothing to lose,
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how differently would you live your life?
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And how many of us come right up with,
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I'd spend more time helping others?
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That's the wonder of this mind of Jesus
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is the scripture says the minute
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he finally realizes everything
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and knows everything,
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he is even freer to help others.
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And so we get this moment
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where all of the Eucharist,
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all of the miracle,
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all of the triduum is put back into this moment
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of what it means to be called
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to minister to one another,
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to take care of one another,
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and in a very daily way.
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Now, you and I kind of think of washing feet
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as sort of a, I don't know, degrading thing.
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It's degrading,
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and having your feet washed is very personal.
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And all of this stuff that we kind of,
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you know, it just isn't done at Shanahan's.
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It's just, it's a little odd.
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But in a desert community,
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these people, and you know,
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when you travel in the desert,
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you know, foot washing was a huge part of hospitality.
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So even though we hang on to an ancient ritual
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that doesn't probably make much sense in our culture,
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the idea is it's an offer of hospitality.
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And when we see the ritual unfold in front of us,
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what we should see is the offer
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to hospitality to each person.
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And so for those of you who are able,
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I'm going to offer a little bit
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of a different challenge this year.
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Come up in line, and we're offering hospitality.
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We have, I think, over the years,
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turned it into a family moment.
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Offer hospitality.
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Wash the feet of someone who's never been in your home.
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Wash the feet of someone you've never had a meal with.
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Use that as a promise to connect
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to someone you have not yet connected to this year.
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And let us watch unfold over the next three days
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and in the years to come
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an even deeper vision of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth that the Christian faith is not merely about preparing for the life to come, but about radical love and service in the here and now. Through the lens of Holy Thursday’s Gospel—Jesus washing his disciples’ feet—Father Pat challenges the faithful to abandon a transactional, “insurance policy” version of Christianity in favor of a faith that transforms the present moment. Knowing that he came from God and was returning to God, Jesus doesn’t perform a miracle or preach a sermon—he serves. In this act, Jesus models a kind of love that is grounded in divine confidence and manifests in humble service. Father Pat urges us to understand that true discipleship means readiness not just to die, but to live—to respond to the needs of others, to offer hospitality, and to make the Kingdom of God visible here and now.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by reflecting on the unique spiritual opportunity of the Triduum—a sacred three-day journey that begins on Holy Thursday. He notes that while Christmas and Easter attract those who may only attend Mass occasionally, the Triduum offers a different kind of encounter. It gathers the full community, revealing the diversity and depth of parish life. People come not just for a holiday, but for a profound liturgical experience that invites them into the mystery of Christ’s passion, death, and resurrection. Father Pat shares his own preference for Holy Thursday, appreciating its thematic clarity in contrast to the overwhelming richness of Palm Sunday. He highlights how the Church deliberately chooses the Gospel of the foot washing rather than focusing solely on the institution of the Eucharist. This choice, he argues, is not accidental; it reveals the heart of Jesus’ mission—not just to save souls for heaven, but to model a way of living rooted in love, humility, and service.
Father Pat critiques a common misrepresentation of Christianity: the notion that it is primarily a set of burdensome rules we must follow in order to secure a heavenly reward. He calls this “insurance policy religion,” where the focus is on future payoff rather than present transformation. He warns that such a view can be manipulative and disconnected from the lived reality of faith. Instead, he invites us to see that Jesus’ actions—especially the foot washing—are not mere preludes to the crucifixion but are themselves revelatory of divine love. At the moment when Jesus is most aware of his divine origin and destiny, he chooses to serve. This act of foot washing, far from being a degrading or outdated ritual, becomes a radical expression of divine hospitality. In a desert culture where dusty roads and open sandals made foot washing a necessary and welcoming gesture, Jesus reclaims this act as an expression of divine love.
The homily then turns to the idea of preparedness, not for death, but for love and service today. Drawing from the Passover imagery of “girding one’s loins,” Father Pat explains that this ancient phrase meant to tuck up the hem of a robe in order to be ready to move quickly. In spiritual terms, it means being ready to respond to the needs of others at a moment’s notice. He challenges the congregation to consider whether they are more prepared to die than to help someone in need today. This is the essence of Holy Thursday: love that is immediate, embodied, and practical. True readiness in the Christian life is not about having doctrinal knowledge or moral superiority; it is about having the heart of Christ—a heart that knows its source, its destiny, and therefore is free to love without fear.
Father Pat underscores that the miracle of the Triduum is not only what Jesus does on the cross, but what he does before it—how he pours himself out in small, tender acts of service. He emphasizes that if Christians truly lived the Gospel, the world would be transformed. Even if we were wrong about heaven, he suggests, a life lived in loving service would already have brought heaven to earth. It’s a powerful reframing of Christian purpose: not to escape the world, but to redeem it through daily acts of compassion.
Finally, Father Pat offers a pastoral challenge to his congregation. In the traditional foot washing ritual, he encourages people to step outside their comfort zones—not simply to wash the feet of family members, but of someone they don’t know well. He invites them to make it a gesture of hospitality and a promise to connect with someone new. In doing so, the ritual becomes more than symbolic; it becomes an act of the Kingdom—a moment when barriers fall and the love of Christ is made visible in community. Through this tangible expression of service and hospitality, Father Pat calls the faithful to a deeper understanding of what it means to be Church: not a community of rule-followers waiting for heaven, but a communion of disciples already building it here on earth....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1106.6099853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, Lord. Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, said, Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel, for he has visited his people and set them free. He has raised up a horn for our salvation within the house of David his servant, even as he promised through the mouth of his holy prophets from of old. Salvation from our enemies and from the hands of all who hate us. To show mercy to our fathers and to be mindful of his covenant and of the oath he swore to Abraham, our father. To grant us that rescued from the hand of the enemy without fear we might worship him in holiness and righteousness all the days of our lives. As for you, child, you will be called a prophet of the Most High. You will go before the Lord to prepare his ways, to give his people knowledge of salvation through the forgiveness of their sins because of the tender mercy of our God, by which the daybreak from on high will visit us, to shine on those who sit in darkness and the shadow of death, and to guide our feet in the way of peace. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. It has occurred to me over the last couple of weeks as I've been thinking a little bit about today that thanksgiving and the act of gratitude is really a function of memory. It's taking a moment to remember what has happened. And sometimes it is the need to correct our selective memory, we remember certain things. Most of us have some really old fundamental memories of things that went wrong. Wounds are slow to heal because we remember them so well. And so we don't always remember everything that is going right in life. And the enemy of gratitude, the enemy of thanksgiving is not so much a mean-spiritedness, it's not so much a closed-mindedness. Especially in modern day, the enemy of gratitude is entitlement. Entitlement is everything is supposed to go well. And if everything really goes well, if we're entitled, then what should be gratitude simply becomes satisfaction. You know, it did okay. When I was, oh, probably before the age of fifth grade, you know, the grading system, they wouldn't give you A's and B's and C's that low. You just got satisfactory or unsatisfactory. And you know, satisfactory was just never that satisfying. There was no excellent or anything. It was just, you know, if you did so good, you were satisfactory. I mean, you can imagine at your wedding, having your spouse look across and say to you, you are satisfactory. Oh, happy day. Satisfactory is the highest grade the entitled can give. That's our ceiling if we're entitled. So when we think, well, I'm entitled to good roads, then the roads are satisfactory or not. We don't even notice the roads until there's a pothole. And then we're incensed that they aren't satisfactory. We can only be pulled down when we live with that kind of entitlement. And so to change our memory, to learn to focus on different things, to, you know, get together today with family and friends, and you know, and I really have to remind myself, I am not entitled to a family that agrees with me on everything. I don't even know where I would have thought that. It's never happened. You know, how many of us kind of say, oh, you know, the holidays are coming and there's all this family drama, because, you know, I'm entitled to a family that, you know, behaves the way I think it should. And of course, all the stress is happening because everyone thinks that everyone should think the way they think, rather than, you know, you have two choices, alone or with others. And there's nothing quite so disconcerting as the day that you realize all those others are actually other. They are not you. They are not reflections of you in the world. They are other people. And if we're entitled, you know, I am entitled to my opinion. We all say that, and you are. But what we really mean by that is I'm entitled for you to agree with my opinion. And many of you today will remember that you're not entitled to that at all. You will be reminded by the end of the day. So what happens when we become entitled to certain things? People around us notice immediately. We become a little more demanding. We're much more aware of, you know, you are not living up to my expectations. We get a little complainy, whiny, you know. We have a whole set of things. We have a set of ideas that someone is not living up to. And it's kind of the death of Thanksgiving. And we're told today, be on your guard, very careful not to forget the things your eyes have seen and your ears have heard the gifts of God. What does it mean to be very aware? Yesterday I had, and this happens probably more often than I'd like, but not certainly nowhere near 50% of the time. It's a minuscule part of my life. I woke up yesterday. Luckily, I didn't have any morning appointments. I woke up with a migraine that would not go away. And, you know, I'm never aware of what it is to be healthy until I have an unhealthy day. You know, all of a sudden, because good health, that's an entitlement in my mind. And I don't mean it in a mean way. It's just that something happens often enough, you come to expect it. And, you know, it's always like, I wake up this morning and I'm like, okay, no headache. I can look into the light. Oh, it's going to be a good day. But unless I have a day like yesterday, today goes unnoticed. How much is going right goes unnoticed until something really goes wrong. And so, you know, this is a feast where we come together and hopefully we re-remember our year. We go back and we re-filter it. We filter and we look at what has happened that is good. We look at what has happened that is positive. We look at, you know, someone said to me the other day, oh, there's so much going on in the country. And, you know, my friends and I are talking about this and we're doing all this stuff and yadda yadda. And we're just horrified, we're horrified, we're horrified. And finally she started to realize, you know, my friends and I would have done nothing this year were it not for a little something to stir us up. You know, some people are closer to their friends because they're out doing something with them in the world. They're remembering that they actually have missions in the world and we're not called to be too complacent with the status quo. Oh, there's something good that came out of it. When we re-remember our year with a different filter, because most of us, our filter is a little too radically set towards remembering what we're angry about. We become what is called injustice collectors. Sadly, that's one of the categories of a serial killer. That's what they call an injustice collector. Someone who's just so mad about things that have happened in their life and they finally boil over. And I think too many of us become that way. We collect the things people have done to us that are wrong. And because we start to become a people who feel we're entitled to something better, no matter what someone does, it's still not quite enough. Or they could have done a little better. Or there's just an extra layer of critique. And we sort of become thankless people. We're always wanting a little more gratitude and offering a little less. And so today we come together and, you know, I really, really hope that we all have gatherings today that are at least a little difficult. Something where you can look around and know that, you know, life isn't—I am not entitled to smooth sailing, but there's a lot here to be thankful for. If I really, really, really didn't want to be there, I wouldn't be. Well, you know, there's obligations. Meaning, I don't want to lose these connections. If you don't want to be connected, there's no obligation. And we don't recognize, well, of course we want to be connected. But we would like to be connected on our terms. And that we're not entitled to. We have to find something together, you know. Well, they just—I never feel like I can voice my own opinion. Voice it. You know, there's all these podcasts out there literally telling people how to try to discuss politics with family today. Trying to give them, like, tools to get through, you know, because as we know, we are a country of centrists. Those centered at zero and those centered at a hundred, you know, and nothing in between. How do we discuss? And I said this a few years back, but what I have found, and I will admit that not only is this a good technique I learned years ago, I do like that it drives my family up a tree a bit. And that is when they say things I don't, I don't take the opposite. I don't put out the argument. I don't think I'm going to change their mind. I just say, oh, I disagree. No, you've got to understand. Yeah, I disagree. No, I disagree. Drives them crazy. Just to disagree and to let people know, you know, we're not entitled to see things the same way. We're not entitled. We're entitled if we want to be connected and they want to be connected, we get to see each other. We get to be connected. But we have to be connected to who they are, not to who we hope they are. And Thanksgiving is this great moment where we look back and we go, you know, there's just tons to be thankful for. I can't tell you how many people resent that their parents, you know, fed and clothed them for 20 years, but didn't give me all the emotional support that I really think I wanted. You know, and therefore I can't even see what they did provide. That outfit they bought you, I didn't like it. You know, I don't like where they spent their money for me. It's very easy to get caught up in the what could have gone better. But in the end, we have to look back and say, what are we thankful for? It becomes a different approach to the world. And I think every time, it would be an interesting exercise between now and Christmas. If nothing else, it would give something to distract you from Christmas. But if every time you really found yourself upset about something, like if every time you were upset about the pothole, you took a moment to wonder who built the road. Every time we're upset, I always think, you know, people will say, you know, teenagers are so ungrateful. And I'm thinking, yeah, and we get worse as time goes on. I remember as a teenager, if my parents, if we went out to dinner, that was kind of a big event. You know, it took 30 years later to go out to dinner and think, they got my order wrong. You know, this place really doesn't do fish very well. I mean, think, most of us have gotten a lot pickier about things. Back then, it was an event. Now, they're not up to my entitlement standards. It's so hard to find a good restaurant in Denver. There's only thousands of them. You know, we get maybe less and less grateful because we tell ourselves, you know, I'm becoming, I've said this before, but becoming more sophisticated. Sophistication, like entitlement, is the other enemy of gratitude. I shouldn't throw them under the bus so often, but I have friends from years ago who love theater, but they always love— and John Kite and I always roll our eyes when they'll say, well, now we saw this show. Now, you understand, we're a tough room. We know theater inside and out. We are a tough room. And so there were some real problems. They are so sophisticated, I don't think they've enjoyed an evening of theater in years. They don't spot one thing that couldn't have gone a little bit better. And I always think, what do you get out of that? I mean, you get to go home feeling sophisticated, but I'm thinking, have you enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years? And I think most of us, well, my palate is a little better now. So, you know, mom's stuffing used to be just fine. I find it a little, I don't know, dull these days. You know, tell your mom that. That will start things off nicely. It's so easy to be entitled, and then we lose something. We lose health. We lose a friend. We lose a relationship. And at that moment, you know, we're so caught up in the loss that we forget that a week ago, we weren't even that thrilled with it. Rather than taking the time to go, we should be thrilled with a little more. We should be excited about what goes on in our midst that goes right. That we, you know, start to filter our world a little differently. It's always, and I've gone here before in sermons, it's just, it's one of the fascinating parts of physiological psychology to know how very, very little of your life you remember at any given moment. You know, most of you, if you've had breakfast, probably remember what you had for breakfast. But I could already ask you how many bites it was, and you wouldn't know. Within a week, you probably won't be able to pull this breakfast out from the others. And if I asked you what you had a few months ago, you know, I mean nothing, anyone who watches those like Law & Order TV shows knows there's nothing dumber than when the officer goes up and says, where were you two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock? And they go, oh, well, you know, I was at this movie. And, you know, all of us would be like, let me check my calendar. I don't have a clue where I was two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock. So, since so much of our personality is based on those events that have shaped us over the years, what if you remembered a different slice of your life than the one you do? What if you focused on different memories and let those be the ones that form you? What if you had to go to therapy for all the good things that have happened? I keep telling people, I'm waiting just to hear from one child, you know, that they had a real horrible day, but one really good thing happened that they can't get past. What if we focused on the things that give us gratitude? That's all that Zachariah does today is to focus on, remember how much God has done for us. You know, forget not God's mercies. And I think we have to look to our lives and say, how much is going right? How much is going correctly? And how little of that would I actually be entitled to? Would I actually be entitled to? You know, entitlement is a strange idea. And what we realize as Christians is, I'm not entitled to be alive at any moment. It's the grace of God. We ever get our heads wrapped around that, then Thanksgiving stops being a daily event annually, one day a year. All of a sudden, Thanksgiving turns into Eucharist. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, said,
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Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel,
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for he has visited his people and set them free.
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He has raised up a horn for our salvation
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within the house of David his servant,
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even as he promised through the mouth of his holy prophets
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from of old.
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Salvation from our enemies and from the hands
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of all who hate us.
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To show mercy to our fathers and to be mindful of his covenant
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and of the oath he swore to Abraham, our father.
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To grant us that rescued from the hand of the enemy
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without fear we might worship him in holiness
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and righteousness all the days of our lives.
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As for you, child, you will be called a prophet of the Most
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High.
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You will go before the Lord to prepare his ways,
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to give his people knowledge of salvation
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through the forgiveness of their sins
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because of the tender mercy of our God,
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by which the daybreak from on high will visit us,
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to shine on those who sit in darkness
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and the shadow of death, and to guide our feet
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in the way of peace.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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It has occurred to me over the last couple of weeks
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as I've been thinking a little bit about today
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that thanksgiving and the act of gratitude
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is really a function of memory.
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It's taking a moment to remember what has happened.
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And sometimes it is the need to correct our selective memory,
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we remember certain things.
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Most of us have some really old fundamental memories
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of things that went wrong.
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Wounds are slow to heal because we remember them so well.
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And so we don't always remember everything
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that is going right in life.
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And the enemy of gratitude, the enemy of thanksgiving
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is not so much a mean-spiritedness,
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it's not so much a closed-mindedness.
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Especially in modern day, the enemy of gratitude
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is entitlement.
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Entitlement is everything is supposed to go well.
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And if everything really goes well, if we're entitled,
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then what should be gratitude simply becomes satisfaction.
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You know, it did okay.
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When I was, oh, probably before the age of fifth grade,
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you know, the grading system, they wouldn't give you
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A's and B's and C's that low.
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You just got satisfactory or unsatisfactory.
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And you know, satisfactory was just never that satisfying.
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There was no excellent or anything.
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It was just, you know, if you did so good,
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you were satisfactory.
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I mean, you can imagine at your wedding,
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having your spouse look across and say to you,
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you are satisfactory.
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Oh, happy day.
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Satisfactory is the highest grade the entitled can give.
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That's our ceiling if we're entitled.
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So when we think, well, I'm entitled to good roads,
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then the roads are satisfactory or not.
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We don't even notice the roads until there's a pothole.
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And then we're incensed that they aren't satisfactory.
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We can only be pulled down
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when we live with that kind of entitlement.
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And so to change our memory,
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to learn to focus on different things,
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to, you know, get together today with family and friends,
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and you know, and I really have to remind myself,
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I am not entitled to a family
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that agrees with me on everything.
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I don't even know where I would have thought that.
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It's never happened.
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You know, how many of us kind of say,
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oh, you know, the holidays are coming
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and there's all this family drama,
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because, you know, I'm entitled to a family
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that, you know, behaves the way I think it should.
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And of course, all the stress is happening
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because everyone thinks that everyone should think
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the way they think,
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rather than, you know, you have two choices,
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alone or with others.
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And there's nothing quite so disconcerting
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as the day that you realize all those others
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are actually other.
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They are not you.
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They are not reflections of you in the world.
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They are other people.
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And if we're entitled, you know,
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I am entitled to my opinion.
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We all say that, and you are.
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But what we really mean by that is
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I'm entitled for you to agree with my opinion.
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And many of you today will remember
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that you're not entitled to that at all.
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You will be reminded by the end of the day.
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So what happens when we become entitled
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to certain things?
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People around us notice immediately.
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We become a little more demanding.
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We're much more aware of, you know,
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you are not living up to my expectations.
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We get a little complainy, whiny, you know.
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We have a whole set of things.
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We have a set of ideas that someone is not living up to.
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And it's kind of the death of Thanksgiving.
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And we're told today,
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be on your guard, very careful not to forget
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the things your eyes have seen
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and your ears have heard the gifts of God.
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What does it mean to be very aware?
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Yesterday I had,
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and this happens probably more often than I'd like,
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but not certainly nowhere near 50% of the time.
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It's a minuscule part of my life.
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I woke up yesterday.
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Luckily, I didn't have any morning appointments.
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I woke up with a migraine that would not go away.
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And, you know, I'm never aware of what it is to be healthy
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until I have an unhealthy day.
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You know, all of a sudden,
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because good health,
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that's an entitlement in my mind.
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And I don't mean it in a mean way.
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It's just that something happens often enough,
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you come to expect it.
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And, you know, it's always like,
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I wake up this morning and I'm like,
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okay, no headache.
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I can look into the light.
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Oh, it's going to be a good day.
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But unless I have a day like yesterday,
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today goes unnoticed.
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How much is going right goes unnoticed
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until something really goes wrong.
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And so, you know, this is a feast where we come together
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and hopefully we re-remember our year.
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We go back and we re-filter it.
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We filter and we look at what has happened that is good.
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We look at what has happened that is positive.
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We look at, you know, someone said to me the other day,
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oh, there's so much going on in the country.
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And, you know, my friends and I are talking about this
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and we're doing all this stuff and yadda yadda.
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And we're just horrified, we're horrified, we're horrified.
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And finally she started to realize, you know,
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my friends and I would have done nothing this year
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were it not for a little something to stir us up.
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You know, some people are closer to their friends
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because they're out doing something with them in the world.
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They're remembering that they actually have missions in the world
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and we're not called to be too complacent with the status quo.
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Oh, there's something good that came out of it.
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When we re-remember our year with a different filter,
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because most of us, our filter is a little too radically set
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towards remembering what we're angry about.
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We become what is called injustice collectors.
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Sadly, that's one of the categories of a serial killer.
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That's what they call an injustice collector.
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Someone who's just so mad about things that have happened in their life
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and they finally boil over.
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And I think too many of us become that way.
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We collect the things people have done to us that are wrong.
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And because we start to become a people who feel we're entitled to something better,
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no matter what someone does, it's still not quite enough.
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Or they could have done a little better.
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Or there's just an extra layer of critique.
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And we sort of become thankless people.
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We're always wanting a little more gratitude and offering a little less.
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And so today we come together and, you know,
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I really, really hope that we all have gatherings today
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that are at least a little difficult.
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Something where you can look around and know that, you know,
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life isn't—I am not entitled to smooth sailing,
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but there's a lot here to be thankful for.
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If I really, really, really didn't want to be there, I wouldn't be.
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Well, you know, there's obligations.
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Meaning, I don't want to lose these connections.
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If you don't want to be connected, there's no obligation.
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And we don't recognize, well, of course we want to be connected.
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But we would like to be connected on our terms.
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And that we're not entitled to.
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We have to find something together, you know.
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Well, they just—I never feel like I can voice my own opinion.
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Voice it.
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You know, there's all these podcasts out there literally telling people
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how to try to discuss politics with family today.
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Trying to give them, like, tools to get through, you know,
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because as we know, we are a country of centrists.
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Those centered at zero and those centered at a hundred,
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you know, and nothing in between.
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How do we discuss?
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And I said this a few years back, but what I have found,
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and I will admit that not only is this a good technique I learned years ago,
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I do like that it drives my family up a tree a bit.
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And that is when they say things I don't, I don't take the opposite.
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I don't put out the argument.
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I don't think I'm going to change their mind.
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I just say, oh, I disagree.
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No, you've got to understand.
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Yeah, I disagree.
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No, I disagree.
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Drives them crazy.
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Just to disagree and to let people know, you know,
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we're not entitled to see things the same way.
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We're not entitled.
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We're entitled if we want to be connected and they want to be connected,
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we get to see each other.
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We get to be connected.
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But we have to be connected to who they are, not to who we hope they are.
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And Thanksgiving is this great moment where we look back and we go,
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you know, there's just tons to be thankful for.
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I can't tell you how many people resent that their parents,
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you know, fed and clothed them for 20 years,
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but didn't give me all the emotional support that I really think I wanted.
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You know, and therefore I can't even see what they did provide.
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That outfit they bought you, I didn't like it.
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You know, I don't like where they spent their money for me.
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It's very easy to get caught up in the what could have gone better.
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But in the end, we have to look back and say, what are we thankful for?
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It becomes a different approach to the world.
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And I think every time,
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it would be an interesting exercise between now and Christmas.
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If nothing else, it would give something to distract you from Christmas.
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But if every time you really found yourself upset about something,
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like if every time you were upset about the pothole,
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you took a moment to wonder who built the road.
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Every time we're upset,
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I always think, you know, people will say,
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you know, teenagers are so ungrateful.
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And I'm thinking, yeah, and we get worse as time goes on.
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I remember as a teenager, if my parents,
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if we went out to dinner, that was kind of a big event.
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You know, it took 30 years later to go out to dinner and think,
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they got my order wrong.
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You know, this place really doesn't do fish very well.
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I mean, think, most of us have gotten a lot pickier about things.
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Back then, it was an event.
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Now, they're not up to my entitlement standards.
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It's so hard to find a good restaurant in Denver.
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There's only thousands of them.
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You know, we get maybe less and less grateful
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because we tell ourselves,
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you know, I'm becoming, I've said this before,
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but becoming more sophisticated.
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Sophistication, like entitlement, is the other enemy of gratitude.
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I shouldn't throw them under the bus so often,
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but I have friends from years ago who love theater,
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but they always love—
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and John Kite and I always roll our eyes when they'll say,
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well, now we saw this show.
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Now, you understand, we're a tough room.
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We know theater inside and out.
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We are a tough room.
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And so there were some real problems.
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They are so sophisticated,
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I don't think they've enjoyed an evening of theater in years.
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They don't spot one thing that couldn't have gone a little bit better.
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And I always think, what do you get out of that?
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I mean, you get to go home feeling sophisticated,
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but I'm thinking, have you enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years?
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And I think most of us, well, my palate is a little better now.
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So, you know, mom's stuffing used to be just fine.
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I find it a little, I don't know, dull these days.
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You know, tell your mom that.
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That will start things off nicely.
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It's so easy to be entitled,
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and then we lose something.
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We lose health.
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We lose a friend.
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We lose a relationship.
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And at that moment, you know,
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we're so caught up in the loss that we forget that a week ago,
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we weren't even that thrilled with it.
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Rather than taking the time to go,
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we should be thrilled with a little more.
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We should be excited about what goes on in our midst that goes right.
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That we, you know, start to filter our world a little differently.
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It's always, and I've gone here before in sermons,
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it's just, it's one of the fascinating parts of physiological psychology
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to know how very, very little of your life you remember at any given moment.
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You know, most of you, if you've had breakfast,
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probably remember what you had for breakfast.
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But I could already ask you how many bites it was,
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and you wouldn't know.
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Within a week,
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you probably won't be able to pull this breakfast out from the others.
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And if I asked you what you had a few months ago,
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you know, I mean nothing,
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anyone who watches those like Law & Order TV shows knows
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there's nothing dumber than when the officer goes up and says,
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where were you two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock?
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And they go, oh, well, you know, I was at this movie.
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And, you know, all of us would be like, let me check my calendar.
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I don't have a clue where I was two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock.
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So, since so much of our personality is based on those events
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that have shaped us over the years,
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what if you remembered a different slice of your life than the one you do?
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What if you focused on different memories
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and let those be the ones that form you?
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What if you had to go to therapy
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for all the good things that have happened?
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I keep telling people,
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I'm waiting just to hear from one child,
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you know, that they had a real horrible day,
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but one really good thing happened that they can't get past.
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What if we focused on the things that give us gratitude?
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That's all that Zachariah does today is to focus on,
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remember how much God has done for us.
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You know, forget not God's mercies.
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And I think we have to look to our lives and say,
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how much is going right?
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How much is going correctly?
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And how little of that would I actually be entitled to?
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Would I actually be entitled to?
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You know, entitlement is a strange idea.
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And what we realize as Christians is,
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I'm not entitled to be alive at any moment.
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It's the grace of God.
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We ever get our heads wrapped around that,
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then Thanksgiving stops being a daily event annually,
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one day a year.
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All of a sudden, Thanksgiving turns into Eucharist.
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And it's something that is the source and summit
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of every moment of our lives.
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Father Pat’s message is a call to move beyond enti Father Pat’s message is a call to move beyond entitlement and into a posture of deep gratitude rooted in memory, humility, and perspective. Drawing from Zechariah’s prophetic gratitude in Luke’s Gospel, Father Pat reflects on how easily we forget the blessings in our lives and how entitlement and sophistication dull our capacity to be thankful. He emphasizes that authentic thanksgiving arises not when everything is perfect, but when we intentionally remember the good, even in the midst of imperfection. Gratitude, he asserts, is a spiritual discipline that requires us to reframe our memories, embrace others as they are—not as we wish them to be—and recognize that life itself is a gift, not a guarantee. By relinquishing entitlement and practicing intentional remembrance, we are led into the heart of thanksgiving, which is the Eucharist—the ultimate expression of gratitude.
Father Pat’s sermon weaves together the Gospel canticle of Zechariah with a profound meditation on the spiritual discipline of gratitude. Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, proclaims the mercy and fidelity of God, recognizing the fulfillment of ancient promises and the dawning of salvation through Christ. His words are not merely a celebration of a personal event but a cosmic acknowledgment of divine grace. For Father Pat, this canticle becomes a template for how we are to live: in continual remembrance of God’s goodness and mercy. Zechariah’s gratitude is not abstract; it is rooted in memory—of covenants kept, of promises fulfilled, of mercy extended.
Father Pat challenges the congregation to consider how their own memories shape their capacity for thanksgiving. He remarks that wounds and wrongs are remembered vividly, while blessings are often forgotten or overlooked. This selective memory, he says, is a barrier to true gratitude and often feeds into a sense of entitlement. Entitlement, in his analysis, is not merely a selfish attitude but a spiritual distortion that replaces thanksgiving with mere satisfaction. When we believe we are owed everything, we cease to be thankful for anything. Satisfaction becomes the ceiling of joy, and nothing is ever quite good enough.
He illustrates this with examples from everyday life: the unnoticed roads until there’s a pothole, the taken-for-granted health until a migraine hits, the restaurant meal that becomes disappointing not because it is bad but because our standards have been raised by familiarity and sophistication. Entitlement creeps into our relationships too—especially during holidays—where we expect families to behave according to our expectations. Disappointment and conflict arise when we forget that others are "other," not extensions of ourselves.
Father Pat offers a spiritual antidote: the intentional practice of remembering rightly. He invites us to “re-remember” the year with a new filter, seeking out the good, the growth, the moments of grace that may have gone unnoticed. This is not naïve optimism but a theological reorientation—a recognition that even in suffering or inconvenience, God’s mercy is at work. He warns against becoming “injustice collectors,” people who hoard grievances and allow them to define their lives. In contrast, those who practice gratitude become more generous, patient, and open.
He also addresses the subtle ways sophistication can undermine gratitude. The more refined our tastes, the more critical we become. Whether it's the arts, food, or relationships, the constant search for excellence can blind us to the goodness already present. This is not a call to lower standards but to widen our perspective—to see the grace that exceeds our expectations, not merely meets them.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s reflection culminates in a Eucharistic vision of life. Thanksgiving, he argues, should not be confined to a single holiday or moment of abundance. In the Christian life, gratitude becomes Eucharist—an ongoing offering of our lives back to God in praise for all that has been received. This transformation happens when we embrace the truth that nothing is owed to us, but everything is a gift. Life, health, love, community, and even the daily frustrations that shape our character—all are expressions of divine mercy.
Father Pat leaves his hearers with a spiritual challenge: to become people who remember differently, who look at their lives through the lens of grace rather than grievance. He suggests a simple yet powerful practice—each time we are upset, ask ourselves what is going right. Who built the road? Who showed up? What is the hidden gift within this moment? This shift in memory and mindset is what allows thanksgiving to become not just a feeling, but a way of being—a Eucharistic life....
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Immediately he received his sight and followed him on the way. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise be to you, Lord Jesus Christ. This gospel, and many of the miracle stories, probably the greater bulk of the miracle healing stories, have to do with sight and hearing. There are two, I think, don't check me on it, but I think there are two stories about mute. But one of them is a deaf mute, and his hearing is healed, and then his speaking, almost as though Jesus is saying we should listen before we speak. Crazy concept. And the other is a man possessed by a mute spirit. Now, people talk back and forth, does that mean he was mute, or that there was something muting his spirit, or what that means. But it's an interesting idea that so many of these stories are around hearing and seeing. Because especially, and this is Mark's gospel, but especially by the time you get to John's gospel, this sight is really not about seeing with the eye, it's about wisdom, it's about opening our eyes to what goes on around us. In the story, not Bartimaeus, but the story of the man born blind. I always love that phrase. The man born blind, because you know who else is born blind. Everyone, no one comes out of the womb going, that was amazing! We come out with our eyes closed. And opening takes time. There may be once in a great while they say, oh, someone comes out with their eyes open. And then it turns out those people are in mental institutions. But they come out, we come out blind. We are all born blind. And then we learn to see, to some extent. But learning to see more deeply can take longer and longer. It occurs to me whenever I get to these types of stories, that it took me years, and I know that years from now I'll look back and say I wasn't there yet now. I see things in scripture that I never saw, because most of us open scriptures, and if our knowledge of scripture is a little bit passing here and there, and we haven't taken tons of time with it, we will see what we were told to see, not what's on the page. And I go back and forth. Even this, this never struck me as odd until about, oh, I don't know, maybe ten years ago. Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus. Now, in Hebrew, Bartimaeus means the son of Timaeus. So, son of Timaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus. Clearly, even Mark, this earliest gospel, is already starting to write for people who don't know Hebrew anymore, who don't understand. And also, it's just the way language develops. No one, if I say that this is, you know, we know now that Johnson no longer means the son of John, but that is the origin of that last name, and any of those last names that end in son. So, some of it is just normal, you know, sort of development of language, but you just don't see those things. You also don't see exactly what's on the page. It took me years before I read the Adam and Eve story for the first time, and, you know, the Adam and Eve story is the one we all know. When someone says, tell us about creation in the Bible, almost no one goes to the God said, let there be light, and there was light. They go to the older story. It's a much more primitive story. It's the story where God is not omniscient and all powerful, all knowing, because he doesn't know why Adam's naked, and he doesn't know, well, who told you you could eat meat? He asks a lot of questions for an all-knowing God. It's our earliest vision, and later on, almost 500 years later, we get, let there be light, and we don't know that because the final editor put let there be light as the first chapter, so we said, which one comes first? Well, which one was written first, or which one got put in an earlier chapter? So this early story, we have to take it as an early story, but when I, about 15 years ago, reading it, and I go, so Eve wasn't actually around when God said, don't eat the fruit. God says to Adam, don't eat the fruit, before he creates Eve in that story. Now, this makes perfect sense with early religion, and for some people with religion today, but for early religion, so Eve's not around, so the story leads us to wonder where she heard don't eat the fruit? Probably from Adam. So what was the great sin, that she didn't listen to God, or she did not listen to a man? Back when the story was written, I would imagine the second one, luckily we're past that. I'm reading some stuff online that gets scary. And so there's stuff that you go, oh, that's right there in the story. How have I not seen that? Because the story I've been told actually takes precedence over what's right there in front of my eyes. We don't like to notice this. I'm going to be doing this a lot. I'm going to be doing this a lot today, so just get used to it. It's not a rash, I'm adjusting the microphone. This sigh, this ability to look at something you've seen forever and go, oh, never saw that before. It still happens almost every time I open up a page of scripture. I go, wait, look at what it actually says, rather than what I've been thinking it says all these years. Anyone ever try to proofread their own work? Every week I'm over there and the prayers of the faithful come and someone reads a prayer and I go, I read that 20 times. How did I miss that I didn't put a verb in that sentence? Because I read what I thought I wrote every time I go to proofread it. And we don't see what's right in front of us. Brene Brown calls this the rough draft. We have a rough draft of things in our head. We have a rough draft of how things go. So we see someone on the street and they're asking for money and someone in their mind says, yes, but if you give it to them they'll probably just spend it on alcohol. Well, you filled in an awful lot of a rough draft there. Well, anyone who starts a sentence with, well, you know, those people, those people are a whole group of individuals and they all have different ways of approaching the world and they don't all agree on things. I mean, you know, could you imagine anyone finding, this is going to make some sound, hold on. Oh, no, it didn't. Can you imagine anyone looking at your entire family and saying, oh, well, we know how they think. If there's four Dolans in a room there are five opinions. So it's, you know, I mean, but people do that. From the outside we look and we go, well, we know about those people. And we don't know that we've stopped seeing what's in front of us and we've got old voices, old ideas in our heads telling us what's going on and we will not look at what's in front of us. One of the things you do not ever get to see, unless you've got a missile in front of you and you're really paying attention, is where this falls, this story. This story literally, this is one of those moments that's absolutely sequential. Last week we ended with chapter 10, you know, verse 45 and we picked up at chapter 10, verse 46. And there's a little parallelism in there that we miss. When Jesus says exact words, what do you want me to do for you? We heard that last week because James and John came and said, we want you to do whatever we tell you. And he says, what do you want me to do for you? And we get, so we're getting contrasting stories. Last week was, we want you to give us authority and power. And Jesus says, wow, okay, no. This guy says, I want to see. Jesus says, got it. He wants, he's not interested in controlling the world, he actually wants to see it. What's going on? And it dovetails with what we talked about last week. Okay, what I talked about and you endured last week is how do we handle people who don't see the world the way we do? Do we see them? Do we actually want to know where their journey led them? Are we interested? Or nope, they're the enemy, I already know it, I'm right and they're wrong. It is one of the toughest lines to not cross between, you know, faithful certainty and arrogance. How do we become certain without becoming arrogant? Because it's a trick and a half. And I think, I don't think my faith ever calls me, and yours might be different, mine has never said, if you're faithful, Pat, you will know you're right about things. Unfortunately, I do say that to myself, but that is not pure faith. Faith is, I will never understand perfectly. There's always more to learn. There's always something out there, I wonder what I missed, I wonder what scripture I will open this year and go, what? It says what? And I always have people come to me and say, I've never heard that in scripture before. Now, we have a three-year cycle, you've heard it every three years. You just never heard it. We're called to see and hear what's in front of us, and the best we can do, so how do we fight this? My advice to people is, scripture will never guide your life as strongly as the filters through which you read it. The filters through which we read it will do more to guide our lives. Some people will read the same page of scripture, and some will come and say, it says right there, those people are going to hell, and the other will say, but down here it says don't judge people. The filter with which we read scripture. So know your filters, and own them. I must tell you, I am tired of looking at people online who say, well, God says, oh, does he? Have tea with him, did you? Well, it's in scripture. Oh, don't get me started there, because I can give you five scriptures that disagree. Yes, but God says the things I like in scripture. Know your filters. Know the paradigms and the sort of preexisting ideas that shape how you see the world. Most of us think that we see the world, and then we reconcile it with all this stuff. No. Matter of fact, there's a thing, it was really big in psychology, it was, I mean, they still believe it, it just wasn't quite so shiny and new, about 20, 25 years ago, what they called the amygdala hijack, which said when you see something from the visual cortex, it goes through the emotional center of your brain before it hits the cognitive center. Which means you will feel about it before you analyze it, and then you will tell yourself you analyzed it, and that's why you feel this way. It is so hard to kind of turn off the amygdala hijacker. I've probably told you this before, but I had a friend in college, and we're still friends, but he's really got, he struggles with racism. Or he doesn't, but all of us struggle with his racism. And he'll tell you, he always puts it off to PTSD. I had an event in my life that you don't understand. When I was in college, and I heard this story the first time like 10 years after college, when I was in college, I was mugged by these three tall skinny black kids. I was mugged by them, and so yes, when I go down the street and I see that, yes, I tense up. So my question to them, I said, I get it, I get it. That could be a physiological response. Do you have that with all tall people? Always play dumb. Do you? All skinny people? But all black people, huh? And there was a preexisting paradigm that told you that made sense. And if someone had looked at you and said, it's because they're tall, you would have said, you are the dumbest person on earth. That makes no sense. There's nothing in my mind that's going to believe that's because they're tall. So what was in there ahead of time that let him believe it was because they were black? You know, we think, I've got an experience that shaped me. Things shape us before the experience. Voices in our head, paradigms, ways we see things. And Jesus says, are you brave enough to join Bartimaeus and ask God to open your eyes? Open my eyes, and, you know, a physical therapist I know always says that we always forget that before I can pick up these glasses, before these muscles engage, the mind is going to send a signal to tell these muscles to turn off. I sent it about 20 years ago, and it hasn't come back. But the opposing muscles have to turn off so that the other muscles can turn on. If they don't, you get that sort of, I mean, you can do it on purpose, and that's what they call isometric exercise, where you get your muscles to fight each other. But basically, you have muscles that have to turn off before others can turn on. And we're all saying, give us sight. And Jesus is saying, are you ready to turn off the muscles that are keeping you from it? You want to turn off the paradigm muscles, the voices in your head, the things we were taught? You want to turn those off long enough to see the world. And what he says is, man, that is a great step of faith, and that's why he says to them, your faith has already healed you. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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As Jesus was leaving Jericho with his disciples, a sizable crowd, and a sizable crowd,
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Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus, sat on the roadside begging.
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On hearing that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to cry out and say,
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Jesus, son of David, have pity on me.
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And many rebuked him, telling him to be silent.
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But he kept calling out all the more,
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Son of David, have pity on me.
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Jesus stopped and said, Call him.
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So they called the blind man, saying to him,
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Take courage, get up, Jesus is calling you.
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He threw aside his cloak, sprang up, and came to Jesus.
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Jesus said to him in reply, What do you want me to do for you?
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The blind man replied to him, Master, I want to see you.
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Jesus told him, Go your way, your faith has saved you.
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Immediately he received his sight and followed him on the way.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise be to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This gospel, and many of the miracle stories,
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probably the greater bulk of the miracle healing stories,
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have to do with sight and hearing.
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There are two, I think, don't check me on it,
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but I think there are two stories about mute.
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But one of them is a deaf mute,
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and his hearing is healed, and then his speaking,
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almost as though Jesus is saying we should listen before we speak.
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Crazy concept.
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And the other is a man possessed by a mute spirit.
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Now, people talk back and forth, does that mean he was mute,
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or that there was something muting his spirit, or what that means.
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But it's an interesting idea that so many of these stories
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are around hearing and seeing.
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Because especially, and this is Mark's gospel,
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but especially by the time you get to John's gospel,
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this sight is really not about seeing with the eye,
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it's about wisdom, it's about opening our eyes
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to what goes on around us.
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In the story, not Bartimaeus,
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but the story of the man born blind.
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I always love that phrase.
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The man born blind, because you know who else is born blind.
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Everyone, no one comes out of the womb going,
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that was amazing!
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We come out with our eyes closed.
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And opening takes time.
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There may be once in a great while they say,
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oh, someone comes out with their eyes open.
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And then it turns out those people are in mental institutions.
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But they come out, we come out blind.
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We are all born blind.
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And then we learn to see, to some extent.
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But learning to see more deeply can take longer and longer.
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It occurs to me whenever I get to these types of stories,
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that it took me years, and I know that years from now
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I'll look back and say I wasn't there yet now.
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I see things in scripture that I never saw,
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because most of us open scriptures,
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and if our knowledge of scripture is a little bit passing here and there,
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and we haven't taken tons of time with it,
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we will see what we were told to see,
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not what's on the page.
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And I go back and forth.
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Even this, this never struck me as odd until about,
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oh, I don't know, maybe ten years ago.
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Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus.
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Now, in Hebrew, Bartimaeus means the son of Timaeus.
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So, son of Timaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus.
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Clearly, even Mark, this earliest gospel,
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is already starting to write for people who don't know Hebrew anymore,
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who don't understand.
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And also, it's just the way language develops.
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No one, if I say that this is, you know,
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we know now that Johnson no longer means the son of John,
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but that is the origin of that last name,
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and any of those last names that end in son.
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So, some of it is just normal, you know, sort of development of language,
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but you just don't see those things.
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You also don't see exactly what's on the page.
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It took me years before I read the Adam and Eve story for the first time,
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and, you know, the Adam and Eve story is the one we all know.
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When someone says, tell us about creation in the Bible,
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almost no one goes to the God said, let there be light, and there was light.
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They go to the older story.
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It's a much more primitive story.
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It's the story where God is not omniscient and all powerful, all knowing,
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because he doesn't know why Adam's naked, and he doesn't know,
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well, who told you you could eat meat?
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He asks a lot of questions for an all-knowing God.
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It's our earliest vision, and later on,
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almost 500 years later, we get, let there be light,
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and we don't know that because the final editor put let there be light
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as the first chapter, so we said, which one comes first?
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Well, which one was written first, or which one got put in an earlier chapter?
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So this early story, we have to take it as an early story,
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but when I, about 15 years ago, reading it, and I go,
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so Eve wasn't actually around when God said, don't eat the fruit.
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God says to Adam, don't eat the fruit, before he creates Eve in that story.
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Now, this makes perfect sense with early religion,
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and for some people with religion today, but for early religion,
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so Eve's not around, so the story leads us to wonder
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where she heard don't eat the fruit?
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Probably from Adam.
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So what was the great sin, that she didn't listen to God,
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or she did not listen to a man?
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Back when the story was written, I would imagine the second one,
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luckily we're past that.
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I'm reading some stuff online that gets scary.
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And so there's stuff that you go, oh, that's right there in the story.
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How have I not seen that?
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Because the story I've been told actually takes precedence
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over what's right there in front of my eyes.
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We don't like to notice this.
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I'm going to be doing this a lot.
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I'm going to be doing this a lot today, so just get used to it.
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It's not a rash, I'm adjusting the microphone.
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This sigh, this ability to look at something you've seen forever and go,
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oh, never saw that before.
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It still happens almost every time I open up a page of scripture.
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I go, wait, look at what it actually says,
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rather than what I've been thinking it says all these years.
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Anyone ever try to proofread their own work?
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Every week I'm over there and the prayers of the faithful come
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and someone reads a prayer and I go, I read that 20 times.
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How did I miss that I didn't put a verb in that sentence?
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Because I read what I thought I wrote every time I go to proofread it.
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And we don't see what's right in front of us.
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Brene Brown calls this the rough draft.
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We have a rough draft of things in our head.
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We have a rough draft of how things go.
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So we see someone on the street and they're asking for money
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and someone in their mind says, yes, but if you give it to them
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they'll probably just spend it on alcohol.
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Well, you filled in an awful lot of a rough draft there.
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Well, anyone who starts a sentence with, well, you know, those people,
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those people are a whole group of individuals
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and they all have different ways of approaching the world
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and they don't all agree on things.
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I mean, you know, could you imagine anyone finding,
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this is going to make some sound, hold on.
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Oh, no, it didn't.
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Can you imagine anyone looking at your entire family and saying,
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oh, well, we know how they think.
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If there's four Dolans in a room there are five opinions.
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So it's, you know, I mean, but people do that.
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From the outside we look and we go, well, we know about those people.
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And we don't know that we've stopped seeing what's in front of us
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and we've got old voices, old ideas in our heads telling us what's going on
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and we will not look at what's in front of us.
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One of the things you do not ever get to see,
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unless you've got a missile in front of you
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and you're really paying attention,
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is where this falls, this story.
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This story literally, this is one of those moments that's absolutely sequential.
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Last week we ended with chapter 10, you know, verse 45
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and we picked up at chapter 10, verse 46.
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And there's a little parallelism in there that we miss.
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When Jesus says exact words, what do you want me to do for you?
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We heard that last week because James and John came and said,
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we want you to do whatever we tell you.
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And he says, what do you want me to do for you?
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And we get, so we're getting contrasting stories.
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Last week was, we want you to give us authority and power.
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And Jesus says, wow, okay, no.
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This guy says, I want to see.
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Jesus says, got it.
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He wants, he's not interested in controlling the world,
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he actually wants to see it.
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What's going on?
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And it dovetails with what we talked about last week.
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Okay, what I talked about and you endured last week
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is how do we handle people who don't see the world the way we do?
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Do we see them?
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Do we actually want to know where their journey led them?
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Are we interested?
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Or nope, they're the enemy, I already know it, I'm right and they're wrong.
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It is one of the toughest lines to not cross
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between, you know, faithful certainty and arrogance.
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How do we become certain without becoming arrogant?
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Because it's a trick and a half.
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And I think, I don't think my faith ever calls me,
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and yours might be different, mine has never said,
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if you're faithful, Pat, you will know you're right about things.
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Unfortunately, I do say that to myself, but that is not pure faith.
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Faith is, I will never understand perfectly.
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There's always more to learn.
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There's always something out there, I wonder what I missed,
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I wonder what scripture I will open this year and go,
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what?
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It says what?
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And I always have people come to me and say,
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I've never heard that in scripture before.
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Now, we have a three-year cycle, you've heard it every three years.
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You just never heard it.
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We're called to see and hear what's in front of us,
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and the best we can do, so how do we fight this?
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My advice to people is,
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scripture will never guide your life as strongly as the filters through which you read it.
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The filters through which we read it will do more to guide our lives.
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Some people will read the same page of scripture,
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and some will come and say,
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it says right there, those people are going to hell,
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and the other will say, but down here it says don't judge people.
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The filter with which we read scripture.
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So know your filters, and own them.
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I must tell you, I am tired of looking at people online who say,
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well, God says, oh, does he?
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Have tea with him, did you?
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Well, it's in scripture.
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Oh, don't get me started there, because I can give you five scriptures that disagree.
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Yes, but God says the things I like in scripture.
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Know your filters.
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Know the paradigms and the sort of preexisting ideas that shape how you see the world.
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Most of us think that we see the world, and then we reconcile it with all this stuff.
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No. Matter of fact, there's a thing, it was really big in psychology,
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it was, I mean, they still believe it, it just wasn't quite so shiny and new,
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about 20, 25 years ago, what they called the amygdala hijack,
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which said when you see something from the visual cortex,
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it goes through the emotional center of your brain before it hits the cognitive center.
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Which means you will feel about it before you analyze it,
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and then you will tell yourself you analyzed it, and that's why you feel this way.
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It is so hard to kind of turn off the amygdala hijacker.
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I've probably told you this before, but I had a friend in college,
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and we're still friends, but he's really got, he struggles with racism.
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Or he doesn't, but all of us struggle with his racism.
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And he'll tell you, he always puts it off to PTSD.
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I had an event in my life that you don't understand.
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When I was in college, and I heard this story the first time like 10 years after college,
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when I was in college, I was mugged by these three tall skinny black kids.
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I was mugged by them, and so yes, when I go down the street and I see that,
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yes, I tense up.
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So my question to them, I said, I get it, I get it.
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That could be a physiological response.
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Do you have that with all tall people?
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Always play dumb.
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Do you?
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All skinny people?
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But all black people, huh?
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And there was a preexisting paradigm that told you that made sense.
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And if someone had looked at you and said, it's because they're tall,
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you would have said, you are the dumbest person on earth.
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That makes no sense.
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There's nothing in my mind that's going to believe that's because they're tall.
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So what was in there ahead of time that let him believe it was because they were black?
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You know, we think, I've got an experience that shaped me.
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Things shape us before the experience.
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Voices in our head, paradigms, ways we see things.
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And Jesus says, are you brave enough to join Bartimaeus and ask God to open your eyes?
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Open my eyes, and, you know, a physical therapist I know always says that we always forget
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that before I can pick up these glasses, before these muscles engage,
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the mind is going to send a signal to tell these muscles to turn off.
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I sent it about 20 years ago, and it hasn't come back.
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But the opposing muscles have to turn off so that the other muscles can turn on.
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If they don't, you get that sort of, I mean, you can do it on purpose,
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and that's what they call isometric exercise, where you get your muscles to fight each other.
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But basically, you have muscles that have to turn off before others can turn on.
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And we're all saying, give us sight.
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And Jesus is saying, are you ready to turn off the muscles that are keeping you from it?
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You want to turn off the paradigm muscles, the voices in your head, the things we were taught?
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You want to turn those off long enough to see the world.
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And what he says is, man, that is a great step of faith,
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and that's why he says to them, your faith has already healed you.
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If you're ready, if you're ready to turn off the muscles that tell you how to see the world,
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Jesus is ready to open our eyes and let us see with interest and honesty the world that is truly around us.
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Father Pat's message centers on the transforma Father Pat's message centers on the transformative power of true spiritual sight—seeing not just with our eyes, but with the heart and mind open to truth, wisdom, and deeper understanding. Using the story of Bartimaeus, the blind man healed by Jesus, Father Pat invites us to reflect on how much of our perception is filtered through assumptions, old narratives, and inherited interpretations. He challenges us to ask for sight not to control or judge the world, but to genuinely see it as it is—to encounter Scripture, others, and God with fresh, humble, and unfiltered eyes. Spiritual growth, then, is not about confidently declaring what we know, but about courageously admitting what we haven’t yet seen and remaining open to being changed.
In a detailed and thoughtful reflection, Father Pat begins by exploring the miracle story of Bartimaeus in Mark’s Gospel, emphasizing that many of Jesus’ healing miracles—especially in the Gospels—center around restoring sight and hearing. This, he suggests, is not accidental; rather, these physical healings point to deeper spiritual realities. Particularly in John’s Gospel, sight becomes a metaphor for spiritual insight and wisdom. Father Pat notes that we are all born blind—not just physically, but in terms of perception, understanding, and awareness. Our sight develops over time, and true spiritual sight may take a lifetime to attain.
Drawing attention to the subtle details in the Gospel, Father Pat highlights the redundancy in the name “Bartimaeus, son of Timaeus” to show how even the Gospel of Mark was already being shaped for an audience unfamiliar with Hebrew, demonstrating how language and understanding evolve. This becomes a segue into a broader discussion on how we often miss what is plainly in front of us in Scripture because we read it through inherited interpretations rather than with fresh eyes. He compares this to proofreading one’s own writing: we tend to see what we think we wrote, rather than what is actually on the page. The same applies to Scripture—we often interpret it through the filters of what we were told it says, rather than what it truly says.
Father Pat goes on to examine the parallel between this week’s Gospel and the one from the previous week. Both contain Jesus asking, “What do you want me to do for you?” But the responses are dramatically different. James and John ask for power and authority, while Bartimaeus asks for sight. The contrast is striking—one request is rooted in control, the other in transformation and understanding. Bartimaeus seeks to see the world as it truly is, not to dominate it. This becomes the central spiritual challenge: do we truly want to see the world and others as they are, or do we prefer our preconceived judgments?
The homily then moves into a profound critique of the human tendency to rely on rough drafts—mental shortcuts, stereotypes, and emotional reactions—that prevent true sight. Drawing from the work of Brene Brown and psychological insights like the “amygdala hijack,” Father Pat explains that we often emotionally react to people or situations before we even cognitively process them. We then rationalize those reactions with post hoc reasoning, convincing ourselves that our gut feeling came from analysis, when in truth it preceded it.
This distortion affects not only how we see others—especially those we’ve been taught to judge or fear—but also how we interpret Scripture. Father Pat stresses the importance of recognizing the filters we bring to religious texts. Two people can read the same passage and come away with radically different conclusions, depending on the paradigms they've inherited. He urges listeners to be self-aware and honest about these filters, rather than claiming that “God says” something simply because it aligns with their own preferences or biases.
The message culminates in a call to courageous faith—the faith to ask Jesus, as Bartimaeus did, to open our eyes. But this comes with a challenge: are we willing to “turn off” the internal muscles that keep us from seeing clearly? Just as the body must deactivate certain muscles to allow others to move, we must quiet our assumptions, judgments, and inherited beliefs in order to receive true spiritual insight. Faith is not about being certain and right; it’s about being open, curious, and willing to be transformed. Only then can we truly see the world—and others—as God sees them.
Father Pat concludes by reminding us that the healing of sight begins with humility and the desire to see what we’ve missed. Bartimaeus's faith healed him not because he already understood everything, but because he was willing to ask for vision he did not yet have. Likewise, our spiritual journey begins when we admit we are still blind in many ways, and ask Christ to open our eyes—not to reinforce what we think we know, but to show us what we’ve never seen....
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2018-03-30-the-chain-that-holds-us-93.mp3
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I think sometimes we just, linguistically, we get talking about the cross. The cross is wood. The man on the cross, and what happens, and why God comes down to die, and there's a thing called atonement theology, which is not my favorite, which is God needed Jesus to suffer before he let us off the hook, and it makes Jesus the hero, but you kind of raise an eyebrow at God. It's an elephant right in the center of our Christianity that no one wants to really say, well, what was he saving us from? Well, you know, hell. Well, who made hell? And we start wiggling and getting a little uncomfortable, and it kind of comes down to this feeling that Jesus saves us from the wrath of, okay, we don't want to go there. What do we do with that absolute paradox in our faith? Incarnation theology says Jesus came to die and to suffer because those are experiences that God cannot have. God can't suffer. God can't not know what's happening tomorrow, so God has to empty himself and become like us. And we could say, you know, we could have told him ahead of time, why would you want to come and suffer and die? And if you look through history and if you look through your lives, if you look what's going on right now in our own culture and around the world, you come to realize something very quickly, and that is there is a human bond that happens in suffering that happens nowhere else in life. You know, triumph is fun, we enjoy it, but it is in the suffering that we really come together. It's sort of the paradox of our faith. I always tell people, especially people who either they're new to the faith or they aren't sure, they're new to the parish, and they'll always say things like, well, you know, I struggle with this belief and I feel alone. When you feel alone, that's when you know you're like everyone else. When you feel like you don't fit in, oh, you are one of us. That's that paradox. And so in our woundedness is the wholeness. How do we get there? Because that's why we come and we're brave enough to look at the cross. Not just because we think, oh, eventually it's resurrection, but because we know when we look at the cross, that's where our connection to one another is. I'm going to share, I'm not going to sing a song, but I am going to share with you a line of a song, so I'm going to make Nick get off the keyboard. You know, he comes clear from out of town and I boot him. For those of you that don't know, I've been on a, like a craze, writing music lately, and I've backed off, not all of you, but I've backed off church music. I've been writing church music forever and, you know, other than having five rhymes for the word charity, you know, after a while you think I've got to write some different lyrics just to keep myself sharp. So I thought I'm going to do a cycle of theater songs, of a life, a life that starts and goes clear to death, and what's been plaguing me is the last song, the death. Because I had this chorus and I knew what I wanted to do with it, I kind of, it started out as a tribute to my grandmother Dolan, which quickly became a tribute to my grandmother Kelly, I'll tell you. But just, what happened is at the very end of this, I was three notes away from being able to end this song and go to bed one night, and I finally had to give up. And what I had done, because I know a lot of us have felt like in the last few years that all the battles we fought in our life, you know, we fought against racism and we fought against sexism and we fought against all these isms, and we all of a sudden look around and they're on the rise again and we think those mountains that we thought we climbed are ahead of us. And when did that happen? And I kind of wanted to weave that into this last thing about, you know, one of my grandmothers used to always say, you know, you do what's yours to do and you trust others. You know, even at the end of your life, you didn't get everything done. And so I was going to, I was going to end with this, which is this, um... And we don't change the whole world and the race isn't done. But we pass the baton to those still able to run. Remember all we've achieved on the shoulders of those who came before us to begin this fight we know that we chose. We are, and I couldn't think of the last word. We are one just sounded like, you know, I knew I was going there. But we are, and it wasn't a religious piece, we are gods, we are peace. And I thought, you know, we, my belief there, we're the body of Christ. We're this group that's connected through our woundedness. And you know, lyrics will drive me up a tree until I find the lyric I want. And so I did what anyone would do. I forgot about that song and wrote the others. And I, and I, the verses were about my grandmother. So it's not going to shock you. I had two grandmothers. Some people have more. I just had two. And my grandmother, Dolan, that's how the song started out. I have this memory. When I was a kid, my grandmother, if I was sitting next to my grandmother, no matter what else was happening in the family, it was like being in a safe zone. No one would have tried anything around her, not because she was harsh. She was the gentlest woman you ever met. And I remember her hands. And I remember if I was sitting there holding my grandmother's hands in a, in a, and many of you know, I've told you, I, I grew up in a home with two alcoholic parents and five older brothers that had no supervision. Do the math. When I was holding grandmother Dolan's hand, I was safe. It's probably the only experience in childhood I had of safe, was holding that hand. And so I grew up with this deep love for my grandmother, Dolan. And as I started to write the song, I realized, you know, she had, she had an easy, gentle life. I started to realize I will never understand that security and that safety, and I'll always have that love for her. But my grandmother, Kelly, was my hero. In the early 1930s, she was left by her husband and raised two girls alone. In the 30s and in the 40s, in a world that told her she didn't need as much pay as men. And she raised two girls and she saw him through boarding school and she, I mean, and yes, she was a harder woman when she got older. We didn't mess around with grandmother Kelly. Even though she made the best peanut brittle in the world. But you know, and, and, and her daughters, unfortunately, as is so common, their dad took off and they never saw him again and he kind of showed up in adult life. When daddy came to town, everything was wonderful. And when mom, who had been there every day of her life, was there, oh, she kind of irritated them. And I realized she was the hero. And she was the one that used to tell me, and I'd say, because when I started to realize how poor she'd grown, I'd, how do you get through? And she'd always say, you do what's yours to do. It's all you can do. You do what's yours to do. And so I got to thinking, it's that woundedness that connects us. That's the body of Christ. That it is our absolute loss that is our absolute gaining of one another. We don't get that anywhere else. I'm watching these young people all over the world and they're marching and they're not marching because they're triumphant, they're marching because they're wounded. They're wounded. And their wounds will bond them beyond anything we can imagine. Because that's what bonds us. This tether. So today I went back to this song because I had a homily to write. And then you look, you look for distractions. So I thought, you know, it's like when I was in college, when it was time to study for exams, that's when I finally cleaned the dorm. So I thought I'd go back to this song and I got to that same point. And literally, my hands changed keys. And I went to a different place. And it was my image of the body of Christ. But I didn't know it until I'd done it. If I get emotional, I've been a wreck writing for three months. So you'll just have to live. So I got the same chorus. A change in the world and the race isn't done. But we pass the baton to those still able to run. Remember all we've achieved on the shoulders of those who came before us. To begin this fight, we know that we chose. We are part of the unbroken chain of all who've been broken. Lifted by unspoken pain to speak the words that must be spoken. Live a life that's given us. And when we are gone, just like those who came before us, trust who follow will carry on. We'll trust that those who follow will carry on. I started to realize that's who we are. We are the unbroken chain of all who've been broken. We've all been broken. But the chain has not. The connection is not. And actually, it is our brokenness that is the chain. Throughout history, 2,000 years, the chain is not broken. Every link is. So we sometimes I think we look into ourselves for healing. No. It's okay. We grew up in generations that said, look to yourself. Look inside for that strength. It's the chain that is our strength. It is the chain that tethers us to the cross tonight. The unbroken chain of all who've been broken, it tethers us to Christ. It tethers us to Easter. It tethers us to one another. It tethers us to the gospel. 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For those of you who may be visiting, and you feel like you don't know what's going
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on in the service, neither do the Catholics, so it's okay.
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This liturgy takes place once a year, so it's not like our normal mass, so things happen.
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In a minute, we will do the veneration of the cross, which is a very unique ritual in
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our faith, where people come up, and we will have the cross, we'll do a procession with
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it, it's laid out, and people come and they touch the cross, and some take a moment to
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pray, and it reminds us that this moment of loss and death and pain and desolation are
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central to our faith, and it's thrown around so much that we don't always think why, and
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so we hear a lot of odd ideas thrown out in the world as to why Christians are so focused
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to the cross.
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First off, the cross does nothing for us.
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The man on the cross is a different story.
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I think sometimes we just, linguistically, we get talking about the cross.
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The cross is wood.
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The man on the cross, and what happens, and why God comes down to die, and there's a thing
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called atonement theology, which is not my favorite, which is God needed Jesus to suffer
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before he let us off the hook, and it makes Jesus the hero, but you kind of raise an eyebrow
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at God.
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It's an elephant right in the center of our Christianity that no one wants to really say,
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well, what was he saving us from?
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Well, you know, hell.
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Well, who made hell?
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And we start wiggling and getting a little uncomfortable, and it kind of comes down to
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this feeling that Jesus saves us from the wrath of, okay, we don't want to go there.
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What do we do with that absolute paradox in our faith?
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Incarnation theology says Jesus came to die and to suffer because those are experiences
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that God cannot have.
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God can't suffer.
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God can't not know what's happening tomorrow, so God has to empty himself and become like
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us.
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And we could say, you know, we could have told him ahead of time, why would you want
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to come and suffer and die?
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And if you look through history and if you look through your lives, if you look what's
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going on right now in our own culture and around the world, you come to realize something
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very quickly, and that is there is a human bond that happens in suffering that happens
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nowhere else in life.
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You know, triumph is fun, we enjoy it, but it is in the suffering that we really come
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together.
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It's sort of the paradox of our faith.
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I always tell people, especially people who either they're new to the faith or they
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aren't sure, they're new to the parish, and they'll always say things like, well,
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you know, I struggle with this belief and I feel alone.
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When you feel alone, that's when you know you're like everyone else.
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When you feel like you don't fit in, oh, you are one of us.
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That's that paradox.
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And so in our woundedness is the wholeness.
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How do we get there?
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Because that's why we come and we're brave enough to look at the cross.
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Not just because we think, oh, eventually it's resurrection, but because we know when
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we look at the cross, that's where our connection to one another is.
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I'm going to share, I'm not going to sing a song, but I am going to share with you a
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line of a song, so I'm going to make Nick get off the keyboard.
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You know, he comes clear from out of town and I boot him.
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For those of you that don't know, I've been on a, like a craze, writing music lately,
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and I've backed off, not all of you, but I've backed off church music.
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I've been writing church music forever and, you know, other than having five rhymes for
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the word charity, you know, after a while you think I've got to write some different
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lyrics just to keep myself sharp.
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So I thought I'm going to do a cycle of theater songs, of a life, a life that starts and goes
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clear to death, and what's been plaguing me is the last song, the death.
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Because I had this chorus and I knew what I wanted to do with it, I kind of, it started
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out as a tribute to my grandmother Dolan, which quickly became a tribute to my grandmother
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Kelly, I'll tell you.
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But just, what happened is at the very end of this, I was three notes away from being
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able to end this song and go to bed one night, and I finally had to give up.
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And what I had done, because I know a lot of us have felt like in the last few years
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that all the battles we fought in our life, you know, we fought against racism and we
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fought against sexism and we fought against all these isms, and we all of a sudden look
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around and they're on the rise again and we think those mountains that we thought we climbed
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are ahead of us.
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And when did that happen?
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And I kind of wanted to weave that into this last thing about, you know, one of my grandmothers
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used to always say, you know, you do what's yours to do and you trust others.
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You know, even at the end of your life, you didn't get everything done.
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And so I was going to, I was going to end with this, which is this, um...
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And we don't change the whole world and the race isn't done.
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But we pass the baton to those still able to run.
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Remember all we've achieved on the shoulders of those who came before us to begin this
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fight we know that we chose.
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We are, and I couldn't think of the last word.
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We are one just sounded like, you know, I knew I was going there.
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But we are, and it wasn't a religious piece, we are gods, we are peace.
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And I thought, you know, we, my belief there, we're the body of Christ.
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We're this group that's connected through our woundedness.
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And you know, lyrics will drive me up a tree until I find the lyric I want.
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And so I did what anyone would do.
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I forgot about that song and wrote the others.
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And I, and I, the verses were about my grandmother.
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So it's not going to shock you.
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I had two grandmothers.
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Some people have more.
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I just had two.
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And my grandmother, Dolan, that's how the song started out.
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I have this memory.
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When I was a kid, my grandmother, if I was sitting next to my grandmother, no matter
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what else was happening in the family, it was like being in a safe zone.
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No one would have tried anything around her, not because she was harsh.
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She was the gentlest woman you ever met.
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And I remember her hands.
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And I remember if I was sitting there holding my grandmother's hands in a, in a, and many
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of you know, I've told you, I, I grew up in a home with two alcoholic parents and five
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older brothers that had no supervision.
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Do the math.
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When I was holding grandmother Dolan's hand, I was safe.
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It's probably the only experience in childhood I had of safe, was holding that hand.
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And so I grew up with this deep love for my grandmother, Dolan.
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And as I started to write the song, I realized, you know, she had, she had an easy, gentle
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life.
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I started to realize I will never understand that security and that safety, and I'll always
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have that love for her.
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But my grandmother, Kelly, was my hero.
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In the early 1930s, she was left by her husband and raised two girls alone.
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In the 30s and in the 40s, in a world that told her she didn't need as much pay as men.
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And she raised two girls and she saw him through boarding school and she, I mean, and yes,
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she was a harder woman when she got older.
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We didn't mess around with grandmother Kelly.
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Even though she made the best peanut brittle in the world.
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But you know, and, and, and her daughters, unfortunately, as is so common, their dad
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took off and they never saw him again and he kind of showed up in adult life.
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When daddy came to town, everything was wonderful.
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And when mom, who had been there every day of her life, was there, oh, she kind of irritated
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them.
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And I realized she was the hero.
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And she was the one that used to tell me, and I'd say, because when I started to realize
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how poor she'd grown, I'd, how do you get through?
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And she'd always say, you do what's yours to do.
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It's all you can do.
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You do what's yours to do.
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And so I got to thinking, it's that woundedness that connects us.
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That's the body of Christ.
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That it is our absolute loss that is our absolute gaining of one another.
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We don't get that anywhere else.
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I'm watching these young people all over the world and they're marching and they're not
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marching because they're triumphant, they're marching because they're wounded.
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They're wounded.
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And their wounds will bond them beyond anything we can imagine.
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Because that's what bonds us.
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This tether.
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So today I went back to this song because I had a homily to write.
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And then you look, you look for distractions.
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So I thought, you know, it's like when I was in college, when it was time to study for
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exams, that's when I finally cleaned the dorm.
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So I thought I'd go back to this song and I got to that same point.
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And literally, my hands changed keys.
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And I went to a different place.
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And it was my image of the body of Christ.
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But I didn't know it until I'd done it.
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If I get emotional, I've been a wreck writing for three months.
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So you'll just have to live.
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So I got the same chorus.
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A change in the world and the race isn't done.
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But we pass the baton to those still able to run.
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Remember all we've achieved on the shoulders of those who came before us.
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To begin this fight, we know that we chose.
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We are part of the unbroken chain of all who've been broken.
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Lifted by unspoken pain to speak the words that must be spoken.
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Live a life that's given us.
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And when we are gone, just like those who came before us, trust who follow will carry on.
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We'll trust that those who follow will carry on.
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I started to realize that's who we are.
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We are the unbroken chain of all who've been broken.
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We've all been broken.
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But the chain has not.
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The connection is not.
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And actually, it is our brokenness that is the chain.
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Throughout history, 2,000 years, the chain is not broken.
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Every link is.
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So we sometimes I think we look into ourselves for healing.
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No.
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It's okay.
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We grew up in generations that said, look to yourself.
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Look inside for that strength.
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It's the chain that is our strength.
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It is the chain that tethers us to the cross tonight.
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The unbroken chain of all who've been broken, it tethers us to Christ.
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It tethers us to Easter.
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It tethers us to one another.
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It tethers us to the gospel.
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And we can look it in the face tonight because it tethers us to the resurrection.
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Father Pat’s message is a powerful meditation on t Father Pat’s message is a powerful meditation on the paradox at the heart of the Christian faith: that suffering, loss, and brokenness are not signs of separation from God or one another, but the very means by which we are united, to each other and to Christ. He emphasizes that it is not the wooden cross that saves, but the man upon it—Jesus—who entered into human suffering not to appease divine wrath, but to fully participate in our human condition. By reflecting on personal experiences, the legacy of his grandmothers, and the communal ritual of the veneration of the cross, Father Pat invites us to recognize that our wounds form the chain that connects us across generations and into the body of Christ. In our brokenness, we find communion, and in communion, we find resurrection.
Father Pat’s homily explores the deep spiritual meaning of Good Friday, focusing on the ritual of the veneration of the cross. He begins by disarming any discomfort visitors may feel by humorously noting that even regular churchgoers can feel unsure during such a unique liturgy. But this disorientation serves as an entry point into the deeper theme: that Christianity hinges on a powerful paradox. Central to the faith is the suffering and death of Jesus—not because God required pain as a prerequisite for forgiveness (a critique he levels at certain atonement theologies), but because God, in Christ, chose to enter into the fullness of human experience, including its pain. This is Incarnation Theology: that God emptied Himself to know what it means to suffer, to be abandoned, to die.
Father Pat challenges simplistic or punitive interpretations of the crucifixion. He invites listeners to consider not the cross as an object, but the person on it. He critiques the notion that Jesus died to save us from God’s wrath, since that would raise troubling questions about the nature of God. Instead, he presents Jesus' suffering as a profound act of divine solidarity with humanity. It is in suffering that human beings most deeply connect, and this shared woundedness forms a sacred bond. In moments of desolation, we are not alone—we are most connected. This is the paradox: our wholeness is found in our woundedness, our unity in our brokenness.
To illustrate this truth, Father Pat shares a personal journey through songwriting, inspired by his grandmothers. One grandmother offered him a sense of safety and gentleness; the other, strength and resilience in the face of hardship. Through these stories, he reflects on how the struggles and sacrifices of past generations shape our present. His grandmother Kelly’s mantra—“You do what’s yours to do”—becomes a spiritual compass, reminding us that our contribution, however incomplete, is part of a larger, ongoing chain of faith and justice.
This leads into the metaphor that becomes the heart of his reflection: "We are part of the unbroken chain of all who've been broken." In this poetic image—culminating in the song lyrics he shares—he expresses a theology that sees brokenness not as something to be avoided or hidden, but as the very structure that connects us across time and space, grounding us in the body of Christ. The chain is unbroken not because its links are whole, but because its broken links are joined in compassion, memory, and hope.
Ultimately, Father Pat invites us to see the veneration of the cross not merely as a ritual of mourning, but as one of connection. To approach the cross is to acknowledge our pain and the pain of others. It is to recognize that through Christ’s suffering and death, we are tethered—to God, to one another, to the communion of saints, and to the promise of resurrection. The chain of the broken is not a symbol of defeat, but of sacred continuity. In this chain, we are held, healed, and made whole....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 926.219970703125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus went across the Sea of Galilee. A large crowd followed Him because they saw signs He was performing on the sick. Jesus went up on the mountain, and there He sat down with His disciples. The Jewish feast of Passover was near, and when Jesus raised His eyes, He saw that a large crowd was coming to Him. So He said to Philip, Where can we buy enough food for them to eat? He said this to test Him because He knew Himself what He was going to do. Philip answered Him, Two hundred days' wages' worth of food would not be enough for each of them to have even a little. One of His disciples, Andrew, the brother of Simon Peter, said to Him, There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish, but what good are they for so many? Jesus said, Have the people recline. Now there was a great deal of grass in that place, so the men reclined about five thousand in number. Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed them to those who were reclining and also as much of the fish as they wanted. When they had had their fill, He said to His disciples, Gather the fragments left over so that nothing will be wasted. So they collected them and filled twelve wicker baskets with fragments from five barley loaves that had been more than they could eat. When the people saw the sign He had done, they said, This is truly the prophet, the one who is to come into the world. Since Jesus knew they were going to come and carry Him off and make Him a king, He withdrew to the mountain alone. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to You, Lord Jesus Christ. I have said several times, preaching on this or one of the other versions of it in the other Gospels, but I've said several times over the years that, you know, many people, when you have something that's called a miracle, it's interesting to hear different people's version of what they think actually happened. There are basically a few... We go right to the most magical, wondrous thing we can come up with, which is, I don't know, you know, baskets of food with bread coming out like popcorn. How do we see the miracle happen? What's our vision of what was happening? Did Jesus, you know, cast a spell and now there's more bread and there's more fish? It's not really what the Gospel wants to get us to, and you can tell there's little cultural hints all the way through that we've somewhat lost the cultural awareness of that time. You know, the first thing, he begins his story by setting it up. He says, so they go back across the Sea of Galilee, and every time in John's Gospel they have him take that trip across the water, they're going from, you know, it would be as though instead of in Galilee, this happened in a small town, and it's Jesus continuing to go back and forth across the railroad tracks to those who live on the right side of the tracks and those who live on the wrong side of the tracks. And the right side of this, you know, the people who lived on the other side of Galilee, now we're getting into Samaritans and all these people whose religion had been mixed with local religions, and they were very, very much looked down upon by the religiously righteous, you know, on the other side of the Galilean Sea. So they go back and forth, and every time they're going back and forth, it's a sign from the author that he's going back and forth between, you know, those who live on the right side of Galilee and those who live on the wrong side. So first he goes over into a mixed crowd, and the crowds have followed him over, so now we have this, it's a disaster. The good people and the bad people are with each other. What are you going to do now? Well, the problem, you know, that we get in this is we think, oh, my gosh, there's all these people. How are you going to feed them? These were not dumb people. These people lived in this desert community their whole life. No one went out on that trip without bringing provisions. They had food. They didn't have it out on display. They had food, and they were going to do what they always did because of the kosher law. They were going to run off and find an area where they could eat alone because one of the first parts of kosher is not simply that the dairy's on this plate and the meat's on that plate, and you don't eat pork, and you don't do... Back then, the first rule of kosher was you do not sit down at table, you do not eat and share a meal with people who are not kosher. In many ways, that was probably the cultural purpose of kosher was to kind of keep the communities and the bloodlines pure in their minds because if you can't sit down to meal and share a meal together, chances of getting married are not good. Everything's going to stay separate. And so kosher was a keeping our tribe our tribe sort of thing. And Jesus, you know, the miracle that needs to happen here is that people need to actually put down, even within our religion, they have to put down anything that's building walls and be ready to share. And so as the story unfolds, you know, a couple of interesting things happen. First, he kind of asks Philip the question, and then Andrew steps forward. Now, Andrew has a reputation. Most of us don't see it because we only get three little stories about Andrew in all of scripture, but they're the same story each time. Every time Andrew is there, Andrew brings someone to Jesus. The first story, Andrew brings Peter to Jesus. Andrew meets Jesus first, and then he goes and finds his brother Peter and says, you got to meet this guy. Now, you can imagine what happens, not that there's ever competition between siblings in the world, but Andrew brings Peter to Jesus, and over time, it is Peter who becomes sort of the number one of the group. Andrew could have had a much sort of snarkier reaction to that, but the next time we see Andrew, he's just bringing the next person to Jesus, and he brings this boy here to Jesus and then backs off, and it's none of his business what happens. And later in Acts, he'll bring someone to the apostles to be baptized, and then once he's baptized, it's none of his business. He's someone that trusts the Spirit. He brings people. He shares his faith. He introduces them, and then he's not upset if their journey looks different than his. So Andrew's this interesting character, and so in this case, you know, Andrew, it's kind of, it's almost comical if you read it a little too literally because, you know, they say, there's 4,000. Philip has just laid it out. Philip is sort of Eeyore, and Andrew is Tigger in this. He goes, there's 4,000 people. No matter what, no matter what, there's not going to be enough food. And Andrew says, I know a guy with a couple loaves of bread. You kind of have to love that vision of Andrew. I know a guy, and he's got not nearly enough. It's very clear. It tells you this is a boy, not a man, a boy. Why? Because in the culture and in the way this literature is written, what they mean is someone who's young enough that they have not made their bar mitzvah yet. So he's not, he's not beholding to the religious laws. He doesn't have to keep kosher because he has not made his bar mitzvah. He cannot be held accountable to the law at that age. So he's willing to share what he has, and the miracle is that that becomes a teaching moment for the community, and when everyone starts to share what they have, there is more than enough for everyone. See, I think in our minds, we like to rewrite that into Jesus waved his magic hands and made enough food for everyone, and therefore when we read that, our reaction should be, isn't God wonderful? Which is an okay reaction. But when you see what the gospel writer's written, then your reaction is, oh, I'm supposed to share what I have. And when most of us are given the choice of share what you have with the world, or can't I just sit here and go, isn't God wonderful? We like the second interpretation because it's a pretty stained glass vision of God that doesn't call us to anything. The other one says, when we all share what we have, there's more than enough for everyone. And more than that, it shows this young boy as a character that we're all called to be. This boy does not have the answer. He does not have the solution. He does not fix the problem. He's just part of the solution. He's part of fixing the problem. How often do people say, well, look, I could really give here and help here, but it's just never gonna be enough to fix poverty. That's right. You're only going to be a part of the solution. And sometimes we use that I can't fix it all as an excuse not to help, not to be a part of a solution. You know, maybe in the grand scheme of things, you only nudge the world the slightest bit, but that doesn't mean you're not called to give what you have to be part of a solution. This is, in a sense, the meaning of Pentecost. There's a moment in our scriptural development, in a moment in our church, where Jesus says to the early, you know, disciples, I have to leave so that the Spirit can come. Now, I've told you before, I just, when I first read that, I thought, what, is there like a two-thirds rule for the Trinity that only one can be out at a time? Why does Jesus have to go so that the Spirit can come? It kind of makes it sound like there's a control issue going on in heaven, and you don't allow two of them out at once. No, no. What he's saying, because we know that from the beginning of time, our belief is the Spirit is everywhere. And the Spirit was everywhere even when Jesus was here. And Jesus is everywhere, and God is everywhere. So what does it mean? What he means is, until I'm out of your sight, you will not be open to the Spirit. Because who is gonna wrestle with the Spirit when you've got easy-access Jesus walking next to you answering questions? And what we like about the Jesus model is I can just ask a question and get the answer, and all we have to do is keep running to Jesus and running to Jesus. And Jesus says, you know, the Spirit will belong to the community. When we do things in the Spirit, we have to do them together. You know, if we just elect the next Jesus, then it's Jesus' job to do all the miracles. But when you work with the Spirit, your access to God comes together. The solutions we find, we find together. And ever since the Spirit came, our church and every other has been very busy at trying to ignore the Spirit and come up with substitute Jesuses. You know, who's our next leader? Who's the next person that's gonna tell us what to do? You know, Pope Francis, back when he wrote a letter on one of the many sort of hot topic controversial issues, and I can't remember which one this was, but I was listening to someone talk about what he said. And he said, you know, the problem right now for the church is that half the church, not an even half, but you know, somewhere, a big group in the church that is conservative thinks he's gone too far. And a big group in the church that's liberal thinks he didn't go far enough. But both groups are children waiting for daddy to tell them what they believe. And that's what Francis is trying to fix. He wants us to be people of the Spirit, not, can we get another Jesus? Just keep sending us another guru, another elder, another minister, another pastor, another, can you just send us another Jesus to follow? And the Pentecost era of the church is, no, it's the Spirit. You're going to have to solve this together because the Spirit will not work individually without bringing you together. And so we have this moment which people will often see as a foreshadowing of the Eucharist, but it's more than that. It's also a foreshadowing of Pentecost. It's one person may have given them an example, but when they all realize they have enough, it's not until the group as a whole starts to involve themselves that the solution presents itself. And so we ask God to make us people who can put down enough of our ego to still want to be part of a solution, even though no one's ever going to erect a monument to me because I was the solution. You know, that's trying to be the Jesus character rather than trying to live in the Spirit. The Spirit says the solutions are there when you come together. The solutions are there when you share what you have. It is the most difficult thing to teach singers is that most singers' voices are getting shaky and falling apart at the end of lines and they can't find enough breath, not because they're not taking in enough breath. Most singers do not get rid of enough breath before they take the next breath. They don't exhaust the breath they have. They, you know... And we teach them to do that. You know, I was going to, you know, write a thesis in college, just no one was interested, on, um... I came up with a lot of those that got rejected. No, but... On the fact that warm-ups, if we don't handle them right, warm-ups teach us to sing badly because, you know, we're taught to, from high school on, we go, Ah, ah, ah. No one needs a whole breath for five notes. No one. And so, it's what we call stacking breath, and soon, about 90% of their lungs is full of air that's been in there for three minutes with no oxygen, and they just keep filling up the top 10% instead of getting rid of what they have so they can take in something new. That's that model of sharing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus went across the Sea of Galilee.
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A large crowd followed Him because they saw signs
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He was performing on the sick.
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Jesus went up on the mountain,
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and there He sat down with His disciples.
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The Jewish feast of Passover was near,
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and when Jesus raised His eyes,
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He saw that a large crowd was coming to Him.
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So He said to Philip,
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Where can we buy enough food for them to eat?
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He said this to test Him
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because He knew Himself what He was going to do.
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Philip answered Him,
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Two hundred days' wages' worth of food
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would not be enough for each of them to have even a little.
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One of His disciples, Andrew,
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the brother of Simon Peter, said to Him,
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There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish,
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but what good are they for so many?
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Jesus said, Have the people recline.
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Now there was a great deal of grass in that place,
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so the men reclined about five thousand in number.
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Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks,
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and distributed them to those who were reclining
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and also as much of the fish as they wanted.
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When they had had their fill, He said to His disciples,
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Gather the fragments left over so that nothing will be wasted.
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So they collected them and filled twelve wicker baskets
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with fragments from five barley loaves
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that had been more than they could eat.
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When the people saw the sign He had done, they said,
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This is truly the prophet, the one who is to come into the world.
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Since Jesus knew they were going to come and carry Him off
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and make Him a king, He withdrew to the mountain alone.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to You, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I have said several times,
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preaching on this or one of the other versions of it
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in the other Gospels,
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but I've said several times over the years that, you know,
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many people, when you have something that's called a miracle,
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it's interesting to hear different people's version
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of what they think actually happened.
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There are basically a few...
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We go right to the most magical, wondrous thing
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we can come up with, which is, I don't know,
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you know, baskets of food with bread coming out like popcorn.
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How do we see the miracle happen?
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What's our vision of what was happening?
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Did Jesus, you know, cast a spell
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and now there's more bread and there's more fish?
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It's not really what the Gospel wants to get us to,
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and you can tell there's little cultural hints
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all the way through that we've somewhat lost
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the cultural awareness of that time.
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You know, the first thing, he begins his story
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by setting it up.
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He says, so they go back across the Sea of Galilee,
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and every time in John's Gospel
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they have him take that trip across the water,
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they're going from, you know,
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it would be as though instead of in Galilee,
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this happened in a small town,
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and it's Jesus continuing to go back and forth
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across the railroad tracks
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to those who live on the right side of the tracks
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and those who live on the wrong side of the tracks.
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And the right side of this, you know,
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the people who lived on the other side of Galilee,
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now we're getting into Samaritans
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and all these people whose religion
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had been mixed with local religions,
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and they were very, very much looked down upon
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by the religiously righteous, you know,
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on the other side of the Galilean Sea.
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So they go back and forth,
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and every time they're going back and forth,
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it's a sign from the author
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that he's going back and forth between, you know,
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those who live on the right side of Galilee
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and those who live on the wrong side.
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So first he goes over into a mixed crowd,
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and the crowds have followed him over,
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so now we have this, it's a disaster.
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The good people and the bad people are with each other.
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What are you going to do now?
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Well, the problem, you know, that we get in this
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is we think, oh, my gosh, there's all these people.
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How are you going to feed them?
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These were not dumb people.
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These people lived in this desert community
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their whole life.
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No one went out on that trip without bringing provisions.
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They had food.
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They didn't have it out on display.
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They had food, and they were going to do
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what they always did because of the kosher law.
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They were going to run off and find an area
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where they could eat alone
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because one of the first parts of kosher
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is not simply that the dairy's on this plate
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and the meat's on that plate,
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and you don't eat pork, and you don't do...
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Back then, the first rule of kosher was
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you do not sit down at table,
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you do not eat and share a meal
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with people who are not kosher.
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In many ways, that was probably
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the cultural purpose of kosher
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was to kind of keep the communities
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and the bloodlines pure in their minds
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because if you can't sit down to meal
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and share a meal together,
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chances of getting married are not good.
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Everything's going to stay separate.
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And so kosher was a
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keeping our tribe our tribe sort of thing.
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And Jesus, you know,
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the miracle that needs to happen here
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is that people need to actually put down,
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even within our religion,
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they have to put down anything that's building walls
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and be ready to share.
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And so as the story unfolds,
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you know, a couple of interesting things happen.
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First, he kind of asks Philip the question,
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and then Andrew steps forward.
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Now, Andrew has a reputation.
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Most of us don't see it
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because we only get three little stories
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about Andrew in all of scripture,
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but they're the same story each time.
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Every time Andrew is there,
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Andrew brings someone to Jesus.
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The first story, Andrew brings Peter to Jesus.
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Andrew meets Jesus first,
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and then he goes and finds his brother Peter and says,
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you got to meet this guy.
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Now, you can imagine what happens,
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not that there's ever competition
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between siblings in the world,
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but Andrew brings Peter to Jesus,
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and over time, it is Peter
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who becomes sort of the number one of the group.
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Andrew could have had
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a much sort of snarkier reaction to that,
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but the next time we see Andrew,
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he's just bringing the next person to Jesus,
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and he brings this boy here to Jesus
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and then backs off,
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and it's none of his business what happens.
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And later in Acts,
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he'll bring someone to the apostles to be baptized,
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and then once he's baptized,
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it's none of his business.
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He's someone that trusts the Spirit.
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He brings people.
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He shares his faith.
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He introduces them,
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and then he's not upset
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if their journey looks different than his.
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So Andrew's this interesting character,
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and so in this case, you know, Andrew,
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it's kind of, it's almost comical
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if you read it a little too literally
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because, you know, they say,
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there's 4,000.
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Philip has just laid it out.
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Philip is sort of Eeyore,
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and Andrew is Tigger in this.
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He goes, there's 4,000 people.
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No matter what,
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no matter what,
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there's not going to be enough food.
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And Andrew says,
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I know a guy with a couple loaves of bread.
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You kind of have to love that vision of Andrew.
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I know a guy,
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and he's got not nearly enough.
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It's very clear.
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It tells you this is a boy,
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not a man, a boy.
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Why?
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Because in the culture
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and in the way this literature is written,
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what they mean is
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someone who's young enough
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that they have not made their bar mitzvah yet.
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So he's not,
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he's not beholding to the religious laws.
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He doesn't have to keep kosher
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because he has not made his bar mitzvah.
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He cannot be held accountable to the law
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at that age.
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So he's willing to share what he has,
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and the miracle is that
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that becomes a teaching moment for the community,
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and when everyone starts to share what they have,
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there is more than enough for everyone.
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See, I think in our minds,
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we like to rewrite that into
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Jesus waved his magic hands
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and made enough food for everyone,
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and therefore when we read that,
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our reaction should be,
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isn't God wonderful?
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Which is an okay reaction.
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But when you see what the gospel writer's written,
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then your reaction is,
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oh, I'm supposed to share what I have.
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And when most of us are given the choice of
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share what you have with the world,
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or can't I just sit here and go,
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isn't God wonderful?
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We like the second interpretation
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because it's a pretty stained glass vision of God
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that doesn't call us to anything.
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The other one says,
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when we all share what we have,
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there's more than enough for everyone.
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And more than that,
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it shows this young boy as a character
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that we're all called to be.
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This boy does not have the answer.
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He does not have the solution.
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He does not fix the problem.
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He's just part of the solution.
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He's part of fixing the problem.
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How often do people say,
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well, look, I could really give here and help here,
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but it's just never gonna be enough to fix poverty.
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That's right.
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You're only going to be a part of the solution.
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And sometimes we use that I can't fix it all
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as an excuse not to help,
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not to be a part of a solution.
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You know, maybe in the grand scheme of things,
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you only nudge the world the slightest bit,
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but that doesn't mean you're not called
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to give what you have to be part of a solution.
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This is, in a sense, the meaning of Pentecost.
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There's a moment in our scriptural development,
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in a moment in our church,
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where Jesus says to the early, you know, disciples,
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I have to leave so that the Spirit can come.
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Now, I've told you before, I just,
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when I first read that, I thought,
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what, is there like a two-thirds rule for the Trinity
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that only one can be out at a time?
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Why does Jesus have to go so that the Spirit can come?
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It kind of makes it sound like
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there's a control issue going on in heaven,
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and you don't allow two of them out at once.
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No, no.
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What he's saying, because we know that
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from the beginning of time, our belief is
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the Spirit is everywhere.
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And the Spirit was everywhere even when Jesus was here.
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And Jesus is everywhere, and God is everywhere.
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So what does it mean?
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What he means is, until I'm out of your sight,
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you will not be open to the Spirit.
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Because who is gonna wrestle with the Spirit
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when you've got easy-access Jesus
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walking next to you answering questions?
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And what we like about the Jesus model is
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I can just ask a question and get the answer,
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and all we have to do is keep running to Jesus
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and running to Jesus.
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And Jesus says, you know,
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the Spirit will belong to the community.
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When we do things in the Spirit,
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we have to do them together.
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You know, if we just elect the next Jesus,
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then it's Jesus' job to do all the miracles.
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But when you work with the Spirit,
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your access to God comes together.
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The solutions we find, we find together.
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And ever since the Spirit came,
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our church and every other has been very busy
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at trying to ignore the Spirit
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and come up with substitute Jesuses.
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You know, who's our next leader?
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Who's the next person that's gonna tell us what to do?
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You know, Pope Francis,
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back when he wrote a letter on
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one of the many sort of hot topic controversial issues,
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and I can't remember which one this was,
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but I was listening to someone talk about what he said.
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And he said, you know,
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the problem right now for the church
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is that half the church,
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not an even half, but you know,
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somewhere, a big group in the church
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that is conservative thinks he's gone too far.
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And a big group in the church that's liberal
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thinks he didn't go far enough.
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But both groups are children waiting for daddy
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to tell them what they believe.
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And that's what Francis is trying to fix.
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He wants us to be people of the Spirit,
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not, can we get another Jesus?
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Just keep sending us another guru, another elder,
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another minister, another pastor, another,
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can you just send us another Jesus to follow?
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And the Pentecost era of the church is,
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no, it's the Spirit.
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You're going to have to solve this together
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because the Spirit will not work individually
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without bringing you together.
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And so we have this moment which people will often see
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as a foreshadowing of the Eucharist,
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but it's more than that.
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It's also a foreshadowing of Pentecost.
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It's one person may have given them an example,
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but when they all realize they have enough,
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it's not until the group as a whole
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starts to involve themselves
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that the solution presents itself.
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And so we ask God to make us people
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who can put down enough of our ego
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to still want to be part of a solution,
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even though no one's ever going to erect a monument to me
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because I was the solution.
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You know, that's trying to be the Jesus character
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rather than trying to live in the Spirit.
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The Spirit says the solutions are there
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when you come together.
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The solutions are there when you share what you have.
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It is the most difficult thing to teach singers
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is that most singers' voices are getting shaky
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and falling apart at the end of lines
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and they can't find enough breath,
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not because they're not taking in enough breath.
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Most singers do not get rid of enough breath
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before they take the next breath.
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They don't exhaust the breath they have.
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They, you know...
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And we teach them to do that.
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You know, I was going to, you know,
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write a thesis in college,
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just no one was interested,
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on, um...
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I came up with a lot of those that got rejected.
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No, but...
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On the fact that warm-ups,
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if we don't handle them right,
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warm-ups teach us to sing badly
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because, you know, we're taught to,
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from high school on, we go,
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Ah, ah, ah.
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No one needs a whole breath for five notes.
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No one.
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And so, it's what we call stacking breath,
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and soon, about 90% of their lungs
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is full of air that's been in there for three minutes
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with no oxygen,
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and they just keep filling up the top 10%
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instead of getting rid of what they have
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so they can take in something new.
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That's that model of sharing.
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We give up what we have
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knowing we won't be the solution,
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but being part of the solution
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is living in the Spirit.
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Father Pat’s message centers on redefining our und Father Pat’s message centers on redefining our understanding of miracles, discipleship, and community in light of the Gospel story of the multiplication of loaves and fishes. He challenges the traditional interpretation that sees Jesus performing a magical act, instead inviting us to see the deeper miracle: the transformation of hearts that led to radical sharing and communal participation. By focusing on cultural context, character insights, and the Spirit-led nature of Christian life, Father Pat emphasizes that discipleship is not about waiting for a divine fix, but about becoming active participants in God's work by offering what little we have, trusting that it is enough when shared in the Spirit.
Father Pat begins by deconstructing the common, almost magical view of the miracle of the loaves and fishes, where Jesus supposedly conjures food out of thin air. Instead, he invites us to see the narrative through the lens of cultural and historical context. In first-century Jewish society, strict kosher laws prohibited sharing meals with those considered unclean or outside the religious fold. Thus, when Jesus leads this mixed crowd—comprising both the ritually pure and impure—into a shared meal, He is not just feeding them; He is breaking deeply ingrained social and religious barriers. The real miracle, then, is not supernatural multiplication but the moral and spiritual transformation that leads people to overcome fear, prejudice, and tribalism, and to share what they were already carrying in secret.
Father Pat highlights the narrative’s subtle indicators that the people likely had food with them but were unwilling to share due to societal norms. The boy who offers his loaves and fish is not yet bound by religious laws—he hasn't had his bar mitzvah—and therefore is free to act outside the constraints of purity codes. His small act of generosity becomes the catalyst for communal sharing. This young boy becomes a model of discipleship: he does not solve the problem, but he begins the process of a solution. Father Pat stresses that we are often tempted to withhold our small contributions because they seem inadequate, yet the Gospel teaches that when everyone shares what little they have, it becomes more than enough. We are not called to fix the world alone, but to be part of the solution.
Andrew, the disciple who brings the boy to Jesus, is also lifted up as a model of humble service. Andrew consistently appears in Scripture as someone who brings others to Jesus and then steps back, not seeking recognition or control. He trusts the Spirit to do the rest. This contrasts with Philip, the pragmatist who cannot see beyond the apparent scarcity. Andrew’s example teaches us to trust the process and to be content with playing a supporting role in God’s work, rather than needing to be the hero.
Father Pat then draws a powerful connection between this story and the theology of the Holy Spirit. He explains that Jesus had to ascend so the Spirit could come—not because of spatial limitations within the Trinity, but because as long as Jesus was physically present, people would rely on Him alone for answers. The Spirit, in contrast, calls the community to discern and act together. This shift from an external savior to an indwelling Spirit democratizes divine action: the Church is now the Body of Christ, and solutions to the world’s problems must come from collaborative, Spirit-filled action. Too often, Father Pat laments, we seek another “Jesus” figure—a pope, a pastor, a leader—to tell us what to do, rather than engaging the Spirit within the community to find our way forward.
He likens this spiritual dynamic to the act of singing: many singers struggle because they never fully exhale and instead keep stacking breath upon breath. This becomes a metaphor for discipleship. We must let go of what we’re holding—our resources, our control, our preconceived solutions—in order to receive what is new, to be filled with the breath of the Spirit. Sharing what we have, even if it seems insufficient, is a spiritual act of exhalation, making room for God to act through us.
Ultimately, the feeding of the five thousand is not just a prefiguration of the Eucharist—it is a foreshadowing of Pentecost. Just as the miracle only occurs when the community acts together, so too the Spirit manifests fully when the Body of Christ lives in unity, humility, and generosity. Father Pat calls us to reject passive admiration of God’s power in favor of active participation in God's mission. It’s not about waiting for divine intervention, but about embodying the Spirit through acts of self-giving, trust, and communal solidarity....
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Spiritual Cleansing
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But when you pray, go to your inner room, close the door, and pray to your Father in secret, and your Father who sees in secret will repay you. When you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites. They neglect their appearance so that they may appear to others to be fasting. Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face so that you may not appear to be fasting except to your Heavenly Father who is hidden, and your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. This gospel of the writer Matthew, there's clearly some huge conflict going on in their community. And these are most likely the words of the gospel writer rather than the words of Jesus. There's nothing going on in Jesus' group of followers that would constitute this much of what's really an over-the-top teaching. And of course, in the church, we're pretty shameless about it. You know, we get up every year and we read, you know, when you fast, wash your face so that no one knows you're fasting, and then we're gonna splash ashes right into the middle of that forehead so that everyone will know you're Catholic and fasting. And rather, I mean, I think it's good we don't sweep it under the table. We keep that reading and we put it right there, which can show you, in a sense, it's an organic progression that we arrived at that hypocrisy. It really wasn't when they started the ash tradition way back before Reformation or anything. And people would do it in towns where everyone was Catholic and no one was, you know, look at me, I'm Catholic. Of course not, because everyone was Catholic. And it was more, people looked at each other and remembered it was Lent. And all day long, it was there as a remembrance. And I mean, everyone thinks, well, like, really, you know, like you can't remember. And yet, most of us, you know, if you go to Mass in the morning, by 10 a.m., you can forget. Life gets busy. You know, today, you know, we get this reading in the second reading that just also feels very out of touch with where we are. You know, behold, now is the day of salvation. You know, I was, last night on the news, I saw the story of a man here in the neighborhood who shot his father and spent the afternoon, it turned out, a brother and son in that family is one of our parishioners, dealing now with the loss of his brother and his father. And dealing with, you can imagine the emotions. You know, your brother has snapped and so. And so I spent quite a while this afternoon, you know, talking with our parishioner and with some friends that came over to the rectory and we're talking about it and I finally get done and I go in and turn on the news and there's the school shooting. You know, the 18th, some are saying 17th, 18th school shooting of this year. Since, you know, since January 1st. And I watched this as a couple people kind of argued on air whether it was the 17th or 18th, as just one of those would be significantly less horrifying. 17th or 18th. And so when I hear this, today is the day of salvation, I'm thinking, no, not today, we're not there. We are not at the day of salvation. And I keep thinking, what would Lent be like if not just as a church, but as a larger community, as a culture, if we fasted from indifference? If we fasted from our indifference because most of us think if we watch it on TV and have an emotional reaction that we're not indifferent. But if our emotional reaction doesn't play out in an activity that helps to change the world, we are indifferent. We may be emotionally pulled, but we are still indifferent. And so I think what's happened as a culture, we've allowed ourselves to think that the experience of momentary horror watching television means we're not indifferent. But we are. I always think the heroes of the culture right now are those who are saying, you know what, I'm tired of complaining, I'm running for office. Those are the heroes nowadays. And they may make it, they may not. They may be good for us, they may be even worse. But they're motivated to say, you know what, I'm gonna put some skin in the game. That's what this transformation is supposed to be every year at Lent. That's why I said, you know, this is a little over the top. Matthew's gospel comes off as, you know, listen, if you're going to have a relationship with God, keep it under wraps, don't let anyone know. You know, if everything you do that's good, don't tell everyone. Well, what he's saying is don't run around trying to get credit for everything. But if you're taking a risk by letting people know, you know, who you are, what you think, what you feel, what needs to be changed, if that involves risk, do it loudly. That you do loudly. It's when, because what he's saying is it's when people were doing all the things that they could take credit for a little too loudly in the community, it was getting a little obnoxious, you know. Most people don't walk around beyond the age of maybe five trying to tell, say, did you see how great I was today? Most people grow out of that. We had, and it's almost sad in some ways. About three years ago, four years ago, maybe it was one of the choir picnics at my house in the summer. And you know, that sounds like a quaint little thing. It's a madhouse, there's, you know, look at the number. So they come and I know you wouldn't think this of choir people, but some of them are married and have spouses, so it's a big gathering. And in the kitchen was one of the kids of one of the choir members. She was five at the time. And she was kind of just dancing around. And Kathy McGovern looked at her and said, you're a wonderful dancer. And without thinking, she said, yes, I'm great at everything. And there was a part of me that wanted to think, wouldn't it be great if you could hang on to that? But not that we'd run around saying it, but that we really had enough confidence in ourselves to give up indifference and go into the world convinced we could make a difference. You know, either we're making a difference or we're indifferent. It has nothing to do with how we feel. And so I think, what a Lenten practice that would be. It's much easier to, well, I'm gonna give up chocolate, I'm gonna give up meat, you know. I look back at some of the really dumb things I've given up over the years, almost all of which lasted six weeks. I really am trying to think what I would have given up that would have really, that I never went back to, you know. I gave up guilt one year. I almost left the church the next year. Turned out that was all that was holding me in. But I grew out of it, I grew out of it, you know. But to give up indifference and to make the six weeks of Lent training for who we need to be the rest of our lives, to look around and say, you know, it's time. It's time that if I'm not putting skin in the game and making a difference, that I know that's probably my greatest sin, is just sort of indifference. An ineffective horror that I'm willing to feel once in a while before I get back to the Olympics or prime time or something that's more pleasant to watch. You know, I actually had someone tweet today that, you know, and I understood what they were saying. They keep showing this scene over and over, breaking news, and they keep showing the same scene for two hours. But what I was fascinated with was whether it was, this is graphic and this shouldn't be happening, or whether, you know, I was willing to miss 15 minutes of television for this. But just because it's a national tragedy doesn't mean it should interrupt my entire programming for the afternoon. You know, that's scandalous indifference. But all of us are guilty at some level. Unless we can look and see what we're doing to make a difference in the world. And so I think as we start Lent, to say, you know, boy, you know, for a country that has as much as we do, we sure are comfortable with poverty. You know, we sure are comfortable with violence. We are comfortable with racism. We are comfortable with sexism. And we can say to ourselves, oh, well, I don't participate, you know. I remember people used to say, oh, you know, I have Jewish friends. Now they're comfortable having racist friends. And I think we have to get beyond that. I think we have to decide, we're gonna make the difference. Because otherwise, Lent means very little. You know, it just means you're gonna lose a few pounds or get up a little earlier, or it's gonna be a nice, you know, what a nice little spiritual experience. And the kingdom of God is still different. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, take care
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not to perform righteous deeds in order
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that people may see them, otherwise
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you will have no recompense from your Heavenly Father.
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When you give alms, do not blow a trumpet before you
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as the hypocrites do in the synagogues
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and in the streets to win the praise of others.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you give alms, do not let your left hand
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know what your right hand is doing,
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that your almsgiving may be secret,
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and your Father who sees in secret may repay you.
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When you pray, do not be like the hypocrites
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who love to stand and pray in the synagogues
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and on street corners so that others may see them.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you pray, go to your inner room, close the door,
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and pray to your Father in secret,
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and your Father who sees in secret will repay you.
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When you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites.
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They neglect their appearance so that they may appear
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to others to be fasting.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face
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so that you may not appear to be fasting
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except to your Heavenly Father who is hidden,
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and your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This gospel of the writer Matthew,
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there's clearly some huge conflict
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going on in their community.
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And these are most likely the words of the gospel writer
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rather than the words of Jesus.
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There's nothing going on in Jesus' group of followers
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that would constitute this much of what's really
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an over-the-top teaching.
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And of course, in the church,
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we're pretty shameless about it.
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You know, we get up every year and we read,
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you know, when you fast, wash your face
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so that no one knows you're fasting,
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and then we're gonna splash ashes right into the middle
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of that forehead so that everyone will know
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you're Catholic and fasting.
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And rather, I mean, I think it's good
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we don't sweep it under the table.
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We keep that reading and we put it right there,
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which can show you, in a sense,
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it's an organic progression that we arrived
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at that hypocrisy.
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It really wasn't when they started the ash tradition
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way back before Reformation or anything.
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And people would do it in towns where everyone was Catholic
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and no one was, you know, look at me, I'm Catholic.
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Of course not, because everyone was Catholic.
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And it was more, people looked at each other
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and remembered it was Lent.
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And all day long, it was there as a remembrance.
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And I mean, everyone thinks, well, like, really,
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you know, like you can't remember.
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if you go to Mass in the morning,
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by 10 a.m., you can forget.
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Life gets busy.
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You know, today, you know, we get this reading
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in the second reading that just also feels
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very out of touch with where we are.
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You know, behold, now is the day of salvation.
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You know, I was, last night on the news,
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I saw the story of a man here in the neighborhood
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who shot his father and spent the afternoon,
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it turned out, a brother and son in that family
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is one of our parishioners,
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dealing now with the loss of his brother and his father.
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And dealing with, you can imagine the emotions.
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You know, your brother has snapped and so.
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And so I spent quite a while this afternoon,
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you know, talking with our parishioner
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and with some friends that came over to the rectory
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and we're talking about it and I finally get done
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and I go in and turn on the news
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and there's the school shooting.
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You know, the 18th, some are saying 17th,
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18th school shooting of this year.
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Since, you know, since January 1st.
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kind of argued on air whether it was the 17th or 18th,
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as just one of those would be significantly less horrifying.
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17th or 18th.
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And so when I hear this, today is the day of salvation,
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I'm thinking, no, not today, we're not there.
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We are not at the day of salvation.
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And I keep thinking, what would Lent be like
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if not just as a church, but as a larger community,
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as a culture, if we fasted from indifference?
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If we fasted from our indifference
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because most of us think if we watch it on TV
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and have an emotional reaction that we're not indifferent.
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But if our emotional reaction doesn't play out
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in an activity that helps to change the world,
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we are indifferent.
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We may be emotionally pulled, but we are still indifferent.
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And so I think what's happened as a culture,
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we've allowed ourselves to think
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that the experience of momentary horror
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watching television means we're not indifferent.
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But we are.
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I always think the heroes of the culture right now
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are those who are saying, you know what,
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I'm tired of complaining, I'm running for office.
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Those are the heroes nowadays.
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And they may make it, they may not.
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They may be good for us, they may be even worse.
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But they're motivated to say, you know what,
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I'm gonna put some skin in the game.
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That's what this transformation is supposed to be
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every year at Lent.
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That's why I said, you know, this is a little over the top.
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Matthew's gospel comes off as, you know,
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listen, if you're going to have a relationship with God,
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keep it under wraps, don't let anyone know.
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You know, if everything you do that's good,
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don't tell everyone.
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Well, what he's saying is don't run around
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trying to get credit for everything.
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But if you're taking a risk by letting people know,
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you know, who you are, what you think,
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what you feel, what needs to be changed,
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if that involves risk, do it loudly.
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That you do loudly.
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It's when, because what he's saying is
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it's when people were doing all the things
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that they could take credit for
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a little too loudly in the community,
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it was getting a little obnoxious, you know.
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Most people don't walk around beyond the age of maybe five
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trying to tell, say, did you see how great I was today?
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Most people grow out of that.
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We had, and it's almost sad in some ways.
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About three years ago, four years ago,
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maybe it was one of the choir picnics
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at my house in the summer.
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And you know, that sounds like a quaint little thing.
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It's a madhouse, there's, you know, look at the number.
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So they come and I know you wouldn't think this
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of choir people, but some of them are married
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and have spouses, so it's a big gathering.
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And in the kitchen was one of the kids
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of one of the choir members.
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She was five at the time.
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And she was kind of just dancing around.
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And Kathy McGovern looked at her and said,
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you're a wonderful dancer.
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And without thinking, she said,
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yes, I'm great at everything.
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And there was a part of me that wanted to think,
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wouldn't it be great if you could hang on to that?
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But not that we'd run around saying it,
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but that we really had enough confidence in ourselves
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to give up indifference and go into the world
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convinced we could make a difference.
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You know, either we're making a difference
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or we're indifferent.
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It has nothing to do with how we feel.
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And so I think, what a Lenten practice that would be.
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It's much easier to, well, I'm gonna give up chocolate,
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I'm gonna give up meat, you know.
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I look back at some of the really dumb things
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I've given up over the years,
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almost all of which lasted six weeks.
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I really am trying to think what I would have given up
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that would have really, that I never went back to, you know.
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I gave up guilt one year.
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I almost left the church the next year.
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Turned out that was all that was holding me in.
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But I grew out of it, I grew out of it, you know.
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But to give up indifference
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and to make the six weeks of Lent
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training for who we need to be the rest of our lives,
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to look around and say, you know, it's time.
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It's time that if I'm not putting skin in the game
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and making a difference,
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that I know that's probably my greatest sin,
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is just sort of indifference.
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An ineffective horror that I'm willing to feel
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once in a while before I get back to the Olympics
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or prime time or something that's more pleasant to watch.
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You know, I actually had someone tweet today
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that, you know, and I understood what they were saying.
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They keep showing this scene over and over, breaking news,
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and they keep showing the same scene for two hours.
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But what I was fascinated with was
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whether it was, this is graphic
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and this shouldn't be happening,
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or whether, you know, I was willing to miss
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15 minutes of television for this.
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But just because it's a national tragedy
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doesn't mean it should interrupt
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my entire programming for the afternoon.
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You know, that's scandalous indifference.
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But all of us are guilty at some level.
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Unless we can look and see what we're doing
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to make a difference in the world.
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And so I think as we start Lent,
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to say, you know, boy, you know,
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for a country that has as much as we do,
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we sure are comfortable with poverty.
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You know, we sure are comfortable with violence.
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We are comfortable with racism.
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We are comfortable with sexism.
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And we can say to ourselves, oh, well,
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I don't participate, you know.
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I remember people used to say,
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oh, you know, I have Jewish friends.
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Now they're comfortable having racist friends.
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And I think we have to get beyond that.
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I think we have to decide,
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we're gonna make the difference.
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Because otherwise, Lent means very little.
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You know, it just means you're gonna lose a few pounds
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or get up a little earlier,
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or it's gonna be a nice, you know,
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what a nice little spiritual experience.
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And the kingdom of God is still different.
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But if we give up indifference for Lent,
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then that second reading will hit home.
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Then we'll realize that this could be the day of salvation.
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Father Pat’s message is a heartfelt appeal for aut Father Pat’s message is a heartfelt appeal for authenticity in faith and a call to move beyond performative religiosity into transformative action. He reflects on the Gospel of Matthew, which warns against doing righteous acts for public recognition, and uses it as a springboard to challenge the community — and society at large — to examine its comfort with indifference in the face of suffering, violence, and injustice. He critiques the way Christian practices can become hollow rituals if not grounded in genuine compassion and meaningful engagement with the world. His ultimate invitation is to use Lent not as a season for superficial sacrifices, but as a time for deep spiritual training — especially in the practice of rejecting indifference and embracing a life of active, risk-taking love and justice.
In a deeper reflection, Father Pat begins by exploring the Gospel from Matthew, which emphasizes secrecy in spiritual practices such as almsgiving, prayer, and fasting. He acknowledges the tension between this teaching and the Church’s own visible expressions of faith — such as the public display of ashes on Ash Wednesday. While this may appear hypocritical against the Gospel’s instruction to “wash your face” and keep fasting private, Father Pat sees value in retaining the reading. It forces the Church to confront its own contradictions, reminding us that religious practices, though once communal and innocuous, can morph into performative displays over time.
Father Pat suggests that Matthew’s Gospel is likely addressing a specific conflict in the early Christian community, where certain individuals were drawing attention to their piety. Rather than interpreting the text as a universal mandate for secrecy, he sees it as a caution against spiritual pride and self-congratulation. The deeper issue is not visibility but motivation — whether religious acts are done to glorify God or to glorify oneself. He makes a key distinction: while self-serving displays should be quieted, courageous acts that challenge injustice and require vulnerability should be done boldly and publicly.
Drawing from current events — including a local tragedy and national school shootings — Father Pat connects the Gospel to the overwhelming sense of helplessness and passive observation that pervades modern society. He critiques the superficial emotional responses we often mistake for real engagement. Watching the news and feeling sorrow is not the same as acting to prevent such tragedies. He names this widespread passivity “indifference,” and identifies it as a spiritual and moral failure.
He proposes a radical Lenten discipline: fast from indifference. Rather than giving up chocolate or coffee — symbolic sacrifices that rarely lead to lasting transformation — Father Pat urges the faithful to give up complacency. He challenges us to examine where we have become too comfortable with systemic evils like poverty, racism, sexism, and violence. It's not enough to claim we are morally opposed to these realities if we remain inactive in the face of them.
Father Pat also acknowledges the difficulty of this spiritual path. He notes how easy it is to forget the meaning of Lent only hours after receiving ashes, and he reflects humorously on his own past Lenten sacrifices — including giving up guilt, which nearly led him to leave the Church. But through this honest self-reflection, he underscores the idea that Lent should be about long-lasting inner change, not temporary denial.
He concludes by identifying the true heroes of our time as those who are willing to act — to “put skin in the game.” These are the people who decide to run for office, volunteer, or speak out against injustice. They may not be perfect, but they are not indifferent. Father Pat calls every believer to be one of those people, to let Lent be a time of becoming, a season of training to live differently. Only then, he says, can we truly say that “today is the day of salvation.” Otherwise, Lent becomes just another religious performance, devoid of the power to change the world or ourselves....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 850.760009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said, I am the good shepherd. A good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. A hired man who is not a shepherd and whose sheep are not his own sees a wolf coming and leaves the sheep and runs away. And the wolf catches and scatters them. This is because he works for pay and has no concern for the sheep. I am the good shepherd, and I know mine, and mine know me, just as the Father knows me, and I know the Father. And I will lay down my life for the sheep. I have other sheep that do not belong to this fold. These also I must lead, and they will hear my voice. And there will be one flock, one shepherd. That is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life in order to take it up again. No one takes it from me, but I lay it down on my own. I have power to lay it down and power to take it up again. This command I have received from my Father. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It is all right as mature Christians to admit that by the time John's gospel was writing, there was a lot of Greek philosophy getting mixed in. It's not quite that. You don't find quite the pure Semitic rabbi that we get in Mark, Matthew, and Luke. Jesus' vocabulary has improved greatly. He now speaks in sentences that are 20 lines long. You know, I mean, this is obviously the writer, John, trying to translate all these little Semitic tribal realities into Greek culture where he is proclaiming the gospel. And it always leaves us with an interesting question, which is, in religion, there are those who would say, you stick to the purest form of the story and the purest form of the religion, even if it will be completely ineffective and no one will listen. John disagrees. John says, no, you've got to somehow translate to the people that are there. And, you know, even to the point where there are some pieces of theology in John that no Christian theologian I know would hold to. And it's in our gospel. You know, he says today, this is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life in order to take it up again. And every theologian I know would say, no, God loves you because God's God. There's nothing you did to earn God's, God doesn't love you because you did something. So, you know, John's throwing a couple extra things in here and we can deal with that. You know, it is, the church did not come out of the gospel, the gospel came out of the church, and that is so hard for us to remember. That the gospels are a community document. They did not fall from heaven, leather bound with the words of Jesus in red. And it wasn't really until 325, and even then there's still arguments as to what would be the final canon of the New Testament. They were still arguing about which letters were gonna go in. I mean, it's a community process. And it gets us back to that faith of the early community. And we do see some differences from different communities. And I always think it's important for us to remember that we do not have four gospels written by four authors. We have four gospels written by four very different communities. You know, there is a Lucan community, a Matthean community, a Johannine community, and a Markan community. And the gospels answer their questions. Mark's community was the earliest and they could care less about the birth of Jesus. That's why the story isn't there. They just want to know who this guy is and what happened. And they want to know about the resurrection and the ministry. And 20 years later, when the gospels according to Matthew and according to Luke are written, people are now going, so where'd he come from? And by the time John starts, oh, the theologians have gotten involved. And so he starts out with in the beginning was the word and the word was made flesh. And you're going, where are the shepherds? Where's our little Christmas story? John's a later gospel. He's answering much deeper questions. And sometimes it gets lost in some of the Greek philosophy. And I don't mean he got lost. I mean, if you live in America in this century, you read Greek philosophy, and that's where the phrase, it's all Greek to me comes from. But we do have this image that we get today of the good shepherd. And I've no doubt it will spur on some interesting sermons around the country. It will certainly, you know, usually this is the time of year that the Pope quite correctly will go after the priests. And say, you know, this is where you need the smell of the sheep on you. Get out of the sacristies, get into the streets, all of those famous sayings that he has. The idea that we are called to be good shepherds. And I mean, it's great stuff. We need to hear it because, you know, he's our shepherd. I don't know that you need to hear that because, you know, it's telling you what we're doing wrong. You already have your own opinions on that. So it doesn't, you know. I think what's helpful, and it's definitely not about, you need to follow your shepherds. That is to take today and turn it on its head. To say, you know, Jesus has told us what kind of shepherds we should be, and our response is, it's your fault, and let me tell you why. No, no. Always, every time Jesus is angry, you'll see he comes after the religious leaders. It's not you, it's us. And we use every one of those stories to go after you. So you always have to read with that filter. It's human nature. But I think there's something worthwhile to say. If we're gonna follow Jesus, then everyone in the room has to ask, who do I shepherd? Because shepherding should not be left to a class within the church. Within any church, within any community. I always think that parents who go into the empty nest syndrome, now, two things first. First, of course, most parents who have been through it will tell you, don't get comfortable. By the time the last one leaves, the first one is swinging back around again. It is the way life goes, you know. So, you know, the empty nest will happen when you die. But secondly, I think there would be something very wrong with the idea that someone says, well, you know, in my 50s, even in my 60s, all right, I'm done taking care of anyone. That would be a really sad sort of thing. And I notice in the church that 90% of our volunteer force is in the last third of life. Not just because they have the time, but because somewhere down deep, they decided, I'm not done taking care of others. Just because kids are gone. There are some people who never have kids and still spend their life taking care of people. And it's very interesting to ask who we take care of. And people will sometimes not come up with it right away. Some people sit on a board over here. Some people are down at a food shelter simply stocking shelves. And so they don't see the contact, but they're taking care of people. And it's a great Sunday for us to ask who it is we take care of. Sometimes it is family. Sometimes it's beyond family. Sometimes it's extended family. And sometimes it's community. Sometimes it's people across the world we can't imagine. Who do we take care of? Who do we shepherd? And it's important to be in touch with that because it is our only chance to really follow Jesus. I think people forget the reason, and it's been so watered down over the years. This image that Jesus uses of shepherding. Why does Jesus pick shepherding? And why does Jesus pick certain parables? Well, because he's in an agricultural and a farming sort of community. If Jesus had come today, you know, we would probably, and lived in Denver, he'd probably use building cranes, you know? He'd come up with something that made sense to us. We'd go, yeah, we get that, we know that. You have to forget, people, shepherding for us kind of sounds like a distant sort of romantic thing. Now, no shepherd has ever found that to be the case. Shepherding is a lot of work, and it's not the kind of work we've turned it into over the years. Christianity, I've told you before, has been very careful about taking the gospel away from the poor and trying to give it back to the rich. We've been doing that for, you know, that's when it ceased to become about going out and helping people, and it became about getting those people to act like good, decent, upper-middle-class white folks. They've gotta come up to our standards, and we'll be a religion, and religion will get these people to behave a certain way. That's how we took the gospel from the poor, rather than saying, you know, the reason they talk about the shepherd and the sheep, and I always hate when people say, oh, well, you know, they're just dumb sheep. Vatican II is very clear that, you know, you are all the people of God. You've been elevated. You used to be the dumb sheep. You are now the people of God. But as that, you're also shepherds, and what it means, and what I think is very vivid about the image of shepherding is it's not about correction and making sure they do the right thing and telling them this is a sin and that isn't. You know, explain that to your animals someday. Now, I know I'm gonna get letters from the dog owners because I've been in the park, and I've watched people look at a dog and say, stop, and you know what? The dog stops. Come, and the dog comes. Then I'll see someone go, I have told you this 50 times, and it makes me so mad. Do you know how this makes me feel? And I'm like, no, he doesn't. Your dog really doesn't communicate at that level. You know, it is fascinating when people, you know, they're like, there's an old story among linguists when they got into this, can monkeys know language, and some monkeys seem to have a functioning vocabulary of 800 words, but there's things you need to know, and one is they're very concrete. They can be taught banana. You know, they can be taught sun, and see the sun. They can be taught those sorts of things. Not one of them has ever explained to anyone that their parents were poor but hardworking. You're not gonna get to that level. That sort of abstract, you know, you and I need to share our experience with other people, and it comes from within us, and we have this need to express in certain ways. And so, you know, the trick to pastoring, and it's not I'm smart and they're sheep. No, the trick to pastoring is real pastoring can happen without verbal communication. And that is a struggle. Real pastoring is when we're out doing the physical work that helps people, when we're actually giving to causes that help people. It happens without, here's what I think you should do. That can be helpful, and instruction is part of our faith, and it's part of the church. Pastoring is a little more physical. That's why Francis keeps saying, get out of the sacristies where you're preparing all your pretty words, and get into the streets where you can pastor. It's, and if he says that to us, he says it to all of us. It's fascinating, I mean, parents know there is a part of parenting that has to do, you know, don't, do not try to parent your children without words. Because they'll have plenty, you know. And I had a parent once say to me, I don't ever, my child will never hear me say the word no. She probably read a book, give her a break, you know, there's a book that said it or something. And all I thought was, oh, let's see how long that lasts. You know, the kid heard it from somewhere because the kid learned it real quick. Kid gets it, you know, and the idea, and what, you know, I get that sort of sense. I don't want, you know, I don't want my children to be afraid of me. There's a small moment in their childhood development where they have to be. Because you know what? There's nothing about that burner on the stove that's frightening. You will have to say no in such a way that they're more afraid of you than that pretty red burner. You have to, then, now, when you have to go there, you have to know, okay, this has gotta be a phase, I can't have them afraid of me. But for a moment, I can't explain the philosophy of life to them. For a moment, I have to say, you don't go out on the street, period. And if you do, you will get the wrath of a parent. Sometimes you'll need that at a certain age, and then you have to know when to make sure that develops into something smarter. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said, I am the good shepherd.
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A good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.
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A hired man who is not a shepherd
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and whose sheep are not his own sees a wolf coming
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and leaves the sheep and runs away.
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And the wolf catches and scatters them.
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This is because he works for pay and has
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no concern for the sheep.
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I am the good shepherd, and I know mine,
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and mine know me, just as the Father knows me,
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and I know the Father.
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And I will lay down my life for the sheep.
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I have other sheep that do not belong to this fold.
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These also I must lead, and they will hear my voice.
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And there will be one flock, one shepherd.
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That is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life
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in order to take it up again.
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No one takes it from me, but I lay it down on my own.
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I have power to lay it down and power to take it up again.
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This command I have received from my Father.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It is all right as mature Christians
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to admit that by the time John's gospel was writing,
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there was a lot of Greek philosophy getting mixed in.
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It's not quite that.
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You don't find quite the pure Semitic rabbi
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that we get in Mark, Matthew, and Luke.
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Jesus' vocabulary has improved greatly.
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He now speaks in sentences that are 20 lines long.
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You know, I mean, this is obviously the writer, John,
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trying to translate all these little
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Semitic tribal realities into Greek culture
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where he is proclaiming the gospel.
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And it always leaves us with an interesting question,
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which is, in religion, there are those who would say,
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you stick to the purest form of the story
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and the purest form of the religion,
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even if it will be completely ineffective
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and no one will listen.
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John disagrees.
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John says, no, you've got to somehow translate
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to the people that are there.
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And, you know, even to the point where there are
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some pieces of theology in John
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that no Christian theologian I know would hold to.
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And it's in our gospel.
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You know, he says today, this is why the Father loves me,
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because I lay down my life in order to take it up again.
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And every theologian I know would say,
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no, God loves you because God's God.
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There's nothing you did to earn God's,
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God doesn't love you because you did something.
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So, you know, John's throwing a couple extra things
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in here and we can deal with that.
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You know, it is, the church did not come out of the gospel,
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the gospel came out of the church,
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and that is so hard for us to remember.
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That the gospels are a community document.
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They did not fall from heaven,
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leather bound with the words of Jesus in red.
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And it wasn't really until 325,
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and even then there's still arguments
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as to what would be the final canon of the New Testament.
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They were still arguing about which letters
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were gonna go in.
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I mean, it's a community process.
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And it gets us back to that faith of the early community.
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And we do see some differences from different communities.
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And I always think it's important for us to remember
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that we do not have four gospels written by four authors.
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We have four gospels written
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by four very different communities.
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You know, there is a Lucan community,
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a Matthean community, a Johannine community,
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and a Markan community.
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And the gospels answer their questions.
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Mark's community was the earliest
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and they could care less about the birth of Jesus.
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That's why the story isn't there.
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They just want to know who this guy is and what happened.
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And they want to know about the resurrection
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and the ministry.
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And 20 years later,
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when the gospels according to Matthew
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and according to Luke are written,
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people are now going, so where'd he come from?
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And by the time John starts,
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oh, the theologians have gotten involved.
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And so he starts out with in the beginning
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was the word and the word was made flesh.
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And you're going, where are the shepherds?
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Where's our little Christmas story?
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John's a later gospel.
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He's answering much deeper questions.
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And sometimes it gets lost in some of the Greek philosophy.
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And I don't mean he got lost.
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I mean, if you live in America in this century,
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you read Greek philosophy,
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and that's where the phrase,
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it's all Greek to me comes from.
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But we do have this image that we get today
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of the good shepherd.
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And I've no doubt it will spur on
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some interesting sermons around the country.
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It will certainly, you know,
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usually this is the time of year
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that the Pope quite correctly will go after the priests.
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And say, you know, this is where you need
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the smell of the sheep on you.
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Get out of the sacristies, get into the streets,
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all of those famous sayings that he has.
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The idea that we are called to be good shepherds.
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And I mean, it's great stuff.
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We need to hear it because, you know, he's our shepherd.
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I don't know that you need to hear that
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because, you know, it's telling you what we're doing wrong.
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You already have your own opinions on that.
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So it doesn't, you know.
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I think what's helpful,
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and it's definitely not about,
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you need to follow your shepherds.
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That is to take today and turn it on its head.
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To say, you know, Jesus has told us
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what kind of shepherds we should be,
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and our response is, it's your fault,
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and let me tell you why.
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No, no.
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Always, every time Jesus is angry,
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you'll see he comes after the religious leaders.
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It's not you, it's us.
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And we use every one of those stories to go after you.
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So you always have to read with that filter.
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It's human nature.
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But I think there's something worthwhile to say.
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If we're gonna follow Jesus,
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then everyone in the room has to ask, who do I shepherd?
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Because shepherding should not be
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left to a class within the church.
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Within any church, within any community.
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I always think that parents
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who go into the empty nest syndrome,
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now, two things first.
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will tell you, don't get comfortable.
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By the time the last one leaves,
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the first one is swinging back around again.
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It is the way life goes, you know.
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So, you know, the empty nest will happen when you die.
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very wrong with the idea that someone says,
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well, you know, in my 50s, even in my 60s,
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all right, I'm done taking care of anyone.
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That would be a really sad sort of thing.
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that 90% of our volunteer force
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is in the last third of life.
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but because somewhere down deep,
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they decided, I'm not done taking care of others.
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Just because kids are gone.
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There are some people who never have kids
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and still spend their life taking care of people.
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And people will sometimes not come up with it right away.
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Some people sit on a board over here.
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simply stocking shelves.
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but they're taking care of people.
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to ask who it is we take care of.
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Sometimes it is family.
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Sometimes it's beyond family.
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Sometimes it's extended family.
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Sometimes it's people across the world we can't imagine.
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Who do we take care of?
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Who do we shepherd?
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because it is our only chance to really follow Jesus.
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I think people forget the reason,
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and it's been so watered down over the years.
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This image that Jesus uses of shepherding.
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Why does Jesus pick shepherding?
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and a farming sort of community.
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you know, we would probably,
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and lived in Denver,
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he'd probably use building cranes, you know?
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He'd come up with something that made sense to us.
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We'd go, yeah, we get that, we know that.
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You have to forget,
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people, shepherding for us kind of sounds
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like a distant sort of romantic thing.
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Now, no shepherd has ever found that to be the case.
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Shepherding is a lot of work,
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and it's not the kind of work
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we've turned it into over the years.
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Christianity, I've told you before,
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has been very careful about taking the gospel
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away from the poor and trying to give it back to the rich.
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We've been doing that for, you know,
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that's when it ceased to become about
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going out and helping people,
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and it became about getting those people
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to act like good, decent, upper-middle-class white folks.
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They've gotta come up to our standards,
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and we'll be a religion,
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and religion will get these people to behave a certain way.
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That's how we took the gospel from the poor,
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rather than saying, you know,
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the reason they talk about the shepherd and the sheep,
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and I always hate when people say,
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oh, well, you know, they're just dumb sheep.
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Vatican II is very clear that, you know,
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you are all the people of God.
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You've been elevated.
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You used to be the dumb sheep.
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You are now the people of God.
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But as that, you're also shepherds,
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and what it means, and what I think is very vivid
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about the image of shepherding
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is it's not about correction
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and making sure they do the right thing
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and telling them this is a sin and that isn't.
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You know, explain that to your animals someday.
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Now, I know I'm gonna get letters from the dog owners
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because I've been in the park,
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and I've watched people look at a dog and say, stop,
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and you know what?
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The dog stops.
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Come, and the dog comes.
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Then I'll see someone go, I have told you this 50 times,
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and it makes me so mad.
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Do you know how this makes me feel?
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And I'm like, no, he doesn't.
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Your dog really doesn't communicate at that level.
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You know, it is fascinating when people, you know,
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they're like, there's an old story among linguists
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when they got into this, can monkeys know language,
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and some monkeys seem to have
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a functioning vocabulary of 800 words,
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but there's things you need to know,
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and one is they're very concrete.
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They can be taught banana.
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You know, they can be taught sun, and see the sun.
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They can be taught those sorts of things.
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Not one of them has ever explained to anyone
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that their parents were poor but hardworking.
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You're not gonna get to that level.
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That sort of abstract, you know,
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you and I need to share our experience with other people,
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and it comes from within us,
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and we have this need to express in certain ways.
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And so, you know, the trick to pastoring,
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and it's not I'm smart and they're sheep.
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No, the trick to pastoring is real pastoring
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can happen without verbal communication.
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And that is a struggle.
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Real pastoring is when we're out doing the physical work
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that helps people, when we're actually giving
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to causes that help people.
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It happens without, here's what I think you should do.
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That can be helpful, and instruction is part of our faith,
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and it's part of the church.
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Pastoring is a little more physical.
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That's why Francis keeps saying,
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get out of the sacristies where you're preparing
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all your pretty words, and get into the streets
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where you can pastor.
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It's, and if he says that to us, he says it to all of us.
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It's fascinating, I mean, parents know
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there is a part of parenting that has to do,
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you know, don't, do not try to parent
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your children without words.
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Because they'll have plenty, you know.
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And I had a parent once say to me,
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I don't ever, my child will never hear me say the word no.
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She probably read a book, give her a break,
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you know, there's a book that said it or something.
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And all I thought was, oh, let's see how long that lasts.
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You know, the kid heard it from somewhere
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because the kid learned it real quick.
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Kid gets it, you know, and the idea,
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and what, you know, I get that sort of sense.
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I don't want, you know, I don't want my children
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to be afraid of me.
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There's a small moment in their childhood development
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where they have to be.
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Because you know what?
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There's nothing about that burner on the stove
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that's frightening.
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You will have to say no in such a way
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that they're more afraid of you
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than that pretty red burner.
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You have to, then, now, when you have to go there,
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you have to know, okay, this has gotta be a phase,
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I can't have them afraid of me.
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But for a moment, I can't explain
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the philosophy of life to them.
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For a moment, I have to say,
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you don't go out on the street, period.
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And if you do, you will get the wrath of a parent.
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Sometimes you'll need that at a certain age,
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and then you have to know when to make sure
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that develops into something smarter.
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I think for pastoring, we have to know
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that once in a while, yes, we're going to talk
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once in a while, there's gonna be instruction,
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but the vast majority of pastoring,
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the vast majority of parenting will be sacrifice.
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And it could happen without words.
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It happens when we give time,
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it happens when we give money,
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it happens when we give effort,
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when we go out and we help people.
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That's the moment that we are part of the Good Shepherd.
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That's the moment we're actually part
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of the mission of Jesus.
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And it really is the only moment in our lives
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when we are truly helping to build the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the image of Jesus Father Pat’s message centers on the image of Jesus as the Good Shepherd, calling all Christians to reflect not only on who their shepherd is, but more importantly, on whom they themselves are shepherding. He challenges the faithful to move beyond passive reception of religious truths and instead engage actively in the work of care, sacrifice, and service. Drawing from the Gospel of John, Father Pat explores the theological depth and cultural context of the text, noting the influence of Greek thought and the evolution of Christian communities over time. He emphasizes that the Gospels are community responses to lived experiences and that Jesus’ call to shepherding is not reserved for clergy alone but is a universal Christian vocation. Ultimately, his message pushes believers to examine their own lives and ask: “Who am I taking care of?”—reminding us that true discipleship requires concrete acts of love and service that transcend words.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel of John, in which Jesus proclaims Himself as the Good Shepherd—one who lays down His life for the sheep out of love, in contrast to the hired hand who flees at danger. Father Pat highlights how this Gospel, written later than the Synoptics (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), reflects a more developed theological and linguistic style, influenced by Greek philosophy and the cultural realities of the Johannine community. This, he notes, is not a flaw but an example of how different Gospel communities shaped the message of Christ to reach their specific audiences. He reminds us that the Gospels are not divine dictations but community documents emerging from early church experiences, shaped in response to the pastoral and theological questions of their time.
This leads to a deeper reflection on pastoral leadership. Father Pat critiques the tendency within some religious traditions to use the shepherd-sheep imagery to reinforce clerical authority or passive obedience among laypeople. Instead, he flips the metaphor: the question is not simply “Who is your shepherd?” but rather, “Whom do you shepherd?” He insists that pastoring is not limited to priests or church authorities but is a universal Christian calling. Every person is responsible for someone—be it children, family, the vulnerable, or the broader community. The mark of Christian maturity is not theological knowledge or moral perfection, but the willingness to care for others, often without recognition or reward.
He uses vivid examples—especially from parenting—to illustrate his point. Like shepherds, parents must sometimes act with firmness, even when words are not enough. But ultimately, their role is one of sacrificial love, expressed through time, energy, and presence. This same dynamic applies to Christian pastoring. Real pastoring, he notes, often happens without words. It is physical, tangible, and sacrificial. It looks like stocking shelves at a food pantry, sitting on a board that serves the community, or quietly helping someone in need. These are the moments in which we truly participate in the mission of Jesus and help build the kingdom of God.
He also critiques how modern Christianity, especially in the West, has often sanitized or domesticated the radical message of the Gospel. The early church was a movement of and for the poor—deeply embedded in the hard realities of life, like shepherding, which was neither romantic nor clean. Over time, the Gospel has been co-opted to support middle-class respectability and moral behavior instead of calling people to radical love and service. Father Pat warns against this distortion and calls the church to return to its roots: a faith that is embodied, lived out in real acts of care, and centered not on religious performance but on love in action.
Finally, Father Pat invites us to recognize that the call to be a shepherd is not seasonal or optional. Whether we are young or old, parents or single, working or retired, the invitation to shepherd others—to guide, protect, and serve—is constant. He honors the many people, especially older adults, who continue to give of themselves in service, not because they must, but because they recognize that to follow Christ is to shepherd others. In the end, he reminds us that the only way to truly be part of Jesus’ mission is to imitate His self-giving love—not merely by words, but through the daily, concrete sacrifices we make for others....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1129.6300048828125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to His disciples, When the Son of Man comes in His glory and all the angels with Him, He will sit upon His glorious throne, and all the nations will assemble before Him. And He will separate them one from another, as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. And He will place the sheep on His right and the goats on His left. Then the king will say to those on His right, Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. For I was hungry, and you gave me food. I was thirsty, and you gave me drink. A stranger, and you welcomed me. Naked, and you clothed me. Ill, and you cared for me. In prison, and you visited me. Then the righteous will answer Him and say, Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you or thirsty and give you drink? When did we see you a stranger and welcome you or naked and clothe you? When did we see you ill or in prison and visit you? And the king will say to them in reply, Amen, I say to you whatever you did for one of the least of my brothers or sisters you did for me. Then He will say to those on His left, Depart from me into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry, and you gave me no food. I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink. A stranger, and you gave me no welcome. Naked, and you gave me no clothing. Ill and in prison, and you did not care for me. And they will answer and say, Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison and not minister to your needs? He will answer them, Amen, I say to you what you did not do for one of these least ones you did not do for me. And these will go off to punishment but the righteous to eternal life. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. A man I went to seminary with, he was not ordained, but he, I kind of follow him on social media. He's now a Catholic writer up in the Minnesota area. And because I follow him, I often get little tweets and posts from him that come from other people. And some Monsignor that he follows on the East Coast put out something about Christ the King and today we're reminded by Jesus that we get to heaven by listening to those who have been left with his authority. I'm like, do they use a different election area on the East Coast? Where does it say in this whole reading, you know, for I spoke and you listened. I gave you orders and you followed. Matter of fact, I would posit that he's reversed the exact meaning of the day which is Jesus comes on Christ the King to say, this is not about every earthly idea you have of authority. The authority of today is, or the point of the day is not how we respond to authority, but how we respond to those with absolutely no authority in the world. How do we respond to those with no voice? Not, you know, I was hungry and you did not feed me. Not, I was enthroned and you did not listen. How did he get, I just think, how did he get to that place from today's readings? The first reading, actually, if you actually know this book of Ezekiel, this first reading gets set up at the beginning of this chapter of Ezekiel. So we get this part that says, thus says the Lord, I will look after and tend my sheep. I will find, you know, I will find myself among the sheep. I will gather the sheep that have been scattered. I will, you know, pastor them. I will seek them out. The beginning of the chapter starts with you shepherds who have been out there, you have not gathered the sheep. You have not brought them back in. You have not worried about the lost. And then he gets to this point and he says, so I will go out and gather them. He almost repeats word for word everything he opened up the chapter with. It says, you haven't done this. Fine, I'll do it. And instead of Jesus, I always picture my mother saying, oh, it's just easier to do myself. It's almost that kind of a frustrated moment in the writing that says, you refuse to gather people in. You know, you think that the job of faith and religion is for those of us in leadership to say, here's the bar, either clear it or don't. Working in Catholic schools, you know, because I have been in schools my entire priesthood, we've talked, I've talked with every principal I've ever had about that idea that, you know, often when a teacher describes a really good student, what they're too often referring to as a student who will teach themselves. I don't have to do a thing. You know, if you are a teacher by nature, you'll look for the challenging student. The one that you can't wait to see the light bulb go on. The ones who can teach themselves. You know, it'd be great. We all would love, we would love for children to raise themselves. I used to have parents who would come to me at my very first parish and say things like, well, they're only five, but you know, I've tried everything I can, I can't get them to clean their room. And I will often say, have you used your size advantage? What they mean is I can't argue them into it or reason them into it or wait in the corner for them to come to this idea on their own so I can stay their friend and they'll clean their room. No, you'll probably have to step in, take their hand, use your size advantage. It's that we don't want to go to that place. And this book of Ezekiel is a whole thing about this. The strayed, I will bring back. The injured, I will bind up. The sick, I will heal, because you're not doing it. And the church puts that with this reading today where it says, you know, how do we follow the voice of Jesus? How do we know what's right and what's wrong in the world and which voices do we listen to? We're looking up the ladder saying, which authority do we follow? And Jesus keeps saying, no, the point is to look down. It's to look to the people who have no authority, who have no power. And they will be your salvation or not. Not the voices from on high, but the needs from on low. That's where we find our path. And we don't want to get too into the detail of this gospel, because it won't hold together. It reads a little bit like a teacher who gets up and says to her class, those of you, I just gave you a test with 20 questions on it, those of you who got a question right will get an A, and those of you who missed a question will get an F. And every student goes, well, what about those of us that got a question right and another one wrong? This gospel kind of reads like that. Any of you who have ever helped anyone are going to heaven. And any of you who have ever failed to help someone will go to hell. How many of you are going, uh, now I understand purgatory. Because everyone in this room has failed to help someone when they shouldn't have. And everyone here has helped when they didn't have to. Everyone here, that's why this idea, the sheep and the goats, I always tell people, we're all kind of this sheep-goat hybrid that you don't really want to picture. We're all somewhere in between. And the gospel, rather frustratingly, doesn't talk about that 99.99999% of us that have never done it perfectly and have never absolutely failed at every opportunity. The rest of us. But what that does for us is tell us, so that's not the point. The point of this gospel is really not to get us to sort humanity. The point of it is to go, oh, so a question right is better than the question wrong. Okay, we get the sense of the trajectory we're supposed to take. You know, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison and not minister to your needs? This should be, you know, when we talk of ourselves as a Christian people and then we talk about our response to refugees. This should be pretty damning stuff for us. Because most of us, politically, would say, you know, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in person and be sure that we'd be safe and not minister to your needs? Doesn't say, as long as there's no cost to you, as long as you don't take any risk, then go out and help people. But that's usually our response as a people, as a community, as a church, as a country, is to say once we're sure it's safe, we'll be happy to help people. Once we're sure that I can dig in, but not so much that it might actually alter my lifestyle. You know, I've said over the years that when we look to whether it's trying to sustain the world or whether it's just trying to sustain the people in it at this moment, most of us who would, you know, see ourselves heroically for our children flying in front of a bullet to save their lives, most of us who would give our lives for our children would have a harder time giving our lifestyle for them. When someone steps up and says, you know, really if the earth is going to be around for our great grandchildren, we might have to do this and this and this and this, they go yeah, you know, where's the bullet? I'll take the bullet, but don't ask me to give up cable. Or whatever it would be. You know, we get very, very reticent to change our lifestyle. And the funny thing is we come to our Christianity to say, Lord, change our lives. What do we think that means? It doesn't mean that the texture of breathing will change. To change our life means changing our lifestyle. That's all it means. That's the only thing we have to change. You're not going to change the nature of human life. You change the lifestyle. And today we're told, look, you know, the path to heaven, the path not whether we get in or not, whether we're saved or not, Jesus takes care of that. Whether we're part of this endeavor or not will never have to do with how much we listen to the voices in power. But how often we hear the cries of the poor. That's our Christianity. And I think sometimes we're looking for leaders in our faith rather than looking for objects to our mission. You know, it's so easy to get caught up in authority and who has the authority. And Jesus sort of says, you know, that's a nice, interesting idea. You might want to ponder that. But that's not what Jesus calls us to. Jesus doesn't call us to make sure you know who the right authority is. He says, you know, let the authorities, let the big boys argue amongst themselves. Go out and feed the people. Go out and help those who have no voice. Our job is not to elevate those who are already elevated. I always think, I wonder when we, especially we as clergy, read, He will cast down the mighty from their thrones. I think we all go, that doesn't mean in church. That means out in the governments. That means somewhere else. Surely when we get to heaven, people will still listen to me once a week. Yeah, I get that reaction every time I say that. You know. What happens when we're brought down from our thrones? And every one of us sort of has one. Maybe it's at work. Maybe it's somewhere we feel we have expertise. Always that place where we look for where sometimes we're offering our gifts. Sometimes we're enjoying our position. I'm finally in a place where I know a little more than the next person. I'm in my area. I'm in my forte. And in those moments, it's great. We can teach people. We can help. We can be an authoritative voice. But that's not where salvation comes from. Salvation comes when we find the person with the least authority in our midst. The person who has no voice and sometimes no hope of ever having one. How we are with them, that will show our love for God. That will show the depth of faith. That will show where we have hope and charity. And so we ask God to make us a people that we can respect authority. We can look for authority but don't hang your hopes on it. It's not the road to heaven. The road to heaven is found when we look to the least among us. When we look to those who struggle the most and we think what can I do to help them? Not control them, not be a new authority in their life, but actually reach out and help. Those are the people that teach us to love God. It's the great paradox of the Feast of Christ the King. What he's basically saying is on the Feast of Christ the King, you will not find me among the kings. You know. The kingship of Christ is paradox. It is found among those who have no power and no authority. Those who as the scripture says, cannot pay us back. That's our only chance to encounter God. It's fascinating how often we go to God to ask for something. But what God tells us today is when we ask for things, it's a ritual encounter of God. But the deepest experienced encounter with God is not when we ask. It is when we respond to those who ask of us. So we want to go out and find images of God. They won't look anything like God. They will look the least like God you can imagine. They will look not like the mosaics. You know, any of you who have been to the National Cathedral have what we used to call the angry Aryan Jesus. So really odd mosaic. Wavy blonde hair, lightning blue eyes, and he looks, remember when my mother used to say, I'll do it myself, it's that look. And you know, it's a mosaic. So I'm sure the expression, it just probably isn't quite the subtlety that the artist had hoped for. But it looks angry, but people are like, but it's a strong looking Jesus. But that's why we start our year in the next few weeks with the Jesus in the manger, the fragile Jesus. Because that's the Jesus we're called to minister to. You know, we minister to Jesus on the cross. It's so hard to convince people that Jesus, risen and glorious in heaven, really is not needing your help at the moment. That's such a hard concept for us. People out in this world right now defending God, just in the nick of time because he was about to lose the whole thing until Patrick Dolan came along. But that's the way we think. I'm going to defend God. The most ridiculous statement ever uttered by humans. The defense of God. God says, oh, you want to go out and defend God? Fine. Go find the weakest God among you and defend them. No, no, we want to defend those that don't need our defense. It is easier. But to go out and nurture God in the world is not to nurture our theology. It's not to nurture our religion. It's not to nurture our ideas. It's so simple today. You want to nurture God in the world? Go help those that need help. It's so stunningly simple that we pass right over it and try to get back to something complicated. And Jesus gives them and us a mandate we cannot get past. So if we're going to experience the exalted glory of Christ, we will do it when we're responding to those who have no power at all. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to His disciples,
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When the Son of Man comes in His glory
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and all the angels with Him,
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He will sit upon His glorious throne,
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and all the nations will assemble before Him.
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And He will separate them one from another,
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as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats.
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And He will place the sheep on His right
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and the goats on His left.
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Then the king will say to those on His right,
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Come, you who are blessed by my Father,
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inherit the kingdom prepared for you
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from the foundation of the world.
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For I was hungry, and you gave me food.
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I was thirsty, and you gave me drink.
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A stranger, and you welcomed me.
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Naked, and you clothed me.
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Ill, and you cared for me.
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In prison, and you visited me.
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Then the righteous will answer Him and say,
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Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you
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or thirsty and give you drink?
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When did we see you a stranger and welcome you
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or naked and clothe you?
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When did we see you ill or in prison and visit you?
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And the king will say to them in reply,
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Amen, I say to you whatever you did
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for one of the least of my brothers or sisters
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you did for me.
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Then He will say to those on His left,
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Depart from me into the eternal fire
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prepared for the devil and his angels.
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For I was hungry, and you gave me no food.
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I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink.
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A stranger, and you gave me no welcome.
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Naked, and you gave me no clothing.
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Ill and in prison, and you did not care for me.
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And they will answer and say,
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Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty
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or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison
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and not minister to your needs?
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He will answer them, Amen, I say to you
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what you did not do for one of these least ones
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you did not do for me.
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And these will go off to punishment
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but the righteous to eternal life.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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A man I went to seminary with,
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he was not ordained, but he,
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I kind of follow him on social media.
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He's now a Catholic writer
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up in the Minnesota area.
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And because I follow him, I often get
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little tweets and posts from him
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that come from other people.
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And some Monsignor that he follows
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on the East Coast put out something about
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Christ the King and today we're reminded
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by Jesus that we get to heaven by
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listening to those who have been left
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with his authority.
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I'm like, do they use a different
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election area on the East Coast?
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Where does it say in this whole reading,
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you know, for I spoke and you listened.
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I gave you orders and you followed.
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Matter of fact, I would posit that
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he's reversed the exact meaning of the day
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which is Jesus comes on Christ the King
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to say, this is not about every
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earthly idea you have of authority.
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The authority of today is,
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or the point of the day is
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not how we respond to authority,
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but how we respond to those
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with absolutely no authority in the world.
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How do we respond to those with no voice?
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Not, you know, I was hungry
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and you did not feed me.
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Not, I was enthroned and you did not listen.
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How did he get, I just think,
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how did he get to that place
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from today's readings?
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The first reading, actually,
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if you actually know this book of Ezekiel,
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this first reading gets set up
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at the beginning of this chapter of Ezekiel.
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So we get this part that says,
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thus says the Lord,
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I will look after and tend my sheep.
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I will find, you know,
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I will find myself among the sheep.
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I will gather the sheep that have been scattered.
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I will, you know, pastor them.
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I will seek them out.
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The beginning of the chapter starts with
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you shepherds who have been out there,
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you have not gathered the sheep.
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You have not brought them back in.
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You have not worried about the lost.
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And then he gets to this point and he says,
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so I will go out and gather them.
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He almost repeats word for word
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everything he opened up the chapter with.
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It says, you haven't done this.
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Fine, I'll do it.
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And instead of Jesus, I always picture
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my mother saying, oh, it's just easier
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to do myself.
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It's almost
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that kind of a frustrated
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moment in the writing
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that says, you refuse to gather
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people in.
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You know, you think that the job
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of faith and religion
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is for those of us
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in leadership to say, here's the bar,
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either clear it or don't.
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Working in Catholic schools,
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you know, because I have been
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in schools my entire
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priesthood,
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we've talked, I've talked with
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every principal I've ever had about that idea
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that, you know, often
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when a teacher describes
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a really good student,
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what they're too often
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referring to as a student who will
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teach themselves.
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I don't have to do a thing.
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You know, if you
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are a teacher by nature,
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you'll look for the
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challenging student.
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The one that you can't wait to see the light
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bulb go on. The ones who can teach
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themselves.
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You know, it'd be great.
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We all would love,
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we would love for children to raise
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themselves.
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I used to have parents who
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would come to me at my very first parish
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and say things like, well,
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they're only five, but
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you know, I've tried everything I can,
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I can't get them to clean their room.
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And I will often say, have you used
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your size advantage?
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What
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they mean is I can't argue them
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into it or reason them into it
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or wait in the corner for them to come to this
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idea on their own so I can
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stay their friend and they'll clean their room.
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No, you'll probably have to step in,
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take their hand,
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use your size
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advantage.
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It's that we
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don't want to go to
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that place. And this
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book of Ezekiel is a
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whole thing about this. The
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strayed, I will bring back. The injured,
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I will bind up. The sick,
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I will heal, because you're not
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doing it.
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And the church puts that with this reading today
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where it says, you know,
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how do we follow the voice of Jesus?
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How do we know what's right and what's wrong
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in the world and which voices do we listen to?
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We're looking up the ladder saying,
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which authority do we follow?
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And Jesus keeps saying, no, the point
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is to look down.
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It's to look to the people who have no
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authority, who have no power.
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And they
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will be your salvation or
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not.
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Not the voices from
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on high, but the needs
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from on low.
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That's where we find
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our path.
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And we don't want to get
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too into the
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detail
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of this gospel,
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because it won't hold together.
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It reads a
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little bit like a teacher who gets up and says
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to her class,
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those of you, I just gave you
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a test with 20
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questions on it, those of you
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who got a question right
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will get an A, and those of you who
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missed a question will get an F.
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And every student goes, well, what about
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those of us that got a question right and another
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one wrong?
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This gospel kind of reads like that.
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Any of you who have ever
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helped anyone are going to heaven.
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And any of you who have ever failed to help
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someone will go to hell.
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How many of you are going,
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uh,
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now I understand
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purgatory.
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Because everyone
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in this room has failed to help someone
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when they shouldn't have.
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And everyone here has
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helped when they didn't have
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to. Everyone
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here, that's why this idea, the sheep and the
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goats, I always tell people, we're all
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kind of this sheep-goat hybrid that you don't
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really want to picture.
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We're all somewhere
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in between.
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And the gospel, rather
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frustratingly,
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doesn't talk
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about that
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99.99999%
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of us that have never done it
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perfectly and have never
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absolutely failed at every opportunity.
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The rest
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of us.
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But what that does for us
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is tell us, so that's not the point.
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The point of this gospel
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is really not to get us to sort
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humanity. The point
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of it is to go, oh, so
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a question right is
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better than the question wrong.
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Okay, we get the sense of the
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trajectory we're supposed to take.
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You know, when did
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we see you hungry or thirsty or a
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stranger or naked or ill or
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in prison and not minister to your needs?
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This
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should
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be, you know,
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when we talk of ourselves as a Christian
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people and then we talk about our response
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to refugees.
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This should
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be pretty damning stuff for us.
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Because
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most of us, politically,
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would say, you know,
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when did we see you hungry or thirsty
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or a stranger or naked or ill or in person
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and be sure that we'd be safe
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and not minister to your needs?
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Doesn't say, as long
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as there's no cost to you, as long as you don't take any
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risk, then go out and help people.
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But
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that's usually our response as a people,
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as a community,
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as a church, as a country, is to say
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once we're sure it's safe, we'll be happy to
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help people. Once we're sure that I
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can dig in, but not
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so much that it might actually
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alter my lifestyle.
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You know,
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I've said over the years that
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when we look to whether it's trying
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to sustain the world
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or whether it's just trying to sustain the people
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in it at this moment,
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most of us
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who would, you know,
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see ourselves heroically for our children
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flying in front of a bullet
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to save their lives, most of us
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who would give our lives for
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our children would have a harder time giving
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our lifestyle
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for them.
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When someone steps up and says,
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you know, really if the earth is going to be around
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for our great grandchildren, we might have
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to do this and this and this and this, they go
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yeah, you know, where's the bullet?
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I'll take the bullet, but don't
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ask me to give up cable.
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Or whatever it would be.
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You know, we get
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very, very
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reticent to
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change our lifestyle.
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And the funny thing is
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we come to our Christianity
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to say, Lord, change
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our lives. What do we think that means?
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It doesn't
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mean that the texture of
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breathing will change.
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To change our life means changing our lifestyle.
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That's all it means.
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That's the only thing we have to change.
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You're not going to
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change the nature of human life.
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You change the lifestyle.
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And
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today we're told, look, you know,
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the path to heaven, the path
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not whether we get in or not,
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whether we're saved or not, Jesus takes care of that.
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Whether we're part of this
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endeavor or not
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will never have to do
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with how
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much we listen to
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the voices in power.
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But how often we hear the
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cries of the poor. That's our
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Christianity.
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And I think sometimes
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we're looking for leaders in our faith
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rather than
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looking for objects to
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our mission.
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You know, it's so easy to
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get caught up in authority
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and who has the authority.
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And Jesus sort of says,
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you know, that's a nice, interesting
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idea. You might want to ponder
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that. But
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that's not what Jesus calls
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us to. Jesus doesn't
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call us to make sure you know who the right
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authority is. He says, you know,
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let the authorities,
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let the big boys argue amongst themselves.
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Go out and feed the people.
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Go out and help those who have no voice.
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Our job is not to
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elevate those who are already
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elevated. I always
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think, I wonder when we,
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especially we as clergy, read,
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He will cast down the mighty from
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their thrones.
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I think we all go,
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that doesn't mean in church. That means
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out in the governments.
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That means somewhere else.
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Surely when we get to heaven,
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people will still listen to me
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once a week.
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Yeah, I get that
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reaction every time I say that.
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You know.
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What happens
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when we're brought down from our thrones?
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And every one of us
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sort of has one. Maybe it's
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at work. Maybe it's somewhere we feel we have expertise.
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Always that place where we look
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for where sometimes
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we're offering our gifts.
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Sometimes we're enjoying
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our position.
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I'm finally in a place where
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I know a little more than the next person.
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I'm in my area. I'm in my
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forte. And in
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those moments, it's great. We can teach
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people. We can help. We can
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be an authoritative voice.
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But that's not
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where salvation comes from.
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Salvation comes when we
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find the person with the least authority
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in our midst.
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The person who has no voice
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and sometimes no hope
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of ever having one.
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How we are
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with them,
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that will show our love for God.
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That will show the depth
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of faith. That will show
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where we have hope and
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charity. And so
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we ask God to make us a people that
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we can respect authority.
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We can look for authority
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but don't hang
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your hopes on it.
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It's not
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the road to heaven.
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The road to heaven
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is found when we look
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to the least among us. When we look to those
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who struggle the most and we think
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what can I do to help them?
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Not control them,
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not be a new authority in their life,
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but actually reach out
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and help.
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Those are the people that teach us to love
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God.
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It's the great
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paradox of the Feast
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of Christ the King.
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What he's basically saying is
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on the Feast of Christ the King,
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you will not find me among the kings.
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You know.
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The kingship of Christ
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is paradox.
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It is found among those
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who have no power
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and no authority.
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Those who as the scripture says, cannot
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pay us back.
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That's our only chance
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to encounter God.
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It's fascinating how
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often we go to God to ask for something.
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But what God tells
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us today is when we ask
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for things, it's a ritual
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encounter of God.
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But the deepest experienced
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encounter with God
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is not when we ask.
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It is when we respond
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to those who ask of us.
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So we
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want to go out and find images of
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God. They won't look
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anything like God. They will look
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the least like God you can imagine.
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They will look not like
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the mosaics.
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You know, any of you
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who have been to the National Cathedral
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have what we used to call
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the angry Aryan Jesus.
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So really odd mosaic.
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Wavy blonde hair,
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lightning blue eyes,
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and he looks,
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remember when my mother used to say,
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I'll do it myself, it's that look.
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And you know, it's a mosaic.
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So I'm sure the expression,
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it just probably isn't
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quite the subtlety that
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the artist had hoped for. But it looks
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angry, but people are like, but it's a
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strong looking Jesus.
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But that's why we
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start our year in the next few weeks with
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the Jesus in the manger, the fragile
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Jesus. Because
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that's the Jesus we're called to minister to.
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You know, we minister
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to Jesus on the cross.
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It's so hard to convince people
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that Jesus, risen and
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glorious in heaven, really
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is not needing your help at the moment.
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That's such
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a hard concept for us.
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People out in this world right
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now defending God,
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just in the nick of time because
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he was about to lose the whole thing
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until Patrick Dolan
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came along.
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But that's the
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way we think. I'm going to defend
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God. The most
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ridiculous statement ever uttered
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by humans.
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The defense of God.
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God says, oh, you want to
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go out and defend God? Fine.
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Go find the weakest
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God among you
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and defend them.
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No, no, we want to defend
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those that don't need our defense. It is
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easier.
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But to go out
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and nurture God in the world
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is not to nurture our theology.
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It's not to nurture our
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religion. It's not to nurture
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our ideas.
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It's so simple today. You want to
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nurture God in the world? Go help
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those that need help.
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It's so stunningly simple that
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we pass right over it and try to get back
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to something complicated.
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And Jesus gives them
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and us a mandate
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we cannot get past.
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So if we're going to experience
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the exalted glory
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of Christ, we will
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do it when we're responding to those
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who have no power at all.
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And if we can't respond to those
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who have no power at all,
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then we cannot encounter
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God at all.
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Father Pat's message on the Feast of Christ th Father Pat's message on the Feast of Christ the King challenges the conventional understanding of authority and power by redirecting our focus away from hierarchical obedience and toward compassionate service. He emphasizes that Jesus, the true King, reveals His glory not through displays of might or command, but through solidarity with the vulnerable, the marginalized, and the voiceless. Salvation is not achieved by aligning ourselves with earthly structures of power or by recognizing the “right” religious authority, but by responding with love to the needs of the least among us. Father Pat critiques the tendency within religious and societal systems to elevate authority over mercy and insists that our relationship with God is most authentically expressed in how we treat those who cannot repay us. Through this lens, Christ's kingship is paradoxical: divine majesty is found not on thrones, but among the hungry, the imprisoned, the sick, and the stranger.
Father Pat’s homily is a prophetic and pastoral reflection on Matthew 25:31-46, the Gospel reading for the Solemnity of Christ the King. He begins by confronting a common misinterpretation of the passage that frames salvation as obedience to ecclesial authority. He criticizes a social media post by a cleric who claims that access to heaven is based on listening to religious leaders, highlighting that such a reading completely misses the Gospel’s message. Instead of endorsing a top-down model of power, Jesus in this passage identifies with those at the bottom of society. The king in the parable does not say, "I ruled and you obeyed," but rather, "I was hungry, and you gave me food; I was a stranger, and you welcomed me." This, Father Pat asserts, is a radical redefinition of kingship and authority.
Drawing from the first reading from Ezekiel, Father Pat points out that God's frustration with the shepherds of Israel—those in charge—leads to God's declaration, "I myself will shepherd my people." God steps in not because authority is inherently bad, but because those entrusted with it failed to do the work of gathering, healing, and caring for the flock. In the same way, Jesus embodies God's direct intervention, bypassing the corrupt or indifferent structures of human leadership. Thus, the pairing of Ezekiel and Matthew in the liturgy is not accidental: both readings underscore divine compassion over institutional control.
Father Pat further explores this theme by examining contemporary attitudes toward authority, responsibility, and change. He notes a tendency, even in faith communities and families, to avoid the hard work of nurturing those who are most in need. Whether it's a teacher who prefers self-sufficient students or a parent unwilling to enforce discipline, many people shy away from the messy, demanding work of helping the vulnerable. This mirrors the religious tendency to prefer theological certainty and moral superiority over active compassion. We would rather "defend God" with arguments and doctrines than care for the suffering Christ found in our neighbor. But as Father Pat poignantly observes, the risen, glorified Jesus does not need our defense. The Christ who needs us is the one who is hungry, naked, or imprisoned.
A particularly striking point in the homily is Father Pat’s insight into the nature of Christian discipleship as a change in lifestyle. Christians often pray for God to “change our lives,” but balk at the real implications of such a prayer. To change one’s life means to change how we live—our habits, our comforts, our priorities. Father Pat critiques the superficiality of a faith that is willing to make dramatic gestures (like taking a bullet for a child) but resists the slow, costly transformation of giving up privilege or comfort for the sake of others. He applies this critique to societal issues like immigration and environmental responsibility, where collective reluctance to embrace inconvenience often trumps compassion or justice.
He also challenges the simplicity of the sheep-goat dichotomy presented in the Gospel. Real life, he says, isn't so black and white. Most of us are a mix—a “sheep-goat hybrid”—who have both responded generously at times and failed at others. This recognition of human complexity points us toward the Gospel’s deeper purpose: not to issue a final judgment, but to direct us toward a life trajectory of mercy and compassion. The parable isn’t about sorting others into heaven or hell; it’s about recognizing the path we must choose daily if we want to live in the image of Christ.
The paradox at the heart of the Feast of Christ the King, as Father Pat articulates, is that the King of the Universe is not found in palaces or places of power, but among the powerless. We do not find Christ in our religious ideologies, our theological certainties, or our ecclesial hierarchies. We find Him in the refugee, in the prisoner, in the poor. This is not metaphorical; it is literal. To ignore the cries of the least among us is to ignore Christ. To respond to them is to love Christ. The kingship of Jesus is not a reign of dominance but a reign of mercy, and His throne is not a seat of judgment but the cross.
In closing, Father Pat reminds us that the call of the Gospel is stunningly simple: help those who need help. We complicate it with layers of doctrine, debates about authority, and questions of worthiness. But Jesus does not. He tells us plainly that our salvation is bound up with our response to those with no voice. True authority in the Kingdom of God is exercised not by ruling over others, but by serving them. To encounter God, we must go not to the places of power, but to the margins. It is there—in the face of the forgotten—that we will see the face of the King....
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair, it's not difficult to run into me in one either. Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. And every, you know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit is much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings, these, what we get every year, I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. You know, farm girl from the East Coast, East, Eastern Colorado Plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like, I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who, for literally 15 years ago, people say, global warming's not happening. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, either you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watch the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one, and why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater, and their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If we liked the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not gonna hope in that. I'm not gonna be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm gonna look smart. I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's gonna be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it, that their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear, protect us against those people, protect us. Always fear. In our church, this is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really, that's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there and there and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago, a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head and the story, the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests. And one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name? And he blesses her and sends her on his way, and I had said to them that I had heard this story because the girl who, at the time I heard the story, was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass and I told the priest about this and he really told me that was liturgically not good. There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart. And so I was listening to all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about, in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope, knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed, and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now, because, you know, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We gotta, today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. We'll protect our skin and our borders because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are. And so it is our hope that will give us courage. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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a sower went out to sow, and as he sowed,
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some seed fell on the path.
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And birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns
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grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or 60 or 30 fold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair, it's not difficult
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to run into me in one either.
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Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense that the one thing
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I have always, always been impressed with
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is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us, when we hear
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that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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And every, you know, it's very interesting
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to meet someone whose energy always spins
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around what's positive.
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But every bit is much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings,
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these, what we get every year, I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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You know, farm girl from the East Coast,
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East, Eastern Colorado Plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country, it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways, like, I always think,
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you know, in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is
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when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology
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and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who,
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for literally 15 years ago,
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people say, global warming's not happening.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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either you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watch the political scene
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for the last year, you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one, and why I can't vote for him
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or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated
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when it comes to theater, and their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back
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quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If we liked the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us get seduced
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by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not gonna hope in that.
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I'm not gonna be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm gonna look smart.
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I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's gonna be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it,
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that their efforts in the world will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve
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and fall apart and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things, you know, what was,
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what was your, other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate,
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we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear,
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protect us against those people, protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church, this is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse.
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Really, that's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there and there
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God who is all loving
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until he doesn't like the way people are behaving
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and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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the issue with these are not, could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven
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because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession
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and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head
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and the story, the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests.
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And one of them was just, they just can't stand
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this sort of stuff liturgically,
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but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name?
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And he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and I had said to them that I had heard this story
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because the girl who, at the time I heard the story,
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was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass
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and I told the priest about this
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and he really told me that was liturgically not good.
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There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da,
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and she was kind of upset that this priest
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took that whole thing apart.
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And so I was listening to all the different comments
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in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the,
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and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about,
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her
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the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope,
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knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed,
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and that he entered into her reality just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure that everyone
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thinks the right thing right now,
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because, you know, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We gotta, today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people who anyone,
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any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything and we'll go,
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okay, okay, because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us who God is
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and only our hope will show us the way
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to a real kingdom of light and peace.
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Father Pat's message is a passionate and heart Father Pat's message is a passionate and heartfelt call to reclaim and live from a place of deep spiritual hope. He reflects on the parable of the sower not just as a tale of faith, but as a metaphor for the human capacity to believe in a better future, even when the present feels uncertain. He challenges the tendency in both society and the Church to focus on fear, cynicism, and rigid doctrine, urging instead a return to joyful, courageous hope rooted in a loving and trustworthy God. Through personal anecdotes and social commentary, Father Pat reminds us that hope is not naïve optimism, but a necessary force for spiritual vitality, moral clarity, and authentic discipleship.
In a more detailed reflection, Father Pat begins by anchoring his homily in the Gospel parable of the sower from Matthew, highlighting its agricultural imagery as a metaphor for the spiritual life. Seeds falling on various types of soil represent the human heart’s capacity to receive the word of God, but more profoundly, Father Pat emphasizes that this parable is ultimately about hope—the belief that what we do now can yield a future harvest.
He situates this spiritual lesson in the context of contemporary life, observing how easily hope is undermined in both personal and societal spheres. Drawing from real-life examples such as political cynicism, environmental despair, and personal struggles like dieting, he illustrates how the erosion of hope leads to paralysis, soul-sickness, and moral confusion. He points out that when people lose hope, they stop acting, stop striving for change, and become consumed by fear. In his words, America has become “the land of the free and the home of the scared,” where we no longer vote or act out of vision or conviction, but from fear of the alternative.
Father Pat contrasts this despair with the joyful and consistent hope embodied by people like Father Ken Leone—a priest whose joyful presence and small acts of kindness, like blessing a child’s doll, plant seeds of faith that endure for decades. He uses this anecdote to underscore a key point: what matters most is not whether something is liturgically perfect, but whether it is spiritually fruitful. The measure of a faithful act is whether it plants seeds that grow into lasting hope and relationship with God.
He critiques a common distortion in religious imagination: an image of God that is fearsome, capricious, or punitive—what he calls “crazy God.” Such a vision, though perhaps rooted in certain scriptures or doctrines, is spiritually unsustainable because it offers no hope. Who would want to spend eternity with a God they fear more than love? Instead, Father Pat urges us to shape our theology around the God in whom we hope—a God who is trustworthy, loving, and desires our flourishing.
Father Pat also critiques the culture of intellectual and emotional detachment that masquerades as sophistication. He warns against the temptation to appear “smart” by never expressing hope, lest we be disappointed or look naïve. This, he argues, leads to a sterile life devoid of joy and possibility. He laments that many people have become so wary of being misled or being wrong that they lose the capacity for wonder and anticipation.
Ultimately, Father Pat returns to the essential truth: hope is the foundation of faith. Without hope, we do not act, we do not plant, and we do not love. Hope gives us the courage to live fully, to engage with the world, and to carry out the long and patient work of growing the Kingdom of God. If we lose hope, we lose everything. But if we ground ourselves in the God who is worthy of our hope, we find the path to peace, purpose, and spiritual fruitfulness....
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The Gospel of the Lord. Today's gospel has, um, it kind of always has that flaw in it that happens when you try to take a metaphor apart, sometimes to its painful end, and you try to make it, make a little too much sense. And so, you know, there's this probably earlier parable about, you know, sometimes seed falls on good land and sometimes it doesn't. Later on as they try to explain what each one of those might mean, it's, you know, it's a great literary technique. It sort of, to me, looks like the prototype for eager doctoral students down the road. You know, how can I pull apart each little thing and make this one apply to this part of life? But what happens is it falls apart right when you need it. And when it gets to, you know, so what is the seed in the good soil? And the answer is, oh, well, that's the one that works. And so basically it says, you know, you'll know the seed is planted in good soil, you know, only at the autopsy. We can go back then and say, must have worked. Must have been good soil. But it doesn't give us a sense what that means. The whole parable has to be put in a context of giving us a larger message, which is we kind of like to think we go out and we, you know, we evangelize. We love that word nowadays. Meaning we spew out a story or a doctrine or a teaching or something that makes sense to us from my culture, my upbringing, my family. It makes sense to us, and therefore I go out and I've offered it, and anyone who doesn't respond is going to hell. When, as though the words that were given through a church doctrine or a document or a piece of scripture have a magic force to them that will compel anyone from any culture, from any faith. It simply doesn't work that way. And so, you know, the first step of evangelization, literally, if you want to go back to beating this poor agricultural metaphor to death, you know, the first job of the farmer is to know and prepare the soil. We tend to think that the first job of evangelization is planting seeds. Go out and plant seeds. I go out and, you know, we drop our amazing little pearls of wisdom everywhere, and that sort of becomes what the model of church for many people is. I say a few things, and if people don't come in the door, well, then it's their own problem. But we don't really take the time to go out and examine where people are at and where their lives have brought them, and, you know, you can't look at someone who spent their life physically or sexually abused by their father and say, I'm sorry, but the image of father is something you're just going to have to live with with God because that's our seed. It won't work in that soil. There are some people who will never be able to mutter the words our father who art in heaven without a visceral reaction, and we sometimes say, sorry, well, that's the formula. We're so committed to the pieces we have that we don't take the time to examine where people are at, what image of God is possible for them in the way they've been brought up, in the way, you know, not that our life is perfect, but, you know, sometimes we meet people whose damage is different than our own. And so, you know, we always have to go through life thinking, where are people coming from? Each culture has its own challenge. Our culture tends to rewrite the old class struggle. We like to rewrite it and pretend that we are a divided country, you know, between those on the left and those on the right because we don't like to admit that we're really divided between those on the top and those on the bottom economically. That's always the real division. We rewrite it into something that will sound nicer because it doesn't sound quite so harsh to be throwing punches across the aisle. But when you're punching those who are already down, well, that would just sound too mean, so we'll rewrite it. But it's usually the haves against the have-nots. And unfortunately, religion has, for the most part, been in the hands of the haves. It's what's driving this Pope up a tree. You know, theology is written very seldom by people who are informed by poverty, really informed by it. And so we look to this and we have to understand that, you know, where we fall apart in evangelization, wouldn't it be nice if it said, well, now, the seed sown on rich soil is the one who hears the word and because, and then gave us a whole bunch of information as to why it succeeded. We don't know why it succeeded. It just says the one that falls on good soil, oh, that's the one that worked. But no help. But you start to go, well, first thing you have to do is go back and say, okay, what is our soil? And it is an interesting analogy. I always think most of us, if you choose to be self-aware for, you know, even the first half hour of the day, you'll learn your own soil at least very quickly. You know, if you pull out of the driveway and you're already frustrated with the way traffic's going to be, that's your soil. You are ready for the seeds of frustration and not terribly ready for anything else. You know, yesterday, I had one of my rare moments, don't think this is who I am, but I was going to Arvada for a priest's dinner and when I got on the highway, it's just, this happens, oh, once every 10 years or so. I get on the highway and it is a parking lot and I can see it kind of going up the slope and nothing but cars and strangely, for just a moment, rather than seeing the five million obstacles that God had placed in my way, I just thought, man, we're all in this together, aren't we? It was a very different, I wish that were my approach more often, to go, gosh, we're all in this together. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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Hear the parable of the sower.
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The seed sown on the path
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is the one who hears the word of the kingdom
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without understanding it,
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and the evil one comes and steals away
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what was sown in his heart.
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The seed sown on rocky ground
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is the one who hears the word
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and receives it at once with joy,
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but he has no roots,
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and therefore it lasts only a time.
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When some tribulation or persecution
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comes because of the word,
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he immediately falls away.
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The seed sown among thorns
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is one who hears the word,
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but then worldly anxieties
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and the lure of riches choke the word,
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and it bears no fruit.
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But the seed sown on rich soil
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is the one who hears the word
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and understands it,
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who indeed hears fruit
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and yields a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Today's gospel has, um,
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it kind of always has that flaw in it
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that happens when you
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try to take a metaphor apart,
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sometimes to its painful end,
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and you try to make it,
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make a little too much sense.
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And so, you know,
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there's this probably earlier parable
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about, you know,
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sometimes seed falls on good land
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and sometimes it doesn't.
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Later on as they try to explain
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what each one of those might mean,
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it's, you know,
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it's a great literary technique.
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It sort of, to me,
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looks like the prototype
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for eager doctoral students
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down the road.
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You know, how can I pull apart
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each little thing
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and make this one apply
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to this part of life?
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But what happens is it falls apart
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right when you need it.
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And when it gets to, you know,
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so what is the seed in the good soil?
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And the answer is,
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oh, well, that's the one that works.
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And so basically it says,
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you know, you'll know the seed
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is planted in good soil,
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you know, only at the autopsy.
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We can go back then and say,
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must have worked.
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Must have been good soil.
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But it doesn't give us a sense
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what that means.
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The whole parable has to be put
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in a context of giving us
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a larger message,
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which is we kind of like to think
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we go out and we, you know,
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we evangelize.
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We love that word nowadays.
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Meaning we spew out a story
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or a doctrine or a teaching
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or something that makes sense to us
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from my culture, my upbringing,
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my family.
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It makes sense to us,
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and therefore I go out
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and I've offered it,
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and anyone who doesn't respond
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is going to hell.
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When, as though the words
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that were given through
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a church doctrine or a document
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or a piece of scripture
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have a magic force to them
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that will compel anyone
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from any culture, from any faith.
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It simply doesn't work that way.
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And so, you know,
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the first step of evangelization,
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literally, if you want to go back
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to beating this poor agricultural
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metaphor to death,
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you know, the first job
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of the farmer is to know
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and prepare the soil.
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We tend to think that the first job
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of evangelization is planting seeds.
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Go out and plant seeds.
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I go out and, you know,
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we drop our amazing little pearls
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of wisdom everywhere,
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and that sort of becomes
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what the model of church
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for many people is.
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I say a few things,
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and if people don't come
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in the door, well,
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then it's their own problem.
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But we don't really take the time
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to go out and examine
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where people are at
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and where their lives
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have brought them,
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and, you know, you can't look
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at someone who spent their life
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physically or sexually abused
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by their father and say,
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I'm sorry, but the image
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of father is something
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you're just going to have
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to live with with God
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because that's our seed.
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It won't work in that soil.
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There are some people
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who will never be able
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to mutter the words
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our father who art in heaven
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without a visceral reaction,
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and we sometimes say,
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sorry, well, that's the formula.
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We're so committed
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to the pieces we have
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that we don't take the time
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to examine where people are at,
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what image of God
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is possible for them
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in the way they've been brought up,
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in the way, you know,
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not that our life is perfect,
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but, you know, sometimes
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we meet people whose damage
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is different than our own.
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And so, you know,
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we always have to go
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through life thinking,
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where are people coming from?
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Each culture has its own challenge.
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Our culture tends to rewrite
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the old class struggle.
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We like to rewrite it
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a divided country, you know,
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between those on the left
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and those on the right
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because we don't like to admit
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that we're really divided
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between those on the top
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and those on the bottom
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economically.
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that will sound nicer
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because it doesn't sound
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quite so harsh
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to be throwing punches
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across the aisle.
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those who are already down,
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well, that would just
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sound too mean,
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so we'll rewrite it.
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against the have-nots.
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religion has, for the most part,
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been in the hands of the haves.
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this Pope up a tree.
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very seldom by people
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who are informed by poverty,
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really informed by it.
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and we have to understand that,
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you know, where we fall apart
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in evangelization,
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wouldn't it be nice
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if it said, well, now,
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the seed sown on rich soil
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is the one who hears the word
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and because,
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and then gave us
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a whole bunch of information
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as to why it succeeded.
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that falls on good soil,
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oh, that's the one that worked.
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first thing you have to do
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okay, what is our soil?
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I always think most of us,
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if you choose to be self-aware
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for, you know,
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even the first half hour
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of the day,
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you'll learn your own soil
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at least very quickly.
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of the driveway
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with the way traffic's
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going to be,
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that's your soil.
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of frustration
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and not terribly ready
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for anything else.
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I had one of my rare moments,
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don't think this is who I am,
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but I was going to Arvada
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for a priest's dinner
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it's just, this happens,
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oh, once every 10 years or so.
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I get on the highway
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and it is a parking lot
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going up the slope
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and nothing but cars
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for just a moment,
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rather than seeing
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the five million obstacles
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I just thought,
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man, we're all in this together,
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aren't we?
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more often,
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Father Pat’s message challenges a superficial inte Father Pat’s message challenges a superficial interpretation of the Parable of the Sower by highlighting the need for a deeper, more compassionate understanding of what it means to truly receive and share the Word of God. Rather than seeing evangelization as simply scattering doctrine and expecting results, Father Pat emphasizes the importance of understanding the "soil"—people's life experiences, traumas, and cultural contexts. He critiques the tendency of religious institutions and individuals to prioritize doctrine over empathy, and he reminds us that successful spiritual growth depends not just on the clarity of the message, but on the condition of the heart receiving it. True evangelization, then, begins not with speaking, but with listening, preparing the soil with humility, and acknowledging our shared human experience.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging the literary and theological complexity of the Parable of the Sower, noting how the metaphor—though powerful—can become strained when dissected too literally. He critiques the common interpretation that sees the parable as a straightforward roadmap for evangelization, where preachers simply sow the Word and blame the soil (i.e., others' hearts) if it doesn't take root. This approach, he argues, is both simplistic and spiritually arrogant. Instead, he insists that true evangelization begins not with speaking, but with understanding—understanding the soil, the context, the person.
The parable, in its more honest reading, does not give us a formula for success. It tells us that some seeds bear fruit and some do not, but it offers no insight into what makes one soil “good.” This omission is not a flaw but an invitation to humility. We are not all born with the same soil, nor do we live the same lives. Trauma, abuse, poverty, and cultural dislocation all shape how the Word is received. Father Pat draws attention to the real, visceral experiences of people who cannot relate to traditional religious imagery—such as those who have suffered under abusive fathers and are then asked to call God “Father.” These are not failures of faith, but failures of empathy and imagination on the part of the evangelizer.
He also critiques the institutional Church’s tendency to offer fixed doctrinal “seeds” without preparing the ground. The assumption that doctrine alone, divorced from context, will transform lives is deeply flawed. He challenges the Church's complicity in systems of inequality, pointing out that religion has often been shaped and taught by the economically privileged, not those who know the Gospel through the lens of suffering. The Pope’s frustration, he suggests, stems precisely from this imbalance—when theology is written without the voice of the poor, it becomes disconnected from the very people Jesus came to serve.
Father Pat invites us to look inward as well. What is the condition of our own soil? Are we receptive to grace, or are we so caught up in frustration, pride, or anxiety that we choke the Word before it can grow? He shares a personal moment of grace while stuck in traffic—a rare instance where, instead of reacting with irritation, he saw the shared humanity of those around him. That moment, he suggests, was good soil. It was a brief but real glimpse of what spiritual readiness looks like: not perfection, but openness, awareness, and compassion.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is one of profound humility and spiritual attentiveness. The work of evangelization is not about conquering or converting; it is about cultivating, listening, and walking alongside others. The mystery of why some hearts are ready and others are not is not ours to solve. What is ours is the responsibility to love, to understand, and to meet others where they are, with gentleness and grace....
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When it was evening, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, summon the laborers and give them their pay, beginning with the last and ending with the first. When those who started about 5 o'clock came, each received the usual daily wage. So when the first came, they thought they would receive more, but each of them also got the usual wage. And on receiving it, they grumbled against the landowner saying, these last ones worked only one hour, and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day's burden and the heat. He said to one of them in reply, my friend, I am not cheating you. Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage? Take what is yours and go. What if I wish to give this last one the same as you, or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money? Are you envious because I am generous? Thus, the last will be first, and the first will be last. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you. The most hated gospel passage in America, because we are really good when the gospel undermines other cultures. We're really good when it tells those people what they're doing wrong. Today's gospel, there's no way around it. I have watched people do gymnastics to get around this gospel. But it's clear that Jesus would probably not favor radical capitalism as it has developed. And as I say it, you know, you can just feel the clenching going on in the room. But it gives us an amazing moment that says, so what, forget arguing until you're blue in the face as to whether that's what, that's not what he meant. That's not what he meant. The real question is, what if it came down to it would be more fundamental? Your love for the economic system or your love for Jesus? If it could be shown beyond all doubt that Jesus was, and I'm going to say the ugly word, a socialist, we would have one of three possibilities. And I think we take the third. We would either convert our economic system, not likely. We would leave our Christianity, not likely. Or we would pretend not to see the problem, very likely. We would just live and pretend the conflict isn't there. Because Jesus gives each one what they need. There's an old saying that says, life isn't fair, but we can be. And many of them would say, well, this isn't fair. Because we have a different form of justice in our mind. We have a competitive justice. And what we think is, well, some people have to be given more than others because they did more. And this is why I always say the tension here is between our love for Jesus and our love for Satan. This Lucifer character in mythology, whether we call it Lucifer, Satan, the devil, whether it's a personification, whether it's a real person, theologians can argue that on their own. But as I was watching an old episode of Law and Order this week, I know it was a slow news day at the Dolan House. And towards the end, the character, you just can't really be sure whether they're working the system, or whether they really aren't quite there, or whether they really knew. And in the end, the jury can't convict. And it's very unsatisfying. Because in the absence of an absolute answer, the jury chooses mercy and compassion. And it's irritating. The script is done in such a way that you know that they left you hanging. And they wanted it to be unsatisfying. And what would have satisfied us is, I think they hurt someone, and they need to hurt just as much. That is the essence of our entire belief in hell. They didn't do well, and now they're going to get punished. And this devil character is the one that's going to mete out that punishment eternally. We're much more connected to that character emotionally than the one who comes in and says, we're going to let him off the hook. And just like the characters in today's gospel, we kind of hope God is compassionate enough to overlook my incredibly minor flaws. But some of you have gone too far. And where is the line between acceptable sin you can still get in, and unacceptable, and judgment needs to happen? Never sure where the line is, but we're always pretty sure which side of it we're on. It's usually the line between me and mine, and them and theirs. And so we love the idea. You look back at most of our movies and our entertainments that filter around justice, and until the bad guy is punished, the movie is not satisfying. We are much more connected to the work of the devil, which is get those people punished. And mercy leaves us wanting, and that's what today's gospel is about. You know, it's, ah, these guys couldn't find a job, and so he finally hires them at the end of the day, but he still gives them a full day's wage because that's what they'll need to live on. That kind of generosity, it just undoes my whole system. It's very tough, and it's very easy when we find gospels that attack other people's precious, beloved, sacred cows. But this one comes after one of ours, which is that belief that if I can work a little harder and work the system right, and I have all those talents that happen to be, you know, sort of fashionable at the moment, I should not be able to do well. I should be able to do better, better than others. Even though at any given moment, you know, I mean, quite frankly, I don't care how good the voice is, singing a song really doesn't do more for a culture than educating our children. So there's no justice as to the value of the work. It's just whatever culture's fascinated with at the moment. We're usually fascinated with some form of entertainment or another, and people who can be part of that entertainment will make a lot more than people who maybe are out there building our roads and bridges, educating our children, you know, the people who are the structure of our society. And we all want to, you know, who knows whether your talent is appreciated in the culture you're in. A hundred years ago, a talent another person has might have gotten ahead. So it's always this dance between the individual's abilities and what culture needs at that moment. And we have made it sort of a competitive thing that says, when do we start to recognize that what you and I think is fair usually isn't? We can see it when it's dramatic. We can look at someone that we would say has special needs, and if it's dramatic enough, we go, oh, well, you know, we can't expect as much of them. But if it's just emotional depression, they should buck up. If it's just little problems, we have this syndrome in our life where it's what I call, and I apologize for the language, it's a television thing. Anyone here ever used to watch Everyone Loves Raymond? The show should have been called Everyone Loves Debra Loves Raymond. One of Debra's famous lines that she would say his wife, at least once an episode, he would do something rather foolish, and she would say, moron. Word came out of her mouth all the time. And it's what I call the moron syndrome. When someone does something that we think, what an idiot, what we're really thinking is, they have all the skills I have, and they just chose to be that way. We really don't think, if we really thought they were an idiot or a moron, if we really thought they didn't have those skills, we would be much more compassionate. What we're really thinking is, they have all the skills I have, and they're just being irritating on purpose. Or, they're just as smart as me, and they disagree with me, which I can't even fathom. How could anyone smart still disagree with me? We go to all these places, rather than, maybe they're doing the best they can, and maybe I should be happy that I can do more. Maybe I have an energy they don't have. Maybe I have an ability they don't have. I've told this story before. It's always the most embarrassing story I tell every year. But it's a traffic story. And it's not that anything happened, it's just everything that went on in my head, as I'm behind someone who is driving, I mean, literally has the nerve to drive a speed I don't like. It's a crazy world out there. They're going probably 10 miles an hour, and it's probably 35. And I'm waiting, because it's one lane, waiting, waiting, and I know that just a few blocks ahead, there'll finally be two lanes, and I can get around this person. And as I finally get around and I look over, it's someone in their early 20s, clearly with a mild case of Down syndrome, whose parent is just thrilled that they're actually learning to drive. And immediately I think, what is wrong with me? What is wrong with me? Because the whole time I'm thinking, why is this person driving slow? They have a different skill set. They're at a different place. Now, what if I'd looked over, and there were no pronounced issues that I could witness or observe? Then I would have said, they're just like me, and they're just choosing to be irritating, because we can't see the smaller gradations. Or the more devastating message, they're smarter than me and not as in big of a hurry. You know, why we just can't see the differences, why we can't leave room for that, and assume, you know, that all of us will need mercy in the end. And who am I, as someone who needs mercy, to resent that someone else might get more mercy? That we might all make it to heaven, because God is generous with his gifts, rather than, oh no, no, no, I, you know, I want God to be generous enough that some of us get in, but I don't want God to be generous enough to let the people who have hurt me in life get in. That's why God says, I desire forgiveness, I desire mercy, I desire compassion, you know. And then there's a little line that always says, I desire these things more than sacrifice. You know that's a trick in scripture. Because real mercy and real forgiveness will always involve a little sacrifice. It's always there. He's telling us the kind of sacrifice that he would like us to make. And we're really good at burning incense, but, you know, letting go of our anger, letting that go up in smoke, not so much. Most of us have old hurts, and we still behave out of those hurts. We run around trying to say, I'm gonna try and be less angry. The problem is we need to be more healed. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable,
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the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner
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who went out at dawn to hire laborers for his vineyard.
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After agreeing with them for the usual daily wage,
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he sent them into his vineyard.
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Going out about 9 o'clock, the landowner
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saw others standing idle in the marketplace,
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and he said to them, you too go into my vineyard,
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and I will give you what is just.
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So they went off.
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He went out again around noon and around 3 o'clock
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and did likewise.
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Finally, going out about 5 o'clock,
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the landowner found others standing around and said to
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them, why do you stand here idle all day?
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They answered, because no one has hired us.
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He said to them, you too go into my vineyard.
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When it was evening, the owner of the vineyard
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said to his foreman, summon the laborers
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and give them their pay, beginning with the last
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and ending with the first.
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When those who started about 5 o'clock came,
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each received the usual daily wage.
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So when the first came, they thought
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they would receive more, but each of them
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also got the usual wage.
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And on receiving it, they grumbled against the landowner
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saying, these last ones worked only one hour,
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and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day's
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burden and the heat.
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He said to one of them in reply, my friend,
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I am not cheating you.
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Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage?
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Take what is yours and go.
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What if I wish to give this last one the same as you,
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or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money?
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Are you envious because I am generous?
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Thus, the last will be first, and the first will be last.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Thank you.
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The most hated gospel passage in America,
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because we are really good when the gospel undermines
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other cultures.
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We're really good when it tells those people
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what they're doing wrong.
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Today's gospel, there's no way around it.
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I have watched people do gymnastics
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to get around this gospel.
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But it's clear that Jesus would probably not favor
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radical capitalism as it has developed.
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And as I say it, you know, you can just feel
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the clenching going on in the room.
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But it gives us an amazing moment that says,
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so what, forget arguing until you're blue in the face
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as to whether that's what, that's not what he meant.
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That's not what he meant.
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The real question is, what if it came down to it
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would be more fundamental?
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Your love for the economic system or your love for Jesus?
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If it could be shown beyond all doubt that Jesus was,
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and I'm going to say the ugly word, a socialist,
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we would have one of three possibilities.
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And I think we take the third.
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We would either convert our economic system, not likely.
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We would leave our Christianity, not likely.
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Or we would pretend not to see the problem, very likely.
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We would just live and pretend the conflict isn't there.
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Because Jesus gives each one what they need.
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There's an old saying that says, life isn't fair,
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but we can be.
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And many of them would say, well, this isn't fair.
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Because we have a different form of justice in our mind.
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We have a competitive justice.
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And what we think is, well, some people
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have to be given more than others because they did more.
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And this is why I always say the tension here
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is between our love for Jesus and our love for Satan.
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This Lucifer character in mythology,
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whether we call it Lucifer, Satan, the devil,
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whether it's a personification, whether it's
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a real person, theologians can argue that on their own.
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But as I was watching an old episode of Law and Order
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this week, I know it was a slow news day at the Dolan House.
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And towards the end, the character,
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you just can't really be sure whether they're
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working the system, or whether they really aren't quite there,
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or whether they really knew.
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And in the end, the jury can't convict.
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And it's very unsatisfying.
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Because in the absence of an absolute answer,
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the jury chooses mercy and compassion.
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And it's irritating.
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The script is done in such a way that you
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know that they left you hanging.
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And they wanted it to be unsatisfying.
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And what would have satisfied us is,
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I think they hurt someone, and they
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need to hurt just as much.
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That is the essence of our entire belief in hell.
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They didn't do well, and now they're going to get punished.
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And this devil character is the one
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that's going to mete out that punishment eternally.
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We're much more connected to that character
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emotionally than the one who comes in and says,
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we're going to let him off the hook.
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And just like the characters in today's gospel,
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we kind of hope God is compassionate enough
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to overlook my incredibly minor flaws.
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But some of you have gone too far.
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And where is the line between acceptable sin
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you can still get in, and unacceptable,
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and judgment needs to happen?
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Never sure where the line is, but we're always pretty sure
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which side of it we're on.
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It's usually the line between me and mine, and them and theirs.
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And so we love the idea.
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You look back at most of our movies and our entertainments
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that filter around justice, and until the bad guy is punished,
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the movie is not satisfying.
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We are much more connected to the work of the devil,
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which is get those people punished.
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And mercy leaves us wanting,
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and that's what today's gospel is about.
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You know, it's, ah, these guys couldn't find a job,
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and so he finally hires them at the end of the day,
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but he still gives them a full day's wage
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because that's what they'll need to live on.
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That kind of generosity, it just undoes my whole system.
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It's very tough, and it's very easy
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when we find gospels that attack
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other people's precious, beloved, sacred cows.
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But this one comes after one of ours,
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which is that belief that if I can work a little harder
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and work the system right, and I have all those talents
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that happen to be, you know, sort of fashionable
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at the moment, I should not be able to do well.
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I should be able to do better, better than others.
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Even though at any given moment, you know, I mean,
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quite frankly, I don't care how good the voice is,
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singing a song really doesn't do more for a culture
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than educating our children.
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So there's no justice as to the value of the work.
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It's just whatever culture's fascinated with at the moment.
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We're usually fascinated with some form of entertainment
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or another, and people who can be part of that entertainment
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will make a lot more than people who maybe are out there
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building our roads and bridges, educating our children,
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you know, the people who are the structure of our society.
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And we all want to, you know, who knows
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whether your talent is appreciated
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in the culture you're in.
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A hundred years ago, a talent another person has
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might have gotten ahead.
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So it's always this dance between the individual's abilities
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and what culture needs at that moment.
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And we have made it sort of a competitive thing
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that says, when do we start to recognize
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that what you and I think is fair usually isn't?
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We can see it when it's dramatic.
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We can look at someone that we would say
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has special needs, and if it's dramatic enough,
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we go, oh, well, you know, we can't expect as much of them.
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But if it's just emotional depression, they should buck up.
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If it's just little problems, we have this syndrome
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in our life where it's what I call,
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and I apologize for the language, it's a television thing.
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Anyone here ever used to watch Everyone Loves Raymond?
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The show should have been called
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Everyone Loves Debra Loves Raymond.
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One of Debra's famous lines that she would say his wife,
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at least once an episode, he would do something
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rather foolish, and she would say, moron.
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Word came out of her mouth all the time.
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And it's what I call the moron syndrome.
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When someone does something that we think,
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what an idiot, what we're really thinking is,
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they have all the skills I have,
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and they just chose to be that way.
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We really don't think, if we really thought
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they were an idiot or a moron,
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if we really thought they didn't have those skills,
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we would be much more compassionate.
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What we're really thinking is,
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they have all the skills I have,
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and they're just being irritating on purpose.
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Or, they're just as smart as me,
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and they disagree with me, which I can't even fathom.
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How could anyone smart still disagree with me?
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We go to all these places, rather than,
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maybe they're doing the best they can,
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and maybe I should be happy that I can do more.
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Maybe I have an energy they don't have.
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Maybe I have an ability they don't have.
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I've told this story before.
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It's always the most embarrassing story I tell every year.
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But it's a traffic story.
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And it's not that anything happened,
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it's just everything that went on in my head,
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as I'm behind someone who is driving,
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I mean, literally has the nerve
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to drive a speed I don't like.
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It's a crazy world out there.
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They're going probably 10 miles an hour,
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and it's probably 35.
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And I'm waiting, because it's one lane,
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waiting, waiting, and I know that just a few blocks ahead,
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there'll finally be two lanes,
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and I can get around this person.
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And as I finally get around and I look over,
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it's someone in their early 20s,
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clearly with a mild case of Down syndrome,
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whose parent is just thrilled
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that they're actually learning to drive.
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And immediately I think, what is wrong with me?
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What is wrong with me?
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Because the whole time I'm thinking,
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why is this person driving slow?
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They have a different skill set.
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They're at a different place.
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Now, what if I'd looked over,
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and there were no pronounced issues
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that I could witness or observe?
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Then I would have said, they're just like me,
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and they're just choosing to be irritating,
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because we can't see the smaller gradations.
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Or the more devastating message,
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they're smarter than me and not as in big of a hurry.
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You know, why we just can't see the differences,
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why we can't leave room for that,
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and assume, you know, that all of us
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will need mercy in the end.
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And who am I, as someone who needs mercy,
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to resent that someone else might get more mercy?
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That we might all make it to heaven,
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because God is generous with his gifts,
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rather than, oh no, no, no, I, you know,
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I want God to be generous enough that some of us get in,
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but I don't want God to be generous enough
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to let the people who have hurt me in life get in.
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That's why God says, I desire forgiveness,
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I desire mercy, I desire compassion, you know.
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And then there's a little line that always says,
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I desire these things more than sacrifice.
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You know that's a trick in scripture.
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Because real mercy and real forgiveness
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will always involve a little sacrifice.
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It's always there.
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He's telling us the kind of sacrifice
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that he would like us to make.
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And we're really good at burning incense,
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but, you know, letting go of our anger,
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letting that go up in smoke, not so much.
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Most of us have old hurts,
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and we still behave out of those hurts.
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We run around trying to say,
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I'm gonna try and be less angry.
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The problem is we need to be more healed.
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Everyone in your life that you've had
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a long going battle with,
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and you think, I can't let it go,
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it's because you're still hurt,
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not because you're still angry.
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Anger's just the way we distract ourselves,
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because, you know, when I'm angry at you,
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that just feels stronger than admitting I'm hurt.
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Admitting I'm hurt,
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that just doesn't have quite as much bravado as anger.
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Actually, usually hurt.
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We're hurt by injustices.
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And instead, what we have to do is get to that point
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where we want everyone to succeed.
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I think that's such an interesting, simple concept,
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but when we look at all the tensions in our country,
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rather than trying to figure out which side is right,
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do we want everyone to succeed?
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Or do we just not, can we not go there?
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I'm still too hurt by the other guys.
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But if we ever become a group of people,
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a country, a church, a culture,
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that wants everyone to succeed,
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then maybe for the first time,
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we will understand the mercy of God,
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who comes not to save those
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who are doing just the right things,
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but even to save those who would crucify Him.
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The ones who would hurt Him to save everyone.
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I think when we become that culture,
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we start to manifest for the rest of the world
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what it would look like to live in the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical genero Father Pat’s message centers on the radical generosity and mercy of God expressed in the parable of the laborers in the vineyard. He challenges the deeply ingrained cultural and economic assumptions of fairness based on productivity and merit, exposing how these values often conflict with the Gospel’s call to compassion, equity, and grace. The parable disturbs a merit-based worldview by portraying a God who gives not according to effort or timing, but according to need and divine generosity. Father Pat invites the listener to confront the uncomfortable truth that we are often more emotionally aligned with retributive justice—punishment and fairness on our terms—than with the transformative mercy of Christ. He calls for a deep conversion: to move beyond superficial religious observance and toward a heart that genuinely desires the good and salvation of all, even those we judge, resent, or exclude.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the discomfort many feel with this Gospel passage, especially in cultures like America’s that equate justice with meritocratic reward. The parable Jesus tells—of laborers hired at different times of the day but all receiving the same wage—pushes against the grain of our expectations. We instinctively believe those who work more deserve more. But Jesus reframes justice not as a matter of proportional compensation, but of sufficient provision—each laborer receives what he needs to live.
This, Father Pat argues, is not just about economics; it's about our spiritual posture. He provocatively suggests that our allegiance to systems of merit and capitalism may override our allegiance to Christ. If it were proven that Jesus was a "socialist" in the sense that He prioritized need over merit, Father Pat posits that most Christians would not abandon their economic beliefs or their faith, but would ignore the contradiction—pretending it doesn't exist. This exposes a tension between our love of Jesus and our love of systems that reward competition, hierarchy, and exclusivity.
He draws a stark contrast between divine mercy and what he calls our emotional affinity for the devil—understood not necessarily as a literal person, but as a symbol of retributive justice. We are conditioned by our culture and media to desire punishment for those who’ve done wrong. We find satisfaction not in forgiveness, but in seeing others "get what they deserve." Mercy, in comparison, often feels unsatisfying and unjust to us. Father Pat likens this to courtroom dramas or crime shows, where a lack of punishment leaves the viewer uneasy. In these reactions, he finds evidence of our deeper spiritual struggle: we want mercy for ourselves, but justice—on our terms—for others.
He then reflects on the ways we judge others, often assuming that if someone is struggling or behaving differently, it's because they’re choosing to, rather than considering that they may simply be carrying burdens we don’t see. He tells a story about impatience in traffic, where his frustration with a slow driver dissipates upon realizing the driver has Down syndrome. The moment opens his heart to the realization that not everyone moves through life at the same pace or with the same abilities. But if no visible disability is present, we often default to judgment, assuming the other is lazy, ignorant, or malicious. This is what he calls the “moron syndrome”—an inability to see the nuance and diversity in human experiences.
Father Pat urges us to recognize that we all need mercy, and that needing more mercy does not make someone less worthy of love. He challenges us to resist the temptation to place ourselves on the “right” side of the salvation line while keeping others out. He emphasizes that God’s mercy is not a zero-sum game: someone receiving more does not mean we receive less. In fact, God’s mercy is a call for us to rejoice when others are lifted up, not resent it.
He also touches on the deeper nature of anger and unforgiveness in our lives. We often mask our hurt with anger because it feels more powerful and less vulnerable. But true healing begins when we admit our wounds and allow mercy to take root. Forgiveness, he notes, is not about denying justice but about letting go of the need to see others suffer as we have. True mercy always demands sacrifice—not ritual sacrifice, but the sacrifice of our pride, resentment, and need for control.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to imagine a world where we desire everyone to succeed—not just ourselves or our group. He suggests that such a vision reflects the heart of God’s kingdom: a place where even those who hurt others, who come late, or who fall short are embraced, healed, and welcomed. If we as a Church, a nation, or individuals can become people who want universal flourishing, then we begin to mirror the radical, generous, and scandalous mercy of God. Such a transformation would not only change our theology but also how we live, love, and relate to one another. In doing so, we would become true reflections of the kingdom of heaven, where the last are first, and the first, last—not as punishment or reward, but as the unfolding of divine grace to all....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 889.030029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way and how Jesus was made known to them in the breaking of the bread. While they were still speaking about this, he stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you. But they were startled and terrified and thought they were seeing a ghost. And he said to them, why are you troubled? And why do questions arise in your hearts? Look at my hands and my feet, that it is I myself. Touch me and see, because a ghost does not have flesh and bones. As you can see, I have. And as he said this, he showed them his hands and feet. And while they were still incredulous for joy and were amazed, he asked them, have you anything here to eat? They gave him a piece of baked fish and took it and ate it in front of them. He said to them, these are my words that I spoke to you while I was still with you, that everything written about me in the law of Moses and in the prophets and psalms must be fulfilled. Then he opened their minds to understand the scriptures. And he said to them, thus it is written that the Christ would suffer and rise from the dead on the third day, and that repentance for the forgiveness of sin would be preached in his name to all the nations beginning from Jerusalem. You are witnesses of these things. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I'm not sure whether the church did it on purpose or not. But you know, it kind of gives us two lines of the end of another story before it jumps into where we are today. The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way. This is the end of the kind of somewhat well-known, the road to Emmaus story. And for those who remember the story, they're walking along with Jesus and they don't recognize that it's Jesus. And even though he does everything but show them his name tag, he, you know, he explains the Old Testament, he goes through all the teachings, he does everything. And then it says he's made known in the breaking of the bread. And they finally figure it out and they kind of beat themselves up a little over, oh, how could we have not recognized? How didn't we recognize him in this? And it says, and that's over. And the next moment he appears again and they go, who's this? And they're terrified. So knowing that that story just came before it, you keep going, so what are these resurrection narratives about? It almost sounds like anyone who's done any writing of any kind of literature knows that sometimes if you've got a character and you want them to have, they finally are going to have this self-revelation. One of the hardest things for people to do is not have them make the revelation early and then you have to have the character go through the same revelation about four times. And that's when a good editor comes in and says, let's take out the first five times. So at first, that's what it sounds like. It sounds like they keep having these disciples, they don't know it's Jesus, now we know. And then we back up, we don't know it's Jesus, now we know. And you think, why are we having this same story over and over again? And it's not, it's not because they needed an editor. It's because the point that all of the resurrection narratives try to make is, Jesus is not recognizable now. In the resurrection, we think we recognize it, but it's always gonna get lost in mystery. And what these readings do is hopefully they put a limitation on the possible arrogance of religion. Some would say they've failed over the years, because religion can get pretty arrogant. I always feel that the hackles on the back of my neck, I don't know what hackles are, but someone told me they're back there, that they stand up when I hear someone say, well, I'll tell you what God thinks about this. I'm like, oh, will you now? Can't wait to hear. You'd be amazed how often a phrase like that slips out of people's mouths. Will you know what God thinks about that? No, and neither do you. This idea that we've kind of domesticated God into someone we can answer for and tell you what he thinks and why he doesn't like you and what he's up with that, it's this domestication of God that always serves the same purpose, which is, if I've domesticated God, who's really in control, me or God? Now, I know that that analogy is weak because some of you who have animals who are supposedly domesticated but are still in charge. But actually, our attempt to control God is exactly that, and it's our attempt to control everyone else. And so you'll hear those phrases often come out of people's mouths, and I think, what were they taught? We can talk about what we think the author of the gospel is trying to teach us. We can talk about all those things, but to think that I've read the gospels, I know the mind of God. God is not subject to Scripture. That is really hard. There are, like, if you go into places they call four-square gospel churches, do not tell them that God is not subject to Scripture. Some of them will have coronaries. I mean, Scripture, it's all about Scripture. No, it's all about God. And Scripture is one of the great helps that we have to get us there. But it's about God in the end, and we're told you can never quite get your mind around God. And it's fascinating. I think I say this more often than any phrase preaching, but God is infinite. Our minds are finite. You cannot shove the infinite into the finite. It doesn't work that way. And so in Catholic faith, we call this a mystery. And now I know many of you will, you know, mysteries for us are things to be solved. In theology, a mystery is not something to be solved. A mystery is something you will never solve. A mystery is beyond our comprehension. And I think it's part of the arrogance of religion that we have that, well, nothing could possibly be beyond my comprehension. What could possibly be beyond my comprehension? And my answer is always, a lot of things less complicated than God, trust me. All sorts of things beyond our comprehension. And so when we're talking about God with one another, we should never come in with the arrogance that we've got it figured out. Even when we take things down to something like the Eucharist. Do you believe it's the real body and blood of Christ? And every Catholic would probably say yes. Explain to me what that means, and they'll get a little fuzzy. When someone says, do you believe that Jesus is in the bread? Yes. Do you believe that he's in the room? Yes. Can you tell me the difference? You know, an interesting thing happened this morning. They'll change the topic so quick. It's a mystery. It is a mystery, and it's things we don't understand. And if we approach it, that faith doesn't mean we understand and then we believe. It's that we believe, and so what is it we can believe in? We can believe in what we're called to do. We can believe in the principles we're called to uphold and the way we behave with one another. But we're not called to say we figured out God. They almost had it in Scripture, and then Gregory of Nyssa got the Trinity into place for us in 800, and after that we understood God. No. Just the next image. It's just the next image. And God is always beyond our comprehension. And I think many people think faith gives them, you'll hear they'll use phrases like, it's something solid to stand on, and what they're saying is it makes me an authority. That's not what faith is supposed to do. Faith doesn't exist to make us authorities. Faith exists to make us seekers, to make us explorers. We're fellow pilgrims on the way, and so we have these stories, and the one thing that is consistent in them, and this is what we can get to, what is the gospel writer trying to tell us? Well, if you read all these stories, there's two things you notice. One, they never recognize Jesus, and two, he always seems to be hungry. Now, this is not because resurrection is hard work. Everyone, do you have anything to eat? Do you have anything? He eats the bread, he eats the fish, he eats, you know. Two things that he always does. He always asks for that, and he never, but they'll never tell you he drinks anything. And the reason is, in Middle Eastern culture, a meal is a sacred symbol of intimacy. Jesus shared meals with his apostles constantly through the gospels, and in the resurrection narrative, they want to make sure that you understand that that intimacy is not lost. That's all they're telling you there. That's why in this one, it's even a little more blatant than that he asked for some fish. He took it and ate it in front of them. The intimacy has not been lost. We can still share a meal. For those of you who are younger, families used to do that around tables. It was crazy. But that intimacy of table, that was so important. And so, it's very obvious in the scriptures that they're constantly having him share the meal. And most scholars will tell you the only reason it never talks about the drink is because, probably out of deference to in Mark's gospel, he says, I will never drink wine again until I drink it with you in my heavenly kingdom. So, the wine is never had at these meals because we still have work to do. The kingdom has not come yet. But there's still that intimacy. The resurrection, for you and I, I think most of us would much prefer if we could have the three years with Jesus walking next to us in such a way that what I always call the user-friendly human interface. You could just ask questions and he would just answer. And a lot of us think that there's an intimacy there that those original disciples had. Oh, wouldn't we have loved to have had that? And what these scriptures say is that intimacy is not lost. The interface is different, but the intimacy is not lost. The new interface, if anything, doesn't allow for as much arrogance. You know, if Jesus was standing here in the flesh and said, oh, that's not the right color for Easter. Hard to argue with. I might go away and say, Jesus told me this, and you can't tell me any different. And let me tell you, there's a lot of people in their prayer life that go through life saying, God told me this, and all of you are wrong. But the arrogance is a little harder to get to. And it's a little more transparent. You know, if someone's been walking around with Jesus and we all know it, we'll allow that arrogance to affect us at a different level. When someone's arrogance comes from the same prayer life you and I have, it won't affect us, you know, because we'll know that the difference between your prayer life and their prayer life is their preexisting personality and maybe a tendency towards arrogance. You know, what's the difference? When someone, I had a vision. I had a vision of Mary or Saint Anthony or Jesus. I had a vision, and he said, I always tell people I have a theory that is pretty much backed up by almost every major spiritual writer over the centuries, and that is God will never give you a revelation about someone else's spiritual life. So when someone comes to you and says, God told me what you're supposed to do, God is whispering in your ear, run the other way. God doesn't tell us, you know, God is not a gossip. God doesn't come down and say, you're doing fine, but I need to tell you a few things about John. That's gossip, and so we tend to domesticate God into images we know, and unfortunately the images we know tend to ride towards arrogance and gossip and those sorts of things, but this new vision of Jesus is not only does he say to people, you will not recognize the Christ, but most people think they get into that, well, you always have to treat people well because you never know, you never know if that could be the angel, that could be Jesus, if that could be, you know, that's, it's really kind of the wrong question because what people are saying is, you know, if it's Jesus, I'll be nice. The actual question is, is it a child of God, and if it's not, who do you think created them? Because I do think most of us go through life with the children of God, and then all those others that may, I don't know, maybe they were created by Bernie the Carpenter or something. Who isn't created by God? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way
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and how Jesus was made known to them
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in the breaking of the bread.
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While they were still speaking about this,
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he stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you.
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But they were startled and terrified
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and thought they were seeing a ghost.
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And he said to them, why are you troubled?
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And why do questions arise in your hearts?
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Look at my hands and my feet, that it is I myself.
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Touch me and see, because a ghost does not
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have flesh and bones.
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As you can see, I have.
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And as he said this, he showed them his hands and feet.
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And while they were still incredulous for joy
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and were amazed, he asked them, have you anything here to eat?
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They gave him a piece of baked fish
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and took it and ate it in front of them.
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He said to them, these are my words
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that I spoke to you while I was still with you,
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that everything written about me in the law of Moses
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and in the prophets and psalms must be fulfilled.
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Then he opened their minds to understand the scriptures.
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And he said to them, thus it is written
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that the Christ would suffer and rise
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from the dead on the third day, and that repentance
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for the forgiveness of sin would be preached in his name
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to all the nations beginning from Jerusalem.
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You are witnesses of these things.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I'm not sure whether the church did it on purpose or not.
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But you know, it kind of gives us
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two lines of the end of another story
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before it jumps into where we are today.
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The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way.
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This is the end of the kind of somewhat well-known,
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the road to Emmaus story.
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And for those who remember the story,
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they're walking along with Jesus
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and they don't recognize that it's Jesus.
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And even though he does everything
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but show them his name tag, he, you know,
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he explains the Old Testament,
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he goes through all the teachings, he does everything.
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And then it says he's made known
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in the breaking of the bread.
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And they finally figure it out
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and they kind of beat themselves up a little over,
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oh, how could we have not recognized?
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How didn't we recognize him in this?
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And it says, and that's over.
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And the next moment he appears again and they go,
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who's this?
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And they're terrified.
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So knowing that that story just came before it,
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you keep going, so what are these
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resurrection narratives about?
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It almost sounds like anyone who's done any writing
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of any kind of literature knows that sometimes
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if you've got a character and you want them to have,
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they finally are going to have this self-revelation.
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One of the hardest things for people to do
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is not have them make the revelation early
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and then you have to have the character
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go through the same revelation about four times.
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And that's when a good editor comes in and says,
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let's take out the first five times.
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So at first, that's what it sounds like.
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It sounds like they keep having these disciples,
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they don't know it's Jesus, now we know.
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And then we back up, we don't know it's Jesus,
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now we know.
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And you think, why are we having this same story
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over and over again?
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And it's not, it's not because they needed an editor.
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It's because the point that all of the resurrection
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narratives try to make is, Jesus is not recognizable now.
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In the resurrection, we think we recognize it,
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but it's always gonna get lost in mystery.
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And what these readings do is hopefully
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they put a limitation on the possible arrogance of religion.
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Some would say they've failed over the years,
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because religion can get pretty arrogant.
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I always feel that the hackles on the back of my neck,
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I don't know what hackles are,
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but someone told me they're back there,
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that they stand up when I hear someone say,
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well, I'll tell you what God thinks about this.
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I'm like, oh, will you now?
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Can't wait to hear.
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You'd be amazed how often a phrase like that
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slips out of people's mouths.
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Will you know what God thinks about that?
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No, and neither do you.
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This idea that we've kind of domesticated God
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into someone we can answer for and tell you
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what he thinks and why he doesn't like you
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and what he's up with that,
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it's this domestication of God
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that always serves the same purpose,
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which is, if I've domesticated God,
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who's really in control, me or God?
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Now, I know that that analogy is weak
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because some of you who have animals
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who are supposedly domesticated
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but are still in charge.
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But actually, our attempt to control God
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is exactly that, and it's our attempt
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to control everyone else.
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And so you'll hear those phrases
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often come out of people's mouths,
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and I think, what were they taught?
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We can talk about what we think
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the author of the gospel is trying to teach us.
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We can talk about all those things,
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but to think that I've read the gospels,
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I know the mind of God.
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God is not subject to Scripture.
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That is really hard.
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There are, like, if you go into places
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they call four-square gospel churches,
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do not tell them that God is not subject to Scripture.
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Some of them will have coronaries.
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I mean, Scripture, it's all about Scripture.
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No, it's all about God.
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And Scripture is one of the great helps
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that we have to get us there.
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But it's about God in the end,
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and we're told you can never quite
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get your mind around God.
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And it's fascinating.
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I think I say this more often than any phrase preaching,
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but God is infinite.
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Our minds are finite.
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You cannot shove the infinite into the finite.
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It doesn't work that way.
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And so in Catholic faith, we call this a mystery.
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And now I know many of you will,
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you know, mysteries for us are things to be solved.
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In theology, a mystery is not something to be solved.
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A mystery is something you will never solve.
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A mystery is beyond our comprehension.
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And I think it's part of the arrogance of religion
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that we have that, well, nothing could possibly
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be beyond my comprehension.
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What could possibly be beyond my comprehension?
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And my answer is always,
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a lot of things less complicated than God, trust me.
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All sorts of things beyond our comprehension.
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And so when we're talking about God with one another,
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we should never come in with the arrogance
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that we've got it figured out.
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Even when we take things down to something like the Eucharist.
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Do you believe it's the real body and blood of Christ?
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And every Catholic would probably say yes.
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Explain to me what that means,
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and they'll get a little fuzzy.
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When someone says, do you believe that Jesus
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is in the bread?
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Yes.
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Do you believe that he's in the room?
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Yes.
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Can you tell me the difference?
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You know, an interesting thing happened this morning.
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They'll change the topic so quick.
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It's a mystery.
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It is a mystery, and it's things we don't understand.
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And if we approach it, that faith doesn't mean
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we understand and then we believe.
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It's that we believe, and so what is it we can believe in?
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We can believe in what we're called to do.
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We can believe in the principles we're called to uphold
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and the way we behave with one another.
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But we're not called to say we figured out God.
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They almost had it in Scripture,
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and then Gregory of Nyssa got the Trinity
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into place for us in 800,
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and after that we understood God.
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No.
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Just the next image.
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It's just the next image.
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And God is always beyond our comprehension.
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And I think many people think faith gives them,
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you'll hear they'll use phrases like,
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it's something solid to stand on,
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and what they're saying is it makes me an authority.
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That's not what faith is supposed to do.
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Faith doesn't exist to make us authorities.
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Faith exists to make us seekers, to make us explorers.
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We're fellow pilgrims on the way,
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and so we have these stories,
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and the one thing that is consistent in them,
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and this is what we can get to,
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what is the gospel writer trying to tell us?
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Well, if you read all these stories,
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there's two things you notice.
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One, they never recognize Jesus,
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and two, he always seems to be hungry.
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Now, this is not because resurrection is hard work.
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Everyone, do you have anything to eat?
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Do you have anything?
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He eats the bread, he eats the fish, he eats, you know.
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Two things that he always does.
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He always asks for that, and he never,
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but they'll never tell you he drinks anything.
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And the reason is, in Middle Eastern culture,
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a meal is a sacred symbol of intimacy.
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Jesus shared meals with his apostles
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constantly through the gospels,
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and in the resurrection narrative,
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they want to make sure that you understand
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that that intimacy is not lost.
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That's all they're telling you there.
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That's why in this one, it's even a little more blatant
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than that he asked for some fish.
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He took it and ate it in front of them.
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The intimacy has not been lost.
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We can still share a meal.
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For those of you who are younger,
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families used to do that around tables.
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It was crazy.
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But that intimacy of table, that was so important.
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And so, it's very obvious in the scriptures
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that they're constantly having him share the meal.
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And most scholars will tell you the only reason
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it never talks about the drink is because,
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probably out of deference to in Mark's gospel,
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he says, I will never drink wine again
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until I drink it with you in my heavenly kingdom.
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So, the wine is never had at these meals
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because we still have work to do.
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The kingdom has not come yet.
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But there's still that intimacy.
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The resurrection, for you and I,
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I think most of us would much prefer
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if we could have the three years with Jesus
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walking next to us in such a way
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that what I always call the user-friendly human interface.
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You could just ask questions and he would just answer.
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And a lot of us think that there's an intimacy there
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that those original disciples had.
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Oh, wouldn't we have loved to have had that?
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And what these scriptures say is that intimacy is not lost.
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The interface is different, but the intimacy is not lost.
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The new interface, if anything,
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doesn't allow for as much arrogance.
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You know, if Jesus was standing here in the flesh
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and said, oh, that's not the right color for Easter.
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Hard to argue with.
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I might go away and say, Jesus told me this,
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and you can't tell me any different.
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And let me tell you, there's a lot of people
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in their prayer life that go through life saying,
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God told me this, and all of you are wrong.
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But the arrogance is a little harder to get to.
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And it's a little more transparent.
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You know, if someone's been walking around with Jesus
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and we all know it, we'll allow that arrogance
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to affect us at a different level.
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When someone's arrogance comes from the same prayer life
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you and I have, it won't affect us, you know,
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because we'll know that the difference
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between your prayer life and their prayer life
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is their preexisting personality
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and maybe a tendency towards arrogance.
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You know, what's the difference?
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When someone, I had a vision.
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I had a vision of Mary or Saint Anthony or Jesus.
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I had a vision, and he said, I always tell people
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I have a theory that is pretty much backed up
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by almost every major spiritual writer over the centuries,
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and that is God will never give you a revelation
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about someone else's spiritual life.
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So when someone comes to you and says,
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God told me what you're supposed to do,
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God is whispering in your ear, run the other way.
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God doesn't tell us, you know, God is not a gossip.
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God doesn't come down and say, you're doing fine,
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but I need to tell you a few things about John.
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That's gossip, and so we tend to domesticate God
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into images we know, and unfortunately the images we know
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tend to ride towards arrogance and gossip
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and those sorts of things, but this new vision of Jesus
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is not only does he say to people,
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you will not recognize the Christ,
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but most people think they get into that,
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well, you always have to treat people well
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because you never know, you never know
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if that could be the angel, that could be Jesus,
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if that could be, you know, that's,
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it's really kind of the wrong question
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because what people are saying is,
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you know, if it's Jesus, I'll be nice.
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The actual question is, is it a child of God,
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and if it's not, who do you think created them?
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Because I do think most of us go through life
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with the children of God, and then all those others
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that may, I don't know, maybe they were created
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by Bernie the Carpenter or something.
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Who isn't created by God?
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That's a fundamental piece of our theology.
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Who is not a child of God?
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And people will use the term children of God
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to mean a certain church or a certain collection of people,
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but child of God, who is not created by God?
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And so it's not a matter of beyond your best behavior
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because that might be a child of God,
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beyond your best behavior because everyone
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is a child of God.
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And when we approach the world with that idea
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that we can have an intimate relationship with God,
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not more so than anyone else,
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not more knowledgeable than anyone else,
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then we start to find what it is to connect to one another.
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We start to find God, not within the human heart,
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but between human hearts.
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That's when we start to build that kingdom
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that hasn't come yet in the scripture,
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but that we pray for every day, we work our lives for,
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until we finally are finding God
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in the spaces between human hearts,
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and that will be the kingdom that Jesus came to preach.
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Father Pat’s homily delivers a deeply reflective m Father Pat’s homily delivers a deeply reflective meditation on the mystery of the Resurrection and the human tendency to domesticate and control the divine. Centered on the post-Resurrection appearances of Jesus, particularly the narrative from Luke where the disciples fail repeatedly to recognize the risen Christ, Father Pat emphasizes that this lack of recognition is not a flaw in storytelling but rather a theological truth: the resurrected Christ is not easily recognizable, and God remains beyond our full comprehension. He challenges the arrogance often found in religious certainty, cautioning against the impulse to speak authoritatively on behalf of God. Instead, he invites believers into a posture of humility, reverence, and relational intimacy with God and one another. He reminds us that the intimacy symbolized in Jesus’ shared meals continues today, particularly in the Eucharist, and that the Resurrection invites us to discover God not in certainty or authority, but in mystery, humility, and the sacred connection between human hearts.
Father Pat begins by contextualizing the Gospel reading within the broader Resurrection narratives, particularly the Road to Emmaus. The disciples' repeated failure to recognize Jesus is not literary redundancy, but a deliberate theological statement: the Resurrection transforms Jesus into someone not easily perceived by human senses. This elusiveness reflects a deeper truth—God, particularly in the Resurrection, defies our categories and escapes our attempts to define, domesticate, or fully understand. Religion, Father Pat warns, has often failed to preserve that mystery, succumbing instead to arrogance. He critiques the common habit, even among believers, of claiming to know definitively what God thinks or desires, noting how such assertions often serve the speaker’s ego more than divine truth. He cautions against reducing God to a domesticated figure we can control or use to control others. Theologians, he reminds us, have long insisted that God is infinite, while we are finite. Thus, any attempt to fully comprehend God is inherently limited.
He further explores the idea that mystery is central to faith. But in Christian theology, mystery is not a puzzle to be solved; it is a reality too vast for the human mind to grasp. This is especially true in the context of the Eucharist. Catholics affirm that the bread and wine become the body and blood of Christ, but when asked to explain how, most are left speechless. This, Father Pat argues, is not a failure of faith but a necessary condition of it. Faith does not provide mastery over God; rather, it calls us to live into mystery with humility and trust. The Gospel stories of the Resurrection reinforce this by showing the risen Christ engaging in simple, human acts—especially eating. Jesus' repeated requests for food are not mere narrative color; they are deeply symbolic. In Middle Eastern culture, sharing a meal signifies intimacy. By eating with his disciples after the Resurrection, Jesus underscores that intimacy with him is not lost in death—it is transformed, but still real.
Yet this intimacy is no longer based on physical proximity or visible signs, which makes it harder to claim spiritual superiority. No one can say, “I walked with Jesus, so I know better.” The post-Resurrection Jesus removes any possibility of that kind of authority. This democratizes spiritual experience—it is accessible to all, but also safeguards against arrogance. Father Pat then addresses a particular form of spiritual arrogance: when people claim to receive divine revelations about others. He firmly dismisses this, saying God does not gossip. True revelation, if it comes, is for the individual alone. Anyone claiming otherwise is likely projecting their own desires or biases.
Father Pat concludes by shifting the focus from seeking to recognize Jesus in disguise to recognizing every person as a child of God. The question is not “Could this person be Jesus?” but rather “Is this person a child of God?”—and the answer is always yes. He emphasizes that no one is outside the creative love of God. When we understand this, we begin to find God not merely within ourselves but in the sacred space between human hearts. This is where the Kingdom of God begins to take form—not in theological certainties or spiritual hierarchies, but in love, humility, and shared humanity. The Resurrection, then, is not only the story of Jesus rising from the dead; it is the ongoing revelation that intimacy with God is still possible, that mystery is essential to faith, and that the Kingdom is built not through authority, but through communion, humility, and love....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1143.1500244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. Someone in the crowd said to Jesus, \"'Teacher, tell my brother to share the inheritance with me.' He replied to him, \"'Friend, who has appointed me as your judge and arbitrator?' Then he said to the crowd, \"'Take care to guard against all greed, \"'for though one may be rich, \"'one's life does not consist of possessions.' Then he told them a parable. There was a rich man whose land produced a bountiful harvest. He asked himself, \"'What shall I do, \"'for I do not have space to store my harvest?' And he said, \"'This is what I shall do. \"'I shall tear down my barns and build larger ones. \"'There I shall store all my grain and other goods, \"'and shall say to myself, \"'Now as for you, \"'you have so many goods stored up for many years. \"'Rest, eat, drink, and be merry.' But God said to him, \"'You fool, this night your life will be demanded of you, \"'and the things that you have prepared, \"'to whom will they belong? \"'Thus will it be for all who store up treasure \"'for themselves, \"'but are not rich in what matters to God.'\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. There is a, one of my favorite phrases in the world about kind of hypocrisy and things about being, being foisted on your own batard, they used to say. I experienced that very strongly at the beginning of mass yesterday. I got up to do the opening prayer, and I, my glasses were behind me, my reading glasses, and I thought, I don't need my reading glasses. And I, I got to that prayer, and the word unceasingly just wouldn't come into focus, and it wasn't, I was never gonna come up with that. And I stared from, and finally I just turned around, and I grabbed my glasses, and I put them on, and everyone started snickering, mean spirits. And so I just had to admit my defeat, that I need my reading glasses. And so I did the prayer, and as I sat down, I thought, oh, not only did I just do that, but in just 15 short seconds, I'm gonna have to listen to the lector and open the liturgy. Vanity of vanity. I half expected her to bow. You know, I, I just, it was, you know, some, and they say, oh, sometimes scripture speaks to this moment in time. I mean this exact moment in time. You know, the word vanity has such an interesting sort of history, because it starts out from the word vain, then it becomes vanity, and then the word vain changes to match vanity, and we have two meanings for the word vain. Originally, this vanity of vanities, back in that time, the vanity vainness was not, I'm very vain. Vainness really almost exclusively referred to chasing things in vain. Just, you know, when we do, when we're chasing all the wrong things pointlessly, vanity was just chasing the wrong things. And because the kind of things people chased were things like wealth, and power, and prestige, and anything that could lead to that, whether it's, you know, being good looking, or being talented, or being smart, whatever it is that would lead to sort of personal attention, vanity started to become someone who thinks a little too highly of themselves. And so now when we say, oh, someone's being vain, we usually mean they're being conceited, but the original was, man, they're chasing all the wrong things, and those two ideas are very connected, but we don't always see that connection. In the gospel, it becomes clear that that's why the church has put these two together. You know, to be vain, what is it we chase in life? What is it we think's important? You know, in the last two weeks, I, you know, I love that idea, and I've said it a couple times about, no one takes a U-Haul to the cemetery. And I was actually corrected this week. So I said, Father, you can absolutely do that. You need to let them know you can take a U-Haul to the cemetery. You just can't take it any further. That's where it stayed. You know, that somehow, you know, we should be spending our life, you know, what is this treasure God talks about? And in a very real sense, you are that treasure. It is building who we are with one another. It is building who we are with one another. The three things I always tell you, the only three things we take with us beyond the grave, our relationship with ourself, our relationship with God, our relationship with others. And so, you know, is it wrong for someone to have amassed riches to themselves? It depends on whether it gets in the way of building relationships with others. If that is the point of their life, and everything else takes a backseat, that's an issue. You know, we live in an era, and I do apologize for saying this maybe too often, but we do live in an era where building relationships has been replaced with networking. Networking is when I use all of you to gain this wealth stuff. Relationships is when I use every wealth I have to get to the relationships. It's just knowing which are the means and which are the ends. What is our goal in life? That relationship with God, that relationship with others, and relationship with ourself, which, you know, when I was young and started into studying psychology, I always thought, oh, what a bunch of, what a bunch of nonsensical claptrap. I have to have a better relationship with myself, with myself. I had a, I was suffering from some very interesting, but you know, that having a relationship with yourself, I was like, what are they talking about? You know, we don't want you to divorce yourself at the end of the week, but it really is about knowing yourself, because until you can figure out who you are, it is very difficult to build good relationships with other people. It is very difficult to come before God in prayer when you're not really willing to talk about the real issues in your life. You know, they used to say that, you know, God is the eternal healer, you know, the great therapist. Well, you know, if you really don't want to work on your issues, no one wants a great therapist. Some of my family members have accused one another, and they've not been totally wrong that some of them will go, you know, they will shop for a therapist that tells them they're doing everything right and the world's wrong. You know, you can find that therapist if you shop hard enough. You know, if we're not ready to face who we are, we'll find a bad therapist. You know, if we're ready to face who we are, we'll find someone who challenges us, even in relationships. I always think, really, every healthy relationship I've ever seen in a marriage, anything else, they challenge one another. And you know, some of you are like, more than we wish, but it's part of a good relationship, is not that we think alike all the time, you know, that's called buying a mirror. We challenge each other. And so we, you know, Jesus is saying, I want you to store up treasure. I just want you to store up the right treasure. I want you to store, you know, the relationships, how to be with one another, how to treat one another, how to take care of one another. Because I always think, what do people think heaven's gonna be? There's a old sort of, I don't know even what to call it, someone's vision of heaven, one of the sort of a, not really a joke, but the idea that, you know, when they got to heaven, you know, they didn't know whether they were in heaven or hell, because they were seated at a banquet with every wonderful food in the world and all the right people. And, you know, they had just the right amount of hunger and they start to go towards the food and they realize they can't bend their arms. So there's all that food, but they can't get to it. And they're trying to figure out whether they're in heaven or hell. And, you know, there's several tables and several of the tables, it turns out, are in hell because they can't figure out what to do. And several of the tables, they start feeding one another. And they're in heaven. You know, I think we want heaven to be a place where I'll walk in and no matter how miserable I am, they'll make me happy. Okay? That's not heaven. That's not even a good therapist. We have to become the people who really want to be that for Mother Duff, who really want that type of a relationship. And we have to use, if you have certain things, it's not, oh, get rid of everything you have, but use it. And it can be an asset. It can be something financial. It can be wealth. It can be intelligence. It can be power. It can be talent. It can be anything. How do we use it? You know, when there's been this huge political, people even hate the word, which I think is interesting because they love the religious word, but they hate the word privilege. Don't tell me I have privilege. The same people will tell you, I've been so blessed. What's the difference? Well, okay, I get it. Privilege tends to right now carry a lot of ugly baggage with it. But the people who really do work with that word will say, of course you're privileged. Who cares? What do you do with it? Don't be embarrassed if you're blessed. Don't be embarrassed if you're privileged. Don't be embarrassed if you have more. Don't be embarrassed if you have less. What do you do with it? That's the only question Jesus is asking. You know what I mean? Say, you know, this guy is like, so what did you do with all of your wealth? I put them in a building. And then when I overcrowded that building, I got another building. You know, I mean, I'm in that wonderful moment right now where I'm in the brand new factory. And I'm wondering, can I really live this life? I really love this life. I have, and now don't panic, in my house, empty drawers. Oh. You know what I could put in that drawer? Nothing, buy nothing. You don't need anything in that drawer. But it's such a, empty drawers. And you know, when most of us, if we've got empty drawers, we got to get out the Amazon cart. I got an empty drawer. I got room for something, you know. If a guest came tomorrow, they could have a drawer. We can use what we have to bring people in, or, you know, we sort of pack our lives so that no one can get close. And Jesus is like, it's vain because we're working, we're trying to work on ourselves, but we're doing it in all the wrong ways. You know, vanity tends to be when we see one thing over everything else. It's not about, I'm vain because I think I'm better than everyone. When you're vain, it's because there's parts of you that you don't think are as good as everyone else, so you're going to use the parts you think are better if you're just trying to get an even playing field, and you don't even realize you're doing it. If you felt insecure about nothing, you would have no need to feel better about anything. The heaven is where we all realize we're good, and no one needs to be better than anyone else. Being better, and not better than you were yesterday, that's a great thing, you know, and it'll happen. You can be better every day until you're about 60. Passed up, it's just tragic. But, you know, being better, improving, that's one thing, but trying to be better than other people, no, it's great if it's a lacrosse game, but meaning you can't as a Christian, if I'm trying to be a better Christian than other people, I've already lost by that. Just be a good Christian, period. Just be a good person. I have often absolutely hated, and it's not theology in our church, but it's a tendency, sort of a folkloric tendency that's happened over the years, and I know my, I would hear my mother say it once in a while, and I had an aunt who loved to say it, and that was, whenever someone did something good, oh, they'll get a crap, they'll get a jewel and their crown in heaven for that. I thought, heaven's already becoming a competition. I have more jewels than you do, I'm better. We're already trying to be better than one another. You know, rather than be good. I know what's good in this situation, because if we're only trying to be better, then everyone else is setting the bar for us. Rather than, I'm what I'm called to be. If I can know myself, if I can know the scripture, if I can know what God calls me to, I can become good, and that is not a vain pursuit. I need to be better, and I need you to all see how good I am, and I'm better than you. That's vanity. Because if I'm trying to be a better Christian than you, I'm already worse. If I'm trying to be good with all of you, and we're good. I am. I used to always joke that, you know, when people in the church, if you are feeling like you've disappointed God, if you're feeling that you're lost, that is normal. And then my, I have yet told you this, but a friend of mine started reusing that, like he was a comedian. He'd say, when you guys make these mistakes, that is normal. When you make mistakes, that is normal. When I make mistakes, that is special. You know? You know? I mean, it's like, no. We're called to celebrate. You know, people talk about the difference that we're celebrating diversity. We should love one another's gifts that we don't have. But what we really are celebrating at a deeper level is the unity. Because if you have a gift that's different than I have, we can see how they're different and celebrate that. But we also celebrate that we both have gifts. We also celebrate that we both have something to give to the world. We also celebrate that we both have bad days and good days. We also celebrate the unity and look at the diversity. But it's the oneness. There was a, eight, nine years ago, hit the internet. It was all over the place, because the guy kind of got some bad grief, but then eventually everyone loved it. He gave a graduation talk. They were out on the, it was happening out on their football field. It was a nice day. And he gets up and he says, I am here to tell you, none of you are special. You can see the parrots. He said, now, now, let me explain. All of you are special. But if all of us are special, then none of us are special. Someone gave me a wonderful little coaster. I usually don't have those sorts of knickknacks around the house, but someone gave me a little coaster. I have a speech impediment, I'm special. And it said, you are unique in the universe, just like everyone else. I was like, brilliant. Our uniqueness is something we have in common. The two are not, do we celebrate diversity or, they are the same thing. Because we all have it. And so God says, don't chase what makes you different. Explore it, dig into it, that's God's gift. But also chase what keeps you in common. Be as good as God calls you to be. You cannot compete when you're climbing the mountain of God. The mountain of the Lord cannot be climbed over the backs of one another to see who gets there first. It is only when we acknowledge and drag everyone up with us that we are winning the race. And so we ask God today to make us, I used to say that, perfect, perfect is the enemy of the good. You try and be perfect, you'll give up on everything. No, better is also the enemy of good. Not better than you were yesterday, but that desire to be better than others. To be better than others is to say, I'm removing myself. You're really, in theological terms, better than all of you is a step towards excommunication. To take myself out of the communion with others. I want to be one with you, just from above. To truly be one with one another. The incarnation above all is the movement of God in solidarity with humanity. He may have come from above to the whole point. You know, when you're a baby in the crib and Mary is changing your diaper, you're not above. That's what God's willing to do. God's willing to be one of us. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Someone in the crowd said to Jesus,
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"'Teacher, tell my brother to share the inheritance with me.'
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He replied to him,
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"'Friend, who has appointed me as your judge and arbitrator?'
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Then he said to the crowd,
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"'Take care to guard against all greed,
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"'for though one may be rich,
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"'one's life does not consist of possessions.'
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Then he told them a parable.
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There was a rich man whose land produced a bountiful harvest.
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He asked himself,
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"'What shall I do,
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"'for I do not have space to store my harvest?'
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And he said,
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"'This is what I shall do.
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"'I shall tear down my barns and build larger ones.
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"'There I shall store all my grain and other goods,
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"'and shall say to myself,
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"'Now as for you,
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"'you have so many goods stored up for many years.
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"'Rest, eat, drink, and be merry.'
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But God said to him,
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"'You fool, this night your life will be demanded of you,
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"'and the things that you have prepared,
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"'to whom will they belong?
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"'Thus will it be for all who store up treasure
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"'for themselves,
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"'but are not rich in what matters to God.'"
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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There is a,
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one of my favorite phrases in the world
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about kind of hypocrisy and things about being,
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being foisted on your own batard, they used to say.
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I experienced that very strongly
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at the beginning of mass yesterday.
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I got up to do the opening prayer,
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and I,
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my glasses were behind me, my reading glasses,
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and I thought,
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I don't need my reading glasses.
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And I, I got to that prayer,
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and the word unceasingly just wouldn't come into focus,
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and it wasn't, I was never gonna come up with that.
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And I stared from, and finally I just turned around,
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and I grabbed my glasses,
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and I put them on,
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and everyone started snickering,
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mean spirits.
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And so I just had to admit my defeat,
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that I need my reading glasses.
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And so I did the prayer,
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and as I sat down, I thought,
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oh, not only did I just do that,
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but in just 15 short seconds,
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I'm gonna have to listen to the lector
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and open the liturgy.
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Vanity of vanity.
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I half expected her to bow.
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You know, I, I just, it was,
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you know, some, and they say,
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oh, sometimes scripture speaks to this moment in time.
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I mean this exact moment in time.
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You know, the word vanity
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has such an interesting sort of history,
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because it starts out from the word vain,
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then it becomes vanity,
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and then the word vain changes to match vanity,
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and we have two meanings for the word vain.
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Originally, this vanity of vanities,
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back in that time,
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the vanity vainness was not, I'm very vain.
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Vainness really almost exclusively referred
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to chasing things in vain.
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Just, you know, when we do,
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when we're chasing all the wrong things pointlessly,
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vanity was just chasing the wrong things.
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And because the kind of things people chased
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were things like wealth, and power, and prestige,
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and anything that could lead to that,
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whether it's, you know, being good looking,
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or being talented, or being smart,
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whatever it is that would lead
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to sort of personal attention,
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vanity started to become
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someone who thinks a little too highly of themselves.
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And so now when we say, oh, someone's being vain,
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we usually mean they're being conceited,
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but the original was,
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man, they're chasing all the wrong things,
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and those two ideas are very connected,
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but we don't always see that connection.
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In the gospel, it becomes clear
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that that's why the church has put these two together.
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You know, to be vain, what is it we chase in life?
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What is it we think's important?
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You know, in the last two weeks,
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I, you know, I love that idea,
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and I've said it a couple times about,
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no one takes a U-Haul to the cemetery.
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And I was actually corrected this week.
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So I said, Father, you can absolutely do that.
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You need to let them know
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you can take a U-Haul to the cemetery.
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You just can't take it any further.
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That's where it stayed.
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You know, that somehow, you know,
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we should be spending our life,
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you know, what is this treasure God talks about?
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And in a very real sense, you are that treasure.
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It is building who we are with one another.
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It is building who we are with one another.
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The three things I always tell you,
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the only three things we take with us beyond the grave,
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our relationship with ourself, our relationship with God,
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our relationship with others.
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And so, you know, is it wrong
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for someone to have amassed riches to themselves?
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It depends on whether it gets in the way
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of building relationships with others.
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If that is the point of their life,
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and everything else takes a backseat,
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that's an issue.
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You know, we live in an era,
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and I do apologize for saying this maybe too often,
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but we do live in an era
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where building relationships
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has been replaced with networking.
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Networking is when I use all of you
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to gain this wealth stuff.
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Relationships is when I use every wealth I have
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to get to the relationships.
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It's just knowing which are the means
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and which are the ends.
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What is our goal in life?
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That relationship with God,
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that relationship with others,
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and relationship with ourself,
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which, you know, when I was young
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and started into studying psychology,
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I always thought, oh, what a bunch of,
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what a bunch of nonsensical claptrap.
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I have to have a better relationship with myself,
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with myself.
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I had a,
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I was suffering from some very interesting,
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but you know, that having a relationship with yourself,
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I was like, what are they talking about?
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You know, we don't want you to divorce yourself
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at the end of the week,
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but it really is about knowing yourself,
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because until you can figure out who you are,
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it is very difficult to build good relationships
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with other people.
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It is very difficult to come before God in prayer
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when you're not really willing to talk
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about the real issues in your life.
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You know, they used to say that, you know,
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God is the eternal healer, you know, the great therapist.
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Well, you know, if you really don't want to work
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on your issues, no one wants a great therapist.
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Some of my family members have accused one another,
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and they've not been totally wrong
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that some of them will go, you know,
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they will shop for a therapist that tells them
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they're doing everything right and the world's wrong.
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You know, you can find that therapist if you shop hard enough.
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You know, if we're not ready to face who we are,
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we'll find a bad therapist.
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You know, if we're ready to face who we are,
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we'll find someone who challenges us,
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even in relationships.
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I always think, really, every healthy relationship
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I've ever seen in a marriage, anything else,
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they challenge one another.
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And you know, some of you are like, more than we wish,
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but it's part of a good relationship,
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is not that we think alike all the time, you know,
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that's called buying a mirror.
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We challenge each other.
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And so we, you know, Jesus is saying,
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I want you to store up treasure.
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I just want you to store up the right treasure.
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I want you to store, you know, the relationships,
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how to be with one another, how to treat one another,
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how to take care of one another.
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Because I always think, what do people think
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heaven's gonna be?
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There's a old sort of, I don't know even what to call it,
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someone's vision of heaven,
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one of the sort of a, not really a joke,
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but the idea that, you know, when they got to heaven,
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you know, they didn't know whether they were in heaven
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or hell, because they were seated at a banquet
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with every wonderful food in the world
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and all the right people.
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And, you know, they had just the right amount of hunger
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and they start to go towards the food
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and they realize they can't bend their arms.
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So there's all that food, but they can't get to it.
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And they're trying to figure out
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whether they're in heaven or hell.
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And, you know, there's several tables
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and several of the tables, it turns out, are in hell
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because they can't figure out what to do.
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And several of the tables, they start feeding one another.
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And they're in heaven.
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You know, I think we want heaven to be a place
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where I'll walk in and no matter how miserable I am,
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they'll make me happy.
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Okay?
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That's not heaven.
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That's not even a good therapist.
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We have to become the people
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who really want to be that for Mother Duff,
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who really want that type of a relationship.
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And we have to use, if you have certain things,
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it's not, oh, get rid of everything you have, but use it.
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And it can be an asset.
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It can be something financial.
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It can be wealth.
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It can be intelligence.
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It can be power.
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It can be talent.
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It can be anything.
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How do we use it?
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You know, when there's been this huge political,
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people even hate the word,
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which I think is interesting
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because they love the religious word,
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but they hate the word privilege.
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Don't tell me I have privilege.
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The same people will tell you, I've been so blessed.
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What's the difference?
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Well, okay, I get it.
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Privilege tends to right now carry
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a lot of ugly baggage with it.
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But the people who really do work with that word will say,
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of course you're privileged.
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Who cares?
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What do you do with it?
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Don't be embarrassed if you're blessed.
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Don't be embarrassed if you're privileged.
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Don't be embarrassed if you have more.
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Don't be embarrassed if you have less.
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What do you do with it?
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That's the only question Jesus is asking.
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You know what I mean?
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Say, you know, this guy is like,
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so what did you do with all of your wealth?
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I put them in a building.
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And then when I overcrowded that building,
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I got another building.
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You know, I mean, I'm in that wonderful moment right now
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where I'm in the brand new factory.
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And I'm wondering, can I really live this life?
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I really love this life.
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I have, and now don't panic, in my house, empty drawers.
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Oh.
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You know what I could put in that drawer?
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Nothing, buy nothing.
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You don't need anything in that drawer.
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But it's such a, empty drawers.
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And you know, when most of us, if we've got empty drawers,
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we got to get out the Amazon cart.
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I got an empty drawer.
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I got room for something, you know.
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If a guest came tomorrow, they could have a drawer.
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We can use what we have to bring people in,
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or, you know, we sort of pack our lives
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so that no one can get close.
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And Jesus is like, it's vain because we're working,
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we're trying to work on ourselves,
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but we're doing it in all the wrong ways.
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You know, vanity tends to be when we see one thing
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over everything else.
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It's not about, I'm vain
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because I think I'm better than everyone.
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When you're vain, it's because there's parts of you
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that you don't think are as good as everyone else,
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so you're going to use the parts you think are better
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if you're just trying to get an even playing field,
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and you don't even realize you're doing it.
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If you felt insecure about nothing,
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you would have no need to feel better about anything.
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The heaven is where we all realize we're good,
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and no one needs to be better than anyone else.
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Being better, and not better than you were yesterday,
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that's a great thing, you know, and it'll happen.
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You can be better every day until you're about 60.
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Passed up, it's just tragic.
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But, you know, being better, improving, that's one thing,
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but trying to be better than other people,
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no, it's great if it's a lacrosse game,
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but meaning you can't as a Christian,
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if I'm trying to be a better Christian than other people,
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I've already lost by that.
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Just be a good Christian, period.
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Just be a good person.
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I have often absolutely hated,
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and it's not theology in our church,
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but it's a tendency, sort of a folkloric tendency
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that's happened over the years,
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and I know my, I would hear my mother say it
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once in a while, and I had an aunt who loved to say it,
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and that was, whenever someone did something good,
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oh, they'll get a crap, they'll get a jewel
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and their crown in heaven for that.
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I thought, heaven's already becoming a competition.
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I have more jewels than you do, I'm better.
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We're already trying to be better than one another.
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You know, rather than be good.
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I know what's good in this situation,
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because if we're only trying to be better,
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then everyone else is setting the bar for us.
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Rather than, I'm what I'm called to be.
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If I can know myself, if I can know the scripture,
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if I can know what God calls me to,
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I can become good, and that is not a vain pursuit.
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I need to be better, and I need you to all see
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how good I am, and I'm better than you.
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That's vanity.
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Because if I'm trying to be a better Christian than you,
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I'm already worse.
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If I'm trying to be good with all of you, and we're good.
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I am.
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I used to always joke that, you know,
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when people in the church,
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if you are feeling like you've disappointed God,
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if you're feeling that you're lost, that is normal.
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And then my, I have yet told you this,
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but a friend of mine started reusing that,
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like he was a comedian.
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He'd say, when you guys make these mistakes,
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that is normal.
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When you make mistakes, that is normal.
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When I make mistakes, that is special.
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You know?
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You know?
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I mean, it's like, no.
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We're called to celebrate.
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You know, people talk about the difference
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that we're celebrating diversity.
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We should love one another's gifts that we don't have.
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But what we really are celebrating
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at a deeper level is the unity.
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Because if you have a gift that's different than I have,
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we can see how they're different and celebrate that.
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But we also celebrate that we both have gifts.
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We also celebrate that we both have something
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to give to the world.
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We also celebrate that we both have bad days and good days.
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We also celebrate the unity and look at the diversity.
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But it's the oneness.
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There was a, eight, nine years ago, hit the internet.
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It was all over the place,
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because the guy kind of got some bad grief,
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but then eventually everyone loved it.
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He gave a graduation talk.
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They were out on the, it was happening
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out on their football field.
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It was a nice day.
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And he gets up and he says,
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I am here to tell you, none of you are special.
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You can see the parrots.
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He said, now, now, let me explain.
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All of you are special.
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But if all of us are special, then none of us are special.
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Someone gave me a wonderful little coaster.
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I usually don't have those sorts of knickknacks
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around the house, but someone gave me
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a little coaster.
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I have a speech impediment, I'm special.
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And it said, you are unique in the universe,
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just like everyone else.
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I was like, brilliant.
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Our uniqueness is something we have in common.
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The two are not, do we celebrate diversity or,
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they are the same thing.
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Because we all have it.
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And so God says, don't chase what makes you different.
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Explore it, dig into it, that's God's gift.
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But also chase what keeps you in common.
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Be as good as God calls you to be.
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You cannot compete when you're climbing the mountain of God.
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The mountain of the Lord cannot be climbed
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over the backs of one another to see who gets there first.
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It is only when we acknowledge and drag everyone up with us
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that we are winning the race.
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And so we ask God today to make us,
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I used to say that, perfect,
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perfect is the enemy of the good.
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You try and be perfect, you'll give up on everything.
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No, better is also the enemy of good.
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Not better than you were yesterday,
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but that desire to be better than others.
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To be better than others is to say,
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I'm removing myself.
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You're really, in theological terms,
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better than all of you is a step towards excommunication.
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To take myself out of the communion with others.
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I want to be one with you, just from above.
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To truly be one with one another.
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The incarnation above all is the movement of God
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in solidarity with humanity.
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He may have come from above to the whole point.
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You know, when you're a baby in the crib
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and Mary is changing your diaper, you're not above.
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That's what God's willing to do.
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God's willing to be one of us.
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Why would we want to be better than one another?
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Father Pat's message centers on the profound s Father Pat's message centers on the profound spiritual truth that our lives do not consist in the abundance of our possessions, but in the richness of our relationships—with God, with others, and with ourselves. Drawing from the Gospel of Luke and the parable of the rich fool, he emphasizes the futility of storing up treasures that do not endure beyond death and warns against the subtle dangers of vanity and greed. True spiritual wealth lies not in accumulation but in communion, not in being better than others, but in being good with others. Father Pat calls us to recognize our blessings not as marks of superiority, but as responsibilities for service, compassion, and unity. Heaven, he suggests, is not a solitary reward for the exceptional but a shared reality built through mutual love, humility, and self-giving.
Father Pat begins by setting the tone with a humorous anecdote about his own vanity—refusing to wear his reading glasses—only to be humbled during Mass. This anecdote introduces his deeper theological reflection on vanity, which he traces back to its original biblical meaning: the futile pursuit of empty goals, especially wealth and status. Vanity, in its root sense, is not about appearances alone, but about chasing after things that ultimately do not matter. This connects directly to the Gospel reading, where Jesus refuses to settle a family dispute over inheritance and instead warns his listeners about the dangers of greed and misplaced priorities. The rich man in the parable builds bigger barns to hoard his surplus, believing that his accumulated goods guarantee a secure and joyful life. Yet God calls him a fool, for his life ends that very night, and his wealth means nothing in the face of eternity.
Father Pat uses this parable to challenge the modern obsession with material success and security. He notes how in our culture, relationships have been replaced by networking—using others as means rather than valuing them as ends. He contrasts this with the Christian understanding of relationships, where all our gifts—whether wealth, talent, intelligence, or influence—are meant to serve others. He cautions against spiritual competition, the idea that we can be better Christians than others, which he views as a form of vanity and self-exclusion from true communion. The real spiritual goal is not to be “better” than others, but to be “good”—to be who God calls us to be in solidarity with others.
He also reflects on the importance of self-awareness and the relationship we have with ourselves. Without knowing ourselves, we cannot be honest in our relationship with God or authentic in our relationships with others. He draws from his studies in psychology to highlight that avoiding our inner issues leads to shallow relationships and even the misuse of religion or spirituality to justify our faults. Real spiritual growth involves facing our insecurities and being open to correction and growth—in relationships, in therapy, and in faith.
Father Pat speaks against both pride and false humility. He critiques the notion of “earning crowns in heaven” as a competitive spiritual mindset, turning holiness into a merit-based system rather than a communal journey. In his view, heaven is not a reward for the best, but the fulfillment of harmony among those who have learned to love. Drawing on an allegory of people at a banquet unable to feed themselves due to stiff arms, he shows how heaven is made real when we learn to feed one another—when we live for others, not just ourselves.
He also tackles modern discomfort with terms like “privilege,” noting that many who reject this term readily admit they are “blessed.” The two are not so different, and what matters is not whether we have more or less, but what we do with what we have. He urges us not to apologize for our blessings, nor to use them to elevate ourselves above others, but to use them to build up the community. This is the heart of the Gospel: stewardship, not superiority.
In closing, Father Pat offers a vision of Christian life as a shared ascent toward God, where no one climbs over others to reach the summit. The mountain of the Lord is not scaled through competition but through communion; we rise together or not at all. He warns against the spiritual isolation that comes from trying to be “better than,” which ultimately removes us from the unity of the body of Christ. Instead, we are called to be as good as God calls us to be—not in comparison to others, but in harmony with them. The Incarnation itself is God’s radical solidarity with humanity, and our salvation lies not in rising above others, but in walking alongside them....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1065.6300048828125, "text": "A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Jesus passed through towns and villages teaching as he went and making his way to Jerusalem. Someone asked him, Lord, will only a few people be saved? He answered them, strive to enter through the narrow gate. For many, I tell you, will attempt to enter but will not be strong enough. After the master of the house has arisen and locked the door, then will you stand outside knocking and saying, Lord, open the door for us. He will save you and reply, I do not know where you are from. And you will say, we ate and drank in your company and you taught in our streets. Then he will say to you, I do not know where you are from. Depart from me, you evildoers. Then there will be wailing and grinding of teeth when you see Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God and you yourselves cast out. And people will come from the east and the west, from the north and the south, and will recline at table in the kingdom of God. For behold, some are last who will be first and some are first who will be last. The Gospel of the Lord. The three readings today kind of walk us through a path of kind of how we come to understand the grace of God in our lives. The first reading has a couple hidden moments in it that are worth fleshing out here. The first is this idea that God gathers people from many nations and many of them will come and see the glory of God. Now, that's a different statement than the places in the gospel where he says he will manifest his glory or he will show his glory. He basically says you gather people from all over and you know what? Some of them can see it and some of them can't. I think we always want to make things, well, God showed that person and God didn't show that person. God helped them, God didn't help them. You know, some of us learn to see things differently. I mean, most of you, if you have a family of any size at all, you know there are those that can turn the same event into something joyful or something not joyful. It's the same event. You know, we bring our eyes to the situation, but what he does tell you is because you know in the Old Testament, these prophets, they are much more than we are nowadays rooted in that concept that we are created in the image of God. So the more people that gather, the more likely that more people will see God because there are more images to see. You know, you will not see God's image in every person. That's why God gives us siblings. You won't see the image of God in every single person in your life. So, you know, church is not about making sure we have the right people. We gather as many, all of the judgment says, you know, at the end of time, the angels will come and they will take these people and they'll take those people and they'll take each of us and get the evil out. You'll notice it says that job does not belong to us. It's the angels, it's God. There's very many different stories and we read that. We go, got a job. Well, we'll take care of that God. We'll sort them out. Not our job. Our job is never to sort that out. We can help each other. We can share our own faith with people. We shouldn't back away from what we believe, but it's not our job to do that. So he says, gather as many images of God, as many people as you can to yourself. And no, you know, that famous, God never gives me anything I can't handle. Not true. I mean, it's horrible to say, and I have dealt with this in my own family. If God gave no one anything they couldn't handle and managed each of our lives so that we could, suicide would not exist. Some people just don't know what to do and we can vilify them. It just doesn't make any sense to do it. They're to a point where they don't know what to do. But those of you who are here, have to know that if you look at every crisis in your life, if you look at every horrible thing, you know, Paul talks about these, his language, not Paul, it's the author to the Hebrews, which is almost certainly not Paul. The son, you know, he says, you know, who among you, what parent wouldn't discipline their children? Yeah, but people use this to say, you know, everything that happens in life. I just found out that I'm dying of a horrible disease. Well, what parent wouldn't give their child a horrible disease to teach them a good lesson? You take this, it gets a little far, gets a little far-fetched. You take this, it gets a little far, gets a little far-fetched. What we have to do is say, this word discipline in the old Greek, it's not just this sort of spare the rod, spoil the child discipline. It means that every suffering is a chance for discipleship. It doesn't mean God sent it to you. It doesn't mean that God is running around creating suffering, that God is running around causing pain to teach us lessons. Life does that on its own. You know, maybe I'm just at that perfect age where I'm starting to realize that I am either going to have to die young or grow old. One of those two is going to happen, and neither of them are painless. You know, in other words, life itself, and that's not, well, you know, you know, God is slowly destroying the cartilage in my knees to teach me a lesson. No, no, I'm afraid years of running get that. You know, things happen, but what we have to ask, and this is why in the gospel, Jesus keeps saying, where are you from? I don't know where you're from. And they're like, oh, well, you know, you taught us in the streets. Yes, but where are you from? Well, you know, we were at parties with you. Where are you from? And the answer is from God. Oh, the minute we see that, we see the glory. Not only that, when we're faced with these trials, I think, you know, if you want to get into that mythological that devil is the deceiver, the great deceit that creates most sin is every time there is a looming challenge, a looming crisis, you know, really something that's got us worried. The deceiver will tell you, look at that problem. Look at that problem. Look at that problem. The voice of God will say to you, remember who you are. Remember where you came from. Remember all you've already come through. You know, every one of you, if you could line up every crisis and issue, sibling that you've had in life, I don't know why I'm on my siblings today. If you can line up everything from inconvenience to real tragedy in your life, and you're sitting here, you've just lined up your history of recovery, your history of resilience, your history of I got through that. You know, like Jacob who becomes Israel, sometimes you get through the fight and you may have a little limp when you're done. I got through it. And we forget that our life is a history of overcoming things. You know, we have survived. And you know, I don't think, I think in English, we've come to think that survived means I lived through it. We never even invented that word. That would be, I don't know, pervive or paravive. Survive means we lived over it. In all other languages, that's incredibly clear in Spanish. It's, I lived over this. Because we're connected to God. We live over the tragedies. And we have survived tragedies. And we have recovered from terrible things. And I mean, and we've survived them so well that when we start to talk about them, we go like, oh, I forgot about that. You know, we're now getting to the point where people will say, do you remember during the shutdown, what this was like? And they're like, oh man, I totally forgot how strange that was. And at the time, the world was coming to an end and it was insurmountable. When do we finally learn from the pattern so that the next looming crisis, we go, stop looking at the crisis and remember who you are and whose you are. Remember that. And you have a history of overcoming, of surviving. You have that history, not, it's another tragedy. I'm not gonna make it through this one. You've made it through them before. We are created with amazing resilience. And it kind of sounds like we don't need God. We are so good at this. No, of course, every skill we have comes from God. Sometimes the grace of God is going to look with, like what they now call, you know, your emotional toolbox, your internal sense of who you are. Sometimes the grace of God looks like other people. Sometimes the grace of God does look like a situation opening up. But most of the times, the grace of God is something that's been with you all along. And we think, oh, well, you know, I don't wanna feel like I'm self-sufficient. Where do you think that self came from? It's always grace of God. It's the false dichotomy of religion. If you take credit for something, you're not giving God credit. No, no, you know, trust me. When I did well, my mother took credit. Her mother and her father and her, all black, went right back to God. So when, you know, we just have to stop seeing that as a dichotomy and recognize that God's grace is part of all of those things. And God's resilience. There's a old religious joke. He's shocked in four years, I haven't told it. But where a man, you know, Bob and Pete are out camping. Bob gets up early in the morning and thinks, I'm gonna go off on my own to have some private time. And he gets about a mile away and there's this cliff and this gorgeous view and part of the cliff gives way and he starts to fall. And as he goes down the cliff, he grabs a root that's sticking out the side and he starts bargaining with God. Okay, if you get me out of this, I'll go back to church. And he starts to climb and the root starts to give out. He goes, okay, okay, I'll go back to church and I'll volunteer. And a cute comes out again. He goes, okay, and I will tithe, I will give money. Sort of feels, but he still can't tell. And all of a sudden, out of nowhere, because he went off on his own, his friend, Bob says, Pete, where are you? And he starts crying out, Pete, Pete, and Pete runs. And Pete reaches his hands down and Bob says, nevermind God, Pete's here. Somehow, if it isn't a magical angel, it wasn't God. We have a history of grace for every pain in our life, we're here. All of a sudden we're sitting here. It's in this very moment, not terribly hot or cold in here. The pews are, well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. They're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. Well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. He's mildly amusing, but he goes on too long. I mean, it's all a balance. It's all a little bit of a balance. And you go, what about, you know, I look back at high school. I look back at tough years. You know, I look back at the death of loved ones. Times where I thought I can't get past this. And I did. And if I find out a tragedy is coming tomorrow, I'm so wrapped up in the tragedy, I forget. Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait. I'm the person that's gotten through those things. Next crisis, stop looking at the crisis. And remember, hear Jesus saying, where are you from? You know, this idea of the narrow gate, it starts out bizarre. Nope, the gate's narrow. Why is the gate narrow? Because it says at the end, you know, if you get there late and they shut the door, you're locked out. That wouldn't happen if the gate were wide. The problem isn't that the gate's narrow. The problem is that the door is shut. The metaphor flips halfway through that story. But in a narrow gate, we can't all rush it at once. So, you know, Jesus is really, we always think Jesus is saying, stay on the straight and narrow, stay on the straight and narrow. Don't put everything off till the last minute. You know, don't put it off until the last minute. You can learn that here at church. You can learn that at the All Arena. Don't show up five minutes before the concert. You will not get in. Or as Jesus says, and this is really shocking to many theologians, he doesn't say, you're gonna be in the outer darkness for the rest of your life. He's gonna say, have sometimes the first or last. You know, it's actually one of the most hopeful of all of these. It doesn't say anybody doesn't get in. It just says, you might be the last one in. You know, your journey might be longer than the next person. It's probably one of the most hopeful of all the parables. But what he says is, you know, know who you are. I don't think I can pass this course. You know what Jesus says? Do you know who you are? Go for the A. Stop trying to pass the course. I remember having an argument in seminary. I remember celibacy. I remember one argument in seminary where because the formation, we got all these talks about, look, celibacy, obedience, you know, we need to make sure that you've got the kind of psychological, you know, the emotional structure. We really wanna know that you're gonna be able, you know, to live your priesthood. We want to know that you can kind of survive these tough things. And I finally said to the rector, you know, for three years, you've been talking about that. Do we ever talk about whether or not we can flourish? No, the goal is just barely survive this horrible thing called priesthood. Is it? Is that the goal? And the more you hear that message, the more you hear, this is gonna be terrible. It's gonna be awful. I'll be lucky. I'll be lucky to make it to 40. You know, really? I mean, I'm serious when I tell people if I'd known I was gonna live this long, I would have taken better care of myself. I just didn't think I'd make it past. I mean, it was always this sort of, here's how you're gonna barely get through. If your prayer life is together, you'll be okay. What about thriving? Forget about whether they're gonna be able to be a priest. What about what kind of priest they could be? We sometimes are like, can I get into heaven? Jesus says, go for the bullseye. Do you know who you are? Do you know what you've overcome? Do you know your history of recovery and resilience? Tomorrow may bring a crisis. No one knows. And when you see the crisis, before you start to try and figure out how bad it is, make sure you hear the voice of God reminding you how amazing you are. 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A reading WEBVTT
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Jesus passed through towns and villages teaching as he went and making his way to Jerusalem.
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Someone asked him, Lord, will only a few people be saved?
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He answered them, strive to enter through the narrow gate.
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For many, I tell you, will attempt to enter but will not be strong enough.
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After the master of the house has arisen and locked the door,
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then will you stand outside knocking and saying, Lord, open the door for us.
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He will save you and reply, I do not know where you are from.
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And you will say, we ate and drank in your company and you taught in our streets.
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Then he will say to you, I do not know where you are from.
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Depart from me, you evildoers.
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Then there will be wailing and grinding of teeth when you see Abraham, Isaac,
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and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God and you yourselves cast out.
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And people will come from the east and the west, from the north and the south,
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and will recline at table in the kingdom of God.
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For behold, some are last who will be first and some are first who will be last.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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The three readings today kind of walk us through a path of
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kind of how we come to understand the grace of God in our lives.
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The first reading has a couple hidden moments in it that are worth fleshing out here.
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The first is this idea that God gathers people from many nations
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and many of them will come and see the glory of God.
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Now, that's a different statement than the places in the gospel where he says
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he will manifest his glory or he will show his glory.
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He basically says you gather people from all over and you know what?
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Some of them can see it and some of them can't.
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I think we always want to make things, well, God showed that person
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and God didn't show that person.
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God helped them, God didn't help them.
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You know, some of us learn to see things differently.
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I mean, most of you, if you have a family of any size at all,
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you know there are those that can turn the same event into something joyful
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or something not joyful.
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It's the same event.
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You know, we bring our eyes to the situation,
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but what he does tell you is because you know in the Old Testament,
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these prophets, they are much more than we are nowadays
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rooted in that concept that we are created in the image of God.
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So the more people that gather,
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the more likely that more people will see God
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because there are more images to see.
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You know, you will not see God's image in every person.
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That's why God gives us siblings.
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You won't see the image of God in every single person in your life.
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So, you know, church is not about making sure we have the right people.
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We gather as many, all of the judgment says,
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you know, at the end of time, the angels will come
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and they will take these people and they'll take those people
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and they'll take each of us and get the evil out.
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You'll notice it says that job does not belong to us.
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It's the angels, it's God.
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There's very many different stories and we read that.
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We go, got a job.
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Well, we'll take care of that God.
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We'll sort them out.
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Not our job.
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Our job is never to sort that out.
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We can help each other.
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We can share our own faith with people.
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We shouldn't back away from what we believe,
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but it's not our job to do that.
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So he says, gather as many images of God,
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as many people as you can to yourself.
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And no, you know, that famous,
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God never gives me anything I can't handle.
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Not true.
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I mean, it's horrible to say,
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and I have dealt with this in my own family.
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If God gave no one anything they couldn't handle
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and managed each of our lives so that we could,
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suicide would not exist.
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Some people just don't know what to do
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and we can vilify them.
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It just doesn't make any sense to do it.
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They're to a point where they don't know what to do.
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But those of you who are here,
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have to know that if you look at every crisis in your life,
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if you look at every horrible thing,
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you know, Paul talks about these,
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his language, not Paul, it's the author to the Hebrews,
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which is almost certainly not Paul.
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The son, you know, he says,
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you know, who among you,
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what parent wouldn't discipline their children?
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Yeah, but people use this to say,
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you know, everything that happens in life.
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I just found out that I'm dying of a horrible disease.
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Well, what parent wouldn't give their child
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a horrible disease to teach them a good lesson?
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You take this, it gets a little far,
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gets a little far-fetched.
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You take this, it gets a little far,
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gets a little far-fetched.
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What we have to do is say,
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this word discipline in the old Greek,
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it's not just this sort of spare the rod,
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spoil the child discipline.
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It means that every suffering is a chance for discipleship.
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It doesn't mean God sent it to you.
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It doesn't mean that God is running around
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creating suffering,
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that God is running around causing pain
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to teach us lessons.
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Life does that on its own.
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You know, maybe I'm just at that perfect age
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where I'm starting to realize that
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I am either going to have to die young or grow old.
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One of those two is going to happen,
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and neither of them are painless.
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You know, in other words, life itself,
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and that's not, well, you know,
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you know, God is slowly destroying the cartilage in my knees
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to teach me a lesson.
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No, no, I'm afraid years of running get that.
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You know, things happen,
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but what we have to ask,
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and this is why in the gospel,
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Jesus keeps saying,
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where are you from?
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I don't know where you're from.
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And they're like, oh, well, you know,
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you taught us in the streets.
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Yes, but where are you from?
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Well, you know, we were at parties with you.
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Where are you from?
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And the answer is from God.
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Oh, the minute we see that, we see the glory.
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Not only that, when we're faced with these trials,
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I think, you know, if you want to get into that mythological
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that devil is the deceiver,
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the great deceit that creates most sin
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is every time there is a looming challenge,
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a looming crisis,
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you know, really something that's got us worried.
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The deceiver will tell you,
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look at that problem.
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Look at that problem.
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Look at that problem.
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The voice of God will say to you,
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remember who you are.
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Remember where you came from.
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Remember all you've already come through.
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You know, every one of you,
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if you could line up every crisis and issue,
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sibling that you've had in life,
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I don't know why I'm on my siblings today.
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If you can line up everything from inconvenience
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to real tragedy in your life,
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and you're sitting here,
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you've just lined up your history of recovery,
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your history of resilience,
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your history of I got through that.
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You know, like Jacob who becomes Israel,
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sometimes you get through the fight
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and you may have a little limp when you're done.
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I got through it.
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And we forget that our life
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is a history of overcoming things.
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You know, we have survived.
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And you know, I don't think,
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I think in English,
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we've come to think that survived
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means I lived through it.
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We never even invented that word.
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That would be, I don't know,
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pervive or paravive.
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Survive means we lived over it.
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In all other languages,
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that's incredibly clear in Spanish.
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It's, I lived over this.
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Because we're connected to God.
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We live over the tragedies.
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And we have survived tragedies.
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And we have recovered from terrible things.
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And I mean, and we've survived them so well
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that when we start to talk about them,
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we go like, oh, I forgot about that.
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You know, we're now getting to the point
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where people will say,
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do you remember during the shutdown,
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what this was like?
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And they're like, oh man,
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I totally forgot how strange that was.
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And at the time,
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the world was coming to an end
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and it was insurmountable.
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When do we finally learn from the pattern
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so that the next looming crisis,
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we go, stop looking at the crisis
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and remember who you are and whose you are.
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Remember that.
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And you have a history of overcoming, of surviving.
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You have that history, not,
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it's another tragedy.
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I'm not gonna make it through this one.
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You've made it through them before.
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We are created with amazing resilience.
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And it kind of sounds like we don't need God.
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We are so good at this.
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No, of course, every skill we have comes from God.
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Sometimes the grace of God is going to look with,
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like what they now call,
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you know, your emotional toolbox,
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your internal sense of who you are.
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Sometimes the grace of God looks like other people.
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Sometimes the grace of God does look
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like a situation opening up.
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But most of the times,
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the grace of God is something
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that's been with you all along.
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And we think, oh, well, you know,
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I don't wanna feel like I'm self-sufficient.
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Where do you think that self came from?
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It's always grace of God.
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It's the false dichotomy of religion.
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If you take credit for something,
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you're not giving God credit.
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No, no, you know, trust me.
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When I did well, my mother took credit.
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Her mother and her father and her,
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all black, went right back to God.
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So when, you know, we just have to stop seeing
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that as a dichotomy and recognize
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that God's grace is part of all of those things.
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And God's resilience.
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There's a old religious joke.
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He's shocked in four years, I haven't told it.
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But where a man, you know, Bob and Pete are out camping.
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Bob gets up early in the morning and thinks,
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I'm gonna go off on my own to have some private time.
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And he gets about a mile away and there's this cliff
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and this gorgeous view and part of the cliff gives way
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and he starts to fall.
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And as he goes down the cliff,
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he grabs a root that's sticking out the side
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and he starts bargaining with God.
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Okay, if you get me out of this, I'll go back to church.
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And he starts to climb and the root starts to give out.
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He goes, okay, okay, I'll go back to church
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and I'll volunteer.
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And a cute comes out again.
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He goes, okay, and I will tithe, I will give money.
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Sort of feels, but he still can't tell.
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And all of a sudden, out of nowhere,
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because he went off on his own, his friend, Bob says,
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Pete, where are you?
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And he starts crying out, Pete, Pete, and Pete runs.
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And Pete reaches his hands down and Bob says,
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nevermind God, Pete's here.
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Somehow, if it isn't a magical angel,
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it wasn't God.
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We have a history of grace
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for every pain in our life, we're here.
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All of a sudden we're sitting here.
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It's in this very moment,
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not terribly hot or cold in here.
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The pews are, well, they're not a bed of nails,
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but they're comfortable.
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They're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable.
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Well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable.
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He's mildly amusing, but he goes on too long.
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I mean, it's all a balance.
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It's all a little bit of a balance.
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And you go, what about, you know,
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I look back at high school.
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I look back at tough years.
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You know, I look back at the death of loved ones.
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Times where I thought I can't get past this.
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And I did.
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And if I find out a tragedy is coming tomorrow,
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I'm so wrapped up in the tragedy, I forget.
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Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait.
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I'm the person that's gotten through those things.
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Next crisis, stop looking at the crisis.
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And remember, hear Jesus saying, where are you from?
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You know, this idea of the narrow gate,
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it starts out bizarre.
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Nope, the gate's narrow.
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Why is the gate narrow?
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Because it says at the end, you know,
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if you get there late and they shut the door,
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you're locked out.
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That wouldn't happen if the gate were wide.
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The problem isn't that the gate's narrow.
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The problem is that the door is shut.
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The metaphor flips halfway through that story.
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But in a narrow gate, we can't all rush it at once.
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So, you know, Jesus is really,
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we always think Jesus is saying,
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stay on the straight and narrow,
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stay on the straight and narrow.
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Don't put everything off till the last minute.
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You know, don't put it off until the last minute.
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You can learn that here at church.
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You can learn that at the All Arena.
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Don't show up five minutes before the concert.
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You will not get in.
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Or as Jesus says, and this is really shocking
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to many theologians, he doesn't say,
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you're gonna be in the outer darkness
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for the rest of your life.
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He's gonna say, have sometimes the first or last.
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You know, it's actually one of the most hopeful
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of all of these.
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It doesn't say anybody doesn't get in.
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It just says, you might be the last one in.
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You know, your journey might be longer
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than the next person.
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It's probably one of the most hopeful
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of all the parables.
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But what he says is, you know,
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know who you are.
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I don't think I can pass this course.
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You know what Jesus says?
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Do you know who you are?
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Go for the A.
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Stop trying to pass the course.
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I remember having an argument in seminary.
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I remember celibacy.
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I remember one argument in seminary
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where because the formation,
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we got all these talks about, look,
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celibacy, obedience, you know,
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we need to make sure that you've got
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the kind of psychological, you know,
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the emotional structure.
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We really wanna know that you're gonna be able,
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you know, to live your priesthood.
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We want to know that you can kind of
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survive these tough things.
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And I finally said to the rector,
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you know, for three years,
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you've been talking about that.
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Do we ever talk about
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whether or not we can flourish?
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No, the goal is just barely survive
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this horrible thing called priesthood.
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Is it?
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Is that the goal?
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And the more you hear that message,
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the more you hear,
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this is gonna be terrible.
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It's gonna be awful.
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I'll be lucky.
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I'll be lucky to make it to 40.
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You know, really?
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I mean, I'm serious when I tell people
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if I'd known I was gonna live this long,
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I would have taken better care of myself.
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I just didn't think I'd make it past.
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I mean, it was always this sort of,
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here's how you're gonna barely get through.
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If your prayer life is together,
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you'll be okay.
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What about thriving?
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Forget about whether they're gonna
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be able to be a priest.
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What about what kind of priest they could be?
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We sometimes are like,
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can I get into heaven?
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Jesus says, go for the bullseye.
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Do you know who you are?
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Do you know what you've overcome?
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Do you know your history
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of recovery and resilience?
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Tomorrow may bring a crisis.
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No one knows.
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And when you see the crisis,
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before you start to try and figure out
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how bad it is,
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make sure you hear the voice of God
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reminding you how amazing you are.
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Not because you're on your own,
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but because God's grace is with you
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in the width of your community,
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in the strength of your journey,
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and in the emotional life
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that God has given you as a grace.
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Father Pat’s message is a powerful reflection on i Father Pat’s message is a powerful reflection on identity, resilience, and the presence of God’s grace in the midst of life’s trials. Drawing from the readings, particularly the Gospel of Luke, he challenges the listener to move beyond fear-based spirituality and instead recognize the divine strength already present within. He emphasizes that salvation is not about exclusivity or religious performance but about recognizing one’s origin in God and living from that truth. Life’s challenges are not divine punishments but opportunities for discipleship and growth, and the grace of God is not always a miraculous intervention, but often the quiet presence of community, personal strength, and memory of past survival. Father Pat calls us to stop asking "Will I make it?" and start remembering "Who am I?"—a beloved image of God, resilient and capable, already walking the narrow path.
In his homily, Father Pat draws deeply from the Gospel’s image of the “narrow gate” and reframes it from being a symbol of spiritual exclusivity to one of personal urgency and intentionality. The narrow gate is not about how few are saved, but how important it is to begin the journey now, not at the last minute. Salvation is not a question of proximity to Jesus—eating with Him, hearing Him teach—but of orientation: “Where are you from?” is not a question of geography but of identity. Are you rooted in God? Do you know where your strength comes from?
He links this idea to the readings that speak of God gathering people from all nations, emphasizing that divine glory is not limited to a chosen few, but rather is revealed to those who are able to see it. This ability to perceive God’s presence, Father Pat suggests, is shaped by our own vision—our spiritual perception. Just as people experience the same event differently, some with joy and others with dismay, our capacity to see God’s glory often depends on the state of our own hearts.
He challenges the often misused theological claims that “God doesn’t give us more than we can handle,” pointing out the tragic reality that many do face what feels unbearable. Instead, he argues, life itself brings suffering, but discipleship means choosing how we respond. The Greek root of "discipline" is akin to "discipleship," not punishment. Every hardship can be an opportunity to deepen our reliance on God, not because God has authored the suffering, but because God walks with us through it.
Father Pat emphasizes that the grace of God often manifests through our own resilience, our community, and our emotional and spiritual tools—what some might now call an "emotional toolbox." This grace is not just an external gift but something embedded in the very fabric of our being. We are not merely survivors of life’s tragedies; we are those who have “lived over” them—thrived in the face of them. Our survival is not an accident; it is a testament to the grace within us.
He illustrates this with humor and humility, reminding us that we often forget our own history of overcoming. When the next crisis comes, we are tempted to panic, forgetting that we have faced similar or worse before. The deceiver tells us to only see the problem; God reminds us of who we are—children of grace, capable and supported.
Even the parable’s apparent harshness—that the door will be shut—gives way to hope. Jesus closes with the inversion: the last will be first, and the first will be last. This is not a warning of eternal exclusion but a reminder that everyone's journey is different. Some may take longer, struggle more, or arrive later, but the invitation to the Kingdom remains.
Finally, Father Pat invites us to stop asking whether we can merely survive our faith journey, and instead ask how we can flourish. God’s grace is not about scraping by but about thriving in our identity as beloved creations. Our resilience, our past victories, our inner strength—all are reflections of divine grace. We are not spiritual beggars at the gate of Heaven hoping for scraps; we are invited guests, bearing the image of God, with a seat reserved at the banquet....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1033.93994140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to the Lord. That very day, the first day of the week, two of Jesus' disciples were going to a village seven miles from Jerusalem called Emmaus, and they were conversing about all the things that had occurred. And it happened that while they were conversing and debating, Jesus himself drew near and walked with them, but their eyes were prevented from recognizing him. He asked them, what are you discussing as you walk along? They stopped, looking downcast. One of them, named Cleopas, said to him in reply, are you the only visitor to Jerusalem who does not know of the things that have taken place there in these days? And he replied to them, what sort of things? They said to him, the things that happened to Jesus, the Nazarene, who was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people. How our chief priests and rulers both handed him over to a sentence of death and crucified him. But we were hoping that he would be the one to redeem Israel. And besides all this, it is now the third day since this took place. Some women from our group, however, have astounded us. They were at the tomb early in the morning and did not find his body. They came back and reported that they had indeed seen a vision of angels who announced that he was alive. Then some of those with us went to the tomb and found things just as the women had described, but him they did not see. And he said to them, oh, how foolish you are. How slow of heart to believe all that the prophets spoke. Was it not necessary that Christ should suffer these things and enter into his glory? Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets, he interpreted to them what referred to him in all the scriptures. As they approached the village to which they were going, he gave the impression that he was going on farther. But they urged him, stay with us, for it is nearly evening and the day is almost over. So he went in to stay with them. And it happened that while he was with them at table, he took bread, said the blessing, broke it, and gave it to them. With that, their eyes were opened, and they recognized him, but he vanished from their sight. Then they said to each other, were not our hearts burning within us while he spoke to us on the way and opened the scripture to us? So they set out at once and returned to Jerusalem, where they found gathered together the 11 and those who were with them, who were saying the Lord has truly been raised and has appeared to Simon. Then the two recounted what had taken place on the way and how he was made known to them in the breaking of bread. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The author of the fourth gospel, who is called John, we are not quite sure who he was or whether it was even a single person, but you know, it comes out of, we get a word from John, Johannine. It comes from this Johannine community, this Johannine tradition. And it's a gospel written to the Greeks. And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a line And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a launching into a teaching a different culture about the importance of that Semitic meal ritual. You know, for us as the church, we talk about it very much as the breaking of the bread and the Eucharist. And even by the time of John, I'm not sure the Eucharist with the theology we have in place was a reality back then. They were still reenacting the meal and, you know, Trinity and all of these other things start to grow out of the community at a different pace. So while many people nowadays will tell you, this is all about that moment of the breaking of the bread, that's definitely one climax of the story. But we miss, very often, the journey that gets them there. Because many people have taken this to say, you know, when people come, they'll, you know, people who have never been to a church, it doesn't matter what is said. It doesn't matter about the community. It doesn't matter about the prayers. It doesn't matter about what they're doing in the world. They'll recognize him in that ritual. And then, so what do we do when people come and go, eh? He held up something that, you know, for someone who's not Christian, they'd probably say, you know, show me a miracle. Whatever that is, turn it into bread. Because it doesn't even look like that. You know, it's, I, if you serve that at dinner, people would not be pleased. If it were bread, you know, I'm always, I always think, well, we call it bread, but I wouldn't leave bread in that tabernacle for weeks on end and serve it. You know, I mean, I might, it would depend on the dinner. But, you know, you've got this sense of what would you do? So people come and they think, well, what if the ritual doesn't hit them? Many of you know, I have a branch of my family that is in the Mormon church, and, which means, I didn't get through my teenage years without lots of visits from elders. And I think I succeeded in irritating most of them. But, you know, the pitch of that evangelical thrust is usually the same, which is, you know, we would like you to read the Book of Mormon. And, you know, when you read this, trust me, the Spirit will talk to you. You'll be converted. And so I read it, and I said, so what if, what if it didn't hit me? I read it, I didn't get, I didn't get my big runner's high moment. And the answer, well, you know, I think we can help you pray for you. In other words, if this hits you, it hits you, and see, our theology is proven. If it doesn't, we'll figure out what's wrong with you until it does. And that's often what we do at the Eucharist. You'll watch us receive communion, and you'll see Jesus. And I'm not sure we really even believe that experientially. I don't think we've seen it. I don't think we've talked about Catholicism to people. And then years later, they finally saw the ritual and went, that's it. We're taught about the ritual, and that's really what this is about. It's not about a magic moment that will, you know, the Holy Spirit, William Barclay once said, the Holy Spirit is not a gate crasher that will bust into your heart and control you whether you like it or not. You know, it's, so how do we bring people to the Eucharist? And the story has more to do with the windup. Here we have these two people on the road who have just gone through, you know, probably the most emotional rollercoaster of their life. You know, they've been through these great times with Jesus and the Last Supper and, you know, then the horrible Good Friday, and then, you know, they're hearing whispers of resurrection and they're all over the place. And they run into someone who seems to be unaware of anything going on. So they fill him in and say, here's what's happened this week. Here's what we've experienced. And he says, eh, I think you've got it all wrong. And he starts really kind of taking them to task. Oh, you know, I mean, I think when I've just met someone on the road, oh, how slow and foolish you are. It's not a great opening to dialogue. The story has Jesus, you know, the way the story's written, and that's why you have to understand this culture, when we hear it in modern terms, we go, diplomatic skill's not so good in this story. But they listen to him. They listen to the content. It's clear he's not thinking like they are. And at the end of the journey, he's going on and they're going in for the night. And that, I think, is the graced moment. Here we have travelers who, even in the midst of everything they've gone through, encounter someone who clearly challenges them on all of their beliefs. And their response is, well, come have dinner with us. Let's continue this. They're open to the experience of Jesus at that moment. He didn't pull up the bread and magically hit them with the scales falling from their eyes, and they can now see the truth, because the miracle of the meal, but the miracle of the openness. You can imagine. I mean, we look at our church, we look at our country, and when someone comes at us saying, I actually think the way the other side does, we go, thank you, I've got dinner with friends tonight. You know, I can't tell you how many people have said to me, well, you know, I don't know what to do with my best friend because they're a Democrat or they're a Republican. And we just can't talk anymore. The Emmaus journey is not a journey between a bunch of people who all think alike. What gets them to the table is their ability to be open to something beyond their own way of thinking. In politics today, they talk a lot about people in their bubbles. I like to talk a lot about people in their tribal thinking. They all have their favorite tribe. Either their favorite tribe is Catholic or Republican or Democrat or Protestant, and it gets narrower and narrower. And it's, well, it's got to be, it's not just Republican. I'm an alt-right, alt-conservative Catholic. I am a super liberal social justice Methodist. And the smaller we get our tribe, because I think what's happened is both our church and our country have grown large enough that we can no longer tap into that for identity. We all want something smaller to belong to. So we'll say we're proud to be Americans, but first I edited all the Americans who disagree with me out of my mind, and I'm very proud to be what's left. And both sides do that. Both sides are not very proud of the other side of the fence right now. You know, I am proud to be one of my kind of Americans. It just doesn't have the same sort of ring, does it? I'm very proud to be my kind of Catholic. The rest of you I'm a little concerned about, but I am very proud. Because our need for identity, it just doesn't get met right now by such a large group. And we don't think alike, and we've lost the ability to say, hey, of course we don't think alike. That doesn't mean we don't support each other. Now, in small groups, this can work. Not every family, but there are. I've encountered over a dozen healthy families in 20 years. I mean, there are healthy families out there who disagree radically, and they don't stop supporting each other. They don't wish ill on one another. They just disagree. And probably it's stronger. I worry about the younger generations now that don't have that experience of sitting around table night after night after night, you know? Or they're sitting around table, but by themselves. Because, you know, there was three soccer practices, two piano lessons, and, you know. We, that idea that, you know, one of the things, I've told you both my parents were severe, severe alcoholics that really got their lives together later in life. And so the years that I was growing up, there wasn't a lot of bonding, but they were high-functioning alcoholics. And in their generation, alcoholism was kind of a social skill. So, you know, I don't harbor anger there. There's a lot of relational things that didn't happen. So there's some closeness that might have happened when I was eight or nine that didn't. But when I look at that dynamic of how high-functioning they were, and I mean, they might be passed out by seven in the evening. But in all those years, my dad never missed a day of work. And my mother, with seven children, had a meal on the table every single night. And she'd go weeks on end without repeating a recipe. Not for lack of memory, it wasn't that bad. But, you know, in the 1970s, when most of us thought dinner was something brown, something white, and something green, she was cooking Greek food and Asian food and, you know, Mexican food and Italian. She was just, oh, just loved to cook. And so we always, this group of siblings that have nothing in common but history. I mean, if I lined up the seven jobs of the seven of us, you'd go, okay, let a geneticist look at that mess and try and figure it out. We have nothing, no common interests. My older brother still just wants me to get rid of this religion stuff and go hunting with him. You can just see that, can't you? Maybe if he were in front of the gun, there's a possibility. We just see nothing eye to eye. It's that we just don't have anything in common. We get together and we all get along. And it's from those nights around table. And it's not that we were a family where anyone would say, what did you do today? It was more banter and this and that. But, you know, as we grew older, it might be trivial pursuits or uno. There was something around table that happened. And we don't agree on a lot of stuff, but we can get to the table. And that's the Emmaus journey, when we disagree. When someone says, oh, you've got it all wrong. Can we still get to the table? Because if we can't, there's no encounter, there's no chance of the encounter with Christ if we can't get to the table. Political terms, they can call it reaching across the aisle, but can we get to the table? Or is our identity, we're going to stop those people? Is the identity of everyone right now who we can stop in the world? And that's politically, that's religiously. I can't tell you the number of people who identify their Catholicism by the groups we're going to fight. We can all figure out who we'd like to be at war with. There are just so many possibilities nowadays. The choices are endless. Or we can say, how do we get to the table with the people we don't agree with on the journey? Can we listen and say, well, I don't agree, but there is some truth there. OK, that point they had. Most of us, again, no matter which side of a political or religious fence you were on, most of us had at least one or two topics that when they came up politically, we thought, oh, our candidate doesn't do real well on this. I hope they don't ask it tonight. Rather than saying, huh, maybe I should call my own candidates to correction. Our tribal identity was too strong. And I always say every year at the Feast of the Holy Family, the only family that's truly holy is the one that includes every member of humanity. How big is our tribe? Religion invites us to belong to something larger. And I think we're at a crisis because people are trying to find their identities in something smaller. It's just cleaner. It's easier. A community of three people is so much less difficult than a church of one billion. What are we willing to belong to? And how large? If I need to be always right, I'm thinking a community of one. And even we don't agree all the time. That'll scare you. If I need to agree, my tribe will be minuscule. If I can disagree on the journey and still get to the table, our tribe could be larger. With the help of God, it could be universal. We could finally see the Eucharist, but we won't get there until we can enjoy the journey with those with whom we may never agree. Agreeing and respecting are two different things. Agreement will get us all sorts of things in the world. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to the Lord.
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That very day, the first day of the week,
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two of Jesus' disciples were going
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to a village seven miles from Jerusalem called Emmaus,
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and they were conversing about all the things that
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had occurred.
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And it happened that while they were conversing and debating,
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Jesus himself drew near and walked with them,
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but their eyes were prevented from recognizing him.
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He asked them, what are you discussing
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as you walk along?
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They stopped, looking downcast.
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One of them, named Cleopas, said to him in reply,
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are you the only visitor to Jerusalem
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who does not know of the things that have taken place there
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in these days?
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And he replied to them, what sort of things?
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They said to him, the things that
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happened to Jesus, the Nazarene, who
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was a prophet mighty in deed and word
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before God and all the people.
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How our chief priests and rulers both handed him
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over to a sentence of death and crucified him.
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But we were hoping that he would be the one to redeem Israel.
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And besides all this, it is now the third day
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since this took place.
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Some women from our group, however, have astounded us.
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They were at the tomb early in the morning
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and did not find his body.
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They came back and reported that they had indeed
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seen a vision of angels who announced that he was alive.
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Then some of those with us went to the tomb
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and found things just as the women had described,
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but him they did not see.
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And he said to them, oh, how foolish you are.
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How slow of heart to believe all that the prophets spoke.
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Was it not necessary that Christ should suffer these things
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and enter into his glory?
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Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets,
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he interpreted to them what referred
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to him in all the scriptures.
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As they approached the village to which they were going,
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he gave the impression that he was going on farther.
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But they urged him, stay with us, for it is nearly evening
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and the day is almost over.
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So he went in to stay with them.
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And it happened that while he was with them at table,
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he took bread, said the blessing, broke it,
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and gave it to them.
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With that, their eyes were opened,
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and they recognized him, but he vanished from their sight.
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Then they said to each other, were not our hearts
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burning within us while he spoke to us on the way
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and opened the scripture to us?
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So they set out at once and returned to Jerusalem,
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where they found gathered together the 11
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and those who were with them, who
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were saying the Lord has truly been raised
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and has appeared to Simon.
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Then the two recounted what had taken place on the way
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and how he was made known to them in the breaking of bread.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The author of the fourth gospel, who is called John,
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we are not quite sure who he was or whether it was even
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a single person, but you know, it comes out of,
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we get a word from John, Johannine.
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It comes from this Johannine community,
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this Johannine tradition.
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And it's a gospel written to the Greeks.
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And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a line
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And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a launching
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into a teaching a different culture
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about the importance of that Semitic meal ritual.
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You know, for us as the church, we
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talk about it very much as the breaking
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of the bread and the Eucharist.
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And even by the time of John, I'm
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not sure the Eucharist with the theology we have in place
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was a reality back then.
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They were still reenacting the meal and, you know,
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Trinity and all of these other things
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start to grow out of the community at a different pace.
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So while many people nowadays will tell you,
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this is all about that moment of the breaking of the bread,
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that's definitely one climax of the story.
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But we miss, very often, the journey that gets them there.
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Because many people have taken this to say, you know,
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when people come, they'll, you know,
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people who have never been to a church,
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it doesn't matter what is said.
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It doesn't matter about the community.
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It doesn't matter about the prayers.
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It doesn't matter about what they're doing in the world.
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They'll recognize him in that ritual.
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And then, so what do we do when people come and go, eh?
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He held up something that, you know,
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for someone who's not Christian, they'd probably say,
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you know, show me a miracle.
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Whatever that is, turn it into bread.
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Because it doesn't even look like that.
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You know, it's, I, if you serve that at dinner,
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people would not be pleased.
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If it were bread, you know, I'm always, I always think,
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well, we call it bread, but I wouldn't leave bread
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in that tabernacle for weeks on end and serve it.
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You know, I mean, I might, it would depend on the dinner.
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But, you know, you've got this sense of what would you do?
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So people come and they think,
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well, what if the ritual doesn't hit them?
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Many of you know, I have a branch of my family
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that is in the Mormon church, and, which means,
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I didn't get through my teenage years
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without lots of visits from elders.
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And I think I succeeded in irritating most of them.
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But, you know, the pitch of that evangelical thrust
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is usually the same, which is, you know,
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we would like you to read the Book of Mormon.
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And, you know, when you read this,
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trust me, the Spirit will talk to you.
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You'll be converted.
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And so I read it, and I said,
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so what if, what if it didn't hit me?
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I read it, I didn't get,
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I didn't get my big runner's high moment.
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And the answer, well, you know,
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I think we can help you pray for you.
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In other words, if this hits you, it hits you,
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and see, our theology is proven.
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If it doesn't, we'll figure out what's wrong with you
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until it does.
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And that's often what we do at the Eucharist.
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You'll watch us receive communion,
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and you'll see Jesus.
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And I'm not sure we really even believe that experientially.
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I don't think we've seen it.
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I don't think we've talked about Catholicism to people.
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And then years later, they finally saw the ritual
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and went, that's it.
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We're taught about the ritual,
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and that's really what this is about.
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It's not about a magic moment that will,
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you know, the Holy Spirit, William Barclay once said,
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the Holy Spirit is not a gate crasher
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that will bust into your heart and control you
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whether you like it or not.
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You know, it's, so how do we bring people to the Eucharist?
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And the story has more to do with the windup.
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Here we have these two people on the road
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who have just gone through, you know,
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probably the most emotional rollercoaster of their life.
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You know, they've been through these great times with Jesus
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and the Last Supper and, you know,
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then the horrible Good Friday,
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and then, you know, they're hearing whispers of resurrection
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and they're all over the place.
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And they run into someone who seems to be
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unaware of anything going on.
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So they fill him in and say,
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here's what's happened this week.
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Here's what we've experienced.
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And he says, eh, I think you've got it all wrong.
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And he starts really kind of taking them to task.
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Oh, you know, I mean, I think when I've just met someone
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on the road, oh, how slow and foolish you are.
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It's not a great opening to dialogue.
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The story has Jesus, you know, the way the story's written,
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and that's why you have to understand this culture,
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when we hear it in modern terms, we go,
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diplomatic skill's not so good in this story.
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But they listen to him.
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They listen to the content.
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It's clear he's not thinking like they are.
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And at the end of the journey, he's going on
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and they're going in for the night.
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And that, I think, is the graced moment.
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Here we have travelers who, even in the midst of everything
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they've gone through, encounter someone
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who clearly challenges them on all of their beliefs.
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And their response is, well, come have dinner with us.
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Let's continue this.
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They're open to the experience of Jesus at that moment.
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He didn't pull up the bread and magically hit them
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with the scales falling from their eyes,
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and they can now see the truth, because the miracle
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of the meal, but the miracle of the openness.
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You can imagine.
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I mean, we look at our church, we look at our country,
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and when someone comes at us saying,
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I actually think the way the other side does, we go,
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thank you, I've got dinner with friends tonight.
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You know, I can't tell you how many people have said to me,
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well, you know, I don't know what to do with my best friend
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because they're a Democrat or they're a Republican.
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And we just can't talk anymore.
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The Emmaus journey is not a journey
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between a bunch of people who all think alike.
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What gets them to the table is their ability
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to be open to something beyond their own way of thinking.
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In politics today, they talk a lot
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about people in their bubbles.
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I like to talk a lot about people in their tribal thinking.
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They all have their favorite tribe.
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Either their favorite tribe is Catholic or Republican
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or Democrat or Protestant, and it gets narrower and narrower.
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And it's, well, it's got to be, it's not just Republican.
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I'm an alt-right, alt-conservative Catholic.
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I am a super liberal social justice Methodist.
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And the smaller we get our tribe,
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because I think what's happened is both our church
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and our country have grown large enough
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that we can no longer tap into that for identity.
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We all want something smaller to belong to.
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So we'll say we're proud to be Americans,
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but first I edited all the Americans
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who disagree with me out of my mind,
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and I'm very proud to be what's left.
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And both sides do that.
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Both sides are not very proud of the other side
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of the fence right now.
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You know, I am proud to be one of my kind of Americans.
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It just doesn't have the same sort of ring, does it?
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I'm very proud to be my kind of Catholic.
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The rest of you I'm a little concerned about,
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but I am very proud.
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Because our need for identity,
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it just doesn't get met right now by such a large group.
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And we don't think alike, and we've lost the ability to say,
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hey, of course we don't think alike.
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That doesn't mean we don't support each other.
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Now, in small groups, this can work.
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Not every family, but there are.
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I've encountered over a dozen healthy families in 20 years.
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I mean, there are healthy families out there
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who disagree radically,
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and they don't stop supporting each other.
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They don't wish ill on one another.
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They just disagree.
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And probably it's stronger.
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I worry about the younger generations now
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that don't have that experience of sitting around table
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night after night after night, you know?
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Or they're sitting around table, but by themselves.
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Because, you know, there was three soccer practices,
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two piano lessons, and, you know.
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We, that idea that, you know, one of the things,
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I've told you both my parents were severe,
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severe alcoholics that really got their lives together
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later in life.
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And so the years that I was growing up,
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there wasn't a lot of bonding,
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but they were high-functioning alcoholics.
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And in their generation,
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alcoholism was kind of a social skill.
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So, you know, I don't harbor anger there.
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There's a lot of relational things that didn't happen.
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So there's some closeness that might have happened
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when I was eight or nine that didn't.
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But when I look at that dynamic
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of how high-functioning they were,
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and I mean, they might be passed out by seven in the evening.
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But in all those years, my dad never missed a day of work.
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And my mother, with seven children,
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had a meal on the table every single night.
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And she'd go weeks on end without repeating a recipe.
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Not for lack of memory, it wasn't that bad.
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But, you know, in the 1970s,
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when most of us thought dinner was something brown,
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something white, and something green,
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she was cooking Greek food and Asian food
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and, you know, Mexican food and Italian.
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She was just, oh, just loved to cook.
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And so we always, this group of siblings
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that have nothing in common but history.
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I mean, if I lined up the seven jobs of the seven of us,
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you'd go, okay, let a geneticist look at that mess
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and try and figure it out.
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We have nothing, no common interests.
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My older brother still just wants me
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to get rid of this religion stuff
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and go hunting with him.
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You can just see that, can't you?
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Maybe if he were in front of the gun, there's a possibility.
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We just see nothing eye to eye.
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It's that we just don't have anything in common.
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We get together and we all get along.
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And it's from those nights around table.
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And it's not that we were a family
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where anyone would say, what did you do today?
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It was more banter and this and that.
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But, you know, as we grew older,
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it might be trivial pursuits or uno.
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There was something around table that happened.
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And we don't agree on a lot of stuff,
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but we can get to the table.
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And that's the Emmaus journey, when we disagree.
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When someone says, oh, you've got it all wrong.
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Can we still get to the table?
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Because if we can't, there's no encounter,
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there's no chance of the encounter with Christ
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if we can't get to the table.
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Political terms, they can call it reaching across the aisle,
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but can we get to the table?
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Or is our identity, we're going to stop those people?
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Is the identity of everyone right now
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who we can stop in the world?
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And that's politically, that's religiously.
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I can't tell you the number of people
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who identify their Catholicism by the groups
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we're going to fight.
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We can all figure out who we'd like to be at war with.
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There are just so many possibilities nowadays.
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The choices are endless.
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Or we can say, how do we get to the table with the people
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we don't agree with on the journey?
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Can we listen and say, well, I don't agree,
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but there is some truth there.
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OK, that point they had.
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Most of us, again, no matter which
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side of a political or religious fence you were on,
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most of us had at least one or two topics
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that when they came up politically,
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we thought, oh, our candidate doesn't do real well on this.
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I hope they don't ask it tonight.
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Rather than saying, huh, maybe I should call my own candidates
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to correction.
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Our tribal identity was too strong.
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And I always say every year at the Feast of the Holy Family,
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the only family that's truly holy
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is the one that includes every member of humanity.
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How big is our tribe?
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Religion invites us to belong to something larger.
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And I think we're at a crisis because people
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are trying to find their identities
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in something smaller.
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It's just cleaner.
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It's easier.
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A community of three people is so much less difficult
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than a church of one billion.
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What are we willing to belong to?
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And how large?
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If I need to be always right, I'm
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thinking a community of one.
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And even we don't agree all the time.
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That'll scare you.
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If I need to agree, my tribe will be minuscule.
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If I can disagree on the journey and still get to the table,
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our tribe could be larger.
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With the help of God, it could be universal.
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We could finally see the Eucharist,
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but we won't get there until we can enjoy the journey
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with those with whom we may never agree.
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Agreeing and respecting are two different things.
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Agreement will get us all sorts of things in the world.
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Mutual respect will get us to the table.
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Fr. Pat’s homily centers on the Emmaus story as a Fr. Pat’s homily centers on the Emmaus story as a profound lesson not simply about the Eucharist as a ritual, but about the journey of openness, dialogue, and relationship that leads to true encounter with Christ. He challenges the notion that the breaking of the bread alone is the magic moment of recognition, arguing instead that the real miracle lies in the disciples' willingness to walk with and listen to someone who challenges their thinking. Fr. Pat draws a parallel between the disciples’ openness and the current cultural and ecclesial fragmentation, where identity is often rooted in narrow tribal affiliations. He calls for a broader, more inclusive spiritual identity—one that embraces disagreement and difference as essential components of community. The Emmaus journey teaches us that real communion requires the courage to stay at the table, even with those who see the world differently.
In greater detail, Fr. Pat explores the Emmaus narrative from Luke’s Gospel not solely as a Eucharistic text, but as a model for how faith is formed through relationship and openness. He points out that while many interpret the climax of the story to be the recognition of Jesus in the breaking of the bread, the true transformative moment may lie in the disciples’ decision to invite the stranger—who has just challenged their beliefs—to stay with them for a meal. This act of hospitality and vulnerability opens the door to revelation. Fr. Pat uses this to critique a common assumption in both liturgical practice and evangelization: that the Eucharist, or any ritual, will automatically convert or convince. Instead, he argues, the Eucharist is not magic—it is the culmination of a relationship, of listening, of shared experience and openness.
He draws a comparison to how other religious traditions—like Mormon missionaries—assume that spiritual truth will automatically be "felt" if their sacred text is read. Similarly, Catholics sometimes assume that non-believers or disaffected Catholics will experience the presence of Christ simply by witnessing the Eucharist. But Fr. Pat suggests that unless people have been on a journey of listening, wrestling, and openness, the ritual itself may fall flat. He stresses that the Emmaus story teaches us that encounter with Christ is not built on agreement or uniformity of thought, but on shared willingness to walk together, to listen through disagreement, and to remain at the table.
Fr. Pat uses the metaphor of "the table" not just to refer to the Eucharistic table, but to the broader human and spiritual act of sitting together in community despite differences. He laments our current cultural and religious tendency to retreat into ever-smaller tribes—whether political, ideological, or religious—and how that shrinks our capacity for communion. He speaks of how many people now define their Catholicism or their national identity by who they oppose or exclude. Identity, he suggests, is increasingly formed by division rather than inclusion. This reflects a deep insecurity and a desire to belong to something small and manageable, rather than something universal and challenging.
Drawing from his own family experience—marked by difference, dysfunction, yet also deep bonds—Fr. Pat illustrates that unity does not require agreement, but repeated, habitual encounters around the table. He fondly recalls how, despite great differences in belief and lifestyle, his family could always come together around meals. That experience, he suggests, formed a kind of foundational relational theology: that communion happens not through sameness, but through shared presence and enduring connection. He worries that younger generations, who may lack regular communal meals and who are often isolated by hyperactivity or technology, might not develop the same capacity for shared life amid difference.
Politically and ecclesially, Fr. Pat critiques the impulse to define ourselves by who we are not—by the people we are ‘against.’ In this climate, reaching across the aisle or across the pew becomes harder. He challenges Catholics to ask whether we are truly forming communities capable of mutual respect, or simply echo chambers of agreement. He reminds us that the Holy Spirit does not force conversion or understanding; it works where there is openness. The Emmaus disciples did not recognize Christ because of a theological argument or a doctrinal statement, but because they walked, listened, questioned, and finally extended hospitality to someone who saw the world differently.
Ultimately, Fr. Pat suggests that if our Catholic identity is to be authentic and transformative, it must be universal, inclusive, and rooted in mutual respect, not tribal purity. The Emmaus story challenges us to walk with one another, especially with those we do not understand or agree with, and to remain open to the possibility that Christ is revealed not just in the breaking of the bread, but in the breaking open of our hearts along the journey. Only in this way can we truly become a Eucharistic people—those who are able to recognize Christ not just in ritual, but in relationship....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1326.989990234375, "text": "The Lord be with you a reading from the holy gospel according to Luke Jesus took Peter John and James and went up the mountain to pray while he was praying his face was changed in appearance and his clothing decayed dazzling white and Behold two men were conversing with him Moses and Elijah Who appeared in glory and spoke of his exodus that he was going to accomplish in Jerusalem? Peter and his companions had been overcome by sleep, but becoming fully awake They saw his glory and the two men standing with him as they were about to part from him Peter said to Jesus Master it is good that we are here. Let us make three tents one for you one for Moses and one for Elijah but he did not know what he was saying while he was still speaking a cloud came and cast a shadow over them and They became frightened when they entered the cloud Then from the cloud came a voice that said this is my chosen son Listen to him After the voice voice had spoken Jesus was found alone They fell silent and did not at that time tell anyone what they had seen The gospel of the Lord Great There is Kind of a fair amount of biblical imagery that we probably have no clue about Nowadays because it's it really isn't our culture. We we study scripture, but We study it. There's a period of time right after scripture was written where all of those Especially the Gospels were taken hostage by Greek culture That the church and whether it's our Greek Church or whether it became the Latin Church nowadays modern churches the American Church we tend to Interpret the Gospels without a clue of what the Semitic literature was of the day These are these are Jewish writings. They are Semitic. They are you you kind of have to understand The way the Jewish people wrote sermons and homilies and stories about Jesus and and the images they would use and Because we don't we lose so much of what's going on Now we sometimes can glean bits and pieces of it from from our own understanding of the gospel But you know when when Jesus is there it says Moses and Elijah are up there with him Most my life I thought well, I wonder why those two got picked So many people and especially when the church puts it with a big story by Abraham Where's Abraham in this story, you know where where are all these other big characters? Moses is the giver of the law He's the one that brings the law down from the mountains Elijah was considered the greatest and the first of the great prophets and if you ever hear in In that day when they're talking about Judaism The whole religion if they want to talk about all of it in one big clump They'll often say as you hear in Deuteronomy as you hear in the stories of Jesus that is the law and the prophets go learn it When they say the law and the prophets they mean that's everything. That's all you need to know is the law and the prophets so When Jesus is there with the law and the prophet What they're saying is that's every image you have of your faith All of these all of these devout Jewish people who are who are following Jesus the law and the prophets You know, there is there's not a rabbi in America that doesn't understand that image No, it's if you ever want to understand the Gospels sit down with a rabbi. It's their literature They understand how that's written So the law and the prophets there he is with all of their imagery off their greatest hits This would be you know, this would be for the average Catholics that you know, he's up there and there is you know the Pope and Mary Okay, you know I mean it's like what are your greatest hits the greatest hits of Judaism were Moses and Elijah and What happens is they want to build three tents? That's another image out of the Old Testament They always wanted to build a tent for the Ark of the Covenant The tent was the way to keep to give God a home with a pilgrim people You can't build God a home The way we think of one if the people he's with are on journey So building the tent the Ark the Ark of the Covenant all those these are ways to keep a kind of temple feeling With a traveling people and remember Jesus is an itinerant creature who's all over the place And so he's they say let's build tents because they're they're probably thinking we had Jesus now We've got Jesus and Elijah and Moses. We are going to take the place by storm Wait till they see who we've picked up You know, it's it's the old it's the old story. There's a there's an old joke of The Pope going out and rolling and he always has a driver and people don't realize this but certain archbishops in certain cartels depending on the Litigiousness of where they live always have drivers because if there's an accident that way they can't sue the Pope And literally there are there are people who are not allowed to drive because the lawsuit has to be against it They just couldn't couldn't do it. So but the Pope Finding just cajoles and promises been blessings and masses. He wants to try and drive the limo And so the Pope gets in and the guy driver takes the other seat. He starts driving him down the street He gets about three blocks before he runs a stop sign Now this is how I know it's a joke because running a stop sign, bro would raise an eye around for an a.m but you know, he he runs the stop sign he gets pulled over immediately and The officer comes over and talks to him for a few minutes and goes back his radio and he says we have a problem We have a huge diplomatic problem. We have pulled over. I Don't even know and they said well, what's the issue? He goes? I don't know who this guy is, but his driver is the Pope See this is bit That's the thing they're thinking. Oh my gosh get his entourage is Elijah and Moses How huge is this let's build tents, let's take them with us And says they just didn't understand this whole moment is for a moment's teaching and the voice comes from heaven And and and and and they close their eyes as the voice comes he says this is my beloved son listen to him and they open up their eyes and the law is gone and The prophets are gone and they're left with Jesus All of the images of their childhood everything that was important to them is gone Listen to this gospel Listen to the words of Jesus. I think how often we still get lost in any faith in the law Or even the prophets it's you know, when we look at the cross and it Paul says this today. He says, you know most of us still Turn our back on the cross and and We we throw that around today to mean something different than it does People say, you know, we have to embrace the cross of Jesus and usually that means whatever set of stories they want you to embrace but what he's talking about is the one central idea of Jesus on the cross, which is Yet don't even even you do good without counting the cost That was the message of the cross You do what is right? Even if you end up on the cross now, it doesn't mean you go around looking for crosses Because there are people You know, I mean it's lit. There are people creating suffering all over the place thinking it's making them holy But if you're creating the suffering So that you can be like Jesus on the cross. You are also like the people who nailed him to the cross You're creating the suffering So, you know what we do instead is we try to find something in life that will help others That will do a good in the world and there will be a cost Not I just made up the cost so I can pay it No, just if you're just needing the pace of the extra use your car loom or to get the gas station Okay, go pay lots of that, sir And we don't just we don't just create suffering to say I'm suffering like Jesus no The glory of Jesus is not that he suffered. It's that he accepted his suffering He could have gotten out of it by not doing the right thing here and there He could have you know He could have put things a certain way and whittled his way around it and probably you know You could tell that he goes up against the Pharisees if he wants to he can out argue on He knows how to get around it he doesn't need to this is what's right I'm gonna say what's right if if this is what they come after me for So no, it's it's the person on the witness stand. No, Jesus does not plead the fifth. I Can't tell the truth because it might incriminate me. Isn't it weird that that's such something like we think that that's a great honor in our system That you're allowed to head up to say let me just tell you The truth doesn't make me look good What a horrible thing to have to say You know, I I am I I can't you know, if I'm going to look good, I really should lie and and that's the church you got back on the cross Jesus is I'm gonna tell the truth and How you receive it? It's not mine to control That's not mine to control in in the law and the prophets there's all sorts of ways around this You know you did good, but you did good for your people Almost all of the prophets prophets are writing to a particular situation that says this has to stop Jesus gospel says no no feeding the poor in your community is not the mandate Starting with the poor in your community, but working for its feeding the poor of the world is the mandate It's the prophets were very Jewish based in the sense that they were telling you how you had to take care of your own people and the gospel becomes this universal this is who you're called to be in the world and You're called to go out and be a good person and there will be cost there's always cost and So you know we're called to go out and do that we're not looking for a law I always love when someone comes into the confessional if they start with Father is this a sin? Before they say another word there's two things I know the first is yes Because no one has come in and said I just gave five thousand dollars to charity it's not the same No one asks is that it's always I just kicked my mother-in-law to the curve, but let me tell you what she did And that's the second thing I know I'm about to get a very short confession and a very long justification You know what they're hoping for is a loophole in the law that says I did something I know I should have done, but maybe it wasn't a sin Maybe it was back. You know here's the line of sin, and I know I got to here But I maybe I got a close and didn't quite make it across and Jesus is how about you walk the other way? How about you just don't don't get that close we all know when we're doing things that We think we can do better And it doesn't mean that it's easy because there are times when we have to try and find a line between Supporting someone and enabling something that's bad It's not that it's easy. It's not cut and dry There are times when we are called to distance ourselves from people because our proximity is not a healthy thing for them there are there are relationships in life that are toxic and And we have to recognize those and go you know I mean when people I've never really had something come to a situation to say This is a horribly abusive situation, but it's good for them Teaching other people to be abusive is not good for them either and so we have this Moment where God says you're gonna have to let go of the law And you're gonna have to let go of the prophets which for them Would be like me say you're gonna have to let go of Mary and the Eucharist I mean it was reaching into their hearts that deeply and Say and you're gonna have to about would do good things of the world No, where Pope Francis has never said that he has said things like we need to get our priests out of the sacristies and into the streets We need to make sure that this is not our entire experience of church in a building We need to be out doing these things and it should have cost You know we we give to one another it always says Without cost you have been blessed without cost what it's really talking about is what without giving cost to others It's always cost to ourselves Jesus paid a cost On the cross and as Paul said today so many people want to turn away from that they don't they don't like that They that's why I love that lie. Your God is your stomach In other words, whatever makes me feel full and say that and whatever makes me feel safe and whatever feeds me is what I chase That's what he means when he says your God is your stomach I even even in spirituality people can be that way I get what feeds me Whenever someone says I went to this church over there for a long long time and Nothing there and there are times you go to churches and it's abusive that's different But nothing that I just don't I didn't get anything out of it. My question is always what did you bring? I don't bring anything. I come to get this is church Okay, you know, but what do we bring what do we bring and what are what are we willing to bring not just in this space but to the world I Think when we let go of the law and the prophets and we're focused on Jesus who? For all of the brilliance of his teachings. It's one of the things I love about this Pope that we have right now For all the brilliance of the teachings what they're remembered for is what they did A friend of mine says that he thinks Francis is the most visual Pope we've ever had There's this picture of him with the with the deformed guy with all the tumors all over his face You know and he he goes out to be with that person. You see him. He has to go out to be with others Although so many pokes there very I always think their first lines they get up on the they get up on the thing and they'll say You know, I am I am a man of God And they'll say, you know, I am Janice I was I am I am John Paul the second or they they get up and they say, you know I'm almost Papa. We have a pope and This guy got up and he says what a Sabbath. Good evening How are you all? It was the funniest opening for a papacy I ever seen You know where we're normal the norm is for the Pope to come out and bless the people He came out and asked them to pray for him It's a different and but it's the things they do What we'll remember are the images of I was just to say that the hardest two jobs in my lifetime in the church Were to be because he was a brilliant theologian But he didn't speak well to people would be to be Pope Benedict's PR person or Pope Francis's security He's off again He's running after those people he you know it but but it's one thing it's what we do that will be remembered I Think our Christianity becomes so much about are you believe in the right thing? Paul says when he says faith without works is dead. You're believing the right thing when you're doing the right thing. You can't divide those our what we truly believe Absolutely dictates all of our actions, so You know if I say that I believe in God, but I'm not doing anything different I must at least believe that it's not terribly urgent. I mean there's a belief. That's running that there's always a belief That's running I if if if I thought that no one would notice and really believe that no one would notice I would probably miss daily mass on Tuesday mornings It's just it's early. It's the first one of the week for me You know why do you get up and go to work every day because I believe Then I get fired otherwise That's why all people go to work at some level they can go to work because they truly believe that if they don't there's consequences so if we truly beliefs and we knack down and so what he's saying is Go don't get belief and an affection for the story confused You can have a great affection for the story of the gospel and not be chasing it not be truly believing in everything that it's telling us to do and to truly believe that Jesus is God and truly believe that Jesus tells us to go out and feed the court visit the sick and free the imprisoned and Do nothing about it our mind our mind will not hold that thiefer Our mind will see the nonce the non sequitur in our own life. It'll see the disjunct nature And so we're told it get away from the law this week Then the laws have all these punny little twists and ferns and you know, I I mentioned last week that over that was joking but you know for some people people come up to me and say Now do Sundays count on Lent? You know what when you start your Lent You make up your own Lent because there's no loop. There's no rules There's two things that Catholic hate Catholic state one is the imposition of rules and then the other is when we don't give them rules Do I receive on the tongue or on the hand your choice choice But which should we really do your choice? Which one's right? We want we want to rule on Nonsense half the time we want to rule and so we so struggle with that People will will will often say, you know, I decided to do this for Lent and this for Lent and this for Lent and then I messed up And it's so they've sinned. Well, they've sinned against their own agreement. They made with themselves You know, they they don't understand that well when someone says I didn't say all my daily prayers In which book are you looking that tells you what prayers you have to say every day? Well, I I made up a set that I say and I didn't say it and forgive yourself You know, we we sometimes make things up and say I'm gonna do this and then what we don't we think that's a sin against God It's nice if you can carry through your discipline, you know, but every time you fall off your diet is not really a sin. I hope That could keep your whole talk But but so we tend to make things up and set odd goals That's the law that he wants us to get rid of now. The Prophet are the stray voices in life you're always gonna have someone else coming to you and say I Just I in prayer God said you should do this anyone who tells you that God gave them a message for you I would be suspect. I Had never gone to prayer and have God say, you know pack it really got it all together I want to talk to you about Bob God is never going to run out of things to talk about to me Because I have been ziti to be corrected And so when someone because we'll put people tend to do is they want to put themselves in a position that says here's God Then me then you I will tell you what God said Run the other way so this is the the vision of the prophets in the law at that time in In stem work even the gospel the words that come this is the Word of Jesus listen to that I'm always surprising. So I'm gonna start reading the Bible. Don't start with Genesis start with the Gospels Learn the Gospels from there go back and learn the Old Testament because you'll understand the Gospels more but the Gospels That's our that's our connection to Jesus. And so as we as we have this moment of transfiguration Sunday we asked God to look at the images of our life. What are the images we have of God? What are the old images we've got that were great when I was seven? But didn't work for me as a teenager worked for me less by the time I was 30 How do we transfigure our images of God for different times in our life if? 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You see him. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you a reading from the holy gospel according to Luke
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Jesus took Peter John and James and went up the mountain to pray
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while he was praying his face was changed in appearance and his clothing decayed dazzling white and
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Behold two men were conversing with him Moses and Elijah
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Who appeared in glory and spoke of his exodus that he was going to accomplish in Jerusalem?
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Peter and his companions had been overcome by sleep, but becoming fully awake
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They saw his glory and the two men standing with him as they were about to part from him Peter said to Jesus
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Master it is good that we are here. Let us make three tents one for you one for Moses and one for Elijah
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but he did not know what he was saying while he was still speaking a cloud came and cast a shadow over them and
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They became frightened when they entered the cloud
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Then from the cloud came a voice that said this is my chosen son
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Listen to him
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After the voice voice had spoken
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Jesus was found alone
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They fell silent and did not at that time tell anyone what they had seen
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The gospel of the Lord
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Great
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There is
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Kind of a fair amount of biblical imagery that we probably have no clue about
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Nowadays because it's it really isn't our culture. We we study scripture, but
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We study it. There's a period of time right after scripture was written where all of those
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Especially the Gospels were taken hostage by Greek culture
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That the church and whether it's our Greek Church or whether it became the Latin Church nowadays modern churches the American Church
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we tend to
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Interpret the Gospels without a clue of what the Semitic literature was of the day
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These are these are Jewish writings. They are Semitic. They are you you kind of have to understand
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The way the Jewish people wrote sermons and homilies and stories about Jesus and and the images they would use and
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Because we don't we lose so much of what's going on
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Now we sometimes can glean bits and pieces of it from from our own understanding of the gospel
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But you know when when Jesus is there it says Moses and Elijah are up there with him
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Most my life I thought well, I wonder why those two got picked
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So many people and especially when the church puts it with a big story by Abraham
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Where's Abraham in this story, you know where where are all these other big characters?
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Moses is the giver of the law
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He's the one that brings the law down from the mountains
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Elijah was considered the greatest and the first of the great prophets and if you ever hear in
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In that day when they're talking about Judaism
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The whole religion if they want to talk about all of it in one big clump
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They'll often say as you hear in Deuteronomy as you hear in the stories of Jesus that is the law and the prophets go learn
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it
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When they say the law and the prophets they mean that's everything. That's all you need to know is the law and the prophets
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so
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When Jesus is there with the law and the prophet
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What they're saying is that's every image you have of your faith
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All of these all of these devout Jewish people who are who are following Jesus the law and the prophets
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You know, there is there's not a rabbi in America that doesn't understand that image
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No, it's if you ever want to understand the Gospels sit down with a rabbi. It's their literature
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They understand how that's written
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So the law and the prophets there he is with all of their imagery off their greatest hits
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This would be you know, this would be for the average Catholics that you know, he's up there and there is you know
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the Pope and Mary
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Okay, you know I mean it's like what are your greatest hits the greatest hits of Judaism were Moses and Elijah and
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What happens is they want to build three tents? That's another image out of the Old Testament
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They always wanted to build a tent for the Ark of the Covenant
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The tent was the way to keep to give God a home with a pilgrim people
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You can't build God a home
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The way we think of one if the people he's with are on journey
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So building the tent the Ark the Ark of the Covenant all those these are ways to keep a kind of temple feeling
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With a traveling people and remember Jesus is an itinerant creature who's all over the place
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And so he's they say let's build tents because they're they're probably thinking we had Jesus now
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We've got Jesus and Elijah and Moses. We are going to take the place by storm
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Wait till they see who we've picked up
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You know, it's it's the old it's the old story. There's a there's an old joke of
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The Pope going out and rolling and he always has a driver and people don't realize this but certain archbishops in certain
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cartels depending on the
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Litigiousness of where they live always have drivers because if there's an accident that way they can't sue the Pope
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And literally there are there are people who are not allowed to drive because the lawsuit has to be against it
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They just couldn't couldn't do it. So but the Pope
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Finding just cajoles and promises been blessings and masses. He wants to try and drive the limo
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And so the Pope gets in and the guy driver takes the other seat. He starts driving him down the street
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He gets about three blocks before he runs a stop sign
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Now this is how I know it's a joke because running a stop sign, bro would raise an eye around for an a.m
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but you know, he he runs the stop sign he gets pulled over immediately and
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The officer comes over and talks to him for a few minutes and goes back his radio and he says we have a problem
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We have a huge diplomatic problem. We have pulled over. I
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Don't even know and they said well, what's the issue? He goes? I don't know who this guy is, but his driver is the Pope
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See this is bit
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That's the thing they're thinking. Oh my gosh get his entourage is Elijah and Moses
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How huge is this let's build tents, let's take them with us
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And says they just didn't understand this whole moment is for a moment's teaching and the voice comes from heaven
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And and and and and they close their eyes as the voice comes
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he says this is my beloved son listen to him and they open up their eyes and the law is gone and
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The prophets are gone and they're left with Jesus
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All of the images of their childhood everything that was important to them is gone
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Listen to this gospel
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Listen to the words of Jesus. I think how often we still get lost in any faith in the law
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Or even the prophets it's you know, when we look at the cross and it Paul says this today. He says, you know
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most of us still
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Turn our back on the cross and and
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We we throw that around today to mean something different than it does
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People say, you know, we have to embrace the cross of Jesus and usually that means whatever set of stories they want you to embrace
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but what he's talking about is the one central idea of Jesus on the cross, which is
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Yet don't even even you do good without counting the cost
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That was the message of the cross
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You do what is right?
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Even if you end up on the cross now, it doesn't mean you go around looking for crosses
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Because there are people
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You know, I mean it's lit. There are people creating suffering all over the place thinking it's making them holy
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But if you're creating the suffering
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So that you can be like Jesus on the cross. You are also like the people who nailed him to the cross
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You're creating the suffering
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So, you know what we do instead is we try to find something in life that will help others
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That will do a good in the world and there will be a cost
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Not I just made up the cost so I can pay it
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No, just if you're just needing the pace of the extra use your car loom or to get the gas station
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Okay, go pay lots of that, sir
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And we don't just we don't just create suffering to say I'm suffering like Jesus no
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The glory of Jesus is not that he suffered. It's that he accepted his suffering
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He could have gotten out of it by not doing the right thing here and there
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He could have you know
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He could have put things a certain way and whittled his way around it and probably you know
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You could tell that he goes up against the Pharisees if he wants to he can out argue on
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He knows how to get around it he doesn't need to this is what's right
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I'm gonna say what's right if if this is what they come after me for
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So no, it's it's the person on the witness stand. No, Jesus does not plead the fifth. I
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Can't tell the truth because it might incriminate me. Isn't it weird that that's such something like we think that that's a great honor in
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our system
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That you're allowed to head up to say let me just tell you
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The truth doesn't make me look good
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What a horrible thing to have to say
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You know, I I am I I can't you know, if I'm going to look good, I really should lie
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and and that's the church you got back on the cross Jesus is I'm gonna tell the truth and
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How you receive it? It's not mine to control
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That's not mine to control in in the law and the prophets there's all sorts of ways around this
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You know you did good, but you did good for your people
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Almost all of the prophets prophets are writing to a particular situation that says this has to stop
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Jesus gospel says no no feeding the poor in your community is not the mandate
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Starting with the poor in your community, but working for its feeding the poor of the world is the mandate
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It's the prophets were very
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Jewish based in the sense that they were telling you how you had to take care of your own people and the gospel becomes this
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universal this is who you're called to be in the world and
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You're called to go out and be a good person and there will be cost
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there's always cost and
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So you know we're called to go out and do that we're not looking for a law
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I always love when someone comes into the confessional if they start with
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Father is this a sin?
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Before they say another word there's two things I know the first is yes
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Because no one has come in and said I just gave five thousand dollars to charity it's not the same
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No one asks is that it's always I just kicked my mother-in-law to the curve, but let me tell you what she did
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And that's the second thing I know I'm about to get a very short confession and a very long justification
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You know what they're hoping for is a loophole in the law that says I did something
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I know I should have done, but maybe it wasn't a sin
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Maybe it was back. You know here's the line of sin, and I know I got to here
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But I maybe I got a close and didn't quite make it across and Jesus is how about you walk the other way?
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How about you just don't don't get that close we all know when we're doing things that
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We think we can do better
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And it doesn't mean that it's easy because there are times when we have to try and find a line between
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Supporting someone and enabling something that's bad
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It's not that it's easy. It's not cut and dry
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There are times when we are called to distance ourselves from people because our proximity is not a healthy thing for them
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there are there are relationships in life that are toxic and
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And we have to recognize those and go you know I mean when people I've never really had something come to a situation to say
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This is a horribly abusive situation, but it's good for them
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Teaching other people to be abusive is not good for them either and so we have this
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Moment where God says you're gonna have to let go of the law
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And you're gonna have to let go of the prophets which for them
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Would be like me say you're gonna have to let go of Mary and the Eucharist
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I mean it was reaching into their hearts that deeply and
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Say and you're gonna have to about would do good things of the world
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No, where Pope Francis has never said that he has said things like we need to get our priests out of the sacristies and into
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the streets
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We need to make sure that this is not our entire experience of church in a building
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We need to be out doing these things and it should have cost
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You know we we give to one another it always says
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Without cost you have been blessed without cost what it's really talking about is what without giving cost to others
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It's always cost to ourselves
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Jesus paid a cost
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On the cross and as Paul said today so many people want to turn away from that they don't they don't like that
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They that's why I love that lie. Your God is your stomach
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In other words, whatever makes me feel full and say that and whatever makes me feel safe and whatever feeds me is what I chase
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That's what he means when he says your God is your stomach
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I even even in spirituality people can be that way I get what feeds me
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Whenever someone says I went to this church over there for a long long time and
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Nothing there and there are times you go to churches and it's abusive that's different
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But nothing that I just don't I didn't get anything out of it. My question is always what did you bring?
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I don't bring anything. I come to get this is church
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Okay, you know, but what do we bring what do we bring and what are what are we willing to bring not just in this space
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but to the world I
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Think when we let go of the law and the prophets and we're focused on Jesus who?
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For all of the brilliance of his teachings. It's one of the things I love about this Pope that we have right now
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For all the brilliance of the teachings what they're remembered for is what they did
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A friend of mine says that he thinks Francis is the most visual Pope we've ever had
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There's this picture of him with the with the deformed guy with all the tumors all over his face
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You know and he he goes out to be with that person. You see him. He has to go out to be with others
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Although so many pokes there very I always think their first lines they get up on the they get up on the thing and they'll say
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You know, I am I am a man of God
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And they'll say, you know, I am
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Janice I was I am I am John Paul the second or they they get up and they say, you know
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I'm almost Papa. We have a pope and
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This guy got up and he says what a Sabbath. Good evening
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How are you all?
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It was the funniest opening for a papacy I ever seen
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You know where we're normal the norm is for the Pope to come out and bless the people
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He came out and asked them to pray for him
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It's a different and but it's the things they do
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What we'll remember are the images of I was just to say that the hardest two jobs in my lifetime in the church
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Were to be because he was a brilliant theologian
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But he didn't speak well to people would be to be Pope Benedict's PR person or Pope Francis's security
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He's off again
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He's running after those people he you know it but but it's one thing it's what we do that will be remembered I
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Think our Christianity becomes so much about are you believe in the right thing?
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Paul says when he says faith without works is dead. You're believing the right thing when you're doing the right thing. You can't divide those
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our what we truly believe
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Absolutely dictates all of our actions, so
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You know if I say that I believe in God, but I'm not doing anything different
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I must at least believe that it's not terribly urgent. I mean there's a belief. That's running that there's always a belief
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That's running
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I if if if I thought that no one would notice and really believe that no one would notice I would probably miss daily mass
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on Tuesday mornings
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It's just it's early. It's the first one of the week for me
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You know why do you get up and go to work every day because I believe
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Then I get fired otherwise
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That's why all people go to work at some level they can go to work because they truly believe that if they don't there's consequences
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so if we truly beliefs and we knack down and so what he's saying is
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Go don't get belief and an affection for the story confused
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You can have a great affection for the story of the gospel and not be chasing it not be truly believing in
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everything that it's telling us to do and to truly believe that Jesus is God and
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truly believe that Jesus tells us to go out and feed the court visit the sick and free the imprisoned and
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Do nothing about it our mind our mind will not hold that thiefer
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Our mind will see the nonce the non sequitur in our own life. It'll see the disjunct nature
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And so we're told it get away from the law this week
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Then the laws have all these punny little twists and ferns and you know, I I mentioned last week that over that was joking
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but you know for some people
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people come up to me and say
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Now do Sundays count on Lent?
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You know what when you start your Lent
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You make up your own Lent because there's no loop. There's no rules
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There's two things that Catholic hate
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Catholic state one is the imposition of rules and then the other is when we don't give them rules
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Do I receive on the tongue or on the hand your choice choice
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But which should we really do your choice? Which one's right?
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We want we want to rule on
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Nonsense half the time we want to rule and so we so struggle with that
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People will will will often say, you know, I decided to do this for Lent and this for Lent and this for Lent and then I messed up
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And it's so they've sinned. Well, they've sinned against their own agreement. They made with themselves
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You know, they they don't understand that well when someone says I didn't say all my daily prayers
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In which book are you looking that tells you what prayers you have to say every day?
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Well, I I made up a set that I say and I didn't say it and forgive yourself
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You know, we we sometimes make things up and say I'm gonna do this and then what we don't we think that's a sin against
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God
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It's nice if you can carry through your discipline, you know, but every time you fall off your diet is not really a sin. I
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hope
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That could keep your whole talk
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But but so we tend to make things up and set odd goals
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That's the law that he wants us to get rid of now. The Prophet are the stray voices in life
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you're always gonna have someone else coming to you and say I
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Just I in prayer God said you should do this anyone who tells you that God gave them a message for you
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I would be suspect. I
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Had never gone to prayer and have God say, you know pack it really got it all together
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I want to talk to you about Bob
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God is never going to run out of things to talk about to me
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Because I have been ziti to be corrected
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And so when someone because we'll put people tend to do is they want to put themselves in a position that says here's God
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Then me then you I will tell you what God said
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Run the other way
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so
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this is the the vision of the prophets in the law at that time in
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In stem work even the gospel the words that come this is the Word of Jesus listen to that
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I'm always surprising. So I'm gonna start reading the Bible. Don't start with Genesis start with the Gospels
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Learn the Gospels from there go back and learn the Old Testament because you'll understand the Gospels more but the Gospels
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That's our that's our connection to Jesus. And so as we as we have this moment of transfiguration
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Sunday we asked God to look at the images of our life. What are the images we have of God?
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What are the old images we've got that were great when I was seven?
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But didn't work for me as a teenager worked for me less by the time I was 30
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How do we transfigure our images of God for different times in our life if?
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Your image of God isn't growing
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It's gonna fall away as those images of Moses and Elijah did
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The gospel is a living thing and if we follow it it will give us more than enough mission for every day of our life
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transfiguratio Father Pat’s message centers on the transfiguration of Jesus as a pivotal moment of transformation—not just for Christ, but for the disciples and for all believers. He emphasizes that this Gospel passage is not merely about a miraculous event, but a profound spiritual invitation to move beyond the comfort of religious structures (the law and the prophets) and into a living relationship with Jesus himself. Father Pat critiques how modern Christians, like Peter on the mountain, often cling to old forms, rituals, and rules rather than embracing the radical call of the Gospel. He challenges us to stop seeking loopholes in law or comfort in tradition, and instead to listen to the voice of God saying, “This is my Son. Listen to him.” The true Christian life, he explains, is not about rule-following or prophetic pronouncements, but about living with integrity, accepting the cost of discipleship, and being transformed into people whose actions reflect their faith.
The detailed message Father Pat delivers is a rich spiritual and theological reflection on the Gospel of the Transfiguration, drawing from Luke’s account. He begins by pointing out that contemporary Christians often miss the depth of scriptural imagery because we interpret it through modern or Greco-Roman lenses, rather than through the Semitic, Jewish context in which it was written. In the transfiguration story, Jesus appears with Moses and Elijah—symbolizing "the Law and the Prophets"—which was shorthand in Jewish thought for the totality of divine revelation. Thus, their presence signifies the full weight of Israelite religious tradition. Peter’s desire to build three tents reflects the ancient Jewish practice of creating sacred spaces—like the Tabernacle or the Tent of Meeting—to honor God’s presence among a pilgrim people. But Peter misunderstands the moment. He wants to contain and preserve the experience, not realizing that the point is not to dwell in the past but to move forward with Jesus.
Father Pat underscores the significance of God’s voice from the cloud declaring, “This is my chosen Son; listen to him.” It is at this moment that Moses and Elijah vanish, and only Jesus remains. This is not just about visual awe—it is a theological declaration that Jesus is now the singular authority and revelation of God. The Law and the Prophets, while foundational, are now fulfilled and transcended in Christ. This challenges believers to let go of their dependence on rules (law) or external voices (prophets) and instead deepen their relationship with Jesus, who embodies God’s will. Father Pat poignantly notes that this is akin to asking a devout Catholic to part with the Eucharist or Mary—it’s no small ask. But the Gospel demands this level of transformation.
He then shifts the focus to how this applies in daily life. Many Christians, he observes, still live according to a legalistic mindset—asking, “Is this a sin?” as though the goal is to stay just on the right side of the moral line. This reveals a desire for rules more than a desire for transformation. Instead, he insists, we should be asking what helps us grow in love and truth. Similarly, the prophets, who once served to call Israel to justice, can become in modern life the voices of self-appointed spiritual authorities who claim to speak for God. Father Pat warns against these, urging us to focus on the voice of Christ alone.
The heart of his message is that true discipleship is not about doctrinal correctness or ritual perfection. It is about doing what is right, even when it costs us. The cross, he reminds us, is not something to be sought for its own sake—suffering is not inherently holy—but it becomes redemptive when it is the price of doing good. Jesus did not suffer because suffering is good; he suffered because he refused to compromise truth and love. This is the model for Christian life: to speak the truth, to love deeply, to serve the poor, to forgive, and to risk our comfort for the sake of others. That is what it means to listen to Jesus.
Father Pat also critiques the consumerist attitude that can infiltrate religious life—where people say, “I didn’t get anything out of Mass,” as though worship were a transaction. He asks, “What did you bring?” True worship, true community, and true faith require participation, not passive consumption. Our beliefs must shape our actions. Otherwise, they are not beliefs at all, but empty sentiments.
He ends with a reflection on Lent and how people often reduce it to a set of arbitrary rules, like whether Sundays “count” or whether breaking a self-imposed discipline is a sin. He encourages people to see Lent not as a legalistic exercise, but as a time of intentional transformation. Similarly, he warns against letting others dictate God’s will for us through so-called private revelations. God speaks to each of us, and Jesus is the definitive Word. The Gospel, he concludes, is a living reality that must grow with us. If our image of God stays the same throughout our lives, it will eventually become obsolete. Just as the disciples had to let go of Moses and Elijah to see Jesus clearly, we too must allow our outdated images of God to fall away so that we can follow Christ more fully, more freely, and more courageously....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 979.0599975585938, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to listen to Jesus, but the Pharisees and scribes began to complain, stating, This man welcomes sinners and eats with them. So to them Jesus addressed this parable. A man had two sons, and the younger son said to his father, Father, give me the share of your estate that should come to me. So the father divided the property between them. And after a few days, the younger son collected all his belongings and set off to a distant country, where he squandered his inheritance on a life of dissipation. When he had freely spent everything, a severe famine struck that country, and he found himself in dire need. So he hired himself out to one of the local citizens, who sent him to a farm to tend the swine. And he longed to eat his fill of the pods on which the swine fed, but nobody gave him any. Coming to his senses, he thought, How many of my father's hired workers have more than enough food to eat? But here I am, dying of hunger. I shall get up and go to my father, and I shall say to him, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I no longer deserve to be called your son. Treat me as you would treat one of your hired workers. So he got up and went back to his father, and while he was still a long way off, his father caught sight of him and was filled with compassion. He ran to his son and embraced him. The son said, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I no longer deserve to be called your son. But his father ordered his servants, Quickly, bring the finest robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Take a fattened cack and slaughter it, and let us celebrate with a feast. Because this son of mine was dead and has come back to life, he was lost and has been found. Then the celebration began. Now the older son had been out in the field, and on his way back he neared the house and heard the sound of music and dance. He called one of the servants and asked what it might be. The servant said to him, Your brother has returned, and your father has slaughtered the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound. At this the son became angry and refused to enter the house, so the father came out and pleaded with him. He said to his father in reply, Look, all these years I have served you, and not once did I disobey your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat to feast on with my friends. But when this son of yours, who swallowed up your property with prostitutes, comes home, for him you slaughtered a fattened calf. He said to him, My son, you are here with me always, and everything I have is yours. But now we must celebrate and rejoice because your brother was dead and has come back to life. He was lost and has been found. The Gospel of the Lord. The parable of a dozen assumptions that I think we make as readers. I think that this story, everyone will tell you, this story is all about the forgiveness of the father. It's all about the forgiveness of the father, and that's a central theme in it. I think it is, more importantly for us, it is about the short-sightedness of both the sons who cannot see what's going well. They're both missing points, right and left, and the reader, sometimes it's not them, and sometimes the reader puts in extra, you know, we like a little extra drama, we like to make sure that our sinners are the worst they can be before they're saved. Give us a little drama there. It begins and it says, so a young son comes to the father and says, Father, I'd like my share of the inheritance. And the father gives him his share of the inheritance. It doesn't say the relationship's broken. It doesn't say he demanded it, his father begrudgingly gave it to him, and there was a blowout and the kid ran away. He says, can I have my inheritance? The father goes, sure. That's how the story, but we never hear it that way because we want there to be a sin immediately because that makes the forgiveness all the more satisfying. And then it says, he goes, and there's this interesting word in Greek that literally means against the norm, against the regular measure. He lives a life of dissipation, which means rather than keeping his money to himself, he spreads it around. And he probably spreads it around a little imprudently. But it's not the worst thing in the world because it doesn't say he spreads it around and then all of a sudden realizes he's messed up and has to go home. He actually establishes himself in a different country and then a famine hits that whole country and he's in trouble. Most of us would say, you know, you have to be pretty well connected before the whole country has to go down for you to be hurt. Most of us look around and say, oh my gosh, I can't believe what's going on, but I'll be fine. He goes and he uses his money on other people and other things. It dissipates. It goes out. And only when there is a famine in the whole country does he find himself in need. And he's a foreigner in that country and is still able to get hired in the middle of a famine. So he's made some inroads for himself. But he doesn't get the best job in the world and you have to remember that, we assume that when we hear these parables, when he says, oh, there's a man with two sons, this is a Hebrew culture here. So for them to be a swine herder, pigs are unclean, it's like the most degrading job he could have because he's working with pork. It's everything he would like to not be doing. And so we misunderstand some of this stuff in the culture. So finally he says, you know what? I'm going to go home. Now he knows in his mind, okay, I've got to win Dad back over. So in his mind, there's been some sort of break in the relationship. But not for the dad. I can't tell you how often. Maybe it's the position of being clergy, but do you know how many times in a year people call me or grab me in the hole and say, Father, I want to apologize for the way I said something yesterday. And I'm like, what? They're thinking I'm offended. And I'm like, what did you say? Oh, you know, I called you by your first name, did you? They're scared to death they've offended someone. The child is pretty sure he's going back as a failure. That's what he's really struggling with. He went off on his own and he fell flat on his face and he picked the wrong place to be at the wrong time. He's not coming home as a success story. But there's nothing in this story that says, well, the father wrestled with it and finally said, I'll bring him back. The minute the father sees him, his son has come home. And even when the servant relates this to the older brother, he doesn't say, your father has taken him back. He says, your father has him back. I think that the child has created a break in this relationship that isn't there. He's created it in his own mind. I've told you this before, but the number of people who will come in and say something along the lines in the confessional, Father, it's been six months since my last confession and I've had three angry thoughts. I've had four since you sat down. It's pretty good. I had an angry thought that I'm sure that God is just so disappointed in me. What if God isn't disappointed in us? At least not nearly as often as we think. We create dramas that literally just exist within us. The second son does the same. The first son actually, the oldest, but second in the story. He does the same thing. He says, well, you know, first he's creating all sorts of drama. His brother has gone away to another country. They've not heard from him. He doesn't even know he's back. That's probably bad. That's probably the only bad moment in this is the father. Oh, look, my son has come back. You would think he'd let the other sons working out in the field. And he comes home and there's a party and he wasn't even invited. That's a bad fall in the story. That creates a little extra tension, I'm sure. But he comes and he hasn't seen this guy in here and he says, but this son of yours who wasted all your money on prostitutes, do you know something the rest of us don't? Are you close enough with those prostitutes that you heard these stories? What's going on? He's so angry that he's creating an uglier story than is there in his mind. And he says to his father, and I've done everything you've ever told me and you've never even given me so much as a goat for a feast, which is something most of us have never said to our parents. You've never so much as given me a goat to share with my friends. And the father looks at him probably like, what is wrong with you? And says, you're the first son. Did you not know that everything I have is yours? He's upset that he hasn't been given what's already his and he just can't see it. He can't see what he already has. You know, this story does not begin as many people hear. Well, you know, I get why the older son is upset because they divide the property in half and the young one goes off and blows his half of the property and then he's going to come back and want to spend some of mine now too? No, no. Oldest son, second oldest son did not split property in half. Younger son got a fraction. Older son gets everything. And he resents the one who got a little. That's the core of this story, is how we start to become as brothers and sisters, how we war with one another because either we have learned to feel guilty and insufficient in who we are and we're sure that God, you know, and if God is upset with who I am, sometimes the only solace is for me to go, at least I'm not them. This is where you start to see people, this is where you see entire churches full of sinners telling other sinners they're not welcome. You know, it starts out as I've always, I always love to say that, you know, this man welcomes sinners and eats with them. And I always say that Jesus responds to that. Why do you eat with sinners? Because there's only so many dinners you can have with Ma. Only other person in history we believe is without sin is his mother. You know, I mean, why do you eat with sinners? Says a bunch of people who think, I mean not us, we're not sinners, we mean them. It starts out with this acknowledgement that the two greatest insecurities we have is I'm not good enough. People think I'm bad. God thinks I'm bad. That's the younger son. And the older, there's not enough for me. I don't get enough things in the world. I haven't got enough. And someone's going to take what little I have. What if, and this is kind of edgy, edgy theology, I know, but what if God knew what he was doing? What if creation is sufficient to our needs? What if I don't need to make sure I have enough stored up that if I happen to live to 140, I'll be well taken care of while others are starving? What if give us this day our daily bread is to be a mindset? What if we're to believe in the abundance of God rather than the fear that there's not going to be enough for me? Or the fear that I'm not going to be enough for anyone else? What if we get beyond fear to a real belief in abundance? God has created you in abundance to be enough. You're good enough. And the world is enough for us. And all of a sudden we stop resenting people who have less. It is so easy to resent people who have less. It can be the sibling who's always falling apart and always seems to need a little more, but really is having a harder life. It can be an immigrant who's just trying to survive while I'm trying to figure out what to do with all that extra stuff I have upstairs because I've got to move back into a rectory and there's too much garbage. What if it's, you know, I've watched people, and I've even been in cars with people. I know I've done it myself. It's raining out. And so, you know, you're at a stop sign or at a light, and when the light turns green, pedestrians are still running across at the last minute because of the rain. And there I am inside my car with the heat going and the music. Did they not see the light change? Resentful of people who have less because either we don't, we can't see what we have, or we can't see who we are. But both are enough. And so the prodigal son's story is these two sons, and Luke is brilliant in his telling of this because we see that the father welcomes the first son back and tries to let him know he's enough. He doesn't say, I accept your apology. He doesn't even listen to it. He's already saying, get a robe, get rings, he's back. And the second son is upset and he says, look, come into the party. You have everything. We have your brother back. Why can't we celebrate that? What Luke doesn't tell us is whether the other brother ever comes into the party and whether the two ever reconcile. That is ours to answer. Will we ever reconcile with the world? Will we ever reconcile with one another? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to listen to Jesus,
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but the Pharisees and scribes began to complain,
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stating, This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.
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So to them Jesus addressed this parable.
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A man had two sons, and the younger son said to his father,
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Father, give me the share of your estate that should come to me.
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So the father divided the property between them.
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And after a few days, the younger son collected all his belongings
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and set off to a distant country,
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where he squandered his inheritance on a life of dissipation.
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When he had freely spent everything,
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a severe famine struck that country, and he found himself in dire need.
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So he hired himself out to one of the local citizens,
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who sent him to a farm to tend the swine.
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And he longed to eat his fill of the pods on which the swine fed,
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but nobody gave him any.
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Coming to his senses, he thought,
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How many of my father's hired workers have more than enough food to eat?
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But here I am, dying of hunger.
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I shall get up and go to my father, and I shall say to him,
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Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
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I no longer deserve to be called your son.
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Treat me as you would treat one of your hired workers.
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So he got up and went back to his father,
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and while he was still a long way off,
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his father caught sight of him and was filled with compassion.
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He ran to his son and embraced him.
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The son said, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
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I no longer deserve to be called your son.
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But his father ordered his servants,
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Quickly, bring the finest robe and put it on him.
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Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.
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Take a fattened cack and slaughter it,
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and let us celebrate with a feast.
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Because this son of mine was dead and has come back to life,
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he was lost and has been found.
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Then the celebration began.
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Now the older son had been out in the field,
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and on his way back he neared the house
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and heard the sound of music and dance.
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He called one of the servants and asked what it might be.
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The servant said to him, Your brother has returned,
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and your father has slaughtered the fattened calf
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because he has him back safe and sound.
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At this the son became angry and refused to enter the house,
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so the father came out and pleaded with him.
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He said to his father in reply,
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Look, all these years I have served you,
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and not once did I disobey your orders.
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Yet you never gave me even a young goat to feast on with my friends.
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But when this son of yours,
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who swallowed up your property with prostitutes,
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comes home, for him you slaughtered a fattened calf.
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He said to him, My son, you are here with me always,
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and everything I have is yours.
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But now we must celebrate and rejoice
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because your brother was dead and has come back to life.
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He was lost and has been found.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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The parable of a dozen assumptions
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that I think we make as readers.
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I think that this story, everyone will tell you,
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this story is all about the forgiveness of the father.
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It's all about the forgiveness of the father,
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and that's a central theme in it.
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I think it is, more importantly for us,
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it is about the short-sightedness of both the sons
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who cannot see what's going well.
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They're both missing points, right and left,
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and the reader, sometimes it's not them,
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and sometimes the reader puts in extra,
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you know, we like a little extra drama,
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we like to make sure that our sinners
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are the worst they can be before they're saved.
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Give us a little drama there.
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It begins and it says,
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so a young son comes to the father and says,
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Father, I'd like my share of the inheritance.
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And the father gives him his share of the inheritance.
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It doesn't say the relationship's broken.
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It doesn't say he demanded it,
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his father begrudgingly gave it to him,
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and there was a blowout and the kid ran away.
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He says, can I have my inheritance?
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The father goes, sure.
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That's how the story, but we never hear it that way
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because we want there to be a sin immediately
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because that makes the forgiveness all the more satisfying.
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And then it says, he goes,
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and there's this interesting word in Greek
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that literally means against the norm,
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against the regular measure.
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He lives a life of dissipation,
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which means rather than keeping his money to himself,
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he spreads it around.
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And he probably spreads it around a little imprudently.
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But it's not the worst thing in the world
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because it doesn't say he spreads it around
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and then all of a sudden realizes
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he's messed up and has to go home.
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He actually establishes himself in a different country
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and then a famine hits that whole country
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and he's in trouble.
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Most of us would say, you know,
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you have to be pretty well connected
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before the whole country has to go down for you to be hurt.
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Most of us look around and say, oh my gosh,
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I can't believe what's going on, but I'll be fine.
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He goes and he uses his money on other people and other things.
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It dissipates. It goes out.
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And only when there is a famine in the whole country
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does he find himself in need.
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And he's a foreigner in that country
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and is still able to get hired in the middle of a famine.
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So he's made some inroads for himself.
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But he doesn't get the best job in the world
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and you have to remember that,
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we assume that when we hear these parables,
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when he says, oh, there's a man with two sons,
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this is a Hebrew culture here.
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So for them to be a swine herder,
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pigs are unclean,
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it's like the most degrading job he could have
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because he's working with pork.
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It's everything he would like to not be doing.
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And so we misunderstand some of this stuff in the culture.
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So finally he says, you know what?
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I'm going to go home.
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Now he knows in his mind,
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okay, I've got to win Dad back over.
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So in his mind, there's been some sort of break in the relationship.
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But not for the dad.
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I can't tell you how often.
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Maybe it's the position of being clergy,
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but do you know how many times in a year people call me
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or grab me in the hole and say,
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Father, I want to apologize for the way I said something yesterday.
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And I'm like, what?
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They're thinking I'm offended.
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And I'm like, what did you say?
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Oh, you know, I called you by your first name, did you?
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They're scared to death they've offended someone.
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The child is pretty sure he's going back as a failure.
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That's what he's really struggling with.
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He went off on his own and he fell flat on his face
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and he picked the wrong place to be at the wrong time.
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He's not coming home as a success story.
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But there's nothing in this story that says,
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well, the father wrestled with it and finally said, I'll bring him back.
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The minute the father sees him, his son has come home.
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And even when the servant relates this to the older brother,
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he doesn't say, your father has taken him back.
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He says, your father has him back.
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I think that the child has created a break in this relationship that isn't there.
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He's created it in his own mind.
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I've told you this before, but the number of people who will come in
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and say something along the lines in the confessional,
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Father, it's been six months since my last confession
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and I've had three angry thoughts.
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I've had four since you sat down.
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It's pretty good.
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I had an angry thought that I'm sure that God is just so disappointed in me.
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What if God isn't disappointed in us?
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At least not nearly as often as we think.
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We create dramas that literally just exist within us.
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The second son does the same.
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The first son actually, the oldest, but second in the story.
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He does the same thing.
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He says, well, you know, first he's creating all sorts of drama.
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His brother has gone away to another country.
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They've not heard from him.
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He doesn't even know he's back.
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That's probably bad.
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That's probably the only bad moment in this is the father.
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Oh, look, my son has come back.
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You would think he'd let the other sons working out in the field.
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And he comes home and there's a party and he wasn't even invited.
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That's a bad fall in the story.
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That creates a little extra tension, I'm sure.
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But he comes and he hasn't seen this guy in here and he says,
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but this son of yours who wasted all your money on prostitutes,
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do you know something the rest of us don't?
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Are you close enough with those prostitutes that you heard these stories?
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What's going on?
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He's so angry that he's creating an uglier story than is there in his mind.
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And he says to his father, and I've done everything you've ever told me
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and you've never even given me so much as a goat for a feast,
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which is something most of us have never said to our parents.
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You've never so much as given me a goat to share with my friends.
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And the father looks at him probably like, what is wrong with you?
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And says, you're the first son.
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Did you not know that everything I have is yours?
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He's upset that he hasn't been given what's already his
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and he just can't see it.
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He can't see what he already has.
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You know, this story does not begin as many people hear.
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Well, you know, I get why the older son is upset
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because they divide the property in half
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and the young one goes off and blows his half of the property
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and then he's going to come back and want to spend some of mine now too?
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No, no.
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Oldest son, second oldest son did not split property in half.
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Younger son got a fraction.
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Older son gets everything.
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And he resents the one who got a little.
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That's the core of this story,
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is how we start to become as brothers and sisters,
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how we war with one another because either we have learned
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to feel guilty and insufficient in who we are
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and we're sure that God, you know, and if God is upset with who I am,
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sometimes the only solace is for me to go,
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at least I'm not them.
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This is where you start to see people,
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this is where you see entire churches full of sinners
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telling other sinners they're not welcome.
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You know, it starts out as I've always,
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I always love to say that, you know,
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this man welcomes sinners and eats with them.
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And I always say that Jesus responds to that.
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Why do you eat with sinners?
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Because there's only so many dinners you can have with Ma.
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Only other person in history we believe is without sin is his mother.
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You know, I mean, why do you eat with sinners?
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Says a bunch of people who think, I mean not us, we're not sinners, we mean them.
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It starts out with this acknowledgement
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that the two greatest insecurities we have is I'm not good enough.
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People think I'm bad. God thinks I'm bad.
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That's the younger son. And the older, there's not enough for me.
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I don't get enough things in the world. I haven't got enough.
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And someone's going to take what little I have.
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What if, and this is kind of edgy, edgy theology, I know,
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but what if God knew what he was doing?
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What if creation is sufficient to our needs?
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What if I don't need to make sure I have enough stored up
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that if I happen to live to 140,
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I'll be well taken care of while others are starving?
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What if give us this day our daily bread is to be a mindset?
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What if we're to believe in the abundance of God
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rather than the fear that there's not going to be enough for me?
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Or the fear that I'm not going to be enough for anyone else?
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What if we get beyond fear to a real belief in abundance?
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God has created you in abundance to be enough.
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You're good enough.
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And the world is enough for us.
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And all of a sudden we stop resenting people who have less.
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It is so easy to resent people who have less.
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It can be the sibling who's always falling apart
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and always seems to need a little more,
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but really is having a harder life.
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It can be an immigrant who's just trying to survive
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while I'm trying to figure out what to do
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with all that extra stuff I have upstairs
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because I've got to move back into a rectory
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and there's too much garbage.
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What if it's, you know, I've watched people,
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and I've even been in cars with people.
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I know I've done it myself.
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It's raining out.
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And so, you know, you're at a stop sign
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or at a light, and when the light turns green,
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pedestrians are still running across at the last minute
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because of the rain.
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And there I am inside my car with the heat going and the music.
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Did they not see the light change?
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Resentful of people who have less
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because either we don't, we can't see what we have,
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or we can't see who we are.
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But both are enough.
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And so the prodigal son's story is these two sons,
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and Luke is brilliant in his telling of this
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because we see that the father welcomes the first son back
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and tries to let him know he's enough.
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He doesn't say, I accept your apology.
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He doesn't even listen to it.
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He's already saying, get a robe, get rings, he's back.
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And the second son is upset and he says,
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look, come into the party.
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You have everything.
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We have your brother back.
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Why can't we celebrate that?
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What Luke doesn't tell us
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is whether the other brother ever comes into the party
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and whether the two ever reconcile.
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That is ours to answer.
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Will we ever reconcile with the world?
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Will we ever reconcile with one another?
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And what it comes down to is,
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will we ever believe in the abundance of God,
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or will we live in the fear
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that we are not good enough, or we don't have it?
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Father Pat’s message focuses on shifting the tradi Father Pat’s message focuses on shifting the traditional interpretation of the Parable of the Prodigal Son from being solely about the father’s forgiveness to a deeper exploration of the inner struggles of both sons. He emphasizes that the real transformation needed lies not in the father’s heart—because the father’s love never wavered—but in the sons’ distorted perceptions of themselves and their relationship to the father. The younger son is burdened by shame and self-doubt, imagining a rupture that never existed. The older son is consumed by resentment and scarcity, blind to the abundance he already possesses. Father Pat challenges the listener to consider the implications of believing in God’s abundance, rather than living in fear of inadequacy or insufficiency, and invites us to ask whether we, too, will enter the celebration of reconciliation and grace.
Father Pat begins by addressing a common assumption about the Parable of the Prodigal Son—that it is primarily about the father's forgiveness. While acknowledging that forgiveness is present, he reframes the story as one about perception, fear, and the inability of both sons to see clearly. The younger son is often painted as a villain who defiantly demands his inheritance and squanders it immorally. However, Father Pat points out that the Gospel does not describe a dramatic rupture in the relationship at the outset. The father grants the inheritance without resistance, and there is no indication of a falling out. The younger son’s life of “dissipation” is not condemned as overtly sinful but described as living “against the norm,” implying poor judgment rather than evil intent. It is not until a famine—a crisis outside his control—hits the land that he finds himself destitute.
Even in his lowly state, the younger son manages to find employment, suggesting he has some resilience and resourcefulness. Yet his shame and fear of failure convince him that he is no longer worthy of being a son. He rehearses a speech of contrition, prepared to return not as a child but as a servant. But the father, far from holding a grudge, runs to meet him, embracing him before a word is spoken. The father's immediate response is restoration, not judgment. This suggests that the break in relationship existed only in the son’s mind. The father never withdrew his love; it was the son's inner narrative of unworthiness that created the distance.
The older son, meanwhile, is also caught in a false narrative. He resents the celebration of his brother’s return, imagining that the prodigal has not only squandered his own inheritance but now threatens to consume what belongs to him. Yet, as Father Pat explains, in the cultural context of the story, the older son would have received a double share of the inheritance and retained all that remained. His fear that he is being shortchanged is unfounded. Moreover, he accuses the younger brother of wasting money on prostitutes—a detail not present in the text—revealing that he, too, has created a more dramatic and damning version of events than the reality. This suggests that the older brother’s anger stems from a mindset of scarcity and a deep-seated insecurity: the fear that he is not recognized, not celebrated, not enough.
The father’s response to the older son is tender and revealing: “Everything I have is yours.” This is not merely a gesture of reassurance but a theological declaration. The older son has always had access to the father’s abundance but failed to recognize it. His bitterness arises from the illusion that love and grace are limited resources, and if one son receives mercy, the other is deprived. Father Pat connects this mindset to broader human tendencies: the fear that we are not enough, or that there is not enough—of love, of attention, of resources. He likens this to real-life scenarios: people feeling guilty for minor offenses, individuals overreacting out of fear of being unloved, or entire religious communities excluding others in an attempt to secure their own righteousness.
The parable ends without resolution: we do not know if the older son joins the celebration. Luke leaves the ending open-ended to invite us, the listeners, to answer the question: will we accept God's radical grace, or will we stay outside the feast, clinging to our resentment, fear, and self-righteousness? Father Pat emphasizes that the heart of the Gospel is not about God withholding love until we prove ourselves, but about God’s love being constant, abundant, and waiting for us to accept it. The challenge is not to earn divine acceptance but to believe it—to see ourselves and others through the lens of God’s abundant mercy.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to a spiritual conversion from fear to faith, from scarcity to abundance, from isolation to communion. If we believe that God created us as “enough,” and that divine love is not finite, we can stop resenting others who seem to have less or need more. We can move beyond judgment to compassion, beyond rivalry to reconciliation. The parable, then, is not just about a father and two sons—it is about us, our families, our communities, and our world. It is an invitation to enter the feast, not because we’ve earned it, but because we are already loved....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1190.0, "text": "with you, sir. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Each year Jesus' parents went to Jerusalem for the Feast of the Passover and when he was 12 years old they went up according to the festival custom. After they had completed its days, as they were returning, the boy Jesus remained behind in Jerusalem but his parents did not know it. Thinking that he was in the caravan, they journeyed for a day and looking for him among their relatives and acquaintances, but not finding him, they returned to Jerusalem to look for him. After three days they found him in the temple, sitting in the midst of the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions, and all who heard him were astounded at his understanding and his answers. When his parents saw him, they were astonished, and his mother said to him, Son, why have you done this to us? Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety. And he said to them, Why are you looking for me? Did you not know that I must be in my father's house? But they did not understand what he said to them. He went down with them and came to Nazareth and was obedient to them, and his mother kept all these things in her heart. And Jesus advanced in wisdom and age and favor before God and man. The Gospel of the Lord. The gospel commentator William Barclay has always referred to Luke as the most beautiful of the Gospels. I mean, he kind of, everything, where Matthew has Jesus on the cross cry out, Why have you abandoned me? Luke has him look down and say, Forgive them. They know not what they do. I mean, all of the ugly is moved out of Luke's gospel. I refer to it as the stained glass window gospel. It doesn't say anything the others don't, for the most part, but it's, you know, in the midst of doing everything else, he needs the story to look pretty, and he doesn't want Jesus looking too human. Matthew almost goes the other way. Jesus looks so human sometimes he missed that he's also God. But this is one of those moments, the beautiful holy family. You know, Jesus has been missing for 24 hours before they even notice. They spend three days looking for him, and if this were a modern story, they would find him in the custody of Child Protective Services, you know, but it's not a modern story. And his mother, who, I mean, you just imagine, they've left him, the town is overrun because it's census time. It's the time when, not the census, it's the time when they all go out for the festivities, and it would have been a huge celebration, and they're traveling in caravan, and after one day he's been missing, they realize it, and then they search for three more days, and when she finally finds him, she says, your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety. I'm gonna go out on a limb and say that's not really what she said. And it comes off like she showed up and they started a very pleasant theological conversation. You know, it gets cleaned up a little. Now, there are some things we should understand. Number one, we have no idea, if this is a literal story, the timing is certainly all thrown off. I mean, Luke is making the point. If you were to go back up to what we would call Holy Thursday, Jesus is taken from their midst, and one day later they see him again, but he's now on the cross, and then he's gone for three days, and then he's returned to them in the resurrection. And interestingly enough, the numerology of this is it's a day before they realize he's missing, and three days before they find him again. He's foreshadowing some later stuff. But also, the reality of the story is it starts out with a little clue that you and I would think of as the most innocuous line in scripture. And when he was 12 years old, this is the year of his Bar Mitzvah, and it says, and they go for the festivities. It was very common that he would go to the great festivities in Jerusalem, and he would have his Bar Mitzvah with a lot of other people doing Bar Mitzvahs. So this is the year. Now, in these caravans, when they would travel to keep the women and children safe, the men traveled towards the edge of the caravan, and the women and children were in the middle. And when you've just made your Bar Mitzvah, it's that year where you stop traveling with the women and start traveling with the men, usually. But it's a year where, oh, some of them might stick around with the other kids and play in the middle, and others will travel with the men. It's their first time traveling with the men. And so it's very understandable if, you know, Mary and Joseph assumed that it says, and they started looking for him among their relatives. Well, you know, it's Bar Mitzvah, so he's here somewhere. And then they realize that he's not, and they travel back. It's that moment. What I love is it's, even though Luke tries to clean it up, you read it and you go, oh yeah, that's family. I did things like that when I was 12. And until the day she died, my mother held them in her heart. I always wonder, how are we supposed to read that? And Mary kept all these things in her heart. We all wrote, isn't that lovely? I don't know. You know, in my culture, we have a thing called Irish Alzheimer's, where you forget everything but the bitterness. It's this idea, and so you think, well, you know, this story has hints of a real human family. If you look to these things, you will start to see, and I've done it before, we can pull out things from Joseph and Mary, and they apply to the adult life of Jesus. It's very human. Jesus doesn't just become human physically. He becomes human socially. He is formed by humanity, and he has a family, and he has a hometown, and he has a home culture. He has his own tribe. He, you know, all of the things that are part of being human, you and I, if he's going to become human, he's going to have to, you know, have certain things in place. And it doesn't mean that, oh, well, that culture was better. No, it means God has to pick a culture, and those of us who use the image of family to draw divisions will say, well, this family and that family, this is better and that's better. We kind of paint God into a corner. If Jesus is male, it must mean that men are more in the image of God. Our own churches, at times, propose that. You know, every church does this once in a while, because, well, what was his choice? Well, then, Jesus should have come and been female, and then they would be more in the image of God. You know, what do you do when we, if someone's going to be human, they are going to be of one culture, they are going to be gendered in a particular way, they are going to be raised in a particular way, they are going to have particular ideas, and if they're God, they are universal. And we tend to, instead of realizing that humanity is what we connect to to get us to the God, we want to connect to the God and bring it back into that human limitedness. We don't want to use the small picture to get us to something bigger. We like the small. And so, we have this wonderful vision of family. You know, I think an even funnier one, though, a vision of family. I love this line of Samuel. And every time I'm thinking, there's no one, I mean, this is like, there are comics that can't come up with this stuff. She gets, you know, the whole story is not here, but, you know, she goes to the church, and the priestly, she's drunk because she's crying, and he blesses her, she's going to have a child. I pray for this child, and the Lord granted my request. Now I'm giving him back to the Lord. A lot of mothers have gotten to that point. I mean, I just sort of love that. It's like, here we are, it's a week after Christmas, and we get the story of a returned gift. Thank you, I have weaned him. This is enough. You know, we get this sense of what it means to really accept that we've all been brought up in families. And I think, you know, until you're a young adult, your family is normal, no matter what it is. Then we go through a period of realizing there's a lot in our family that's a mess. And hopefully, by the time we get to our 40s, we start to realize the gifts that came from our family. It takes a little longer, you know, part of getting our independence and needing to distance ourselves is to start to lean in to the differences. And then we start to realize, you know, I look back, and I can tell all the stories of difference in my family that I knew by the time I was 30. It really wasn't until I was in my 40s that I started to reflect upon the fact that my love of music, my love of language, both came from my dad. My love of cooking came from my mom. My ability to feel, you know, kind of like my ability to be competent, very much came from both parents. The love of, you know, there's all this stuff I got for free, you know. I survived hunger for many years because food just kept showing up at the table. So, you know, our families do not become the people in the end that think like us and agree with us. If you had a large enough family, you know, some do, some don't. Family, no one that I know would say, well, family are the people you never fight with. Oh, you need to know more Irish people. Family are the people we fight with and we're still family the next day. And that's the difference. We are called to start to, oh, we're called to be family with people we don't agree with. We're called to be the family with people who think differently. We're supposed to be able to disagree and still, see, we're still family. It may take the child years to forgive me, but, you know, I mean, these things, we just have this sort of idea that somehow we've got this false idea of family. Family, they're mine and that's that's my tribe. And when we're really honest, there's a lot of things we disagree with. We're just better to family. If we, if we're driving down the road and someone's holding up a sign and they need food and we take a second look and realize it's one of our aunts, we would probably behave a little differently. Why? Oh, because family matters. I've always had a love hate relationship with that phrase because I think family does matter. But when family matters more than everyone else in the world, how many times you see on, on, on television or in depictions that, you know, one of the greatest things a person, the greatest sins a person can commit is they were, they were so busy out helping the world that they didn't pay enough attention to their family. I think that's a real challenging thought, you know, I mean, because that's Jesus. That is Jesus in a nutshell. His family comes visiting when he's an adult. They say, your family's here. And they'll say, what do you think my family is? You can imagine how that went over. They held these things in their heart. You know, that idea, Jesus, I am sure that Jesus did not spend enough time with his family because he was out saving other people. I was, uh, you know, when I was at Fort Carson Middle Theater years ago at a community production, well, the director there was, he was a little off balance and I guess his daughter had come into the office and she was holding her hand like it was hurt. And he goes, what's the matter? And she said some name, the name she said was not someone who had hurt her, but he went into high father mode and he went out there and it took people to hold him back. He was going to just destroy this person. And later on, he never apologized because his excuse was, well, I thought my daughter had been attacked. And finish the sentence. And therefore no one has any human rights anymore. Because I thought one of mine had been attacked. You know, not only was he going off, you know, flying off a handle and it wasn't an attack, you know, it was something totally different. But I think we knew that if I only care about me, that's selfish. But if I only care about my family, that's honorable. Is it? Is it? That now, if it's my family, my family counts the most. You know, this, this starts as families, it becomes tribes, it becomes nations. You know, when there's a war, it's, you know, every, every person on your side that's lost is a tragedy and every person on their side gets lost, it's collateral damage. Because my side matters more. And that is the least holy family in all of creation. It is the family that creates a boundary for us of who matters and who doesn't. And so it said, we come today and we think, who, what are we supposed to do with all of this? Because psychologically, there'll always be people you are closer to, people who you are emotionally more connected to. There'll always be people that it's easier to want to help. And there's always those people who call and you just want to respond. And there are always those people who call and you think, I mean, I've never done it, but I've read books. You know, there's that, there's that idea of why, why do we think, can we get there? Do we want to care about everyone? We, we will never psychologically get to the point where everyone evokes the same response out of us. I think that's beyond our psychology, but we can use the people who evoke the best response out of us as a template for how we are to treat others regardless of how we're feeling. What would I do if this was family? I have told you the story before of riding down the road, one lane, someone in a car in front of me, with the gall to go under the speed limit when I am behind them. And I, I was actually, I was very patient for 30 seconds. And finally, finally, we're to where there's two lanes. And I think there is nothing wrong with going, okay, good, I'm going to go this mean limit and get around them. But it never stops there. You have to do this. You have to make the face, you have to look over, you have to let them know that they have disappointed the stranger in the car. And as I look over, it's John Kai, who is my oldest friend in the world. And as I'm, I go, I thought that was you. And now I'm waving and I'm missing my sky. And what haunted me about that story later on was, so what happened to all these other people? So what happened to all the anger? What happened to all the righteous outrage? Oh, it was someone who mattered. I had to sit with that room for a long while. We do it. Why are we ready to be angry at some people? It doesn't even matter. You know, we have, I always say it only don't matter to us if their situation doesn't speak to us. I always think it's interesting, not to draw attention to it, but you know, people have such different reactions when children cry in church. It's disturbing the mass, isn't it? Only when we decide it is. Only when we decide it is. I mean, no one has ever come up to me and said, you know, some of the older people move too slowly in the communion line. Why? Does that have to do with liturgy? Well, because that's still ahead of us. That still speaks to me. That's me five-year-old who am I kidding? That's me now. But my childhood is behind me, that's for the most part. And so why is those children not behaving like they're 40? I don't know. Why are people in their 90s not behaving like they're 40? Because if we're going to invite everyone in, we're going to invite their cultures in. You know, we want young people at mass, but as long as they will pray like old people. And you need to be quiet, they need to hold their hands, you know. We don't invite people in their wholeness, like this story, with their flaws, with their gifts. Invite who they are, because anything less is showmanship. You know, that's just PR for the world. So we ask God to make us a family and say, let me know who are the people I care most about in the world. How would I treat them in any given situation and make that my template for how I treat others. I kind of have to, in this day and age, I dismiss this. Treat people the way you would treat yourself, because some of us treat ourselves horribly. Treat people the way you would treat your best friend, your most beloved relative, your child. Treat people the way you would treat people who mean the most to you. And if you can't, you have to ask yourself, when did I start drawing the line of who matters and who doesn't? Because the only truly holy family is not, we have an example of the holy family in Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. But in the end, the real holy family is the family that contains every last member of our human race.", "segments": [{"id": 0, "seek": 0, "start": 0.0, "end": 9.84000015258789, "text": " with you, sir. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. 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with you, WEBVTT
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with you, sir. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Each year Jesus' parents went
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to Jerusalem for the Feast of the Passover and when he was 12 years old they went up according
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to the festival custom. After they had completed its days, as they were returning, the boy Jesus
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remained behind in Jerusalem but his parents did not know it. Thinking that he was in the caravan,
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they journeyed for a day and looking for him among their relatives and acquaintances,
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but not finding him, they returned to Jerusalem to look for him. After three days they found him in
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the temple, sitting in the midst of the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions,
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and all who heard him were astounded at his understanding and his answers.
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When his parents saw him, they were astonished, and his mother said to him,
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Son, why have you done this to us? Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety.
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And he said to them, Why are you looking for me? Did you not know that I must be in my father's
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house? But they did not understand what he said to them. He went down with them and came to Nazareth
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and was obedient to them, and his mother kept all these things in her heart.
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And Jesus advanced in wisdom and age and favor before God and man. The Gospel of the Lord.
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The gospel commentator William Barclay has always referred to Luke as the most beautiful of the
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Gospels. I mean, he kind of, everything, where Matthew has Jesus on the cross cry out, Why have
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you abandoned me? Luke has him look down and say, Forgive them. They know not what they do.
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I mean, all of the ugly is moved out of Luke's gospel. I refer to it as the stained glass window
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gospel. It doesn't say anything the others don't, for the most part, but it's, you know,
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in the midst of doing everything else, he needs the story to look pretty, and he doesn't want
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Jesus looking too human. Matthew almost goes the other way. Jesus looks so human sometimes
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he missed that he's also God. But this is one of those moments, the beautiful
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holy family. You know, Jesus has been missing for 24 hours before they even notice.
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They spend three days looking for him, and if this were a modern story,
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they would find him in the custody of Child Protective Services, you know, but it's not a
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modern story. And his mother, who, I mean, you just imagine, they've left him, the town is overrun
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because it's census time. It's the time when, not the census, it's the time when they all go out
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for the festivities, and it would have been a huge celebration, and they're traveling in caravan,
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and after one day he's been missing, they realize it, and then they search for three more days,
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and when she finally finds him, she says, your father and I have been looking for you
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with great anxiety. I'm gonna go out on a limb and say that's not really what she said.
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And it comes off like she showed up and they started a very pleasant theological conversation.
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You know, it gets cleaned up a little. Now, there are some things we should understand.
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Number one, we have no idea, if this is a literal story, the timing is certainly all thrown off.
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I mean, Luke is making the point. If you were to go back up to what we would call Holy Thursday,
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Jesus is taken from their midst, and one day later they see him again, but he's now on the cross,
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and then he's gone for three days, and then he's returned to them in the resurrection. And
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interestingly enough, the numerology of this is it's a day before they realize he's missing, and
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three days before they find him again. He's foreshadowing some later stuff.
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But also, the reality of the story is it starts out with a little clue that you and I would think
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of as the most innocuous line in scripture. And when he was 12 years old, this is the year of
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his Bar Mitzvah, and it says, and they go for the festivities. It was very common that he would go
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to the great festivities in Jerusalem, and he would have his Bar Mitzvah with a lot of other
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people doing Bar Mitzvahs. So this is the year. Now, in these caravans, when they would travel
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to keep the women and children safe, the men traveled towards the edge of the caravan,
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and the women and children were in the middle. And when you've just made your Bar Mitzvah,
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it's that year where you stop traveling with the women and start traveling with the men,
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usually. But it's a year where, oh, some of them might stick around with the other kids and play
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in the middle, and others will travel with the men. It's their first time traveling with the men.
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And so it's very understandable if, you know, Mary and Joseph assumed that it says, and they
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started looking for him among their relatives. Well, you know, it's Bar Mitzvah, so he's here
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somewhere. And then they realize that he's not, and they travel back. It's that moment.
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What I love is it's, even though Luke tries to clean it up, you read it and you go, oh yeah,
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that's family. I did things like that when I was 12. And until the day she died, my mother held
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them in her heart. I always wonder, how are we supposed to read that? And Mary kept all these
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things in her heart. We all wrote, isn't that lovely? I don't know. You know, in my culture,
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we have a thing called Irish Alzheimer's, where you forget everything but the bitterness.
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It's this idea, and so you think, well, you know, this story has hints of a real human family.
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If you look to these things, you will start to see, and I've done it before, we can
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pull out things from Joseph and Mary, and they apply to the adult life of Jesus.
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It's very human. Jesus doesn't just become human physically. He becomes human socially.
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He is formed by humanity, and he has a family, and he has a hometown, and he has a home culture.
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He has his own tribe. He, you know, all of the things that are part of being human,
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you and I, if he's going to become human, he's going to have to, you know, have certain things
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in place. And it doesn't mean that, oh, well, that culture was better. No, it means God has
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to pick a culture, and those of us who use the image of family to draw divisions will say, well,
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this family and that family, this is better and that's better. We kind of paint God into a corner.
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If Jesus is male, it must mean that men are more in the image of God.
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Our own churches, at times, propose that.
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You know, every church does this once in a while, because, well, what was his choice? Well, then,
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Jesus should have come and been female, and then they would be more in the image of God.
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You know, what do you do when we, if someone's going to be human, they are going to be of one
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culture, they are going to be gendered in a particular way, they are going to be raised in a
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particular way, they are going to have particular ideas, and if they're God, they are universal.
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And we tend to, instead of realizing that humanity is what we connect to to get us to the God,
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we want to connect to the God and bring it back into that human limitedness.
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We don't want to use the small picture to get us to something bigger. We like the small.
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And so, we have this wonderful vision of family. You know, I think an even funnier one, though,
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a vision of family. I love this line of Samuel. And every time I'm thinking, there's no one,
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I mean, this is like, there are comics that can't come up with this stuff.
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She gets, you know, the whole story is not here, but, you know, she goes to the church,
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and the priestly, she's drunk because she's crying, and he blesses her, she's going to have a child.
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I pray for this child, and the Lord granted my request. Now I'm giving him back to the Lord.
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A lot of mothers have gotten to that point. I mean, I just sort of love that. It's like,
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here we are, it's a week after Christmas, and we get the story of a returned gift.
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Thank you, I have weaned him. This is enough.
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You know, we get this sense of what it means to really accept that we've all been brought up in
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families. And I think, you know, until you're a young adult, your family is normal, no matter
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what it is. Then we go through a period of realizing there's a lot in our family that's
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a mess. And hopefully, by the time we get to our 40s, we start to realize the gifts
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that came from our family. It takes a little longer, you know, part of getting our independence
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and needing to distance ourselves is to start to lean in to the differences. And then we start to
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realize, you know, I look back, and I can tell all the stories of difference in my family that
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I knew by the time I was 30. It really wasn't until I was in my 40s that I started to reflect
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upon the fact that my love of music, my love of language, both came from my dad. My love of
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cooking came from my mom. My ability to feel, you know, kind of like my ability to be competent,
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very much came from both parents. The love of, you know, there's all this stuff I got
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for free, you know. I survived hunger for many years because food just kept showing up at the table.
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So, you know, our families do not become the people in the end that think like us and agree
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with us. If you had a large enough family, you know, some do, some don't. Family, no one that I
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know would say, well, family are the people you never fight with.
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Oh, you need to know more Irish people.
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Family are the people we fight with and we're still family the next day.
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And that's the difference. We are called to start to, oh, we're called to be family with people
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we don't agree with. We're called to be the family with people who think differently.
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We're supposed to be able to disagree and still, see, we're still family.
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It may take the child years to forgive me, but, you know, I mean, these things, we just have this
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sort of idea that somehow we've got this false idea of family. Family, they're mine and that's
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that's my tribe. And when we're really honest, there's a lot of things we disagree with.
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We're just better to family. If we, if we're driving down the road and someone's holding up
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a sign and they need food and we take a second look and realize it's one of our aunts, we would
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probably behave a little differently. Why? Oh, because family matters. I've always
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had a love hate relationship with that phrase because I think family does matter.
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But when family matters more than everyone else in the world, how many times you see on, on,
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on television or in depictions that, you know, one of the greatest things a person, the greatest
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sins a person can commit is they were, they were so busy out helping the world that they didn't
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pay enough attention to their family. I think that's a real challenging thought, you know,
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I mean, because that's Jesus. That is Jesus in a nutshell. His family comes visiting when
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he's an adult. They say, your family's here. And they'll say, what do you think my family is?
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You can imagine how that went over. They held these things in their heart.
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You know, that idea, Jesus, I am sure that Jesus did not spend enough time with his family because
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he was out saving other people. I was, uh, you know, when I was at Fort Carson Middle Theater
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years ago at a community production, well, the director there was, he was a little off balance
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and I guess his daughter had come into the office and she was holding her hand like it was hurt.
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And he goes, what's the matter? And she said some name, the name she said was not someone who had
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hurt her, but he went into high father mode and he went out there and it took people to hold him
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back. He was going to just destroy this person. And later on, he never apologized because his
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excuse was, well, I thought my daughter had been attacked.
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And finish the sentence. And therefore no one has any human rights anymore.
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Because I thought one of mine had been attacked.
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You know, not only was he going off, you know, flying off a handle and it wasn't an attack,
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you know, it was something totally different. But I think we knew that if I only care about me,
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that's selfish. But if I only care about my family, that's honorable. Is it? Is it?
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That now, if it's my family, my family counts the most. You know, this, this starts as families,
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it becomes tribes, it becomes nations. You know, when there's a war, it's, you know, every,
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every person on your side that's lost is a tragedy and every person on their side gets
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lost, it's collateral damage. Because my side matters more. And that is the least holy family
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in all of creation. It is the family that creates a boundary for us of who matters and who doesn't.
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And so it said, we come today and we think, who, what are we supposed to do with all of this?
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Because psychologically, there'll always be people you are closer to, people who you are
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emotionally more connected to. There'll always be people that it's easier to want to help.
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And there's always those people who call and you just want to respond.
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And there are always those people who call and you think, I mean, I've never done it,
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but I've read books. You know, there's that, there's that idea of why, why do we think,
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can we get there? Do we want to care about everyone? We, we will never psychologically
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get to the point where everyone evokes the same response out of us. I think that's beyond our
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psychology, but we can use the people who evoke the best response out of us as a template for
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how we are to treat others regardless of how we're feeling. What would I do if this was family?
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I have told you the story before of riding down the road, one lane, someone in a car in front of me,
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with the gall to go under the speed limit when I am behind them. And I, I was actually,
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I was very patient for 30 seconds. And finally, finally, we're to where there's two lanes.
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And I think there is nothing wrong with going, okay, good, I'm going to go this
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mean limit and get around them. But it never stops there. You have to do this.
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You have to make the face, you have to look over, you have to let them know that they have
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disappointed the stranger in the car. And as I look over, it's John Kai, who is my oldest friend
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in the world. And as I'm, I go, I thought that was you. And now I'm waving and I'm missing my sky.
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And what haunted me about that story later on was, so what happened to all these other people?
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So what happened to all the anger? What happened to all the righteous outrage?
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Oh, it was someone who mattered.
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I had to sit with that room for a long while.
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We do it. Why are we ready to be angry at some people? It doesn't even matter.
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You know, we have, I always say it only don't matter to us if their situation doesn't speak to
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us. I always think it's interesting, not to draw attention to it, but you know,
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people have such different reactions when children cry in church.
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It's disturbing the mass, isn't it? Only when we decide it is. Only when we decide it is. I mean,
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no one has ever come up to me and said, you know, some of the older people move too slowly
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in the communion line. Why? Does that have to do with liturgy? Well, because that's still ahead
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of us. That still speaks to me. That's me five-year-old who am I kidding? That's me now.
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But my childhood is behind me, that's for the most part.
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And so why is those children not behaving like they're 40? I don't know.
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Why are people in their 90s not behaving like they're 40?
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Because if we're going to invite everyone in, we're going to invite their cultures in.
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You know, we want young people at mass, but as long as they will pray like old people.
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And you need to be quiet, they need to hold their hands, you know.
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We don't invite people in their wholeness, like this story, with their flaws, with their gifts.
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Invite who they are, because anything less is showmanship.
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You know, that's just PR for the world. So we ask God to make us a family and say,
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let me know who are the people I care most about in the world.
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How would I treat them in any given situation and make that my template for how I treat others.
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I kind of have to, in this day and age, I dismiss this. Treat people the way you would treat
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yourself, because some of us treat ourselves horribly. Treat people the way you would treat
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your best friend, your most beloved relative, your child. Treat people the way you would treat
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people who mean the most to you. And if you can't, you have to ask yourself, when did I start
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drawing the line of who matters and who doesn't? Because the only truly holy family is not,
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we have an example of the holy family in Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. But in the end,
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the real holy family is the family that contains every last member of our human race.
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Father Pat’s message invites us to reflect on the Father Pat’s message invites us to reflect on the humanity of Jesus and the deep imperfections and beauty of family life. Drawing from Luke’s Gospel, he emphasizes that the story of the young Jesus remaining in the temple is not only a foreshadowing of the Passion and Resurrection, but also a deeply human moment—one in which divine mystery meets the anxiety of a mother, the confusion of parents, and the developing awareness of a child stepping into his identity. Father Pat calls us to expand our understanding of “family”—not as a boundary of blood or tribe, but as a universal call to love. He challenges the tendency to prioritize our own over others, asking us to use the love we have for those closest to us as a template for how we treat all people. Ultimately, the only truly holy family is the one that embraces the full human race.
This homily weaves together theology, scripture, and human experience with gentle humor and deep insight. Father Pat begins by unpacking the Gospel of Luke's account of the adolescent Jesus staying behind in the temple during the Passover pilgrimage. He notes that Luke’s Gospel, often described as the most aesthetically refined and emotionally resonant of the four, tends to clean up the rough edges of Jesus’ humanity. In contrast to Matthew, who emphasizes the suffering and abandonment of Christ, Luke presents a more composed, almost serene Jesus. Yet, even within this “stained glass window” account, the story reveals a very human family dynamic: a child missing for three days, parental panic and frustration, and a cryptic response from the child that leaves the parents bewildered. Father Pat urges us not to sanitize the story into a placid theological tableau but to see the very real emotions and social context at play.
He points out the culturally significant detail that Jesus is twelve—the age of Bar Mitzvah—marking his transition into religious adulthood. This provides one explanation for the misunderstanding: Mary may have assumed Jesus was with Joseph among the men, while Joseph assumed he was still with the women and children. This moment becomes a metaphor for Jesus straddling two worlds: the human and divine, childhood and adulthood, obedience and mission.
Father Pat then reflects on Mary’s famous response: “Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety.” He questions whether this line, as presented, captures the full emotional weight of a mother searching for her lost child for three days. He also questions the phrase, “And Mary kept all these things in her heart,” suggesting that it might not be only a gentle meditation but perhaps also a lingering hurt, confusion, or unresolved tension. In doing so, he invites us to consider the real emotional cost and complexity of family relationships.
Diving deeper into themes of family, Father Pat challenges the romanticization or idolization of the nuclear family. He uses humor and personal anecdotes to expose how we often reserve our compassion, patience, and moral clarity for those we consider “ours.” He recounts stories of road rage that evaporates when the offending driver turns out to be an old friend, and how the crying of children in Mass seems disruptive only when we decide it is. These examples highlight the selective nature of our empathy, and Father Pat asks us to confront the uncomfortable truth: we often treat strangers with far less dignity than we afford to our own kin.
He critiques the cultural and religious tendency to elevate family above all else, pointing out that Jesus himself did not prioritize his biological family over his mission. When told that his mother and brothers were outside waiting for him, Jesus responded, “Who is my mother? Who are my brothers?”—a radical statement that redefined family not by blood, but by shared commitment to God’s will. Father Pat connects this to contemporary issues, where loyalty to family or nation can be used to justify the exclusion or dehumanization of others.
Instead of drawing the line around who matters and who doesn’t, Father Pat encourages us to expand our circle of care. Recognizing that we will never feel the same emotional connection to everyone, he suggests a spiritual discipline: use the love we naturally feel for our closest loved ones as a model for how to treat others. If we cannot summon the same affection or patience for a stranger, we can still act with the same dignity and care that we would offer to someone we love deeply.
He emphasizes that to be human is to be formed by culture, gender, family, and community. But to be divine, as Jesus was, is to transcend those boundaries without rejecting them. Jesus did not come as a disembodied universal ideal; he came as a particular person in a particular time and place. Yet that particularity was the vehicle for a universal message. We are not called to erase difference but to embrace the humanity of others as the path to encountering the divine.
Ultimately, Father Pat concludes that the real Holy Family is not just Jesus, Mary, and Joseph—it is the inclusive family of all humanity. The call of the Gospel is not only to honor our immediate family but to extend the same love, patience, and belonging to all people. This is the holiness we are invited into: a radical, inclusive love that mirrors the heart of God....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 977.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him. God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you. He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan. You are an obstacle to me. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do. Then Jesus said to his disciples, whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life? Or what can one give in exchange for his life? For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay all according to their conduct. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. There is an African word that we're going to learn today. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal. It's a good spiritual word to keep in your sort of your bag of skills. And that is, it was brought to light through Archbishop Tutu. And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world. And today's gospel shows a lot of it. You have to understand it. We'll get back to the word in a minute. Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that. You know, that's Matthew, 30, 40 years later looking back, saying, he's showing them what's going to happen, not that he knew that exactly. We can all look back religiously, culturally, politically, and say, oh, you know, you can start to see the roots of where this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier. It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated the exact view. If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go, I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again, if he knew all that ahead of time, then to be on the cross and yell out, my God, why have you abandoned me? The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming. What are you talking about? It's not what it is. So, but what is he starting to show them? He's starting to show them that he's going to tell the truth about who he is. He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which they would have all seen coming a mile away. The prophets end up martyred. And the prophets do the same thing in every age. They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures. They do it at the time of Jesus. They do it nowadays. They do it in religion. They do it in politics. They do it everywhere. And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power. And they usually end up not in a good place. When you speak the truth to those in power, because the truth is usually, you aren't any more important than the poor person on the street. And power does not much like to hear that. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch. So he is very clearly letting them see who he is. And this is one of the few places in all of scripture that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper. He's pretty harsh with Peter. Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said, you are speaking like God and not like people. This week, you are speaking like people and not like God. Peter has good weeks and bad weeks. But why this reaction? He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan. He goes, why? Because I really believe that Jesus, while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin, that doesn't mean without temptation. And you want to see someone react a little harshly, try to seduce them into something that there's a little part of them that could go there pretty easily. You know, this is the person who's really, really, really, really trying to stay on their diet. And you keep saying, eat a little more. Eat a little more. You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some. And finally, they're like, no. Now, they aren't really that mad over cake. It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in, but they know better. Certainly, people who deal with addiction, someone who deals with alcoholism and is dealing with it well, knows that in the first several months of their sobriety, they can't be around those people that want them to drink with them. Because that pull is there. So of course, there's a Jesus who says, if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by. But Peter and the disciples who keep trying to talk him out of it, it'd be so easy to give in. And his reaction is really harsh. This is what we all have to understand. This is where this word ubuntu comes in, in the Xhosa language. And anyone who speaks a Clic language will tell you I did that very poorly. But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu brought into the forefront in Western society. And the phrase, which is, untunugu untunugabanta, which is, people are people through persons, it doesn't translate well. What it means is that your humanity, being fully human, is not about what's going on inside. Being fully human is about belonging to the community. Being a person comes through persons. And the whole philosophy says, if you can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am. That there is a reciprocity to humanity that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine. And that it's not just a political statement when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished, we're all diminished. It really means if we live in a society where some of us are diminished, we are not fully human yet. Our humanity is not there. And so we all have to put out the messages, put out the vibrations of our own life that bring out that best in one another. We have to create that society where people can truly bring, with integrity, who they are into the society. Jesus could get out of the cross. All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly. All he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right. Not the Son of God. That would be blasphemy. You're not going to run around forgiving sins. Only God can do that. That would be blasphemy. He could give in to that and stop being who he is and avoid the whole thing. And that's why he counters it with, what good would that be if you lose yourself, if you lose who you are in the process? What good is all the world? See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking, if you're successful, if you're strong, all of those things in that culture, those are lesser qualities. The great quality is to be connected to each other through compassion. And a person who doesn't have that is diminished, no matter how good life looks from the outside. If we don't have that, we're diminished. And so Peter and probably the other disciples are starting to put out a different vibration. They're saying, don't do it, don't do it. It's going to be hard. That's not a good thing. And Jesus has to fight that. I think we look at our society and we look at the last couple of years of politics and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook, get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they said about whoever we're mad at. And that starts to become what we're putting out there. And I don't think we understand the danger of that kind of resonance. You know, I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance. Because there's two experiments I always do with some time during the year every year with the school kids. The first one is a resonance experiment that you've all done. You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance. You learned it in the bathtub as a child. Everything has its own natural speed of resonance, including water. And a lot of people don't realize this, but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake and one is going at 100 miles an hour and another is going 30 miles an hour, the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed. Water only moves at one speed. It has its own resonance. And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude, but they'll be going at the same speed. You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down. You can just affect the intensity of it. The same happens in the bathtub. You probably learned at a fairly young age that if you moved at just the right speed, you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time. Ah, the memories. And I can still remember. I think that's the speed right there. I think I still remember it. I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it. And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back against you. If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave. If you got right to the right speed, you would resonate the water, and that slow motion would become incredibly powerful. This happens with music. You know, violin strings, piano strings, they're all tightened to a different resonance. I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal. And it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here and I'm steady enough and I go, eh, you can vibrate a string. More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated. It wasn't the right resonance for them. But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed, picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed. That's how in the movies and things, that's how a soprano would break glass. There's a pitch just under high C that is the natural resonance of crystal. And so they would, just like that piano string, they'd get that moving until it cracked. We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff and negative stuff. And we tend to gather people to ourselves. Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article just before that she read on bees, honeybees and regular bees. And the difference is not only, I went red quick, not only in how they pollinate, but how they know what hive they belong to has to do with the resonance they put out. And I think that is so true of us. The resonance we put out tells us immediately the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world. And that we need to be people who resonate hope. We need to be the people who refuse to resonate what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world. We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome. Teresa spoke at the beginning about, you know, singing in another language. The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village. And I did it because about 15 years ago, there was a lot of talk about, you know, the psalms were gonna have to go back to chant because it's the only way you can get all the right words into the psalm. You're not, you know, a lot of people to get melody, it would just change the text of the psalm radically. And the only way to get that fixed would be to go back to the old way and get into that very narrow chant. Or, and that's the Roman method. There's Roman Catholicism. The Roman method is to go back into chant. The Catholic method is to go universal. And so I thought, well, let's just look at some different cultures. And with that, that's a pentatonic free form, very common Asian form of music. In gospel communities, you have forms of scat, which are very easy to fit any kind of number of syllables you can. So I went through all these different cultures and said psalms in the music of the different cultures. And they come out melodic, and you don't have to change a single word. It can be done. If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone, if we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope who say, you know, we can be part of the solution. We don't have to be part of sitting around going, here's what's wrong, here's what's wrong with the church, here's what's wrong with the country, here's what's wrong with my family, here's what's wrong with my friends, here's what's wrong. And that's all we resonate. You know, that's really why gossip is a sin, because we just sit around and resonate negativity. You know, if you really do sit around and gossip behind people's back and say, you know, they're amazing, that would not be a sin. And isn't it interesting? No one would even call it gossip, even though it's the same thing. When we talk about someone behind their back, we call it gossip. What that meant is, no, no, we trashed someone behind their back. But when it's positive, we don't consider it in that same vein. What are we resonating to the world? Are we like Peter? Are we giving into fear? You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear. When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear. We either resonate fear or we resonate hope. We are a people of great resilience. We all have wounds. And it's very easy to say, those wounds make us who we are. No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds makes us who we are. And we can resonate that in our stories, in what we choose to share with one another, in how forthright we are about who we are with one another, bringing ourselves into the light. That resonates hope. Jesus did it story after story after story. And it's still with us today. Each of us could resonate hope and tell the community around us resonates hope. And then the country around us resonates hope. And then we resonate hope to the world. That resonance that we have, it's more power than we can imagine. It does things we'd never heard of. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus began to show his disciples
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that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly
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from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
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and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him.
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God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you.
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He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan.
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You are an obstacle to me.
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You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself,
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take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it,
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but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world
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and forfeit his life?
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life?
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For the Son of Man will come with his angels
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in his Father's glory, and then he
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will repay all according to their conduct.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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There is an African word that we're going to learn today.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal.
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It's a good spiritual word to keep
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in your sort of your bag of skills.
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And that is, it was brought to light
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through Archbishop Tutu.
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And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world.
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And today's gospel shows a lot of it.
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You have to understand it.
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We'll get back to the word in a minute.
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Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem
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and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests
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and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that.
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You know, that's Matthew, 30, 40 years later looking back,
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saying, he's showing them what's going to happen,
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not that he knew that exactly.
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We can all look back religiously, culturally,
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politically, and say, oh, you know,
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you can start to see the roots of where
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this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier.
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It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated
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the exact view.
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If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go,
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I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days
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after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again,
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if he knew all that ahead of time,
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then to be on the cross and yell out, my God,
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why have you abandoned me?
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The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming.
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What are you talking about?
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It's not what it is.
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So, but what is he starting to show them?
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He's starting to show them that he's
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going to tell the truth about who he is.
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He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which
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they would have all seen coming a mile away.
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The prophets end up martyred.
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And the prophets do the same thing in every age.
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They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures.
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They do it at the time of Jesus.
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They do it nowadays.
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They do it in religion.
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They do it in politics.
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They do it everywhere.
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And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power.
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And they usually end up not in a good place.
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When you speak the truth to those in power,
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because the truth is usually, you
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aren't any more important than the poor person on the street.
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And power does not much like to hear that.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch.
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So he is very clearly letting them see who he is.
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And this is one of the few places in all of scripture
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that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper.
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He's pretty harsh with Peter.
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Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said,
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you are speaking like God and not like people.
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This week, you are speaking like people and not like God.
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Peter has good weeks and bad weeks.
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But why this reaction?
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He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan.
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He goes, why?
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Because I really believe that Jesus,
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while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin,
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that doesn't mean without temptation.
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And you want to see someone react a little harshly,
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try to seduce them into something
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that there's a little part of them that
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could go there pretty easily.
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You know, this is the person who's really, really, really,
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really trying to stay on their diet.
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And you keep saying, eat a little more.
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Eat a little more.
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You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some.
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And finally, they're like, no.
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Now, they aren't really that mad over cake.
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It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in,
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but they know better.
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Certainly, people who deal with addiction,
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someone who deals with alcoholism
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and is dealing with it well, knows
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that in the first several months of their sobriety,
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they can't be around those people that
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want them to drink with them.
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Because that pull is there.
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So of course, there's a Jesus who says,
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if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by.
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But Peter and the disciples who keep
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trying to talk him out of it, it'd
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be so easy to give in.
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And his reaction is really harsh.
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This is what we all have to understand.
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This is where this word ubuntu comes in,
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in the Xhosa language.
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And anyone who speaks a Clic language
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will tell you I did that very poorly.
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But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's
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a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu
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brought into the forefront in Western society.
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And the phrase, which is, untunugu untunugabanta, which
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is, people are people through persons,
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it doesn't translate well.
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What it means is that your humanity, being fully human,
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is not about what's going on inside.
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Being fully human is about belonging to the community.
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Being a person comes through persons.
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And the whole philosophy says, if you
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can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am.
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That there is a reciprocity to humanity
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that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine.
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And that it's not just a political statement
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when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished,
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we're all diminished.
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It really means if we live in a society where some of us
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are diminished, we are not fully human yet.
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Our humanity is not there.
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And so we all have to put out the messages,
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put out the vibrations of our own life
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that bring out that best in one another.
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We have to create that society where
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people can truly bring, with integrity, who
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they are into the society.
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Jesus could get out of the cross.
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All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly.
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All he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right.
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Not the Son of God.
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That would be blasphemy.
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You're not going to run around forgiving sins.
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Only God can do that.
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That would be blasphemy.
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He could give in to that and stop being who he is
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and avoid the whole thing.
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And that's why he counters it with,
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what good would that be if you lose yourself,
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if you lose who you are in the process?
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What good is all the world?
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See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says
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is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking,
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if you're successful, if you're strong,
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all of those things in that culture,
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those are lesser qualities.
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The great quality is to be connected to each other
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through compassion.
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And a person who doesn't have that is diminished,
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no matter how good life looks from the outside.
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If we don't have that, we're diminished.
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And so Peter and probably the other disciples
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are starting to put out a different vibration.
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They're saying, don't do it, don't do it.
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It's going to be hard.
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That's not a good thing.
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And Jesus has to fight that.
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I think we look at our society and we
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look at the last couple of years of politics
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and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook,
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get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations
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of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find
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the next witty, nasty thing they said
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about whoever we're mad at.
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And that starts to become what we're putting out there.
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And I don't think we understand the danger
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of that kind of resonance.
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You know, I love, as a musician, I
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love the ideas of resonance.
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Because there's two experiments I always
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do with some time during the year every year
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with the school kids.
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The first one is a resonance experiment
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that you've all done.
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You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance.
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You learned it in the bathtub as a child.
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Everything has its own natural speed of resonance,
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including water.
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And a lot of people don't realize this,
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but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake
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and one is going at 100 miles an hour
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and another is going 30 miles an hour,
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the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed.
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Water only moves at one speed.
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It has its own resonance.
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And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude,
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but they'll be going at the same speed.
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You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down.
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You can just affect the intensity of it.
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The same happens in the bathtub.
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You probably learned at a fairly young age
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that if you moved at just the right speed,
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you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time.
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Ah, the memories.
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And I can still remember.
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I think that's the speed right there.
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I think I still remember it.
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I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it.
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And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back
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against you.
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If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave.
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If you got right to the right speed,
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you would resonate the water, and that slow motion
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would become incredibly powerful.
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This happens with music.
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You know, violin strings, piano strings,
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they're all tightened to a different resonance.
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I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal.
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And it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here
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and I'm steady enough and I go, eh, you can vibrate a string.
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More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated.
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It wasn't the right resonance for them.
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But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations
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coming out at that certain speed,
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picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed.
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That's how in the movies and things,
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that's how a soprano would break glass.
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There's a pitch just under high C that
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is the natural resonance of crystal.
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And so they would, just like that piano string,
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they'd get that moving until it cracked.
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We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff
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and negative stuff.
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And we tend to gather people to ourselves.
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Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article
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just before that she read on bees, honeybees and regular bees.
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And the difference is not only, I went red quick,
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not only in how they pollinate,
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but how they know what hive they belong to
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has to do with the resonance they put out.
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And I think that is so true of us.
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The resonance we put out tells us immediately
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the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world.
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And that we need to be people who resonate hope.
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We need to be the people who refuse to resonate
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what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world.
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We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome.
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Teresa spoke at the beginning about,
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you know, singing in another language.
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The psalm they did today,
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I wrote that as part of a set of psalms
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called Psalms for the Global Village.
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And I did it because about 15 years ago,
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there was a lot of talk about,
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you know, the psalms were gonna have to go back to chant
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because it's the only way you can get
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all the right words into the psalm.
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You're not, you know, a lot of people to get melody,
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it would just change the text of the psalm radically.
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And the only way to get that fixed
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would be to go back to the old way
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and get into that very narrow chant.
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Or, and that's the Roman method.
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There's Roman Catholicism.
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The Roman method is to go back into chant.
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The Catholic method is to go universal.
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And so I thought, well,
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let's just look at some different cultures.
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And with that, that's a pentatonic free form,
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very common Asian form of music.
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In gospel communities, you have forms of scat,
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which are very easy to fit
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any kind of number of syllables you can.
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So I went through all these different cultures
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and said psalms in the music of the different cultures.
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And they come out melodic,
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and you don't have to change a single word.
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It can be done.
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If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone,
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if we reach out with resonance
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and be a people of hope who say,
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you know, we can be part of the solution.
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We don't have to be part of sitting around going,
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here's what's wrong,
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here's what's wrong with the church,
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here's what's wrong with the country,
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here's what's wrong with my family,
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here's what's wrong with my friends,
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here's what's wrong.
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And that's all we resonate.
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You know, that's really why gossip is a sin,
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because we just sit around and resonate negativity.
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You know, if you really do sit around
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and gossip behind people's back and say,
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you know, they're amazing, that would not be a sin.
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And isn't it interesting?
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No one would even call it gossip,
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even though it's the same thing.
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When we talk about someone behind their back,
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we call it gossip.
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What that meant is, no, no,
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we trashed someone behind their back.
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But when it's positive,
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we don't consider it in that same vein.
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What are we resonating to the world?
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Are we like Peter?
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Are we giving into fear?
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You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear.
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When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear.
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We either resonate fear or we resonate hope.
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We are a people of great resilience.
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We all have wounds.
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And it's very easy to say,
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those wounds make us who we are.
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No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds
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makes us who we are.
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And we can resonate that in our stories,
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in what we choose to share with one another,
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in how forthright we are about who we are with one another,
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bringing ourselves into the light.
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That resonates hope.
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Jesus did it story after story after story.
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And it's still with us today.
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Each of us could resonate hope
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and tell the community around us resonates hope.
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And then the country around us resonates hope.
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And then we resonate hope to the world.
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That resonance that we have,
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it's more power than we can imagine.
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It does things we'd never heard of.
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And it can help us to resonate to the world,
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the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to spiritu Father Pat’s message is a profound call to spiritual authenticity, communal responsibility, and the transformative power of hope. He challenges us to reject fear, self-preservation, and the cultural pull toward negativity, and instead embrace the radical path of Christ—a path marked by truth-telling, self-sacrifice, and unwavering fidelity to one’s identity and mission. Through the African concept of "ubuntu," Father Pat weaves a vision of interconnected humanity, where our individual fulfillment is inseparable from the dignity and wholeness of others. He calls on us to examine the resonance we send into the world: are we echoing fear or hope, division or unity, despair or healing? Our spiritual lives are not private undertakings but communal symphonies, where each vibration of compassion, courage, and truth contributes to the creation of God’s kingdom on earth.
In this homily, Father Pat begins by unfolding the Gospel of Matthew, where Jesus reveals to his disciples that he must suffer, be rejected, killed, and rise again. Peter reacts with horror and denial, prompting Jesus’ famous rebuke, “Get behind me, Satan!” Father Pat emphasizes that this isn't a cold theological declaration but an emotionally charged moment where Jesus confronts a very human temptation—the temptation to avoid suffering and deny one’s essential identity. Jesus’ harsh response to Peter is not arbitrary; it’s the cry of someone resisting the seductive pull of comfort and conformity. In this, Jesus models integrity: he will not betray who he is, even if it means facing the cross.
Father Pat then introduces the African philosophy of “ubuntu,” popularized by Archbishop Desmond Tutu. Ubuntu, roughly translated, means “I am because we are.” It teaches that a person becomes fully human through relationships with others. This concept directly connects to Jesus’ ministry and sacrifice. Jesus’ path is not about individual salvation or divine aloofness—it’s about solidarity, community, and shared humanity. He is not a distant savior but one who fully enters into the human experience, even unto death, because only through deep connection and authenticity can true transformation occur.
Jesus could have avoided the cross by staying silent, denying his divinity, and blending in with societal expectations. But to do so would be to lose his soul. Father Pat reminds us of Jesus’ words: “What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life?” This is not merely a rhetorical question—it is an existential challenge. We are often tempted to compromise, to hide our true selves to maintain social harmony, success, or security. But Jesus teaches that the cost of such compromise is our very being.
Father Pat contrasts this divine courage with Peter’s fear. Peter is not evil—he is human. Like us, he wants safety for those he loves. But fear, when it becomes our guiding force, leads us to become obstacles to God’s work. This is where the metaphor of resonance becomes vital. Father Pat, drawing from music and physics, explains that everything has a natural resonance—a frequency at which it vibrates. Just as a piano string can be made to vibrate by matching its frequency, so too do our spirits resonate with the energies around us. If we immerse ourselves in fear, cynicism, and division, we amplify those forces. But if we choose to resonate hope, love, and truth, we can shift the spiritual atmosphere of our communities.
He illustrates this with examples from music, physics, and even nature, explaining how resonance is not just a metaphor but a tangible dynamic: we attract and amplify what we emit. Just as water in a bathtub or a piano string responds to matching frequencies, human beings respond to the spiritual energy that surrounds them. This is why gossip is so destructive—it resonates negativity, diminishes others, and poisons community. Conversely, when we speak positively about someone behind their back, we spread grace and become agents of ubuntu.
The practical challenge Father Pat offers is this: what are you resonating into the world? Are you setting the frequency of your life to bitterness, sarcasm, fear, and division? Or are you tuning yourself to the frequency of Christ—truth, compassion, courage, and hope? He encourages us not to be passive recipients of the world’s noise but active participants in shaping its spiritual tone. This is especially urgent in a world increasingly polarized, where social media and public discourse often thrive on negativity.
Ultimately, Father Pat invites us to be like Jesus, who chose to embody his true self, even when it led to suffering. True humanity is not about external success but internal integrity and communal flourishing. Ubuntu teaches us that we are all diminished when one of us is diminished. Therefore, our calling is not merely to "get to heaven" individually but to create heaven among us through the resonance of love and justice.
Father Pat concludes by inviting us to become people who resonate the kingdom of God. It begins in small ways—in the words we choose, the stories we tell, the energy we embody, and the communities we build. If enough of us resonate Christ’s hope, courage, and compassion, that resonance can ripple outward—changing our homes, our churches, our societies, and ultimately our world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1218.1099853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. At that time Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sedan, and behold, a Canaanite woman of that district came and called out, Have pity on me, Lord, son of David. My daughter is tormented by a demon. But Jesus did not say a word in answer to her. Jesus' disciples came and asked him, Send her away, for she keeps calling out after us. He said in reply, I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. But the woman came and did Jesus' homage, saying, Lord, help me. He said in reply, It is not right to take the food of the children and throw it to the dogs. She said, Please, Lord, for even the dogs eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters. Then Jesus said to her in reply, O woman, great is your faith. Let it be done for you as you wish. And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I have been thinking a lot about this week the concept of love at first sight. And it doesn't mean I have news for you and I'm out of here. It's an interesting, you know, psychology and different schools of thought. We'll talk about what is love at first sight. Is there really such a thing as love at first sight? And actually, very many people who have worked on this, many of the, probably even the majority of opinions will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight. Now, we don't always call it that because what happens is you see someone, you fall in love with the image of him or her at first sight, and then it's a long journey to try and figure out whether that person is actually what you think you fell in love with. But the experience of falling in love is immediate. You know, you'll find, especially when you get into that sort of romantic, chemical attraction, it does not come on slowly. You know, it is boom. I can't tell you how many women have talked to me over the years that would probably be in better shape if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out, here's everything I want, here's everything I think a man should be, and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in and something immediate happens. That feeling of love at first sight is based on, to a large degree, our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us, give them a complete personality ectomy, and replace it with our fantasy personality, and then start the journey of actually seeing who that person is. And so love is at first sight, but we only love as much as we know, and it takes a while to figure out whether that love at first sight really correlates to the reality in front of us. This is the same thing with much of our spirituality. God is probably the most dangerous first date you will ever have, because many of us have an image of God. None of us can really know who God is. None of us can get our minds totally around God, and so in the end we pick something of God to become our whole picture. And unfortunately, unlike someone you date, God is, well, actually this might be exactly like some of the people you date, but God's not a big talker. You ever feel like you're holding up both sides of the conversation? We call that prayer. I know and I am well aware when I am praying and when I'm talking to God that I, you know, the part of God this evening will be played by Patrick Dolan. Fascinating he uses all the same words I would. I have always told people that I will know that it is a almost magical level revelation from God when God says something to me in prayer and I have to go look up one of the words in the dictionary. Wouldn't that be an exciting moment? So we know, so what is that? So what we're doing in our head, what we call contemplative prayer and prayers, often that we have to imagine what God would say to us. And hopefully that imagination is well informed. You know, when I imagine a conversation with God, you know, the voice of God never says, just smack him and get on with it. Because the image of God is better formed than that. But we are all called to be better theologians than we usually are. Most of us are better at a million other things in spirituality than theology. And what that means is we have a better idea of what we want the church to be, what we want the sacraments to be, what morals should be. We've got a better idea of all of that stuff, heaven and hell, than what each belief we have says about God. Catherine of Siena, I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years. Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar to Teresa of Avila, very similar to some of the saints. This vision of hell. Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend, of all the saints, was one of the greatest theologians. Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises on the church, but those are ecclesiologists. Or on the spirit, pneumatology. Theology. Everything she thought, she said, what does this say about God? And what's my image of God? And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell. Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia. And her image ends with, and it was empty. Because that's her vision of God. Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving, and people say, well, what about the unbaptized? That's your philosophy of sacraments. Well, what about people who did this? That's your philosophy of morality. She's dealing with theology, her vision of God. Now when you go through scripture, if you don't have a vision of God, you will come out with absolutely no help at all. You have the God of love who heals everyone. Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset, wipes out the world with a flood, and then afterwards says, I really regret that, here's a rainbow. The God who says, oops. You've got stories in there of like Jonah, where because Jonah did the right thing, God repented of the evil he was going to do. What, God does evil? The Bible is a compendium of many, many images and visions of God that we are called to reflect on. But you are the final filter. And what you say about God, what you believe about God, in many ways will tell us who you are. In the same way, it would be a fascinating, if somewhat unromantic experiment through someone's teens and early 20s, if every time one of those, I fell in love at first sight, turned out three weeks later to be not so great, instead of doing what most of us do, which is start a list in our head of everything that was horrible and awful with that person, to get a better vision of, so who did I think she was? Who did I think he was? Who do we think that other person is? After, you know, after an expected period of trial and failure, you would have a real great idea, this is what I'm looking for. This is what made this person, you know, I fell in love with, what did I really fall in love with? Do we have a sense of who that is? It wasn't that person as it turned out. But do we know what that ideal person is? Because it would tell you a lot about who you are. And it is always interesting when you say to people, what are you looking for in your, you know, your life mate, future spouse, what are you looking for? And it's, you would think everyone would come up with the same thing, but they don't. Loyalty, honesty, those two usually don't go together. If I need them to lie for me, are they going to be honest or loyal? You know, what's, you start to say, this is what I really want. In a future spouse, you learn a lot about yourself. But we don't, what we normally know is, I can tell you all the places they fell short. And we just get better images of what we don't like. If we do that with God, we get a better image of the God we don't want. And so today we have three radically different visions of God coming from scripture. And how do we decide between those? It will depend on our filter. You know, if you are mean and need God to be mean and need God to be, God is going to get those people over there eventually. You know, you will hang on to, you will cherry pick through scripture and get what you want. We used to call them in seminary the hateful mysteries of the rosary. If that is your vision of God, you could read all four gospels and come away with the five hateful mysteries. Jesus kills a herd of pigs. Jesus calls his best friend Satan. Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business. Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man. And today, Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog. So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus because we look at these stories and we go, wait, wait, wait, wait. My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this. How could this be the same person that says, let the little children come unto me? Because that would be just as problematic as the Canaanite woman. The kids, the women, it was all. It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all. And so, where I have come with, with this reading over the years, is there's a line in here where it says the disciples say, send her away, she keeps calling out after us. And he says in reply, and that's important because in the story, he doesn't say it in reply to the woman. He says it in reply to the disciples. The disciples want a God, for a long time in the story, the disciples always seem to want a God who will send the problem people away. The children are calling out, don't let the children come near us. You know, I, it's all matter of perspective. I was joking with a parent about the fact that, you know, it's, I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow all the kids are coming back to school and the sun itself is going away. The mother said to me, oh, I think you're, you're looking a little too early in the day. The way I see it, the children are going back to school tomorrow and then the sun comes back forever. You know, you know, how we look at these things. But, we do have this point that says, so how do we look at the story? Well, he says to them, they say, stop the Canaanite woman coming from, stop the unclean man from calling out after us, he's an embarrassment. Stop the children from coming back. It's an embarrassment, it's an embarrassment. And finally he replies and gives them the God they want. And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories in the chronology of that gospel. As though the lesson is taught. There was a film a few years ago called, The Hundred Foot Journey. Helen Mirren played a very sort of uptight, buttoned down, owner of a French restaurant in a little town on a dirt road and right across the street moves in an eastern Indian family that's going to open up just sort of a, a real down home, wild, spices in the air sort of restaurant. And all of this partying and music and you know, her restaurant is, it's cordon bleu all the way and very, and she's horrified. And she's horrified and she starts making little snipes around her staff about those sorts of people. Those sorts of people. And the staff take it and run with it. And about halfway through the movie, a couple members of her staff go out, vandalize the place, start a fire, ride out, prance for the French. And she gets up the next morning and she realizes her part in that. That she herself would never have done that but a little spout out the hate here and hate there and gets them going. And from that point on, she becomes friends to the people across the street because she realizes there's no middle road. You either become a voice for hate or you become a voice for reconciliation. The disciples today keep saying, get rid of those people! Get rid of those! And finally Jesus says, okay. And he's worse to her than I'm sure they expected. Now he knows he's going to do the healing. She gets what she wants. There's reconciliation by the end. But for just a minute, give them a glimpse. Is this what you really want? And you hope they come away changed. You hope they go, yeah, let's stop asking for that. And we as a people, let's stop asking for the partisan God. The God that likes our side better than theirs. The opening reading has a little bit of that. Though in our country right now, I think of the white supremacist movement and they'd be real horrified to know that the scriptures only give us a Jewish supremacist movement. We're not mentioned. You know, the foreigners who join themselves could come in on the coat strings. By the way, we are the foreigners in that reading. The Jewish people are the ones. We could have that. We could decide to be a people that equality is not our thing. That we like supremacy better. We could go there. It's just not us. And the minute we decide that we're not all created equal, it's not American either. My dad used to joke about people in the world who feel that we're all created equal. There's just some that are more equal than others. You can't... Equality and supremacy are diametrically opposed positions. And so, you have that here. Or you have the second reading that says, you know, God delivered everyone into disobedience so that God could show mercy to everyone. What that means is all of us screw up. And all of us are forgiven. And you think of how much church and how much, not just ours, all churches, churches and religion run around saying, God is all forgiving. I mean, except for you people. God is all forgiving. Except for those ones over there. God is all forgiving except for that group. Because there's part of us that floats between that belief that God is all loving, that Catherine of Siena belief, and the disciples today that still want God to send someone away. We're caught between two contrary images that both come to scripture. You're always going to read through scripture and you're going to have to be the final filter that can decide the difference in importance between thou shalt not kill and thou shalt not eat shellfish. They're both in scripture. They're both in the same book. And I will still not put killing on level with a plate of scampi. We've got all of that in our scripture. What is our filter? Who are we as a people that truly believe that God created everyone? What is our theology? In other words, what is everything we do and everything we believe say about God? You know, give me a minute. I heard her go down. What do we do with that moment that says everyone counts? Because everyone counts to God. How do we learn to live with one another? What happens when everyone being a child of God, everyone being created equal, really becomes the foundation of the way we live rather than something historic we bring up once in a while? What if that's the foundation? Is that every person you encounter is beloved of God? Every person you encounter has messed up for the sole purpose of God being merciful. What happens when we become so aware of who we are and our own need for mercy that we can no longer judge another person? That's the God we have to fill in the gaps. Many of us, love at first sight was with a God image that might not have been that great. And as we grow up we realize that's not the God we want to be in love with. We don't want to be in love with the vision of God that likes these people and not these people. We don't want to be in love with the God who loves you until you mess up. I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven walking on eggshells because he could go off the edge at any minute and send another flood. What's your image of God? We have to start to filter our images a little better. When we go to scripture, you can come away with any number of images. And when you do, you will see the God you are falling in love with. And in the end, it will not tell you much about God. It will tell you everything about who you're becoming. We, in our faith, are called through the gospel to preach the God who loves every person. And not only that, who loves every person equally. That right there is enough work for the rest of our lives. To love every person equally. What happens when we respond to the stranger on the street as though it were one of our relatives we just ran into? What happens when we move beyond that tribalism to a vision that includes every person created by God? We may never get there emotionally, but just like the little dialogue in our head, we can have a well-informed vision of what we're to move towards. And whether we're emotionally there or not, we take care of everyone because we really believe it's what we're called to do. I think when we do that, we start to see a kingdom of God that reaches to the ends of the earth. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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At that time Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sedan,
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and behold, a Canaanite woman of that district
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came and called out, Have pity on me, Lord, son of David.
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My daughter is tormented by a demon.
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But Jesus did not say a word in answer to her.
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Jesus' disciples came and asked him,
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Send her away, for she keeps calling out after us.
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He said in reply,
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I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.
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But the woman came and did Jesus' homage,
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saying, Lord, help me.
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He said in reply,
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It is not right to take the food of the children
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and throw it to the dogs.
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She said, Please, Lord, for even the dogs
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eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters.
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Then Jesus said to her in reply,
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O woman, great is your faith.
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Let it be done for you as you wish.
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And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I have been thinking a lot about this week
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the concept of love at first sight.
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And it doesn't mean I have news for you
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and I'm out of here.
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It's an interesting, you know,
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psychology and different schools of thought.
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We'll talk about what is love at first sight.
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Is there really such a thing as love at first sight?
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And actually, very many people who have worked on this,
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many of the, probably even the majority of opinions
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will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love
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will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight.
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Now, we don't always call it that
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because what happens is you see someone,
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you fall in love with the image of him or her
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at first sight, and then it's a long journey
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to try and figure out whether that person is actually
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what you think you fell in love with.
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But the experience of falling in love is immediate.
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You know, you'll find, especially when you get into
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that sort of romantic, chemical attraction,
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it does not come on slowly.
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You know, it is boom.
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I can't tell you how many women have talked to me
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over the years that would probably be in better shape
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if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out,
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here's everything I want,
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here's everything I think a man should be,
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and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in
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and something immediate happens.
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That feeling of love at first sight
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is based on, to a large degree,
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our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us,
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give them a complete personality ectomy,
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and replace it with our fantasy personality,
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and then start the journey of actually seeing
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who that person is.
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And so love is at first sight,
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but we only love as much as we know,
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and it takes a while to figure out
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whether that love at first sight
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really correlates to the reality in front of us.
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This is the same thing with much of our spirituality.
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God is probably the most dangerous first date
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you will ever have,
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because many of us have an image of God.
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None of us can really know who God is.
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None of us can get our minds totally around God,
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and so in the end we pick something of God
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to become our whole picture.
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And unfortunately, unlike someone you date,
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God is, well, actually this might be exactly like
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some of the people you date,
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but God's not a big talker.
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You ever feel like you're holding up
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both sides of the conversation?
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We call that prayer.
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I know and I am well aware when I am praying
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and when I'm talking to God
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that I, you know, the part of God this evening
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will be played by Patrick Dolan.
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Fascinating he uses all the same words I would.
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I have always told people that
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I will know that it is a
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almost magical level revelation from God
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when God says something to me in prayer
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and I have to go look up one of the words
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in the dictionary.
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Wouldn't that be an exciting moment?
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So we know, so what is that?
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So what we're doing in our head,
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what we call contemplative prayer and prayers,
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often that we have to imagine
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what God would say to us.
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And hopefully that imagination is well informed.
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You know, when I imagine a conversation with God,
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you know, the voice of God never says,
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just smack him and get on with it.
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Because the image of God is better formed than that.
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But we are all called to be better theologians
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than we usually are.
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Most of us are better at a million other things
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in spirituality than theology.
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And what that means is
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we have a better idea of what we want the church to be,
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what we want the sacraments to be,
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what morals should be.
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We've got a better idea of all of that stuff,
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heaven and hell,
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than what each belief we have says about God.
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Catherine of Siena,
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I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years.
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Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar
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to Teresa of Avila,
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very similar to some of the saints.
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This vision of hell.
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Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend,
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of all the saints,
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was one of the greatest theologians.
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Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises
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on the church,
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but those are ecclesiologists.
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Or on the spirit, pneumatology.
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Theology.
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Everything she thought, she said,
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what does this say about God?
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And what's my image of God?
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And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell.
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Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia.
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And her image ends with,
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and it was empty.
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Because that's her vision of God.
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Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving,
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and people say,
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well, what about the unbaptized?
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That's your philosophy of sacraments.
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Well, what about people who did this?
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That's your philosophy of morality.
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She's dealing with theology,
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her vision of God.
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Now when you go through scripture,
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if you don't have a vision of God,
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you will come out with absolutely no help at all.
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You have the God of love who heals everyone.
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Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset,
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wipes out the world with a flood,
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and then afterwards says,
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I really regret that, here's a rainbow.
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The God who says, oops.
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You've got stories in there of like Jonah,
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where because Jonah did the right thing,
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God repented of the evil he was going to do.
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What, God does evil?
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The Bible is a compendium of many, many images
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and visions of God that we are called to reflect on.
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But you are the final filter.
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And what you say about God,
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what you believe about God,
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in many ways will tell us who you are.
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In the same way, it would be a fascinating,
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if somewhat unromantic experiment
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through someone's teens and early 20s,
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if every time one of those,
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I fell in love at first sight,
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turned out three weeks later to be not so great,
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instead of doing what most of us do,
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which is start a list in our head
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of everything that was horrible and awful with that person,
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to get a better vision of,
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so who did I think she was?
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Who did I think he was?
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Who do we think that other person is?
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After, you know,
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after an expected period of trial and failure,
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you would have a real great idea,
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this is what I'm looking for.
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This is what made this person,
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you know, I fell in love with,
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what did I really fall in love with?
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Do we have a sense of who that is?
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It wasn't that person as it turned out.
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But do we know what that ideal person is?
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Because it would tell you a lot about who you are.
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And it is always interesting when you say to people,
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what are you looking for in your,
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you know, your life mate, future spouse,
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what are you looking for?
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And it's, you would think everyone would come up
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with the same thing, but they don't.
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Loyalty, honesty,
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those two usually don't go together.
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If I need them to lie for me,
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are they going to be honest or loyal?
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You know, what's, you start to say,
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this is what I really want.
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In a future spouse,
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you learn a lot about yourself.
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But we don't, what we normally know is,
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I can tell you all the places they fell short.
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And we just get better images of what we don't like.
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If we do that with God,
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we get a better image of the God we don't want.
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And so today we have three radically different visions
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of God coming from scripture.
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And how do we decide between those?
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It will depend on our filter.
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You know, if you are mean
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and need God to be mean
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and need God to be,
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God is going to get those people over there eventually.
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You know, you will hang on to,
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you will cherry pick through scripture
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and get what you want.
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We used to call them in seminary
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the hateful mysteries of the rosary.
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If that is your vision of God,
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you could read all four gospels
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and come away with
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the five hateful mysteries.
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Jesus kills a herd of pigs.
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Jesus calls his best friend Satan.
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Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business.
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Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man.
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And today,
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Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog.
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So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus
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because we look at these stories and we go,
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wait, wait, wait, wait.
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My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this.
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How could this be the same person that says,
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let the little children come unto me?
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Because that would be just as problematic
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as the Canaanite woman.
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The kids, the women, it was all.
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It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all.
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And so,
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where I have come with,
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with this reading over the years,
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is there's a line in here where
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it says the disciples say,
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send her away, she keeps calling out after us.
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And he says in reply,
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and that's important because in the story,
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he doesn't say it in reply to the woman.
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He says it in reply to the disciples.
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The disciples want a God,
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for a long time in the story,
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the disciples always seem to want a God
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who will send the problem people away.
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The children are calling out,
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don't let the children come near us.
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You know, I,
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it's all matter of perspective.
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I was joking with a parent about the fact that,
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you know, it's,
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I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow
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all the kids are coming back to school
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and the sun itself is going away.
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The mother said to me,
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oh, I think you're,
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you're looking a little too early in the day.
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The way I see it,
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the children are going back to school tomorrow
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and then the sun comes back forever.
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You know,
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you know,
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how we look at these things.
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But,
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we do have this point that says,
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so how do we look at the story?
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Well, he says to them,
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they say,
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stop the Canaanite woman coming from,
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stop the unclean man from calling out after us,
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he's an embarrassment.
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Stop the children from coming back.
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It's an embarrassment,
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it's an embarrassment.
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And finally he replies
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and gives them the God they want.
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And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories
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in the chronology of that gospel.
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As though the lesson is taught.
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There was a film a few years ago
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called,
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The Hundred Foot Journey.
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Helen Mirren played a very sort of
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uptight,
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buttoned down,
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owner of a French restaurant
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in a little town on a dirt road
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and right across the street
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moves in an eastern Indian family
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that's going to open up just sort of a,
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a real down home,
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wild,
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spices in the air
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sort of restaurant.
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And all of this
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partying and music and you know,
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her restaurant is,
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it's cordon bleu all the way
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and very,
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and she's horrified.
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And she's horrified
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and she starts
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making little snipes
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around her staff
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about those sorts of people.
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Those sorts of people.
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And the staff take it and run with it.
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And about halfway through the movie,
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a couple members of her staff
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go out, vandalize the place,
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start a fire,
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ride out,
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prance for the French.
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And she gets up the next morning
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and she realizes
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her part in that.
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That she herself would never
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have done that
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but a little spout out the hate here
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and hate there
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and gets them going.
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And from that point on,
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she becomes friends
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to the people across the street
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because she realizes
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there's no middle road.
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You either become a voice for hate
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or you become a voice for reconciliation.
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The disciples today keep saying,
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get rid of those people!
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Get rid of those!
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And finally Jesus says,
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okay.
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And he's worse to her
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than I'm sure they expected.
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Now he knows he's going to do the healing.
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She gets what she wants.
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There's reconciliation by the end.
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But for just a minute,
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give them a glimpse.
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Is this what you really want?
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And you hope they come away changed.
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You hope they go,
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yeah, let's stop asking for that.
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And we as a people,
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let's stop asking for the partisan God.
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The God that likes our side
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better than theirs.
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The opening reading has a little bit of that.
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Though in our country right now,
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I think of the white supremacist movement
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and they'd be real horrified to know
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that the scriptures only give us
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a Jewish supremacist movement.
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We're not mentioned.
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You know,
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the foreigners who join themselves
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could come in on the coat strings.
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By the way,
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we are the foreigners in that reading.
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The Jewish people are the ones.
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We could have that.
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We could decide to be a people
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that equality is not our thing.
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That we like supremacy better.
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We could go there.
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It's just not us.
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And the minute we decide
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that we're not all created equal,
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it's not American either.
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My dad used to joke about people in the world
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who feel that we're all created equal.
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There's just some that are more equal than others.
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You can't...
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Equality and supremacy
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are diametrically opposed positions.
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And so,
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you have that here.
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Or you have the second reading
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that says, you know,
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God delivered everyone into disobedience
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so that God could show mercy to everyone.
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What that means is
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all of us screw up.
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And all of us are forgiven.
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And you think of how much church
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and how much,
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not just ours, all churches,
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churches and religion
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run around saying,
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God is all forgiving.
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I mean, except for you people.
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God is all forgiving.
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Except for those ones over there.
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God is all forgiving except for that group.
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Because there's part of us
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that floats between that belief
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that God is all loving,
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that Catherine of Siena belief,
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and the disciples today
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that still want God to send someone away.
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We're caught between two contrary images
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that both come to scripture.
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You're always going to read through scripture
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and you're going to have to be the final filter
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that can decide the difference in importance
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between thou shalt not kill
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and thou shalt not eat shellfish.
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They're both in scripture.
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They're both in the same book.
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And I will still not put killing
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on level with a plate of scampi.
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We've got all of that in our scripture.
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What is our filter?
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Who are we as a people
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that truly believe that God created everyone?
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What is our theology?
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In other words,
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what is everything we do
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and everything we believe
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say about God?
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You know,
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give me a minute.
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I heard her go down.
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What do we do with that moment
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that says everyone counts?
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Because everyone counts to God.
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How do we learn to live with one another?
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What happens when everyone being a child of God,
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everyone being created equal,
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really becomes the foundation of the way we live
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rather than something historic
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we bring up once in a while?
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What if that's the foundation?
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Is that every person you encounter
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is beloved of God?
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Every person you encounter
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has messed up for the sole purpose of God
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being merciful.
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What happens when we become so aware
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of who we are
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and our own need for mercy
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that we can no longer judge another person?
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That's the God we have to fill in the gaps.
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Many of us,
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love at first sight
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was with a God image
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that might not have been that great.
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And as we grow up we realize
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that's not the God we want to be in love with.
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We don't want to be in love with the vision of God
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that likes these people and not these people.
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We don't want to be in love with the God
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who loves you until you mess up.
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I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven
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walking on eggshells
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because he could go off the edge at any minute
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and send another flood.
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What's your image of God?
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We have to start to filter our images a little better.
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When we go to scripture,
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you can come away with any number of images.
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And when you do,
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you will see the God you are falling in love with.
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And in the end,
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it will not tell you much about God.
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It will tell you everything about who you're becoming.
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We, in our faith,
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are called through the gospel
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to preach the God who loves every person.
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And not only that,
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who loves every person equally.
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That right there
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is enough work for the rest of our lives.
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To love every person equally.
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What happens when we respond
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to the stranger on the street
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as though it were one of our relatives
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we just ran into?
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What happens when we move beyond that tribalism
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to a vision that includes every person created by God?
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We may never get there emotionally,
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but just like the little dialogue in our head,
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we can have a well-informed vision
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of what we're to move towards.
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And whether we're emotionally there or not,
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we take care of everyone
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because we really believe it's what we're called to do.
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I think when we do that,
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we start to see a kingdom of God
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that reaches to the ends of the earth.
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The kingdom of God that was preached by Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of a well-formed vision of God—a vision rooted not in exclusion, judgment, or tribalism, but in radical, inclusive love. He invites us to examine how our first impressions of God, much like love at first sight, are often projections of who we want God to be, not necessarily who God is. Just as in relationships, our understanding of God matures over time, shaped by experience, reflection, and deeper theological insight. Father Pat challenges us to be intentional about the God we believe in, because our image of God ultimately shapes who we become. Through the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman and the disciples’ desire to send her away, Father Pat illustrates how Jesus exposes the narrow, exclusionary vision of God that the disciples held—and by extension, that we often hold—and instead affirms a God who is merciful to all. Our theology, he insists, must reflect a God who loves equally, forgives universally, and calls us to live out that same radical inclusivity.
Father Pat begins by drawing a parallel between the phenomenon of “love at first sight” and our early spiritual experiences of God. He explains that just as we may project our ideals onto a person we are romantically drawn to, we often do the same with God. We fall in love with an idea of God, but that initial image is usually a reflection of our own desires, needs, or biases. Over time, just as relationships mature when we come to know the real person behind the fantasy, so too must our spirituality mature as we come to know God more deeply through scripture, prayer, and theology. However, since God is ultimately mystery, much of that journey involves imagining what God would say, what God would do—an imagination that must be informed by love, compassion, and a theology that is rooted in the Gospel.
Using the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman, Father Pat addresses the tension between exclusion and inclusion in our understanding of God. The woman, a foreigner and outsider, is initially met with silence and apparent rejection from Jesus. But Father Pat highlights a crucial narrative detail: Jesus’ harsh words are not directed to the woman herself, but are spoken “in reply” to the disciples, who are eager to dismiss her. In this, Father Pat discerns a teaching moment. Jesus momentarily gives the disciples the God they think they want—an exclusive, nationalist, elitist God—only to reveal, through the woman’s persistence and faith, that such a vision of God is inadequate. The healing that follows is not merely physical; it is theological. It reveals the expansive mercy of a God who embraces the outsider, who listens to the marginalized, and who honors faith wherever it is found. This interaction becomes a pivot point in the Gospel, after which such dismissive attitudes among the disciples seem to fade.
Father Pat then draws attention to the importance of theological reflection. He references Catherine of Siena, whose vision of hell was empty—not because she denied judgment or consequence, but because her understanding of God’s mercy and love could not accommodate eternal rejection. For Catherine, and for Father Pat, theology begins with the question: “What does this belief say about God?” Too often, he observes, we are better at expressing our views on morality, liturgy, or church practices than we are at articulating what these views imply about God’s nature. Are we imagining a vindictive, partisan God, or a God of universal compassion? When we cherry-pick scriptures to justify our biases, we risk constructing a God in our own image—one that may have more to do with our fears and prejudices than with the God revealed in Christ.
Father Pat warns against the temptation to create a “partisan God”—one who loves our group but not others, who forgives our sins but condemns those of outsiders. He draws a sobering comparison to societal dynamics, referencing supremacist ideologies that reflect the same flawed theological thinking: that some are inherently more worthy than others. He reminds us that such thinking is not only theologically unsound but also un-American, contradicting the founding principle that all people are created equal. The Church must resist the urge to define itself by opposition—to be the community of the righteous against the sinners—because that is not the God revealed in Jesus.
Moving into practical spirituality, Father Pat challenges us to filter scripture through a lens of love and mercy. Scripture holds many images of God—some wrathful, some merciful, some mysterious—and it is up to us, guided by a well-formed theology, to discern which images align with the God revealed in Christ. He humorously refers to “the five hateful mysteries” as a way of pointing out how easy it is to build a vision of God that is small, angry, and exclusive—if that’s what we’re looking for. But if, instead, we approach scripture with a heart open to love, inclusion, and compassion, we will begin to see a consistent thread: the God who welcomes the stranger, forgives the sinner, and calls all people to Himself.
The fullness of Father Pat’s message lies in the transformative power of that theological shift. If we believe God loves every person equally, then we are called to do the same. That belief is not just a private comfort; it’s a public ethic. It means caring for the stranger as we would our own family. It means resisting the tribalism that divides communities and churches. It means grounding our social, political, and religious lives in the conviction that every person is beloved of God and deserving of dignity. Even if we do not always feel this emotionally, we must act on it theologically. Our feelings may lag behind, but our actions must lead.
Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to grow beyond our initial, often immature ideas of God and move toward a spirituality rooted in mercy, justice, and inclusion. Our theology must be continually refined, informed by scripture, tradition, reason, and lived experience. And the measure of our theology is not how well it conforms to doctrine alone, but how well it reflects the God who is love. The God who, like the Jesus in today’s Gospel, may challenge our assumptions, but ultimately reveals a mercy that refuses to be limited by human boundaries....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 947.760009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. And the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them. Whose sins you retain are retained. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Pentecost is probably the single solemnity of the church that really has us focus on the first reading rather than the Gospel. The first reading is the Pentecost reading. And we get this sort of what some theologians have called a little Pentecost. That's sort of the day after Easter. Our Gospel reading is actually the same reading we have every year on the Sunday after Easter. We've kind of looped back around to the beginning of the season. And they're both readings about the coming of the Spirit. And it's probably, given the nature of the words involved, it is literally the most nebulous idea we have. What the Spirit came, what it looked like. We get some pretty fanciful visions drawn. But more than that, and I know I speak about this a lot, but 2,000 years of Christian history in our eyes, we often can't read the text anymore without hearing things that aren't there, that we've been told are there. For example, I think because of the way Christianity developed in 2,000 years, most of us hear the phrase, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them and whose sins you retain are retained. And the 2,000 years of history immediately filter that, reread it, and say, if you don't forgive someone's sins, God will back you up and not forgive them as well. That is a huge jump from what the text says. You know, if you won't forgive sins, then they're not forgiven. It doesn't mean God won't forgive them, it means you're gonna hold those sins unforgiven. You guys wanna just hold things against each other, you can. You wanna let go of sins, they'll be released. And that was the big news, because people knew they could hold sins against one another, but you hear in the stories of Jesus, who are you to forgive, you can't forgive sins. The breakthrough here was, yes, you can forgive one another. Let things go. You know, what if, worst possible case scenario, what if we all get to heaven? All right. Now I have to get along with you. I mean, what would that be like? Do we ever think that way? You know, what if you could walk into heaven tomorrow if you're ready to embrace whoever else happened to get there? And you don't get to use the good old stock answer, which is, well, it's all right. I'm sure Uncle Samuel won't be there anyway. I'm sure they won't, well, those people won't be there anyway. Worst case scenario, what if everyone gets in? Still wanna go? Because in Jesus' message, you see the underlying issue is, it's when everyone gets in that it really becomes worthwhile. Very different from our belief, because most people, we kind of have the country club belief. But it's not going to be a little exclusive. What really is the point? That's our culture, not our faith. It's so hard for us to get there. And so we get this moment in Pentecost, and I always love in these miracle moments to try and figure out how people visualize the miracle. You know, with the multiplication of the bread. Do they picture a basket that just keeps bubbling out bread? Do they picture people starting to share what they've had with them all along, and it being enough? How do you picture the miracle? Here, is the miracle more something where the speakers were transformed, or the listeners? Because I think Pentecost is about the listeners. I think it's where we learn as a faith to evangelize with our ears, rather than our lips. And that's a very sort of counterintuitive idea. Rarely do we evangelize with our ears. Ready to hear the other person's story, encounter the God that has already been there in their lives, then share the gospel, and see what happens in that dialogue. We think that evangelization is, I show up with a Bible in one hand, and the catechism in the other, and by the time you leave me, you will know that a sacrament is an outward sign of an inward grace, and the sign is effective, and you know, that's not evangelization. If someone walks away with an identical set of ideas, I don't know that they've been evangelized. But when we open our ears and start to hear each other, so without, you know, totally dismissing the Comic-Con crowd who love to think that this was, you know, the first universal translator from Star Trek. They spoke out, and the Klingons heard what was being said. No, there's a line in here that kind of clues us in to what was really going on, and it says, now there were devout Jews from every nation under heaven staying in Jerusalem. Take it with a grain of salt that is written with the mindset of the day. I don't think Fiji was represented. So when it says every nation under heaven, you know, we're probably talking about a tract of land that might be Colorado and Wyoming. You know, they have a very small vision of what every nation is, but when it says devout Jews, and here's where Catholics kind of can understand this if you think back historically. It would rather be like saying in the 1930s that groups from Catholics from every nation gathered, and they said mass in Latin, and they all magically understood. It was the only mass they knew. Hebrew and Aramaic and Greek, and Hebrew to Aramaic, if you look at Hebrew and Greek, Aramaic is Spanglish. It was the mix between the two. All of these Jews of the Diaspora, and then the Jews in Galilee, you know, between about one or two languages, they all knew the same language, because as devout Jews, they studied scripture, which only existed in two languages, you know. They studied, you know, they studied or went to temples, or if they didn't live close enough to the temple, they had gatherings, they discussed religion. It was the language of their cult, their worship. And so it's not that they couldn't understand each other if they wanted to really lean in, listen, and work at it. It's that the groups didn't like each other. The Jews of the Diaspora, when I say the Diaspora, those were those who were exiled at one point, some under Babylonian rule, others under Assyrian rule. Whenever they became an occupied nation, they would often take the leaders and exile them, get them out. And what would happen, as ugly as it sounds, is those who were lucky enough to not be exiled would slowly sit in judgment over the ones who were, because they would end up in another country and they would mix with the locals. And all of a sudden, their faith might start to pick up some, you know, extra things that were not pure. You know, like when we picked up genuflecting from the Greek. Most of you have become comfortable with it by now. But back then, there was an impurity in the faith. So you had these people, there was a lot of animosity. And the gift of Pentecost is not that all of a sudden, they spoke the same phonetic cultural language, but that they were willing, perhaps, to use what they already had and begin to listen to one another. And in the listening comes understanding. Our school is starting, I've been talking about this for a few weeks, and you'll get real irritated with this by fall. But we're starting this program, this leadership program. You know, a lot of the schools now, you have STEM schools and schools of the arts. And the school here, we're going to use one of these leadership programs. And it's not, you know, when someone says, oh, a Catholic leadership school, there's two reactions to that. For some people, they're thinking, oh, good, what they're trying to do is get, as long as, if we had more Catholics in leadership, the world would be a better place. As soon as we control the world, and that's not what it's about. Because, you know, power over others, we've talked about that, that's political. But what Catholic leadership would look like, what Christian leadership should look like, is servant leadership. So, I'm starting to rewrite the leadership report. Colleen just got the brochures done. She's very happy with me changing things. And I said, you know, what if, instead, we call this a servant leadership program? We're a servant leadership school. And what I would love to focus our children on, because I think if they get it at a foundational level, they'll have a different approach to life than most of us do. And we will, we work on it as adults, but it's never as foundational. And that is, most of us grew up hearing a pretty common question in our preteens and our adolescent years, and that is, what do you want to be when you grow up? Not a bad question, and we start asking children pretty early and getting them to dream, what do you want to be when you grow up? But I think servant leadership asks, whom do you want to help when you grow up? Who would you like to see helped? Not, I want to be a doctor, but I really feel called to help people who are sick. Not, I want to be a lawyer, I feel called to help people who are fighting injustice. Who do we want to help in the world? Because that's the underlying question, and that will take the evangelization of our ears. We have to start to listen to the needs around us. We have to get beyond our parish and our church and our city and our nation, and we have to really fight these, around the world, these movements that are saying, let's shut down globalization. Let's start just to worry about the people close to us. But let's face it, probably the Germans aren't getting into heaven anyway, let's not worry about them. I'm only saying that because I'm going to Germany soon, so I thought I had to pick a country. I mean, it really, I think we often do that. I think we don't have to worry about that. We just take care of us and ours, and we're doing our job in the world, but it's not the Christian call. The Christian call is, how many people are we going to help? If the church is going to be great in leadership, it has to be great in servanthood. It has to be a servant leader. And so, that's our new question, I think, that we should focus on is, who do we want to help in life? And how does that drive our vocation? Every year around Pentecost, I'm always very mindful of Monsignor Peter Quang. If you don't know him, he's the pastor over at All Saints, and he started life, I mean, it was difficult. He and his siblings were orphaned on the streets of Vietnam, and he literally raised and kept his siblings together on the streets over there, and came over here in the bottom of a boat, stowed away as a young child, you know, has since put together a life here. And he has such a different upbringing from us, and one time we were in discussion around a table, it was a lead discussion, and a bunch of priests who were sitting around, and there were six of us at our table, and we were supposed to be saying, you know, how did you discern your vocation? How did you come to believe that this is what you should do? And we, of course, all of us, immediately became professional therapists. And we talked about the deep movements of our hearts, and where we felt we might find fulfillment, and with the Catholic priesthood, you know, the celibacy issue, and, you know, will you be able, will that be okay for you, and how will you, you know, are you okay with this aspect of ministry? And we did all this discernment talk as we went around the table, and Peter, Monsignor Quang was the last one, and he was listening just fascinated, and so we finally got to him and said, so Peter, what made you want to become a priest? And he, not being smart or anything, he just said, my village needed priests. We had spent 35 minutes talking about, you know, whether it would be a fulfilling thing for our heart, and would it fill, we just, we knew that God would put a joy in my heart, and what it was gonna do to fulfill my life, and he grew up with ears that said they needed a priest. And people can believe what they want about vocations and calls, but I truly believe if they'd had a priest and needed a doctor, he'd have become a doctor, and it would have still been his vocation, because he listened to the need around him, and I just remember how that changed my thinking about discernment, certainly as a pastor. You know, there's, at any moment, there's at least 20 things on the table of people who are dealing with death in their family, and people who are dealing with interpersonal struggles, and people who are dealing with serious illnesses, and losses of homes, and all, and you want each one of those to be important, and of course, each one of those wants you to forget the other 19, but it's, you know, you have to be called by the needs of the community, and we all have to be called by the needs of the greater community. We don't always get to hear the story of what happened to all those people who heard, who listened, who moved beyond their petty prejudices, and listened to people that formerly they'd had some tensions with, and in the listening, they become one. Now, I don't think they all walked out agreeing on everything. Agreement is not the same as support, and love, and nurture. They went out ready to be one, and that comes from support and nurture, and I think we are called in Pentecost to the evangelization that we can do with our ears, to go out and listen to the world, to hear about the God that was there long before us. You know, I'm fond of saying there's never been a missionary that brought Christ to anyone. Believe it or not, Christ got there first, and a real missionary listens until he or she can hear the God that was already there, and once they're there, then they can start to share, then evangelization happens. That's the miracle. Universal translator, we'll let the technicians take care of that, but no one will come up with a technology program that will create understanding. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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And the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them again, peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when he had said this, he breathed on them
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and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit.
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Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them.
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Whose sins you retain are retained.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Pentecost is probably the single solemnity of the church
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that really has us focus on the first reading
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rather than the Gospel.
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The first reading is the Pentecost reading.
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And we get this sort of what some theologians have
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called a little Pentecost.
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That's sort of the day after Easter.
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Our Gospel reading is actually the same reading
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we have every year on the Sunday after Easter.
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We've kind of looped back around
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to the beginning of the season.
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And they're both readings about the coming of the Spirit.
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And it's probably, given the nature of the words involved,
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it is literally the most nebulous idea we have.
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What the Spirit came, what it looked like.
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We get some pretty fanciful visions drawn.
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But more than that, and I know I speak about this a lot,
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but 2,000 years of Christian history in our eyes,
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we often can't read the text anymore
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without hearing things that aren't there,
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that we've been told are there.
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For example, I think because of the way Christianity
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developed in 2,000 years, most of us
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hear the phrase, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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And the 2,000 years of history immediately filter that,
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reread it, and say, if you don't forgive someone's sins,
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God will back you up and not forgive them as well.
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That is a huge jump from what the text says.
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You know, if you won't forgive sins,
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then they're not forgiven.
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It doesn't mean God won't forgive them,
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it means you're gonna hold those sins unforgiven.
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You guys wanna just hold things against each other, you can.
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You wanna let go of sins, they'll be released.
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And that was the big news, because people knew
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they could hold sins against one another,
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but you hear in the stories of Jesus,
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who are you to forgive, you can't forgive sins.
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The breakthrough here was, yes, you can forgive one another.
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Let things go.
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You know, what if, worst possible case scenario,
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what if we all get to heaven?
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All right.
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Now I have to get along with you.
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I mean, what would that be like?
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Do we ever think that way?
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You know, what if you could walk into heaven tomorrow
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if you're ready to embrace whoever else
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happened to get there?
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And you don't get to use the good old stock answer,
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which is, well, it's all right.
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I'm sure Uncle Samuel won't be there anyway.
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I'm sure they won't, well,
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those people won't be there anyway.
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Worst case scenario, what if everyone gets in?
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Still wanna go?
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Because in Jesus' message,
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you see the underlying issue is,
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it's when everyone gets in
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that it really becomes worthwhile.
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Very different from our belief,
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because most people, we kind of have
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the country club belief.
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But it's not going to be a little exclusive.
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What really is the point?
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That's our culture, not our faith.
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It's so hard for us to get there.
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And so we get this moment in Pentecost,
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and I always love in these miracle moments
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to try and figure out how people visualize the miracle.
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You know, with the multiplication of the bread.
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Do they picture a basket that just keeps bubbling out bread?
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Do they picture people starting to share
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what they've had with them all along,
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and it being enough?
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How do you picture the miracle?
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Here, is the miracle more something
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where the speakers were transformed,
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or the listeners?
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Because I think Pentecost is about the listeners.
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I think it's where we learn as a faith
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to evangelize with our ears, rather than our lips.
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And that's a very sort of counterintuitive idea.
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Rarely do we evangelize with our ears.
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Ready to hear the other person's story,
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encounter the God that has already been there
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in their lives, then share the gospel,
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and see what happens in that dialogue.
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We think that evangelization is,
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I show up with a Bible in one hand,
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and the catechism in the other,
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and by the time you leave me,
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you will know that a sacrament is an outward sign
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of an inward grace, and the sign is effective,
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and you know, that's not evangelization.
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If someone walks away with an identical set of ideas,
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I don't know that they've been evangelized.
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But when we open our ears and start to hear each other,
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so without, you know, totally dismissing the Comic-Con crowd
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who love to think that this was, you know,
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the first universal translator from Star Trek.
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They spoke out, and the Klingons heard what was being said.
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No, there's a line in here that kind of clues us in
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to what was really going on, and it says,
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now there were devout Jews from every nation under heaven
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staying in Jerusalem.
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Take it with a grain of salt that is written
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with the mindset of the day.
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I don't think Fiji was represented.
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So when it says every nation under heaven,
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you know, we're probably talking about a tract of land
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that might be Colorado and Wyoming.
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You know, they have a very small vision
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of what every nation is, but when it says devout Jews,
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and here's where Catholics kind of can understand this
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if you think back historically.
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It would rather be like saying in the 1930s
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that groups from Catholics from every nation gathered,
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and they said mass in Latin,
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and they all magically understood.
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It was the only mass they knew.
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Hebrew and Aramaic and Greek, and Hebrew to Aramaic,
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if you look at Hebrew and Greek, Aramaic is Spanglish.
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It was the mix between the two.
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All of these Jews of the Diaspora,
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and then the Jews in Galilee,
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you know, between about one or two languages,
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they all knew the same language,
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because as devout Jews, they studied scripture,
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which only existed in two languages, you know.
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They studied, you know, they studied or went to temples,
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or if they didn't live close enough to the temple,
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they had gatherings, they discussed religion.
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It was the language of their cult, their worship.
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And so it's not that they couldn't understand each other
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if they wanted to really lean in, listen, and work at it.
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It's that the groups didn't like each other.
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The Jews of the Diaspora, when I say the Diaspora,
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those were those who were exiled at one point,
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some under Babylonian rule, others under Assyrian rule.
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Whenever they became an occupied nation,
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they would often take the leaders and exile them,
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get them out.
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And what would happen, as ugly as it sounds,
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is those who were lucky enough to not be exiled
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would slowly sit in judgment over the ones who were,
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because they would end up in another country
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and they would mix with the locals.
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And all of a sudden, their faith might start to pick up
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some, you know, extra things that were not pure.
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You know, like when we picked up genuflecting from the Greek.
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Most of you have become comfortable with it by now.
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But back then, there was an impurity in the faith.
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So you had these people, there was a lot of animosity.
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And the gift of Pentecost is not that all of a sudden,
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they spoke the same phonetic cultural language,
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but that they were willing, perhaps,
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to use what they already had
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and begin to listen to one another.
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And in the listening comes understanding.
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Our school is starting,
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I've been talking about this for a few weeks,
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and you'll get real irritated with this by fall.
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But we're starting this program, this leadership program.
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You know, a lot of the schools now,
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you have STEM schools and schools of the arts.
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And the school here,
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we're going to use one of these leadership programs.
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And it's not, you know, when someone says,
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oh, a Catholic leadership school,
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there's two reactions to that.
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For some people, they're thinking,
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oh, good, what they're trying to do is get,
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as long as, if we had more Catholics in leadership,
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the world would be a better place.
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As soon as we control the world,
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and that's not what it's about.
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Because, you know, power over others,
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we've talked about that, that's political.
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But what Catholic leadership would look like,
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what Christian leadership should look like,
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is servant leadership.
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So, I'm starting to rewrite the leadership report.
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Colleen just got the brochures done.
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She's very happy with me changing things.
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And I said, you know, what if, instead,
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we call this a servant leadership program?
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We're a servant leadership school.
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And what I would love to focus our children on,
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because I think if they get it at a foundational level,
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they'll have a different approach to life
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than most of us do.
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And we will, we work on it as adults,
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but it's never as foundational.
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And that is, most of us grew up hearing
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a pretty common question in our preteens
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and our adolescent years, and that is,
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what do you want to be when you grow up?
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Not a bad question, and we start asking children
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pretty early and getting them to dream,
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what do you want to be when you grow up?
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But I think servant leadership asks,
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whom do you want to help when you grow up?
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Who would you like to see helped?
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Not, I want to be a doctor,
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but I really feel called to help people who are sick.
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Not, I want to be a lawyer, I feel called to help people
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who are fighting injustice.
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Who do we want to help in the world?
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Because that's the underlying question,
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and that will take the evangelization of our ears.
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We have to start to listen to the needs around us.
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We have to get beyond our parish and our church
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and our city and our nation,
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and we have to really fight these,
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around the world, these movements that are saying,
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let's shut down globalization.
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Let's start just to worry about the people close to us.
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But let's face it, probably the Germans
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aren't getting into heaven anyway,
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let's not worry about them.
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I'm only saying that because I'm going to Germany soon,
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so I thought I had to pick a country.
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I mean, it really, I think we often do that.
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I think we don't have to worry about that.
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We just take care of us and ours,
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and we're doing our job in the world,
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but it's not the Christian call.
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The Christian call is, how many people are we going to help?
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If the church is going to be great in leadership,
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it has to be great in servanthood.
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It has to be a servant leader.
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And so, that's our new question, I think,
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that we should focus on is, who do we want to help in life?
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And how does that drive our vocation?
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Every year around Pentecost,
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I'm always very mindful of Monsignor Peter Quang.
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If you don't know him, he's the pastor over at All Saints,
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and he started life, I mean, it was difficult.
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He and his siblings were orphaned
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on the streets of Vietnam, and he literally raised
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and kept his siblings together on the streets over there,
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and came over here in the bottom of a boat,
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stowed away as a young child,
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you know, has since put together a life here.
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And he has such a different upbringing from us,
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and one time we were in discussion around a table,
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it was a lead discussion, and a bunch of priests
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who were sitting around, and there were six of us
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at our table, and we were supposed to be saying,
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you know, how did you discern your vocation?
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How did you come to believe that this is what you should do?
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And we, of course, all of us,
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immediately became professional therapists.
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And we talked about the deep movements of our hearts,
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and where we felt we might find fulfillment,
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and with the Catholic priesthood, you know,
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the celibacy issue, and, you know, will you be able,
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will that be okay for you, and how will you,
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you know, are you okay with this aspect of ministry?
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And we did all this discernment talk
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as we went around the table, and Peter,
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Monsignor Quang was the last one,
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and he was listening just fascinated,
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and so we finally got to him and said,
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so Peter, what made you want to become a priest?
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And he, not being smart or anything,
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he just said, my village needed priests.
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We had spent 35 minutes talking about, you know,
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whether it would be a fulfilling thing for our heart,
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and would it fill, we just, we knew that God
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would put a joy in my heart, and what it was gonna do
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to fulfill my life, and he grew up with ears
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that said they needed a priest.
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And people can believe what they want
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about vocations and calls, but I truly believe
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if they'd had a priest and needed a doctor,
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he'd have become a doctor, and it would have
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still been his vocation, because he listened
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to the need around him, and I just remember
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how that changed my thinking about discernment,
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certainly as a pastor.
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You know, there's, at any moment, there's at least
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20 things on the table of people who are dealing
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with death in their family, and people who are dealing
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with interpersonal struggles, and people who are dealing
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with serious illnesses, and losses of homes, and all,
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and you want each one of those to be important,
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and of course, each one of those wants you
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to forget the other 19, but it's, you know,
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you have to be called by the needs of the community,
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and we all have to be called by the needs
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of the greater community.
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We don't always get to hear the story
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of what happened to all those people who heard,
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who listened, who moved beyond their petty prejudices,
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and listened to people that formerly
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they'd had some tensions with,
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and in the listening, they become one.
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Now, I don't think they all walked out
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agreeing on everything.
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Agreement is not the same as support, and love, and nurture.
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They went out ready to be one,
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and that comes from support and nurture,
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and I think we are called in Pentecost
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to the evangelization that we can do with our ears,
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to go out and listen to the world,
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to hear about the God that was there long before us.
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You know, I'm fond of saying there's never been
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a missionary that brought Christ to anyone.
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Believe it or not, Christ got there first,
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and a real missionary listens until he or she
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can hear the God that was already there,
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and once they're there, then they can start to share,
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then evangelization happens.
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That's the miracle.
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Universal translator, we'll let the technicians
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take care of that, but no one will come up
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with a technology program that will create understanding.
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That belongs to the spirit, and it's the spirit
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we celebrate today, and the spirit that will bring us
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to the fullness of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound meani Father Pat’s message centers on the profound meaning of Pentecost as a celebration not merely of tongues and dramatic signs, but of listening, understanding, and servant leadership. He challenges traditional interpretations of scripture, particularly the Gospel of John, urging the faithful to re-examine the text without the filter of centuries of theological assumptions. The core of his homily is a call to evangelize not with words alone, but with open ears and hearts, to hear the needs of others, and to respond with love and service. True Christian leadership, he emphasizes, is rooted in humility and a sincere desire to serve others, especially those often overlooked or marginalized. Pentecost, then, is not just about a miraculous event in the past, but a continuing invitation to unity, compassion, and transformation through the Spirit.
In greater detail, Father Pat begins by contrasting the traditional Gospel reading of Pentecost—which recounts the risen Jesus breathing the Holy Spirit upon the disciples on Easter evening—with the more commonly emphasized first reading from Acts. He calls this Gospel account a “little Pentecost,” showing how the Spirit is given not once, but in multiple manifestations throughout scripture. He cautions against letting 2,000 years of doctrinal development obscure the radical simplicity of Jesus’ words. When Jesus tells the disciples, “Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained,” we often interpret this as divine ratification of human judgment. But Father Pat insists the text does not say that. Rather, it points to the human power to let go or to hold on to wrongs—a power that should be used in the service of reconciliation, not exclusion.
He provocatively asks us to consider what it would mean if everyone got into heaven—those we dislike, those we judge, those we’d rather not be around. Would we still want to be there? This question exposes the exclusivity many carry in their vision of salvation, reflecting cultural elitism more than Christ’s inclusive love. He challenges the "country club" mindset that assumes heaven is for a select few and instead presents the Kingdom of God as a radically inclusive place, made meaningful precisely because everyone is welcome.
Turning to the miracle of Pentecost in Acts, Father Pat questions whether the real transformation happened in the speakers or the listeners. He proposes that the miracle was not magical translation, but a willingness to listen. The devout Jews present in Jerusalem from many regions already shared overlapping languages due to their religious practices and heritage. The real barrier was not linguistic, but relational—these groups distrusted and judged each other. The Spirit’s gift, then, was not one of speech, but of mutual understanding. Pentecost is not about divine decoding, but about a divine softening of hearts, enabling people to hear and understand one another across divisions.
He illustrates this with a humorous but insightful analogy to how Catholics in the 1930s from various nations could attend a Latin Mass and understand it—not because the Latin was their native tongue, but because it was the language of their worship. Similarly, the Jews of the Diaspora and those in Galilee shared enough linguistic and religious background to communicate if they chose to listen. The Spirit empowered that choice.
Father Pat then shifts to a broader reflection on what it means to be a people led by the Spirit. He introduces the idea of servant leadership, distinguishing it from worldly notions of power and dominance. At his school, he is rebranding a leadership program to focus not on ambition or control, but on service. He challenges the typical question posed to children—“What do you want to be when you grow up?”—and replaces it with a more spiritually grounded one: “Whom do you want to help when you grow up?” This reframing aligns vocation with compassion and attentiveness to the needs of others, echoing the core message of Pentecost.
He shares the story of Monsignor Peter Quang, whose call to the priesthood was not based on introspective discernment or personal fulfillment, but on a simple, profound response to the needs of his village: “We needed priests.” That clarity of purpose, rooted in community need, stands in contrast to the individualistic discernment processes that many undergo. Father Pat suggests that true vocation arises when we listen to the world around us and respond to its needs—not just when we follow internal stirrings.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls for a Pentecost people who evangelize with their ears, who seek first to understand, who recognize that Christ is already present in every culture and place. The role of the missionary, and by extension every Christian, is not to bring Christ as if He were absent, but to recognize and name His presence already at work in others. Unity, then, is not achieved through doctrinal conformity but through compassionate listening, mutual respect, and shared love. The Spirit, not technology, brings true understanding, and it is this Spirit we are called to receive, share, and celebrate....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 908.989990234375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, Peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, Peace, I'll be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, Receive the Holy Spirit, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus. So during the season of Easter, this gospel kind of serves as a bookend. You know, the second, the right way, we have the Easter readings, and then the very next week we get this reading. This is the reading for the second week of Easter. It goes on, it continues into the Doubting Thomas story. But it starts with this. It's called Little Pentecost. It is where Jesus breathes on them the Holy Spirit. Now, when we celebrate the Feast of Pentecost, we're celebrating this much bigger dispersion, and of course, also this promise that the Spirit is going to cover the face of the earth. That first one is, it kind of cuts its own feet out from under it. The whole point of going to the Spirit is, instead of just a few people getting to know Jesus, everyone gets to know the Spirit. Well, in that first one, he only breathes it on the same people who already knew him. So it's sort of the transitional Pentecost, getting ready for this larger moment where the Spirit is going to be coming upon us in a widespread sense. What Luke has done, as Luke and Matthew do throughout their Gospels, is they want to write these in such ways that they untangle and kind of get rid of certain Old Testament stories and dynamics. So, you know, the fall of sin becomes redemption and all of these sorts of things. This is the overturning of the Tower of Babel. In the Tower of Babel, you've got a bunch of people whose arrogance makes them decide, we've got God figured out. We're going to build a tower to heaven and get there ourselves. Who needs God when men can build towers? So, they build their tower. They start together and it takes them about five minutes until all of a sudden, shockingly, a bunch of people who think they know God can't understand each other. The minute we know everything, we're talking too much and listening too little and no one understands everyone. Now, the mythology of it is God comes down and touches their tongues and all of the languages are created. Now, that is clearly a very mythologically laden story. No one thinks that that's how languages came about. Every linguist's head in the world blew up. You know, obviously, one angel with a lot of accents got Italian, Spanish, and French all at the same time. So, we know that that's not right. But the actual story is people came together for a project because they understood each other. But because it was, we're going to be the ones that do this without any recognition, that God gets us to heaven, that others help us to create all these things. You can see it was a whole, you know, as we used to say, it was all chiefs. Everyone in it was probably, they could not understand each other. Well, they stopped trying. And so, you fast forward to Luke's telling of the Pentecost story. This is not people raising up to God. This is God coming down to people, both in the incarnation of Jesus, you know, and now the spirit of God comes down to us. God reaches down to us. You and I will never get to heaven on our own merits. And when we think we do, we start splintering the church into a million factions. Because if I'm getting to heaven on my own, it puts me in a much better position to decide virtually or wrong. If I'm getting to heaven as pure gift, it becomes a little harder for me to say, you know, this is a pure gift from God. You just don't get one. God just likes me more. You should say personally, just us a few. I think of all the things in the world, you should say personally, it's someone not liking, you know. What do they not like about me? Just you. In general, you know. So, at Pentecost, God comes down to us. And what happens? People who couldn't understand one another now can. You know, they undo that dynamic of the Tower of Babel. When you and I decide we're going to get ourselves to God, we will create misunderstanding where there used to be understanding. When we start to understand that God comes to us as a gift, and that we didn't deserve it, and we don't earn it, all of a sudden, you know, all of a sudden, when we weren't understanding people, we can. Because it puts us in a place of great humility. Even the Eucharistic prayers, I'm not wild about the new translations that came out 10 years ago. Eventually, I'll have to stop saying new, but not that. When those translations came out that last night, you know, that we may merit to be co-heirs. Well, the problem is, the beginning of the sentence happened, I think, about 40 minutes earlier in that prayer. And you forget that it's saying, because Jesus does this, and Jesus does this, we will merit it. It's not that you and I earned it on our own. How do we get into heaven? What do we need to do to get into heaven? That's how we got into heaven. The cross. You and I didn't do it. And as much as we hate to think of ourselves as charity cases, it's the only way in nowadays. So welcome to the charity case club. Another fascinating thing about the way Luke tells his story, he's really brilliant in it, in this, in Acts. He tells us that even though, you know, it's that same, he wants to tie it to the Tower of Babel, so he does say, oh, you know, the Spirit touches their tongues, he words it exactly like the Tower of Babel. But then, no one says, they're speaking our language. It's not the experience of anyone in the whole place. At the Tower of Babel, everyone's talking in new languages and no one can understand because everyone's talking in new languages. This one, the miracle is not the tongues, it's the ears. This one, it says, how is it we're hearing that in our own language? How is it we're... So I don't want you to think that someone who's touched with the Spirit speaks and like 50 languages come out at once. How is it we're hearing what they say in our language? Well, it's amazing how much understanding can happen if we're interested. I mean, kid, there are people who speak English in America who can actually understand people from Glasgow. If they'll lean in and listen. You know, at what point is it not the same language? No. Sometimes the difference between Colorado and Glasgow is not nearly as large as the difference between New York and Texas. And that's just an accent. What does it mean to understand? It means to be willing to lean in and understand. The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people who have decided they know what to say and Pentecost is a bunch of people who have learned how to listen. So one sort of nurtures understanding and the other nurtures confusion. So we're caught on this journey always as community. We're caught between Babel and Pentecost. We're caught in that dynamic that says, how do we lean in and listen a little more? Because the minute we do it with someone, our ability changes completely. You know, we have a lot of times I hear people say, I just thought I had an accent. You know, they're at a church where someone's from another country. They have an accent and I just can't understand them. What's fascinating is I know many of the, it depends on the priest. Some of them are very gifted with languages and some are not. That's not necessarily the requisite of being a priest. But what I do notice is, if they work at relating with the people and if they build relationships, if their accent doesn't improve one bit in four years, people start to understand. Well, they get used to the way he talks. Why? Because they're interested enough and it happens the other way around. There are priests who come in and say, I'm sorry, I just don't understand. And I have to say, but you're from Colorado and so are they. No, I mean, but it can be that. Well, I just don't understand. I just don't. And it's always them. I don't understand them. Yes, you don't understand. We have to be a people who work to be open to the Pentecost spirit or we will inevitably fall into the tower of battle. We will become a people who cannot understand each other because it's all about expressing myself and not really hearing. There used to be a technique. I'm sure they still use it, but it was kind of new and shiny in the 80s and 90s in psychodynamic theory and especially in what was called Valon systemic family therapy, which is what I studied. And they would always have you say, now remember in communication, when a couple is talking in a couple's counseling or in family counseling, before someone responds to something, you make them say, wait, wait, before you respond, what did they just say? You make them repeat in their own words what the other person just said. And until they get used to the irritating question that you're going to ask each time, they'll tell you exactly what of the first half of what someone said. They only heard the first half. Why? Because they spent the rest of the time formulating their response. And the minute we're formulating our response, we're no longer listening. We actually have to, you know, but I'm going to forget. I'm going to forget what they said that I wanted to respond to. Forgetting your response is not nearly as important as hearing everything they had to say before my mouth just flies open and all sorts of stuff comes out. You know, to learn to say, okay, listen to everything. I grew up in a family. I used to tell people I grew up in a family all of us, and I still struggle with it. We all have a horrible, horrible habit of interrupting each other. I mean, six boys, who could have seen that coming? You know, but we all cut each other off before we're done with a thought. And I used to tell people, oh, my gosh. We just, we interrupt. We just interrupt, and that's not the problem. We don't listen. That's the problem. We interrupt. Before you ever interrupt someone, you've decided to stop listening. And head-to-cost is, how do we open our ears before we open our mouth? No. I remember, that was one of my mother's favorite sayings, and I don't want to shock the new generation, but my mother, once in a great while, as wonderful as we were, may have resorted to backhanding us, now's the case. And of all the things they did, that didn't ruin me, the other things did. But the thing I'll remember, I think I got, she said, I've told you a hundred times, it is always more important, you always open your ears first, always. And I said, even when eating? I was a delightful child. So, you know, but there's that sense where we have to start to say, how interested are we in one another? I remember at my last parish, I can't remember what we were talking about, but I said, you know, a lot of people in a parish don't know each other. A lot of people will say, you know, I go there and I know no one, I haven't met anyone yet. And the answer that is appropriate to give, if you can find a nice way to say it, is as soon as you're interested, you will. As soon as everybody else is interested enough in me, I can belong. No, no. You have to be interested enough in them. And you'll get to know people. And so we have all these anxieties about going out and getting to know people, because we're so worried about how we're going to be received. And the spirit comes down and says, the trick is, start receiving them and forget about how you're going to be received. That's their job. You be open to receiving who they are. And a bunch of individuals will become a community. And when they really deeply open themselves to the spirit, a community starts to become the church. We're called to try harder to move from that power of babble and open our ears more to one another. And I'm finding more and more, I thought it would happen the other way around. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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Peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them again, Peace, I'll be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them,
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Receive the Holy Spirit,
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whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus.
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So during the season of Easter, this gospel kind of serves as a bookend.
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You know, the second, the right way, we have the Easter readings,
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and then the very next week we get this reading.
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This is the reading for the second week of Easter.
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It goes on, it continues into the Doubting Thomas story.
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But it starts with this.
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It's called Little Pentecost.
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It is where Jesus breathes on them the Holy Spirit.
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Now, when we celebrate the Feast of Pentecost,
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we're celebrating this much bigger dispersion,
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and of course, also this promise that the Spirit
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is going to cover the face of the earth.
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That first one is, it kind of cuts its own feet out from under it.
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The whole point of going to the Spirit is,
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instead of just a few people getting to know Jesus,
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everyone gets to know the Spirit.
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Well, in that first one, he only breathes it on the same people who already knew him.
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So it's sort of the transitional Pentecost,
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getting ready for this larger moment
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where the Spirit is going to be coming upon us in a widespread sense.
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What Luke has done, as Luke and Matthew do throughout their Gospels,
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is they want to write these in such ways
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that they untangle and kind of get rid of
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certain Old Testament stories and dynamics.
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So, you know, the fall of sin becomes redemption
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and all of these sorts of things.
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This is the overturning of the Tower of Babel.
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In the Tower of Babel, you've got a bunch of people
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whose arrogance makes them decide,
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we've got God figured out.
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We're going to build a tower to heaven and get there ourselves.
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Who needs God when men can build towers?
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So, they build their tower.
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They start together and it takes them about five minutes
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until all of a sudden, shockingly,
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a bunch of people who think they know God
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can't understand each other.
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The minute we know everything,
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we're talking too much and listening too little
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and no one understands everyone.
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Now, the mythology of it is God comes down and touches their tongues
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and all of the languages are created.
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Now, that is clearly a very mythologically laden story.
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No one thinks that that's how languages came about.
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Every linguist's head in the world blew up.
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You know, obviously, one angel with a lot of accents
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got Italian, Spanish, and French all at the same time.
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So, we know that that's not right.
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But the actual story is people came together for a project
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because they understood each other.
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But because it was, we're going to be the ones that do this
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without any recognition, that God gets us to heaven,
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that others help us to create all these things.
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You can see it was a whole, you know, as we used to say,
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it was all chiefs.
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Everyone in it was probably,
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they could not understand each other.
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Well, they stopped trying.
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And so, you fast forward to Luke's telling of the Pentecost story.
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This is not people raising up to God.
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This is God coming down to people,
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both in the incarnation of Jesus, you know,
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and now the spirit of God comes down to us.
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God reaches down to us.
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You and I will never get to heaven on our own merits.
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And when we think we do,
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we start splintering the church into a million factions.
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Because if I'm getting to heaven on my own,
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it puts me in a much better position to decide virtually or wrong.
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If I'm getting to heaven as pure gift,
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it becomes a little harder for me to say,
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you know, this is a pure gift from God.
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You just don't get one.
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God just likes me more.
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You should say personally,
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just us a few.
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I think of all the things in the world,
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you should say personally, it's someone not liking, you know.
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What do they not like about me?
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Just you.
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In general, you know.
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So, at Pentecost, God comes down to us.
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And what happens?
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People who couldn't understand one another now can.
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You know, they undo that dynamic of the Tower of Babel.
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When you and I decide we're going to get ourselves to God,
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we will create misunderstanding where there used to be understanding.
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When we start to understand that God comes to us as a gift,
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and that we didn't deserve it, and we don't earn it,
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all of a sudden, you know, all of a sudden,
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when we weren't understanding people, we can.
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Because it puts us in a place of great humility.
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Even the Eucharistic prayers,
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I'm not wild about the new translations that came out 10 years ago.
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Eventually, I'll have to stop saying new, but not that.
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When those translations came out that last night,
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you know, that we may merit to be co-heirs.
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Well, the problem is, the beginning of the sentence
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happened, I think, about 40 minutes earlier in that prayer.
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And you forget that it's saying,
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because Jesus does this, and Jesus does this, we will merit it.
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It's not that you and I earned it on our own.
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How do we get into heaven?
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What do we need to do to get into heaven?
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That's how we got into heaven.
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The cross.
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You and I didn't do it.
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And as much as we hate to think of ourselves as charity cases,
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it's the only way in nowadays.
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So welcome to the charity case club.
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Another fascinating thing about the way Luke tells his story,
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he's really brilliant in it, in this, in Acts.
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He tells us that even though, you know, it's that same,
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he wants to tie it to the Tower of Babel, so he does say,
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oh, you know, the Spirit touches their tongues,
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he words it exactly like the Tower of Babel.
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But then, no one says, they're speaking our language.
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It's not the experience of anyone in the whole place.
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At the Tower of Babel, everyone's talking in new languages
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and no one can understand because everyone's talking in new languages.
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This one, the miracle is not the tongues, it's the ears.
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This one, it says, how is it we're hearing that in our own language?
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How is it we're...
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So I don't want you to think that someone who's touched with the Spirit
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speaks and like 50 languages come out at once.
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How is it we're hearing what they say in our language?
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Well, it's amazing how much understanding can happen if we're interested.
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I mean, kid, there are people who speak English in America
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who can actually understand people from Glasgow.
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If they'll lean in and listen.
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You know, at what point is it not the same language?
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No.
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Sometimes the difference between Colorado and Glasgow
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is not nearly as large as the difference between New York and Texas.
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And that's just an accent.
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What does it mean to understand?
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It means to be willing to lean in and understand.
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The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people
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who have decided they know what to say
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and Pentecost is a bunch of people who have learned how to listen.
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So one sort of nurtures understanding
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and the other nurtures confusion.
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So we're caught on this journey always as community.
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We're caught between Babel and Pentecost.
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We're caught in that dynamic that says,
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how do we lean in and listen a little more?
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Because the minute we do it with someone,
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our ability changes completely.
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You know, we have a lot of times I hear people say,
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I just thought I had an accent.
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You know, they're at a church where someone's from another country.
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They have an accent and I just can't understand them.
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What's fascinating is I know many of the,
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it depends on the priest.
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Some of them are very gifted with languages and some are not.
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That's not necessarily the requisite of being a priest.
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But what I do notice is,
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if they work at relating with the people
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and if they build relationships,
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if their accent doesn't improve one bit in four years,
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people start to understand.
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Well, they get used to the way he talks.
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Why? Because they're interested enough
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and it happens the other way around.
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There are priests who come in and say,
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I'm sorry, I just don't understand.
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And I have to say,
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but you're from Colorado and so are they.
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No, I mean, but it can be that.
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Well, I just don't understand.
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I just don't.
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And it's always them.
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I don't understand them.
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Yes, you don't understand.
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We have to be a people who work
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to be open to the Pentecost spirit
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or we will inevitably fall into the tower of battle.
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We will become a people who cannot understand each other
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because it's all about expressing myself
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and not really hearing.
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There used to be a technique.
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I'm sure they still use it,
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but it was kind of new and shiny in the 80s and 90s
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in psychodynamic theory
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and especially in what was called
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Valon systemic family therapy,
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which is what I studied.
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And they would always have you say,
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now remember in communication,
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when a couple is talking in a couple's counseling
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or in family counseling,
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before someone responds to something,
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you make them say, wait, wait, before you respond,
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what did they just say?
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You make them repeat in their own words
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what the other person just said.
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And until they get used to the irritating question
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that you're going to ask each time,
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they'll tell you exactly what of the first half
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of what someone said.
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They only heard the first half.
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Why?
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Because they spent the rest of the time
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formulating their response.
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And the minute we're formulating our response,
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we're no longer listening.
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We actually have to, you know,
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but I'm going to forget.
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I'm going to forget what they said
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that I wanted to respond to.
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Forgetting your response is not nearly as important
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as hearing everything they had to say
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before my mouth just flies open
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and all sorts of stuff comes out.
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You know, to learn to say, okay, listen to everything.
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I grew up in a family.
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I used to tell people I grew up in a family
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all of us, and I still struggle with it.
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We all have a horrible, horrible habit
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of interrupting each other.
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I mean, six boys, who could have seen that coming?
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You know, but we all cut each other off
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before we're done with a thought.
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And I used to tell people, oh, my gosh.
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We just, we interrupt.
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We just interrupt, and that's not the problem.
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We don't listen.
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That's the problem.
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We interrupt.
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Before you ever interrupt someone,
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you've decided to stop listening.
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And head-to-cost is, how do we open our ears
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before we open our mouth?
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No.
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I remember, that was one of my mother's favorite sayings,
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and I don't want to shock the new generation,
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but my mother, once in a great while,
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as wonderful as we were,
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may have resorted to backhanding us,
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now's the case.
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And of all the things they did,
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that didn't ruin me, the other things did.
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But the thing I'll remember, I think I got,
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she said, I've told you a hundred times,
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it is always more important,
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you always open your ears first, always.
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And I said, even when eating?
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I was a delightful child.
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So, you know, but there's that sense
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where we have to start to say,
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how interested are we in one another?
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I remember at my last parish,
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I can't remember what we were talking about,
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but I said, you know,
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a lot of people in a parish don't know each other.
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A lot of people will say,
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you know, I go there and I know no one,
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I haven't met anyone yet.
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And the answer that is appropriate to give,
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if you can find a nice way to say it,
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is as soon as you're interested, you will.
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As soon as everybody else is interested enough in me,
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I can belong.
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No, no.
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You have to be interested enough in them.
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And you'll get to know people.
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And so we have all these anxieties
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about going out and getting to know people,
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because we're so worried about how we're going to be received.
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And the spirit comes down and says,
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the trick is, start receiving them
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and forget about how you're going to be received.
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That's their job.
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You be open to receiving who they are.
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And a bunch of individuals will become a community.
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And when they really deeply open themselves to the spirit,
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a community starts to become the church.
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We're called to try harder to move from that power of babble
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and open our ears more to one another.
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And I'm finding more and more,
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I thought it would happen the other way around.
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I always thought, as soon as I found inspiration,
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it turns out that if we open our ears first,
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often it is the heart that will fall.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of listening and humility as the path to true community and spiritual unity. Drawing from the Gospel of John and the Pentecost narrative, he contrasts the confusion of Babel—born from human arrogance and self-reliance—with the harmony of Pentecost, made possible by divine initiative and open-hearted receptivity. The Holy Spirit, he emphasizes, is not primarily about speaking in tongues, but about enabling understanding. The shift from “I speak” to “I hear” is the key to building not just better relationships but the Church itself. Father Pat encourages us to lean into the Spirit by becoming better listeners, recognizing that grace is a gift, not a merit, and that true communion begins when we prioritize receiving others over being received.
In a deeper and more reflective analysis, Father Pat's homily explores the profound theological and spiritual dynamics between two pivotal biblical events: the Tower of Babel and the Pentecost. He begins by situating the Gospel reading from John within the Easter season, designating it as a "Little Pentecost"—a prelude to the fuller outpouring of the Holy Spirit celebrated in the Acts of the Apostles. In this early moment, Jesus breathes the Spirit upon his already faithful disciples, a moment that is intimate and preparatory, contrasted with the Pentecost in Acts, where the Spirit is poured out on a diverse, global crowd, symbolizing the universality of the Gospel and the Church’s mission.
Father Pat then offers a compelling theological framework: Babel represents humanity’s attempt to ascend to God on their own terms, driven by pride and self-sufficiency. The result is fragmentation and confusion. At Pentecost, by contrast, God descends to humanity, unifying what was once divided—not by eliminating differences, but by creating understanding amid diversity. This is not merely a miracle of speech, but of hearing. The Spirit enables people to understand one another, not because everyone suddenly speaks the same language, but because they are willing to truly listen.
This distinction is central to Father Pat’s message. He argues that misunderstanding arises not from difference itself, but from the refusal to listen. Babel is not just a mythological explanation of linguistic diversity, but a spiritual metaphor: when we become so focused on expressing ourselves, our own plans, and asserting our own rightness, we stop listening. Communication breaks down, not because of the variety of languages or opinions, but because of our inward focus and pride. Pentecost, then, becomes the divine remedy—not a reversal of diversity, but a sanctification of it through mutual understanding, made possible by the Spirit.
Father Pat further contextualizes this dynamic in practical pastoral and psychological terms. Drawing from his background in family systems therapy, he describes a familiar human tendency: when we listen only to formulate a response, rather than to understand, we cease to truly hear. He recalls therapeutic practices where individuals are asked to repeat what the other person said before responding—a discipline that reveals how little we often absorb when we’re focused on ourselves. This “listening discipline” is not just helpful in therapy, but essential for Christian community.
He also reflects on the role of relational interest in the ability to understand. Using examples from parish life, he notes that people often say they cannot understand someone due to an accent or cultural difference. But when they invest in a relationship with that person, understanding naturally increases. It’s not about intellectual comprehension but about relational attentiveness. When we care enough to understand someone, even language barriers become permeable.
This leads to one of Father Pat’s central themes: community is not built when we ask, “Who will receive me?” but when we ask, “Whom can I receive?” The Spirit does not prompt us to demand inclusion, but to extend it. The Church is born not from people asserting their place, but from people receiving one another in love. In this way, Pentecost is not just a historical event, but a continual call to conversion—from self-expression to self-giving, from speaking to listening, from pride to humility.
He concludes by asserting that inspiration—the movement of the Spirit—often comes not before we listen, but after. We don't wait to be moved in order to open our ears; rather, by choosing to listen first, our hearts are opened, and the Spirit finds fertile soil. In a world increasingly marked by noise, division, and self-promotion, Father Pat invites us to return to the simplicity and power of Pentecost: a community formed not by uniformity, but by a shared willingness to hear and receive one another in the Spirit of Christ....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 977.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him. God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you. He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan. You are an obstacle to me. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do. Then Jesus said to his disciples, whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life? Or what can one give in exchange for his life? For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay all according to their conduct. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. There is an African word that we're going to learn today. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal. It's a good spiritual word to keep in your sort of your bag of skills. And that is, it was brought to light through Archbishop Tutu. And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world. And today's gospel shows a lot of it. You have to understand it. We'll get back to the word in a minute. Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that. You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back, saying, he's showing them what's going to happen, not that he knew that exactly. We can all look back religiously, culturally, politically, and say, oh, you know, you can start to see the roots of where this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier. It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated the exact view. If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go, I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again, if he knew all that ahead of time, then to be on the cross and yell out, my God, why have you abandoned me? The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming. What are you talking about? It's not what it is. So, but what is he starting to show them? He's starting to show them that he's going to tell the truth about who he is. He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which they would have all seen coming a mile away. The prophets end up martyred. And the prophets do the same thing in every age. They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures. They do it at the time of Jesus. They do it nowadays. They do it in religion. They do it in politics. They do it everywhere. And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power. And they usually end up not in a good place. When you speak the truth to those in power, because the truth is usually, you aren't any more important than the poor person on the street. And power does not much like to hear that. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch. So he is very clearly letting them see who he is. And this is one of the few places in all of scripture that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper. He's pretty harsh with Peter. Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said, you are speaking like God and not like people. This week, you are speaking like people and not like God. Peter has good weeks and bad weeks. But why this reaction? He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan. He goes, why? Because I really believe that Jesus, while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin, that doesn't mean without temptation. And you want to see someone react a little harshly, try to seduce them into something that there's a little part of them that could go there pretty easily. You know, this is the person who's really, really, really, really trying to stay on their diet. And you keep saying, eat a little more. Eat a little more. You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some. And finally, they're like, no. Now, they aren't really that mad over cake. It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in, but they know better. Certainly, people who deal with addiction, someone who deals with alcoholism and is dealing with it well, knows that in the first several months of their sobriety, they can't be around those people that want them to drink with them. Because that pull is there. So of course, there's a Jesus who says, if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by. But Peter and the disciples who keep trying to talk him out of it, it'd be so easy to give in. And his reaction is really harsh. This is what we all have to understand. This is where this word ubuntu comes in, in the Xhosa language. And anyone who speaks a Clic language will tell you I did that very poorly. But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu brought into the forefront in Western society. And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta, which is people are people through persons, it doesn't translate well. What it means is that your humanity, being fully human, is not about what's going on inside. Being fully human is about belonging to the community. Being a person comes through persons. And the whole philosophy says, if you can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am. That there is a reciprocity to humanity that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine. And that it's not just a political statement when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished, we're all diminished. It really means if we live in a society where some of us are diminished, we are not fully human yet. Our humanity is not there. And so we all have to put out the messages, put out the vibrations of our own life that bring out that best in one another. We have to create that society where people can truly bring, with integrity, who they are into the society. Jesus could get out of the cross. All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly. You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right. Not the Son of God. That would be blasphemy. You're not going to run around forgiving sins. Only God can do that. That would be blasphemy. He could give in to that and stop being who he is and avoid the whole thing. And that's why he counters it with, what good would that be if you lose yourself, if you lose who you are in the process? What good is all the world? See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking, if you're successful, if you're strong, all of those things in that culture, those are lesser qualities. The great quality is to be connected to each other through compassion. And a person who doesn't have that is diminished, no matter how good life looks from the outside. If we don't have that, we're diminished. And so Peter and probably the other disciples are starting to put out a different vibration. They're saying, don't do it, don't do it. It's going to be hard. That's not a good thing. And Jesus has to fight that. I think we look at our society and we look at the last couple of years of politics and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook, get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they said about whoever we're mad at. And that starts to become what we're putting out there. And I don't think we understand the danger of that kind of resonance. I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance because there's two experiments I always do with sometime during the year every year with the school kids. The first one is a resonance experiment that you've all done. You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance. You learned it in the bathtub as a child. Everything has its own natural speed of resonance, including water. And a lot of people don't realize this, but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake and one is going at 100 miles an hour and another is going 30 miles an hour, the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed. Water only moves at one speed. It has its own resonance. And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude, but they'll be going at the same speed. You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down. You can just affect the intensity of it. The same happens in the bathtub. You probably learned at a fairly young age that if you moved at just the right speed, you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time. Ah, the memories. I can still remember. I think that's the speed right there. I think I still remember it. I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it. And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back against you. If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave. If you got right to the right speed, you would resonate the water, and that slow motion would become incredibly powerful. This happens with music. You know, violin strings, piano strings, they're all tightened to a different resonance. I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal. And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, you can vibrate a string. More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated. It wasn't the right resonance for them. But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed, picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed. In the movies and things, that's how a soprano would break glass. There's a pitch just under high C that is the natural resonance of crystal. And so they would, just like that piano string, they'd get that moving until it cracked. We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff and negative stuff. And we tend to gather people to ourselves. Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article just before that she read on bees. Honeybees and regular bees. And the difference is not only, I went red quick, not only in how they pollinate, but how they know what hive they belong to has to do with the resonance they put out. And I think that is so true of us. The resonance we put out tells us immediately the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world. And that we need to be people who resonate hope. We need to be the people who refuse to resonate what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world. We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome. Teresa spoke at the beginning about singing in another language. The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village. And I did it because about 15 years ago, there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms, we're gonna have to go back to chant because it's the only way you can get all the right words into the psalm. You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody, they would just change the text of the psalm radically. And the only way to get that fixed would be to go back to the old way and get into that very narrow chant. Or, and that's the Roman method. There's Roman Catholicism. The Roman method is to go back into chant. The Catholic method is to go universal. And so I thought, well let's just look at some different cultures. And with that, that's a pentatonic free form. Very common Asian form of music. In gospel communities, you have forms of scat which are very easy to fit any kind of number of syllables you can. So I went through all these different cultures and set psalms in the music of the different cultures. And they come out melodic, and you don't have to change a single word. It can be done. If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone. If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope who say, you know, we can be part of the solution. We don't have to be part of sitting around going, here's what's wrong. Here's what's wrong with the church. Here's what's wrong with the country. Here's what's wrong with my family. Here's what's wrong with my friends. Here's what's wrong. And that's all we resonate. You know, that's really why gossip is a sin because we just sit around and resonate negativity. You know, if you really do sit around and gossip behind people's back and say, you know, they're amazing. That would not be a sin. And isn't it interesting? No one would even call it gossip, even though it's the same thing. When we talk about someone behind their back, we call it gossip. What that meant is, no, no, we trashed someone behind their back. But when it's positive, we don't consider it in that same vein. What are we resonating to the world? Are we like Peter? Are we giving into fear? You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear. When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear. We either resonate fear or we resonate hope. We are a people of great resilience. We all have wounds. And it's very easy to say, those wounds make us who we are. No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds makes us who we are. And we can resonate that in our stories and what we choose to share with one another, in how forthright we are about who we are with one another, bringing ourselves into the light, that resonates hope. Jesus did it story after story after story. And it's still with us today. Each of us could resonate hope and tell the community around us resonates hope. And then the country around us resonates hope. And then we resonate hope to the world. That resonance that we have, it's more power than we can imagine. It does things we'd never heard of. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus began to show his disciples
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that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly
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from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
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and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him.
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God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you.
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He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan.
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You are an obstacle to me.
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You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself,
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take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it,
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but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world
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and forfeit his life?
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life?
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For the Son of Man will come with his angels
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in his Father's glory, and then he
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will repay all according to their conduct.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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There is an African word that we're going to learn today.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal.
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It's a good spiritual word to keep
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in your sort of your bag of skills.
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And that is, it was brought to light
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through Archbishop Tutu.
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And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world.
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And today's gospel shows a lot of it.
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You have to understand it.
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We'll get back to the word in a minute.
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Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem
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and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests
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and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day
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be raised.
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Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that.
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You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back,
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saying, he's showing them what's going to happen,
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not that he knew that exactly.
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We can all look back religiously, culturally,
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politically, and say, oh, you know,
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you can start to see the roots of where
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this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier.
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It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated
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the exact view.
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If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go,
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I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days
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after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again,
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if he knew all that ahead of time,
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then to be on the cross and yell out, my God,
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why have you abandoned me?
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The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming.
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What are you talking about?
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It's not what it is.
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So, but what is he starting to show them?
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He's starting to show them that he's
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going to tell the truth about who he is.
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He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which
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they would have all seen coming a mile away.
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The prophets end up martyred.
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And the prophets do the same thing in every age.
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They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures.
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They do it at the time of Jesus.
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They do it nowadays.
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They do it in religion.
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They do it in politics.
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They do it everywhere.
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And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power.
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And they usually end up not in a good place.
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When you speak the truth to those in power,
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because the truth is usually, you
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aren't any more important than the poor person on the street.
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And power does not much like to hear that.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch.
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So he is very clearly letting them see who he is.
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And this is one of the few places in all of scripture
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that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper.
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He's pretty harsh with Peter.
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Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said,
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you are speaking like God and not like people.
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This week, you are speaking like people and not like God.
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Peter has good weeks and bad weeks.
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But why this reaction?
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He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan.
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He goes, why?
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Because I really believe that Jesus,
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while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin,
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that doesn't mean without temptation.
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And you want to see someone react a little harshly,
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try to seduce them into something
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that there's a little part of them that
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could go there pretty easily.
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You know, this is the person who's really, really, really,
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really trying to stay on their diet.
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And you keep saying, eat a little more.
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Eat a little more.
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You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some.
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And finally, they're like, no.
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Now, they aren't really that mad over cake.
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It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in,
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but they know better.
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Certainly, people who deal with addiction,
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someone who deals with alcoholism
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and is dealing with it well, knows
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that in the first several months of their sobriety,
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they can't be around those people that
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want them to drink with them.
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Because that pull is there.
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So of course, there's a Jesus who says,
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if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by.
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But Peter and the disciples who keep
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trying to talk him out of it, it'd
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be so easy to give in.
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And his reaction is really harsh.
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This is what we all have to understand.
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This is where this word ubuntu comes in,
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in the Xhosa language.
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And anyone who speaks a Clic language
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will tell you I did that very poorly.
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But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's
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a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu
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brought into the forefront in Western society.
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And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta,
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which is people are people through persons,
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it doesn't translate well.
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What it means is that your humanity, being fully human,
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is not about what's going on inside.
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Being fully human is about belonging to the community.
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Being a person comes through persons.
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And the whole philosophy says, if you
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can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am.
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That there is a reciprocity to humanity
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that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine.
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And that it's not just a political statement
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when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished,
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we're all diminished.
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It really means if we live in a society where some of us
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are diminished, we are not fully human yet.
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Our humanity is not there.
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And so we all have to put out the messages,
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put out the vibrations of our own life
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that bring out that best in one another.
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We have to create that society where people can truly
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bring, with integrity, who they are into the society.
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Jesus could get out of the cross.
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All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly.
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You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say,
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oh, you're right.
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Not the Son of God.
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That would be blasphemy.
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You're not going to run around forgiving sins.
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Only God can do that.
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That would be blasphemy.
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He could give in to that and stop being who he is
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and avoid the whole thing.
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And that's why he counters it with,
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what good would that be if you lose yourself,
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if you lose who you are in the process?
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What good is all the world?
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See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says
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is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking,
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if you're successful, if you're strong,
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all of those things in that culture,
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those are lesser qualities.
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The great quality is to be connected to each other
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through compassion.
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And a person who doesn't have that is diminished,
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no matter how good life looks from the outside.
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If we don't have that, we're diminished.
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And so Peter and probably the other disciples
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are starting to put out a different vibration.
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They're saying, don't do it, don't do it.
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It's going to be hard.
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That's not a good thing.
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And Jesus has to fight that.
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I think we look at our society and we
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look at the last couple of years of politics
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and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook,
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get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations
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of society, even to the point where
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we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they
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said about whoever we're mad at.
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And that starts to become what we're putting out there.
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And I don't think we understand the danger
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of that kind of resonance.
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I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance
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because there's two experiments I always
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do with sometime during the year every year with the school
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kids.
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The first one is a resonance experiment
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that you've all done.
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You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance.
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You learned it in the bathtub as a child.
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Everything has its own natural speed of resonance,
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including water.
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And a lot of people don't realize this,
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but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake
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and one is going at 100 miles an hour
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and another is going 30 miles an hour,
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the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed.
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Water only moves at one speed.
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It has its own resonance.
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And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude,
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but they'll be going at the same speed.
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You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down.
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You can just affect the intensity of it.
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The same happens in the bathtub.
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You probably learned at a fairly young age
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that if you moved at just the right speed,
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you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time.
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Ah, the memories.
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I can still remember.
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I think that's the speed right there.
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I think I still remember it.
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I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it.
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And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back
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against you.
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If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave.
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If you got right to the right speed,
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you would resonate the water, and that slow motion
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would become incredibly powerful.
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This happens with music.
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You know, violin strings, piano strings,
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they're all tightened to a different resonance.
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I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal.
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And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here
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and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey,
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you can vibrate a string.
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More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated.
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It wasn't the right resonance for them.
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But the one string, because all that is
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is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed,
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picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed.
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In the movies and things, that's how
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a soprano would break glass.
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There's a pitch just under high C that is
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the natural resonance of crystal.
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And so they would, just like that piano string,
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they'd get that moving until it cracked.
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We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff
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and negative stuff.
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And we tend to gather people to ourselves.
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Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article
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just before that she read on bees.
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Honeybees and regular bees.
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And the difference is not only, I went red quick,
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not only in how they pollinate, but how
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they know what hive they belong to
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has to do with the resonance they put out.
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And I think that is so true of us.
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The resonance we put out tells us immediately
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the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world.
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And that we need to be people who resonate hope.
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We need to be the people who refuse to resonate
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what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world.
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We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome.
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Teresa spoke at the beginning about
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singing in another language.
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The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of
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a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village.
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And I did it because about 15 years ago,
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there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms,
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we're gonna have to go back to chant because
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it's the only way you can get
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all the right words into the psalm.
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You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody,
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they would just change the text of the psalm radically.
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And the only way to get that fixed
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would be to go back to the old way
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and get into that very narrow chant.
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Or, and that's the Roman method.
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There's Roman Catholicism.
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The Roman method is to go back into chant.
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The Catholic method is to go universal.
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And so I thought, well let's just look at
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some different cultures.
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And with that, that's a pentatonic free form.
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Very common Asian form of music.
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In gospel communities, you have forms of scat
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which are very easy to fit
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any kind of number of syllables you can.
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So I went through all these different cultures
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and set psalms in the music of the different cultures.
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And they come out melodic,
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and you don't have to change a single word.
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It can be done.
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If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone.
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If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope
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who say, you know, we can be part of the solution.
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We don't have to be part of sitting around going,
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here's what's wrong.
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Here's what's wrong with the church.
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Here's what's wrong with the country.
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Here's what's wrong with my family.
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Here's what's wrong with my friends.
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Here's what's wrong.
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And that's all we resonate.
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You know, that's really why gossip is a sin
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because we just sit around and resonate negativity.
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You know, if you really do sit around
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and gossip behind people's back and say,
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you know, they're amazing.
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That would not be a sin.
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And isn't it interesting?
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No one would even call it gossip,
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even though it's the same thing.
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When we talk about someone behind their back,
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we call it gossip.
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What that meant is,
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no, no, we trashed someone behind their back.
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But when it's positive,
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we don't consider it in that same vein.
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What are we resonating to the world?
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Are we like Peter?
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Are we giving into fear?
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You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear.
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When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear.
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We either resonate fear or we resonate hope.
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We are a people of great resilience.
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We all have wounds.
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And it's very easy to say,
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those wounds make us who we are.
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No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds
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makes us who we are.
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And we can resonate that in our stories
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and what we choose to share with one another,
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in how forthright we are
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about who we are with one another,
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bringing ourselves into the light,
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that resonates hope.
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Jesus did it story after story after story.
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And it's still with us today.
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Each of us could resonate hope
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and tell the community around us resonates hope.
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And then the country around us resonates hope.
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And then we resonate hope to the world.
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That resonance that we have,
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it's more power than we can imagine.
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It does things we'd never heard of.
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And it can help us to resonate to the world,
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the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authen Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authentic discipleship through vulnerability, truthfulness, and the shared humanity expressed in the African concept of “ubuntu.” He reflects on Jesus’ encounter with Peter as a pivotal moment where Jesus rejects the temptation to avoid suffering and instead embraces his prophetic mission, even unto death. Father Pat emphasizes that being fully human means recognizing our interconnectedness and responsibility to one another, not living in isolation or fear. He encourages us to resist the cultural pull toward negativity, division, and selfishness, and instead to "resonate" hope, compassion, and unity, thereby participating in the transformative work of God’s kingdom.
Father Pat begins by examining the Gospel passage from Matthew in which Jesus begins to reveal to his disciples that he must suffer, die, and rise again. Peter's immediate reaction—rebuking Jesus—comes from a place of fear and misunderstanding, prompting Jesus’ strong response: “Get behind me, Satan.” Father Pat unpacks this reaction not as a moment of divine anger in the human sense but as a moment of deep temptation for Jesus, who is fully human and experiences the pull to avoid pain, rejection, and death. Just as someone deeply committed to sobriety must avoid environments that might seduce them back into addiction, Jesus must reject any voice—even Peter’s—that tempts him away from his mission of truth and love.
This tension between comfort and truth, between self-preservation and self-giving, is at the heart of what it means to follow Jesus. Jesus calls disciples to deny themselves, take up their cross, and follow him—not because suffering is inherently good, but because authentic living often entails sacrifice, especially when speaking truth to power or living with integrity in a broken world. The prophets of old, and Jesus himself, embraced this path, knowing it would lead to rejection but also to transformation.
Father Pat introduces the African concept of “ubuntu,” popularized by Archbishop Desmond Tutu, to deepen our understanding of this Gospel call. Ubuntu, which roughly translates to “I am because we are,” expresses a vision of humanity that is communal, compassionate, and interdependent. In this worldview, our individual flourishing is bound up with the dignity and flourishing of others. If one person is diminished—by poverty, exclusion, or injustice—then we are all diminished. Thus, to be fully human is not just about internal moral development, but about living in right relationship with others and creating spaces where everyone can be fully themselves.
This philosophy stands in contrast to the values of individualism, self-promotion, and transactional relationships that often dominate our culture. Father Pat challenges us to consider what kind of “resonance” we are putting out into the world. Just as physical objects, like water or piano strings, have natural frequencies that can be amplified through resonance, so too do human beings emit spiritual and emotional energy—through our words, our actions, and even our silence. If we resonate cynicism, judgment, or fear, we will draw and amplify those forces in the communities around us. But if we resonate hope, compassion, and resilience, we become instruments of grace and transformation.
The analogy to resonance is powerful. Just as a soprano can shatter glass by singing a note at the glass’s natural frequency, our spiritual resonance can have invisible but real effects on the world around us. This is why gossip is spiritually dangerous—not because it’s mere talk, but because it amplifies negativity and undermines community. Conversely, speaking positively about others—even behind their backs—builds up the body of Christ and fosters the kind of mutual recognition ubuntu calls for.
Father Pat reflects on how this resonance can be expressed even in our worship. He shares how he composed the “Psalms for the Global Village” using musical forms from different cultures to reflect the universality of God’s people. This liturgical creativity is a form of spiritual resonance, inviting people from different backgrounds to see themselves in the sacred text and to find belonging in the shared act of prayer.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s homily is a call to spiritual maturity and moral courage. Like Jesus, we must resist the temptation to avoid suffering by compromising who we are. Like Peter, we must learn to move from fear to faith. Like the early prophets, we must be willing to speak truth to power, even at great personal cost. And like the ubuntu philosophy teaches, we must recognize that our salvation is bound up with the salvation of others. If we can do this, we will not only find our lives, as Jesus promises, but we will help resonate the kingdom of God into a world desperately in need of healing, hope, and connection....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1065.949951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, Lord. Jesus told his disciples this parable. A man going on a journey called in his servants and entrusted his possessions to them. To one he gave five talents, to another two, to a third one, each according to his ability. Then he went away. After a long time, the master of those servants came back and settled accounts with them. The one who had received five talents came forward bringing the additional five. He said, master, you gave me five talents. See, I have made five more. His master said to him, well done, my good and faithful servant. Since you were faithful in small matters, I will give you great responsibilities. Come, share your master's joy. The Gospel of the Lord. There is both a long and a short version of today's Gospel. I chose the short because I think the vast majority of people know. They hear that much, they know the rest of the story. And then the man with five, it almost reads like a joke that begins with three people in a bar. And then the second one came forward. And he was only given two, and he brought two extras. And the last one, which is kind of the point of the whole story, is the last one knows that the master is someone who expects results. It says he sows where he does not reap. And he's a hard sort of taskmaster. And so the very last one kind of panics, and he doesn't want to risk investing. And so he just buries it in the ground and comes and says, here, here's your one back. I didn't lose any of it, but I didn't gain anything. And you know, it doesn't say it quite this way in scripture, but the master kind of goes off on him. What would be really helpful for those of us who look at this parable would be if there was a story as well of the person who went out courageously and invested but lost. What's the reaction to that person? Because that's really what we all kind of want to know. Should he have taken the risk? Now, the story clearly says yes, but we don't get the story of someone who took the risk and lost it. And our gut reaction, of course, is that it would be better to go out and risk and lose than just to play it too safe. And I think most of us and most scripture scholars go there with this parable, even though it's kind of missing that chunk for us. It really would be nice to hear what happens when you kind of risk it. We get a version of that. And it's often the Thanksgiving gospel. I haven't checked to see if it's what we're using this year. But we get a version of that in the story of the 10 lepers who are healed by Jesus. And he sends them all off to the priest to be healed. And along the way, as they recognize they're healed, one of them goes off script. And he comes back and he starts thanking Jesus. And the reaction is, where are the others? Well, the others are doing what they're told. They were playing it safe. And he does take a big risk. You know, he does take a risk. But we still don't quite get that real satisfying answer to what would have happened if the one with the five talents came back and said, I invested in this great plan for a pipeline through South Dakota. Now there's oil everywhere. What would have happened if he had done something disastrous? We don't know. We aren't given that. And so we have to always look at that with that. We wish we had it a little more solidly. But there's kind of almost a natural instinct in us to understand what the parable is really getting us to, which is whether or not we kind of waste the gifts we have in life. And not just the financial assets. This is often a stewardship weekend in parishes where we talk about stewardship. But also our talents and everything we've been given. And I think I almost wish these weekends were reversed. Because this is a great follow-up to Thanksgiving. Because I think the reason most of us don't share more of who we are is we haven't really acknowledged how much we've been given. How much we have to be grateful for. What it is, how many of these, you know, what it calls the talents, which unfortunately means something totally different nowadays. But all of these measures of good that God has given us to begin with. If we're unaware of that, it is a little harder to share in the world. And so we kind of look around. It's fallen on this, you know, World Day of the Poor. That Pope Francis, I don't know if any of you saw the news articles flying around. That in the Palo Sesto Hall, which is the, Paul VI Hall, which is in the, right off the Vatican, the famous Vatican, St. Peter's Square. And it's where the College of Cardinals often meets when they are having a consistory. So they set it for like 1500 and had a big banquet with the Pope and the homeless of Rome. And it was just kind of fascinating. And his whole approach to this has been, you know, it's in the poor that we find our vision of God. And I think a lot of us think that he's kind of talking about a sort of lovely, sentimental, when you have that kind of generosity and that kind of giving, you know, that you get this overwhelming sense of what God does when he helps. No, it's nothing that hallmark. It's not that goopy. He's really going back to the Old Testament and part of the New Testament that says, you know what, the vision they have, the vision the poor have of God is closer to the truth. Because they grow up and know, through so much of their life, they have this constant knowledge of how much they need. And where we think it could sort of be beating you down and it feels a little degrading to accept charity, it is. It's hard to accept charity. And most of us go through every day unaware of the charity we accept because it makes us feel better. God, the fact that you are alive and the poorest person on earth is alive means when it comes to God, you've both received the same measure of grace this day. But they're aware of it. We wake up and, you know, we look around at our lives and everything and we think, you know, this is what I've done for myself. This is what I've made for myself. This is how I've established myself. And we don't see that that's all from God because we have this myth of, you know, I always say the myth of the self-made man. There is no such thing. And so we have to get back behind these readings and start to see what's going on. And in Proverbs, we get this vision all through Proverbs. At the very end of the book, we have this thing of the worthy wife. And you really do have to learn to get beyond the inherent sexism of Scripture. It was written in a different culture. I mean, sometimes the people who are really fighting for social justice are still fighting from a culture where they're pushing the limits. And we look back years later and, you know, trust me, the proposition that all men are created equal was incredibly progressive. They had no idea that the word men only referred to half the human race. I mean, they just, the word was used differently. Now we look back and we go, well, you know, maybe we could have, and people will say, well, clearly they meant everyone. That's a nice rewrite. Maybe they did. It was a different culture. You know, when you say all men are created equal at a time when women weren't voting, you don't really believe. You actually believed that all men were created equal. It was still on the forefront of your generation. And the same thing is with Scripture. Sometimes there's these great, wonderful sayings, but you can see that they're only getting so far in their culture, and this is one of those moments, you know, when one has a worthy wife, she's worth more than pearls. If you put that next to the other things in the Old Testament, especially the Ten Commandments, you start to realize that, yes, they really are saying, of all of your possessions, your wife is the best one. Of everything you own, I hope you know that that's the most valuable. It is saying that, and we say, well, that's not what it's saying. You're ignoring history. Of course it's what it's saying. Read the Ten Commandments. You will not covet your neighbor's, you know, oxen. You will not covet their belongings. You will not covet their wife. I think she actually comes third in the list. Does it mean that, no, it means that they are writing from their cultural mindset. Anyone who thinks scripture was written outside of a culture is fooling themselves, and so we get this sense that there's this moment, though, where it's really talking about Israel, the community. Nowadays we would say the church is this worthy wife. We really do, and that's why we have to understand that the language is sexist, or we'll come to the wrong conclusion. It is saying that, and we say, or we'll come to the wrong conclusion. It is saying we are a belonging of God's. We do belong to God in a way that nowadays we would say a wife doesn't. That's why this doesn't work so well anymore, but we actually are a lesser spouse to God. It is not, our relationship with God is not a marriage-based inequality. It's God and us, and it says, and you know that we are worthy of this relationship when all, as it says here, all of those in her care are taken care of and doubly clothed. In other words, that's when we are the spouse of God. We are the spouse of God the day that everyone in our care is taken care of. That makes us the worthy, so it's not this, you know, people love this at funerals. If mom passed away, they'll read this because they kind of love it. Oh, you know, mom took care of everyone. It's really about the community. The bride of Christ is to take care of everyone, and then we're being worthy of being the community we claim to be. And so we look at that, and then we go and we say, so now what is this stewardship thing about? What have we been given? What are we doing to take care of others? Some people in the gospel, it doesn't tell you who you are. Some people are like Martha and Mary, who are clearly people with money. They have, we know they at least have a private garden. And we know that it says in the New Testament that there were many women who actually took care of this little group out of their means. And for a woman to be able to take care of someone out of their means, somehow she was able, she had to either inherit or still have an ability in that culture. It was a rare thing. But no one ever turns to them and says, like they do to the rich young man, give it all away. Each of us is called to do different stuff. It's not, do you give everything away? Do you manage everything you've had in such a way that it does the most good in the world? Not the most good in your life. Do we manage everything we have to do the most good in the world? That's, you know, that's an ongoing thing. Sometimes it's being responsible to what we have so it will be there, not just for our children, but for the world. Because the church is called to take care, as Pope said this weekend, we are called to take care of everyone. And then the scripture says, and those under your care had better be well fed and well clothed and taken care of. And so we get this real mandate. I always think that Christianity, I mentioned this at a school mass this week, Christianity gets one of our most important dynamics absolutely backwards most of the time. In American Christianity nowadays, this is not true all through history. But the dynamic is that we think religion is about getting you to think the right things about God. We profess the creed. It's important, I'm glad we profess it. But it's not the point. The point is not think all the right things, have all the right definitions, know all the right laws. That's what it means to be a good Catholic, is I follow every one of the rules. And then subsidiarily, if I've got time left over, we go out and we help the poor. No, the first one, the last one there, that's the mandatory one. What we do in the world is actually more important than whether I have the right thoughts about God. Because quite frankly, you'll never get God figured out anyway. I'm always surprised how often we use God as a distraction to the gospel. God becomes the distraction. I'm gonna ponder God and, you know, I'm gonna ponder and pray and hopefully God will feed the poor. No, no, he's got his job, we have ours. And our job is to go out and change the world. And that's what's difficult about our faith. Because throughout history, the church slowly has aligned itself and it's against its own roots. We align ourselves, it happens naturally, with establishment. We become the voice of the establishment. The original gospel was never the voice of the establishment. It always scares me to know. You know, first thing I realized when I was studying the scripture in seminary is that the only people Jesus gets mad at are the religious leaders. I mean, it's amazing, once we study that, we're still willing to become priests. We're the ones he gets mad at. He doesn't stand with the priests and look out to the people and say, you hypocrites. He always stands with them, looks at the religious leader and goes, you hypocrites. We're the ones that really seem to upset him the most. And so we have to always, you know, have that in mind as we minister, as we preach, as we do all these things. And then the level goes out. Those of us who are Christians working with non-Christians, we have to understand that that finger might be pointing back at us. The establishment is not ever where the church was meant to be. We were always meant to be the pilgrim church. Triumphant church happens after death. That's in heaven. We're the pilgrim church. We're the church that journeys through the world with those who have no home. And the Pope says this over and over and over again, and it's interesting to watch the backlash against it. You know, tell us we're holy, but don't give us a mission. That will never happen. That will never happen. The gospel will not be there to tell us when we're being holy or not. It will be there to tell us what we do next, where the mission is, everything we've been given. Hopefully we do go out and invest it in others. And sometimes that will go well. Mother Teresa always reminds us, you are called to be faithful, not successful. And I always think that's the line I want to hear in that gospel today, is you're not called to be successful. You were called to be faithful. You are called to be courageous. You are called to be able to speak your mind. And it may work out well for you. Those who have an earthly vision would tell you it didn't work out well for Jesus. Peter tried to talk him out of it. We're called not to side with that. We're called to side with the Jesus vision that says we're called to be faithful. We cannot control the world's reaction to it. But we're called to go out and change the world. And if we're too stuck in our establishment, we don't want change. It's comfortable. But like the pope, when we align with the poor, we will see the need for change. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable.
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A man going on a journey called in his servants
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and entrusted his possessions to them.
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To one he gave five talents, to another two, to a third one,
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each according to his ability.
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Then he went away.
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After a long time, the master of those servants
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came back and settled accounts with them.
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The one who had received five talents
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came forward bringing the additional five.
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He said, master, you gave me five talents.
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See, I have made five more.
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His master said to him, well done,
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my good and faithful servant.
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Since you were faithful in small matters,
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I will give you great responsibilities.
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Come, share your master's joy.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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There is both a long and a short version of today's Gospel.
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I chose the short because I think
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the vast majority of people know.
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They hear that much, they know the rest of the story.
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And then the man with five, it almost
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reads like a joke that begins with three people in a bar.
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And then the second one came forward.
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And he was only given two, and he brought two extras.
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And the last one, which is kind of the point
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of the whole story, is the last one
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knows that the master is someone who expects results.
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It says he sows where he does not reap.
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And he's a hard sort of taskmaster.
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And so the very last one kind of panics,
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and he doesn't want to risk investing.
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And so he just buries it in the ground
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and comes and says, here, here's your one back.
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I didn't lose any of it, but I didn't gain anything.
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And you know, it doesn't say it quite this way in scripture,
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but the master kind of goes off on him.
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What would be really helpful for those of us
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who look at this parable would be
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if there was a story as well of the person who went out
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courageously and invested but lost.
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What's the reaction to that person?
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Because that's really what we all kind of want to know.
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Should he have taken the risk?
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Now, the story clearly says yes, but we
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don't get the story of someone who took the risk and lost it.
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And our gut reaction, of course, is
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that it would be better to go out and risk and lose
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than just to play it too safe.
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And I think most of us and most scripture scholars
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go there with this parable, even though it's kind
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of missing that chunk for us.
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It really would be nice to hear what happens
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when you kind of risk it.
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We get a version of that.
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And it's often the Thanksgiving gospel.
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I haven't checked to see if it's what we're using this year.
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But we get a version of that in the story of the 10 lepers who
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are healed by Jesus.
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And he sends them all off to the priest
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to be healed.
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And along the way, as they recognize they're healed,
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one of them goes off script.
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And he comes back and he starts thanking Jesus.
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And the reaction is, where are the others?
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Well, the others are doing what they're told.
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They were playing it safe.
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And he does take a big risk.
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You know, he does take a risk.
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But we still don't quite get that real satisfying answer
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to what would have happened if the one with the five talents
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came back and said, I invested in this great plan
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for a pipeline through South Dakota.
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Now there's oil everywhere.
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What would have happened if he had done something disastrous?
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We don't know.
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We aren't given that.
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And so we have to always look at that with that.
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We wish we had it a little more solidly.
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But there's kind of almost a natural instinct in us
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to understand what the parable is really getting us to,
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which is whether or not we kind of waste
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the gifts we have in life.
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And not just the financial assets.
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This is often a stewardship weekend in parishes
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where we talk about stewardship.
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But also our talents and everything we've been given.
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And I think I almost wish these weekends were reversed.
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Because this is a great follow-up to Thanksgiving.
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Because I think the reason most of us
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don't share more of who we are is
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we haven't really acknowledged how much we've been given.
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How much we have to be grateful for.
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What it is, how many of these, you know,
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what it calls the talents, which unfortunately means
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something totally different nowadays.
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But all of these measures of good
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that God has given us to begin with.
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If we're unaware of that, it is a little harder
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to share in the world.
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And so we kind of look around.
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It's fallen on this, you know, World Day of the Poor.
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That Pope Francis, I don't know if any of you
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saw the news articles flying around.
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That in the Palo Sesto Hall, which is the,
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Paul VI Hall, which is in the, right off the Vatican,
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the famous Vatican, St. Peter's Square.
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And it's where the College of Cardinals often meets
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when they are having a consistory.
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So they set it for like 1500 and had a big banquet
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with the Pope and the homeless of Rome.
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And it was just kind of fascinating.
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And his whole approach to this has been, you know,
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it's in the poor that we find our vision of God.
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And I think a lot of us think that he's kind of
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talking about a sort of lovely, sentimental,
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when you have that kind of generosity
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and that kind of giving, you know,
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that you get this overwhelming sense
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of what God does when he helps.
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No, it's nothing that hallmark.
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It's not that goopy.
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He's really going back to the Old Testament
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and part of the New Testament that says,
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you know what, the vision they have,
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the vision the poor have of God is closer to the truth.
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Because they grow up and know,
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through so much of their life,
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they have this constant knowledge
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of how much they need.
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And where we think it could sort of be beating you down
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and it feels a little degrading to accept charity,
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it is.
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It's hard to accept charity.
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And most of us go through every day
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unaware of the charity we accept
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because it makes us feel better.
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God, the fact that you are alive
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and the poorest person on earth is alive
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means when it comes to God,
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you've both received the same measure of grace this day.
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But they're aware of it.
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We wake up and, you know,
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we look around at our lives and everything
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and we think, you know, this is what I've done for myself.
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This is what I've made for myself.
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This is how I've established myself.
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And we don't see that that's all from God
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because we have this myth of, you know,
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I always say the myth of the self-made man.
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There is no such thing.
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And so we have to get back behind these readings
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and start to see what's going on.
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And in Proverbs, we get this vision
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all through Proverbs.
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At the very end of the book,
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we have this thing of the worthy wife.
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And you really do have to learn
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to get beyond the inherent sexism of Scripture.
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It was written in a different culture.
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I mean, sometimes the people
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who are really fighting for social justice
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are still fighting from a culture
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where they're pushing the limits.
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And we look back years later and, you know,
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trust me, the proposition that all men are created equal
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was incredibly progressive.
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They had no idea that the word men
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only referred to half the human race.
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I mean, they just, the word was used differently.
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Now we look back and we go, well, you know,
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maybe we could have, and people will say,
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well, clearly they meant everyone.
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That's a nice rewrite.
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Maybe they did.
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It was a different culture.
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You know, when you say all men are created equal
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at a time when women weren't voting,
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you don't really believe.
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You actually believed that all men were created equal.
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It was still on the forefront of your generation.
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And the same thing is with Scripture.
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Sometimes there's these great, wonderful sayings,
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but you can see that they're only getting so far
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in their culture, and this is one of those moments,
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you know, when one has a worthy wife,
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she's worth more than pearls.
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If you put that next to the other things
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in the Old Testament, especially the Ten Commandments,
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you start to realize that, yes, they really are saying,
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of all of your possessions, your wife is the best one.
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Of everything you own, I hope you know
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that that's the most valuable.
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It is saying that, and we say, well,
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that's not what it's saying.
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You're ignoring history.
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Of course it's what it's saying.
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Read the Ten Commandments.
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You will not covet your neighbor's, you know, oxen.
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You will not covet their belongings.
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You will not covet their wife.
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I think she actually comes third in the list.
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Does it mean that, no, it means that they are writing
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from their cultural mindset.
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Anyone who thinks scripture was written
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outside of a culture is fooling themselves,
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and so we get this sense that there's this moment, though,
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where it's really talking about Israel, the community.
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Nowadays we would say the church is this worthy wife.
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We really do, and that's why we have to understand
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that the language is sexist,
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or we'll come to the wrong conclusion.
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It is saying that, and we say,
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or we'll come to the wrong conclusion.
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It is saying we are a belonging of God's.
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We do belong to God in a way that nowadays
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we would say a wife doesn't.
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That's why this doesn't work so well anymore,
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but we actually are a lesser spouse to God.
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It is not, our relationship with God
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is not a marriage-based inequality.
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It's God and us, and it says,
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and you know that we are worthy of this relationship
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when all, as it says here, all of those in her care
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are taken care of and doubly clothed.
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In other words, that's when we are the spouse of God.
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We are the spouse of God the day that everyone
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in our care is taken care of.
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That makes us the worthy, so it's not this,
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you know, people love this at funerals.
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If mom passed away, they'll read this
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because they kind of love it.
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Oh, you know, mom took care of everyone.
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It's really about the community.
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The bride of Christ is to take care of everyone,
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and then we're being worthy of being
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the community we claim to be.
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And so we look at that, and then we go and we say,
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so now what is this stewardship thing about?
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What have we been given?
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What are we doing to take care of others?
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Some people in the gospel, it doesn't tell you who you are.
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Some people are like Martha and Mary,
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who are clearly people with money.
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They have, we know they at least have a private garden.
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And we know that it says in the New Testament
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that there were many women who actually took care
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of this little group out of their means.
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And for a woman to be able to take care of someone
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out of their means, somehow she was able,
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she had to either inherit or still have
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an ability in that culture.
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It was a rare thing.
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But no one ever turns to them and says,
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like they do to the rich young man, give it all away.
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Each of us is called to do different stuff.
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It's not, do you give everything away?
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Do you manage everything you've had in such a way
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that it does the most good in the world?
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Not the most good in your life.
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Do we manage everything we have
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to do the most good in the world?
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That's, you know, that's an ongoing thing.
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Sometimes it's being responsible to what we have
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so it will be there, not just for our children,
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but for the world.
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Because the church is called to take care,
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as Pope said this weekend,
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we are called to take care of everyone.
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And then the scripture says, and those under your care
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had better be well fed and well clothed and taken care of.
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And so we get this real mandate.
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I always think that Christianity,
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I mentioned this at a school mass this week,
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Christianity gets one of our most important dynamics
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absolutely backwards most of the time.
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In American Christianity nowadays,
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this is not true all through history.
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But the dynamic is that we think religion is about
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getting you to think the right things about God.
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We profess the creed.
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It's important, I'm glad we profess it.
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But it's not the point.
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The point is not think all the right things,
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have all the right definitions, know all the right laws.
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That's what it means to be a good Catholic,
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is I follow every one of the rules.
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And then subsidiarily, if I've got time left over,
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we go out and we help the poor.
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No, the first one, the last one there,
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that's the mandatory one.
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What we do in the world is actually more important
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than whether I have the right thoughts about God.
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Because quite frankly,
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you'll never get God figured out anyway.
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I'm always surprised how often we use God
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as a distraction to the gospel.
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God becomes the distraction.
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I'm gonna ponder God and, you know,
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I'm gonna ponder and pray
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and hopefully God will feed the poor.
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No, no, he's got his job, we have ours.
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And our job is to go out and change the world.
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And that's what's difficult about our faith.
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Because throughout history,
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the church slowly has aligned itself
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and it's against its own roots.
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We align ourselves, it happens naturally,
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with establishment.
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We become the voice of the establishment.
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The original gospel was never
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the voice of the establishment.
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It always scares me to know.
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You know, first thing I realized
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when I was studying the scripture in seminary
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is that the only people Jesus gets mad at
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are the religious leaders.
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I mean, it's amazing, once we study that,
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we're still willing to become priests.
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We're the ones he gets mad at.
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He doesn't stand with the priests
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and look out to the people and say,
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you hypocrites.
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He always stands with them,
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looks at the religious leader and goes,
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you hypocrites.
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We're the ones that really seem to upset him the most.
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And so we have to always, you know,
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have that in mind as we minister,
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as we preach, as we do all these things.
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And then the level goes out.
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Those of us who are Christians
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working with non-Christians,
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we have to understand that that finger
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might be pointing back at us.
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The establishment is not ever
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where the church was meant to be.
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We were always meant to be the pilgrim church.
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Triumphant church happens after death.
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That's in heaven.
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We're the pilgrim church.
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We're the church that journeys
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through the world with those who have no home.
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And the Pope says this over and over and over again,
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and it's interesting to watch the backlash against it.
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You know, tell us we're holy,
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but don't give us a mission.
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That will never happen.
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That will never happen.
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The gospel will not be there to tell us
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when we're being holy or not.
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It will be there to tell us what we do next,
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where the mission is, everything we've been given.
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Hopefully we do go out and invest it in others.
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And sometimes that will go well.
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Mother Teresa always reminds us,
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you are called to be faithful, not successful.
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And I always think that's the line
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I want to hear in that gospel today,
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is you're not called to be successful.
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You were called to be faithful.
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You are called to be courageous.
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You are called to be able to speak your mind.
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And it may work out well for you.
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Those who have an earthly vision would tell you
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it didn't work out well for Jesus.
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Peter tried to talk him out of it.
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We're called not to side with that.
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We're called to side with the Jesus vision that
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says we're called to be faithful.
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We cannot control the world's reaction to it.
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But we're called to go out and change the world.
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And if we're too stuck in our establishment,
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we don't want change.
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It's comfortable.
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But like the pope, when we align with the poor,
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we will see the need for change.
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And only when we see that need will we
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start to understand the gospel of Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers around the parable of Father Pat’s message centers around the parable of the talents and the deeper implications of what it means to faithfully use the gifts God has entrusted to us. He challenges listeners to move beyond a superficial understanding of stewardship, emphasizing that the parable is not merely about financial responsibility but about embracing the courage to risk, invest, and serve others with all that we have been given. He laments the missing part of the story—the one who risks and loses—yet affirms that God calls us to faithfulness, not success. Father Pat draws connections between authentic Christian discipleship and solidarity with the poor, underscoring that true Christ-like living requires aligning ourselves with the marginalized and resisting the comfort and stagnation of establishment religion. Ultimately, Father Pat urges the Church and its members to abandon passive religiosity and instead live out the Gospel through bold, sacrificial love and justice.
The parable of the talents, as Father Pat explains, is often misunderstood when reduced to a simple lesson on productivity or financial stewardship. The deeper message lies in the spiritual responsibility to recognize the abundance of gifts—spiritual, emotional, material—that God has placed in our lives and to use them courageously for the good of others. The Gospel rewards those who risk and invest their talents, but it does not address the scenario many of us fear: what happens if we risk and fail? Father Pat points out this omission and suggests that, despite the lack of narrative closure, the instinctive conclusion is that faithfulness and willingness to act matter more to God than measurable success. This is echoed in the life of Jesus himself, whose crucifixion by worldly standards looked like failure, yet became the ultimate act of faithfulness.
Father Pat also draws a powerful parallel between this parable and the story of the ten lepers, where the one who returns to thank Jesus steps off the expected path—a risky move that is nonetheless deeply valued by Christ. This illustrates that true discipleship often involves stepping away from the safe and expected in favor of authentic, grateful, and courageous living. He also reflects on the wisdom of the poor, a theme that Pope Francis has emphasized, especially on the World Day of the Poor. The poor, he notes, have a clearer vision of God, not because of sentimentality, but because their daily dependence reveals a truth many of us with material security forget: everything we have is gift. The poor recognize their need for grace, while the affluent often delude themselves with the myth of self-sufficiency.
In this context, Father Pat challenges the Church to examine its alignment with institutional power and comfort. Historically, the Church began as a movement on the margins, yet over centuries has often become an arm of the establishment, losing its prophetic edge. He notes with irony that the only people Jesus directs anger toward in the Gospels are the religious leaders—those who were supposed to guide others but instead preserved their own power. This is a sobering reminder for clergy and laypeople alike to constantly reevaluate whether we are truly following Christ or merely preserving tradition and comfort.
The reading from Proverbs about the “worthy wife” is also reinterpreted not as a patriarchal ideal of a submissive woman, but as a metaphor for the community of faith—the Church—and its responsibility to care for all within its reach. Just as a worthy spouse ensures that those in her care are well-fed and clothed, the Church must prioritize the material and spiritual wellbeing of the vulnerable. This reframing encourages believers to resist individualistic interpretations of Scripture and instead embrace a communal, justice-oriented reading.
Father Pat critiques the inversion of priorities prevalent in much of American Christianity, where orthodoxy (right belief) is elevated above orthopraxy (right action). He argues that the true measure of Christian faith is not how accurately one can define theological doctrines, but how deeply one embodies the Gospel through acts of love, justice, and mercy. The creeds and doctrines matter, but they are not the end; they are meant to propel us into mission. Christianity, at its core, is not about admiring God from a distance, but about participating in God’s work in the world—feeding the hungry, clothing the naked, and challenging unjust systems.
Finally, Father Pat echoes the wisdom of Mother Teresa: “You are not called to be successful, but faithful.” This statement encapsulates the heart of the homily. Faithfulness means risking failure, stepping into the unknown, and offering one’s gifts without the guarantee of reward. It demands that we not cling to security but embrace the Gospel's radical call to transformation—for ourselves and for the world. The Church must renew its identity as a pilgrim people, journeying with the poor, the displaced, and the forgotten, rather than settling into the comforts of cultural relevance or institutional prestige. Only then will we fully understand and live the Gospel of Jesus Christ....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 950.3400268554688, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. On that day, Jesus went out of the house and sat down by the sea. Such large crowds gathered around him that he got into a boat and sat down, and the whole crowd stood along the shore. And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying, A sower went out to sow, and as he sowed, some seed fell on the path, and birds came and ate it up. Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil. It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep, and when the sun rose, it was scorched and it withered for lack of roots. Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it. But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit, a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold. Whoever has ears ought to hear. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or have met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair. It's not difficult to run into me in one either. And, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. You know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit as much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and of all of the readings, what we get every year I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who for, literally, 15 years ago, people say, there's no, global warming's not happening, global warming. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they've thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, it either, you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watched the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one. And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater. And their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If you like the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not going to hope in that. I'm not going to be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm going to look smart. I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's going to be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it. That their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear. Protect us against those people. Protect us. Always fear. In our church. This is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really? That's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there, and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp, and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, not, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God, and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated, or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago, we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession, and you know, when kids come up, he would bless them on the head, and the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests, and one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and, you know, gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name, and he blesses her and sends her on his way, and, you know, and I had said to them, you know, that I had heard this story because the girl who at the time I heard the story was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and, you know, she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass, and I told the priest about this, and he really told me that was, you know, liturgically not good. You know, there needs to be a differentiation, ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart, and so I was listening to all, all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed. It was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now because, you know, I mean, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live, but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know. Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We got to go today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse, and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. We'll protect our skin and our borders because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are. And so it is our hope that will give us courage. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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A sower went out to sow,
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and as he sowed, some seed fell on the path,
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and birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns,
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and the thorns grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into,
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and many of you may know or have met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone
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at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair.
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It's not difficult to run into me in one either.
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And, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense
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that the one thing I have always,
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always been impressed with is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us,
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when we hear that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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You know, it's very interesting to meet someone
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whose energy always spins around what's positive.
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But every bit as much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel,
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and of all of the readings,
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what we get every year I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country,
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it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways,
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like I always think, you know,
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in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot
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is when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements
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in ecology and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who for,
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literally, 15 years ago,
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people say, there's no,
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global warming's not happening, global warming.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they've thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem,
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there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope,
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and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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it either, you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America
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is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watched
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the political scene for the last year,
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you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know
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that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one.
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And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong,
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and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends
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who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater.
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And their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back quote this line,
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oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If you like the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us
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get seduced by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not going to hope in that.
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I'm not going to be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm going to look smart.
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I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say,
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what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes
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the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's going to be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe
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not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it.
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That their efforts in the world
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will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared
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will always dissolve and fall apart
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and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things,
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you know, what was, what was your,
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other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope
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for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said,
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you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate
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will help us with our fear.
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Protect us against those people.
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Protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church.
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This is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven
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is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is,
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well, it could be worse.
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Really? That's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God,
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rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there,
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God
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who is all loving until he doesn't like
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the way people are behaving and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp,
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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not, the issue with these are not,
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could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God,
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated,
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not,
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you need to go to heaven because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession,
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and you know, when kids come up,
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he would bless them on the head,
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and the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests,
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and one of them was just,
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they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically,
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oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and, you know, gotten her blessing
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and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name,
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and he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and, you know, and I had said to them, you know,
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that I had heard this story because the girl
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who at the time I heard the story was already 23,
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so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and, you know, she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass,
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and I told the priest about this,
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and he really told me that was, you know,
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liturgically not good.
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You know, there needs to be a differentiation,
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ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset
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that this priest took that whole thing apart,
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and so I was listening to all,
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all the different comments in the room
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about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like,
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that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith,
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that is not the, and God lovin',
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Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact,
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this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed.
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It was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say,
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oh, well what if you taught her the wrong,
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what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope
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knew at that moment,
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and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed
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and that he entered into her reality
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just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure
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that everyone thinks the right thing right now
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because, you know,
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I mean, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact
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it can be a lovely way to live,
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know.
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Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We got to go today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people
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without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people
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who anyone, any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything
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and we'll go, okay, okay,
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because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse,
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and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart,
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in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us
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It is our hope that will teach us who God is,
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and only our hope will show us the way
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to a real kingdom of light and peace.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable role of hope in the life of faith. Anchored in the parable of the sower from the Gospel of Matthew, he reflects on how hope is the rich soil that allows the Word of God to take root and bear fruit in our lives. Contrasting the joy and vitality of hopeful people like Father Ken Leone with the soul-sickness caused by fear, cynicism, and despair, Father Pat warns that without hope, individuals, churches, and even nations lose their moral compass and collapse into survivalism and negativity. He challenges the faithful to discern not simply the God they believe in, but the God in whom they can place their hope—because without a hopeful vision of God, the Christian life loses its direction, its purpose, and its joy.
In a fuller and more reflective summary, Father Pat begins by grounding his homily in the familiar imagery of the sower and the seed from Matthew’s Gospel. He emphasizes that while the parable is often interpreted through the lens of faith or perseverance, its deeper message is about hope. Hope, he argues, is what compels a farmer to sow seeds in the first place—despite uncertainty, difficulty, or delay in seeing results. Hope trusts in the unseen harvest. This becomes a metaphor for the Christian journey: we act today because we believe a better tomorrow is possible.
He contrasts this with what he calls the “soul sickness” of our time—a pervasive loss of hope. Using examples from politics, culture, and even the Church, Father Pat illustrates how fear has become the dominant narrative. During recent political cycles, people didn’t vote for what they hoped in, but against what they feared. Fear has replaced dialogue, aspiration, and vision. He warns that when people abandon hope, they become easy prey to manipulation and despair. Without hope, we become “the home of the scared,” retreating into self-protection rather than building a future.
He also critiques a certain kind of religious mindset that focuses more on fear of punishment and doctrinal correctness than the joy and promise of salvation. He challenges the portrayal of God as angry, arbitrary, or vindictive—a vision that stifles rather than nurtures hope. Instead, he invites us to imagine the kind of God we would actually want to spend eternity with: a God who is worthy of our hope, not just our belief. Without such a God, even heaven itself becomes unappealing—a place where we are forever walking on eggshells.
Father Pat ties this back to practical spiritual life by recounting a story about Father Ken Leone blessing a child’s doll during Communion. While some criticized this as liturgically inappropriate, he defends it as an act of hope—planting a seed by affirming the child’s world and drawing her into the life of faith. Years later, that same child, now an adult, still remembers the moment. It wasn’t perfect theology, but it was the right seed. And that, Father Pat says, is what the Church should be about: sowing seeds of hope, even if they don’t follow a rigid script.
The homily concludes with a pastoral and prophetic call: to reclaim our hope—not a vague optimism or naïve idealism, but a theological virtue rooted in the character of God. Only when we know the God in whom we hope can we resist fear, plant seeds, and move toward the kingdom of peace and light. Hope gives us the courage to live morally, to act generously, and to believe that our efforts matter. Without it, we devolve into reactionary survivalists. With it, we become true disciples, builders of the kingdom, and bearers of good news....
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