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Recognize Christ in Broken Bread
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Father Pat
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2017-04-30
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2017-04-30-recognize-christ-in-broken-bread-73.mp3
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They said to him, the things that happened to Jesus, the Nazarene, who was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people. How our chief priests and rulers both handed him over to a sentence of death and crucified him. But we were hoping that he would be the one to redeem Israel. And besides all this, it is now the third day since this took place. Some women from our group, however, have astounded us. They were at the tomb early in the morning and did not find his body. They came back and reported that they had indeed seen a vision of angels who announced that he was alive. Then some of those with us went to the tomb and found things just as the women had described, but him they did not see. And he said to them, oh, how foolish you are. How slow of heart to believe all that the prophets spoke. Was it not necessary that Christ should suffer these things and enter into his glory? Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets, he interpreted to them what referred to him in all the scriptures. As they approached the village to which they were going, he gave the impression that he was going on farther. But they urged him, stay with us, for it is nearly evening and the day is almost over. So he went in to stay with them. And it happened that while he was with them at table, he took bread, said the blessing, broke it, and gave it to them. With that, their eyes were opened, and they recognized him, but he vanished from their sight. Then they said to each other, were not our hearts burning within us while he spoke to us on the way and opened the scripture to us? So they set out at once and returned to Jerusalem, where they found gathered together the 11 and those who were with them, who were saying the Lord has truly been raised and has appeared to Simon. Then the two recounted what had taken place on the way and how he was made known to them in the breaking of bread. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The author of the fourth gospel, who is called John, we are not quite sure who he was or whether it was even a single person, but you know, it comes out of, we get a word from John, Johannine. It comes from this Johannine community, this Johannine tradition. And it's a gospel written to the Greeks. And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a line And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a launching into a teaching a different culture about the importance of that Semitic meal ritual. You know, for us as the church, we talk about it very much as the breaking of the bread and the Eucharist. And even by the time of John, I'm not sure the Eucharist with the theology we have in place was a reality back then. They were still reenacting the meal and, you know, Trinity and all of these other things start to grow out of the community at a different pace. So while many people nowadays will tell you, this is all about that moment of the breaking of the bread, that's definitely one climax of the story. But we miss, very often, the journey that gets them there. Because many people have taken this to say, you know, when people come, they'll, you know, people who have never been to a church, it doesn't matter what is said. It doesn't matter about the community. It doesn't matter about the prayers. It doesn't matter about what they're doing in the world. They'll recognize him in that ritual. And then, so what do we do when people come and go, eh? He held up something that, you know, for someone who's not Christian, they'd probably say, you know, show me a miracle. Whatever that is, turn it into bread. Because it doesn't even look like that. You know, it's, I, if you serve that at dinner, people would not be pleased. If it were bread, you know, I'm always, I always think, well, we call it bread, but I wouldn't leave bread in that tabernacle for weeks on end and serve it. You know, I mean, I might, it would depend on the dinner. But, you know, you've got this sense of what would you do? So people come and they think, well, what if the ritual doesn't hit them? Many of you know, I have a branch of my family that is in the Mormon church, and, which means, I didn't get through my teenage years without lots of visits from elders. And I think I succeeded in irritating most of them. But, you know, the pitch of that evangelical thrust is usually the same, which is, you know, we would like you to read the Book of Mormon. And, you know, when you read this, trust me, the Spirit will talk to you. You'll be converted. And so I read it, and I said, so what if, what if it didn't hit me? I read it, I didn't get, I didn't get my big runner's high moment. And the answer, well, you know, I think we can help you pray for you. In other words, if this hits you, it hits you, and see, our theology is proven. If it doesn't, we'll figure out what's wrong with you until it does. And that's often what we do at the Eucharist. You'll watch us receive communion, and you'll see Jesus. And I'm not sure we really even believe that experientially. I don't think we've seen it. I don't think we've talked about Catholicism to people. And then years later, they finally saw the ritual and went, that's it. We're taught about the ritual, and that's really what this is about. It's not about a magic moment that will, you know, the Holy Spirit, William Barclay once said, the Holy Spirit is not a gate crasher that will bust into your heart and control you whether you like it or not. You know, it's, so how do we bring people to the Eucharist? And the story has more to do with the windup. Here we have these two people on the road who have just gone through, you know, probably the most emotional rollercoaster of their life. You know, they've been through these great times with Jesus and the Last Supper and, you know, then the horrible Good Friday, and then, you know, they're hearing whispers of resurrection and they're all over the place. And they run into someone who seems to be unaware of anything going on. So they fill him in and say, here's what's happened this week. Here's what we've experienced. And he says, eh, I think you've got it all wrong. And he starts really kind of taking them to task. Oh, you know, I mean, I think when I've just met someone on the road, oh, how slow and foolish you are. It's not a great opening to dialogue. The story has Jesus, you know, the way the story's written, and that's why you have to understand this culture, when we hear it in modern terms, we go, diplomatic skill's not so good in this story. But they listen to him. They listen to the content. It's clear he's not thinking like they are. And at the end of the journey, he's going on and they're going in for the night. And that, I think, is the graced moment. Here we have travelers who, even in the midst of everything they've gone through, encounter someone who clearly challenges them on all of their beliefs. And their response is, well, come have dinner with us. Let's continue this. They're open to the experience of Jesus at that moment. He didn't pull up the bread and magically hit them with the scales falling from their eyes, and they can now see the truth, because the miracle of the meal, but the miracle of the openness. You can imagine. I mean, we look at our church, we look at our country, and when someone comes at us saying, I actually think the way the other side does, we go, thank you, I've got dinner with friends tonight. You know, I can't tell you how many people have said to me, well, you know, I don't know what to do with my best friend because they're a Democrat or they're a Republican. And we just can't talk anymore. The Emmaus journey is not a journey between a bunch of people who all think alike. What gets them to the table is their ability to be open to something beyond their own way of thinking. In politics today, they talk a lot about people in their bubbles. I like to talk a lot about people in their tribal thinking. They all have their favorite tribe. Either their favorite tribe is Catholic or Republican or Democrat or Protestant, and it gets narrower and narrower. And it's, well, it's got to be, it's not just Republican. I'm an alt-right, alt-conservative Catholic. I am a super liberal social justice Methodist. And the smaller we get our tribe, because I think what's happened is both our church and our country have grown large enough that we can no longer tap into that for identity. We all want something smaller to belong to. So we'll say we're proud to be Americans, but first I edited all the Americans who disagree with me out of my mind, and I'm very proud to be what's left. And both sides do that. Both sides are not very proud of the other side of the fence right now. You know, I am proud to be one of my kind of Americans. It just doesn't have the same sort of ring, does it? I'm very proud to be my kind of Catholic. The rest of you I'm a little concerned about, but I am very proud. Because our need for identity, it just doesn't get met right now by such a large group. And we don't think alike, and we've lost the ability to say, hey, of course we don't think alike. That doesn't mean we don't support each other. Now, in small groups, this can work. Not every family, but there are. I've encountered over a dozen healthy families in 20 years. I mean, there are healthy families out there who disagree radically, and they don't stop supporting each other. They don't wish ill on one another. They just disagree. And probably it's stronger. I worry about the younger generations now that don't have that experience of sitting around table night after night after night, you know? Or they're sitting around table, but by themselves. Because, you know, there was three soccer practices, two piano lessons, and, you know. We, that idea that, you know, one of the things, I've told you both my parents were severe, severe alcoholics that really got their lives together later in life. And so the years that I was growing up, there wasn't a lot of bonding, but they were high-functioning alcoholics. And in their generation, alcoholism was kind of a social skill. So, you know, I don't harbor anger there. There's a lot of relational things that didn't happen. So there's some closeness that might have happened when I was eight or nine that didn't. But when I look at that dynamic of how high-functioning they were, and I mean, they might be passed out by seven in the evening. But in all those years, my dad never missed a day of work. And my mother, with seven children, had a meal on the table every single night. And she'd go weeks on end without repeating a recipe. Not for lack of memory, it wasn't that bad. But, you know, in the 1970s, when most of us thought dinner was something brown, something white, and something green, she was cooking Greek food and Asian food and, you know, Mexican food and Italian. She was just, oh, just loved to cook. And so we always, this group of siblings that have nothing in common but history. I mean, if I lined up the seven jobs of the seven of us, you'd go, okay, let a geneticist look at that mess and try and figure it out. We have nothing, no common interests. My older brother still just wants me to get rid of this religion stuff and go hunting with him. You can just see that, can't you? Maybe if he were in front of the gun, there's a possibility. We just see nothing eye to eye. It's that we just don't have anything in common. We get together and we all get along. And it's from those nights around table. And it's not that we were a family where anyone would say, what did you do today? It was more banter and this and that. But, you know, as we grew older, it might be trivial pursuits or uno. There was something around table that happened. And we don't agree on a lot of stuff, but we can get to the table. And that's the Emmaus journey, when we disagree. When someone says, oh, you've got it all wrong. Can we still get to the table? Because if we can't, there's no encounter, there's no chance of the encounter with Christ if we can't get to the table. Political terms, they can call it reaching across the aisle, but can we get to the table? Or is our identity, we're going to stop those people? Is the identity of everyone right now who we can stop in the world? And that's politically, that's religiously. I can't tell you the number of people who identify their Catholicism by the groups we're going to fight. We can all figure out who we'd like to be at war with. There are just so many possibilities nowadays. The choices are endless. Or we can say, how do we get to the table with the people we don't agree with on the journey? Can we listen and say, well, I don't agree, but there is some truth there. OK, that point they had. Most of us, again, no matter which side of a political or religious fence you were on, most of us had at least one or two topics that when they came up politically, we thought, oh, our candidate doesn't do real well on this. I hope they don't ask it tonight. Rather than saying, huh, maybe I should call my own candidates to correction. Our tribal identity was too strong. And I always say every year at the Feast of the Holy Family, the only family that's truly holy is the one that includes every member of humanity. How big is our tribe? Religion invites us to belong to something larger. And I think we're at a crisis because people are trying to find their identities in something smaller. It's just cleaner. It's easier. A community of three people is so much less difficult than a church of one billion. What are we willing to belong to? And how large? If I need to be always right, I'm thinking a community of one. And even we don't agree all the time. That'll scare you. If I need to agree, my tribe will be minuscule. If I can disagree on the journey and still get to the table, our tribe could be larger. With the help of God, it could be universal. We could finally see the Eucharist, but we won't get there until we can enjoy the journey with those with whom we may never agree. Agreeing and respecting are two different things. Agreement will get us all sorts of things in the world. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to the Lord.
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That very day, the first day of the week,
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two of Jesus' disciples were going
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to a village seven miles from Jerusalem called Emmaus,
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and they were conversing about all the things that
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had occurred.
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And it happened that while they were conversing and debating,
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Jesus himself drew near and walked with them,
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but their eyes were prevented from recognizing him.
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He asked them, what are you discussing
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as you walk along?
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They stopped, looking downcast.
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One of them, named Cleopas, said to him in reply,
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are you the only visitor to Jerusalem
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who does not know of the things that have taken place there
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in these days?
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And he replied to them, what sort of things?
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They said to him, the things that
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happened to Jesus, the Nazarene, who
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was a prophet mighty in deed and word
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before God and all the people.
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How our chief priests and rulers both handed him
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over to a sentence of death and crucified him.
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But we were hoping that he would be the one to redeem Israel.
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And besides all this, it is now the third day
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since this took place.
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Some women from our group, however, have astounded us.
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They were at the tomb early in the morning
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and did not find his body.
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They came back and reported that they had indeed
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seen a vision of angels who announced that he was alive.
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Then some of those with us went to the tomb
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and found things just as the women had described,
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but him they did not see.
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And he said to them, oh, how foolish you are.
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How slow of heart to believe all that the prophets spoke.
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Was it not necessary that Christ should suffer these things
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and enter into his glory?
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Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets,
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he interpreted to them what referred
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to him in all the scriptures.
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As they approached the village to which they were going,
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he gave the impression that he was going on farther.
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But they urged him, stay with us, for it is nearly evening
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and the day is almost over.
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So he went in to stay with them.
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And it happened that while he was with them at table,
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he took bread, said the blessing, broke it,
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and gave it to them.
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With that, their eyes were opened,
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and they recognized him, but he vanished from their sight.
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Then they said to each other, were not our hearts
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burning within us while he spoke to us on the way
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and opened the scripture to us?
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So they set out at once and returned to Jerusalem,
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where they found gathered together the 11
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and those who were with them, who
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were saying the Lord has truly been raised
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and has appeared to Simon.
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Then the two recounted what had taken place on the way
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and how he was made known to them in the breaking of bread.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The author of the fourth gospel, who is called John,
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we are not quite sure who he was or whether it was even
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a single person, but you know, it comes out of,
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we get a word from John, Johannine.
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It comes from this Johannine community,
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this Johannine tradition.
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And it's a gospel written to the Greeks.
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And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a line
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And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a launching
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into a teaching a different culture
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about the importance of that Semitic meal ritual.
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You know, for us as the church, we
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talk about it very much as the breaking
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of the bread and the Eucharist.
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And even by the time of John, I'm
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not sure the Eucharist with the theology we have in place
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was a reality back then.
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They were still reenacting the meal and, you know,
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Trinity and all of these other things
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start to grow out of the community at a different pace.
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So while many people nowadays will tell you,
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this is all about that moment of the breaking of the bread,
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that's definitely one climax of the story.
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But we miss, very often, the journey that gets them there.
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Because many people have taken this to say, you know,
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when people come, they'll, you know,
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people who have never been to a church,
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it doesn't matter what is said.
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It doesn't matter about the community.
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It doesn't matter about the prayers.
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It doesn't matter about what they're doing in the world.
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They'll recognize him in that ritual.
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And then, so what do we do when people come and go, eh?
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He held up something that, you know,
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for someone who's not Christian, they'd probably say,
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you know, show me a miracle.
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Whatever that is, turn it into bread.
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Because it doesn't even look like that.
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You know, it's, I, if you serve that at dinner,
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people would not be pleased.
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If it were bread, you know, I'm always, I always think,
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well, we call it bread, but I wouldn't leave bread
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in that tabernacle for weeks on end and serve it.
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You know, I mean, I might, it would depend on the dinner.
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But, you know, you've got this sense of what would you do?
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So people come and they think,
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well, what if the ritual doesn't hit them?
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Many of you know, I have a branch of my family
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that is in the Mormon church, and, which means,
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I didn't get through my teenage years
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without lots of visits from elders.
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And I think I succeeded in irritating most of them.
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But, you know, the pitch of that evangelical thrust
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is usually the same, which is, you know,
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we would like you to read the Book of Mormon.
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And, you know, when you read this,
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trust me, the Spirit will talk to you.
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You'll be converted.
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And so I read it, and I said,
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so what if, what if it didn't hit me?
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I read it, I didn't get,
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I didn't get my big runner's high moment.
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And the answer, well, you know,
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I think we can help you pray for you.
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In other words, if this hits you, it hits you,
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and see, our theology is proven.
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If it doesn't, we'll figure out what's wrong with you
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until it does.
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And that's often what we do at the Eucharist.
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You'll watch us receive communion,
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and you'll see Jesus.
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And I'm not sure we really even believe that experientially.
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I don't think we've seen it.
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I don't think we've talked about Catholicism to people.
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And then years later, they finally saw the ritual
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and went, that's it.
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We're taught about the ritual,
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and that's really what this is about.
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It's not about a magic moment that will,
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you know, the Holy Spirit, William Barclay once said,
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the Holy Spirit is not a gate crasher
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that will bust into your heart and control you
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whether you like it or not.
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You know, it's, so how do we bring people to the Eucharist?
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And the story has more to do with the windup.
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Here we have these two people on the road
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who have just gone through, you know,
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probably the most emotional rollercoaster of their life.
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You know, they've been through these great times with Jesus
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and the Last Supper and, you know,
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then the horrible Good Friday,
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and then, you know, they're hearing whispers of resurrection
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and they're all over the place.
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And they run into someone who seems to be
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unaware of anything going on.
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So they fill him in and say,
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here's what's happened this week.
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Here's what we've experienced.
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And he says, eh, I think you've got it all wrong.
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And he starts really kind of taking them to task.
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Oh, you know, I mean, I think when I've just met someone
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on the road, oh, how slow and foolish you are.
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It's not a great opening to dialogue.
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The story has Jesus, you know, the way the story's written,
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and that's why you have to understand this culture,
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when we hear it in modern terms, we go,
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diplomatic skill's not so good in this story.
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But they listen to him.
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They listen to the content.
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It's clear he's not thinking like they are.
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And at the end of the journey, he's going on
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and they're going in for the night.
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And that, I think, is the graced moment.
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Here we have travelers who, even in the midst of everything
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they've gone through, encounter someone
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who clearly challenges them on all of their beliefs.
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And their response is, well, come have dinner with us.
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Let's continue this.
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They're open to the experience of Jesus at that moment.
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He didn't pull up the bread and magically hit them
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with the scales falling from their eyes,
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and they can now see the truth, because the miracle
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of the meal, but the miracle of the openness.
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You can imagine.
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I mean, we look at our church, we look at our country,
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and when someone comes at us saying,
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I actually think the way the other side does, we go,
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thank you, I've got dinner with friends tonight.
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You know, I can't tell you how many people have said to me,
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well, you know, I don't know what to do with my best friend
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because they're a Democrat or they're a Republican.
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And we just can't talk anymore.
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The Emmaus journey is not a journey
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between a bunch of people who all think alike.
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What gets them to the table is their ability
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to be open to something beyond their own way of thinking.
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In politics today, they talk a lot
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about people in their bubbles.
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I like to talk a lot about people in their tribal thinking.
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They all have their favorite tribe.
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Either their favorite tribe is Catholic or Republican
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or Democrat or Protestant, and it gets narrower and narrower.
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And it's, well, it's got to be, it's not just Republican.
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I'm an alt-right, alt-conservative Catholic.
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I am a super liberal social justice Methodist.
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And the smaller we get our tribe,
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because I think what's happened is both our church
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and our country have grown large enough
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that we can no longer tap into that for identity.
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We all want something smaller to belong to.
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So we'll say we're proud to be Americans,
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but first I edited all the Americans
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who disagree with me out of my mind,
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and I'm very proud to be what's left.
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And both sides do that.
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Both sides are not very proud of the other side
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of the fence right now.
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You know, I am proud to be one of my kind of Americans.
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It just doesn't have the same sort of ring, does it?
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I'm very proud to be my kind of Catholic.
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The rest of you I'm a little concerned about,
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but I am very proud.
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Because our need for identity,
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it just doesn't get met right now by such a large group.
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And we don't think alike, and we've lost the ability to say,
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hey, of course we don't think alike.
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That doesn't mean we don't support each other.
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Now, in small groups, this can work.
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Not every family, but there are.
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I've encountered over a dozen healthy families in 20 years.
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I mean, there are healthy families out there
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who disagree radically,
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and they don't stop supporting each other.
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They don't wish ill on one another.
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They just disagree.
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And probably it's stronger.
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I worry about the younger generations now
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that don't have that experience of sitting around table
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night after night after night, you know?
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Or they're sitting around table, but by themselves.
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Because, you know, there was three soccer practices,
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two piano lessons, and, you know.
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We, that idea that, you know, one of the things,
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I've told you both my parents were severe,
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severe alcoholics that really got their lives together
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later in life.
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And so the years that I was growing up,
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there wasn't a lot of bonding,
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but they were high-functioning alcoholics.
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And in their generation,
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alcoholism was kind of a social skill.
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So, you know, I don't harbor anger there.
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There's a lot of relational things that didn't happen.
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So there's some closeness that might have happened
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when I was eight or nine that didn't.
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But when I look at that dynamic
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of how high-functioning they were,
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and I mean, they might be passed out by seven in the evening.
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But in all those years, my dad never missed a day of work.
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And my mother, with seven children,
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had a meal on the table every single night.
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And she'd go weeks on end without repeating a recipe.
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Not for lack of memory, it wasn't that bad.
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But, you know, in the 1970s,
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when most of us thought dinner was something brown,
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something white, and something green,
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she was cooking Greek food and Asian food
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and, you know, Mexican food and Italian.
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She was just, oh, just loved to cook.
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And so we always, this group of siblings
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that have nothing in common but history.
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I mean, if I lined up the seven jobs of the seven of us,
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you'd go, okay, let a geneticist look at that mess
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and try and figure it out.
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We have nothing, no common interests.
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My older brother still just wants me
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to get rid of this religion stuff
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and go hunting with him.
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You can just see that, can't you?
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Maybe if he were in front of the gun, there's a possibility.
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We just see nothing eye to eye.
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It's that we just don't have anything in common.
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We get together and we all get along.
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And it's from those nights around table.
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And it's not that we were a family
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where anyone would say, what did you do today?
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It was more banter and this and that.
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But, you know, as we grew older,
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it might be trivial pursuits or uno.
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There was something around table that happened.
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And we don't agree on a lot of stuff,
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but we can get to the table.
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And that's the Emmaus journey, when we disagree.
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When someone says, oh, you've got it all wrong.
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Can we still get to the table?
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Because if we can't, there's no encounter,
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there's no chance of the encounter with Christ
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if we can't get to the table.
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Political terms, they can call it reaching across the aisle,
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but can we get to the table?
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Or is our identity, we're going to stop those people?
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Is the identity of everyone right now
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who we can stop in the world?
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And that's politically, that's religiously.
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I can't tell you the number of people
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who identify their Catholicism by the groups
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we're going to fight.
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We can all figure out who we'd like to be at war with.
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There are just so many possibilities nowadays.
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The choices are endless.
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Or we can say, how do we get to the table with the people
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we don't agree with on the journey?
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Can we listen and say, well, I don't agree,
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but there is some truth there.
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OK, that point they had.
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Most of us, again, no matter which
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side of a political or religious fence you were on,
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most of us had at least one or two topics
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that when they came up politically,
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we thought, oh, our candidate doesn't do real well on this.
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I hope they don't ask it tonight.
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Rather than saying, huh, maybe I should call my own candidates
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to correction.
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Our tribal identity was too strong.
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And I always say every year at the Feast of the Holy Family,
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the only family that's truly holy
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is the one that includes every member of humanity.
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How big is our tribe?
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Religion invites us to belong to something larger.
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And I think we're at a crisis because people
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are trying to find their identities
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in something smaller.
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It's just cleaner.
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It's easier.
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A community of three people is so much less difficult
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than a church of one billion.
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What are we willing to belong to?
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And how large?
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If I need to be always right, I'm
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thinking a community of one.
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And even we don't agree all the time.
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That'll scare you.
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If I need to agree, my tribe will be minuscule.
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If I can disagree on the journey and still get to the table,
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our tribe could be larger.
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With the help of God, it could be universal.
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We could finally see the Eucharist,
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but we won't get there until we can enjoy the journey
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with those with whom we may never agree.
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Agreeing and respecting are two different things.
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Agreement will get us all sorts of things in the world.
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Mutual respect will get us to the table.
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Fr. Pat’s homily centers on the Emmaus story as a Fr. Pat’s homily centers on the Emmaus story as a profound lesson not simply about the Eucharist as a ritual, but about the journey of openness, dialogue, and relationship that leads to true encounter with Christ. He challenges the notion that the breaking of the bread alone is the magic moment of recognition, arguing instead that the real miracle lies in the disciples' willingness to walk with and listen to someone who challenges their thinking. Fr. Pat draws a parallel between the disciples’ openness and the current cultural and ecclesial fragmentation, where identity is often rooted in narrow tribal affiliations. He calls for a broader, more inclusive spiritual identity—one that embraces disagreement and difference as essential components of community. The Emmaus journey teaches us that real communion requires the courage to stay at the table, even with those who see the world differently.
In greater detail, Fr. Pat explores the Emmaus narrative from Luke’s Gospel not solely as a Eucharistic text, but as a model for how faith is formed through relationship and openness. He points out that while many interpret the climax of the story to be the recognition of Jesus in the breaking of the bread, the true transformative moment may lie in the disciples’ decision to invite the stranger—who has just challenged their beliefs—to stay with them for a meal. This act of hospitality and vulnerability opens the door to revelation. Fr. Pat uses this to critique a common assumption in both liturgical practice and evangelization: that the Eucharist, or any ritual, will automatically convert or convince. Instead, he argues, the Eucharist is not magic—it is the culmination of a relationship, of listening, of shared experience and openness.
He draws a comparison to how other religious traditions—like Mormon missionaries—assume that spiritual truth will automatically be "felt" if their sacred text is read. Similarly, Catholics sometimes assume that non-believers or disaffected Catholics will experience the presence of Christ simply by witnessing the Eucharist. But Fr. Pat suggests that unless people have been on a journey of listening, wrestling, and openness, the ritual itself may fall flat. He stresses that the Emmaus story teaches us that encounter with Christ is not built on agreement or uniformity of thought, but on shared willingness to walk together, to listen through disagreement, and to remain at the table.
Fr. Pat uses the metaphor of "the table" not just to refer to the Eucharistic table, but to the broader human and spiritual act of sitting together in community despite differences. He laments our current cultural and religious tendency to retreat into ever-smaller tribes—whether political, ideological, or religious—and how that shrinks our capacity for communion. He speaks of how many people now define their Catholicism or their national identity by who they oppose or exclude. Identity, he suggests, is increasingly formed by division rather than inclusion. This reflects a deep insecurity and a desire to belong to something small and manageable, rather than something universal and challenging.
Drawing from his own family experience—marked by difference, dysfunction, yet also deep bonds—Fr. Pat illustrates that unity does not require agreement, but repeated, habitual encounters around the table. He fondly recalls how, despite great differences in belief and lifestyle, his family could always come together around meals. That experience, he suggests, formed a kind of foundational relational theology: that communion happens not through sameness, but through shared presence and enduring connection. He worries that younger generations, who may lack regular communal meals and who are often isolated by hyperactivity or technology, might not develop the same capacity for shared life amid difference.
Politically and ecclesially, Fr. Pat critiques the impulse to define ourselves by who we are not—by the people we are ‘against.’ In this climate, reaching across the aisle or across the pew becomes harder. He challenges Catholics to ask whether we are truly forming communities capable of mutual respect, or simply echo chambers of agreement. He reminds us that the Holy Spirit does not force conversion or understanding; it works where there is openness. The Emmaus disciples did not recognize Christ because of a theological argument or a doctrinal statement, but because they walked, listened, questioned, and finally extended hospitality to someone who saw the world differently.
Ultimately, Fr. Pat suggests that if our Catholic identity is to be authentic and transformative, it must be universal, inclusive, and rooted in mutual respect, not tribal purity. The Emmaus story challenges us to walk with one another, especially with those we do not understand or agree with, and to remain open to the possibility that Christ is revealed not just in the breaking of the bread, but in the breaking open of our hearts along the journey. Only in this way can we truly become a Eucharistic people—those who are able to recognize Christ not just in ritual, but in relationship....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 949.52001953125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. On leaving the synagogue, Jesus entered the house of Simon and Andrew with James and John. Simon's mother-in-law lay sick with a fever. They immediately told him about her. He approached, grasped her hand, and helped her up. Then the fever left her, and she waited on them. When it was evening after sunset, they brought to him all who were ill or possessed by demons. The whole town was gathered at the door. He cured many who were sick with various diseases, and he drove out many demons, not permitting them to speak because they knew him. Rising very early before dawn, he left and went off to a deserted place where he prayed. Simon and those who were with him pursued him, and on finding him said, everyone is looking for you. He said, let us go to the nearby villages that I may preach there also. For this purpose, I have come. So he went into their synagogues, preaching and driving out demons through the whole of Galilee. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. We are presented with three very, very different visions of response to life and to fortune. The first one we get, and you know, the first two actually, Job and Paul, they kind of remind me of Tigger and Eeyore from Winnie the Pooh. You know, that first reading is just, you hate to refer to scripture as whiny, but you know, when Rita read it, and Rita is one of the most upbeat people I know, but even Rita reading it was a little depressing. It's not life of drudgery, and we're just a slave, and at night, and I'll never, ever, ever know happiness again, it is so Eeyore. You know, poor, poor Job. And you know, we get this in scripture, the entire book of Lamentations is, you know, it's ascribed to Job, but Job is a fictional character. So this is, it's like all the depressed people of Israel got together and decided to write a book. But it is important that that is in scripture, because otherwise, religion becomes the purview of happy people. And I've seen, and this is very popular in some of the sort of grassroots level churches in America where, you know, everyone's supposed to show up at a funeral going, but it's a blessing from God, and they're in heaven, and we're happy, and you're like, no. No, sometimes it's okay to bring that pain and sorrow into our faith, and it doesn't mean we're, you know, you're less Christian because you don't see joy in every moment. You know, and I have to tell you not to, you know, throw any of you under the bus, but I always like to notice when I come in, just because it's maybe a little projection, but when I come into the early morning mass, and I watch, usually it's during the first reading, and literally everyone's going. I'm like, this is a very unhappy group of people. And you know that, I know that by noon you'll all be fine, but it, you know, it's just, it's 7.30 in the morning, and most people just aren't real animated at that hour, you know, so there's this sense that scripture needs to bring all of us into our faith. There are four psalms called the cursing psalms that scripture scholars have written tons about that in the, in what is called the breviary, which is the cycle of prayers that the priest is supposed to say every day. So there's a set of psalms, three psalms, and in the cycle they took out the cursing psalms out of that little lectionary because they're just, you know, it's too awful a vision of God. They serve a great purpose in scripture. They let you know that the people in that day and age, they even brought their anger. Even anger at God is a belief in God. You can't be angry with a God you don't believe in. So even when someone says they are angry with God, it's an amazing expression of faith. You don't find people who have a great faith in a moment of crisis saying, huh, no longer believe in God. They may come to that crisis, but usually first they have to get to this anger at God. And when those cursing psalms, when people knew them, and you know, we know little lines out of them, you know, God will dash their children against a stone. That's not usually the God we're hoping to spend eternity with, you know. But that image of God is there because that's important, that we don't think that we can come to God only when we're emotionally in the right place. You know, if I'm going to pray, first I have to sort of calm and become a guru. And once I'm a guru, I can approach God in prayer. No, the prayer is what helps us get there. So we have to be able to bring ourselves, Job today, this character, Job in absolute, it's not even depression, Job is in a whiny space. Paul is in the tigger space. You know, Paul is, it's sort of like that grassroots level. Paul, every once in a while, and you don't know if we're getting the authentic, you know, he's writing a letter, and he basically, and from prison there's a lot of this, you know, I'm in prison and everything, you know, I'm in chains and I'm in the dark and they're going to kill me, but I'm in, I have all this joy for what's going on. And you kind of want to go, really, Paul? Really? You know, there are those people that we know that when real tragedy happens, you know, I almost think that, you know, it's the spiritual end of denial. There's a difference between trusting God that things are going to be okay even though they're tough right now. There's a difference between that and the sort of, oh, even when God gives me sufferings, I love it. And, you know, that leaves the area of spirituality and gets into some sort of fetish that I don't want to know about. Suffering is suffering. And God can be with us in it, but it's still suffering, and we need to feel the suffering. Some days we need to feel that sort of loneliness, whatever it is that Job is going through, whatever it is then that Paul is going through. Now, what we get that's interesting in the gospel, and we get it twice. We get it with Simon, Peter's mother-in-law, and we get it again with Jesus. And that is these people whose emotional reaction we're not told much about. We're told their physical reaction. Now, the mother-in-law in this to me is possibly the saddest character in all of Scripture. She's sick with a fever, and Jesus, Jesus himself walks in and says, basically says, you're healed. What's for dinner? I mean, this is every mother's nightmare. But, and of course, they don't say that anyone asked her. It just says, you know, the fever left, and she waited on them. And a few seconds later, we always see that, it always, you know, there's an edge to that for us. But we don't see that there's a very similar minute with Jesus in a few minutes. Jesus has got now the crowds pressing in on him. Everyone wants something. They've all seen the healing. They're all after him, and they, you know, everyone wants two minutes. And he gets away, and he prays. This is the moment that he is healed. He gets away, and he has a moment alone, and they come, and they say, everyone's looking for you. He goes, yeah, let's go, boom. He gets up, and he starts waiting on others again. It's this moment that says, you know, helping other people is exhausting, but the grace of this character of the mother-in-law is how many of us, when we're struck with some horrible health crisis, you know, this year, the flu, all these things, or even more serious life-threatening illnesses, how many of us, now, I don't mean the bargaining. We'll do all sorts of bargaining with God when we're sick. If you just get me well, I'll do this, I'll do, but how many of us truly want to be cured so that we can get back to helping others? How many of us think, oh, I've gotta get through this because, you know, people get there. People do this all the time. You know, even if it's not, even if it's not a warm, fuzzy feeling, I can't tell you the number of parents I've seen that face illness, and their first reaction is what will happen to my children? Meaning, I just want to be healthy so that I can get back to taking care of my children. That's that sort of gut-level reaction you see out of the mother-in-law and out of Jesus today, and what makes Jesus' kind of particular is he's so focused on the mission, and it's kind of the mission that I think modern religion has forgotten about. You know, Jesus is running around healing, helping. He's running around healing, helping, and preaching good news, and he goes into a town, and like, how much could he have preached? He couldn't have given them the code of canon law. You know, he goes in, he heals some people, he preaches the good news to them, and then goes to the next town. I've no doubt that nowadays the hierarchy would tell him that that is an incomplete catechesis, and absolutely no one is truly ready for the sacrament. When did our faith become, you know, this has got to, you have got to get to CCD every week, and you've got to do this, and we've got to train, and we're not teaching enough on this topic, when it sort of expanded from this, it says in Mark's gospel, the earliest gospel, most scripture scholars would say, you know, let's go to the nearby villages that I can preach there also. This is the purpose I've come for. So what it's telling us is the purpose that Jesus comes for, now we would say later he came for the cross, but at this moment in his life, his purpose as an itinerant preacher is clearly to go to a town, preach this message that, you know, God is with you in salvation, and God is going to lift up the poor, and all of these basic messages of the kingdom of God, he's gonna preach them, and a day later he's gonna be gone. What would it look like today if we could boil our faith down to something that could be taught in an afternoon? Now, that doesn't mean you wouldn't spend the rest of your life trying to ruminate on it and figure out what it meant, but my guess is if you told any member of the clergy, deacon, priest, bishop, pope, that, you know, you get two hours to tell them about Catholicism, and that's all they're gonna have for their life. It would just be fascinating to see, you know, where some people would go with that. What we'd always get probably is a little bit of gospel and a lot of agenda, you know, because they only get a moment. Jesus really didn't set up a system that said, let's come in and I am going to walk you through until you are all formed exactly the way I think you should be. It was this, I'm gonna leave you in the hands of your community. What the essence of his message was, and we don't even think about it because it's no longer radical. The radical message he had was this message that all of these rules aren't gonna get you into heaven. God is. God's gonna get you into heaven or God's not. It's not something you're capable of. You can be, I hope you will respond to this by going out and being the best person you can and helping others and knowing that God is there to help you so you should be there to help others and living this life of service, and then he moves on. And that is that original, in the Greek, the kerygma, the original proclamation of Jesus. It's quickly changed into the early proclamation of church, but the proclamation of Jesus is all this kingdom of God. What is the kingdom of God? And all of this, the lowly will be lifted up and those who are up on the top will be brought back down and it's this move towards true equality and where Job finds himself whining and where Paul finds himself with almost a false bravado, it's this character of the mother-in-law in Jesus that take the gifts they're given, take the hits they're given, and then get up and continue with their life and who they are. Get out there and do the work. You know, the interesting thing is in this, especially today, it kind of has this sort of sexist edge to it because it says, you know, she gets up and waits on them. And we don't know. Most of us assume, you know, we can just put a mom duty on her at that point. You know, she's cooking or doing, you know. But the truth is she gets up and had it said that about anyone else in scripture, that they served Jesus, we wouldn't go there. That's something, you know, if they said, yes, Peter was serving Jesus, they wouldn't go. You mean he made dinner? So some of that is our own projection. She gets up and it says, and she begins to serve them. When you're talking about Jesus and the followers, serving them could have meant she got up and went out and helped the poor. She served them. Most of us want healing. Most of us already have some amount of help. We all have some amount of gifts. Do we use them to serve the gospel? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On leaving the synagogue, Jesus entered
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the house of Simon and Andrew with James and John.
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Simon's mother-in-law lay sick with a fever.
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They immediately told him about her.
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He approached, grasped her hand, and helped her up.
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Then the fever left her, and she waited on them.
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When it was evening after sunset,
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they brought to him all who were ill or possessed by demons.
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The whole town was gathered at the door.
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He cured many who were sick with various diseases,
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and he drove out many demons, not
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permitting them to speak because they knew him.
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Rising very early before dawn, he
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left and went off to a deserted place where he prayed.
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Simon and those who were with him pursued him,
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and on finding him said, everyone is looking for you.
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He said, let us go to the nearby villages
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that I may preach there also.
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For this purpose, I have come.
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So he went into their synagogues,
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preaching and driving out demons through the whole of Galilee.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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We are presented with three very, very different visions
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of response to life and to fortune.
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The first one we get, and you know,
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the first two actually, Job and Paul,
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they kind of remind me of Tigger and Eeyore
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from Winnie the Pooh.
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You know, that first reading is just,
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you hate to refer to scripture as whiny,
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but you know, when Rita read it,
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and Rita is one of the most upbeat people I know,
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but even Rita reading it was a little depressing.
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It's not life of drudgery, and we're just a slave,
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and at night, and I'll never, ever, ever
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know happiness again, it is so Eeyore.
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You know, poor, poor Job.
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And you know, we get this in scripture,
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the entire book of Lamentations is,
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you know, it's ascribed to Job,
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but Job is a fictional character.
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So this is, it's like all the depressed people of Israel
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got together and decided to write a book.
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But it is important that that is in scripture,
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because otherwise, religion becomes
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the purview of happy people.
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And I've seen, and this is very popular
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in some of the sort of grassroots level churches in America
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where, you know, everyone's supposed to show up
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at a funeral going, but it's a blessing from God,
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and they're in heaven, and we're happy,
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and you're like, no.
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No, sometimes it's okay to bring that pain and sorrow
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into our faith, and it doesn't mean we're,
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you know, you're less Christian
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because you don't see joy in every moment.
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You know, and I have to tell you not to,
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you know, throw any of you under the bus,
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but I always like to notice when I come in,
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just because it's maybe a little projection,
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but when I come into the early morning mass,
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and I watch, usually it's during the first reading,
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and literally everyone's going.
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I'm like, this is a very unhappy group of people.
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And you know that, I know that by noon you'll all be fine,
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but it, you know, it's just, it's 7.30 in the morning,
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and most people just aren't real animated at that hour,
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you know, so there's this sense that scripture
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needs to bring all of us into our faith.
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There are four psalms called the cursing psalms
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that scripture scholars have written tons about
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that in the, in what is called the breviary,
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which is the cycle of prayers
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that the priest is supposed to say every day.
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So there's a set of psalms, three psalms,
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and in the cycle they took out the cursing psalms
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out of that little lectionary because they're just,
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you know, it's too awful a vision of God.
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They serve a great purpose in scripture.
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They let you know that the people in that day and age,
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they even brought their anger.
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Even anger at God is a belief in God.
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You can't be angry with a God you don't believe in.
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So even when someone says they are angry with God,
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it's an amazing expression of faith.
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You don't find people who have a great faith
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in a moment of crisis saying, huh, no longer believe in God.
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They may come to that crisis,
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but usually first they have to get to this anger at God.
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And when those cursing psalms, when people knew them,
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and you know, we know little lines out of them, you know,
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God will dash their children against a stone.
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That's not usually the God
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we're hoping to spend eternity with, you know.
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But that image of God is there because that's important,
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that we don't think that we can come to God
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only when we're emotionally in the right place.
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You know, if I'm going to pray,
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first I have to sort of calm and become a guru.
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And once I'm a guru, I can approach God in prayer.
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No, the prayer is what helps us get there.
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So we have to be able to bring ourselves,
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Job today, this character, Job in absolute,
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it's not even depression, Job is in a whiny space.
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Paul is in the tigger space.
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You know, Paul is, it's sort of like that grassroots level.
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Paul, every once in a while,
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and you don't know if we're getting the authentic,
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you know, he's writing a letter,
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and he basically, and from prison there's a lot of this,
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you know, I'm in prison and everything,
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you know, I'm in chains and I'm in the dark
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and they're going to kill me,
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but I'm in, I have all this joy for what's going on.
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And you kind of want to go, really, Paul?
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Really?
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You know, there are those people that we know
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that when real tragedy happens,
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you know, I almost think that, you know,
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it's the spiritual end of denial.
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There's a difference between trusting God
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that things are going to be okay
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even though they're tough right now.
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There's a difference between that and the sort of,
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oh, even when God gives me sufferings, I love it.
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And, you know, that leaves the area of spirituality
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and gets into some sort of fetish
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that I don't want to know about.
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Suffering is suffering.
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And God can be with us in it, but it's still suffering,
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and we need to feel the suffering.
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Some days we need to feel that sort of loneliness,
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whatever it is that Job is going through,
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whatever it is then that Paul is going through.
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Now, what we get that's interesting in the gospel,
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and we get it twice.
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We get it with Simon, Peter's mother-in-law,
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and we get it again with Jesus.
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And that is these people whose emotional reaction
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we're not told much about.
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We're told their physical reaction.
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Now, the mother-in-law in this to me
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is possibly the saddest character in all of Scripture.
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She's sick with a fever, and Jesus,
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Jesus himself walks in and says,
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basically says, you're healed.
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What's for dinner?
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I mean, this is every mother's nightmare.
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But, and of course, they don't say that anyone asked her.
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It just says, you know, the fever left,
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and she waited on them.
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And a few seconds later, we always see that,
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it always, you know, there's an edge to that for us.
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But we don't see that there's a very similar minute
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with Jesus in a few minutes.
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Jesus has got now the crowds pressing in on him.
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Everyone wants something.
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They've all seen the healing.
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They're all after him, and they, you know,
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everyone wants two minutes.
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And he gets away, and he prays.
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This is the moment that he is healed.
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He gets away, and he has a moment alone,
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and they come, and they say, everyone's looking for you.
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He goes, yeah, let's go, boom.
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He gets up, and he starts waiting on others again.
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It's this moment that says, you know,
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helping other people is exhausting,
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but the grace of this character of the mother-in-law
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is how many of us, when we're struck
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with some horrible health crisis,
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you know, this year, the flu, all these things,
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or even more serious life-threatening illnesses,
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how many of us, now, I don't mean the bargaining.
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We'll do all sorts of bargaining with God when we're sick.
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If you just get me well, I'll do this, I'll do,
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but how many of us truly want to be cured
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so that we can get back to helping others?
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How many of us think, oh, I've gotta get through this
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because, you know, people get there.
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People do this all the time.
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You know, even if it's not,
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even if it's not a warm, fuzzy feeling,
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I can't tell you the number of parents I've seen
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that face illness, and their first reaction
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is what will happen to my children?
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Meaning, I just want to be healthy
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so that I can get back to taking care of my children.
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That's that sort of gut-level reaction you see
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out of the mother-in-law and out of Jesus today,
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and what makes Jesus' kind of particular
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is he's so focused on the mission,
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and it's kind of the mission that I think
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modern religion has forgotten about.
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You know, Jesus is running around healing, helping.
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He's running around healing, helping,
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and preaching good news, and he goes into a town,
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and like, how much could he have preached?
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He couldn't have given them the code of canon law.
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You know, he goes in, he heals some people,
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he preaches the good news to them,
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and then goes to the next town.
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I've no doubt that nowadays the hierarchy
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would tell him that that is an incomplete catechesis,
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and absolutely no one is truly ready for the sacrament.
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When did our faith become, you know,
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this has got to, you have got to get to CCD every week,
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and you've got to do this, and we've got to train,
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and we're not teaching enough on this topic,
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when it sort of expanded from this,
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it says in Mark's gospel, the earliest gospel,
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most scripture scholars would say,
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you know, let's go to the nearby villages
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that I can preach there also.
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This is the purpose I've come for.
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So what it's telling us is the purpose
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that Jesus comes for, now we would say
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later he came for the cross,
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but at this moment in his life,
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his purpose as an itinerant preacher
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is clearly to go to a town,
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preach this message that, you know,
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God is with you in salvation,
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and God is going to lift up the poor,
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and all of these basic messages of the kingdom of God,
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he's gonna preach them,
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and a day later he's gonna be gone.
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What would it look like today if we could boil our faith
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down to something that could be taught in an afternoon?
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Now, that doesn't mean you wouldn't spend
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the rest of your life trying to ruminate on it
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and figure out what it meant,
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but my guess is if you told any member of the clergy,
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deacon, priest, bishop, pope,
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that, you know, you get two hours
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to tell them about Catholicism,
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and that's all they're gonna have for their life.
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It would just be fascinating to see, you know,
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where some people would go with that.
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What we'd always get probably is a little bit of gospel
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and a lot of agenda, you know,
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because they only get a moment.
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Jesus really didn't set up a system that said,
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let's come in and I am going to walk you through
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until you are all formed
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exactly the way I think you should be.
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It was this, I'm gonna leave you
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in the hands of your community.
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What the essence of his message was,
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and we don't even think about it
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because it's no longer radical.
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The radical message he had was this message
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that all of these rules aren't gonna get you into heaven.
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God is.
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God's gonna get you into heaven or God's not.
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It's not something you're capable of.
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You can be, I hope you will respond to this
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by going out and being the best person you can
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and helping others and knowing that God is there to help you
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so you should be there to help others
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and living this life of service, and then he moves on.
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And that is that original, in the Greek, the kerygma,
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the original proclamation of Jesus.
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It's quickly changed into the early proclamation of church,
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but the proclamation of Jesus is all this kingdom of God.
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What is the kingdom of God?
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And all of this, the lowly will be lifted up
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and those who are up on the top will be brought back down
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and it's this move towards true equality
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and where Job finds himself whining
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and where Paul finds himself with almost a false bravado,
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it's this character of the mother-in-law in Jesus
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that take the gifts they're given,
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take the hits they're given,
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and then get up and continue with their life
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and who they are.
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Get out there and do the work.
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You know, the interesting thing is in this,
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especially today, it kind of has
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this sort of sexist edge to it
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because it says, you know, she gets up and waits on them.
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And we don't know.
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Most of us assume, you know,
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we can just put a mom duty on her at that point.
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You know, she's cooking or doing, you know.
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But the truth is she gets up
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and had it said that about anyone else in scripture,
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that they served Jesus, we wouldn't go there.
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That's something, you know, if they said,
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yes, Peter was serving Jesus, they wouldn't go.
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You mean he made dinner?
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So some of that is our own projection.
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She gets up and it says, and she begins to serve them.
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When you're talking about Jesus and the followers,
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serving them could have meant she got up
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and went out and helped the poor.
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She served them.
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Most of us want healing.
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Most of us already have some amount of help.
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We all have some amount of gifts.
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Do we use them to serve the gospel?
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Because the day we do, that's when we understand
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the mindset of Simon's mother-in-law.
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More importantly, we start to understand
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the mindset of Jesus.
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Could have set himself up with a really nice following
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if he didn't just keep going to the next town.
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But that's what he came for.
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Not to control a small group of people,
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but to transform and give freedom to the wider community.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the honest and hum Father Pat’s message centers on the honest and human ways people respond to suffering, healing, and purpose in life. He contrasts the emotional states of Job and Paul—one embodying sorrow and lamentation, the other enthusiastic but possibly unrealistic joy—with the quiet, purposeful actions of Jesus and Simon’s mother-in-law, who both respond to healing and renewal by immediately serving others. Father Pat emphasizes that authentic faith does not require emotional perfection; rather, it invites us to bring our full, messy selves to God. True spirituality is not about escaping suffering or masking it with cheerfulness, but about allowing God to meet us in our real experiences—and then, like Jesus, continuing the mission of love, compassion, and service.
Father Pat begins his homily by acknowledging the range of emotional responses to life’s burdens as portrayed in Scripture, particularly through the figures of Job and Paul. Job represents the voice of lament and despair, a deeply human cry that resonates with anyone who has experienced suffering. Father Pat humorously compares Job to Eeyore from “Winnie the Pooh,” describing his speech as almost “whiny,” yet affirming the sacredness of these feelings by noting that such expressions are preserved within the biblical canon. This inclusion reveals that even sorrow and anger have a place in our relationship with God. Lamentation, even when directed at God, is still an act of faith. Father Pat notes that scripture includes “cursing psalms” and difficult passages because they reflect the whole human experience—they remind us that we don’t have to be emotionally sanitized to pray. God embraces us in our rawness, not just in our serenity.
Paul, on the other hand, is likened to Tigger—bouncing with joy, even in suffering. From prison, Paul writes with elation and confidence in God’s plan. Father Pat challenges this tone slightly, suggesting that while trust in God during hardship is admirable, there’s a danger in romanticizing suffering. It becomes a kind of denial or even spiritual exhibitionism if we pretend that pain is not painful. He warns against the kind of piety that demands cheerfulness in tragic moments, such as at funerals, where people may feel pressured to smile and declare God’s goodness rather than grieve. Real faith makes room for grief and does not require us to fake joy. Paul’s joy is authentic, but it must be grounded in a recognition of real human pain.
The Gospel reading, however, shifts the focus from emotional expression to action. Simon’s mother-in-law, once healed by Jesus, immediately begins to serve. While some may read this cynically—as though she’s being forced back into domestic servitude—Father Pat invites a more generous interpretation. He sees her response not as obligation but vocation. She uses her healing as a call to return to service. Likewise, Jesus himself, after healing and ministering to crowds, withdraws to pray, restoring himself spiritually. Yet when the disciples find him and urge him to return to the crowd, he instead insists on continuing to other villages. This shows a laser focus on mission: not to build a fan base or stay in comfort, but to reach more people with the good news of the Kingdom.
Father Pat draws a parallel between the mother-in-law and Jesus: both are healed or renewed, and both return to service. This is the model of authentic discipleship—not just receiving grace for personal comfort, but being transformed to serve others. He challenges the modern Church’s tendency to overcomplicate faith with systems, rules, programs, and catechetical requirements. Jesus’ message was simple, radical, and portable. He preached, healed, and moved on. He trusted communities to hold and live the message without his constant oversight. In contrast, today's Church often insists on complete doctrinal formation before people are “ready” for sacraments or belonging. But Jesus’ original ministry was about inclusion, liberation, and transformation—not control.
Ultimately, Father Pat's message calls us to reflect on our own responses to God’s grace. Are we like Job, overwhelmed and sorrowful? Like Paul, exuberant but perhaps in denial? Or like Simon’s mother-in-law and Jesus, do we receive healing and then rise to serve? Faith is not about achieving emotional perfection but about responding to God’s presence with authenticity and purpose. The goal is not to be cheerful all the time or to suffer stoically, but to live a life of service rooted in the grace we’ve received. When we do that, we participate in the mission of Christ—not to dominate or indoctrinate, but to heal, liberate, and proclaim the nearness of God’s kingdom....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1136.25, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature. Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved. Whoever does not believe will be condemned. These signs will accompany those who believe. In my name, they will drive out demons, they will speak new languages, they will pick up serpents with their hands, and if they drink any deadly thing, it will not harm them. They will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover. So then the Lord Jesus, after he spoke to them, was taken up into heaven. He took his seat at the right hand of God. But they went forth and preached everywhere while the Lord worked with them and confirmed the word through accompanying signs. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Ascension is one of the kind of, I think, sort of misunderstood holidays, feast days in the church, because I think we get so caught up in this event where Jesus has to go away so the Spirit can come, which always sounds like a little bit of a control issue that only one-third of the Trinity can be out of heaven at one time. We're not quite sure why or why that's in there, but we forget that it really does make sense, and these have been the readings all week long, that as long as Jesus is in the flesh, walking and talking with people, no one's gonna take the time to deal with the Spirit. I mean, if any one of you had an option between a half an hour of prayer or a one-on-one with Jesus to get some questions answered, I know what we'd all pick, because we think, I can pray any time, but I want some questions answered. And while Jesus is on earth, that's what he can do. That's what he can do for a small sliver of people while the rest of the world gets nothing. Or move out of that and have everyone kind of deal with the messiness of the Spirit. You know, so while all of us would definitely say that Jesus in the flesh would be a much easier user interface, it's also not set up for everyone. Only a few people. One of the things about being human is you can have really, really good friends, but no one here can be really good friends to everyone on earth. You know, there just isn't time. So we move into this more universal time that's coming next week at Pentecost, and we get this moment where Jesus is, you know, ascended. Now, this is one of those places where do not get too literal with the Scripture. You know, I mean, there's all these pictures of people standing around, and Jesus went that way. And then you kind of wonder what time of day it was and which direction in the universe he shot out at. Because back then, they believed the earth was flat and up was heaven. Now, we know that no longer works, but it's amazing how many people will still think of heaven as that way, even though science knows that I just pointed a very different direction than I did a few minutes ago because the earth has changed angles. We have more info now on some things, but we still like those old images of heaven being up and hell being down. And I like that image because, you know, there's a lot more of that, and, you know, the center of the earth has limited. You know, so it's not a bad image. But what we have to get to is that sense of what it means that Jesus is lifted up to something new because the entire Jesus event, this sort of descent down from heaven and ascent back up, descent exists for one reason, solidarity. Solidarity with those who have less and then ascension to bring them back up with you. So the ascension is the beginning of humanity's ascension. And the ascension continues to this day, and the ascension will not be finished fully until every last member of the body of Christ has ascended. We kind of not, I think we forget that this image of the body of Christ is not just literary. We believe that when one of us suffers, the body of Christ is still in the passion. And when one of us passes away, the body of Christ is still in crucifixion mode. And the body of Christ is still in the tomb. And the body of Christ is still ascending. So we get those prayers that talk about kind of in these anatomical terms where the head has gone, the body is following, is hoping to follow. So the ascension is an era we live in. It's not just a historical event. It's the era we live in. And it's something we're called to participate in. And the work of our Christianity is the same thing. Sometimes we have to go through the sacrificial downgrading for the sake of solidarity with others. That's fasting during Lent, things like that. Experiencing what it is to have less so that we can form solidarity with others. But for the purpose of this, to lift people up. And I think it's, this is why the theme actually works well for Mother's Day. What it means to sacrifice big chunks of your life to lift others up. And, you know, most mothers will tell you, at least while their children are in the room, that it's not a huge sacrifice. You know. And in a sense, giving our lives to others is never, it's not, it doesn't have to be a miserable, painful sacrifice. But of course it's a sacrifice. People always say to me, you know, the assumption is always that, oh, you know, do you just love being a priest? And I'm like, what day is it and what time? Does anyone love their work when the alarm goes off in the morning? You know. So there are times that to commit to something regularly is going to have a little bit of an emotional sacrifice to it. Because, you know, including the I do's made at marriage, those, if you think those I do's are going to set your emotional clock for the next 50 years, talk to me in five. You cannot, no one, you know, that's why we always have to be careful when people say, you know, they're coming together to make vows. And they're thinking, well, I'm going to, you know, I'm making this promise to love a person. And they're thinking, I'm making a promise to have a certain emotion for the rest of my life. No one can promise what their emotions will be in five minutes, much less in 10 years. It's not a commitment of emotion. It's a commitment beyond emotion. And I would actually argue that in most situations, people do not have a chance to fall in love until they get beyond the kind of crazy romance stage. Because, you know, being in love is all about how you treat someone when you don't feel it. On a bad day, you're not feeling well. How you treat people on your worst day is usually a measure of love. Everything else is just, you know, it's icing on the cake, and it's fun, and, you know, the romance and all, that's all perks. But how we treat one another when we're not feeling it. It's probably kind of the most, not discouraging, but I kind of sigh at the foibles of humanity when I hear, one of the most constant things you'll hear in a confession when someone is talking about something they've done that they did bad, but they're like, but, you know, I was really angry. Yeah, you know, that may mitigate things legally. It wouldn't mitigate sin. You know, the rage defense. You know, I struck out and I hit someone. Well, no one thinks you had eight hours of sleep, woke up in a good mood, and just decided to smack someone. Of course you were in a bad mood. You know, self-control is about how we behave when we're not feeling well. Usually, when we're feeling great, we behave pretty well. It's when the energy's here. You know, I always think that the motherhood we honor, like Mother's Day cards, you know, flowers, or something that looks like Christmas, you know, the mother with the quiet baby, that's not motherhood. You know, motherhood is 10 o'clock at night and they will not stop talking. That's motherhood. Those are the times that you have to go, okay, I have to take a deep breath and be who I am, regardless of who they're being. You know, it takes parents very, very little time to realize that children are not born with reason. So they are not reason-able. You know, so all of a sudden you're like, okay, I have to flow with this. I always think, you know, it's always interesting to watch the reactions when we have children making noise in church. You get about three big reactions. One is, what is wrong with those parents? That's the reaction that led entire generations to leave church. Because, you know, that was when we threw out the welcome mat that said, we want your children here, we just want them to really be 40-year-olds in children's bodies. We want them to behave like adults, but we want them here. Could you imagine doing that to anyone else? We want minorities here, we want them to behave white. That's what you're saying when you say, we want children here, but we want them to behave like adults. And then you get the other reaction, which is people will say after church, I've never seen a parish that has so many children. And I actually, I take the compliment, I don't want them to know that we have the same number, they're just louder. I think we're a very young parish. I always have the third reaction, which is, celibacy's not so bad. That's a less common reaction. I'm going to sleep at 10 tonight, how about you? But we have this sense of what that means that people, you know, they do that and they want to lift their children up. I probably say this every year at Ascension, but I think we do not really grasp yet that where he could have, the choice is, God has no power over anyone. That's what the Jesus was, was. He came to say, I don't want power over people, I want power under them. I want power that lifts. Power over anyone is power that keeps down. All you have to do is do the physics. Power from above pushes people down. Power under lifts people up. And when we are, you know, out in the world trying to be Christian, we are to exercise power under others. Power that lifts people up. It can be exhausting. It does take good boundaries. Pastors know that. You know, I get all sorts of requests and, you know, I'm looking at, you know, as it's getting closer that Father Peter's leaving and I will be the only priest here. And there's, you know, we're getting up towards 3,000 families. And there are people who will be like, this is what I want done and I want Father Pat to do it. And I have to say, oh, you know. You know, there are people who would say, I know it's not what you usually do, but you're the only one I trust for this heart surgery. And I have to say, oh, no. I don't care how much you trust me. I'm not picking up a scalpel. You know, it happens more often with like, I want marriage counseling. Well, you know, it's not my training. Yeah, but we trust you more. You know, either I'm going to say, no, we have to have boundaries, or I'm going to throw in advice on child rearing. You know, you have to tell people that, no, no, here's who does that. But the willingness to give of ourselves has to be there, you know. And not to a point where someone says, this is what I want and I'm entitled to it, because we don't want to nurture that in others. I've probably told the story that, you know, when I was, oh gosh, first ordained, I was maybe a priest a year, that a woman had come into my office and she wanted me to follow her husband around to see if he was being faithful. Now, I was new, but I was pretty sure that was not in my job description. And I said to her, oh, you know, we can't do that. That really is not what we do. We got married in the church. It is your job to help defend this marriage. And I kept trying to explain, and she just got more irate and more irate. And this little voice in the back of my head kept saying, I wouldn't say it, but I just wanted to go, look, let's cut to the chase. I've known you for 10 minutes. He's not being faithful. But... That... That would be an unpastoral response. You know, sometimes, and I think sometimes we will go to that place of sniping at one another because we're so uncomfortable going, I don't do that, and holding our own. A friend of mine said it was a very freeing thing the first time he learned to say to his friends, I'm sorry, I've got plans tonight. Instead of, he said, you know, I was like 40 years old, and I would still, I'm lying. I'm saying to people, you know, I've got this thing with my family. Rather than, I've got plans tonight. And it might be plans just to be alone. I've just got plans. And someone wants to go out, you can say, I've got plans, and you don't need to give them more explanation than that. But you have to be confident enough to state the truth. To say, oh no, I've got plans tonight. And not feel like you owe them more. The minute you keep feeling like you owe them more, then it's just waiting for you to boil over and something snarky comes out. The way we raise one another up is to help when we can, and know the boundaries when we can't. But to know that our goal is to lift others up, and most of that, it doesn't take sacrifice so much as charity. And the difference is, you know, that's just when someone comes to you and says, oh, I just made this mistake. It really doesn't take more energy to give a gracious response. It doesn't take more energy not to kick people when they're down. It doesn't really take more energy. It just takes a better sense of who we're called to be. And so, you know, on this Mother's Day, when we have the example of mothers around us, we recommit to the ascension, to knowing that we are here to exercise God's power under others. We're not here to use our faith to knock people down and tell you who's wrong, and that person's going to hell, and power over, power over, we have the power. No, we're here to be power under. And I think we should start actively looking in our lives, in our families, in our groups of friends, in the people we encounter, who can we lift up, how? What are the simple ways that someone leaves our immediate orbit feeling better about themselves rather than worse? It was interesting, someone was very, they actually called, I always think it's funny when someone will call a school they've never met anyone at because they don't like what's on the sign. Not that we live in an entitled culture, but I don't like your sign, change it. Because we had put out there, because it's one of those things people say to keep people trying hard and in line more than just to give a compliment. And what I had said from the pulpit is, you know, even with kids sometimes, that's not bad. That's not bad is the most ungenerous version of that's good. You know, well that's not bad. It's kind of like, what are you afraid of giving away there? A little too much of the heart? A little too much of the compliment? I want them to know that I don't think it's bad, but I don't want them walking off feeling good about themselves. Why not go the more generous response? That doesn't even take any more energy. Just a readjustment of what we're hoping to do. And sometimes it's, oh, I'm always trying to challenge people. I'm always trying to make them better. Do you ever recognize how good they are? And I think we are called to lift people up. You know, we don't always have to be, I'm going to make sure that they get this under control. Second, lift them up. Lift them up. I am certain that no one gets to the gates of heaven and hears the words, I'm sorry you weren't hard enough on people. Because if the hard enough group are actually the ones behind the gate, I will tell you, run for hell as fast as you can. We know it doesn't make sense. We know the people, we expect that unconditional love in heaven. Are we willing to be that? To lift one another up. Not just to look at the ascension as a beautifully historical moment that, you know, is deserving of stained glass somewhere. But to be part of it. To continue to lift people up to heaven. To exercise power under. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature.
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Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved.
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Whoever does not believe will be condemned.
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These signs will accompany those who believe.
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In my name, they will drive out demons,
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they will speak new languages,
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they will pick up serpents with their hands,
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and if they drink any deadly thing, it will not harm them.
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They will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.
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So then the Lord Jesus, after he spoke to them,
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was taken up into heaven.
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He took his seat at the right hand of God.
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But they went forth and preached everywhere
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while the Lord worked with them
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and confirmed the word through accompanying signs.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Ascension is one of the kind of, I think,
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sort of misunderstood holidays, feast days in the church,
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because I think we get so caught up in this event
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where Jesus has to go away so the Spirit can come,
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which always sounds like a little bit of a control issue
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that only one-third of the Trinity
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can be out of heaven at one time.
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We're not quite sure why or why that's in there,
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but we forget that it really does make sense,
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and these have been the readings all week long,
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that as long as Jesus is in the flesh,
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walking and talking with people,
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no one's gonna take the time to deal with the Spirit.
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I mean, if any one of you had an option
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between a half an hour of prayer
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or a one-on-one with Jesus to get some questions answered,
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I know what we'd all pick,
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because we think, I can pray any time,
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but I want some questions answered.
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And while Jesus is on earth, that's what he can do.
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That's what he can do for a small sliver of people
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while the rest of the world gets nothing.
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Or move out of that
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and have everyone kind of deal with the messiness of the Spirit.
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You know, so while all of us would definitely say
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that Jesus in the flesh would be a much easier user interface,
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it's also not set up for everyone.
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Only a few people.
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One of the things about being human
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is you can have really, really good friends,
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but no one here can be really good friends
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to everyone on earth.
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You know, there just isn't time.
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So we move into this more universal time
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that's coming next week at Pentecost,
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and we get this moment where Jesus is, you know, ascended.
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Now, this is one of those places
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where do not get too literal with the Scripture.
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You know, I mean, there's all these pictures
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of people standing around, and Jesus went that way.
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And then you kind of wonder what time of day it was
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and which direction in the universe he shot out at.
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Because back then, they believed the earth was flat
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and up was heaven.
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Now, we know that no longer works,
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but it's amazing how many people
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will still think of heaven as that way,
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even though science knows that I just pointed
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a very different direction than I did a few minutes ago
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because the earth has changed angles.
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We have more info now on some things,
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but we still like those old images
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of heaven being up and hell being down.
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And I like that image because, you know,
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there's a lot more of that,
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and, you know, the center of the earth has limited.
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You know, so it's not a bad image.
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But what we have to get to is that sense
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of what it means that Jesus is lifted up to something new
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because the entire Jesus event,
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this sort of descent down from heaven
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and ascent back up,
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descent exists for one reason, solidarity.
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Solidarity with those who have less
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and then ascension to bring them back up with you.
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So the ascension is the beginning
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of humanity's ascension.
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And the ascension continues to this day,
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and the ascension will not be finished fully
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until every last member of the body of Christ has ascended.
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We kind of not, I think we forget
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that this image of the body of Christ
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is not just literary.
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We believe that when one of us suffers,
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the body of Christ is still in the passion.
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And when one of us passes away,
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the body of Christ is still in crucifixion mode.
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And the body of Christ is still in the tomb.
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And the body of Christ is still ascending.
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So we get those prayers that talk about
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kind of in these anatomical terms
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where the head has gone,
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the body is following, is hoping to follow.
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So the ascension is an era we live in.
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It's not just a historical event.
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It's the era we live in.
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And it's something we're called to participate in.
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And the work of our Christianity is the same thing.
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Sometimes we have to go through the sacrificial downgrading
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for the sake of solidarity with others.
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That's fasting during Lent, things like that.
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Experiencing what it is to have less
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so that we can form solidarity with others.
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But for the purpose of this, to lift people up.
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And I think it's, this is why
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the theme actually works well for Mother's Day.
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What it means to sacrifice big chunks of your life
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to lift others up.
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And, you know, most mothers will tell you,
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at least while their children are in the room,
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that it's not a huge sacrifice.
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You know.
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And in a sense, giving our lives to others is never,
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it's not, it doesn't have to be a miserable, painful sacrifice.
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But of course it's a sacrifice.
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People always say to me, you know,
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the assumption is always that,
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oh, you know, do you just love being a priest?
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And I'm like, what day is it and what time?
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Does anyone love their work
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when the alarm goes off in the morning?
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You know.
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So there are times that to commit to something regularly
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is going to have a little bit of an emotional sacrifice to it.
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Because, you know, including the I do's made at marriage,
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those, if you think those I do's are going to set
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your emotional clock for the next 50 years,
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talk to me in five.
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You cannot, no one, you know,
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that's why we always have to be careful when people say,
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you know, they're coming together to make vows.
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And they're thinking, well, I'm going to, you know,
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I'm making this promise to love a person.
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And they're thinking, I'm making a promise
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to have a certain emotion for the rest of my life.
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No one can promise what their emotions will be in five minutes,
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much less in 10 years.
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It's not a commitment of emotion.
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It's a commitment beyond emotion.
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And I would actually argue that in most situations,
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people do not have a chance to fall in love
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until they get beyond the kind of crazy romance stage.
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Because, you know, being in love is all about
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how you treat someone when you don't feel it.
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On a bad day, you're not feeling well.
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How you treat people on your worst day
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is usually a measure of love.
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Everything else is just, you know,
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it's icing on the cake, and it's fun,
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and, you know, the romance and all, that's all perks.
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But how we treat one another when we're not feeling it.
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It's probably kind of the most,
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not discouraging, but I kind of sigh
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at the foibles of humanity when I hear,
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one of the most constant things you'll hear in a confession
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when someone is talking about something they've done
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that they did bad, but they're like,
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but, you know, I was really angry.
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Yeah, you know, that may mitigate things legally.
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It wouldn't mitigate sin.
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You know, the rage defense.
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You know, I struck out and I hit someone.
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Well, no one thinks you had eight hours of sleep,
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woke up in a good mood, and just decided to smack someone.
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Of course you were in a bad mood.
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You know, self-control is about how we behave
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when we're not feeling well.
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Usually, when we're feeling great,
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we behave pretty well.
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It's when the energy's here.
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You know, I always think that the motherhood we honor,
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like Mother's Day cards, you know, flowers,
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or something that looks like Christmas, you know,
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the mother with the quiet baby,
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that's not motherhood.
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You know, motherhood is 10 o'clock at night
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and they will not stop talking.
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That's motherhood.
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Those are the times that you have to go,
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okay, I have to take a deep breath and be who I am,
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regardless of who they're being.
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You know, it takes parents very, very little time
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to realize that children are not born with reason.
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So they are not reason-able.
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You know, so all of a sudden you're like,
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okay, I have to flow with this.
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I always think, you know, it's always interesting
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to watch the reactions when we have children
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making noise in church.
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You get about three big reactions.
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One is, what is wrong with those parents?
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That's the reaction that led entire generations
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to leave church.
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Because, you know, that was when we threw out
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the welcome mat that said, we want your children here,
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we just want them to really be 40-year-olds
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in children's bodies.
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We want them to behave like adults,
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but we want them here.
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Could you imagine doing that to anyone else?
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We want minorities here, we want them to behave white.
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That's what you're saying when you say,
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we want children here, but we want them to behave
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like adults.
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And then you get the other reaction,
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which is people will say after church,
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I've never seen a parish that has so many children.
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And I actually, I take the compliment,
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I don't want them to know that we have the same number,
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they're just louder.
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I think we're a very young parish.
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I always have the third reaction, which is,
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celibacy's not so bad.
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That's a less common reaction.
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I'm going to sleep at 10 tonight, how about you?
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But we have this sense of what that means that people,
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you know, they do that and they want
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to lift their children up.
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I probably say this every year at Ascension,
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but I think we do not really grasp yet
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that where he could have, the choice is,
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God has no power over anyone.
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That's what the Jesus was, was.
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He came to say, I don't want power over people,
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I want power under them.
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I want power that lifts.
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Power over anyone is power that keeps down.
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All you have to do is do the physics.
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Power from above pushes people down.
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Power under lifts people up.
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And when we are, you know, out in the world
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trying to be Christian, we are to exercise
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power under others.
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Power that lifts people up.
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It can be exhausting.
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It does take good boundaries.
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Pastors know that.
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You know, I get all sorts of requests
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and, you know, I'm looking at, you know,
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as it's getting closer that Father Peter's leaving
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and I will be the only priest here.
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And there's, you know, we're getting up towards
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3,000 families.
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And there are people who will be like,
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this is what I want done and I want Father Pat to do it.
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And I have to say, oh, you know.
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You know, there are people who would say,
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I know it's not what you usually do,
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but you're the only one I trust for this heart surgery.
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And I have to say, oh, no.
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I don't care how much you trust me.
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I'm not picking up a scalpel.
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You know, it happens more often with like,
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I want marriage counseling.
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Well, you know, it's not my training.
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Yeah, but we trust you more.
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You know, either I'm going to say,
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no, we have to have boundaries,
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or I'm going to throw in advice on child rearing.
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You know, you have to tell people that,
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no, no, here's who does that.
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But the willingness to give of ourselves
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has to be there, you know.
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And not to a point where someone says,
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this is what I want and I'm entitled to it,
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because we don't want to nurture that in others.
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I've probably told the story that, you know,
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when I was, oh gosh, first ordained,
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I was maybe a priest a year,
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that a woman had come into my office
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and she wanted me to follow her husband around
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to see if he was being faithful.
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Now, I was new,
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but I was pretty sure that was not in my job description.
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And I said to her, oh, you know, we can't do that.
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That really is not what we do.
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We got married in the church.
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It is your job to help defend this marriage.
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And I kept trying to explain,
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and she just got more irate and more irate.
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And this little voice in the back of my head
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kept saying, I wouldn't say it,
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but I just wanted to go, look, let's cut to the chase.
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I've known you for 10 minutes.
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He's not being faithful.
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But...
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That...
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That would be an unpastoral response.
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You know, sometimes, and I think sometimes
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we will go to that place of sniping at one another
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because we're so uncomfortable going,
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I don't do that, and holding our own.
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A friend of mine said it was a very freeing thing
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the first time he learned to say to his friends,
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I'm sorry, I've got plans tonight.
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Instead of, he said, you know, I was like 40 years old,
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and I would still, I'm lying.
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I'm saying to people, you know,
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I've got this thing with my family.
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Rather than, I've got plans tonight.
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And it might be plans just to be alone.
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I've just got plans.
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And someone wants to go out, you can say,
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I've got plans, and you don't need to give them
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more explanation than that.
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But you have to be confident enough to state the truth.
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To say, oh no, I've got plans tonight.
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And not feel like you owe them more.
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The minute you keep feeling like you owe them more,
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then it's just waiting for you to boil over
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and something snarky comes out.
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The way we raise one another up is to help when we can,
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and know the boundaries when we can't.
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But to know that our goal is to lift others up,
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and most of that, it doesn't take sacrifice
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so much as charity.
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And the difference is, you know,
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that's just when someone comes to you and says,
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oh, I just made this mistake.
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It really doesn't take more energy
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to give a gracious response.
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It doesn't take more energy
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not to kick people when they're down.
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It doesn't really take more energy.
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It just takes a better sense of who we're called to be.
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And so, you know, on this Mother's Day,
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when we have the example of mothers around us,
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we recommit to the ascension,
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to knowing that we are here to exercise
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God's power under others.
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We're not here to use our faith to knock people down
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and tell you who's wrong,
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and that person's going to hell,
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and power over, power over, we have the power.
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No, we're here to be power under.
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And I think we should start actively looking
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in our lives, in our families, in our groups of friends,
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in the people we encounter,
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who can we lift up, how?
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What are the simple ways
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that someone leaves our immediate orbit
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feeling better about themselves rather than worse?
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It was interesting, someone was very,
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they actually called,
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I always think it's funny when someone will call
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a school they've never met anyone at
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because they don't like what's on the sign.
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Not that we live in an entitled culture,
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but I don't like your sign, change it.
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Because we had put out there,
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because it's one of those things people say
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to keep people trying hard and in line
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more than just to give a compliment.
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And what I had said from the pulpit is,
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you know, even with kids sometimes,
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that's not bad.
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That's not bad is the most ungenerous version of
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that's good.
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You know, well that's not bad.
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It's kind of like,
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what are you afraid of giving away there?
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A little too much of the heart?
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A little too much of the compliment?
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I want them to know that I don't think it's bad,
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but I don't want them walking off
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feeling good about themselves.
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Why not go the more generous response?
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That doesn't even take any more energy.
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Just a readjustment of what we're hoping to do.
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And sometimes it's,
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oh, I'm always trying to challenge people.
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I'm always trying to make them better.
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Do you ever recognize how good they are?
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And I think we are called to lift people up.
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You know, we don't always have to be,
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I'm going to make sure that they get this under control.
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Second, lift them up.
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Lift them up.
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I am certain that no one gets to the gates of heaven
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and hears the words,
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I'm sorry you weren't hard enough on people.
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Because if the hard enough group
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are actually the ones behind the gate,
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I will tell you,
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run for hell as fast as you can.
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We know it doesn't make sense.
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We know the people,
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we expect that unconditional love in heaven.
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Are we willing to be that?
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To lift one another up.
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Not just to look at the ascension
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as a beautifully historical moment
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that, you know, is deserving of stained glass somewhere.
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But to be part of it.
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To continue to lift people up to heaven.
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To exercise power under.
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And that's how we open the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message on the Feast of the Ascen Father Pat's message on the Feast of the Ascension centers on the idea that the Ascension of Jesus is not merely a historical event, but an ongoing spiritual reality calling each of us to a life of solidarity, service, and sacrificial love. He emphasizes that the power Jesus exercises is not "power over" others, which dominates and controls, but "power under," which lifts others up in humility and compassion. The Ascension marks the beginning of a new era in which believers are called to continue Christ’s mission—not through physical proximity to Jesus, but through the indwelling and empowering of the Holy Spirit. This message ties beautifully into the theme of Mother’s Day, as the self-giving, often unseen sacrifices of mothers embody the same kind of lifting love that the Ascension invites all Christians to participate in. Father Pat challenges us to embrace our role in the ongoing Ascension by becoming people who elevate others in daily life through generosity, gentleness, and grace.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by addressing a common theological misunderstanding about the Ascension—that it is simply Jesus leaving so that the Holy Spirit can arrive, as though the Trinity can only be present one person at a time. He gently challenges this idea, noting that the deeper significance lies in Jesus' transition from a localized, physical presence to a universal, spiritual one. While Jesus was in the flesh, he could only be with a few people at a time; now, through the Spirit, he is present to all. This transition forces believers to move from a faith based on physical proximity to one grounded in deeper spiritual engagement. It’s an invitation to mature faith—faith that listens to the Spirit rather than relying on a physical Jesus to answer every question.
Father Pat also reflects on the importance of not taking the Ascension too literally. He critiques the literalist imagery of Jesus floating up into the sky, reminding us that ancient cosmology viewed heaven as “up” and hell as “down,” but such images are not scientifically or theologically precise. What matters is not the direction Jesus went but the meaning behind it. The Ascension is a lifting—an elevation of humanity through Christ. He sees Jesus’ movement upward not as a departure, but as the beginning of a universal rising. Jesus descends in solidarity with the lowly and ascends not alone, but to bring humanity with him. Thus, the Ascension is not finished; it continues as long as there are still people who need to be lifted.
This leads to the central metaphor of the homily: power under versus power over. Jesus does not come to dominate, control, or judge from above. Instead, he takes on the position of a servant, lifting others up. This is the model for Christian life. We are not called to use our faith as a tool of superiority or condemnation, but to practice humility, charity, and support. In a culture that often celebrates power over others—whether in politics, relationships, or religion—Father Pat offers a counter-vision of Christian discipleship rooted in self-giving love.
He ties this message poignantly to the celebration of Mother’s Day. Mothers, in his view, embody this “power under” through their daily sacrifices, emotional labor, and unwavering support of their children, often in moments of exhaustion or frustration. He humorously and tenderly describes the real face of motherhood as 10 p.m. conversations when children won’t stop talking—not the serene, silent images found on greeting cards. True maternal love is found in those moments of choosing patience and presence when it would be easier to withdraw. It’s an illustration of what it means to lift another person up, even when it costs you something.
Father Pat also explores how love, commitment, and sacrifice are misunderstood in broader relationships. He challenges the romantic ideal that love is primarily an emotion, arguing instead that love is best demonstrated in how we treat others when we don’t feel loving. A real measure of love is how we act on bad days, when we are tired or annoyed. This insight extends to all forms of vocation—marriage, parenting, priesthood—where the true test of commitment lies not in how we feel but in how we act. He uses the analogy of the “I do’s” in marriage as commitments that go beyond emotion, making clear that love is sustained not by perpetual romance but by daily choices to be faithful, kind, and supportive.
He also discusses the importance of boundaries in ministry and life. As a pastor, he acknowledges the demands placed on him by a growing congregation and emphasizes the need to know when to say no. He shares humorous and poignant stories, such as being asked to follow a parishioner’s husband to spy on him, or being told, “You’re the only one I trust,” for tasks well outside his training. These anecdotes highlight the need for healthy limits, not as a lack of generosity, but as a way to prevent burnout and maintain integrity. Even in setting boundaries, we can lift others up by being honest and grounded.
Near the end of the homily, Father Pat critiques the culture of minimal affirmation, such as calling something “not bad” instead of “good.” He exhorts the congregation to be more generous and encouraging in their responses to others, noting that it costs nothing to say something kind, but it can make a significant difference in someone’s life. We must resist the tendency to hold back praise out of fear or pride and instead seek to be people who lift others with our words and actions.
Finally, he returns to the theology of the Ascension as an ongoing reality. We are not simply commemorating a past event; we are living in the time of Ascension. Jesus has gone before us, and we are called to follow—not just individually, but as a community, as the body of Christ. When one member suffers, the body suffers; when one ascends, the body rises. Our task is to help one another ascend. This is the Christian life: to lift others up through sacrificial love, gracious responses, and humble service.
In all, Father Pat's message is a call to spiritual maturity, grounded in the mystery of the Ascension. It is a theological reflection, a pastoral exhortation, and a deeply practical guide to living out our faith. We are invited to stop looking up for Jesus and start looking around for opportunities to lift others. In doing so, we participate in the ongoing work of Christ, building the kingdom of God not through domination, but through compassion....
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Many of our scripture stories are buried under years of cultural dust. And I don't mean just getting back to what was going on in that culture. I just mean that most of us hear the beginning of a story, and if it's one we recognize out of scripture, we get an immediate picture in our head of what the story's about, and we don't hear the words anymore. It's this sort of religious dust that lays over things. It happens outside of religion, too. I was running across one with a group I was talking with this week, where we were talking about the poem. And you can run it in your head quickly. I know many of you, the nursery rhyme, Humpty Dumpty. When you run it in your head, it probably doesn't occur to you that nowhere in that poem does it mention an egg. Probably written about a person. Humpty Dumpty was probably, in the author's mind, a guard who fell from a wall, and the army couldn't fix him. But you and I, I want to know who put the egg in our head. Because it's universal. You say Humpty Dumpty, and we all see the egg that's been patched back together. Where'd the egg come from? And so we do that with a lot of our stories. Someone years ago injects something into the story, and that's what we hear, not the story. And when someone mentioned that to me in the last few weeks, I immediately went through it. I'm like, there's no egg in there. But someone slipped an egg in. So we have, in today's reading, something that people might hear, and they might not put it together with other stories they've heard. In this story, we definitely have a little bit of a, it feels like a little bit of a rebuke, because he says, tell nobody anything. And it says, but the man went right off and began to publicize the whole matter, and now Jesus can't go into any of the towns, and now he's got to be, you know. There's a little griping towards the guy. Now, every year at Thanksgiving, we get a reading where 10 people are said, are told, don't tell anyone, and nine of them do exactly what Jesus said, and the other one comes back, given praise to God, and he's the hero of the story. So which one do we grab onto? Because it kind of sounds like, well, Jesus was in a different mood during this story, and there's a bigger problem with it, which is, many scripture scholars start to think, well, you know, Jesus isn't ready to reveal himself. There's this sort of dishonest subterfuge that they assign to Jesus, which is distasteful. He's sneaking around. He doesn't want anyone to know who he is yet. What we forget is that the Gospels will not get you back to the life of Jesus. They get you back to the faith of the early church, and more importantly, the faith of four very different communities in the early church. You know, we have adjective forms of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, the Mark, and the Luke, and the Matthean, the Johannine. This Mark community, the writers of this Gospel, the community that puts this together, they interpret the last little bit here. The story, you know, someone is told, don't make a big deal out of it, and they go and they publicize the whole matter. Now, the Gospel writer here decides, and because of that, Jesus couldn't go out into any town. Another Gospel writer decides, isn't it great that someone just couldn't keep that to themselves? But more importantly, you want to go back to that question and say, but why would, because it's pretty consistent in the Gospels, why would Jesus ever say, I've healed you, but don't tell anyone? And there is a good reason that we never, because we're immediately thinking, why the subterfuge? That's not what it is. Jesus says to them, don't tell anyone I healed. Go back and jump through all the normal hoops for healing, and let them think that healed you. The reason we find in our first reading today. When someone was thought to have leprosy, they were ostracized from the community. And you know, this is the difference between someone saying, you know, if we had a plague, say, flu, and let me tell you, there are people who are coming and saying, we have to stop communion until May, because of the flu, you know. Everyone has to make these decisions for themselves, but if we were the kind of community that said, look, once you've been diagnosed with flu, and wouldn't it be nice if there was a visual sign for flu, once you've been diagnosed, you are not allowed on this campus until we get a bill of health from your doctor. And that's the way the community was protecting itself. And some magic healer comes by and says, look, I'm gonna heal you from the flu, and he heals the person. And the person shows up at the doors and says, hey, I don't have that bill of health from the doctors, but a magic person on the street healed me. We'd be like, yeah, thank you, you're not coming in. That's what the community was doing. And what Jesus is saying is, and they don't even use the word healing, the guy says, I wanna be made clean. Jesus can make us clean, but only the community heals. And the community's not ready to heal until, unfortunately, at this time, they have to see him jump through their community hoops. Sometimes we never get past that. We should, but we need to know that the reason Jesus doesn't send them in saying, I know you all saw I had leprosy this last week, but a magic guy on the street cured me. He says, no, don't even tell them about this. Go and do the cleansing that Moses prescribed and go through what, all of that, and go back and be reconciled and healed in your community. We are a community of people. It really is one of the fundamental differences in history, until recent, but really, in history, it's the fundamental difference between classic Catholicism and classic Protestantism, is Protestantism started to take that approach of my personal relationship with Jesus Christ, my personal relationship with God, I'm gonna build my path. Catholicism was, you're Catholic not because you have met the Pope. You're Catholic because you belong to a community, the community belongs to the church. Most of us wanna say, well, I'm Catholic. Really, I'm a member of a community and the community is Catholic. It's a very different image. We are saved in community. And that, until very recently, that has always been the approach. Right now, it's still the approach worldwide. Here in America, we've got a lot of these sort of college-age youth programs in the church that are trying to feel, because they grew up in America, they're thinking, you know, maybe Catholicism will catch on if we become evangelical. No, actually, we'll just be a different church. And so, we're taking that approach in some sectors. But the truth is, we join people to community and the community belongs to the larger community and the community is what is saved. And so, Jesus isn't about to say to this guy, yeah, I'll make you clean. Of course, once I do that, you'll never be able to get back into the community because they'll never believe in that healing. So, he actually says to them, and for now, go to the doctor, get checked out, take the medicine that you won't even need now, and get your bill of health and go back. Because the last thing he wants to do is physically heal someone and leave them outside the community. Every healing story of Jesus has this same theme going on. It's always, they're wandering among the tombs, which were outside the city of living people. They kept the city of the dead and the city of the living very separate in those cultures. So, someone wandering around the tombs is on the outskirts of society. You know, when he raises a little girl from the dead, he returns her to a parent, always. There's always this moment at the end of the story where healing is not an individual thing. It's a nice thing, but real healing happens when we leave our isolation that the physical problems might have caused, but we leave our isolation and come back into community. That's the deeper healing. And so, Jesus isn't trying to hide who he is. Jesus is trying to make the healing complete and work within the culture he's in. And so, especially as we approach Lent, it's such an interesting spiritual exercise to understand the healing that's been given to us and the healing we pray to God for. People pray to God all the time for all sorts of cures. But as I've said on several occasions, we actually have the cure to loneliness, we just don't care enough to administer the medicine. We have the cure to hunger. We don't always care enough to get out in the world and administer the medicine. We actually have the cure to war. We just don't wanna give up other things that are more important to us. We have the cures of so many things and we don't use them. And I always wonder whose prayers are more fervent, our prayer to God for the healings we don't have or God's prayer to us to use the ones we do. Because maybe the day we use the ones we have, God will ready us for the next set of cures. But most of us aren't ready to use the ones we have. So as Lent approaches this coming week, you know I'm always a big fan, I always tell people I'm a much bigger fan of taking something on rather than giving something up because most of the things we give up, we take back up at Easter. Gave up chocolate several years in a row, I still eat it though. And I've got two or three days left. If it's just a six week odd practice that won't continue rather than what would happen and I tell you this now instead of next week because it takes a little preparation. You know, got six weeks during Lent. What if you celebrated each Sunday of Lent by reconnecting to someone you've let fall away? Reconnecting to someone who's become isolated. Maybe they become isolated because they're hard to be around. I always comfort myself in the world when I'm trying to be around people who are really, really, the theological term is irritating. I always comfort myself knowing that I am too. You know, who are the people we've allowed to drift away just because it's easier? A better spent Lent is at least once a week reconnecting to someone. And it may be simple and it takes two and they may decide it doesn't go anywhere but you're open to bringing people back into your lives. That's the healing. That's the miracle. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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A leper came to Jesus, and kneeling down,
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begged him and said, if you wish, you can make me clean.
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Moved with pity, he stretched out his hand,
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touched him, and said to him, I do will it be made clean.
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The leprosy left him immediately,
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and he was made clean.
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Then warning him sternly, he dismissed him at once.
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He said to him, see that you tell no one anything,
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but go show yourself to the priest
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and offer for your cleansing what Moses prescribed.
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That will be proof for them.
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The man went away and began to publicize the whole matter.
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He spread the report abroad so that it
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was impossible for Jesus to enter a town openly.
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He remained outside in deserted places,
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and people kept coming to him from everywhere.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Many of our scripture stories are buried
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under years of cultural dust.
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And I don't mean just getting back
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to what was going on in that culture.
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I just mean that most of us hear the beginning of a story,
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and if it's one we recognize out of scripture,
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we get an immediate picture in our head
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of what the story's about, and we don't hear the words
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anymore.
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It's this sort of religious dust that lays over things.
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It happens outside of religion, too.
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I was running across one with a group
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I was talking with this week, where
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we were talking about the poem.
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And you can run it in your head quickly.
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I know many of you, the nursery rhyme, Humpty Dumpty.
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When you run it in your head, it probably
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doesn't occur to you that nowhere in that poem
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does it mention an egg.
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Probably written about a person.
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Humpty Dumpty was probably, in the author's mind,
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a guard who fell from a wall, and the army couldn't fix him.
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But you and I, I want to know who put the egg in our head.
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Because it's universal.
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You say Humpty Dumpty, and we all
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see the egg that's been patched back together.
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Where'd the egg come from?
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And so we do that with a lot of our stories.
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Someone years ago injects something into the story,
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and that's what we hear, not the story.
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And when someone mentioned that to me in the last few weeks,
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I immediately went through it.
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I'm like, there's no egg in there.
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But someone slipped an egg in.
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So we have, in today's reading, something
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that people might hear, and they might not put it together
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with other stories they've heard.
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In this story, we definitely have a little bit of a,
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it feels like a little bit of a rebuke,
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because he says, tell nobody anything.
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And it says, but the man went right off
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and began to publicize the whole matter,
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and now Jesus can't go into any of the towns,
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and now he's got to be, you know.
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There's a little griping towards the guy.
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Now, every year at Thanksgiving, we get a reading
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where 10 people are said, are told, don't tell anyone,
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and nine of them do exactly what Jesus said,
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and the other one comes back, given praise to God,
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and he's the hero of the story.
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So which one do we grab onto?
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Because it kind of sounds like, well,
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Jesus was in a different mood during this story,
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and there's a bigger problem with it,
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which is, many scripture scholars start to think,
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well, you know, Jesus isn't ready to reveal himself.
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There's this sort of dishonest subterfuge
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that they assign to Jesus, which is distasteful.
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He's sneaking around.
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He doesn't want anyone to know who he is yet.
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What we forget is that the Gospels
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will not get you back to the life of Jesus.
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They get you back to the faith of the early church,
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and more importantly, the faith
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of four very different communities in the early church.
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You know, we have adjective forms
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of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John,
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the Mark, and the Luke, and the Matthean, the Johannine.
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This Mark community, the writers of this Gospel,
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the community that puts this together,
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they interpret the last little bit here.
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The story, you know, someone is told,
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don't make a big deal out of it,
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and they go and they publicize the whole matter.
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Now, the Gospel writer here decides,
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and because of that, Jesus couldn't go out into any town.
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Another Gospel writer decides,
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isn't it great that someone
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just couldn't keep that to themselves?
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But more importantly, you want to go back
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to that question and say, but why would,
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because it's pretty consistent in the Gospels,
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why would Jesus ever say,
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I've healed you, but don't tell anyone?
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And there is a good reason that we never,
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because we're immediately thinking, why the subterfuge?
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That's not what it is.
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Jesus says to them, don't tell anyone I healed.
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Go back and jump through all the normal hoops for healing,
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and let them think that healed you.
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The reason we find in our first reading today.
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When someone was thought to have leprosy,
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they were ostracized from the community.
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And you know, this is the difference
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between someone saying, you know,
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if we had a plague, say, flu,
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and let me tell you, there are people
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who are coming and saying,
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we have to stop communion until May,
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because of the flu, you know.
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Everyone has to make these decisions for themselves,
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but if we were the kind of community that said,
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look, once you've been diagnosed with flu,
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and wouldn't it be nice if there was a visual sign for flu,
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once you've been diagnosed,
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you are not allowed on this campus
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until we get a bill of health from your doctor.
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And that's the way the community was protecting itself.
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And some magic healer comes by and says,
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look, I'm gonna heal you from the flu,
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and he heals the person.
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And the person shows up at the doors and says,
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hey, I don't have that bill of health from the doctors,
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but a magic person on the street healed me.
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We'd be like, yeah, thank you, you're not coming in.
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That's what the community was doing.
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And what Jesus is saying is,
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and they don't even use the word healing,
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the guy says, I wanna be made clean.
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Jesus can make us clean, but only the community heals.
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And the community's not ready to heal
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until, unfortunately, at this time,
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they have to see him jump through their community hoops.
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Sometimes we never get past that.
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We should, but we need to know that the reason
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Jesus doesn't send them in saying,
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I know you all saw I had leprosy this last week,
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but a magic guy on the street cured me.
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He says, no, don't even tell them about this.
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Go and do the cleansing that Moses prescribed
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and go through what, all of that,
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and go back and be reconciled and healed in your community.
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We are a community of people.
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It really is one of the fundamental differences
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in history, until recent, but really, in history,
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it's the fundamental difference
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between classic Catholicism and classic Protestantism,
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is Protestantism started to take that approach
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of my personal relationship with Jesus Christ,
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my personal relationship with God,
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I'm gonna build my path.
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Catholicism was, you're Catholic
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not because you have met the Pope.
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You're Catholic because you belong to a community,
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the community belongs to the church.
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Most of us wanna say, well, I'm Catholic.
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Really, I'm a member of a community
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and the community is Catholic.
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It's a very different image.
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We are saved in community.
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And that, until very recently,
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that has always been the approach.
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Right now, it's still the approach worldwide.
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Here in America, we've got a lot of these
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sort of college-age youth programs in the church
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that are trying to feel, because they grew up in America,
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they're thinking, you know, maybe Catholicism
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will catch on if we become evangelical.
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No, actually, we'll just be a different church.
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And so, we're taking that approach in some sectors.
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But the truth is, we join people to community
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and the community belongs to the larger community
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and the community is what is saved.
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And so, Jesus isn't about to say to this guy,
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yeah, I'll make you clean.
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Of course, once I do that, you'll never be able
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to get back into the community
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because they'll never believe in that healing.
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So, he actually says to them, and for now,
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go to the doctor, get checked out,
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take the medicine that you won't even need now,
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and get your bill of health and go back.
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Because the last thing he wants to do
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is physically heal someone
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and leave them outside the community.
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Every healing story of Jesus has this same theme going on.
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It's always, they're wandering among the tombs,
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which were outside the city of living people.
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They kept the city of the dead and the city of the living
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very separate in those cultures.
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So, someone wandering around the tombs
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is on the outskirts of society.
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You know, when he raises a little girl from the dead,
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he returns her to a parent, always.
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There's always this moment at the end of the story
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where healing is not an individual thing.
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It's a nice thing, but real healing happens
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when we leave our isolation
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that the physical problems might have caused,
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but we leave our isolation and come back into community.
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That's the deeper healing.
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And so, Jesus isn't trying to hide who he is.
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Jesus is trying to make the healing complete
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and work within the culture he's in.
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And so, especially as we approach Lent,
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it's such an interesting spiritual exercise
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to understand the healing that's been given to us
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and the healing we pray to God for.
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People pray to God all the time for all sorts of cures.
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But as I've said on several occasions,
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we actually have the cure to loneliness,
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we just don't care enough to administer the medicine.
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We have the cure to hunger.
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We don't always care enough to get out in the world
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and administer the medicine.
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We actually have the cure to war.
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We just don't wanna give up other things
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that are more important to us.
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We have the cures of so many things and we don't use them.
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And I always wonder whose prayers are more fervent,
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our prayer to God for the healings we don't have
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or God's prayer to us to use the ones we do.
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Because maybe the day we use the ones we have,
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God will ready us for the next set of cures.
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But most of us aren't ready to use the ones we have.
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So as Lent approaches this coming week,
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you know I'm always a big fan,
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I always tell people I'm a much bigger fan
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of taking something on rather than giving something up
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because most of the things we give up,
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we take back up at Easter.
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Gave up chocolate several years in a row,
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I still eat it though.
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And I've got two or three days left.
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If it's just a six week odd practice that won't continue
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rather than what would happen
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and I tell you this now instead of next week
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because it takes a little preparation.
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You know, got six weeks during Lent.
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What if you celebrated each Sunday of Lent
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by reconnecting to someone you've let fall away?
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Reconnecting to someone who's become isolated.
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Maybe they become isolated
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because they're hard to be around.
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I always comfort myself in the world
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when I'm trying to be around people
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who are really, really,
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the theological term is irritating.
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I always comfort myself knowing that I am too.
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You know, who are the people we've allowed to drift away
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just because it's easier?
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A better spent Lent is at least once a week
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reconnecting to someone.
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And it may be simple and it takes two
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and they may decide it doesn't go anywhere
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but you're open to bringing people back into your lives.
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That's the healing.
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That's the miracle.
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The rest is wondrous but it's just medicine.
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The real healing is when we bring people back
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into our lives and realize that our journey to heaven
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is together or not at all.
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Father Pat's homily centers on the idea that t Father Pat's homily centers on the idea that true healing, as modeled by Jesus, is not just physical restoration but the reintegration of individuals into their communities. Using the Gospel story of Jesus healing a leper, Father Pat challenges the surface-level interpretations that often obscure the deeper spiritual message. He emphasizes that Jesus' instruction to keep the healing quiet was not about secrecy or manipulation, but about ensuring that the man could be fully restored to society by following the communal processes of purification. This reflects a core belief that salvation and healing are communal realities, not merely individual experiences. As we approach Lent, Father Pat urges us to reflect on the ways we can practice this communal healing—by reaching out, reconnecting, and reweaving people back into the fabric of our lives—thus participating in the divine work of restoration.
The Gospel story of Jesus healing the leper is one that, according to Father Pat, has been culturally and religiously “dusted over,” preventing us from hearing its original power. Just as we universally associate Humpty Dumpty with an egg—despite no mention of one in the rhyme—we also tend to misread Gospel stories because of preconceived religious images. In this reading, Jesus heals a leper but sternly warns him not to tell anyone; the man disregards this and spreads the news, resulting in Jesus being unable to enter towns openly. Many interpret this as Jesus trying to hide his identity, but Father Pat challenges that notion. He explains that Jesus’ command not to speak is not about secrecy, but about ensuring that the man follows the societal and religious process for reentry into the community. In ancient Jewish culture, lepers were cast out—not just because of contagion, but because they were considered ritually unclean. Only after presenting themselves to the priests and performing the required rituals could they be fully restored to community life.
This distinction is critical: Jesus doesn’t just want to make someone physically well; he wants them to be whole, which includes social and spiritual reintegration. Healing is not complete until the person is welcomed back into the communal fold. Jesus doesn’t circumvent the community's process; he works within it, affirming the necessity of communal validation and belonging. Father Pat points out that we often overlook this dynamic and assume Jesus is acting in secret, when in fact he’s deeply honoring the communal structures necessary for full human flourishing. This reflects a broader theological truth: salvation is not a private, individualistic affair, but a communal one. Father Pat contrasts the classic Catholic view—where faith is lived and expressed in community—with a more modern, individualistic approach that sees salvation as a personal, one-on-one relationship with God. While both have value, Catholicism traditionally emphasizes that we are saved together, not alone.
This leads to Father Pat’s Lenten challenge: don’t just give something up (especially something trivial like chocolate); instead, take something on. Specifically, take on the work of healing relationships—of reaching out to those who have become isolated or estranged. He acknowledges that some people are difficult, but reminds us that we too are difficult for others. Reconnection, even if tentative or incomplete, is a sacred act. It’s the kind of healing Jesus modeled—bringing people back into relationship, into community, into wholeness. Father Pat provocatively suggests that while we are constantly praying to God for healings we don’t yet have, God may be praying to us to use the ones we already possess. We have the cures for loneliness, hunger, and even war—but we often lack the will to apply them. Lent, then, is not just a time for self-denial but for self-giving—an opportunity to administer the medicine of community, compassion, and reconnection. It is through these acts that we participate in the true miracle of healing: the restoration of human belonging and the journey to God we make together....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1218.1099853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. At that time Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sedan, and behold, a Canaanite woman of that district came and called out, Have pity on me, Lord, son of David. My daughter is tormented by a demon. But Jesus did not say a word in answer to her. Jesus' disciples came and asked him, Send her away, for she keeps calling out after us. He said in reply, I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. But the woman came and did Jesus' homage, saying, Lord, help me. He said in reply, It is not right to take the food of the children and throw it to the dogs. She said, Please, Lord, for even the dogs eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters. Then Jesus said to her in reply, O woman, great is your faith. Let it be done for you as you wish. And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I have been thinking a lot about this week the concept of love at first sight. And it doesn't mean I have news for you and I'm out of here. It's an interesting, you know, psychology and different schools of thought. We'll talk about what is love at first sight. Is there really such a thing as love at first sight? And actually, very many people who have worked on this, many of the, probably even the majority of opinions will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight. Now, we don't always call it that because what happens is you see someone, you fall in love with the image of him or her at first sight, and then it's a long journey to try and figure out whether that person is actually what you think you fell in love with. But the experience of falling in love is immediate. You know, you'll find, especially when you get into that sort of romantic, chemical attraction, it does not come on slowly. You know, it is boom. I can't tell you how many women have talked to me over the years that would probably be in better shape if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out, here's everything I want, here's everything I think a man should be, and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in and something immediate happens. That feeling of love at first sight is based on, to a large degree, our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us, give them a complete personality ectomy, and replace it with our fantasy personality, and then start the journey of actually seeing who that person is. And so love is at first sight, but we only love as much as we know, and it takes a while to figure out whether that love at first sight really correlates to the reality in front of us. This is the same thing with much of our spirituality. God is probably the most dangerous first date you will ever have, because many of us have an image of God. None of us can really know who God is. None of us can get our minds totally around God, and so in the end we pick something of God to become our whole picture. And unfortunately, unlike someone you date, God is, well, actually this might be exactly like some of the people you date, but God's not a big talker. You ever feel like you're holding up both sides of the conversation? We call that prayer. I know and I am well aware when I am praying and when I'm talking to God that I, you know, the part of God this evening will be played by Patrick Dolan. Fascinating he uses all the same words I would. I have always told people that I will know that it is a almost magical level revelation from God when God says something to me in prayer and I have to go look up one of the words in the dictionary. Wouldn't that be an exciting moment? So we know, so what is that? So what we're doing in our head, what we call contemplative prayer and prayers, often that we have to imagine what God would say to us. And hopefully that imagination is well informed. You know, when I imagine a conversation with God, you know, the voice of God never says, just smack him and get on with it. Because the image of God is better formed than that. But we are all called to be better theologians than we usually are. Most of us are better at a million other things in spirituality than theology. And what that means is we have a better idea of what we want the church to be, what we want the sacraments to be, what morals should be. We've got a better idea of all of that stuff, heaven and hell, than what each belief we have says about God. Catherine of Siena, I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years. Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar to Teresa of Avila, very similar to some of the saints. This vision of hell. Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend, of all the saints, was one of the greatest theologians. Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises on the church, but those are ecclesiologists. Or on the spirit, pneumatology. Theology. Everything she thought, she said, what does this say about God? And what's my image of God? And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell. Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia. And her image ends with, and it was empty. Because that's her vision of God. Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving, and people say, well, what about the unbaptized? That's your philosophy of sacraments. Well, what about people who did this? That's your philosophy of morality. She's dealing with theology, her vision of God. Now when you go through scripture, if you don't have a vision of God, you will come out with absolutely no help at all. You have the God of love who heals everyone. Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset, wipes out the world with a flood, and then afterwards says, I really regret that, here's a rainbow. The God who says, oops. You've got stories in there of like Jonah, where because Jonah did the right thing, God repented of the evil he was going to do. What, God does evil? The Bible is a compendium of many, many images and visions of God that we are called to reflect on. But you are the final filter. And what you say about God, what you believe about God, in many ways will tell us who you are. In the same way, it would be a fascinating, if somewhat unromantic experiment through someone's teens and early 20s, if every time one of those, I fell in love at first sight, turned out three weeks later to be not so great, instead of doing what most of us do, which is start a list in our head of everything that was horrible and awful with that person, to get a better vision of, so who did I think she was? Who did I think he was? Who do we think that other person is? After, you know, after an expected period of trial and failure, you would have a real great idea, this is what I'm looking for. This is what made this person, you know, I fell in love with, what did I really fall in love with? Do we have a sense of who that is? It wasn't that person as it turned out. But do we know what that ideal person is? Because it would tell you a lot about who you are. And it is always interesting when you say to people, what are you looking for in your, you know, your life mate, future spouse, what are you looking for? And it's, you would think everyone would come up with the same thing, but they don't. Loyalty, honesty, those two usually don't go together. If I need them to lie for me, are they going to be honest or loyal? You know, what's, you start to say, this is what I really want. In a future spouse, you learn a lot about yourself. But we don't, what we normally know is, I can tell you all the places they fell short. And we just get better images of what we don't like. If we do that with God, we get a better image of the God we don't want. And so today we have three radically different visions of God coming from scripture. And how do we decide between those? It will depend on our filter. You know, if you are mean and need God to be mean and need God to be, God is going to get those people over there eventually. You know, you will hang on to, you will cherry pick through scripture and get what you want. We used to call them in seminary the hateful mysteries of the rosary. If that is your vision of God, you could read all four gospels and come away with the five hateful mysteries. Jesus kills a herd of pigs. Jesus calls his best friend Satan. Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business. Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man. And today, Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog. So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus because we look at these stories and we go, wait, wait, wait, wait. My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this. How could this be the same person that says, let the little children come unto me? Because that would be just as problematic as the Canaanite woman. The kids, the women, it was all. It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all. And so, where I have come with, with this reading over the years, is there's a line in here where it says the disciples say, send her away, she keeps calling out after us. And he says in reply, and that's important because in the story, he doesn't say it in reply to the woman. He says it in reply to the disciples. The disciples want a God, for a long time in the story, the disciples always seem to want a God who will send the problem people away. The children are calling out, don't let the children come near us. You know, I, it's all matter of perspective. I was joking with a parent about the fact that, you know, it's, I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow all the kids are coming back to school and the sun itself is going away. The mother said to me, oh, I think you're, you're looking a little too early in the day. The way I see it, the children are going back to school tomorrow and then the sun comes back forever. You know, you know, how we look at these things. But, we do have this point that says, so how do we look at the story? Well, he says to them, they say, stop the Canaanite woman coming from, stop the unclean man from calling out after us, he's an embarrassment. Stop the children from coming back. It's an embarrassment, it's an embarrassment. And finally he replies and gives them the God they want. And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories in the chronology of that gospel. As though the lesson is taught. There was a film a few years ago called, The Hundred Foot Journey. Helen Mirren played a very sort of uptight, buttoned down, owner of a French restaurant in a little town on a dirt road and right across the street moves in an eastern Indian family that's going to open up just sort of a, a real down home, wild, spices in the air sort of restaurant. And all of this partying and music and you know, her restaurant is, it's cordon bleu all the way and very, and she's horrified. And she's horrified and she starts making little snipes around her staff about those sorts of people. Those sorts of people. And the staff take it and run with it. And about halfway through the movie, a couple members of her staff go out, vandalize the place, start a fire, ride out, prance for the French. And she gets up the next morning and she realizes her part in that. That she herself would never have done that but a little spout out the hate here and hate there and gets them going. And from that point on, she becomes friends to the people across the street because she realizes there's no middle road. You either become a voice for hate or you become a voice for reconciliation. The disciples today keep saying, get rid of those people! Get rid of those! And finally Jesus says, okay. And he's worse to her than I'm sure they expected. Now he knows he's going to do the healing. She gets what she wants. There's reconciliation by the end. But for just a minute, give them a glimpse. Is this what you really want? And you hope they come away changed. You hope they go, yeah, let's stop asking for that. And we as a people, let's stop asking for the partisan God. The God that likes our side better than theirs. The opening reading has a little bit of that. Though in our country right now, I think of the white supremacist movement and they'd be real horrified to know that the scriptures only give us a Jewish supremacist movement. We're not mentioned. You know, the foreigners who join themselves could come in on the coat strings. By the way, we are the foreigners in that reading. The Jewish people are the ones. We could have that. We could decide to be a people that equality is not our thing. That we like supremacy better. We could go there. It's just not us. And the minute we decide that we're not all created equal, it's not American either. My dad used to joke about people in the world who feel that we're all created equal. There's just some that are more equal than others. You can't... Equality and supremacy are diametrically opposed positions. And so, you have that here. Or you have the second reading that says, you know, God delivered everyone into disobedience so that God could show mercy to everyone. What that means is all of us screw up. And all of us are forgiven. And you think of how much church and how much, not just ours, all churches, churches and religion run around saying, God is all forgiving. I mean, except for you people. God is all forgiving. Except for those ones over there. God is all forgiving except for that group. Because there's part of us that floats between that belief that God is all loving, that Catherine of Siena belief, and the disciples today that still want God to send someone away. We're caught between two contrary images that both come to scripture. You're always going to read through scripture and you're going to have to be the final filter that can decide the difference in importance between thou shalt not kill and thou shalt not eat shellfish. They're both in scripture. They're both in the same book. And I will still not put killing on level with a plate of scampi. We've got all of that in our scripture. What is our filter? Who are we as a people that truly believe that God created everyone? What is our theology? In other words, what is everything we do and everything we believe say about God? You know, give me a minute. I heard her go down. What do we do with that moment that says everyone counts? Because everyone counts to God. How do we learn to live with one another? What happens when everyone being a child of God, everyone being created equal, really becomes the foundation of the way we live rather than something historic we bring up once in a while? What if that's the foundation? Is that every person you encounter is beloved of God? Every person you encounter has messed up for the sole purpose of God being merciful. What happens when we become so aware of who we are and our own need for mercy that we can no longer judge another person? That's the God we have to fill in the gaps. Many of us, love at first sight was with a God image that might not have been that great. And as we grow up we realize that's not the God we want to be in love with. We don't want to be in love with the vision of God that likes these people and not these people. We don't want to be in love with the God who loves you until you mess up. I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven walking on eggshells because he could go off the edge at any minute and send another flood. What's your image of God? We have to start to filter our images a little better. When we go to scripture, you can come away with any number of images. And when you do, you will see the God you are falling in love with. And in the end, it will not tell you much about God. It will tell you everything about who you're becoming. We, in our faith, are called through the gospel to preach the God who loves every person. And not only that, who loves every person equally. That right there is enough work for the rest of our lives. To love every person equally. What happens when we respond to the stranger on the street as though it were one of our relatives we just ran into? What happens when we move beyond that tribalism to a vision that includes every person created by God? We may never get there emotionally, but just like the little dialogue in our head, we can have a well-informed vision of what we're to move towards. And whether we're emotionally there or not, we take care of everyone because we really believe it's what we're called to do. I think when we do that, we start to see a kingdom of God that reaches to the ends of the earth. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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At that time Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sedan,
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and behold, a Canaanite woman of that district
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came and called out, Have pity on me, Lord, son of David.
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My daughter is tormented by a demon.
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But Jesus did not say a word in answer to her.
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Jesus' disciples came and asked him,
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Send her away, for she keeps calling out after us.
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He said in reply,
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I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.
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But the woman came and did Jesus' homage,
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saying, Lord, help me.
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He said in reply,
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It is not right to take the food of the children
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and throw it to the dogs.
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She said, Please, Lord, for even the dogs
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eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters.
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Then Jesus said to her in reply,
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O woman, great is your faith.
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Let it be done for you as you wish.
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And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I have been thinking a lot about this week
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the concept of love at first sight.
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And it doesn't mean I have news for you
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and I'm out of here.
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It's an interesting, you know,
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psychology and different schools of thought.
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We'll talk about what is love at first sight.
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Is there really such a thing as love at first sight?
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And actually, very many people who have worked on this,
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many of the, probably even the majority of opinions
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will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love
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will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight.
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Now, we don't always call it that
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because what happens is you see someone,
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you fall in love with the image of him or her
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at first sight, and then it's a long journey
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to try and figure out whether that person is actually
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what you think you fell in love with.
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But the experience of falling in love is immediate.
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You know, you'll find, especially when you get into
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that sort of romantic, chemical attraction,
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it does not come on slowly.
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You know, it is boom.
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I can't tell you how many women have talked to me
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over the years that would probably be in better shape
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if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out,
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here's everything I want,
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here's everything I think a man should be,
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and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in
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and something immediate happens.
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That feeling of love at first sight
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is based on, to a large degree,
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our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us,
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give them a complete personality ectomy,
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and replace it with our fantasy personality,
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and then start the journey of actually seeing
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who that person is.
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And so love is at first sight,
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but we only love as much as we know,
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and it takes a while to figure out
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whether that love at first sight
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really correlates to the reality in front of us.
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This is the same thing with much of our spirituality.
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God is probably the most dangerous first date
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you will ever have,
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because many of us have an image of God.
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None of us can really know who God is.
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None of us can get our minds totally around God,
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and so in the end we pick something of God
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to become our whole picture.
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And unfortunately, unlike someone you date,
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God is, well, actually this might be exactly like
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some of the people you date,
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but God's not a big talker.
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You ever feel like you're holding up
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both sides of the conversation?
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We call that prayer.
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I know and I am well aware when I am praying
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and when I'm talking to God
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that I, you know, the part of God this evening
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will be played by Patrick Dolan.
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Fascinating he uses all the same words I would.
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I have always told people that
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I will know that it is a
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almost magical level revelation from God
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when God says something to me in prayer
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and I have to go look up one of the words
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in the dictionary.
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Wouldn't that be an exciting moment?
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So we know, so what is that?
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So what we're doing in our head,
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what we call contemplative prayer and prayers,
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often that we have to imagine
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what God would say to us.
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And hopefully that imagination is well informed.
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You know, when I imagine a conversation with God,
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you know, the voice of God never says,
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just smack him and get on with it.
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Because the image of God is better formed than that.
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But we are all called to be better theologians
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than we usually are.
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Most of us are better at a million other things
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in spirituality than theology.
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And what that means is
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we have a better idea of what we want the church to be,
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what we want the sacraments to be,
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what morals should be.
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We've got a better idea of all of that stuff,
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heaven and hell,
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than what each belief we have says about God.
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Catherine of Siena,
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I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years.
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Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar
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to Teresa of Avila,
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very similar to some of the saints.
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This vision of hell.
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Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend,
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of all the saints,
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was one of the greatest theologians.
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Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises
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on the church,
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but those are ecclesiologists.
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Or on the spirit, pneumatology.
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Theology.
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Everything she thought, she said,
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what does this say about God?
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And what's my image of God?
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And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell.
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Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia.
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And her image ends with,
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and it was empty.
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Because that's her vision of God.
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Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving,
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and people say,
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well, what about the unbaptized?
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That's your philosophy of sacraments.
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Well, what about people who did this?
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That's your philosophy of morality.
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She's dealing with theology,
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her vision of God.
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Now when you go through scripture,
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if you don't have a vision of God,
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you will come out with absolutely no help at all.
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You have the God of love who heals everyone.
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Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset,
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wipes out the world with a flood,
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and then afterwards says,
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I really regret that, here's a rainbow.
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The God who says, oops.
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You've got stories in there of like Jonah,
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where because Jonah did the right thing,
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God repented of the evil he was going to do.
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What, God does evil?
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The Bible is a compendium of many, many images
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and visions of God that we are called to reflect on.
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But you are the final filter.
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And what you say about God,
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what you believe about God,
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in many ways will tell us who you are.
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In the same way, it would be a fascinating,
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if somewhat unromantic experiment
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through someone's teens and early 20s,
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if every time one of those,
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I fell in love at first sight,
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turned out three weeks later to be not so great,
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instead of doing what most of us do,
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which is start a list in our head
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of everything that was horrible and awful with that person,
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to get a better vision of,
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so who did I think she was?
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Who did I think he was?
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Who do we think that other person is?
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After, you know,
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after an expected period of trial and failure,
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you would have a real great idea,
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this is what I'm looking for.
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This is what made this person,
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you know, I fell in love with,
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what did I really fall in love with?
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Do we have a sense of who that is?
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It wasn't that person as it turned out.
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But do we know what that ideal person is?
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Because it would tell you a lot about who you are.
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And it is always interesting when you say to people,
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what are you looking for in your,
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you know, your life mate, future spouse,
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what are you looking for?
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And it's, you would think everyone would come up
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with the same thing, but they don't.
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Loyalty, honesty,
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those two usually don't go together.
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If I need them to lie for me,
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are they going to be honest or loyal?
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You know, what's, you start to say,
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this is what I really want.
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In a future spouse,
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you learn a lot about yourself.
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But we don't, what we normally know is,
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I can tell you all the places they fell short.
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And we just get better images of what we don't like.
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If we do that with God,
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we get a better image of the God we don't want.
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And so today we have three radically different visions
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of God coming from scripture.
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And how do we decide between those?
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It will depend on our filter.
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You know, if you are mean
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and need God to be mean
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and need God to be,
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God is going to get those people over there eventually.
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You know, you will hang on to,
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you will cherry pick through scripture
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and get what you want.
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We used to call them in seminary
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the hateful mysteries of the rosary.
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If that is your vision of God,
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you could read all four gospels
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and come away with
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the five hateful mysteries.
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Jesus kills a herd of pigs.
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Jesus calls his best friend Satan.
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Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business.
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Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man.
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And today,
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Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog.
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So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus
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because we look at these stories and we go,
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wait, wait, wait, wait.
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My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this.
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How could this be the same person that says,
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let the little children come unto me?
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Because that would be just as problematic
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as the Canaanite woman.
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The kids, the women, it was all.
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It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all.
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And so,
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where I have come with,
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with this reading over the years,
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is there's a line in here where
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it says the disciples say,
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send her away, she keeps calling out after us.
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And he says in reply,
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and that's important because in the story,
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he doesn't say it in reply to the woman.
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He says it in reply to the disciples.
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The disciples want a God,
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for a long time in the story,
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the disciples always seem to want a God
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who will send the problem people away.
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The children are calling out,
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don't let the children come near us.
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You know, I,
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it's all matter of perspective.
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I was joking with a parent about the fact that,
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you know, it's,
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I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow
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all the kids are coming back to school
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and the sun itself is going away.
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The mother said to me,
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oh, I think you're,
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you're looking a little too early in the day.
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The way I see it,
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the children are going back to school tomorrow
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and then the sun comes back forever.
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You know,
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you know,
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how we look at these things.
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But,
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we do have this point that says,
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so how do we look at the story?
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Well, he says to them,
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they say,
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stop the Canaanite woman coming from,
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stop the unclean man from calling out after us,
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he's an embarrassment.
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Stop the children from coming back.
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It's an embarrassment,
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it's an embarrassment.
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And finally he replies
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and gives them the God they want.
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And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories
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in the chronology of that gospel.
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As though the lesson is taught.
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There was a film a few years ago
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called,
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The Hundred Foot Journey.
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Helen Mirren played a very sort of
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uptight,
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buttoned down,
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owner of a French restaurant
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in a little town on a dirt road
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and right across the street
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moves in an eastern Indian family
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that's going to open up just sort of a,
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a real down home,
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wild,
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spices in the air
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sort of restaurant.
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And all of this
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partying and music and you know,
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her restaurant is,
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it's cordon bleu all the way
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and very,
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and she's horrified.
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And she's horrified
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and she starts
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making little snipes
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around her staff
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about those sorts of people.
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Those sorts of people.
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And the staff take it and run with it.
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And about halfway through the movie,
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a couple members of her staff
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go out, vandalize the place,
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start a fire,
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ride out,
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prance for the French.
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And she gets up the next morning
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and she realizes
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her part in that.
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That she herself would never
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have done that
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but a little spout out the hate here
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and hate there
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and gets them going.
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And from that point on,
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she becomes friends
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to the people across the street
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because she realizes
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there's no middle road.
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You either become a voice for hate
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or you become a voice for reconciliation.
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The disciples today keep saying,
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get rid of those people!
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Get rid of those!
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And finally Jesus says,
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okay.
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And he's worse to her
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than I'm sure they expected.
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Now he knows he's going to do the healing.
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She gets what she wants.
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There's reconciliation by the end.
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But for just a minute,
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give them a glimpse.
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Is this what you really want?
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And you hope they come away changed.
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You hope they go,
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yeah, let's stop asking for that.
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And we as a people,
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let's stop asking for the partisan God.
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The God that likes our side
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better than theirs.
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The opening reading has a little bit of that.
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Though in our country right now,
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I think of the white supremacist movement
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and they'd be real horrified to know
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that the scriptures only give us
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a Jewish supremacist movement.
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We're not mentioned.
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You know,
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the foreigners who join themselves
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could come in on the coat strings.
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By the way,
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we are the foreigners in that reading.
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The Jewish people are the ones.
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We could have that.
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We could decide to be a people
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that equality is not our thing.
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That we like supremacy better.
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We could go there.
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It's just not us.
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And the minute we decide
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that we're not all created equal,
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it's not American either.
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My dad used to joke about people in the world
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who feel that we're all created equal.
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There's just some that are more equal than others.
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You can't...
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Equality and supremacy
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are diametrically opposed positions.
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And so,
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you have that here.
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Or you have the second reading
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that says, you know,
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God delivered everyone into disobedience
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so that God could show mercy to everyone.
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What that means is
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all of us screw up.
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And all of us are forgiven.
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And you think of how much church
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and how much,
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not just ours, all churches,
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churches and religion
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run around saying,
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God is all forgiving.
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I mean, except for you people.
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God is all forgiving.
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Except for those ones over there.
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God is all forgiving except for that group.
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Because there's part of us
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that floats between that belief
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that God is all loving,
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that Catherine of Siena belief,
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and the disciples today
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that still want God to send someone away.
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We're caught between two contrary images
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that both come to scripture.
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You're always going to read through scripture
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and you're going to have to be the final filter
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that can decide the difference in importance
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between thou shalt not kill
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and thou shalt not eat shellfish.
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They're both in scripture.
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They're both in the same book.
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And I will still not put killing
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on level with a plate of scampi.
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We've got all of that in our scripture.
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What is our filter?
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Who are we as a people
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that truly believe that God created everyone?
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What is our theology?
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In other words,
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what is everything we do
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and everything we believe
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say about God?
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You know,
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give me a minute.
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I heard her go down.
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What do we do with that moment
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that says everyone counts?
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Because everyone counts to God.
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How do we learn to live with one another?
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What happens when everyone being a child of God,
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everyone being created equal,
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really becomes the foundation of the way we live
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rather than something historic
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we bring up once in a while?
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What if that's the foundation?
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Is that every person you encounter
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is beloved of God?
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Every person you encounter
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has messed up for the sole purpose of God
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being merciful.
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What happens when we become so aware
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of who we are
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and our own need for mercy
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that we can no longer judge another person?
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That's the God we have to fill in the gaps.
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Many of us,
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love at first sight
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was with a God image
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that might not have been that great.
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And as we grow up we realize
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that's not the God we want to be in love with.
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We don't want to be in love with the vision of God
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that likes these people and not these people.
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We don't want to be in love with the God
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who loves you until you mess up.
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I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven
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walking on eggshells
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because he could go off the edge at any minute
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and send another flood.
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What's your image of God?
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We have to start to filter our images a little better.
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When we go to scripture,
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you can come away with any number of images.
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And when you do,
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you will see the God you are falling in love with.
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And in the end,
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it will not tell you much about God.
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It will tell you everything about who you're becoming.
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We, in our faith,
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are called through the gospel
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to preach the God who loves every person.
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And not only that,
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who loves every person equally.
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That right there
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is enough work for the rest of our lives.
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To love every person equally.
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What happens when we respond
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to the stranger on the street
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as though it were one of our relatives
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we just ran into?
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What happens when we move beyond that tribalism
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to a vision that includes every person created by God?
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We may never get there emotionally,
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but just like the little dialogue in our head,
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we can have a well-informed vision
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of what we're to move towards.
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And whether we're emotionally there or not,
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we take care of everyone
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because we really believe it's what we're called to do.
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I think when we do that,
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we start to see a kingdom of God
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that reaches to the ends of the earth.
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The kingdom of God that was preached by Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of a well-formed vision of God—a vision rooted not in exclusion, judgment, or tribalism, but in radical, inclusive love. He invites us to examine how our first impressions of God, much like love at first sight, are often projections of who we want God to be, not necessarily who God is. Just as in relationships, our understanding of God matures over time, shaped by experience, reflection, and deeper theological insight. Father Pat challenges us to be intentional about the God we believe in, because our image of God ultimately shapes who we become. Through the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman and the disciples’ desire to send her away, Father Pat illustrates how Jesus exposes the narrow, exclusionary vision of God that the disciples held—and by extension, that we often hold—and instead affirms a God who is merciful to all. Our theology, he insists, must reflect a God who loves equally, forgives universally, and calls us to live out that same radical inclusivity.
Father Pat begins by drawing a parallel between the phenomenon of “love at first sight” and our early spiritual experiences of God. He explains that just as we may project our ideals onto a person we are romantically drawn to, we often do the same with God. We fall in love with an idea of God, but that initial image is usually a reflection of our own desires, needs, or biases. Over time, just as relationships mature when we come to know the real person behind the fantasy, so too must our spirituality mature as we come to know God more deeply through scripture, prayer, and theology. However, since God is ultimately mystery, much of that journey involves imagining what God would say, what God would do—an imagination that must be informed by love, compassion, and a theology that is rooted in the Gospel.
Using the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman, Father Pat addresses the tension between exclusion and inclusion in our understanding of God. The woman, a foreigner and outsider, is initially met with silence and apparent rejection from Jesus. But Father Pat highlights a crucial narrative detail: Jesus’ harsh words are not directed to the woman herself, but are spoken “in reply” to the disciples, who are eager to dismiss her. In this, Father Pat discerns a teaching moment. Jesus momentarily gives the disciples the God they think they want—an exclusive, nationalist, elitist God—only to reveal, through the woman’s persistence and faith, that such a vision of God is inadequate. The healing that follows is not merely physical; it is theological. It reveals the expansive mercy of a God who embraces the outsider, who listens to the marginalized, and who honors faith wherever it is found. This interaction becomes a pivot point in the Gospel, after which such dismissive attitudes among the disciples seem to fade.
Father Pat then draws attention to the importance of theological reflection. He references Catherine of Siena, whose vision of hell was empty—not because she denied judgment or consequence, but because her understanding of God’s mercy and love could not accommodate eternal rejection. For Catherine, and for Father Pat, theology begins with the question: “What does this belief say about God?” Too often, he observes, we are better at expressing our views on morality, liturgy, or church practices than we are at articulating what these views imply about God’s nature. Are we imagining a vindictive, partisan God, or a God of universal compassion? When we cherry-pick scriptures to justify our biases, we risk constructing a God in our own image—one that may have more to do with our fears and prejudices than with the God revealed in Christ.
Father Pat warns against the temptation to create a “partisan God”—one who loves our group but not others, who forgives our sins but condemns those of outsiders. He draws a sobering comparison to societal dynamics, referencing supremacist ideologies that reflect the same flawed theological thinking: that some are inherently more worthy than others. He reminds us that such thinking is not only theologically unsound but also un-American, contradicting the founding principle that all people are created equal. The Church must resist the urge to define itself by opposition—to be the community of the righteous against the sinners—because that is not the God revealed in Jesus.
Moving into practical spirituality, Father Pat challenges us to filter scripture through a lens of love and mercy. Scripture holds many images of God—some wrathful, some merciful, some mysterious—and it is up to us, guided by a well-formed theology, to discern which images align with the God revealed in Christ. He humorously refers to “the five hateful mysteries” as a way of pointing out how easy it is to build a vision of God that is small, angry, and exclusive—if that’s what we’re looking for. But if, instead, we approach scripture with a heart open to love, inclusion, and compassion, we will begin to see a consistent thread: the God who welcomes the stranger, forgives the sinner, and calls all people to Himself.
The fullness of Father Pat’s message lies in the transformative power of that theological shift. If we believe God loves every person equally, then we are called to do the same. That belief is not just a private comfort; it’s a public ethic. It means caring for the stranger as we would our own family. It means resisting the tribalism that divides communities and churches. It means grounding our social, political, and religious lives in the conviction that every person is beloved of God and deserving of dignity. Even if we do not always feel this emotionally, we must act on it theologically. Our feelings may lag behind, but our actions must lead.
Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to grow beyond our initial, often immature ideas of God and move toward a spirituality rooted in mercy, justice, and inclusion. Our theology must be continually refined, informed by scripture, tradition, reason, and lived experience. And the measure of our theology is not how well it conforms to doctrine alone, but how well it reflects the God who is love. The God who, like the Jesus in today’s Gospel, may challenge our assumptions, but ultimately reveals a mercy that refuses to be limited by human boundaries....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 993.280029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two and gave them authority over unclean spirits. He instructed them to take nothing for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic. He said to them, wherever you enter a house, stay there until you leave. Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you, leave there and shake the dust off your feet in testimony against them. So they went off and preached repentance. The 12 drove out many demons, and they anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them. The Gospel of the Lord. As I've been mentioning since Advent this year, Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels. There's always every generation or so someone tries to come up with another theory. But over the last several centuries, the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply because it's the shortest and simplest. And those of you who have stories in your family know that over generations, the stories that get told do not get simpler and shorter. Bigger and more elaborate stories bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them. And that's what happens with the other Gospels is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting in their two cents worth. Mark's is the proto-Gospel. It really is this early, and you get these very brief, not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened. And we get this little instruction about going out, what it means to go out and preach the Gospel. And at first, we hear this rather dire, do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. So you're not only not to bring food or money, but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that along the way either. And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors to take that and say, this was so that they would be completely dependent on God. Every day that you're breathing, you're completely dependent on God. I don't think that was the point. I think it made them completely dependent on the communities they were going to. There is an antidote against arrogance when you're dependent upon the community you're going to preach to. You actually have to go in and build a relationship with these people before you start to say, now here's what I believe. If you just go in without the relationship, here's what I believe usually turns out to be, here's what you're doing wrong. And it's all the wrong kind of preaching. It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel. Jesus says, I'm going to send you in and you are going to be utterly dependent upon them for hospitality. You're going to accept that hospitality. You're going to accept the gift of hospitality. You're going to have a relationship where something is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe. And I think without that risk, we end up as we have, I think really in modern times, we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats. What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is if my brother has a drinking problem and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything because it's really not my place and it will ruin Christmas. But if those people in Missouri pass a law we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign some documents and yell about that. Why? Because I have no relationship with the people in Missouri at stake. It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith with the people in your life. And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith with the people in your life, but I really hope you share and listen with the people who disagree with you on almost everything. Most of us call those family. Siblings. You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic right after the last elections when people would come and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter of a century you had a delusion that you agreed on everything? No, but now we're disagreeing out loud. My delusions are gone. You know, as Christians we have got to get love of one another and agreeing with one another separated. I think as a country it's destroying us. We no longer know how to disagree without hating the other side. And I mean hating the other side. I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country, when do we get tired of hating each other? When do we get tired of vilifying anyone who disagrees with us? Do we just get to a point where we realize both sides are, they're selling away their morals right and left because they've got to stick with the team even when either side's doing something horrible? You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened and people are kind of like, well, you know, it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it. Yes, you can. Because you can disagree with your side without hating anyone. You can disagree with the other side without hating people. People can disagree with you and they're not attacking you personally. Though right now sometimes they are because they don't know how to do one without the other. And so Jesus, for everything he says, take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this, we miss the huge commandment, which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take. He sends them out two by two. They are to take a companion. And my hope is that he gave each one of them the companion that drives them crazy. Because most of us would think, well, you send them out two by two so they got each other's back and we're stronger in numbers. And no, you send people out two by two so that when one of them does something crazy, the other can go, I say this respectfully, but you're being an idiot. Sometimes you have to have those people in your life. I can't tell you, I know everyone here at least knows a couple if you're not that couple. The amazing number of married couples who have come to realize after years of marriage that God gave them someone in their life to do nothing but cancel out their vote. They are there to vote for the other side every time. And you know what? Those marriages last forever. I think the marriages that will struggle are when two people walk down the aisle really believing the delusion that they agree on everything. We think just alike. Oh my gosh, we have everything in common. One of two things is going on. Either you are fooling yourself and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years. Or they really do agree with you on everything. You've married a carbon copy of yourself and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that. I went out and I found someone who's just me. Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain. Rather than Jesus gives us companions that companion is a Greek word to break bread with. In the Greek tradition, those, in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek but the tradition is Hebrew. Those who you sit at table with and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree and you go back and you forth and you bring who you really are into that relationship. And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk. If you're going to voice your Christianity, it's not to strangers across the state or across the city. When do we voice it to, I don't know, the people in our family or someone at work or even a boss or someone who really has power over me. That was the role of the prophet, to speak truth to the king. Not the king of some other country, the king who could affect your life or your boss or your spouse. For some of you, that is your boss, you know. It's whatever it is. Do we speak our truth to the people in our life with whom we have a relationship rather than, well, I speak it all the time on Twitter and Facebook. Those are the best friends. I love those friends because they turn off with a key. Which means they're not real. I always have to shock people of a certain generation when you have to actually tell them the word virtual means not real. That's what the word means. They're virtual friends. That means not real. Which is good because friends, and I wanna be delicate about this, friends are a huge inconvenience in life. So much better than being alone. But if you're not inconvenient once in a while, you probably aren't being a friend. You know, their rhythm is different than yours and sometimes they need you to be there when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth and you depend on each other and you struggle with one another. And someone who never, ever inconveniences you, that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know. And so we should always get a little in each other's way. We should always be voicing different opinions. It's always, especially in these last couple years, it's been my prayer for our church and for our country that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth, which is put yourself in whichever camp you like, blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive, give yourself whatever term you like. Then see all the people on the other side of the fence, the ones, we don't say this in church, but the ones you've been learning to hate for the last couple years. And see all of them and know that those are the people that keep you from ruining the world. Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things. We would either be a world incapable of change or a world changing so fast that we had no identity. We need that tension, which means if you're liberal or conservative, it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things. And you're not liberal or conservative because you're smarter than that other side. We're just the smarter ones. We're the nicer ones. We're the ones that are closer to God. Both sides say all that. It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that. No, it's because that's your personality. Either you love change or you hate change and it's gonna make you one or the other. Either you want to see the world changing or you want tradition to stay the same. It's your personality. And the people on the other side of the fence, they're here in the world and know what that means? That means you can live your personality and know that there are people in the world who will balance you. As I said, many of you married those people. And it makes for a strong relationship. Jesus sends us out with companions. And that means the church should companion with other churches. It means countries should companion with other countries. We should companion across ideologies because we need someone to help us to see something from somewhere beyond our own point of view. I have long since, I think it's the weakness. I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything, but the weakness of celibacy is that priests do not always have those people in their life that they have to listen to. Sometimes we go through life thinking we don't have to listen to anyone. I mean, I still believe that the reason priests have to wear a black shirt and black pants and a black suit is because somewhere along the line, they realized there was no wife at the front door to stop them and go, oh no, try again. And without that, we go, just go basic black, you'll be fine. But it's important to have people in your life. Who are the people in your life that you disagree with and have remained close? Without them, you don't have companions. You have reflections of yourself. Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot, I'm spiritual but not religious. And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean that they're upset with whatever church they went to. But more often, what they mean is my spirituality is a very private, personal thing that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people. Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing because our spirituality is moving us towards, we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise. It's moving us towards complete union with God and others. That is not prepared for in isolation. We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path. Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others. It should be the part of ourself we share most often. I think it's interesting that 30 years ago, people said, oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics, or religion. Now, all we can talk about are the first two. But we never really get to religion. We get to political end of it, or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules. We don't really get to someone asking, so how do you come to faith? How do you know when you pray, is that God or just your own voice in your head? We don't discuss those things. We take the Bible and we do what people do like with this earlier reading, the first reading today. We take the Bible and we make it into a series of bumper stickers that we can pull one out when we need it to back our other views. You know, that happened. And I don't mean to pick on him because he's one of a million people that did it, but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions got into trouble this week for saying, well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way. Because you're picking out your favorite line. The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities. Well, yeah, but our first reading today says, you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them. And of course, the joke about that that's been going around the religious community is, Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities. He said that from prison. Why was he in prison? The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't. So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story. You know, the Bible is not a place where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote. It backs me up. We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world. But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone. If you go it alone, it will become quirky. It will become your own. God will be an image of yourself. You've got to be in dialogue with others. If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down. If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off. If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face, I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world. That's companionship. Anything less is not religion. Anything less is really not even spirituality. When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it, I have fallen into simple reflection. God says to us today, reflection will not get you where we want you to go. Spirituality is in dialogue. That will take us to real faith. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two
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and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
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He instructed them to take nothing
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for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
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He said to them, wherever you enter a house,
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stay there until you leave.
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Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
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leave there and shake the dust off your feet
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in testimony against them.
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So they went off and preached repentance.
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The 12 drove out many demons, and they
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anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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As I've been mentioning since Advent this year,
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Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels.
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There's always every generation or so someone tries
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to come up with another theory.
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But over the last several centuries,
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the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply
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because it's the shortest and simplest.
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And those of you who have stories in your family
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know that over generations, the stories that get told
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do not get simpler and shorter.
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Bigger and more elaborate stories
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bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them.
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And that's what happens with the other Gospels
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is that they start to expand, and everyone starts
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putting in their two cents worth.
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Mark's is the proto-Gospel.
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It really is this early, and you get these very brief,
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not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened.
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And we get this little instruction
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about going out, what it means to go out and preach
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the Gospel.
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And at first, we hear this rather dire,
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do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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So you're not only not to bring food or money,
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but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that
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along the way either.
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And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors
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to take that and say, this was so that they would be
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completely dependent on God.
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Every day that you're breathing,
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you're completely dependent on God.
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I don't think that was the point.
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I think it made them completely dependent
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on the communities they were going to.
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There is an antidote against arrogance
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when you're dependent upon the community
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you're going to preach to.
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You actually have to go in and build a relationship
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with these people before you start to say,
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now here's what I believe.
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If you just go in without the relationship,
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here's what I believe usually turns out to be,
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here's what you're doing wrong.
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And it's all the wrong kind of preaching.
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It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel.
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Jesus says, I'm going to send you in
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and you are going to be utterly dependent
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upon them for hospitality.
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You're going to accept that hospitality.
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You're going to accept the gift of hospitality.
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You're going to have a relationship where something
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is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe.
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And I think without that risk, we end up as we have,
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I think really in modern times,
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we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats.
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What Christianity from the cheap seats look like
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is if my brother has a drinking problem
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and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything
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because it's really not my place
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and it will ruin Christmas.
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But if those people in Missouri pass a law
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we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign
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some documents and yell about that.
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Why?
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Because I have no relationship with the people
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in Missouri at stake.
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It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith
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with the people in your life.
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And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith
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with the people in your life, but I really hope you share
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and listen with the people who disagree with you
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on almost everything.
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Most of us call those family.
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Siblings.
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You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic
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right after the last elections when people would come
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and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore
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and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter
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of a century you had a delusion
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that you agreed on everything?
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No, but now we're disagreeing out loud.
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My delusions are gone.
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You know, as Christians we have got to get love
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of one another and agreeing with one another separated.
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I think as a country it's destroying us.
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We no longer know how to disagree
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without hating the other side.
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And I mean hating the other side.
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I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals
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in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country,
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when do we get tired of hating each other?
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When do we get tired of vilifying anyone
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who disagrees with us?
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Do we just get to a point where we realize
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both sides are, they're selling away their morals
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right and left because they've got to stick with the team
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even when either side's doing something horrible?
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You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened
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and people are kind of like, well, you know,
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it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it.
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Yes, you can.
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Because you can disagree with your side
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without hating anyone.
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You can disagree with the other side without hating people.
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People can disagree with you
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and they're not attacking you personally.
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Though right now sometimes they are
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because they don't know how to do one without the other.
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And so Jesus, for everything he says,
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take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this,
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we miss the huge commandment,
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which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take.
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He sends them out two by two.
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They are to take a companion.
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And my hope is that he gave each one of them
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the companion that drives them crazy.
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Because most of us would think,
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well, you send them out two by two
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so they got each other's back
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and we're stronger in numbers.
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And no, you send people out two by two
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so that when one of them does something crazy,
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the other can go, I say this respectfully,
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but you're being an idiot.
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Sometimes you have to have those people in your life.
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I can't tell you, I know everyone here
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at least knows a couple if you're not that couple.
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The amazing number of married couples
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who have come to realize after years of marriage
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that God gave them someone in their life
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to do nothing but cancel out their vote.
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They are there to vote for the other side every time.
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And you know what?
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Those marriages last forever.
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I think the marriages that will struggle
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are when two people walk down the aisle
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really believing the delusion
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that they agree on everything.
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We think just alike.
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Oh my gosh, we have everything in common.
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One of two things is going on.
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Either you are fooling yourself
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and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years.
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Or they really do agree with you on everything.
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You've married a carbon copy of yourself
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and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that.
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I went out and I found someone who's just me.
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Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain.
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Rather than Jesus gives us companions
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that companion is a Greek word to break bread with.
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In the Greek tradition, those,
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in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek
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but the tradition is Hebrew.
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Those who you sit at table with
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and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree
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and you go back and you forth
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and you bring who you really are into that relationship.
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And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk.
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If you're going to voice your Christianity,
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it's not to strangers across the state or across the city.
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When do we voice it to, I don't know,
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the people in our family or someone at work
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or even a boss or someone who really has power over me.
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That was the role of the prophet,
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to speak truth to the king.
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Not the king of some other country,
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the king who could affect your life
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or your boss or your spouse.
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For some of you, that is your boss, you know.
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It's whatever it is.
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Do we speak our truth to the people in our life
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with whom we have a relationship
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rather than, well, I speak it all the time
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on Twitter and Facebook.
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Those are the best friends.
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I love those friends because they turn off with a key.
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Which means they're not real.
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I always have to shock people of a certain generation
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when you have to actually tell them
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the word virtual means not real.
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That's what the word means.
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They're virtual friends.
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That means not real.
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Which is good because friends,
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and I wanna be delicate about this,
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friends are a huge inconvenience in life.
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So much better than being alone.
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But if you're not inconvenient once in a while,
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you probably aren't being a friend.
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You know, their rhythm is different than yours
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and sometimes they need you to be there
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when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth
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and you depend on each other
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and you struggle with one another.
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And someone who never, ever inconveniences you,
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that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know.
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And so we should always get a little in each other's way.
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We should always be voicing different opinions.
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It's always, especially in these last couple years,
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it's been my prayer for our church and for our country
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that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth,
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which is put yourself in whichever camp you like,
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blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive,
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give yourself whatever term you like.
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Then see all the people on the other side of the fence,
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the ones, we don't say this in church,
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but the ones you've been learning to hate
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for the last couple years.
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And see all of them and know that those are the people
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that keep you from ruining the world.
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Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative,
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it would ruin things.
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We would either be a world incapable of change
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or a world changing so fast that we had no identity.
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We need that tension, which means
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if you're liberal or conservative,
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it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things.
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And you're not liberal or conservative
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because you're smarter than that other side.
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We're just the smarter ones.
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We're the nicer ones.
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We're the ones that are closer to God.
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Both sides say all that.
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It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that.
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No, it's because that's your personality.
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Either you love change or you hate change
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and it's gonna make you one or the other.
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Either you want to see the world changing
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or you want tradition to stay the same.
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It's your personality.
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And the people on the other side of the fence,
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they're here in the world and know what that means?
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That means you can live your personality
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and know that there are people in the world
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who will balance you.
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As I said, many of you married those people.
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And it makes for a strong relationship.
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Jesus sends us out with companions.
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And that means the church should companion
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with other churches.
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It means countries should companion with other countries.
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We should companion across ideologies
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because we need someone to help us to see something
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from somewhere beyond our own point of view.
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I have long since, I think it's the weakness.
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I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything,
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but the weakness of celibacy is that priests
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do not always have those people in their life
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that they have to listen to.
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Sometimes we go through life thinking
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we don't have to listen to anyone.
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I mean, I still believe that the reason
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priests have to wear a black shirt
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and black pants and a black suit
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is because somewhere along the line,
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they realized there was no wife at the front door
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to stop them and go, oh no, try again.
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And without that, we go, just go basic black,
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you'll be fine.
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But it's important to have people in your life.
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Who are the people in your life that you disagree with
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and have remained close?
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Without them, you don't have companions.
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You have reflections of yourself.
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Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot,
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I'm spiritual but not religious.
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And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean
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that they're upset with whatever church they went to.
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But more often, what they mean is my spirituality
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is a very private, personal thing
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that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people.
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Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing
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because our spirituality is moving us towards,
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we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise.
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It's moving us towards complete union with God and others.
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That is not prepared for in isolation.
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We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path.
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Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others.
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It should be the part of ourself we share most often.
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I think it's interesting that 30 years ago,
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people said, oh, well, you do not talk
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about sex, politics, or religion.
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Now, all we can talk about are the first two.
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But we never really get to religion.
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We get to political end of it,
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or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules.
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We don't really get to someone asking,
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so how do you come to faith?
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How do you know when you pray,
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is that God or just your own voice in your head?
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We don't discuss those things.
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We take the Bible and we do what people do
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like with this earlier reading, the first reading today.
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We take the Bible and we make it
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into a series of bumper stickers
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that we can pull one out when we need it
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to back our other views.
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You know, that happened.
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And I don't mean to pick on him
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because he's one of a million people that did it,
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but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions
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got into trouble this week for saying,
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well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way.
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Because you're picking out your favorite line.
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The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities.
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Well, yeah, but our first reading today says,
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you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them.
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And of course, the joke about that
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that's been going around the religious community is,
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Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities.
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He said that from prison.
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Why was he in prison?
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The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't.
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So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story.
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You know, the Bible is not a place
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where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote.
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It backs me up.
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We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole
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and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world.
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But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone.
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If you go it alone, it will become quirky.
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It will become your own.
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God will be an image of yourself.
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You've got to be in dialogue with others.
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If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down.
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If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off.
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If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face,
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I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world.
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That's companionship.
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Anything less is not religion.
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Anything less is really not even spirituality.
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When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it,
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I have fallen into simple reflection.
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God says to us today, reflection will not get you
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where we want you to go.
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Spirituality is in dialogue.
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That will take us to real faith.
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That will bring us to the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Chri Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Christian discipleship is rooted in relational vulnerability, mutual accountability, and spiritual companionship. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark, he underscores that Jesus sends the disciples out not in self-sufficiency, but in radical dependence—not just on God, but on the communities they are sent to serve. This dependence fosters humility, dismantles arrogance, and invites real, sometimes difficult, relationships where faith must be lived out in the presence of disagreement and diversity. True evangelization, Father Pat insists, cannot be done from a distance or in isolation; it must occur in the context of genuine human connection, especially with those who challenge us. Spirituality, then, is not a private escape or solitary reflection, but a communal journey marked by dialogue, discomfort, and transformation.
At the heart of Father Pat’s homily is the radical call of Jesus to relational discipleship: the kind that refuses to preach from a distance, prefers partnership over isolation, and makes vulnerability a spiritual virtue. When Jesus sends the twelve disciples out in Mark’s Gospel, He strips them of material comforts and safeguards—not to make them dependent solely on divine providence, as is often assumed, but to make them dependent on the hospitality of the very people they are sent to. This, Father Pat argues, is the antidote to arrogant, self-righteous evangelism. You can’t preach at people when you’re living under their roof and eating their food; you have to build a relationship first. This relational vulnerability demands humility and openness, and it transforms preaching from accusation into dialogue.
Father Pat critiques a modern form of what he calls "Christianity from the cheap seats"—a spirituality that is loud on distant, impersonal issues (like political laws in far-off states) but silent in the face of moral failure within one’s immediate relationships, such as within families. He challenges the congregation to consider what it means to speak truth lovingly to people they actually know and care about—people with whom their relationship is at risk. This is the true prophetic call: not to critique the "other" from a safe distance, but to speak truth within the relationships that shape our lives.
A central insight of the homily is Jesus' instruction to send the disciples out in pairs. Far from a tactical move for safety or strength, Father Pat sees this as a spiritual necessity. Companionship is not just comfort—it is confrontation. Jesus likely paired people with those who would challenge them, who would correct them, who would balance their perspectives. This kind of companionship is essential in preventing spiritual self-deception. In the same way that spouses often cancel out each other's political votes, companions in faith balance each other’s extremes. Father Pat humorously notes that many couples come to realize they’ve married someone who exists solely to challenge their worldview—and this, he says, is a divine gift.
This principle extends beyond marriages and friendships to churches, nations, and ideologies. Father Pat laments the current cultural and ecclesial climate, where disagreement often leads to hatred and vilification. He calls for a spirituality that separates love from agreement. We must learn, he insists, to love people with whom we profoundly disagree—recognizing that it is the tension between opposing perspectives that prevents any one ideology from destroying the world. Conservatives and liberals, both in the church and in society, need each other. One side resists change, the other pushes for it—both are necessary for a balanced, dynamic faith and civic life.
Father Pat also critiques the privatization of spirituality in modern times. The popular phrase “I’m spiritual but not religious” often masks a deeper reluctance to engage in the difficult, relational work of shared spiritual life. True spirituality, he argues, is not a solo project. It is forged in the crucible of relationship—with family, church, community, and even ideological opponents. This is why the Church must be a place of dialogue, where spiritual questions are wrestled with in communion, not reduced to slogans or bumper stickers.
He cautions against the misuse of Scripture as a tool to justify pre-existing opinions or political agendas. The Bible, he reminds us, is not a collection of proof texts but the living Word meant to be read in its fullness, in community, and in dialogue with the world. It is not meant to be wielded as a weapon, but to be lived as a guide to relational, incarnational love.
Finally, Father Pat reflects on the role of inconvenience in friendship and spiritual growth. Real friends, real companions, are inconvenient. They challenge us, demand our time, and reflect back to us our flaws and blind spots. A spiritual life conducted in isolation—without these relational mirrors—becomes inward, distorted, and ultimately leads to a spirituality that reflects only the self and not God. God, he concludes, is not found in solitary reflection alone but in the shared journey, in the disagreements, in the companionships that stretch us and prepare us for the Kingdom of God.
In sum, Father Pat calls for a mature, relational, and dialogical spirituality—one that is lived out not in the echo chambers of ideology or the isolation of personal piety, but in the messy, grace-filled relationships where faith is tested, deepened, and ultimately made real....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1039.3599853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, Peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them, Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when they had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, Receive the Holy Spirit, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained. Thomas, called Didymus, one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. So the other disciples said to him, We have seen the Lord. But he said to them, Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hand and put my finger into the nail marks and put my hand into his side, I will not believe. Now a week later, his disciples were again inside and Thomas was with them. Jesus came, although the doors were locked, and stood in their midst and said, Peace be with you. Then he said to Thomas, Put your finger here and see my hands, and bring your hand and put it into my side and do not be unbelieving, but believe. Thomas answered and said to him, My Lord and my God. Jesus said to him, Have you come to believe because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed. Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples that are not written in this book, but these are written so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that through this belief you may have life in his name. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I can still hear one of my catechism teachers saying, Now don't be a doubting Thomas. It's the worst nickname given in history. Why do we even think of that? Doubting Thomas. No one ever talks about squabbling James and John. Certainly no one ever talks about denying Peter, also known as sinking Peter, also known as get thee behind me Satan Peter. But doubting Thomas. And so why? What was the horrible thing about his doubt? Well, because of his doubt, they had to endure a second visit from Jesus. What is the... When we read this story, because I think we have flipped this story on its head over the years to somehow make Thomas sort of a not quite the villain, but he's the dark edge of the story. And the others are all the heroes of the story. And why? Do you really think there's enough ego that the others in the room would say to themselves, Well, if I had been in that position, I'd have believed. There might be enough ego to get them there. We might have enough ego to get ourselves there. But picture the actual scene, and you know, I always think of, you know, if you got back and someone who you dearly loved had passed away, and you get back, say walk in on 11 of your frat brothers, and they say, We just saw Jesus. What's your first reaction? I knew this would happen when they legalized marijuana. What's your first reaction? Because if your first reaction is, I believe there's probably something wrong with you. Think about it. You've all lost people. If someone came to you and said, I saw him yesterday, they came back from the dead. Your first reaction is to go, Great! So, what is our issue with Thomas? I think the world needs more Thomases. Because, and the reason I think the story gets told is to kind of say, Oh, blessed are those people who just swallow whatever they're given, and don't ask questions. You can see, I mean, you can already see some early inklings in John's writing. Remember, John's writing is going to be, Oh, some would put it as late as a good 70 years after the resurrection. So, you have little hints like when John says, We're all gathered in this room for fear of the Jews. That is a horrible line. It's an awful line. Everyone in that little room was Jewish. The story only happens because one of the Jews got through. Jesus. So to refer to the people outside the room as the Jews, it's like saying that there is an undocumented person who is in a church, in sanctuary on the south end of this town, and she's there hiding from the Christians. It's true. Most of these ICE agents are Christian. Many of the people behind it at least claim to be Christian. But the people in the church helping her are also Christian. She is also Christian. So to refer to them as Christians would be coloring the story pretty dramatically and for an ugly intent. And that's what we get when we hear, Oh, for fear of the Jews. You can see this early anti-Semitism that only took 70 years to creep in. So, you know, you definitely have that sense that there is an agenda to the story which is, Oh, we don't want anyone doubting us, but there's a deeper journey that Thomas goes through from what in the legal jargon of the day and really in our own culture's legal jargon, he goes from being an unacceptable hearsay witness to a real witness. A real witness can tell you what they've seen, what they've heard. We're all called to be witnesses of faith, and most of us settle for being hearsay. Well, what do we believe? I believe in one God, the Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth. No, that's what a bunch of people in 325 believed. You know, I believe in consubstantiation. Let me look it up first and then I'll believe in it. We believe in words we don't even use. And we're not very in touch with what we've witnessed in our life. How we've seen faith work around us. We're not really good at getting in touch with our life of faith. You know, there are people who, you know, at Easter and Christmas we always talk about people who, oh, they didn't come to church since Christmas. And it's not a legal issue. It's not, oh, well, now they're in sin and they have to get to confession. Okay, there are people who that's their approach to church and maybe that's as far as they can get. But the real issue is, if they aren't part of the community, if the community isn't drawing them in on a regular basis, you almost wonder what the exercise of faith is. I like to stop in a couple times a year so people can tell me what I believe. Really? If you're not connected to the community, if the community's behavior isn't preaching God, then what connects people to faith? Most of us have very subtly and quietly rewritten our own faith history. Now there are those who have gone through different types of conversion in their life, but for most of us, we like to sort of heroically talk about our faith is the true faith, as though we went through some moment where we really understood our faith and came to this centered, grounded moment and experience of God, rather than the fact that most, the vast majority of us are Catholic because our parents were. We're Catholic through inertia. It doesn't sound quite as heroic. It doesn't give us quite that moral superiority in the world. You know? It's like when someone says, I'm proud to be an American. I mean, I get that you like the country, but most people who say that, I always want to say, and how did you accomplish that? I was born in the right place. I didn't do it. I never became an American. I know nothing else. That's, you know, American through inertia, which is okay. That's how most of us are. But then to put ourselves on a high horse and say, well, I belong to the right faith, it's kind of a tribalism. It's an arrogance that we shouldn't have, and we've rewritten our history to get there. We've told ourselves that there was a moment where we decided to become Christian. Now, many people do go through a moment where they decide to become Christian, or they're one, you know, flavor of Christian and decide to become Catholic. Those also happen most often through relationship. It's not, I was in a bookstore and the lives of the saints called to me and told me to be Catholic. I met people I trusted, my family, there are people in my life, and those relationships and seeing faith work in their lives brought me to a belief that this was a good community for me as well. It's very difficult for us to sort out how we get our truth. We've got, in this day and age, we've got our science and our religion so mixed up we don't know what to do. Science, religion, and most of us, quite frankly, science and religion are both secondary, politics comes first. I mean, you can now, especially when you get into issues like global warming, you can figure out someone's scientific approach by knowing their political tribe. I mean, most of us do not have we have minor knowledge of science. We have faith in scientists. You know, when a scientist, when they tell me that space is curved and the shortest distance between two points is no longer a straight line, I'm going to have to take that on faith. I do not see it. I'm going to have to assume they're smarter than me. I have to assume that about people a lot in the world, but but, you know, I mean, I don't see it. You know, when they get into string theory and tell me that things actually behave differently than we see, we either take that on theory or not. Most of us go to doctors all the time. And a doctor will tell us, here's what's wrong with you and here's the medicine. Now, there are those who will go out and research and research and research if it's important. I doubt there's any of you that, you know, that the OCD is so out of control that you go research before you take the antibiotic for your strep throat. But, do antibiotics help? I don't know. So, I trust the people I trust. Trust is always relationship based. And knowledge, we can go out and research, but knowledge is hard. It takes time. So, you know, there is some good that comes out of it. You know, I have, I have what I would consider the average American amount of knowledge when it comes to medicine. I've gotten most of my schooling in medicine from ER, Grey's Anatomy, and House. I wouldn't come to me for any surgical issues, you know. But think of all of us. Most of us got our legal training from Law and Order and Judge Judy. Now, what does it mean when, and I would say usually about six out of the nine fall into this, what does it mean when you look at the nine Supreme Court Justices, supposedly the best legal minds in the country, and you and I, who have seen a couple episodes of Law and Order, at least six of them we can usually tell ahead of time what their decision's going to be. Tells me they're probably not doing law, they're doing politics. We know that. Because if they were doing law, you and I, most of us would not have a clue where they're going to land. Because they're experts and we're not. But if someone says, oh, they're red, they're blue, those three are real problems. We're suspicious that they might be doing law. So I don't know what their answer will be. Most of us, where do we get our truth? How do we discover it? There is a level at which our faith is our communal experience of God. And so we do want to be part of the group that goes out and does work in the world, that goes out and does works of faith. Otherwise, we're just checking in to have someone else tell us what we believe and we walk out as a hearsay witness. You know, Thomas moves. He could have stayed in that first week. He could have gone, alright, if you guys say so. And he'd have been a hearsay witness his whole life. Instead, he stays and he asks questions. And he challenges. And he doesn't agree with everything until he's given his own experience of faith. Now he's a real witness. Most of us won't get the Jesus experience, but it doesn't mean we should take ourselves out of the equation, out of the fight. Most of us, you know, are content to be a little bit hearsay. What is a sacrament? Well, it's an outward sign of an inward grace in which the effective grace... Do you believe that? I'm not sure I even understand it. What is a sacrament? Tell me your experience of it. How has it changed your life? What does it do to us as a community? Why are people who have no idea of our faith see the baptism celebration and say, I want my child to go through that? Because they see the reaction of a community. I may have told you the story of Bill Breslin at Queen of Peace years ago, pastor there. I really do believe in a parish twice this size, he knew every single name. He couldn't get them with the right face, but he knew every single name. And he was really very good at it, but he saw these two people and he knew he recognized them at the parish picnic and he thought... And it's the first time I ever just saw him very honestly fess up and say, I know we see each other all the time. I don't remember your names. Oh, Bob and Ginny. Come on over. He felt so bad that he wanted to really make sure he knew them. So he gets them over at his table and if you've ever sat at a parish picnic with the pastor, you meet everyone in the parish within a few hours. Because everyone comes up and he was so excited. This is Bob and Ginny because he knew their names now. This is Bob and Ginny. And he could also use them. So when he didn't know your name, he'd say, Oh, this is Bob and Ginny. And if he didn't say anything, they'd say, Hi, we're Pete. And, you know, he'd get their names. And just his interactions with the people and their interactions with him. Turned out Bob and Ginny were just walking by. They weren't part of the parish. He recognized them because they lived down the street from us. And we saw him walk every morning. Two months later, they started the process of joining the church. They encountered the community. Whatever this faith is, this is what it's building. This is who my family is. It's why when Catholics come out of severely damaged families, they sometimes leave the faith. It's less often about church and more often about family. We all rebel against family in some ways. So everyone has those moments, but we want to be a community in the world that when people encounter the community, they can have an encounter of faith and of Christ that they can witness to rather than we'll teach them and they'll go out and do hearsay. The church doesn't need any more hearsay witnesses. What we need are people who experience their faith and we as a community have to help them to do that. To experience seeing God in the moment. To experience salvation in a community. To experience acceptance and love of more and more and more people. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were
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for fear of the Jews,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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Peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them, Peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when they had said this,
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he breathed on them and said to them,
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Receive the Holy Spirit,
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whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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Thomas, called Didymus, one of the twelve,
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was not with them when Jesus came.
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So the other disciples said to him,
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We have seen the Lord.
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But he said to them,
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Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hand
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and put my finger into the nail marks
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and put my hand into his side,
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I will not believe.
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Now a week later,
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his disciples were again inside
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and Thomas was with them.
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Jesus came,
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although the doors were locked,
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and stood in their midst and said,
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Peace be with you.
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Then he said to Thomas,
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Put your finger here and see my hands,
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and bring your hand and put it into my side
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and do not be unbelieving, but believe.
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Thomas answered and said to him,
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My Lord and my God.
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Jesus said to him,
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Have you come to believe because you have seen me?
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Blessed are those who have not seen
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and have believed.
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Now Jesus did many other signs
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in the presence of his disciples that are not written
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in this book, but these are written
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so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ,
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the Son of God,
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and that through this belief you may have life
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in his name.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I can still hear
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one of my catechism teachers
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saying, Now don't be a doubting Thomas.
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It's the worst
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nickname given in history.
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Why do we even
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think of that? Doubting Thomas.
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No one ever talks about
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squabbling James and John.
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Certainly no one ever
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talks about denying Peter, also known as
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sinking Peter, also known as get thee behind me
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Satan Peter.
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But doubting Thomas.
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And so why?
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What was the horrible thing about his
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doubt? Well, because of his
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doubt, they had to endure
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a second visit from Jesus.
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What is the...
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When we read this story, because I think we have
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flipped this story on its head over the years
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to somehow make
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Thomas sort of a
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not quite the villain, but
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he's the dark edge of the story.
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And the others are all the heroes of the story.
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And why?
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Do you really think there's enough ego
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that the others in the room would say
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to themselves, Well, if I
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had been in that position, I'd have believed.
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There might be enough
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ego to get them there.
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We might have enough ego to get ourselves there.
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But picture
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the actual scene, and
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you know, I always think of, you know,
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if you got back and someone
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who you dearly loved had
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passed away, and you get
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back, say walk in on
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11 of your frat brothers,
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and they say,
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We just saw Jesus.
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What's your first reaction?
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I knew
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this would happen when they legalized marijuana.
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What's
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your first reaction?
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Because if your first reaction
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is, I believe
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there's probably something wrong with you.
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Think about it.
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You've all lost people.
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If someone came to you and said, I saw him
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yesterday, they came back from the dead.
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Your first reaction is to go, Great!
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So, what is our issue
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with Thomas?
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I think the world needs more
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Thomases.
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Because, and the reason
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I think the story gets told is to kind of say,
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Oh, blessed are those
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people who just
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swallow whatever they're given,
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and don't ask questions.
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You can see,
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I mean, you can already see some early
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inklings in John's writing.
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Remember, John's writing is going to be,
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Oh,
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some would put it as late as a good 70 years
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after the resurrection.
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So, you have little hints
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like when John says,
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We're all gathered in this room for fear of the
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Jews.
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That is a horrible line.
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It's an awful line.
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Everyone in that little room was Jewish.
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The story only happens
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because one of the Jews got
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through. Jesus.
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So to refer to the people outside
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the room as the Jews,
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it's like saying that
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there is
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an undocumented person
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who is in a church,
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in sanctuary on the south end of this town,
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and she's there hiding from
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the Christians.
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It's true.
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Most of these ICE agents
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are Christian.
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Many of the people behind it at least claim to be
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Christian.
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But the people in the church helping her are also
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Christian. She is also
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Christian. So to refer to them as Christians
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would be coloring the story
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pretty dramatically
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and for an ugly intent.
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And that's what we get when we hear,
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Oh, for fear of the Jews.
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You can see this early anti-Semitism
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that only took 70 years to creep in.
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So, you know,
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you definitely have
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that sense that there is
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an agenda to the story which is,
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Oh, we don't want
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anyone doubting us, but
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there's a deeper journey
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that Thomas goes through from
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what in the legal
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jargon of the day
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and really in our own culture's
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legal jargon, he goes
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from being an
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unacceptable hearsay
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witness to a real witness.
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A real witness can
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tell you what they've seen, what they've heard.
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We're all called to be witnesses
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of faith, and most
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of us settle for being
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hearsay. Well,
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what do we believe? I believe in one God, the
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Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth. No, that's what a bunch
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of people in 325 believed.
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You know, I believe in
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consubstantiation. Let me look it up
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first and then I'll believe in it.
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We believe in words we don't even use.
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And we're
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not very in touch with
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what we've witnessed in our life.
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How we've seen faith work
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around us. We're not
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really good at getting in touch
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with our life of faith.
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You know, there are people who, you know, at Easter
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and Christmas we always talk about people who,
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oh, they didn't come to church since Christmas.
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And it's not a legal
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issue. It's not, oh, well, now they're in sin
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and they have to get to confession.
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Okay, there are people who that's their approach to church
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and maybe that's as far as they can get.
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But the real issue
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is, if they aren't part of
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the community, if the community isn't drawing
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them in on a regular basis,
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you almost wonder what the exercise
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of faith is. I like to
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stop in a couple times a year so people can tell
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me what I believe.
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Really?
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If you're not connected to the community,
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if the community's behavior
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isn't preaching God,
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then what connects people
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to faith? Most of us
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have very
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subtly and quietly
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rewritten our own faith history.
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Now there are those who have gone
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through different types of conversion in their
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life, but for most of us,
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we like to sort of
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heroically talk about our faith is the
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true faith, as though we went
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through some moment where we
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really understood
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our faith and came to this
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centered, grounded moment and experience
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of God, rather than the fact
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that most, the vast majority
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of us are Catholic because our parents
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were. We're
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Catholic through inertia.
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It doesn't
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sound quite as heroic.
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It doesn't give us quite that moral
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superiority in the world.
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You know?
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It's like when someone says, I'm proud
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to be an American. I mean, I get that you like
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the country, but most people who say that,
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I always want to say, and how did you accomplish
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that?
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I was born in the right place.
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I didn't
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do it. I never became
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an American. I know nothing else.
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That's, you know, American
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through inertia,
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which is okay. That's how most of us are.
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But then to put ourselves
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on a high horse and say, well, I belong to the right
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faith, it's kind of a
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tribalism. It's an arrogance
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that we shouldn't have, and we've rewritten
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our history to get there. We've
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told ourselves that there was a moment
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where we decided to become
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Christian. Now, many people do go through
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a moment where they decide to become Christian, or
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they're one, you know, flavor of
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Christian and decide to become Catholic.
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Those also happen
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most often through relationship.
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It's not, I was in
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a bookstore and the lives of the saints
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called to me and told me to be Catholic.
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I met people I trusted,
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my family, there are people in my life, and
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those relationships
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and seeing faith work in their
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lives brought
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me to a belief that this was a good
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community for me as well.
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It's very difficult
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for us to sort out
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how we get our truth.
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We've got, in this day and age,
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we've got our science and our
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religion so mixed up we don't know what to do.
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Science, religion,
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and most of us, quite frankly,
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science and religion are both
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secondary, politics comes first.
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I mean, you can now,
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especially when you get into
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issues like global warming, you can figure
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out someone's scientific approach by
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knowing their political tribe.
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I mean,
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most of us do not have
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we have
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minor knowledge of science.
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We have faith in scientists.
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You know, when a scientist,
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when they tell me that space
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is curved and the shortest distance between
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two points is no longer a straight line,
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I'm going to have to take that on faith.
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I do not see it.
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I'm going to have to assume
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they're smarter than me.
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I have to assume that about people
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a lot in the world, but
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but, you know, I mean,
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I don't see it.
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You know, when they get into
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string theory and tell me that
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things actually behave differently than we see,
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we either take that on theory or not.
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Most of us go to doctors all the time.
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And a doctor will tell us,
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here's what's wrong with you and here's
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the medicine.
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Now, there are those who will go out and
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research and research and research
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if it's important.
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I doubt there's any of you
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that, you know, that the OCD is
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so out of control that you go research before
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you take the antibiotic for your strep throat.
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But,
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do antibiotics help? I don't know.
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So, I trust
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the people I trust.
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Trust is always relationship
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based.
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And knowledge, we can go out and research, but
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knowledge is hard. It takes time.
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So, you know, there is some good that comes out
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of it. You know, I have,
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I have what I would consider
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the average American amount
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of knowledge when it comes to medicine.
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I've gotten most of my
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schooling in medicine from
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ER, Grey's Anatomy, and House.
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I wouldn't come to me for any surgical
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issues, you know.
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But think of all of us.
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Most of us got our
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legal training from Law and Order and
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Judge Judy.
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Now, what does it mean
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when, and I would say
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usually about six out of the nine
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fall into this, what does it mean when you look
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at the nine
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Supreme Court Justices, supposedly
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the best legal
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minds in the country,
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and you and I, who have seen a couple
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episodes of Law and Order,
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at least six of them we can usually tell
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ahead of time what their decision's
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going to be.
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Tells me they're probably not doing law, they're doing
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politics. We know that.
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Because if they were doing law, you and
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I, most of us would not have a clue
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where they're going to land. Because
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they're experts and we're not.
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But if someone says, oh, they're red,
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they're blue, those three are
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real problems. We're
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suspicious that they might be doing law.
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So I
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don't know what their answer will be.
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Most of us,
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where do we get our truth?
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How do we discover it? There is
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a level at which our faith
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is our communal
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experience of God.
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And so we do want to be part
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of the group that goes out
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and does work in the world, that goes out and does
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works of faith.
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Otherwise, we're just
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checking in to have someone else tell us
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what we believe and we walk out
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as a hearsay witness.
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You know,
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Thomas moves. He could have stayed
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in that first week. He could have gone,
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alright, if you guys say so. And he'd have been
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a hearsay witness his whole life.
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Instead, he stays and he asks
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questions. And he
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challenges. And he doesn't agree
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with everything until
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he's given his own experience of faith.
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Now he's a real witness.
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Most of us won't get the Jesus
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experience, but it doesn't mean we should take
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ourselves out of the equation,
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out of the fight.
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Most of us, you know,
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are content to be a little bit
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hearsay. What is a sacrament?
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Well, it's an outward sign of an inward grace in which
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the effective grace...
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Do you believe that? I'm not sure I even understand
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it.
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What is a sacrament? Tell me your
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experience of it. How has it changed your life?
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What does it do to us as a community?
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Why are people who have no
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idea of our faith see the baptism celebration
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and say, I want my child to go through that?
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Because they see the reaction of a community.
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I may have told you the story
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of Bill Breslin at Queen of Peace
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years ago, pastor there.
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I really do believe
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in a parish twice this size, he knew
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every single name.
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He couldn't get them with the right face, but he knew
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every single name.
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And he was
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really very good at it, but
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he saw these two people and he knew he recognized
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them at the parish picnic and he thought...
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And it's the first time I ever just saw him very honestly
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fess up and say,
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I know we see each other all the time.
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I don't remember your names.
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Oh, Bob and Ginny.
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Come on over. He felt so bad that he wanted
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to really make sure he knew them. So he gets them
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over at his table and if you've ever sat at a
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parish picnic with the pastor,
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you meet everyone in the parish within a few
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hours. Because everyone comes up
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and he was so excited. This is Bob and Ginny
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because he knew their names now. This is Bob
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and Ginny. And he could also use them.
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So when he didn't know your name, he'd say,
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Oh, this is Bob and Ginny.
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And if he didn't say anything, they'd say, Hi, we're Pete.
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And, you know, he'd get their names.
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And just his interactions
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with the people and their interactions with him.
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Turned out Bob and Ginny were just walking by.
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They weren't part of the parish.
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He recognized them because they lived
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down the street from us.
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And we saw him walk every morning.
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Two months later, they started
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the process of joining the church.
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They encountered the community.
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Whatever this faith is, this is what it's building.
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This is who my family is.
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It's why when Catholics come out
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of severely damaged families,
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they sometimes leave the faith.
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It's less often about church
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and more often about family.
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We all rebel
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against family in some ways.
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So everyone has
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those moments, but we
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want to be a community in the world
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that when people encounter the community,
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they can have an encounter
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of faith and of Christ
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that they can witness to
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rather than we'll teach them and they'll go out
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and do hearsay.
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The church doesn't
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need any more hearsay witnesses.
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What we need are people
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who experience their faith
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and we as a community have to help them to do that.
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To experience seeing
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God in the moment. To experience
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salvation in a community. To experience
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acceptance and love of more
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and more and more people.
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I think
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the less hearsay we can do
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and the more faith we can truly
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witness and share,
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the larger the church gets
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and more importantly,
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the more connected to Christ.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of authentic, experiential faith over passive, inherited belief. He challenges the negative portrayal of “Doubting Thomas,” suggesting instead that Thomas represents a model for genuine discipleship—one that seeks personal encounter with Christ rather than relying solely on secondhand testimony. Father Pat critiques the ways in which many Christians, particularly Catholics, have come to rely on rote tradition and inherited identity, rather than personal experience and active engagement with a faith community. Through humor, historical insight, and pastoral reflection, he encourages believers to move from being “hearsay witnesses” to true witnesses of the living Christ, shaped by relationship, community, and lived experience.
In a deeper analysis of the homily, Father Pat begins with a reframing of the popular narrative surrounding Thomas the Apostle. Rather than condemning Thomas for his doubt, he portrays him as someone who had the courage to demand a personal encounter with Jesus—an act of integrity rather than weakness. Father Pat suggests that labeling Thomas as “doubting” is unfair, especially when we overlook the failures of other apostles, such as Peter’s denial or the ambition of James and John. Thomas, in fact, becomes the model of a true witness: not content to believe on the basis of others’ claims, he seeks truth through direct experience, and when he receives it, he makes the most profound confession of faith in the Gospel: “My Lord and my God.”
This contrast between hearsay and witness becomes the central metaphor for Father Pat’s critique of contemporary Christian practice. He argues that many believers simply inherit their faith through family or culture without ever deeply engaging in the transformative relationship that faith is meant to foster. Faith, in this context, is sustained by inertia, not by conviction or encounter. He likens this to national or cultural identity—many people are “proud to be American,” but that pride is often unearned, based on birthplace rather than achievement. Similarly, many Catholics claim their faith as a badge of honor without ever having chosen it intentionally or experienced its life-changing power.
Father Pat also challenges the Church’s tendency to emphasize doctrinal knowledge over relational faith. Reciting creeds and catechism definitions without understanding or experience, he suggests, turns believers into parrots of religious hearsay. Instead, he calls for a faith that is rooted in real-life encounters with grace, community, and the presence of God in the ordinary. He questions the effectiveness of a sacramental theology that is not embodied in community life, arguing that the visible celebration of sacraments—like baptism—can draw people to faith not because of theological explanations, but because of the witness of a loving, vibrant, and inclusive community.
He also addresses how language and historical context shape the Gospel narratives. He points out the problematic phrase “for fear of the Jews” in John’s Gospel, noting how this reflects an early Christian tendency toward anti-Jewish sentiment, even though Jesus and all his disciples were themselves Jewish. This, he argues, is a warning about how easily religion can be co-opted by tribalism, exclusion, and self-righteousness. The danger lies not only in rewriting history but in using faith to create boundaries rather than bridges.
Father Pat extends this critique to the broader cultural and political context, noting how both science and religion are often subordinated to political identity. He observes that for many people, truth is not pursued through rigorous inquiry or spiritual discernment, but is inherited from political tribes. Just as people trust doctors or scientists based on reputation or political alignment rather than deep understanding, so too do many accept religious doctrines without personal reflection or lived experience. True faith, he contends, requires relationship, trust, and the hard work of seeking, questioning, and witnessing.
In the end, Father Pat calls the Church to be a community that fosters real encounters with Christ, especially through love, service, and inclusion. He shares a story of a couple who were drawn to faith not by doctrine, but by the warmth and authenticity of a parish community. Their conversion was relational, not intellectual. This, he suggests, is the Church at its best—a place where people can experience the presence of God through others and come to faith not out of obligation or tradition, but through the compelling witness of a living, breathing body of Christ.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to move from passive belief to active discipleship. Like Thomas, we are invited to ask questions, seek encounter, and proclaim Christ not because we’ve been told to, but because we have seen and experienced Him ourselves. The world does not need more Christians who recite doctrine—it needs more people who live out their faith in ways that are tangible, credible, and transformative....
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But when you pray, go to your inner room, close the door, and pray to your Father in secret, and your Father who sees in secret will repay you. When you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites. They neglect their appearance so that they may appear to others to be fasting. Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face so that you may not appear to be fasting except to your Heavenly Father who is hidden, and your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. This gospel of the writer Matthew, there's clearly some huge conflict going on in their community. And these are most likely the words of the gospel writer rather than the words of Jesus. There's nothing going on in Jesus' group of followers that would constitute this much of what's really an over-the-top teaching. And of course, in the church, we're pretty shameless about it. You know, we get up every year and we read, you know, when you fast, wash your face so that no one knows you're fasting, and then we're gonna splash ashes right into the middle of that forehead so that everyone will know you're Catholic and fasting. And rather, I mean, I think it's good we don't sweep it under the table. We keep that reading and we put it right there, which can show you, in a sense, it's an organic progression that we arrived at that hypocrisy. It really wasn't when they started the ash tradition way back before Reformation or anything. And people would do it in towns where everyone was Catholic and no one was, you know, look at me, I'm Catholic. Of course not, because everyone was Catholic. And it was more, people looked at each other and remembered it was Lent. And all day long, it was there as a remembrance. And I mean, everyone thinks, well, like, really, you know, like you can't remember. And yet, most of us, you know, if you go to Mass in the morning, by 10 a.m., you can forget. Life gets busy. You know, today, you know, we get this reading in the second reading that just also feels very out of touch with where we are. You know, behold, now is the day of salvation. You know, I was, last night on the news, I saw the story of a man here in the neighborhood who shot his father and spent the afternoon, it turned out, a brother and son in that family is one of our parishioners, dealing now with the loss of his brother and his father. And dealing with, you can imagine the emotions. You know, your brother has snapped and so. And so I spent quite a while this afternoon, you know, talking with our parishioner and with some friends that came over to the rectory and we're talking about it and I finally get done and I go in and turn on the news and there's the school shooting. You know, the 18th, some are saying 17th, 18th school shooting of this year. Since, you know, since January 1st. And I watched this as a couple people kind of argued on air whether it was the 17th or 18th, as just one of those would be significantly less horrifying. 17th or 18th. And so when I hear this, today is the day of salvation, I'm thinking, no, not today, we're not there. We are not at the day of salvation. And I keep thinking, what would Lent be like if not just as a church, but as a larger community, as a culture, if we fasted from indifference? If we fasted from our indifference because most of us think if we watch it on TV and have an emotional reaction that we're not indifferent. But if our emotional reaction doesn't play out in an activity that helps to change the world, we are indifferent. We may be emotionally pulled, but we are still indifferent. And so I think what's happened as a culture, we've allowed ourselves to think that the experience of momentary horror watching television means we're not indifferent. But we are. I always think the heroes of the culture right now are those who are saying, you know what, I'm tired of complaining, I'm running for office. Those are the heroes nowadays. And they may make it, they may not. They may be good for us, they may be even worse. But they're motivated to say, you know what, I'm gonna put some skin in the game. That's what this transformation is supposed to be every year at Lent. That's why I said, you know, this is a little over the top. Matthew's gospel comes off as, you know, listen, if you're going to have a relationship with God, keep it under wraps, don't let anyone know. You know, if everything you do that's good, don't tell everyone. Well, what he's saying is don't run around trying to get credit for everything. But if you're taking a risk by letting people know, you know, who you are, what you think, what you feel, what needs to be changed, if that involves risk, do it loudly. That you do loudly. It's when, because what he's saying is it's when people were doing all the things that they could take credit for a little too loudly in the community, it was getting a little obnoxious, you know. Most people don't walk around beyond the age of maybe five trying to tell, say, did you see how great I was today? Most people grow out of that. We had, and it's almost sad in some ways. About three years ago, four years ago, maybe it was one of the choir picnics at my house in the summer. And you know, that sounds like a quaint little thing. It's a madhouse, there's, you know, look at the number. So they come and I know you wouldn't think this of choir people, but some of them are married and have spouses, so it's a big gathering. And in the kitchen was one of the kids of one of the choir members. She was five at the time. And she was kind of just dancing around. And Kathy McGovern looked at her and said, you're a wonderful dancer. And without thinking, she said, yes, I'm great at everything. And there was a part of me that wanted to think, wouldn't it be great if you could hang on to that? But not that we'd run around saying it, but that we really had enough confidence in ourselves to give up indifference and go into the world convinced we could make a difference. You know, either we're making a difference or we're indifferent. It has nothing to do with how we feel. And so I think, what a Lenten practice that would be. It's much easier to, well, I'm gonna give up chocolate, I'm gonna give up meat, you know. I look back at some of the really dumb things I've given up over the years, almost all of which lasted six weeks. I really am trying to think what I would have given up that would have really, that I never went back to, you know. I gave up guilt one year. I almost left the church the next year. Turned out that was all that was holding me in. But I grew out of it, I grew out of it, you know. But to give up indifference and to make the six weeks of Lent training for who we need to be the rest of our lives, to look around and say, you know, it's time. It's time that if I'm not putting skin in the game and making a difference, that I know that's probably my greatest sin, is just sort of indifference. An ineffective horror that I'm willing to feel once in a while before I get back to the Olympics or prime time or something that's more pleasant to watch. You know, I actually had someone tweet today that, you know, and I understood what they were saying. They keep showing this scene over and over, breaking news, and they keep showing the same scene for two hours. But what I was fascinated with was whether it was, this is graphic and this shouldn't be happening, or whether, you know, I was willing to miss 15 minutes of television for this. But just because it's a national tragedy doesn't mean it should interrupt my entire programming for the afternoon. You know, that's scandalous indifference. But all of us are guilty at some level. Unless we can look and see what we're doing to make a difference in the world. And so I think as we start Lent, to say, you know, boy, you know, for a country that has as much as we do, we sure are comfortable with poverty. You know, we sure are comfortable with violence. We are comfortable with racism. We are comfortable with sexism. And we can say to ourselves, oh, well, I don't participate, you know. I remember people used to say, oh, you know, I have Jewish friends. Now they're comfortable having racist friends. And I think we have to get beyond that. I think we have to decide, we're gonna make the difference. Because otherwise, Lent means very little. You know, it just means you're gonna lose a few pounds or get up a little earlier, or it's gonna be a nice, you know, what a nice little spiritual experience. And the kingdom of God is still different. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, take care
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not to perform righteous deeds in order
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that people may see them, otherwise
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you will have no recompense from your Heavenly Father.
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When you give alms, do not blow a trumpet before you
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as the hypocrites do in the synagogues
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and in the streets to win the praise of others.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you give alms, do not let your left hand
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know what your right hand is doing,
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that your almsgiving may be secret,
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and your Father who sees in secret may repay you.
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When you pray, do not be like the hypocrites
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who love to stand and pray in the synagogues
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and on street corners so that others may see them.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you pray, go to your inner room, close the door,
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and pray to your Father in secret,
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and your Father who sees in secret will repay you.
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When you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites.
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They neglect their appearance so that they may appear
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to others to be fasting.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face
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so that you may not appear to be fasting
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except to your Heavenly Father who is hidden,
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and your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This gospel of the writer Matthew,
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there's clearly some huge conflict
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going on in their community.
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And these are most likely the words of the gospel writer
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rather than the words of Jesus.
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There's nothing going on in Jesus' group of followers
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that would constitute this much of what's really
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an over-the-top teaching.
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And of course, in the church,
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we're pretty shameless about it.
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You know, we get up every year and we read,
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you know, when you fast, wash your face
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so that no one knows you're fasting,
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and then we're gonna splash ashes right into the middle
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of that forehead so that everyone will know
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you're Catholic and fasting.
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And rather, I mean, I think it's good
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we don't sweep it under the table.
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We keep that reading and we put it right there,
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which can show you, in a sense,
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it's an organic progression that we arrived
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at that hypocrisy.
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It really wasn't when they started the ash tradition
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way back before Reformation or anything.
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And people would do it in towns where everyone was Catholic
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and no one was, you know, look at me, I'm Catholic.
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Of course not, because everyone was Catholic.
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And it was more, people looked at each other
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and remembered it was Lent.
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And all day long, it was there as a remembrance.
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And I mean, everyone thinks, well, like, really,
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you know, like you can't remember.
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And yet, most of us, you know,
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if you go to Mass in the morning,
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by 10 a.m., you can forget.
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Life gets busy.
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You know, today, you know, we get this reading
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in the second reading that just also feels
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very out of touch with where we are.
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You know, behold, now is the day of salvation.
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You know, I was, last night on the news,
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I saw the story of a man here in the neighborhood
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who shot his father and spent the afternoon,
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it turned out, a brother and son in that family
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is one of our parishioners,
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dealing now with the loss of his brother and his father.
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And dealing with, you can imagine the emotions.
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You know, your brother has snapped and so.
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And so I spent quite a while this afternoon,
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you know, talking with our parishioner
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and with some friends that came over to the rectory
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and we're talking about it and I finally get done
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and I go in and turn on the news
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and there's the school shooting.
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You know, the 18th, some are saying 17th,
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18th school shooting of this year.
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Since, you know, since January 1st.
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And I watched this as a couple people
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kind of argued on air whether it was the 17th or 18th,
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as just one of those would be significantly less horrifying.
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17th or 18th.
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And so when I hear this, today is the day of salvation,
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I'm thinking, no, not today, we're not there.
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We are not at the day of salvation.
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And I keep thinking, what would Lent be like
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if not just as a church, but as a larger community,
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as a culture, if we fasted from indifference?
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If we fasted from our indifference
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because most of us think if we watch it on TV
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and have an emotional reaction that we're not indifferent.
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But if our emotional reaction doesn't play out
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in an activity that helps to change the world,
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we are indifferent.
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We may be emotionally pulled, but we are still indifferent.
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And so I think what's happened as a culture,
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we've allowed ourselves to think
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that the experience of momentary horror
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watching television means we're not indifferent.
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But we are.
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I always think the heroes of the culture right now
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are those who are saying, you know what,
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I'm tired of complaining, I'm running for office.
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Those are the heroes nowadays.
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And they may make it, they may not.
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They may be good for us, they may be even worse.
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But they're motivated to say, you know what,
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I'm gonna put some skin in the game.
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That's what this transformation is supposed to be
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every year at Lent.
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That's why I said, you know, this is a little over the top.
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Matthew's gospel comes off as, you know,
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listen, if you're going to have a relationship with God,
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keep it under wraps, don't let anyone know.
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You know, if everything you do that's good,
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don't tell everyone.
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Well, what he's saying is don't run around
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trying to get credit for everything.
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But if you're taking a risk by letting people know,
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you know, who you are, what you think,
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what you feel, what needs to be changed,
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if that involves risk, do it loudly.
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That you do loudly.
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It's when, because what he's saying is
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it's when people were doing all the things
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that they could take credit for
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a little too loudly in the community,
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it was getting a little obnoxious, you know.
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Most people don't walk around beyond the age of maybe five
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trying to tell, say, did you see how great I was today?
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Most people grow out of that.
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We had, and it's almost sad in some ways.
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About three years ago, four years ago,
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maybe it was one of the choir picnics
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at my house in the summer.
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And you know, that sounds like a quaint little thing.
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It's a madhouse, there's, you know, look at the number.
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So they come and I know you wouldn't think this
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of choir people, but some of them are married
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and have spouses, so it's a big gathering.
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And in the kitchen was one of the kids
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of one of the choir members.
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She was five at the time.
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And she was kind of just dancing around.
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And Kathy McGovern looked at her and said,
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you're a wonderful dancer.
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And without thinking, she said,
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yes, I'm great at everything.
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And there was a part of me that wanted to think,
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wouldn't it be great if you could hang on to that?
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But not that we'd run around saying it,
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but that we really had enough confidence in ourselves
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to give up indifference and go into the world
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convinced we could make a difference.
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You know, either we're making a difference
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or we're indifferent.
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It has nothing to do with how we feel.
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And so I think, what a Lenten practice that would be.
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It's much easier to, well, I'm gonna give up chocolate,
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I'm gonna give up meat, you know.
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I look back at some of the really dumb things
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I've given up over the years,
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almost all of which lasted six weeks.
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I really am trying to think what I would have given up
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that would have really, that I never went back to, you know.
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I gave up guilt one year.
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I almost left the church the next year.
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Turned out that was all that was holding me in.
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But I grew out of it, I grew out of it, you know.
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But to give up indifference
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and to make the six weeks of Lent
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training for who we need to be the rest of our lives,
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to look around and say, you know, it's time.
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It's time that if I'm not putting skin in the game
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and making a difference,
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that I know that's probably my greatest sin,
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is just sort of indifference.
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An ineffective horror that I'm willing to feel
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once in a while before I get back to the Olympics
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or prime time or something that's more pleasant to watch.
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You know, I actually had someone tweet today
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that, you know, and I understood what they were saying.
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They keep showing this scene over and over, breaking news,
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and they keep showing the same scene for two hours.
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But what I was fascinated with was
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whether it was, this is graphic
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and this shouldn't be happening,
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or whether, you know, I was willing to miss
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15 minutes of television for this.
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But just because it's a national tragedy
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doesn't mean it should interrupt
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my entire programming for the afternoon.
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You know, that's scandalous indifference.
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But all of us are guilty at some level.
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Unless we can look and see what we're doing
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to make a difference in the world.
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And so I think as we start Lent,
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to say, you know, boy, you know,
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for a country that has as much as we do,
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we sure are comfortable with poverty.
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You know, we sure are comfortable with violence.
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We are comfortable with racism.
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We are comfortable with sexism.
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And we can say to ourselves, oh, well,
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I don't participate, you know.
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I remember people used to say,
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oh, you know, I have Jewish friends.
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Now they're comfortable having racist friends.
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And I think we have to get beyond that.
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I think we have to decide,
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we're gonna make the difference.
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Because otherwise, Lent means very little.
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You know, it just means you're gonna lose a few pounds
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or get up a little earlier,
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or it's gonna be a nice, you know,
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what a nice little spiritual experience.
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And the kingdom of God is still different.
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But if we give up indifference for Lent,
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then that second reading will hit home.
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Then we'll realize that this could be the day of salvation.
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Father Pat’s message is a heartfelt appeal for aut Father Pat’s message is a heartfelt appeal for authenticity in faith and a call to move beyond performative religiosity into transformative action. He reflects on the Gospel of Matthew, which warns against doing righteous acts for public recognition, and uses it as a springboard to challenge the community — and society at large — to examine its comfort with indifference in the face of suffering, violence, and injustice. He critiques the way Christian practices can become hollow rituals if not grounded in genuine compassion and meaningful engagement with the world. His ultimate invitation is to use Lent not as a season for superficial sacrifices, but as a time for deep spiritual training — especially in the practice of rejecting indifference and embracing a life of active, risk-taking love and justice.
In a deeper reflection, Father Pat begins by exploring the Gospel from Matthew, which emphasizes secrecy in spiritual practices such as almsgiving, prayer, and fasting. He acknowledges the tension between this teaching and the Church’s own visible expressions of faith — such as the public display of ashes on Ash Wednesday. While this may appear hypocritical against the Gospel’s instruction to “wash your face” and keep fasting private, Father Pat sees value in retaining the reading. It forces the Church to confront its own contradictions, reminding us that religious practices, though once communal and innocuous, can morph into performative displays over time.
Father Pat suggests that Matthew’s Gospel is likely addressing a specific conflict in the early Christian community, where certain individuals were drawing attention to their piety. Rather than interpreting the text as a universal mandate for secrecy, he sees it as a caution against spiritual pride and self-congratulation. The deeper issue is not visibility but motivation — whether religious acts are done to glorify God or to glorify oneself. He makes a key distinction: while self-serving displays should be quieted, courageous acts that challenge injustice and require vulnerability should be done boldly and publicly.
Drawing from current events — including a local tragedy and national school shootings — Father Pat connects the Gospel to the overwhelming sense of helplessness and passive observation that pervades modern society. He critiques the superficial emotional responses we often mistake for real engagement. Watching the news and feeling sorrow is not the same as acting to prevent such tragedies. He names this widespread passivity “indifference,” and identifies it as a spiritual and moral failure.
He proposes a radical Lenten discipline: fast from indifference. Rather than giving up chocolate or coffee — symbolic sacrifices that rarely lead to lasting transformation — Father Pat urges the faithful to give up complacency. He challenges us to examine where we have become too comfortable with systemic evils like poverty, racism, sexism, and violence. It's not enough to claim we are morally opposed to these realities if we remain inactive in the face of them.
Father Pat also acknowledges the difficulty of this spiritual path. He notes how easy it is to forget the meaning of Lent only hours after receiving ashes, and he reflects humorously on his own past Lenten sacrifices — including giving up guilt, which nearly led him to leave the Church. But through this honest self-reflection, he underscores the idea that Lent should be about long-lasting inner change, not temporary denial.
He concludes by identifying the true heroes of our time as those who are willing to act — to “put skin in the game.” These are the people who decide to run for office, volunteer, or speak out against injustice. They may not be perfect, but they are not indifferent. Father Pat calls every believer to be one of those people, to let Lent be a time of becoming, a season of training to live differently. Only then, he says, can we truly say that “today is the day of salvation.” Otherwise, Lent becomes just another religious performance, devoid of the power to change the world or ourselves....
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Authentic Christian Authority
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2018-01-28
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1122.449951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. They then came to Capernaum, and on the Sabbath, Jesus entered the synagogue and taught. The people were astonished at his teaching, for he taught them as one having authority and not as the scribes. In their synagogue was a man with an unclean spirit. He cried out, what have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are, the Holy One of God. Jesus rebuked him and said, quiet, come out of him. The unclean spirit convulsed him and with a loud cry came out of him. All were amazed and asked one another, what is this, a new teaching with authority? He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him. His fame spread everywhere throughout the whole region of Galilee. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I'm not sure that there is a Sunday in the entire liturgical cycle with three readings that have less to do with one another than today. We have three readings on completely different topics. And I have also never been in any Bible study anywhere where any of these were quoted as anyone's favorite scripture. They're all kind of quirky in their own way. But they give us together, in a sense, they do give us three voices which can balance us and give us a method for moving forward and growing in our Christian faith. And sometimes that is the greatest thing scripture can do for us. Sometimes the great thing that scripture does, it doesn't paint an absolute picture of something. It tells you one story of God where he says, let there be light, and there's light. And another story where God comes down and shapes us out of the clay and says, clearly that one's too human and that one may be too austere. Find something between there. Live with the tension of the two stories that don't line up. Scripture does that for us a lot. Today, we get three different visions of interactions with faith. I want to start with the one that is most fun, that second reading. Because I saw so many of you, so many expressions of really? Paul is his personality. St. Paul is a zealot. That is his basic personality. Before he becomes Paul, when he is on the side against Jesus and the early Christians, he is all in. He is on the move. He is going to route them out. He is going to get rid of them. And when he becomes Christian, he is going to route out everyone else, and he's going to make sure everyone's Christian. Paul is probably, my suspicion, exhausting to be around. But he's that person you would put in charge of every building campaign, because he would get it done. Paul is very much what we would call a man of action. Of all the things that people can say about St. Paul, no one can ever claim that he did not back up his preaching with the way he lived. I mean, this became his life. Almost to an obsessive focus, that became his life. So much so that, yes, we get a reading like today. In Paul's mind, the world divides neatly into two groups of people. Those who are single, and as we know, single people spend every moment of the day obsessed with how they can please God. Would that it were so. But there are dating websites that would seem to indicate otherwise. So he's got one group of people that he thinks, if you're not married, then you're anxious about God all day long. Paul is anxious about, he is consumed by it. It's not the normal experience. I think we should all have a little more Paul in us, not too much, but all have a little more. Then he also, and this is truly a view from the other side of the fence, spouses spend 24 hours a day obsessed with pleasing one another. That is one of those moments where my mother would say, Paul was never married. Paul was never married. But it's his vision, and it's kind of his vision of how he wishes the world were. Wouldn't it be interesting, but take out the marriage piece as such a hard defined line there, and think, what would it be like to live in a world where everyone was either consumed with pleasing God or consumed with pleasing others? It's not a bad vision of the world, really out to help others, really out to do what is best for others, really out to do what is best for the mission of God. It's not a bad vision, but it's so focused, and it so comes out of his that it has some limited help for most of us. But the other two visions stand, in my mind, like bookends to where our Christian debate, where our philosophies, where everything sort of lands. And that is the prophet and the unclean spirits. Now, this story of the unclean spirits, there's several variations of it in the gospel. There's evil spirits, demonic spirits, there's one, there's a dozen. One of the mysteries that scripture scholars deal with a lot is, it seems that these are the first people to recognize who Jesus is, not even people. Now, why is it that they recognize Jesus before everyone else? Now, when they say that, they're forgetting about Simeon and Anna, the prophetess and prophet at his birth, at his christening, that recognize him for who he is. But why is it that these unclean spirits, before the general population, why are they always the first ones, it seems, in the story to recognize who Jesus is? And scholars come up with all sorts of reasons and all sorts of ideas, but there's a level at which it makes great sense to me that they would be the first. Because it is the nature of darkness, it is the nature of, whether we call it unclean or evil or whatever, the demonic, it is the nature of that dynamic to recognize enemies. And Jesus stands as their enemy. And all of us have a bit of that in us. All of us are much better at figuring out who our enemy is in the world. And not so good at figuring out where the common ground is. You know, we look at people in other countries and we forget that they go through all the same messes we go through. Around the world, fathers cry at daughters' weddings. You know, around the world, these things happen. And it's so much easier for us to focus on the differences. And that is where we are just like these unclean spirits. They see Jesus, not because they have an innate ability to see God, but because they have an innate ability to see what is different from them. They will recognize the person set against them. And so, you know, what we need to become are people that recognize God because the goodness in us sees what the affinity is, not the other way. Not because, you know, fear of hell and that sort of approach. There's a lot of people who their belief in God comes out of their belief in evil. And how we're gonna overcome it. How we're gonna get rid of that. How we're gonna make sure those people are, that is the unclean spirit recognizing God. It is not the prophet. Now the prophet does the opposite. The prophet takes that part of us that already resonates. Thomas Aquinas would, he would say that all of us, our real nature resonates with God. And so Thomas Aquinas finds those parts of us that already, not Thomas Aquinas, he does too, but prophets find the part of us that already resonates with the gospel and just amplify that. I think in our life we need to balance our life with both people. We need to have those people that recognize where we already agree but amplify it more towards the gospel. I'm always fond of saying when I talk with, like in ecumenical groups, every Christian church I know thinks we should feed the poor. So why are we wasting time debating the things we disagree on? We've got something we agree on. Why aren't we doing it? Eh, it's just, you know, it's much more exciting to argue about the things we disagree on. That's the dark spirit, you know. The prophetic spirit says, well let's take what we agree on and let's get that amplified. Let's make that larger. It's the, in the magnificat, you know, magnifies the spirit, magnifies the soul, magnifies the heart. Why aren't we finding the people that bring that out in us? But also courting the people in our lives, not the evil spirits, but one of these things, in context of Jesus, these spirits are opposing spirits. And most of us, I checked through the register to make sure, Jesus himself is not a registered prisoner so I can say this to all of you. Your opposite in the world is not pure evil because you are not pure good. Our opposing spirits actually have something to say to us. The people that we disagree with may have a point. The person who drives me up a tree is not a unique idea in the world. They are not alone. They have people who think like them. And it's so important for us to have people that make us a little less comfortable. There is a, I think, a huge misnomer in our culture, probably in many cultures, that we believe winning an argument, think about it for a minute, I know I've won an argument when I leave it having not grown at all and come out of it thinking exactly what I thought. Maybe they changed, maybe they grew, but then they won. We think winning an argument is when we stand still and wait for the world to center on us. That's not winning. That's, you know, that's paralysis. To win an argument, both people have to be affected. That's the win. And so we need the people in our lives who challenge us. I always think we see this so clearly in the Catholic Church right now. It's been fun to watch every Catholic I know, the liberals and the conservatives both, it's been so fun to watch them live from JP II to Francis. Because everyone struggles with either JP II or Benedict or Francis. One of them makes them uncomfortable. And while they'll all say, you must, it's the Pope, it's must, it's the Pope, it's the Pope, what happens when one of the Popes disagrees with them? They get very quiet. And it turns out that they think the Pope is infallible when the Pope agrees with them. Meaning deep down they think they're infallible and once in a while the Holy Spirit leads the Pope to agree with them. No, that's not the theology of the Church. And so, you know, all the people who cried out that you can't disagree with one Pope, you know, it's one thing we can be absolutely certain of as Catholics, it would be foolish to ascribe any kind of authority to one of the Popes that you can't ascribe to all of them. You know, you can't ascribe it to your favorites and not to the others. There's a thing in theology and philosophy, which I said at the last homily, but I'm much more nervous now because, you know, Father Abraham is getting his doctorate in philosophy so I really have to actually have to make this line. But there are kind of three types of statements in both philosophy and theology, but more even in just human psychology. There are rational and irrational, but then there's a third called non-rational. Now, a rational statement is something the human mind seems to be built to grab onto. Two plus two equals four. I don't care what language you're talking in, you show a child this many fingers and this many fingers and tell them it's that many, they'll get that eventually. And they can build systems on it. But if you try to teach a child that this many and this many gets put together to that, to five, if you try and teach two plus two is five, they'll try to figure out what's wrong with that, it won't happen, you cannot build a system of math on it. One of those is rational and the other is irrational. Then someone comes along and says, two plus two is good. That is non-rational. The mind is not forced there. You can't prove it, you can't disprove it. The mind is not forced away from it. Two plus two is good is something you have to choose to base your life on or not. You know, it's important to you or it's not. Most of our fundamental theology goes to that area, it's the non-rational. Nothing is sadder than watching people trying to scientifically prove their faith. Because what they're really saying is, once science says so, then it will be real. When my faith says so, it's not. That's a horrible statement. Our faith, our belief, the things we've been given from our community, the things we've been given from our family, it's a different kind of reality. That God exists, you can choose not to believe. God has created it such that you aren't forced to. Because if we're forced to, then there's no such thing as faith. And so we come as a people going, you know, our faith is a series of choices. And too often they're intellectual choices, they're not choices to get out and do the work. To get out and help those who have less, help those who are struggling more. Recognize how many people struggle in the world. And we're called to make that choice. We will never get irrefutable proof. And whenever someone tries, you know, we end up with, I think I've told you before, in the late 80s, some group in Europe was trying to slice very thin layers of a host, a consecrated host, and they were gonna thin layers and put it under a microscope and stain it, and they found human cells. Okay, basically a couple people decided to desecrate a host. Oh, but we see the human cells. No, you didn't. Number one, it's not science, it's faith. Number two, Jesus didn't turn into what he was before the resurrection. So you'd not even be proving good faith. But they need because they trust science and they don't trust their faith. I think if we're going to trust our faith, we do it because we have people of faith. We have some who will disagree with us and will argue with us and will change us and let us change them and we will grow together. And then we have the others who seem to agree with us on everything and hopefully, together we amplify one another into action in the world. When we've got the prophet and the opposing spirits in our life, we don't have to, as our country has done too often, we don't have to have a tragic gap. We can have a fruitful tension. Too often we choose the tragic gap and we become polarized. But there is a fruitful tension between all the voices in scripture, all the voices in our families, all the voices in our church. There's a fruitful tension that leads us to something that is mystery. If you're coming to your faith for answers, it will drive you crazy. When you come to your faith for questions and for motivation and for the ability to get out and help change the world, it becomes such a fruitful garden. And we ask God today to raise up the prophets who will spur us on to action, remind us of those who have less. We ask God to stir up the people in our lives who will challenge us when we think we, not the church, but we personally, are a little too infallible, that they will be there too. And between the spirits and the prophets, that there'll be a fruitful tension that will unveil for us a road of growth, will unveil for us a way to change the world, to bring from the two dramatic polarized sides that have a gap between them a fruitful tension. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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They then came to Capernaum, and on the Sabbath,
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Jesus entered the synagogue and taught.
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The people were astonished at his teaching,
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for he taught them as one having authority and not
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as the scribes.
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In their synagogue was a man with an unclean spirit.
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He cried out, what have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth?
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Have you come to destroy us?
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I know who you are, the Holy One of God.
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Jesus rebuked him and said, quiet, come out of him.
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The unclean spirit convulsed him and with a loud cry
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came out of him.
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All were amazed and asked one another, what is this,
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a new teaching with authority?
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He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him.
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His fame spread everywhere throughout the whole region
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of Galilee.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I'm not sure that there is a Sunday
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in the entire liturgical cycle with three readings that
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have less to do with one another than today.
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We have three readings on completely different topics.
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And I have also never been in any Bible study
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anywhere where any of these were quoted
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as anyone's favorite scripture.
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They're all kind of quirky in their own way.
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But they give us together, in a sense,
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they do give us three voices which can balance us and give
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us a method for moving forward and growing
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in our Christian faith.
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And sometimes that is the greatest thing
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scripture can do for us.
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Sometimes the great thing that scripture does,
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it doesn't paint an absolute picture of something.
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It tells you one story of God where he says,
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let there be light, and there's light.
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And another story where God comes down and shapes us
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out of the clay and says, clearly that one's too human
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and that one may be too austere.
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Find something between there.
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Live with the tension of the two stories that don't line up.
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Scripture does that for us a lot.
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Today, we get three different visions
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of interactions with faith.
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I want to start with the one that is most fun,
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that second reading.
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Because I saw so many of you, so many expressions of really?
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Paul is his personality.
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St. Paul is a zealot.
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That is his basic personality.
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Before he becomes Paul, when he is on the side against Jesus
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and the early Christians, he is all in.
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He is on the move.
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He is going to route them out.
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He is going to get rid of them.
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And when he becomes Christian, he
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is going to route out everyone else,
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and he's going to make sure everyone's Christian.
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Paul is probably, my suspicion, exhausting to be around.
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But he's that person you would put
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in charge of every building campaign,
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because he would get it done.
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Paul is very much what we would call a man of action.
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Of all the things that people can say about St. Paul,
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no one can ever claim that he did not
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back up his preaching with the way he lived.
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I mean, this became his life.
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Almost to an obsessive focus, that became his life.
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So much so that, yes, we get a reading like today.
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In Paul's mind, the world divides neatly
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into two groups of people.
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Those who are single, and as we know,
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single people spend every moment of the day
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obsessed with how they can please God.
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Would that it were so.
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But there are dating websites that
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would seem to indicate otherwise.
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So he's got one group of people that he thinks,
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if you're not married, then you're anxious
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about God all day long.
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Paul is anxious about, he is consumed by it.
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It's not the normal experience.
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I think we should all have a little more Paul in us,
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not too much, but all have a little more.
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Then he also, and this is truly a view
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from the other side of the fence,
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spouses spend 24 hours a day obsessed
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with pleasing one another.
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That is one of those moments where my mother would say,
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Paul was never married.
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Paul was never married.
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But it's his vision, and it's kind
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of his vision of how he wishes the world were.
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Wouldn't it be interesting, but take out the marriage piece
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as such a hard defined line there,
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and think, what would it be like to live in a world
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where everyone was either consumed with pleasing God
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or consumed with pleasing others?
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It's not a bad vision of the world,
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really out to help others, really out
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to do what is best for others, really
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out to do what is best for the mission of God.
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It's not a bad vision, but it's so focused,
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and it so comes out of his that it has some limited help
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for most of us.
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But the other two visions stand, in my mind,
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like bookends to where our Christian debate,
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where our philosophies, where everything sort of lands.
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And that is the prophet and the unclean spirits.
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Now, this story of the unclean spirits,
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there's several variations of it in the gospel.
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There's evil spirits, demonic spirits,
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there's one, there's a dozen.
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One of the mysteries that scripture scholars
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deal with a lot is, it seems that these are the first people
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to recognize who Jesus is, not even people.
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Now, why is it that they recognize Jesus
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before everyone else?
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Now, when they say that, they're forgetting
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about Simeon and Anna, the prophetess and prophet
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at his birth, at his christening,
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that recognize him for who he is.
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But why is it that these unclean spirits,
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before the general population,
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why are they always the first ones, it seems,
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in the story to recognize who Jesus is?
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And scholars come up with all sorts of reasons
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and all sorts of ideas, but there's a level
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at which it makes great sense to me
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that they would be the first.
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Because it is the nature of darkness,
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it is the nature of, whether we call it unclean
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or evil or whatever, the demonic,
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it is the nature of that dynamic to recognize enemies.
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And Jesus stands as their enemy.
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And all of us have a bit of that in us.
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All of us are much better at figuring out
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who our enemy is in the world.
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And not so good at figuring out where the common ground is.
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You know, we look at people in other countries
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and we forget that they go through
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all the same messes we go through.
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Around the world, fathers cry at daughters' weddings.
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You know, around the world, these things happen.
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And it's so much easier for us to focus on the differences.
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And that is where we are just like these unclean spirits.
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They see Jesus, not because they have
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an innate ability to see God,
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but because they have an innate ability
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to see what is different from them.
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They will recognize the person set against them.
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And so, you know, what we need to become
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are people that recognize God because the goodness in us
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sees what the affinity is, not the other way.
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Not because, you know, fear of hell
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and that sort of approach.
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There's a lot of people who their belief in God
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comes out of their belief in evil.
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And how we're gonna overcome it.
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How we're gonna get rid of that.
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How we're gonna make sure those people are,
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that is the unclean spirit recognizing God.
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It is not the prophet.
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Now the prophet does the opposite.
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The prophet takes that part of us that already resonates.
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Thomas Aquinas would, he would say that all of us,
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our real nature resonates with God.
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And so Thomas Aquinas finds those parts of us
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that already, not Thomas Aquinas, he does too,
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but prophets find the part of us
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that already resonates with the gospel
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and just amplify that.
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I think in our life we need to balance our life
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with both people.
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We need to have those people that recognize
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where we already agree but amplify it more
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towards the gospel.
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I'm always fond of saying when I talk with,
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like in ecumenical groups, every Christian church I know
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thinks we should feed the poor.
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So why are we wasting time debating the things
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we disagree on?
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We've got something we agree on.
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Why aren't we doing it?
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Eh, it's just, you know, it's much more exciting
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to argue about the things we disagree on.
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That's the dark spirit, you know.
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The prophetic spirit says, well let's take what we agree on
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and let's get that amplified.
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Let's make that larger.
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It's the, in the magnificat, you know, magnifies the spirit,
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magnifies the soul, magnifies the heart.
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Why aren't we finding the people that bring that out in us?
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But also courting the people in our lives,
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not the evil spirits, but one of these things,
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in context of Jesus, these spirits are opposing spirits.
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And most of us, I checked through the register
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to make sure, Jesus himself is not a registered prisoner
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so I can say this to all of you.
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Your opposite in the world is not pure evil
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because you are not pure good.
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Our opposing spirits actually have something to say to us.
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The people that we disagree with may have a point.
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The person who drives me up a tree
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is not a unique idea in the world.
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They are not alone.
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They have people who think like them.
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And it's so important for us to have people
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that make us a little less comfortable.
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There is a, I think, a huge misnomer in our culture,
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probably in many cultures,
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that we believe winning an argument,
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think about it for a minute,
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I know I've won an argument when I leave it
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having not grown at all and come out of it
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thinking exactly what I thought.
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Maybe they changed, maybe they grew, but then they won.
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We think winning an argument is when we stand still
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and wait for the world to center on us.
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That's not winning.
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That's, you know, that's paralysis.
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To win an argument, both people have to be affected.
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That's the win.
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And so we need the people in our lives who challenge us.
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I always think we see this so clearly
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in the Catholic Church right now.
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It's been fun to watch every Catholic I know,
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the liberals and the conservatives both,
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it's been so fun to watch them live from JP II to Francis.
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Because everyone struggles with either JP II
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or Benedict or Francis.
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One of them makes them uncomfortable.
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And while they'll all say, you must, it's the Pope,
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it's must, it's the Pope, it's the Pope,
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what happens when one of the Popes disagrees with them?
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They get very quiet.
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And it turns out that they think the Pope is infallible
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when the Pope agrees with them.
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Meaning deep down they think they're infallible
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and once in a while the Holy Spirit leads the Pope
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to agree with them.
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No, that's not the theology of the Church.
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And so, you know, all the people who cried out
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that you can't disagree with one Pope,
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you know, it's one thing we can be absolutely certain of
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as Catholics, it would be foolish to ascribe
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any kind of authority to one of the Popes
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that you can't ascribe to all of them.
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You know, you can't ascribe it to your favorites
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and not to the others.
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There's a thing in theology and philosophy,
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which I said at the last homily,
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but I'm much more nervous now because, you know,
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Father Abraham is getting his doctorate in philosophy
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so I really have to actually have to make this line.
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But there are kind of three types of statements
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in both philosophy and theology,
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but more even in just human psychology.
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There are rational and irrational,
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but then there's a third called non-rational.
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Now, a rational statement is something the human mind
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seems to be built to grab onto.
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Two plus two equals four.
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I don't care what language you're talking in,
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you show a child this many fingers and this many fingers
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and tell them it's that many, they'll get that eventually.
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And they can build systems on it.
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But if you try to teach a child that this many
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and this many gets put together to that, to five,
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if you try and teach two plus two is five,
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they'll try to figure out what's wrong with that,
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it won't happen, you cannot build a system of math on it.
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One of those is rational and the other is irrational.
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Then someone comes along and says, two plus two is good.
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That is non-rational.
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The mind is not forced there.
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You can't prove it, you can't disprove it.
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The mind is not forced away from it.
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Two plus two is good is something you have to choose
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to base your life on or not.
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You know, it's important to you or it's not.
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Most of our fundamental theology goes to that area,
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it's the non-rational.
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Nothing is sadder than watching people
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trying to scientifically prove their faith.
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Because what they're really saying is,
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once science says so, then it will be real.
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When my faith says so, it's not.
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That's a horrible statement.
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Our faith, our belief, the things we've been given
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from our community, the things we've been given
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from our family, it's a different kind of reality.
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That God exists, you can choose not to believe.
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God has created it such that you aren't forced to.
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Because if we're forced to,
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then there's no such thing as faith.
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And so we come as a people going, you know,
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our faith is a series of choices.
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And too often they're intellectual choices,
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they're not choices to get out and do the work.
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To get out and help those who have less,
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help those who are struggling more.
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Recognize how many people struggle in the world.
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And we're called to make that choice.
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We will never get irrefutable proof.
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And whenever someone tries, you know, we end up with,
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I think I've told you before, in the late 80s,
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some group in Europe was trying to slice
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very thin layers of a host, a consecrated host,
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and they were gonna thin layers
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and put it under a microscope and stain it,
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and they found human cells.
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Okay, basically a couple people
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decided to desecrate a host.
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Oh, but we see the human cells.
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No, you didn't.
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Number one, it's not science, it's faith.
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Number two, Jesus didn't turn into what he was
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before the resurrection.
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So you'd not even be proving good faith.
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But they need because they trust science
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and they don't trust their faith.
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I think if we're going to trust our faith,
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we do it because we have people of faith.
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We have some who will disagree with us
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and will argue with us and will change us
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and let us change them and we will grow together.
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And then we have the others who seem to agree with us
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on everything and hopefully,
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together we amplify one another into action in the world.
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When we've got the prophet
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and the opposing spirits in our life,
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we don't have to, as our country has done too often,
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we don't have to have a tragic gap.
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We can have a fruitful tension.
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Too often we choose the tragic gap and we become polarized.
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But there is a fruitful tension
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between all the voices in scripture,
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all the voices in our families,
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all the voices in our church.
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There's a fruitful tension that leads us
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to something that is mystery.
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If you're coming to your faith for answers,
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it will drive you crazy.
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When you come to your faith for questions
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and for motivation and for the ability to get out
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and help change the world,
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it becomes such a fruitful garden.
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And we ask God today to raise up the prophets
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who will spur us on to action,
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remind us of those who have less.
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We ask God to stir up the people in our lives
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who will challenge us when we think we,
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not the church, but we personally,
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are a little too infallible,
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that they will be there too.
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And between the spirits and the prophets,
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that there'll be a fruitful tension
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that will unveil for us a road of growth,
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will unveil for us a way to change the world,
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to bring from the two dramatic polarized sides
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that have a gap between them a fruitful tension.
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And in that tension, we will find the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a reflection on the comple Father Pat’s message is a reflection on the complexity of scripture, the diversity of voices within the readings, and how, rather than offering a singular, absolute truth, scripture often invites us into a dynamic tension—a space where differing perspectives, like those of prophets and opposing spirits, challenge, refine, and ultimately enrich our faith. By engaging both those who affirm us and those who confront us, we are called not to rigidity or polarization, but to growth, humility, and action. Faith is not meant to be a fortress of certainty but a journey shaped by dialogue, mystery, and the lived commitment to love God and others.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the apparent disconnection among the day’s three scripture readings, noting that they cover vastly different themes and none are typically quoted as favorites. Yet, he shows how their diversity is precisely what makes them powerful: they represent different voices of faith and offer us a method for spiritual growth through contrast and reflection. Scripture, he explains, often presents us with narratives that are in tension with each other—like the God who effortlessly says “Let there be light” and the God who gets His hands dirty forming humans from clay. These diverse portrayals are not contradictions to be resolved but invitations to live within the fruitful tension they create. They teach us to find balance and discernment, rather than seek simplistic answers.
Father Pat dives deeper into the second reading from St. Paul, whose zealous personality colored his theology. Paul divides the world into singles, who he believes are wholly devoted to pleasing God, and married people, who are consumed with pleasing one another. While Father Pat humorously critiques Paul’s overly idealistic (and perhaps naive) view of singleness and marriage, he appreciates Paul’s total commitment to his beliefs and his actions. Paul, for all his intensity, invites reflection on what it would look like if everyone lived to please God or to serve others. While such a binary view may not be practical for most, it urges us to consider how much of our lives are oriented toward divine or selfless purpose. We are reminded to embrace a measure of Paul's passion, even if not his extremism.
Turning to the Gospel, Father Pat explores the episode where Jesus casts out an unclean spirit in the synagogue. He observes that, intriguingly, these demonic or unclean spirits are often the first to recognize Jesus as the Holy One of God. Why is it that evil recognizes Christ before others do? His insightful answer is that darkness is finely attuned to its opposition. Evil identifies its enemy quickly, just as we humans are often quicker to identify threats than to seek common ground. The unclean spirits see Jesus not because they are holy, but because they innately sense what opposes them. This dynamic mirrors our own tendencies to define ourselves by opposition—by identifying enemies rather than seeking shared humanity. Father Pat warns that a faith rooted in the fear of hell or opposition to evil risks being more like the unclean spirits than the saints. Instead, we are called to be like the prophets, who identify and amplify the good already present within us and the world.
The prophet, unlike the opposing spirit, does not define truth by conflict but by resonance. Prophets awaken in us the deepest parts that are already in tune with God’s will. They magnify the voice of God within us, calling us to action, to mercy, and to justice. This is the prophetic spirit that says, “We already agree on feeding the poor—so let’s do that.” Rather than magnifying our divisions, prophets magnify our common call to love and service. Yet, Father Pat cautions, we need both voices in our lives: those who affirm and those who challenge. The people who make us uncomfortable, who disagree with us, who force us to grow—they are not our enemies, but spiritual companions who help refine our faith. He reminds us that our opponents are not evil incarnate, just as we are not perfect good. We are all in need of growth, correction, and humility.
This leads to a broader reflection on the nature of truth and belief. Father Pat distinguishes between rational, irrational, and non-rational statements. Rational truths (like 2+2=4) can be proven; irrational ones are false; but non-rational truths—such as “God is good” or “Two plus two is beautiful”—cannot be proven or disproven. Most of faith resides in this non-rational realm. It is not less real because it cannot be scientifically verified; it is a different kind of reality. When people try to “prove” faith through science or miracles, they inadvertently undermine its essence. Faith is a choice, not a conclusion. If belief were forced, there would be no room for true faith. God creates space for freedom, not coercion, and faith flourishes in that freedom.
Father Pat challenges the modern obsession with being right. He critiques the idea that winning an argument means remaining unchanged while others conform to us. True spiritual victory is mutual transformation. We grow when we allow others to affect us, and we affect them in turn. He applies this to the Church itself, noting how Catholics of different ideological leanings often selectively embrace or ignore the teachings of different popes based on personal preference. This reveals not true obedience to the Church but inner pride—the belief that one is infallible, and the pope is only correct when he agrees with them. Instead, the challenge is to submit not to personal preference but to the Church as a whole, in its diversity and mystery.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls for “fruitful tension” rather than a “tragic gap.” Our world, including the Church, often succumbs to tragic polarization. But the differing voices—of scripture, of spiritual companions, of theological perspectives—are not meant to divide us but to enrich us through their tension. Prophets and opposing spirits, affirmation and challenge, rational and non-rational truths—these are not contradictory forces but complementary ones. Within the tension of differing voices lies the mystery of God. Faith is not about having all the answers but about allowing the questions, the challenges, and the community to lead us toward deeper love, deeper service, and a more authentic encounter with the Kingdom of God....
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Every Valley Shall Be Exalted
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1091.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. As it is written in Isaiah the prophet, behold, I am sending my messenger ahead of you. He will prepare your way as a voice of one crying out in the desert. Prepare the way of the Lord. Make straight his paths. John the Baptist appeared in the desert, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. People of the whole Judean countryside and all the inhabitants of Jerusalem were going out to meet him and were being baptized by him in the Jordan River. As they acknowledged their sins, John was clothed in camel's hair. With a leather belt around his waist, he fed on locusts and wild honey. And this is what he proclaimed. One mightier than I is coming after me. I am not worthy to stoop and loosen the thongs of his sandals. I have baptized you with water. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Some of you may have heard in the gospel a sort of purposeful mistake that I made. And that is, there's this line where I said, as they acknowledge their sins, John was clothed in camel's hair. Now that sounds like just the most bizarre thing. That's the way it reads. But it has to do with inflection, quite frankly. As they acknowledge their sins is the end of one paragraph. John was clothed in camel's hair is the start of another. I think very few of us, because we're so used to language the way we know it and the modern sort of machinations of language, we are so used to punctuation. Punctuation is even a more recent part of language than when they first started writing down words. And certainly, most of our Hebrew scriptures and Greek scriptures have little, if any, punctuation. And so we get these just constant writing. And to go through them, it can be very tough at times. Many scripture scholars will tell you that this quote from Isaiah, whether it happened in translation or whether it was actually the New Testament writer or whether it was the order of the words, but there is a misplaced comma. You have to give them, let them have that mistake. They misplaced a comma. It's OK because commas didn't exist. But in Isaiah, the word order and some things make it clear that they are not saying, even though it's nice here because they can use it to talk about John the Baptist, a voice of one crying out in the desert. That would be John the Baptist. Behold, prepare the way of the Lord. In Isaiah, the text reads, the voice of one crying, comma, out in the desert, prepare the way of the Lord. It's not the person talking that's out in the desert. It's our preparation. We are called to go out into the wilderness, out of our creature comforts, out of what we're used to, to prepare, to move into something a little different. It's not even a difference between do you have wealth, do you not have wealth, do you have status, do you not have status. When it says out of your comfort zone, wherever your comfort zone is, sometimes we have to prepare for God outside it. Because in our comfort zone, we just don't see things. It's one of the reasons I actually love to get into interfaith dialogue. Sometimes I get an insight about God that I can't get from my own scriptures because I am so familiar with these that as I read line one, the whole story unfolds in my head. And it's like trying to proofread your own work. You're going to see what you think you wrote, no matter how many times you read it. And you have to have, someone said, you have to sit down your work at least a few days until you can forget what you wrote. And then go back and read it and go, maybe that sentence should have a verb. You know, little things like that. But when you read it, you're going to read what you think you just wrote. And when I go to scriptures, people all the time, I'll read a scripture. And I've said this before. We've got so much familiarity with our scripture that I don't really think we even hear it anymore. You know, we can hear a scripture where it says, you know, God said, dash their children against a stone and wipe every one of them out. And we kind of go, the word of the Lord. We're so familiar with them that we don't see some of these stories that should set us on edge. Because familiarity, you know, familiarity does not breed contempt. It just breeds sleep. We kind of just doze right through the things we know real well. And so, you know, this scripture today, especially the first one. The first one, for me, is one of the most known scriptures. Now, not most people would say that. But this section of Isaiah. Because this short reading that was done for us a few minutes ago is about 50 minutes of Handel's Messiah. Every couple lines of this is another aria. I mean, anyone who's heard the Messiah is familiar. I mean, we get to the, you know, like a shepherd, he feeds his flock. That's one of the big arias from it. You know, go up to the high mountain, the big aria. Whenever I'm in the Messiah, this year I'm the tenor again. Thank you, Jesus. Last year I agreed. I don't know if any of you remembered, but I do this interfaith Messiah last year because I was just feeling like I was really that good. They said, oh, you know, we've got all these tenors and we don't have a single baritone soloist. I'm like, I can do the baritone. And I spent Advent last year trying to talk like this so I could sing that piece. And, you know, people came up, they were so complimentary. But it's a different kind of compliment as a musician when people go, you really, you got through that just fine. You know, not exactly what you're hoping for, not something you want to see, you know, in the New York Times. The performers all got through just fine, you know. So, but, you know, it's so funny because this year I feel like, oh, I'm back to my voice. That's who I am. And as I come back, it feels a little less familiar than the text I sing every year at the Messiah. And this is the, you know, every valley shall be exalted. Because that is something I've sung often, I've done a tremendous amount of study on that scripture. You know, I, you know, don't like to just go out and I like to know what I'm singing about. And as you get into the rabbinical commentaries on that scripture, we really arrive at an interesting place that most of us aren't ready for. And that is, first, we're so familiar with it, we don't hear it. I mean, Coloradans, instead of saying the word of the Lord, I think Coloradans, if they were listening, would walk out after that scripture. God's vision, put the mountains down, fill in the valleys, get rid of the rivers. And you're like, not in my state, mister. And somehow, the earth is going to be a better place when it looks like a smooth cue ball. And there are no discerning landmarks of any kind. Why is that comforting? Especially when you see things all the way through the Old Testament, we have these moments like, where do they go to encounter God? The mountaintop. You know, these are places of great reverence. The holy mountain of God, well, that's gonna come down. So where do we get all of this? Jerusalem, set on a hill. And so, why this? Well, in this time of Isaiah, all the other historical writings, you'll notice something else. And this is where we really do have to get our mind back into that ancient mindset. This is not only, shockingly for the youth among us, not only is this before computers, but for the adults among us, it's before Ran McNally. No. So, one kingdom, it will say in the scripture, oh, his kingdom went from this mountain to that river, from that river to the sea, from that valley. These, you and I hear, oh, landmarks. They hear borders, divisions. What's happening in this is all the landmarks that exist so I can know where my kingdom ends and your kingdom begins are gone. And that's part of preparing the way. And that's a frightening thought for a world that has become not just dependent upon, but in love with borders. You know, areas that this person's not welcome here and that person can't go there. And most of us, from our vantage point, being in America, we, of course, like one-way borders. And I've noticed no one wants to put borders up that keep us from going to Europe on a yearly basis. We want one-way borders. It's about people coming this direction, and it's interesting when we talk about those borders, we never, ever talk about us crossing borders because we're the good guys. We should be able to go anywhere. And so what happens when the ability to know where one person's, this belongs to me and that belongs to you, and what happens when that border is gone? When the mountains are low and the rivers are filled in and there's no, that was all they had. And those are the markers throughout the Old Testament of the difference between kingdoms. And so what happens when all that goes away? That's the first part. He says, get out of your comfort zone. And then he says, here, here's an image. You really want out of your comfort zone? Take down the fence between you and your neighbor's yard. Oh, good fences make good neighbors. I don't know how to tell people that's not actually in the Bible. You know, but that's the modern vision. The modern vision is good fences make good neighbors. Meaning, you know, we can be good neighbors as soon as we know our differences, where you belong, where I don't belong. It's, everything's about separation. And you know, what if in heaven, what if in heaven there's so much intimacy and there's so much coming together that we don't each get our own little space? You know, in my father's house are many rooms and I get a private one. Also not in scripture. You know, it's this, what does that mean for us? What does that mean? Are we a people that through our life become more comfortable gathering people to ourselves? Or, you know, do we use those wonderful phrases in modern language that allow us to feel okay about pushing people away? I am too set in my ways. You know, those are those things we used to say. Unless you're willing to behave like me, move away. Get away from me at all times. I'm too set in my ways. You know, I don't have to do that anymore. I, my Aunt Lenore, who was really a saint in so many ways, but I remember at her 90th birthday, halfway through the party, she simply stood up and said, I'm going to my room, you can all leave now. And her granddaughter, Nora, was horrified. And of course everyone laughed and she said, she called her Mimi. Mimi, you can not say that sort of things to people, those sorts of things to people. And she said, I'm 90, they'll just think I'm crazy. You know, they'll all put it off to wackiness. I can do whatever. You know, we all sometimes would love that, but the idea that, you know, there's this sort of borders are two ways. We're often not, when someone talks about, if we put it on a personal level, boundaries. It's amazing how many of us will say once in a while, I feel like, you know, this person or that, but they kind of violate some boundaries. We're not always aware of, or even ask, do I violate boundaries? You know, I mean, I've noticed in my life that all of you do, but I don't think I do. Because do I violate boundaries rarely comes up in our mind. I think it's the essence of all the scandals going on in Hollywood and Washington and throughout the private sector is a lot of people who just, it never occurs to them to ask if they're crossing a boundary. You know, it's gotta be a two way thing. We've gotta learn to what it means to truly live with one another in a world. And to know that that's how we build the kingdom of God. And so, you know, when we get this reading, we think, you know, it's time to go out and think, are boundaries something I use to help me live well with others, or are boundaries what keeps me safe from the rest of you? You know, if safe from other people is my biggest concern, then heaven is not a country for me. Safety from everyone else, you guys stay away. You know, safety in my life from someone. Oh, they're a little uncomfortable to be around. This, how do we use our boundaries? You know, I think they're a great, healthy thing. I think it's good when we call our own behavior and others into question. It's another thing when this is what I use to write people off. And I think most of us can look back in our lives and see people, even if it wasn't a dramatic moment, that we were just as comfortable writing out of our lives. You know, sometimes there's a real toxicity and it has to happen. But more often than not, it's simply, you know, I have no room for others. I mean, I have room for people that look like others as long as they behave like me. You know, those are, you know, I always call those, you know, those aren't really others. Those are just disguised versions of me in the world. And they make wonderful friends. You know, just other versions of me. But others, that's something different. And it's the heart of our journey in this world. Anyone who has ever been in love for a moment knows, I mean, I won't say everyone, but anyone who isn't like really already been diagnosed as an extreme narcissist. No one as a teenager says, she reminds me of me, I'm in love. I hope. What it is, there's another person in the world in love with me. We want to go out and find another person in our life. It makes something bigger. A friend of mine became a grandfather this week and his daughter wrote him this note. The woman needs to do some serious writing. But she said, you know, I'm now holding this child in my arms for the first time and for the first time in my life, I know what it means that my heart is no longer inside me. You know. Now, of course, he read this to a group of men and it took us about 30 seconds to get to, you read that back to her when they're 13. We were a little uncomfortable sitting with something that goopy. But it was an interesting thing. The boundary was gone. My heart is no longer inside me. It's the essence of this reading today. This every valley is gonna come down. Our heart as individuals, as a people, as a church cannot be always inside us. It has to move out beyond that. And when we start to do that and start to really take down those divisions between people, as St. Paul said, the walls we build between us. When we start to really bring those down, we finally get a vision. This is the world we're called to build. This is the vision that Jesus left us. We may have changed it radically when we married our religion to imperial Europe at one point. But the gospel still calls us to find that religion where our heart can be outside of ourselves. As Jesus's was, you know, all through his life, all through his death and resurrection, that's the heart we follow. And if we ever get to that point in our deep moments of meditation where we think we've found our center, it's a nice thing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God,
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according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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As it is written in Isaiah the prophet,
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behold, I am sending my messenger ahead of you.
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He will prepare your way as a voice of one
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crying out in the desert.
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Prepare the way of the Lord.
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Make straight his paths.
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John the Baptist appeared in the desert,
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proclaiming a baptism of repentance
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for the forgiveness of sins.
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People of the whole Judean countryside
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and all the inhabitants of Jerusalem
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were going out to meet him and were being baptized by him
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in the Jordan River.
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As they acknowledged their sins, John
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was clothed in camel's hair.
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With a leather belt around his waist,
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he fed on locusts and wild honey.
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And this is what he proclaimed.
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One mightier than I is coming after me.
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I am not worthy to stoop and loosen the thongs
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of his sandals.
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I have baptized you with water.
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He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Some of you may have heard in the gospel
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a sort of purposeful mistake that I made.
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And that is, there's this line where I said,
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as they acknowledge their sins, John
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was clothed in camel's hair.
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Now that sounds like just the most bizarre thing.
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That's the way it reads.
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But it has to do with inflection, quite frankly.
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As they acknowledge their sins is the end of one paragraph.
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John was clothed in camel's hair is
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the start of another.
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I think very few of us, because we're
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so used to language the way we know it
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and the modern sort of machinations of language,
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we are so used to punctuation.
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Punctuation is even a more recent part of language
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than when they first started writing down words.
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And certainly, most of our Hebrew scriptures
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and Greek scriptures have little, if any, punctuation.
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And so we get these just constant writing.
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And to go through them, it can be very tough at times.
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Many scripture scholars will tell you
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that this quote from Isaiah, whether it happened
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in translation or whether it was actually the New Testament
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writer or whether it was the order of the words,
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but there is a misplaced comma.
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You have to give them, let them have that mistake.
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They misplaced a comma.
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It's OK because commas didn't exist.
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But in Isaiah, the word order and some things
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make it clear that they are not saying,
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even though it's nice here because they can use it
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to talk about John the Baptist, a voice of one
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crying out in the desert.
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That would be John the Baptist.
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Behold, prepare the way of the Lord.
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In Isaiah, the text reads, the voice of one crying, comma,
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out in the desert, prepare the way of the Lord.
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It's not the person talking that's out in the desert.
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It's our preparation.
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We are called to go out into the wilderness,
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out of our creature comforts, out of what we're used to,
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to prepare, to move into something a little different.
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It's not even a difference between do you have wealth,
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do you not have wealth, do you have status,
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do you not have status.
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When it says out of your comfort zone,
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wherever your comfort zone is, sometimes we
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have to prepare for God outside it.
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Because in our comfort zone, we just don't see things.
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It's one of the reasons I actually
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love to get into interfaith dialogue.
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Sometimes I get an insight about God
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that I can't get from my own scriptures
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because I am so familiar with these
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that as I read line one, the whole story unfolds in my head.
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And it's like trying to proofread your own work.
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You're going to see what you think
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you wrote, no matter how many times you read it.
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And you have to have, someone said,
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you have to sit down your work at least a few days
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until you can forget what you wrote.
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And then go back and read it and go,
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maybe that sentence should have a verb.
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You know, little things like that.
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But when you read it, you're going
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to read what you think you just wrote.
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And when I go to scriptures, people all the time,
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I'll read a scripture.
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And I've said this before.
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We've got so much familiarity with our scripture
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that I don't really think we even hear it anymore.
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You know, we can hear a scripture where it says,
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you know, God said, dash their children against a stone
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and wipe every one of them out.
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And we kind of go, the word of the Lord.
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We're so familiar with them that we
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don't see some of these stories that should set us on edge.
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Because familiarity, you know, familiarity
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does not breed contempt.
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It just breeds sleep.
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We kind of just doze right through the things
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we know real well.
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And so, you know, this scripture today,
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especially the first one.
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The first one, for me, is one of the most known scriptures.
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Now, not most people would say that.
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But this section of Isaiah.
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Because this short reading that was done for us
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a few minutes ago is about 50 minutes of Handel's Messiah.
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Every couple lines of this is another aria.
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I mean, anyone who's heard the Messiah is familiar.
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I mean, we get to the, you know, like a shepherd,
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he feeds his flock.
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That's one of the big arias from it.
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You know, go up to the high mountain, the big aria.
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Whenever I'm in the Messiah, this year I'm the tenor again.
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Thank you, Jesus.
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Last year I agreed.
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I don't know if any of you remembered,
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but I do this interfaith Messiah last year
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because I was just feeling like I was really that good.
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They said, oh, you know, we've got all these tenors
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and we don't have a single baritone soloist.
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I'm like, I can do the baritone.
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And I spent Advent last year trying to talk like this
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so I could sing that piece.
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And, you know, people came up, they were so complimentary.
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But it's a different kind of compliment as a musician
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when people go, you really, you got through that just fine.
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You know, not exactly what you're hoping for,
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not something you want to see, you know,
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in the New York Times.
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The performers all got through just fine, you know.
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So, but, you know, it's so funny
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because this year I feel like, oh, I'm back to my voice.
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That's who I am.
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And as I come back, it feels a little less familiar
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than the text I sing every year at the Messiah.
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And this is the, you know, every valley shall be exalted.
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Because that is something I've sung often,
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I've done a tremendous amount of study on that scripture.
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You know, I, you know, don't like to just go out
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and I like to know what I'm singing about.
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And as you get into the rabbinical commentaries
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on that scripture, we really arrive at an interesting place
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that most of us aren't ready for.
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And that is, first, we're so familiar with it,
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we don't hear it.
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I mean, Coloradans, instead of saying the word of the Lord,
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I think Coloradans, if they were listening,
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would walk out after that scripture.
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God's vision, put the mountains down,
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fill in the valleys, get rid of the rivers.
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And you're like, not in my state, mister.
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And somehow, the earth is going to be a better place
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when it looks like a smooth cue ball.
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And there are no discerning landmarks of any kind.
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Why is that comforting?
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Especially when you see things all the way through
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the Old Testament, we have these moments like,
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where do they go to encounter God?
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The mountaintop.
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You know, these are places of great reverence.
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The holy mountain of God, well, that's gonna come down.
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So where do we get all of this?
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Jerusalem, set on a hill.
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And so, why this?
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Well, in this time of Isaiah,
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all the other historical writings,
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you'll notice something else.
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And this is where we really do have to get our mind
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back into that ancient mindset.
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This is not only, shockingly for the youth among us,
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not only is this before computers,
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but for the adults among us, it's before Ran McNally.
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No.
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So, one kingdom, it will say in the scripture,
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oh, his kingdom went from this mountain to that river,
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from that river to the sea, from that valley.
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These, you and I hear, oh, landmarks.
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They hear borders, divisions.
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What's happening in this is all the landmarks that exist
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so I can know where my kingdom ends
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and your kingdom begins are gone.
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And that's part of preparing the way.
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And that's a frightening thought for a world
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that has become not just dependent upon,
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but in love with borders.
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You know, areas that this person's not welcome here
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and that person can't go there.
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And most of us, from our vantage point, being in America,
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we, of course, like one-way borders.
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And I've noticed no one wants to put borders up
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that keep us from going to Europe on a yearly basis.
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We want one-way borders.
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It's about people coming this direction,
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and it's interesting when we talk about those borders,
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we never, ever talk about us crossing borders
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because we're the good guys.
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We should be able to go anywhere.
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And so what happens when the ability to know
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where one person's, this belongs to me
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and that belongs to you,
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and what happens when that border is gone?
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When the mountains are low and the rivers are filled in
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and there's no, that was all they had.
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And those are the markers throughout the Old Testament
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of the difference between kingdoms.
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And so what happens when all that goes away?
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That's the first part.
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He says, get out of your comfort zone.
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And then he says, here, here's an image.
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You really want out of your comfort zone?
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Take down the fence between you and your neighbor's yard.
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Oh, good fences make good neighbors.
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I don't know how to tell people
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that's not actually in the Bible.
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You know, but that's the modern vision.
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The modern vision is good fences make good neighbors.
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Meaning, you know, we can be good neighbors
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as soon as we know our differences,
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where you belong, where I don't belong.
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It's, everything's about separation.
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And you know, what if in heaven,
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what if in heaven there's so much intimacy
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and there's so much coming together
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that we don't each get our own little space?
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You know, in my father's house are many rooms
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and I get a private one.
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Also not in scripture.
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You know, it's this, what does that mean for us?
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What does that mean?
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Are we a people that through our life
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become more comfortable gathering people to ourselves?
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Or, you know, do we use those wonderful phrases
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in modern language that allow us to feel okay
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about pushing people away?
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I am too set in my ways.
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You know, those are those things we used to say.
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Unless you're willing to behave like me, move away.
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Get away from me at all times.
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I'm too set in my ways.
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You know, I don't have to do that anymore.
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I, my Aunt Lenore, who was really a saint in so many ways,
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but I remember at her 90th birthday,
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halfway through the party, she simply stood up and said,
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I'm going to my room, you can all leave now.
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And her granddaughter, Nora, was horrified.
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And of course everyone laughed and she said,
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she called her Mimi.
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Mimi, you can not say that sort of things to people,
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those sorts of things to people.
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And she said, I'm 90, they'll just think I'm crazy.
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You know, they'll all put it off to wackiness.
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I can do whatever.
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You know, we all sometimes would love that,
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but the idea that, you know,
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there's this sort of borders are two ways.
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We're often not, when someone talks about,
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if we put it on a personal level, boundaries.
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It's amazing how many of us will say once in a while,
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I feel like, you know, this person or that,
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but they kind of violate some boundaries.
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We're not always aware of, or even ask,
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do I violate boundaries?
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You know, I mean, I've noticed in my life
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that all of you do, but I don't think I do.
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Because do I violate boundaries
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rarely comes up in our mind.
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I think it's the essence of all the scandals
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going on in Hollywood and Washington
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and throughout the private sector
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is a lot of people who just,
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it never occurs to them to ask
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if they're crossing a boundary.
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You know, it's gotta be a two way thing.
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We've gotta learn to what it means
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to truly live with one another in a world.
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And to know that that's how we build the kingdom of God.
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And so, you know, when we get this reading,
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we think, you know, it's time to go out and think,
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are boundaries something I use
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to help me live well with others,
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or are boundaries what keeps me safe from the rest of you?
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You know, if safe from other people is my biggest concern,
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then heaven is not a country for me.
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Safety from everyone else, you guys stay away.
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You know, safety in my life from someone.
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Oh, they're a little uncomfortable to be around.
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This, how do we use our boundaries?
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You know, I think they're a great, healthy thing.
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I think it's good when we call our own behavior
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and others into question.
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It's another thing when this is what I use
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to write people off.
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And I think most of us can look back in our lives
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and see people, even if it wasn't a dramatic moment,
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that we were just as comfortable writing out of our lives.
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You know, sometimes there's a real toxicity
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and it has to happen.
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But more often than not, it's simply,
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you know, I have no room for others.
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I mean, I have room for people that look like others
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as long as they behave like me.
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You know, those are, you know, I always call those,
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you know, those aren't really others.
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Those are just disguised versions of me in the world.
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And they make wonderful friends.
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You know, just other versions of me.
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But others, that's something different.
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And it's the heart of our journey in this world.
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Anyone who has ever been in love for a moment
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knows, I mean, I won't say everyone,
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but anyone who isn't like really already been diagnosed
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as an extreme narcissist.
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No one as a teenager says,
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she reminds me of me, I'm in love.
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I hope.
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What it is, there's another person in the world
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in love with me.
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We want to go out and find another person in our life.
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It makes something bigger.
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A friend of mine became a grandfather this week
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and his daughter wrote him this note.
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The woman needs to do some serious writing.
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But she said, you know, I'm now holding this child
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in my arms for the first time
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and for the first time in my life,
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I know what it means that my heart is no longer inside me.
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You know.
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Now, of course, he read this to a group of men
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and it took us about 30 seconds to get to,
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you read that back to her when they're 13.
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We were a little uncomfortable sitting
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with something that goopy.
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But it was an interesting thing.
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The boundary was gone.
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My heart is no longer inside me.
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It's the essence of this reading today.
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This every valley is gonna come down.
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Our heart as individuals, as a people, as a church
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cannot be always inside us.
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It has to move out beyond that.
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And when we start to do that
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and start to really take down those divisions
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between people, as St. Paul said,
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the walls we build between us.
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When we start to really bring those down,
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we finally get a vision.
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This is the world we're called to build.
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This is the vision that Jesus left us.
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We may have changed it radically
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when we married our religion
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to imperial Europe at one point.
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But the gospel still calls us to find that religion
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where our heart can be outside of ourselves.
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As Jesus's was, you know, all through his life,
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all through his death and resurrection,
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that's the heart we follow.
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And if we ever get to that point
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in our deep moments of meditation
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where we think we've found our center,
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it's a nice thing.
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But if your center is still inside you,
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it's not yet Christian.
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Father Pat’s message centers around the radical ca Father Pat’s message centers around the radical call of the Gospel to move beyond the comfort of our boundaries—geographical, societal, emotional, and spiritual—and to embrace a life where our hearts, like Christ’s, are no longer confined within ourselves. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark and Isaiah, he challenges the way we interpret Scripture, urging us to listen anew and deeply, setting aside our familiarity and comfort zones. He emphasizes that preparing the way of the Lord isn't just about spiritual readiness, but about dismantling the divisions and borders—literal and figurative—that separate us from others. The Christian journey, he says, is one of expanding compassion, radical inclusion, and the willingness to let go of personal and communal boundaries in order to truly embody the kingdom of God.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel reading from Mark, which opens with a quote from Isaiah about preparing the way of the Lord. He draws attention to a purposeful misreading to illustrate how ancient texts, lacking punctuation, can be misunderstood if we impose our modern linguistic expectations on them. For instance, the phrase "a voice crying out in the desert: prepare the way of the Lord" can be misread as saying the voice is in the desert, rather than the preparation must occur in the desert—a place symbolic of discomfort and unfamiliarity. This sets the theme: God often calls us to encounter Him outside our comfort zones.
He discusses how our habitual familiarity with Scripture can dull our spiritual sensitivity. Like proofreading our own writing, we often hear what we expect rather than what is actually being said. When passages become too familiar, we risk no longer being challenged or moved by them. He gives the example of violent or troubling Bible verses that we gloss over because we’ve heard them so often, and uses his own musical engagement with Handel’s Messiah to illustrate how deep study can rekindle spiritual insight in even the most well-known texts.
The heart of Father Pat’s message emerges in his exegesis of Isaiah's imagery: mountains made low, valleys filled, rough paths made straight. Modern readers may see this as a metaphor for comfort and ease, but he explains that in ancient times, such topographical features were not only landmarks but also political boundaries. Mountains, rivers, and valleys marked where one kingdom ended and another began. Thus, Isaiah’s vision is not about flattening nature but dismantling the divisions between people and nations. The call to “prepare the way of the Lord” is a call to remove the borders we use to separate ourselves from others.
This leads into a profound critique of modern society’s obsession with boundaries—physical, ideological, and relational. He points out how we often use boundaries not for healthy self-regulation but to exclude and isolate. He critiques the modern mantra “good fences make good neighbors,” noting it’s not scriptural but rather a reflection of our desire to define who belongs and who doesn’t. He challenges the way we view immigration, personal space, and even emotional boundaries in relationships—asking whether these are truly about health, or about fear and control.
Theologically, Father Pat connects all of this to the incarnation and ministry of Christ. Jesus, he reminds us, was always crossing boundaries—eating with sinners, touching lepers, including women and Gentiles, dying on a cross for all. To be Christian is to follow that example: to let our hearts move beyond ourselves, to live in such a way that we are not merely comfortable, but transformed. He uses a moving anecdote of a new mother realizing her heart now lives outside of her body in her child, illustrating how love necessarily involves a breaking open of the self.
He concludes by returning to the image of the center. Many spiritual traditions speak of “finding your center,” but he cautions Christians: if your center is still within you, it is not yet fully Christian. The Christian center is Christ, and Christ’s center was always in others—in the poor, the rejected, the suffering, the stranger. To follow Christ is to let our center be moved, unsettled, and placed in the lives of others. It is to dismantle the barriers that keep us apart and to build a new world—a kingdom of God—where love is the only boundary.
In sum, Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to radical hospitality, self-examination, and spiritual renewal. It asks us to read Scripture anew, to listen deeply, and to prepare the way of the Lord not just in our hearts but in our world—by tearing down the walls we’ve built and allowing our love to reach beyond ourselves....
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair, it's not difficult to run into me in one either. Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. And every, you know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit is much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings, these, what we get every year, I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. You know, farm girl from the East Coast, East, Eastern Colorado Plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like, I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who, for literally 15 years ago, people say, global warming's not happening. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, either you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watch the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one, and why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater, and their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If we liked the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not gonna hope in that. I'm not gonna be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm gonna look smart. I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's gonna be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it, that their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear, protect us against those people, protect us. Always fear. In our church, this is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really, that's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there and there and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago, a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head and the story, the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests. And one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name? And he blesses her and sends her on his way, and I had said to them that I had heard this story because the girl who, at the time I heard the story, was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass and I told the priest about this and he really told me that was liturgically not good. There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart. And so I was listening to all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about, in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope, knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed, and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now, because, you know, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We gotta, today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. We'll protect our skin and our borders because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are. And so it is our hope that will give us courage. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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a sower went out to sow, and as he sowed,
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some seed fell on the path.
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And birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns
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grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or 60 or 30 fold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair, it's not difficult
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to run into me in one either.
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Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense that the one thing
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I have always, always been impressed with
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is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us, when we hear
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that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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And every, you know, it's very interesting
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to meet someone whose energy always spins
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around what's positive.
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But every bit is much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings,
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these, what we get every year, I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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You know, farm girl from the East Coast,
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East, Eastern Colorado Plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country, it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways, like, I always think,
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you know, in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is
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when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology
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and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who,
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for literally 15 years ago,
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people say, global warming's not happening.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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either you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watch the political scene
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for the last year, you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one, and why I can't vote for him
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or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated
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when it comes to theater, and their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back
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quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If we liked the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us get seduced
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by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not gonna hope in that.
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I'm not gonna be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm gonna look smart.
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I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's gonna be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it,
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that their efforts in the world will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve
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and fall apart and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things, you know, what was,
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what was your, other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate,
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we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear,
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protect us against those people, protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church, this is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse.
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Really, that's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there and there
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God who is all loving
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until he doesn't like the way people are behaving
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and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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the issue with these are not, could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven
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because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession
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and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head
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and the story, the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests.
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And one of them was just, they just can't stand
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this sort of stuff liturgically,
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but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name?
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And he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and I had said to them that I had heard this story
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because the girl who, at the time I heard the story,
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was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass
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and I told the priest about this
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and he really told me that was liturgically not good.
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There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da,
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and she was kind of upset that this priest
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took that whole thing apart.
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And so I was listening to all the different comments
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in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the,
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and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about,
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her
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the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope,
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knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed,
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and that he entered into her reality just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure that everyone
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thinks the right thing right now,
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because, you know, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We gotta, today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people who anyone,
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any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything and we'll go,
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okay, okay, because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us who God is
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and only our hope will show us the way
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to a real kingdom of light and peace.
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Father Pat's message is a passionate and heart Father Pat's message is a passionate and heartfelt call to reclaim and live from a place of deep spiritual hope. He reflects on the parable of the sower not just as a tale of faith, but as a metaphor for the human capacity to believe in a better future, even when the present feels uncertain. He challenges the tendency in both society and the Church to focus on fear, cynicism, and rigid doctrine, urging instead a return to joyful, courageous hope rooted in a loving and trustworthy God. Through personal anecdotes and social commentary, Father Pat reminds us that hope is not naïve optimism, but a necessary force for spiritual vitality, moral clarity, and authentic discipleship.
In a more detailed reflection, Father Pat begins by anchoring his homily in the Gospel parable of the sower from Matthew, highlighting its agricultural imagery as a metaphor for the spiritual life. Seeds falling on various types of soil represent the human heart’s capacity to receive the word of God, but more profoundly, Father Pat emphasizes that this parable is ultimately about hope—the belief that what we do now can yield a future harvest.
He situates this spiritual lesson in the context of contemporary life, observing how easily hope is undermined in both personal and societal spheres. Drawing from real-life examples such as political cynicism, environmental despair, and personal struggles like dieting, he illustrates how the erosion of hope leads to paralysis, soul-sickness, and moral confusion. He points out that when people lose hope, they stop acting, stop striving for change, and become consumed by fear. In his words, America has become “the land of the free and the home of the scared,” where we no longer vote or act out of vision or conviction, but from fear of the alternative.
Father Pat contrasts this despair with the joyful and consistent hope embodied by people like Father Ken Leone—a priest whose joyful presence and small acts of kindness, like blessing a child’s doll, plant seeds of faith that endure for decades. He uses this anecdote to underscore a key point: what matters most is not whether something is liturgically perfect, but whether it is spiritually fruitful. The measure of a faithful act is whether it plants seeds that grow into lasting hope and relationship with God.
He critiques a common distortion in religious imagination: an image of God that is fearsome, capricious, or punitive—what he calls “crazy God.” Such a vision, though perhaps rooted in certain scriptures or doctrines, is spiritually unsustainable because it offers no hope. Who would want to spend eternity with a God they fear more than love? Instead, Father Pat urges us to shape our theology around the God in whom we hope—a God who is trustworthy, loving, and desires our flourishing.
Father Pat also critiques the culture of intellectual and emotional detachment that masquerades as sophistication. He warns against the temptation to appear “smart” by never expressing hope, lest we be disappointed or look naïve. This, he argues, leads to a sterile life devoid of joy and possibility. He laments that many people have become so wary of being misled or being wrong that they lose the capacity for wonder and anticipation.
Ultimately, Father Pat returns to the essential truth: hope is the foundation of faith. Without hope, we do not act, we do not plant, and we do not love. Hope gives us the courage to live fully, to engage with the world, and to carry out the long and patient work of growing the Kingdom of God. If we lose hope, we lose everything. But if we ground ourselves in the God who is worthy of our hope, we find the path to peace, purpose, and spiritual fruitfulness....
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Parable of the Sower
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or have met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair. It's not difficult to run into me in one either. And, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. You know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit as much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and of all of the readings, what we get every year I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who for, literally, 15 years ago, people say, there's no, global warming's not happening, global warming. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they've thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, it either, you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watched the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one. And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater. And their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If you like the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not going to hope in that. I'm not going to be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm going to look smart. I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's going to be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it. That their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear. Protect us against those people. Protect us. Always fear. In our church. This is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really? That's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there, and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp, and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, not, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God, and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated, or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago, we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession, and you know, when kids come up, he would bless them on the head, and the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests, and one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and, you know, gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name, and he blesses her and sends her on his way, and, you know, and I had said to them, you know, that I had heard this story because the girl who at the time I heard the story was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and, you know, she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass, and I told the priest about this, and he really told me that was, you know, liturgically not good. You know, there needs to be a differentiation, ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart, and so I was listening to all, all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed. It was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now because, you know, I mean, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live, but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know. Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We got to go today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse, and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. We'll protect our skin and our borders because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are. And so it is our hope that will give us courage. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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A sower went out to sow,
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and as he sowed, some seed fell on the path,
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and birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns,
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and the thorns grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into,
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and many of you may know or have met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone
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at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair.
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It's not difficult to run into me in one either.
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And, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense
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that the one thing I have always,
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always been impressed with is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us,
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when we hear that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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You know, it's very interesting to meet someone
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whose energy always spins around what's positive.
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But every bit as much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel,
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and of all of the readings,
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what we get every year I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country,
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it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways,
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like I always think, you know,
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in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot
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is when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements
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in ecology and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who for,
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literally, 15 years ago,
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people say, there's no,
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global warming's not happening, global warming.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they've thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem,
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there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope,
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and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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it either, you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America
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is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watched
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the political scene for the last year,
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you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know
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that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one.
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And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong,
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and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends
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who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater.
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And their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back quote this line,
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oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If you like the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us
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get seduced by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not going to hope in that.
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I'm not going to be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm going to look smart.
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I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say,
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what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes
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the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's going to be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe
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not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it.
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That their efforts in the world
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will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared
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will always dissolve and fall apart
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and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things,
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you know, what was, what was your,
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other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope
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for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said,
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you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate
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will help us with our fear.
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Protect us against those people.
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Protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church.
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This is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven
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is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is,
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well, it could be worse.
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Really? That's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God,
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rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there,
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God
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who is all loving until he doesn't like
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the way people are behaving and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp,
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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not, the issue with these are not,
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could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God,
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated,
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not,
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you need to go to heaven because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession,
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and you know, when kids come up,
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he would bless them on the head,
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and the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests,
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and one of them was just,
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they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically,
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oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and, you know, gotten her blessing
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and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name,
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and he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and, you know, and I had said to them, you know,
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that I had heard this story because the girl
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who at the time I heard the story was already 23,
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so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and, you know, she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass,
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and I told the priest about this,
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and he really told me that was, you know,
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liturgically not good.
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You know, there needs to be a differentiation,
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ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset
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that this priest took that whole thing apart,
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and so I was listening to all,
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all the different comments in the room
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about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like,
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that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith,
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that is not the, and God lovin',
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Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact,
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this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed.
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It was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say,
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oh, well what if you taught her the wrong,
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what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope
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knew at that moment,
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and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed
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and that he entered into her reality
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just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure
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that everyone thinks the right thing right now
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because, you know,
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I mean, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact
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it can be a lovely way to live,
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know.
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Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We got to go today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people
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without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people
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who anyone, any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything
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and we'll go, okay, okay,
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because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse,
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and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart,
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in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us
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It is our hope that will teach us who God is,
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and only our hope will show us the way
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to a real kingdom of light and peace.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable role of hope in the life of faith. Anchored in the parable of the sower from the Gospel of Matthew, he reflects on how hope is the rich soil that allows the Word of God to take root and bear fruit in our lives. Contrasting the joy and vitality of hopeful people like Father Ken Leone with the soul-sickness caused by fear, cynicism, and despair, Father Pat warns that without hope, individuals, churches, and even nations lose their moral compass and collapse into survivalism and negativity. He challenges the faithful to discern not simply the God they believe in, but the God in whom they can place their hope—because without a hopeful vision of God, the Christian life loses its direction, its purpose, and its joy.
In a fuller and more reflective summary, Father Pat begins by grounding his homily in the familiar imagery of the sower and the seed from Matthew’s Gospel. He emphasizes that while the parable is often interpreted through the lens of faith or perseverance, its deeper message is about hope. Hope, he argues, is what compels a farmer to sow seeds in the first place—despite uncertainty, difficulty, or delay in seeing results. Hope trusts in the unseen harvest. This becomes a metaphor for the Christian journey: we act today because we believe a better tomorrow is possible.
He contrasts this with what he calls the “soul sickness” of our time—a pervasive loss of hope. Using examples from politics, culture, and even the Church, Father Pat illustrates how fear has become the dominant narrative. During recent political cycles, people didn’t vote for what they hoped in, but against what they feared. Fear has replaced dialogue, aspiration, and vision. He warns that when people abandon hope, they become easy prey to manipulation and despair. Without hope, we become “the home of the scared,” retreating into self-protection rather than building a future.
He also critiques a certain kind of religious mindset that focuses more on fear of punishment and doctrinal correctness than the joy and promise of salvation. He challenges the portrayal of God as angry, arbitrary, or vindictive—a vision that stifles rather than nurtures hope. Instead, he invites us to imagine the kind of God we would actually want to spend eternity with: a God who is worthy of our hope, not just our belief. Without such a God, even heaven itself becomes unappealing—a place where we are forever walking on eggshells.
Father Pat ties this back to practical spiritual life by recounting a story about Father Ken Leone blessing a child’s doll during Communion. While some criticized this as liturgically inappropriate, he defends it as an act of hope—planting a seed by affirming the child’s world and drawing her into the life of faith. Years later, that same child, now an adult, still remembers the moment. It wasn’t perfect theology, but it was the right seed. And that, Father Pat says, is what the Church should be about: sowing seeds of hope, even if they don’t follow a rigid script.
The homily concludes with a pastoral and prophetic call: to reclaim our hope—not a vague optimism or naïve idealism, but a theological virtue rooted in the character of God. Only when we know the God in whom we hope can we resist fear, plant seeds, and move toward the kingdom of peace and light. Hope gives us the courage to live morally, to act generously, and to believe that our efforts matter. Without it, we devolve into reactionary survivalists. With it, we become true disciples, builders of the kingdom, and bearers of good news....
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This is the bread that comes down from heaven so that one may eat it and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats this bread will live forever. And the bread that I will give is my flesh for the life of the world. The Gospel of the Lord. Amen. This gospel is typically what we call Johannine, meaning from the corpus that belongs to John, Johannine. It's very wordy. It doesn't quite, to the modern mind, seem to stay on topic. It's a little ADD for the gospel. You can see, and the reason his whole gospel reads this way is because this is the one gospel written for a Greek community. And so he's really translating, even though it's all the same language, he's translating these Semitic, almost tribal ideas and stories and theology into something that would make sense for a lot of people who do Greek philosophy. The other three gospels just don't reach this audience. And so, as I've said many times before, it's the only gospel where Jesus seems to sound like a philosopher. All of his sentences go on for days. You know, it's very convoluted. One answer might go on for an entire chapter. Very different from the pithy rabbi of the other three gospels. And that's because it's being translated, and it's not a dishonest thing, because there's a full expectation that the audience understands the genre. You know, you fast forward 2,000 years, and we read everything like it was a newspaper. And if it doesn't have nothing but the facts, ma'am, we think that, well, there's either something wrong with it or it was misleading or, no, it was just simply not written for our culture. And so, you get this first thing where they, it says, the Jews are murmuring about Jesus, and right there you see the bias of this particular gospel. And many of you, if you come here often, you've heard this little diatribe, but, you know, get used to it, you'll hear it again, and that is, when they're listening to Jesus, they are the multitude, they are the crowd, they are the disciples, they are the followers. When they're murmuring or turning against him, they're the Jews, all the way through John's gospel. That is an unconscious bias, because this gospel's being written at a time when early Judaism and early Christianity are starting to really experience a hostile split from one another. And so, you know, in our Pentecost reading, we always have, you know, the disciples are gathered in a room for fear of the Jews, and I always wanna say, who do you think the disciples were? And has it occurred to you that the story moves forward because at least one Jew magically got through the door? That would be Jesus. You know, so this selective use of language, thousands of years later, does unfortunately continue to perpetuate an unconscious bias. But what they're talking about here, you know, how can he come from God? I'm the bread come down from heaven, we know his family, and his answer to them is, well, no one can come to God unless they come to the one from whom God was sent. That's not the question they asked. He's trying to answer a Greek philosophical dualism question of how can God come out of the physical world? Because they had this dualistic sort of sense that God was too pure to be touched by the physical world, and he's trying to explain the Semitic Messiah story to a Greek crowd that has a whole different philosophical system, and it ain't working for him. So there's, so you've got that going on, but what survives from the other three Gospels that gets put into this story is that sense of if we know him, if he comes from our community, if we know his parents, if he's one of us, he couldn't possibly come from God. What is most common can't possibly rise above everything else and kind of be extraordinary. It's our willingness to pigeonhole people into the places we think they should be. And so, I mean, most of us have, if we look out even a little bit, maybe not an immediate sibling, maybe, maybe it's a cousin, but you know, I think most families have that person that just never seems to get their life together. That one that we just always worry about. And we've got him pigeonholed, and it might be a great comedy one day if we realize that they're the only person that has the right insight. And that they're the one that has the insight that might bring us to God. And slowly, God would use a dynamic like that to drive us all crazy. Because we have everyone put in their little boxes. We see this in education all the time, and there's such a fight against pigeonholing kids because of maybe the way they were in third grade, and we're afraid that the teachers won't let go of that, which I now see from the other side and realize that is so ridiculous. It's like the confessional. People come to me and they say later, oh, you know, I'm just always worried that he's gonna think bad of me after he hears. I don't want them to know that after about a week, I don't think I can remember a single confession. And even the ones I can remember, I can't remember whose they were. Why? Because I'm hearing them all the time. Now, someone comes in and they're pretty sure this confession's going to stick in his mind the rest of his life. Okay, you really are that important. Um, it just, you know, so we forget that. Probably the same with a teacher. When someone thinks it's been five years and they've just been thinking and waiting to get to my child. They're out after him. And I'm like, oh, paranoia there. Little overgrown ego. And this is what, you know, kids get, we're worried they'll get pigeonholed. We're worried even more, this was my experience, is they would get pigeonholed because of their siblings. You know, if you're following, and nothing's worse than following a bunch of gifted siblings, and you're expected to perform at the same level as the gifted siblings. Now, mine was the opposite problem, but I've read about that problem. You know, my mother loves to tell the story that our middle school, I'm sorry, our junior high, for those of you that don't know, when I was in school, it was back at a time even live theater was still in black and white. I mean, it was a while ago. But in junior high, the principal told my mother one time, I was like maybe in ninth grade, seven, eight, nine was junior high in the Springs, and she said, the principal said to her, Dom Malika said, Pat Dolan, is he one of yours? Now remember, I was number six of the boys, and they were all boys. My sister was the youngest, but I was the youngest of the boys. Is he one of yours? And my mom immediately said, what did he do? Oh, nothing, I've never met him, he's never been in my office, so I just kind of assumed he wasn't one of yours. So I had the opposite sort of issue, if teachers knew, but we worry about pigeonholing kids, pigeonholing people. Society tends to socioeconomically pigeonhole people. It's the basis of so much prejudice, and it happens both ways. We either decide that those people over there are problematic, or at a deep level, we really don't believe that the people that I'm surrounded with that I know every day can become something better. I mean, most of us have had one friend or someone in our life, and whether it's smoking or drinking or language or anything, this time I'm really gonna quit. And a little part of our head doesn't wanna believe them, doesn't wanna believe that they might rise above the expectations, because they've disappointed us before. No one necessarily wants to believe that, and we don't know, we don't get any of the stories of Jesus's growing up. No one wants to hear that the neighborhood kid who ran through their garden and ruined their plants when he was 12 is going to save them. I mean, you can just imagine, but I think that this story gets put in the middle of this long chapter on the bread of life, because for us, later in the church, not that, but for us, we keep revisiting it because it is the sense of Eucharist. Bread and wine, what could be more common? What could be more ordinary than bread and wine? To take the most common, ordinary elements of a culture and say, we're going to watch, we're going to, with our hearts, we're going to believe in a transformation of the most common becoming the most extraordinary. We're going to, you know, I always think that the first step to belief in the Eucharist is that we have to stop pigeonholing bread and wine. We have to stop the belief that I know what something is, and once I know it and I understand it, my understanding it is more important to me than allowing it to transform. Because, you know, the world transforms, and people who don't like change, it's because change makes them feel out of control. I barely understand the way things are. I was having a conversation with a parishioner the other day a few weeks back, and we were talking about trying to keep up on everything that goes on, and she mentioned that there was someone in her family or someone that she knew, and she said, they were talking about transgender, and I knew what that meant, and I said, oh, well, you know, now they talk about non-binary. And she looked at me and she said, look, I have nothing against anyone, but I am too old to learn more words. But that may be the best, most honest answer I've ever heard. My real problem with change, I can disguise it as moral and spiritual. I'm just, I don't want to learn anything more. My gosh. And if we could get it back to the way I was when I was a child, the reason I want the world back the way it was when I was a child is because, you know, at 57 years old, I can finally understand the world when I was six. So easy. And I've had years to deal with that. So the first thing we see in this gospel is the reason they can't believe in Jesus is because he's one of us. And for all the times that we are so put off by those people over there, we start to realize that dynamic sinks in, and we're eventually not much happier with these people over here. You know, it's very hard, this is always the problem with real bigotry and prejudice is we cannot be more than one person. And let me tell you, when someone is hatefully, hatefully prejudiced about another group, they're eventually hateful about their family as well. I don't believe that anyone really spends time in the world angry and hating people, but brings a loving person home to the family every day. It doesn't happen. No one goes out into traffic screaming and yelling at every other single person in traffic and arrives home a calm and wonderful spouse. And so, you know, everything we're doing in the world is transforming the person who will go home to our lucky family tonight. And so I always think when people get married, I always think that love and honor one another, you know, we think how do you honor someone? Well, you know, every five years or so, you throw them a dinner. That in our culture is how we honor people. We honor artists, we honor, we throw them a dinner. But honoring a spouse is like understanding that every moment of my life, I'm building the person that they get to live with. Every time I let myself just loop into more anger and more anger and it becomes my way of life, that's who they live with. Every time I hold back and hold back until I really can't share too much of who I am, that's who they live with. And in a larger sense, we do that in society. We're building the person the people around us get to live with. And I think we have this sense that what comes from our most common experience of life is not the extraordinary. The grace of God, I said this last week, the grace of God is the most common thing in the world and the most extraordinary. That's the paradox of our faith, is to truly believe that what is most common is incredibly extraordinary. We're about to do baptisms and I don't want to get into trouble with the parents, but I look at the number of children in this parish. Having two babies, most common thing in the world, doesn't make them less extraordinary. But you don't, neither, every parent thinks that their child is the most amazing, most special, but I've never heard one say, I don't think anyone's ever had a baby. You know, and if you do, check with your doctor, something's gone wrong. You know, I mean, they know. As a matter of fact, when someone says, I want to be a father, I want to be a mother, they're not trying to be something that's never happened before. They want to join a group of people. What's most common in our midst is often the most extraordinary. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The Jews murmured about Jesus because he
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said, I am the bread that came down from heaven.
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And they said, is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph?
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Do we not know his father and mother?
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Then how can he say, I have come down from heaven?
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Jesus answered and said to them, stop murmuring among yourselves.
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No one can come to me unless the father who sent me draw him.
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And I will raise him on the last day.
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It is written in the prophets, they shall all be taught by God.
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Everyone who listens to my father and learns from him
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comes to me.
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Not that anyone has seen the father except the one
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who is from God.
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He has seen the father.
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Amen, amen, I say to you, whoever
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believes has eternal life.
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I am the bread of life.
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Your ancestors ate the manna in the desert, but they died.
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This is the bread that comes down from heaven
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so that one may eat it and not die.
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I am the living bread that came down from heaven.
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Whoever eats this bread will live forever.
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And the bread that I will give is my flesh
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for the life of the world.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Amen.
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This gospel is typically what we call Johannine,
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meaning from the corpus that belongs to John, Johannine.
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It's very wordy.
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It doesn't quite, to the modern mind, seem to stay on topic.
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It's a little ADD for the gospel.
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You can see, and the reason his whole gospel reads this way
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is because this is the one gospel written
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for a Greek community.
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And so he's really translating, even though it's
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all the same language, he's translating
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these Semitic, almost tribal ideas and stories and theology
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into something that would make sense for a lot of people
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who do Greek philosophy.
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The other three gospels just don't reach this audience.
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And so, as I've said many times before,
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it's the only gospel where Jesus seems
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to sound like a philosopher.
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All of his sentences go on for days.
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You know, it's very convoluted.
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One answer might go on for an entire chapter.
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Very different from the pithy rabbi
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of the other three gospels.
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And that's because it's being translated,
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and it's not a dishonest thing,
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because there's a full expectation
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that the audience understands the genre.
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You know, you fast forward 2,000 years,
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and we read everything like it was a newspaper.
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And if it doesn't have nothing but the facts, ma'am,
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we think that, well, there's either something wrong with it
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or it was misleading or, no, it was just simply
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not written for our culture.
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And so, you get this first thing where they,
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it says, the Jews are murmuring about Jesus,
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and right there you see the bias
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of this particular gospel.
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And many of you, if you come here often,
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you've heard this little diatribe,
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but, you know, get used to it, you'll hear it again,
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and that is, when they're listening to Jesus,
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they are the multitude, they are the crowd,
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they are the disciples, they are the followers.
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When they're murmuring or turning against him,
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they're the Jews, all the way through John's gospel.
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That is an unconscious bias,
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because this gospel's being written at a time
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when early Judaism and early Christianity
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are starting to really experience
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a hostile split from one another.
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And so, you know, in our Pentecost reading,
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we always have, you know, the disciples are gathered
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in a room for fear of the Jews,
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and I always wanna say,
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who do you think the disciples were?
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And has it occurred to you that the story moves forward
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because at least one Jew magically got through the door?
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That would be Jesus.
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You know, so this selective use of language,
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thousands of years later, does unfortunately
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continue to perpetuate an unconscious bias.
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But what they're talking about here,
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you know, how can he come from God?
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I'm the bread come down from heaven,
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we know his family, and his answer to them is,
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well, no one can come to God unless they come
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to the one from whom God was sent.
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That's not the question they asked.
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He's trying to answer a Greek philosophical dualism question
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of how can God come out of the physical world?
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Because they had this dualistic sort of sense
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that God was too pure to be touched by the physical world,
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and he's trying to explain the Semitic Messiah story
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to a Greek crowd that has a whole different
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philosophical system, and it ain't working for him.
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So there's, so you've got that going on,
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but what survives from the other three Gospels
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that gets put into this story is that sense of
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if we know him, if he comes from our community,
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if we know his parents, if he's one of us,
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he couldn't possibly come from God.
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What is most common can't possibly rise above
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everything else and kind of be extraordinary.
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It's our willingness to pigeonhole people
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into the places we think they should be.
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And so, I mean, most of us have,
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if we look out even a little bit,
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maybe not an immediate sibling, maybe,
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maybe it's a cousin, but you know,
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I think most families have that person
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that just never seems to get their life together.
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That one that we just always worry about.
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And we've got him pigeonholed,
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and it might be a great comedy one day
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if we realize that they're the only person
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that has the right insight.
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And that they're the one that has the insight
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that might bring us to God.
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And slowly, God would use a dynamic like that
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to drive us all crazy.
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Because we have everyone put in their little boxes.
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We see this in education all the time,
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and there's such a fight against pigeonholing kids
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because of maybe the way they were in third grade,
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and we're afraid that the teachers won't let go of that,
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which I now see from the other side
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and realize that is so ridiculous.
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It's like the confessional.
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People come to me and they say later,
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oh, you know, I'm just always worried
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that he's gonna think bad of me after he hears.
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I don't want them to know that after about a week,
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I don't think I can remember a single confession.
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And even the ones I can remember,
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I can't remember whose they were.
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Why?
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Because I'm hearing them all the time.
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Now, someone comes in and they're pretty sure
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this confession's going to stick in his mind
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the rest of his life.
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Okay, you really are that important.
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Um, it just, you know, so we forget that.
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Probably the same with a teacher.
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When someone thinks it's been five years
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and they've just been thinking and waiting
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to get to my child.
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They're out after him.
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And I'm like, oh, paranoia there.
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Little overgrown ego.
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And this is what, you know, kids get,
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we're worried they'll get pigeonholed.
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We're worried even more, this was my experience,
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is they would get pigeonholed because of their siblings.
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You know, if you're following,
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and nothing's worse than following
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a bunch of gifted siblings,
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and you're expected to perform at the same level
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as the gifted siblings.
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Now, mine was the opposite problem,
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but I've read about that problem.
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You know, my mother loves to tell the story
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that our middle school, I'm sorry,
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our junior high, for those of you that don't know,
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when I was in school, it was back at a time
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even live theater was still in black and white.
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I mean, it was a while ago.
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But in junior high, the principal told my mother one time,
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I was like maybe in ninth grade,
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seven, eight, nine was junior high in the Springs,
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and she said, the principal said to her,
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Dom Malika said, Pat Dolan, is he one of yours?
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Now remember, I was number six of the boys,
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and they were all boys.
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My sister was the youngest,
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but I was the youngest of the boys.
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Is he one of yours?
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And my mom immediately said, what did he do?
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Oh, nothing, I've never met him,
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he's never been in my office,
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so I just kind of assumed he wasn't one of yours.
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So I had the opposite sort of issue,
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if teachers knew, but we worry about pigeonholing kids,
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pigeonholing people.
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Society tends to socioeconomically pigeonhole people.
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It's the basis of so much prejudice,
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and it happens both ways.
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We either decide that those people over there
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are problematic, or at a deep level,
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we really don't believe that the people
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that I'm surrounded with that I know every day
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can become something better.
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I mean, most of us have had one friend
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or someone in our life, and whether it's smoking
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or drinking or language or anything,
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this time I'm really gonna quit.
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And a little part of our head doesn't wanna believe them,
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doesn't wanna believe that they might rise
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above the expectations,
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because they've disappointed us before.
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No one necessarily wants to believe that,
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and we don't know, we don't get any of the stories
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of Jesus's growing up.
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No one wants to hear that the neighborhood kid
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who ran through their garden and ruined their plants
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when he was 12 is going to save them.
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I mean, you can just imagine,
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but I think that this story gets put in the middle
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of this long chapter on the bread of life,
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because for us, later in the church,
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not that, but for us, we keep revisiting it
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because it is the sense of Eucharist.
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Bread and wine, what could be more common?
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What could be more ordinary than bread and wine?
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To take the most common, ordinary elements
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of a culture and say, we're going to watch,
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we're going to, with our hearts,
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we're going to believe in a transformation
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of the most common becoming the most extraordinary.
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We're going to, you know, I always think
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that the first step to belief in the Eucharist
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is that we have to stop pigeonholing bread and wine.
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We have to stop the belief that I know what something is,
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and once I know it and I understand it,
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my understanding it is more important to me
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than allowing it to transform.
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Because, you know, the world transforms,
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and people who don't like change,
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it's because change makes them feel out of control.
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I barely understand the way things are.
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I was having a conversation with a parishioner the other day
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a few weeks back, and we were talking about
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trying to keep up on everything that goes on,
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and she mentioned that there was someone in her family
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or someone that she knew, and she said,
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they were talking about transgender,
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and I knew what that meant, and I said,
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oh, well, you know, now they talk about non-binary.
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And she looked at me and she said,
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look, I have nothing against anyone,
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but I am too old to learn more words.
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But that may be the best, most honest answer I've ever heard.
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My real problem with change,
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I can disguise it as moral and spiritual.
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I'm just, I don't want to learn anything more.
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My gosh.
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And if we could get it back to the way I was
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when I was a child, the reason I want the world
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back the way it was when I was a child
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is because, you know, at 57 years old,
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I can finally understand the world when I was six.
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So easy.
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And I've had years to deal with that.
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So the first thing we see in this gospel
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is the reason they can't believe in Jesus
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is because he's one of us.
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And for all the times that we are so put off
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by those people over there,
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we start to realize that dynamic sinks in,
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and we're eventually not much happier
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with these people over here.
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You know, it's very hard,
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this is always the problem with real bigotry and prejudice
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is we cannot be more than one person.
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And let me tell you, when someone is hatefully,
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hatefully prejudiced about another group,
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they're eventually hateful about their family as well.
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I don't believe that anyone really spends time in the world
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angry and hating people,
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but brings a loving person home to the family every day.
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It doesn't happen.
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No one goes out into traffic screaming and yelling
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at every other single person in traffic
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and arrives home a calm and wonderful spouse.
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And so, you know, everything we're doing in the world
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is transforming the person who will go home
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to our lucky family tonight.
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And so I always think when people get married,
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I always think that love and honor one another,
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you know, we think how do you honor someone?
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Well, you know, every five years or so,
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you throw them a dinner.
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That in our culture is how we honor people.
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We honor artists, we honor, we throw them a dinner.
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But honoring a spouse is like understanding
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that every moment of my life,
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I'm building the person that they get to live with.
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Every time I let myself just loop into more anger
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and more anger and it becomes my way of life,
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that's who they live with.
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Every time I hold back and hold back
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until I really can't share too much of who I am,
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that's who they live with.
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And in a larger sense, we do that in society.
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We're building the person
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the people around us get to live with.
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And I think we have this sense that what comes
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from our most common experience of life
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is not the extraordinary.
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The grace of God, I said this last week,
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the grace of God is the most common thing in the world
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and the most extraordinary.
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That's the paradox of our faith,
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is to truly believe that what is most common
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is incredibly extraordinary.
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We're about to do baptisms
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and I don't want to get into trouble with the parents,
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but I look at the number of children in this parish.
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Having two babies, most common thing in the world,
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doesn't make them less extraordinary.
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But you don't, neither, every parent thinks
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that their child is the most amazing, most special,
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but I've never heard one say,
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I don't think anyone's ever had a baby.
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You know, and if you do, check with your doctor,
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something's gone wrong.
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You know, I mean, they know.
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As a matter of fact, when someone says,
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I want to be a father, I want to be a mother,
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they're not trying to be something
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that's never happened before.
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They want to join a group of people.
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What's most common in our midst
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is often the most extraordinary.
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And if we really can't believe that,
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I don't know that we can ever get
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to a real faith in the Eucharist.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound spiri Father Pat’s message centers on the profound spiritual truth that God often chooses the ordinary and familiar to reveal the extraordinary. He underscores how the Gospel of John, though linguistically and philosophically complex, invites believers to see beyond surface familiarity—such as knowing Jesus’ earthly family—and into the mysterious reality of divine presence in the everyday. Drawing from this, Father Pat challenges us to examine our tendency to pigeonhole people, to underestimate the sacred potential in those closest to us, and even in ourselves. He weaves together theology, cultural commentary, and humor to emphasize that the grace of God is both the most common and the most extraordinary reality—especially revealed in the Eucharist, through the humble elements of bread and wine.
Father Pat begins by explaining the unique nature of the Gospel of John, which he characterizes as "Johannine" in style—philosophical, wordy, and aimed at a Greek-speaking audience. Unlike the more straightforward synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), John’s Gospel reflects an effort to translate Semitic religious ideas into a framework understandable to those shaped by Greek philosophical dualism. This dualism, which regards the physical world as separate and often inferior to the spiritual, makes the claim that Jesus—whom people knew as a carpenter’s son—has “come down from heaven” difficult to accept. John’s Gospel is thus grappling not only with theological truths but also with cultural translation.
Father Pat also addresses the subtle but real antisemitic bias embedded in the narrative structure of John. He observes that when people support Jesus, they are called the crowd, the disciples, the followers. But when they question or oppose him, they are referred to as “the Jews,” a distinction that reflects the growing rift between the early Christian and Jewish communities at the time of the Gospel’s writing. He cautions against reading this labeling without historical and cultural awareness, reminding us that Jesus and his disciples were themselves Jews. This selective language has perpetuated unconscious biases through the centuries, and recognizing it helps dismantle harmful interpretations.
The core of Father Pat’s reflection, however, is not academic but deeply pastoral and spiritual. He zeros in on the crowd’s rejection of Jesus based on familiarity: “Is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph?” This question reveals a universal human tendency—to dismiss the extraordinary when it comes clothed in the ordinary. We do this with Jesus, and we do it with each other. We pigeonhole people based on their past, their family, their status, or their perceived limitations. Whether it’s the black sheep in the family, a student judged by a sibling’s performance, or a coworker underestimated due to background, we often resist the idea that someone familiar can be the bearer of divine wisdom or transformation.
Father Pat uses humor and personal anecdotes to illustrate how deeply this bias is embedded in our relationships and institutions. He speaks about how students can be unfairly labeled based on a sibling’s behavior or how adults continue to define themselves and others by outdated assumptions. He draws a parallel between this dynamic and how we resist spiritual transformation—how we cling to what we think we know rather than opening ourselves to the mystery of grace.
This leads into his meditation on the Eucharist—the heart of Catholic faith. Bread and wine are among the most common, unremarkable elements of daily life. And yet, the Church teaches that in the Eucharist, they become the Body and Blood of Christ. The key to believing in this mystery, Father Pat says, is learning not to pigeonhole even the most ordinary things. If we can recognize that God can work through the common, the familiar, and the everyday, then we are on the path to Eucharistic faith. It is not about understanding the transformation with our intellects, but about allowing our hearts to be transformed by the possibility that the divine dwells in what we most often overlook.
He expands this insight to the broader human experience. The grace of God, he says, is both the most common and the most extraordinary thing in the world. It is found in every moment, every interaction, every person. When we allow anger, bitterness, or prejudice to shape us, we become the person that others—including our families—have to live with. When we are open to grace, to transformation, and to love, we become vessels of the extraordinary. Thus, honoring someone—whether a spouse, a child, or a stranger—is not about grand gestures but about shaping ourselves into people worthy of being in relationship with others.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the idea that the most extraordinary truths come through the most ordinary means. The Gospel, the Eucharist, and even our own lives testify to the divine paradox: that God chooses the common to reveal the sacred. Faith, then, is not about escaping the ordinary, but about learning to see the divine within it....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1007.6500244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus spoke to the crowds and to his disciples, saying, the scribes and the Pharisees have taken their seat on the chair of Moses. Therefore, do and observe all things whatsoever they tell you, but do not follow their example. For they preach, but they do not practice. They tie up heavy burdens, hard to carry, and lay them on people's shoulders, but they will not lift a finger to move them. All their works are performed to be seen. They widen their phylacteries and lengthen their tassels. They love places of honor at banquets, seats of honor in synagogues, greetings in marketplaces, and the salutation rabbi. As for you, do not be called rabbi. You have but one teacher, and you are all brothers. And call no one on earth your father, but you have one Father in heaven. Do not be called master, but you have one master, the Christ. The greatest among you must be your servant. Whoever exalts himself will be humbled. Whoever humbles himself will be exalted. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. There's a lot of today's gospel that if you can't get your mind into the headset of the genre, the way they taught, the way these little discourses unfold, you end up taking it a little too literally, and you end up in some very odd places. As Catholics, it's interesting because I think once in a while someone will say, why do you in the church do this? And we get absolutely defensive about something because we don't know, but we're pretty sure there's no good reason. Learn it. Learn it. The reasons are there. We don't have to panic. You know, one of those, someone will say, why do Catholics, why do they feel the need to confess to a priest? In my faith, we confess directly to God. And of course, I could get all upset about that, but my question immediately becomes, why would you confess to God? He knows what you did last night. I mean, we immediately, sometimes, we kind of lock up and decide, oh, I don't know how to defend this. And we don't actually listen. This is one of those. Someone will say, you know, it says here, don't call anyone father. Why do you guys call your priests father? And of course, the question is, why do we call our male parents father? You know, well, we don't. We call them dad. Well, first off, the word father actually appears nowhere in the Aramaic text. This is an English word, years later. So let's say that we all decide we can't use the word father. So for any earthly version of father, whether it be a priest or the head of a family that's male, we're going to instead use the word Bob. And that's what Bob will mean in our culture. Bob will mean a male parent or a priest. 100 years from now, the new, new, new, new American Bible translation, revised edition, will translate pater as Bob. And we're right back where we started. So it's not saying you have a concept here that you're not allowed to name in your culture because it would be disrespectful to God. We have to flip it and say, remember that the word father, when applied to God, is always deficient. You know, God, no human image of God, father, parent, mother, any of it, is ever close to sufficient. And so don't mix up the two concepts. Don't tie yourself in knots trying to come up with a word every time scripture translates, retranslates, and says, oh, now they've translated it, as Pete. Pete's out now. Language is language. But what it's saying is, don't let language become your new idol. Don't get caught up in, this is what this word means. Because it's really, we read this and say, yeah, don't start thinking anyone around you is God. More importantly, don't think that God is as simple as anyone around you. It's keeping the God image large is what this is really trying to get us to. And the teaching style doesn't translate to the modern ear always. But remember, this is not, Jesus really comes to teach more about theology than anthropology. So he's not trying to teach you all about people. He's teaching you the image of God. So the question always is, what does it say about God? And the other part, which of course is huge in the gospel, is here's what the gospel says about God, and then the much bigger part of the gospel, and here's what you're supposed to do. Because what he's pointing out today is the number, and he's attacking religious leaders. So once again, we're going to get this for about a month. All of these sort of, if they get a little fire and brimstone-y, I'm hoping that all, every pulpit in America is not doing this, but doing this. He's talking to religious leaders. And throughout the gospel, the only times Jesus seems to lose his temper, really seems to come out with strong language, is when those who are leading religion start to believe they get to control access to God. That seems to be the number one drive Jesus crazy sin, is people saying, we can control access to God. You're holy, you're not, you're in, you're out. That is huge. And so he goes after them pretty harshly. He basically gets this to the point of, these are what hypocrites are. Hypocrites say, my job is not to inspire, my job is not to be with you in your journey, my job is not to suffer with the people, my job is to say, here is the bar, and if you can't clear it, then you don't get in. There's a lot of that religion in the world. Because, and it's not because, I listened to a fascinating talk yesterday, it's really not because of the way the Catholic church is, or the way the Protestant church is, or the way the Buddhists is, it's because of the way people are. Religion has, for a very long time, been an amazing force for good, and an amazing force for evil in the world, and it usually, your image of God usually reflects who you are in the world. And so if you really think God is very upset with all those people, you'll notice, quite frankly, that you seem to be upset with all those people too. And this is not one of those which came first, the chicken or the egg, we know which came first. I don't like you, and lo and behold, eventually God doesn't. And if you are compassionate towards others, you will find the compassionate vision of God. Now the thing theology does is slowly break down these images and say, now, we know in scripture God calls us to be a people of compassion, which means if we're not, our God image has probably been damaged, which means we've got something going on that predates our God image. And we're gonna have to get back and figure out what that is so we can figure out what we believe in God. I love that these readings and our Advent readings come, at least in the northern hemisphere, in this onslaught of winter. It's being very gentle this year, it's giving us little doses, but it is the season for me, I always think of this as, it's the season of the bare trees. And it's a marvelous image of God to focus on once a year is, what happens when all of the chlorophyll is gone and then all the leaves are gone? What happens when you're left with just the bare structure? In our faith, what would happen if we had to spend a week without all of our trappings? You know, rituals and rosaries and stained glass and statues and just focus, what's the fundamental God image that we have when we get rid of all, you know, all the leafy abundance that we live with most of the time? What happens when we just say, so what do we really believe about God and who does it call me to be in the world? You will never get your mind around God. Too big, too big. You can figure out from the gospel actually pretty easily what our mission in the world is. And when we find the question, I wonder what God's calling me to, when we find it incredibly difficult, we're probably asking the wrong question. You know, many of you have heard over the years, I have this theory that we love to ask God's will on everything that's not important. I mean, I know people that will, they will pray to God before they choose their outfit in the morning. But go one step bigger. What happens when we get to careers? You know, and this is a very threatening thing for us to hear sometimes as priests. What if God looks at someone and says, they could be a priest or be married, either would be within my vocational call. What if the call of God is, be a good husband, be a good priest, be a good wife, be a good son, be a good doctor, be a good, what if that's the vocational call? Not what we do, but how we do it in the world. I love, I don't know if it's ever going to work, but I love trying to get the kids on the playground. You know, don't try to ask God what he wants you to be when you grow up, start small. When your fist is doubled up and you're really angry at someone, ask God about your vocation for the next 30 seconds. It will be stunningly clear, but I think because it's so clear is exactly why we don't ask it. When we see people in trouble, when was the last time we saw someone really struggling and prayed about our vocation in that moment? That vocation that might not take the rest of my life. You know, sometimes it's easier to commit the rest of our life than the next five minutes. I have to tell you, this is probably way more confessional than you will ever need to hear. But I go through these phases of, and I'll lose interest after about 30 episodes, but I'll find a new TV show. And you know, nowadays, those of you who are younger don't remember, it was horribly primitive when I was growing up. You actually had to commit to a show and watch it at the same time every week, or you didn't get to see it at all. Can you imagine such a world? Anyway. But now, you know, you just go out on another channel and they have all of season one running, you know. And so, I have learned a whole bunch about the generation younger than me. I have been watching a show called Catfish. Oh. Shh. There's a word my friend uses called shitar, which stands for severed head in the road. And it means one of those things that's really horrible, but you can't take your eyes off it. You know you're gonna look. And what this is, is it's a show about people who date online and they use fake pictures. And these two guys kind of go on detective and see whether someone's being catfished or not. Catfish means the person you think you're talking to is not the person at all. But the reason I can't get my mind out of this show is I'm fascinated with the quote unquote victims who will tell you. I've been talking, I've been typing with him or her online and looking at a picture, and this is the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. I am so in love. And I'm like, how does the mind get there? And then when they meet the person, and it's actually someone who looks totally different, different age, sometimes different gender. Oh yeah, severed head in the road. And they see the real person walk out for the first time. The hosts, for my liking, too often let this devolve into, you know, it was the real person. All that's different here is the physical characteristics. How important is that? First off, it is important, but secondly, that's not all that's different. They've been playing a character. They've been playing a character of, this is how I think I'd behave if I looked like this and had this job. They're playing a character. If you get a crush on Hermione Granger, don't start chasing down J.K. Rollins. She just wrote the character. She's not Harry Potter. And they don't see this. They really think that getting a couple texts here and there, I have come to know this person. And so they've got this real easy belief that they can check into for a few moments a day, texting back and forth, or even more, but it's not real. And even on, what's fascinating is on like, one out of every million episodes, it is the person in the picture. And they are the right age. And they check in two months later, and they are not lying, because you know what? In person, they just weren't the same person. It's kind of fascinating. Oh, it's really them. Oh yeah, but you know what? It's not them, because you weren't really interacting. If you can check in and check out of it, it's not a real relationship. So the question is, where's our relationship with God? Do we check in and check out? How disappointing is it gonna be when he walks out of heaven? Not what we expected. Not what we checked into for 60 minutes a week. Actually, I'm sure we'll be blown away in the other direction, but our faith too often becomes something we check into once in a while. Our prayer life, we check into. Our spirituality, we check into. We make plans for a big, long future of service. You know, most of us would, especially, I think this is one of those great moments in time where we all go, look, I wanna give my life to Jesus just as soon as that ball game is over. It's tough to have our discipleship call us in the next five minutes. And that's what these leaders are guilty of in this. They're not horrible, hateful people. He probably goes after them all a little more, the same reason we would. If you're gonna hold yourself out there as a moral leader, how often do we check in with our vocations? It's a great week. I'm going to end today by asking Alex Kroll, who is a seminarian, who the church has given him the gift of eight years of probably checking in with his vocation way more often than he should ever, ever have to. It's called seminary. And when I first got to seminary, there was a group, it was a pro-life group, but I just saw, the way my mind works with language, it said, seminarians for life. And I thought, how long are we gonna be here? It feels that way sometimes, but he is here to do our annual appeal for the seminary. So it is a great time for us to check into how we are doing moment by moment in our following of Jesus. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus spoke to the crowds and to his disciples,
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saying, the scribes and the Pharisees
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have taken their seat on the chair of Moses.
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Therefore, do and observe all things whatsoever
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they tell you, but do not follow their example.
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For they preach, but they do not practice.
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They tie up heavy burdens, hard to carry,
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and lay them on people's shoulders,
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but they will not lift a finger to move them.
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All their works are performed to be seen.
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They widen their phylacteries and lengthen their tassels.
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They love places of honor at banquets,
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seats of honor in synagogues, greetings in marketplaces,
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and the salutation rabbi.
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As for you, do not be called rabbi.
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You have but one teacher, and you are all brothers.
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And call no one on earth your father,
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but you have one Father in heaven.
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Do not be called master, but you
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have one master, the Christ.
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The greatest among you must be your servant.
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Whoever exalts himself will be humbled.
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Whoever humbles himself will be exalted.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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There's a lot of today's gospel that if you can't get your mind
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into the headset of the genre, the way they taught,
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the way these little discourses unfold,
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you end up taking it a little too literally,
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and you end up in some very odd places.
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As Catholics, it's interesting because I
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think once in a while someone will say,
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why do you in the church do this?
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And we get absolutely defensive about something
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because we don't know, but we're pretty sure
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there's no good reason.
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Learn it.
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Learn it.
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The reasons are there.
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We don't have to panic.
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You know, one of those, someone will say, why do Catholics,
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why do they feel the need to confess to a priest?
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In my faith, we confess directly to God.
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And of course, I could get all upset about that,
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but my question immediately becomes,
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why would you confess to God?
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He knows what you did last night.
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I mean, we immediately, sometimes,
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we kind of lock up and decide, oh, I
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don't know how to defend this.
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And we don't actually listen.
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This is one of those.
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Someone will say, you know, it says here,
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don't call anyone father.
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Why do you guys call your priests father?
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And of course, the question is, why do we
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call our male parents father?
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You know, well, we don't.
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We call them dad.
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Well, first off, the word father actually
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appears nowhere in the Aramaic text.
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This is an English word, years later.
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So let's say that we all decide we can't use the word father.
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So for any earthly version of father,
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whether it be a priest or the head of a family that's male,
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we're going to instead use the word Bob.
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And that's what Bob will mean in our culture.
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Bob will mean a male parent or a priest.
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100 years from now, the new, new, new, new American Bible
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translation, revised edition, will translate pater as Bob.
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And we're right back where we started.
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So it's not saying you have a concept here
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that you're not allowed to name in your culture
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because it would be disrespectful to God.
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We have to flip it and say, remember
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that the word father, when applied to God,
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is always deficient.
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You know, God, no human image of God, father, parent, mother,
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any of it, is ever close to sufficient.
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And so don't mix up the two concepts.
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Don't tie yourself in knots trying
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to come up with a word every time scripture translates,
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retranslates, and says, oh, now they've translated it,
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as Pete.
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Pete's out now.
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Language is language.
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But what it's saying is, don't let language
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become your new idol.
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Don't get caught up in, this is what this word means.
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Because it's really, we read this and say, yeah,
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don't start thinking anyone around you is God.
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More importantly, don't think that God is
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as simple as anyone around you.
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It's keeping the God image large is what this is really
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trying to get us to.
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And the teaching style doesn't translate to the modern ear
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always.
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But remember, this is not, Jesus really
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comes to teach more about theology than anthropology.
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So he's not trying to teach you all about people.
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He's teaching you the image of God.
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So the question always is, what does it say about God?
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And the other part, which of course is huge in the gospel,
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is here's what the gospel says about God,
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and then the much bigger part of the gospel,
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and here's what you're supposed to do.
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Because what he's pointing out today is the number,
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and he's attacking religious leaders.
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So once again, we're going to get this for about a month.
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All of these sort of, if they get a little fire
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and brimstone-y, I'm hoping that all,
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every pulpit in America is not doing this, but doing this.
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He's talking to religious leaders.
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And throughout the gospel, the only times
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Jesus seems to lose his temper, really
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seems to come out with strong language,
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is when those who are leading religion
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start to believe they get to control access to God.
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That seems to be the number one drive Jesus crazy sin,
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is people saying, we can control access to God.
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You're holy, you're not, you're in, you're out.
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That is huge.
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And so he goes after them pretty harshly.
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He basically gets this to the point of,
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these are what hypocrites are.
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Hypocrites say, my job is not to inspire,
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my job is not to be with you in your journey,
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my job is not to suffer with the people,
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my job is to say, here is the bar,
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and if you can't clear it, then you don't get in.
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There's a lot of that religion in the world.
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Because, and it's not because,
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I listened to a fascinating talk yesterday,
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it's really not because of the way the Catholic church is,
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or the way the Protestant church is,
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or the way the Buddhists is,
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it's because of the way people are.
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Religion has, for a very long time,
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been an amazing force for good,
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and an amazing force for evil in the world,
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and it usually, your image of God
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usually reflects who you are in the world.
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And so if you really think God is very upset
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with all those people, you'll notice, quite frankly,
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that you seem to be upset with all those people too.
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And this is not one of those which came first,
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the chicken or the egg, we know which came first.
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I don't like you, and lo and behold,
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eventually God doesn't.
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And if you are compassionate towards others,
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you will find the compassionate vision of God.
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Now the thing theology does is slowly break down
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these images and say, now, we know in scripture
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God calls us to be a people of compassion,
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which means if we're not, our God image
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has probably been damaged, which means
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we've got something going on that predates our God image.
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And we're gonna have to get back and figure out
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what that is so we can figure out what we believe in God.
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I love that these readings and our Advent readings
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come, at least in the northern hemisphere,
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in this onslaught of winter.
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It's being very gentle this year,
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it's giving us little doses, but it is the season for me,
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I always think of this as, it's the season
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of the bare trees.
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And it's a marvelous image of God
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to focus on once a year is,
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what happens when all of the chlorophyll is gone
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and then all the leaves are gone?
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What happens when you're left with just the bare structure?
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In our faith, what would happen if we had to spend a week
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without all of our trappings?
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You know, rituals and rosaries and stained glass
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and statues and just focus, what's the fundamental
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God image that we have when we get rid
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of all, you know, all the leafy abundance
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that we live with most of the time?
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What happens when we just say,
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so what do we really believe about God
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and who does it call me to be in the world?
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You will never get your mind around God.
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Too big, too big.
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You can figure out from the gospel actually pretty easily
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what our mission in the world is.
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And when we find the question,
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I wonder what God's calling me to,
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when we find it incredibly difficult,
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we're probably asking the wrong question.
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You know, many of you have heard over the years,
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I have this theory that we love to ask God's will
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on everything that's not important.
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I mean, I know people that will,
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they will pray to God before they choose
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their outfit in the morning.
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But go one step bigger.
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What happens when we get to careers?
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You know, and this is a very threatening thing
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for us to hear sometimes as priests.
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What if God looks at someone and says,
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they could be a priest or be married,
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either would be within my vocational call.
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What if the call of God is, be a good husband,
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be a good priest, be a good wife,
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be a good son, be a good doctor, be a good,
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what if that's the vocational call?
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Not what we do, but how we do it in the world.
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I love, I don't know if it's ever going to work,
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but I love trying to get the kids on the playground.
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You know, don't try to ask God what he wants you to be
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when you grow up, start small.
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When your fist is doubled up and you're really angry
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at someone, ask God about your vocation
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for the next 30 seconds.
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It will be stunningly clear, but I think because
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it's so clear is exactly why we don't ask it.
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When we see people in trouble, when was the last time
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we saw someone really struggling and prayed
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about our vocation in that moment?
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That vocation that might not take the rest of my life.
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You know, sometimes it's easier to commit the rest
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of our life than the next five minutes.
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I have to tell you, this is probably way more confessional
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than you will ever need to hear.
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But I go through these phases of,
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and I'll lose interest after about 30 episodes,
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but I'll find a new TV show.
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And you know, nowadays, those of you who are younger
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don't remember, it was horribly primitive
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when I was growing up.
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You actually had to commit to a show and watch it
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at the same time every week, or you didn't get
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to see it at all.
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Can you imagine such a world?
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Anyway.
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But now, you know, you just go out on another channel
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and they have all of season one running, you know.
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And so, I have learned a whole bunch about the generation
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younger than me.
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I have been watching a show called Catfish.
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Oh.
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Shh.
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There's a word my friend uses called shitar,
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which stands for severed head in the road.
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And it means one of those things that's really horrible,
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but you can't take your eyes off it.
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You know you're gonna look.
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And what this is, is it's a show about people
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who date online and they use fake pictures.
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And these two guys kind of go on detective
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and see whether someone's being catfished or not.
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Catfish means the person you think you're talking to
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is not the person at all.
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But the reason I can't get my mind out of this show
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is I'm fascinated with the quote unquote victims
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who will tell you.
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I've been talking, I've been typing with him or her online
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and looking at a picture, and this is the person
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I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.
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I am so in love.
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And I'm like, how does the mind get there?
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And then when they meet the person,
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and it's actually someone who looks totally different,
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different age, sometimes different gender.
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Oh yeah, severed head in the road.
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And they see the real person walk out for the first time.
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The hosts, for my liking, too often let this devolve into,
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you know, it was the real person.
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All that's different here is the physical characteristics.
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How important is that?
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First off, it is important, but secondly,
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that's not all that's different.
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They've been playing a character.
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They've been playing a character of,
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this is how I think I'd behave if I looked like this
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and had this job.
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They're playing a character.
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If you get a crush on Hermione Granger,
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don't start chasing down J.K. Rollins.
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She just wrote the character.
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She's not Harry Potter.
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And they don't see this.
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They really think that getting a couple texts here and there,
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I have come to know this person.
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And so they've got this real easy belief
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that they can check into for a few moments a day,
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texting back and forth, or even more, but it's not real.
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And even on, what's fascinating is on like,
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one out of every million episodes,
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it is the person in the picture.
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And they are the right age.
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And they check in two months later,
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and they are not lying, because you know what?
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In person, they just weren't the same person.
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It's kind of fascinating.
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Oh, it's really them.
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Oh yeah, but you know what?
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It's not them, because you weren't really interacting.
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If you can check in and check out of it,
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it's not a real relationship.
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So the question is, where's our relationship with God?
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Do we check in and check out?
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How disappointing is it gonna be
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when he walks out of heaven?
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Not what we expected.
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Not what we checked into for 60 minutes a week.
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Actually, I'm sure we'll be blown away
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in the other direction, but our faith
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too often becomes something we check into once in a while.
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Our prayer life, we check into.
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Our spirituality, we check into.
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We make plans for a big, long future of service.
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You know, most of us would, especially,
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I think this is one of those great moments in time
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where we all go, look, I wanna give my life to Jesus
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just as soon as that ball game is over.
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It's tough to have our discipleship call us
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in the next five minutes.
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And that's what these leaders are guilty of in this.
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They're not horrible, hateful people.
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He probably goes after them all a little more,
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the same reason we would.
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If you're gonna hold yourself out there
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as a moral leader, how often do we check in
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with our vocations?
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It's a great week.
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I'm going to end today by asking Alex Kroll,
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who is a seminarian, who the church has given him
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the gift of eight years of probably checking in
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with his vocation way more often
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than he should ever, ever have to.
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It's called seminary.
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And when I first got to seminary,
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there was a group, it was a pro-life group,
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but I just saw, the way my mind works with language,
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it said, seminarians for life.
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And I thought, how long are we gonna be here?
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It feels that way sometimes, but he is here
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to do our annual appeal for the seminary.
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So it is a great time for us to check into
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how we are doing moment by moment
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in our following of Jesus.
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So Alex, if you'll come forward.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authen Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authentic discipleship, lived not as a performance of piety but as a daily, humble commitment to serve others and walk honestly with God. He critiques religious hypocrisy—particularly when spiritual leaders use their positions to control access to God—and challenges believers to examine their own lives for such tendencies. Using Jesus’ words in the Gospel of Matthew, Father Pat underscores that the essence of faith is not found in religious titles, rituals, or appearances, but in the depth of our relationship with God and the sincerity with which we live our vocation in each moment. He urges us to move beyond superficial religious engagement and instead cultivate a spirituality that is relational, humble, and grounded in action rather than appearance.
Father Pat begins by unpacking the cultural and rhetorical context of Jesus’ teaching in the Gospel of Matthew, where Jesus warns the people not to emulate the Pharisees and scribes, who burden others with religious obligations while failing to live by them themselves. He emphasizes that Jesus’ critique is not about legalism in general but about hypocrisy—leaders who use religion to control, exclude, and elevate themselves. Jesus’ admonition not to call anyone “father” or “rabbi” is not a literal ban on titles, but a caution against mistaking human authority for divine. Father Pat explains that language evolves and is inherently limited; no human term can fully capture the mystery of God. The real issue is not the word “father,” but the temptation to ascribe divine status to those in religious roles or to shrink God down to manageable human categories. He encourages the faithful to avoid creating idols out of language or leadership, and instead keep their image of God expansive and transcendent.
The homily then transitions into a broader reflection on how we live our faith. Father Pat notes that Jesus’ strongest criticisms are directed at religious leaders who act as gatekeepers to God, deciding who is “in” and who is “out.” This, to Jesus, is a grievous sin—not simply because of arrogance, but because it distorts the nature of God, who is fundamentally compassionate and inclusive. Father Pat argues that our image of God often mirrors our own wounds, biases, and upbringing. If we see God as judgmental, it may be because we are judgmental. If we see God as merciful, it likely reflects a heart that has been softened by mercy. Theology helps us deconstruct these inherited or broken God-images and return to the essence of the Gospel: that God is love and calls us to live in love.
He then offers a poignant spiritual exercise: to imagine what remains of our faith when all the external “leaves”—rituals, statues, devotions—are stripped away. Like bare trees in winter, what is the core structure of our belief? What do we truly hold about God when everything else is silent? This introspection leads to a call for vocational awareness—not just in the grand sense of life’s path (priesthood, marriage, career), but in the immediate, moment-by-moment sense. Father Pat suggests that God’s will is often clearest not in long-term planning but in how we respond to the person in front of us, to the anger in our heart, to the suffering we witness. The question isn’t only “What does God want me to be?” but “Who does God want me to be right now?”
Through a humorous yet profound reflection on the show *Catfish*, Father Pat draws an analogy between the false personas people adopt online and the false personas we sometimes adopt in our spiritual lives. Just as online relationships can be illusory and detached, so can our relationship with God if it is reduced to occasional check-ins or superficial rituals. A genuine relationship with God, like any real relationship, requires presence, honesty, and consistency. We must ask ourselves whether we are engaging with God—or just with an image of God that we’ve constructed for convenience.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the theme of religious leadership, reminding us that those who claim moral authority must be especially vigilant about integrity and humility. Jesus’ call to servant leadership—“the greatest among you must be your servant”—is not just for priests or ministers but for anyone who guides others in faith. The Gospel’s invitation is both universal and immediate: to live humbly, serve generously, and embody the character of Christ in every interaction, starting not with grand gestures but with the next five minutes.
In closing, Father Pat introduces a seminarian, Alex, as a living witness to the ongoing discernment of vocation, reminding the community that formation in faith is not a one-time decision but a lifelong process of becoming. The ultimate call is not to perfection but to authenticity—to live out our faith with courage, humility, and love, moment by moment....
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And when the disciples raised their eyes, they saw no one else but Jesus alone. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The transfiguration, which we get, you know, it only comes on Sunday about once every seven years, because it's a feast that's by the solar year. It's August 6th every year, no matter what day it falls on. This transfiguration is August 6th. And it's a feast where we look to this moment where they finally see Jesus as he is, as he always has been. And in this case, because there's a graced moment, a miraculous moment, where their eyes are open and they're able to see it. For most of us, the transfiguration has to happen in the exact opposite way. We have to finally be willing to let people see who we are. It's not that they don't have eyes that can see, it's that we've got barriers and facades up right and left so that no one sees who we are. As a matter of fact, even when we think of people in our life that we say, you know, they're just, you know, there's no duplicitness at all. They're just, that's exactly who they are. I don't know, it's so hard to really just be who you are at all times, you know. There's always, we've got so many layers of cultural meaning on everything we do. You know, when you're speaking with someone and you yawn. Now, we now know that means you needed oxygen. It doesn't really mean they're boring. But someone told you that it means they're boring and now you don't want them to think that you think they're boring and so you try not to yawn. We just, the layers of facade that we get going on. You know, if you could see me as I truly am, I've probably been sleeping for 40 minutes. It's been a long morning. You know, I mean, there's always appearance and transfiguration is all about the appearance of Jesus that changes. None of the core, he doesn't become something he wasn't before. It's just the appearance. And in all of our lives, there sort of comes various times when who we are appearing to be in the world is no longer containing the reality of who we wanna be. I have known people over the years, it's almost comical sometimes when you see people who are just so comfortable with who they are. It's just, there's a real transparency. There was a man in my last parish, Bud Lederhaus. I've never met anyone mean enough to not like Bud Lederhaus. He was the nicest man I'd ever met. And he just, I think some people thought he was sort of simple in the head. He wasn't. It's just that if the nuclear bomb went off and he saw the wave coming and knew there was nothing he could do, he'd be like, oh, this is gonna hurt. He just didn't get panicky over things. And the story I will always remember about him because I've never seen a slower burn laugh in a church. I mean, for like five minutes, people couldn't keep it together. Bud was reading and he gets up, and St. Rose was an old box church, I mean, you know, just straight aisle up the center. And he comes up and he opens up and he starts reading. At about the time he pulls the book out, a boxer dog whose head was about up to here had gotten in the back of church and comes trotting down the aisle. And everyone in the church sees it but Bud, and he just opens it up and he says, you know, a reading from the book of the prophet Daniel. As I watched, oh, hi, pooch. Thomas. And he just goes right on like nothing has happened. And the dog turns around and trots back out. And little by little, everyone looks at each other like, did that just happen? And everyone starts giggling, Bud, just kept reading, got done. There's something so attractive and charming about someone who is just who they are. It's a rare moment. And this story has two levels to it. First, there's this moment where they see Jesus as he is, but then, even more, it sort of deconstructs their faith. Because the vision becomes everything that it would be for you and I, too. First, what they do is they see Jesus, and as they start to see him, they begin to see what they need him to be. They see him with Moses and Elijah, the law and the prophets of their faith. Moses, the great bringer of the law, Elijah, the great prophet. They see him with the law and the prophets because that's the context that makes sense for them for the Messiah they were waiting for. And then the voice comes and says, listen to him, and the law, Moses, is gone, and Elijah, the prophets, is gone, and they're left with this gospel of Jesus. We can't get our head around the shockingly, just gratingly new direction that that must have heralded for them. It's almost, you know, for a Catholic, that is, you know, having a vision of someone that you've just met in the last couple years who seems to, you know, have a nice spirituality, and you listen to them a lot, and all of a sudden you have a vision of them with the pope and the saints on one side and Mary, mother of God, on the other, and you think, well, there they are. That's Catholicism. And then the voice of God says, oh, listen to that one, and the pope and the saints disappear. And Mary, mother of God, disappears. And God says, oh, no, just listen to that one. I mean, their faith was deconstructed right in front of them and they're left with this gospel of Jesus, and Jesus just gives them a mission. He doesn't give them all the tricks to save themselves. He gives them a mission in the world. In recent times, there've been some of the voices locally that have said, we were at a conference for Catholic schools and one of the voices locally in the church says, our job is to get these children to heaven. Now, being a little cantankerous, I had a plan for that. I said, what we need to do is get God to send his son to die on the cross. Oh, wait, no, it's already been done. Maybe our job isn't to get them to heaven. Maybe our job is to get them to be good people in the world, to give them the gospel, not this trapping or that trapping, the gospel. You know, I was very happy, you know, we're unfolding after mass. You can go in and see all the new plans for the building we're building, and I love that we're doing that on Transfiguration Sunday. We are changing our appearance to match the amazing amount of work that this parish does internally and has always done. And we've grown to our edges, and so we're building a new space to put ministries out of and to be able to welcome people in in new ways, and we've outgrown our appearance in the world. And it's fascinating to watch, as I now look at the new plans came in. It really is fun to go look at those pictures after mass. It's in the RCIA room. And after mass, a lot is happening, I'm telling you right now. They're in there, and we're still getting pledges, we're still getting money, so we're still asking for money for the building project, and I'll tell you the numbers in a minute. We're also asking for school supplies. And wouldn't you know, this week is the blood drive. So those of you who keep thinking, what are they gonna ask for next, blood? And just when you think we've crossed every other line, October, which is vocations month, is right around the corner, and we'll be asking for your children. But it's fascinating to watch when a community says, look, there's a lot of trappings. There's a lot of people who their entire faith is, did they wear the right color that week, and did they, oh, was the prayer, were those the right words, and did all the formulas get done? And then there are those who have that core of a gospel that say, no, our job is to do what we need so that we can reach as many people as we can. And some of that is transfiguration. In other words, some of that is our physical appearance in the world that we have to have to have a base to work out of. The opposite in theology, believe it or not, the opposite of transfiguration is transubstantiation. Transubstantiation means the appearance of the bread does not change at all. All the parts of the bread that you think, when people say, well, does it still have this, Pope Paul VI, I think, put it best. None of the, the way he put it, none of the molecular structure of the bread is disturbed. If you need science, you know, that's science. When you hear about someone who says in Europe, they had a miracle and they sliced the host and stained it and put it under and saw human blood cells, or that was a thing that was done back in the 70s, basically someone desecrated a host, nothing else happened there. And they came up with the result they wanted. The bread is molecularly bread, but the substance, the soul, the spirit, something underneath that changes. Transubstantiation says nothing of Jesus changed, just the appearance, because, as we hear in the prayers, because they were going to need that. The disciples were gonna need that vision to get through the hard times ahead. In order for them to do the mission they needed, they were gonna need something more hopeful to work out of. And so, you know, for us as a parish, I'm shocked. I mean, we've only gotten about half of the parish in so far, and we are at 6.43 million. I mean, we're at two thirds of our need. We're looking at about two million more. And these numbers to me are huge, but what you'll see in the drawings is we've moved the big building over to this side of the campus, instead of popping the top and going up two stories, because being on Harrison changes everything. I have learned words I never thought I'd know. It turns out that an easement is not when my siblings come in from out of town to help with mom. That is, you know, and water tables are not sold at Bed Bath & Beyond. I didn't know any of this stuff. Water table over here is different, so when we put the building over here, we can have a basement. We can have a full basement, meeting rooms, great stuff. You know, but all of this, all of this transfiguring has to do with the fact that who we have become as a mission has outgrown the physical presence in the world, and that's amazingly good news. It's so amazing to watch a parish who, you know, I'll be honest, 16 years ago when they redid this space, they lost seating because they felt the community was getting smaller. You know, it was gonna be, we were gonna have a little more of an intimate feel. This community is growing at an amazing rate, and we're right now adding about 150 families a year. I was gonna put a sign out, you know, our little school sign. The principal wouldn't let me put out accepting applications for 2025. We are gaining, it's a growing venture, and you know, as I mentioned earlier this year, we've had service days where families come to help the poor, and we've actually had, one time we had like 250 families show up, and after that we had to start telling volunteers, no more volunteers can come to help the poor this weekend. We don't have room. It's kind of a dream problem to have. Too many people wanting to help the poor. And so it's exciting to see, but that's transfiguration. Who we are is still who we are. The appearance is gonna change. We've got a great architect who is, I do hope as many of you can, you'll have to go back to the RCIA room. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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The Lord be with you, O Lord.
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Jesus took Peter, James, and his brother John
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and led them up a high mountain by themselves.
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And he was transfigured before them.
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His face shone like the sun, and his clothes
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became white as light.
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And behold, Moses and Elijah appeared to them,
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conversing with him.
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Then Peter said to Jesus in reply, Lord,
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it is good that we are here.
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If you wish, I will make three tents, one for you,
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one for Moses, and one for Elijah.
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While he was still speaking, behold, a bright cloud
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cast a shadow over them.
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Then from the cloud came a voice that said,
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this is my beloved son, with whom I am well pleased.
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Listen to him.
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When the disciples heard this, they fell prostrate
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and were very much afraid.
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But Jesus came, touched them, and said,
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rise, do not be afraid.
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And when the disciples raised their eyes,
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they saw no one else but Jesus alone.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The transfiguration, which we get,
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you know, it only comes on Sunday about once
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every seven years, because it's a feast that's
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by the solar year.
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It's August 6th every year, no matter what day it falls on.
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This transfiguration is August 6th.
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And it's a feast where we look to this moment
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where they finally see Jesus as he is,
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as he always has been.
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And in this case, because there's a graced moment,
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a miraculous moment, where their eyes are open
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and they're able to see it.
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For most of us, the transfiguration has to happen
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in the exact opposite way.
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We have to finally be willing to let people see who we are.
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It's not that they don't have eyes that can see,
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it's that we've got barriers and facades up right and left
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so that no one sees who we are.
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As a matter of fact, even when we think of people
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in our life that we say, you know, they're just,
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you know, there's no duplicitness at all.
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They're just, that's exactly who they are.
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I don't know, it's so hard to really just be
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who you are at all times, you know.
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There's always, we've got so many layers
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of cultural meaning on everything we do.
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You know, when you're speaking with someone
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and you yawn.
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Now, we now know that means you needed oxygen.
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It doesn't really mean they're boring.
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But someone told you that it means they're boring
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and now you don't want them to think
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that you think they're boring and so you try not to yawn.
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We just, the layers of facade that we get going on.
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You know, if you could see me as I truly am,
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I've probably been sleeping for 40 minutes.
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It's been a long morning.
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You know, I mean, there's always appearance
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and transfiguration is all about the appearance
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of Jesus that changes.
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None of the core, he doesn't become
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something he wasn't before.
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It's just the appearance.
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And in all of our lives, there sort of comes various times
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when who we are appearing to be in the world
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is no longer containing the reality of who we wanna be.
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I have known people over the years,
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it's almost comical sometimes when you see people
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who are just so comfortable with who they are.
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It's just, there's a real transparency.
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There was a man in my last parish, Bud Lederhaus.
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I've never met anyone mean enough
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to not like Bud Lederhaus.
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He was the nicest man I'd ever met.
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And he just, I think some people thought
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he was sort of simple in the head.
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He wasn't.
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It's just that if the nuclear bomb went off
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and he saw the wave coming
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and knew there was nothing he could do,
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he'd be like, oh, this is gonna hurt.
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He just didn't get panicky over things.
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And the story I will always remember about him
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because I've never seen a slower burn laugh in a church.
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I mean, for like five minutes,
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people couldn't keep it together.
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Bud was reading and he gets up,
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and St. Rose was an old box church,
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I mean, you know, just straight aisle up the center.
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And he comes up and he opens up and he starts reading.
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At about the time he pulls the book out,
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a boxer dog whose head was about up to here
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had gotten in the back of church
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and comes trotting down the aisle.
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And everyone in the church sees it but Bud,
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and he just opens it up and he says, you know,
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a reading from the book of the prophet Daniel.
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As I watched, oh, hi, pooch.
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Thomas.
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And he just goes right on like nothing has happened.
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And the dog turns around and trots back out.
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And little by little, everyone looks at each other like,
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did that just happen?
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And everyone starts giggling, Bud,
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just kept reading, got done.
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There's something so attractive and charming
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about someone who is just who they are.
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It's a rare moment.
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And this story has two levels to it.
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First, there's this moment where they see Jesus as he is,
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but then, even more, it sort of deconstructs their faith.
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Because the vision becomes everything
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that it would be for you and I, too.
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First, what they do is they see Jesus,
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and as they start to see him,
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they begin to see what they need him to be.
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They see him with Moses and Elijah,
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the law and the prophets of their faith.
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Moses, the great bringer of the law,
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Elijah, the great prophet.
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They see him with the law and the prophets
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because that's the context that makes sense for them
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for the Messiah they were waiting for.
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And then the voice comes and says,
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listen to him, and the law, Moses, is gone,
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and Elijah, the prophets, is gone,
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and they're left with this gospel of Jesus.
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We can't get our head around the shockingly,
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just gratingly new direction
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that that must have heralded for them.
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It's almost, you know, for a Catholic,
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that is, you know, having a vision
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of someone that you've just met in the last couple years
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who seems to, you know, have a nice spirituality,
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and you listen to them a lot,
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and all of a sudden you have a vision of them
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with the pope and the saints on one side
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and Mary, mother of God, on the other,
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and you think, well, there they are.
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That's Catholicism.
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And then the voice of God says,
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oh, listen to that one,
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and the pope and the saints disappear.
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And Mary, mother of God, disappears.
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And God says, oh, no, just listen to that one.
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I mean, their faith was deconstructed right in front of them
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and they're left with this gospel of Jesus,
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and Jesus just gives them a mission.
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He doesn't give them all the tricks to save themselves.
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He gives them a mission in the world.
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In recent times, there've been some of the voices locally
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that have said, we were at a conference for Catholic schools
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and one of the voices locally in the church says,
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our job is to get these children to heaven.
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Now, being a little cantankerous,
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I had a plan for that.
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I said, what we need to do is get God to send his son
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to die on the cross.
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Oh, wait, no, it's already been done.
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Maybe our job isn't to get them to heaven.
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Maybe our job is to get them to be good people in the world,
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to give them the gospel,
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not this trapping or that trapping, the gospel.
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You know, I was very happy, you know,
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we're unfolding after mass.
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You can go in and see all the new plans
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for the building we're building,
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and I love that we're doing that on Transfiguration Sunday.
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We are changing our appearance to match
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the amazing amount of work that this parish does internally
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and has always done.
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And we've grown to our edges,
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and so we're building a new space to put ministries out of
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and to be able to welcome people in in new ways,
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and we've outgrown our appearance in the world.
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And it's fascinating to watch,
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as I now look at the new plans came in.
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It really is fun to go look at those pictures after mass.
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It's in the RCIA room.
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And after mass, a lot is happening,
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I'm telling you right now.
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They're in there, and we're still getting pledges,
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we're still getting money,
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so we're still asking for money for the building project,
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and I'll tell you the numbers in a minute.
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We're also asking for school supplies.
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And wouldn't you know, this week is the blood drive.
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So those of you who keep thinking,
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what are they gonna ask for next, blood?
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And just when you think we've crossed every other line,
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October, which is vocations month,
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is right around the corner,
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and we'll be asking for your children.
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But it's fascinating to watch when a community says,
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look, there's a lot of trappings.
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There's a lot of people who their entire faith is,
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did they wear the right color that week,
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and did they, oh, was the prayer,
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were those the right words,
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and did all the formulas get done?
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And then there are those who have that core of a gospel
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that say, no, our job is to do what we need
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so that we can reach as many people as we can.
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And some of that is transfiguration.
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In other words, some of that is our physical appearance
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in the world that we have to have
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to have a base to work out of.
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The opposite in theology, believe it or not,
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the opposite of transfiguration is transubstantiation.
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Transubstantiation means the appearance of the bread
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does not change at all.
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All the parts of the bread that you think,
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when people say, well, does it still have this,
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Pope Paul VI, I think, put it best.
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None of the, the way he put it,
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none of the molecular structure of the bread is disturbed.
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If you need science, you know, that's science.
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When you hear about someone who says in Europe,
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they had a miracle and they sliced the host
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and stained it and put it under
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and saw human blood cells,
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or that was a thing that was done back in the 70s,
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basically someone desecrated a host,
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nothing else happened there.
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And they came up with the result they wanted.
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The bread is molecularly bread,
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but the substance, the soul, the spirit,
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something underneath that changes.
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Transubstantiation says nothing of Jesus changed,
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just the appearance, because, as we hear in the prayers,
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because they were going to need that.
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The disciples were gonna need that vision
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to get through the hard times ahead.
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In order for them to do the mission they needed,
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they were gonna need something more hopeful to work out of.
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And so, you know, for us as a parish, I'm shocked.
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I mean, we've only gotten about half of the parish in
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so far, and we are at 6.43 million.
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I mean, we're at two thirds of our need.
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We're looking at about two million more.
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And these numbers to me are huge,
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but what you'll see in the drawings is
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we've moved the big building over to this side
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of the campus, instead of popping the top
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and going up two stories, because being on Harrison
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changes everything.
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I have learned words I never thought I'd know.
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It turns out that an easement is not when my siblings
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come in from out of town to help with mom.
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That is, you know, and water tables are not sold
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at Bed Bath & Beyond.
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I didn't know any of this stuff.
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Water table over here is different,
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so when we put the building over here,
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we can have a basement.
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We can have a full basement, meeting rooms, great stuff.
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You know, but all of this, all of this transfiguring
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has to do with the fact that who we have become
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as a mission has outgrown the physical presence
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in the world, and that's amazingly good news.
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It's so amazing to watch a parish who, you know,
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I'll be honest, 16 years ago when they redid this space,
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they lost seating because they felt the community
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was getting smaller.
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You know, it was gonna be, we were gonna have
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a little more of an intimate feel.
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This community is growing at an amazing rate,
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and we're right now adding about 150 families a year.
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I was gonna put a sign out, you know,
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our little school sign.
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The principal wouldn't let me put out
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accepting applications for 2025.
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We are gaining, it's a growing venture,
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and you know, as I mentioned earlier this year,
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we've had service days where families come
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to help the poor, and we've actually had,
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one time we had like 250 families show up,
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and after that we had to start telling volunteers,
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no more volunteers can come to help the poor this weekend.
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We don't have room.
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It's kind of a dream problem to have.
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Too many people wanting to help the poor.
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And so it's exciting to see, but that's transfiguration.
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Who we are is still who we are.
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The appearance is gonna change.
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We've got a great architect who is,
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I do hope as many of you can,
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you'll have to go back to the RCIA room.
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We were gonna do it outside,
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and we got one of the three rainy mornings
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we've had this summer, so it's in the RCIA room,
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but I hope after mass you'll go look at that,
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because it is exciting to see a new appearance,
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but as exciting as it is, what is most exciting
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is that what's inside the appearance, the community,
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is still a group that doesn't get caught up
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in the momentary charisma of prophecies,
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doesn't get caught up in the minutia of the law,
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but has a core that is the gospel of Christ,
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and as long as that is our core,
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our appearance can change a million times,
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and we will still discover right there in our life
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and in our mission and in our reaching out
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that we have found the gospel of Christ
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and the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of authenticity, both in our personal faith journeys and in our communal life as Church. Using the Feast of the Transfiguration as a focal point, he reflects on how Jesus reveals his divine identity not by becoming something new, but by allowing his true nature to be seen. In contrast, we often hide our true selves behind layers of social expectations and self-protection. Father Pat challenges us to embrace a kind of transfiguration where we, individually and as a parish, grow into the outward expression of the inner mission we are called to live. He encourages a faith that is rooted not in religious trappings or formulas, but in living the Gospel with integrity, transparency, and mission-oriented purpose. The transformation of the parish’s physical space is symbolic of the deeper transformation happening within—a community growing in spirit, service, and commitment to the Gospel.
The Gospel account of the Transfiguration reveals Jesus’ divine identity in a sudden, radiant moment witnessed by Peter, James, and John. Father Pat emphasizes that this moment did not change Jesus’ essence, but merely revealed what had always been true—his divine nature, now visible in glory. For the disciples, this revelation came as both a confirmation and a disruption. They saw Jesus alongside Moses and Elijah—representatives of the Law and the Prophets—which fit their expectations of the Messiah. But then, in a profound moment of divine clarity, a voice from heaven declares, “This is my beloved Son… listen to him,” and Moses and Elijah vanish, leaving only Jesus. This signals a radical theological shift: the authority of the Law and the Prophets gives way to the primacy of the Gospel. The disciples’ understanding of their faith is deconstructed, and they are left with Jesus alone, the new and singular foundation of their mission. It is not enough to admire the moment—they must now live it, embody it, and carry it forward.
Father Pat draws a parallel between this spiritual transfiguration and the internal and external transformations we are called to embrace. While Jesus’ transfiguration revealed his true self, our own journey often requires the opposite: stripping away the layers of pretense and fear to let others see who we truly are. He reflects on how difficult it is to live with that kind of transparency in a world full of social facades and coded behaviors. Even simple interactions—like suppressing a yawn to avoid offending someone—reveal how deeply we are conditioned to hide our true selves. Yet, it is precisely in becoming who we truly are, without artifice, that we reflect something of the divine. He illustrates this with the story of Bud Lederhaus, a parishioner whose unaffected authenticity brought joy and gentleness to those around him. Such people, Father Pat notes, are rare and beautiful reflections of the Gospel lived simply and honestly.
In this spirit, Father Pat shifts focus to the parish community, which is undergoing its own form of transfiguration. The physical expansion of the parish facilities is not about vanity or prestige, but a response to the growth and vitality of its mission. Just as Jesus' appearance changed to reveal divine reality, so too must the parish’s outward form evolve to reflect the inner life it supports. The building project is a sign that the community’s mission has outgrown its current structure—it is a symbol of a faith that is active, vibrant, and deeply engaged in service. From blood drives to school supply collections, from welcoming new families to serving the poor, the parish is living out the Gospel in tangible ways. Father Pat challenges a narrow vision of faith that focuses only on personal salvation or rigid adherence to religious forms. He critiques the idea that the Church’s job is simply to “get people to heaven,” reminding us that Christ has already accomplished that through the cross. Our mission, then, is to form people who live the Gospel here and now—people who are good, generous, and rooted in Christ.
Father Pat also draws a powerful theological contrast between transfiguration and transubstantiation. In the Eucharist, the appearance of the bread remains unchanged, but its substance—the deepest reality—becomes the Body of Christ. By contrast, in the Transfiguration, the substance of Jesus remains unchanged, but his appearance shifts dramatically. Both mysteries invite us to perceive spiritual truths beyond surface appearances. They remind us that the essence of faith is not in outward forms alone, but in the deep interior transformation that occurs when we encounter Christ and allow His Gospel to reshape our lives.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is one of hope and vision. He sees in the parish’s growth and transformation a sign that the community is living the Gospel authentically. The new building plans are exciting, not just because they provide more space, but because they are the fruit of a mission that is bearing abundance. As long as the community remains centered on the Gospel—on Jesus alone—then changes in appearance, structure, or strategy will only enhance its ability to serve. Like the disciples at the Transfiguration, the parish is being prepared for a deeper mission. And like them, we are invited to rise, not be afraid, and carry forward the Gospel into the world with courage, clarity, and compassion....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 978.7100219726562, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Praise the Lord. When Judas had left them, Jesus said, now is the Son of Man glorified, and God is glorified in him. If God is glorified in him, God will also glorify him in himself, and God will glorify him at once. My children, I will be with you only a little while longer. I give you a new commandment. Love one another. As I have loved you, so you should love one another. This is how all will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise the Lord. What is this, sir? This new commandment is new in two different ways. One is, Jesus is teaching a whole new idea, and a bit of the way we all think of it. But it's also new in the sense that John's gospel is written so much later than the others. The earliest, anyone puts it, any well-accepted scholars would be maybe in the 80s. Remember, Jesus would have been crucified in maybe the early 30s. So in the 80s. And the other gospels, somewhere between 60 and 70, and then 15 years later minimum, some put it as late as 100, 110. It's from the next generation. This gospel, he's putting a new spin, the writers are, on the first three gospels. He's saying, the first ones have all said, love people the way you want to be loved. The golden rule. Treat people the way you want to be treated. And he goes, new rule, not like Bill Nye. This is new rules. Love one another. And he says, as I have loved you, love one another. This is much more difficult. This is a whole new level. And my suspicion is they're starting to find how incredible people are at getting around the rules and the ideas of Christianity. As I said last week, God forbid that I love you the way I love myself, because it's dicey from day to day. And Sundays, I love myself less than almost any other day. There's too much going on. So this idea that somehow, how I feel about myself should be how I treat you. No, that's not what he meant, but people could get it there. I can't tell you how often you would say to someone, do we really want to treat someone this way? Pal, if they did that, I would think so, because if I did that, and then they lie to themselves, I would expect to be treated that way. They'd expect to, would they want to? So there were too many ways around it. But this one, love people, and it really, we misquote it often. We often will hear, love one another as I have loved you. It's not what it says. It says, love one another, period. End of sentence, done. Next sentence, as I have loved you, so you should also love one another. But the first one is simply, give up the excuses, love one another. Take care of one another. Do what's best for one another. You mean because we feel good, just love one another. The people that we love one another. My family, love one another. Just my family. I mean, my theory is if you can love family, you can love anyone. Um, you have to live with those people. You know, this whole idea of just, you know, I mean, this is Jesus' Nike moment. Just do it. Just love one another. And you have to have this Christian sense of love. He is not telling you how to feel about one another. He's telling you how to behave towards one another. We are called to take care of people regardless of our inner emotional atmosphere at any given moment. You know, and he says that in the earlier Gospels. He fleshes it out in other ways. He'll say, now, you know, if you just love your friends, anyone can do that. In other words, it's not just about, I feel good about these people, therefore, I will treat them well. And he's not saying you need to feel, you need to have warm, loving, fuzzy feelings. Oh, you should just be absolutely in love with everyone. Actually, George, he kind of discouraged that. Um, it's not, I have to have a warm, fuzzy, you will never have warm, fuzzy feelings about everyone. I mean, you know, there are, literally, there are two people in this room that I don't care for. I can't tell you who they are, but I just wanted you all to worry it might be me. We don't know, but what Jesus says is, get past your feelings. Moral behavior is not based on feeling. And Christian love is the ability to take care of and treat people well, regardless of how I'm feeling at the moment. There is not a marriage in existence that has survived on the consistency of emotion. No one says, oh, we're married, we've been married for 40 years, because every day I wake up, look over, and say, even better than before. Not the journey, folks. It is not the journey. The journey is that I am, I want to be who I am regardless of what someone else has done, how they've made me feel. We don't want to go through life waiting to see what everyone else does before we know who we're going to be. That's not how we live a good Christian life. We have to figure out who we are called to be, and then be that for people that we run across, regardless of how we feel at the moment, regardless of where we're at with our emotions. This entire teaching of John and John's gospel, one of the things he does very different. John has no interest in rewriting the other three gospels. There's three of them. John's students, really, are writing late enough that they already have read those. They know they're out there. They don't say, let's put out a fourth copy. They've got all of these stories that they have probably heard from the Apostle John that didn't make it into those gospels. They want to tell us the other stories. And most of it, well, not most of it, but more than anything else, about 40% of John's gospel is the Last Supper and the Passion and Death. Now, to put that into context, the other three gospels may be between 7% and 12%. Mark has 18 chapters. About one and a half chapter at the end of it is that part of the story, from what you and I would call Holy Thursday, the Last Supper, on. Luke is 24 chapters, the last two. Matthew is 28 chapters, the last two. John is 21, and the last nine of 21 are all the Last Supper. It is the supper that will not end in George's gospel. It is a Dolan family reunion. It goes on and it goes on. And he puts all these teachings in. So we get all of these little, there's these pointed moments that constantly come in, where Jesus keeps stopping and saying, now, I'm only going to be with you a little while longer. Everything is in the context of what's called the Book of Glory in John, from chapter 12 onward. The Book of Glory is all about, here's how you're supposed to be after I'm gone. Because the community at the time this gospel is written, we're almost past it now, but it's similar to us and World War II and the Holocaust now. We're losing the last living witnesses. Are there any left? And we've noticed, as the last witnesses, oh, there's a whole movement out there. Let's rewrite it and say it didn't happen. The revisionists want to step in because the living witnesses. And that's what's happening at this moment when John's gospel is being written. So we're kind of losing all of those. And how do we experience faith having never seen Jesus in the flesh? This is why, at the beginning of the Easter season, we get the Doubting Thomas story, not any of the other gospels. These become important stories. And it's so many of them in the context of, I'm leaving now. There's a wonderful line that we never get. I don't think it ever shows up anywhere in our three-year cycle of readings. We read right up to it. And the next week, we skipped over it. And it's just about right at the beginning of the Last Supper. And he has this wonderful line that says, you're up right now. Jesus is here. And the light is among us. It says, you know what? Walk and keep moving while you're in the light so that the darkness will not overtake you. Use the time you have in the light wiser. The light, you will not always find the light. But when we experience the light of life, when we experience being loved, when we can remember the times in life we are loved, we can build habits out of that. And we can continue the habits, even when we're having a dark day. There are days you will not feel loving towards anyone. At least, I hope I'm not the only one. You will have days. I call them weekday, though. But they'll all have days when we're not feeling that feeling. I think we sometimes forget that the word emotions, it's just the word motion with a little prefix on it. It's that which moves us. You and I don't get to choose our emotions. They move us. We don't move them. They are the mover. And so your emotions can be all over the place. But you can build habits in those moments when you're experiencing love, when you're finding it easy to love others. Let those be habit moments that we really use to say, I need to let that set in. I need to realize that that is a better way of living. And let that carry me through the days I'm not feeling it. I've said this a lot during this season, but I don't think we can understand the theological importance of the crucifixion and the passion if we don't believe that Jesus as God, the big difference between Jesus' suffering and yours and mine, is not his was worse. Trust me, humanity has found ways to torture people longer. That's when they said, it's the worst suffering. And they don't mean that it's physiologically more pain. It was painful. The difference is, as God, Jesus, could have at any moment said, enough. We're done. I'm out of here. And if we lose sight of that, we lose sight of the sacrifice. Because I can guarantee you, Jesus was not on the cross going, I love these people. I feel good about these people. I'm having a warm moment. Why is he on the cross then? Because he's saving the very people who, at that moment, he has no good feelings towards. He's treating them well anyway. Jesus gains nothing from the crucifixion. We do. Jesus was God before he came down. Check the Bible. If you're God, there is no upgrade. He didn't come down to gain something for himself. He was God. What's he hope to gain? He gains for us. And he stays there while we are being terrible, while he couldn't possibly have a good emotion about us, and stays true to who he chose to be. That is the essence of love. As I said last week, it's Italy. It's not just Lebo. It's a wonderful image. It's not just when you've just had the baby and you're holding them in your arms and all the love in the world. That's your emotional love. It's when you get out of bed at 3 in the morning for the fifth time, every night, for the last six months, and the baby is still alive in the morning. You know, you didn't feel. The baby didn't cry and you didn't go, another five minutes with the baby. If you did, bottle that. You could sell it. We do it anyway. We're not feeling. You know, I think there are two things we forget. One is our parents loved us more than we'll ever know. And the other thing, there were times they did not like us. And if you go, oh, not my parents, then they did it spectacularly. No one, you know, everyone is lovable. God has made everyone lovable. No one is likable all the time. We all have moments where we just do things and we don't like ourselves. That's why they get us away from this. People the way you love, you have to love people the way you love yourself. That can be a horrible thing. If I treated you based on how I like myself at the moment, this would be a very different ministry. Sometimes we like ourselves. This is not about like. Like is an emotion. Love is I'm committed to doing what's best for people, regardless of how I feel. We will never get there perfectly in this life. But if we can try, if we can dig into the moments where we have felt the best about ourselves, where we have felt the most cared for, where we have felt the closest to others, and let those be the moments that give us the most lasting habits. Build your habits when you're in the light. Because in the darkness, the habit is what we have to go on, the habit that we built in the light. You're not going to find charity in the middle of the darkness. But if you have built the habit during the light, it will carry us through the darkness. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Praise the Lord.
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When Judas had left them, Jesus said,
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now is the Son of Man glorified, and God is glorified in him.
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If God is glorified in him, God will also
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glorify him in himself, and God will glorify him at once.
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My children, I will be with you only a little while longer.
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I give you a new commandment.
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Love one another.
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As I have loved you, so you should love one another.
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This is how all will know that you are my disciples,
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if you have love for one another.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise the Lord.
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What is this, sir?
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This new commandment is new in two different ways.
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One is, Jesus is teaching a whole new idea,
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and a bit of the way we all think of it.
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But it's also new in the sense that John's gospel is written
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so much later than the others.
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The earliest, anyone puts it, any well-accepted scholars
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would be maybe in the 80s.
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Remember, Jesus would have been crucified in maybe
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the early 30s.
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So in the 80s.
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And the other gospels, somewhere between 60 and 70,
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and then 15 years later minimum, some
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put it as late as 100, 110.
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It's from the next generation.
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This gospel, he's putting a new spin, the writers are,
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on the first three gospels.
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He's saying, the first ones have all said,
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love people the way you want to be loved.
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The golden rule.
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Treat people the way you want to be treated.
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And he goes, new rule, not like Bill Nye.
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This is new rules.
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Love one another.
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And he says, as I have loved you, love one another.
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This is much more difficult. This is a whole new level.
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And my suspicion is they're starting
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to find how incredible people are
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at getting around the rules and the ideas of Christianity.
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As I said last week, God forbid that I love you
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the way I love myself, because it's dicey from day to day.
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And Sundays, I love myself less than almost any other day.
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There's too much going on.
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So this idea that somehow, how I feel about myself
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should be how I treat you.
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No, that's not what he meant, but people could get it there.
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I can't tell you how often you would say to someone,
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do we really want to treat someone this way?
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Pal, if they did that, I would think so,
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because if I did that, and then they lie to themselves,
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I would expect to be treated that way.
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They'd expect to, would they want to?
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So there were too many ways around it.
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But this one, love people, and it really,
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we misquote it often.
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We often will hear, love one another as I have loved you.
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It's not what it says.
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It says, love one another, period.
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End of sentence, done.
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Next sentence, as I have loved you,
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so you should also love one another.
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But the first one is simply, give up the excuses,
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love one another.
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Take care of one another.
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Do what's best for one another.
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You mean because we feel good, just love one another.
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The people that we love one another.
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My family, love one another.
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Just my family.
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I mean, my theory is if you can love family,
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you can love anyone.
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Um, you have to live with those people.
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You know, this whole idea of just, you know,
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I mean, this is Jesus' Nike moment.
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Just do it.
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Just love one another.
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And you have to have this Christian sense of love.
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He is not telling you how to feel about one another.
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He's telling you how to behave towards one another.
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We are called to take care of people
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regardless of our inner emotional atmosphere
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at any given moment.
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You know, and he says that in the earlier Gospels.
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He fleshes it out in other ways.
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He'll say, now, you know, if you just love your friends,
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anyone can do that.
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In other words, it's not just about,
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I feel good about these people,
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therefore, I will treat them well.
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And he's not saying you need to feel,
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you need to have warm, loving, fuzzy feelings.
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Oh, you should just be absolutely in love with everyone.
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Actually, George, he kind of discouraged that.
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Um, it's not, I have to have a warm, fuzzy,
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you will never have warm, fuzzy feelings about everyone.
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I mean, you know, there are, literally,
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there are two people in this room that I don't care for.
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I can't tell you who they are, but I just
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wanted you all to worry it might be me.
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We don't know, but what Jesus says is, get past your feelings.
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Moral behavior is not based on feeling.
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And Christian love is the ability
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to take care of and treat people well,
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regardless of how I'm feeling at the moment.
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There is not a marriage in existence
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that has survived on the consistency of emotion.
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No one says, oh, we're married, we've
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been married for 40 years, because every day I wake up,
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look over, and say, even better than before.
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Not the journey, folks.
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It is not the journey.
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The journey is that I am, I want to be
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who I am regardless of what someone else has done,
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how they've made me feel.
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We don't want to go through life waiting
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to see what everyone else does before we
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know who we're going to be.
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That's not how we live a good Christian life.
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We have to figure out who we are called to be,
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and then be that for people that we run across,
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regardless of how we feel at the moment,
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regardless of where we're at with our emotions.
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This entire teaching of John and John's gospel,
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one of the things he does very different.
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John has no interest in rewriting
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the other three gospels.
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There's three of them.
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John's students, really, are writing late enough
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that they already have read those.
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They know they're out there.
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They don't say, let's put out a fourth copy.
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They've got all of these stories that they have probably
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heard from the Apostle John that didn't make it
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into those gospels.
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They want to tell us the other stories.
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And most of it, well, not most of it,
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but more than anything else, about 40% of John's gospel
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is the Last Supper and the Passion and Death.
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Now, to put that into context, the other three gospels
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may be between 7% and 12%.
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Mark has 18 chapters.
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About one and a half chapter at the end of it
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is that part of the story, from what you and I would call
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Holy Thursday, the Last Supper, on.
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Luke is 24 chapters, the last two.
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Matthew is 28 chapters, the last two.
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John is 21, and the last nine of 21 are all the Last Supper.
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It is the supper that will not end in George's gospel.
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It is a Dolan family reunion.
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It goes on and it goes on.
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And he puts all these teachings in.
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So we get all of these little, there's
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these pointed moments that constantly come in,
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where Jesus keeps stopping and saying,
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now, I'm only going to be with you a little while longer.
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Everything is in the context of what's
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called the Book of Glory in John, from chapter 12 onward.
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The Book of Glory is all about, here's
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how you're supposed to be after I'm gone.
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Because the community at the time this gospel is written,
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we're almost past it now, but it's
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similar to us and World War II and the Holocaust now.
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We're losing the last living witnesses.
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Are there any left?
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And we've noticed, as the last witnesses,
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oh, there's a whole movement out there.
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Let's rewrite it and say it didn't happen.
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The revisionists want to step in because the living witnesses.
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And that's what's happening at this moment
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when John's gospel is being written.
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So we're kind of losing all of those.
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And how do we experience faith having never
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seen Jesus in the flesh?
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This is why, at the beginning of the Easter season,
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we get the Doubting Thomas story, not
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any of the other gospels.
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These become important stories.
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And it's so many of them in the context of, I'm leaving now.
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There's a wonderful line that we never get.
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I don't think it ever shows up anywhere in our three-year cycle
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of readings.
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We read right up to it.
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And the next week, we skipped over it.
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And it's just about right at the beginning of the Last Supper.
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And he has this wonderful line that says, you're up right now.
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Jesus is here.
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And the light is among us.
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It says, you know what?
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Walk and keep moving while you're in the light
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so that the darkness will not overtake you.
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Use the time you have in the light wiser.
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The light, you will not always find the light.
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But when we experience the light of life,
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when we experience being loved, when
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we can remember the times in life we are loved,
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we can build habits out of that.
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And we can continue the habits, even
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when we're having a dark day.
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There are days you will not feel loving towards anyone.
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At least, I hope I'm not the only one.
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You will have days.
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I call them weekday, though.
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But they'll all have days when we're not feeling that feeling.
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I think we sometimes forget that the word emotions,
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it's just the word motion with a little prefix on it.
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It's that which moves us.
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You and I don't get to choose our emotions.
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They move us.
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We don't move them.
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They are the mover.
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And so your emotions can be all over the place.
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But you can build habits in those moments
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when you're experiencing love, when you're
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finding it easy to love others.
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Let those be habit moments that we really use to say,
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I need to let that set in.
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I need to realize that that is a better way of living.
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And let that carry me through the days I'm not feeling it.
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I've said this a lot during this season,
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but I don't think we can understand
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the theological importance of the crucifixion and the passion
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if we don't believe that Jesus as God,
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the big difference between Jesus' suffering and yours
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and mine, is not his was worse.
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Trust me, humanity has found ways to torture people longer.
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That's when they said, it's the worst suffering.
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And they don't mean that it's physiologically more pain.
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It was painful.
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The difference is, as God, Jesus,
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could have at any moment said, enough.
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We're done.
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I'm out of here.
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And if we lose sight of that, we lose sight of the sacrifice.
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Because I can guarantee you, Jesus was not on the cross
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going, I love these people.
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I feel good about these people.
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I'm having a warm moment.
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Why is he on the cross then?
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Because he's saving the very people who, at that moment,
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he has no good feelings towards.
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He's treating them well anyway.
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Jesus gains nothing from the crucifixion.
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We do.
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Jesus was God before he came down.
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Check the Bible.
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If you're God, there is no upgrade.
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He didn't come down to gain something for himself.
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He was God.
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What's he hope to gain?
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He gains for us.
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And he stays there while we are being terrible,
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while he couldn't possibly have a good emotion about us,
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and stays true to who he chose to be.
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That is the essence of love.
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As I said last week, it's Italy.
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It's not just Lebo.
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It's a wonderful image.
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It's not just when you've just had the baby
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and you're holding them in your arms
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and all the love in the world.
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That's your emotional love.
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It's when you get out of bed at 3 in the morning
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for the fifth time, every night, for the last six months,
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and the baby is still alive in the morning.
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You know, you didn't feel.
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The baby didn't cry and you didn't go,
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another five minutes with the baby.
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If you did, bottle that.
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You could sell it.
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We do it anyway.
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We're not feeling.
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You know, I think there are two things we forget.
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One is our parents loved us more than we'll ever know.
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And the other thing, there were times they did not like us.
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And if you go, oh, not my parents,
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then they did it spectacularly.
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No one, you know, everyone is lovable.
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God has made everyone lovable.
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No one is likable all the time.
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We all have moments where we just do things
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and we don't like ourselves.
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That's why they get us away from this.
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People the way you love, you have
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to love people the way you love yourself.
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That can be a horrible thing.
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If I treated you based on how I like myself at the moment,
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this would be a very different ministry.
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Sometimes we like ourselves.
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This is not about like.
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Like is an emotion.
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Love is I'm committed to doing what's best for people,
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regardless of how I feel.
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We will never get there perfectly in this life.
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But if we can try, if we can dig into the moments
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where we have felt the best about ourselves,
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where we have felt the most cared for,
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where we have felt the closest to others,
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and let those be the moments that give us
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the most lasting habits.
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Build your habits when you're in the light.
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Because in the darkness, the habit
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is what we have to go on, the habit
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that we built in the light.
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You're not going to find charity in the middle of the darkness.
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But if you have built the habit during the light,
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it will carry us through the darkness.
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And when it carries us through the darkness,
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we find ourselves headed towards that light
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that the darkness can never overcome.
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Father Pat’s message calls us to embrace the radic Father Pat’s message calls us to embrace the radical and transformative love that Christ commands in the Gospel of John. He emphasizes that Jesus introduces a “new commandment” not simply as a revision of the Golden Rule, but as a deeper and more demanding directive: to love others not as we love ourselves, but as Jesus has loved us. This love is not dependent on feelings or mutual affection; it is a commitment to consistent, self-giving action, even in the absence of emotional warmth. Father Pat challenges us to develop habits of love and care during times of light—when love comes easily—so that these habits can sustain us in the inevitable times of emotional darkness. Christ’s crucifixion serves as the ultimate example of love in action: a sacrificial, unwavering commitment to the good of others, even when they are unlovable or ungrateful. Through this lens, discipleship is not about how we feel, but about who we choose to be and how we choose to act.
Father Pat begins by unpacking the Gospel of John’s distinctive voice, written later than the synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), and speaking to a community beginning to live without firsthand witnesses of Jesus. John’s Gospel, particularly the section known as the Book of Glory, focuses heavily on the Last Supper and Christ’s final teachings before the crucifixion. This setting gives weight to Jesus’ “new commandment”: “Love one another. As I have loved you, so you should love one another.” Father Pat highlights the significance of the simple imperative “Love one another” as a complete sentence—firm, non-negotiable, and divorced from emotional qualifiers. It is not a suggestion, and not contingent on how we feel about the other person. It is a command rooted in action and commitment.
He draws a contrast between the Golden Rule—to treat others as we wish to be treated—and Jesus’ new commandment, which demands more. The Golden Rule allows room for self-deception, as people often rationalize their actions based on how they think they would want to be treated. But Jesus' command removes that loophole. It’s not about subjective comparison; it’s about modeling our behavior after Jesus’ own sacrificial and unconditional love. Father Pat warns us not to reduce Christian love to sentimentality or mutual affection. Feelings are fleeting, inconsistent, and outside our control. Love, in the Christian sense, is a choice to act for the good of others, even when we don’t feel like it.
He uses humor and candor to drive home the point. He confesses that even in a room full of parishioners, there are people he doesn’t particularly like—but he is still called to love and serve them. He reminds us that Jesus on the cross was not feeling warm affection for those crucifying him. Rather, he remained steadfast in love because he chose to be faithful to who he was, not because the people were lovable in that moment. This love is not about emotional highs but about moral integrity and constancy.
Father Pat also makes a profound theological observation: Jesus, being fully divine, didn’t suffer for self-gain. He had nothing to gain from the crucifixion—he was already God. His suffering was entirely for our sake, a pure act of love. The significance of the Passion lies not just in the intensity of the suffering, but in the fact that Jesus could have avoided it at any moment. His decision to endure it, despite the absence of any emotional reward, models the kind of love we are called to: love that acts faithfully, even in the absence of feeling.
He transitions into a reflection on habit formation. Since emotions are inherently unstable, we must build lasting habits of love during “times of light”—when we are feeling loved and capable of loving. These habits become spiritual muscle memory that carry us through periods of darkness, emotional dryness, and spiritual struggle. He likens this to parenting: parents don’t always feel fondness toward their children, especially in the throes of exhaustion, but they continue to act in love because of their commitment. Likewise, long marriages do not survive on constant emotional highs, but on the consistent decision to act in love even when emotions falter.
Father Pat also speaks to the contemporary relevance of John's Gospel, written at a time when the last eyewitnesses of Jesus were dying out. Just as today's generation is losing the last Holocaust survivors and facing historical revisionism, the early Church faced similar challenges to memory and faith. John’s Gospel seeks to ground the community in enduring truths even as direct experience fades. It emphasizes the importance of remaining faithful to Christ’s teachings, especially the command to love, as the essence of Christian identity.
Finally, Father Pat encourages us to remember the moments when we have felt most loved and most capable of love. These moments are not just emotional highs to be enjoyed and forgotten; they are to be internalized and practiced so that they shape our behavior even when love feels hard. Christian love is not about waiting to feel good before doing good. It is about choosing to be who Christ calls us to be, no matter the circumstance. In a world full of emotional volatility and relational fragility, the command to love as Jesus loved offers both a challenge and a path to transformation—for ourselves and for the communities we serve....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1273.489990234375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Jesus told his disciples this parable. The kingdom of heaven will be like 10 virgins who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom. Five of them were foolish and five were wise. The foolish ones, when taking their lamps, brought no oil with them. But the wise brought flasks of oil with their lamps. Since the bridegroom was long delayed, they all became drowsy and fell asleep. At midnight, there was a cry. Behold, the bridegroom, come out to meet him. Then all those virgins got up and trimmed their lamps. The foolish ones said to the wise, give us some of your oil, for our lamps are going out. But the wise ones replied, no, for there may not be enough for us and you. Go instead to the merchants and buy some for yourselves. While they went off to buy it, the bridegroom came, and those who were ready went into the wedding feast with him. Then the door was locked. Afterwards, the other virgins came and said, Lord, Lord, open the door for us. But he said in reply, amen. I say to you, I do not know you. Therefore, stay awake, for you know neither the day nor the hour. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Tough wedding. Even tougher metaphor. It's one that people, you know, they've heard, oh, the wise virgins and the foolish virgins. And we don't really pull this apart. The problem with some of these metaphors is they're great metaphors for the kingdom of God, but they kind of fall apart at the human level because they're things that really don't happen at the human level. You know, you can't say, you know, love is a rose really doesn't mean anything if you've never seen a rose. I mean, we depend on the part of the metaphor that's supposed to make something for us. And this is a wedding, I'm assuming, like one you've never been to. First off, it's probably not, it's probably not an allusion to a Jewish wedding. Because even though there are some of the tidier English translations that take this to bridesmaids or maybe, you know, the allusion here is the bridegroom is waiting for 10 virgins. This is a 10 bride, one groom sort of wedding. I don't think I've been to more than one of those. So it's a little out of our experience to begin with. It's not really the picture of a wedding as we know it. And part of that is because this, of course, is the bride in this Matthew reading is already starting to take on that theology of the church. And Jesus being the bridegroom. And it's coming out of an experience of the community at the time this gospel's written, probably somewhere around the year 80, give or take, that they all thought the bridegroom, they all thought Jesus was going, the second coming was gonna happen before the death of the last apostle. And they've been watching him drop off one by one. And about now, they're feeling the bridegroom is late. The community is struggling for how do we keep waiting for Jesus to come back when it's becoming more and more apparent that it's probably not happening in our lifetime. It's not what was expected. And so it's definitely a story about, you know, well, be patient. Well, you know, it's not gonna happen when you expect. For most of us, it will not happen in our lifetime. Generations have come and gone. Every generation is, you know, unwilling to say out loud ahead of time, it's probably not in my lifetime. Because that almost feels like unfaithfulness. You know, that it could happen tomorrow. And so we end up with this parable that has at its heart a piece of theology that every preacher and every theologian, unless they've got a mean spiritedness to them, is very uncomfortable with. And it's that the wise maidens here are wise but uncaring. It's sort of, if we look at them as they're the ones that are going to heaven, they are the ones who, we got ours, we don't care about you. And it's a distasteful vision that if that's what heaven is full of, you know, hell, purgatory are looking pretty good at this point, you know, where the food's no good but the people are kinder. It tears apart, what is it? Well, I did it and you didn't. And it nurtures a sort of vision that some of us will merit heaven rather than none of us merit it. We get it through the grace of Jesus. And who merits it more is, you know, it's a little bit when we stand before God and hope that I will look better than the next person over. It, you know, it's like two garden slugs standing before a person thinking, I think they'll find me more attractive than that one. Which is not a horrible thing until, until the slugs start wounding one another to look better. We're all going to need this grace of God. So, for years I've toyed with this parable in different ways and tried to get my head around it. And I finally gave up yesterday and if anyone saw me at about noon, I was walking over from my office with a stack of Greek books about this big and slogged through this to try and figure out what's going on. Especially since whoever designed our lectionary, God love them. It's a little misleading until we put it next to the book of wisdom. They take the parable of these wise virgins and they say, let's pair it with the book of wisdom, which is not probably purposefully, but negligently misleading. Because the words both get translated into English as wisdom, but have nothing to do much with one another in their original languages. In the Old Testament, wisdom, the book of wisdom is it's not a female aspect of God. It is God, the entirety of God in female imagery. That's just so foreign to us that we don't really understand it. And I wanted to get one of these passages correct because I think people don't understand. So I'm taking out my Bible. I'm not tweeting, I promise. But in the book of wisdom, God, the great, the Hebrew Yahweh, the Ruach, all of that. In wisdom, this is a female character. But when someone says, well, I don't think they're really talking about God in that sense. This is from the 10th chapter. The holy people, wisdom, Solomon says, the holy people and their blameless descendants, it was she who rescued them from the nations that oppressed them. She who entered the soul of the Lord's servant withstood the kings. She who gave the holy ones the rewards of their labor. She who was their shelter from day, their light at night. She took them across the Red Sea. She brought them through the waters and she drowned their enemies, turning them up from the bottom. This is the Hebrew God. If it said he, you'd know exactly who they were talking about. But because it says she, we don't. Wisdom in the Old Testament is the essence of God. So when you take that and we say, well, we couldn't ask for more than to be like these wise women. Now we're misusing it because the word in the, so that's why I had to get all these books in what we call the Septuagint, and this is a little bit of a slog, so just stay with me. But the Septuagint is the oldest, the Greek translation of the Old Testament. You know, most of the Jewish people at the time of Jesus weren't running around speaking fluent Hebrew. They were living in Greek countries and the Old Testament had been translated into Greek by them. So they would, some of them, especially the less scholarly, might approach the Hebrew Bible the way I approach the Greek one, which is with a stack of books this big and go over, you know, I just don't flip through it and my fluent Greek just doesn't fall into place. I have to, so when I'm actually studying scripture, I will pull out the English translation. I'm practically fluent. So it's, you know, so they're doing that. They're pulling out the Septuagint, the Greek translation, and all of those images of wisdom is a word we're fairly familiar with, Sophia. Sophia is that Greek word. And Sophia is this imagery of, I mean, when you have Sophia, you are in the God mindset. You are with God and you are the perfect example of God. And Sophia, oh, they do it all up real nice. And then we get to these five women in the New Testament and the word Sophia is not used. The word phronimos, which means anything from well-prepared to shrewd. Oh, well shrewd, now I get it. They're shrewd. They've got all the details of this life in place. The other place it's used in the synoptics, one of the other places is in Luke, in the 16th chapter of Luke, at the eighth verse, where it's the dishonest steward, the one who goes out and scratches, it says, you know, the master awarded him because the children of this world are more prudent and shrewd with one another. Now, it wouldn't translate as because you dishonest people are more wise. Never have translated that one as wisdom. There's a sort of shrewd, you know, it would have been clunky to say there were five foolish virgins and five who were type A personalities. But that's sort of, I got everything in a row, I'm not gonna show up unprepared. These are the Boy Scouts you wanna travel with. But it doesn't set them up as an example of what it means to be close to God. It's just saying they're the ones that know how to plan ahead of time. The man who builds his house on stone, who has all of the right materials ready, same word, not Sophia. So once we back up and say, okay, so now let's use one of the common translations. There are five who are foolish and five who are prudent. Well, I know prudent people who aren't necessarily generous and compassionate, and that those don't always go together. But it's such a struggle for us to use the word wise and then say, so when we talk about this wisdom of God, compassion and mercy and caring about those who don't have shouldn't be part of it. So we first, we have to get those words separated from one another. And then say, so, what was the big moment that the other five had their epic failure? They didn't have an extra flask? Well, that's nice, but what if the bridegroom had been a whole nother day? They'd all have been out of oil. You know, some of them were lucky enough, they got the right amount, others weren't. So at what point did they have their epic failure? And when you start to figure out the translation, it becomes apparent that we've missed a crucial moment in this. What if they had shown up, if Jesus is the bridegroom, what if they had shown up with not enough oil? What if they'd just been brave enough to say, hey, not as prepared as them, but I'm showing up as who I am. Do we think Jesus would have slammed the door? Is the moment of foolishness when they hear someone else say, we're prepared, you're not. You go away, and we're going in. And they went to try to pick up someone else's journey and come back a little more acceptable. That's foolish. And we fall for it all the time. People are running around telling people which church they can belong to, which church they can't belong to, and everyone, and you have to, your journey has to look a little more like mine. And there are so many people, even in our own faith, where I always feel there are people who will say, you are welcome here. As long as you start to live a little more like I do, you're even more welcome. And if you could start to look like me, you know. It's not worth the hair loss. You know, we start to say, you're welcome when your spiritual journey mimics mine. I had a friend, a priest, who his superior wanted him to go on a retreat. They were going through some struggle, and he said, you know, I went on a 30-day silent Ignatian retreat once, and I really, really think that this would be good for you. And so he thought about it, and he said, you know, I'm gonna look into some programs. And he said, no, no, no, no, this program I did, this one in the Dakotas somewhere, oh, no, this is the one you should do. It's really, really good. Well, you know, 30-day silent retreat. I don't need to be, you know, in my favorite city. It's a 30-day silent retreat. That'll be fine, I'll just look through the spiritual directors. No, no, no, the one I used, and he said, I started to realize he didn't want me to go on a 30-day retreat. He wanted me to go on his 30-day retreat. Oh, this is the director I used, and this is the one. And as soon as you, you know, how many friends do you know that, oh, I have found the perfect diet? It worked for me, so it'll work for everyone. If it worked for everyone, you would sell a billion copies. Even modern medicine. Anyone who's ever dealt with cancer hears things constantly like, well, we've got a new treatment that works, and we think it works about 75% of the time. And what does that mean? It means it seems to work, but we don't know if it'll work on you, because we just don't know. There's some piece of, you know, idiosyncratic nature to this that we can't quite get our minds around, and what worked for one person doesn't work for another. And then we get people who think with spirituality, one size fits all. You know, either it's the spirituality of Jesus, or it's that, no, you cannot do the path of Jesus. He started as God. I don't mean to disappoint you, but your starting point was different. None of us started as God. We usually thought we got there by the time we were 16 or so, but we really didn't. You know, we don't have the same starting place. Someone comes to us, a spiritual guru, the worst thing we can start to do is to find a spiritual teacher and imitate them rather than be advised by them. You know, when you've got a companion, you don't really follow as much as you walk alongside. You cut your own path. It may be near to theirs, but this whole parable when we start to realize the difference between real wisdom and prudence, nothing wrong with prudence, but it's not the whole package. When we start to realize the difference, we go, so their mistake was, oh, we're not prepared the way they are. We can't go in. That was the moment of foolishness. That was the moment that they lost it, and then when they come back, it's already going. You know, I think most of us don't ever hit that point with that parable. We're too busy thinking of other things. It's so easy to let someone hijack the deeper meaning of something and make it something else. You know, yesterday, Veterans Day, I've always wondered why we didn't just create Veterans Day rather than take Armistice Day and rename it because they're not the same thing. You know, Armistice was disarmament, and Veterans Day, they said, you know, we gotta honor the veterans of all our wars. Good idea, but it wasn't, that's what that armistice was, was honoring the disarmament, and you know, and that poor holiday has had the worst history of any in our, you know, first, what was it, I think in 1938, they passed the Monday holiday thing. Have to do it on a Monday, you know, and they said, we'll move it to the nearest Monday, so I think the first time they finally celebrated it on a Monday was 72 or 74, and they celebrated it on October 25th. Now, I admit, I know a lot of people who grew up in the 70s, and we missed a few Mondays, but there's no way that was the closest Monday to November 11th, and then it took them about four years to say, okay, this is stupid, put it back on November 11th because we're moving it all over the place to find a Monday, but it's had this troubled history, and I always thought, why didn't they just keep armistice day and say, wow, if that's a good idea, put in another holiday and honor our veterans? You know, oh, let's change this one. It was still a great holiday, it was a good idea, you know, and why not have them both? Why not enrich ourselves? We do that with this parable. Instead of saying, well, you could take on that, as rabbis would, take on another image of this, but the original image is not that you had five failures and five A-pluses. No, no one in this looks really good. Even the bridegroom is sketchy. He shows up late, but how dare they show up late? Even the bridegroom is a sketchy character in this, and that's the beauty of the parables. You can reflect on them again and again from the viewpoints of different characters. You know, Jesus could have handed us an encyclopedia of moral behavior. Instead, he took the parables, and those of you who are mathematicians know that that word comes from the meaning of a shape that is open-ended. Never really has a conclusion to it, and it keeps us rediscovering. Today's, I really think, tells us, your path, it's the only path you get to heaven. You will not get to heaven imitating someone else's path, because they're not in the same place. That's why I always throw my hands up the air when someone says, you know, what would Jesus do? I've told you my problem with that. They're starving. What would Jesus do? He'd multiply bread. Let me know how that works for you. You have to go sacrifice and help and do something else. You don't have the Jesus skills. Wouldn't it be nice? We can't do that. We can imagine what does Jesus call us to do, but we're working with a slightly different skill set than God. And so, we ask God to make us a people that trust that God is here with us in our path, from where you're at at this moment to, you know, your final resting in heaven. There is your path, and it's not going to be anyone else's. And when someone else looks more prepared, so you start to jump and try and do their path, all you do is arrive at your own late. We ask God to make us a people that trust in the grace of our own spiritual journey. Trust that each of us is created by God. Each of us is given a destiny by God. Each of us is in relationship with God. The day you decide to walk someone else's path, you're never gonna get where they got. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable.
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The kingdom of heaven will be like 10 virgins
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who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom.
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Five of them were foolish and five were wise.
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The foolish ones, when taking their lamps,
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brought no oil with them.
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But the wise brought flasks of oil with their lamps.
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Since the bridegroom was long delayed,
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they all became drowsy and fell asleep.
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At midnight, there was a cry.
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Behold, the bridegroom, come out to meet him.
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Then all those virgins got up and trimmed their lamps.
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The foolish ones said to the wise,
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give us some of your oil, for our lamps are going out.
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But the wise ones replied, no, for there may not
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be enough for us and you.
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Go instead to the merchants and buy some for yourselves.
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While they went off to buy it, the bridegroom came,
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and those who were ready went into the wedding feast
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with him.
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Then the door was locked.
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Afterwards, the other virgins came and said, Lord, Lord,
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open the door for us.
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But he said in reply, amen.
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I say to you, I do not know you.
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Therefore, stay awake, for you know neither
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the day nor the hour.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Tough wedding.
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Even tougher metaphor.
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It's one that people, you know, they've
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heard, oh, the wise virgins and the foolish virgins.
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And we don't really pull this apart.
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The problem with some of these metaphors is
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they're great metaphors for the kingdom of God,
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but they kind of fall apart at the human level
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because they're things that really don't happen
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at the human level.
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You know, you can't say, you know, love is a rose
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really doesn't mean anything if you've never seen a rose.
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I mean, we depend on the part of the metaphor
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that's supposed to make something for us.
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And this is a wedding, I'm assuming,
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like one you've never been to.
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First off, it's probably not,
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it's probably not an allusion to a Jewish wedding.
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Because even though there are some of the tidier
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English translations that take this to bridesmaids
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or maybe, you know, the allusion here is
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the bridegroom is waiting for 10 virgins.
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This is a 10 bride, one groom sort of wedding.
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I don't think I've been to more than one of those.
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So it's a little out of our experience to begin with.
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It's not really the picture of a wedding as we know it.
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And part of that is because this, of course,
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is the bride in this Matthew reading
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is already starting to take on that theology of the church.
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And Jesus being the bridegroom.
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And it's coming out of an experience of the community
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at the time this gospel's written,
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probably somewhere around the year 80, give or take,
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that they all thought the bridegroom,
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they all thought Jesus was going,
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the second coming was gonna happen
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before the death of the last apostle.
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And they've been watching him drop off one by one.
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And about now, they're feeling the bridegroom is late.
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The community is struggling for how do we keep waiting
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for Jesus to come back when it's becoming
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more and more apparent that it's probably
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not happening in our lifetime.
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It's not what was expected.
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And so it's definitely a story about,
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you know, well, be patient.
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Well, you know, it's not gonna happen when you expect.
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For most of us, it will not happen in our lifetime.
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Generations have come and gone.
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Every generation is, you know,
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unwilling to say out loud ahead of time,
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it's probably not in my lifetime.
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Because that almost feels like unfaithfulness.
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You know, that it could happen tomorrow.
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And so we end up with this parable
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that has at its heart a piece of theology
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that every preacher and every theologian,
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unless they've got a mean spiritedness to them,
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is very uncomfortable with.
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And it's that the wise maidens here
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are wise but uncaring.
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It's sort of, if we look at them as
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they're the ones that are going to heaven,
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they are the ones who, we got ours,
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we don't care about you.
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And it's a distasteful vision
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that if that's what heaven is full of,
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you know, hell, purgatory are looking pretty good
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at this point, you know, where the food's no good
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but the people are kinder.
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It tears apart, what is it?
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Well, I did it and you didn't.
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And it nurtures a sort of vision
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that some of us will merit heaven
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rather than none of us merit it.
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We get it through the grace of Jesus.
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And who merits it more is, you know,
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it's a little bit when we stand before God
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and hope that I will look better
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than the next person over.
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It, you know, it's like two garden slugs
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standing before a person thinking,
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I think they'll find me more attractive than that one.
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Which is not a horrible thing until,
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until the slugs start wounding one another to look better.
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We're all going to need this grace of God.
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So, for years I've toyed with this parable
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in different ways and tried to get my head around it.
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And I finally gave up yesterday
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and if anyone saw me at about noon,
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I was walking over from my office
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with a stack of Greek books about this big
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and slogged through this to try and figure out
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what's going on.
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Especially since whoever designed our lectionary,
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God love them.
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It's a little misleading until we put it
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next to the book of wisdom.
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They take the parable of these wise virgins
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and they say, let's pair it with the book of wisdom,
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which is not probably purposefully,
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but negligently misleading.
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Because the words both get translated
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into English as wisdom, but have nothing to do much
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with one another in their original languages.
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In the Old Testament, wisdom, the book of wisdom
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is it's not a female aspect of God.
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It is God, the entirety of God in female imagery.
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That's just so foreign to us
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that we don't really understand it.
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And I wanted to get one of these passages correct
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because I think people don't understand.
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So I'm taking out my Bible.
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I'm not tweeting, I promise.
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But in the book of wisdom, God,
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the great, the Hebrew Yahweh, the Ruach, all of that.
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In wisdom, this is a female character.
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But when someone says, well, I don't think
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they're really talking about God in that sense.
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This is from the 10th chapter.
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The holy people, wisdom, Solomon says,
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the holy people and their blameless descendants,
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it was she who rescued them from the nations
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that oppressed them.
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She who entered the soul of the Lord's servant
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withstood the kings.
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She who gave the holy ones the rewards of their labor.
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She who was their shelter from day, their light at night.
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She took them across the Red Sea.
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She brought them through the waters
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and she drowned their enemies,
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turning them up from the bottom.
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This is the Hebrew God.
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If it said he, you'd know exactly
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who they were talking about.
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But because it says she, we don't.
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Wisdom in the Old Testament is the essence of God.
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So when you take that and we say, well,
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we couldn't ask for more than to be like these wise women.
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Now we're misusing it because the word in the,
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so that's why I had to get all these books
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in what we call the Septuagint,
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and this is a little bit of a slog,
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so just stay with me.
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But the Septuagint is the oldest,
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the Greek translation of the Old Testament.
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You know, most of the Jewish people
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at the time of Jesus weren't running around
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speaking fluent Hebrew.
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They were living in Greek countries
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and the Old Testament had been translated
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into Greek by them.
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So they would, some of them,
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especially the less scholarly,
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might approach the Hebrew Bible
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the way I approach the Greek one,
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which is with a stack of books this big and go over,
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you know, I just don't flip through it
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and my fluent Greek just doesn't fall into place.
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I have to, so when I'm actually studying scripture,
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I will pull out the English translation.
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I'm practically fluent.
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So it's, you know, so they're doing that.
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They're pulling out the Septuagint,
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the Greek translation,
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and all of those images of wisdom
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is a word we're fairly familiar with, Sophia.
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Sophia is that Greek word.
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And Sophia is this imagery of,
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I mean, when you have Sophia,
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you are in the God mindset.
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You are with God and you are the perfect example of God.
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And Sophia, oh, they do it all up real nice.
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And then we get to these five women in the New Testament
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and the word Sophia is not used.
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The word phronimos,
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which means anything from well-prepared to shrewd.
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Oh, well shrewd, now I get it.
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They're shrewd.
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They've got all the details of this life in place.
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The other place it's used in the synoptics,
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one of the other places is in Luke,
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in the 16th chapter of Luke, at the eighth verse,
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where it's the dishonest steward,
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the one who goes out and scratches,
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it says, you know, the master awarded him
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because the children of this world
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are more prudent and shrewd with one another.
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Now, it wouldn't translate as
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because you dishonest people are more wise.
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Never have translated that one as wisdom.
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There's a sort of shrewd, you know,
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it would have been clunky to say
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there were five foolish virgins
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and five who were type A personalities.
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But that's sort of, I got everything in a row,
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I'm not gonna show up unprepared.
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These are the Boy Scouts you wanna travel with.
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But it doesn't set them up as an example
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of what it means to be close to God.
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It's just saying they're the ones
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that know how to plan ahead of time.
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The man who builds his house on stone,
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who has all of the right materials ready,
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same word, not Sophia.
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So once we back up and say,
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okay, so now let's use one of the common translations.
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There are five who are foolish and five who are prudent.
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Well, I know prudent people
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who aren't necessarily generous and compassionate,
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and that those don't always go together.
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But it's such a struggle for us to use the word wise
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and then say, so when we talk about this wisdom of God,
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compassion and mercy and caring about those
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who don't have shouldn't be part of it.
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So we first, we have to get those words
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separated from one another.
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And then say, so, what was the big moment
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that the other five had their epic failure?
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They didn't have an extra flask?
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Well, that's nice, but what if the bridegroom
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had been a whole nother day?
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They'd all have been out of oil.
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You know, some of them were lucky enough,
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they got the right amount, others weren't.
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So at what point did they have their epic failure?
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And when you start to figure out the translation,
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it becomes apparent that we've missed
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a crucial moment in this.
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What if they had shown up, if Jesus is the bridegroom,
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what if they had shown up with not enough oil?
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What if they'd just been brave enough to say,
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hey, not as prepared as them,
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but I'm showing up as who I am.
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Do we think Jesus would have slammed the door?
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Is the moment of foolishness when they hear
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someone else say, we're prepared, you're not.
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You go away, and we're going in.
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And they went to try to pick up someone else's journey
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and come back a little more acceptable.
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That's foolish.
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And we fall for it all the time.
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People are running around telling people
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which church they can belong to,
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which church they can't belong to,
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and everyone, and you have to,
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your journey has to look a little more like mine.
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And there are so many people, even in our own faith,
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where I always feel there are people who will say,
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you are welcome here.
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As long as you start to live a little more like I do,
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you're even more welcome.
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And if you could start to look like me, you know.
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It's not worth the hair loss.
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You know, we start to say, you're welcome
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when your spiritual journey mimics mine.
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I had a friend, a priest, who his superior
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wanted him to go on a retreat.
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They were going through some struggle,
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and he said, you know, I went on a 30-day
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silent Ignatian retreat once, and I really, really think
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that this would be good for you.
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And so he thought about it, and he said,
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you know, I'm gonna look into some programs.
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And he said, no, no, no, no, this program I did,
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this one in the Dakotas somewhere,
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oh, no, this is the one you should do.
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It's really, really good.
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Well, you know, 30-day silent retreat.
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I don't need to be, you know, in my favorite city.
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It's a 30-day silent retreat.
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That'll be fine, I'll just look
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through the spiritual directors.
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No, no, no, the one I used, and he said,
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I started to realize he didn't want me
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to go on a 30-day retreat.
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He wanted me to go on his 30-day retreat.
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Oh, this is the director I used, and this is the one.
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And as soon as you, you know, how many friends
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do you know that, oh, I have found the perfect diet?
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It worked for me, so it'll work for everyone.
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If it worked for everyone, you would sell a billion copies.
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Even modern medicine.
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Anyone who's ever dealt with cancer
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hears things constantly like, well,
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we've got a new treatment that works,
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and we think it works about 75% of the time.
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And what does that mean?
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It means it seems to work, but we don't know
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if it'll work on you, because we just don't know.
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There's some piece of, you know, idiosyncratic nature
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to this that we can't quite get our minds around,
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and what worked for one person doesn't work for another.
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And then we get people who think
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with spirituality, one size fits all.
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You know, either it's the spirituality of Jesus,
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or it's that, no, you cannot do the path of Jesus.
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He started as God.
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I don't mean to disappoint you,
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but your starting point was different.
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None of us started as God.
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We usually thought we got there
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by the time we were 16 or so, but we really didn't.
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You know, we don't have the same starting place.
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Someone comes to us, a spiritual guru,
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the worst thing we can start to do
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is to find a spiritual teacher and imitate them
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rather than be advised by them.
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You know, when you've got a companion,
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you don't really follow as much as you walk alongside.
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You cut your own path.
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It may be near to theirs, but this whole parable
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when we start to realize the difference
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between real wisdom and prudence,
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nothing wrong with prudence,
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but it's not the whole package.
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When we start to realize the difference,
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we go, so their mistake was,
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oh, we're not prepared the way they are.
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We can't go in.
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That was the moment of foolishness.
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That was the moment that they lost it,
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and then when they come back, it's already going.
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You know, I think most of us
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don't ever hit that point with that parable.
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We're too busy thinking of other things.
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It's so easy to let someone hijack
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the deeper meaning of something and make it something else.
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You know, yesterday, Veterans Day,
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I've always wondered why we didn't just create Veterans Day
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rather than take Armistice Day and rename it
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because they're not the same thing.
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You know, Armistice was disarmament,
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and Veterans Day, they said, you know,
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we gotta honor the veterans of all our wars.
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Good idea, but it wasn't, that's what that armistice was,
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was honoring the disarmament,
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and you know, and that poor holiday
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has had the worst history of any in our, you know,
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first, what was it, I think in 1938,
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they passed the Monday holiday thing.
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Have to do it on a Monday, you know,
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and they said, we'll move it to the nearest Monday,
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so I think the first time they finally celebrated it
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on a Monday was 72 or 74,
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and they celebrated it on October 25th.
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Now, I admit, I know a lot of people
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who grew up in the 70s, and we missed a few Mondays,
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but there's no way that was the closest Monday
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to November 11th, and then it took them about four years
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to say, okay, this is stupid, put it back on November 11th
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because we're moving it all over the place
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to find a Monday, but it's had this troubled history,
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and I always thought, why didn't they just keep armistice
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day and say, wow, if that's a good idea,
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put in another holiday and honor our veterans?
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You know, oh, let's change this one.
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It was still a great holiday, it was a good idea,
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you know, and why not have them both?
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Why not enrich ourselves?
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We do that with this parable.
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Instead of saying, well, you could take on that,
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as rabbis would, take on another image of this,
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but the original image is not that you had
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five failures and five A-pluses.
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No, no one in this looks really good.
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Even the bridegroom is sketchy.
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He shows up late, but how dare they show up late?
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Even the bridegroom is a sketchy character in this,
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and that's the beauty of the parables.
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You can reflect on them again and again
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from the viewpoints of different characters.
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You know, Jesus could have handed us
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an encyclopedia of moral behavior.
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Instead, he took the parables,
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and those of you who are mathematicians
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know that that word comes from the meaning
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of a shape that is open-ended.
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Never really has a conclusion to it,
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and it keeps us rediscovering.
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Today's, I really think, tells us,
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your path, it's the only path you get to heaven.
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You will not get to heaven imitating someone else's path,
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because they're not in the same place.
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That's why I always throw my hands up the air
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when someone says, you know, what would Jesus do?
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I've told you my problem with that.
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They're starving.
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What would Jesus do?
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He'd multiply bread.
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Let me know how that works for you.
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You have to go sacrifice and help and do something else.
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You don't have the Jesus skills.
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Wouldn't it be nice?
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We can't do that.
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We can imagine what does Jesus call us to do,
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but we're working with a slightly
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different skill set than God.
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And so, we ask God to make us a people
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that trust that God is here with us in our path,
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from where you're at at this moment
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to, you know, your final resting in heaven.
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There is your path, and it's not going to be anyone else's.
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And when someone else looks more prepared,
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so you start to jump and try and do their path,
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all you do is arrive at your own late.
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We ask God to make us a people that trust
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in the grace of our own spiritual journey.
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Trust that each of us is created by God.
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Each of us is given a destiny by God.
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Each of us is in relationship with God.
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The day you decide to walk someone else's path,
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you're never gonna get where they got.
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All you're going to do is lose the path,
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which is a grace that God has given you.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the parable of the Father Pat’s message centers on the parable of the ten virgins, emphasizing that the true failure of the “foolish” virgins was not their lack of preparation, but their belief that they could not approach the bridegroom unless they looked like the “prepared” ones. He challenges traditional interpretations that glorify the “wise” virgins and critiques a theology that equates spiritual preparedness with exclusionary merit. He asserts that each person must follow their own unique path to God, not someone else’s, and that salvation is not earned through prudence or imitation, but received through grace. Father Pat encourages us to trust the integrity of our own spiritual journey and resist the pressure to conform our faith walk to others'.
The detailed message explores the discomfort many feel with this parable from Matthew 25, where five virgins, called “wise,” bring extra oil for their lamps, while the other five, “foolish,” do not. Father Pat begins by noting that the parable’s wedding setting is culturally foreign and metaphorically loaded, making it difficult to relate to at a human level. Crucially, he points out the theological tension that arises when the “wise” virgins—those who seem to be rewarded—are portrayed as prudent but lacking in compassion. They refuse to share their oil, and yet are still welcomed into the wedding feast. This raises a troubling implication: Is heaven a place for those who say, “I got mine, too bad for you”?
He challenges the idea that the parable is about earning one’s place in heaven through preparedness or merit. Instead, he suggests that the parable reflects the early Christian community’s struggle with the delayed return of Christ—the “bridegroom”—and their anxiety about how to remain faithful in the waiting. The deeper theological issue, however, lies in the translation of the word “wise.” The English term “wise” misleadingly suggests divine insight or godliness. But in the Greek, the word used is *phronimos*, which is better translated as “prudent,” “shrewd,” or “well-prepared”—a term used elsewhere in the Gospels to describe worldly cleverness, not spiritual wisdom. By contrast, the word for divine wisdom in Greek is *Sophia*, a term used in the Old Testament (especially the Book of Wisdom) to describe the very essence of God, often in feminine imagery. Father Pat underscores this distinction, noting that the lectionary’s pairing of this Gospel with the Book of Wisdom may inadvertently mislead, as the “wisdom” of the virgins is not *Sophia*—God's wisdom—but mere human foresight.
Father Pat then reorients the focus of the parable to the moment of true failure—not when the foolish virgins forget extra oil, but when they internalize the message that they are unwelcome because they are unprepared. Instead of approaching the bridegroom honestly and vulnerably, they go off to buy more oil, attempting to match someone else’s readiness. This, he says, is the real moment of foolishness: denying the legitimacy of their own spiritual condition and journey in favor of conforming to someone else’s.
This reflects a broader, often unspoken attitude in religious communities: that someone is only welcome if they conform to the dominant model of holiness, belief, or behavior. Father Pat likens this to people who suggest others are welcome in church “as long as they start to live a little more like me.” He warns against a one-size-fits-all spirituality, noting that even well-meaning spiritual mentors may fall into the trap of promoting their personal path as the universal one. He compares this to medical treatments or diets—what works for one person may not work for another. The same is true in the spiritual life: each person’s journey is unique, shaped by their individual relationship with God.
He draws attention to how often people are tempted to imitate others’ spiritual lives rather than walk their own path. Even the question “What would Jesus do?” is problematic if it leads us to forget that Jesus began as God—our starting point is different. Instead, we must discern what Jesus is calling *us* to do, given our own humanity and limitations. True discipleship is not imitation in the shallow sense, but courageous fidelity to one's own path.
Ultimately, Father Pat reminds us that the parables are not closed moral lessons but open-ended invitations to reflection. The word “parable” itself denotes a shape that never quite resolves. This parable, he argues, is not about condemning some and rewarding others, but about the danger of abandoning your authentic spiritual journey in an effort to replicate another’s. The foolish virgins were not rejected because they lacked oil, but because they left their place to become someone else. The call of Christ is to stay awake—not just to the timing of his return, but to the grace and truth of our own spiritual story. Once we abandon that path, we risk missing our unique encounter with the Divine.
Therefore, Father Pat concludes, our prayer must be to trust God's grace in our own journey, to walk our unique path with authenticity, and to resist the pressure to conform to others' spiritual models. Salvation is not a reward for prudence; it is a gift of grace to those who dare to show up just as they are....
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When it was evening, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, summon the laborers and give them their pay, beginning with the last and ending with the first. When those who started about 5 o'clock came, each received the usual daily wage. So when the first came, they thought they would receive more, but each of them also got the usual wage. And on receiving it, they grumbled against the landowner saying, these last ones worked only one hour, and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day's burden and the heat. He said to one of them in reply, my friend, I am not cheating you. Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage? Take what is yours and go. What if I wish to give this last one the same as you, or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money? Are you envious because I am generous? Thus, the last will be first, and the first will be last. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you. The most hated gospel passage in America, because we are really good when the gospel undermines other cultures. We're really good when it tells those people what they're doing wrong. Today's gospel, there's no way around it. I have watched people do gymnastics to get around this gospel. But it's clear that Jesus would probably not favor radical capitalism as it has developed. And as I say it, you know, you can just feel the clenching going on in the room. But it gives us an amazing moment that says, so what, forget arguing until you're blue in the face as to whether that's what, that's not what he meant. That's not what he meant. The real question is, what if it came down to it would be more fundamental? Your love for the economic system or your love for Jesus? If it could be shown beyond all doubt that Jesus was, and I'm going to say the ugly word, a socialist, we would have one of three possibilities. And I think we take the third. We would either convert our economic system, not likely. We would leave our Christianity, not likely. Or we would pretend not to see the problem, very likely. We would just live and pretend the conflict isn't there. Because Jesus gives each one what they need. There's an old saying that says, life isn't fair, but we can be. And many of them would say, well, this isn't fair. Because we have a different form of justice in our mind. We have a competitive justice. And what we think is, well, some people have to be given more than others because they did more. And this is why I always say the tension here is between our love for Jesus and our love for Satan. This Lucifer character in mythology, whether we call it Lucifer, Satan, the devil, whether it's a personification, whether it's a real person, theologians can argue that on their own. But as I was watching an old episode of Law and Order this week, I know it was a slow news day at the Dolan House. And towards the end, the character, you just can't really be sure whether they're working the system, or whether they really aren't quite there, or whether they really knew. And in the end, the jury can't convict. And it's very unsatisfying. Because in the absence of an absolute answer, the jury chooses mercy and compassion. And it's irritating. The script is done in such a way that you know that they left you hanging. And they wanted it to be unsatisfying. And what would have satisfied us is, I think they hurt someone, and they need to hurt just as much. That is the essence of our entire belief in hell. They didn't do well, and now they're going to get punished. And this devil character is the one that's going to mete out that punishment eternally. We're much more connected to that character emotionally than the one who comes in and says, we're going to let him off the hook. And just like the characters in today's gospel, we kind of hope God is compassionate enough to overlook my incredibly minor flaws. But some of you have gone too far. And where is the line between acceptable sin you can still get in, and unacceptable, and judgment needs to happen? Never sure where the line is, but we're always pretty sure which side of it we're on. It's usually the line between me and mine, and them and theirs. And so we love the idea. You look back at most of our movies and our entertainments that filter around justice, and until the bad guy is punished, the movie is not satisfying. We are much more connected to the work of the devil, which is get those people punished. And mercy leaves us wanting, and that's what today's gospel is about. You know, it's, ah, these guys couldn't find a job, and so he finally hires them at the end of the day, but he still gives them a full day's wage because that's what they'll need to live on. That kind of generosity, it just undoes my whole system. It's very tough, and it's very easy when we find gospels that attack other people's precious, beloved, sacred cows. But this one comes after one of ours, which is that belief that if I can work a little harder and work the system right, and I have all those talents that happen to be, you know, sort of fashionable at the moment, I should not be able to do well. I should be able to do better, better than others. Even though at any given moment, you know, I mean, quite frankly, I don't care how good the voice is, singing a song really doesn't do more for a culture than educating our children. So there's no justice as to the value of the work. It's just whatever culture's fascinated with at the moment. We're usually fascinated with some form of entertainment or another, and people who can be part of that entertainment will make a lot more than people who maybe are out there building our roads and bridges, educating our children, you know, the people who are the structure of our society. And we all want to, you know, who knows whether your talent is appreciated in the culture you're in. A hundred years ago, a talent another person has might have gotten ahead. So it's always this dance between the individual's abilities and what culture needs at that moment. And we have made it sort of a competitive thing that says, when do we start to recognize that what you and I think is fair usually isn't? We can see it when it's dramatic. We can look at someone that we would say has special needs, and if it's dramatic enough, we go, oh, well, you know, we can't expect as much of them. But if it's just emotional depression, they should buck up. If it's just little problems, we have this syndrome in our life where it's what I call, and I apologize for the language, it's a television thing. Anyone here ever used to watch Everyone Loves Raymond? The show should have been called Everyone Loves Debra Loves Raymond. One of Debra's famous lines that she would say his wife, at least once an episode, he would do something rather foolish, and she would say, moron. Word came out of her mouth all the time. And it's what I call the moron syndrome. When someone does something that we think, what an idiot, what we're really thinking is, they have all the skills I have, and they just chose to be that way. We really don't think, if we really thought they were an idiot or a moron, if we really thought they didn't have those skills, we would be much more compassionate. What we're really thinking is, they have all the skills I have, and they're just being irritating on purpose. Or, they're just as smart as me, and they disagree with me, which I can't even fathom. How could anyone smart still disagree with me? We go to all these places, rather than, maybe they're doing the best they can, and maybe I should be happy that I can do more. Maybe I have an energy they don't have. Maybe I have an ability they don't have. I've told this story before. It's always the most embarrassing story I tell every year. But it's a traffic story. And it's not that anything happened, it's just everything that went on in my head, as I'm behind someone who is driving, I mean, literally has the nerve to drive a speed I don't like. It's a crazy world out there. They're going probably 10 miles an hour, and it's probably 35. And I'm waiting, because it's one lane, waiting, waiting, and I know that just a few blocks ahead, there'll finally be two lanes, and I can get around this person. And as I finally get around and I look over, it's someone in their early 20s, clearly with a mild case of Down syndrome, whose parent is just thrilled that they're actually learning to drive. And immediately I think, what is wrong with me? What is wrong with me? Because the whole time I'm thinking, why is this person driving slow? They have a different skill set. They're at a different place. Now, what if I'd looked over, and there were no pronounced issues that I could witness or observe? Then I would have said, they're just like me, and they're just choosing to be irritating, because we can't see the smaller gradations. Or the more devastating message, they're smarter than me and not as in big of a hurry. You know, why we just can't see the differences, why we can't leave room for that, and assume, you know, that all of us will need mercy in the end. And who am I, as someone who needs mercy, to resent that someone else might get more mercy? That we might all make it to heaven, because God is generous with his gifts, rather than, oh no, no, no, I, you know, I want God to be generous enough that some of us get in, but I don't want God to be generous enough to let the people who have hurt me in life get in. That's why God says, I desire forgiveness, I desire mercy, I desire compassion, you know. And then there's a little line that always says, I desire these things more than sacrifice. You know that's a trick in scripture. Because real mercy and real forgiveness will always involve a little sacrifice. It's always there. He's telling us the kind of sacrifice that he would like us to make. And we're really good at burning incense, but, you know, letting go of our anger, letting that go up in smoke, not so much. Most of us have old hurts, and we still behave out of those hurts. We run around trying to say, I'm gonna try and be less angry. The problem is we need to be more healed. Everyone in your life that you've had a long going battle with, and you think, I can't let it go, it's because you're still hurt, not because you're still angry. Anger's just the way we distract ourselves, because, you know, when I'm angry at you, that just feels stronger than admitting I'm hurt. Admitting I'm hurt, that just doesn't have quite as much bravado as anger. Actually, usually hurt. We're hurt by injustices. And instead, what we have to do is get to that point where we want everyone to succeed. I think that's such an interesting, simple concept, but when we look at all the tensions in our country, rather than trying to figure out which side is right, do we want everyone to succeed? Or do we just not, can we not go there? I'm still too hurt by the other guys. But if we ever become a group of people, a country, a church, a culture, that wants everyone to succeed, then maybe for the first time, we will understand the mercy of God, who comes not to save those who are doing just the right things, but even to save those who would crucify Him. The ones who would hurt Him to save everyone. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable,
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the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner
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who went out at dawn to hire laborers for his vineyard.
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After agreeing with them for the usual daily wage,
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he sent them into his vineyard.
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Going out about 9 o'clock, the landowner
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saw others standing idle in the marketplace,
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and he said to them, you too go into my vineyard,
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and I will give you what is just.
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So they went off.
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He went out again around noon and around 3 o'clock
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and did likewise.
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Finally, going out about 5 o'clock,
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the landowner found others standing around and said to
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them, why do you stand here idle all day?
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They answered, because no one has hired us.
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He said to them, you too go into my vineyard.
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When it was evening, the owner of the vineyard
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said to his foreman, summon the laborers
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and give them their pay, beginning with the last
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and ending with the first.
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When those who started about 5 o'clock came,
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each received the usual daily wage.
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So when the first came, they thought
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they would receive more, but each of them
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also got the usual wage.
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And on receiving it, they grumbled against the landowner
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saying, these last ones worked only one hour,
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and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day's
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burden and the heat.
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He said to one of them in reply, my friend,
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I am not cheating you.
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Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage?
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Take what is yours and go.
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What if I wish to give this last one the same as you,
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or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money?
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Are you envious because I am generous?
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Thus, the last will be first, and the first will be last.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Thank you.
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The most hated gospel passage in America,
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because we are really good when the gospel undermines
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other cultures.
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We're really good when it tells those people
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what they're doing wrong.
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Today's gospel, there's no way around it.
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I have watched people do gymnastics
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to get around this gospel.
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But it's clear that Jesus would probably not favor
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radical capitalism as it has developed.
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And as I say it, you know, you can just feel
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the clenching going on in the room.
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But it gives us an amazing moment that says,
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so what, forget arguing until you're blue in the face
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as to whether that's what, that's not what he meant.
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That's not what he meant.
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The real question is, what if it came down to it
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would be more fundamental?
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Your love for the economic system or your love for Jesus?
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If it could be shown beyond all doubt that Jesus was,
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and I'm going to say the ugly word, a socialist,
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we would have one of three possibilities.
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And I think we take the third.
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We would either convert our economic system, not likely.
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We would leave our Christianity, not likely.
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Or we would pretend not to see the problem, very likely.
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We would just live and pretend the conflict isn't there.
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Because Jesus gives each one what they need.
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There's an old saying that says, life isn't fair,
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but we can be.
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And many of them would say, well, this isn't fair.
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Because we have a different form of justice in our mind.
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We have a competitive justice.
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And what we think is, well, some people
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have to be given more than others because they did more.
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And this is why I always say the tension here
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is between our love for Jesus and our love for Satan.
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This Lucifer character in mythology,
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whether we call it Lucifer, Satan, the devil,
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whether it's a personification, whether it's
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a real person, theologians can argue that on their own.
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But as I was watching an old episode of Law and Order
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this week, I know it was a slow news day at the Dolan House.
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And towards the end, the character,
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you just can't really be sure whether they're
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working the system, or whether they really aren't quite there,
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or whether they really knew.
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And in the end, the jury can't convict.
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And it's very unsatisfying.
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Because in the absence of an absolute answer,
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the jury chooses mercy and compassion.
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And it's irritating.
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The script is done in such a way that you
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know that they left you hanging.
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And they wanted it to be unsatisfying.
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And what would have satisfied us is,
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I think they hurt someone, and they
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need to hurt just as much.
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That is the essence of our entire belief in hell.
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They didn't do well, and now they're going to get punished.
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And this devil character is the one
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that's going to mete out that punishment eternally.
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We're much more connected to that character
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emotionally than the one who comes in and says,
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we're going to let him off the hook.
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And just like the characters in today's gospel,
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we kind of hope God is compassionate enough
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to overlook my incredibly minor flaws.
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But some of you have gone too far.
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And where is the line between acceptable sin
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you can still get in, and unacceptable,
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and judgment needs to happen?
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Never sure where the line is, but we're always pretty sure
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which side of it we're on.
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It's usually the line between me and mine, and them and theirs.
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And so we love the idea.
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You look back at most of our movies and our entertainments
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that filter around justice, and until the bad guy is punished,
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the movie is not satisfying.
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We are much more connected to the work of the devil,
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which is get those people punished.
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And mercy leaves us wanting,
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and that's what today's gospel is about.
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You know, it's, ah, these guys couldn't find a job,
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and so he finally hires them at the end of the day,
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but he still gives them a full day's wage
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because that's what they'll need to live on.
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That kind of generosity, it just undoes my whole system.
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It's very tough, and it's very easy
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when we find gospels that attack
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other people's precious, beloved, sacred cows.
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But this one comes after one of ours,
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which is that belief that if I can work a little harder
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and work the system right, and I have all those talents
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that happen to be, you know, sort of fashionable
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at the moment, I should not be able to do well.
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I should be able to do better, better than others.
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Even though at any given moment, you know, I mean,
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quite frankly, I don't care how good the voice is,
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singing a song really doesn't do more for a culture
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than educating our children.
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So there's no justice as to the value of the work.
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It's just whatever culture's fascinated with at the moment.
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We're usually fascinated with some form of entertainment
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or another, and people who can be part of that entertainment
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will make a lot more than people who maybe are out there
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building our roads and bridges, educating our children,
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you know, the people who are the structure of our society.
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And we all want to, you know, who knows
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whether your talent is appreciated
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in the culture you're in.
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A hundred years ago, a talent another person has
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might have gotten ahead.
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So it's always this dance between the individual's abilities
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and what culture needs at that moment.
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And we have made it sort of a competitive thing
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that says, when do we start to recognize
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that what you and I think is fair usually isn't?
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We can see it when it's dramatic.
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We can look at someone that we would say
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has special needs, and if it's dramatic enough,
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we go, oh, well, you know, we can't expect as much of them.
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But if it's just emotional depression, they should buck up.
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If it's just little problems, we have this syndrome
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in our life where it's what I call,
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and I apologize for the language, it's a television thing.
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Anyone here ever used to watch Everyone Loves Raymond?
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The show should have been called
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Everyone Loves Debra Loves Raymond.
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One of Debra's famous lines that she would say his wife,
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at least once an episode, he would do something
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rather foolish, and she would say, moron.
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Word came out of her mouth all the time.
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And it's what I call the moron syndrome.
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When someone does something that we think,
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what an idiot, what we're really thinking is,
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they have all the skills I have,
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and they just chose to be that way.
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We really don't think, if we really thought
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they were an idiot or a moron,
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if we really thought they didn't have those skills,
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we would be much more compassionate.
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What we're really thinking is,
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they have all the skills I have,
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and they're just being irritating on purpose.
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Or, they're just as smart as me,
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and they disagree with me, which I can't even fathom.
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How could anyone smart still disagree with me?
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We go to all these places, rather than,
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maybe they're doing the best they can,
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and maybe I should be happy that I can do more.
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Maybe I have an energy they don't have.
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Maybe I have an ability they don't have.
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I've told this story before.
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It's always the most embarrassing story I tell every year.
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But it's a traffic story.
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And it's not that anything happened,
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it's just everything that went on in my head,
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as I'm behind someone who is driving,
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I mean, literally has the nerve
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to drive a speed I don't like.
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It's a crazy world out there.
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They're going probably 10 miles an hour,
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and it's probably 35.
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And I'm waiting, because it's one lane,
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waiting, waiting, and I know that just a few blocks ahead,
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there'll finally be two lanes,
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and I can get around this person.
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And as I finally get around and I look over,
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it's someone in their early 20s,
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clearly with a mild case of Down syndrome,
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whose parent is just thrilled
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that they're actually learning to drive.
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And immediately I think, what is wrong with me?
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What is wrong with me?
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Because the whole time I'm thinking,
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why is this person driving slow?
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They have a different skill set.
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They're at a different place.
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Now, what if I'd looked over,
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and there were no pronounced issues
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that I could witness or observe?
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Then I would have said, they're just like me,
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and they're just choosing to be irritating,
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because we can't see the smaller gradations.
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Or the more devastating message,
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they're smarter than me and not as in big of a hurry.
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You know, why we just can't see the differences,
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why we can't leave room for that,
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and assume, you know, that all of us
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will need mercy in the end.
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And who am I, as someone who needs mercy,
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to resent that someone else might get more mercy?
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That we might all make it to heaven,
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because God is generous with his gifts,
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rather than, oh no, no, no, I, you know,
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I want God to be generous enough that some of us get in,
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but I don't want God to be generous enough
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to let the people who have hurt me in life get in.
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That's why God says, I desire forgiveness,
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I desire mercy, I desire compassion, you know.
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And then there's a little line that always says,
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I desire these things more than sacrifice.
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You know that's a trick in scripture.
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Because real mercy and real forgiveness
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will always involve a little sacrifice.
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It's always there.
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He's telling us the kind of sacrifice
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that he would like us to make.
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And we're really good at burning incense,
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but, you know, letting go of our anger,
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letting that go up in smoke, not so much.
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Most of us have old hurts,
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and we still behave out of those hurts.
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We run around trying to say,
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I'm gonna try and be less angry.
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The problem is we need to be more healed.
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Everyone in your life that you've had
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a long going battle with,
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and you think, I can't let it go,
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it's because you're still hurt,
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not because you're still angry.
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Anger's just the way we distract ourselves,
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because, you know, when I'm angry at you,
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that just feels stronger than admitting I'm hurt.
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Admitting I'm hurt,
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that just doesn't have quite as much bravado as anger.
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Actually, usually hurt.
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We're hurt by injustices.
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And instead, what we have to do is get to that point
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where we want everyone to succeed.
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I think that's such an interesting, simple concept,
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but when we look at all the tensions in our country,
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rather than trying to figure out which side is right,
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do we want everyone to succeed?
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Or do we just not, can we not go there?
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I'm still too hurt by the other guys.
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But if we ever become a group of people,
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a country, a church, a culture,
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that wants everyone to succeed,
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then maybe for the first time,
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we will understand the mercy of God,
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who comes not to save those
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who are doing just the right things,
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but even to save those who would crucify Him.
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The ones who would hurt Him to save everyone.
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I think when we become that culture,
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we start to manifest for the rest of the world
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what it would look like to live in the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical genero Father Pat’s message centers on the radical generosity and mercy of God expressed in the parable of the laborers in the vineyard. He challenges the deeply ingrained cultural and economic assumptions of fairness based on productivity and merit, exposing how these values often conflict with the Gospel’s call to compassion, equity, and grace. The parable disturbs a merit-based worldview by portraying a God who gives not according to effort or timing, but according to need and divine generosity. Father Pat invites the listener to confront the uncomfortable truth that we are often more emotionally aligned with retributive justice—punishment and fairness on our terms—than with the transformative mercy of Christ. He calls for a deep conversion: to move beyond superficial religious observance and toward a heart that genuinely desires the good and salvation of all, even those we judge, resent, or exclude.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the discomfort many feel with this Gospel passage, especially in cultures like America’s that equate justice with meritocratic reward. The parable Jesus tells—of laborers hired at different times of the day but all receiving the same wage—pushes against the grain of our expectations. We instinctively believe those who work more deserve more. But Jesus reframes justice not as a matter of proportional compensation, but of sufficient provision—each laborer receives what he needs to live.
This, Father Pat argues, is not just about economics; it's about our spiritual posture. He provocatively suggests that our allegiance to systems of merit and capitalism may override our allegiance to Christ. If it were proven that Jesus was a "socialist" in the sense that He prioritized need over merit, Father Pat posits that most Christians would not abandon their economic beliefs or their faith, but would ignore the contradiction—pretending it doesn't exist. This exposes a tension between our love of Jesus and our love of systems that reward competition, hierarchy, and exclusivity.
He draws a stark contrast between divine mercy and what he calls our emotional affinity for the devil—understood not necessarily as a literal person, but as a symbol of retributive justice. We are conditioned by our culture and media to desire punishment for those who’ve done wrong. We find satisfaction not in forgiveness, but in seeing others "get what they deserve." Mercy, in comparison, often feels unsatisfying and unjust to us. Father Pat likens this to courtroom dramas or crime shows, where a lack of punishment leaves the viewer uneasy. In these reactions, he finds evidence of our deeper spiritual struggle: we want mercy for ourselves, but justice—on our terms—for others.
He then reflects on the ways we judge others, often assuming that if someone is struggling or behaving differently, it's because they’re choosing to, rather than considering that they may simply be carrying burdens we don’t see. He tells a story about impatience in traffic, where his frustration with a slow driver dissipates upon realizing the driver has Down syndrome. The moment opens his heart to the realization that not everyone moves through life at the same pace or with the same abilities. But if no visible disability is present, we often default to judgment, assuming the other is lazy, ignorant, or malicious. This is what he calls the “moron syndrome”—an inability to see the nuance and diversity in human experiences.
Father Pat urges us to recognize that we all need mercy, and that needing more mercy does not make someone less worthy of love. He challenges us to resist the temptation to place ourselves on the “right” side of the salvation line while keeping others out. He emphasizes that God’s mercy is not a zero-sum game: someone receiving more does not mean we receive less. In fact, God’s mercy is a call for us to rejoice when others are lifted up, not resent it.
He also touches on the deeper nature of anger and unforgiveness in our lives. We often mask our hurt with anger because it feels more powerful and less vulnerable. But true healing begins when we admit our wounds and allow mercy to take root. Forgiveness, he notes, is not about denying justice but about letting go of the need to see others suffer as we have. True mercy always demands sacrifice—not ritual sacrifice, but the sacrifice of our pride, resentment, and need for control.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to imagine a world where we desire everyone to succeed—not just ourselves or our group. He suggests that such a vision reflects the heart of God’s kingdom: a place where even those who hurt others, who come late, or who fall short are embraced, healed, and welcomed. If we as a Church, a nation, or individuals can become people who want universal flourishing, then we begin to mirror the radical, generous, and scandalous mercy of God. Such a transformation would not only change our theology but also how we live, love, and relate to one another. In doing so, we would become true reflections of the kingdom of heaven, where the last are first, and the first, last—not as punishment or reward, but as the unfolding of divine grace to all....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 889.030029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way and how Jesus was made known to them in the breaking of the bread. While they were still speaking about this, he stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you. But they were startled and terrified and thought they were seeing a ghost. And he said to them, why are you troubled? And why do questions arise in your hearts? Look at my hands and my feet, that it is I myself. Touch me and see, because a ghost does not have flesh and bones. As you can see, I have. And as he said this, he showed them his hands and feet. And while they were still incredulous for joy and were amazed, he asked them, have you anything here to eat? They gave him a piece of baked fish and took it and ate it in front of them. He said to them, these are my words that I spoke to you while I was still with you, that everything written about me in the law of Moses and in the prophets and psalms must be fulfilled. Then he opened their minds to understand the scriptures. And he said to them, thus it is written that the Christ would suffer and rise from the dead on the third day, and that repentance for the forgiveness of sin would be preached in his name to all the nations beginning from Jerusalem. You are witnesses of these things. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I'm not sure whether the church did it on purpose or not. But you know, it kind of gives us two lines of the end of another story before it jumps into where we are today. The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way. This is the end of the kind of somewhat well-known, the road to Emmaus story. And for those who remember the story, they're walking along with Jesus and they don't recognize that it's Jesus. And even though he does everything but show them his name tag, he, you know, he explains the Old Testament, he goes through all the teachings, he does everything. And then it says he's made known in the breaking of the bread. And they finally figure it out and they kind of beat themselves up a little over, oh, how could we have not recognized? How didn't we recognize him in this? And it says, and that's over. And the next moment he appears again and they go, who's this? And they're terrified. So knowing that that story just came before it, you keep going, so what are these resurrection narratives about? It almost sounds like anyone who's done any writing of any kind of literature knows that sometimes if you've got a character and you want them to have, they finally are going to have this self-revelation. One of the hardest things for people to do is not have them make the revelation early and then you have to have the character go through the same revelation about four times. And that's when a good editor comes in and says, let's take out the first five times. So at first, that's what it sounds like. It sounds like they keep having these disciples, they don't know it's Jesus, now we know. And then we back up, we don't know it's Jesus, now we know. And you think, why are we having this same story over and over again? And it's not, it's not because they needed an editor. It's because the point that all of the resurrection narratives try to make is, Jesus is not recognizable now. In the resurrection, we think we recognize it, but it's always gonna get lost in mystery. And what these readings do is hopefully they put a limitation on the possible arrogance of religion. Some would say they've failed over the years, because religion can get pretty arrogant. I always feel that the hackles on the back of my neck, I don't know what hackles are, but someone told me they're back there, that they stand up when I hear someone say, well, I'll tell you what God thinks about this. I'm like, oh, will you now? Can't wait to hear. You'd be amazed how often a phrase like that slips out of people's mouths. Will you know what God thinks about that? No, and neither do you. This idea that we've kind of domesticated God into someone we can answer for and tell you what he thinks and why he doesn't like you and what he's up with that, it's this domestication of God that always serves the same purpose, which is, if I've domesticated God, who's really in control, me or God? Now, I know that that analogy is weak because some of you who have animals who are supposedly domesticated but are still in charge. But actually, our attempt to control God is exactly that, and it's our attempt to control everyone else. And so you'll hear those phrases often come out of people's mouths, and I think, what were they taught? We can talk about what we think the author of the gospel is trying to teach us. We can talk about all those things, but to think that I've read the gospels, I know the mind of God. God is not subject to Scripture. That is really hard. There are, like, if you go into places they call four-square gospel churches, do not tell them that God is not subject to Scripture. Some of them will have coronaries. I mean, Scripture, it's all about Scripture. No, it's all about God. And Scripture is one of the great helps that we have to get us there. But it's about God in the end, and we're told you can never quite get your mind around God. And it's fascinating. I think I say this more often than any phrase preaching, but God is infinite. Our minds are finite. You cannot shove the infinite into the finite. It doesn't work that way. And so in Catholic faith, we call this a mystery. And now I know many of you will, you know, mysteries for us are things to be solved. In theology, a mystery is not something to be solved. A mystery is something you will never solve. A mystery is beyond our comprehension. And I think it's part of the arrogance of religion that we have that, well, nothing could possibly be beyond my comprehension. What could possibly be beyond my comprehension? And my answer is always, a lot of things less complicated than God, trust me. All sorts of things beyond our comprehension. And so when we're talking about God with one another, we should never come in with the arrogance that we've got it figured out. Even when we take things down to something like the Eucharist. Do you believe it's the real body and blood of Christ? And every Catholic would probably say yes. Explain to me what that means, and they'll get a little fuzzy. When someone says, do you believe that Jesus is in the bread? Yes. Do you believe that he's in the room? Yes. Can you tell me the difference? You know, an interesting thing happened this morning. They'll change the topic so quick. It's a mystery. It is a mystery, and it's things we don't understand. And if we approach it, that faith doesn't mean we understand and then we believe. It's that we believe, and so what is it we can believe in? We can believe in what we're called to do. We can believe in the principles we're called to uphold and the way we behave with one another. But we're not called to say we figured out God. They almost had it in Scripture, and then Gregory of Nyssa got the Trinity into place for us in 800, and after that we understood God. No. Just the next image. It's just the next image. And God is always beyond our comprehension. And I think many people think faith gives them, you'll hear they'll use phrases like, it's something solid to stand on, and what they're saying is it makes me an authority. That's not what faith is supposed to do. Faith doesn't exist to make us authorities. Faith exists to make us seekers, to make us explorers. We're fellow pilgrims on the way, and so we have these stories, and the one thing that is consistent in them, and this is what we can get to, what is the gospel writer trying to tell us? Well, if you read all these stories, there's two things you notice. One, they never recognize Jesus, and two, he always seems to be hungry. Now, this is not because resurrection is hard work. Everyone, do you have anything to eat? Do you have anything? He eats the bread, he eats the fish, he eats, you know. Two things that he always does. He always asks for that, and he never, but they'll never tell you he drinks anything. And the reason is, in Middle Eastern culture, a meal is a sacred symbol of intimacy. Jesus shared meals with his apostles constantly through the gospels, and in the resurrection narrative, they want to make sure that you understand that that intimacy is not lost. That's all they're telling you there. That's why in this one, it's even a little more blatant than that he asked for some fish. He took it and ate it in front of them. The intimacy has not been lost. We can still share a meal. For those of you who are younger, families used to do that around tables. It was crazy. But that intimacy of table, that was so important. And so, it's very obvious in the scriptures that they're constantly having him share the meal. And most scholars will tell you the only reason it never talks about the drink is because, probably out of deference to in Mark's gospel, he says, I will never drink wine again until I drink it with you in my heavenly kingdom. So, the wine is never had at these meals because we still have work to do. The kingdom has not come yet. But there's still that intimacy. The resurrection, for you and I, I think most of us would much prefer if we could have the three years with Jesus walking next to us in such a way that what I always call the user-friendly human interface. You could just ask questions and he would just answer. And a lot of us think that there's an intimacy there that those original disciples had. Oh, wouldn't we have loved to have had that? And what these scriptures say is that intimacy is not lost. The interface is different, but the intimacy is not lost. The new interface, if anything, doesn't allow for as much arrogance. You know, if Jesus was standing here in the flesh and said, oh, that's not the right color for Easter. Hard to argue with. I might go away and say, Jesus told me this, and you can't tell me any different. And let me tell you, there's a lot of people in their prayer life that go through life saying, God told me this, and all of you are wrong. But the arrogance is a little harder to get to. And it's a little more transparent. You know, if someone's been walking around with Jesus and we all know it, we'll allow that arrogance to affect us at a different level. When someone's arrogance comes from the same prayer life you and I have, it won't affect us, you know, because we'll know that the difference between your prayer life and their prayer life is their preexisting personality and maybe a tendency towards arrogance. You know, what's the difference? When someone, I had a vision. I had a vision of Mary or Saint Anthony or Jesus. I had a vision, and he said, I always tell people I have a theory that is pretty much backed up by almost every major spiritual writer over the centuries, and that is God will never give you a revelation about someone else's spiritual life. So when someone comes to you and says, God told me what you're supposed to do, God is whispering in your ear, run the other way. God doesn't tell us, you know, God is not a gossip. God doesn't come down and say, you're doing fine, but I need to tell you a few things about John. That's gossip, and so we tend to domesticate God into images we know, and unfortunately the images we know tend to ride towards arrogance and gossip and those sorts of things, but this new vision of Jesus is not only does he say to people, you will not recognize the Christ, but most people think they get into that, well, you always have to treat people well because you never know, you never know if that could be the angel, that could be Jesus, if that could be, you know, that's, it's really kind of the wrong question because what people are saying is, you know, if it's Jesus, I'll be nice. The actual question is, is it a child of God, and if it's not, who do you think created them? Because I do think most of us go through life with the children of God, and then all those others that may, I don't know, maybe they were created by Bernie the Carpenter or something. Who isn't created by God? That's a fundamental piece of our theology. Who is not a child of God? And people will use the term children of God to mean a certain church or a certain collection of people, but child of God, who is not created by God? And so it's not a matter of beyond your best behavior because that might be a child of God, beyond your best behavior because everyone is a child of God. And when we approach the world with that idea that we can have an intimate relationship with God, not more so than anyone else, not more knowledgeable than anyone else, then we start to find what it is to connect to one another. We start to find God, not within the human heart, but between human hearts. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way
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and how Jesus was made known to them
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in the breaking of the bread.
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While they were still speaking about this,
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he stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you.
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But they were startled and terrified
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and thought they were seeing a ghost.
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And he said to them, why are you troubled?
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And why do questions arise in your hearts?
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Look at my hands and my feet, that it is I myself.
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Touch me and see, because a ghost does not
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have flesh and bones.
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As you can see, I have.
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And as he said this, he showed them his hands and feet.
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And while they were still incredulous for joy
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and were amazed, he asked them, have you anything here to eat?
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They gave him a piece of baked fish
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and took it and ate it in front of them.
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He said to them, these are my words
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that I spoke to you while I was still with you,
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that everything written about me in the law of Moses
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and in the prophets and psalms must be fulfilled.
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Then he opened their minds to understand the scriptures.
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And he said to them, thus it is written
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that the Christ would suffer and rise
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from the dead on the third day, and that repentance
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for the forgiveness of sin would be preached in his name
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to all the nations beginning from Jerusalem.
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You are witnesses of these things.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I'm not sure whether the church did it on purpose or not.
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But you know, it kind of gives us
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two lines of the end of another story
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before it jumps into where we are today.
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The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way.
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This is the end of the kind of somewhat well-known,
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the road to Emmaus story.
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And for those who remember the story,
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they're walking along with Jesus
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and they don't recognize that it's Jesus.
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And even though he does everything
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but show them his name tag, he, you know,
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he explains the Old Testament,
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he goes through all the teachings, he does everything.
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And then it says he's made known
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in the breaking of the bread.
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And they finally figure it out
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and they kind of beat themselves up a little over,
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oh, how could we have not recognized?
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How didn't we recognize him in this?
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And it says, and that's over.
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And the next moment he appears again and they go,
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who's this?
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And they're terrified.
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So knowing that that story just came before it,
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you keep going, so what are these
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resurrection narratives about?
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It almost sounds like anyone who's done any writing
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of any kind of literature knows that sometimes
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if you've got a character and you want them to have,
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they finally are going to have this self-revelation.
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One of the hardest things for people to do
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is not have them make the revelation early
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and then you have to have the character
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go through the same revelation about four times.
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And that's when a good editor comes in and says,
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let's take out the first five times.
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So at first, that's what it sounds like.
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It sounds like they keep having these disciples,
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they don't know it's Jesus, now we know.
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And then we back up, we don't know it's Jesus,
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now we know.
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And you think, why are we having this same story
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over and over again?
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And it's not, it's not because they needed an editor.
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It's because the point that all of the resurrection
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narratives try to make is, Jesus is not recognizable now.
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In the resurrection, we think we recognize it,
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but it's always gonna get lost in mystery.
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And what these readings do is hopefully
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they put a limitation on the possible arrogance of religion.
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Some would say they've failed over the years,
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because religion can get pretty arrogant.
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I always feel that the hackles on the back of my neck,
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I don't know what hackles are,
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but someone told me they're back there,
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that they stand up when I hear someone say,
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well, I'll tell you what God thinks about this.
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I'm like, oh, will you now?
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Can't wait to hear.
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You'd be amazed how often a phrase like that
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slips out of people's mouths.
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Will you know what God thinks about that?
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No, and neither do you.
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This idea that we've kind of domesticated God
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into someone we can answer for and tell you
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what he thinks and why he doesn't like you
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and what he's up with that,
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it's this domestication of God
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that always serves the same purpose,
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which is, if I've domesticated God,
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who's really in control, me or God?
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Now, I know that that analogy is weak
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because some of you who have animals
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who are supposedly domesticated
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but are still in charge.
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But actually, our attempt to control God
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is exactly that, and it's our attempt
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to control everyone else.
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And so you'll hear those phrases
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often come out of people's mouths,
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and I think, what were they taught?
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We can talk about what we think
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the author of the gospel is trying to teach us.
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We can talk about all those things,
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but to think that I've read the gospels,
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I know the mind of God.
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God is not subject to Scripture.
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That is really hard.
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There are, like, if you go into places
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they call four-square gospel churches,
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do not tell them that God is not subject to Scripture.
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Some of them will have coronaries.
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I mean, Scripture, it's all about Scripture.
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No, it's all about God.
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And Scripture is one of the great helps
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that we have to get us there.
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But it's about God in the end,
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and we're told you can never quite
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get your mind around God.
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And it's fascinating.
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I think I say this more often than any phrase preaching,
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but God is infinite.
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Our minds are finite.
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You cannot shove the infinite into the finite.
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It doesn't work that way.
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And so in Catholic faith, we call this a mystery.
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And now I know many of you will,
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you know, mysteries for us are things to be solved.
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In theology, a mystery is not something to be solved.
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A mystery is something you will never solve.
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A mystery is beyond our comprehension.
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And I think it's part of the arrogance of religion
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that we have that, well, nothing could possibly
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be beyond my comprehension.
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What could possibly be beyond my comprehension?
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And my answer is always,
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a lot of things less complicated than God, trust me.
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All sorts of things beyond our comprehension.
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And so when we're talking about God with one another,
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we should never come in with the arrogance
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that we've got it figured out.
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Even when we take things down to something like the Eucharist.
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Do you believe it's the real body and blood of Christ?
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And every Catholic would probably say yes.
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Explain to me what that means,
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and they'll get a little fuzzy.
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When someone says, do you believe that Jesus
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is in the bread?
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Yes.
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Do you believe that he's in the room?
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Yes.
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Can you tell me the difference?
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You know, an interesting thing happened this morning.
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They'll change the topic so quick.
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It's a mystery.
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It is a mystery, and it's things we don't understand.
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And if we approach it, that faith doesn't mean
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we understand and then we believe.
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It's that we believe, and so what is it we can believe in?
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We can believe in what we're called to do.
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We can believe in the principles we're called to uphold
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and the way we behave with one another.
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But we're not called to say we figured out God.
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They almost had it in Scripture,
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and then Gregory of Nyssa got the Trinity
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into place for us in 800,
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and after that we understood God.
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No.
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Just the next image.
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It's just the next image.
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And God is always beyond our comprehension.
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And I think many people think faith gives them,
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you'll hear they'll use phrases like,
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it's something solid to stand on,
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and what they're saying is it makes me an authority.
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That's not what faith is supposed to do.
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Faith doesn't exist to make us authorities.
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Faith exists to make us seekers, to make us explorers.
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We're fellow pilgrims on the way,
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and so we have these stories,
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and the one thing that is consistent in them,
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and this is what we can get to,
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what is the gospel writer trying to tell us?
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Well, if you read all these stories,
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there's two things you notice.
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One, they never recognize Jesus,
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and two, he always seems to be hungry.
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Now, this is not because resurrection is hard work.
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Everyone, do you have anything to eat?
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Do you have anything?
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He eats the bread, he eats the fish, he eats, you know.
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Two things that he always does.
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He always asks for that, and he never,
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but they'll never tell you he drinks anything.
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And the reason is, in Middle Eastern culture,
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a meal is a sacred symbol of intimacy.
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Jesus shared meals with his apostles
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constantly through the gospels,
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and in the resurrection narrative,
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they want to make sure that you understand
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that that intimacy is not lost.
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That's all they're telling you there.
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That's why in this one, it's even a little more blatant
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than that he asked for some fish.
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He took it and ate it in front of them.
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The intimacy has not been lost.
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We can still share a meal.
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For those of you who are younger,
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families used to do that around tables.
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It was crazy.
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But that intimacy of table, that was so important.
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And so, it's very obvious in the scriptures
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that they're constantly having him share the meal.
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And most scholars will tell you the only reason
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it never talks about the drink is because,
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probably out of deference to in Mark's gospel,
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he says, I will never drink wine again
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until I drink it with you in my heavenly kingdom.
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So, the wine is never had at these meals
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because we still have work to do.
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The kingdom has not come yet.
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But there's still that intimacy.
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The resurrection, for you and I,
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I think most of us would much prefer
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if we could have the three years with Jesus
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walking next to us in such a way
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that what I always call the user-friendly human interface.
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You could just ask questions and he would just answer.
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And a lot of us think that there's an intimacy there
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that those original disciples had.
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Oh, wouldn't we have loved to have had that?
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And what these scriptures say is that intimacy is not lost.
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The interface is different, but the intimacy is not lost.
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The new interface, if anything,
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doesn't allow for as much arrogance.
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You know, if Jesus was standing here in the flesh
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and said, oh, that's not the right color for Easter.
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Hard to argue with.
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I might go away and say, Jesus told me this,
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and you can't tell me any different.
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And let me tell you, there's a lot of people
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in their prayer life that go through life saying,
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God told me this, and all of you are wrong.
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But the arrogance is a little harder to get to.
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And it's a little more transparent.
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You know, if someone's been walking around with Jesus
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and we all know it, we'll allow that arrogance
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to affect us at a different level.
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When someone's arrogance comes from the same prayer life
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you and I have, it won't affect us, you know,
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because we'll know that the difference
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between your prayer life and their prayer life
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is their preexisting personality
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and maybe a tendency towards arrogance.
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You know, what's the difference?
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When someone, I had a vision.
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I had a vision of Mary or Saint Anthony or Jesus.
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I had a vision, and he said, I always tell people
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I have a theory that is pretty much backed up
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by almost every major spiritual writer over the centuries,
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and that is God will never give you a revelation
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about someone else's spiritual life.
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So when someone comes to you and says,
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God told me what you're supposed to do,
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God is whispering in your ear, run the other way.
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God doesn't tell us, you know, God is not a gossip.
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God doesn't come down and say, you're doing fine,
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but I need to tell you a few things about John.
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That's gossip, and so we tend to domesticate God
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into images we know, and unfortunately the images we know
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tend to ride towards arrogance and gossip
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and those sorts of things, but this new vision of Jesus
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is not only does he say to people,
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you will not recognize the Christ,
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but most people think they get into that,
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well, you always have to treat people well
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because you never know, you never know
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if that could be the angel, that could be Jesus,
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if that could be, you know, that's,
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it's really kind of the wrong question
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because what people are saying is,
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you know, if it's Jesus, I'll be nice.
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The actual question is, is it a child of God,
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and if it's not, who do you think created them?
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Because I do think most of us go through life
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with the children of God, and then all those others
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that may, I don't know, maybe they were created
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by Bernie the Carpenter or something.
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Who isn't created by God?
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That's a fundamental piece of our theology.
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Who is not a child of God?
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And people will use the term children of God
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to mean a certain church or a certain collection of people,
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but child of God, who is not created by God?
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And so it's not a matter of beyond your best behavior
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because that might be a child of God,
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beyond your best behavior because everyone
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is a child of God.
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And when we approach the world with that idea
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that we can have an intimate relationship with God,
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not more so than anyone else,
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not more knowledgeable than anyone else,
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then we start to find what it is to connect to one another.
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We start to find God, not within the human heart,
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but between human hearts.
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That's when we start to build that kingdom
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that hasn't come yet in the scripture,
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but that we pray for every day, we work our lives for,
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until we finally are finding God
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in the spaces between human hearts,
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and that will be the kingdom that Jesus came to preach.
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Father Pat’s homily delivers a deeply reflective m Father Pat’s homily delivers a deeply reflective meditation on the mystery of the Resurrection and the human tendency to domesticate and control the divine. Centered on the post-Resurrection appearances of Jesus, particularly the narrative from Luke where the disciples fail repeatedly to recognize the risen Christ, Father Pat emphasizes that this lack of recognition is not a flaw in storytelling but rather a theological truth: the resurrected Christ is not easily recognizable, and God remains beyond our full comprehension. He challenges the arrogance often found in religious certainty, cautioning against the impulse to speak authoritatively on behalf of God. Instead, he invites believers into a posture of humility, reverence, and relational intimacy with God and one another. He reminds us that the intimacy symbolized in Jesus’ shared meals continues today, particularly in the Eucharist, and that the Resurrection invites us to discover God not in certainty or authority, but in mystery, humility, and the sacred connection between human hearts.
Father Pat begins by contextualizing the Gospel reading within the broader Resurrection narratives, particularly the Road to Emmaus. The disciples' repeated failure to recognize Jesus is not literary redundancy, but a deliberate theological statement: the Resurrection transforms Jesus into someone not easily perceived by human senses. This elusiveness reflects a deeper truth—God, particularly in the Resurrection, defies our categories and escapes our attempts to define, domesticate, or fully understand. Religion, Father Pat warns, has often failed to preserve that mystery, succumbing instead to arrogance. He critiques the common habit, even among believers, of claiming to know definitively what God thinks or desires, noting how such assertions often serve the speaker’s ego more than divine truth. He cautions against reducing God to a domesticated figure we can control or use to control others. Theologians, he reminds us, have long insisted that God is infinite, while we are finite. Thus, any attempt to fully comprehend God is inherently limited.
He further explores the idea that mystery is central to faith. But in Christian theology, mystery is not a puzzle to be solved; it is a reality too vast for the human mind to grasp. This is especially true in the context of the Eucharist. Catholics affirm that the bread and wine become the body and blood of Christ, but when asked to explain how, most are left speechless. This, Father Pat argues, is not a failure of faith but a necessary condition of it. Faith does not provide mastery over God; rather, it calls us to live into mystery with humility and trust. The Gospel stories of the Resurrection reinforce this by showing the risen Christ engaging in simple, human acts—especially eating. Jesus' repeated requests for food are not mere narrative color; they are deeply symbolic. In Middle Eastern culture, sharing a meal signifies intimacy. By eating with his disciples after the Resurrection, Jesus underscores that intimacy with him is not lost in death—it is transformed, but still real.
Yet this intimacy is no longer based on physical proximity or visible signs, which makes it harder to claim spiritual superiority. No one can say, “I walked with Jesus, so I know better.” The post-Resurrection Jesus removes any possibility of that kind of authority. This democratizes spiritual experience—it is accessible to all, but also safeguards against arrogance. Father Pat then addresses a particular form of spiritual arrogance: when people claim to receive divine revelations about others. He firmly dismisses this, saying God does not gossip. True revelation, if it comes, is for the individual alone. Anyone claiming otherwise is likely projecting their own desires or biases.
Father Pat concludes by shifting the focus from seeking to recognize Jesus in disguise to recognizing every person as a child of God. The question is not “Could this person be Jesus?” but rather “Is this person a child of God?”—and the answer is always yes. He emphasizes that no one is outside the creative love of God. When we understand this, we begin to find God not merely within ourselves but in the sacred space between human hearts. This is where the Kingdom of God begins to take form—not in theological certainties or spiritual hierarchies, but in love, humility, and shared humanity. The Resurrection, then, is not only the story of Jesus rising from the dead; it is the ongoing revelation that intimacy with God is still possible, that mystery is essential to faith, and that the Kingdom is built not through authority, but through communion, humility, and love....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 882.1300048828125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to the Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, be watchful, be alert. You do not know when the time will come. It is like a man traveling abroad. He leaves home and places his servants in charge, each with his own work, and orders the gatekeeper to be on watch. Watch, therefore. You do not know when the Lord of the house is coming, whether in the evening, or at midnight, or at cock's crow, or in the morning. May he not come suddenly and find you sleeping. What I say to you, I say to all. Watch. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amid the peaceful pictures that we often have of winter, I sometimes think that, and maybe in the past year especially, but I sometimes think that the first Sunday of Advent should be the closest we get to a really, really angry Sunday in the church. We hear all these, be watchful, be vigilant. What it's saying is, wake the heck up, folks. Wake up. You look at things that happen all around us. I remember in Charlottesville when they had all the white supremacists marching and people went, oh my, there's still prejudice in this country. Wake up. Yes. Yes, we've been willingly asleep forever. No matter what it is, no matter what the next thing is, people right after the elections last year, oh, this is the first time, there are family members, we can't talk to each other. Family members you haven't agreed with on anything in years. Wake up. We don't want to, how bad does it get before we go, maybe we have to change something. Because normally when we say, wake up, we're talking to someone else. We don't say it to ourselves nearly often enough. How often we look around and we go, oh, that's really getting bad. And we know, we know it's been going on for a while and we kind of, I used to always joke, and I still say it, it's just becoming less of a joke when I say, you know, I can't get through breakfast without three good delusions. Wake up. That means to finally look around and go, you know, it's not that the world has become a bad place, it's that we've made it that place. We're part of it. And most of us, when we look around and see things we don't like, we kind of cast ourselves as the victims who don't know what to do. The world's going that direction, what will we do? The church just said this, what will I do? Who do you think the church is? Who do you think the country is? They're going to so wonder if they listen to that on the podcast later what was going on. We are. We are. And we are so comfortable going along with everything until it finally gets so bad and then we are like, who could have seen this coming? Anyone with eyes to see and ears to hear. The question is, what is that dynamic that makes us not see, that purposely puts blinders on us so we can't see when things are going off the rails? This happens in our own life. It's why we do need people we can trust that can pull us off of the path that we've decided we know our own path. And God puts us in community to be informed by others. You know, in my singing life, there's about 10 times I can look back and see an immediate overnight change in the way I sang and it was always because I was working with a teacher. Someone I trusted first off and then someone who could break through the, I mean it's amazing with the thickness of my skull that there's any resonance at all when I sing. And one of the times, Laurel Miller, who was a voice teacher in college, and Laurel was really my first spiritual director. She never said it out loud, but she was. And I always suspected that the other teachers on faculty found her, in musical terms, kooky. She had wild gray hair that came down to about here and she looked like something out of Macbeth. And when other teachers would get up to do their recital and do Mozart, she'd say, I just found these dialogues on Frankenstein by an unknown Ukrainian composer. Wait till you hear them. And they're like. She was just crazy. I knew immediately that's who I have to study with. I have one chance of looking sane and it's right next to her. But she was brilliant. We would often be doing something in a lesson and I just wasn't getting it. And she would say to me, you know, you can't hear this right now. You're just at a place in your life. You are not going to hear what I'm saying today. Let's move on and not get in a stitch over it. Such a confident teacher. She wasn't going to get, I've got to get them. I've got to get them where I'm trying to get them. She knew I wasn't going to get there that day. And sometimes five years later, something she'd say would come back and I'd go, oh, that thing I just did, that's that thing that Laurel was talking about that I didn't understand at the time. Couldn't get there at the time. But one time, she always used to tape lessons. And when I say tape lessons for, since we have all the youth here for RE today, it was called a cassette tape. It died out shortly after the dinosaurs. But she would always tape your lesson. And we're going through this lesson and she's got me doing this one thing and I'm finally, I just do exactly what she says. And it just, I didn't like the sound. It sounded kind of too affected. It's not the sound I wanted to make. But I thought, okay, I'm just going to do it. I'm going to trust her and I'm going to do it. And so I sang this piece from the Messiah the way she wanted me to. And then she said to me, because she could just read my face, she said, so why is it you don't like that? And I said, it's just, I don't think it's me. It doesn't sound like me. It doesn't sound like I want my voice to sound like. And she gave me one of her great speeches of, well, you know, if God gave you a trumpet, you can want to play trombone all you want. All you'll do is, you know, smack the trumpet out of shape and have nothing. But she said, well, that's all right. I just want you to listen. And so she rewinds the tape and she says, you know, and I've sung it twice. I've sang it the way that I know I want it to sound. And then I sing it her way. And I listened to it on tape. And her way is what I think my way sounded like. Because see, we hear our voice through our eustachian tubes. That's why when any of you first hear your voice on tape and you go, oh, I can't stand the way my voice sounds on tape. I hate the way it sounds on the answering machine. That's not the way it sounds on the answering machine. That's the way it sounds. It sounds different to you because it's echoing through your tissue and all this stuff. You know, people always say they sound really great in the bathroom. You basically hear through a bathroom of tissue here. Or bathroom tissue. I hadn't thought of that before. Okay, anyway. So you've got this sort of, all of a sudden there's a voice outside of myself who I trust. And then the minute I hear that tape, I like never, ever go back to the other way of singing. It's an overnight change. Those come rarely. But they come because we have people in our lives that can finally shake us and say, wake up, wake the heck up, what are you doing? Most of us, you know, I struggle in my life, and I've told staff and everyone, I struggle with procrastination. I'm very good at punctuality. And what that meant in school is if I had a book report due at noon on Thursday, it was done at noon on Thursday. If they said to me, here, return this book sometime, a year later this book will still be right here. I work better with deadlines. And most of us in our spirituality do that. We can't, as time management people would tell you, we really can't get important and urgent put in the right places in our mind. We are people that run from urgency to urgency. And if there's a deadline, we get it done. And important things like family. You know, I've got my job. You know, when I've got time left, I sure hope I have time left for my family. And then someone says, well, what's the most important thing to you in your life? Oh, family. No, it's not. My urgent things are the most important. And once I get past urgent, they're top of the secondary list. It's so hard for us to focus on what's important. Because, you know, in our life of bells and whistles, you know, if it's not, if my cell phone is not going to tell me what things do in an hour, it's not real. If our technology doesn't make us check in on something, we don't check in at all. There really is, I mean, a couple people have tried, but they're just awful. But there is no God app yet. When do I pray? I don't know. I'm waiting for my cell phone to tell me. You know, when do we build a relationship with God? When do we build relationships with each other? When do we give one another real opportunities, the people we trust, to weigh in on what we're doing? When do we really open that dialogue? What Advent tells us is, when you're putting it off, you're actually deciding never to do it. What we put off is really a decision just not to do something. And we know that. I mean, no one says it out loud, but when you say, you know, I'm going to wait to diet after the holidays, what we're saying is, before I lose weight, I'd like to gain seven more pounds. So I can really get a running start, you know. Before I start being nicer to people, I'm going to continue being mean and dig that in just a while longer. Every habit we're not breaking today is a habit we're reinforcing. Those are our choices. If you're not breaking it, you're reinforcing it. No one has a habit that you're just not going to touch on for a few weeks. So when we get these Advent readings that say, wake up! Wake up! It's because we're allowing ourselves to dig ingrained patterns in our lives that we really, deep down, have no intention of changing. We don't do this out of some sort of crazy mythological fear that what if Jesus comes back Tuesday in the middle of the night and we're not ready? That's not the fear. The fear is, you and I know, if we're not concerned about being ready by Tuesday night, we probably aren't concerned about being ready at all. And it won't matter if it doesn't happen until the end of our lives. We've made the decision to put it on the back burner. Has anyone gotten to the back burner yet? Has anyone ever actually gotten to the back burner? You know, my stove must have 20 rows of burners. And so we kind of look at this moment and say, when do we wake up? When do we look around and say, okay, you're right, we are, as a country, still incredibly prejudiced. When I grew up here, so I am as well, what am I going to do to change that? I can't tell you how many people I know that are dead set against prejudice, especially racial, dead set against racial prejudice. And if you ask them how many friends in their inner circle are not the same race as they are, they'll tell you none. All of my friends look just like me, but what are we going to do about racism? And when we say we, of course, we mean the people on the East Coast. You know. But we look at our own and we go, huh, I do it. I don't seem to have a big cross section of friends. I won't even let people from the other political party in my door. But why will they not let me in? What's wrong? You know, wake up. Every year we get this, wake up. Lent is going to tell us to start giving up things. Advent says wake up and start doing things. Be open to the God that's going to reveal himself today. It's not that, it's not that the world's going to end today, but Sunday will end today. And a whole Sunday of opportunities with it. Many of them will be opportunities we won't see again. Every day has an end to that day. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, be watchful, be alert.
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You do not know when the time will come.
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It is like a man traveling abroad.
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He leaves home and places his servants in charge,
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each with his own work, and orders the gatekeeper
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to be on watch.
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Watch, therefore.
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You do not know when the Lord of the house is coming,
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whether in the evening, or at midnight, or at cock's crow,
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or in the morning.
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May he not come suddenly and find you sleeping.
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What I say to you, I say to all.
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Watch.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amid the peaceful pictures that we often have of winter,
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I sometimes think that, and maybe in the past year especially,
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but I sometimes think that the first Sunday of Advent
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should be the closest we get to a really, really angry Sunday
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in the church.
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We hear all these, be watchful, be vigilant.
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What it's saying is, wake the heck up, folks.
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Wake up.
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You look at things that happen all around us.
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I remember in Charlottesville when they had
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all the white supremacists marching and people went,
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oh my, there's still prejudice in this country.
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Wake up.
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Yes.
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Yes, we've been willingly asleep forever.
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No matter what it is, no matter what the next thing is,
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people right after the elections last year,
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oh, this is the first time, there are family members,
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we can't talk to each other.
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Family members you haven't agreed with on anything in years.
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Wake up.
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We don't want to, how bad does it get before we go,
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maybe we have to change something.
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Because normally when we say, wake up,
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we're talking to someone else.
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We don't say it to ourselves nearly often enough.
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How often we look around and we go,
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oh, that's really getting bad.
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And we know, we know it's been going on for a while
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and we kind of, I used to always joke,
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and I still say it, it's just becoming less of a joke
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when I say, you know, I can't get through breakfast
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without three good delusions.
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Wake up.
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That means to finally look around and go,
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you know, it's not that the world has become a bad place,
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it's that we've made it that place.
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We're part of it.
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And most of us, when we look around and see things
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we don't like, we kind of cast ourselves
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as the victims who don't know what to do.
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The world's going that direction, what will we do?
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The church just said this, what will I do?
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Who do you think the church is?
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Who do you think the country is?
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They're going to so wonder if they listen to that
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on the podcast later what was going on.
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We are.
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We are.
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And we are so comfortable going along with everything
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until it finally gets so bad and then we are like,
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who could have seen this coming?
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Anyone with eyes to see and ears to hear.
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The question is, what is that dynamic that makes us not see,
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that purposely puts blinders on us so we can't see
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when things are going off the rails?
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This happens in our own life.
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It's why we do need people we can trust
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that can pull us off of the path that we've decided
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we know our own path.
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And God puts us in community to be informed by others.
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You know, in my singing life, there's about 10 times
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I can look back and see an immediate overnight change
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in the way I sang and it was always because
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I was working with a teacher.
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Someone I trusted first off and then someone
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who could break through the, I mean it's amazing
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with the thickness of my skull that there's any resonance
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at all when I sing.
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And one of the times, Laurel Miller,
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who was a voice teacher in college,
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and Laurel was really my first spiritual director.
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She never said it out loud, but she was.
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And I always suspected that the other teachers on faculty
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found her, in musical terms, kooky.
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She had wild gray hair that came down to about here
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and she looked like something out of Macbeth.
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And when other teachers would get up to do their recital
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and do Mozart, she'd say,
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I just found these dialogues on Frankenstein
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by an unknown Ukrainian composer.
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Wait till you hear them.
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And they're like.
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She was just crazy.
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I knew immediately that's who I have to study with.
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I have one chance of looking sane
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and it's right next to her.
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But she was brilliant.
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We would often be doing something in a lesson
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and I just wasn't getting it.
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And she would say to me, you know,
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you can't hear this right now.
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You're just at a place in your life.
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You are not going to hear what I'm saying today.
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Let's move on and not get in a stitch over it.
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Such a confident teacher.
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She wasn't going to get, I've got to get them.
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I've got to get them where I'm trying to get them.
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She knew I wasn't going to get there that day.
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And sometimes five years later,
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something she'd say would come back and I'd go,
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oh, that thing I just did,
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that's that thing that Laurel was talking about
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that I didn't understand at the time.
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Couldn't get there at the time.
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But one time, she always used to tape lessons.
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And when I say tape lessons for,
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since we have all the youth here for RE today,
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it was called a cassette tape.
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It died out shortly after the dinosaurs.
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But she would always tape your lesson.
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And we're going through this lesson
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and she's got me doing this one thing
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and I'm finally, I just do exactly what she says.
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And it just, I didn't like the sound.
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It sounded kind of too affected.
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It's not the sound I wanted to make.
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But I thought, okay, I'm just going to do it.
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I'm going to trust her and I'm going to do it.
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And so I sang this piece from the Messiah
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the way she wanted me to.
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And then she said to me,
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because she could just read my face,
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she said, so why is it you don't like that?
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And I said, it's just, I don't think it's me.
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It doesn't sound like me.
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It doesn't sound like I want my voice to sound like.
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And she gave me one of her great speeches of,
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well, you know, if God gave you a trumpet,
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you can want to play trombone all you want.
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All you'll do is, you know,
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smack the trumpet out of shape and have nothing.
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But she said, well, that's all right.
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I just want you to listen.
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And so she rewinds the tape and she says,
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you know, and I've sung it twice.
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I've sang it the way that I know I want it to sound.
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And then I sing it her way.
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And I listened to it on tape.
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And her way is what I think my way sounded like.
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Because see, we hear our voice through our eustachian tubes.
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That's why when any of you first hear your voice on tape
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and you go, oh, I can't stand the way my voice sounds on tape.
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I hate the way it sounds on the answering machine.
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That's not the way it sounds on the answering machine.
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That's the way it sounds.
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It sounds different to you
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because it's echoing through your tissue and all this stuff.
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You know, people always say they sound really great in the bathroom.
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You basically hear through a bathroom of tissue here.
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Or bathroom tissue.
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I hadn't thought of that before.
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Okay, anyway.
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So you've got this sort of,
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all of a sudden there's a voice outside of myself who I trust.
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And then the minute I hear that tape,
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I like never, ever go back to the other way of singing.
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It's an overnight change.
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Those come rarely.
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But they come because we have people in our lives
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that can finally shake us and say,
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wake up, wake the heck up, what are you doing?
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Most of us, you know, I struggle in my life,
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and I've told staff and everyone,
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I struggle with procrastination.
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I'm very good at punctuality.
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And what that meant in school is
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if I had a book report due at noon on Thursday,
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it was done at noon on Thursday.
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If they said to me,
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here, return this book sometime,
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a year later this book will still be right here.
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I work better with deadlines.
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And most of us in our spirituality do that.
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We can't, as time management people would tell you,
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we really can't get important and urgent
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put in the right places in our mind.
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We are people that run from urgency to urgency.
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And if there's a deadline, we get it done.
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And important things like family.
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You know, I've got my job.
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You know, when I've got time left,
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I sure hope I have time left for my family.
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And then someone says,
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well, what's the most important thing to you in your life?
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Oh, family.
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No, it's not.
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My urgent things are the most important.
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And once I get past urgent,
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they're top of the secondary list.
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It's so hard for us to focus on what's important.
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Because, you know, in our life of bells and whistles,
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you know, if it's not,
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if my cell phone is not going to tell me
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what things do in an hour, it's not real.
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If our technology doesn't make us check in on something,
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we don't check in at all.
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There really is, I mean, a couple people have tried,
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but they're just awful.
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But there is no God app yet.
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When do I pray?
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I don't know.
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I'm waiting for my cell phone to tell me.
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You know, when do we build a relationship with God?
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When do we build relationships with each other?
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When do we give one another real opportunities,
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the people we trust, to weigh in on what we're doing?
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When do we really open that dialogue?
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What Advent tells us is,
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when you're putting it off,
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you're actually deciding never to do it.
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What we put off is really a decision
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just not to do something.
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And we know that.
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I mean, no one says it out loud,
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but when you say, you know,
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I'm going to wait to diet after the holidays,
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what we're saying is,
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before I lose weight,
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I'd like to gain seven more pounds.
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So I can really get a running start, you know.
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Before I start being nicer to people,
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I'm going to continue being mean
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and dig that in just a while longer.
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Every habit we're not breaking today
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is a habit we're reinforcing.
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Those are our choices.
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If you're not breaking it, you're reinforcing it.
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No one has a habit
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that you're just not going to touch on for a few weeks.
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So when we get these Advent readings that say,
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wake up!
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Wake up!
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It's because we're allowing ourselves
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to dig ingrained patterns in our lives
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that we really, deep down,
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have no intention of changing.
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We don't do this out of some sort of
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crazy mythological fear
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that what if Jesus comes back Tuesday
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in the middle of the night
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and we're not ready?
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That's not the fear.
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The fear is, you and I know,
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if we're not concerned about being ready by Tuesday night,
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we probably aren't concerned about being ready at all.
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And it won't matter if it doesn't happen
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until the end of our lives.
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We've made the decision to put it on the back burner.
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Has anyone gotten to the back burner yet?
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Has anyone ever actually gotten to the back burner?
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You know, my stove must have 20 rows of burners.
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And so we kind of look at this moment and say,
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when do we wake up?
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When do we look around and say,
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okay, you're right,
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we are, as a country,
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still incredibly prejudiced.
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When I grew up here,
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so I am as well,
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what am I going to do to change that?
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I can't tell you how many people I know
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that are dead set against prejudice,
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especially racial,
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dead set against racial prejudice.
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And if you ask them
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how many friends in their inner circle
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are not the same race as they are,
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they'll tell you none.
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All of my friends look just like me,
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but what are we going to do about racism?
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And when we say we, of course,
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we mean the people on the East Coast.
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You know.
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But we look at our own and we go,
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huh, I do it.
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I don't seem to have a big cross section of friends.
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I won't even let people
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from the other political party in my door.
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But why will they not let me in?
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What's wrong?
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You know, wake up.
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Every year we get this, wake up.
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Lent is going to tell us
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to start giving up things.
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Advent says wake up and start doing things.
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Be open to the God
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that's going to reveal himself today.
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It's not that,
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it's not that the world's going to end today,
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but Sunday will end today.
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And a whole Sunday of opportunities with it.
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Many of them will be opportunities
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we won't see again.
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Every day has an end to that day.
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And the more of them we sleep through,
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the less likely it is
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we will ever in this life wake up,
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Father Pat’s homily is a passionate and urgent cal Father Pat’s homily is a passionate and urgent call to spiritual and social awakening. Drawing from the Gospel’s command to “watch,” he challenges both the Church and individuals to stop sleepwalking through life, ignoring the signs of moral decay, injustice, and personal inertia. He insists that Advent isn't a time of gentle waiting but a time of radical self-examination and transformation. Using personal stories, cultural examples, and spiritual insights, Father Pat reminds us that change begins when we stop blaming others, acknowledge our complicity, and respond actively to God's call in the present moment.
Father Pat begins by connecting the Gospel message from Mark—Jesus' exhortation to "be watchful" and "stay awake"—to the spiritual lethargy many people experience. He challenges the congregation to recognize that this Gospel reading isn't just about the end times or a dramatic divine return, but rather about the daily and ongoing invitation to spiritual vigilance. Advent, he says, is not a season merely of peaceful anticipation, but a jarring spiritual alarm clock. It is less about sentimentality and more about urgency—a time to rattle ourselves from complacency and face the truth about our lives, our society, and our faith.
He critiques the widespread tendency to only "wake up" in moments of crisis—such as after public displays of racism, political division, or personal discord—when these issues have been present and festering for a long time. Father Pat points out that we often act shocked by problems we’ve long ignored, and our surprise is evidence of our willful blindness. He insists that real vigilance means acknowledging our role in the world’s brokenness, not just being passive observers or self-proclaimed victims of circumstance. In this sense, to "wake up" is not merely to become aware, but to take responsibility and act.
Drawing from his own life, particularly his relationship with an eccentric but wise voice teacher, Father Pat illustrates the importance of trusted voices in our lives who can wake us up to truths we aren’t ready to hear. He recounts how her patient guidance eventually led to profound breakthroughs in his singing and, more importantly, in his self-understanding. This story becomes a metaphor for spiritual growth: transformation often requires humility, trust, and the willingness to hear hard truths from those who love us.
He also reflects on how we mismanage time and priorities, often confusing the urgent with the important. Many claim that family or faith is their top priority, but their actions reveal otherwise. We push the most meaningful aspects of our lives—relationships, spiritual practice, self-reflection—onto the proverbial "back burner," which, Father Pat notes with humor and insight, is a place we rarely return to. He warns that procrastination in the spiritual life is not neutral; it is a decision to reinforce unhealthy patterns and delay grace.
Father Pat confronts the illusion that we can delay conversion or justice until the timing feels right. He exposes the lie behind statements like “I’ll change after the holidays” or “I’ll be more generous when life calms down.” In reality, each day we delay is a day we deepen our bad habits. Advent, he says, is not about waiting for God to arrive in some distant future; it’s about recognizing that God is already arriving—in our conversations, our relationships, our interruptions—and we miss Him when we’re asleep to the present moment.
He also brings a powerful social dimension to his message. He criticizes how people claim to oppose racism, yet maintain homogenous social circles, or say they value dialogue while shutting out those with differing views. True vigilance demands not only inward spiritual renewal, but outward social engagement and transformation. The call to "wake up" includes challenging the systems of injustice we participate in and confronting our own biases and blind spots.
Ultimately, Father Pat summarizes the Advent challenge as not just being prepared for the end of the world, but for the end of each day—each one a sacred opportunity to encounter God and respond to His grace. Missed opportunities do not just vanish; they accumulate into a life of spiritual dormancy. Therefore, he urges the congregation to live with intention, to listen to the voices that call them to grow, and to actively participate in the coming of the Kingdom—not some day, but today.
In his closing thought, Father Pat reminds us that Advent is not about fear of judgment, but about the gift of awareness. God is already present, already speaking, already loving. The question is not when God will show up, but whether we are awake enough to notice Him....
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You will be called Cephas, which is translated Peter. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today is the second Sunday of ordinary time in the liturgical calendar. It is the first Sunday of ordinary time. There is no first Sunday of ordinary time, so the second is the first. Welcome to the Catholic Church. We don't really have, we always talk about the first Sunday or the second Sunday. This is Sunday of the second week of ordinary time. Ordinary time always starts with these weekdays because we normally would have gotten the Feast of the Baptism last year, last week, and then we'd have had the rest of that first week. And so this begins our first full week of ordinary time. So I just wanted to say that so that people didn't come up afterwards and say, but Father, it says in the Missal that this is the second week. Yes, well, who are you gonna believe? You know, the Missal that has all those scholars behind them or me. But this is, so this is our first Sunday of our first full week of ordinary time. And we have a couple of these sort of puzzles in the liturgy. We've got a couple of these little word puzzles. And one of them I think has led to some of the most misunderstood theology in our church. And it's this phrase of Paul's that, you know, your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, which has over the years led people, you know, you see these sort of would-be workout ads with, you know, someone who looks like Mr. Universe drinking their kale smoothie, saying my body is a temple. You know, that's not what it meant. And I hope that's not what it meant, because by the time I was 50, I realized I had torn down that temple and put up a pizza hut. So that's not exactly what it's meant. It's, there's this odd thing that we will always struggle to get our head around in English, because we are one of the few Western European language, we might be in the Western European, we might be the only one. We do not delineate between the first, the singular and plural in the second person. We have you, singular, and you, plural. Anyone who's studied Spanish, Italian, French, German, anyone who knows that doesn't exist in other languages. You have to learn two forms of the word you, one for singular, one for plural. Same happens in Greek. He does not use the singular. He does not say tosomasu, which would be your body. He says tosomasumos, meaning y'all's body. Plural you, singular body. He's not talking about each of our bodies being a temple of the Holy Spirit. He's saying the body of you. This is the temple of the Holy Spirit. When we gather, this is the temple. A sin against the temple, meaning against the community, against the gathering, against the God that lives in between, not within me. And it's pretty easy to see when you take American culture and that problem with the English together, it very quickly becomes the God inside of me. I remember, and I don't blame her. I know she got the advice on some retreat somewhere, but in my first parish at St. Thomas More, lady came down the aisle to receive communion, and she'd obviously been given something better to say than the rest of us. And I'm sorry, I'm getting snarky, and I usually hold off for another two minutes. But she came down, and I said, the body of Christ, and she said, yes, I am. Okay, you know. People, we went through this thing in the late 80s and early 90s where, because the liturgy said amen, we were gonna come up with anything other than amen. I believe, I mean, all sorts of things got thrown out during those times because we just, we didn't wanna trust the ritual. But it came out of that theology that, you know, God is inside me, and there is no doubt that God is inside us. But the beauty of Catholic trinity is that there are three fundamental experiences of God. The first is God the Father, the transcendent God, the God you will always chase and never understand. Completely transcendent, beyond us. Then there is the internal God which you cannot avoid. It is that inspiration that gets us going in the morning, whether we call it God or not. That is the God we cannot avoid. So we've got one vision of God that is completely beyond us and one that is completely with us. But Jesus represents this second person, this not transcendent God, not internal God, but the historic God, the one we choose to interact with or choose not to. That's why it's put on that same Sunday with Jesus saying, come and see. Most of us, if someone said, you know, I wanna become Catholic, they would say, where do I take the class? They'd kill us if we said, well, just come and shadow one of us for a year. Plus, depending on who we picked, I'm not sure it'd be such a great theory. What if, what if, I just took hours of work off Tony Haas's plate. What if we tossed out the RCIA and said, oh, if someone wants to become Catholic, we'll just give them to one of you and they will follow you around for a year and then they'll know what it is to be Catholic. I'll bet you the volunteer list would not be big. Anyone wanna be shadowed for a year? They don't do dictation. It's not that sort of thing. You know, what it would mean to say to people, oh, if you wanna know what Catholic faith is, don't go read the latest document. Don't go pick up a book. Follow some Catholics around. Truth is, most of us are like, oh, oh no. No, I've got things to do that aren't Catholic at all. But I know a really good book. Jesus' entire evangelization, it's so interesting how many programs are based on the Gospels, but the actual Gospel program is Jesus says, oh yeah, yeah, come on, follow along. Follow along. You can tell me in a year what you've learned. If someone followed us for a year, at the end of the year, could they tell you what it meant to be Catholic? Could they tell you what it meant to be Christian? Could they tell you what it meant to be a compassionate person? Or would they learn a whole bunch of other stuff that might be useful, but that just wouldn't, that wouldn't permeate much. And so it's a pretty dramatic way of evangelizing is, you know, come and see. And it shows a real faith in his own integrity. You know, a hypocrite never says, come and do what I do. Do what I, you know, how many parents have had to say, you do what I say, not what I do. You know, we've all heard that, we've all joked about it. But, you know, Jesus flips that around and says, no, no, do what I do. You'll notice he isn't as concerned with believe what I believe, think what I think, feel what I feel, say the same prayer I say. No, do what I do. You park Methodist down the street, had a sign out for a while that said, what if religion were actually about doing? You know, what if our faith were about, was about doing? What would that be like? And so we get that today, and we hear this idea that we do come together to encounter a different experience of God than we can have on our own, this kind of way lays the I'm spiritual, but not religious argument that we hear a lot. Because most people, not everyone, but most people, when they say, I'm spiritual, but not religious, what they mean is, I have some ideas about God, but I don't like to dialogue with anyone about them. You know, I don't, because the minute you're dialoguing with people, you're creating religion. You're already starting to create what is the basis of religion. And when they say, I don't wanna dialogue with anyone about it, my only thought about that is, it's fascinating that almost all religions have some vision of paradise, or heaven, or Brahma, or whatever they wanna call it, and it's where we're in union, final union with God and with others in creation, and it's this great oneness, which I firmly believe cannot be prepared for in isolation. You know, I don't, we don't talk faith. We don't talk faith. Then we're not moving towards unity. We're not moving towards that vision. We're moving towards, I don't talk, I keep this on my own, and one day when I get to heaven, God will give me my own room, and I'll never have to see any of you again. No. Maybe that isn't nice. No, no, it really isn't. You know, but that's where we go. Does our faith bring us into this body that Paul talks about and quickly gets turned into a small vision of each of us has, you know, he doesn't say your bodies are. He uses that phrase earlier for something else. Your bodies are not temples of the Holy Spirit. Your body is a temple. How do we find God between one another? How do we find God not in my private prayers, not in my private devotions, not in my personal studies? How do we find God in the way we interact with one another? How do we find God when we help one another? How do we find God when we build a better world? I mean, as we celebrate Martin Luther King Day, and you think, what is that day about? You know, that day is about what most of these civil rights movements have all been about, the cleaning up of human interaction. It's not about, I mean, it's based in an idea that people have this fundamental dignity, but what it really wants to fix is not your dignity and my dignity, the way we interact, the way we treat one another. Justice is about treating one another well. And to do that, we have to dig in and figure out all of our unconscious prejudices and all of that. We have to figure out how we react differently to some people than others. We all have at least one really good friend in the world who does things, and we kind of just assume they're doing the best they can, and we don't treat anyone else in the world with the same types of patience. You know, I always think about that, that I've got friends who, if any one of them did something stupid, and all of them do, I would be like, hey, you know what, it happens, it happens to all of us, we do it. I do something stupid, and what is wrong with me? If I treated my friends, if I said to my friends half the things I say to myself, I would have very few friends. And the ones I have probably would not be the ones I'd like. The ones that would put up with that. I think we have to become a people who say, how does our faith control and guide our interactions? The God between us, that is what the vocational God is about. Samuel keeps hearing this thing that wakes him in the middle of the night, and it's very vivid, it's very mythological. You know, he says, say this, like it's a bunch of spells. When you hear that, you say this, God will tell you that, it never works that way. But what he is saying is, when your dreams wake you, let them speak to you. You know, when people have come to me for spiritual direction and said, you know, I keep trying to pray, and I keep getting distracted from my prayer. No, maybe those aren't distractions. Maybe that's what God's trying to talk to you about. You know, I can't pray because I keep thinking about the kids, maybe that's what the prayer's about today. And every day until they're through college. Maybe that's what the prayer is about. We keep thinking, oh, that's distracting me from prayer. That's what's coming to you in prayer, that's what you should sit with. And it should lead you back into interaction. You know, I used to think that if I ever became a person of prayer, what it would mean is that I would, you know, when you become a person of prayer, we think, I'm gonna become more contemplative, I'm gonna become more at peace. Where I used to be able to sit for 10 minutes and pray, now I could sit for an hour. And I start realizing, no, when you're a person of prayer, you pray long enough and it drives you back out into the world to do something. Prayer does not just spur on more prayer. That's navel gazing. Prayer spurs on action. Encounter with one person of the Trinity will give you interaction with all of it. And so when we encounter the God inside, it's going to immediately drive us back into interaction with the world. And when I find that my prayer just makes me wanna pray more, it's probably not good prayer, I'm probably just receding from the world. And we ask God today to make us a people who listen for God's call. A call to prayer, a call to gather, and then a call to be sent forth. To go out and do something different. Do something so different that people could follow us for a year and have received the entire gospel and all of the catechism just through witnessing our lives. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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John was standing with two of his disciples
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as he watched Jesus walk by and said,
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behold, the Lamb of God.
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The two disciples heard what he said and followed Jesus.
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Jesus turned and saw them following him and said to them,
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what are you looking for?
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They said to him, Rabbi, which translated means teacher,
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where are you staying?
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He said to them, come and you will see.
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So they went and saw where Jesus was staying
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and they stayed with him that day.
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It was about four in the afternoon.
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Andrew, the brother of Simon Peter,
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was one of the two who heard John and followed Jesus.
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He first found his brother Simon and told him
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we have found the Messiah, which is translated Christ.
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Then he brought him to Jesus.
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Jesus looked at him and said, you are Simon, the son of John.
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You will be called Cephas, which is translated Peter.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today is the second Sunday of ordinary time
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in the liturgical calendar.
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It is the first Sunday of ordinary time.
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There is no first Sunday of ordinary time,
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so the second is the first.
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Welcome to the Catholic Church.
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We don't really have, we always talk about the first Sunday
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or the second Sunday.
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This is Sunday of the second week of ordinary time.
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Ordinary time always starts with these weekdays
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because we normally would have gotten
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the Feast of the Baptism last year, last week,
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and then we'd have had the rest of that first week.
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And so this begins our first full week of ordinary time.
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So I just wanted to say that so that people
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didn't come up afterwards and say,
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but Father, it says in the Missal
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that this is the second week.
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Yes, well, who are you gonna believe?
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You know, the Missal that has all those scholars
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behind them or me.
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But this is, so this is our first Sunday
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of our first full week of ordinary time.
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And we have a couple of these sort of puzzles
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in the liturgy.
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We've got a couple of these little word puzzles.
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And one of them I think has led to
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some of the most misunderstood theology in our church.
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And it's this phrase of Paul's that,
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you know, your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit,
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which has over the years led people,
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you know, you see these sort of would-be workout ads
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with, you know, someone who looks like Mr. Universe
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drinking their kale smoothie,
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saying my body is a temple.
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You know, that's not what it meant.
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And I hope that's not what it meant,
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because by the time I was 50,
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I realized I had torn down that temple
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and put up a pizza hut.
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So that's not exactly what it's meant.
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It's, there's this odd thing that we will always struggle
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to get our head around in English,
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because we are one of the few Western European language,
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we might be in the Western European,
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we might be the only one.
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We do not delineate between the first,
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the singular and plural in the second person.
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We have you, singular, and you, plural.
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Anyone who's studied Spanish, Italian, French, German,
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anyone who knows that doesn't exist in other languages.
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You have to learn two forms of the word you,
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one for singular, one for plural.
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Same happens in Greek.
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He does not use the singular.
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He does not say tosomasu, which would be your body.
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He says tosomasumos, meaning y'all's body.
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Plural you, singular body.
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He's not talking about each of our bodies
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being a temple of the Holy Spirit.
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He's saying the body of you.
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This is the temple of the Holy Spirit.
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When we gather, this is the temple.
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A sin against the temple,
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meaning against the community, against the gathering,
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against the God that lives in between, not within me.
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And it's pretty easy to see when you take American culture
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and that problem with the English together,
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it very quickly becomes the God inside of me.
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I remember, and I don't blame her.
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I know she got the advice on some retreat somewhere,
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but in my first parish at St. Thomas More,
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lady came down the aisle to receive communion,
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and she'd obviously been given something better
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to say than the rest of us.
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And I'm sorry, I'm getting snarky,
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and I usually hold off for another two minutes.
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But she came down, and I said, the body of Christ,
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and she said, yes, I am.
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Okay, you know.
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People, we went through this thing
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in the late 80s and early 90s where,
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because the liturgy said amen,
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we were gonna come up with anything other than amen.
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I believe, I mean, all sorts of things
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got thrown out during those times
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because we just, we didn't wanna trust the ritual.
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But it came out of that theology that, you know,
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God is inside me, and there is no doubt
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that God is inside us.
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But the beauty of Catholic trinity
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is that there are three fundamental experiences of God.
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The first is God the Father, the transcendent God,
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the God you will always chase and never understand.
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Completely transcendent, beyond us.
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Then there is the internal God which you cannot avoid.
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It is that inspiration that gets us going in the morning,
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whether we call it God or not.
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That is the God we cannot avoid.
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So we've got one vision of God that is completely beyond us
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and one that is completely with us.
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But Jesus represents this second person,
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this not transcendent God, not internal God,
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but the historic God, the one we choose to interact with
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or choose not to.
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That's why it's put on that same Sunday
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with Jesus saying, come and see.
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Most of us, if someone said, you know,
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I wanna become Catholic, they would say,
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where do I take the class?
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They'd kill us if we said, well, just come
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and shadow one of us for a year.
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Plus, depending on who we picked,
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I'm not sure it'd be such a great theory.
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What if, what if, I just took hours of work
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off Tony Haas's plate.
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What if we tossed out the RCIA and said,
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oh, if someone wants to become Catholic,
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we'll just give them to one of you
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and they will follow you around for a year
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and then they'll know what it is to be Catholic.
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I'll bet you the volunteer list would not be big.
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Anyone wanna be shadowed for a year?
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They don't do dictation.
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It's not that sort of thing.
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You know, what it would mean to say to people,
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oh, if you wanna know what Catholic faith is,
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don't go read the latest document.
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Don't go pick up a book.
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Follow some Catholics around.
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Truth is, most of us are like, oh, oh no.
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No, I've got things to do that aren't Catholic at all.
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But I know a really good book.
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Jesus' entire evangelization, it's so interesting
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how many programs are based on the Gospels,
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but the actual Gospel program is Jesus says,
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oh yeah, yeah, come on, follow along.
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Follow along.
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You can tell me in a year what you've learned.
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If someone followed us for a year,
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at the end of the year,
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could they tell you what it meant to be Catholic?
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Could they tell you what it meant to be Christian?
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Could they tell you what it meant
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to be a compassionate person?
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Or would they learn a whole bunch of other stuff
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that might be useful, but that just wouldn't,
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that wouldn't permeate much.
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And so it's a pretty dramatic way of evangelizing
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is, you know, come and see.
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And it shows a real faith in his own integrity.
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You know, a hypocrite never says,
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come and do what I do.
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Do what I, you know, how many parents have had to say,
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you do what I say, not what I do.
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You know, we've all heard that, we've all joked about it.
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But, you know, Jesus flips that around and says,
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no, no, do what I do.
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You'll notice he isn't as concerned with
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believe what I believe, think what I think,
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feel what I feel, say the same prayer I say.
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No, do what I do.
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You park Methodist down the street,
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had a sign out for a while that said,
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what if religion were actually about doing?
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You know, what if our faith were about, was about doing?
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What would that be like?
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And so we get that today, and we hear this idea
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that we do come together to encounter
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a different experience of God than we can have on our own,
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this kind of way lays the I'm spiritual,
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but not religious argument that we hear a lot.
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Because most people, not everyone,
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but most people, when they say,
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I'm spiritual, but not religious,
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what they mean is, I have some ideas about God,
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but I don't like to dialogue with anyone about them.
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You know, I don't, because the minute
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you're dialoguing with people, you're creating religion.
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You're already starting to create
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what is the basis of religion.
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And when they say, I don't wanna dialogue
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with anyone about it, my only thought about that is,
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it's fascinating that almost all religions
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have some vision of paradise, or heaven,
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or Brahma, or whatever they wanna call it,
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and it's where we're in union,
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final union with God and with others in creation,
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and it's this great oneness, which I firmly believe
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cannot be prepared for in isolation.
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You know, I don't, we don't talk faith.
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We don't talk faith.
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Then we're not moving towards unity.
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We're not moving towards that vision.
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We're moving towards, I don't talk,
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I keep this on my own, and one day when I get to heaven,
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God will give me my own room,
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and I'll never have to see any of you again.
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No.
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Maybe that isn't nice.
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No, no, it really isn't.
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You know, but that's where we go.
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Does our faith bring us into this body
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that Paul talks about and quickly gets turned into
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a small vision of each of us has,
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you know, he doesn't say your bodies are.
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He uses that phrase earlier for something else.
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Your bodies are not temples of the Holy Spirit.
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Your body is a temple.
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How do we find God between one another?
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How do we find God not in my private prayers,
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not in my private devotions, not in my personal studies?
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How do we find God in the way we interact with one another?
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How do we find God when we help one another?
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How do we find God when we build a better world?
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I mean, as we celebrate Martin Luther King Day,
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and you think, what is that day about?
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You know, that day is about what most
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of these civil rights movements have all been about,
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the cleaning up of human interaction.
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It's not about, I mean, it's based in an idea
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that people have this fundamental dignity,
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but what it really wants to fix is
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not your dignity and my dignity, the way we interact,
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the way we treat one another.
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Justice is about treating one another well.
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And to do that, we have to dig in and figure out
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all of our unconscious prejudices and all of that.
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We have to figure out how we react differently
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to some people than others.
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We all have at least one really good friend
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in the world who does things,
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and we kind of just assume they're doing the best they can,
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and we don't treat anyone else in the world
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with the same types of patience.
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You know, I always think about that,
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that I've got friends who,
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if any one of them did something stupid,
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and all of them do, I would be like,
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hey, you know what, it happens,
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it happens to all of us, we do it.
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I do something stupid, and what is wrong with me?
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If I treated my friends, if I said to my friends
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half the things I say to myself,
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I would have very few friends.
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And the ones I have probably would not be the ones I'd like.
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The ones that would put up with that.
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I think we have to become a people who say,
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how does our faith control and guide our interactions?
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The God between us, that is what
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the vocational God is about.
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Samuel keeps hearing this thing
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that wakes him in the middle of the night,
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and it's very vivid, it's very mythological.
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You know, he says, say this, like it's a bunch of spells.
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When you hear that, you say this,
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God will tell you that, it never works that way.
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But what he is saying is,
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when your dreams wake you, let them speak to you.
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You know, when people have come to me
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for spiritual direction and said,
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you know, I keep trying to pray,
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and I keep getting distracted from my prayer.
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No, maybe those aren't distractions.
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Maybe that's what God's trying to talk to you about.
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You know, I can't pray because I keep thinking about
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the kids, maybe that's what the prayer's about today.
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And every day until they're through college.
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Maybe that's what the prayer is about.
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We keep thinking, oh, that's distracting me from prayer.
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That's what's coming to you in prayer,
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that's what you should sit with.
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And it should lead you back into interaction.
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You know, I used to think that if I ever became
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a person of prayer, what it would mean is that I would,
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you know, when you become a person of prayer,
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we think, I'm gonna become more contemplative,
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I'm gonna become more at peace.
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Where I used to be able to sit for 10 minutes and pray,
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now I could sit for an hour.
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And I start realizing, no, when you're a person of prayer,
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you pray long enough and it drives you back out
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into the world to do something.
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Prayer does not just spur on more prayer.
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That's navel gazing.
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Prayer spurs on action.
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Encounter with one person of the Trinity
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will give you interaction with all of it.
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And so when we encounter the God inside,
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it's going to immediately drive us back
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into interaction with the world.
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And when I find that my prayer just makes me
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wanna pray more, it's probably not good prayer,
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I'm probably just receding from the world.
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And we ask God today to make us a people
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who listen for God's call.
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A call to prayer, a call to gather,
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and then a call to be sent forth.
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To go out and do something different.
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Do something so different that people could follow us
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for a year and have received the entire gospel
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and all of the catechism just through witnessing our lives.
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That would be the church that our Pope is calling us to,
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but more importantly, it's the church that was left to us
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by Christ as a gospel to follow.
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Father Pat's homily for the Second Sunday of O Father Pat's homily for the Second Sunday of Ordinary Time centers on the call to authentic discipleship, community, and embodied faith. He challenges the individualistic interpretation of faith and spirituality, especially the misreading of Scripture that isolates the presence of God as merely internal. Instead, he emphasizes that the Christian life is fundamentally communal – that we encounter the Divine not only within ourselves, but most powerfully in our relationships, in the gathered Church, and in our actions. Drawing from the Gospel of John, where Jesus invites the disciples to “Come and see,” Father Pat underscores that the Christian invitation is not primarily about belief or doctrine, but about lived example – a life that others can follow and learn from. He warns against spiritual isolation and urges the faithful to allow prayer and belief to drive them into deeper engagement with others, into justice, compassion, and the transformation of the world. True faith, he insists, is not merely something we think or feel, but something we do – together.
Father Pat begins by offering a humorous yet clarifying note on the liturgical calendar, pointing out how the “Second Sunday of Ordinary Time” is effectively the first Sunday we experience in full after the feast of the Baptism of the Lord. He uses this as a launching point to explore a deeper theological misunderstanding that has permeated modern Christian thought: the notion that our individual bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, drawn from a misreading of St. Paul’s language. In Greek, Paul uses the plural "your" and the singular "body," indicating that the community as a whole – not each individual body – is the temple. This distinction is critical. Father Pat argues that, in English and especially in American culture, we tend to individualize spirituality, placing God solely “within me,” which fosters a privatized faith disconnected from community and accountability.
This misunderstanding, he suggests, warps the theological foundation of the Church into a self-help spirituality, where people claim spiritual authenticity without the burden of relational or communal responsibility. He shares an anecdote about a parishioner responding to the Eucharist with, “Yes, I am,” instead of “Amen,” highlighting how this inward-looking theology diminishes the communal nature of sacrament and ritual. For Father Pat, Catholicism – and Christianity more broadly – is not meant to be lived in isolation. It is inherently relational, sacramental, and incarnational. God is not just within us or beyond us, but between us, in the space where we gather, serve, love, and forgive.
He then connects this communal theology to the Gospel reading from John, where Jesus invites the disciples to “Come and see.” This invitation is not an abstract philosophical inquiry, but a tangible call to follow, observe, and imitate Jesus in the context of real life. Father Pat provocatively asks whether we ourselves could serve as models of the faith: if someone shadowed us for a year, would they come to know what it means to be Catholic or Christian? Would they see compassion, justice, mercy, and prayer lived out in our daily actions? Or would they find inconsistencies and contradictions that betray our professed beliefs?
In this light, Father Pat critiques the modern tendency to see religion as a matter of belief or internal feeling, rather than practice and action. He references a sign he once saw at a Methodist church: “What if religion were actually about doing?” This rhetorical question reframes the Christian life as one of active engagement, echoing the Epistle of James: faith without works is dead. He also challenges the popular claim “I’m spiritual but not religious,” pointing out that spirituality divorced from community and dialogue cannot adequately prepare us for the eternal communion that is the essence of heaven. Religion, he argues, begins the moment we begin to converse about our experience of God with others – and that dialogue, that shared pursuit, is what draws us into the very heart of the divine.
Father Pat also draws on the example of Samuel’s call in the Old Testament, noting how God awakens us not through dramatic visions, but often through the very distractions we try to push away in prayer. He encourages the faithful to pay attention to what arises in prayer – especially those recurring concerns and thoughts – and to see them not as interruptions, but as possible avenues of divine communication. If prayer does not lead us outward into action, into service, into love, then it is likely not authentic prayer at all. True prayer unsettles us and moves us toward justice, reconciliation, and transformation.
Finally, Father Pat ties all these threads into a vision of Church that Pope Francis continually exhorts us to become: a Church that listens, that gathers, that is sent forth. Not a closed circle of like-minded individuals, but a living body of believers whose lives authentically reflect the Gospel. He challenges the community to become the kind of people whose witness is so compelling that others could come, follow, and receive the fullness of the faith not through formal instruction alone, but through the example of our lives. The Church, then, is not just a place we go, but a people we become – a temple not built of stone, but of relationships, of mercy, of mutual care, and of shared mission....
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As Isaiah the prophet said, some Pharisees were also sent, and they asked him, why then do you baptize if you are not the Christ, or Elijah, or the prophet? John answered them, I baptize with water, but there is one among you whom you do not recognize, the one who is coming after me, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to untie. This happened in Bethany, across the Jordan, where John was baptizing. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today's gospel is a really long, convoluted piece that's written, you know, literally John's gospel, as much as 70 years after the death and resurrection of Jesus, of the whole Christ event. And he's answering, the author is answering questions from the community, and you can always see when he's adding in answers about things that haven't happened yet. You know, in the story, they shouldn't have happened by the time, in Jesus' life, this question, well then why are you baptizing if you're not the Christ, or Elijah, or the prophet, why are you baptizing? That is the weirdest question in the world, because it's not like, you know, it's not like Judaism at the time of Jesus had a tradition that only Elijah, or the Christ, or the prophet, who's a character out of the Suffering Servant songs, would baptize. Baptism wasn't terribly common, but people baptized one another. So it's a question that makes no sense. You know, it's someone getting up and saying, well, who are you, who are you to bring that coat in here? Are you an usher? No, we all bring coats in, it's winter. It's just, it's a weird question. But the entire, this whole section of John's gospel exists to create one thing, which is, John the Baptist is not Jesus. That's why it's kind of a dull scripture for us, because we've gotten past that, but they didn't back then. There was a sect of John the Baptist that was kind of trying to compete for attention that thought that John the Baptist was the Messiah. And then you've got this early Christian church, which is a sect of Judaism at that point that believes the Messiah has come, and it's Jesus. And then you've got this third section of Judaism, which are people who still believe the Messiah has not come. So these are all three different forms of Judaism in its day. And John puts this in as what he thinks is the convincing argument, because John himself said he was not the Messiah. Now, the first inkling we get of that is decades after John has passed away. But it's the early faith of the church, and this is the moment where they're trying to get people to focus on the Christ event. More important for us in this moment, this is kind of an odd thing we get every three years, but more important for us is this moment of Gaudate in the church, this moment that asks us to do kind of a gut check halfway through Advent and say, you know, I'm glad you're all getting the preparations for Christmas done. You know, I just, I know how much fun the malls really are this time of year. You know, it's the one time of year where I go, you know, you know, online shopping is not so bad. My computer is no more crowded than it was last month. You know, but we're all so busy sometimes, I think, preparing for holidays that we lose the ability to celebrate them. I mean, have you ever, I think Thanksgiving's one of those where, you know, some people are like, okay, we prepare all week long, and then everyone runs in and in 20 minutes it's over. We don't really know how to sit with one another and celebrate, and this word, Gaudate, rejoice. It's a little, you know, stilted for modern culture. Rejoice, it immediately, you know, I would imagine we've all seen it on Christmas cards and have used it in a sentence less than once a year. I was rejoicing last night. It's not a word we use. And what does it mean? It literally means to bring back joy. It's, you know, to redo something. And so it kind of presupposes that all of us have pretty consistent and constant experiences of joy that we pretty consistently forget. I've always been fascinated, and I've spoken about this before, but I've been fascinated by the area of physiological psychology that talks about the fact that by tomorrow, you will remember very little of today. And some of us even less, you know. I was trying to remember what I said last night during the homily and just a minute ago remembered I didn't say mass last night. So it's different. But like tomorrow, by tomorrow, if I said to you, what did you have for lunch yesterday? Most of you would be able to come up with it. If I said, how many bites? I don't know. In other words, our experiences quickly fold into a snapshot that we store somewhere and move on. And new research is telling us that good or bad memory has very little to do with how many of those memories you have stored. I love computer language now. Our memories, good memory or bad memory, has to do with your search engine. It's how you find memories. And the brain finds them in different ways and everyone has a different system. But you've got all these snapshots and some of them stick with you for years and others, I mean, when you really think of moment by moment by moment that the vast majority of your life you've forgotten. And then there are those moments you would love to forget that keep wrapping back around. Well, when you figure that all of us, you can talk the nature-nurture argument all you want, but you're never gonna get a solid answer. Who you are is never gonna be all nurture, it's never gonna be all nature. It's a mix between the two and we're never gonna get that quite figured out. But when you know how much your history builds who you are, when we look to the people in our lives that have formed and shaped us and all of the events, so what if you hung on to a different .001% of the memories than the ones you have? What if living the same life, you kept focus on different memories? How different would we be? Most of us, we kind of feel like we're just sort of victims of the flow. I just go forward and whatever sticks, sticks. We rarely take a moment to just sit and think, okay, right now, okay, I'm still ticked about what happened yesterday and I'm still worried about tomorrow and those two things can absolutely keep me from knowing that at this moment, nothing is going on that's wrong. At this moment, I'm not in pain, I'm not particularly hot or cold. Speaker's droning on a little, but other than that, it's not a horrible moment in my life and because it's not a horrible moment in my life, I probably won't remember it. How much of our life do we forget that is a joy-filled moment? It may not be Disneyland spectacular on the rollercoaster joy. I've always told married couples at weddings, when you see the bride coming down the aisle and the groom is kind of shaking and I always hear some well-meaning person afterwards say, don't you wish they could feel that way the rest of their lives? And I'm like, they would be dead in six months. Did you see how they felt? We cannot live on the mountaintop. We have to come down to normal sometime. The question of whether we find ourselves sort of depressed more often than not or manic more often than not or whatever is what is the focus of our normal moments? Do we pull out what's going well around us? I mean, I always think it's an amazing moment when I'm driving down the road in my car. Now, I have a 2002 Envoy that is still running perfectly except for the two big dents in the back bumper where I hit my mother's car. You can do what you want with that psychologically. Two separate occasions backed into our car. I mean, I can't say you ruined my life like everyone else. No, I have to, okay. But it's running perfectly well. The music's on. You know, it's a nice day out and the person in front of me is going slower than I want. All of those things, which do you think I take away from that experience? All that's going right or how dare God put people on earth that are not thinking like me? What do we focus on and how do we get to rejoice if we can't get to the joy in the first place? If we can't pull it back up as kind of a foundational experience rather than an exciting celebration that we have once in a while. I mean, I find, you know, Catholics, Lent. We're great at Lent. What'd you do for Lent? Oh, I gave up chocolate. I took on three extra charities. I talked to my family once a week. All sorts of penance. What'd you do for Easter? Ham. We don't even know how to do a 50-day Easter celebration and I suspect if anyone from the pulpit really laid out a 50-day celebration, we'd all be called hedonists and asked to please leave the church because holy people do Lent and those awful, terrible people run around celebrating all the time. And I think, where did we get that? And then someone comes along and says rejoice and you're like, oh, let me see if I can even pull up a good memory. What are the memories that we have? What are the moments of today that are really good moments that should be informing us? How much goes right? Even though sometimes we are ready to pick apart what's going wrong. It's an easy place to be. I always think it's interesting to look at the life of Jesus and to think, what attracted people to him? And you have to assume, reading some of the, that in general, he was an up person. I really don't think he kind of walked around like Eeyore all the time and people just, you know, flocked to that. What, what, no, no. No. So, why is his life joyful? Read the events. It's, you know, he's an itinerant preacher. He never seems to, you know, he's in Peter's home here, this area. You never have an adult story, you know, turns to his hometown. And they don't like him. I mean, it's, you know, but you never have all these stories about Jesus in his comfortable home. He lives what we would call a hard life. And any of you who have gone and done work in other countries will find this sort of surprising, we don't like to say it too loud, but you go into a small village somewhere that is really, really poor and their children tend to be happier than ours. I mean, they're playing, they're having a good time. People would say, well, they don't know any better. They don't know that they don't have an iPhone. They don't know how crushed they are. You know, they're happy. And it kind of comes from this ability to grab on to what's going right rather than always focusing on the things that need improvement. And I think we've been sold that culturally as a bill of sales because, you know, you should evaluate your life, figure out what's going wrong and do better. And church does that all the time. When was the last time someone said, at the end of the evening, you should do a good examination of conscience and figure out what you did right and what went well so you can do it again? Oh, no, no. Figure out what you did wrong, how angry and disappointed God is in you, and then happy dreams. You know, we teach, I think, depression. And we need to be a people that teach joy, that teach how to hang on to the good moments in life, how to see what's going right. And there's always stuff going wrong. You know, this is the season everyone says, let there be peace on earth, but we know what they mean by that. Let the rest of the earth start thinking like me so we can all be happy together. None of us think, let there be peace on earth by the other political party winning, by the other religion winning, by the other person winning. Oh, no. Let there be peace on earth when everyone re-centers and realizes that I really am more reasonable than the rest of you. It will be such a peaceable kingdom, you know. It's tough when we say, well, pick up your own feet and move a few. When was the last time any of us really changed our lifestyle in the pursuit of peace? You know, can we even change it in pursuit of joy? Not what will make me happy, not the chasing pleasure every five seconds, you know, being a slave to our emotions, but can we recognize the joy that's there? Can we recognize the goodness of one another? Can we actually spend less time preparing for people coming over at Christmas and more time being with them? You know, my mother used to always say you could balance that by the amount of time it took to prepare for the party and the amount of time people actually spent visiting would tell you whether they're interested in other people or interested in people's opinion of them. And it was very good of her to say that because she always spent a ton of time preparing and we could never get her to sit at the table. But she knew that, she knew that that was a struggle. Is, well, what will they think? The house, the house won't look clean. You know, that's just a social agreement you have with people, you know that, don't you? Is, your job is to clean the house so it looks better than it has ever looked. And their job is to pretend they think that's how it looks all the time. We know, you know, but do we actually, once it happens, can we sit down and just enjoy the time together, just enjoy the moment? We can prepare for the birth of the child. Can we celebrate the joy once it happens? Can we recognize that there is still good going on? Can we grab it and recreate it over and over and over again? That's this Sunday of the year, to rejoy our lives, to refurbish them, not with I'm gonna go find something new to make me happy, but I'm gonna reach back and see all the things that really have, that I've ignored, that I put aside, that I allow to be less important memories and rewrite some of that and recognize what has gone right in life. It is my dream in life, I've told people before, it's my dream in life just once, to have a day where everything goes bad and I get to the end of the day and I look back and there was one good thing that I just can't get past. Wouldn't that be a different way? Because we've all had the opposite. Everything's gone well and that one person at the store who yelled at me, you know, I can't get past that. There are those people, that's where we're stuck. We have a saying in my family, depending on who's being a little too much of the Eeyore at the moment, is if you're being up and happy, we will always say things like, so, is everything okay? If you're acting like, you know, there's a constant complainer, then we say, hey, is anything okay? We probably all have those people in our lives. Is anything okay? There's a lot that is okay, even in the midst of suffering sometimes. There's a lot that's going well. That is how we experience joy over and over again. 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joy.", "tokens": [51228, 322, 264, 15948, 1291, 1727, 6258, 13, 51390], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.22759154438972473, "compression_ratio": 1.6355555057525635, "no_speech_prob": 0.0019877043087035418}, {"id": 185, "seek": 52500, "start": 545.52001953125, "end": 548.9600219726562, "text": " I've always told married couples at weddings,", "tokens": [51390, 286, 600, 1009, 1907, 5259, 20368, 412, 39617, 11, 51562], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.22759154438972473, "compression_ratio": 1.6355555057525635, "no_speech_prob": 0.0019877043087035418}, {"id": 186, "seek": 52500, "start": 548.9600219726562, "end": 550.9600219726562, "text": " when you see the bride coming down the aisle", "tokens": [51562, 562, 291, 536, 264, 22292, 1348, 760, 264, 30916, 51662], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.22759154438972473, "compression_ratio": 1.6355555057525635, "no_speech_prob": 0.0019877043087035418}, {"id": 187, "seek": 52500, "start": 550.9600219726562, "end": 552.4400024414062, 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to the Lord.
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A man named John was sent from God.
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He came for testimony to testify to the light,
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so that all might believe through him.
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He was not the light, but he came to testify to the light.
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And this is the testimony of John.
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When the Jews from Jerusalem sent priests and Levites
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to him to ask him, who are you, he admitted and did not
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deny it, but admitted, I am not the Christ.
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So they asked him, what are you then?
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Are you Elijah?
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He said, I am not.
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Are you the prophet?
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He answered, no.
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So they said to him, who are you,
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so we can give an answer to those who sent us?
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What do you have to say for yourself?
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He said, I am the voice of one crying out in the desert.
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Make straight the way of the Lord.
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As Isaiah the prophet said, some Pharisees were also sent,
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and they asked him, why then do you
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baptize if you are not the Christ, or Elijah,
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or the prophet?
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John answered them, I baptize with water,
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but there is one among you whom you do not recognize,
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the one who is coming after me, whose sandal strap I
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am not worthy to untie.
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This happened in Bethany, across the Jordan,
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where John was baptizing.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today's gospel is a really long, convoluted piece
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that's written, you know, literally John's gospel,
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as much as 70 years after the death and resurrection
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of Jesus, of the whole Christ event.
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And he's answering, the author is answering questions
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from the community, and you can always see when he's adding
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in answers about things that haven't happened yet.
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You know, in the story, they shouldn't have happened
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by the time, in Jesus' life, this question,
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well then why are you baptizing if you're not the Christ,
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or Elijah, or the prophet, why are you baptizing?
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That is the weirdest question in the world,
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because it's not like, you know, it's not like Judaism
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at the time of Jesus had a tradition that only Elijah,
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or the Christ, or the prophet, who's a character
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out of the Suffering Servant songs, would baptize.
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Baptism wasn't terribly common,
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but people baptized one another.
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So it's a question that makes no sense.
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You know, it's someone getting up and saying,
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well, who are you, who are you to bring that coat in here?
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Are you an usher?
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No, we all bring coats in, it's winter.
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It's just, it's a weird question.
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But the entire, this whole section of John's gospel
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exists to create one thing, which is,
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John the Baptist is not Jesus.
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That's why it's kind of a dull scripture for us,
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because we've gotten past that, but they didn't back then.
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There was a sect of John the Baptist
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that was kind of trying to compete for attention
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that thought that John the Baptist was the Messiah.
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And then you've got this early Christian church,
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which is a sect of Judaism at that point
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that believes the Messiah has come, and it's Jesus.
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And then you've got this third section of Judaism,
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which are people who still believe
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the Messiah has not come.
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So these are all three different forms of Judaism
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in its day.
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And John puts this in as what he thinks
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is the convincing argument,
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because John himself said he was not the Messiah.
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Now, the first inkling we get of that
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is decades after John has passed away.
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But it's the early faith of the church,
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and this is the moment where they're trying
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to get people to focus on the Christ event.
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More important for us in this moment,
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this is kind of an odd thing we get every three years,
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but more important for us is this moment of Gaudate
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in the church, this moment that asks us
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to do kind of a gut check halfway through Advent
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and say, you know, I'm glad you're all getting
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the preparations for Christmas done.
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You know, I just, I know how much fun
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the malls really are this time of year.
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You know, it's the one time of year where I go,
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you know, you know, online shopping is not so bad.
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My computer is no more crowded than it was last month.
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You know, but we're all so busy sometimes,
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I think, preparing for holidays
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that we lose the ability to celebrate them.
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I mean, have you ever, I think Thanksgiving's one of those
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where, you know, some people are like,
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okay, we prepare all week long,
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and then everyone runs in and in 20 minutes it's over.
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We don't really know how to sit with one another
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and celebrate, and this word, Gaudate, rejoice.
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It's a little, you know, stilted for modern culture.
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Rejoice, it immediately, you know, I would imagine
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we've all seen it on Christmas cards
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and have used it in a sentence less than once a year.
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I was rejoicing last night.
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It's not a word we use.
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And what does it mean?
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It literally means to bring back joy.
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It's, you know, to redo something.
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And so it kind of presupposes that all of us
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have pretty consistent and constant experiences of joy
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that we pretty consistently forget.
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I've always been fascinated,
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and I've spoken about this before,
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but I've been fascinated by the area
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of physiological psychology that talks about
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the fact that by tomorrow,
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you will remember very little of today.
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And some of us even less, you know.
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I was trying to remember what I said last night
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during the homily and just a minute ago
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remembered I didn't say mass last night.
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So it's different.
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But like tomorrow, by tomorrow, if I said to you,
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what did you have for lunch yesterday?
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Most of you would be able to come up with it.
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If I said, how many bites?
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I don't know.
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In other words, our experiences quickly fold
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into a snapshot that we store somewhere and move on.
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And new research is telling us that good or bad memory
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has very little to do with how many
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of those memories you have stored.
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I love computer language now.
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Our memories, good memory or bad memory,
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has to do with your search engine.
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It's how you find memories.
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And the brain finds them in different ways
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and everyone has a different system.
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But you've got all these snapshots
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and some of them stick with you for years
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and others, I mean, when you really think
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of moment by moment by moment
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that the vast majority of your life you've forgotten.
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And then there are those moments you would love to forget
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that keep wrapping back around.
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Well, when you figure that all of us,
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you can talk the nature-nurture argument all you want,
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but you're never gonna get a solid answer.
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Who you are is never gonna be all nurture,
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it's never gonna be all nature.
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It's a mix between the two
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and we're never gonna get that quite figured out.
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But when you know how much your history builds who you are,
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when we look to the people in our lives
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that have formed and shaped us
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and all of the events,
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so what if you hung on to a different .001%
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of the memories than the ones you have?
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What if living the same life,
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you kept focus on different memories?
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How different would we be?
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Most of us, we kind of feel like
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we're just sort of victims of the flow.
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I just go forward and whatever sticks, sticks.
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We rarely take a moment to just sit and think,
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okay, right now, okay, I'm still ticked
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about what happened yesterday
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and I'm still worried about tomorrow
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and those two things can absolutely keep me
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from knowing that at this moment,
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nothing is going on that's wrong.
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At this moment, I'm not in pain,
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I'm not particularly hot or cold.
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Speaker's droning on a little, but other than that,
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it's not a horrible moment in my life
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and because it's not a horrible moment in my life,
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I probably won't remember it.
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How much of our life do we forget
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that is a joy-filled moment?
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It may not be Disneyland spectacular
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on the rollercoaster joy.
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I've always told married couples at weddings,
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when you see the bride coming down the aisle
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and the groom is kind of shaking
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and I always hear some well-meaning person afterwards say,
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don't you wish they could feel that way
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the rest of their lives?
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And I'm like, they would be dead in six months.
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Did you see how they felt?
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We cannot live on the mountaintop.
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We have to come down to normal sometime.
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The question of whether we find ourselves
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sort of depressed more often than not
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or manic more often than not or whatever
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is what is the focus of our normal moments?
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Do we pull out what's going well around us?
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I mean, I always think it's an amazing moment
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when I'm driving down the road in my car.
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Now, I have a 2002 Envoy that is still running perfectly
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except for the two big dents in the back bumper
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where I hit my mother's car.
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You can do what you want with that psychologically.
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Two separate occasions backed into our car.
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I mean, I can't say you ruined my life like everyone else.
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No, I have to, okay.
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But it's running perfectly well.
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The music's on.
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You know, it's a nice day out
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and the person in front of me is going slower than I want.
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All of those things, which do you think I take away
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from that experience?
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All that's going right or how dare God put people on earth
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that are not thinking like me?
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What do we focus on and how do we get to rejoice
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if we can't get to the joy in the first place?
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If we can't pull it back up
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as kind of a foundational experience
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rather than an exciting celebration
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that we have once in a while.
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I mean, I find, you know, Catholics, Lent.
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We're great at Lent.
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What'd you do for Lent?
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Oh, I gave up chocolate.
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I took on three extra charities.
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I talked to my family once a week.
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All sorts of penance.
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What'd you do for Easter?
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Ham.
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We don't even know how to do a 50-day Easter celebration
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and I suspect if anyone from the pulpit
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really laid out a 50-day celebration,
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we'd all be called hedonists
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and asked to please leave the church
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because holy people do Lent
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and those awful, terrible people
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run around celebrating all the time.
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And I think, where did we get that?
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And then someone comes along and says rejoice
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and you're like, oh, let me see if I can even
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pull up a good memory.
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What are the memories that we have?
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What are the moments of today
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that are really good moments
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that should be informing us?
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How much goes right?
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Even though sometimes we are ready
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to pick apart what's going wrong.
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It's an easy place to be.
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I always think it's interesting
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to look at the life of Jesus
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and to think, what attracted people to him?
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And you have to assume, reading some of the,
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that in general, he was an up person.
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I really don't think he kind of walked around
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like Eeyore all the time
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and people just, you know, flocked to that.
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What, what, no, no.
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No.
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So, why is his life joyful?
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Read the events.
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It's, you know, he's an itinerant preacher.
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He never seems to, you know,
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he's in Peter's home here, this area.
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You never have an adult story, you know,
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turns to his hometown.
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And they don't like him.
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I mean, it's, you know,
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but you never have all these stories
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about Jesus in his comfortable home.
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He lives what we would call a hard life.
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And any of you who have gone
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and done work in other countries
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will find this sort of surprising,
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we don't like to say it too loud,
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but you go into a small village somewhere
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that is really, really poor
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and their children tend to be happier than ours.
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I mean, they're playing, they're having a good time.
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People would say, well, they don't know any better.
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They don't know that they don't have an iPhone.
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They don't know how crushed they are.
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You know, they're happy.
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And it kind of comes from this ability
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to grab on to what's going right
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rather than always focusing
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on the things that need improvement.
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And I think we've been sold that culturally
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as a bill of sales because, you know,
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you should evaluate your life,
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figure out what's going wrong and do better.
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And church does that all the time.
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When was the last time someone said,
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at the end of the evening,
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you should do a good examination of conscience
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and figure out what you did right and what went well
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so you can do it again?
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Oh, no, no.
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Figure out what you did wrong,
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how angry and disappointed God is in you,
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and then happy dreams.
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You know, we teach, I think, depression.
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And we need to be a people that teach joy,
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that teach how to hang on to the good moments in life,
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how to see what's going right.
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And there's always stuff going wrong.
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You know, this is the season everyone says,
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let there be peace on earth,
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but we know what they mean by that.
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Let the rest of the earth start thinking like me
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so we can all be happy together.
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None of us think, let there be peace on earth
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by the other political party winning,
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by the other religion winning,
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by the other person winning.
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Oh, no.
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Let there be peace on earth when everyone re-centers
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and realizes that I really am more reasonable
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than the rest of you.
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It will be such a peaceable kingdom, you know.
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It's tough when we say,
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well, pick up your own feet and move a few.
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When was the last time any of us
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really changed our lifestyle in the pursuit of peace?
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You know, can we even change it in pursuit of joy?
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Not what will make me happy,
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not the chasing pleasure every five seconds,
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you know, being a slave to our emotions,
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but can we recognize the joy that's there?
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Can we recognize the goodness of one another?
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Can we actually spend less time preparing
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for people coming over at Christmas
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and more time being with them?
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You know, my mother used to always say
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you could balance that by the amount of time
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it took to prepare for the party
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and the amount of time people actually spent visiting
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would tell you whether they're interested in other people
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or interested in people's opinion of them.
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And it was very good of her to say that
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because she always spent a ton of time preparing
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and we could never get her to sit at the table.
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But she knew that, she knew that that was a struggle.
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Is, well, what will they think?
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The house, the house won't look clean.
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You know, that's just a social agreement
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you have with people, you know that, don't you?
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Is, your job is to clean the house
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so it looks better than it has ever looked.
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And their job is to pretend they think
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that's how it looks all the time.
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We know, you know, but do we actually,
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once it happens, can we sit down
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and just enjoy the time together, just enjoy the moment?
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We can prepare for the birth of the child.
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Can we celebrate the joy once it happens?
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Can we recognize that there is still good going on?
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Can we grab it and recreate it over and over and over again?
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That's this Sunday of the year, to rejoy our lives,
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to refurbish them, not with I'm gonna go find something new
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to make me happy, but I'm gonna reach back
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and see all the things that really have, that I've ignored,
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that I put aside, that I allow to be less important memories
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and rewrite some of that and recognize
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what has gone right in life.
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It is my dream in life, I've told people before,
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it's my dream in life just once,
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to have a day where everything goes bad
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and I get to the end of the day and I look back
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and there was one good thing that I just can't get past.
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Wouldn't that be a different way?
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Because we've all had the opposite.
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Everything's gone well and that one person at the store
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who yelled at me, you know, I can't get past that.
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There are those people, that's where we're stuck.
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We have a saying in my family,
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depending on who's being a little too much
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of the Eeyore at the moment,
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is if you're being up and happy,
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we will always say things like, so, is everything okay?
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If you're acting like, you know,
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there's a constant complainer, then we say,
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hey, is anything okay?
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We probably all have those people in our lives.
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Is anything okay?
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There's a lot that is okay,
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even in the midst of suffering sometimes.
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There's a lot that's going well.
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That is how we experience joy over and over again.
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And if we can't find that joy,
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there's very little that allows us
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to pick up the mission of the gospel
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and continue until we can bring that joy
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to the larger world.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the invitation of Father Pat’s message centers on the invitation of Gaudete Sunday to reclaim joy in the midst of our busy, distracted lives. He reflects on the Gospel of John and its theological purpose of distinguishing John the Baptist from Jesus, contextualizing it as a response to early Christian debates. But more importantly for today, he uses this moment in the liturgical year to challenge us to pause, reflect, and rediscover the quiet, often overlooked joys of ordinary life. Rather than being consumed by perfectionism, preparation, or negativity, Father Pat urges us to cultivate a habit of gratitude and awareness, recognizing that joy is not found only in mountaintop experiences but in the quiet presence of grace in everyday moments.
In a detailed and thoughtful reflection, Father Pat begins by unpacking the Gospel reading from John, where the evangelist clarifies that John the Baptist is not the Messiah, but the one preparing the way. He explains that this passage reflects the concerns of the early Church, written decades after Jesus’ death and resurrection, during a time when followers of John the Baptist still existed and some even considered him the Messiah. The Gospel author, therefore, is not merely recounting history but shaping theology for a community in need of clarity. The oddity of the questions posed to John the Baptist—such as why he baptizes if he is not the Christ or Elijah—demonstrates that the Gospel is more concerned with theological affirmation than with historical accuracy. The point is to assert that Jesus is the Christ, not John.
Father Pat then transitions from biblical exegesis to pastoral application, identifying this Sunday—Gaudete Sunday—as a pivot point in Advent. It’s a moment given by the Church to pause and rejoice. But what does it mean to rejoice? He notes the word is foreign to many of us in daily language. Rejoicing implies not merely being happy, but actively recalling and reengaging with joy. It is not about chasing new pleasures but about choosing to remember and revalue the good that has already occurred—something we rarely do. Drawing from psychology, he reflects on how our brains store only fragments of our daily experiences and how our ability to access joy is often determined not by what we’ve lived through, but by which memories we choose to highlight. Thus, joy becomes a discipline: not the result of external circumstances, but an intentional act of remembrance and focus.
He continues by exposing the cultural and religious tendency to dwell on negativity. Our society, and often our spiritual practices, emphasize self-criticism and improvement, especially during seasons like Lent. We teach ourselves to examine our failings, but seldom do we encourage ourselves to reflect on what has gone right and what brings us life. Even in liturgy, we often prepare rigorously for holy days but neglect to truly celebrate them when they arrive. He laments that while Catholics are excellent at Lent, they often reduce Easter to a ham dinner, missing the 50-day season of joy that follows the Resurrection. This inability to live in joy, he suggests, leads to a spiritual imbalance.
Father Pat also reflects on the life of Jesus, noting that despite hardship, homelessness, and rejection, Jesus must have radiated joy and hope, or people would not have followed him. He challenges the assumption that joy requires external success or comfort. Sometimes, those with the least materially still exhibit the most vibrant joy. This is because joy is not about what we lack, but about seeing and savoring what is good in the present. He suggests that joy is often hidden in the ordinary—a car ride, a conversation, a quiet moment—and we miss it when we focus only on what frustrates or disappoints us.
Rejoicing, then, becomes a form of spiritual resistance. It is a way to push back against the cultural narrative that focuses on deficiency and inadequacy. It is also a form of spiritual memory work—recalling the blessings we’ve received, the moments that shaped us, the people who have brought us life. This practice of rejoying, as he playfully phrases it, is not about denying pain or pretending everything is fine. Rather, it is about refusing to let sorrow or negativity define our entire perspective.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls us to a different kind of preparation during Advent—not just shopping and cleaning, but soul-tending. He invites us to be present with the people around us, to savor the moments of connection, and to consciously rejoice in what is good. He dreams of a day when, even amid suffering, we are so attuned to joy that one good memory can overshadow a day of hardships. This capacity to rejoice, he insists, is essential not only for our own spiritual health but for our ability to carry the Gospel into the world. If we, as Christians, cannot find and share joy, then the message of Christ loses its power to heal and transform....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 766.0800170898438, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to the Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, I am the true vine, and my father is the vine grower. He takes away every branch in me that does not bear fruit, and every one that does, he prunes so that it bears more fruit. You are already pruned because of the word that I spoke to you. Remain in me as I remain in you. Just as a branch cannot bear fruit on its own unless it remains on the vine, so neither can you unless you remain in me. I am the vine, you are the branches. Whoever remains in me and I in him will bear much fruit because without me you can do nothing. Anyone who does not remain in me will be thrown out like a branch and wither. People will gather them and throw them into a fire and they will be burned. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask for whatever you want and it will be done for you. By this is my father glorified that you bear much fruit and become my disciples. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. As we're coming through Easter, as we get into this section of John's gospel, if we forget, and when I say forget, most of us never were taught this to begin with, but if we forget the nature of John's gospel, it has us arrive at some really unfortunate places where if we understand where John's coming from, we end up in some great places with this gospel. The unfortunate thing is if people don't realize how removed John's gospel is from the history. It's the latest gospel. It was written as far as 80 years after the resurrection event. So this is not like Mark's gospel or Matthew's even in Luke's, which are a little later. In all three of those, Jesus is very clearly a Jewish rabbi. In this, he's a Greek philosopher. His language changes, his vocabulary's different, he no longer speaks in little parables. I mean, all of a sudden, he gives long treatises. It's a whole different personality. If we remember that this is John doing the real work of translation, I wish we had more writers like this in the church nowadays. You know, we sometimes get into a prayer now with the new translation, and about six lines into the prayer, I'm thinking, I would kill for a verb. It's so thick, and it's all over the place, and it's one subjunctive phrase after another, and I'm like, who translated this? And the translators, the final committee that okayed that English translation, had no native English speakers on the committee that okayed our translation. And that is the drawback to being such a widespread world language. I realized when I was living in Rome that, you know, there is not anyone who would dare tell a German how to speak German. But they'll all tell English speakers how to speak English, because everyone thinks they know it. And so everyone has different versions of it, and they don't like it that much. And the real art of translation is being in love with the language of origin and the target language. And the committee that translated it, while clearly in love with Latin, didn't care much for English. And so we sometimes get a translation that sounds like someone saying, you know, the house yellow is good. And you go, that's bad English. And they say, yes, but it's much more faithful to the Spanish. Yeah, but it's a bad translation. The idea is to get it clear in to the target language as well. And so we get these long phrases. Now John does the exact opposite. He not only is writing in a different style of Greek for his community, none of the Aramaic. This is really a pure Greek. But he translates the ideas. He doesn't give them Jewish parables that won't make any sense to them. He interprets them and puts them into cultural stories that make sense for the Greek mindset. He does, it's an amazing job of translation. But one of the drawbacks which we get today is that he kind of waffles back and forth between talking about Jesus and having Jesus speak. So where you will not find this in the earlier three gospels, you will get these long passages that if it were anyone but Jesus, we could probably admit are a little unpalatable. Without me, you can't do anything. It's all about me, me, me. And you go, that just doesn't sound like this wonderfully humble rabbi that we have in the other three. No, that's the disciple, that's the follower, that's speaking back about Jesus. And part of that Greek translation is the Greeks wrote dialogues. And everyone knew that you were saying, here's the theology and I'm gonna put it on the lips of Plato or on the lip. That was the style and John's written in that. So John's gospel, if you're looking for the actual words that Jesus spoke, John's gospel's not a great one to start with because they're freely mixed in with the gospel writer's own commentary because that's how Greek dialogues were written. And his audience knew it. Sometimes we think, well, are you saying the gospel isn't true? No, things can be true without having been written for 20th century newspaper readers. There are different genres out there. And if something nowadays starts with once upon a time, we get the cue and we know it's gonna be a parable. People will ask questions about the prodigal son and you have to remind him, there was no prodigal son. Jesus said, once upon a time, there was, and he told a story. Doesn't mean that he was telling a history. He was telling a parable. So John's gospel, sometimes when people hear this, without me, you can't, without me, they take that into their own Christianity and it becomes the sort of religion that says, without my faith and without my religion or without my church, you're nothing. And it sounds like you're echoing the gospel, but you forget that, no, it's someone talking about Jesus. And then if we can look past that, we get this wonderful reading that asks a very simple question that we get lost in all of that Greek epic dialogue. We lose, which is, instead of the, all of the old forms of an examination of conscience that we learned as Catholics, what happens if at the end of the day we go, huh, I wonder what fruit I bore today? What did I do for the world? How have I changed anything? You know, do we bear fruit in the world? It's such a wonderful phrase and it almost gets, if you'll excuse the agriculture, it almost gets plowed over by the heavy Greek dialogue of it. But to say, you know, when we're in the Spirit, when we're in Jesus, what are the fruits of our life? And I think most of us think, well, if you really wanna know the fruits of your life, you'll wait until a few moments before you die and then do a review. Problem is, none of us have been given that schedule. You know, what happens when more often we say, wait, let's just take a chunk. At the end of the day, what were the fruits of my day? You know, learning a new function on the remote control hardly seems like a great use of 24 hours. What did I do today? What did I, did I change anyone's life? Did I change the world? Did I change my own life? Am I an agent for God and the Spirit and the world? And that takes us asking that simple question over and over again. We can get lost in the, well, the vine and the branches and the connection, and it's a nice allegory. But I think sometimes when the Scripture, if the allegory is gonna try and explain the inner workings of God to us. I always loved, Father Philenbach had the only description of the inner workings of God that I have ever hung on to, and that was, he said, if someone says, what are the inner workings of the Trinity? The answer is none of your business. The inner workings of God, none of your business. Go feed the poor. None of your business. Go change the world. And instead we go, oh, no, no, no. I've got a deep spirituality. I'm not gonna do anything in the world. I'm gonna sit here and figure out God. And I'm gonna call that holy. We don't have a lot of stories of Jesus sitting around trying to figure out God. He just, he went out and did the work. I think sometimes we have to get our faith into our bones. We have to go out and do it. Faith has to be about the action that we commit in the world. And so it becomes this wonderful question that a little more than halfway through our Easter season we hear. So what are your fruits? What is it you're leaving in the world? What are the changes? What are the people? People come into your orbit for a little while and leave. Do they come in and do they leave changed? And I don't mean did you convert them to finally seeing things your way. Do they actually come in with their life easier now? Not because we gave them advice, but because we actually gave something to them. We actually did for them. You know, I understand the wisdom behind the old saying, you know, if you teach a man, you know, if you give a man a fish, he eats for a day. If you teach a man to fish, he eats for the rest of his life. But a lot of people use that so they never have to give out fish. Let me just explain the teaching. My father used to say, you know, if you teach a man to fish, he'll never work another weekend in his life. But, you know, the teaching and the offering, what we think should never be the starting place. You know, the rabbi vision of Jesus is so clear and he says, go out in the world, stay at whatever house you land in, and you've brought nothing with you, so you'll be dependent on those people for your well-being. And once you realize you're dependent on them, now you're ready to have a relationship and start to preach to them. Not a cheap and easy Christianity, you know, from the cheap seats that says, well, you know, I commented on their lives and walked on. But that you have to do it with enough humility that you're not going to break the relationship. You know, someone says, well, you know, you have to just speak your mind. If you break the relationship, what does it matter if you evangelized? It won't be effective. And at the end of evangelizing, you want to know if it was effective, not whether, well, I know I said what I was supposed to. If what you get out of evangelization is a sense of self-justification rather than a relationship that allows them and you to be changed, then we haven't really understood what it means to bear fruit in the world. And so we ask God to make us a people that are ready to go out and say, when I get to the end of the day, I can list my mistakes. I can go through a classic, you know, examination of conscience. I can figure out sins. I can do all that. But what did I produce? If the best I do at the end of the day is I don't think I broke any of the Ten Commandments, you know, at the end of our life, at the end of history, if the church can say, we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments. There's only three of us, but we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments. No, how do we change the world? And so we ask God to make us a people who bear fruit. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, I am the true vine,
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and my father is the vine grower.
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He takes away every branch in me that does not bear fruit,
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and every one that does, he prunes
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so that it bears more fruit.
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You are already pruned because of the word
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that I spoke to you.
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Remain in me as I remain in you.
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Just as a branch cannot bear fruit on its own
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unless it remains on the vine, so neither can you
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unless you remain in me.
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I am the vine, you are the branches.
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Whoever remains in me and I in him
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will bear much fruit because without me you can do nothing.
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Anyone who does not remain in me will be thrown out
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like a branch and wither.
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People will gather them and throw them into a fire
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and they will be burned.
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If you remain in me and my words remain in you,
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ask for whatever you want and it will be done for you.
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By this is my father glorified that you bear much fruit
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and become my disciples.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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As we're coming through Easter, as we get into this section
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of John's gospel, if we forget, and when I say forget,
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most of us never were taught this to begin with,
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but if we forget the nature of John's gospel,
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it has us arrive at some really unfortunate places
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where if we understand where John's coming from,
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we end up in some great places with this gospel.
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The unfortunate thing is if people don't realize
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how removed John's gospel is from the history.
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It's the latest gospel.
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It was written as far as 80 years
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after the resurrection event.
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So this is not like Mark's gospel or Matthew's
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even in Luke's, which are a little later.
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In all three of those, Jesus is very clearly
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a Jewish rabbi.
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In this, he's a Greek philosopher.
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His language changes, his vocabulary's different,
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he no longer speaks in little parables.
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I mean, all of a sudden, he gives long treatises.
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It's a whole different personality.
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If we remember that this is John
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doing the real work of translation,
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I wish we had more writers like this
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in the church nowadays.
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You know, we sometimes get into a prayer now
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with the new translation,
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and about six lines into the prayer,
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I'm thinking, I would kill for a verb.
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It's so thick, and it's all over the place,
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and it's one subjunctive phrase after another,
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and I'm like, who translated this?
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And the translators, the final committee
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that okayed that English translation,
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had no native English speakers on the committee
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that okayed our translation.
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And that is the drawback to being
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such a widespread world language.
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I realized when I was living in Rome
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that, you know, there is not anyone
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who would dare tell a German how to speak German.
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But they'll all tell English speakers how to speak English,
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because everyone thinks they know it.
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And so everyone has different versions of it,
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and they don't like it that much.
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And the real art of translation is being in love
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with the language of origin and the target language.
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And the committee that translated it,
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while clearly in love with Latin,
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didn't care much for English.
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And so we sometimes get a translation
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that sounds like someone saying,
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you know, the house yellow is good.
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And you go, that's bad English.
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And they say, yes, but it's much more faithful
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to the Spanish.
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Yeah, but it's a bad translation.
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The idea is to get it clear in
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to the target language as well.
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And so we get these long phrases.
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Now John does the exact opposite.
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He not only is writing in a different style of Greek
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for his community, none of the Aramaic.
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This is really a pure Greek.
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But he translates the ideas.
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He doesn't give them Jewish parables
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that won't make any sense to them.
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He interprets them and puts them into cultural stories
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that make sense for the Greek mindset.
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He does, it's an amazing job of translation.
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But one of the drawbacks which we get today
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is that he kind of waffles back and forth
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between talking about Jesus and having Jesus speak.
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So where you will not find this
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in the earlier three gospels,
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you will get these long passages
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that if it were anyone but Jesus,
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we could probably admit are a little unpalatable.
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Without me, you can't do anything.
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It's all about me, me, me.
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And you go, that just doesn't sound
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like this wonderfully humble rabbi
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that we have in the other three.
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No, that's the disciple, that's the follower,
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that's speaking back about Jesus.
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And part of that Greek translation
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is the Greeks wrote dialogues.
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And everyone knew that you were saying,
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here's the theology and I'm gonna put it
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on the lips of Plato or on the lip.
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That was the style and John's written in that.
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So John's gospel, if you're looking for
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the actual words that Jesus spoke,
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John's gospel's not a great one to start with
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because they're freely mixed in
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with the gospel writer's own commentary
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because that's how Greek dialogues were written.
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And his audience knew it.
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Sometimes we think, well,
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are you saying the gospel isn't true?
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No, things can be true without having been written
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for 20th century newspaper readers.
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There are different genres out there.
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And if something nowadays starts with once upon a time,
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we get the cue and we know it's gonna be a parable.
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People will ask questions about the prodigal son
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and you have to remind him, there was no prodigal son.
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Jesus said, once upon a time, there was,
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and he told a story.
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Doesn't mean that he was telling a history.
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He was telling a parable.
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So John's gospel, sometimes when people hear this,
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without me, you can't, without me,
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they take that into their own Christianity
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and it becomes the sort of religion that says,
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without my faith and without my religion
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or without my church, you're nothing.
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And it sounds like you're echoing the gospel,
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but you forget that, no, it's someone talking about Jesus.
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And then if we can look past that,
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we get this wonderful reading
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that asks a very simple question
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that we get lost in all of that Greek epic dialogue.
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We lose, which is, instead of the,
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all of the old forms of an examination of conscience
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that we learned as Catholics,
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what happens if at the end of the day we go,
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huh, I wonder what fruit I bore today?
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What did I do for the world?
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How have I changed anything?
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You know, do we bear fruit in the world?
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It's such a wonderful phrase and it almost gets,
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if you'll excuse the agriculture,
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it almost gets plowed over
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by the heavy Greek dialogue of it.
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But to say, you know, when we're in the Spirit,
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when we're in Jesus, what are the fruits of our life?
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And I think most of us think,
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well, if you really wanna know the fruits of your life,
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you'll wait until a few moments before you die
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and then do a review.
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Problem is, none of us have been given that schedule.
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You know, what happens when more often we say,
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wait, let's just take a chunk.
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At the end of the day, what were the fruits of my day?
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You know, learning a new function on the remote control
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hardly seems like a great use of 24 hours.
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What did I do today?
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What did I, did I change anyone's life?
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Did I change the world?
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Did I change my own life?
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Am I an agent for God and the Spirit and the world?
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And that takes us asking that simple question
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over and over again.
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We can get lost in the, well, the vine and the branches
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and the connection, and it's a nice allegory.
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But I think sometimes when the Scripture,
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if the allegory is gonna try and explain
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the inner workings of God to us.
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I always loved, Father Philenbach had the only description
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of the inner workings of God that I have ever hung on to,
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and that was, he said, if someone says,
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what are the inner workings of the Trinity?
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The answer is none of your business.
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The inner workings of God, none of your business.
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Go feed the poor.
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None of your business.
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Go change the world.
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And instead we go, oh, no, no, no.
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I've got a deep spirituality.
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I'm not gonna do anything in the world.
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I'm gonna sit here and figure out God.
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And I'm gonna call that holy.
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We don't have a lot of stories of Jesus sitting around
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trying to figure out God.
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He just, he went out and did the work.
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I think sometimes we have to get our faith into our bones.
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We have to go out and do it.
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Faith has to be about the action
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that we commit in the world.
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And so it becomes this wonderful question
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that a little more than halfway
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through our Easter season we hear.
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So what are your fruits?
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What is it you're leaving in the world?
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What are the changes?
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What are the people?
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People come into your orbit for a little while and leave.
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Do they come in and do they leave changed?
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And I don't mean did you convert them
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to finally seeing things your way.
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Do they actually come in with their life easier now?
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Not because we gave them advice,
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but because we actually gave something to them.
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We actually did for them.
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You know, I understand the wisdom behind the old saying,
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you know, if you teach a man, you know,
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if you give a man a fish, he eats for a day.
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If you teach a man to fish,
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he eats for the rest of his life.
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But a lot of people use that
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so they never have to give out fish.
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Let me just explain the teaching.
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My father used to say, you know,
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if you teach a man to fish,
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he'll never work another weekend in his life.
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But, you know, the teaching and the offering,
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what we think should never be the starting place.
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You know, the rabbi vision of Jesus is so clear
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and he says, go out in the world,
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stay at whatever house you land in,
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and you've brought nothing with you,
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so you'll be dependent on those people for your well-being.
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And once you realize you're dependent on them,
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now you're ready to have a relationship
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and start to preach to them.
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Not a cheap and easy Christianity, you know,
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from the cheap seats that says,
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well, you know, I commented on their lives and walked on.
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But that you have to do it with enough humility
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that you're not going to break the relationship.
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You know, someone says,
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well, you know, you have to just speak your mind.
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If you break the relationship,
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what does it matter if you evangelized?
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It won't be effective.
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And at the end of evangelizing,
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you want to know if it was effective,
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not whether, well, I know I said what I was supposed to.
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If what you get out of evangelization
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is a sense of self-justification
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rather than a relationship
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that allows them and you to be changed,
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then we haven't really understood
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what it means to bear fruit in the world.
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And so we ask God to make us a people
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that are ready to go out and say,
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when I get to the end of the day,
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I can list my mistakes.
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I can go through a classic, you know,
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examination of conscience.
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I can figure out sins.
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I can do all that.
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But what did I produce?
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If the best I do at the end of the day
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is I don't think I broke any of the Ten Commandments,
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you know, at the end of our life,
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at the end of history,
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if the church can say,
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we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments.
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There's only three of us,
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but we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments.
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No, how do we change the world?
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And so we ask God to make us a people who bear fruit.
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And more importantly, who take time often,
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regularly to ask ourselves,
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what is the change we're affecting in our world?
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Father Pat’s message invites us to move beyond a l Father Pat’s message invites us to move beyond a literal or rigid interpretation of Scripture and instead embrace a more spiritually mature, action-oriented faith. Drawing from the Gospel of John, he emphasizes that our Christianity must not be reduced to theological abstractions or institutional pride but should instead be lived out in tangible ways that bear fruit in the world. He challenges us to see the Gospel as a lived call to transformation—both personal and communal—and to ask ourselves daily what fruit we are producing, not just what rules we are following. By understanding the Gospel of John as a theological reflection shaped by its cultural and historical context, Father Pat encourages us to shift our focus from doctrinal purity to relational, humble service that mirrors the life and mission of Jesus.
Father Pat begins by situating the Gospel of John within its proper literary and historical context. Unlike the Synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), which portray Jesus as a Jewish rabbi speaking in brief parables and rooted in first-century Jewish culture, John’s Gospel—written some 80 years after the Resurrection—presents Jesus in the style of a Greek philosopher, offering long discourses filled with metaphor and theological reflection. Father Pat explains that John’s Gospel is less a journalistic account and more a theological dialogue in the tradition of Greek philosophical writings. The Gospel writer is not merely recording Jesus’ words but interpreting and re-presenting them for a new audience steeped in Hellenistic thought. Recognizing this helps prevent misreadings that might otherwise lead to spiritual elitism or exclusivity.
He warns against the tendency to take John’s metaphor—“Without me, you can do nothing”—as justification for a triumphalist or exclusionary faith that judges others as spiritually deficient. Instead, he invites us to reinterpret this as a poetic and relational truth: that our spiritual vitality and capacity for meaningful action derive from our connection to Christ, the true vine. The message is not about control or dominance, but about dependence and communion. Just as branches draw life from the vine, we are sustained and empowered by our relationship with God. The core question, then, is not “Are we doctrinally correct?” but “Are we bearing fruit?”
Father Pat critiques a common spiritual pitfall: substituting theological speculation or spiritual introspection for real-world action. He humorously recalls a wise priest who, when asked about the inner workings of the Trinity, responded, “None of your business. Go feed the poor.” This underscores the idea that faith is not meant to be an intellectual retreat from the world but a call to engage it with compassion and effectiveness. The Gospel is not calling us to sit and parse divine mysteries in isolation but to transform the world through love, generosity, and justice.
The metaphor of the vine and branches is not primarily about mystical union or ecclesial identity, though it includes both. It is about fruitfulness—visible, real-world impact. Father Pat urges us to perform a daily spiritual exercise: not just examining our conscience for sins committed, but asking, “What fruit did I bear today?” Did I make someone’s life easier? Did I offer kindness, healing, or hope? Did I do more than just avoid wrongdoing—did I do good? This examination invites us into spiritual maturity, where holiness is not measured by avoidance of sin but by the presence of love.
He also critiques a kind of performative or self-justifying evangelization that prioritizes being “right” over being transformative. True evangelization, according to Father Pat, is about relationship. If our efforts to share the Gospel destroy the possibility of connection, then our evangelization has failed. The fruit of the Spirit is not ideological victory but mutual transformation—where both the giver and the receiver are changed by the encounter.
Father Pat concludes by cautioning against a minimalistic faith that is content with avoiding sin but does not aspire to transformation. A community that prides itself on not breaking commandments but fails to bring life to the world is spiritually stagnant. Instead, we are called to be active agents of God’s love, asking continually: “What is the change I am making in the world? What fruit am I bearing?” This is the heart of discipleship and the true measure of our connection to the vine....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 850.760009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said, I am the good shepherd. A good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. A hired man who is not a shepherd and whose sheep are not his own sees a wolf coming and leaves the sheep and runs away. And the wolf catches and scatters them. This is because he works for pay and has no concern for the sheep. I am the good shepherd, and I know mine, and mine know me, just as the Father knows me, and I know the Father. And I will lay down my life for the sheep. I have other sheep that do not belong to this fold. These also I must lead, and they will hear my voice. And there will be one flock, one shepherd. That is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life in order to take it up again. No one takes it from me, but I lay it down on my own. I have power to lay it down and power to take it up again. This command I have received from my Father. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It is all right as mature Christians to admit that by the time John's gospel was writing, there was a lot of Greek philosophy getting mixed in. It's not quite that. You don't find quite the pure Semitic rabbi that we get in Mark, Matthew, and Luke. Jesus' vocabulary has improved greatly. He now speaks in sentences that are 20 lines long. You know, I mean, this is obviously the writer, John, trying to translate all these little Semitic tribal realities into Greek culture where he is proclaiming the gospel. And it always leaves us with an interesting question, which is, in religion, there are those who would say, you stick to the purest form of the story and the purest form of the religion, even if it will be completely ineffective and no one will listen. John disagrees. John says, no, you've got to somehow translate to the people that are there. And, you know, even to the point where there are some pieces of theology in John that no Christian theologian I know would hold to. And it's in our gospel. You know, he says today, this is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life in order to take it up again. And every theologian I know would say, no, God loves you because God's God. There's nothing you did to earn God's, God doesn't love you because you did something. So, you know, John's throwing a couple extra things in here and we can deal with that. You know, it is, the church did not come out of the gospel, the gospel came out of the church, and that is so hard for us to remember. That the gospels are a community document. They did not fall from heaven, leather bound with the words of Jesus in red. And it wasn't really until 325, and even then there's still arguments as to what would be the final canon of the New Testament. They were still arguing about which letters were gonna go in. I mean, it's a community process. And it gets us back to that faith of the early community. And we do see some differences from different communities. And I always think it's important for us to remember that we do not have four gospels written by four authors. We have four gospels written by four very different communities. You know, there is a Lucan community, a Matthean community, a Johannine community, and a Markan community. And the gospels answer their questions. Mark's community was the earliest and they could care less about the birth of Jesus. That's why the story isn't there. They just want to know who this guy is and what happened. And they want to know about the resurrection and the ministry. And 20 years later, when the gospels according to Matthew and according to Luke are written, people are now going, so where'd he come from? And by the time John starts, oh, the theologians have gotten involved. And so he starts out with in the beginning was the word and the word was made flesh. And you're going, where are the shepherds? Where's our little Christmas story? John's a later gospel. He's answering much deeper questions. And sometimes it gets lost in some of the Greek philosophy. And I don't mean he got lost. I mean, if you live in America in this century, you read Greek philosophy, and that's where the phrase, it's all Greek to me comes from. But we do have this image that we get today of the good shepherd. And I've no doubt it will spur on some interesting sermons around the country. It will certainly, you know, usually this is the time of year that the Pope quite correctly will go after the priests. And say, you know, this is where you need the smell of the sheep on you. Get out of the sacristies, get into the streets, all of those famous sayings that he has. The idea that we are called to be good shepherds. And I mean, it's great stuff. We need to hear it because, you know, he's our shepherd. I don't know that you need to hear that because, you know, it's telling you what we're doing wrong. You already have your own opinions on that. So it doesn't, you know. I think what's helpful, and it's definitely not about, you need to follow your shepherds. That is to take today and turn it on its head. To say, you know, Jesus has told us what kind of shepherds we should be, and our response is, it's your fault, and let me tell you why. No, no. Always, every time Jesus is angry, you'll see he comes after the religious leaders. It's not you, it's us. And we use every one of those stories to go after you. So you always have to read with that filter. It's human nature. But I think there's something worthwhile to say. If we're gonna follow Jesus, then everyone in the room has to ask, who do I shepherd? Because shepherding should not be left to a class within the church. Within any church, within any community. I always think that parents who go into the empty nest syndrome, now, two things first. First, of course, most parents who have been through it will tell you, don't get comfortable. By the time the last one leaves, the first one is swinging back around again. It is the way life goes, you know. So, you know, the empty nest will happen when you die. But secondly, I think there would be something very wrong with the idea that someone says, well, you know, in my 50s, even in my 60s, all right, I'm done taking care of anyone. That would be a really sad sort of thing. And I notice in the church that 90% of our volunteer force is in the last third of life. Not just because they have the time, but because somewhere down deep, they decided, I'm not done taking care of others. Just because kids are gone. There are some people who never have kids and still spend their life taking care of people. And it's very interesting to ask who we take care of. And people will sometimes not come up with it right away. Some people sit on a board over here. Some people are down at a food shelter simply stocking shelves. And so they don't see the contact, but they're taking care of people. And it's a great Sunday for us to ask who it is we take care of. Sometimes it is family. Sometimes it's beyond family. Sometimes it's extended family. And sometimes it's community. Sometimes it's people across the world we can't imagine. Who do we take care of? Who do we shepherd? And it's important to be in touch with that because it is our only chance to really follow Jesus. I think people forget the reason, and it's been so watered down over the years. This image that Jesus uses of shepherding. Why does Jesus pick shepherding? And why does Jesus pick certain parables? Well, because he's in an agricultural and a farming sort of community. If Jesus had come today, you know, we would probably, and lived in Denver, he'd probably use building cranes, you know? He'd come up with something that made sense to us. We'd go, yeah, we get that, we know that. You have to forget, people, shepherding for us kind of sounds like a distant sort of romantic thing. Now, no shepherd has ever found that to be the case. Shepherding is a lot of work, and it's not the kind of work we've turned it into over the years. Christianity, I've told you before, has been very careful about taking the gospel away from the poor and trying to give it back to the rich. We've been doing that for, you know, that's when it ceased to become about going out and helping people, and it became about getting those people to act like good, decent, upper-middle-class white folks. They've gotta come up to our standards, and we'll be a religion, and religion will get these people to behave a certain way. That's how we took the gospel from the poor, rather than saying, you know, the reason they talk about the shepherd and the sheep, and I always hate when people say, oh, well, you know, they're just dumb sheep. Vatican II is very clear that, you know, you are all the people of God. You've been elevated. You used to be the dumb sheep. You are now the people of God. But as that, you're also shepherds, and what it means, and what I think is very vivid about the image of shepherding is it's not about correction and making sure they do the right thing and telling them this is a sin and that isn't. You know, explain that to your animals someday. Now, I know I'm gonna get letters from the dog owners because I've been in the park, and I've watched people look at a dog and say, stop, and you know what? The dog stops. Come, and the dog comes. Then I'll see someone go, I have told you this 50 times, and it makes me so mad. Do you know how this makes me feel? And I'm like, no, he doesn't. Your dog really doesn't communicate at that level. You know, it is fascinating when people, you know, they're like, there's an old story among linguists when they got into this, can monkeys know language, and some monkeys seem to have a functioning vocabulary of 800 words, but there's things you need to know, and one is they're very concrete. They can be taught banana. You know, they can be taught sun, and see the sun. They can be taught those sorts of things. Not one of them has ever explained to anyone that their parents were poor but hardworking. You're not gonna get to that level. That sort of abstract, you know, you and I need to share our experience with other people, and it comes from within us, and we have this need to express in certain ways. And so, you know, the trick to pastoring, and it's not I'm smart and they're sheep. No, the trick to pastoring is real pastoring can happen without verbal communication. And that is a struggle. Real pastoring is when we're out doing the physical work that helps people, when we're actually giving to causes that help people. It happens without, here's what I think you should do. That can be helpful, and instruction is part of our faith, and it's part of the church. Pastoring is a little more physical. That's why Francis keeps saying, get out of the sacristies where you're preparing all your pretty words, and get into the streets where you can pastor. It's, and if he says that to us, he says it to all of us. It's fascinating, I mean, parents know there is a part of parenting that has to do, you know, don't, do not try to parent your children without words. Because they'll have plenty, you know. And I had a parent once say to me, I don't ever, my child will never hear me say the word no. She probably read a book, give her a break, you know, there's a book that said it or something. And all I thought was, oh, let's see how long that lasts. You know, the kid heard it from somewhere because the kid learned it real quick. Kid gets it, you know, and the idea, and what, you know, I get that sort of sense. I don't want, you know, I don't want my children to be afraid of me. There's a small moment in their childhood development where they have to be. Because you know what? There's nothing about that burner on the stove that's frightening. You will have to say no in such a way that they're more afraid of you than that pretty red burner. You have to, then, now, when you have to go there, you have to know, okay, this has gotta be a phase, I can't have them afraid of me. But for a moment, I can't explain the philosophy of life to them. For a moment, I have to say, you don't go out on the street, period. And if you do, you will get the wrath of a parent. Sometimes you'll need that at a certain age, and then you have to know when to make sure that develops into something smarter. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said, I am the good shepherd.
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A good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.
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A hired man who is not a shepherd
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and whose sheep are not his own sees a wolf coming
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and leaves the sheep and runs away.
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And the wolf catches and scatters them.
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This is because he works for pay and has
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no concern for the sheep.
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I am the good shepherd, and I know mine,
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and mine know me, just as the Father knows me,
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and I know the Father.
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And I will lay down my life for the sheep.
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I have other sheep that do not belong to this fold.
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These also I must lead, and they will hear my voice.
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And there will be one flock, one shepherd.
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That is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life
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in order to take it up again.
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No one takes it from me, but I lay it down on my own.
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I have power to lay it down and power to take it up again.
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This command I have received from my Father.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It is all right as mature Christians
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to admit that by the time John's gospel was writing,
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there was a lot of Greek philosophy getting mixed in.
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It's not quite that.
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You don't find quite the pure Semitic rabbi
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that we get in Mark, Matthew, and Luke.
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Jesus' vocabulary has improved greatly.
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He now speaks in sentences that are 20 lines long.
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You know, I mean, this is obviously the writer, John,
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trying to translate all these little
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Semitic tribal realities into Greek culture
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where he is proclaiming the gospel.
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And it always leaves us with an interesting question,
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which is, in religion, there are those who would say,
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you stick to the purest form of the story
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and the purest form of the religion,
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even if it will be completely ineffective
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and no one will listen.
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John disagrees.
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John says, no, you've got to somehow translate
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to the people that are there.
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And, you know, even to the point where there are
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some pieces of theology in John
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that no Christian theologian I know would hold to.
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And it's in our gospel.
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You know, he says today, this is why the Father loves me,
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because I lay down my life in order to take it up again.
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And every theologian I know would say,
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no, God loves you because God's God.
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There's nothing you did to earn God's,
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God doesn't love you because you did something.
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So, you know, John's throwing a couple extra things
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in here and we can deal with that.
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You know, it is, the church did not come out of the gospel,
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the gospel came out of the church,
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and that is so hard for us to remember.
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That the gospels are a community document.
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They did not fall from heaven,
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leather bound with the words of Jesus in red.
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And it wasn't really until 325,
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and even then there's still arguments
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as to what would be the final canon of the New Testament.
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They were still arguing about which letters
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were gonna go in.
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I mean, it's a community process.
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And it gets us back to that faith of the early community.
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And we do see some differences from different communities.
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And I always think it's important for us to remember
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that we do not have four gospels written by four authors.
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We have four gospels written
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by four very different communities.
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You know, there is a Lucan community,
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a Matthean community, a Johannine community,
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and a Markan community.
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And the gospels answer their questions.
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Mark's community was the earliest
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and they could care less about the birth of Jesus.
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That's why the story isn't there.
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They just want to know who this guy is and what happened.
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And they want to know about the resurrection
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and the ministry.
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And 20 years later,
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when the gospels according to Matthew
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and according to Luke are written,
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people are now going, so where'd he come from?
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And by the time John starts,
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oh, the theologians have gotten involved.
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And so he starts out with in the beginning
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was the word and the word was made flesh.
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And you're going, where are the shepherds?
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Where's our little Christmas story?
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John's a later gospel.
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He's answering much deeper questions.
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And sometimes it gets lost in some of the Greek philosophy.
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And I don't mean he got lost.
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I mean, if you live in America in this century,
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you read Greek philosophy,
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and that's where the phrase,
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it's all Greek to me comes from.
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But we do have this image that we get today
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of the good shepherd.
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And I've no doubt it will spur on
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some interesting sermons around the country.
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It will certainly, you know,
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usually this is the time of year
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that the Pope quite correctly will go after the priests.
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And say, you know, this is where you need
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the smell of the sheep on you.
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Get out of the sacristies, get into the streets,
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all of those famous sayings that he has.
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The idea that we are called to be good shepherds.
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And I mean, it's great stuff.
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We need to hear it because, you know, he's our shepherd.
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I don't know that you need to hear that
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because, you know, it's telling you what we're doing wrong.
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You already have your own opinions on that.
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So it doesn't, you know.
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I think what's helpful,
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and it's definitely not about,
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you need to follow your shepherds.
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That is to take today and turn it on its head.
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To say, you know, Jesus has told us
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what kind of shepherds we should be,
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and our response is, it's your fault,
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and let me tell you why.
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No, no.
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Always, every time Jesus is angry,
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you'll see he comes after the religious leaders.
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It's not you, it's us.
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And we use every one of those stories to go after you.
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So you always have to read with that filter.
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It's human nature.
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But I think there's something worthwhile to say.
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If we're gonna follow Jesus,
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then everyone in the room has to ask, who do I shepherd?
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Because shepherding should not be
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left to a class within the church.
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Within any church, within any community.
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I always think that parents
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who go into the empty nest syndrome,
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now, two things first.
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First, of course, most parents who have been through it
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will tell you, don't get comfortable.
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By the time the last one leaves,
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the first one is swinging back around again.
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It is the way life goes, you know.
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So, you know, the empty nest will happen when you die.
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But secondly, I think there would be something
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very wrong with the idea that someone says,
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well, you know, in my 50s, even in my 60s,
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all right, I'm done taking care of anyone.
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That would be a really sad sort of thing.
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And I notice in the church
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that 90% of our volunteer force
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is in the last third of life.
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Not just because they have the time,
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but because somewhere down deep,
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they decided, I'm not done taking care of others.
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Just because kids are gone.
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There are some people who never have kids
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and still spend their life taking care of people.
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And it's very interesting to ask who we take care of.
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And people will sometimes not come up with it right away.
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Some people sit on a board over here.
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Some people are down at a food shelter
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simply stocking shelves.
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And so they don't see the contact,
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but they're taking care of people.
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And it's a great Sunday for us
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to ask who it is we take care of.
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Sometimes it is family.
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Sometimes it's beyond family.
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Sometimes it's extended family.
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And sometimes it's community.
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Sometimes it's people across the world we can't imagine.
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Who do we take care of?
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Who do we shepherd?
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And it's important to be in touch with that
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because it is our only chance to really follow Jesus.
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I think people forget the reason,
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and it's been so watered down over the years.
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This image that Jesus uses of shepherding.
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Why does Jesus pick shepherding?
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And why does Jesus pick certain parables?
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Well, because he's in an agricultural
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and a farming sort of community.
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If Jesus had come today,
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you know, we would probably,
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and lived in Denver,
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he'd probably use building cranes, you know?
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He'd come up with something that made sense to us.
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We'd go, yeah, we get that, we know that.
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You have to forget,
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people, shepherding for us kind of sounds
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like a distant sort of romantic thing.
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Now, no shepherd has ever found that to be the case.
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Shepherding is a lot of work,
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and it's not the kind of work
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we've turned it into over the years.
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Christianity, I've told you before,
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has been very careful about taking the gospel
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away from the poor and trying to give it back to the rich.
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We've been doing that for, you know,
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that's when it ceased to become about
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going out and helping people,
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and it became about getting those people
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to act like good, decent, upper-middle-class white folks.
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They've gotta come up to our standards,
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and we'll be a religion,
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and religion will get these people to behave a certain way.
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That's how we took the gospel from the poor,
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rather than saying, you know,
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the reason they talk about the shepherd and the sheep,
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and I always hate when people say,
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oh, well, you know, they're just dumb sheep.
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Vatican II is very clear that, you know,
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you are all the people of God.
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You've been elevated.
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You used to be the dumb sheep.
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You are now the people of God.
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But as that, you're also shepherds,
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and what it means, and what I think is very vivid
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about the image of shepherding
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is it's not about correction
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and making sure they do the right thing
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and telling them this is a sin and that isn't.
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You know, explain that to your animals someday.
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Now, I know I'm gonna get letters from the dog owners
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because I've been in the park,
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and I've watched people look at a dog and say, stop,
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and you know what?
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The dog stops.
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Come, and the dog comes.
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Then I'll see someone go, I have told you this 50 times,
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and it makes me so mad.
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Do you know how this makes me feel?
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And I'm like, no, he doesn't.
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Your dog really doesn't communicate at that level.
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You know, it is fascinating when people, you know,
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they're like, there's an old story among linguists
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when they got into this, can monkeys know language,
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and some monkeys seem to have
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a functioning vocabulary of 800 words,
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but there's things you need to know,
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and one is they're very concrete.
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They can be taught banana.
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You know, they can be taught sun, and see the sun.
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They can be taught those sorts of things.
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Not one of them has ever explained to anyone
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that their parents were poor but hardworking.
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You're not gonna get to that level.
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That sort of abstract, you know,
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you and I need to share our experience with other people,
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and it comes from within us,
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and we have this need to express in certain ways.
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And so, you know, the trick to pastoring,
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and it's not I'm smart and they're sheep.
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No, the trick to pastoring is real pastoring
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can happen without verbal communication.
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And that is a struggle.
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Real pastoring is when we're out doing the physical work
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that helps people, when we're actually giving
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to causes that help people.
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It happens without, here's what I think you should do.
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That can be helpful, and instruction is part of our faith,
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and it's part of the church.
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Pastoring is a little more physical.
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That's why Francis keeps saying,
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get out of the sacristies where you're preparing
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all your pretty words, and get into the streets
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where you can pastor.
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It's, and if he says that to us, he says it to all of us.
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It's fascinating, I mean, parents know
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there is a part of parenting that has to do,
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you know, don't, do not try to parent
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your children without words.
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Because they'll have plenty, you know.
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And I had a parent once say to me,
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I don't ever, my child will never hear me say the word no.
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She probably read a book, give her a break,
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you know, there's a book that said it or something.
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And all I thought was, oh, let's see how long that lasts.
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You know, the kid heard it from somewhere
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because the kid learned it real quick.
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Kid gets it, you know, and the idea,
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and what, you know, I get that sort of sense.
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I don't want, you know, I don't want my children
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to be afraid of me.
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There's a small moment in their childhood development
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where they have to be.
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Because you know what?
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There's nothing about that burner on the stove
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that's frightening.
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You will have to say no in such a way
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that they're more afraid of you
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than that pretty red burner.
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You have to, then, now, when you have to go there,
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you have to know, okay, this has gotta be a phase,
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I can't have them afraid of me.
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But for a moment, I can't explain
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the philosophy of life to them.
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For a moment, I have to say,
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you don't go out on the street, period.
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And if you do, you will get the wrath of a parent.
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Sometimes you'll need that at a certain age,
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and then you have to know when to make sure
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that develops into something smarter.
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I think for pastoring, we have to know
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that once in a while, yes, we're going to talk
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once in a while, there's gonna be instruction,
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but the vast majority of pastoring,
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the vast majority of parenting will be sacrifice.
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And it could happen without words.
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It happens when we give time,
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it happens when we give money,
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it happens when we give effort,
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when we go out and we help people.
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That's the moment that we are part of the Good Shepherd.
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That's the moment we're actually part
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of the mission of Jesus.
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And it really is the only moment in our lives
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when we are truly helping to build the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the image of Jesus Father Pat’s message centers on the image of Jesus as the Good Shepherd, calling all Christians to reflect not only on who their shepherd is, but more importantly, on whom they themselves are shepherding. He challenges the faithful to move beyond passive reception of religious truths and instead engage actively in the work of care, sacrifice, and service. Drawing from the Gospel of John, Father Pat explores the theological depth and cultural context of the text, noting the influence of Greek thought and the evolution of Christian communities over time. He emphasizes that the Gospels are community responses to lived experiences and that Jesus’ call to shepherding is not reserved for clergy alone but is a universal Christian vocation. Ultimately, his message pushes believers to examine their own lives and ask: “Who am I taking care of?”—reminding us that true discipleship requires concrete acts of love and service that transcend words.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel of John, in which Jesus proclaims Himself as the Good Shepherd—one who lays down His life for the sheep out of love, in contrast to the hired hand who flees at danger. Father Pat highlights how this Gospel, written later than the Synoptics (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), reflects a more developed theological and linguistic style, influenced by Greek philosophy and the cultural realities of the Johannine community. This, he notes, is not a flaw but an example of how different Gospel communities shaped the message of Christ to reach their specific audiences. He reminds us that the Gospels are not divine dictations but community documents emerging from early church experiences, shaped in response to the pastoral and theological questions of their time.
This leads to a deeper reflection on pastoral leadership. Father Pat critiques the tendency within some religious traditions to use the shepherd-sheep imagery to reinforce clerical authority or passive obedience among laypeople. Instead, he flips the metaphor: the question is not simply “Who is your shepherd?” but rather, “Whom do you shepherd?” He insists that pastoring is not limited to priests or church authorities but is a universal Christian calling. Every person is responsible for someone—be it children, family, the vulnerable, or the broader community. The mark of Christian maturity is not theological knowledge or moral perfection, but the willingness to care for others, often without recognition or reward.
He uses vivid examples—especially from parenting—to illustrate his point. Like shepherds, parents must sometimes act with firmness, even when words are not enough. But ultimately, their role is one of sacrificial love, expressed through time, energy, and presence. This same dynamic applies to Christian pastoring. Real pastoring, he notes, often happens without words. It is physical, tangible, and sacrificial. It looks like stocking shelves at a food pantry, sitting on a board that serves the community, or quietly helping someone in need. These are the moments in which we truly participate in the mission of Jesus and help build the kingdom of God.
He also critiques how modern Christianity, especially in the West, has often sanitized or domesticated the radical message of the Gospel. The early church was a movement of and for the poor—deeply embedded in the hard realities of life, like shepherding, which was neither romantic nor clean. Over time, the Gospel has been co-opted to support middle-class respectability and moral behavior instead of calling people to radical love and service. Father Pat warns against this distortion and calls the church to return to its roots: a faith that is embodied, lived out in real acts of care, and centered not on religious performance but on love in action.
Finally, Father Pat invites us to recognize that the call to be a shepherd is not seasonal or optional. Whether we are young or old, parents or single, working or retired, the invitation to shepherd others—to guide, protect, and serve—is constant. He honors the many people, especially older adults, who continue to give of themselves in service, not because they must, but because they recognize that to follow Christ is to shepherd others. In the end, he reminds us that the only way to truly be part of Jesus’ mission is to imitate His self-giving love—not merely by words, but through the daily, concrete sacrifices we make for others....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1106.6099853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, Lord. Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, said, Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel, for he has visited his people and set them free. He has raised up a horn for our salvation within the house of David his servant, even as he promised through the mouth of his holy prophets from of old. Salvation from our enemies and from the hands of all who hate us. To show mercy to our fathers and to be mindful of his covenant and of the oath he swore to Abraham, our father. To grant us that rescued from the hand of the enemy without fear we might worship him in holiness and righteousness all the days of our lives. As for you, child, you will be called a prophet of the Most High. You will go before the Lord to prepare his ways, to give his people knowledge of salvation through the forgiveness of their sins because of the tender mercy of our God, by which the daybreak from on high will visit us, to shine on those who sit in darkness and the shadow of death, and to guide our feet in the way of peace. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. It has occurred to me over the last couple of weeks as I've been thinking a little bit about today that thanksgiving and the act of gratitude is really a function of memory. It's taking a moment to remember what has happened. And sometimes it is the need to correct our selective memory, we remember certain things. Most of us have some really old fundamental memories of things that went wrong. Wounds are slow to heal because we remember them so well. And so we don't always remember everything that is going right in life. And the enemy of gratitude, the enemy of thanksgiving is not so much a mean-spiritedness, it's not so much a closed-mindedness. Especially in modern day, the enemy of gratitude is entitlement. Entitlement is everything is supposed to go well. And if everything really goes well, if we're entitled, then what should be gratitude simply becomes satisfaction. You know, it did okay. When I was, oh, probably before the age of fifth grade, you know, the grading system, they wouldn't give you A's and B's and C's that low. You just got satisfactory or unsatisfactory. And you know, satisfactory was just never that satisfying. There was no excellent or anything. It was just, you know, if you did so good, you were satisfactory. I mean, you can imagine at your wedding, having your spouse look across and say to you, you are satisfactory. Oh, happy day. Satisfactory is the highest grade the entitled can give. That's our ceiling if we're entitled. So when we think, well, I'm entitled to good roads, then the roads are satisfactory or not. We don't even notice the roads until there's a pothole. And then we're incensed that they aren't satisfactory. We can only be pulled down when we live with that kind of entitlement. And so to change our memory, to learn to focus on different things, to, you know, get together today with family and friends, and you know, and I really have to remind myself, I am not entitled to a family that agrees with me on everything. I don't even know where I would have thought that. It's never happened. You know, how many of us kind of say, oh, you know, the holidays are coming and there's all this family drama, because, you know, I'm entitled to a family that, you know, behaves the way I think it should. And of course, all the stress is happening because everyone thinks that everyone should think the way they think, rather than, you know, you have two choices, alone or with others. And there's nothing quite so disconcerting as the day that you realize all those others are actually other. They are not you. They are not reflections of you in the world. They are other people. And if we're entitled, you know, I am entitled to my opinion. We all say that, and you are. But what we really mean by that is I'm entitled for you to agree with my opinion. And many of you today will remember that you're not entitled to that at all. You will be reminded by the end of the day. So what happens when we become entitled to certain things? People around us notice immediately. We become a little more demanding. We're much more aware of, you know, you are not living up to my expectations. We get a little complainy, whiny, you know. We have a whole set of things. We have a set of ideas that someone is not living up to. And it's kind of the death of Thanksgiving. And we're told today, be on your guard, very careful not to forget the things your eyes have seen and your ears have heard the gifts of God. What does it mean to be very aware? Yesterday I had, and this happens probably more often than I'd like, but not certainly nowhere near 50% of the time. It's a minuscule part of my life. I woke up yesterday. Luckily, I didn't have any morning appointments. I woke up with a migraine that would not go away. And, you know, I'm never aware of what it is to be healthy until I have an unhealthy day. You know, all of a sudden, because good health, that's an entitlement in my mind. And I don't mean it in a mean way. It's just that something happens often enough, you come to expect it. And, you know, it's always like, I wake up this morning and I'm like, okay, no headache. I can look into the light. Oh, it's going to be a good day. But unless I have a day like yesterday, today goes unnoticed. How much is going right goes unnoticed until something really goes wrong. And so, you know, this is a feast where we come together and hopefully we re-remember our year. We go back and we re-filter it. We filter and we look at what has happened that is good. We look at what has happened that is positive. We look at, you know, someone said to me the other day, oh, there's so much going on in the country. And, you know, my friends and I are talking about this and we're doing all this stuff and yadda yadda. And we're just horrified, we're horrified, we're horrified. And finally she started to realize, you know, my friends and I would have done nothing this year were it not for a little something to stir us up. You know, some people are closer to their friends because they're out doing something with them in the world. They're remembering that they actually have missions in the world and we're not called to be too complacent with the status quo. Oh, there's something good that came out of it. When we re-remember our year with a different filter, because most of us, our filter is a little too radically set towards remembering what we're angry about. We become what is called injustice collectors. Sadly, that's one of the categories of a serial killer. That's what they call an injustice collector. Someone who's just so mad about things that have happened in their life and they finally boil over. And I think too many of us become that way. We collect the things people have done to us that are wrong. And because we start to become a people who feel we're entitled to something better, no matter what someone does, it's still not quite enough. Or they could have done a little better. Or there's just an extra layer of critique. And we sort of become thankless people. We're always wanting a little more gratitude and offering a little less. And so today we come together and, you know, I really, really hope that we all have gatherings today that are at least a little difficult. Something where you can look around and know that, you know, life isn't—I am not entitled to smooth sailing, but there's a lot here to be thankful for. If I really, really, really didn't want to be there, I wouldn't be. Well, you know, there's obligations. Meaning, I don't want to lose these connections. If you don't want to be connected, there's no obligation. And we don't recognize, well, of course we want to be connected. But we would like to be connected on our terms. And that we're not entitled to. We have to find something together, you know. Well, they just—I never feel like I can voice my own opinion. Voice it. You know, there's all these podcasts out there literally telling people how to try to discuss politics with family today. Trying to give them, like, tools to get through, you know, because as we know, we are a country of centrists. Those centered at zero and those centered at a hundred, you know, and nothing in between. How do we discuss? And I said this a few years back, but what I have found, and I will admit that not only is this a good technique I learned years ago, I do like that it drives my family up a tree a bit. And that is when they say things I don't, I don't take the opposite. I don't put out the argument. I don't think I'm going to change their mind. I just say, oh, I disagree. No, you've got to understand. Yeah, I disagree. No, I disagree. Drives them crazy. Just to disagree and to let people know, you know, we're not entitled to see things the same way. We're not entitled. We're entitled if we want to be connected and they want to be connected, we get to see each other. We get to be connected. But we have to be connected to who they are, not to who we hope they are. And Thanksgiving is this great moment where we look back and we go, you know, there's just tons to be thankful for. I can't tell you how many people resent that their parents, you know, fed and clothed them for 20 years, but didn't give me all the emotional support that I really think I wanted. You know, and therefore I can't even see what they did provide. That outfit they bought you, I didn't like it. You know, I don't like where they spent their money for me. It's very easy to get caught up in the what could have gone better. But in the end, we have to look back and say, what are we thankful for? It becomes a different approach to the world. And I think every time, it would be an interesting exercise between now and Christmas. If nothing else, it would give something to distract you from Christmas. But if every time you really found yourself upset about something, like if every time you were upset about the pothole, you took a moment to wonder who built the road. Every time we're upset, I always think, you know, people will say, you know, teenagers are so ungrateful. And I'm thinking, yeah, and we get worse as time goes on. I remember as a teenager, if my parents, if we went out to dinner, that was kind of a big event. You know, it took 30 years later to go out to dinner and think, they got my order wrong. You know, this place really doesn't do fish very well. I mean, think, most of us have gotten a lot pickier about things. Back then, it was an event. Now, they're not up to my entitlement standards. It's so hard to find a good restaurant in Denver. There's only thousands of them. You know, we get maybe less and less grateful because we tell ourselves, you know, I'm becoming, I've said this before, but becoming more sophisticated. Sophistication, like entitlement, is the other enemy of gratitude. I shouldn't throw them under the bus so often, but I have friends from years ago who love theater, but they always love— and John Kite and I always roll our eyes when they'll say, well, now we saw this show. Now, you understand, we're a tough room. We know theater inside and out. We are a tough room. And so there were some real problems. They are so sophisticated, I don't think they've enjoyed an evening of theater in years. They don't spot one thing that couldn't have gone a little bit better. And I always think, what do you get out of that? I mean, you get to go home feeling sophisticated, but I'm thinking, have you enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years? And I think most of us, well, my palate is a little better now. So, you know, mom's stuffing used to be just fine. I find it a little, I don't know, dull these days. You know, tell your mom that. That will start things off nicely. It's so easy to be entitled, and then we lose something. We lose health. We lose a friend. We lose a relationship. And at that moment, you know, we're so caught up in the loss that we forget that a week ago, we weren't even that thrilled with it. Rather than taking the time to go, we should be thrilled with a little more. We should be excited about what goes on in our midst that goes right. That we, you know, start to filter our world a little differently. It's always, and I've gone here before in sermons, it's just, it's one of the fascinating parts of physiological psychology to know how very, very little of your life you remember at any given moment. You know, most of you, if you've had breakfast, probably remember what you had for breakfast. But I could already ask you how many bites it was, and you wouldn't know. Within a week, you probably won't be able to pull this breakfast out from the others. And if I asked you what you had a few months ago, you know, I mean nothing, anyone who watches those like Law & Order TV shows knows there's nothing dumber than when the officer goes up and says, where were you two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock? And they go, oh, well, you know, I was at this movie. And, you know, all of us would be like, let me check my calendar. I don't have a clue where I was two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock. So, since so much of our personality is based on those events that have shaped us over the years, what if you remembered a different slice of your life than the one you do? What if you focused on different memories and let those be the ones that form you? What if you had to go to therapy for all the good things that have happened? I keep telling people, I'm waiting just to hear from one child, you know, that they had a real horrible day, but one really good thing happened that they can't get past. What if we focused on the things that give us gratitude? That's all that Zachariah does today is to focus on, remember how much God has done for us. You know, forget not God's mercies. And I think we have to look to our lives and say, how much is going right? How much is going correctly? And how little of that would I actually be entitled to? Would I actually be entitled to? You know, entitlement is a strange idea. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, said,
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Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel,
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for he has visited his people and set them free.
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He has raised up a horn for our salvation
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within the house of David his servant,
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even as he promised through the mouth of his holy prophets
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from of old.
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Salvation from our enemies and from the hands
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of all who hate us.
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To show mercy to our fathers and to be mindful of his covenant
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and of the oath he swore to Abraham, our father.
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To grant us that rescued from the hand of the enemy
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without fear we might worship him in holiness
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and righteousness all the days of our lives.
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As for you, child, you will be called a prophet of the Most
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High.
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You will go before the Lord to prepare his ways,
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to give his people knowledge of salvation
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through the forgiveness of their sins
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because of the tender mercy of our God,
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by which the daybreak from on high will visit us,
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to shine on those who sit in darkness
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and the shadow of death, and to guide our feet
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in the way of peace.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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It has occurred to me over the last couple of weeks
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as I've been thinking a little bit about today
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that thanksgiving and the act of gratitude
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is really a function of memory.
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It's taking a moment to remember what has happened.
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And sometimes it is the need to correct our selective memory,
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we remember certain things.
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Most of us have some really old fundamental memories
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of things that went wrong.
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Wounds are slow to heal because we remember them so well.
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And so we don't always remember everything
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that is going right in life.
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And the enemy of gratitude, the enemy of thanksgiving
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is not so much a mean-spiritedness,
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it's not so much a closed-mindedness.
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Especially in modern day, the enemy of gratitude
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is entitlement.
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Entitlement is everything is supposed to go well.
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And if everything really goes well, if we're entitled,
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then what should be gratitude simply becomes satisfaction.
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You know, it did okay.
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When I was, oh, probably before the age of fifth grade,
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you know, the grading system, they wouldn't give you
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A's and B's and C's that low.
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You just got satisfactory or unsatisfactory.
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And you know, satisfactory was just never that satisfying.
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There was no excellent or anything.
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It was just, you know, if you did so good,
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you were satisfactory.
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I mean, you can imagine at your wedding,
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having your spouse look across and say to you,
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you are satisfactory.
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Oh, happy day.
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Satisfactory is the highest grade the entitled can give.
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That's our ceiling if we're entitled.
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So when we think, well, I'm entitled to good roads,
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then the roads are satisfactory or not.
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We don't even notice the roads until there's a pothole.
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And then we're incensed that they aren't satisfactory.
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We can only be pulled down
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when we live with that kind of entitlement.
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And so to change our memory,
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to learn to focus on different things,
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to, you know, get together today with family and friends,
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and you know, and I really have to remind myself,
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I am not entitled to a family
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that agrees with me on everything.
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I don't even know where I would have thought that.
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It's never happened.
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You know, how many of us kind of say,
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oh, you know, the holidays are coming
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and there's all this family drama,
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because, you know, I'm entitled to a family
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that, you know, behaves the way I think it should.
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And of course, all the stress is happening
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because everyone thinks that everyone should think
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the way they think,
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rather than, you know, you have two choices,
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alone or with others.
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And there's nothing quite so disconcerting
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as the day that you realize all those others
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are actually other.
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They are not you.
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They are not reflections of you in the world.
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They are other people.
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And if we're entitled, you know,
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I am entitled to my opinion.
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We all say that, and you are.
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But what we really mean by that is
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I'm entitled for you to agree with my opinion.
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And many of you today will remember
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that you're not entitled to that at all.
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You will be reminded by the end of the day.
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So what happens when we become entitled
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to certain things?
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People around us notice immediately.
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We become a little more demanding.
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We're much more aware of, you know,
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you are not living up to my expectations.
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We get a little complainy, whiny, you know.
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We have a whole set of things.
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We have a set of ideas that someone is not living up to.
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And it's kind of the death of Thanksgiving.
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And we're told today,
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be on your guard, very careful not to forget
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the things your eyes have seen
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and your ears have heard the gifts of God.
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What does it mean to be very aware?
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Yesterday I had,
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and this happens probably more often than I'd like,
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but not certainly nowhere near 50% of the time.
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It's a minuscule part of my life.
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I woke up yesterday.
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Luckily, I didn't have any morning appointments.
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I woke up with a migraine that would not go away.
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And, you know, I'm never aware of what it is to be healthy
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until I have an unhealthy day.
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You know, all of a sudden,
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because good health,
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that's an entitlement in my mind.
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And I don't mean it in a mean way.
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It's just that something happens often enough,
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you come to expect it.
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And, you know, it's always like,
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I wake up this morning and I'm like,
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okay, no headache.
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I can look into the light.
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Oh, it's going to be a good day.
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But unless I have a day like yesterday,
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today goes unnoticed.
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How much is going right goes unnoticed
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until something really goes wrong.
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And so, you know, this is a feast where we come together
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and hopefully we re-remember our year.
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We go back and we re-filter it.
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We filter and we look at what has happened that is good.
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We look at what has happened that is positive.
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We look at, you know, someone said to me the other day,
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oh, there's so much going on in the country.
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And, you know, my friends and I are talking about this
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and we're doing all this stuff and yadda yadda.
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And we're just horrified, we're horrified, we're horrified.
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And finally she started to realize, you know,
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my friends and I would have done nothing this year
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were it not for a little something to stir us up.
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You know, some people are closer to their friends
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because they're out doing something with them in the world.
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They're remembering that they actually have missions in the world
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and we're not called to be too complacent with the status quo.
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Oh, there's something good that came out of it.
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When we re-remember our year with a different filter,
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because most of us, our filter is a little too radically set
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towards remembering what we're angry about.
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We become what is called injustice collectors.
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Sadly, that's one of the categories of a serial killer.
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That's what they call an injustice collector.
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Someone who's just so mad about things that have happened in their life
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and they finally boil over.
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And I think too many of us become that way.
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We collect the things people have done to us that are wrong.
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And because we start to become a people who feel we're entitled to something better,
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no matter what someone does, it's still not quite enough.
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Or they could have done a little better.
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Or there's just an extra layer of critique.
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And we sort of become thankless people.
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We're always wanting a little more gratitude and offering a little less.
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And so today we come together and, you know,
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I really, really hope that we all have gatherings today
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that are at least a little difficult.
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Something where you can look around and know that, you know,
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life isn't—I am not entitled to smooth sailing,
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but there's a lot here to be thankful for.
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If I really, really, really didn't want to be there, I wouldn't be.
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Well, you know, there's obligations.
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Meaning, I don't want to lose these connections.
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If you don't want to be connected, there's no obligation.
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And we don't recognize, well, of course we want to be connected.
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But we would like to be connected on our terms.
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And that we're not entitled to.
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We have to find something together, you know.
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Well, they just—I never feel like I can voice my own opinion.
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Voice it.
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You know, there's all these podcasts out there literally telling people
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how to try to discuss politics with family today.
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Trying to give them, like, tools to get through, you know,
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because as we know, we are a country of centrists.
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Those centered at zero and those centered at a hundred,
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you know, and nothing in between.
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How do we discuss?
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And I said this a few years back, but what I have found,
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and I will admit that not only is this a good technique I learned years ago,
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I do like that it drives my family up a tree a bit.
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And that is when they say things I don't, I don't take the opposite.
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I don't put out the argument.
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I don't think I'm going to change their mind.
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I just say, oh, I disagree.
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No, you've got to understand.
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Yeah, I disagree.
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No, I disagree.
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Drives them crazy.
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Just to disagree and to let people know, you know,
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we're not entitled to see things the same way.
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We're not entitled.
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We're entitled if we want to be connected and they want to be connected,
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we get to see each other.
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We get to be connected.
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But we have to be connected to who they are, not to who we hope they are.
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And Thanksgiving is this great moment where we look back and we go,
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you know, there's just tons to be thankful for.
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I can't tell you how many people resent that their parents,
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you know, fed and clothed them for 20 years,
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but didn't give me all the emotional support that I really think I wanted.
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You know, and therefore I can't even see what they did provide.
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That outfit they bought you, I didn't like it.
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You know, I don't like where they spent their money for me.
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It's very easy to get caught up in the what could have gone better.
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But in the end, we have to look back and say, what are we thankful for?
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It becomes a different approach to the world.
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And I think every time,
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it would be an interesting exercise between now and Christmas.
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If nothing else, it would give something to distract you from Christmas.
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But if every time you really found yourself upset about something,
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like if every time you were upset about the pothole,
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you took a moment to wonder who built the road.
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Every time we're upset,
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I always think, you know, people will say,
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you know, teenagers are so ungrateful.
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And I'm thinking, yeah, and we get worse as time goes on.
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I remember as a teenager, if my parents,
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if we went out to dinner, that was kind of a big event.
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You know, it took 30 years later to go out to dinner and think,
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they got my order wrong.
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You know, this place really doesn't do fish very well.
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I mean, think, most of us have gotten a lot pickier about things.
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Back then, it was an event.
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Now, they're not up to my entitlement standards.
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It's so hard to find a good restaurant in Denver.
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There's only thousands of them.
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You know, we get maybe less and less grateful
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because we tell ourselves,
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you know, I'm becoming, I've said this before,
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but becoming more sophisticated.
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Sophistication, like entitlement, is the other enemy of gratitude.
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I shouldn't throw them under the bus so often,
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but I have friends from years ago who love theater,
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but they always love—
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and John Kite and I always roll our eyes when they'll say,
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well, now we saw this show.
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Now, you understand, we're a tough room.
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We know theater inside and out.
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We are a tough room.
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And so there were some real problems.
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They are so sophisticated,
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I don't think they've enjoyed an evening of theater in years.
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They don't spot one thing that couldn't have gone a little bit better.
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And I always think, what do you get out of that?
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I mean, you get to go home feeling sophisticated,
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but I'm thinking, have you enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years?
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And I think most of us, well, my palate is a little better now.
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So, you know, mom's stuffing used to be just fine.
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I find it a little, I don't know, dull these days.
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You know, tell your mom that.
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That will start things off nicely.
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It's so easy to be entitled,
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and then we lose something.
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We lose health.
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We lose a friend.
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We lose a relationship.
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And at that moment, you know,
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we're so caught up in the loss that we forget that a week ago,
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we weren't even that thrilled with it.
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Rather than taking the time to go,
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we should be thrilled with a little more.
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We should be excited about what goes on in our midst that goes right.
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That we, you know, start to filter our world a little differently.
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It's always, and I've gone here before in sermons,
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it's just, it's one of the fascinating parts of physiological psychology
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to know how very, very little of your life you remember at any given moment.
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You know, most of you, if you've had breakfast,
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probably remember what you had for breakfast.
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But I could already ask you how many bites it was,
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and you wouldn't know.
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Within a week,
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you probably won't be able to pull this breakfast out from the others.
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And if I asked you what you had a few months ago,
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you know, I mean nothing,
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anyone who watches those like Law & Order TV shows knows
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there's nothing dumber than when the officer goes up and says,
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where were you two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock?
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And they go, oh, well, you know, I was at this movie.
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And, you know, all of us would be like, let me check my calendar.
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I don't have a clue where I was two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock.
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So, since so much of our personality is based on those events
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that have shaped us over the years,
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what if you remembered a different slice of your life than the one you do?
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What if you focused on different memories
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and let those be the ones that form you?
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What if you had to go to therapy
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for all the good things that have happened?
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I keep telling people,
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I'm waiting just to hear from one child,
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you know, that they had a real horrible day,
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but one really good thing happened that they can't get past.
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What if we focused on the things that give us gratitude?
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That's all that Zachariah does today is to focus on,
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remember how much God has done for us.
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You know, forget not God's mercies.
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And I think we have to look to our lives and say,
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how much is going right?
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How much is going correctly?
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And how little of that would I actually be entitled to?
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Would I actually be entitled to?
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You know, entitlement is a strange idea.
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And what we realize as Christians is,
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I'm not entitled to be alive at any moment.
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It's the grace of God.
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We ever get our heads wrapped around that,
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then Thanksgiving stops being a daily event annually,
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one day a year.
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All of a sudden, Thanksgiving turns into Eucharist.
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And it's something that is the source and summit
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of every moment of our lives.
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Father Pat’s message is a call to move beyond enti Father Pat’s message is a call to move beyond entitlement and into a posture of deep gratitude rooted in memory, humility, and perspective. Drawing from Zechariah’s prophetic gratitude in Luke’s Gospel, Father Pat reflects on how easily we forget the blessings in our lives and how entitlement and sophistication dull our capacity to be thankful. He emphasizes that authentic thanksgiving arises not when everything is perfect, but when we intentionally remember the good, even in the midst of imperfection. Gratitude, he asserts, is a spiritual discipline that requires us to reframe our memories, embrace others as they are—not as we wish them to be—and recognize that life itself is a gift, not a guarantee. By relinquishing entitlement and practicing intentional remembrance, we are led into the heart of thanksgiving, which is the Eucharist—the ultimate expression of gratitude.
Father Pat’s sermon weaves together the Gospel canticle of Zechariah with a profound meditation on the spiritual discipline of gratitude. Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, proclaims the mercy and fidelity of God, recognizing the fulfillment of ancient promises and the dawning of salvation through Christ. His words are not merely a celebration of a personal event but a cosmic acknowledgment of divine grace. For Father Pat, this canticle becomes a template for how we are to live: in continual remembrance of God’s goodness and mercy. Zechariah’s gratitude is not abstract; it is rooted in memory—of covenants kept, of promises fulfilled, of mercy extended.
Father Pat challenges the congregation to consider how their own memories shape their capacity for thanksgiving. He remarks that wounds and wrongs are remembered vividly, while blessings are often forgotten or overlooked. This selective memory, he says, is a barrier to true gratitude and often feeds into a sense of entitlement. Entitlement, in his analysis, is not merely a selfish attitude but a spiritual distortion that replaces thanksgiving with mere satisfaction. When we believe we are owed everything, we cease to be thankful for anything. Satisfaction becomes the ceiling of joy, and nothing is ever quite good enough.
He illustrates this with examples from everyday life: the unnoticed roads until there’s a pothole, the taken-for-granted health until a migraine hits, the restaurant meal that becomes disappointing not because it is bad but because our standards have been raised by familiarity and sophistication. Entitlement creeps into our relationships too—especially during holidays—where we expect families to behave according to our expectations. Disappointment and conflict arise when we forget that others are "other," not extensions of ourselves.
Father Pat offers a spiritual antidote: the intentional practice of remembering rightly. He invites us to “re-remember” the year with a new filter, seeking out the good, the growth, the moments of grace that may have gone unnoticed. This is not naïve optimism but a theological reorientation—a recognition that even in suffering or inconvenience, God’s mercy is at work. He warns against becoming “injustice collectors,” people who hoard grievances and allow them to define their lives. In contrast, those who practice gratitude become more generous, patient, and open.
He also addresses the subtle ways sophistication can undermine gratitude. The more refined our tastes, the more critical we become. Whether it's the arts, food, or relationships, the constant search for excellence can blind us to the goodness already present. This is not a call to lower standards but to widen our perspective—to see the grace that exceeds our expectations, not merely meets them.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s reflection culminates in a Eucharistic vision of life. Thanksgiving, he argues, should not be confined to a single holiday or moment of abundance. In the Christian life, gratitude becomes Eucharist—an ongoing offering of our lives back to God in praise for all that has been received. This transformation happens when we embrace the truth that nothing is owed to us, but everything is a gift. Life, health, love, community, and even the daily frustrations that shape our character—all are expressions of divine mercy.
Father Pat leaves his hearers with a spiritual challenge: to become people who remember differently, who look at their lives through the lens of grace rather than grievance. He suggests a simple yet powerful practice—each time we are upset, ask ourselves what is going right. Who built the road? Who showed up? What is the hidden gift within this moment? This shift in memory and mindset is what allows thanksgiving to become not just a feeling, but a way of being—a Eucharistic life....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 908.2999877929688, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to the Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, as the Father loves me, so also I love you. Remain in my love. If you keep my commandments, you will remain in my love just as I have kept my Father's commandments. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and your joy might be complete. This is my commandment, love one another as I have loved you. No one has greater love than this, to lay down one's life for one's friends. You are my friends if you do what I command you. I no longer call you slaves because a slave does not know what his master is doing. I have called you friends because I have told you everything I have heard from my Father. It was not you who chose me, but I who chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain so that whatever you ask the Father in my name, he may give you. This I command you, love one another. The gospel of the Lord. In many ways, this is, for me, it's almost a horrifying gospel to be given on a Sunday because it's enough gospel for about a month of sermons. It should at least be a week-long retreat. There are like seven individual themes. I always feel like, you know, where I'll tell you that John's gospel will sometimes go on for pages on the same thing over and over and over and over again. Then we get in about 10 lines here what might as well be the table of contents for his entire gospel. You're just going through theme after theme, and you kind of, I said this morning, you know, this is probably seven 20-minute sermons. Now, don't run for the door. I'm not going to do them. But some of them are cautionary. Some of them are very connected, but they kind of break down. First he says, you know, as the Father loves me, so I love you. And that sounds like a nice little opening. What it's really saying is this always starts with God. All of this love, even Jesus' love, comes from God. And if we're going to love one another, then it's because the Father has loved Jesus, who's loved us, and we, it's sharing a dynamic that God starts. That is what love always is. It's sharing a dynamic that is started by God. And then it goes into something that a lot of people can misunderstand. And I would tell you, if anyone other than Jesus said this to you, run the other way. If you love me, you'll do everything I tell you. Can't tell you how many teenagers and other people have gotten into trouble because, well, you know, if you're my friend, if you like me, you'll do this. If you love me, you'll do what I tell you to. Bad advice. But you have to read it in the context of Jesus, who keeps saying, look, my whole agenda is that you love one another. That's what I'm telling you to do. And so what I'm saying is, you can't love me and not love everyone else. That's the commandment he's talking about. You cannot love Jesus and hate everyone else. As Dorothy Day said, you love God as much as you love the person you love least in the world. She didn't mince words very often. And it kind of takes you back. And then he comes to the point that I think is really worth exploring today, because it's something we forget. And he says, and I'm telling you all this so that your joy may be complete. I don't think most of us realize, it wasn't our first expression in our culture of faith, that faith should be something that brings us joy. Most of us have a religious experience, and they come in different forms. One of them is, I realize how awful my life is and how disappointed God must be, and I have a breakdown, and we call that a religious moment. We come to God in crisis. We come to God, and it's not that that can't be an important thing, but it's a little sad. Probably most of us, the first experience, first memories we might have that have anything to do with God are usually an adult saying, that's a sin. Do you think God wants you to do that? How do you think God feels, you know? We usually start with God being hauled out of the closet to get us in line. It's rare that our first experience of God is this wondrous sort of feeling of love. It's not that we don't have that at the beginning of our life. It's not always keyed in to an experience of faith. Faith is when we learn everything we've done wrong and stop doing it. Sounds joyful, you know. That doesn't sound like what Jesus is talking about, but what happens is our intellectual egos get in the way. And so when someone says, well, when you hear the gospel, you know, you're going to have to get your life in line, and you're going to have to do certain things. And, you know, you just can't be running around having fun. And it's not going to be as much fun. Your life is going to be harder, but there'll be a payoff after death. That's not what he's talking about either. I always think of that as the insurance salesman's approach to religion. Things are going to be worse now, but there'll be a payoff later. I mean, no one's been reporting back, but there's going to be a payoff. What Jesus says is, if you live the gospel, you'll know it because your life will be more joyful right now. And if someone preaches a gospel to you, that to follow it diminishes your experience of life, they or you have misunderstood the gospel. What we tend to do is say to people, well, of course the gospel's going to be hard on you because your life is so miserable. You're such an awful person. We would rather think of ourselves as morally awful than go, maybe we're just not smart enough and aren't getting it. Don't attack our smarts. Don't attack our intelligence. Don't tell us maybe we misunderstood and the gospel should make us happier. And if it doesn't, maybe we misunderstood it. And maybe when, you know, someone tells you that, and it's amazing what people will come up with, but, you know, there are so many, what I call the religious equivalents of, if you love God, you won't eat chocolate. Why? Why? There's some real arbitrary things that get thrown in. And Jesus gives us, and he kind of takes apart, trust me, the religion of the day was taken apart. He'd probably take apart just as many parts of our arbitrary religion now. He puts in an underpinning that says, you will have to make sacrifices, but your sacrifices will be creating joy for someone. Your sacrifices will be making someone's life better. Making sacrifices just to say, hey, I sacrificed something today. You know, that's always like me telling people at the beginning of Lent, I've given up Brussels sprouts. You know, I gave up something and whose life was made better by it? You know. So what's the joy? Jesus says, look, I'm not saying that your life will be perfect every day, but if you were to all do this, your lives as a whole would be more joyful. And so every sacrifice we ever make should be creating joy somewhere. And not just, well, in the heart of God, because in the heart of God usually means someone who's told me what will, you know, that you giving up chocolate will make God happy. God can make his own chocolate, trust me. You know, so my sacrifices, what is it creating? Where is the joy? And he hits that from the other side, and it sounds like a different topic, and it is, but it really balances this when he goes into his next topic, which is, that's why you have to love one another as I have loved you. And I've told you this before, I think the first three Gospels are kindergarten next to John. John is like the college level. The first three say, you treat people the way you want to be treated. Love others as you love yourself. Jesus says, yeah, don't do that. Most of you don't love yourself. And Jesus did not come down to say, I'll treat them well if they treat me well. John's Gospel takes the college approach and says, love them the way I do. And Jesus loved us even when we were not loving back. Jesus loved us because that's who he was, not because he's waiting to see how we'll behave to decide on who he's gonna be. And a lot of us spend our life doing that. I like to be a nice person, but if you're mean, I'll be mean. That's a pretty fluid personality. There's actually a psychological diagnosis that they call a cocktail personality, which is people who just mirror whatever personalities around them at the moment. And Jesus says, no, no, it's not about, if you're nice, I'll be nice. If you're not, I won't. It's deciding who you're gonna be in the world and be it no matter what. That's what Jesus did. He was nice, he was loving, because that's who he chose to be. And he wasn't mean to some and nice to others. And so he says, so you're called to love people the way I love you. And then he gives us what I call the velvet hammer, which is, so just remember that there's no greater love than laying down your life for a friend, which at first sounds so inspirational and almost romantic. To lay down your life for a friend, it's hard. And none of us, well not, I won't say none of us, never say never. Most of us will never be called to the cross. And I know you don't hear that in Christianity much, but when people say, oh, we're all called to the cross, it's because they've taken this horrific experience of Jesus and diluted it into something that's a little more palatable. So you know, when the neighbors put out lawn ornaments you don't like, you can say, I guess it's my cross to bear, burr, bear. No, that's not a cross, that's just you being judgmental. Oh, my family's a little annoying, that's not a cross. We take this dramatic moment of the cross and every time they serve a flavor ice cream we don't like, it's my cross. It dilutes what the cross is. Most of us will not have to sacrifice our life at that level. But there's a secondary level, and in some ways it's harder for us. And that is sacrificing your life for one another five minutes at a time. Every day you have is not a period of time, it's a period of your life. If you give an hour to something, you've given an hour of your life. And when people ask you for something and you have to give your life five minutes at a time, parents know this. It's not, when parents tell me they would jump in front of a bullet for their child, I believe them. Most of them will never have to do that. But 9 p.m. you're exhausted, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mom, the next five minutes of your life is gone. And you have to give that over if you're going to give your life for a friend, or a family member, five minutes at a time. It's exhausting. And it's a tough balance. You know, as a pastor, I know, because people will say, you know, someone will come up and they'll need something right now, and you have to try and figure out whether you've already given that five minutes away to someone else. You know, sometimes just someone will say, oh, can you come help? And you've already agreed to go to a child's performance and be there for them. You've already given your life, and sometimes we think, oh, well, I'll take it back from them and give it to them. It's more difficult than you think. It's a balancing act. But when we get to the point where it's like, I'm tired of everyone else, you know, everyone says, well, I need my me time. It is interesting, and I know people will disagree with me. I found my me time to be less refreshing than I thought. Mostly because I'm there. But, you know, but sometimes you do need to refresh, but are you refreshing so that you can go out and give our lives again? Giving our lives a little bit at a time. Making our sacrifices for the joy of ourselves and others, rather than just, well, someone told me to give that up and not do this and that. To understand, if I'm doing this, I should be aware that there's a joy being created somewhere. And I think a lot of people will go to the, well, you know, you just, you can't question the mind of God because they don't want to get into that discussion. And whenever someone says, look, it's the mind of God, and you don't question it, what they really mean is, I speak for God, don't question me. That's always what that translates to. You know, I speak for God, don't question me. The church has had to struggle with this because, you know, we've moved away so much from the, you know, they used to say that this is where the interpretation of God comes from, is the clergy. And then we had all the clergy scandals. And I saw it sort of morph. And they were hoping no one would notice if we came out a few years later. And because we could no longer hold up a moral high ground, we started saying, we have the truth. And that means, even if we're morally corrupt, we've got the mind of God. Actually, the gospel is not a mind thing, it's a heart thing. And it has to be interpreted through that heart of love, not through some wonderful mind of theology. It's about the relationships. It's about the people we care for. And if we can't get out there and give our lives five minutes at a time, we'll probably never have the correct lens to read scripture. And so we ask God today to make us a people who can sacrifice our lives five minutes at a time to bring joy to others. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, as the Father loves me,
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so also I love you.
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Remain in my love.
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If you keep my commandments, you will remain in my love
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just as I have kept my Father's commandments.
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I have told you this so that my joy may be in you
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and your joy might be complete.
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This is my commandment, love one another as I have loved you.
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No one has greater love than this,
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to lay down one's life for one's friends.
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You are my friends if you do what I command you.
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I no longer call you slaves because a slave does not
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know what his master is doing.
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I have called you friends because I
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have told you everything I have heard from my Father.
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It was not you who chose me, but I who chose you
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and appointed you to go and bear fruit
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that will remain so that whatever
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you ask the Father in my name, he may give you.
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This I command you, love one another.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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In many ways, this is, for me, it's
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almost a horrifying gospel to be given on a Sunday
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because it's enough gospel for about a month of sermons.
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It should at least be a week-long retreat.
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There are like seven individual themes.
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I always feel like, you know, where
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I'll tell you that John's gospel will sometimes
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go on for pages on the same thing over and over
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and over and over again.
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Then we get in about 10 lines here
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what might as well be the table of contents
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for his entire gospel.
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You're just going through theme after theme,
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and you kind of, I said this morning,
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you know, this is probably seven 20-minute sermons.
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Now, don't run for the door.
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I'm not going to do them.
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But some of them are cautionary.
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Some of them are very connected, but they kind of break down.
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First he says, you know, as the Father loves me, so I love you.
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And that sounds like a nice little opening.
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What it's really saying is this always starts with God.
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All of this love, even Jesus' love, comes from God.
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And if we're going to love one another,
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then it's because the Father has loved Jesus,
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who's loved us, and we, it's sharing a dynamic
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that God starts.
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That is what love always is.
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It's sharing a dynamic that is started by God.
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And then it goes into something that a lot of people
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can misunderstand.
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And I would tell you, if anyone other than Jesus
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said this to you, run the other way.
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If you love me, you'll do everything I tell you.
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Can't tell you how many teenagers and other people
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have gotten into trouble because, well, you know,
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if you're my friend, if you like me, you'll do this.
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If you love me, you'll do what I tell you to.
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Bad advice.
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But you have to read it in the context of Jesus,
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who keeps saying, look, my whole agenda
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is that you love one another.
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That's what I'm telling you to do.
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And so what I'm saying is, you can't love me
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and not love everyone else.
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That's the commandment he's talking about.
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You cannot love Jesus and hate everyone else.
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As Dorothy Day said, you love God as much as you love
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the person you love least in the world.
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She didn't mince words very often.
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And it kind of takes you back.
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And then he comes to the point that I think is really worth
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exploring today, because it's something we forget.
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And he says, and I'm telling you all this
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so that your joy may be complete.
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I don't think most of us realize,
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it wasn't our first expression in our culture of faith,
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that faith should be something that brings us joy.
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Most of us have a religious experience,
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and they come in different forms.
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One of them is, I realize how awful my life is
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and how disappointed God must be,
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and I have a breakdown, and we call that a religious moment.
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We come to God in crisis.
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We come to God, and it's not that that can't be
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an important thing, but it's a little sad.
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Probably most of us, the first experience,
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first memories we might have that have anything to do
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with God are usually an adult saying, that's a sin.
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Do you think God wants you to do that?
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How do you think God feels, you know?
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We usually start with God being hauled out of the closet
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to get us in line.
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It's rare that our first experience of God
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is this wondrous sort of feeling of love.
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It's not that we don't have that at the beginning of our life.
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It's not always keyed in to an experience of faith.
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Faith is when we learn everything we've done wrong
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and stop doing it.
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Sounds joyful, you know.
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That doesn't sound like what Jesus is talking about,
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but what happens is our intellectual egos get in the way.
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And so when someone says, well, when you hear the gospel,
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you know, you're going to have to get your life in line,
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and you're going to have to do certain things.
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And, you know, you just can't be running around having fun.
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And it's not going to be as much fun.
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Your life is going to be harder,
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but there'll be a payoff after death.
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That's not what he's talking about either.
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I always think of that as the insurance salesman's
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approach to religion.
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Things are going to be worse now,
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but there'll be a payoff later.
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I mean, no one's been reporting back,
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but there's going to be a payoff.
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What Jesus says is, if you live the gospel,
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you'll know it because your life will be more joyful right now.
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And if someone preaches a gospel to you,
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that to follow it diminishes your experience of life,
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they or you have misunderstood the gospel.
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What we tend to do is say to people,
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well, of course the gospel's going to be hard on you
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because your life is so miserable.
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You're such an awful person.
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We would rather think of ourselves as morally awful
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than go, maybe we're just not smart enough
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and aren't getting it.
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Don't attack our smarts.
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Don't attack our intelligence.
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Don't tell us maybe we misunderstood
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and the gospel should make us happier.
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And if it doesn't, maybe we misunderstood it.
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And maybe when, you know, someone tells you that,
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and it's amazing what people will come up with,
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but, you know, there are so many,
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what I call the religious equivalents of,
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if you love God, you won't eat chocolate.
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Why?
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Why?
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There's some real arbitrary things that get thrown in.
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And Jesus gives us, and he kind of takes apart,
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trust me, the religion of the day was taken apart.
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He'd probably take apart just as many parts
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of our arbitrary religion now.
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He puts in an underpinning that says,
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you will have to make sacrifices,
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but your sacrifices will be creating joy for someone.
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Your sacrifices will be making someone's life better.
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Making sacrifices just to say,
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hey, I sacrificed something today.
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You know, that's always like me telling people
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at the beginning of Lent, I've given up Brussels sprouts.
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You know, I gave up something
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and whose life was made better by it?
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You know.
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So what's the joy?
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Jesus says, look, I'm not saying that your life
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will be perfect every day, but if you were to all do this,
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your lives as a whole would be more joyful.
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And so every sacrifice we ever make
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should be creating joy somewhere.
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And not just, well, in the heart of God,
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because in the heart of God usually means
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someone who's told me what will, you know,
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that you giving up chocolate will make God happy.
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God can make his own chocolate, trust me.
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You know, so my sacrifices, what is it creating?
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Where is the joy?
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And he hits that from the other side,
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and it sounds like a different topic, and it is,
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but it really balances this
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when he goes into his next topic, which is,
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that's why you have to love one another as I have loved you.
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And I've told you this before,
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I think the first three Gospels are kindergarten next to John.
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John is like the college level.
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The first three say,
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you treat people the way you want to be treated.
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Love others as you love yourself.
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Jesus says, yeah, don't do that.
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Most of you don't love yourself.
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And Jesus did not come down to say,
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I'll treat them well if they treat me well.
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John's Gospel takes the college approach and says,
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love them the way I do.
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And Jesus loved us even when we were not loving back.
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Jesus loved us because that's who he was,
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not because he's waiting to see how we'll behave
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to decide on who he's gonna be.
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And a lot of us spend our life doing that.
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I like to be a nice person, but if you're mean, I'll be mean.
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That's a pretty fluid personality.
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There's actually a psychological diagnosis
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that they call a cocktail personality,
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which is people who just mirror
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whatever personalities around them at the moment.
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And Jesus says, no, no, it's not about,
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if you're nice, I'll be nice.
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If you're not, I won't.
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It's deciding who you're gonna be in the world
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and be it no matter what.
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That's what Jesus did.
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He was nice, he was loving,
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because that's who he chose to be.
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And he wasn't mean to some and nice to others.
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And so he says, so you're called to love people
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the way I love you.
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And then he gives us what I call the velvet hammer,
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which is, so just remember that there's no greater love
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than laying down your life for a friend,
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which at first sounds so inspirational and almost romantic.
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To lay down your life for a friend, it's hard.
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And none of us, well not, I won't say none of us,
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never say never.
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Most of us will never be called to the cross.
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And I know you don't hear that in Christianity much,
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but when people say, oh, we're all called to the cross,
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it's because they've taken this horrific experience
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of Jesus and diluted it into something
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that's a little more palatable.
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So you know, when the neighbors put out lawn ornaments
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you don't like, you can say,
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I guess it's my cross to bear, burr, bear.
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No, that's not a cross, that's just you being judgmental.
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Oh, my family's a little annoying, that's not a cross.
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We take this dramatic moment of the cross
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and every time they serve a flavor ice cream we don't like,
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it's my cross.
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It dilutes what the cross is.
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Most of us will not have to sacrifice our life
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at that level.
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But there's a secondary level,
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and in some ways it's harder for us.
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And that is sacrificing your life for one another
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five minutes at a time.
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Every day you have is not a period of time,
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it's a period of your life.
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If you give an hour to something,
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you've given an hour of your life.
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And when people ask you for something
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and you have to give your life five minutes at a time,
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parents know this.
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It's not, when parents tell me they would jump
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in front of a bullet for their child, I believe them.
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Most of them will never have to do that.
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But 9 p.m. you're exhausted,
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Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mom,
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the next five minutes of your life is gone.
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And you have to give that over
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if you're going to give your life for a friend,
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or a family member, five minutes at a time.
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It's exhausting.
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And it's a tough balance.
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You know, as a pastor, I know,
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because people will say,
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you know, someone will come up
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and they'll need something right now,
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and you have to try and figure out
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whether you've already given that five minutes away
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to someone else.
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You know, sometimes just someone will say,
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oh, can you come help?
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And you've already agreed to go to a child's performance
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and be there for them.
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You've already given your life,
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and sometimes we think,
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oh, well, I'll take it back from them
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and give it to them.
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It's more difficult than you think.
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It's a balancing act.
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But when we get to the point where it's like,
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I'm tired of everyone else,
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you know, everyone says,
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well, I need my me time.
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It is interesting,
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and I know people will disagree with me.
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I found my me time to be less refreshing than I thought.
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Mostly because I'm there.
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But, you know,
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but sometimes you do need to refresh,
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but are you refreshing so that you can go out
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and give our lives again?
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Giving our lives a little bit at a time.
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Making our sacrifices for the joy of ourselves and others,
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rather than just,
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well, someone told me to give that up
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and not do this and that.
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To understand, if I'm doing this,
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I should be aware that there's a joy
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being created somewhere.
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And I think a lot of people will go to the,
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well, you know, you just,
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you can't question the mind of God
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because they don't want to get into that discussion.
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And whenever someone says,
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look, it's the mind of God,
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and you don't question it,
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what they really mean is,
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I speak for God, don't question me.
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That's always what that translates to.
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You know, I speak for God, don't question me.
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The church has had to struggle with this
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because, you know, we've moved away so much from the,
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you know, they used to say that
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this is where the interpretation of God comes from,
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is the clergy.
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And then we had all the clergy scandals.
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And I saw it sort of morph.
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And they were hoping no one would notice
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if we came out a few years later.
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And because we could no longer
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hold up a moral high ground,
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we started saying, we have the truth.
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And that means, even if we're morally corrupt,
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we've got the mind of God.
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Actually, the gospel is not a mind thing,
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it's a heart thing.
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And it has to be interpreted through that heart of love,
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not through some wonderful mind of theology.
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It's about the relationships.
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It's about the people we care for.
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And if we can't get out there and give our lives
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five minutes at a time,
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we'll probably never have the correct lens
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to read scripture.
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And so we ask God today to make us a people
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who can sacrifice our lives five minutes at a time
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to bring joy to others.
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That we can make any of the sacrifices we need
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to bring joy to the world,
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but to really believe that that is the lens
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through which we see our gospel.
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If someone has given me a gospel
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that not only doesn't create joy in my life,
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seems to really diminish and edit out
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great moments of joy for me and for others,
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we've misinterpreted the gospel.
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Jesus brought it so that we could know joy
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and know it fully.
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Father Pat's message centers on the profound a Father Pat's message centers on the profound and challenging truth that the heart of the Gospel is love—an initiating, sacrificial, and joy-giving love that flows from the Father to Jesus and through Jesus to us. This love is not a burdensome command but a transformative invitation to live in a way that generates joy in ourselves and others. Father Pat emphasizes that Christian discipleship is not about mere rule-following or self-denial for its own sake; it is about embodying the love of Christ in real, sacrificial, and relational ways—often in small, daily acts of giving our time, attention, and presence. If our understanding of the Gospel does not lead to deeper joy, compassion, and connection, we have likely misunderstood it. The Gospel must be interpreted through the lens of love, not fear, guilt, or intellectual pride.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging the density and depth of this passage from John's Gospel, which encapsulates several major theological themes in just a few verses. He calls it a “table of contents” for the entire Gospel of John, touching on divine love, obedience, friendship, joy, sacrifice, and mission. The foundational thread is that love begins with God: “As the Father has loved me, so I have loved you.” This divine origin of love reframes our understanding of Christian ethics—not as arbitrary commands but as participation in God's own relational life.
He warns against misinterpreting Jesus' call to obedience—“If you love me, you will keep my commandments”—as manipulative or coercive. In human relationships, such a statement would be a red flag. But from Jesus, who commands only that we love one another, it's a call to integrity: love for Christ cannot be separated from love for others. This leads to a powerful quote from Dorothy Day: “You love God as much as you love the person you love least.” Father Pat uses this to challenge superficial or sentimental notions of love and to root divine love in practical, often difficult, human relationships.
A central insight of the homily is the often-neglected emphasis on joy. Jesus says, “I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and your joy may be complete.” Father Pat critiques how religion is often introduced through fear, guilt, or moralism rather than joy. He calls out cultural and ecclesial tendencies to equate holiness with misery, as if to follow God is to endure a joyless life now for the promise of reward later. He humorously refers to this as the “insurance salesman’s approach to religion”—suffer now, benefit later. But this is not the Gospel Jesus preached. Real faith should make us more joyful now, not less.
This joy, however, is not superficial happiness or avoidance of sacrifice. Rather, joy is the fruit of living in the love of Christ, which demands the giving of ourselves. Jesus redefines love in terms of self-giving: “No one has greater love than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.” Father Pat challenges the romanticization of this phrase and instead brings it into the realm of the everyday. Most of us will not be called to martyrdom, but we are called to lay down our lives five minutes at a time—for our children, our spouses, our friends, our communities. This kind of love is exhausting and inconvenient, but it is also the path to real joy.
He further critiques religious systems that make arbitrary moral demands detached from love and joy—what he calls “the religious equivalents of ‘if you love God, you won’t eat chocolate.’” These distortions of faith miss the point. Every sacrifice we make should be in service of creating joy, not merely fulfilling a rule. Sacrifice divorced from joy is empty; it becomes a performance rather than an offering.
Father Pat also highlights the difference between the Synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke) and John’s Gospel. While the former teach the Golden Rule—“Love your neighbor as yourself”—Jesus in John raises the bar: “Love one another as I have loved you.” This is not conditional love based on reciprocity. It is a self-originating love, like Christ’s own, that does not depend on how others treat us. Many people fluctuate in their goodness based on how they are treated—a “cocktail personality,” as Father Pat puts it. But the love of Jesus is consistent, chosen, and freely given.
The homily ends with a reflection on how the Gospel must be read through the heart, not merely the intellect. The scandals and failures of religious institutions have shown that moral authority without love is hollow. The Gospel is not about possessing intellectual or theological correctness; it is about having a heart that reflects the love of God. If our interpretation of scripture or religious practice does not lead us to greater joy, compassion, and willingness to give our lives—five minutes at a time—for the good of others, we have missed the point.
Father Pat prays that we become people who live the Gospel in such a way that joy is made real in the world—not joy as fleeting happiness, but as the deep fulfillment that comes from loving as Christ loves. This is the lens through which all scripture must be read: love that initiates, sacrifices, and brings joy. Anything else is a misreading of the Gospel....
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Peter - Foundation of the Church
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Father Pat
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2017-08-27
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 977.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him. God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you. He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan. You are an obstacle to me. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do. Then Jesus said to his disciples, whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life? Or what can one give in exchange for his life? For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay all according to their conduct. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. There is an African word that we're going to learn today. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal. It's a good spiritual word to keep in your sort of your bag of skills. And that is, it was brought to light through Archbishop Tutu. And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world. And today's gospel shows a lot of it. You have to understand it. We'll get back to the word in a minute. Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that. You know, that's Matthew, 30, 40 years later looking back, saying, he's showing them what's going to happen, not that he knew that exactly. We can all look back religiously, culturally, politically, and say, oh, you know, you can start to see the roots of where this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier. It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated the exact view. If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go, I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again, if he knew all that ahead of time, then to be on the cross and yell out, my God, why have you abandoned me? The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming. What are you talking about? It's not what it is. So, but what is he starting to show them? He's starting to show them that he's going to tell the truth about who he is. He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which they would have all seen coming a mile away. The prophets end up martyred. And the prophets do the same thing in every age. They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures. They do it at the time of Jesus. They do it nowadays. They do it in religion. They do it in politics. They do it everywhere. And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power. And they usually end up not in a good place. When you speak the truth to those in power, because the truth is usually, you aren't any more important than the poor person on the street. And power does not much like to hear that. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch. So he is very clearly letting them see who he is. And this is one of the few places in all of scripture that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper. He's pretty harsh with Peter. Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said, you are speaking like God and not like people. This week, you are speaking like people and not like God. Peter has good weeks and bad weeks. But why this reaction? He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan. He goes, why? Because I really believe that Jesus, while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin, that doesn't mean without temptation. And you want to see someone react a little harshly, try to seduce them into something that there's a little part of them that could go there pretty easily. You know, this is the person who's really, really, really, really trying to stay on their diet. And you keep saying, eat a little more. Eat a little more. You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some. And finally, they're like, no. Now, they aren't really that mad over cake. It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in, but they know better. Certainly, people who deal with addiction, someone who deals with alcoholism and is dealing with it well, knows that in the first several months of their sobriety, they can't be around those people that want them to drink with them. Because that pull is there. So of course, there's a Jesus who says, if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by. But Peter and the disciples who keep trying to talk him out of it, it'd be so easy to give in. And his reaction is really harsh. This is what we all have to understand. This is where this word ubuntu comes in, in the Xhosa language. And anyone who speaks a Clic language will tell you I did that very poorly. But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu brought into the forefront in Western society. And the phrase, which is, untunugu untunugabanta, which is, people are people through persons, it doesn't translate well. What it means is that your humanity, being fully human, is not about what's going on inside. Being fully human is about belonging to the community. Being a person comes through persons. And the whole philosophy says, if you can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am. That there is a reciprocity to humanity that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine. And that it's not just a political statement when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished, we're all diminished. It really means if we live in a society where some of us are diminished, we are not fully human yet. Our humanity is not there. And so we all have to put out the messages, put out the vibrations of our own life that bring out that best in one another. We have to create that society where people can truly bring, with integrity, who they are into the society. Jesus could get out of the cross. All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly. All he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right. Not the Son of God. That would be blasphemy. You're not going to run around forgiving sins. Only God can do that. That would be blasphemy. He could give in to that and stop being who he is and avoid the whole thing. And that's why he counters it with, what good would that be if you lose yourself, if you lose who you are in the process? What good is all the world? See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking, if you're successful, if you're strong, all of those things in that culture, those are lesser qualities. The great quality is to be connected to each other through compassion. And a person who doesn't have that is diminished, no matter how good life looks from the outside. If we don't have that, we're diminished. And so Peter and probably the other disciples are starting to put out a different vibration. They're saying, don't do it, don't do it. It's going to be hard. That's not a good thing. And Jesus has to fight that. I think we look at our society and we look at the last couple of years of politics and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook, get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they said about whoever we're mad at. And that starts to become what we're putting out there. And I don't think we understand the danger of that kind of resonance. You know, I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance. Because there's two experiments I always do with some time during the year every year with the school kids. The first one is a resonance experiment that you've all done. You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance. You learned it in the bathtub as a child. Everything has its own natural speed of resonance, including water. And a lot of people don't realize this, but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake and one is going at 100 miles an hour and another is going 30 miles an hour, the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed. Water only moves at one speed. It has its own resonance. And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude, but they'll be going at the same speed. You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down. You can just affect the intensity of it. The same happens in the bathtub. You probably learned at a fairly young age that if you moved at just the right speed, you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time. Ah, the memories. And I can still remember. I think that's the speed right there. I think I still remember it. I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it. And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back against you. If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave. If you got right to the right speed, you would resonate the water, and that slow motion would become incredibly powerful. This happens with music. You know, violin strings, piano strings, they're all tightened to a different resonance. I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal. And it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here and I'm steady enough and I go, eh, you can vibrate a string. More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated. It wasn't the right resonance for them. But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed, picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed. That's how in the movies and things, that's how a soprano would break glass. There's a pitch just under high C that is the natural resonance of crystal. And so they would, just like that piano string, they'd get that moving until it cracked. We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff and negative stuff. And we tend to gather people to ourselves. Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article just before that she read on bees, honeybees and regular bees. And the difference is not only, I went red quick, not only in how they pollinate, but how they know what hive they belong to has to do with the resonance they put out. And I think that is so true of us. The resonance we put out tells us immediately the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world. And that we need to be people who resonate hope. We need to be the people who refuse to resonate what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world. We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome. Teresa spoke at the beginning about, you know, singing in another language. The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village. And I did it because about 15 years ago, there was a lot of talk about, you know, the psalms were gonna have to go back to chant because it's the only way you can get all the right words into the psalm. You're not, you know, a lot of people to get melody, it would just change the text of the psalm radically. And the only way to get that fixed would be to go back to the old way and get into that very narrow chant. Or, and that's the Roman method. There's Roman Catholicism. The Roman method is to go back into chant. The Catholic method is to go universal. And so I thought, well, let's just look at some different cultures. And with that, that's a pentatonic free form, very common Asian form of music. In gospel communities, you have forms of scat, which are very easy to fit any kind of number of syllables you can. So I went through all these different cultures and said psalms in the music of the different cultures. And they come out melodic, and you don't have to change a single word. It can be done. If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone, if we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope who say, you know, we can be part of the solution. We don't have to be part of sitting around going, here's what's wrong, here's what's wrong with the church, here's what's wrong with the country, here's what's wrong with my family, here's what's wrong with my friends, here's what's wrong. And that's all we resonate. You know, that's really why gossip is a sin, because we just sit around and resonate negativity. You know, if you really do sit around and gossip behind people's back and say, you know, they're amazing, that would not be a sin. And isn't it interesting? No one would even call it gossip, even though it's the same thing. When we talk about someone behind their back, we call it gossip. What that meant is, no, no, we trashed someone behind their back. But when it's positive, we don't consider it in that same vein. What are we resonating to the world? Are we like Peter? Are we giving into fear? You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear. When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear. We either resonate fear or we resonate hope. We are a people of great resilience. We all have wounds. And it's very easy to say, those wounds make us who we are. No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds makes us who we are. And we can resonate that in our stories, in what we choose to share with one another, in how forthright we are about who we are with one another, bringing ourselves into the light. That resonates hope. Jesus did it story after story after story. And it's still with us today. Each of us could resonate hope and tell the community around us resonates hope. And then the country around us resonates hope. And then we resonate hope to the world. That resonance that we have, it's more power than we can imagine. It does things we'd never heard of. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus began to show his disciples
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that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly
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from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
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and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him.
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God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you.
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He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan.
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You are an obstacle to me.
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You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself,
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take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it,
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but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world
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and forfeit his life?
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life?
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For the Son of Man will come with his angels
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in his Father's glory, and then he
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will repay all according to their conduct.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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There is an African word that we're going to learn today.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal.
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It's a good spiritual word to keep
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in your sort of your bag of skills.
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And that is, it was brought to light
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through Archbishop Tutu.
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And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world.
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And today's gospel shows a lot of it.
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You have to understand it.
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We'll get back to the word in a minute.
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Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem
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and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests
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and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that.
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You know, that's Matthew, 30, 40 years later looking back,
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saying, he's showing them what's going to happen,
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not that he knew that exactly.
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We can all look back religiously, culturally,
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politically, and say, oh, you know,
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you can start to see the roots of where
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this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier.
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It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated
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the exact view.
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If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go,
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I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days
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after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again,
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if he knew all that ahead of time,
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then to be on the cross and yell out, my God,
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why have you abandoned me?
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The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming.
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What are you talking about?
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It's not what it is.
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So, but what is he starting to show them?
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He's starting to show them that he's
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going to tell the truth about who he is.
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He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which
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they would have all seen coming a mile away.
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The prophets end up martyred.
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And the prophets do the same thing in every age.
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They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures.
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They do it at the time of Jesus.
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They do it nowadays.
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They do it in religion.
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They do it in politics.
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They do it everywhere.
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And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power.
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And they usually end up not in a good place.
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When you speak the truth to those in power,
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because the truth is usually, you
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aren't any more important than the poor person on the street.
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And power does not much like to hear that.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch.
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So he is very clearly letting them see who he is.
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And this is one of the few places in all of scripture
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that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper.
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He's pretty harsh with Peter.
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Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said,
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you are speaking like God and not like people.
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This week, you are speaking like people and not like God.
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Peter has good weeks and bad weeks.
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But why this reaction?
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He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan.
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He goes, why?
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Because I really believe that Jesus,
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while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin,
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that doesn't mean without temptation.
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And you want to see someone react a little harshly,
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try to seduce them into something
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that there's a little part of them that
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could go there pretty easily.
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You know, this is the person who's really, really, really,
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really trying to stay on their diet.
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And you keep saying, eat a little more.
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Eat a little more.
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You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some.
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And finally, they're like, no.
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Now, they aren't really that mad over cake.
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It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in,
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but they know better.
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Certainly, people who deal with addiction,
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someone who deals with alcoholism
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and is dealing with it well, knows
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that in the first several months of their sobriety,
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they can't be around those people that
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want them to drink with them.
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Because that pull is there.
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So of course, there's a Jesus who says,
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if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by.
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But Peter and the disciples who keep
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trying to talk him out of it, it'd
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be so easy to give in.
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And his reaction is really harsh.
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This is what we all have to understand.
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This is where this word ubuntu comes in,
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in the Xhosa language.
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And anyone who speaks a Clic language
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will tell you I did that very poorly.
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But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's
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a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu
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brought into the forefront in Western society.
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And the phrase, which is, untunugu untunugabanta, which
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is, people are people through persons,
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it doesn't translate well.
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What it means is that your humanity, being fully human,
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is not about what's going on inside.
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Being fully human is about belonging to the community.
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Being a person comes through persons.
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And the whole philosophy says, if you
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can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am.
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That there is a reciprocity to humanity
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that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine.
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And that it's not just a political statement
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when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished,
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we're all diminished.
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It really means if we live in a society where some of us
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are diminished, we are not fully human yet.
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Our humanity is not there.
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And so we all have to put out the messages,
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put out the vibrations of our own life
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that bring out that best in one another.
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We have to create that society where
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people can truly bring, with integrity, who
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they are into the society.
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Jesus could get out of the cross.
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All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly.
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All he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right.
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Not the Son of God.
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That would be blasphemy.
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You're not going to run around forgiving sins.
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Only God can do that.
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That would be blasphemy.
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He could give in to that and stop being who he is
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and avoid the whole thing.
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And that's why he counters it with,
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what good would that be if you lose yourself,
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if you lose who you are in the process?
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What good is all the world?
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See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says
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is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking,
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if you're successful, if you're strong,
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all of those things in that culture,
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those are lesser qualities.
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The great quality is to be connected to each other
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through compassion.
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And a person who doesn't have that is diminished,
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no matter how good life looks from the outside.
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If we don't have that, we're diminished.
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And so Peter and probably the other disciples
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are starting to put out a different vibration.
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They're saying, don't do it, don't do it.
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It's going to be hard.
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That's not a good thing.
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And Jesus has to fight that.
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I think we look at our society and we
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look at the last couple of years of politics
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and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook,
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get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations
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of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find
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the next witty, nasty thing they said
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about whoever we're mad at.
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And that starts to become what we're putting out there.
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And I don't think we understand the danger
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of that kind of resonance.
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You know, I love, as a musician, I
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love the ideas of resonance.
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Because there's two experiments I always
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do with some time during the year every year
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with the school kids.
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The first one is a resonance experiment
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that you've all done.
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You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance.
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You learned it in the bathtub as a child.
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Everything has its own natural speed of resonance,
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including water.
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And a lot of people don't realize this,
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but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake
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and one is going at 100 miles an hour
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and another is going 30 miles an hour,
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the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed.
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Water only moves at one speed.
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It has its own resonance.
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And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude,
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but they'll be going at the same speed.
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You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down.
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You can just affect the intensity of it.
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The same happens in the bathtub.
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You probably learned at a fairly young age
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that if you moved at just the right speed,
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you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time.
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Ah, the memories.
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And I can still remember.
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I think that's the speed right there.
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I think I still remember it.
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I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it.
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And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back
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against you.
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If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave.
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If you got right to the right speed,
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you would resonate the water, and that slow motion
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would become incredibly powerful.
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This happens with music.
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You know, violin strings, piano strings,
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they're all tightened to a different resonance.
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I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal.
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And it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here
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and I'm steady enough and I go, eh, you can vibrate a string.
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More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated.
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It wasn't the right resonance for them.
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But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations
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coming out at that certain speed,
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picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed.
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That's how in the movies and things,
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that's how a soprano would break glass.
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There's a pitch just under high C that
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is the natural resonance of crystal.
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And so they would, just like that piano string,
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they'd get that moving until it cracked.
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We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff
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and negative stuff.
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And we tend to gather people to ourselves.
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Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article
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just before that she read on bees, honeybees and regular bees.
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And the difference is not only, I went red quick,
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not only in how they pollinate,
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but how they know what hive they belong to
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has to do with the resonance they put out.
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And I think that is so true of us.
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The resonance we put out tells us immediately
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the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world.
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And that we need to be people who resonate hope.
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We need to be the people who refuse to resonate
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what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world.
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We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome.
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Teresa spoke at the beginning about,
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you know, singing in another language.
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The psalm they did today,
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I wrote that as part of a set of psalms
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called Psalms for the Global Village.
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And I did it because about 15 years ago,
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there was a lot of talk about,
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you know, the psalms were gonna have to go back to chant
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because it's the only way you can get
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all the right words into the psalm.
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You're not, you know, a lot of people to get melody,
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it would just change the text of the psalm radically.
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And the only way to get that fixed
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would be to go back to the old way
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and get into that very narrow chant.
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Or, and that's the Roman method.
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There's Roman Catholicism.
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The Roman method is to go back into chant.
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The Catholic method is to go universal.
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And so I thought, well,
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let's just look at some different cultures.
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And with that, that's a pentatonic free form,
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very common Asian form of music.
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In gospel communities, you have forms of scat,
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which are very easy to fit
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any kind of number of syllables you can.
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So I went through all these different cultures
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and said psalms in the music of the different cultures.
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And they come out melodic,
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and you don't have to change a single word.
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It can be done.
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If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone,
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if we reach out with resonance
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and be a people of hope who say,
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you know, we can be part of the solution.
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We don't have to be part of sitting around going,
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here's what's wrong,
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here's what's wrong with the church,
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here's what's wrong with the country,
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here's what's wrong with my family,
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here's what's wrong with my friends,
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here's what's wrong.
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And that's all we resonate.
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You know, that's really why gossip is a sin,
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because we just sit around and resonate negativity.
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You know, if you really do sit around
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and gossip behind people's back and say,
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you know, they're amazing, that would not be a sin.
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And isn't it interesting?
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No one would even call it gossip,
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even though it's the same thing.
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When we talk about someone behind their back,
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we call it gossip.
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What that meant is, no, no,
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we trashed someone behind their back.
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But when it's positive,
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we don't consider it in that same vein.
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What are we resonating to the world?
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Are we like Peter?
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Are we giving into fear?
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You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear.
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When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear.
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We either resonate fear or we resonate hope.
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We are a people of great resilience.
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We all have wounds.
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And it's very easy to say,
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those wounds make us who we are.
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No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds
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makes us who we are.
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And we can resonate that in our stories,
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in what we choose to share with one another,
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in how forthright we are about who we are with one another,
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bringing ourselves into the light.
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That resonates hope.
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Jesus did it story after story after story.
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And it's still with us today.
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Each of us could resonate hope
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and tell the community around us resonates hope.
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And then the country around us resonates hope.
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And then we resonate hope to the world.
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That resonance that we have,
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it's more power than we can imagine.
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It does things we'd never heard of.
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And it can help us to resonate to the world,
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the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to spiritu Father Pat’s message is a profound call to spiritual authenticity, communal responsibility, and the transformative power of hope. He challenges us to reject fear, self-preservation, and the cultural pull toward negativity, and instead embrace the radical path of Christ—a path marked by truth-telling, self-sacrifice, and unwavering fidelity to one’s identity and mission. Through the African concept of "ubuntu," Father Pat weaves a vision of interconnected humanity, where our individual fulfillment is inseparable from the dignity and wholeness of others. He calls on us to examine the resonance we send into the world: are we echoing fear or hope, division or unity, despair or healing? Our spiritual lives are not private undertakings but communal symphonies, where each vibration of compassion, courage, and truth contributes to the creation of God’s kingdom on earth.
In this homily, Father Pat begins by unfolding the Gospel of Matthew, where Jesus reveals to his disciples that he must suffer, be rejected, killed, and rise again. Peter reacts with horror and denial, prompting Jesus’ famous rebuke, “Get behind me, Satan!” Father Pat emphasizes that this isn't a cold theological declaration but an emotionally charged moment where Jesus confronts a very human temptation—the temptation to avoid suffering and deny one’s essential identity. Jesus’ harsh response to Peter is not arbitrary; it’s the cry of someone resisting the seductive pull of comfort and conformity. In this, Jesus models integrity: he will not betray who he is, even if it means facing the cross.
Father Pat then introduces the African philosophy of “ubuntu,” popularized by Archbishop Desmond Tutu. Ubuntu, roughly translated, means “I am because we are.” It teaches that a person becomes fully human through relationships with others. This concept directly connects to Jesus’ ministry and sacrifice. Jesus’ path is not about individual salvation or divine aloofness—it’s about solidarity, community, and shared humanity. He is not a distant savior but one who fully enters into the human experience, even unto death, because only through deep connection and authenticity can true transformation occur.
Jesus could have avoided the cross by staying silent, denying his divinity, and blending in with societal expectations. But to do so would be to lose his soul. Father Pat reminds us of Jesus’ words: “What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life?” This is not merely a rhetorical question—it is an existential challenge. We are often tempted to compromise, to hide our true selves to maintain social harmony, success, or security. But Jesus teaches that the cost of such compromise is our very being.
Father Pat contrasts this divine courage with Peter’s fear. Peter is not evil—he is human. Like us, he wants safety for those he loves. But fear, when it becomes our guiding force, leads us to become obstacles to God’s work. This is where the metaphor of resonance becomes vital. Father Pat, drawing from music and physics, explains that everything has a natural resonance—a frequency at which it vibrates. Just as a piano string can be made to vibrate by matching its frequency, so too do our spirits resonate with the energies around us. If we immerse ourselves in fear, cynicism, and division, we amplify those forces. But if we choose to resonate hope, love, and truth, we can shift the spiritual atmosphere of our communities.
He illustrates this with examples from music, physics, and even nature, explaining how resonance is not just a metaphor but a tangible dynamic: we attract and amplify what we emit. Just as water in a bathtub or a piano string responds to matching frequencies, human beings respond to the spiritual energy that surrounds them. This is why gossip is so destructive—it resonates negativity, diminishes others, and poisons community. Conversely, when we speak positively about someone behind their back, we spread grace and become agents of ubuntu.
The practical challenge Father Pat offers is this: what are you resonating into the world? Are you setting the frequency of your life to bitterness, sarcasm, fear, and division? Or are you tuning yourself to the frequency of Christ—truth, compassion, courage, and hope? He encourages us not to be passive recipients of the world’s noise but active participants in shaping its spiritual tone. This is especially urgent in a world increasingly polarized, where social media and public discourse often thrive on negativity.
Ultimately, Father Pat invites us to be like Jesus, who chose to embody his true self, even when it led to suffering. True humanity is not about external success but internal integrity and communal flourishing. Ubuntu teaches us that we are all diminished when one of us is diminished. Therefore, our calling is not merely to "get to heaven" individually but to create heaven among us through the resonance of love and justice.
Father Pat concludes by inviting us to become people who resonate the kingdom of God. It begins in small ways—in the words we choose, the stories we tell, the energy we embody, and the communities we build. If enough of us resonate Christ’s hope, courage, and compassion, that resonance can ripple outward—changing our homes, our churches, our societies, and ultimately our world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 977.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him. God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you. He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan. You are an obstacle to me. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do. Then Jesus said to his disciples, whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life? Or what can one give in exchange for his life? For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay all according to their conduct. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. There is an African word that we're going to learn today. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal. It's a good spiritual word to keep in your sort of your bag of skills. And that is, it was brought to light through Archbishop Tutu. And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world. And today's gospel shows a lot of it. You have to understand it. We'll get back to the word in a minute. Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that. You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back, saying, he's showing them what's going to happen, not that he knew that exactly. We can all look back religiously, culturally, politically, and say, oh, you know, you can start to see the roots of where this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier. It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated the exact view. If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go, I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again, if he knew all that ahead of time, then to be on the cross and yell out, my God, why have you abandoned me? The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming. What are you talking about? It's not what it is. So, but what is he starting to show them? He's starting to show them that he's going to tell the truth about who he is. He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which they would have all seen coming a mile away. The prophets end up martyred. And the prophets do the same thing in every age. They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures. They do it at the time of Jesus. They do it nowadays. They do it in religion. They do it in politics. They do it everywhere. And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power. And they usually end up not in a good place. When you speak the truth to those in power, because the truth is usually, you aren't any more important than the poor person on the street. And power does not much like to hear that. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch. So he is very clearly letting them see who he is. And this is one of the few places in all of scripture that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper. He's pretty harsh with Peter. Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said, you are speaking like God and not like people. This week, you are speaking like people and not like God. Peter has good weeks and bad weeks. But why this reaction? He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan. He goes, why? Because I really believe that Jesus, while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin, that doesn't mean without temptation. And you want to see someone react a little harshly, try to seduce them into something that there's a little part of them that could go there pretty easily. You know, this is the person who's really, really, really, really trying to stay on their diet. And you keep saying, eat a little more. Eat a little more. You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some. And finally, they're like, no. Now, they aren't really that mad over cake. It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in, but they know better. Certainly, people who deal with addiction, someone who deals with alcoholism and is dealing with it well, knows that in the first several months of their sobriety, they can't be around those people that want them to drink with them. Because that pull is there. So of course, there's a Jesus who says, if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by. But Peter and the disciples who keep trying to talk him out of it, it'd be so easy to give in. And his reaction is really harsh. This is what we all have to understand. This is where this word ubuntu comes in, in the Xhosa language. And anyone who speaks a Clic language will tell you I did that very poorly. But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu brought into the forefront in Western society. And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta, which is people are people through persons, it doesn't translate well. What it means is that your humanity, being fully human, is not about what's going on inside. Being fully human is about belonging to the community. Being a person comes through persons. And the whole philosophy says, if you can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am. That there is a reciprocity to humanity that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine. And that it's not just a political statement when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished, we're all diminished. It really means if we live in a society where some of us are diminished, we are not fully human yet. Our humanity is not there. And so we all have to put out the messages, put out the vibrations of our own life that bring out that best in one another. We have to create that society where people can truly bring, with integrity, who they are into the society. Jesus could get out of the cross. All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly. You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right. Not the Son of God. That would be blasphemy. You're not going to run around forgiving sins. Only God can do that. That would be blasphemy. He could give in to that and stop being who he is and avoid the whole thing. And that's why he counters it with, what good would that be if you lose yourself, if you lose who you are in the process? What good is all the world? See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking, if you're successful, if you're strong, all of those things in that culture, those are lesser qualities. The great quality is to be connected to each other through compassion. And a person who doesn't have that is diminished, no matter how good life looks from the outside. If we don't have that, we're diminished. And so Peter and probably the other disciples are starting to put out a different vibration. They're saying, don't do it, don't do it. It's going to be hard. That's not a good thing. And Jesus has to fight that. I think we look at our society and we look at the last couple of years of politics and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook, get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they said about whoever we're mad at. And that starts to become what we're putting out there. And I don't think we understand the danger of that kind of resonance. I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance because there's two experiments I always do with sometime during the year every year with the school kids. The first one is a resonance experiment that you've all done. You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance. You learned it in the bathtub as a child. Everything has its own natural speed of resonance, including water. And a lot of people don't realize this, but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake and one is going at 100 miles an hour and another is going 30 miles an hour, the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed. Water only moves at one speed. It has its own resonance. And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude, but they'll be going at the same speed. You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down. You can just affect the intensity of it. The same happens in the bathtub. You probably learned at a fairly young age that if you moved at just the right speed, you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time. Ah, the memories. I can still remember. I think that's the speed right there. I think I still remember it. I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it. And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back against you. If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave. If you got right to the right speed, you would resonate the water, and that slow motion would become incredibly powerful. This happens with music. You know, violin strings, piano strings, they're all tightened to a different resonance. I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal. And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, you can vibrate a string. More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated. It wasn't the right resonance for them. But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed, picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed. In the movies and things, that's how a soprano would break glass. There's a pitch just under high C that is the natural resonance of crystal. And so they would, just like that piano string, they'd get that moving until it cracked. We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff and negative stuff. And we tend to gather people to ourselves. Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article just before that she read on bees. Honeybees and regular bees. And the difference is not only, I went red quick, not only in how they pollinate, but how they know what hive they belong to has to do with the resonance they put out. And I think that is so true of us. The resonance we put out tells us immediately the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world. And that we need to be people who resonate hope. We need to be the people who refuse to resonate what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world. We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome. Teresa spoke at the beginning about singing in another language. The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village. And I did it because about 15 years ago, there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms, we're gonna have to go back to chant because it's the only way you can get all the right words into the psalm. You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody, they would just change the text of the psalm radically. And the only way to get that fixed would be to go back to the old way and get into that very narrow chant. Or, and that's the Roman method. There's Roman Catholicism. The Roman method is to go back into chant. The Catholic method is to go universal. And so I thought, well let's just look at some different cultures. And with that, that's a pentatonic free form. Very common Asian form of music. In gospel communities, you have forms of scat which are very easy to fit any kind of number of syllables you can. So I went through all these different cultures and set psalms in the music of the different cultures. And they come out melodic, and you don't have to change a single word. It can be done. If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone. If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope who say, you know, we can be part of the solution. We don't have to be part of sitting around going, here's what's wrong. Here's what's wrong with the church. Here's what's wrong with the country. Here's what's wrong with my family. Here's what's wrong with my friends. Here's what's wrong. And that's all we resonate. You know, that's really why gossip is a sin because we just sit around and resonate negativity. You know, if you really do sit around and gossip behind people's back and say, you know, they're amazing. That would not be a sin. And isn't it interesting? No one would even call it gossip, even though it's the same thing. When we talk about someone behind their back, we call it gossip. What that meant is, no, no, we trashed someone behind their back. But when it's positive, we don't consider it in that same vein. What are we resonating to the world? Are we like Peter? Are we giving into fear? You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear. When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear. We either resonate fear or we resonate hope. We are a people of great resilience. We all have wounds. And it's very easy to say, those wounds make us who we are. No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds makes us who we are. And we can resonate that in our stories and what we choose to share with one another, in how forthright we are about who we are with one another, bringing ourselves into the light, that resonates hope. Jesus did it story after story after story. And it's still with us today. Each of us could resonate hope and tell the community around us resonates hope. And then the country around us resonates hope. And then we resonate hope to the world. That resonance that we have, it's more power than we can imagine. It does things we'd never heard of. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus began to show his disciples
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that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly
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from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
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and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him.
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God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you.
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He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan.
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You are an obstacle to me.
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You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself,
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take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it,
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but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world
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and forfeit his life?
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life?
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For the Son of Man will come with his angels
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in his Father's glory, and then he
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will repay all according to their conduct.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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There is an African word that we're going to learn today.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal.
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It's a good spiritual word to keep
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in your sort of your bag of skills.
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And that is, it was brought to light
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through Archbishop Tutu.
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And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world.
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And today's gospel shows a lot of it.
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You have to understand it.
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We'll get back to the word in a minute.
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Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem
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and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests
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and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day
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be raised.
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Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that.
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You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back,
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saying, he's showing them what's going to happen,
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not that he knew that exactly.
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We can all look back religiously, culturally,
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politically, and say, oh, you know,
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you can start to see the roots of where
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this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier.
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It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated
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the exact view.
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If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go,
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I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days
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after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again,
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if he knew all that ahead of time,
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then to be on the cross and yell out, my God,
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why have you abandoned me?
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The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming.
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What are you talking about?
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It's not what it is.
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So, but what is he starting to show them?
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He's starting to show them that he's
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going to tell the truth about who he is.
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He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which
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they would have all seen coming a mile away.
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The prophets end up martyred.
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And the prophets do the same thing in every age.
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They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures.
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They do it at the time of Jesus.
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They do it nowadays.
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They do it in religion.
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They do it in politics.
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They do it everywhere.
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And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power.
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And they usually end up not in a good place.
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When you speak the truth to those in power,
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because the truth is usually, you
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aren't any more important than the poor person on the street.
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And power does not much like to hear that.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch.
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So he is very clearly letting them see who he is.
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And this is one of the few places in all of scripture
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that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper.
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He's pretty harsh with Peter.
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Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said,
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you are speaking like God and not like people.
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This week, you are speaking like people and not like God.
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Peter has good weeks and bad weeks.
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But why this reaction?
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He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan.
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He goes, why?
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Because I really believe that Jesus,
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while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin,
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that doesn't mean without temptation.
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And you want to see someone react a little harshly,
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try to seduce them into something
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that there's a little part of them that
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could go there pretty easily.
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You know, this is the person who's really, really, really,
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really trying to stay on their diet.
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And you keep saying, eat a little more.
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Eat a little more.
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You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some.
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And finally, they're like, no.
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Now, they aren't really that mad over cake.
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It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in,
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but they know better.
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Certainly, people who deal with addiction,
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someone who deals with alcoholism
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and is dealing with it well, knows
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that in the first several months of their sobriety,
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they can't be around those people that
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want them to drink with them.
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Because that pull is there.
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So of course, there's a Jesus who says,
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if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by.
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But Peter and the disciples who keep
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trying to talk him out of it, it'd
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be so easy to give in.
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And his reaction is really harsh.
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This is what we all have to understand.
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This is where this word ubuntu comes in,
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in the Xhosa language.
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And anyone who speaks a Clic language
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will tell you I did that very poorly.
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But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's
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a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu
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brought into the forefront in Western society.
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And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta,
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which is people are people through persons,
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it doesn't translate well.
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What it means is that your humanity, being fully human,
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is not about what's going on inside.
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Being fully human is about belonging to the community.
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Being a person comes through persons.
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And the whole philosophy says, if you
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can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am.
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That there is a reciprocity to humanity
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that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine.
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And that it's not just a political statement
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when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished,
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we're all diminished.
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It really means if we live in a society where some of us
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are diminished, we are not fully human yet.
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Our humanity is not there.
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And so we all have to put out the messages,
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put out the vibrations of our own life
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that bring out that best in one another.
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We have to create that society where people can truly
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bring, with integrity, who they are into the society.
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Jesus could get out of the cross.
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All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly.
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You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say,
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oh, you're right.
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Not the Son of God.
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That would be blasphemy.
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You're not going to run around forgiving sins.
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Only God can do that.
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That would be blasphemy.
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He could give in to that and stop being who he is
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and avoid the whole thing.
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And that's why he counters it with,
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what good would that be if you lose yourself,
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if you lose who you are in the process?
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What good is all the world?
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See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says
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is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking,
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if you're successful, if you're strong,
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all of those things in that culture,
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those are lesser qualities.
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The great quality is to be connected to each other
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through compassion.
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And a person who doesn't have that is diminished,
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no matter how good life looks from the outside.
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If we don't have that, we're diminished.
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And so Peter and probably the other disciples
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are starting to put out a different vibration.
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They're saying, don't do it, don't do it.
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It's going to be hard.
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That's not a good thing.
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And Jesus has to fight that.
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I think we look at our society and we
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look at the last couple of years of politics
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and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook,
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get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations
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of society, even to the point where
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we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they
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said about whoever we're mad at.
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And that starts to become what we're putting out there.
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And I don't think we understand the danger
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of that kind of resonance.
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I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance
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because there's two experiments I always
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do with sometime during the year every year with the school
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kids.
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The first one is a resonance experiment
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that you've all done.
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You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance.
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You learned it in the bathtub as a child.
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Everything has its own natural speed of resonance,
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including water.
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And a lot of people don't realize this,
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but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake
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and one is going at 100 miles an hour
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and another is going 30 miles an hour,
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the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed.
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Water only moves at one speed.
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It has its own resonance.
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And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude,
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but they'll be going at the same speed.
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You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down.
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You can just affect the intensity of it.
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The same happens in the bathtub.
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You probably learned at a fairly young age
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that if you moved at just the right speed,
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you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time.
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Ah, the memories.
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I can still remember.
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I think that's the speed right there.
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I think I still remember it.
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I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it.
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And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back
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against you.
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If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave.
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If you got right to the right speed,
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you would resonate the water, and that slow motion
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would become incredibly powerful.
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This happens with music.
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You know, violin strings, piano strings,
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they're all tightened to a different resonance.
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I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal.
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And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here
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and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey,
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you can vibrate a string.
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More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated.
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It wasn't the right resonance for them.
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But the one string, because all that is
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is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed,
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picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed.
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In the movies and things, that's how
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a soprano would break glass.
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There's a pitch just under high C that is
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the natural resonance of crystal.
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And so they would, just like that piano string,
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they'd get that moving until it cracked.
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We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff
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and negative stuff.
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And we tend to gather people to ourselves.
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Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article
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just before that she read on bees.
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Honeybees and regular bees.
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And the difference is not only, I went red quick,
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not only in how they pollinate, but how
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they know what hive they belong to
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has to do with the resonance they put out.
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And I think that is so true of us.
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The resonance we put out tells us immediately
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the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world.
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And that we need to be people who resonate hope.
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We need to be the people who refuse to resonate
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what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world.
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We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome.
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Teresa spoke at the beginning about
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singing in another language.
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The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of
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a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village.
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And I did it because about 15 years ago,
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there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms,
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we're gonna have to go back to chant because
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it's the only way you can get
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all the right words into the psalm.
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You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody,
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they would just change the text of the psalm radically.
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And the only way to get that fixed
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would be to go back to the old way
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and get into that very narrow chant.
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Or, and that's the Roman method.
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There's Roman Catholicism.
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The Roman method is to go back into chant.
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The Catholic method is to go universal.
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And so I thought, well let's just look at
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some different cultures.
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And with that, that's a pentatonic free form.
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Very common Asian form of music.
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In gospel communities, you have forms of scat
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which are very easy to fit
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any kind of number of syllables you can.
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So I went through all these different cultures
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and set psalms in the music of the different cultures.
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And they come out melodic,
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and you don't have to change a single word.
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It can be done.
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If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone.
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If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope
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who say, you know, we can be part of the solution.
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We don't have to be part of sitting around going,
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here's what's wrong.
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Here's what's wrong with the church.
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Here's what's wrong with the country.
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Here's what's wrong with my family.
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Here's what's wrong with my friends.
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Here's what's wrong.
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And that's all we resonate.
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You know, that's really why gossip is a sin
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because we just sit around and resonate negativity.
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You know, if you really do sit around
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and gossip behind people's back and say,
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you know, they're amazing.
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That would not be a sin.
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And isn't it interesting?
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No one would even call it gossip,
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even though it's the same thing.
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When we talk about someone behind their back,
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we call it gossip.
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What that meant is,
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no, no, we trashed someone behind their back.
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But when it's positive,
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we don't consider it in that same vein.
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What are we resonating to the world?
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Are we like Peter?
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Are we giving into fear?
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You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear.
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When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear.
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We either resonate fear or we resonate hope.
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We are a people of great resilience.
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We all have wounds.
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And it's very easy to say,
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those wounds make us who we are.
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No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds
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makes us who we are.
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And we can resonate that in our stories
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and what we choose to share with one another,
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in how forthright we are
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about who we are with one another,
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bringing ourselves into the light,
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that resonates hope.
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Jesus did it story after story after story.
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And it's still with us today.
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Each of us could resonate hope
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and tell the community around us resonates hope.
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And then the country around us resonates hope.
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And then we resonate hope to the world.
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That resonance that we have,
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it's more power than we can imagine.
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It does things we'd never heard of.
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And it can help us to resonate to the world,
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the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authen Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authentic discipleship through vulnerability, truthfulness, and the shared humanity expressed in the African concept of “ubuntu.” He reflects on Jesus’ encounter with Peter as a pivotal moment where Jesus rejects the temptation to avoid suffering and instead embraces his prophetic mission, even unto death. Father Pat emphasizes that being fully human means recognizing our interconnectedness and responsibility to one another, not living in isolation or fear. He encourages us to resist the cultural pull toward negativity, division, and selfishness, and instead to "resonate" hope, compassion, and unity, thereby participating in the transformative work of God’s kingdom.
Father Pat begins by examining the Gospel passage from Matthew in which Jesus begins to reveal to his disciples that he must suffer, die, and rise again. Peter's immediate reaction—rebuking Jesus—comes from a place of fear and misunderstanding, prompting Jesus’ strong response: “Get behind me, Satan.” Father Pat unpacks this reaction not as a moment of divine anger in the human sense but as a moment of deep temptation for Jesus, who is fully human and experiences the pull to avoid pain, rejection, and death. Just as someone deeply committed to sobriety must avoid environments that might seduce them back into addiction, Jesus must reject any voice—even Peter’s—that tempts him away from his mission of truth and love.
This tension between comfort and truth, between self-preservation and self-giving, is at the heart of what it means to follow Jesus. Jesus calls disciples to deny themselves, take up their cross, and follow him—not because suffering is inherently good, but because authentic living often entails sacrifice, especially when speaking truth to power or living with integrity in a broken world. The prophets of old, and Jesus himself, embraced this path, knowing it would lead to rejection but also to transformation.
Father Pat introduces the African concept of “ubuntu,” popularized by Archbishop Desmond Tutu, to deepen our understanding of this Gospel call. Ubuntu, which roughly translates to “I am because we are,” expresses a vision of humanity that is communal, compassionate, and interdependent. In this worldview, our individual flourishing is bound up with the dignity and flourishing of others. If one person is diminished—by poverty, exclusion, or injustice—then we are all diminished. Thus, to be fully human is not just about internal moral development, but about living in right relationship with others and creating spaces where everyone can be fully themselves.
This philosophy stands in contrast to the values of individualism, self-promotion, and transactional relationships that often dominate our culture. Father Pat challenges us to consider what kind of “resonance” we are putting out into the world. Just as physical objects, like water or piano strings, have natural frequencies that can be amplified through resonance, so too do human beings emit spiritual and emotional energy—through our words, our actions, and even our silence. If we resonate cynicism, judgment, or fear, we will draw and amplify those forces in the communities around us. But if we resonate hope, compassion, and resilience, we become instruments of grace and transformation.
The analogy to resonance is powerful. Just as a soprano can shatter glass by singing a note at the glass’s natural frequency, our spiritual resonance can have invisible but real effects on the world around us. This is why gossip is spiritually dangerous—not because it’s mere talk, but because it amplifies negativity and undermines community. Conversely, speaking positively about others—even behind their backs—builds up the body of Christ and fosters the kind of mutual recognition ubuntu calls for.
Father Pat reflects on how this resonance can be expressed even in our worship. He shares how he composed the “Psalms for the Global Village” using musical forms from different cultures to reflect the universality of God’s people. This liturgical creativity is a form of spiritual resonance, inviting people from different backgrounds to see themselves in the sacred text and to find belonging in the shared act of prayer.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s homily is a call to spiritual maturity and moral courage. Like Jesus, we must resist the temptation to avoid suffering by compromising who we are. Like Peter, we must learn to move from fear to faith. Like the early prophets, we must be willing to speak truth to power, even at great personal cost. And like the ubuntu philosophy teaches, we must recognize that our salvation is bound up with the salvation of others. If we can do this, we will not only find our lives, as Jesus promises, but we will help resonate the kingdom of God into a world desperately in need of healing, hope, and connection....
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And whoever gives only a cup of cold water to one of these little ones to drink because the little one is a disciple, amen I say to you, he will surely not lose his reward. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today we have a gospel that you have to do a little swimming upstream against the current. You always have to recognize when you're reading the words of Jesus, whether it comes out of there's collections that must have existed back then, but whether these are the words of the rabbi himself or the words of the gospel writer Matthew. And it's not that Matthew's being dishonest, it's that that's the genre. You, just like in the Greek dialogues, you put the theology of the moment on the lips of the master. And what we see are two very different portrayals of Jesus, one through all his behaviors and many of the things he says, and then we get into these moments where we probably are looking at Matthew's words. And if not, they become a little unpalatable. They're distasteful. We don't have an image of Jesus who dies on the cross that runs around to people saying, if you don't love me more than your mother and father, and if you don't love me more than your son, and you better love me a lot, and if you do things for people because they were my, it's just, it's an exhausting image. But you know that Matthew's community, the community this gospel comes out of, is going through some real trials. There are people struggling to try and figure out why they're following Jesus. And we try to sometimes come up with these reasons that will inspire people, but in the long run, they can also cause some problems. So if you're a disciple, and if you're nice to the disciples, we would like to get beyond that. Nothing disturbs me more than when I'm going down the road, and I see someone on the corner with a sign that says, you know, Christian family man needs help. And I always think it's such a condemnation of who we've become, because the person has learned over time that people will not respond to him because he's human. They will not respond to him because he's suffering, but maybe if he's one of our group, we might respond. Like, we'll respond because he's a Christian. And it's a real distasteful vision of our faith, is that, well, you know, we take care of our own. That's really what Jesus is talking about in the original, which ends up in the other gospel, about, you know, if you don't hate your mother and father, he's not asking you to hate people. He's saying, if you can't get to the point where you hate that idea that some people in the world are worth more than others. Some people matter, and some don't. And unfortunately, over the years, that's what we've done with the word family. Family are the people who matter more. And I don't care whether it's your biological family, or your family of friends, or your community, or your country, or whatever it is, we matter more. And where it sounds totally normal to say, of course my family matters more, we don't want to really say what we're saying, which is, all those other people matter less. But one of those statements means the other. You know, so who in our life matters less? And what are the boundaries of our compassion? I think there are a lot of voices nowadays that will curtail compassion. And they come off as being reasonable, and they come off as just thinking things through, but they have a history and a bit darker edge of the human spirit. I always think of people who, you know, maybe a hundred years ago, you think of where a real Puritan ethic was still in place, and someone would say, well, you know, there's someone on the street who's starving and begging for money, and someone would say, well, they'll just spend it on drink. Oh, good, now I have a moral reason to not be compassionate. It's not that I lack compassion, I just have a sense of decency. What are the ways we talk ourselves out of the compassionate response? There's all sorts of ways that we talk ourselves out of the compassionate response. And for Jesus, and when you read the Gospels as a whole, compassion is the point. This Pope over and over and over again, compassion is the point. It's not just an act of compassion, it's the motivation. I always have the hairs on the back of my neck stand up, which really are about the only ones left. When I hear someone start to say, you know, we have to go out and do these acts of charity in the world so that people will see our Christianity, they'll see our faith, that's not the point. We aren't charitable to evangelize. We have our faith to be charitable. Charity is the goal. It's not, you know, we aren't going to be a compassionate people because it's good PR. That's not compassion, that's an agenda. You know, we have to get past that hidden agenda that says, well, the real point is to inspire them to look at us and say, oh my gosh, they're wonderful, I'll join them. That's not really, the point is, because we're one of this group, we should have learned by now to respond to the compassion that we already have. People have compassion very naturally, we've learned to talk ourselves out of it. Very few people grow up seeing someone suffer and not respond, you know. And the very few people that do, we actually diagnose. That's what, you know, sociopath means. I just, no empathy. Empathy is a normal, healthy response. But we come up with political reasons and economic reasons and reasons why, you know, it's okay not to respond to those people suffering. Every once in a while, and I'm very blessed, it does not happen in this parish very often, but in my history as a priest, where people would say, now Father, do you think that so and so should be receiving communion? Because, and you know, I always think, what they're saying is, isn't there a reason that we don't have to be compassionate here? Don't we have a reason that can talk us out of our compassion? Why are we being merciful to that person? And someone has taught them that that is a holiness. You know, I stand for the truth, you know, people, religion's about a lot of things. It's about compassion, it's about mercy. It is about truth, but people who focus on, it's about truth are people who need to be able to say, and I'm right and you're wrong. I have the truth and you don't. Compassion doesn't allow me to do that. The love of God doesn't allow me to say, you know, I mean, it's really less satisfying to run through the world saying, I'm compassionate and you're not. Kind of falls apart, the very tone of voice, the lies that you're not being compassionate at all. But, you know, truth, oh, that gets us on our high horse about I'm right and you're wrong. And it's such a, it's such a blah vision of religion, rather than religion that inspires us to go out and say, you know, we reach out because God has instilled that compassion in us and the voice has given us a hundred reasons not to respond. What's the voice that talks you out of compassion? Sometimes it's the fear that if we start responding to every person in need, it will, you know, it will consume us. It's a devastating moment when Christians realize that they're following someone who tells them to give their life to others. Because, you know, we really just joined to be one of the people who were right. We didn't think it would actually demand our lives. You know, what do you want, blood? Well, that's what we took from Jesus on the cross. What are we following? We're following someone who said, yeah, you just respond to the compassion. You see someone hurting and you do what you can. And that's so simple that it would call us to immediate action. And if instead we can theologize about it, I can live in my head and it doesn't have to interrupt me Monday through Saturday. It's very tough stuff to say what happens if we start to treat the world as our family. How would that rewrite my social circle? How would really, knowing it's our responsibility to respond to the world, how would that rewrite our church? How would it rewrite our country? We come into our celebration of the Fourth of July. I've said this a couple times, but you know, I kind of wondered all year, and this is not, this is not to knock Donald Trump or Hillary or anyone else, but when you say make America great, what is great? Because as Christians, it says, well, that means you're going to be the country that's most in service of all the others. I'll bet you a lot of us don't want to be great. A lot of us would rather be prosperous, would rather be, you know, I'll be great if I can protect myself. But what does it mean to be in service to the world, to say, oh no, we don't have a family image that says the people inside this circle are more important. When one of ours is, you know, killed, that's a tragedy, and one of theirs is killed, it's a statistic. It's very hard to grasp what Jesus was getting at, that compassion is a universal response, but there's a universal ability to talk ourselves out of it. So what are the voices and the excuses that stop you? You know, when you see someone in need, and you look the other way, when someone who calls who is just the person who is so irritating, and they call all the time, and they want a little more, and, you know, what is it we use to talk ourselves out of compassion? There are times we have to say no out of compassion, not, well, they'll just spend it on drink. But you can't hand someone a drink when you know you're going to lead them into something that's going to ruin them. I get that, you know. Being compassionate doesn't mean you get to do the thing that feels good all the time. So how do we get there? How do we get to that point that says, how do I learn to see people? Well, I think we do start with family. That's why family is a good starting place. You can even start with a best friend. Who's the person in your life, let me put it negatively first, who's the person in your life that irritates you the least? You might go, I don't have one, no. You know, who is the person you always want to go to lunch with? Who is the person you always want to spend more time with? How do you respond to one more person that way? How do you use that person not as, oh, this is the person I just, this is the person I want to be with all the time, rather than, okay, so God has given me this gift so I can start to see how I'm to look at the rest of the world. This is the model, you know. We can use it all the time. I mean, we can use it on ourselves. I always think, if my best friend in the world lost their keys for the fifth time today, I wouldn't call them an idiot. But if I do it, what is wrong with me? You know, how many times do we beat ourselves up in a way that we would never do to anyone else? I sometimes think that the worst thing we could do would be to love the world the way we love ourselves. Because we're awful to ourselves. You know, what happens when we say, these are the people who, for whatever reason, we connect, we connect easily, and I always want the best for them. Great, there's your model. How many people can you pull into that? How can you get to yourself, get yourself to the point where you can't abide anyone suffering? It's a long journey. It will consume our lives. It will be something that takes every day of the week. But that's the following of Jesus. That's what he called us to. Not to become a community that we can use compassion to get people to join us. Community doesn't inspire, I mean, compassion does not inspire for other reasons. Compassion is its own ends. It's how Jesus wanted to change the world to make it a more compassionate place. And we ask God today to teach us new ways to reach out, to figure out who this year we've had the least compassion for, and how do we begin to move beyond that? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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According to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his apostles, whoever
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loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me.
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Whoever loves son or daughter more than me
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is not worthy of me.
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And whoever does not take up his cross and follow after me
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is not worthy of me.
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Whoever finds his life will lose it,
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and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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Whoever receives you receives me,
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and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me.
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Whoever receives a prophet because he is a prophet
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will receive a prophet's reward, and whoever
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receives a righteous man because he is a righteous man
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will receive a righteous man's reward.
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And whoever gives only a cup of cold water
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to one of these little ones to drink because the little one
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is a disciple, amen I say to you,
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he will surely not lose his reward.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today we have a gospel that you have
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to do a little swimming upstream against the current.
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You always have to recognize when you're
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reading the words of Jesus, whether it comes out
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of there's collections that must have existed back then,
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but whether these are the words of the rabbi himself
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or the words of the gospel writer Matthew.
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And it's not that Matthew's being dishonest,
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it's that that's the genre.
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You, just like in the Greek dialogues,
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you put the theology of the moment
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on the lips of the master.
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And what we see are two very different portrayals of Jesus,
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one through all his behaviors and many of the things
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he says, and then we get into these moments where we probably
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are looking at Matthew's words.
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And if not, they become a little unpalatable.
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They're distasteful.
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We don't have an image of Jesus who
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dies on the cross that runs around to people saying,
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if you don't love me more than your mother and father,
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and if you don't love me more than your son,
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and you better love me a lot, and if you do things for people
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because they were my, it's just, it's an exhausting image.
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But you know that Matthew's community,
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the community this gospel comes out of,
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is going through some real trials.
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There are people struggling to try and figure out
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why they're following Jesus.
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And we try to sometimes come up with these reasons that
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will inspire people, but in the long run,
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they can also cause some problems.
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So if you're a disciple, and if you're nice to the disciples,
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we would like to get beyond that.
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Nothing disturbs me more than when I'm going down the road,
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and I see someone on the corner with a sign that says,
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you know, Christian family man needs help.
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And I always think it's such a condemnation of who
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we've become, because the person has learned over time
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that people will not respond to him because he's human.
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They will not respond to him because he's suffering,
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but maybe if he's one of our group, we might respond.
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Like, we'll respond because he's a Christian.
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And it's a real distasteful vision of our faith,
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is that, well, you know, we take care of our own.
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That's really what Jesus is talking about in the original,
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which ends up in the other gospel, about, you know,
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if you don't hate your mother and father,
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he's not asking you to hate people.
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He's saying, if you can't get to the point
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where you hate that idea that some people in the world
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are worth more than others.
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Some people matter, and some don't.
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And unfortunately, over the years,
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that's what we've done with the word family.
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Family are the people who matter more.
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And I don't care whether it's your biological family,
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or your family of friends, or your community,
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or your country, or whatever it is, we matter more.
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And where it sounds totally normal to say,
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of course my family matters more,
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we don't want to really say what we're saying,
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which is, all those other people matter less.
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But one of those statements means the other.
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You know, so who in our life matters less?
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And what are the boundaries of our compassion?
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I think there are a lot of voices nowadays
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that will curtail compassion.
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And they come off as being reasonable,
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and they come off as just thinking things through,
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but they have a history and a bit darker
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edge of the human spirit.
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I always think of people who, you know,
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maybe a hundred years ago, you think of
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where a real Puritan ethic was still in place,
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and someone would say, well, you know,
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there's someone on the street who's starving
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and begging for money, and someone would say,
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well, they'll just spend it on drink.
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Oh, good, now I have a moral reason
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to not be compassionate.
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It's not that I lack compassion,
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I just have a sense of decency.
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What are the ways we talk ourselves out
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of the compassionate response?
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There's all sorts of ways that we talk ourselves
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out of the compassionate response.
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And for Jesus, and when you read the Gospels as a whole,
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compassion is the point.
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This Pope over and over and over again,
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compassion is the point.
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It's not just an act of compassion,
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it's the motivation.
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I always have the hairs on the back of my neck stand up,
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which really are about the only ones left.
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When I hear someone start to say, you know,
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we have to go out and do these acts of charity
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in the world so that people will see our Christianity,
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they'll see our faith, that's not the point.
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We aren't charitable to evangelize.
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We have our faith to be charitable.
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Charity is the goal.
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It's not, you know, we aren't going to be
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a compassionate people because it's good PR.
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That's not compassion, that's an agenda.
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You know, we have to get past that hidden agenda
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that says, well, the real point is to inspire them
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to look at us and say, oh my gosh, they're wonderful,
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I'll join them.
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That's not really, the point is,
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because we're one of this group,
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we should have learned by now to respond
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to the compassion that we already have.
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People have compassion very naturally,
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we've learned to talk ourselves out of it.
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Very few people grow up seeing someone
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suffer and not respond, you know.
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And the very few people that do, we actually diagnose.
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That's what, you know, sociopath means.
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I just, no empathy.
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Empathy is a normal, healthy response.
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But we come up with political reasons and economic reasons
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and reasons why, you know, it's okay not to respond
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to those people suffering.
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Every once in a while, and I'm very blessed,
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it does not happen in this parish very often,
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but in my history as a priest, where people would say,
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now Father, do you think that so and so
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should be receiving communion?
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Because, and you know, I always think,
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what they're saying is, isn't there a reason
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that we don't have to be compassionate here?
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Don't we have a reason that can talk us out
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of our compassion?
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Why are we being merciful to that person?
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And someone has taught them that that is a holiness.
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You know, I stand for the truth, you know,
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people, religion's about a lot of things.
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It's about compassion, it's about mercy.
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It is about truth, but people who focus on,
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it's about truth are people who need to be able to say,
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and I'm right and you're wrong.
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I have the truth and you don't.
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Compassion doesn't allow me to do that.
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The love of God doesn't allow me to say, you know,
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I mean, it's really less satisfying to run through
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the world saying, I'm compassionate and you're not.
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Kind of falls apart, the very tone of voice,
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the lies that you're not being compassionate at all.
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But, you know, truth, oh, that gets us on our high horse
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about I'm right and you're wrong.
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And it's such a, it's such a blah vision of religion,
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rather than religion that inspires us to go out and say,
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you know, we reach out because God has instilled
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that compassion in us and the voice has given us
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a hundred reasons not to respond.
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What's the voice that talks you out of compassion?
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Sometimes it's the fear that if we start responding
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to every person in need, it will, you know,
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it will consume us.
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It's a devastating moment when Christians realize
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that they're following someone who tells them
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to give their life to others.
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Because, you know, we really just joined to be one
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of the people who were right.
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We didn't think it would actually demand our lives.
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You know, what do you want, blood?
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Well, that's what we took from Jesus on the cross.
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What are we following?
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We're following someone who said, yeah,
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you just respond to the compassion.
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You see someone hurting and you do what you can.
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And that's so simple that it would call us
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to immediate action.
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And if instead we can theologize about it,
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I can live in my head and it doesn't have to interrupt me
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Monday through Saturday.
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It's very tough stuff to say what happens
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if we start to treat the world as our family.
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How would that rewrite my social circle?
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How would really, knowing it's our responsibility
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to respond to the world,
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how would that rewrite our church?
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How would it rewrite our country?
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We come into our celebration of the Fourth of July.
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I've said this a couple times, but you know,
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I kind of wondered all year, and this is not,
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this is not to knock Donald Trump or Hillary
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or anyone else, but when you say make America great,
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what is great?
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Because as Christians, it says, well,
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that means you're going to be the country
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that's most in service of all the others.
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I'll bet you a lot of us don't want to be great.
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A lot of us would rather be prosperous,
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would rather be, you know, I'll be great
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if I can protect myself.
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But what does it mean to be in service to the world,
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to say, oh no, we don't have a family image
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that says the people inside this circle are more important.
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When one of ours is, you know, killed,
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that's a tragedy, and one of theirs is killed,
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it's a statistic.
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It's very hard to grasp what Jesus was getting at,
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that compassion is a universal response,
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but there's a universal ability
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to talk ourselves out of it.
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So what are the voices and the excuses that stop you?
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You know, when you see someone in need,
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and you look the other way, when someone who calls
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who is just the person who is so irritating,
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and they call all the time, and they want a little more,
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and, you know, what is it we use
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to talk ourselves out of compassion?
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There are times we have to say no out of compassion,
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not, well, they'll just spend it on drink.
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But you can't hand someone a drink
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when you know you're going to lead them
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into something that's going to ruin them.
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I get that, you know.
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Being compassionate doesn't mean you get to do the thing
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that feels good all the time.
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So how do we get there?
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How do we get to that point that says,
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how do I learn to see people?
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Well, I think we do start with family.
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That's why family is a good starting place.
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You can even start with a best friend.
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Who's the person in your life,
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let me put it negatively first,
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who's the person in your life that irritates you the least?
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You might go, I don't have one, no.
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You know, who is the person
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you always want to go to lunch with?
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Who is the person you always want to spend more time with?
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How do you respond to one more person that way?
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How do you use that person not as,
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oh, this is the person I just,
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this is the person I want to be with all the time,
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rather than, okay, so God has given me this gift
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so I can start to see how I'm to look
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at the rest of the world.
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This is the model, you know.
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We can use it all the time.
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I mean, we can use it on ourselves.
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I always think, if my best friend in the world
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lost their keys for the fifth time today,
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I wouldn't call them an idiot.
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But if I do it, what is wrong with me?
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You know, how many times do we beat ourselves up
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in a way that we would never do to anyone else?
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I sometimes think that the worst thing we could do
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would be to love the world the way we love ourselves.
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Because we're awful to ourselves.
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You know, what happens when we say,
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these are the people who, for whatever reason,
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we connect, we connect easily,
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and I always want the best for them.
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Great, there's your model.
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How many people can you pull into that?
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How can you get to yourself,
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get yourself to the point where
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you can't abide anyone suffering?
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It's a long journey.
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It will consume our lives.
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It will be something that takes every day of the week.
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But that's the following of Jesus.
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That's what he called us to.
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Not to become a community that we can use compassion
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to get people to join us.
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Community doesn't inspire,
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I mean, compassion does not inspire for other reasons.
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Compassion is its own ends.
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It's how Jesus wanted to change the world
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to make it a more compassionate place.
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And we ask God today to teach us new ways to reach out,
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to figure out who this year
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we've had the least compassion for,
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and how do we begin to move beyond that?
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Once we learn to see maybe the person
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who irritates us the most with compassion,
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we've begun to understand the journey and the call of Jesus.
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Father Pat's message centers on the transforma Father Pat's message centers on the transformative call of the Gospel to radical compassion. He challenges conventional readings of Jesus’ words, especially those that seem harsh or exclusionary, urging listeners to discern between the literal voice of Jesus and the contextual voice of the Gospel writers like Matthew. At the heart of his reflection is the idea that Christianity is not about belonging to a favored in-group or acting charitably to evangelize, but about living a life rooted in compassion without boundaries. He critiques the trend of limiting compassion to those within our "family," whether biological, national, or religious, and reminds us that Jesus' mission was to expand our understanding of who deserves love and mercy. Father Pat invites us to examine the excuses we make to avoid compassion and to recognize that following Jesus means allowing ourselves to be consumed by love for others — even those we find most difficult to love.
Father Pat begins by inviting his listeners to recognize the contextual and literary nature of Gospel writing, particularly in Matthew. He notes that some of the more demanding or seemingly exclusionary statements attributed to Jesus may reflect the theological needs of Matthew’s community rather than the direct voice of Jesus himself. This distinction is vital because it reframes how we interpret difficult texts — not as prescriptions for rigid behavior but as expressions of deeper theological struggle and community identity. He observes that in moments of crisis, such as the one Matthew’s community likely faced, strong language can emerge to reinforce commitment and separation from the outside world. But this must be weighed against the broader portrait of Jesus in the Gospels — one who is radically inclusive, merciful, and compassionate.
The key theme of the homily is compassion — not as a strategy or a means to an end, but as the very heart of Christian discipleship. Father Pat critiques the tendency among Christians to justify selective compassion — for example, helping someone only because they are a “Christian family man” or acting charitably as a form of evangelism. He argues that such motivations dilute the Gospel’s call, reducing acts of mercy to tribalism or public relations. True compassion, he insists, is unconditional. It's not about who the person is to us but about who we are called to be as followers of Jesus.
He draws attention to the ways we talk ourselves out of compassion. Whether it's assuming the needy will misuse our help, fearing we’ll be overwhelmed, or hiding behind moral or doctrinal justifications, we often suppress our natural empathetic instincts. Father Pat points out that most people are born with an instinctive response to suffering — it’s the societal, political, and even religious voices that teach us to override it. He offers a diagnosis: when we no longer respond to suffering, it's not because we lack moral clarity, but because we’ve been conditioned to ignore empathy. He even warns that framing religion primarily around “truth” rather than mercy becomes a tool to assert superiority rather than live in humble love.
Father Pat challenges the narrowness of the word “family” as it’s used in contemporary faith and politics. He suggests that when we say “family comes first,” we often imply — consciously or not — that others matter less. This mindset, he warns, is incompatible with the Gospel, which calls us to expand our definition of family to include all people, especially the marginalized and forgotten. He applies this critique to broader social and political contexts, including national identity. When notions like “America first” are uncritically accepted, he suggests, they can conflict with the Christian call to global solidarity and service. Greatness, from a Christian perspective, is not about dominance or prosperity but about being the most generous and servant-hearted among nations.
To cultivate a universal compassion, Father Pat advises starting with those we love most — the ones we instinctively forgive, understand, and support. He suggests reflecting on how we treat our closest friends and using that as a model for how to approach others, even those we dislike or who challenge our patience. The goal is not to feel warm affection for all people, but to act with the same compassion we would reserve for someone we deeply care about. He even brings this internal, personal dynamic into focus: many of us are harder on ourselves than we would ever be on a friend. Thus, even self-compassion becomes a spiritual discipline in the pursuit of mercy.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is deeply rooted in the imitation of Christ. Jesus didn’t call people into a self-congratulatory community that used compassion as a tool for conversion. He called them to live lives that were radically open to others, especially the suffering and the outcast. Following Jesus means giving our lives, not just our spare change or surplus time. It is a path that will cost us dearly — in time, energy, and comfort. But it is also the path that leads to the fullness of life promised in the Gospel. Compassion is not the means to a greater end. It is the end. And in practicing it, we participate in the transformative love of God for the world....
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Even sinners lend to sinners, and get back the same amount. But rather love your enemies and do good to them, and lend expecting nothing back, then your reward would be great, and you will be children of the most high. For he himself is kind to the ungrateful and the wicked. Be merciful just as your father is merciful. Stop judging and you will not be judged. Stop condemning and you will not be condemned. Forgive and you will be forgiven. Give and gifts will be given to you. A good measure packed together, shaken down and overflowing, will be poured into your lap. For the measure with which you measure will in return be measured out to you. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. This may well be the most difficult gospel passage in all the gospel, and it sounds so pretty that it's easy not to notice how difficult it is. And even it can lead us into some very dark places if we don't understand the social context of it. You know, Jesus through this whole thing is saying, look, you cannot give up on wanting people to become the best they can, on wanting them to do well in the world, in wanting them to not suffer. You cannot give up on that. Where it will sound like it goes too far because he's writing to an oppressed people in an occupied country who are also surviving, we get some very weird phrases. And one of the phrases that we love to throw out there often enough, because we tend to, in our mind, severely limit what it means, rather than really facing that it says some things that are not healthy if we take it too literally. And it is, turn the other cheek. Where that become, why would that be problematic? I will tell you, I love the gospel. Never will a woman come to me who's in an abusive relationship and I will tell her to turn the other cheek. Never. Because it's not out of interest for the other person anyway. I mean, who are we kidding? Are we doing someone a favor to not only allow, but even through our tacit behavior, nurture an abuser? Do we not create abusive people when we create systems that say, the more abusive you are, the more power you get? It's not a moral, it's not a moral decision. Now, in a moment of heated anger, and someone swings and, you know, you pick up the heaviest object you can and go back at them, this is what Jesus is talking about. We understand that. But as a lifestyle to say, listen, if there are bullies here in the crowd, let's make sure they know they can do well. That's not a positive message. It's not a moral message. It doesn't sit well, and we know. We talk so much about Thomas Aquinas and the church and his natural law. And you'll know morality because it will resonate. And that doesn't resonate. Even more so, you know, would we, if we saw someone beating up our child, would we run in and grab the child and turn their other cheek? And say, well, that's the Christian thing to do? No, why? Because what we're doing is tacitly teaching people to be abusive. This, and the reason I go after this so hard, this scripture was used, if you start to hear the inner stories, this scripture was used more than any other to hide up abuse in the church. Someone was ready to go to the police and they would be pulled aside by some church things and say, you know, we need to turn the other cheek. This can be a dangerous passage. And so instead, we are called to be a people who understand that we can approach something with Christian love, not human love. Human love is a very romantic or a very, you know, there's the love we have for children. There's the love we have for a partner in life. There's a love we have for people that has all of these emotional components. Christian love actually at some level done well has to divorce itself from the emotional. I always tell with engaged couples, you know, you probably have a tremendous amount if you're engaged of romantic love at the moment. The day you wake up five years into a marriage, look over and you're still mad about something last night, and there is no emotional love at that moment, and you choose to treat each other well without the emotion, now you're starting to move into Christian love. Christian love says, my inner emotions will not dictate how you are treated. We treat people based on who we are called to be in the world, not on how they make us feel. And if, though I think someone who's in an abusive relationship, it's a very tough position for them to be in, they're not always thinking straight, but if you could remove all of that and they were absolutely thinking straight, they would still know this is not good for either of us. Staying in an abusive relationship has never done anything for the abuser, except help them to become a worse person. And what's the end game? Well, you know, we don't like to admit it, but the end game is, it's not my problem, eventually they'll face God and there'll be an eternal hell. Out of love, I'm gonna lead them down that, no. When we go, this is toxic for both of us, this has to go away for both of us. And granted you're doing it sometimes out of survival instinct, but we can get tied into this very weird sort of, I know it's not good for them, I know it's not good for me, but I have to do this suffering. Suffering that only creates more suffering in the world is not Christian suffering. Jesus didn't suffer on the cross so that we could all suffer. Suffering that is redemptive creates a better world. And so sometimes the suffering is to leave the comfort of a relationship that while abusive is familiar. And sometimes we will choose familiar misery over what is unknown. It's more frightening, but it's a frightening for a moment that you can get past. Rather than we're gonna continue this. And so it's a very tough gospel and we like, oh, we love to throw these phrases out like they're so lovely. This is some of the hardest teaching because we are called actually to correct situations while we are still emotionally enough in control, not to want the other person's downfall. In our own country, we can always apply these things politically. Whichever side of the fence you're on, if you're on the right, assume I'm talking about Kamala and Joe and Hillary. If you're on the left, assume I'm talking about Donald and Stephen Miller and then Steve Bannon. If God gave you a little potion and said, here, this one will kill them and get them out of your hair forever. This one will turn that into wonderful people who can help the world and they'll be loved by anyone and everyone. There are some people who would struggle with the, I don't want them to become a hero. I'm already invested in them being a villain. To get past the revenge and say, if I could give them something that would make them fight for the good, I'd have to go with that. And not to think about it for a minute. But many people are like, no, nope, I'm sorry. They need to be punished. Punishment is the realm of Lucifer. Let him have it. That's what we like about the devil. We don't like to admit it. We like the devil because he's going to get those people that have become of us until it's my turn. And I'm hubby for God. It's that idea that we, that mercy, mercy is wanting people to do the best they can in life. And so that kind of compassion that says, listen, I've got to be, this relationship is abusive. This person is abusive. You know, I've always said if I'm, and some people have these issues, I've had them in my own family. If you've got an addict that is stealing money, you can want the best for them. You can try and get them help. Stop leaving money laying around the place. Tote, you know, we call it enabling. And enabling is not a Christian virtue. And when someone who's struggling with addiction asks for a drink, we tell ourselves, look, I've got to be compassionate. I'll give them a drink. No, you need to be perceived as compassionate while you're planning their downfall without meaning to. Sometimes, sometimes the hardest thing we do is to do things that won't feel like the warm, fuzzy end of love. Because we love people enough to say that's harming you. And so we ask God, make us a people who can love our enemies. You'll notice he never says, support the agenda of your enemies. Because if you could support the agenda of your enemies, they're not your enemies. He said, there will be people opposed to you. There will be adversaries. There will be opponents. You can absolutely want the best for a person and say, but I have to fight against what they stand for. It's a really tough gospel. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory be to God.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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to you who hear I say, love your enemies,
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do good to those who hate you,
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bless those who curse you,
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pray for those who mistreat you.
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To the person who strikes you on one cheek,
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offer the other one as well.
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And from the person who takes your cloak,
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do not withhold even your tunic.
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Give to everyone who asks of you,
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and from the one who takes what is yours,
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do not demand it back.
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Do to others as you would have them do to you.
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For if you love those who love you,
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what credit is that to you?
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Even sinners love those who love them.
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And if you do good to those who do good to you,
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what credit is that to you?
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Even sinners do the same.
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If you lend money to those from whom you expect repayment,
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what credit is that to you?
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Even sinners lend to sinners,
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and get back the same amount.
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But rather love your enemies and do good to them,
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and lend expecting nothing back,
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then your reward would be great,
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and you will be children of the most high.
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For he himself is kind to the ungrateful and the wicked.
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Be merciful just as your father is merciful.
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Stop judging and you will not be judged.
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Stop condemning and you will not be condemned.
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Forgive and you will be forgiven.
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Give and gifts will be given to you.
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A good measure packed together,
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shaken down and overflowing,
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will be poured into your lap.
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For the measure with which you measure
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will in return be measured out to you.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This may well be the most difficult gospel passage
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in all the gospel,
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and it sounds so pretty
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that it's easy not to notice how difficult it is.
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And even it can lead us into some very dark places
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if we don't understand the social context of it.
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You know, Jesus through this whole thing is saying,
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look, you cannot give up on wanting people
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to become the best they can,
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on wanting them to do well in the world,
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in wanting them to not suffer.
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You cannot give up on that.
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Where it will sound like it goes too far
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because he's writing to an oppressed people
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in an occupied country who are also surviving,
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we get some very weird phrases.
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And one of the phrases
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that we love to throw out there often enough,
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because we tend to, in our mind,
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severely limit what it means,
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rather than really facing that it says some things
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that are not healthy if we take it too literally.
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And it is, turn the other cheek.
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Where that become, why would that be problematic?
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I will tell you, I love the gospel.
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Never will a woman come to me
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who's in an abusive relationship
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and I will tell her to turn the other cheek.
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Never.
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Because it's not out of interest
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for the other person anyway.
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I mean, who are we kidding?
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Are we doing someone a favor to not only allow,
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but even through our tacit behavior, nurture an abuser?
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Do we not create abusive people
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when we create systems that say,
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the more abusive you are, the more power you get?
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It's not a moral, it's not a moral decision.
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Now, in a moment of heated anger,
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and someone swings and, you know,
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you pick up the heaviest object you can and go back at them,
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this is what Jesus is talking about.
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We understand that.
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But as a lifestyle to say,
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listen, if there are bullies here in the crowd,
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let's make sure they know they can do well.
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That's not a positive message.
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It's not a moral message.
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It doesn't sit well, and we know.
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We talk so much about Thomas Aquinas
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and the church and his natural law.
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And you'll know morality because it will resonate.
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And that doesn't resonate.
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Even more so, you know, would we,
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if we saw someone beating up our child,
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would we run in and grab the child
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and turn their other cheek?
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And say, well, that's the Christian thing to do?
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No, why?
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Because what we're doing is tacitly teaching people
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to be abusive.
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This, and the reason I go after this so hard,
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this scripture was used,
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if you start to hear the inner stories,
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this scripture was used more than any other
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to hide up abuse in the church.
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Someone was ready to go to the police
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and they would be pulled aside by some church things
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and say, you know, we need to turn the other cheek.
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This can be a dangerous passage.
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And so instead, we are called to be a people
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who understand that we can approach something
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with Christian love, not human love.
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Human love is a very romantic or a very, you know,
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there's the love we have for children.
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There's the love we have for a partner in life.
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There's a love we have for people
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that has all of these emotional components.
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Christian love actually at some level done well
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has to divorce itself from the emotional.
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I always tell with engaged couples,
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you know, you probably have a tremendous amount
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if you're engaged of romantic love at the moment.
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The day you wake up five years into a marriage,
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look over and you're still mad about something last night,
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and there is no emotional love at that moment,
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and you choose to treat each other well
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without the emotion,
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now you're starting to move into Christian love.
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Christian love says, my inner emotions
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will not dictate how you are treated.
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We treat people based on who we are called
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to be in the world, not on how they make us feel.
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And if, though I think someone
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who's in an abusive relationship,
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it's a very tough position for them to be in,
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they're not always thinking straight,
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but if you could remove all of that
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and they were absolutely thinking straight,
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they would still know this is not good for either of us.
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Staying in an abusive relationship
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has never done anything for the abuser,
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except help them to become a worse person.
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And what's the end game?
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Well, you know, we don't like to admit it,
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but the end game is, it's not my problem,
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eventually they'll face God
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and there'll be an eternal hell.
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Out of love, I'm gonna lead them down that, no.
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When we go, this is toxic for both of us,
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this has to go away for both of us.
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And granted you're doing it
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sometimes out of survival instinct,
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but we can get tied into this very weird sort of,
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I know it's not good for them,
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I know it's not good for me,
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but I have to do this suffering.
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Suffering that only creates more suffering in the world
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is not Christian suffering.
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Jesus didn't suffer on the cross
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so that we could all suffer.
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Suffering that is redemptive creates a better world.
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And so sometimes the suffering is
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to leave the comfort of a relationship
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that while abusive is familiar.
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And sometimes we will choose familiar misery
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over what is unknown.
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It's more frightening,
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but it's a frightening for a moment that you can get past.
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Rather than we're gonna continue this.
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And so it's a very tough gospel and we like,
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oh, we love to throw these phrases out
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like they're so lovely.
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This is some of the hardest teaching
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because we are called actually to correct situations
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while we are still emotionally enough in control,
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not to want the other person's downfall.
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In our own country,
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we can always apply these things politically.
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Whichever side of the fence you're on,
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if you're on the right,
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assume I'm talking about Kamala and Joe and Hillary.
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If you're on the left,
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assume I'm talking about Donald and Stephen Miller
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and then Steve Bannon.
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If God gave you a little potion and said,
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here, this one will kill them
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and get them out of your hair forever.
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This one will turn that into wonderful people
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who can help the world
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and they'll be loved by anyone and everyone.
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There are some people who would struggle with the,
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I don't want them to become a hero.
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I'm already invested in them being a villain.
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To get past the revenge and say,
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if I could give them something
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that would make them fight for the good,
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I'd have to go with that.
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And not to think about it for a minute.
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But many people are like, no, nope, I'm sorry.
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They need to be punished.
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Punishment is the realm of Lucifer.
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Let him have it.
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That's what we like about the devil.
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We don't like to admit it.
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We like the devil because he's going to get those people
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that have become of us until it's my turn.
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And I'm hubby for God.
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It's that idea that we, that mercy,
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mercy is wanting people to do the best they can in life.
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And so that kind of compassion that says,
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listen, I've got to be, this relationship is abusive.
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This person is abusive.
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You know, I've always said if I'm,
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and some people have these issues,
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I've had them in my own family.
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If you've got an addict that is stealing money,
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you can want the best for them.
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You can try and get them help.
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Stop leaving money laying around the place.
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Tote, you know, we call it enabling.
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And enabling is not a Christian virtue.
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And when someone who's struggling with addiction
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asks for a drink, we tell ourselves,
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look, I've got to be compassionate.
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I'll give them a drink.
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No, you need to be perceived as compassionate
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while you're planning their downfall without meaning to.
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Sometimes, sometimes the hardest thing we do
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is to do things that won't feel
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like the warm, fuzzy end of love.
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Because we love people enough to say that's harming you.
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And so we ask God, make us a people
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who can love our enemies.
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You'll notice he never says,
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support the agenda of your enemies.
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Because if you could support the agenda of your enemies,
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they're not your enemies.
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He said, there will be people opposed to you.
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There will be adversaries.
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There will be opponents.
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You can absolutely want the best for a person and say,
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but I have to fight against what they stand for.
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It's a really tough gospel.
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And I think we'd have to allow ourselves
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the critical thought as we go through this gospel
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to realize that sometimes our emotions
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are not going to get us where we need to be.
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And I think we need to be a people
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who can truly learn how to love an adversary
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without becoming a supporter of evil behavior.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical challe Father Pat’s message centers on the radical challenge of Christian love as taught by Jesus in the Gospel of Luke. He emphasizes that while the call to love enemies and turn the other cheek may sound poetic, it is deeply demanding and complex, particularly in real-world contexts such as abuse, injustice, and oppression. Father Pat warns against interpreting this teaching in a literal or simplistic way that enables harm or perpetuates suffering. Instead, he calls for a mature, discerning love—Christian love—that seeks the true good of others, including adversaries, without compromising justice or enabling wrongdoing. At its heart, his message is about embodying mercy, not through passive suffering or submission, but through active, wise, and courageous compassion that refuses both vengeance and complicity.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging that the Gospel passage, though often quoted for its beauty, is in fact one of the most difficult teachings of Jesus. The command to love one’s enemies, to bless those who curse, and to turn the other cheek challenges not only our instincts but our moral reasoning, particularly when applied to real-life situations of abuse or oppression. He situates Jesus’ words within the historical context: they were spoken to an oppressed and occupied people, not to endorse submission to injustice, but to call them into a higher, revolutionary kind of love—one that resists evil without becoming evil.
He is especially critical of how this scripture has been misused—such as when the Church has invoked “turn the other cheek” to silence victims of abuse or discourage them from seeking justice. That, he asserts, is not Christian; it is a distortion of the Gospel that enables further harm. He is unambiguous: Christian love never requires someone to remain in harm’s way. Enabling abuse or addiction is not mercy; it is complicity. Christian love must be discerning and courageous enough to say “enough,” not only for the sake of the victim, but also for the sake of the abuser, who is being allowed to continue in destruction.
Father Pat draws a crucial distinction between human love, which is often emotional, reciprocal, and selective, and Christian love, which is a moral commitment to the good of the other, regardless of personal feelings. Christian love is not dictated by emotion but by fidelity to the identity and calling of being God’s children. It means treating others not based on how they make us feel, but based on who we are called to be. He gives the example of marriage: when romantic feelings fade or anger surfaces, the choice to act in love becomes more truly Christian. It is in those moments—when love is not supported by emotion—that the Gospel call genuinely manifests.
He further develops the idea of “redemptive suffering,” clarifying that not all suffering is holy. Suffering that only multiplies pain in the world is not redemptive. Jesus did not suffer on the cross to glorify suffering itself, but to transform it into a path of redemption. Therefore, suffering that leads to growth, healing, or justice can be redemptive, but suffering that enables abuse or perpetuates evil is not. Sometimes, the truly loving act is to walk away from a toxic situation, even when it is painful or uncertain. Choosing familiar misery over unknown freedom is not an act of faith—it is fear. Faith embraces the risk of transformation.
Father Pat also addresses the temptation of revenge. He challenges the listener to examine whether they would rather see their enemies suffer or be redeemed. He provocatively imagines God offering two options: destroy your enemy or make them into a beloved, heroic figure. Many, he suggests, would secretly prefer their enemies to be punished rather than transformed. This reveals how deeply we are attached to seeing others as villains, and how hard it is to desire the true good of those who have hurt us. Yet this, he insists, is the essence of mercy: to want the best for even those who oppose or harm us.
Importantly, he makes clear that loving one’s enemy does not mean supporting their agenda. Jesus never told us to agree with our enemies or to ignore evil. Rather, we are called to oppose evil without hating the person, to fight injustice without dehumanizing the unjust. We can love someone—desire their transformation and healing—while actively resisting the harm they cause. This is not weakness but strength, not passivity but moral clarity.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls for a critical and courageous engagement with the Gospel. He warns us not to hide behind pretty words or misused scripture, but to wrestle honestly with what love, justice, and mercy require in each situation. Christian love is not about sentimentality or passivity—it is about the difficult, often painful work of willing the good of the other, even when that requires confrontation, boundaries, or letting go. It is about becoming a people who reject revenge, who stop enabling harm, and who learn to love even adversaries without surrendering to evil. This is the Gospel challenge—and it is not easy, but it is the path to true discipleship....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1008.5800170898438, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee proclaiming the gospel of God. This is the time of fulfillment. The kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe in the gospel. As he passed by the Sea of Galilee, he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting their nets into the sea. They were fishermen. Jesus said to them, come after me, and I will make you fishers of men. They abandoned their nets and followed him. He walked along a little farther and saw James, the son of Zebedee, and his brother John. They, too, were in a boat mending their nets. Then he called them, so they left their father Zebedee in the boat, along with the hired men, and followed him. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. One of those weeks that can best be described with two words, why me? Now, I got a similar reaction last night, and that tells me that normally we're all on the same page. Why me sounds like a great wine that we've all kind of launched into once in a while. But the truth is, it's been a really good week, and things have been going really well. And that's the time I think we should actually be asking why me. It's probably the time we never ask why me. Why are things going well? Why does the particular combination of personality, and genetics, and history, and everything that is you, why does that exist at this moment? You know, why me is really just shorthand for what is the meaning of life. Why do I exist? Why do you exist? Why? I mean, people exist, but why you? Why me? It's one of the most fundamental questions of humanity that leads to spirituality of all sorts, is to ask ourselves, is there a purpose to who I am, or is it just a random series of events? Now, the second seems to lead people into all sorts of despair. The first just seems to go unexplored. Why do each one of us exist? And in today's gospel, as we do at the beginning of every year, we get these call stories, we call them, the call of the apostles, the calls of disciples, the calls of people to come and follow. And we get two very different aspects of that call. And I don't know quite what Mark was getting at, but he tells you the first two leave their nets. The second two leave their father. Actually, everyone leaves everything. But those are the things he stresses. And they both have same, sort of just slightly different tacks on the same idea. To leave your nets behind. You know, nowadays, we would immediately think safety nets, to leave our net behind. And the father, the home, the family, everything that is familiar, what it means to be willing to leave some of that behind. And unfortunately, the apostle stories taken literally in any point in history seem to sort of aggrandize those who would abandon responsibility. And that's not really what it's meant to be. We all have responsibilities in life, but these are people at an age who are seeking what they should do with their life. And so they launch out into something new. And they will ask the story over, see the story and ask over and over again, why me? I think in a time in our culture, where you see so much struggle, it's an interesting question. Do I have a place in the larger struggle of life? You know, why me can be a desperate wine that we all use all the time. And we can use it for little things. You know, one of the reasons I've had such a good week is I'm kind of planning on, I'm getting a little getaway this week from about Monday to Friday. So, you know, I try not to miss the weekends when I take vacation time. So I'm getting away. Everything's in place. Everything looks good. I've got a great week planned. And now I'm gonna have to fight snow getting out to the airport. That is called a first world problem. Why me? In other words, why didn't everything go my way? Only 95% went my way again. When am I gonna get a break? Sometimes that is the tenor of our why me. We can't always see what's going on well in our lives. And what always fascinates me is when you run into those people who are dealing with illness, dealing with real struggle, dealing with things that are falling apart, and they don't go to the why me. They don't go to the why isn't the world doing more for me. They don't go to that whiny place. They get very, the number of people who I know that are dealing with serious illness who become very in touch with, you know, I have great family. I have a good life. I've got lots of support. They go to a very different place. What is it in us that chooses to go immediately to everything that's going wrong and watch others who are going through more that are more appreciative? So when you come to a struggle, it's very easy. Like right now, I look at what's happening, and I think it's kind of interesting that, you know, the March for Life and the Women's March always happen right next to each other. And I think for many people, it's just one more picture of how divided and polarized and everything's becoming in the country is at each other's throats. And I don't know that they're at each other's throats, but I do think it's an interesting time to watch whether we are a people that can handle tension anymore. It looks like everyone will say, oh, in the last couple years, everything's become so polarized. And I thought that over the year. I really have. I thought, oh, it's become so polarized. No, no, it's become open. It was just as polarized in the past. We were all just quietly polite. And all of a sudden we go, people start speaking out on both sides, and we go, the whole world doesn't think like me. It's shocking. You know, I just assumed, you know, and of course, synonymous with everyone thinks like me, I just assumed everyone was reasonable. Quote on, you know, which is code for thinks like I do. And I think for way too long as a people, we have thought that the polite thing to do is stay quiet. My mother used to always say, you know, I just want a little peace and quiet. Now, she'd already had seven children, so she didn't plan for success. All I want is peace and quiet. And it took me a long time to realize those two things have nothing to do with one another. Peace and quiet are not the same. You know, we are often quiet about who we are, and it creates a real lack of peace inside. And sometimes we see what always, whatever side of the fence you're on, it always looks like the other side is, they're just so loud, and they're so strident, and it upsets us rather than, well, maybe they're truthful about who they are, and maybe I'm not wild about who they are, but if they're out there being who they are, maybe it's our time to do the same. Maybe why me is because you have a voice that no one else in the world has. You are a viewpoint of God that is unique to the world. And I think the greatest sin is when we look at all these great conflicts and we say, I'm not gonna get involved in that. I have nothing to add is what we're saying. And the more we think we have nothing to add, the more we are likely to be undone by watching others who are out in the struggle. I think as a people, both as a country, as a church, we have in the past understood what it meant to live in the fruitful tension of conflict. And I think now we think, well, that was before we all became polite. And we just kept our inner struggle inner. I think we have to have both. But I think that everyone has a voice that needs to be heard. If there's one positive that I've seen happening in our culture in the last year, it's the number of young people who are saying, this is ridiculous. And instead of whining, they've said, this is ridiculous, I'm gonna run for something. All this new blood coming in. I'm not gonna be one of the people who sit back and go, why us? I'm gonna go do something. And I think maybe there is something that comes out of the fruitful tension. And we start to believe that we have a voice that is not more than anyone else's, not less than anyone else's, but just as important. Maybe we become comfortable with the fact that there are people on all sides of the fence yelling and screaming at each other. Maybe if we get through that, where we land is a group of people who know how to disagree without yelling and screaming at each other. But maybe that's what we go through. I always think when a teenager is at that awkward age, from like 12 to 80, when you're at that awkward age where honor thy mother and father means obey, but in six years, if they tell you who to marry, it does not. All of a sudden, you're getting to a point where how do I disagree with my parents, but still do so in a respectful, honoring sort of way. And one of the things I have said to them is I'm telling you right now, the first time you do it, it won't go well. Because the first time you simply try to hold your own against an adult, you'll be a little bit shaky in the knees and you'll probably come out a little stronger than you mean to, and you'll probably say things you shouldn't. That sort of happens. The temper tantrums are very often learning to how am I going to be an adult, and just say, oh, I disagree. You know, I said this before the holidays. It drives my family up a tree, and now that I've learned that, I remember my mother saying to my sister, if you didn't give them such a big reaction, they wouldn't tease you. Now my whole family has forgotten that. And so I get a big reaction out of them when we go into politics or religion or anything else, and I say, oh, I disagree. Yeah, yeah, I disagree. I don't engage, I just disagree. Drives them up a tree, like you don't have a right to disagree unless you've got all of your ducks in a row, and I just keep going, oh, yeah, I disagree. And I will admit, I do it because it drives them crazy. But I thought, what happens when we do that as a country? What happens when people in one march and people in another march look at each other and go, we disagree? And we look at it on the news, and it's always a violent thing. Disagreement doesn't have to be violent. Once we all take a deep breath and say, I'm bringing who I am to the table, there's kind of a Christian bumper sticker that we all love to quote, the truth will set you free. Maybe we're in a moment where we're called as part of who we are in the world to set the truth free. Maybe the first step is, we set the truth free. Who I truly am, what I truly think, what I truly believe, we set that free. I think in our own faith, we've done things that fight that over the years. I think many people think that, you know, before you come into this room and come to this Eucharist, at the very least, you have to, you know, you have to show that you think the way we think. Even if you don't, you should look like you do. Well, that's anti-faith. You know, that destroys spirituality. You must look a certain way, you must act a certain way. No, you must be who you are. I'm fond of telling people that God has no interest in saving any of your facades. No, no interest at all. He didn't come to save our facades. So that we start to bring who we are truly into dialogue with the world. We start to set the truth free about ourselves. And that's when we start to experience the freedom, is through that simple act. I think one of the other places that we can fall down in faith, even in our sacramental theology, I always think of confession that, you know, we almost teach people that you should be completely honest with someone as long as they'll keep your secrets. That's different than saying, as long as that's step one to you finding other people you can be totally honest with. Oh, I tell the priest everything because he can't tell everyone. And once in a while, if it gets really bad, my lawyer. Because they're the seal of secrecy. But I don't use that as a step to actually becoming more authentically who I am in the world. When do we use that and say, I work towards more people knowing who I am. I stand up for what I believe in. I set the truth free, not just for a few people. I set it out there. You know, I let people know who I am. It's an important call. Why me? Because you are an expression of God that is unique in the world. Everyone here, an expression of God that is unique in the world. You can try to be someone else, but everyone else is already taken. And how sad to be a second-rate someone else when we could be a first-rate you, a first-rate me, a first-rate us. Trust in the creation of God. Trust that you have a purpose. Trust that you are a voice that the world needs. The only way to get rid of all of the tension is for all of us to become the same person. What a horribly unrich world that would be. You know, God did not choose to create one person and leave them alone. If real peace were the objective, that would have been it. Instead, we become a people who say, you know, it's time to move beyond quiet. Beyond quiet, through truth, and perhaps work one day for real peace. The peace of many. The peace of difference. The peace of conflict, as odd as that sounds. Because we become a people who say, oh, we disagree. I don't hate you. We disagree. I don't think you're going to hell. We disagree. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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After John had been arrested, Jesus
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came to Galilee proclaiming the gospel of God.
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This is the time of fulfillment.
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The kingdom of God is at hand.
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Repent and believe in the gospel.
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As he passed by the Sea of Galilee,
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he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting their nets
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into the sea.
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They were fishermen.
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Jesus said to them, come after me,
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and I will make you fishers of men.
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They abandoned their nets and followed him.
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He walked along a little farther and saw
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James, the son of Zebedee, and his brother John.
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They, too, were in a boat mending their nets.
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Then he called them, so they left their father
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Zebedee in the boat, along with the hired men,
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and followed him.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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One of those weeks that can best be described with two words,
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why me?
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Now, I got a similar reaction last night,
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and that tells me that normally we're all on the same page.
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Why me sounds like a great wine that we've all kind of launched
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into once in a while.
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But the truth is, it's been a really good week,
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and things have been going really well.
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And that's the time I think we should actually
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be asking why me.
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It's probably the time we never ask why me.
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Why are things going well?
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Why does the particular combination
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of personality, and genetics, and history,
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and everything that is you, why does that exist at this moment?
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You know, why me is really just shorthand
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for what is the meaning of life.
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Why do I exist?
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Why do you exist?
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Why?
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I mean, people exist, but why you?
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Why me?
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It's one of the most fundamental questions of humanity
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that leads to spirituality of all sorts,
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is to ask ourselves, is there a purpose to who I am,
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or is it just a random series of events?
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Now, the second seems to lead people
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into all sorts of despair.
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The first just seems to go unexplored.
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Why do each one of us exist?
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And in today's gospel, as we do at the beginning of every year,
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we get these call stories, we call them,
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the call of the apostles, the calls of disciples,
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the calls of people to come and follow.
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And we get two very different aspects of that call.
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And I don't know quite what Mark was getting at,
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but he tells you the first two leave their nets.
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The second two leave their father.
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Actually, everyone leaves everything.
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But those are the things he stresses.
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And they both have same,
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sort of just slightly different tacks on the same idea.
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To leave your nets behind.
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You know, nowadays, we would immediately think safety nets,
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to leave our net behind.
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And the father, the home, the family,
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everything that is familiar,
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what it means to be willing to leave some of that behind.
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And unfortunately, the apostle stories taken literally
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in any point in history seem to sort of aggrandize
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those who would abandon responsibility.
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And that's not really what it's meant to be.
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We all have responsibilities in life,
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but these are people at an age who are seeking
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what they should do with their life.
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And so they launch out into something new.
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And they will ask the story over,
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see the story and ask over and over again, why me?
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I think in a time in our culture,
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where you see so much struggle,
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it's an interesting question.
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Do I have a place in the larger struggle of life?
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You know, why me can be a desperate wine
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that we all use all the time.
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And we can use it for little things.
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You know, one of the reasons I've had such a good week
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is I'm kind of planning on,
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I'm getting a little getaway this week
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from about Monday to Friday.
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So, you know, I try not to miss the weekends
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when I take vacation time.
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So I'm getting away.
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Everything's in place.
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Everything looks good.
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I've got a great week planned.
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And now I'm gonna have to fight snow
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getting out to the airport.
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That is called a first world problem.
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Why me?
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In other words, why didn't everything go my way?
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Only 95% went my way again.
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When am I gonna get a break?
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Sometimes that is the tenor of our why me.
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We can't always see what's going on well in our lives.
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And what always fascinates me
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is when you run into those people
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who are dealing with illness,
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dealing with real struggle,
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dealing with things that are falling apart,
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and they don't go to the why me.
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They don't go to the why isn't the world doing more for me.
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They don't go to that whiny place.
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They get very,
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the number of people who I know
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that are dealing with serious illness
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who become very in touch with,
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you know, I have great family.
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I have a good life.
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I've got lots of support.
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They go to a very different place.
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What is it in us that chooses
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to go immediately to everything that's going wrong
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and watch others who are going through more
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that are more appreciative?
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So when you come to a struggle,
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it's very easy.
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Like right now, I look at what's happening,
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and I think it's kind of interesting
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that, you know, the March for Life
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and the Women's March always happen right next to each other.
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And I think for many people,
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it's just one more picture of how divided and polarized
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and everything's becoming in the country
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is at each other's throats.
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And I don't know that they're at each other's throats,
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but I do think it's an interesting time to watch
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whether we are a people that can handle tension anymore.
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It looks like everyone will say,
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oh, in the last couple years,
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everything's become so polarized.
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And I thought that over the year.
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I really have.
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I thought, oh, it's become so polarized.
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No, no, it's become open.
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It was just as polarized in the past.
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We were all just quietly polite.
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And all of a sudden we go,
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people start speaking out on both sides,
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and we go, the whole world doesn't think like me.
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It's shocking.
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You know, I just assumed, you know,
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and of course, synonymous with everyone thinks like me,
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I just assumed everyone was reasonable.
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Quote on, you know, which is code for thinks like I do.
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And I think for way too long as a people,
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we have thought that the polite thing to do is stay quiet.
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My mother used to always say, you know,
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I just want a little peace and quiet.
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Now, she'd already had seven children,
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so she didn't plan for success.
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All I want is peace and quiet.
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And it took me a long time to realize
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those two things have nothing to do with one another.
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Peace and quiet are not the same.
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You know, we are often quiet about who we are,
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and it creates a real lack of peace inside.
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And sometimes we see what always,
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whatever side of the fence you're on,
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it always looks like the other side is,
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they're just so loud, and they're so strident,
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and it upsets us rather than,
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well, maybe they're truthful about who they are,
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and maybe I'm not wild about who they are,
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but if they're out there being who they are,
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maybe it's our time to do the same.
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Maybe why me is because you have a voice
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that no one else in the world has.
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You are a viewpoint of God that is unique to the world.
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And I think the greatest sin is when we look at
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all these great conflicts and we say,
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I'm not gonna get involved in that.
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I have nothing to add is what we're saying.
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And the more we think we have nothing to add,
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the more we are likely to be undone
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by watching others who are out in the struggle.
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I think as a people, both as a country, as a church,
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we have in the past understood what it meant
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to live in the fruitful tension of conflict.
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And I think now we think,
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well, that was before we all became polite.
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And we just kept our inner struggle inner.
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I think we have to have both.
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But I think that everyone has a voice
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that needs to be heard.
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If there's one positive that I've seen
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happening in our culture in the last year,
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it's the number of young people who are saying,
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this is ridiculous.
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And instead of whining, they've said,
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this is ridiculous, I'm gonna run for something.
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All this new blood coming in.
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I'm not gonna be one of the people
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who sit back and go, why us?
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I'm gonna go do something.
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And I think maybe there is something
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that comes out of the fruitful tension.
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And we start to believe that we have a voice
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that is not more than anyone else's,
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not less than anyone else's, but just as important.
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Maybe we become comfortable with the fact
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that there are people on all sides of the fence
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yelling and screaming at each other.
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Maybe if we get through that,
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where we land is a group of people
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who know how to disagree
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without yelling and screaming at each other.
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But maybe that's what we go through.
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I always think when a teenager is at that awkward age,
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from like 12 to 80,
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when you're at that awkward age
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where honor thy mother and father means obey,
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but in six years, if they tell you who to marry,
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it does not.
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All of a sudden, you're getting to a point
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where how do I disagree with my parents,
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but still do so in a respectful, honoring sort of way.
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And one of the things I have said to them
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is I'm telling you right now,
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the first time you do it, it won't go well.
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Because the first time you simply try
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to hold your own against an adult,
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you'll be a little bit shaky in the knees
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and you'll probably come out a little stronger
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than you mean to,
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and you'll probably say things you shouldn't.
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That sort of happens.
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The temper tantrums are very often learning
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to how am I going to be an adult,
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and just say, oh, I disagree.
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You know, I said this before the holidays.
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It drives my family up a tree,
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and now that I've learned that,
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I remember my mother saying to my sister,
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if you didn't give them such a big reaction,
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they wouldn't tease you.
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Now my whole family has forgotten that.
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And so I get a big reaction out of them
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when we go into politics or religion or anything else,
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and I say, oh, I disagree.
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Yeah, yeah, I disagree.
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I don't engage, I just disagree.
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Drives them up a tree,
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like you don't have a right to disagree
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unless you've got all of your ducks in a row,
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and I just keep going, oh, yeah, I disagree.
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And I will admit, I do it because it drives them crazy.
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But I thought, what happens when we do that as a country?
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What happens when people in one march
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and people in another march look at each other
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and go, we disagree?
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And we look at it on the news,
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and it's always a violent thing.
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Disagreement doesn't have to be violent.
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Once we all take a deep breath and say,
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I'm bringing who I am to the table,
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there's kind of a Christian bumper sticker
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that we all love to quote, the truth will set you free.
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Maybe we're in a moment where we're called
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as part of who we are in the world to set the truth free.
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Maybe the first step is, we set the truth free.
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Who I truly am, what I truly think,
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what I truly believe, we set that free.
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I think in our own faith,
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we've done things that fight that over the years.
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I think many people think that, you know,
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before you come into this room and come to this Eucharist,
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at the very least, you have to, you know,
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you have to show that you think the way we think.
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Even if you don't, you should look like you do.
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Well, that's anti-faith.
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You know, that destroys spirituality.
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You must look a certain way, you must act a certain way.
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No, you must be who you are.
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I'm fond of telling people that God has no interest
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in saving any of your facades.
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No, no interest at all.
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He didn't come to save our facades.
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So that we start to bring who we are
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truly into dialogue with the world.
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We start to set the truth free about ourselves.
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And that's when we start to experience the freedom,
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is through that simple act.
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I think one of the other places
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that we can fall down in faith,
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even in our sacramental theology,
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I always think of confession that, you know,
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we almost teach people that you should be completely honest
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with someone as long as they'll keep your secrets.
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That's different than saying,
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as long as that's step one to you finding other people
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you can be totally honest with.
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Oh, I tell the priest everything
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because he can't tell everyone.
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And once in a while, if it gets really bad, my lawyer.
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Because they're the seal of secrecy.
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But I don't use that as a step
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to actually becoming more authentically
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who I am in the world.
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When do we use that and say,
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I work towards more people knowing who I am.
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I stand up for what I believe in.
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I set the truth free, not just for a few people.
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I set it out there.
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You know, I let people know who I am.
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It's an important call.
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Why me?
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Because you are an expression of God
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that is unique in the world.
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Everyone here, an expression of God
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that is unique in the world.
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You can try to be someone else,
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but everyone else is already taken.
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And how sad to be a second-rate someone else
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when we could be a first-rate you,
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a first-rate me, a first-rate us.
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Trust in the creation of God.
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Trust that you have a purpose.
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Trust that you are a voice that the world needs.
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The only way to get rid of all of the tension
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is for all of us to become the same person.
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What a horribly unrich world that would be.
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You know, God did not choose to create one person
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and leave them alone.
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If real peace were the objective,
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that would have been it.
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Instead, we become a people who say,
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you know, it's time to move beyond quiet.
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Beyond quiet, through truth,
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and perhaps work one day for real peace.
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The peace of many.
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The peace of difference.
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The peace of conflict, as odd as that sounds.
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Because we become a people who say,
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oh, we disagree.
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I don't hate you.
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We disagree.
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I don't think you're going to hell.
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We disagree.
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And learn at the end of the day
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to give gratitude for God
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that the world is not so impoverished
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as to have only our opinion.
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Father Pat's message centers on the spiritual Father Pat's message centers on the spiritual and existential power of the question "Why me?"—not as a complaint in times of suffering, but as a profound invitation to reflect on one's unique existence, purpose, and voice in the world. He urges us to move beyond surface-level grievances and recognize that each person is a singular expression of God, called to participate authentically in life, community, and faith. Drawing from the Gospel’s call of the first disciples, Father Pat emphasizes the courage it takes to leave behind comfort and familiarity to follow a divine call. He challenges us to embrace our individuality, engage in meaningful dialogue amid disagreement, and contribute our true selves to a more honest and peaceful society.
In greater depth, Father Pat’s homily begins with the Gospel story from Mark, in which Jesus calls his first disciples—Simon, Andrew, James, and John—who leave behind their nets and even their father to follow Him. These actions symbolize a radical detachment from security, identity, and familial expectations in order to pursue a deeper calling. Father Pat draws a spiritual parallel to our own lives, inviting us to ask: what are the "nets" we are called to leave behind? What are we clinging to that prevents us from living authentically and responding to God's invitation?
He reframes the common lament “Why me?”—typically uttered in frustration during hardship—as a deeper spiritual inquiry. Rather than seeing it merely as a complaint, Father Pat encourages us to ask the question when life is going well, as a way of pondering the mystery of our existence and purpose. Why are we here, now, with our specific gifts, histories, and personalities? “Why me” becomes shorthand for the human yearning to know whether life has meaning, whether we matter, and whether we have a role to play in the unfolding of God’s kingdom.
Father Pat then moves into the realm of social and spiritual responsibility, using the tensions in our culture as a backdrop. He observes our discomfort with conflict and our overvaluation of politeness, noting that many people avoid expressing their true thoughts and beliefs for the sake of quiet. But peace, he argues, is not the same as quiet. True peace arises when people are able to be fully themselves, when they are no longer afraid to speak truthfully and engage with others—even those with whom they disagree.
He challenges the listener to see disagreement not as a threat, but as a sign of a vibrant, diverse community. Just as in adolescence we learn how to disagree with our parents respectfully, so too must we learn as a society to disagree without hatred or violence. This maturity of dialogue, he suggests, is essential for both civic health and spiritual growth. He draws attention to the courage of younger generations who are choosing to act rather than complain, running for office or taking leadership roles to effect change rather than sitting back in cynicism.
In a deeply theological turn, Father Pat stresses that every person is a unique expression of God—“a viewpoint of God that is unique to the world.” To deny our voice, to hide our truth, or to try to conform to someone else’s image is to reject the sacredness of our own creation. He cautions against the false spirituality that demands outward conformity, reminding us that God is not interested in saving our facades but in redeeming our true selves. This is echoed in his critique of how confession or religious life can sometimes become a way to hide rather than reveal ourselves. True spiritual maturity involves bringing our full, authentic selves into the world and into community.
Father Pat concludes with a call to authenticity, courage, and hope: to trust that we each have a voice the world needs, not because it is better or worse than others, but because it is uniquely ours. He envisions a richer world, not impoverished by sameness, but made beautiful by diversity. The goal is not uniformity but a peace that emerges from living truthfully in community—a peace of many voices, harmonized by mutual respect and shared purpose. He leaves us with the profound insight that disagreement can coexist with love, and that silence must sometimes give way to truth so that real peace—God’s peace—can be born....
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Love is the Greatest Law
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 929.4500122070312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. When the Pharisees heard that Jesus had silenced the Sadducees, they gathered together, and one of them, a scholar of the law, tested him by asking, Teacher, which commandment in the law is the greatest? Jesus said to him, You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the greatest and first commandment. The second is like it. You shall love your neighbor as yourself. The whole law and the prophets depend on these two commandments. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. So as many of you may know, I mentioned last week, I went on a five-day silent retreat. So get comfortable. I have some talking to make up for. Not talked in a while. But I always bring a book. And I thought, you know, I should, I confess, most of the theology I read in the last several years falls in what I would call the marginalized categories of theology. Once in a while, I read about dialogues with kind of smaller, obscure, almost run-over religions. Not our own. But in our own faith, and I tend to gravitate towards feminist theology, liberation theology, Mujeres theology, Latino theology, and a friend of mine who saw what I was reading before the retreat started, we got like a social hour that was like, catch up and then shut up. And, but he said, you know, it's probably really good that you do that because you have to reach out and you have to understand so many people. And I said to him, you know, you have to understand, I don't read these theologies to be more effective or to see it from this person's point of view. I mean, those are all good things. The reason I read them is because the images of God that have been produced by privilege, by those who are well-housed and well-clothed and well, you know, fed in the palaces of Europe for 2,000 years, those images of God don't feed me. The images of God that are stuck in authority and keeping people in their place are so distant from the God of Jesus Christ that we have to sometimes get beyond the theology of the majority to find the God of the poor. We can't get there any other way. And so you start to read these theologies and it's interesting how we look at things that we can see from the majority perspective and we've kind of put our own interpretation on it. I think it is the greatest sin of being in the privileged class that you feel you have a right to interpret everyone else's life. So we'll go in and we'll see pictures of Hispanic Catholicism and we'll see houses that have little statues of Mary and things and we'll think, how folkloric. Rather than really understanding that in a theology that grew up where they were not as, you know, they didn't have as many priests so they became less priest-dependent that the church often happened at home. And when there were no priests around, Abuela gave the blessings and said the prayers and cried for the children. And they don't have, they will never have quite the we come here for our sacred space that other cultures have. It will always bleed into the public life and their public life will come back to church and that's why, you know, everyone says, well why do they do quinceaneras at church? Because they don't have the strong wall between this space and the rest of the world that we developed in a world of structure, in a world of authority and who's in charge, that's a different culture. And so you find God in these different cultures and you can slowly struggle with the living God. The God that we hear today, the God who says, you know, you have to, you are measured by how you treat the stranger. Not how you treat the people that are important to you and that can do back for you. How you treat the stranger encounter. You know, in many ways, this issue is at the very heart of what's in the news. You know, all of the scandals that have surrounded Harvey Weinstein and now the director's out and Bill Cosby a while back. And I was watching a talk show and I found it interesting that a couple of the men were saying, you know, I used to think I don't understand women. Now I don't realize I don't understand other men. Because they were saying, you know, this is always a power thing. And I think that's an easy out. This is having power over the women and I think that's part of it. But I think that's rarer. And I think we like to say it's that because then when we go, eh, that doesn't resonate with me. I must not be part of the problem. It lets a lot of us off the hook. It's not just about power. It's about the privilege to say, I will interpret my actions for both of us. If I give myself the freedom to do this to put you at ease, then you should be put at ease. It has much more to do with the pernicious sense of I am privileged and I will interpret these encounters. And that happens all over the place. And that can happen across genders. Most of us have at least one stray aunt in the family who sees you and grabs you and hugs you whether you want it or not. Interesting things happen when we decide I will get to interpret our encounter. If I need something, I will need it and you will understand. If I decide that this is just a fun gesture, you will interpret it that way. We're so unaware of the privilege and it comes from 2,000 years of in many ways our God image controlled by the privileged. The minute we start talking, the minute religion took that turn around Puritan England time when rather than helping the poor, it became sort of the temperance league thing where we would get dressed up in our Sunday finery and we would march against the poor in that their morals, their morals are not decent. They're being impertinent. And that became the religious stance. Make no doubt what we were doing is we were wresting God from the poor and getting him back to the palaces where he belonged. And we can't do that. God, we hear, still dwells in the poor. And that's a tough message for our country because very few of us can truly put ourselves with the kind of poor that lived in Jesus' time. So where does that leave us? Well, it doesn't leave us cut off from God. It invites us into the different aspect, which is if you're not among the very poor of God, then you have a chance to be one with God by being the liberator. That's your other chance. If you are among the well-fed and among the well-clothed, then your job is to reach out and lift up those who aren't. That's how we participate in divinity, you know. And it's a tough message because we've kind of been taught that this gospel of prosperity stuff where, you know, God has blessed my life. I mean, it says right there in the Beatitudes, you know, blessed are those with a bigger house. It's the gospel according to Shlomo or something. I don't know who that belongs to, you know. But we kind of feel, I've been blessed. And we get this, you know, we're fascinated. As Catholics, we're fascinated with Mother Teresa. I know people who knew Mother Teresa personally, and they'll tell you, you know what? She wasn't a sweet woman. I mean, we all picture, we picture that face and the smile, and they're like, she was difficult. She was difficult. But she was determined to lift up the poor. And I think we like to see that as what a sweet sort of passive presence in the world. No, no, she was a revolutionary. She was going to change things. You know, her theology is not, take the theology we have, throw in minorities and mix. No, no, something much more revolutionary. Encounter the God who starts with the poor. When privilege took over religion, we moved, and this was about the time that Jesus is fighting against this, but we moved to suppress all of, some of them were pagan religions with high goddesses, and some were gods and all. But we suppressed a lot of the earth god, earth goddess images for the sky god. We climbed the mountain to encounter God. We got away from the lowly. God was to be found in the stratosphere, no longer down here in the dirt. And it's so ingrained in us, you know, that we are there to elevate, rather, no, we're there to get down and be grounded with the rest of the world. We're to encounter God, you know, coming out of the atmosphere from all angles, but we are to be a people who really recognize that there's an encounter with God that we sometimes miss when we live too much from an expectation of privilege. The Catholic writer Brian Massengale was giving a talk, and he was talking about that there is a resentment, now this is in African-American spirituality, and he said there's a little bit of a resentment sometimes, you know, when someone will say, well, you know, you don't understand what it is to be the descendants of slaves. And he said, you know, the resentment is people will look at him and say, you know, that's generations ago, it's not you, get over it. And when will you stop acting as though you're still a slave? And his answer is, when you stop acting like you're still a landowner. The structures are still in place. I work hard for everything I get. No, I work hard and started from a place of privilege, and that's why I have what I have. And that's so hard for us to really get a grasp of when we encounter someone, how often we just assume that I can interpret the situation, I can decide what's offensive, I can decide what's not. That is a place that most of the world doesn't get to live at. And we don't realize that. And so God calls us to really step back and encounter the God of the poor. But to do it, we have to get rid of our idols. We still struggle so much with the first commandment. No idols before God. Most of our Christianity is all idols because the image of God can change too quickly. It's too big, we can't grasp it. We have to choose smaller things. And it's okay. You'll always have to choose something smaller than God. You can't reflect on the whole. Just don't get stuck on one thing. You get stuck on one thing, it becomes an idol. I would say, and this almost, I've had people when I say this, I really, they are ready to kill me. But I've been silent for five days, if I have to die now, this is a good time. And that is, in America, our greatest idol that we worship instead of God is Scripture. We don't look for God anywhere else. Someone says, this person's hurting, what should we do? Check the Scripture. It's not the only access to God. God is bigger than Scripture. That's fundamentalism. Why are you guys doing that? Where does it say in the Bible that this building should be this shape? Same place it says we have air conditioning, get over it. It's not an idol. It's a help. And when we make things our idol, every part of our God image gets stuck in that. And then it becomes simply ours. But the God who calls us into communion with the whole world will always ask us, start with those who do not know privilege. Start with those whose lives are so uncertain. So uncertain. It's fascinating, we want to be one with Jesus, but we forget, we talk about the cross, we talk about everything else, we forget the Christmas coming up. We forget that the whole Jesus event starts as the loftiest God in the world coming down light years to be with us. The journey from God to humanity is a larger journey than we will ever be asked to make, going from privilege to those in need. But at least it's an accompanying journey with Jesus. And so we ask God to make us a people today who are open to new images of God, who are constantly seeking where God is in a new situation, that we don't fall back on, well, this is what I was taught, and I'm right. There's a, I can't remember the theologian, comes out of the Mujeres theology that says, God exists in every part of you but your arrogance. It's only in our arrogance that God doesn't exist. And can you imagine, can you imagine being God for a minute, speaking of arrogance? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the Pharisees heard that Jesus had silenced the Sadducees,
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they gathered together, and one of them, a scholar of the law,
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tested him by asking,
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Teacher, which commandment in the law is the greatest?
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Jesus said to him,
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You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
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with all your soul, and with all your mind.
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This is the greatest and first commandment.
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The second is like it.
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You shall love your neighbor as yourself.
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The whole law and the prophets depend on these two commandments.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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So as many of you may know, I mentioned last week,
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I went on a five-day silent retreat.
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So get comfortable.
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I have some talking to make up for.
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Not talked in a while.
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But I always bring a book.
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And I thought, you know, I should, I confess,
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most of the theology I read in the last several years
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falls in what I would call
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the marginalized categories of theology.
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Once in a while, I read about dialogues with
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kind of smaller, obscure, almost run-over religions.
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Not our own.
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But in our own faith,
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and I tend to gravitate towards feminist theology,
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liberation theology, Mujeres theology, Latino theology,
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and a friend of mine who saw what I was reading
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before the retreat started,
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we got like a social hour that was like,
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catch up and then shut up.
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And, but he said, you know,
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it's probably really good that you do that
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because you have to reach out
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and you have to understand so many people.
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And I said to him, you know, you have to understand,
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I don't read these theologies to be more effective
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or to see it from this person's point of view.
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I mean, those are all good things.
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The reason I read them is because
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the images of God that have been produced
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by privilege,
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by those who are well-housed and well-clothed
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and well, you know, fed
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in the palaces of Europe for 2,000 years,
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those images of God don't feed me.
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The images of God that are stuck in authority
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and keeping people in their place
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are so distant from the God of Jesus Christ
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that we have to sometimes get beyond
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the theology of the majority
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to find the God of the poor.
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We can't get there any other way.
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And so you start to read these theologies
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and it's interesting how we look at things
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that we can see from the majority perspective
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and we've kind of put our own interpretation on it.
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I think it is the greatest sin
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of being in the privileged class
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that you feel you have a right
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to interpret everyone else's life.
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So we'll go in and we'll see
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pictures of Hispanic Catholicism
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and we'll see houses that have
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little statues of Mary and things
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and we'll think, how folkloric.
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Rather than really understanding
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that in a theology that grew up
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where they were not as, you know,
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they didn't have as many priests
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so they became less priest-dependent
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that the church often happened at home.
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And when there were no priests around,
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Abuela gave the blessings
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and said the prayers and cried for the children.
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And they don't have,
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they will never have quite the
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we come here for our sacred space
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that other cultures have.
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It will always bleed into the public life
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and their public life will come back to church
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and that's why, you know, everyone says,
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well why do they do quinceaneras at church?
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Because they don't have the strong wall
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between this space and the rest of the world
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that we developed in a world of structure,
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in a world of authority
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and who's in charge, that's a different culture.
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And so you find God in these different cultures
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and you can slowly struggle with the living God.
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The God that we hear today,
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the God who says, you know, you have to,
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you are measured by how you treat the stranger.
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Not how you treat the people
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that are important to you and that can do back for you.
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How you treat the stranger encounter.
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You know, in many ways,
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this issue is at the very heart
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of what's in the news.
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You know, all of the scandals
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that have surrounded Harvey Weinstein
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and now the director's out
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and Bill Cosby a while back.
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And I was watching a talk show
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and I found it interesting
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that a couple of the men were saying,
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you know, I used to think I don't understand women.
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Now I don't realize I don't understand other men.
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Because they were saying, you know,
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this is always a power thing.
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And I think that's an easy out.
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This is having power over the women
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and I think that's part of it.
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But I think that's rarer.
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And I think we like to say it's that
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because then when we go,
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eh, that doesn't resonate with me.
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I must not be part of the problem.
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It lets a lot of us off the hook.
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It's not just about power.
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It's about the privilege to say,
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I will interpret my actions for both of us.
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If I give myself the freedom to do this
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to put you at ease,
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then you should be put at ease.
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It has much more to do with the pernicious sense
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of I am privileged
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and I will interpret these encounters.
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And that happens all over the place.
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And that can happen across genders.
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Most of us have at least one stray aunt in the family
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who sees you and grabs you and hugs you
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whether you want it or not.
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Interesting things happen when we decide
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I will get to interpret our encounter.
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If I need something,
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I will need it and you will understand.
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If I decide that this is just a fun gesture,
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you will interpret it that way.
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We're so unaware of the privilege
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and it comes from 2,000 years
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of in many ways our God image
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controlled by the privileged.
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The minute we start talking,
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the minute religion took that turn
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around Puritan England time
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when rather than helping the poor,
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it became sort of the temperance league thing
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where we would get dressed up in our Sunday finery
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and we would march against the poor
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in that their morals,
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their morals are not decent.
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They're being impertinent.
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And that became the religious stance.
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Make no doubt what we were doing
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is we were wresting God from the poor
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and getting him back to the palaces where he belonged.
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And we can't do that.
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God, we hear, still dwells in the poor.
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And that's a tough message for our country
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because very few of us can truly put ourselves
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with the kind of poor that lived in Jesus' time.
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So where does that leave us?
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Well, it doesn't leave us cut off from God.
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It invites us into the different aspect,
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which is if you're not among the very poor of God,
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then you have a chance to be one with God
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by being the liberator.
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That's your other chance.
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If you are among the well-fed
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and among the well-clothed,
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then your job is to reach out
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and lift up those who aren't.
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That's how we participate in divinity, you know.
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And it's a tough message
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because we've kind of been taught
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that this gospel of prosperity stuff
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where, you know, God has blessed my life.
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I mean, it says right there in the Beatitudes,
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you know, blessed are those with a bigger house.
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It's the gospel according to Shlomo or something.
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I don't know who that belongs to, you know.
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But we kind of feel, I've been blessed.
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And we get this, you know, we're fascinated.
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As Catholics, we're fascinated with Mother Teresa.
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I know people who knew Mother Teresa personally,
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and they'll tell you, you know what?
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She wasn't a sweet woman.
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I mean, we all picture, we picture that face
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and the smile, and they're like,
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she was difficult.
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She was difficult.
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But she was determined to lift up the poor.
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And I think we like to see that as
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what a sweet sort of passive presence in the world.
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No, no, she was a revolutionary.
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She was going to change things.
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You know, her theology is not,
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take the theology we have,
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throw in minorities and mix.
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No, no, something much more revolutionary.
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Encounter the God who starts with the poor.
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When privilege took over religion,
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we moved, and this was about the time
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that Jesus is fighting against this,
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but we moved to suppress all of,
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some of them were pagan religions with high goddesses,
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and some were gods and all.
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But we suppressed a lot of the earth god,
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earth goddess images for the sky god.
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We climbed the mountain to encounter God.
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We got away from the lowly.
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God was to be found in the stratosphere,
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no longer down here in the dirt.
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And it's so ingrained in us,
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you know, that we are there to elevate,
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rather, no, we're there to get down
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and be grounded with the rest of the world.
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We're to encounter God,
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you know, coming out of the atmosphere from all angles,
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but we are to be a people who really recognize
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that there's an encounter with God
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that we sometimes miss when we live too much
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from an expectation of privilege.
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The Catholic writer Brian Massengale
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was giving a talk, and he was talking about
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that there is a resentment,
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now this is in African-American spirituality,
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and he said there's a little bit of a resentment sometimes,
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you know, when someone will say,
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well, you know, you don't understand what it is
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to be the descendants of slaves.
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And he said, you know, the resentment is
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people will look at him and say,
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you know, that's generations ago,
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it's not you, get over it.
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And when will you stop acting as though
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you're still a slave?
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And his answer is, when you stop acting
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like you're still a landowner.
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The structures are still in place.
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I work hard for everything I get.
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No, I work hard and started from a place of privilege,
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and that's why I have what I have.
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And that's so hard for us to really get a grasp of
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when we encounter someone,
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how often we just assume that
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I can interpret the situation,
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I can decide what's offensive,
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I can decide what's not.
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That is a place that most of the world
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doesn't get to live at.
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And we don't realize that.
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And so God calls us to really step back
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and encounter the God of the poor.
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But to do it, we have to get rid of our idols.
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We still struggle so much with the first commandment.
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No idols before God.
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Most of our Christianity is all idols
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because the image of God can change too quickly.
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It's too big, we can't grasp it.
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We have to choose smaller things.
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And it's okay.
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You'll always have to choose something smaller than God.
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You can't reflect on the whole.
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Just don't get stuck on one thing.
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You get stuck on one thing, it becomes an idol.
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I would say, and this almost,
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I've had people when I say this,
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I really, they are ready to kill me.
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But I've been silent for five days,
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if I have to die now, this is a good time.
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And that is, in America,
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our greatest idol that we worship instead of God
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is Scripture.
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We don't look for God anywhere else.
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Someone says, this person's hurting, what should we do?
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Check the Scripture.
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It's not the only access to God.
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God is bigger than Scripture.
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That's fundamentalism.
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Why are you guys doing that?
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Where does it say in the Bible
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that this building should be this shape?
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Same place it says we have air conditioning, get over it.
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It's not an idol.
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It's a help.
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And when we make things our idol,
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every part of our God image gets stuck in that.
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And then it becomes simply ours.
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But the God who calls us into communion with the whole world
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will always ask us,
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start with those who do not know privilege.
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Start with those whose lives are so uncertain.
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So uncertain.
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It's fascinating, we want to be one with Jesus,
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but we forget, we talk about the cross,
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we talk about everything else,
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we forget the Christmas coming up.
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We forget that the whole Jesus event starts
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as the loftiest God in the world
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coming down light years to be with us.
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The journey from God to humanity
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is a larger journey than we will ever be asked to make,
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going from privilege to those in need.
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But at least it's an accompanying journey with Jesus.
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And so we ask God to make us a people today
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who are open to new images of God,
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who are constantly seeking where God is in a new situation,
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that we don't fall back on, well, this is what I was taught,
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and I'm right.
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There's a, I can't remember the theologian,
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comes out of the Mujeres theology that says,
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God exists in every part of you but your arrogance.
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It's only in our arrogance that God doesn't exist.
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And can you imagine,
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can you imagine being God for a minute,
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speaking of arrogance?
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But imagine being God and looking down
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on the average one of us who thinks we know it all.
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Only in our arrogance can God not exist,
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and only when we reach out to people we've yet to encounter,
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people we've yet to understand,
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people we've yet to allow to lead us,
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only then can our vision of God grow.
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Only then can we start to pursue the living God,
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the God who is not stagnant,
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the God who can bring us all to a new heaven and a new earth,
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not refurbished, but something new for the human heart.
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Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to abandon Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to abandon static and privileged images of God in favor of a dynamic and liberating encounter with the divine found among the poor, the marginalized, and the oppressed. Drawing from his own spiritual journey and theological reading, he challenges us to recognize how privilege distorts our understanding of God, religion, and morality. He insists that love of God and neighbor—especially the neighbor who is different, excluded, or silenced—is the heart of our faith. This love demands humility, openness to transformation, and a willingness to dismantle idols—whether of Scripture, tradition, or comfort—that hinder our relationship with the living God.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on his silent retreat, where he immersed himself in theologies from the margins—feminist, liberation, Latino, and Mujeres theologies—not out of academic curiosity or pastoral obligation, but because traditional images of God shaped by centuries of European privilege no longer nourish his soul. He emphasizes that theology shaped by authority and hierarchy often distances us from the God revealed in Jesus Christ, who consistently sided with the poor, the outcast, and the stranger. In contrast, theologies emerging from oppressed communities bring us into contact with a God who liberates, suffers, and dwells among those who have been silenced.
He critiques the tendency of the privileged to interpret the lives and faith of others through their own lens, often reducing vibrant, contextual spiritualities to “folklore” or misunderstanding them entirely. Using examples from Hispanic Catholicism, he draws attention to how faith can flourish in the home and community when institutional structures are absent, revealing a sacredness that transcends traditional boundaries between church and daily life. This, he argues, is a vital insight into how God is encountered in real, lived experience, not just in formal doctrine or ritual.
Father Pat then connects this theological reflection to broader societal issues, such as the abuse scandals involving powerful men. He identifies a deeper issue than mere power: the entitlement of the privileged to define and interpret reality for others. This entitlement, he explains, is rooted in centuries of privilege and is perpetuated when we fail to examine how deeply it shapes our behavior, assumptions, and even our spirituality. The problem is not just individual sin, but systemic privilege that allows some to dictate meaning and morality while silencing others.
He laments the historical shift in Christianity—from a faith of the poor to a moralizing institution aligned with power and control. This shift, he argues, was a theft of God from the poor, replacing the incarnate, liberating God of Jesus with a sterile, distant deity of the elite. Yet the Gospel still calls us to encounter God among the poor and to become liberators ourselves if we are not among the poor. This is the path by which the privileged can participate in the divine life: by using their position to uplift others rather than consolidate their own comfort.
Father Pat challenges the modern idolization of Scripture, asserting that while Scripture is sacred, it is not God itself. He warns that when we make any one thing—especially something as limited by human interpretation as the Bible—into a fixed and total image of God, we fall into idolatry. True Christian faith is not about clinging to certainties but about seeking God in new and unfamiliar places, especially in the voices and lives of those who have been historically excluded.
He touches on the enduring structures of racial and social privilege, quoting theologian Bryan Massingale to illustrate how the legacy of slavery and landownership continues to shape attitudes and systems today. Recognizing this truth confronts the lie of meritocracy and invites a deeper humility in how we engage with others’ experiences. Only by relinquishing the need to control or interpret others’ realities can we begin to cultivate genuine solidarity and open ourselves to the transforming presence of God.
Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to be open to new images of God, to let go of arrogance, and to listen to those who have been silenced or overlooked. He reminds us that Jesus’ life began with the greatest act of divine humility: the Incarnation. God’s descent into human vulnerability should inspire us to make our own descent from privilege into solidarity. Only in doing so can we begin to see God as God truly is—not confined to our expectations or traditions, but alive in the struggles, hopes, and dignity of every human being.
In sum, Father Pat’s message is a profound spiritual challenge: to love God with our whole being and to love our neighbor—not from on high, but from the ground, where God still dwells, among the poor, the broken, and the unknown. To find God, we must be willing to be changed....
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The Gospel of the Lord. Today's gospel has, um, it kind of always has that flaw in it that happens when you try to take a metaphor apart, sometimes to its painful end, and you try to make it, make a little too much sense. And so, you know, there's this probably earlier parable about, you know, sometimes seed falls on good land and sometimes it doesn't. Later on as they try to explain what each one of those might mean, it's, you know, it's a great literary technique. It sort of, to me, looks like the prototype for eager doctoral students down the road. You know, how can I pull apart each little thing and make this one apply to this part of life? But what happens is it falls apart right when you need it. And when it gets to, you know, so what is the seed in the good soil? And the answer is, oh, well, that's the one that works. And so basically it says, you know, you'll know the seed is planted in good soil, you know, only at the autopsy. We can go back then and say, must have worked. Must have been good soil. But it doesn't give us a sense what that means. The whole parable has to be put in a context of giving us a larger message, which is we kind of like to think we go out and we, you know, we evangelize. We love that word nowadays. Meaning we spew out a story or a doctrine or a teaching or something that makes sense to us from my culture, my upbringing, my family. It makes sense to us, and therefore I go out and I've offered it, and anyone who doesn't respond is going to hell. When, as though the words that were given through a church doctrine or a document or a piece of scripture have a magic force to them that will compel anyone from any culture, from any faith. It simply doesn't work that way. And so, you know, the first step of evangelization, literally, if you want to go back to beating this poor agricultural metaphor to death, you know, the first job of the farmer is to know and prepare the soil. We tend to think that the first job of evangelization is planting seeds. Go out and plant seeds. I go out and, you know, we drop our amazing little pearls of wisdom everywhere, and that sort of becomes what the model of church for many people is. I say a few things, and if people don't come in the door, well, then it's their own problem. But we don't really take the time to go out and examine where people are at and where their lives have brought them, and, you know, you can't look at someone who spent their life physically or sexually abused by their father and say, I'm sorry, but the image of father is something you're just going to have to live with with God because that's our seed. It won't work in that soil. There are some people who will never be able to mutter the words our father who art in heaven without a visceral reaction, and we sometimes say, sorry, well, that's the formula. We're so committed to the pieces we have that we don't take the time to examine where people are at, what image of God is possible for them in the way they've been brought up, in the way, you know, not that our life is perfect, but, you know, sometimes we meet people whose damage is different than our own. And so, you know, we always have to go through life thinking, where are people coming from? Each culture has its own challenge. Our culture tends to rewrite the old class struggle. We like to rewrite it and pretend that we are a divided country, you know, between those on the left and those on the right because we don't like to admit that we're really divided between those on the top and those on the bottom economically. That's always the real division. We rewrite it into something that will sound nicer because it doesn't sound quite so harsh to be throwing punches across the aisle. But when you're punching those who are already down, well, that would just sound too mean, so we'll rewrite it. But it's usually the haves against the have-nots. And unfortunately, religion has, for the most part, been in the hands of the haves. It's what's driving this Pope up a tree. You know, theology is written very seldom by people who are informed by poverty, really informed by it. And so we look to this and we have to understand that, you know, where we fall apart in evangelization, wouldn't it be nice if it said, well, now, the seed sown on rich soil is the one who hears the word and because, and then gave us a whole bunch of information as to why it succeeded. We don't know why it succeeded. It just says the one that falls on good soil, oh, that's the one that worked. But no help. But you start to go, well, first thing you have to do is go back and say, okay, what is our soil? And it is an interesting analogy. I always think most of us, if you choose to be self-aware for, you know, even the first half hour of the day, you'll learn your own soil at least very quickly. You know, if you pull out of the driveway and you're already frustrated with the way traffic's going to be, that's your soil. You are ready for the seeds of frustration and not terribly ready for anything else. You know, yesterday, I had one of my rare moments, don't think this is who I am, but I was going to Arvada for a priest's dinner and when I got on the highway, it's just, this happens, oh, once every 10 years or so. I get on the highway and it is a parking lot and I can see it kind of going up the slope and nothing but cars and strangely, for just a moment, rather than seeing the five million obstacles that God had placed in my way, I just thought, man, we're all in this together, aren't we? It was a very different, I wish that were my approach more often, to go, gosh, we're all in this together. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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Hear the parable of the sower.
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The seed sown on the path
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is the one who hears the word of the kingdom
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without understanding it,
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and the evil one comes and steals away
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what was sown in his heart.
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The seed sown on rocky ground
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is the one who hears the word
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and receives it at once with joy,
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but he has no roots,
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and therefore it lasts only a time.
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When some tribulation or persecution
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comes because of the word,
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he immediately falls away.
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The seed sown among thorns
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is one who hears the word,
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but then worldly anxieties
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and the lure of riches choke the word,
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and it bears no fruit.
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But the seed sown on rich soil
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is the one who hears the word
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and understands it,
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who indeed hears fruit
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and yields a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Today's gospel has, um,
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it kind of always has that flaw in it
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that happens when you
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try to take a metaphor apart,
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sometimes to its painful end,
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and you try to make it,
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make a little too much sense.
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And so, you know,
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there's this probably earlier parable
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about, you know,
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sometimes seed falls on good land
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and sometimes it doesn't.
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Later on as they try to explain
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what each one of those might mean,
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it's, you know,
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it's a great literary technique.
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It sort of, to me,
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looks like the prototype
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for eager doctoral students
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down the road.
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You know, how can I pull apart
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each little thing
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and make this one apply
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to this part of life?
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But what happens is it falls apart
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right when you need it.
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And when it gets to, you know,
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so what is the seed in the good soil?
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And the answer is,
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oh, well, that's the one that works.
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And so basically it says,
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you know, you'll know the seed
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is planted in good soil,
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you know, only at the autopsy.
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We can go back then and say,
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must have worked.
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Must have been good soil.
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But it doesn't give us a sense
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what that means.
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The whole parable has to be put
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in a context of giving us
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a larger message,
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which is we kind of like to think
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we go out and we, you know,
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we evangelize.
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We love that word nowadays.
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Meaning we spew out a story
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or a doctrine or a teaching
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or something that makes sense to us
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from my culture, my upbringing,
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my family.
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It makes sense to us,
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and therefore I go out
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and I've offered it,
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and anyone who doesn't respond
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is going to hell.
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When, as though the words
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that were given through
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a church doctrine or a document
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or a piece of scripture
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have a magic force to them
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that will compel anyone
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from any culture, from any faith.
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It simply doesn't work that way.
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And so, you know,
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the first step of evangelization,
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literally, if you want to go back
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to beating this poor agricultural
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metaphor to death,
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you know, the first job
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of the farmer is to know
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and prepare the soil.
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We tend to think that the first job
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of evangelization is planting seeds.
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Go out and plant seeds.
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I go out and, you know,
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we drop our amazing little pearls
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of wisdom everywhere,
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and that sort of becomes
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what the model of church
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for many people is.
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I say a few things,
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and if people don't come
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in the door, well,
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then it's their own problem.
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But we don't really take the time
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to go out and examine
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where people are at
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and where their lives
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have brought them,
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and, you know, you can't look
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at someone who spent their life
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physically or sexually abused
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by their father and say,
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I'm sorry, but the image
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of father is something
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you're just going to have
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to live with with God
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because that's our seed.
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It won't work in that soil.
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There are some people
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who will never be able
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to mutter the words
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our father who art in heaven
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without a visceral reaction,
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and we sometimes say,
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sorry, well, that's the formula.
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We're so committed
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to the pieces we have
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that we don't take the time
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to examine where people are at,
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what image of God
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is possible for them
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in the way they've been brought up,
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in the way, you know,
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not that our life is perfect,
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but, you know, sometimes
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we meet people whose damage
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is different than our own.
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And so, you know,
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we always have to go
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through life thinking,
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where are people coming from?
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Each culture has its own challenge.
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Our culture tends to rewrite
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the old class struggle.
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We like to rewrite it
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and pretend that we are
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a divided country, you know,
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between those on the left
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and those on the right
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because we don't like to admit
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that we're really divided
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between those on the top
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and those on the bottom
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economically.
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That's always the real division.
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We rewrite it into something
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that will sound nicer
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because it doesn't sound
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quite so harsh
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to be throwing punches
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across the aisle.
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But when you're punching
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those who are already down,
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well, that would just
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sound too mean,
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so we'll rewrite it.
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But it's usually the haves
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against the have-nots.
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And unfortunately,
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religion has, for the most part,
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been in the hands of the haves.
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It's what's driving
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this Pope up a tree.
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You know, theology is written
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very seldom by people
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who are informed by poverty,
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really informed by it.
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And so we look to this
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and we have to understand that,
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you know, where we fall apart
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in evangelization,
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wouldn't it be nice
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if it said, well, now,
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the seed sown on rich soil
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is the one who hears the word
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and because,
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and then gave us
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a whole bunch of information
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as to why it succeeded.
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We don't know why it succeeded.
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It just says the one
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that falls on good soil,
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oh, that's the one that worked.
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But no help.
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But you start to go, well,
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first thing you have to do
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is go back and say,
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okay, what is our soil?
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I always think most of us,
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if you choose to be self-aware
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for, you know,
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even the first half hour
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of the day,
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you'll learn your own soil
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at least very quickly.
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You know, if you pull out
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of the driveway
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and you're already frustrated
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with the way traffic's
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going to be,
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that's your soil.
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You are ready for the seeds
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of frustration
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and not terribly ready
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for anything else.
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I had one of my rare moments,
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don't think this is who I am,
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but I was going to Arvada
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for a priest's dinner
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and when I got on the highway,
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it's just, this happens,
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oh, once every 10 years or so.
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I get on the highway
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and it is a parking lot
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and I can see it kind of
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going up the slope
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and nothing but cars
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and strangely,
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for just a moment,
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rather than seeing
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the five million obstacles
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that God had placed in my way,
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I just thought,
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man, we're all in this together,
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aren't we?
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It was a very different,
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I wish that were my approach
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more often,
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to go, gosh,
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we're all in this together.
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The air is working.
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Father Pat’s message challenges a superficial inte Father Pat’s message challenges a superficial interpretation of the Parable of the Sower by highlighting the need for a deeper, more compassionate understanding of what it means to truly receive and share the Word of God. Rather than seeing evangelization as simply scattering doctrine and expecting results, Father Pat emphasizes the importance of understanding the "soil"—people's life experiences, traumas, and cultural contexts. He critiques the tendency of religious institutions and individuals to prioritize doctrine over empathy, and he reminds us that successful spiritual growth depends not just on the clarity of the message, but on the condition of the heart receiving it. True evangelization, then, begins not with speaking, but with listening, preparing the soil with humility, and acknowledging our shared human experience.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging the literary and theological complexity of the Parable of the Sower, noting how the metaphor—though powerful—can become strained when dissected too literally. He critiques the common interpretation that sees the parable as a straightforward roadmap for evangelization, where preachers simply sow the Word and blame the soil (i.e., others' hearts) if it doesn't take root. This approach, he argues, is both simplistic and spiritually arrogant. Instead, he insists that true evangelization begins not with speaking, but with understanding—understanding the soil, the context, the person.
The parable, in its more honest reading, does not give us a formula for success. It tells us that some seeds bear fruit and some do not, but it offers no insight into what makes one soil “good.” This omission is not a flaw but an invitation to humility. We are not all born with the same soil, nor do we live the same lives. Trauma, abuse, poverty, and cultural dislocation all shape how the Word is received. Father Pat draws attention to the real, visceral experiences of people who cannot relate to traditional religious imagery—such as those who have suffered under abusive fathers and are then asked to call God “Father.” These are not failures of faith, but failures of empathy and imagination on the part of the evangelizer.
He also critiques the institutional Church’s tendency to offer fixed doctrinal “seeds” without preparing the ground. The assumption that doctrine alone, divorced from context, will transform lives is deeply flawed. He challenges the Church's complicity in systems of inequality, pointing out that religion has often been shaped and taught by the economically privileged, not those who know the Gospel through the lens of suffering. The Pope’s frustration, he suggests, stems precisely from this imbalance—when theology is written without the voice of the poor, it becomes disconnected from the very people Jesus came to serve.
Father Pat invites us to look inward as well. What is the condition of our own soil? Are we receptive to grace, or are we so caught up in frustration, pride, or anxiety that we choke the Word before it can grow? He shares a personal moment of grace while stuck in traffic—a rare instance where, instead of reacting with irritation, he saw the shared humanity of those around him. That moment, he suggests, was good soil. It was a brief but real glimpse of what spiritual readiness looks like: not perfection, but openness, awareness, and compassion.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is one of profound humility and spiritual attentiveness. The work of evangelization is not about conquering or converting; it is about cultivating, listening, and walking alongside others. The mystery of why some hearts are ready and others are not is not ours to solve. What is ours is the responsibility to love, to understand, and to meet others where they are, with gentleness and grace....
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Then the righteous will answer Him and say, Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you or thirsty and give you drink? When did we see you a stranger and welcome you or naked and clothe you? When did we see you ill or in prison and visit you? And the king will say to them in reply, Amen, I say to you whatever you did for one of the least of my brothers or sisters you did for me. Then He will say to those on His left, Depart from me into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry, and you gave me no food. I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink. A stranger, and you gave me no welcome. Naked, and you gave me no clothing. Ill and in prison, and you did not care for me. And they will answer and say, Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison and not minister to your needs? He will answer them, Amen, I say to you what you did not do for one of these least ones you did not do for me. And these will go off to punishment but the righteous to eternal life. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. A man I went to seminary with, he was not ordained, but he, I kind of follow him on social media. He's now a Catholic writer up in the Minnesota area. And because I follow him, I often get little tweets and posts from him that come from other people. And some Monsignor that he follows on the East Coast put out something about Christ the King and today we're reminded by Jesus that we get to heaven by listening to those who have been left with his authority. I'm like, do they use a different election area on the East Coast? Where does it say in this whole reading, you know, for I spoke and you listened. I gave you orders and you followed. Matter of fact, I would posit that he's reversed the exact meaning of the day which is Jesus comes on Christ the King to say, this is not about every earthly idea you have of authority. The authority of today is, or the point of the day is not how we respond to authority, but how we respond to those with absolutely no authority in the world. How do we respond to those with no voice? Not, you know, I was hungry and you did not feed me. Not, I was enthroned and you did not listen. How did he get, I just think, how did he get to that place from today's readings? The first reading, actually, if you actually know this book of Ezekiel, this first reading gets set up at the beginning of this chapter of Ezekiel. So we get this part that says, thus says the Lord, I will look after and tend my sheep. I will find, you know, I will find myself among the sheep. I will gather the sheep that have been scattered. I will, you know, pastor them. I will seek them out. The beginning of the chapter starts with you shepherds who have been out there, you have not gathered the sheep. You have not brought them back in. You have not worried about the lost. And then he gets to this point and he says, so I will go out and gather them. He almost repeats word for word everything he opened up the chapter with. It says, you haven't done this. Fine, I'll do it. And instead of Jesus, I always picture my mother saying, oh, it's just easier to do myself. It's almost that kind of a frustrated moment in the writing that says, you refuse to gather people in. You know, you think that the job of faith and religion is for those of us in leadership to say, here's the bar, either clear it or don't. Working in Catholic schools, you know, because I have been in schools my entire priesthood, we've talked, I've talked with every principal I've ever had about that idea that, you know, often when a teacher describes a really good student, what they're too often referring to as a student who will teach themselves. I don't have to do a thing. You know, if you are a teacher by nature, you'll look for the challenging student. The one that you can't wait to see the light bulb go on. The ones who can teach themselves. You know, it'd be great. We all would love, we would love for children to raise themselves. I used to have parents who would come to me at my very first parish and say things like, well, they're only five, but you know, I've tried everything I can, I can't get them to clean their room. And I will often say, have you used your size advantage? What they mean is I can't argue them into it or reason them into it or wait in the corner for them to come to this idea on their own so I can stay their friend and they'll clean their room. No, you'll probably have to step in, take their hand, use your size advantage. It's that we don't want to go to that place. And this book of Ezekiel is a whole thing about this. The strayed, I will bring back. The injured, I will bind up. The sick, I will heal, because you're not doing it. And the church puts that with this reading today where it says, you know, how do we follow the voice of Jesus? How do we know what's right and what's wrong in the world and which voices do we listen to? We're looking up the ladder saying, which authority do we follow? And Jesus keeps saying, no, the point is to look down. It's to look to the people who have no authority, who have no power. And they will be your salvation or not. Not the voices from on high, but the needs from on low. That's where we find our path. And we don't want to get too into the detail of this gospel, because it won't hold together. It reads a little bit like a teacher who gets up and says to her class, those of you, I just gave you a test with 20 questions on it, those of you who got a question right will get an A, and those of you who missed a question will get an F. And every student goes, well, what about those of us that got a question right and another one wrong? This gospel kind of reads like that. Any of you who have ever helped anyone are going to heaven. And any of you who have ever failed to help someone will go to hell. How many of you are going, uh, now I understand purgatory. Because everyone in this room has failed to help someone when they shouldn't have. And everyone here has helped when they didn't have to. Everyone here, that's why this idea, the sheep and the goats, I always tell people, we're all kind of this sheep-goat hybrid that you don't really want to picture. We're all somewhere in between. And the gospel, rather frustratingly, doesn't talk about that 99.99999% of us that have never done it perfectly and have never absolutely failed at every opportunity. The rest of us. But what that does for us is tell us, so that's not the point. The point of this gospel is really not to get us to sort humanity. The point of it is to go, oh, so a question right is better than the question wrong. Okay, we get the sense of the trajectory we're supposed to take. You know, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison and not minister to your needs? This should be, you know, when we talk of ourselves as a Christian people and then we talk about our response to refugees. This should be pretty damning stuff for us. Because most of us, politically, would say, you know, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in person and be sure that we'd be safe and not minister to your needs? Doesn't say, as long as there's no cost to you, as long as you don't take any risk, then go out and help people. But that's usually our response as a people, as a community, as a church, as a country, is to say once we're sure it's safe, we'll be happy to help people. Once we're sure that I can dig in, but not so much that it might actually alter my lifestyle. You know, I've said over the years that when we look to whether it's trying to sustain the world or whether it's just trying to sustain the people in it at this moment, most of us who would, you know, see ourselves heroically for our children flying in front of a bullet to save their lives, most of us who would give our lives for our children would have a harder time giving our lifestyle for them. When someone steps up and says, you know, really if the earth is going to be around for our great grandchildren, we might have to do this and this and this and this, they go yeah, you know, where's the bullet? I'll take the bullet, but don't ask me to give up cable. Or whatever it would be. You know, we get very, very reticent to change our lifestyle. And the funny thing is we come to our Christianity to say, Lord, change our lives. What do we think that means? It doesn't mean that the texture of breathing will change. To change our life means changing our lifestyle. That's all it means. That's the only thing we have to change. You're not going to change the nature of human life. You change the lifestyle. And today we're told, look, you know, the path to heaven, the path not whether we get in or not, whether we're saved or not, Jesus takes care of that. Whether we're part of this endeavor or not will never have to do with how much we listen to the voices in power. But how often we hear the cries of the poor. That's our Christianity. And I think sometimes we're looking for leaders in our faith rather than looking for objects to our mission. You know, it's so easy to get caught up in authority and who has the authority. And Jesus sort of says, you know, that's a nice, interesting idea. You might want to ponder that. But that's not what Jesus calls us to. Jesus doesn't call us to make sure you know who the right authority is. He says, you know, let the authorities, let the big boys argue amongst themselves. Go out and feed the people. Go out and help those who have no voice. Our job is not to elevate those who are already elevated. I always think, I wonder when we, especially we as clergy, read, He will cast down the mighty from their thrones. I think we all go, that doesn't mean in church. That means out in the governments. That means somewhere else. Surely when we get to heaven, people will still listen to me once a week. Yeah, I get that reaction every time I say that. You know. What happens when we're brought down from our thrones? And every one of us sort of has one. Maybe it's at work. Maybe it's somewhere we feel we have expertise. Always that place where we look for where sometimes we're offering our gifts. Sometimes we're enjoying our position. I'm finally in a place where I know a little more than the next person. I'm in my area. I'm in my forte. And in those moments, it's great. We can teach people. We can help. We can be an authoritative voice. But that's not where salvation comes from. Salvation comes when we find the person with the least authority in our midst. The person who has no voice and sometimes no hope of ever having one. How we are with them, that will show our love for God. That will show the depth of faith. That will show where we have hope and charity. And so we ask God to make us a people that we can respect authority. We can look for authority but don't hang your hopes on it. It's not the road to heaven. The road to heaven is found when we look to the least among us. When we look to those who struggle the most and we think what can I do to help them? Not control them, not be a new authority in their life, but actually reach out and help. Those are the people that teach us to love God. It's the great paradox of the Feast of Christ the King. What he's basically saying is on the Feast of Christ the King, you will not find me among the kings. You know. The kingship of Christ is paradox. It is found among those who have no power and no authority. Those who as the scripture says, cannot pay us back. That's our only chance to encounter God. It's fascinating how often we go to God to ask for something. But what God tells us today is when we ask for things, it's a ritual encounter of God. But the deepest experienced encounter with God is not when we ask. It is when we respond to those who ask of us. So we want to go out and find images of God. They won't look anything like God. They will look the least like God you can imagine. They will look not like the mosaics. You know, any of you who have been to the National Cathedral have what we used to call the angry Aryan Jesus. So really odd mosaic. Wavy blonde hair, lightning blue eyes, and he looks, remember when my mother used to say, I'll do it myself, it's that look. And you know, it's a mosaic. So I'm sure the expression, it just probably isn't quite the subtlety that the artist had hoped for. But it looks angry, but people are like, but it's a strong looking Jesus. But that's why we start our year in the next few weeks with the Jesus in the manger, the fragile Jesus. Because that's the Jesus we're called to minister to. You know, we minister to Jesus on the cross. It's so hard to convince people that Jesus, risen and glorious in heaven, really is not needing your help at the moment. That's such a hard concept for us. People out in this world right now defending God, just in the nick of time because he was about to lose the whole thing until Patrick Dolan came along. But that's the way we think. I'm going to defend God. The most ridiculous statement ever uttered by humans. The defense of God. God says, oh, you want to go out and defend God? Fine. Go find the weakest God among you and defend them. No, no, we want to defend those that don't need our defense. It is easier. But to go out and nurture God in the world is not to nurture our theology. It's not to nurture our religion. It's not to nurture our ideas. It's so simple today. You want to nurture God in the world? Go help those that need help. It's so stunningly simple that we pass right over it and try to get back to something complicated. And Jesus gives them and us a mandate we cannot get past. So if we're going to experience the exalted glory of Christ, we will do it when we're responding to those who have no power at all. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to His disciples,
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When the Son of Man comes in His glory
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and all the angels with Him,
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He will sit upon His glorious throne,
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and all the nations will assemble before Him.
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And He will separate them one from another,
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as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats.
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And He will place the sheep on His right
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and the goats on His left.
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Then the king will say to those on His right,
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Come, you who are blessed by my Father,
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inherit the kingdom prepared for you
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from the foundation of the world.
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For I was hungry, and you gave me food.
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I was thirsty, and you gave me drink.
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A stranger, and you welcomed me.
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Naked, and you clothed me.
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Ill, and you cared for me.
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In prison, and you visited me.
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Then the righteous will answer Him and say,
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Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you
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or thirsty and give you drink?
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When did we see you a stranger and welcome you
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or naked and clothe you?
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When did we see you ill or in prison and visit you?
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And the king will say to them in reply,
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Amen, I say to you whatever you did
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for one of the least of my brothers or sisters
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you did for me.
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Then He will say to those on His left,
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Depart from me into the eternal fire
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prepared for the devil and his angels.
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For I was hungry, and you gave me no food.
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I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink.
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A stranger, and you gave me no welcome.
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Naked, and you gave me no clothing.
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Ill and in prison, and you did not care for me.
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And they will answer and say,
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Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty
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or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison
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and not minister to your needs?
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He will answer them, Amen, I say to you
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what you did not do for one of these least ones
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you did not do for me.
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And these will go off to punishment
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but the righteous to eternal life.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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A man I went to seminary with,
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he was not ordained, but he,
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I kind of follow him on social media.
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He's now a Catholic writer
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up in the Minnesota area.
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And because I follow him, I often get
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little tweets and posts from him
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that come from other people.
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And some Monsignor that he follows
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on the East Coast put out something about
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Christ the King and today we're reminded
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by Jesus that we get to heaven by
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listening to those who have been left
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with his authority.
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I'm like, do they use a different
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election area on the East Coast?
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Where does it say in this whole reading,
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you know, for I spoke and you listened.
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I gave you orders and you followed.
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Matter of fact, I would posit that
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he's reversed the exact meaning of the day
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which is Jesus comes on Christ the King
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to say, this is not about every
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earthly idea you have of authority.
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The authority of today is,
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or the point of the day is
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not how we respond to authority,
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but how we respond to those
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with absolutely no authority in the world.
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How do we respond to those with no voice?
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Not, you know, I was hungry
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and you did not feed me.
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Not, I was enthroned and you did not listen.
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How did he get, I just think,
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how did he get to that place
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from today's readings?
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The first reading, actually,
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if you actually know this book of Ezekiel,
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this first reading gets set up
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at the beginning of this chapter of Ezekiel.
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So we get this part that says,
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thus says the Lord,
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I will look after and tend my sheep.
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I will find, you know,
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I will find myself among the sheep.
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I will gather the sheep that have been scattered.
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I will, you know, pastor them.
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I will seek them out.
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The beginning of the chapter starts with
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you shepherds who have been out there,
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you have not gathered the sheep.
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You have not brought them back in.
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You have not worried about the lost.
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And then he gets to this point and he says,
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so I will go out and gather them.
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He almost repeats word for word
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everything he opened up the chapter with.
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It says, you haven't done this.
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Fine, I'll do it.
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And instead of Jesus, I always picture
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my mother saying, oh, it's just easier
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to do myself.
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It's almost
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that kind of a frustrated
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moment in the writing
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that says, you refuse to gather
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people in.
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You know, you think that the job
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of faith and religion
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is for those of us
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in leadership to say, here's the bar,
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either clear it or don't.
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Working in Catholic schools,
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you know, because I have been
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in schools my entire
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priesthood,
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we've talked, I've talked with
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every principal I've ever had about that idea
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that, you know, often
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when a teacher describes
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a really good student,
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what they're too often
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referring to as a student who will
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teach themselves.
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I don't have to do a thing.
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You know, if you
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are a teacher by nature,
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you'll look for the
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challenging student.
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The one that you can't wait to see the light
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bulb go on. The ones who can teach
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themselves.
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You know, it'd be great.
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We all would love,
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we would love for children to raise
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themselves.
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I used to have parents who
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would come to me at my very first parish
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and say things like, well,
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they're only five, but
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you know, I've tried everything I can,
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I can't get them to clean their room.
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And I will often say, have you used
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your size advantage?
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What
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they mean is I can't argue them
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into it or reason them into it
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or wait in the corner for them to come to this
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idea on their own so I can
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stay their friend and they'll clean their room.
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No, you'll probably have to step in,
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take their hand,
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use your size
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advantage.
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It's that we
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don't want to go to
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that place. And this
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book of Ezekiel is a
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whole thing about this. The
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strayed, I will bring back. The injured,
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I will bind up. The sick,
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I will heal, because you're not
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doing it.
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And the church puts that with this reading today
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where it says, you know,
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how do we follow the voice of Jesus?
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How do we know what's right and what's wrong
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in the world and which voices do we listen to?
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We're looking up the ladder saying,
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which authority do we follow?
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And Jesus keeps saying, no, the point
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is to look down.
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It's to look to the people who have no
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authority, who have no power.
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And they
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will be your salvation or
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not.
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Not the voices from
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on high, but the needs
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from on low.
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That's where we find
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our path.
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And we don't want to get
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too into the
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detail
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of this gospel,
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because it won't hold together.
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It reads a
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little bit like a teacher who gets up and says
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to her class,
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those of you, I just gave you
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a test with 20
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questions on it, those of you
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who got a question right
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will get an A, and those of you who
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missed a question will get an F.
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And every student goes, well, what about
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those of us that got a question right and another
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one wrong?
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This gospel kind of reads like that.
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Any of you who have ever
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helped anyone are going to heaven.
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And any of you who have ever failed to help
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someone will go to hell.
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How many of you are going,
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uh,
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now I understand
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purgatory.
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Because everyone
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in this room has failed to help someone
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when they shouldn't have.
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And everyone here has
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helped when they didn't have
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to. Everyone
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here, that's why this idea, the sheep and the
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goats, I always tell people, we're all
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kind of this sheep-goat hybrid that you don't
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really want to picture.
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We're all somewhere
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in between.
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And the gospel, rather
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frustratingly,
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doesn't talk
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about that
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99.99999%
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of us that have never done it
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perfectly and have never
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absolutely failed at every opportunity.
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The rest
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of us.
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But what that does for us
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is tell us, so that's not the point.
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The point of this gospel
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is really not to get us to sort
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humanity. The point
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of it is to go, oh, so
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a question right is
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better than the question wrong.
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Okay, we get the sense of the
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trajectory we're supposed to take.
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You know, when did
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we see you hungry or thirsty or a
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stranger or naked or ill or
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in prison and not minister to your needs?
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This
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should
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be, you know,
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when we talk of ourselves as a Christian
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people and then we talk about our response
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to refugees.
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This should
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be pretty damning stuff for us.
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Because
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most of us, politically,
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would say, you know,
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when did we see you hungry or thirsty
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or a stranger or naked or ill or in person
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and be sure that we'd be safe
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and not minister to your needs?
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Doesn't say, as long
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as there's no cost to you, as long as you don't take any
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risk, then go out and help people.
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But
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that's usually our response as a people,
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as a community,
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as a church, as a country, is to say
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once we're sure it's safe, we'll be happy to
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help people. Once we're sure that I
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can dig in, but not
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so much that it might actually
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alter my lifestyle.
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You know,
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I've said over the years that
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when we look to whether it's trying
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to sustain the world
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or whether it's just trying to sustain the people
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in it at this moment,
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most of us
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who would, you know,
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see ourselves heroically for our children
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flying in front of a bullet
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to save their lives, most of us
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who would give our lives for
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our children would have a harder time giving
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our lifestyle
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for them.
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When someone steps up and says,
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you know, really if the earth is going to be around
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for our great grandchildren, we might have
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to do this and this and this and this, they go
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yeah, you know, where's the bullet?
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I'll take the bullet, but don't
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ask me to give up cable.
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Or whatever it would be.
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You know, we get
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very, very
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reticent to
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change our lifestyle.
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And the funny thing is
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we come to our Christianity
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to say, Lord, change
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our lives. What do we think that means?
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It doesn't
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mean that the texture of
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breathing will change.
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To change our life means changing our lifestyle.
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That's all it means.
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That's the only thing we have to change.
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You're not going to
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change the nature of human life.
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You change the lifestyle.
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And
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today we're told, look, you know,
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the path to heaven, the path
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not whether we get in or not,
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whether we're saved or not, Jesus takes care of that.
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Whether we're part of this
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endeavor or not
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will never have to do
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with how
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much we listen to
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the voices in power.
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But how often we hear the
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cries of the poor. That's our
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Christianity.
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And I think sometimes
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we're looking for leaders in our faith
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rather than
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looking for objects to
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our mission.
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You know, it's so easy to
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get caught up in authority
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and who has the authority.
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And Jesus sort of says,
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you know, that's a nice, interesting
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idea. You might want to ponder
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that. But
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that's not what Jesus calls
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us to. Jesus doesn't
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call us to make sure you know who the right
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authority is. He says, you know,
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let the authorities,
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let the big boys argue amongst themselves.
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Go out and feed the people.
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Go out and help those who have no voice.
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Our job is not to
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elevate those who are already
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elevated. I always
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think, I wonder when we,
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especially we as clergy, read,
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He will cast down the mighty from
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their thrones.
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I think we all go,
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that doesn't mean in church. That means
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out in the governments.
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That means somewhere else.
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Surely when we get to heaven,
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people will still listen to me
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once a week.
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Yeah, I get that
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reaction every time I say that.
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You know.
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What happens
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when we're brought down from our thrones?
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And every one of us
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sort of has one. Maybe it's
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at work. Maybe it's somewhere we feel we have expertise.
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Always that place where we look
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for where sometimes
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we're offering our gifts.
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Sometimes we're enjoying
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our position.
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I'm finally in a place where
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I know a little more than the next person.
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I'm in my area. I'm in my
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forte. And in
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those moments, it's great. We can teach
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people. We can help. We can
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be an authoritative voice.
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But that's not
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where salvation comes from.
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Salvation comes when we
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find the person with the least authority
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in our midst.
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The person who has no voice
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and sometimes no hope
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of ever having one.
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How we are
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with them,
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that will show our love for God.
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That will show the depth
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of faith. That will show
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where we have hope and
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charity. And so
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we ask God to make us a people that
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we can respect authority.
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We can look for authority
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but don't hang
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your hopes on it.
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It's not
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the road to heaven.
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The road to heaven
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is found when we look
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to the least among us. When we look to those
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who struggle the most and we think
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what can I do to help them?
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Not control them,
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not be a new authority in their life,
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but actually reach out
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and help.
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Those are the people that teach us to love
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God.
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It's the great
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paradox of the Feast
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of Christ the King.
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What he's basically saying is
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on the Feast of Christ the King,
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you will not find me among the kings.
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You know.
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The kingship of Christ
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is paradox.
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It is found among those
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who have no power
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and no authority.
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Those who as the scripture says, cannot
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pay us back.
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That's our only chance
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to encounter God.
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It's fascinating how
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often we go to God to ask for something.
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But what God tells
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us today is when we ask
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for things, it's a ritual
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encounter of God.
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But the deepest experienced
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encounter with God
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is not when we ask.
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It is when we respond
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to those who ask of us.
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So we
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want to go out and find images of
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God. They won't look
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anything like God. They will look
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the least like God you can imagine.
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They will look not like
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the mosaics.
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You know, any of you
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who have been to the National Cathedral
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have what we used to call
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the angry Aryan Jesus.
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So really odd mosaic.
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Wavy blonde hair,
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lightning blue eyes,
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and he looks,
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remember when my mother used to say,
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I'll do it myself, it's that look.
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And you know, it's a mosaic.
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So I'm sure the expression,
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it just probably isn't
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quite the subtlety that
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the artist had hoped for. But it looks
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angry, but people are like, but it's a
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strong looking Jesus.
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But that's why we
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start our year in the next few weeks with
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the Jesus in the manger, the fragile
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Jesus. Because
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that's the Jesus we're called to minister to.
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You know, we minister
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to Jesus on the cross.
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It's so hard to convince people
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that Jesus, risen and
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glorious in heaven, really
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is not needing your help at the moment.
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That's such
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a hard concept for us.
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People out in this world right
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now defending God,
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just in the nick of time because
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he was about to lose the whole thing
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until Patrick Dolan
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came along.
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But that's the
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way we think. I'm going to defend
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God. The most
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ridiculous statement ever uttered
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by humans.
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The defense of God.
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God says, oh, you want to
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go out and defend God? Fine.
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Go find the weakest
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God among you
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and defend them.
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No, no, we want to defend
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those that don't need our defense. It is
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easier.
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But to go out
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and nurture God in the world
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is not to nurture our theology.
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It's not to nurture our
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religion. It's not to nurture
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our ideas.
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It's so simple today. You want to
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nurture God in the world? Go help
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those that need help.
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It's so stunningly simple that
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we pass right over it and try to get back
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to something complicated.
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And Jesus gives them
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and us a mandate
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we cannot get past.
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So if we're going to experience
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the exalted glory
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of Christ, we will
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do it when we're responding to those
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who have no power at all.
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And if we can't respond to those
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who have no power at all,
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then we cannot encounter
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God at all.
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Father Pat's message on the Feast of Christ th Father Pat's message on the Feast of Christ the King challenges the conventional understanding of authority and power by redirecting our focus away from hierarchical obedience and toward compassionate service. He emphasizes that Jesus, the true King, reveals His glory not through displays of might or command, but through solidarity with the vulnerable, the marginalized, and the voiceless. Salvation is not achieved by aligning ourselves with earthly structures of power or by recognizing the “right” religious authority, but by responding with love to the needs of the least among us. Father Pat critiques the tendency within religious and societal systems to elevate authority over mercy and insists that our relationship with God is most authentically expressed in how we treat those who cannot repay us. Through this lens, Christ's kingship is paradoxical: divine majesty is found not on thrones, but among the hungry, the imprisoned, the sick, and the stranger.
Father Pat’s homily is a prophetic and pastoral reflection on Matthew 25:31-46, the Gospel reading for the Solemnity of Christ the King. He begins by confronting a common misinterpretation of the passage that frames salvation as obedience to ecclesial authority. He criticizes a social media post by a cleric who claims that access to heaven is based on listening to religious leaders, highlighting that such a reading completely misses the Gospel’s message. Instead of endorsing a top-down model of power, Jesus in this passage identifies with those at the bottom of society. The king in the parable does not say, "I ruled and you obeyed," but rather, "I was hungry, and you gave me food; I was a stranger, and you welcomed me." This, Father Pat asserts, is a radical redefinition of kingship and authority.
Drawing from the first reading from Ezekiel, Father Pat points out that God's frustration with the shepherds of Israel—those in charge—leads to God's declaration, "I myself will shepherd my people." God steps in not because authority is inherently bad, but because those entrusted with it failed to do the work of gathering, healing, and caring for the flock. In the same way, Jesus embodies God's direct intervention, bypassing the corrupt or indifferent structures of human leadership. Thus, the pairing of Ezekiel and Matthew in the liturgy is not accidental: both readings underscore divine compassion over institutional control.
Father Pat further explores this theme by examining contemporary attitudes toward authority, responsibility, and change. He notes a tendency, even in faith communities and families, to avoid the hard work of nurturing those who are most in need. Whether it's a teacher who prefers self-sufficient students or a parent unwilling to enforce discipline, many people shy away from the messy, demanding work of helping the vulnerable. This mirrors the religious tendency to prefer theological certainty and moral superiority over active compassion. We would rather "defend God" with arguments and doctrines than care for the suffering Christ found in our neighbor. But as Father Pat poignantly observes, the risen, glorified Jesus does not need our defense. The Christ who needs us is the one who is hungry, naked, or imprisoned.
A particularly striking point in the homily is Father Pat’s insight into the nature of Christian discipleship as a change in lifestyle. Christians often pray for God to “change our lives,” but balk at the real implications of such a prayer. To change one’s life means to change how we live—our habits, our comforts, our priorities. Father Pat critiques the superficiality of a faith that is willing to make dramatic gestures (like taking a bullet for a child) but resists the slow, costly transformation of giving up privilege or comfort for the sake of others. He applies this critique to societal issues like immigration and environmental responsibility, where collective reluctance to embrace inconvenience often trumps compassion or justice.
He also challenges the simplicity of the sheep-goat dichotomy presented in the Gospel. Real life, he says, isn't so black and white. Most of us are a mix—a “sheep-goat hybrid”—who have both responded generously at times and failed at others. This recognition of human complexity points us toward the Gospel’s deeper purpose: not to issue a final judgment, but to direct us toward a life trajectory of mercy and compassion. The parable isn’t about sorting others into heaven or hell; it’s about recognizing the path we must choose daily if we want to live in the image of Christ.
The paradox at the heart of the Feast of Christ the King, as Father Pat articulates, is that the King of the Universe is not found in palaces or places of power, but among the powerless. We do not find Christ in our religious ideologies, our theological certainties, or our ecclesial hierarchies. We find Him in the refugee, in the prisoner, in the poor. This is not metaphorical; it is literal. To ignore the cries of the least among us is to ignore Christ. To respond to them is to love Christ. The kingship of Jesus is not a reign of dominance but a reign of mercy, and His throne is not a seat of judgment but the cross.
In closing, Father Pat reminds us that the call of the Gospel is stunningly simple: help those who need help. We complicate it with layers of doctrine, debates about authority, and questions of worthiness. But Jesus does not. He tells us plainly that our salvation is bound up with our response to those with no voice. True authority in the Kingdom of God is exercised not by ruling over others, but by serving them. To encounter God, we must go not to the places of power, but to the margins. It is there—in the face of the forgotten—that we will see the face of the King....
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There you will see him as he told you. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Okay. Usually the mic is down here on my belt, but I'm wearing something they never told me about in seminary. I didn't know priests had a swimming out. This is my swimming out. It's a little heavier than the one that goes under vestments. You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates and the catechumens, you know, there's a moment at which, you know, you just don't worry. We have to take care of the ritual, and, you know, the worry just, you know, it's our job to get you through it. What I don't always tell them is, I'm usually a nervous wreck because I only do these things once a year. And there's a moment right after confirmation, every year, when the last person is confirmed, I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass. I know this. I do this every week, and everything just gets so simple and easy. And once a year is difficult. I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles. Once a year is kind of an odd thing. And so we come together, and we do something very different. And any of you who have been with us Thursday and Friday and tonight have learned a couple things. One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic. We have to confess this. But, you know, different liturgies have different style. The message that comes through should always be the same. And, you know, they always say that, you know, if a community is dramatic, it usually is a reflection of the choir director. So... Teresa Bus. But there's this sense that, you know, we come together because these stories, these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic. It's not that we don't think that they can stand on their own. But we have learned, and sometimes you go to places, you've learned that when we do it every week, when we go all the time, we get what I call this sort of layer of dust over our eyes that comes from habit. And so we come week after week, and people of every denomination can sit down in their pew, and someone can get up and pick up a scripture and say, and God dashed their children against a stone, and we just sort of go, the word of the Lord. It doesn't hit us at all. You know, these readings should kind of shock us. They were shocking in their day, they're still shocking, but, you know, familiarity sort of, it doesn't breed contempt in this case, but it breeds a sort of emotional and intellectual apathy in these readings, just sort of, we hear them week after week, and we don't really hear some of the lines. And, you know, one of the lines that is crucial to our understanding of what happens tonight when people are baptized, when people are brought into our faith, when all of you who have been brought into the faith, what that means at that moment. And it is a remembrance that once you belong, you know, everyone, I kind of hope, because I think we should live in a little bit of tension, I hope that every one of you at some time in your life has had someone say to you, you can't believe that and still be Catholic. What I hope even more is that you had the peace of mind to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable. That's always the answer to that. We've been too often in every faith, I think, in our culture, and across the country, we use faith a little to infantilize people. We're all waiting, you know, someone, I'll get people, they'll come to me and they'll say, now, so and so said this and this and this, and I, you know, which is it? And I always think it's odd if someone's coming to me and say, which do I believe? You know, could you call the Vatican and ask daddy to tell me what I believe? And that's the heart of many people's faith, is someone else will tell us. But that's someone else's faith. What we're here to do is explore together, and you know, when someone says, well, can I be Catholic, and you already are. It's not a can you be, and everyone who comes in tonight, you are. You're Catholic, it's kind of like saying, well, can I think this and still be a member of my family? Mine would have booted me long ago if they could have caught me. You know, I mean, but you belong. When in the first reading, the line that always hits me, and I think Hunter had it this year in that sixth day, and God saw that everything that God created was good. So when we have that doubt in ourselves and think, am I a good person? What we're really asking is, did God create me? If God created you, and God saw that everything he created was good, except Patrick. I mean, it really is odd that it even comes to our mind if we believe the first part of that. But a lot of us cannot really get to that image that God is love. That God is love, and everything created by God is good. And that you and I really, we have the ability to make bad choices and mess up our lives. We do it all the time. But we don't have the ability to undo the goodness of God. You're not that powerful to undo the goodness of God. So I always think, so where do we think we, where do we think we succeeded there? That we're the one thing God created that isn't good, or that somehow we got it undone? It's not about, because I think a lot of people think when you hear that kind of theology, oh, they're just going easy on people. No, it's not about people. It's about our image of God. It's who we believe God is. That was the heart of Catherine of Siena's theology, which I always tell people, I just, I loved Catherine. And many of you have heard this a gazillion times from me, that she had the image of hell. And she, it was just, it was just like so many of the saints and the swirling fire and all, but her image always ends with, and it was empty. That's not her image of hell. That's not her image of sin. That's not her image of humanity. That's her image of God. That's her image of God. What's our image of God? And it's, it's almost frightening to go there. And so we, we go to this treatum every year, and we don't realize that where we end here with baptisms and the first communions and the confirmations, and where we end is exactly where we started on Thursday. In the end, it really is all about that word communion. It is about communion. And there are two communions that we celebrate through the, the tritium. The first was last night. And I talked a little bit about God coming down to be wounded, to suffer, to die, because those are things that God cannot do as God. It is, it, it, you cannot wound God. You know, God does not suffer. God is, God is God. God doesn't doubt. He knows what's going to happen. Not one of those things. Not the fall of Adam. Not what happened before the flood came. None of that was God getting up and saying, I did not see this coming. Plan B, I'll have to send my son because Eden didn't work. It's not that God didn't see something coming. So God can't be in doubt. God can't be any of those things. So how to connect to us in our pain and our suffering? God becomes human to come into communion with us. So last night we celebrate that God makes the effort to be in communion with us, to come and go through humanity. What it is to be human. And he does it for tonight, which is the second communion, so that we know that we will be in communion with God and that is resurrection. And that is power. And that is new life. And God could have done that without coming down. You know, God didn't have to send Jesus because there was some ancient contract and debts had to be paid. You know, who did he make the contract with? You know, it's not that. It's God could have just waved a wand and said they'll all come to heaven. But, you know, all it takes is a little bit of critical thinking and you see the flaw in that. If all of us go to heaven just like this, then heaven will be Denver. You know, I think what we really think is heaven will be that place where I will still be me, but you will all be much better. You'll all be perfectly loving and perfectly forgiving. You'll all, you know, there'll be no sin. But I will still get to be me. And as long as I'm the center of the universe, it's not a bad theory. But instead, so I have to change. So why the gospel? Why this story? Why does God come down? Why does God connect with us this way? Because heaven is not a place we get to. It's a formation we go through. Heaven is a formation we go through until we're ready to be there. And so God gives us all of these stories tonight. And these stories are there to form us and to help us to start to connect to one another and to start to see the flaws in being unwilling to forgive and the flaws of injustice in our systems and in our interpersonal lives. We see the flaws. We work to correct them. We don't get it done usually in this life. By the time we're at our last day and we're ready to take our last breath, we will look around. It will still be Denver. Now, please quit telling people from out of state how close that is to heaven. But, you know, it'll still be Denver. We'll still have not fixed everything. We will still not be perfect. And that's where that Catholic teaching of purgatory comes in. There's still process. God will still continue. But what he won't do is to come through and say, you know what? What I'll do is I'll wipe out your personalities, put in something more heavenly, and then you'll all get along. And heaven will be full. It just won't really be us. Heaven's got to be a formation. And so these stories and this night and our coming together is the formation we're called to. Being in community. Not because we will agree on everything, but because we will be in community. We will be in community that makes absolute sense at times and is an insane amount of tension at times. At times we'll say, oh, you know, I agree, you know. Do you agree with the church? Well, sometimes I agree with this church, this church not so much. I'm not even going to talk about this church, you know. This is church. This is church. We are baptized into parishes. It is part of our canon law that most people forget about and don't know. You're not baptized into the church, the kingdom. We actually, canon law says you have to be baptized into a parish. You actually can't just go and say, I just want to be baptized into the church. You have to be baptized into a parish. Why? Because it's your job to struggle with this community. It is this community's job to stay connected to the church. Not yours. You have to stay connected to your community. The community's job then is to connect to the church. So, because community, communion is what God came to give us. And he could have given it to us with a wave of hand. But where's the formation? So, God comes as a story. God comes as a story. And tonight we hear all the rich stories, the richest stories that we know. And we tell them because we remind ourselves we're not here to pass an exam, click off the right rituals, and get into the country club. We're here because heaven is a formation. And it's a formation. God does the heavy lifting. The grace is there. Through what Jesus did we can get to heaven. But the formation is left through the stories, through the community, through the coming together. Tonight, as we celebrate people coming into our church, we should remember we are church. And if someone says, well, can you be Catholic? I am. What do you mean? Can you be human and think that? I've tried not being human. Or so my mother says. You are. You are Catholic. You do belong. And I think that word belong becomes very important tonight. As we watch people come in that we remember we belong. We celebrate those who would like to belong to this formation, to this path to heaven, to this recognition of God. Not as the only one in the world, but as this community. And so we ask God to grace those who are coming in tonight, but also to remind each of us that at this point our belonging isn't even ours to get rid of. Our belonging is God's. And if you wish to go up against God on your belonging, that you can do on your own. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary,
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the mother of James and Salome, brought spices
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so that they might go and anoint him.
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Very early, when the sun had risen on the first day
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of the week, they came to the tomb.
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They were saying to one another,
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Who will roll back the stone for us
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for the entrance to the tomb?
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When they looked up, they saw that the stone
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had been rolled back.
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It was very large.
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On entering the tomb, they saw a young man
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sitting on the right side, clothed in a white robe,
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and they were utterly amazed.
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He said to them, Do not be amazed.
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You seek Jesus of Nazareth, the crucified.
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He has been raised.
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He is not here.
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Behold the place where they laid him,
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but go and tell his disciples and Peter,
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He is going before you to Galilee.
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There you will see him as he told you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Okay.
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Usually the mic is down here on my belt,
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but I'm wearing something they never told me about
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in seminary.
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I didn't know priests had a swimming out.
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This is my swimming out.
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It's a little heavier than the one
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that goes under vestments.
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You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates
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and the catechumens, you know,
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there's a moment at which, you know,
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you just don't worry.
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We have to take care of the ritual,
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and, you know, the worry just, you know,
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it's our job to get you through it.
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What I don't always tell them is,
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I'm usually a nervous wreck because
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I only do these things once a year.
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And there's a moment right after confirmation,
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every year, when the last person is confirmed,
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I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass.
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I know this.
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I do this every week,
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and everything just gets so simple and easy.
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And once a year is difficult.
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I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles.
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Once a year is kind of an odd thing.
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And so we come together,
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and we do something very different.
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And any of you who have been with us
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Thursday and Friday and tonight
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have learned a couple things.
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One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic.
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We have to confess this.
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But, you know, different liturgies
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have different style.
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The message that comes through
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should always be the same.
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And, you know, they always say that,
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you know, if a community is dramatic,
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it usually is a reflection of the choir director.
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So...
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Teresa Bus.
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But there's this sense that, you know,
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we come together because these stories,
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these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic.
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It's not that we don't think
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that they can stand on their own.
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But we have learned,
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and sometimes you go to places,
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you've learned that when we do it every week,
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when we go all the time,
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we get what I call this sort of layer of dust
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over our eyes that comes from habit.
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And so we come week after week,
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and people of every denomination
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can sit down in their pew,
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and someone can get up
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and pick up a scripture and say,
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and God dashed their children against a stone,
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and we just sort of go,
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the word of the Lord.
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It doesn't hit us at all.
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You know, these readings
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should kind of shock us.
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They were shocking in their day,
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they're still shocking,
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but, you know, familiarity sort of,
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it doesn't breed contempt in this case,
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but it breeds a sort of
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emotional and intellectual apathy
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in these readings,
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just sort of, we hear them week after week,
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and we don't really hear some of the lines.
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And, you know, one of the lines
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that is crucial to our understanding
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of what happens tonight
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when people are baptized,
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when people are brought into our faith,
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when all of you who have been
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brought into the faith,
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what that means at that moment.
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And it is a remembrance that
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once you belong,
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you know, everyone,
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I kind of hope,
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because I think we should
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live in a little bit of tension,
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I hope that every one of you
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at some time in your life
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has had someone say to you,
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you can't believe that
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and still be Catholic.
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What I hope even more
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is that you had the peace of mind
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to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable.
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That's always the answer to that.
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We've been too often in every faith,
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I think, in our culture,
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and across the country,
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we use faith a little
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to infantilize people.
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We're all waiting, you know,
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someone, I'll get people,
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they'll come to me and they'll say,
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now, so and so said this
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and this and this,
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and I, you know, which is it?
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And I always think it's odd
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if someone's coming to me
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and say, which do I believe?
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You know, could you call
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the Vatican and ask daddy
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to tell me what I believe?
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And that's the heart
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of many people's faith,
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is someone else will tell us.
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But that's someone else's faith.
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What we're here to do
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is explore together,
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and you know, when someone says,
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well, can I be Catholic,
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and you already are.
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It's not a can you be,
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and everyone who comes in tonight,
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you are.
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You're Catholic,
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it's kind of like saying,
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well, can I think this
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and still be a member
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of my family?
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Mine would have booted me long ago
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if they could have caught me.
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You know, I mean,
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but you belong.
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When in the first reading,
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the line that always hits me,
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and I think Hunter had it
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this year in that sixth day,
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and God saw that everything
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that God created was good.
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So when we have that doubt
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in ourselves and think,
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am I a good person?
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What we're really asking is,
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did God create me?
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If God created you,
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and God saw that everything
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he created was good,
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except Patrick.
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I mean, it really is odd
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that it even comes to our mind
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if we believe the first part of that.
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But a lot of us cannot really get
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to that image that God is love.
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That God is love,
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and everything created by God
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is good.
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And that you and I really,
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we have the ability
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to make bad choices
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and mess up our lives.
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We do it all the time.
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But we don't have the ability
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to undo the goodness of God.
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You're not that powerful
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to undo the goodness of God.
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So I always think,
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so where do we think we,
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where do we think we succeeded there?
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That we're the one thing
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God created that isn't good,
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or that somehow we got it undone?
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It's not about,
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because I think a lot of people think
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when you hear that kind of theology,
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oh, they're just going easy on people.
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No, it's not about people.
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It's about our image of God.
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It's who we believe God is.
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That was the heart
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of Catherine of Siena's theology,
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which I always tell people,
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I just, I loved Catherine.
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And many of you have heard this
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a gazillion times from me,
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that she had the image of hell.
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And she, it was just,
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it was just like so many of the saints
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and the swirling fire and all,
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but her image always ends with,
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and it was empty.
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That's not her image of hell.
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That's not her image of sin.
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That's not her image of humanity.
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That's her image of God.
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That's her image of God.
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What's our image of God?
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And it's, it's almost
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frightening to go there.
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And so we, we go to this
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treatum every year,
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and we don't realize that
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where we end here with baptisms
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and the first communions
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and the confirmations,
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and where we end is exactly
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where we started on Thursday.
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In the end, it really is
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all about that word communion.
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It is about communion.
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And there are two communions
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that we celebrate
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through the, the tritium.
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The first was last night.
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And I talked a little bit
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about God coming down
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to be wounded, to suffer,
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to die, because those are things
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that God cannot do as God.
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It is, it, it,
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you cannot wound God.
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You know, God does not suffer.
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God is, God is God.
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God doesn't doubt.
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He knows what's going to happen.
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Not one of those things.
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Not the fall of Adam.
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Not what happened
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before the flood came.
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None of that was God
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getting up and saying,
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I did not see this coming.
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Plan B, I'll have to send my son
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because Eden didn't work.
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It's not that God
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didn't see something coming.
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So God can't be in doubt.
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God can't be any of those things.
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So how to connect to us
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in our pain and our suffering?
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God becomes human
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to come into communion with us.
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So last night we celebrate
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that God makes the effort
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to be in communion with us,
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to come and go through humanity.
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What it is to be human.
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And he does it for tonight,
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which is the second communion,
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so that we know
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that we will be in communion with God
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and that is resurrection.
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And that is power.
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And that is new life.
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And God could have done that
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without coming down.
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You know, God didn't have
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to send Jesus because
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there was some ancient contract
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and debts had to be paid.
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You know, who did he make
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the contract with?
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You know, it's not that.
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It's God could have just
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waved a wand and said
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they'll all come to heaven.
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But, you know, all it takes
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is a little bit
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of critical thinking
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and you see the flaw in that.
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If all of us go to heaven
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just like this,
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then heaven will be Denver.
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You know, I think
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what we really think is
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heaven will be that place
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where I will still be me,
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but you will all be much better.
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You'll all be perfectly loving
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and perfectly forgiving.
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You'll all, you know,
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there'll be no sin.
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But I will still get to be me.
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And as long as I'm
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the center of the universe,
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it's not a bad theory.
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But instead,
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so I have to change.
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So why the gospel?
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Why this story?
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Why does God come down?
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Why does God connect
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with us this way?
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Because heaven is not
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a place we get to.
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It's a formation we go through.
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Heaven is a formation
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we go through
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until we're ready to be there.
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And so God gives us
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all of these stories tonight.
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And these stories
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are there to form us
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and to help us to start
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to connect to one another
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and to start to see the flaws
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in being unwilling to forgive
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and the flaws of injustice
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in our systems
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and in our interpersonal lives.
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We see the flaws.
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We work to correct them.
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We don't get it done
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usually in this life.
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By the time we're at our last day
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and we're ready
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to take our last breath,
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we will look around.
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It will still be Denver.
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Now, please quit telling people
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from out of state
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how close that is to heaven.
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But, you know,
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it'll still be Denver.
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We'll still have not fixed everything.
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We will still not be perfect.
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And that's where that Catholic
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teaching of purgatory comes in.
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There's still process.
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God will still continue.
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But what he won't do
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is to come through and say,
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you know what?
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What I'll do is I'll wipe out
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your personalities,
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put in something more heavenly,
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and then you'll all get along.
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And heaven will be full.
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It just won't really be us.
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Heaven's got to be a formation.
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And so these stories
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and this night
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and our coming together
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is the formation we're called to.
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Being in community.
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Not because we will agree
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on everything,
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but because we will be in community.
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We will be in community
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that makes absolute sense at times
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and is an insane amount
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of tension at times.
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At times we'll say,
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oh, you know, I agree, you know.
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Do you agree with the church?
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Well,
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sometimes I agree with this church,
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this church not so much.
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I'm not even going to talk
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about this church, you know.
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This is church.
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This is church.
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We are baptized into parishes.
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It is part of our canon law
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that most people forget about
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and don't know.
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You're not baptized
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into the church, the kingdom.
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We actually, canon law says
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you have to be baptized into a parish.
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You actually can't just go
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and say,
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I just want to be baptized
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into the church.
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You have to be baptized
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into a parish.
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Why?
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Because it's your job
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to struggle with this community.
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It is this community's job
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to stay connected to the church.
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Not yours.
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You have to stay connected
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to your community.
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The community's job then
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is to connect to the church.
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So, because community, communion
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is what God came to give us.
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And he could have given it to us
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with a wave of hand.
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But where's the formation?
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So, God comes as a story.
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God comes as a story.
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And tonight we hear
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all the rich stories,
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the richest stories that we know.
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And we tell them
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because we remind ourselves
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we're not here
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to pass an exam,
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click off the right rituals,
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and get into the country club.
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We're here
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because heaven is a formation.
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And it's a formation.
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God does the heavy lifting.
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The grace is there.
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Through what Jesus did
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we can get to heaven.
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But the formation is left
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through the stories,
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through the community,
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through the coming together.
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Tonight, as we celebrate
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people coming into our church,
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we should remember
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we are church.
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And if someone says,
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well, can you be Catholic?
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I am.
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What do you mean?
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Can you be human and think that?
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I've tried not being human.
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Or so my mother says.
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You are.
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You are Catholic.
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You do belong.
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And I think
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that word belong
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becomes very important tonight.
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As we watch people come in
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that we remember
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we belong.
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We celebrate those
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who would like to belong
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to this formation,
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to this path to heaven,
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to this recognition of God.
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Not as the only one in the world,
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but as this community.
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And so we ask God
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to grace those
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who are coming in tonight,
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but also to remind each of us
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that at this point
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our belonging isn't even ours
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to get rid of.
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Our belonging is God's.
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And if you wish to go up
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against God on your belonging,
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that you can do on your own.
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This community
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will always assume
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you are a member.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth of belonging—to God, to the Church, and to one another in community. Through the telling of the Resurrection story and the rituals of Holy Week, he reminds us that faith is not about legalism, perfection, or intellectual certainty, but about formation, relationship, and communion. The Easter Vigil is not merely a dramatic event, but a transformative celebration in which we remember who we are: people created good by a loving God, invited into an ongoing journey of becoming. The Resurrection is not simply a past event but a present and personal calling to new life and communal belonging, where God’s grace forms us into who we are meant to be.
In his deeply pastoral and reflective homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the emotional and spiritual weight of the Easter Vigil, both for those being received into the Church and for the celebrant himself. His humorous and humble confession of nervousness underscores the uniqueness and sacredness of the moment. Yet, far from being a performance, the liturgy is a communal act of remembrance and participation in the divine story. He draws attention to how repeated exposure to Scripture can numb us to its radical message, causing us to miss the astonishment and challenge embedded in the Resurrection narrative. The women at the tomb were amazed, and so should we be. The empty tomb is not a passive symbol, but an invitation into transformation.
Father Pat reminds us that belief is not about intellectual assent to a checklist of doctrines. It is communion with God and others. He challenges the tendency to treat faith as something dictated by authority or tradition alone, urging the faithful instead to engage in personal discernment within community. The idea that one could be “too flawed” or “not good enough” to belong is rejected outright. Referencing Genesis, he affirms that everything God created is good—including each person. Sin and failure are real, but they do not undo the foundational goodness of creation. We are not powerful enough to erase God’s goodness in us.
He then turns to the nature of God revealed through Jesus. God, in divine essence, cannot suffer or die. Yet in Christ, God chooses to enter into human experience—even into suffering and death—not because of a cosmic contract, but because communion requires solidarity. God enters into our humanity so that we may be formed through it into divine life. This, he explains, is the first communion: God with us. The Resurrection completes the divine movement toward us, and now calls us toward God, forming us gradually into people capable of eternal communion. This is the second communion: us with God.
Heaven, then, is not a static destination but a state of being we are prepared for through formation. If God were to simply grant heaven without transformation, it would be indistinguishable from our current flawed existence. Heaven must be different not only in place but in personhood. We must be made new. This is why God gives us Scripture, sacraments, and most importantly, each other. We are formed in and through community—not because it is easy or always agreeable, but precisely because it requires us to grow, to forgive, to love, and to be humbled.
Father Pat emphasizes that our faith is embodied in the local parish, where we are baptized, confirmed, and formed. It is not enough to be part of an abstract "universal church.” Canon law requires baptism into a parish because it is in real, lived community that our faith is tested and nurtured. The Church is not a perfect institution nor is it meant to be a monolith of uniformity. It is a place of tension, diversity, and grace. Faith is not about having all the answers, but about remaining committed to the journey, to community, and to the God who walks with us.
In closing, Father Pat returns to the theme of belonging. The question is not “Can I be Catholic?” but rather, “Do I recognize that I already am?” Belonging is not earned; it is given by God. Even when we doubt ourselves, even when others question our place, our belonging is not something we can forfeit—it is God’s gift. The Easter Vigil, with its baptisms and confirmations, is not just about those entering the Church but a reminder to all of us that we are Church. We belong. And in that belonging, we are formed into the people God created us to be, now and for eternity....
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At that, the servant fell down, did him homage, and said, Be patient with me, and I will pay you back in full. Moved with compassion, the master of that servant let him go and forgave him the loan. When that servant had left, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a much smaller amount. He seized him, started to choke him, demanding, Pay back what you owe. Falling to his knees, his fellow servant begged, Please be patient with me, and I will pay you back. But he refused. Instead, he had the fellow servant put in prison until he paid back the debt. Now when his fellow servant saw what had happened, they were deeply disturbed and went to their master and reported the whole affair. His master summoned him and said to him, You wicked servant, I forgave your entire debt because you begged me to. Should you not have pity on your fellow servant as I have had pity on you? Then in anger, his master handed him over to the torturers until he should pay back the whole debt. So will my Heavenly Father do to you unless each of you forgives your brother from your heart. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today's gospel seems fairly straightforward. Most people read this gospel and just, you know, you can't believe the attitude of someone who's just been let off and goes right out and won't show the same charity to someone else. It's just such a straightforward, easy sort of gospel as long as we don't ever admit that it's about us. As long as it's about that person 2,000 years ago in a strange little situation, in a culture that is so foreign to us, we've just stopped listening to the reading. It's so, I mean, number one, to live in a society where there's clearly, you know, what's called a servant here is a slave. So, you know, you owed him some money, so he's going to sell you. That right there, you know, moral flags right and left. But secondly, you know, along with all of his property, that means his wife, his children, and all the rest of the property. Okay, this culture is so far different from us, you know, most of your families are not considered property, except at tax time. Now, little deductions here and there. And so we have this, we have kind of this strange foreign tale that at first blush doesn't seem to hit us at all. And it's not just about the forgiveness. It's about the way that these negative emotions and things multiply in the world. Because where you would think this story, this man's just been shown a great act of mercy, why doesn't it spur him to be that much more merciful? It seems to do the opposite. And most of us actually respond the same way in many, many situations. I can tell you right now that when someone said to him, they let you off the hook and then you did this, he would have said exactly what we've all said in a million situations, which, well, this was a whole different thing. This was a whole different thing. And probably what happened in that situation is you've been let off the hook, but you really, it got tense for a while, you were humiliated. Many of us, that idea of admitting we've done wrong enough to receive mercy is sort of humbling and humiliating and we don't like it. And he walks right out and he sees someone and he thinks, you know, if those people like this had paid me what they owed me, maybe I'd have been able to pay this off, but this would have never happened in the first place. People go there all the time. People go there all the time where, because it's the blame thing. Something bad happened to me, someone is to blame. And so where you would think if he could stay aware of the sense of mercy he'd received, it would make him more, because of where his heart is at, it makes him less merciful. Now, we could rewrite this for our own culture. It would get very uncomfortable if we put it right at home for a minute and said, you know, Peter says to Jesus, how often do I have to welcome the stranger? And Jesus says, well, you know, countless times. And he says, let me tell you a story. There was an Irishman in a potato famine whose family could no longer survive, so he migrates to another country where he just wants to survive. If I could just survive. And that country gives him welcome. And four generations, they're still surviving. Not as well as they'd like, but they're still surviving. They did survive, they got what they wanted, but they'd like to be a little higher up the totem pole. And as that weighs on them, they go out and find a fellow immigrant and throttle him and say, you don't belong here. Well, that's a little closer to home, isn't it? Our experience, well, it's a totally different thing. They welcomed my grandparents. They don't count now, they're dead. Yes, and they're looking down from heaven going, what happened? It's much more comfortable, or less comfortable, when we're part of the story. Where people who have experienced welcome in life will be that much more welcoming, or will they have that much more, well, I've been welcomed, and I don't want to lose anything that I've been welcomed into, so I don't want to welcome anyone else. So easy to get there. We tend not to be, there tends to be something stopping us, and the first reading tells us what it is, and it's the last thing we ever want to hear. This book of Sirach, I think most people who have had a brief introduction to scripture, but don't really, haven't really pulled it apart, I think if they heard a lot of this book of Sirach, they'd assume it was New Testament. He's so in line with the Gospels, a lot of what Jesus says can be traced back to Sirach, but he starts out with, wrath and anger are hateful things, and literally, that full of hate, hate-filled is sometimes a better translation, and we all know what that means. I mean, we definitely know what cream-filled and chocolate-filled mean. Hate-filled, something that's full of hate. Most of us think the opposite is true. I know this from years in the confessional, where people will do something that's hateful and say, I did it because I was angry, but the scripture says other way around. You were angry because you were already hateful. Anger doesn't make us hate. Hate makes us angry, and we pick and choose who we're gonna hate. I told this story last year, but a college friend of mine, who we were talking about racism, and he said, you don't understand, Pat, you've never been a victim. And I said, what do you mean? He goes, I was walking down in whatever, I can't remember what city he was in at the time, and he said, you know, these three young kids from college age, thin, tall, black kids came at me and they attacked me, and that I have reason. I said, so are you angry at all tall people? All college age? What is it you picked out of that experience? Because whatever you picked out of it is because someone had told you that already and it fit a paradigm you already had. That's why you didn't walk out of there afraid of all tall people. Because if someone tried to tell you it was height, you would go, that is the dumbest thing I've ever heard. That makes no sense at all. Someone says, what if it's about race? And you go, huh, you know, maybe. Because they've been preconditioned to fear certain things. And we fall heir to it all the time. And so our hate allows us anger. I was at a dinner two nights ago, and heard the story of these. They said, oh, they were on the plane and this woman gets on with two kids, two babies, and you know, which you're already thinking, oh, she's in for a time, you know. And she's sitting down and of course one of the babies is crying. I'm assuming about halfway through the flight that one stopped and the other started because that's, you know, siblings are good at tag teaming parents. And so the kid is just crying and crying and crying and the plane isn't even taking off. And a man in the back of the plane stands up and says, shut that kid up. Now, the kid didn't make him angry because if it were the kid, then everyone on the plane would have stood up and yelled the same thing. No, he was an angry man. He had that anger before he got on the plane and something came along that he could show that, that's why he was an angry man. The child didn't make him angry. The mother didn't make him angry. Hate makes us angry and it's easier to hate some people than others. And we can put any label we want on, but we're not gonna, if we can't welcome in everyone, where will it end if we welcome everyone? Heaven, that's where. Or not, if we so choose. That's where it will end because that's our faith. Our faith is, that's who we are. Jesus welcomes us. All of us have known countless goodness that we don't know that goes back generations. And we tend to go through life very aware of our achievements and not so aware of what's gotten us where we're at. That's why when people get to the end of a college career, they will often tell you if they've got high grades, it's because of their hard work. And you know, if they did well, it's because of their hard work. And if there's a debt left, that's someone else's fault. We all, you know, anything that went wrong, someone is to blame and we've got to figure out who's to blame. And everything that went right, we don't want to look back and say, yeah, you know, generations ago, my family was welcome and they've done well and they've stayed on top of it. And I grew up not worrying about a house and I was actually able to do homework and my parents bought clothes for me that I didn't like and I was forced to wear those gifts. And we don't admit, it never occurs to us the amount of gift that is. And instead we go out and say, they can't have that gift. It's the same story. It tells us that not only does hate do anger, hate creates anger, not the other way around, but then it says, and can anyone nourish anger and expect healing? You know, first step to all healing is get rid of the anger. Let go of it. And I know I've been there, especially at a family dynamic when you really got a good mad go and you hate to let it go. Because there's a righteousness in my anger, which is interesting because there's never a righteousness in my sibling's anger, but in mine, I can see the righteousness. I'm going to hold the light. All I'm going to do is undo myself. Father Tom Allender always said, you know, staying angry with other people is drinking poison to get back at them. Almost everyone here can pull up an event from the past that they're still angry about. And if you think about it enough, you can spin your whole evening away angry. And I can guarantee that person across the country that you're angry at is not having a bad evening. You're just destroying your own life. You cannot heal. You know, people will say, well, you know, the family needs closure when there's a tragedy in a family and we want that person put to death. We want that person, because the family needs healing. No one ever heals through anger. You know? Well, their revenge will be fed. That won't heal them. And if it does heal them, then we've got a really sad society, if that's what we're thinking is healing. Because we don't want healing. Sometimes we want vengeance. And that's today's readings. You have to choose. Do you want vengeance? Do you want healing? So I say to people, do you want to be right or do you want to be healed? The journey to heaven is a journey of healing. It's a journey where we learn to let go of anger. But first we have to admit our capability of hate and put it down and ask ourselves, why is it so easy to be angry at that person and when someone else does the same thing, I'm less angry? Yeah, because I've let the hate rest over here for a while. Not you guys specifically. Okay, one of you, but I won't say who. You know, I've let the hate rest somewhere for a while and then it's easier to pick on them. It's easier to get mad. I know that at least half of us in this room, we don't like to use the word, but there's at least half of us that can find a political figure we hate right now. And you could say, oh, I don't hate him. I just, you know, I don't hate him. I don't hate her. I just like to read bad things about him all the time and be angry. That's hate. That's it. You're there. You know, sure you didn't send a bomb through the mail and we thank you for that, but that's still hate. How do we get past the hatred? Because it's not hurting anyone but us and we're just consumed with it. And Jesus says today, through the prophets of old, he says, let go of the anger. Let go of the hatred. Then you can know healing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to the Lord.
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When the Pharisees, with some of the scribes who had come from Jerusalem...
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That's not right.
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I haven't prepared that at all.
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Peter approached Jesus and asked him,
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Lord, if my brother sins against me, how often must I forgive?
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As many as seven times?
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Jesus answered, I say to you not seven times, but 77 times.
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That is why the kingdom of heaven may be likened to a king
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who decided to settle accounts with his servants.
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When he began the accounting,
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a debtor was brought before him who owed him a huge amount.
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Since he had no way of paying it back,
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the master ordered him to be sold along with his wife, his children,
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and all of his property in payment of the debt.
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At that, the servant fell down, did him homage, and said,
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Be patient with me, and I will pay you back in full.
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Moved with compassion, the master of that servant
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let him go and forgave him the loan.
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When that servant had left, he found one of his fellow servants
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who owed him a much smaller amount.
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He seized him, started to choke him, demanding,
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Pay back what you owe.
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Falling to his knees, his fellow servant begged,
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Please be patient with me, and I will pay you back.
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But he refused.
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Instead, he had the fellow servant put in prison
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until he paid back the debt.
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Now when his fellow servant saw what had happened,
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they were deeply disturbed and went to their master
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and reported the whole affair.
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His master summoned him and said to him,
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You wicked servant, I forgave your entire debt
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because you begged me to.
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Should you not have pity on your fellow servant
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as I have had pity on you?
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Then in anger, his master handed him over to the torturers
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until he should pay back the whole debt.
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So will my Heavenly Father do to you
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unless each of you forgives your brother from your heart.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today's gospel seems fairly straightforward.
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Most people read this gospel and just, you know,
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you can't believe the attitude of someone
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who's just been let off and goes right out
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and won't show the same charity to someone else.
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It's just such a straightforward, easy sort of gospel
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as long as we don't ever admit that it's about us.
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As long as it's about that person 2,000 years ago
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in a strange little situation,
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in a culture that is so foreign to us,
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we've just stopped listening to the reading.
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It's so, I mean, number one, to live in a society
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where there's clearly, you know,
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what's called a servant here is a slave.
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So, you know, you owed him some money,
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so he's going to sell you.
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That right there, you know,
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moral flags right and left.
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But secondly, you know,
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along with all of his property,
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that means his wife, his children,
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and all the rest of the property.
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Okay, this culture is so far different from us,
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you know, most of your families
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are not considered property,
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except at tax time.
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Now, little deductions here and there.
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And so we have this,
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we have kind of this strange foreign tale
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that at first blush doesn't seem to hit us at all.
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And it's not just about the forgiveness.
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It's about the way
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that these negative emotions and things
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multiply in the world.
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Because where you would think this story,
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this man's just been shown a great act of mercy,
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why doesn't it spur him
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to be that much more merciful?
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It seems to do the opposite.
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And most of us actually respond the same way
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in many, many situations.
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I can tell you right now
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that when someone said to him,
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they let you off the hook and then you did this,
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he would have said exactly what we've all said
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in a million situations, which,
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well, this was a whole different thing.
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This was a whole different thing.
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And probably what happened in that situation is
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you've been let off the hook,
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but you really, it got tense for a while,
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you were humiliated.
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Many of us, that idea of admitting we've done wrong
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enough to receive mercy
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is sort of humbling and humiliating
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and we don't like it.
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And he walks right out and he sees someone and he thinks,
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you know, if those people like this
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had paid me what they owed me,
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maybe I'd have been able to pay this off,
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but this would have never happened in the first place.
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People go there all the time.
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People go there all the time where,
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because it's the blame thing.
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Something bad happened to me, someone is to blame.
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And so where you would think
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if he could stay aware of the sense of mercy he'd received,
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it would make him more,
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because of where his heart is at,
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it makes him less merciful.
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Now, we could rewrite this for our own culture.
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It would get very uncomfortable
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if we put it right at home for a minute and said,
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you know, Peter says to Jesus,
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how often do I have to welcome the stranger?
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And Jesus says, well, you know, countless times.
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And he says, let me tell you a story.
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There was an Irishman in a potato famine
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whose family could no longer survive,
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so he migrates to another country
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where he just wants to survive.
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If I could just survive.
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And that country gives him welcome.
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And four generations, they're still surviving.
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Not as well as they'd like, but they're still surviving.
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They did survive, they got what they wanted,
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but they'd like to be a little higher up the totem pole.
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And as that weighs on them,
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they go out and find a fellow immigrant
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and throttle him and say, you don't belong here.
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Well, that's a little closer to home, isn't it?
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Our experience, well, it's a totally different thing.
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They welcomed my grandparents.
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They don't count now, they're dead.
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Yes, and they're looking down from heaven going,
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what happened?
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It's much more comfortable, or less comfortable,
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when we're part of the story.
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Where people who have experienced welcome in life
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will be that much more welcoming,
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or will they have that much more,
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well, I've been welcomed,
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and I don't want to lose anything
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that I've been welcomed into,
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so I don't want to welcome anyone else.
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So easy to get there.
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We tend not to be,
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there tends to be something stopping us,
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and the first reading tells us what it is,
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and it's the last thing we ever want to hear.
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This book of Sirach,
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I think most people who have had
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a brief introduction to scripture,
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but don't really, haven't really pulled it apart,
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I think if they heard a lot of this book of Sirach,
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they'd assume it was New Testament.
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He's so in line with the Gospels,
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a lot of what Jesus says can be traced back to Sirach,
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but he starts out with,
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wrath and anger are hateful things,
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and literally, that full of hate,
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hate-filled is sometimes a better translation,
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and we all know what that means.
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I mean, we definitely know what cream-filled
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and chocolate-filled mean.
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Hate-filled, something that's full of hate.
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Most of us think the opposite is true.
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I know this from years in the confessional,
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where people will do something that's hateful
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and say, I did it because I was angry,
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but the scripture says other way around.
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You were angry because you were already hateful.
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Anger doesn't make us hate.
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Hate makes us angry,
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and we pick and choose who we're gonna hate.
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I told this story last year,
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but a college friend of mine,
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who we were talking about racism,
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and he said, you don't understand, Pat,
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you've never been a victim.
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And I said, what do you mean?
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He goes, I was walking down in whatever,
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I can't remember what city he was in at the time,
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and he said, you know, these three young kids
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from college age, thin, tall, black kids
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came at me and they attacked me,
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and that I have reason.
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I said, so are you angry at all tall people?
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All college age?
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What is it you picked out of that experience?
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Because whatever you picked out of it
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is because someone had told you that already
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and it fit a paradigm you already had.
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That's why you didn't walk out of there
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afraid of all tall people.
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Because if someone tried to tell you it was height,
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you would go, that is the dumbest thing I've ever heard.
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That makes no sense at all.
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Someone says, what if it's about race?
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And you go, huh, you know, maybe.
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Because they've been preconditioned
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to fear certain things.
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And we fall heir to it all the time.
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And so our hate allows us anger.
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I was at a dinner two nights ago,
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and heard the story of these.
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They said, oh, they were on the plane
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and this woman gets on with two kids,
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two babies, and you know,
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which you're already thinking,
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oh, she's in for a time, you know.
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And she's sitting down and of course
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one of the babies is crying.
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I'm assuming about halfway through the flight
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that one stopped and the other started
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because that's, you know, siblings are good
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at tag teaming parents.
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And so the kid is just crying and crying and crying
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and the plane isn't even taking off.
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And a man in the back of the plane
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stands up and says, shut that kid up.
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Now, the kid didn't make him angry
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because if it were the kid,
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then everyone on the plane would have stood up
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and yelled the same thing.
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No, he was an angry man.
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He had that anger before he got on the plane
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and something came along that he could show that,
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that's why he was an angry man.
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The child didn't make him angry.
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The mother didn't make him angry.
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Hate makes us angry
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and it's easier to hate some people than others.
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And we can put any label we want on,
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but we're not gonna,
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if we can't welcome in everyone,
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where will it end if we welcome everyone?
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Heaven, that's where.
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Or not, if we so choose.
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That's where it will end
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because that's our faith.
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Our faith is, that's who we are.
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Jesus welcomes us.
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All of us have known countless goodness
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that we don't know that goes back generations.
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And we tend to go through life
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very aware of our achievements
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and not so aware of what's gotten us where we're at.
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That's why when people get to the end of a college career,
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they will often tell you if they've got high grades,
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it's because of their hard work.
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And you know, if they did well,
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it's because of their hard work.
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And if there's a debt left,
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that's someone else's fault.
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We all, you know,
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anything that went wrong,
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someone is to blame
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and we've got to figure out who's to blame.
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And everything that went right,
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we don't want to look back and say,
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yeah, you know,
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generations ago,
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my family was welcome and they've done well
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and they've stayed on top of it.
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And I grew up not worrying about a house
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and I was actually able to do homework
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and my parents bought clothes for me
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that I didn't like
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and I was forced to wear those gifts.
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And we don't admit,
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it never occurs to us
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the amount of gift that is.
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And instead we go out and say,
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they can't have that gift.
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It's the same story.
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It tells us that not only does hate do anger,
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hate creates anger,
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not the other way around,
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but then it says,
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and can anyone nourish anger
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and expect healing?
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You know,
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first step to all healing
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is get rid of the anger.
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Let go of it.
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And I know I've been there,
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especially at a family dynamic
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when you really got a good mad go
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and you hate to let it go.
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Because there's a righteousness in my anger,
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which is interesting
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because there's never a righteousness
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in my sibling's anger,
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but in mine,
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I can see the righteousness.
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I'm going to hold the light.
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All I'm going to do is undo myself.
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Father Tom Allender always said,
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you know,
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staying angry with other people
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is drinking poison to get back at them.
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Almost everyone here
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can pull up an event from the past
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that they're still angry about.
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And if you think about it enough,
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you can spin your whole evening away angry.
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And I can guarantee
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that person across the country
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that you're angry at
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is not having a bad evening.
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You're just destroying your own life.
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You cannot heal.
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You know, people will say,
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well, you know,
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the family needs closure
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when there's a tragedy in a family
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and we want that person put to death.
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We want that person,
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because the family needs healing.
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No one ever heals through anger.
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You know?
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Well, their revenge will be fed.
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That won't heal them.
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And if it does heal them,
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then we've got a really sad society,
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if that's what we're thinking is healing.
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Because we don't want healing.
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Sometimes we want vengeance.
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And that's today's readings.
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You have to choose.
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Do you want vengeance?
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Do you want healing?
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So I say to people,
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do you want to be right
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or do you want to be healed?
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The journey to heaven
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is a journey of healing.
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It's a journey where we learn
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to let go of anger.
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But first we have to admit
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our capability of hate
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and put it down
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and ask ourselves,
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why is it so easy
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to be angry at that person
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and when someone else
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does the same thing,
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I'm less angry?
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Yeah, because I've let the hate
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rest over here for a while.
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Not you guys specifically.
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Okay, one of you,
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but I won't say who.
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You know,
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I've let the hate rest
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somewhere for a while
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and then it's easier
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to pick on them.
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It's easier to get mad.
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I know that at least half of us
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in this room,
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we don't like to use the word,
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but there's at least half of us
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that can find a political figure
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we hate right now.
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And you could say,
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oh, I don't hate him.
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I just, you know,
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I don't hate him.
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I don't hate her.
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I just like to read bad things
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about him all the time
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and be angry.
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That's hate.
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That's it.
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You're there.
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You know,
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sure you didn't send a bomb
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through the mail
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and we thank you for that,
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but that's still hate.
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How do we get past the hatred?
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Because it's not hurting anyone
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but us
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and we're just consumed with it.
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And Jesus says today,
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through the prophets of old,
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he says,
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let go of the anger.
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Let go of the hatred.
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Then you can know healing.
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Then we can move
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towards the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to self-aw Father Pat’s message is a profound call to self-awareness, personal responsibility, and the kind of mercy that transforms not just individuals, but society as a whole. He reminds us that forgiveness is not a lofty ideal meant for an ancient culture or far-off scenario, but a radical, necessary practice for today—one that disrupts cycles of hatred, blame, and vengeance. Father Pat challenges us to recognize ourselves in the Gospel parable, to confront the bitterness we harbor, and to realize that healing only comes when we admit our own capacity for hate and choose to let it go. The Gospel, he says, is not primarily about the wrongs done to us, but about the mercy we’ve received and what we do with it. In a world quick to blame and slow to forgive, Father Pat gently but firmly insists: if we are not willing to extend the mercy we've received, we are sabotaging our own journey toward healing and the kingdom of God.
Father Pat begins by examining the Gospel parable in which a forgiven servant refuses to forgive a minor debt owed to him, highlighting the stark contrast between the mercy he received and the mercy he denies. While the story appears straightforward, Father Pat warns that its moral clarity becomes uncomfortable when we realize it reflects our own behavior. He cautions against distancing ourselves from the parable by viewing it as a relic of an ancient, foreign culture. Instead, he invites us to see how the same dynamics play out in modern life—especially in how we treat others based on our own unresolved pain, resentment, and fear.
He draws a parallel between the servant’s behavior and real-life scenarios, particularly immigration, where people who once benefited from generosity and welcome now deny the same to others. He cleverly reframes the parable in a contemporary setting: descendants of immigrants who were once welcomed now turn their backs on new immigrants, rationalizing their rejection with the same mindset as the unforgiving servant—“This is a different situation.” Father Pat emphasizes that such justifications arise not from reason, but from fear and scarcity, from a desire to protect what we’ve received rather than share it.
The deeper insight, however, comes when Father Pat shifts the focus from forgiveness to the root of our unforgiveness: hate and anger. Drawing from the Book of Sirach, he explains that “wrath and anger are hateful things,” and provocatively suggests that anger is not the cause of hatred but its result. People often say they acted out of anger, but Father Pat argues that the anger was already present, seeded by hate—often unacknowledged and socially conditioned. He illustrates this with a story about a friend who was attacked and subsequently harbored racial resentment, not because of logic, but because of preconditioned bias. The takeaway: we choose whom to hate, often based on social cues, and then justify our anger.
Father Pat also addresses how hate and unforgiveness masquerade as righteousness. We believe our anger is justified and morally superior, especially in close relationships like family. But he warns that holding onto anger—no matter how justified it may feel—is self-destructive. Using the metaphor “drinking poison to get back at someone,” he emphasizes that harboring resentment only corrodes our own soul. Healing, he says, is impossible without releasing anger.
He critiques our tendency to glorify our achievements while ignoring the foundational gifts and mercies that made them possible—family support, historical privilege, social acceptance. When we forget the grace we've received, we become less inclined to extend it to others. This spiritual amnesia leads us to judge others harshly, to become gatekeepers of mercy instead of its stewards.
Finally, Father Pat closes with a sobering challenge: we must choose between being right and being healed. Vengeance may temporarily satisfy our sense of justice, but it cannot bring restoration. Only forgiveness, born from humility and an honest reckoning with our own brokenness, can lead to healing. The journey to heaven, he reminds us, is a journey of letting go—of anger, of hate, of the illusion that we are the arbiters of who is worthy of mercy. If we want to be part of God’s kingdom, it begins not with blame, but with mercy, not with superiority, but with solidarity....
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Jesus said, Have the people recline. Now there was a great deal of grass in that place, so the men reclined about five thousand in number. Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed them to those who were reclining and also as much of the fish as they wanted. When they had had their fill, He said to His disciples, Gather the fragments left over so that nothing will be wasted. So they collected them and filled twelve wicker baskets with fragments from five barley loaves that had been more than they could eat. When the people saw the sign He had done, they said, This is truly the prophet, the one who is to come into the world. Since Jesus knew they were going to come and carry Him off and make Him a king, He withdrew to the mountain alone. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to You, Lord Jesus Christ. I have said several times, preaching on this or one of the other versions of it in the other Gospels, but I've said several times over the years that, you know, many people, when you have something that's called a miracle, it's interesting to hear different people's version of what they think actually happened. There are basically a few... We go right to the most magical, wondrous thing we can come up with, which is, I don't know, you know, baskets of food with bread coming out like popcorn. How do we see the miracle happen? What's our vision of what was happening? Did Jesus, you know, cast a spell and now there's more bread and there's more fish? It's not really what the Gospel wants to get us to, and you can tell there's little cultural hints all the way through that we've somewhat lost the cultural awareness of that time. You know, the first thing, he begins his story by setting it up. He says, so they go back across the Sea of Galilee, and every time in John's Gospel they have him take that trip across the water, they're going from, you know, it would be as though instead of in Galilee, this happened in a small town, and it's Jesus continuing to go back and forth across the railroad tracks to those who live on the right side of the tracks and those who live on the wrong side of the tracks. And the right side of this, you know, the people who lived on the other side of Galilee, now we're getting into Samaritans and all these people whose religion had been mixed with local religions, and they were very, very much looked down upon by the religiously righteous, you know, on the other side of the Galilean Sea. So they go back and forth, and every time they're going back and forth, it's a sign from the author that he's going back and forth between, you know, those who live on the right side of Galilee and those who live on the wrong side. So first he goes over into a mixed crowd, and the crowds have followed him over, so now we have this, it's a disaster. The good people and the bad people are with each other. What are you going to do now? Well, the problem, you know, that we get in this is we think, oh, my gosh, there's all these people. How are you going to feed them? These were not dumb people. These people lived in this desert community their whole life. No one went out on that trip without bringing provisions. They had food. They didn't have it out on display. They had food, and they were going to do what they always did because of the kosher law. They were going to run off and find an area where they could eat alone because one of the first parts of kosher is not simply that the dairy's on this plate and the meat's on that plate, and you don't eat pork, and you don't do... Back then, the first rule of kosher was you do not sit down at table, you do not eat and share a meal with people who are not kosher. In many ways, that was probably the cultural purpose of kosher was to kind of keep the communities and the bloodlines pure in their minds because if you can't sit down to meal and share a meal together, chances of getting married are not good. Everything's going to stay separate. And so kosher was a keeping our tribe our tribe sort of thing. And Jesus, you know, the miracle that needs to happen here is that people need to actually put down, even within our religion, they have to put down anything that's building walls and be ready to share. And so as the story unfolds, you know, a couple of interesting things happen. First, he kind of asks Philip the question, and then Andrew steps forward. Now, Andrew has a reputation. Most of us don't see it because we only get three little stories about Andrew in all of scripture, but they're the same story each time. Every time Andrew is there, Andrew brings someone to Jesus. The first story, Andrew brings Peter to Jesus. Andrew meets Jesus first, and then he goes and finds his brother Peter and says, you got to meet this guy. Now, you can imagine what happens, not that there's ever competition between siblings in the world, but Andrew brings Peter to Jesus, and over time, it is Peter who becomes sort of the number one of the group. Andrew could have had a much sort of snarkier reaction to that, but the next time we see Andrew, he's just bringing the next person to Jesus, and he brings this boy here to Jesus and then backs off, and it's none of his business what happens. And later in Acts, he'll bring someone to the apostles to be baptized, and then once he's baptized, it's none of his business. He's someone that trusts the Spirit. He brings people. He shares his faith. He introduces them, and then he's not upset if their journey looks different than his. So Andrew's this interesting character, and so in this case, you know, Andrew, it's kind of, it's almost comical if you read it a little too literally because, you know, they say, there's 4,000. Philip has just laid it out. Philip is sort of Eeyore, and Andrew is Tigger in this. He goes, there's 4,000 people. No matter what, no matter what, there's not going to be enough food. And Andrew says, I know a guy with a couple loaves of bread. You kind of have to love that vision of Andrew. I know a guy, and he's got not nearly enough. It's very clear. It tells you this is a boy, not a man, a boy. Why? Because in the culture and in the way this literature is written, what they mean is someone who's young enough that they have not made their bar mitzvah yet. So he's not, he's not beholding to the religious laws. He doesn't have to keep kosher because he has not made his bar mitzvah. He cannot be held accountable to the law at that age. So he's willing to share what he has, and the miracle is that that becomes a teaching moment for the community, and when everyone starts to share what they have, there is more than enough for everyone. See, I think in our minds, we like to rewrite that into Jesus waved his magic hands and made enough food for everyone, and therefore when we read that, our reaction should be, isn't God wonderful? Which is an okay reaction. But when you see what the gospel writer's written, then your reaction is, oh, I'm supposed to share what I have. And when most of us are given the choice of share what you have with the world, or can't I just sit here and go, isn't God wonderful? We like the second interpretation because it's a pretty stained glass vision of God that doesn't call us to anything. The other one says, when we all share what we have, there's more than enough for everyone. And more than that, it shows this young boy as a character that we're all called to be. This boy does not have the answer. He does not have the solution. He does not fix the problem. He's just part of the solution. He's part of fixing the problem. How often do people say, well, look, I could really give here and help here, but it's just never gonna be enough to fix poverty. That's right. You're only going to be a part of the solution. And sometimes we use that I can't fix it all as an excuse not to help, not to be a part of a solution. You know, maybe in the grand scheme of things, you only nudge the world the slightest bit, but that doesn't mean you're not called to give what you have to be part of a solution. This is, in a sense, the meaning of Pentecost. There's a moment in our scriptural development, in a moment in our church, where Jesus says to the early, you know, disciples, I have to leave so that the Spirit can come. Now, I've told you before, I just, when I first read that, I thought, what, is there like a two-thirds rule for the Trinity that only one can be out at a time? Why does Jesus have to go so that the Spirit can come? It kind of makes it sound like there's a control issue going on in heaven, and you don't allow two of them out at once. No, no. What he's saying, because we know that from the beginning of time, our belief is the Spirit is everywhere. And the Spirit was everywhere even when Jesus was here. And Jesus is everywhere, and God is everywhere. So what does it mean? What he means is, until I'm out of your sight, you will not be open to the Spirit. Because who is gonna wrestle with the Spirit when you've got easy-access Jesus walking next to you answering questions? And what we like about the Jesus model is I can just ask a question and get the answer, and all we have to do is keep running to Jesus and running to Jesus. And Jesus says, you know, the Spirit will belong to the community. When we do things in the Spirit, we have to do them together. You know, if we just elect the next Jesus, then it's Jesus' job to do all the miracles. But when you work with the Spirit, your access to God comes together. The solutions we find, we find together. And ever since the Spirit came, our church and every other has been very busy at trying to ignore the Spirit and come up with substitute Jesuses. You know, who's our next leader? Who's the next person that's gonna tell us what to do? You know, Pope Francis, back when he wrote a letter on one of the many sort of hot topic controversial issues, and I can't remember which one this was, but I was listening to someone talk about what he said. And he said, you know, the problem right now for the church is that half the church, not an even half, but you know, somewhere, a big group in the church that is conservative thinks he's gone too far. And a big group in the church that's liberal thinks he didn't go far enough. But both groups are children waiting for daddy to tell them what they believe. And that's what Francis is trying to fix. He wants us to be people of the Spirit, not, can we get another Jesus? Just keep sending us another guru, another elder, another minister, another pastor, another, can you just send us another Jesus to follow? And the Pentecost era of the church is, no, it's the Spirit. You're going to have to solve this together because the Spirit will not work individually without bringing you together. And so we have this moment which people will often see as a foreshadowing of the Eucharist, but it's more than that. It's also a foreshadowing of Pentecost. It's one person may have given them an example, but when they all realize they have enough, it's not until the group as a whole starts to involve themselves that the solution presents itself. And so we ask God to make us people who can put down enough of our ego to still want to be part of a solution, even though no one's ever going to erect a monument to me because I was the solution. You know, that's trying to be the Jesus character rather than trying to live in the Spirit. The Spirit says the solutions are there when you come together. The solutions are there when you share what you have. It is the most difficult thing to teach singers is that most singers' voices are getting shaky and falling apart at the end of lines and they can't find enough breath, not because they're not taking in enough breath. Most singers do not get rid of enough breath before they take the next breath. They don't exhaust the breath they have. They, you know... And we teach them to do that. You know, I was going to, you know, write a thesis in college, just no one was interested, on, um... I came up with a lot of those that got rejected. No, but... On the fact that warm-ups, if we don't handle them right, warm-ups teach us to sing badly because, you know, we're taught to, from high school on, we go, Ah, ah, ah. No one needs a whole breath for five notes. No one. And so, it's what we call stacking breath, and soon, about 90% of their lungs is full of air that's been in there for three minutes with no oxygen, and they just keep filling up the top 10% instead of getting rid of what they have so they can take in something new. That's that model of sharing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus went across the Sea of Galilee.
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A large crowd followed Him because they saw signs
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He was performing on the sick.
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Jesus went up on the mountain,
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and there He sat down with His disciples.
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The Jewish feast of Passover was near,
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and when Jesus raised His eyes,
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He saw that a large crowd was coming to Him.
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So He said to Philip,
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Where can we buy enough food for them to eat?
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He said this to test Him
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because He knew Himself what He was going to do.
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Philip answered Him,
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Two hundred days' wages' worth of food
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would not be enough for each of them to have even a little.
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One of His disciples, Andrew,
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the brother of Simon Peter, said to Him,
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There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish,
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but what good are they for so many?
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Jesus said, Have the people recline.
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Now there was a great deal of grass in that place,
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so the men reclined about five thousand in number.
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Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks,
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and distributed them to those who were reclining
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and also as much of the fish as they wanted.
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When they had had their fill, He said to His disciples,
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Gather the fragments left over so that nothing will be wasted.
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So they collected them and filled twelve wicker baskets
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with fragments from five barley loaves
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that had been more than they could eat.
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When the people saw the sign He had done, they said,
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This is truly the prophet, the one who is to come into the world.
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Since Jesus knew they were going to come and carry Him off
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and make Him a king, He withdrew to the mountain alone.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to You, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I have said several times,
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preaching on this or one of the other versions of it
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in the other Gospels,
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but I've said several times over the years that, you know,
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many people, when you have something that's called a miracle,
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it's interesting to hear different people's version
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of what they think actually happened.
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There are basically a few...
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We go right to the most magical, wondrous thing
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we can come up with, which is, I don't know,
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you know, baskets of food with bread coming out like popcorn.
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How do we see the miracle happen?
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What's our vision of what was happening?
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Did Jesus, you know, cast a spell
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and now there's more bread and there's more fish?
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It's not really what the Gospel wants to get us to,
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and you can tell there's little cultural hints
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all the way through that we've somewhat lost
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the cultural awareness of that time.
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You know, the first thing, he begins his story
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by setting it up.
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He says, so they go back across the Sea of Galilee,
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and every time in John's Gospel
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they have him take that trip across the water,
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they're going from, you know,
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it would be as though instead of in Galilee,
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this happened in a small town,
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and it's Jesus continuing to go back and forth
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across the railroad tracks
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to those who live on the right side of the tracks
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and those who live on the wrong side of the tracks.
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And the right side of this, you know,
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the people who lived on the other side of Galilee,
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now we're getting into Samaritans
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and all these people whose religion
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had been mixed with local religions,
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and they were very, very much looked down upon
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by the religiously righteous, you know,
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on the other side of the Galilean Sea.
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So they go back and forth,
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and every time they're going back and forth,
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it's a sign from the author
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that he's going back and forth between, you know,
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those who live on the right side of Galilee
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and those who live on the wrong side.
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So first he goes over into a mixed crowd,
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and the crowds have followed him over,
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so now we have this, it's a disaster.
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The good people and the bad people are with each other.
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What are you going to do now?
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Well, the problem, you know, that we get in this
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is we think, oh, my gosh, there's all these people.
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How are you going to feed them?
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These were not dumb people.
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These people lived in this desert community
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their whole life.
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No one went out on that trip without bringing provisions.
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They had food.
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They didn't have it out on display.
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They had food, and they were going to do
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what they always did because of the kosher law.
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They were going to run off and find an area
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where they could eat alone
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because one of the first parts of kosher
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is not simply that the dairy's on this plate
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and the meat's on that plate,
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and you don't eat pork, and you don't do...
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Back then, the first rule of kosher was
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you do not sit down at table,
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you do not eat and share a meal
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with people who are not kosher.
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In many ways, that was probably
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the cultural purpose of kosher
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was to kind of keep the communities
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and the bloodlines pure in their minds
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because if you can't sit down to meal
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and share a meal together,
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chances of getting married are not good.
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Everything's going to stay separate.
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And so kosher was a
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keeping our tribe our tribe sort of thing.
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And Jesus, you know,
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the miracle that needs to happen here
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is that people need to actually put down,
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even within our religion,
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they have to put down anything that's building walls
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and be ready to share.
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And so as the story unfolds,
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you know, a couple of interesting things happen.
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First, he kind of asks Philip the question,
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and then Andrew steps forward.
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Now, Andrew has a reputation.
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Most of us don't see it
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because we only get three little stories
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about Andrew in all of scripture,
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but they're the same story each time.
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Every time Andrew is there,
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Andrew brings someone to Jesus.
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The first story, Andrew brings Peter to Jesus.
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Andrew meets Jesus first,
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and then he goes and finds his brother Peter and says,
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you got to meet this guy.
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Now, you can imagine what happens,
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not that there's ever competition
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between siblings in the world,
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but Andrew brings Peter to Jesus,
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and over time, it is Peter
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who becomes sort of the number one of the group.
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Andrew could have had
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a much sort of snarkier reaction to that,
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but the next time we see Andrew,
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he's just bringing the next person to Jesus,
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and he brings this boy here to Jesus
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and then backs off,
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and it's none of his business what happens.
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And later in Acts,
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he'll bring someone to the apostles to be baptized,
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and then once he's baptized,
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it's none of his business.
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He's someone that trusts the Spirit.
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He brings people.
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He shares his faith.
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He introduces them,
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and then he's not upset
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if their journey looks different than his.
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So Andrew's this interesting character,
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and so in this case, you know, Andrew,
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it's kind of, it's almost comical
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if you read it a little too literally
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because, you know, they say,
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there's 4,000.
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Philip has just laid it out.
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Philip is sort of Eeyore,
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and Andrew is Tigger in this.
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He goes, there's 4,000 people.
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No matter what,
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no matter what,
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there's not going to be enough food.
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And Andrew says,
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I know a guy with a couple loaves of bread.
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You kind of have to love that vision of Andrew.
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I know a guy,
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and he's got not nearly enough.
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It's very clear.
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It tells you this is a boy,
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not a man, a boy.
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Why?
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Because in the culture
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and in the way this literature is written,
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what they mean is
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someone who's young enough
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that they have not made their bar mitzvah yet.
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So he's not,
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he's not beholding to the religious laws.
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He doesn't have to keep kosher
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because he has not made his bar mitzvah.
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He cannot be held accountable to the law
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at that age.
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So he's willing to share what he has,
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and the miracle is that
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that becomes a teaching moment for the community,
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and when everyone starts to share what they have,
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there is more than enough for everyone.
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See, I think in our minds,
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we like to rewrite that into
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Jesus waved his magic hands
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and made enough food for everyone,
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and therefore when we read that,
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our reaction should be,
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isn't God wonderful?
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Which is an okay reaction.
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But when you see what the gospel writer's written,
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then your reaction is,
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oh, I'm supposed to share what I have.
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And when most of us are given the choice of
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share what you have with the world,
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or can't I just sit here and go,
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isn't God wonderful?
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We like the second interpretation
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because it's a pretty stained glass vision of God
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that doesn't call us to anything.
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The other one says,
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when we all share what we have,
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there's more than enough for everyone.
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And more than that,
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it shows this young boy as a character
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that we're all called to be.
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This boy does not have the answer.
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He does not have the solution.
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He does not fix the problem.
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He's just part of the solution.
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He's part of fixing the problem.
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How often do people say,
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well, look, I could really give here and help here,
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but it's just never gonna be enough to fix poverty.
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That's right.
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You're only going to be a part of the solution.
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And sometimes we use that I can't fix it all
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as an excuse not to help,
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not to be a part of a solution.
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You know, maybe in the grand scheme of things,
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you only nudge the world the slightest bit,
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but that doesn't mean you're not called
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to give what you have to be part of a solution.
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This is, in a sense, the meaning of Pentecost.
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There's a moment in our scriptural development,
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in a moment in our church,
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where Jesus says to the early, you know, disciples,
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I have to leave so that the Spirit can come.
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Now, I've told you before, I just,
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when I first read that, I thought,
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what, is there like a two-thirds rule for the Trinity
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that only one can be out at a time?
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Why does Jesus have to go so that the Spirit can come?
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It kind of makes it sound like
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there's a control issue going on in heaven,
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and you don't allow two of them out at once.
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No, no.
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What he's saying, because we know that
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from the beginning of time, our belief is
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the Spirit is everywhere.
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And the Spirit was everywhere even when Jesus was here.
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And Jesus is everywhere, and God is everywhere.
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So what does it mean?
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What he means is, until I'm out of your sight,
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you will not be open to the Spirit.
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Because who is gonna wrestle with the Spirit
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when you've got easy-access Jesus
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walking next to you answering questions?
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And what we like about the Jesus model is
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I can just ask a question and get the answer,
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and all we have to do is keep running to Jesus
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and running to Jesus.
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And Jesus says, you know,
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the Spirit will belong to the community.
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When we do things in the Spirit,
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we have to do them together.
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You know, if we just elect the next Jesus,
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then it's Jesus' job to do all the miracles.
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But when you work with the Spirit,
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your access to God comes together.
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The solutions we find, we find together.
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And ever since the Spirit came,
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our church and every other has been very busy
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at trying to ignore the Spirit
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and come up with substitute Jesuses.
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You know, who's our next leader?
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Who's the next person that's gonna tell us what to do?
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You know, Pope Francis,
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back when he wrote a letter on
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one of the many sort of hot topic controversial issues,
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and I can't remember which one this was,
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but I was listening to someone talk about what he said.
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And he said, you know,
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the problem right now for the church
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is that half the church,
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not an even half, but you know,
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somewhere, a big group in the church
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that is conservative thinks he's gone too far.
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And a big group in the church that's liberal
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thinks he didn't go far enough.
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But both groups are children waiting for daddy
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to tell them what they believe.
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And that's what Francis is trying to fix.
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He wants us to be people of the Spirit,
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not, can we get another Jesus?
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Just keep sending us another guru, another elder,
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another minister, another pastor, another,
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can you just send us another Jesus to follow?
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And the Pentecost era of the church is,
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no, it's the Spirit.
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You're going to have to solve this together
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because the Spirit will not work individually
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without bringing you together.
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And so we have this moment which people will often see
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as a foreshadowing of the Eucharist,
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but it's more than that.
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It's also a foreshadowing of Pentecost.
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It's one person may have given them an example,
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but when they all realize they have enough,
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it's not until the group as a whole
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starts to involve themselves
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that the solution presents itself.
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And so we ask God to make us people
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who can put down enough of our ego
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to still want to be part of a solution,
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even though no one's ever going to erect a monument to me
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because I was the solution.
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You know, that's trying to be the Jesus character
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rather than trying to live in the Spirit.
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The Spirit says the solutions are there
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when you come together.
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The solutions are there when you share what you have.
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It is the most difficult thing to teach singers
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is that most singers' voices are getting shaky
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and falling apart at the end of lines
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and they can't find enough breath,
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not because they're not taking in enough breath.
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Most singers do not get rid of enough breath
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before they take the next breath.
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They don't exhaust the breath they have.
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They, you know...
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And we teach them to do that.
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You know, I was going to, you know,
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write a thesis in college,
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just no one was interested,
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on, um...
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I came up with a lot of those that got rejected.
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No, but...
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On the fact that warm-ups,
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if we don't handle them right,
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warm-ups teach us to sing badly
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because, you know, we're taught to,
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from high school on, we go,
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Ah, ah, ah.
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No one needs a whole breath for five notes.
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No one.
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And so, it's what we call stacking breath,
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and soon, about 90% of their lungs
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is full of air that's been in there for three minutes
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with no oxygen,
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and they just keep filling up the top 10%
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instead of getting rid of what they have
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so they can take in something new.
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That's that model of sharing.
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We give up what we have
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knowing we won't be the solution,
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but being part of the solution
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is living in the Spirit.
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Father Pat’s message centers on redefining our und Father Pat’s message centers on redefining our understanding of miracles, discipleship, and community in light of the Gospel story of the multiplication of loaves and fishes. He challenges the traditional interpretation that sees Jesus performing a magical act, instead inviting us to see the deeper miracle: the transformation of hearts that led to radical sharing and communal participation. By focusing on cultural context, character insights, and the Spirit-led nature of Christian life, Father Pat emphasizes that discipleship is not about waiting for a divine fix, but about becoming active participants in God's work by offering what little we have, trusting that it is enough when shared in the Spirit.
Father Pat begins by deconstructing the common, almost magical view of the miracle of the loaves and fishes, where Jesus supposedly conjures food out of thin air. Instead, he invites us to see the narrative through the lens of cultural and historical context. In first-century Jewish society, strict kosher laws prohibited sharing meals with those considered unclean or outside the religious fold. Thus, when Jesus leads this mixed crowd—comprising both the ritually pure and impure—into a shared meal, He is not just feeding them; He is breaking deeply ingrained social and religious barriers. The real miracle, then, is not supernatural multiplication but the moral and spiritual transformation that leads people to overcome fear, prejudice, and tribalism, and to share what they were already carrying in secret.
Father Pat highlights the narrative’s subtle indicators that the people likely had food with them but were unwilling to share due to societal norms. The boy who offers his loaves and fish is not yet bound by religious laws—he hasn't had his bar mitzvah—and therefore is free to act outside the constraints of purity codes. His small act of generosity becomes the catalyst for communal sharing. This young boy becomes a model of discipleship: he does not solve the problem, but he begins the process of a solution. Father Pat stresses that we are often tempted to withhold our small contributions because they seem inadequate, yet the Gospel teaches that when everyone shares what little they have, it becomes more than enough. We are not called to fix the world alone, but to be part of the solution.
Andrew, the disciple who brings the boy to Jesus, is also lifted up as a model of humble service. Andrew consistently appears in Scripture as someone who brings others to Jesus and then steps back, not seeking recognition or control. He trusts the Spirit to do the rest. This contrasts with Philip, the pragmatist who cannot see beyond the apparent scarcity. Andrew’s example teaches us to trust the process and to be content with playing a supporting role in God’s work, rather than needing to be the hero.
Father Pat then draws a powerful connection between this story and the theology of the Holy Spirit. He explains that Jesus had to ascend so the Spirit could come—not because of spatial limitations within the Trinity, but because as long as Jesus was physically present, people would rely on Him alone for answers. The Spirit, in contrast, calls the community to discern and act together. This shift from an external savior to an indwelling Spirit democratizes divine action: the Church is now the Body of Christ, and solutions to the world’s problems must come from collaborative, Spirit-filled action. Too often, Father Pat laments, we seek another “Jesus” figure—a pope, a pastor, a leader—to tell us what to do, rather than engaging the Spirit within the community to find our way forward.
He likens this spiritual dynamic to the act of singing: many singers struggle because they never fully exhale and instead keep stacking breath upon breath. This becomes a metaphor for discipleship. We must let go of what we’re holding—our resources, our control, our preconceived solutions—in order to receive what is new, to be filled with the breath of the Spirit. Sharing what we have, even if it seems insufficient, is a spiritual act of exhalation, making room for God to act through us.
Ultimately, the feeding of the five thousand is not just a prefiguration of the Eucharist—it is a foreshadowing of Pentecost. Just as the miracle only occurs when the community acts together, so too the Spirit manifests fully when the Body of Christ lives in unity, humility, and generosity. Father Pat calls us to reject passive admiration of God’s power in favor of active participation in God's mission. It’s not about waiting for divine intervention, but about embodying the Spirit through acts of self-giving, trust, and communal solidarity....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 951.7100219726562, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them, peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when he said this, he breathed on them and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. Every year we get this reading twice during the season. We usually get it the Sunday right after Easter, and then we get it again on Pentecost, the Gospel. We get that first reading, which is the big Pentecost reading, only today. And they're both kind of versions of Pentecost. There is the small sending of the Spirit to the smaller group, and then there is that large picture of Pentecost that we get in the first reading. And I think that in both cases, the first is the more problematic. And I had to say this just a few weeks ago when I read this. And I always say it when I read this because you would never want anyone who had not been in church for a long time to come and hear that reading and actually think that we nowadays are okay with vilifying the Jews, which it really—John does this. You know, when he's speaking of crowds of people, if they're listening to Jesus, they're multitudes or crowds. And when they're not, they're Jews. He does it all through his gospel. And he writes at a time when this early Christianity and the rest of Judaism are really embattled with one another. And this is his way of defining these two groups. And there are many—I know priests who say, oh, you know, I just changed the word to something else. And I'm like, no, don't change the Scripture. Confront it. Confront it and take it on. We don't need to whitewash the Gospels. We need to say, look, it can creep in there. It can creep in anywhere. Bias creeps in to all of us. And it's good to have reminders that it creeps in. Because the gift of Pentecost is this openness to the community. You'll notice that the Spirit is never sent to individuals. It's always a group setting. He sends the Spirit on a group because the Spirit works between people. Most of us think of spirituality as an internal thing. I'm going to become more spiritual. I'm going to find that voice deep within. It's something inside me. Rather than, no, it's something inside the community, meaning it's between us. And that's a difficult concept, especially in a culture that prizes individuality as much as ours. You know, we start telling children from a very young age, anytime they get upset, we say to them, you're special. And what we're really saying is, you're not like any of those other horrible—you're different. And you know, even though that is temporarily comforting, what most children want is not to be special. They want to belong. They want to belong with others. And so they're special in the way that everyone is special. Meaning that, again, it's a belonging. You know, if you get too special, I've got friends who are so special they don't belong anywhere. You know, I mean, in other words, we use that word, I think. And I mean, it's okay, parents use that. But I think we tend to use that word to say, we want to celebrate what you don't have in common with anyone. And I think what we need to do is say, look, you're going to have a different life than everyone else, but you're going to find out eventually. You're going to be shocked at the very things what are troubling kids at that age. What they really need to know is when they walk into the room and they think, I don't feel like I belong anywhere. Oh good, you're just like 90% of the other kids. They all feel that. It's actually a common experience. It's something they can use to bond with one another rather than making them more and more and more and more and more unique. So I think we always have to balance that with our children, letting them know they are special, letting them know they have things in common. Because it's scary to not have a little bit in common with other people. And that's the whole Pentecost story. I think many people think because of the image in the air of the tongues of flame, people get that mixed up and think, you know, it's about the gift of tongues, which no one really has a really good description of yet. No one knows what the gift of tongues is. You know, different religions have different takes on it. But Pentecost is not about that at all. As a matter of fact, Pentecost, if anything, was the gift of ears. Because you'll notice, it doesn't say they spoke different language. It says everyone understood them as though it were their own language. It's a gift of understanding. It's how we listen. We like to think of, oh, a couple people got hit with the spirit and they were able to speak magically so that everyone understood. No, the magic, if you want to call it that, is in the people who understand, who are open to hearing. The entire Pentecost story is, for the author who writes it, the author of Luke and Acts, the story is a healing of the story of the Tower of Babel. You know, in the story of the Tower of Babel, everyone starts off speaking and understanding one another, and by the end of it, no one understands anyone. It's the reverse of that, and it's because it's the reverse going on. The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people who've decided they will find a way to heaven. They will build the way to heaven, and you know what would happen. If we built a tower to heaven tomorrow, there'd be wars over the gate. And who gets in? Thank goodness, we're not in charge of who gets to heaven. When we decide we're in charge of who gets to heaven, we will stop understanding each other very quickly. But here, it's not us getting to heaven. It's the descent of the Holy Spirit. It's God coming to us. And you know where it can be very easy to be judgmental when you think you're getting yourself to heaven. I've done the right thing my whole life, but those people over there, and I don't know why I always pick these people, but you know. But you know, those people over there, I don't know if they're doing the right thing. But when it's God coming down to us, and we have to go, I don't merit this gift from God. It's a much—it's a less satisfying emotionally. It's less satisfying an answer to say, I was given completely a gift to heaven, and I don't merit it at all, but they merit it even less. Now that just doesn't satisfy us as much. So we choose usually to build towers rather than to be open to God coming down to us. But we can't get there. We have to be open to a gift of grace. And once we're open to it, it's very hard to resent that other people have it. It's why the Spirit builds community. It's why it comes down, and it lives in the community. It's why all of a sudden people who weren't understanding each other understand. And I don't know the magic of the story. I don't know if they, you know, auditorily heard, physically heard words in their own language, or they just understood. You know, I had yesterday what I would consider a Pentecost experience. I was at the funeral for Father Peter's mother. She passed away last week, nine weeks after dad. And so, you know, the family is very upset. Well, Father Peter, he did something I could never, I would never even attempt to pull off at a parent's funeral because he sang a song that was clearly special to his mother. And he pulls out this mic, and you know, he's getting the mic ready. And now the whole service, I should tell you why it's a Pentecost experience. The whole service was in Vietnamese. There were only two awkward, tall, blonde people on the altar of about 12 Vietnamese priests. I was one of them, you know. And, you know, didn't understand a word of it, but it's the Mass. You know the Mass, and you know when we're at the Alleluia, and you know we're at the Gospel reading, and you know the Mass. And so we're going along. So the homily, all in Vietnamese, I don't have a clue what's going on. And he's getting out this microphone, and I see them setting up the music, and I think, he's gonna sing. I'm probably one of six people in the room that didn't understand the homily, so I didn't know he was gonna sing. And I don't know what the song was. It was a Vietnamese song. It was in Vietnamese. The music starts. He starts singing. And I'm listening to it, and I'm kind of listening. And I look out, and every, I would say literally 95% of the people are Vietnamese. Every Vietnamese woman in the place just starts wailing and sobbing at this song. And I'm like, wow, this is really good. I wish I knew what it was, you know. But it didn't matter. It hit me a moment later. Oh, it's Vietnamese Danny Boy. You know, if that was an Irish funeral and someone got up and sang Danny Boy, everyone would go to pieces. And I thought, every culture has these things. And I don't need to understand the words. I understand what's going on. It's not that he's saying something. I don't need to go find the lyrics to that because it's gonna be the best poem ever. It's a song they all know, and that song has a history with them. And the song, you know, we know these things in our own culture. No one has ever tried to tout that the song Happy Birthday is a great piece of music. But it's the only song acceptable when the cake comes out with the candles because it ties you to every other experience of that. And so, you know, sometimes you understand if you're just open to being there, to receiving, and that really is a Pentecost moment when we start to understand the Spirit between us. Because when we look inside and go, I'm gonna have this inward journey of the Spirit, I'm always fascinated when people will say, I'm really trying to become more spiritual. Because if I were to ask them, what would that look like? How will you know? If tomorrow you wake up more spiritual, will you feel differently? Will you have a different emotion? Will people not irritate you? Have you simply not noticed that people aren't around? You know, what will it be to be spiritual? If you woke up today more spiritual, how would you have known? So we've got this goal there that we're not— it's because spirituality is nebulous by nature. But Pentecost is pretty solid for us. It says to you, you know, this is a communal thing. You'll know that you're being more spiritual when the people around you are being helped more. Your deeper spirituality is not for you. It's for those around you. And so where prayer is a great thing, people who start to multiply their prayers, you know, people say, well, you know, rather than one rosary, I'm up to 20 rosaries a day. We start to do these things instead of getting out into the world. I'll go to Mass more often rather than going out and doing things. Now it can empower those things and it becomes a really nice balance. But sometimes we kind of think, well, I'm going to become more spiritual with this inward journey. Spirituality drives us out towards one another because it's given to the community. The Spirit belongs to none of us and all of us. When I was a—I can't remember what grade, but I remember the first time I was horrified by the fact that I was going to have to do a project with some other students. And we were just going to get whatever grade they all did. And, you know, if you happen to have someone in your group that was not going to pull their weight, your grade would suffer. I grew up in an individualistic society. That just wasn't fair. It never occurred to me that your ability to work with the group might be what was being graded and might have actually been more important than science. You know, it horrified me. What do you mean that my mark is going to depend on other people? What if, as the church has taught in the past, what if we get to heaven as a community or not at all? What would that do to us? I think most people would be like, oh, wait, wait, wait, that is not Christian. Actually it is, but for us it's horrifying because it's not American. It's not American. I get ahead and I don't care, you know, that's kind of our thing is you go out and you work hard and you can help others if you want, but I can get ahead on my own. Actually, Christianity, the huge difference in Catholicism and other versions of Christianity is that Catholicism is not all my personal walk with Jesus. That's other takes on Christ. It's my personal walk with Jesus, my personal walk with the Lord. No, no, we are saved in community. It's very different. It's why we come together for the Eucharist. It's why we come, you know, we come to be bonded together and find Jesus in the group. And we have to become people of deep understanding. That last little line that says, you know, whose sins you retain are retained, whose sins you forgive are forgiven. Very different in this gospel. You'll notice he doesn't say anything you hold against anyone, God will hold against them. It's more like he gives you two bottles of medicine. He says, now remember, if you use this medicine, people are saved. And if you use this one, they'll die. And we walk away thinking he just gave us permission to kill anyone we want. No, there's a warning in that. When it says whose sins you retain are retained, that is a warning. And I think many versions of Christianity have flipped that on their head. They're very happy that we can say, if we say they're going to hell, they're going to hell. I was speaking with a friend of mine who's a priest across the country. And we were talking, I can't remember what the topic was. And I said, well, you know, we have to be forgiving towards these people and these people. And he said, you know, that's not up to us. That is a sin against God. And I said, well, I thought if we forgave it, it was forgiven. We don't like to use that side of the equation. What if? What if then when someone says, but that's a sin. Oh, well, we can forgive that. Well, we can't forgive it if this isn't. No, no, he just says if you forgive it, it's forgiven. I don't think we want to use that medicine. It's too frightening. Because it means if someone isn't forgiven, it's because of my hardness of heart rather. Well, no, it's their sin. Can't do anything about it. They're sinners. No, our forgiveness is always available if we make it available. And when it's not, that speaks of who we are. Pentecost is a great end of the Easter season, but it's a tough holiday. It reminds us that why most of us look inward, the Spirit is between us. The Spirit is given to us as a whole. And only when we start to open those ears of understanding to one another will we ever really understand the texture of the Spirit, the shape of the human soul. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were for fear
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of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst
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and said to them, peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them, peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when he said this, he breathed on them and said to them,
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receive the Holy Spirit.
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Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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Every year we get this reading twice during the season.
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We usually get it the Sunday right after Easter,
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and then we get it again on Pentecost, the Gospel.
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We get that first reading, which is the big Pentecost reading,
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only today.
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And they're both kind of versions of Pentecost.
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There is the small sending of the Spirit to the smaller group,
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and then there is that large picture of Pentecost that we get in the first reading.
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And I think that in both cases, the first is the more problematic.
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And I had to say this just a few weeks ago when I read this.
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And I always say it when I read this because you would never want anyone
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who had not been in church for a long time to come and hear that reading
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and actually think that we nowadays are okay with vilifying the Jews,
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which it really—John does this.
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You know, when he's speaking of crowds of people,
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if they're listening to Jesus, they're multitudes or crowds.
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And when they're not, they're Jews.
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He does it all through his gospel.
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And he writes at a time when this early Christianity
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and the rest of Judaism are really embattled with one another.
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And this is his way of defining these two groups.
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And there are many—I know priests who say,
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oh, you know, I just changed the word to something else.
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And I'm like, no, don't change the Scripture.
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Confront it.
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Confront it and take it on.
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We don't need to whitewash the Gospels.
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We need to say, look, it can creep in there.
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It can creep in anywhere.
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Bias creeps in to all of us.
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And it's good to have reminders that it creeps in.
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Because the gift of Pentecost is this openness to the community.
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You'll notice that the Spirit is never sent to individuals.
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It's always a group setting.
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He sends the Spirit on a group
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because the Spirit works between people.
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Most of us think of spirituality as an internal thing.
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I'm going to become more spiritual.
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I'm going to find that voice deep within.
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It's something inside me.
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Rather than, no, it's something inside the community,
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meaning it's between us.
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And that's a difficult concept,
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especially in a culture that prizes individuality as much as ours.
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You know, we start telling children from a very young age,
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anytime they get upset, we say to them, you're special.
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And what we're really saying is,
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you're not like any of those other horrible—you're different.
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And you know, even though that is temporarily comforting,
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what most children want is not to be special.
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They want to belong.
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They want to belong with others.
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And so they're special in the way that everyone is special.
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Meaning that, again, it's a belonging.
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You know, if you get too special,
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I've got friends who are so special they don't belong anywhere.
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You know, I mean, in other words, we use that word, I think.
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And I mean, it's okay, parents use that.
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But I think we tend to use that word to say,
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we want to celebrate what you don't have in common with anyone.
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And I think what we need to do is say, look,
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you're going to have a different life than everyone else,
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but you're going to find out eventually.
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You're going to be shocked at the very things
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what are troubling kids at that age.
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What they really need to know is when they walk into the room
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and they think, I don't feel like I belong anywhere.
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Oh good, you're just like 90% of the other kids.
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They all feel that.
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It's actually a common experience.
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It's something they can use to bond with one another
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rather than making them more and more and more and more and more unique.
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So I think we always have to balance that with our children,
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letting them know they are special,
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letting them know they have things in common.
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Because it's scary to not have a little bit in common with other people.
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And that's the whole Pentecost story.
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I think many people think because of the image
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in the air of the tongues of flame,
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people get that mixed up and think,
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you know, it's about the gift of tongues,
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which no one really has a really good description of yet.
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No one knows what the gift of tongues is.
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You know, different religions have different takes on it.
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But Pentecost is not about that at all.
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As a matter of fact, Pentecost, if anything, was the gift of ears.
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Because you'll notice, it doesn't say they spoke different language.
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It says everyone understood them as though it were their own language.
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It's a gift of understanding.
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It's how we listen.
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We like to think of, oh, a couple people got hit with the spirit
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and they were able to speak magically so that everyone understood.
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No, the magic, if you want to call it that,
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is in the people who understand, who are open to hearing.
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The entire Pentecost story is, for the author who writes it,
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the author of Luke and Acts,
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the story is a healing of the story of the Tower of Babel.
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You know, in the story of the Tower of Babel,
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everyone starts off speaking and understanding one another,
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and by the end of it, no one understands anyone.
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It's the reverse of that, and it's because it's the reverse going on.
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The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people who've decided
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they will find a way to heaven.
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They will build the way to heaven, and you know what would happen.
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If we built a tower to heaven tomorrow, there'd be wars over the gate.
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And who gets in?
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Thank goodness, we're not in charge of who gets to heaven.
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When we decide we're in charge of who gets to heaven,
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we will stop understanding each other very quickly.
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But here, it's not us getting to heaven.
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It's the descent of the Holy Spirit.
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It's God coming to us.
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And you know where it can be very easy to be judgmental
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when you think you're getting yourself to heaven.
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I've done the right thing my whole life, but those people over there,
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and I don't know why I always pick these people, but you know.
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But you know, those people over there,
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I don't know if they're doing the right thing.
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But when it's God coming down to us, and we have to go,
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I don't merit this gift from God.
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It's a much—it's a less satisfying emotionally.
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It's less satisfying an answer to say,
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I was given completely a gift to heaven, and I don't merit it at all,
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but they merit it even less.
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Now that just doesn't satisfy us as much.
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So we choose usually to build towers
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rather than to be open to God coming down to us.
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But we can't get there.
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We have to be open to a gift of grace.
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And once we're open to it,
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it's very hard to resent that other people have it.
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It's why the Spirit builds community.
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It's why it comes down, and it lives in the community.
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It's why all of a sudden people who weren't understanding each other understand.
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And I don't know the magic of the story.
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I don't know if they, you know, auditorily heard,
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physically heard words in their own language, or they just understood.
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You know, I had yesterday what I would consider a Pentecost experience.
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I was at the funeral for Father Peter's mother.
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She passed away last week, nine weeks after dad.
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And so, you know, the family is very upset.
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Well, Father Peter, he did something I could never,
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I would never even attempt to pull off at a parent's funeral
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because he sang a song that was clearly special to his mother.
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And he pulls out this mic, and you know, he's getting the mic ready.
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And now the whole service, I should tell you why it's a Pentecost experience.
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The whole service was in Vietnamese.
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There were only two awkward, tall, blonde people on the altar
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of about 12 Vietnamese priests.
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I was one of them, you know.
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And, you know, didn't understand a word of it, but it's the Mass.
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You know the Mass, and you know when we're at the Alleluia,
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and you know we're at the Gospel reading, and you know the Mass.
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And so we're going along.
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So the homily, all in Vietnamese, I don't have a clue what's going on.
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And he's getting out this microphone, and I see them setting up the music,
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and I think, he's gonna sing.
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I'm probably one of six people in the room that didn't understand the homily,
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so I didn't know he was gonna sing.
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And I don't know what the song was.
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It was a Vietnamese song.
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It was in Vietnamese.
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The music starts.
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He starts singing.
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And I'm listening to it, and I'm kind of listening.
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And I look out, and every, I would say literally 95% of the people are Vietnamese.
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Every Vietnamese woman in the place just starts wailing and sobbing at this song.
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And I'm like, wow, this is really good.
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I wish I knew what it was, you know.
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But it didn't matter.
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It hit me a moment later.
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Oh, it's Vietnamese Danny Boy.
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You know, if that was an Irish funeral and someone got up and sang Danny Boy,
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everyone would go to pieces.
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And I thought, every culture has these things.
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And I don't need to understand the words.
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I understand what's going on.
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It's not that he's saying something.
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I don't need to go find the lyrics to that because it's gonna be the best poem ever.
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It's a song they all know, and that song has a history with them.
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And the song, you know, we know these things in our own culture.
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No one has ever tried to tout that the song Happy Birthday is a great piece of music.
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But it's the only song acceptable when the cake comes out with the candles
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because it ties you to every other experience of that.
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And so, you know, sometimes you understand if you're just open to being there,
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to receiving, and that really is a Pentecost moment
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when we start to understand the Spirit between us.
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Because when we look inside and go, I'm gonna have this inward journey of the Spirit,
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I'm always fascinated when people will say,
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I'm really trying to become more spiritual.
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Because if I were to ask them, what would that look like?
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How will you know?
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If tomorrow you wake up more spiritual, will you feel differently?
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Will you have a different emotion?
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Will people not irritate you?
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Have you simply not noticed that people aren't around?
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You know, what will it be to be spiritual?
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If you woke up today more spiritual, how would you have known?
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So we've got this goal there that we're not—
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it's because spirituality is nebulous by nature.
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But Pentecost is pretty solid for us.
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It says to you, you know, this is a communal thing.
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You'll know that you're being more spiritual
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when the people around you are being helped more.
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Your deeper spirituality is not for you.
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It's for those around you.
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And so where prayer is a great thing,
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people who start to multiply their prayers,
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you know, people say, well, you know, rather than one rosary,
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I'm up to 20 rosaries a day.
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We start to do these things instead of getting out into the world.
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I'll go to Mass more often rather than going out and doing things.
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Now it can empower those things and it becomes a really nice balance.
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But sometimes we kind of think,
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well, I'm going to become more spiritual with this inward journey.
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Spirituality drives us out towards one another
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because it's given to the community.
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The Spirit belongs to none of us and all of us.
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When I was a—I can't remember what grade,
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but I remember the first time I was horrified
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by the fact that I was going to have to do a project with some other students.
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And we were just going to get whatever grade they all did.
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And, you know, if you happen to have someone in your group
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that was not going to pull their weight, your grade would suffer.
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I grew up in an individualistic society. That just wasn't fair.
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It never occurred to me that your ability to work with the group
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might be what was being graded
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and might have actually been more important than science.
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You know, it horrified me.
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What do you mean that my mark is going to depend on other people?
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What if, as the church has taught in the past,
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what if we get to heaven as a community or not at all?
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What would that do to us?
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I think most people would be like,
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oh, wait, wait, wait, that is not Christian.
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Actually it is, but for us it's horrifying because it's not American.
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It's not American.
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I get ahead and I don't care, you know, that's kind of our thing is
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you go out and you work hard and you can help others if you want,
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but I can get ahead on my own.
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Actually, Christianity, the huge difference in Catholicism
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and other versions of Christianity
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is that Catholicism is not all my personal walk with Jesus.
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That's other takes on Christ.
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It's my personal walk with Jesus, my personal walk with the Lord.
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No, no, we are saved in community.
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It's very different.
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It's why we come together for the Eucharist.
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It's why we come, you know, we come to be bonded together
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and find Jesus in the group.
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And we have to become people of deep understanding.
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That last little line that says,
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you know, whose sins you retain are retained,
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whose sins you forgive are forgiven.
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Very different in this gospel.
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You'll notice he doesn't say anything you hold against anyone,
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God will hold against them.
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It's more like he gives you two bottles of medicine.
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He says, now remember, if you use this medicine, people are saved.
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And if you use this one, they'll die.
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And we walk away thinking he just gave us permission to kill anyone we want.
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No, there's a warning in that.
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When it says whose sins you retain are retained, that is a warning.
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And I think many versions of Christianity have flipped that on their head.
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They're very happy that we can say,
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if we say they're going to hell, they're going to hell.
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I was speaking with a friend of mine who's a priest across the country.
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And we were talking, I can't remember what the topic was.
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And I said, well, you know, we have to be forgiving towards these people and these people.
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And he said, you know, that's not up to us.
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That is a sin against God.
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And I said, well, I thought if we forgave it, it was forgiven.
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We don't like to use that side of the equation.
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What if?
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What if then when someone says, but that's a sin.
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Oh, well, we can forgive that.
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Well, we can't forgive it if this isn't.
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No, no, he just says if you forgive it, it's forgiven.
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I don't think we want to use that medicine.
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It's too frightening.
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Because it means if someone isn't forgiven,
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it's because of my hardness of heart rather.
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Well, no, it's their sin.
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Can't do anything about it. They're sinners.
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No, our forgiveness is always available if we make it available.
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And when it's not, that speaks of who we are.
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Pentecost is a great end of the Easter season, but it's a tough holiday.
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It reminds us that why most of us look inward, the Spirit is between us.
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The Spirit is given to us as a whole.
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And only when we start to open those ears of understanding to one another
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will we ever really understand the texture of the Spirit,
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Only then do we start to see the Pentecost vision of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the communal natur Father Pat’s message centers on the communal nature of the Holy Spirit and the transformative power of understanding, forgiveness, and belonging. He challenges the individualistic lens through which many people approach spirituality and underlines that the Spirit is not given for private edification but for the building up of the community. Father Pat confronts difficult scriptural language without denying or altering it, calling instead for honest engagement with the biases of the text and of ourselves. He highlights the Pentecost event not as a miracle of speaking, but as a miracle of listening—a reversal of Babel, where division gave way to unity through shared understanding. Ultimately, Father Pat invites us to recognize that salvation is not achieved in isolation but in communion with others, and that the Spirit’s presence is most fully known not in private mystical experience, but in the grace of shared humanity, mutual forgiveness, and compassionate listening.
Father Pat opens with a Gospel reading from John, which recounts the moment when the risen Christ appears to his disciples, breathes the Holy Spirit upon them, and commissions them with the authority to forgive sins. He notes that this passage is read twice during the liturgical year—on the Sunday after Easter and again on Pentecost—each time offering a different lens on the giving of the Spirit. The first, more intimate moment in John contrasts with the dramatic communal outpouring described in Acts. Yet both scenes underscore the same theological truth: the Holy Spirit is not an individual possession but a communal gift intended to bind people together in understanding and mission.
Father Pat addresses the problematic language in John's Gospel—specifically the repeated use of "the Jews" in ways that have historically contributed to antisemitism. Rather than avoiding or editing the text, he urges the faithful to confront it head-on, recognizing that bias can infiltrate even sacred scripture. He contextualizes John's language within the historical tensions between early Christianity and Jewish communities, cautioning against the perpetuation of any interpretation that vilifies an entire people. This confrontation with scripture's imperfections becomes a broader theological point: the Spirit opens us to difficult truths, including the need to acknowledge and resist prejudice within ourselves and our traditions.
The heart of Father Pat’s homily lies in his critique of how modern culture, especially in the West, elevates individualism at the expense of community. He observes that from a young age, people are taught to see themselves as uniquely special, often to the detriment of shared belonging. This emphasis on uniqueness can isolate rather than unite, making it harder for people to realize that their struggles and insecurities are common experiences. Father Pat proposes that true spiritual growth does not lie in becoming more special or more inwardly focused, but in belonging more deeply to one another. Pentecost, he says, is the celebration of this communal belonging.
He reflects on the Pentecost narrative in Acts not as a supernatural event of speaking in tongues, but as a miracle of listening and understanding. The Spirit doesn’t merely bestow eloquence; it opens ears and hearts. This understanding, he argues, is the true reversal of the Tower of Babel—where human pride once led to confusion and division, divine grace now brings clarity and unity. Importantly, this unity is not achieved by human effort or moral superiority but by God’s descent into our midst. We do not climb to heaven; heaven comes to us. This reversal challenges the prideful assumption that we can earn our way to God, and instead calls us to humility and receptivity.
Father Pat shares a personal story about attending a Vietnamese funeral where, despite not understanding the language, he was deeply moved by a song that evoked collective grief and love. This, he says, was a Pentecost moment—where understanding transcended language and cultural barriers because hearts were open. Such moments reveal that the Spirit dwells not within individual comprehension but in shared emotional and spiritual resonance. It is not the articulation of theology that matters most, but the ability to empathize, to feel with others, and to be present.
He further critiques how people often approach spirituality as a private, internal pursuit. Phrases like "I'm becoming more spiritual" are common, but vague. He challenges his listeners to consider how they would even recognize a more spiritual self. Would they feel more peaceful? Be less irritated by others? Instead, he offers a different metric: true spirituality is known by its impact on others. If your deepened spiritual life does not result in greater compassion, service, and connection, it may not be the Spirit at work. In this way, he reorients spirituality outward, insisting that the Spirit's fruits are communal, not personal.
Father Pat also touches on the communal nature of salvation in Catholic theology. Unlike some Christian traditions that emphasize a “personal relationship with Jesus,” Catholicism teaches that we are saved with and through the community. He recalls his childhood reaction to group projects in school—resenting that his grade could be affected by others—but now sees the wisdom in that structure. It teaches that collaboration and mutual responsibility are not just educational tools but spiritual truths. Salvation, he suggests, is not a solo journey but a communal pilgrimage.
He concludes with a powerful interpretation of the authority Jesus gives to forgive or retain sins. This is not a license for judgment, but a sobering responsibility. The power to retain sins is a warning, not a privilege. If others are not forgiven, it may be due to our own hard-heartedness, not their unworthiness. He challenges the Church to embrace the radical grace of forgiveness, even when it feels uncomfortable or undeserved. Forgiveness, like understanding, is a gift we receive and a gift we must extend if we are to be faithful to the Spirit of Pentecost.
In the end, Father Pat offers a profound vision of Pentecost that is both deeply theological and pastorally grounded. The Spirit is not a private possession but a shared reality. It is not found in self-improvement but in mutual compassion. It is not about building towers to heaven, but about recognizing the God who descends into our midst. It is not about speaking eloquently, but about listening deeply. In a divided world, Pentecost calls us not to be more spiritual in isolation but to be more human together....
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Again he bent down and wrote on the ground. And in response, they went away one by one, beginning with the elders. So he was left alone with the woman before him. Then Jesus straightened up and said to her, Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you? She replied, No one, sir. So Jesus said, Neither do I condemn you. Go and do not sin. The Gospel of the Lord. Thank you. I winced there at the beginning of the Gospel when I opened up the page, because I don't know if for the first time I realized this is today's Gospel, and on this page there's a big thing that says, Holy Week. I'm like, is it next week already? I'm not ready. This Gospel is one of the overlooked miracle stories in the Scripture. We think of it as a story where Jesus just, you know, he just has a good reason and he drives his point home and he logics them out of their bad deeds. So it doesn't sound miraculous to us. But the miracle happens earlier in the story. The miracle is the miracle of one person caught in adultery. And John's Gospel is very clear. John is making this point. He expects you to notice. And in case you don't, he says, after he says they caught her in the act of committing adultery, they said to him, Teacher, this woman was caught in the very act of adultery. So someone is missing from this story. My personal suspicion is it's whoever has drugged her before Jesus, but that's my own thing. What's going on here? You know, after this is my Spanish Mass, and I love here the very act of committing adultery. In Spanish it says, in flagrante adulterio. And I'm like, ooh! Scripture is much spicier in other languages. And so there's this moment where you want to say, so... And Scripture says, and they start shaving on Scripture a little. You know, Scripture would say that the penalty for adultery was stoning, but you'll notice they say, Moses said that such women as this must be stoned. You know, I think they must be stoned to marry men like this. We're going to get there in a minute. It's one of those homilies. But it lets us know right off the bat that we've got an injustice that's going through here, and Jesus is aware of the injustice, and the ridiculousness of it. You know, it's like showing up in court You know, it's like showing up in court and literally saying, yes, we caught this person in the very act of conspiracy. Well, we have who? Well, we think he did. Well, we've got an opinion. If you caught him in an act of conspiracy, there's probably someone else there. This even more so. It is very hard to commit adultery by yourself. I've read the canon law on it. It reminds us, in our own time, law is always written by the dominant culture, and we'll always favor the dominant culture, and we cannot confuse laws on the books with justice. They are following the law. Jesus probably handles this the way he does, not from some divine inspiration, but from being raised by Joseph, who was faced with the exact same situation a generation earlier, when Mary was found to be pregnant, and they had not yet been together. And a lot of us are like, well, the angel told him. No, the angel didn't. If you ever read the story, it's very clear. Joseph is the kind of person who says, yeah, we're not going to go with the law on this one, and he decides to handle it quietly. And then an angel appears to him. He's a man who chooses justice over the ability to use the law to get what you want, even when it's not just. And so you look at this, and you go, and things have not changed. The dominant culture always writes the laws and crafts them for the dominant culture. This happened in the 80s. I try no more than once a year to preach on cocaine, but in the 80s, there were two versions of cocaine in America. There was the white powder, and there was crack. The white powder was pure and actually more potent. The law went after the cheaper version. And why would they go after the cheaper version? Because you cannot get elected pulling Joe June and Ward Cleaver out of their suburban home on the evening news. So the cheaper version, zero tolerance. The powdered version going on in the suburbs, oh, you had to be arrested a few times, several times, and much higher amounts of what you could have because the law wanted to make a statement, but they knew that the only people they could really pick on were the poor and get away with it. So Jesus sees this. Here it's the limit. Other times, it's racial groups. Other times, it's socioeconomic groups. But we should never confuse the law with the justice, certainly not the justice of God. It is always going to be written by, you know, the dominant culture. It is a little bit like, and it doesn't mean you can't believe this, it just means it's okay to be suspect. When a church says to you, not one I can think of, but when a church says to you that only men can be in leadership, and how do we know this? Only men can write the theology of the church. How do we know this? God is interpreted by men and told them. Only men can interpret, and that's what God said. God said it. Who said God said it? Whenever the people in control of the law, canon law, civil law, when the people in control of the law are inevitably the ones who seem to benefit from it, it's all right to be suspect. It doesn't mean we abandon everything. It doesn't mean we throw out the law. It doesn't mean we throw out the church. It's okay to have our antenna up. And so, you know, Jesus, they go after Jesus to catch him, and instead he catches them. It is brilliant at the level we see, but it's brilliant at a level we don't always see when he says, let the one who is without sin cast the first stone. There's an old joke, at least old enough that I had heard at the seminary, that, you know, Jesus is, it's this scene, and the woman has been brought before him, and he says, let one of you who is without sin cast the first stone, and from the back of the crowd, this boulder just comes and wipes the poor woman out. And Jesus says, Mother. Now, that should be scandalous to make that kind of joke. Why do people laugh at that? I'll tell you why. Because we cannot, in a million years, think that Mary would do something like that. That's why it's funny. It's funny because it's ridiculous to see Mary in that light. And that's the point Jesus makes without us knowing, which is, if you are without sin, cast the first stone, because he knows anyone without sin has no interest in casting a stone. The desire to cast one in the first place is already sinful. So he's, you know, he's beat them in their own game. And it makes us sit back and say, you know, who are the people that were so willing to look at what they've done and say, oh, you know, this person, they didn't live up to the law. I have a friend who's very, very big on the law until he's walking his dog because his dogs will not behave after he leashes. You know, it is a very privileged position when you can say, yes, well, it's logical to me that I don't, that the laws don't apply. But that's a nice position to have. You know, I follow all the laws. I always want to say, do you not even have a speedometer that you can look at? And then we immediately go, oh, well, those are not the important laws. Which are the important laws? It's the same as in church. What's the difference between a venial sin and a mortal sin? Well, Ken Law has some ideas, but in the real world, the difference between a mortal sin and a venial sin is, a venial sin, those are the sins I do, and mortal sins are the ones you do. Because people all the time do this. I used to, in my very first church, there would be people who were a little more, I think we've gotten away from this a little, which is good. They were a little more mouthy about other people. And they would say to me after, you know, one family would say, you know that, those kids over there, they wear shorts. They wear shorts to Mass. Oh, I'll check Ken and Law and get back to you. And the family wearing the shorts would say, you know that family always comes late. I'll get back to Ken and Law. Each one is sure that the other one is doing the worst thing. It's how we work. It's why Jesus goes for the, it's about just putting the judgment down for a while and working on your life. The amount of energy we spend in judgment. Someone has said to me just recently, and I've heard this so many times, and it's happening more and more. People are so angry with different people in the world right now. And someone said it, and they're always, we're going out of our way to fight away the word things so it doesn't sound so bad. Is it a sin to pray for God's justice on someone? I mean, what am I supposed to, you know, I'm like Jesus. What can you say now? I said it's God's justice. Can we not pray for the justice of God? And I said, here's the problem. I don't think God's justice will look like the justice you want. When we say God's justice, what we really mean is, will God finally put his stamp of approval on me wanting to wipe you people out? I've gone after this section every now and then. When we say God's justice, well, I read scripture, and those people are, you know, to me, wiped out. And I always want to say, yes, right next to the people who eat shrimp. So put down the scampi and take a breath. You know, which scripture you read? I read the one that condemned them. I can find what, you know, I've been doing this a while. I could probably find one to condemn every one of you. But, you know, what happens is it has to be our interest. If we're interested in using scripture to condemn people, oh, it's there. If we're interested in the compassion and mercy of Christ, oh, it's there. Scripture, like law, is as just as the person wielding it. And so we have to take a step back and say, well, you know, what does the justice of God look like? Because if it was actually us trying to live up to God's goodness, none of us makes it. Every one of us depends on the mercy of God, and it's very hard to accept that and still resent it if other people might get it. And someone will say to me, well, this person and that person, they're hurting these people and those ones are hurting that people and that person's hurting that person. What do we do? Pray that people stop getting hurt and don't care how God gets to it. What if God's got a different solution but can stop people from being hurt? We should get mad if people are being hurt. That should disturb us. But we don't have the answer. Or if we have the answer, we don't know how to implement. But we do know how to help. And I've always said so many of us are so busy trying to fix the world that we don't have any time to help anyone. We can spend our whole life in a chair contemplating how to fix the big mess, or we can make a sandwich and take it down a half pound and feed someone. Sometimes we're just called to do as, like in one of the Disney films, sometimes we're just called to do the next right thing. Just the next right thing. And stay out of the judgment day because none of us is without sin. And that's the other, you know. Well, I mean, those people, those who are without sin, as most of us know, the people who sin the most are the ones most fascinated with everyone else's. It's just human nature. And I think we have to start to dig into this and, you know, become a people who can wade through. I mean, this is a lot. This is a headier gospel than we think. I told someone that if I had titled this homily, I mean, who's going to show up if a homily is named after adultery, cocaine, and leash laws? We've been a few places today. That's this gospel. This gospel is saying the injustice is all around you at times. And our job is not to sit and scream and yell and to want the downfall of that person and want that person to succeed and that one to fail. We fight against the injustice. Not even against people. Against the injustice. And sometimes that takes a sacrifice to lift up those who are hurting the most. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus went out to the Mount of Olives,
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but early in the morning he arrived again in the temple area
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and all the people started coming to him
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and he sat down and taught them.
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Then the scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman
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who had been caught in adultery
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and made her stand in the middle.
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They said to him,
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Teacher, this woman was caught
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in the very act of committing adultery
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Now, in the law, Moses commanded us to stone such a woman.
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So what do you say?
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They said this to test him
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so that they could have some charge to bring against him.
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Jesus bent down and began to write on the ground with his finger.
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But when they continued asking him,
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he straightened up and said to them,
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Let the one among you who is without sin
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be the first to throw a stone at her.
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Again he bent down and wrote on the ground.
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And in response, they went away one by one,
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beginning with the elders.
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So he was left alone with the woman before him.
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Then Jesus straightened up and said to her,
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Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?
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She replied, No one, sir.
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So Jesus said, Neither do I condemn you.
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Go and do not sin.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Thank you.
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I winced there at the beginning of the Gospel
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when I opened up the page,
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because I don't know if for the first time I realized
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this is today's Gospel,
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and on this page there's a big thing that says,
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Holy Week.
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I'm like, is it next week already?
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I'm not ready.
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This Gospel is one of the overlooked miracle stories
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in the Scripture.
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We think of it as a story where Jesus just,
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you know, he just has a good reason
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and he drives his point home
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and he logics them out of their bad deeds.
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So it doesn't sound miraculous to us.
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But the miracle happens earlier in the story.
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The miracle is the miracle of one person caught in adultery.
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And John's Gospel is very clear.
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John is making this point.
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He expects you to notice.
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And in case you don't, he says,
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after he says they caught her in the act of committing adultery,
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they said to him, Teacher,
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this woman was caught in the very act of adultery.
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So someone is missing from this story.
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My personal suspicion is it's whoever has drugged her before Jesus,
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but that's my own thing.
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What's going on here?
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You know, after this is my Spanish Mass,
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and I love here the very act of committing adultery.
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In Spanish it says,
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in flagrante adulterio.
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And I'm like, ooh!
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Scripture is much spicier in other languages.
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And so there's this moment where you want to say,
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so...
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And Scripture says,
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and they start shaving on Scripture a little.
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You know, Scripture would say that the penalty for adultery was stoning,
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but you'll notice they say,
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Moses said that such women as this must be stoned.
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You know, I think they must be stoned to marry men like this.
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We're going to get there in a minute.
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It's one of those homilies.
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But it lets us know right off the bat
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that we've got an injustice that's going through here,
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and Jesus is aware of the injustice,
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and the ridiculousness of it.
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You know, it's like showing up in court
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You know, it's like showing up in court
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and literally saying, yes,
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we caught this person in the very act of conspiracy.
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Well, we have who?
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Well, we think he did.
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Well, we've got an opinion.
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If you caught him in an act of conspiracy,
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there's probably someone else there.
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This even more so.
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It is very hard to commit adultery by yourself.
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I've read the canon law on it.
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It reminds us, in our own time,
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law is always written by the dominant culture,
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and we'll always favor the dominant culture,
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and we cannot confuse laws on the books with justice.
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They are following the law.
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Jesus probably handles this the way he does,
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not from some divine inspiration,
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but from being raised by Joseph,
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who was faced with the exact same situation
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a generation earlier,
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when Mary was found to be pregnant,
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and they had not yet been together.
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And a lot of us are like, well, the angel told him.
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No, the angel didn't.
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If you ever read the story, it's very clear.
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Joseph is the kind of person who says,
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yeah, we're not going to go with the law on this one,
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and he decides to handle it quietly.
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And then an angel appears to him.
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He's a man who chooses justice
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over the ability to use the law to get what you want,
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even when it's not just.
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And so you look at this, and you go,
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and things have not changed.
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The dominant culture always writes the laws
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and crafts them for the dominant culture.
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This happened in the 80s.
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I try no more than once a year to preach on cocaine,
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but in the 80s,
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there were two versions of cocaine in America.
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There was the white powder, and there was crack.
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The white powder was pure and actually more potent.
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The law went after the cheaper version.
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And why would they go after the cheaper version?
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Because you cannot get elected
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pulling Joe June and Ward Cleaver
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out of their suburban home on the evening news.
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So the cheaper version, zero tolerance.
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The powdered version going on in the suburbs,
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oh, you had to be arrested a few times, several times,
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and much higher amounts of what you could have
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because the law wanted to make a statement,
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but they knew that the only people
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they could really pick on were the poor and get away with it.
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So Jesus sees this.
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Here it's the limit.
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Other times, it's racial groups.
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Other times, it's socioeconomic groups.
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But we should never confuse the law with the justice,
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certainly not the justice of God.
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It is always going to be written by, you know,
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the dominant culture.
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It is a little bit like,
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and it doesn't mean you can't believe this,
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it just means it's okay to be suspect.
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When a church says to you, not one I can think of,
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but when a church says to you
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that only men can be in leadership,
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and how do we know this?
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Only men can write the theology of the church.
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How do we know this?
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God is interpreted by men and told them.
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Only men can interpret, and that's what God said.
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God said it.
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Who said God said it?
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Whenever the people in control of the law,
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canon law, civil law,
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when the people in control of the law
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are inevitably the ones who seem to benefit from it,
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it's all right to be suspect.
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It doesn't mean we abandon everything.
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It doesn't mean we throw out the law.
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It doesn't mean we throw out the church.
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It's okay to have our antenna up.
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And so, you know, Jesus,
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they go after Jesus to catch him,
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and instead he catches them.
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It is brilliant at the level we see,
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but it's brilliant at a level we don't always see
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when he says,
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let the one who is without sin cast the first stone.
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There's an old joke, at least old enough
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that I had heard at the seminary,
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that, you know, Jesus is,
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it's this scene,
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and the woman has been brought before him,
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and he says,
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let one of you who is without sin
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cast the first stone,
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and from the back of the crowd,
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this boulder just comes and wipes the poor woman out.
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And Jesus says,
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Mother.
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Now, that should be scandalous
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to make that kind of joke.
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Why do people laugh at that?
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I'll tell you why.
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Because we cannot, in a million years,
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think that Mary would do something like that.
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That's why it's funny.
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It's funny because it's ridiculous
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to see Mary in that light.
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And that's the point Jesus makes without us knowing,
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which is,
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if you are without sin,
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cast the first stone,
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because he knows anyone without sin
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has no interest in casting a stone.
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The desire to cast one in the first place
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is already sinful.
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So he's, you know,
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he's beat them in their own game.
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And it makes us sit back and say,
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you know,
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who are the people that were so willing
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to look at what they've done
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and say, oh, you know,
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this person, they didn't live up to the law.
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I have a friend who's very, very big on the law
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until he's walking his dog
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because his dogs will not behave
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after he leashes.
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You know, it is a very privileged position
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when you can say, yes, well,
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it's logical to me that I don't,
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that the laws don't apply.
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But that's a nice position to have.
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You know, I follow all the laws.
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I always want to say,
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do you not even have a speedometer
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that you can look at?
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And then we immediately go,
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oh, well, those are not the important laws.
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Which are the important laws?
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It's the same as in church.
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What's the difference between
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a venial sin and a mortal sin?
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Well, Ken Law has some ideas,
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but in the real world,
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the difference between a mortal sin
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and a venial sin is,
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a venial sin, those are the sins I do,
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and mortal sins are the ones you do.
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Because people all the time do this.
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I used to, in my very first church,
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there would be people who were a little more,
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I think we've gotten away from this a little,
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which is good.
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They were a little more mouthy about other people.
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And they would say to me after,
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you know, one family would say,
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you know that, those kids over there,
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they wear shorts.
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They wear shorts to Mass.
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Oh, I'll check Ken and Law and get back to you.
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And the family wearing the shorts would say,
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you know that family always comes late.
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I'll get back to Ken and Law.
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Each one is sure that the other one
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is doing the worst thing.
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It's how we work.
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It's why Jesus goes for the,
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it's about just putting the judgment down for a while
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and working on your life.
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The amount of energy we spend in judgment.
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Someone has said to me just recently,
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and I've heard this so many times,
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and it's happening more and more.
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People are so angry with different people
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in the world right now.
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And someone said it, and they're always,
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we're going out of our way to fight away
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the word things so it doesn't sound so bad.
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Is it a sin to pray for God's justice on someone?
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I mean, what am I supposed to,
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you know, I'm like Jesus.
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What can you say now?
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I said it's God's justice.
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Can we not pray for the justice of God?
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And I said, here's the problem.
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I don't think God's justice
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will look like the justice you want.
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When we say God's justice,
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what we really mean is,
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will God finally put his stamp of approval on me
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wanting to wipe you people out?
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I've gone after this section every now and then.
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When we say God's justice,
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well, I read scripture,
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and those people are, you know, to me, wiped out.
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And I always want to say,
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yes, right next to the people who eat shrimp.
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So put down the scampi and take a breath.
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You know, which scripture you read?
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I read the one that condemned them.
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I can find what, you know,
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I've been doing this a while.
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I could probably find one to condemn every one of you.
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But, you know, what happens is it has to be our interest.
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If we're interested in using scripture to condemn people,
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oh, it's there.
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If we're interested in the compassion and mercy of Christ,
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oh, it's there.
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Scripture, like law,
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is as just as the person wielding it.
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And so we have to take a step back and say,
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well, you know, what does the justice of God look like?
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Because if it was actually us
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trying to live up to God's goodness,
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none of us makes it.
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Every one of us depends on the mercy of God,
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and it's very hard to accept that
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and still resent it if other people might get it.
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And someone will say to me,
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well, this person and that person,
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they're hurting these people and those ones are hurting that people
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and that person's hurting that person.
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What do we do?
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Pray that people stop getting hurt
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and don't care how God gets to it.
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What if God's got a different solution
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but can stop people from being hurt?
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We should get mad if people are being hurt.
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That should disturb us.
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But we don't have the answer.
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Or if we have the answer, we don't know how to implement.
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But we do know how to help.
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And I've always said so many of us are so busy
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trying to fix the world
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that we don't have any time to help anyone.
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We can spend our whole life in a chair
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contemplating how to fix the big mess,
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or we can make a sandwich
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and take it down a half pound and feed someone.
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Sometimes we're just called to do as,
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like in one of the Disney films,
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sometimes we're just called to do the next right thing.
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Just the next right thing.
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And stay out of the judgment day
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because none of us is without sin.
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And that's the other, you know.
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Well, I mean, those people, those who are without sin,
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as most of us know,
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the people who sin the most
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are the ones most fascinated with everyone else's.
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It's just human nature.
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And I think we have to start to dig into this
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and, you know, become a people who can wade through.
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I mean, this is a lot.
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This is a headier gospel than we think.
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I told someone that if I had titled this homily,
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I mean, who's going to show up if a homily is named
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after adultery, cocaine, and leash laws?
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We've been a few places today.
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That's this gospel.
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This gospel is saying
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the injustice is all around you at times.
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And our job is not to sit and scream and yell
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and to want the downfall of that person
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and want that person to succeed and that one to fail.
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We fight against the injustice.
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Not even against people.
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Against the injustice.
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And sometimes that takes a sacrifice
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to lift up those who are hurting the most.
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We ask God to make us a people
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who can drop the stones
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and begin to pick up the mercy.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical mercy Father Pat’s message centers on the radical mercy and justice of Jesus, who refuses to be complicit in a system that uses the law to perpetuate injustice, marginalize the vulnerable, and uphold the power of the dominant culture. In the Gospel account of the woman caught in adultery, Father Pat sees not only a moment of divine wisdom, but a miracle of mercy—a miracle in which Jesus exposes the hypocrisy of legalism and invites each person to confront their own sinfulness rather than condemn others. Through humor, cultural critique, and spiritual depth, Father Pat challenges us to consider how we use Scripture, law, and theology—not to justify condemnation, but to embody the compassion and justice of Christ in a world still riddled with inequality and judgment.
Father Pat begins by drawing attention to an often-overlooked dimension of the Gospel passage: the woman is caught "in the very act" of adultery, yet the man involved is conspicuously absent. This, he notes, is a deliberate narrative detail, highlighting a selective application of justice that targets the vulnerable while protecting those in power. He points out that this is not just a feature of ancient times, but a persistent reality in our world, where laws often serve the interests of the dominant culture. Father Pat uses historical and contemporary examples—such as the disparate treatment of crack versus powdered cocaine in the 1980s—to show how legal systems have often been manipulated to criminalize the poor and protect the powerful. He warns against confusing legality with justice, reminding us that just because something is legal does not mean it is right in the eyes of God.
He connects Jesus’ response in the Gospel to the example of Joseph, Jesus’ earthly father, who also chose mercy over legalism when faced with Mary’s pregnancy. Joseph opts not to expose her to shame or punishment, embodying the same spirit of compassion that Jesus later displays. This familial influence, Father Pat suggests, may have shaped Jesus’ instinct to protect rather than punish.
One of the central insights of the homily is that the impulse to judge and condemn is itself a form of sin. When Jesus says, “Let the one among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone,” he is not only disarming the crowd, but exposing their inner disposition. Father Pat emphasizes that truly sinless people have no desire to throw stones—because judgment and condemnation are not fruits of holiness, but of pride and insecurity. The story becomes less about the woman’s guilt and more about the crowd’s hypocrisy. Humorously referencing a well-known joke about Mary throwing a stone, Father Pat reminds us that the reason such a joke lands is because it’s unthinkable that Mary, full of grace, would ever act with violence or malice—a reflection of what true sinlessness looks like.
Father Pat also critiques the way religious structures, including the Church, can perpetuate injustice when those in power use their authority to maintain their own privilege. He points out the circular logic often used to exclude women from leadership: men interpret the law, and therefore determine that only men can lead. When the people who benefit from the law are the ones who write and interpret it, he says, it’s understandable—and even necessary—to be suspicious. This is not a call to abandon the Church or its teachings, but to remain vigilant, self-reflective, and open to reform.
He further reflects on the human tendency to magnify the sins of others while minimizing our own. The categories of “mortal” and “venial” sins often become self-serving constructs: we tend to view our own failings as minor while seeing others' as serious. With examples from parish life, he gently pokes fun at how petty judgments—about attire, punctuality, or liturgical decorum—often mask deeper spiritual shortcomings. This leads to a larger point: we expend enormous energy critiquing the world, when we could be using that energy to help others in small but meaningful ways. “We’re so busy trying to fix the world,” he says, “that we don’t have any time to help anyone.”
Father Pat concludes with a call to action rooted not in ideological debate but in mercy. The Gospel is not about winning arguments or enforcing rules—it’s about dropping the stones of judgment and picking up the tools of compassion. We are called not to pray for God to punish our enemies, but to pray that no one is hurt, and to trust that God's justice—unlike ours—is shaped entirely by mercy. True holiness, he suggests, does not seek vengeance but healing; it does not amplify division but builds bridges of understanding. In a world filled with injustice and pain, Father Pat exhorts us to do the “next right thing”—to show mercy, to lift up the hurting, and to become instruments of the justice that flows from the heart of God....
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Remembering what he said to you while he was still in Galilee, that the son of man must be handed over to sinners and be crucified and rise on the third day. Remember his words. Then they returned from the tomb and announced all these things to the 11 and to all the others. The women were Mary Magdalene, Joanna and Mary, the mother of James. The others who had come with them also told this to the apostles, but their stories seemed like nonsense and they did not believe them. But Peter got up and ran to the tomb, bent down and saw the burial cloths alone. Then he went home amazed at what had happened. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I was here on this night as we gather, 2,000 some-odd, around 2,000 years later. If we really contemplate the story, faith is an amazing thing because the story on its own still seems like nonsense. Everyone in this room, if you're over a certain age, and I'm probably pretty guy age, with parents or grandparents who've already experienced death, and my suspicion is a few days after the death, if one of your siblings came back and said, Grandma's alive again, you'd be like, okay, so what are we drinking tonight? You kind of have to wonder. And so, what if you do, you know, faith should always have the sense, I mean, the word nonsense sounds a little dismissive, but it is outside of what is sensible. It is beyond sense. If it were not, it would be knowledge, and there would, you know, until recently, science would have been science. We would have just, you know, no one ever comes and says, well, now, they had two and they have two more, and now they have four. I don't know, who said, no, two plus two is four. No faith, no faith needed. So, faith should always fly a little bit in the face of what seems reasonable. Now, we have to be careful with that. There are three kinds of statements in faith. There are rational, which some have surveyed and some kinds are, you know, science, other studies, but there's rational and there's irrational. We understand those, and then there's a whole slew of what we call non-rationals. So if I tell you that two plus two is four, no matter what language I use, if I show you this and this, and I get to there, I've been practicing since then. That makes sense. The human mind is built, it has structures that catch that, and not only can we all agree on it, we build calculus on it. That is a rational thought. Now, if I, no matter what language I use, if I try and take these and I keep getting to there, your mind will not be able to grab onto it, that is irrational. So our faith should be a dance between non-rational and rational. It should never go into irrational. But it works like this. What is non-rational? Non-rational is when I say two plus two is good. Reason won't get you there, but reason won't disprove it. The existence of God, you know, there's a thing in science, in religion we call it myth, and a lot of people get, myth gets a bad rap, I love myth. Myth is a story that talks about why, why things happen, and one myth can be as good as another, and the myth is not always that right. You know, when you take great events in history, it can be the Inquisitions, it could be Nazi Germany, it could be the assassination of Martin Luther King, these stories happened, they're factual, but they also become mythic. You know, Watergate, it became mythic the day that thirty years later someone could say, I am telling the truth, and you do want to binge. It becomes part of our culture. It takes on mythic dimension, even if it's true. In the same way, there are true stories that are not important, that will never become mythic. I bought a chicken this week at the store that is factual, and I don't think it will ever shape culture, except for that chicken. So you know, I think when someone says myth, we all go, this is not a myth, if it's not a myth, it's of no importance. It can be a myth, it can be a historical myth, myth means it took on that meaning. These, all of our myths, when someone says myth, that is religion's way of saying theory. Science calls it a theory and half the time, some theories are just that, they're the best story to explain everything we see. I've always contended that the theory of attraction, if you put, all we know is if you put a particle here and a particle here, for some reason they work together. We call that the theory of attraction. I assume that was written by a lonely physicist. Attraction, who knows? We don't, you know, years from now they go, oh, did you know there was a curvature of a space and for a reason it had nothing to do with all of it. Are they attracted or are they propelled from emptiness, we do not know. But we pick a theory, we stick with it. Religion, when someone looks at the big bang theory, did it happen? No one knows. But as the story goes, it explains where we're at, so does God, that's non-rational when you have a third choice and you have to choose. Now you can actually choose both of those, you know, God can create a big bang, but the thing is there is nothing, anyone who comes out to and says, I can logically prove God, get a chair and be ready to be disappointed, because that's not fake. What they're really saying is, I can make it scientific. And the sadness there is, if it's scientific, it matters, and if it's religion, it doesn't. No, no, I'm fine with a table. Faith works in areas science can't, science works in areas faith can't. You know, I have great faith in God that I owe to my spiritual life. I follow the recipe when I'm cooking. You can not follow the recipe and pray, but just don't have food for dinner. It's one of those, so in this night, we get this money book out to us, it all vibes nonsense. And we kind of go, what was wrong with them? No, but what's marvelous is that they get past that. They find that, you know, all love, anyone here, and granted, I'm preaching from the other side of the fence, but I don't care. Anyone here who is in love with someone, it is not based on a single fact. And it doesn't make it any less real. As a matter of fact, it usually makes it more real if we're talking about emotions in love. And if you want someone who is in love with someone based on facts, it's usually the amount of money in their bank account. There's a brat, a love, we don't know. Someone will say, oh, why that person, I don't know, I mean, what is it, why do you attract them about? What do they want to hear? Oh, their left eyebrow. And I saw the left eyebrow. It's a mystery. And here we have this great story of mystery, and that's why we begin in the dark. It's not just that we're sitting in the tomb. We begin in the dark because we always start in mystery. Now, when I sit there, there has to be a dance between rational and non-rational. God exists. Well, that's a non-rational, because number one, we don't always mean the same thing, and if someone could make the argument, you can't logic someone into it. And if God is love, you can't logic someone into that. God could be hatred and just very incompetent at it. These are things you go, well, you're right, these are things we believe, but once you know your fundamentals, which are always that sort of choice, I choose to believe in God, I choose to believe in community, I choose to believe that love is better than hate, I choose to believe that we're better together. Once we choose our faith and trust the people who are part of our faith, then we have to get into something rational. For example, I cannot say God is all-loving and all-powerful, but there are some of you that he just can't put up with anymore and he says, torture your brain. Now I get an irrational, you know, because there is no one, everyone says, well, you know, a parent sometimes has to correct someone. I've never met a parent who said, I needed to correct my child, I'm going to permanently harm them, and there'll be no hope of them ever getting out of it. So we know there's those issues, and that's where we're from. Oh, there's all this wonder and mystery. We have two people come into the faith tonight, and it's coming into a community. It's belief in a scripture that was written and accepted by a community, not just written by communities, but community decided, Gospel of Luke, it's going in, Josephus' treatise on the state of Rome, you know, Gospel of Thomas, everyone said, why did that not make it in? It was written about a century too late. There are all these, why did that go in, why did that, who decided which goes in? And when we say something is scripture, is it because it was inspired when it was written or because it was inspired when it was chosen, or who got inspired, how many levels, and then which friend says, we are here because we believe that we experience God more deeply in the gathering of community, that we pull apart our faith, and we kind ourselves, raiding into the mystery. I've watched this week, as in Rome, Palm Sunday, they were singing, goes on, last night, watching as the people came forward to cross, so many people came with deep grief. And these are things we bring to our faith, to our shared experience of the world, which for us, points to God, reasonably, not rationally, but reasonably. And so when we watch people come to faith this night, not that they come to faith this night, but they make that ritual expression of joining us. They become part of our dialogue. We're going to hear so much about resurrection, but new life happens in so many ways. Certainly we're looking at this miracle of from death into new life, but every change you have ever had in your life is the same. We die as something, and we rise as something else. Anyone who is married, God willing, has died to single life. You left that in mind. You know, when you have young children, you have died to sleep. Your life changes, you're now a parent, and you're not just ever the same. I have a friend who's actually here tonight, who told me, she said, you know, I expected children to see a change in my life, but becoming a grandparent was a game-changer at its time. And God says, and your pieces, and your change, as you're confided, whether you die but as old and embrace what's coming. Joseph Campbell used to say, if we can just let go of the life we've been clinging to, then we can find the life that's been waiting for us. It's out there. God invites us in, and so on, and we hear these miracle stories. And they are very pointed, creation, the most ignored miracle in our lives. Most of us were younger than half, but creation in every moment. As a matter of fact, most people don't really experience creation until they have a child. When they hold that base in their hands, then they start to understand creation. I mean, it sounds weird to say, but you really weren't there for your own, and now you just weren't there. When we see a baby come into the world, that's the creation story all over again. When we see people who, whether it's addiction or illness, whether it's struggles with family, when they find a way out, that's the exodus story. We are all enslaved to so many things. We're enslaved to our habits, and so the exodus story wants to show us that there is freedom, and then we get the Isaiah, where God keeps saying, come to the water. If you're thirsty, come to the water, and that's what we'll do tonight. And certainly in these images, as we do it every Easter, we ask ourselves, what's the new life? We're going to be nagged on this for the next few weeks. You know, Lent, I think for most people, and we do different things, but Lent has always been about trying to overcome a weakness. You know, we give up something, we prove that we can, we get charged. I think Easter should be the opposite. If we weren't getting rid of a weakness, whether we succeeded or not, I think Easter should be learning to lean into our strengths. We don't think as much about that in our religion. We think, you know, what's different for me from, you know, from six weeks ago when I started, like, well, there's less meat in my system, and what I can take away. Or sometimes, like, I've got to work on my weaknesses. You always hear people, well, you know, I've got to work on this, I've got to work on that. What's your strength? Because you should be working on, this is only they're helping a strength. I have a teacher who used to always say that, she'd say, you know, Barishtakaw's success was not that he fixed his weakness, which was tap dancing. There were kinds of dances he would say, I'm no good at that style. I'm no good at that style, and people didn't say, huh, not a very well-rounded dancer. It didn't hurt his financial bottom line in the end. I think sometimes we need to stay, look, let's figure out what we need to move away from. But we also, God calls us to do life, and that means figuring out the gifts and leaning in for a season. Leaning into the gifts. This is Osirbe, we can work on them in time. But when we hear all these stories, they are all the same thing, creation, new creation, re-creation. We're being created at every moment. I think I use this image, it's a very similar image most hear it, actually, it's Antimandes, the original St. Francis of Assisi image, but God was the singer and we are the song. And what I love about that image is it takes us away from what I have found that they would never put it this way. But there are people that you could be talking, they kind of have what I call Swiss watch theology. You know, at the beginning of your life, God created you, and wound you up, and he's watching you go. Nope. Nope. St. Francis would say, nope. God is as actively creating you in this moment as the very first moment you begin to be. If God stops creating you, you don't exist. It's a singer and a song. I mean, we would all love it if we could just hit a first note and listen to it unfold. But if I stop saying the song stops, if God stops creating you, you don't exist. I mean, if it happens, you won't know, don't tell me. You would just not exist. God calls you into being. That's the love of God that catches us off guard. Even when I'm doing horrible things, God is still calling me into creation. Remember the kid, God? That's why it's hard for God to create you at the beginning of your life, and he doesn't look down now and say, oh, by now that was going to turn out like that. That's why I always cringe when people say, Clowder, I really feel like disappointing God this week. Do you think he didn't see this coming? Now, I know he knows the future, but I've thrown in some curds. No. God knew who you were going to be in this moment and calls you into creation. And so tonight, as we watch people join us today, as we watch people, you know, knit themselves to our community, to our faith, to the revelations that we hold here, we wonder, what do we do to create a new life? Not just for ourselves, but for others. What does it mean to immerse ourselves in such trust that we let go of the old ways that just have not served us? I know we're not always aware of them, but there is no one in the room that doesn't do something that they've learned over time does not serve them. Even me. 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May the L WEBVTT
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May the Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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We're reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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After the Sabbath, as the first day of the week was gone in, Mary Magdalene and the other
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Mary were reading from the Gospel.
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Luke.
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At daybreak on the first day of the week, the women who had come from Galilee with Jesus
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took the spices they had prepared and went to the tomb.
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They found the stone rolled away from the tomb, but when they entered, they did not
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find the body of the Lord Jesus.
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While they were hustling over this, behold, two men in dazzling garments appeared to them.
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They were terrified and bowed their faces to the ground.
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They said to them, why do you seek the living one among the dead?
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He is not here, but he has been raised.
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Remembering what he said to you while he was still in Galilee, that the son of man must
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be handed over to sinners and be crucified and rise on the third day.
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Remember his words.
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Then they returned from the tomb and announced all these things to the 11 and to all the
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others.
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The women were Mary Magdalene, Joanna and Mary, the mother of James.
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The others who had come with them also told this to the apostles, but their stories seemed
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like nonsense and they did not believe them.
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But Peter got up and ran to the tomb, bent down and saw the burial cloths alone.
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Then he went home amazed at what had happened.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I was here on this night as we gather, 2,000 some-odd, around 2,000 years later.
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If we really contemplate the story, faith is an amazing thing because the story on its
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own still seems like nonsense.
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Everyone in this room, if you're over a certain age, and I'm probably pretty guy age, with
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parents or grandparents who've already experienced death, and my suspicion is a few days after
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the death, if one of your siblings came back and said, Grandma's alive again, you'd be
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like, okay, so what are we drinking tonight?
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You kind of have to wonder.
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And so, what if you do, you know, faith should always have the sense, I mean, the word nonsense
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sounds a little dismissive, but it is outside of what is sensible.
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It is beyond sense.
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If it were not, it would be knowledge, and there would, you know, until recently, science
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would have been science.
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We would have just, you know, no one ever comes and says, well, now, they had two and
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they have two more, and now they have four.
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I don't know, who said, no, two plus two is four.
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No faith, no faith needed.
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So, faith should always fly a little bit in the face of what seems reasonable.
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Now, we have to be careful with that.
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There are three kinds of statements in faith.
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There are rational, which some have surveyed and some kinds are, you know, science, other
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studies, but there's rational and there's irrational.
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We understand those, and then there's a whole slew of what we call non-rationals.
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So if I tell you that two plus two is four, no matter what language I use, if I show you
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this and this, and I get to there, I've been practicing since then.
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That makes sense.
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The human mind is built, it has structures that catch that, and not only can we all agree
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on it, we build calculus on it.
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That is a rational thought.
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Now, if I, no matter what language I use, if I try and take these and I keep getting
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to there, your mind will not be able to grab onto it, that is irrational.
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So our faith should be a dance between non-rational and rational.
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It should never go into irrational.
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But it works like this.
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What is non-rational?
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Non-rational is when I say two plus two is good.
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Reason won't get you there, but reason won't disprove it.
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The existence of God, you know, there's a thing in science, in religion we call it myth,
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and a lot of people get, myth gets a bad rap, I love myth.
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Myth is a story that talks about why, why things happen, and one myth can be as good
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as another, and the myth is not always that right.
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You know, when you take great events in history, it can be the Inquisitions, it could be Nazi
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Germany, it could be the assassination of Martin Luther King, these stories happened,
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they're factual, but they also become mythic.
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You know, Watergate, it became mythic the day that thirty years later someone could
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say, I am telling the truth, and you do want to binge.
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It becomes part of our culture.
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It takes on mythic dimension, even if it's true.
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In the same way, there are true stories that are not important, that will never become
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mythic.
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I bought a chicken this week at the store that is factual, and I don't think it will
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ever shape culture, except for that chicken.
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So you know, I think when someone says myth, we all go, this is not a myth, if it's not
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a myth, it's of no importance.
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It can be a myth, it can be a historical myth, myth means it took on that meaning.
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These, all of our myths, when someone says myth, that is religion's way of saying theory.
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Science calls it a theory and half the time, some theories are just that, they're the best
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story to explain everything we see.
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I've always contended that the theory of attraction, if you put, all we know is if you put a particle
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here and a particle here, for some reason they work together.
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We call that the theory of attraction.
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I assume that was written by a lonely physicist.
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Attraction, who knows?
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We don't, you know, years from now they go, oh, did you know there was a curvature of
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a space and for a reason it had nothing to do with all of it.
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Are they attracted or are they propelled from emptiness, we do not know.
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But we pick a theory, we stick with it.
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Religion, when someone looks at the big bang theory, did it happen?
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No one knows.
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But as the story goes, it explains where we're at, so does God, that's non-rational when
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you have a third choice and you have to choose.
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Now you can actually choose both of those, you know, God can create a big bang, but the
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thing is there is nothing, anyone who comes out to and says, I can logically prove God,
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get a chair and be ready to be disappointed, because that's not fake.
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What they're really saying is, I can make it scientific.
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And the sadness there is, if it's scientific, it matters, and if it's religion, it doesn't.
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No, no, I'm fine with a table.
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Faith works in areas science can't, science works in areas faith can't.
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You know, I have great faith in God that I owe to my spiritual life.
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I follow the recipe when I'm cooking.
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You can not follow the recipe and pray, but just don't have food for dinner.
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It's one of those, so in this night, we get this money book out to us, it all vibes nonsense.
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And we kind of go, what was wrong with them?
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No, but what's marvelous is that they get past that.
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They find that, you know, all love, anyone here, and granted, I'm preaching from the
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other side of the fence, but I don't care.
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Anyone here who is in love with someone, it is not based on a single fact.
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And it doesn't make it any less real.
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As a matter of fact, it usually makes it more real if we're talking about emotions in love.
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And if you want someone who is in love with someone based on facts, it's usually the amount
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of money in their bank account.
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There's a brat, a love, we don't know.
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Someone will say, oh, why that person, I don't know, I mean, what is it, why do you attract
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them about?
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What do they want to hear?
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Oh, their left eyebrow.
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And I saw the left eyebrow.
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It's a mystery.
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And here we have this great story of mystery, and that's why we begin in the dark.
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It's not just that we're sitting in the tomb.
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We begin in the dark because we always start in mystery.
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Now, when I sit there, there has to be a dance between rational and non-rational.
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God exists.
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Well, that's a non-rational, because number one, we don't always mean the same thing,
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and if someone could make the argument, you can't logic someone into it.
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And if God is love, you can't logic someone into that.
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God could be hatred and just very incompetent at it.
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These are things you go, well, you're right, these are things we believe, but once you
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know your fundamentals, which are always that sort of choice, I choose to believe in God,
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I choose to believe in community, I choose to believe that love is better than hate,
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I choose to believe that we're better together.
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Once we choose our faith and trust the people who are part of our faith, then we have to
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get into something rational.
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For example, I cannot say God is all-loving and all-powerful, but there are some of you
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that he just can't put up with anymore and he says, torture your brain.
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Now I get an irrational, you know, because there is no one, everyone says, well, you
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know, a parent sometimes has to correct someone.
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I've never met a parent who said, I needed to correct my child, I'm going to permanently
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harm them, and there'll be no hope of them ever getting out of it.
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So we know there's those issues, and that's where we're from.
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Oh, there's all this wonder and mystery.
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We have two people come into the faith tonight, and it's coming into a community.
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It's belief in a scripture that was written and accepted by a community, not just written
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by communities, but community decided, Gospel of Luke, it's going in, Josephus' treatise
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on the state of Rome, you know, Gospel of Thomas, everyone said, why did that not make
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it in?
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It was written about a century too late.
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There are all these, why did that go in, why did that, who decided which goes in?
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or because it was inspired when it was chosen, or who got inspired, how many levels, and
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then which friend says, we are here because we believe that we experience God more deeply
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in the gathering of community, that we pull apart our faith, and we kind ourselves, raiding
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into the mystery.
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I've watched this week, as in Rome, Palm Sunday, they were singing, goes on, last night, watching
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as the people came forward to cross, so many people came with deep grief.
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And these are things we bring to our faith, to our shared experience of the world, which
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for us, points to God, reasonably, not rationally, but reasonably.
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night, but they make that ritual expression of joining us.
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They become part of our dialogue.
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We're going to hear so much about resurrection, but new life happens in so many ways.
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Certainly we're looking at this miracle of from death into new life, but every change
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you have ever had in your life is the same.
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We die as something, and we rise as something else.
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Anyone who is married, God willing, has died to single life.
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You left that in mind.
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You know, when you have young children, you have died to sleep.
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Your life changes, you're now a parent, and you're not just ever the same.
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I have a friend who's actually here tonight, who told me, she said, you know, I expected
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children to see a change in my life, but becoming a grandparent was a game-changer
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at its time.
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And God says, and your pieces, and your change, as you're confided, whether you die but as
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old and embrace what's coming.
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Joseph Campbell used to say, if we can just let go of the life we've been clinging to,
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then we can find the life that's been waiting for us.
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It's out there.
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God invites us in, and so on, and we hear these miracle stories.
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And they are very pointed, creation, the most ignored miracle in our lives.
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Most of us were younger than half, but creation in every moment.
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As a matter of fact, most people don't really experience creation until they have a child.
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When they hold that base in their hands, then they start to understand creation.
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I mean, it sounds weird to say, but you really weren't there for your own, and now you just
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weren't there.
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When we see a baby come into the world, that's the creation story all over again.
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When we see people who, whether it's addiction or illness, whether it's struggles with family,
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when they find a way out, that's the exodus story.
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We are all enslaved to so many things.
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We're enslaved to our habits, and so the exodus story wants to show us that there is freedom,
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and then we get the Isaiah, where God keeps saying, come to the water.
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If you're thirsty, come to the water, and that's what we'll do tonight.
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And certainly in these images, as we do it every Easter, we ask ourselves, what's the
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new life?
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We're going to be nagged on this for the next few weeks.
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You know, Lent, I think for most people, and we do different things, but Lent has always
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been about trying to overcome a weakness.
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You know, we give up something, we prove that we can, we get charged.
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I think Easter should be the opposite.
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If we weren't getting rid of a weakness, whether we succeeded or not, I think Easter should
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be learning to lean into our strengths.
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We don't think as much about that in our religion.
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We think, you know, what's different for me from, you know, from six weeks ago when I
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started, like, well, there's less meat in my system, and what I can take away.
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Or sometimes, like, I've got to work on my weaknesses.
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You always hear people, well, you know, I've got to work on this, I've got to work on that.
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What's your strength?
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Because you should be working on, this is only they're helping a strength.
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I have a teacher who used to always say that, she'd say, you know, Barishtakaw's success
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was not that he fixed his weakness, which was tap dancing.
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There were kinds of dances he would say, I'm no good at that style.
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I'm no good at that style, and people didn't say, huh, not a very well-rounded dancer.
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It didn't hurt his financial bottom line in the end.
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I think sometimes we need to stay, look, let's figure out what we need to move away from.
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But we also, God calls us to do life, and that means figuring out the gifts and leaning
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in for a season.
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Leaning into the gifts.
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This is Osirbe, we can work on them in time.
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But when we hear all these stories, they are all the same thing, creation, new creation,
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re-creation.
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We're being created at every moment.
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I think I use this image, it's a very similar image most hear it, actually, it's Antimandes,
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the original St. Francis of Assisi image, but God was the singer and we are the song.
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And what I love about that image is it takes us away from what I have found that they would
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never put it this way.
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But there are people that you could be talking, they kind of have what I call Swiss watch
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theology.
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You know, at the beginning of your life, God created you, and wound you up, and he's watching
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you go.
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Nope.
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Nope.
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St. Francis would say, nope.
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God is as actively creating you in this moment as the very first moment you begin to be.
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If God stops creating you, you don't exist.
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It's a singer and a song.
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I mean, we would all love it if we could just hit a first note and listen to it unfold.
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But if I stop saying the song stops, if God stops creating you, you don't exist.
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I mean, if it happens, you won't know, don't tell me.
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You would just not exist.
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God calls you into being.
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That's the love of God that catches us off guard.
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Even when I'm doing horrible things, God is still calling me into creation.
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Remember the kid, God?
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That's why it's hard for God to create you at the beginning of your life, and he doesn't
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look down now and say, oh, by now that was going to turn out like that.
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That's why I always cringe when people say, Clowder, I really feel like disappointing
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God this week.
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Do you think he didn't see this coming?
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Now, I know he knows the future, but I've thrown in some curds.
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No.
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God knew who you were going to be in this moment and calls you into creation.
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And so tonight, as we watch people join us today, as we watch people, you know,
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knit themselves to our community, to our faith, to the revelations that we hold here,
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we wonder, what do we do to create a new life?
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Not just for ourselves, but for others.
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What does it mean to immerse ourselves in such trust that we let go of the old ways
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that just have not served us?
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I know we're not always aware of them, but there is no one in the room that doesn't
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do something that they've learned over time does not serve them.
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Even me.
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I even have silverware in my hand at the time.
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But we all do things that don't serve us well.
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And one of the things we need to move away from, not in that lenient sense,
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but in that excited sense that God has something new waiting.
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And if we believe in God and trust in God, it can happen.
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And if we experience God in the community and let them journey with us,
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it can all certainly happen.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound meditation on t Father Pat’s message is a profound meditation on the mystery of faith, the interplay between reason and belief, and the transformative power of resurrection—not just as a historical event, but as an ongoing spiritual reality. He invites his listeners to embrace the paradox of faith: that it is not irrational, but non-rational—a realm where love, mystery, and divine presence dwell beyond the limitations of human logic. Through the story of the resurrection and the rituals of Easter, he calls the faithful not only to remember Christ's rising but to recognize and participate in the continual act of being re-created by God. Faith, for Father Pat, is a lived experience in community, an ongoing dialogue between trust, transformation, and mystery.
In detail, Father Pat begins by highlighting the initial reaction to the resurrection—the disbelief of the apostles when the women first report the empty tomb. He draws a striking analogy between this ancient skepticism and how we today might react if told a deceased loved one had come back to life. This, he asserts, is the paradoxical nature of faith: it appears as "nonsense," not because it is false, but because it transcends rational categories. He distinguishes between three kinds of statements: rational (like mathematics), irrational (which defy reason completely), and non-rational (which exist beyond reason but are not unreasonable). Faith, he insists, belongs to this third category. It is like saying “two plus two is good”—a statement not provable by logic, but not refutable either. It speaks to values, meaning, and purpose—the realm of the heart and soul.
He then discusses the nature of myth—not as falsehood, but as a meaningful story that expresses truths beyond empirical data. Just as scientific theories attempt to explain the physical world, religious myths seek to explain the existential and spiritual dimensions of life. Stories like creation, exodus, and resurrection are not only historical narratives but also ongoing realities that help us interpret our experiences of birth, liberation, and renewal. He emphasizes that faith is not about scientifically proving God’s existence but about making a choice to believe, to trust, and to live in a relationship with the divine and with others.
Father Pat also touches on the communal dimension of faith. Scripture itself, he reminds us, was not only written by individuals but selected and preserved by communities of believers. The canon of the Bible reflects the discernment of communities that recognized certain writings as inspired and formative. When people join the Church, as they do especially during Easter through baptism and confirmation, they are not simply assenting to a set of beliefs but entering into a living community. This gathering is where God is encountered, not just personally but corporately—in shared rituals, stories, and relationships.
He further reflects on the transformation that resurrection symbolizes—not only the literal rising of Jesus, but the countless ways we are called to die to our old selves and rise anew. Every major life transition—marriage, parenthood, recovery from addiction, healing from grief—involves a kind of resurrection. We leave behind one mode of being and embrace another. He encourages listeners to let go of what no longer serves them, echoing Joseph Campbell’s idea that by releasing the life we cling to, we can find the life waiting for us. This is the Easter invitation: not just to believe in new life, but to live it.
Father Pat concludes with a powerful image from St. Francis: God is the singer, and we are the song. This metaphor illustrates the continual, present-tense nature of creation. God is not a watchmaker who wound us up and walked away, but an ever-active Creator who sustains us in every moment. Even when we fall short, God does not withdraw, but continues to call us into being. This divine fidelity is at the heart of the resurrection message—God’s love is constant, creative, and transformative.
Ultimately, Father Pat challenges us to not only overcome our weaknesses (as we attempt during Lent) but to lean into our strengths during Easter. Our spiritual lives should be grounded not only in repentance but in the joyful discovery and use of our gifts. This season is a call to co-create with God, to build new life not just for ourselves, but for others. Faith, then, is not static belief, but dynamic participation in the mystery of God’s ongoing work in the world—through community, through transformation, and through love....
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