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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 993.280029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two and gave them authority over unclean spirits. He instructed them to take nothing for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic. He said to them, wherever you enter a house, stay there until you leave. Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you, leave there and shake the dust off your feet in testimony against them. So they went off and preached repentance. The 12 drove out many demons, and they anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them. The Gospel of the Lord. As I've been mentioning since Advent this year, Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels. There's always every generation or so someone tries to come up with another theory. But over the last several centuries, the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply because it's the shortest and simplest. And those of you who have stories in your family know that over generations, the stories that get told do not get simpler and shorter. Bigger and more elaborate stories Bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them. And that's what happens with the other Gospels is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting in their two cents worth. Mark's is the proto-Gospel. It really is this early, and you get these very brief, not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened. And we get this little instruction about going out, what it means to go out and preach the Gospel. And at first, we hear this rather dire, you know, do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. So you're not only not to bring food or money, but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that along the way either. And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors to take that and say, you know, this was so that they would be completely dependent on God. Every day that you're breathing, you're completely dependent on God. I don't think that was the point. I think it made them completely dependent on the communities they were going to. There is an antidote against arrogance when you're dependent upon the community you're going to preach to. You actually have to go in and build a relationship with these people before you start to say, now, here's what I believe. If you just go in without the relationship, here's what I believe usually turns out to be, here's what you're doing wrong. And it's all the wrong kind of preaching. It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel. Jesus says, I'm going to send you in and you are going to be utterly dependent upon them for hospitality. You're going to accept that hospitality. You're going to accept the gift of hospitality. You're going to have a relationship where something is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe. And I think without that risk, we end up as we have, I think really in modern times, we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats. What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is, if my brother has a drinking problem and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything because it's really not my place and it will ruin Christmas. But if those people in Missouri pass a law we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign some documents and yell about that. Why? Because I have no relationship with the people in Missouri at stake. It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith with the people in your life. And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith with the people in your life, but I really hope you share and listen with the people who disagree with you on almost everything. Most of us call those family. Siblings. You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic right after the last elections when people would come and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter of a century you had a delusion that you agreed on everything? No, but now we're disagreeing out loud. My delusions are gone. You know, as Christians we have got to get love of one another and agreeing with one another separated. I think as a country it's destroying us. We no longer know how to disagree without hating the other side. And I mean hating the other side. I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country, when do we get tired of hating each other? When do we get tired of vilifying anyone who disagrees with us? Do we just get to a point where we realize both sides are, they're selling away their morals right and left because they've got to stick with the team even when either side's doing something horrible? You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened and people are kind of like, well, you know, it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it. Yes, you can. Because you can disagree with your side without hating anyone. You can disagree with the other side without hating people. People can disagree with you and they're not attacking you personally. Though right now, sometimes they are because they don't know how to do one without the other. And so Jesus, for everything he says, take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this, we miss the huge commandment, which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take. He sends them out two by two. They are to take a companion. And my hope is that he gave each one of them the companion that drives them crazy. Because most of us would think, well, you send them out two by two, so, you know, they got each other's back and we're stronger in numbers. And no, you send people out two by two so that when one of them does something crazy, the other can go, I say this respectfully, but you're being an idiot. Sometimes you have to have those people in your life. I can't tell you, I know everyone here at least knows a couple if you're not that couple. The amazing number of married couples who have come to realize after years of marriage that God gave them someone in their life to do nothing but cancel out their vote. They are there to vote for the other side every time. And you know what? Those marriages last forever. I think the marriages that will struggle are when two people walk down the aisle really believing the delusion that they agree on everything. We think just alike. Oh my gosh, we have everything in common. One of two things is going on. Either you are fooling yourself and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years. Or they really do agree with you on everything. You've married a carbon copy of yourself and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that. I went out and I found someone who's just me. Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain. Rather than Jesus gives us companions that companion is a Greek word to break bread with. In the Greek tradition, those, in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek but the tradition is Hebrew. Those who you sit at table with and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree and you go back and you forth and you bring who you really are into that relationship. And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk. If you're going to voice your Christianity, it's not to strangers across the state or across the city. When do we voice it to, I don't know, the people in our family or someone at work or even a boss or someone who really has power over me. That was the role of the prophet, to speak truth to the king. Not the king of some other country, the king who could affect your life or your boss or your spouse. For some of you, that is your boss, you know. It's whatever it is. Do we speak our truth to the people in our life with whom we have a relationship rather than, well, I speak it all the time on Twitter and Facebook. Those are the best friends. I love those friends because they turn off with a key which means they're not real. I always have to shock people of a certain generation when you have to actually tell them that the word virtual means not real. That's what the word means. They're virtual friends. That means not real. Which is good because friends, and I wanna be delicate about this, friends are a huge inconvenience in life. So much better than being alone. But if you're not inconvenient once in a while, you probably aren't being a friend. You know, their rhythm is different than yours and sometimes they need you to be there when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth and you depend on each other and you struggle with one another. And someone who never, ever inconveniences you, that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know. And so we should always get a little in each other's way. We should always be voicing different opinions. It's always, especially in these last couple years, it's been my prayer for our church and for our country that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth, which is put yourself in whichever camp you like, blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive, give yourself whatever term you like. Then see all the people on the other side of the fence, the ones, we don't say this in church, but the ones you've been learning to hate for the last couple years. And see all of them and know that those are the people that keep you from ruining the world. Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things. We would either be a world incapable of change or a world changing so fast that we had no identity. We need that tension, which means if you're liberal or conservative, it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things. And you're not liberal or conservative because you're smarter than that other side. We're just the smarter ones. We're the nicer ones. We're the ones that are closer to God. Both sides say all that. It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that. No, it's because that's your personality. Either you love change or you hate change and it's gonna make you one or the other. Either you want to see the world changing or you want tradition to stay the same. It's your personality. And the people on the other side of the fence, they're here in the world and know what that means? That means you can live your personality and know that there are people in the world who will balance you. As I said, many of you married those people. And it makes for a strong relationship. Jesus sends us out with companions. And that means the church should companion with other churches. It means countries should companion with other countries. We should companion across ideologies because we need someone to help us to see something from somewhere beyond our own point of view. I have long since, I think it's the weakness. I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything, but the weakness of celibacy is that priests do not always have those people in their life that they have to listen to. Sometimes we go through life thinking we don't have to listen to anyone. I still believe that the reason priests have to wear a black shirt and black pants and a black suit is because somewhere along the line they realized there was no wife at the front door to stop them and go, oh no, try again. And without that, we go, just go basic black, you'll be fine. But it's important to have people in your life. Who are the people in your life that you disagree with and have remained close? Without them, you don't have companions. You have reflections of yourself. Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot, I'm spiritual but not religious. And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean that they're upset with whatever church they went to. But more often what they mean is my spirituality is a very private, personal thing that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people. Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing because our spirituality is moving us towards, we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise. It's moving us towards complete union with God and others. That is not prepared for in isolation. We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path. Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others. It should be the part of ourself we share most often. I think it's interesting that 30 years ago people said, oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics or religion. Now all we can talk about are the first two. But we never really get to religion. We get to political end of it or the lifestyle end of it or the rules. We don't really get to someone asking, so how do you come to faith? How do you know when you pray, is that God or just your own voice in your head? How do you, we don't discuss those things. We take the Bible and we do what people do like with this earlier reading, the first reading today. We take the Bible and we make it into a series of bumper stickers that we can pull one out when we need it to back our other views. That happened and I don't mean to pick on him because he's one of a million people that did it, but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions got into trouble this week for saying, well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way. Because you're picking out your favorite line. The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities. Well, yeah, but our first reading today says, you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them. And of course, the joke about that that's been going around the religious community is, Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities. He said that from prison. Why was he in prison? Because the civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't. So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story. You know, the Bible is not a place where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote. It backs me up. We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world. But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone. If you go it alone, it will become quirky. It will become your own. God will be an image of yourself. You've got to be in dialogue with others. If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down. If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off. If I disagree with a friend who is face to face, I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world. That's companionship. Anything less is not religion. Anything less is really not even spirituality. When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it, I have fallen into simple reflection. God says to us today, reflection will not get you where we want you to go. Spirituality is in dialogue. That will take us to real faith. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two
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and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
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He instructed them to take nothing
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for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
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He said to them, wherever you enter a house,
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stay there until you leave.
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Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
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leave there and shake the dust off your feet
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in testimony against them.
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So they went off and preached repentance.
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The 12 drove out many demons, and they
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anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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As I've been mentioning since Advent this year,
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Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels.
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There's always every generation or so someone tries
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to come up with another theory.
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But over the last several centuries,
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the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply
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because it's the shortest and simplest.
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And those of you who have stories in your family
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know that over generations, the stories that get told
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do not get simpler and shorter.
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Bigger and more elaborate stories
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Bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them.
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And that's what happens with the other Gospels
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is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting
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in their two cents worth.
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Mark's is the proto-Gospel.
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It really is this early, and you get these very brief,
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not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened.
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And we get this little instruction
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about going out, what it means to go out and preach
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the Gospel.
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And at first, we hear this rather dire,
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you know, do not bring the walking stick,
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no food, no sack, no money in their belts.
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So you're not only not to bring food or money,
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but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that
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along the way either.
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And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors
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to take that and say, you know, this was so that
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they would be completely dependent on God.
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Every day that you're breathing,
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you're completely dependent on God.
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I don't think that was the point.
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I think it made them completely dependent
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on the communities they were going to.
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There is an antidote against arrogance
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when you're dependent upon the community
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you're going to preach to.
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You actually have to go in and build a relationship
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with these people before you start to say,
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now, here's what I believe.
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If you just go in without the relationship,
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here's what I believe usually turns out to be,
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here's what you're doing wrong.
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And it's all the wrong kind of preaching.
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It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel.
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Jesus says, I'm going to send you in
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and you are going to be utterly dependent
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upon them for hospitality.
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You're going to accept that hospitality.
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You're going to accept the gift of hospitality.
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You're going to have a relationship where something
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is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe.
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And I think without that risk, we end up as we have,
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I think really in modern times,
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we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats.
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What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is,
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if my brother has a drinking problem
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and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything
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because it's really not my place
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and it will ruin Christmas.
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But if those people in Missouri pass a law
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we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign
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some documents and yell about that.
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Why?
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Because I have no relationship
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with the people in Missouri at stake.
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It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith
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with the people in your life.
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And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith
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with the people in your life, but I really hope you share
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and listen with the people who disagree with you
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on almost everything.
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Most of us call those family.
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Siblings.
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You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic
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right after the last elections when people would come
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and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore
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and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter
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of a century you had a delusion
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that you agreed on everything?
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No, but now we're disagreeing out loud.
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My delusions are gone.
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You know, as Christians we have got to get love
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of one another and agreeing with one another separated.
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I think as a country it's destroying us.
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We no longer know how to disagree
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without hating the other side.
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And I mean hating the other side.
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I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals
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in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country,
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when do we get tired of hating each other?
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When do we get tired of vilifying anyone
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who disagrees with us?
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Do we just get to a point where we realize
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both sides are, they're selling away their morals
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right and left because they've got to stick with the team
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even when either side's doing something horrible?
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You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened
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and people are kind of like, well, you know,
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it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it.
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Yes, you can.
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Because you can disagree with your side
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without hating anyone.
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You can disagree with the other side without hating people.
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People can disagree with you
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and they're not attacking you personally.
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Though right now, sometimes they are
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because they don't know how to do one without the other.
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And so Jesus, for everything he says,
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take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this,
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we miss the huge commandment,
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which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take.
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He sends them out two by two.
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They are to take a companion.
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And my hope is that he gave each one of them
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the companion that drives them crazy.
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Because most of us would think,
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well, you send them out two by two,
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so, you know, they got each other's back
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and we're stronger in numbers.
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And no, you send people out two by two
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so that when one of them does something crazy,
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the other can go, I say this respectfully,
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but you're being an idiot.
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Sometimes you have to have those people in your life.
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I can't tell you, I know everyone here
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at least knows a couple if you're not that couple.
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The amazing number of married couples
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who have come to realize after years of marriage
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that God gave them someone in their life
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to do nothing but cancel out their vote.
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They are there to vote for the other side every time.
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And you know what?
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Those marriages last forever.
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I think the marriages that will struggle
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are when two people walk down the aisle
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really believing the delusion
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that they agree on everything.
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We think just alike.
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Oh my gosh, we have everything in common.
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One of two things is going on.
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Either you are fooling yourself
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and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years.
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Or they really do agree with you on everything.
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You've married a carbon copy of yourself
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and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that.
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I went out and I found someone who's just me.
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Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain.
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Rather than Jesus gives us companions
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that companion is a Greek word to break bread with.
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In the Greek tradition, those,
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in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek
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but the tradition is Hebrew.
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Those who you sit at table with
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and you argue and you agree
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and you argue and you agree
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and you go back and you forth
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and you bring who you really are into that relationship.
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And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk.
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If you're going to voice your Christianity,
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it's not to strangers across the state or across the city.
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When do we voice it to, I don't know,
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the people in our family or someone at work
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or even a boss or someone who really has power over me.
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That was the role of the prophet,
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to speak truth to the king.
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Not the king of some other country,
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the king who could affect your life
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or your boss or your spouse.
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For some of you, that is your boss, you know.
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It's whatever it is.
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Do we speak our truth to the people in our life
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with whom we have a relationship
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rather than, well, I speak it all the time
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on Twitter and Facebook.
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Those are the best friends.
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I love those friends because they turn off with a key
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which means they're not real.
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I always have to shock people of a certain generation
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when you have to actually tell them
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that the word virtual means not real.
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That's what the word means.
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They're virtual friends.
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That means not real.
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Which is good because friends,
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and I wanna be delicate about this,
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friends are a huge inconvenience in life.
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So much better than being alone.
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But if you're not inconvenient once in a while,
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you probably aren't being a friend.
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You know, their rhythm is different than yours
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and sometimes they need you to be there
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when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth
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and you depend on each other
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and you struggle with one another.
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And someone who never, ever inconveniences you,
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that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know.
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And so we should always get a little in each other's way.
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We should always be voicing different opinions.
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It's always, especially in these last couple years,
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it's been my prayer for our church and for our country
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that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth,
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which is put yourself in whichever camp you like,
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blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive,
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give yourself whatever term you like.
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Then see all the people on the other side of the fence,
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the ones, we don't say this in church,
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but the ones you've been learning to hate
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for the last couple years.
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And see all of them and know that those are the people
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that keep you from ruining the world.
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Because if everyone was liberal
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or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things.
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We would either be a world incapable of change
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or a world changing so fast that we had no identity.
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We need that tension, which means
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if you're liberal or conservative,
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it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things.
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And you're not liberal or conservative
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because you're smarter than that other side.
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We're just the smarter ones.
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We're the nicer ones.
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We're the ones that are closer to God.
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Both sides say all that.
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It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that.
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No, it's because that's your personality.
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Either you love change or you hate change
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and it's gonna make you one or the other.
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Either you want to see the world changing
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or you want tradition to stay the same.
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It's your personality.
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And the people on the other side of the fence,
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they're here in the world and know what that means?
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That means you can live your personality
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and know that there are people in the world
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who will balance you.
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As I said, many of you married those people.
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And it makes for a strong relationship.
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Jesus sends us out with companions.
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And that means the church should companion
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with other churches.
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It means countries should companion with other countries.
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We should companion across ideologies
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because we need someone to help us to see something
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from somewhere beyond our own point of view.
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I have long since, I think it's the weakness.
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I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything,
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but the weakness of celibacy is that priests
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do not always have those people in their life
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that they have to listen to.
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Sometimes we go through life thinking
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we don't have to listen to anyone.
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I still believe that the reason priests
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have to wear a black shirt and black pants
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and a black suit is because somewhere along the line
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they realized there was no wife at the front door
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to stop them and go, oh no, try again.
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And without that, we go, just go basic black,
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you'll be fine.
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But it's important to have people in your life.
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Who are the people in your life that you disagree with
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and have remained close?
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Without them, you don't have companions.
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You have reflections of yourself.
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Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot,
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I'm spiritual but not religious.
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And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean
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that they're upset with whatever church they went to.
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But more often what they mean is my spirituality
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is a very private, personal thing
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that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people.
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Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing
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because our spirituality is moving us towards,
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we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise.
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It's moving us towards complete union with God and others.
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That is not prepared for in isolation.
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We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path.
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Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others.
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It should be the part of ourself we share most often.
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I think it's interesting that 30 years ago people said,
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oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics or religion.
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Now all we can talk about are the first two.
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But we never really get to religion.
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We get to political end of it or the lifestyle end of it
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or the rules.
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We don't really get to someone asking,
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so how do you come to faith?
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How do you know when you pray,
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is that God or just your own voice in your head?
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How do you, we don't discuss those things.
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We take the Bible and we do what people do
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like with this earlier reading, the first reading today.
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We take the Bible and we make it
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into a series of bumper stickers
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that we can pull one out when we need it
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to back our other views.
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That happened and I don't mean to pick on him
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because he's one of a million people that did it,
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but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions
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got into trouble this week for saying,
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well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way.
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Because you're picking out your favorite line.
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The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities.
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Well, yeah, but our first reading today says,
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you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them.
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And of course, the joke about that
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that's been going around the religious community is,
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Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities.
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He said that from prison.
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Why was he in prison?
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Because the civil authorities told him
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to shut up and he wouldn't.
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So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story.
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You know, the Bible is not a place
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where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote.
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It backs me up.
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We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole
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and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world.
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But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone.
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If you go it alone, it will become quirky.
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It will become your own.
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God will be an image of yourself.
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You've got to be in dialogue with others.
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If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down.
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If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off.
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If I disagree with a friend who is face to face,
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I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world.
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That's companionship.
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Anything less is not religion.
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Anything less is really not even spirituality.
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When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others
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into it, I have fallen into simple reflection.
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God says to us today, reflection will not get you
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where we want you to go.
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Spirituality is in dialogue.
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That will take us to real faith.
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That will bring us to the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the essential Chri Father Pat’s message centers on the essential Christian call to authentic, incarnational relationship and spiritual dialogue. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark, he teaches that discipleship is not a solitary endeavor, nor is it about exerting authority from a distance. Rather, it's about vulnerability, companionship, and real engagement with those around us—even, and especially, those we disagree with. Jesus sends the disciples out two by two, not just for support, but to ensure that the message of the Gospel is rooted in relational humility and mutual accountability. Father Pat warns against the temptation of “cheap Christianity”—voicing faith only when it costs nothing relationally—and challenges us to spiritual maturity through uncomfortable, honest, and loving engagement with those closest to us. The Christian life is not about surrounding ourselves with those who echo our opinions, but about being in community, in disagreement, in love, and in shared pursuit of the truth.
Father Pat begins by grounding his reflection in the Gospel of Mark, noting its simplicity and brevity as marks of authenticity and originality. He emphasizes that Mark's Gospel offers a raw account of Jesus' ministry, including the instructions given to the twelve apostles when they are sent out. Jesus tells them to bring almost nothing—no food, money, or extra clothing—forcing them to rely entirely on the hospitality of those they are sent to serve. Father Pat challenges the common interpretation that this command is about dependence on God alone. Instead, he argues that Jesus is teaching the apostles to be dependent on the very communities they are preaching to, a form of vulnerability that demands humility, mutuality, and relationship.
This dependence, Father Pat explains, is an antidote to arrogance. When one enters a community with nothing, totally reliant on the people's generosity, one cannot preach from a place of superiority. Such a posture prevents the kind of detached moralizing that often characterizes modern expressions of faith—what he calls “Christianity from the cheap seats.” This is the tendency to criticize or moralize about issues far removed from one’s personal relationships while remaining silent about injustices or moral failings within one’s own family or immediate community. It is safer, he says, to speak against strangers than to risk challenging those whom we love or who have power over us. But true prophetic witness requires that we speak truth in the context of real, vulnerable relationship—just as the prophets of old confronted their own kings and not distant rulers.
Father Pat also focuses on the significance of Jesus sending the disciples two by two. He reflects humorously and insightfully that Jesus likely paired them with companions who irritated or challenged them. This, he suggests, was intentional. Companionship in ministry is not about ease or comfort—it’s about accountability and growth. We need companions who are willing to tell us the truth about ourselves, who help us see our blind spots, and who challenge our assumptions. He draws a parallel to marriage, noting that many successful couples are composed of individuals with opposing political or personal views. These differences, far from being obstacles, are what create balance, growth, and resilience in a relationship. The healthiest relationships, he argues, are not those where both parties agree on everything, but those where disagreement is welcomed and navigated with love.
This principle extends beyond marriage to the life of the church and the broader society. In a polarized world, Father Pat laments the rise of hatred and vilification between ideological camps—conservative and liberal, traditional and progressive. He urges both church and society to recognize the necessary tension between opposing viewpoints. Liberals bring the impulse for progress and justice; conservatives provide stability and continuity. Without each other, either camp would lead to imbalance—either stagnation or chaos. Thus, those on the “other side” are not enemies but essential correctives. They keep us from destroying what is good or failing to change what is broken.
He also critiques the notion of individualistic spirituality—the idea that one’s faith is a private matter, lived out in isolation. While popular today, this approach, he argues, is fundamentally flawed. True spirituality is not cultivated in solitude but in community. It is through disagreement, challenge, and mutual support that our faith is refined. He critiques the tendency to reduce the Bible to a collection of convenient quotes that support our pre-existing views, rather than engaging with its full narrative and letting it challenge us. Furthermore, he warns against the illusion of virtual relationships, which lack the inconvenient but necessary demands of real-life friendship. Real companionship is messy, demanding, and at times uncomfortable—but it is also holy, because it calls us out of ourselves and into communion.
Father Pat ends by urging us to engage in real spiritual dialogue—not with faceless strangers online, but with the people in our lives who matter. He calls us to bring our full selves—our questions, doubts, convictions, and vulnerabilities—into conversation with others. This is where true spiritual growth happens. This is where the Kingdom of God is built: not in echo chambers or isolated reflection, but in the shared struggles and joys of real community. The Gospel calls us not to walk alone, but to walk together, even when the path is difficult, and especially when it leads us into the lives and hearts of those who are different from us....
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Seeds of Hope
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair, it's not difficult to run into me in one either. Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. And every, you know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit is much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings, these, what we get every year, I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. You know, farm girl from the East Coast, East, Eastern Colorado Plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like, I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who, for literally 15 years ago, people say, global warming's not happening. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, either you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watch the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one, and why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater, and their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If we liked the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not gonna hope in that. I'm not gonna be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm gonna look smart. I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's gonna be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it, that their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear, protect us against those people, protect us. Always fear. In our church, this is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really, that's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there and there and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago, a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head and the story, the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests. And one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name? And he blesses her and sends her on his way, and I had said to them that I had heard this story because the girl who, at the time I heard the story, was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass and I told the priest about this and he really told me that was liturgically not good. There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart. And so I was listening to all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about, in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope, knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed, and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now, because, you know, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We gotta, today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. We'll protect our skin and our borders because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are. And so it is our hope that will give us courage. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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a sower went out to sow, and as he sowed,
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some seed fell on the path.
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And birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns
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grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or 60 or 30 fold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair, it's not difficult
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to run into me in one either.
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Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense that the one thing
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I have always, always been impressed with
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is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us, when we hear
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that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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And every, you know, it's very interesting
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to meet someone whose energy always spins
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around what's positive.
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But every bit is much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings,
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these, what we get every year, I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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You know, farm girl from the East Coast,
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East, Eastern Colorado Plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country, it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways, like, I always think,
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you know, in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is
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when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology
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and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who,
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for literally 15 years ago,
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people say, global warming's not happening.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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either you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watch the political scene
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for the last year, you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one, and why I can't vote for him
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or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated
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when it comes to theater, and their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back
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quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If we liked the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us get seduced
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by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not gonna hope in that.
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I'm not gonna be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm gonna look smart.
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I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's gonna be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it,
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that their efforts in the world will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve
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and fall apart and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things, you know, what was,
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what was your, other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate,
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we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear,
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protect us against those people, protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church, this is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse.
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Really, that's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there and there
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God who is all loving
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until he doesn't like the way people are behaving
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and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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the issue with these are not, could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven
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because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession
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and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head
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and the story, the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests.
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And one of them was just, they just can't stand
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this sort of stuff liturgically,
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but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name?
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And he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and I had said to them that I had heard this story
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because the girl who, at the time I heard the story,
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was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass
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and I told the priest about this
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and he really told me that was liturgically not good.
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There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da,
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and she was kind of upset that this priest
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took that whole thing apart.
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And so I was listening to all the different comments
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in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the,
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and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about,
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her
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the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope,
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knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed,
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and that he entered into her reality just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure that everyone
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thinks the right thing right now,
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because, you know, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We gotta, today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people who anyone,
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any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything and we'll go,
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okay, okay, because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us who God is
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and only our hope will show us the way
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to a real kingdom of light and peace.
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Father Pat's message is a passionate and heart Father Pat's message is a passionate and heartfelt call to reclaim and live from a place of deep spiritual hope. He reflects on the parable of the sower not just as a tale of faith, but as a metaphor for the human capacity to believe in a better future, even when the present feels uncertain. He challenges the tendency in both society and the Church to focus on fear, cynicism, and rigid doctrine, urging instead a return to joyful, courageous hope rooted in a loving and trustworthy God. Through personal anecdotes and social commentary, Father Pat reminds us that hope is not naïve optimism, but a necessary force for spiritual vitality, moral clarity, and authentic discipleship.
In a more detailed reflection, Father Pat begins by anchoring his homily in the Gospel parable of the sower from Matthew, highlighting its agricultural imagery as a metaphor for the spiritual life. Seeds falling on various types of soil represent the human heart’s capacity to receive the word of God, but more profoundly, Father Pat emphasizes that this parable is ultimately about hope—the belief that what we do now can yield a future harvest.
He situates this spiritual lesson in the context of contemporary life, observing how easily hope is undermined in both personal and societal spheres. Drawing from real-life examples such as political cynicism, environmental despair, and personal struggles like dieting, he illustrates how the erosion of hope leads to paralysis, soul-sickness, and moral confusion. He points out that when people lose hope, they stop acting, stop striving for change, and become consumed by fear. In his words, America has become “the land of the free and the home of the scared,” where we no longer vote or act out of vision or conviction, but from fear of the alternative.
Father Pat contrasts this despair with the joyful and consistent hope embodied by people like Father Ken Leone—a priest whose joyful presence and small acts of kindness, like blessing a child’s doll, plant seeds of faith that endure for decades. He uses this anecdote to underscore a key point: what matters most is not whether something is liturgically perfect, but whether it is spiritually fruitful. The measure of a faithful act is whether it plants seeds that grow into lasting hope and relationship with God.
He critiques a common distortion in religious imagination: an image of God that is fearsome, capricious, or punitive—what he calls “crazy God.” Such a vision, though perhaps rooted in certain scriptures or doctrines, is spiritually unsustainable because it offers no hope. Who would want to spend eternity with a God they fear more than love? Instead, Father Pat urges us to shape our theology around the God in whom we hope—a God who is trustworthy, loving, and desires our flourishing.
Father Pat also critiques the culture of intellectual and emotional detachment that masquerades as sophistication. He warns against the temptation to appear “smart” by never expressing hope, lest we be disappointed or look naïve. This, he argues, leads to a sterile life devoid of joy and possibility. He laments that many people have become so wary of being misled or being wrong that they lose the capacity for wonder and anticipation.
Ultimately, Father Pat returns to the essential truth: hope is the foundation of faith. Without hope, we do not act, we do not plant, and we do not love. Hope gives us the courage to live fully, to engage with the world, and to carry out the long and patient work of growing the Kingdom of God. If we lose hope, we lose everything. But if we ground ourselves in the God who is worthy of our hope, we find the path to peace, purpose, and spiritual fruitfulness....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 918.1699829101562, "text": "The Lord be with you. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. The apostles gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught. He said to them, Come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while. People were coming and going in great numbers, and they had no opportunity even to eat. So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place. People saw them leaving, and many came to know about it. They hastened there on foot from all the towns and arrived at the place before them. When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them, for they were like sheep without a shepherd. And he began to teach them many things. The Gospel of the Lord. Well in some ways today's gospel is every pastor's worst nightmare. You know, you need some time to yourself. You've had it up to here, you're ready for burnout, you get away and you show up at a nice secluded place and the parish is there. So that's kind of what it sounds like. And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do one of the two pastoral responses, either to scream at the top of his lungs, It's my day off. Or recognize the needs in front of him. I think all of us have vocations, hopefully in life, and sometimes they coincide with your careers, and sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different. Sometimes they even collide. But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you. It's not what you decide to do. This happens in churches all the time. It can be any ministry. It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor to someone who reads at church to anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to it. No, no, the needs are called forth by the community. And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it. No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need. But I think sometimes people go through life thinking, well, this is my gift and they will need it whether they like it or not. And that just doesn't work. And so we get this where Jesus today at that moment, I've no doubt he would have preferred, he says, don't come away and rest. It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement and it didn't work. People showed up. And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him. What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings is when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us? Not what taxes us, not what asks for energy, life, all of life, every relationship you have will ask for some energy from you. It always takes some effort. Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while is not a relationship. It's a delusion. You've just projected yourself onto another person. If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you. Their needs will not keep sync with your energy. There will be days you have no energy and they need it all. And that will just happen once in a while. For those of you that don't believe it, have children. I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill at night. They won't be in sync with you. No one is. And I think we forget that. I think that there are people who themselves will admit that between the ages of 18 and 35, maybe their faith was not as important to them. And something happens. Often it's their own children, having children. All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them and they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment. Ten years down the road, they can't believe that their children, who are 18, aren't going to church. You know, because they had that moment, they're here now. Why did the world not keep pace with them? You know, we all do that. We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us. And that's exhausting. That goes beyond taxing. Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree with one another. I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right. We can call it Democrat, Republican. We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is. Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other? Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get tired of it and be okay? Not. Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got to compromise. Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen. What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other. We actually have to include each other. I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born. My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate to five months just to have something to argue about. You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along. It's interesting when family said, you know, after that last election, you know, I can't talk to them anymore. I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything? No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself. Now they were big issues. I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed. Rather than, we weren't called to agree. If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam. Not because of Eve, don't go there. Because of all of the rest of creation. Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people. And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have nothing to do with Adam and Eve. Where did they come from? Leave them all. We have Adam and no one will fight. No one will be upset with one another. Everyone will think the same. It will just be Adam. That was not God's vision for creation. Union and unity are not the same thing. Unity is everyone's the same. Union means different things come together. Not different things become the same, different things come together. So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else, what is it that's exhausting me? What is it that's just taxing me? And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because they're wanting a day of teaching. They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet. So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts. In the opening reading we hear that, you know, there's this condemnation of those who scatter. How do we scatter people? We scatter by dividing up and saying, if you don't agree with me, get out. If you don't agree, go over there. We're going to divide. Nowadays we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now. You see, especially politically in the United States, they talk about everyone because of the internet. They're just in their own bubble. They're in their own bubble. It's so pretty. It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles. It's so much nicer than saying no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the way they do. You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble and I will pretend that most of the world agrees with me and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there. And we think, and all we do is we scatter. Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages, scattering that we hear in the Old Testament became excommunicating people. If that isn't scattering the flock, what is? You know, that's, that is the wrong approach. The wrong approach is to say, you know, if someone here disagrees with me, all I have to do is get them out of the parish and my workload is lightened that much anyway. If I can get enough of you to disagree with me, they'll be parking at Christmas. Get them out. You know, it lightens your workload. It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore anyone that doesn't keep sync with my journey. But it's not what we're called to do. Even Paul says today in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things. One we get, the other we pretend we get but we don't get, which is he says, to those of you that are near, and he's not talking geographically, he's talking philosophically and religiously and theologically, to those of you who are near, peace. To those of you who are not near, he preached peace. This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars. Quit investing in the culture wars, which are, to those who are with us, we say peace. To those who disagree, we say war. It's not what the scripture says. Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace. It's okay to disagree. I think the reason we get exhausted is because we are so in the habit of getting into the language, we hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language that have become normative. And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them. And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us and we don't want to be hated. So then we start to kind of not be who we really are so that we can be liked rather than be who we are and disagreed with. We just don't trust that process to be who we truly are. And some will disagree with us, but they don't have to hate us unless we believe too in that model that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing. I think most of us have had the experience. I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people, which is why I don't mind mentioning it again, that I do believe there are a lot of married couples who love one another, even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote. And they do it so consistently. And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other. It means they disagree. You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse because I don't know, they belong to another faith or they're in a different spot in their journey. The problem with that is they've got all these reasons that this is what they have to do to be saved. I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person, oh, no, they're a good person. I just want them saved. Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person? Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him than them being a good person? And so they don't understand every time they're like, I'm concerned for the salvation. What they're saying is at some level, I think when God takes a good look, they ain't getting in. That's a little insulting. I can see that, you know, because they've got a system that needs to be met rather than the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are. And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens that says we disagree and we're not going to agree. We're not always going to agree. There are some people in your life you'll never agree with. And if that is the basis for your ability to love, your ability to love is extremely compromised because I've always contended, especially in families that with couples, you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing. Coming up to that moment is romance. And all of a sudden you look over and go, oh, I've fallen in love with another person and other person. We're not, we don't have this in common. Now you have the chance to love. I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days like Whitney Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all. Love of another, it's of another person. And so we have to come together and say, you know, we have to somehow celebrate the fact that God has decided to create plurality in the world. That we come together in love, not in agreement always. And that we start to look across the divide and say, I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree. And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too. But we don't have to hate. That will exhaust us. That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves. You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays, I don't dread my family coming. I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike and I'll kind of be the peacemaker. You know, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other? Because we've been taught that. Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are, and now you have a chance to love, to love another. If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country, if we can find that in our families, we move towards healing. We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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The apostles gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught.
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He said to them, Come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.
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People were coming and going in great numbers, and they had no opportunity even to eat.
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So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place.
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People saw them leaving, and many came to know about it.
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They hastened there on foot from all the towns and arrived at the place before them.
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When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them, for
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they were like sheep without a shepherd.
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And he began to teach them many things.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Well in some ways today's gospel is every pastor's worst nightmare.
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You know, you need some time to yourself.
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You've had it up to here, you're ready for burnout, you get away and you show up at a
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nice secluded place and the parish is there.
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So that's kind of what it sounds like.
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And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do one of the two
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pastoral responses, either to scream at the top of his lungs, It's my day off.
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Or recognize the needs in front of him.
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I think all of us have vocations, hopefully in life, and sometimes they coincide with
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your careers, and sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different.
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Sometimes they even collide.
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But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you.
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It's not what you decide to do.
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This happens in churches all the time.
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It can be any ministry.
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It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor to someone who reads
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at church to anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to
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it.
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No, no, the needs are called forth by the community.
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And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it.
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No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need.
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But I think sometimes people go through life thinking, well, this is my gift and they will
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need it whether they like it or not.
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And that just doesn't work.
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And so we get this where Jesus today at that moment, I've no doubt he would have preferred,
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he says, don't come away and rest.
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It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement and it didn't work.
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People showed up.
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And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him.
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What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings
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is when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us?
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Not what taxes us, not what asks for energy, life, all of life, every relationship you
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have will ask for some energy from you.
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It always takes some effort.
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Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while
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is not a relationship.
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It's a delusion.
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You've just projected yourself onto another person.
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If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you.
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Their needs will not keep sync with your energy.
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There will be days you have no energy and they need it all.
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And that will just happen once in a while.
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For those of you that don't believe it, have children.
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I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill
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at night.
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They won't be in sync with you.
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No one is.
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And I think we forget that.
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I think that there are people who themselves will admit that between the ages of 18 and
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35, maybe their faith was not as important to them.
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And something happens.
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Often it's their own children, having children.
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All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them
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and they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment.
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Ten years down the road, they can't believe that their children, who are 18, aren't going
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to church.
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You know, because they had that moment, they're here now.
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Why did the world not keep pace with them?
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You know, we all do that.
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We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us.
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And that's exhausting.
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That goes beyond taxing.
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Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics
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and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree
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with one another.
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I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right.
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We can call it Democrat, Republican.
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We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is.
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Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other?
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Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get
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tired of it and be okay?
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Not.
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Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got
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to compromise.
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Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen.
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What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other.
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We actually have to include each other.
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I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born.
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My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate
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to five months just to have something to argue about.
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You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along.
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It's interesting when family said, you know, after that last election, you know, I can't
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talk to them anymore.
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I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything?
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No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself.
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Now they were big issues.
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I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed.
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Rather than, we weren't called to agree.
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If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam.
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Not because of Eve, don't go there.
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Because of all of the rest of creation.
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Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people.
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And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have
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nothing to do with Adam and Eve.
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Where did they come from?
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Leave them all.
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We have Adam and no one will fight.
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No one will be upset with one another.
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Everyone will think the same.
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It will just be Adam.
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That was not God's vision for creation.
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Union and unity are not the same thing.
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Unity is everyone's the same.
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Union means different things come together.
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Not different things become the same, different things come together.
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So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else, what
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is it that's exhausting me?
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What is it that's just taxing me?
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And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because they're wanting a
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day of teaching.
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They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet.
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So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts.
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In the opening reading we hear that, you know, there's this condemnation of those who scatter.
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How do we scatter people?
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We scatter by dividing up and saying, if you don't agree with me, get out.
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If you don't agree, go over there.
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We're going to divide.
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Nowadays we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now.
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You see, especially politically in the United States, they talk about everyone because of
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the internet.
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They're just in their own bubble.
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They're in their own bubble.
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It's so pretty.
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It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles.
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It's so much nicer than saying no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the
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way they do.
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You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble and I will pretend that most of the world
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agrees with me and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there.
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And we think, and all we do is we scatter.
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Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages, scattering that we hear in
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the Old Testament became excommunicating people.
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If that isn't scattering the flock, what is?
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You know, that's, that is the wrong approach.
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The wrong approach is to say, you know, if someone here disagrees with me, all I have
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to do is get them out of the parish and my workload is lightened that much anyway.
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If I can get enough of you to disagree with me, they'll be parking at Christmas.
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Get them out.
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You know, it lightens your workload.
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It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore anyone that doesn't keep sync with
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my journey.
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But it's not what we're called to do.
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Even Paul says today in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things.
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One we get, the other we pretend we get but we don't get, which is he says, to those of
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you that are near, and he's not talking geographically, he's talking philosophically and religiously
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and theologically, to those of you who are near, peace.
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To those of you who are not near, he preached peace.
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This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars.
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Quit investing in the culture wars, which are, to those who are with us, we say peace.
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To those who disagree, we say war.
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It's not what the scripture says.
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Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace.
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It's okay to disagree.
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I think the reason we get exhausted is because we are so in the habit of getting into the
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language, we hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language that
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have become normative.
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And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them.
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And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us and we don't want to be hated.
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So then we start to kind of not be who we really are so that we can be liked rather
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than be who we are and disagreed with.
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We just don't trust that process to be who we truly are.
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And some will disagree with us, but they don't have to hate us unless we believe too in that
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model that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing.
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I think most of us have had the experience.
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I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people, which is
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why I don't mind mentioning it again, that I do believe there are a lot of married couples
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who love one another, even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote.
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And they do it so consistently.
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And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other.
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It means they disagree.
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You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse
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because I don't know, they belong to another faith or they're in a different spot in their
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journey.
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The problem with that is they've got all these reasons that this is what they have to do
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to be saved.
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I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person, oh, no, they're a good person.
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I just want them saved.
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Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person?
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Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him than them being a good
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person?
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And so they don't understand every time they're like, I'm concerned for the salvation.
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What they're saying is at some level, I think when God takes a good look, they ain't getting
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in.
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That's a little insulting.
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I can see that, you know, because they've got a system that needs to be met rather than
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the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are.
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And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens that says we disagree
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and we're not going to agree.
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We're not always going to agree.
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There are some people in your life you'll never agree with.
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And if that is the basis for your ability to love, your ability to love is extremely
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compromised because I've always contended, especially in families that with couples,
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you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing.
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Coming up to that moment is romance.
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And all of a sudden you look over and go, oh, I've fallen in love with another person
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and other person.
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We're not, we don't have this in common.
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Now you have the chance to love.
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I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days like Whitney
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Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all.
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Love of another, it's of another person.
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And so we have to come together and say, you know, we have to somehow celebrate the fact
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that God has decided to create plurality in the world.
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That we come together in love, not in agreement always.
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And that we start to look across the divide and say, I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree.
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And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too.
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But we don't have to hate.
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That will exhaust us.
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That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves.
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You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays, I don't dread my family
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coming.
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I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike and I'll kind of be the peacemaker.
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You know, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other?
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Because we've been taught that.
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Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are, and now you have
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a chance to love, to love another.
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If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country, if we can find that
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in our families, we move towards healing.
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We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God.
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Otherwise, we will continue to find ourselves exhausted by hate.
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Father Pat's message calls us to embrace the c Father Pat's message calls us to embrace the challenging but sacred work of love in diversity. He reflects on the Gospel passage where Jesus, though exhausted, responds with compassion to the crowd, illustrating that true vocation arises not from personal preference but from the needs around us. Father Pat warns against the temptation to retreat into comfort, entitlement, or ideological isolation, and instead invites us to confront the exhausting effects of division, judgment, and hate. He emphasizes that love begins where agreement ends, and that true Christian discipleship means learning to engage others in their full otherness—with compassion, peace, and inclusion, rather than demanding conformity. The Gospel, he reminds us, calls us to union, not uniformity; to community formed not by sameness, but by shared love across difference.
Father Pat begins by situating Jesus’ moment in the Gospel of Mark within the real and relatable human experience of burnout. The apostles are tired after their mission, and Jesus himself calls them to rest. But their retreat is interrupted by the persistent needs of the crowd, who arrive ahead of them. In this moment, Jesus chooses compassion over entitlement. He does not claim his “day off,” but instead sees the people as “sheep without a shepherd” and responds with love. This becomes a metaphor for all who have vocations—whether ordained, lay, familial, or professional. A vocation is not a personal project or entitlement; it is a response to the needs of others. We are not called to impose our gifts on others, but to offer them when the community calls for them. This challenges the modern tendency to treat ministry or calling as a possession or right, rather than a service.
Father Pat then expands the message to address a deeper spiritual and societal exhaustion. He challenges us to consider what truly exhausts us—not just what taxes us, but what depletes our soul. Relationships, he reminds us, are inherently inconvenient; they will at times misalign with our energy or desires. That is part of love. To expect harmony at all times is a delusion. He uses the example of parenting to illustrate how often love demands self-sacrifice at inconvenient times. Similarly, he notes how people can undergo personal conversions—often through life changes like having children—and then become frustrated when others, such as their children, do not follow the same path. This expectation—that others should keep pace with our own journey—leads to disillusionment and isolation.
The homily takes a prophetic turn when Father Pat critiques the divisive nature of modern society. He decries the way we have normalized hatred and exclusion in the name of disagreement. In political, religious, and social contexts, we increasingly live in “bubbles” of like-mindedness, mistaking unity for uniformity. But the Christian call is not to sameness—it is to union. God’s creation, from the beginning, was pluralistic. The presence of difference is not a flaw, but a feature of divine design. Jesus, Paul, and the Church call us not to eliminate difference but to embrace it in love.
Father Pat highlights Saint Paul’s message in Ephesians, where Paul speaks of Christ bringing peace to those who are near and preaching peace to those who are far. This means that peace is not just for insiders, but also for outsiders—for those who disagree with us, who are different from us. He references Pope Francis’ call to abandon the “culture wars,” which pit believers against each other in ideological battles rather than uniting them in the peace of Christ. True Christian mission is not to wage war on those who differ from us, but to extend peace to them.
The homily also critiques religious exclusivity and the historical tendency of the Church to “scatter” through excommunication or exclusion. This fracturing of the body of Christ contradicts the Gospel call to inclusion. Even within families, Father Pat observes, we often struggle to accept disagreement without letting it rupture love. He humorously and poignantly notes that many couples and families have sustained deep love despite fundamental political or theological differences. That is not a failure—it is a testament to love’s power to transcend agreement.
Father Pat challenges the assumption that disagreement implies spiritual danger or moral defect. He raises the pastoral concern of people who fear for the salvation of loved ones who do not share their faith, suggesting that this fear often reflects an implicit distrust in God’s mercy. If someone is a good person, he asks, do we not believe that God sees that goodness? Do we really think God values doctrinal alignment over the substance of a person’s heart?
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to spiritual maturity. Love doesn’t begin in harmony—it begins when harmony is broken, when we are called to love the “other” in their otherness. The exhaustion we feel often stems not from service or sacrifice, but from the energy we expend maintaining illusions of control, uniformity, and moral superiority. True rest and spiritual vitality come not from withdrawal, but from learning to love across difference, to find union without requiring uniformity, and to respond to the needs of others even when they are out of sync with our own desires.
In this way, Father Pat points us toward a vision of the Kingdom of God that is grounded in compassion, humility, and the radical inclusivity of Christ. He reminds us that we will not always agree—but that we are always called to love. Where we meet difference with peace, and disagreement with compassion, the Kingdom is built....
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And it's amazing, they're always the same thing. It just has to do with perspective. I mean, I didn't get a single Christmas card with the words across the top, another mouth to feed. That would be a burden. Instead, we see a blessing. And almost every real burden in our life that comes from other people, and people need time, and there are people who need help, and that can be socioeconomic help, that can be help in our families, that can be the family member that always seems to need help. And we can turn our mind so that that becomes burden. Very easily. Or we can understand that the people who call forth things from us are really the only meaning we have in life. I mean, children, if you want to go there, you could say, aren't children a burden? Sorry, choir. Wah, wah. You know. But what else makes life worth it? I mean, what is it that people get in the way of? Another rerun of Judge Judy. What is it that people get in the way of? And tonight we celebrate this moment, and I've been so caught up, this year has been a lot of my friends, you know, I'm at the age, you know, I went through the period of time where friends were getting married and friends were having children, and now all of my friends are having their first grandchildren. And where I knew that when they had children it would change their lives radically, I did not realize that grandchildren would be a game changer for so many people. It's a game changer. I've seen people move across the country to be with grandchildren. And you wonder what that is, and it's this sense that what we've done has gone on into the world. Who we are does not pass away. And I had all of these deep, heady, notably brilliant theological reflections ready for tonight. And then, as rarely, rarely happens, I woke up at four in the morning, and I thought, oh, I can't get back to bed and I've got midnight mass. Now the minute you tell yourself that, you are never, ever going back to sleep. We all know that. And I had this, real quick, there was this melody and lyric in my mind that I had seen the snow falling just before I went to bed, and so I started this little thing. I thought, I'm just gonna go write the four measures down and then I will come back to bed. And an hour and a half later, I had a song. And it was just pouring in. I don't think I've ever really had a song come that quickly. And the homily went out the window, and what I'm going to do, and what I'm going to do, I'm gonna move to the piano, and this is gonna be a much shorter homily because songs reel me in as well as let me express myself. But this is a song, and it really is about that moment when I'm looking at the snow and I'm thinking, we don't know how much there'll be tomorrow, but what is it about snow we love? And I can't, it has nothing to do with Christmas. I mean, I don't want to ruin anyone's Christmas, but there wasn't a lot of snow in Jerusalem in the spring. And yet, it's part of our cultural thought of Christmas, and I think the reason is there's something, I mean, it's beautiful to look at, but if we stop to think about it, we need rain. And when rain comes down and hits something a little less hospitable, like cold, it can turn into something amazing and beautiful, which is the Christ story. God who comes down and actually finds something less hospitable, and it becomes even more beautiful. And so, you know, this mystery of the child and the snow was kind of going through my head, and so I'm just going to leave you with this. This is my gift this year, mostly for our children. So this is, since they're giving us all this music, this is a gift for the children that I'm hoping in future years we can do with some of the choirs. So just let me make sure that I'm on the new mic here. Is this on? Oh. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the angels went away from them to heaven,
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the shepherds said to one another,
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Let us go then to Bethlehem
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to see this thing that has taken place
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which the Lord has made known to us.
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So they went in haste and found Mary and Joseph
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and the infant lying in a manger.
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When they saw this, they made known the message
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that had been told them about the child.
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All who heard it were amazed
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by what had been told them by the shepherds.
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And Mary kept all these things, reflecting on them in her heart.
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Then the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God
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for all they had heard and seen,
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just as it had been told to them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise be to the Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Gospel kind of points us towards
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the difference between blessings and burdens.
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And it's amazing, they're always the same thing.
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It just has to do with perspective.
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I mean, I didn't get a single Christmas card
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with the words across the top, another mouth to feed.
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That would be a burden.
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Instead, we see a blessing.
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And almost every real burden in our life
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that comes from other people, and people need time,
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and there are people who need help,
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and that can be socioeconomic help,
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that can be help in our families,
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that can be the family member that always seems to need help.
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And we can turn our mind so that that becomes burden.
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Very easily.
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Or we can understand that the people who call forth
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things from us are really the only meaning we have in life.
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I mean, children, if you want to go there,
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you could say, aren't children a burden?
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Sorry, choir.
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Wah, wah.
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You know.
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But what else makes life worth it?
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I mean, what is it that people get in the way of?
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Another rerun of Judge Judy.
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What is it that people get in the way of?
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And tonight we celebrate this moment,
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and I've been so caught up,
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this year has been a lot of my friends, you know,
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I'm at the age, you know, I went through the period of time
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where friends were getting married
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and friends were having children,
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and now all of my friends are having their first grandchildren.
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And where I knew that when they had children
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it would change their lives radically,
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I did not realize that grandchildren
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would be a game changer for so many people.
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It's a game changer.
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I've seen people move across the country
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to be with grandchildren.
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And you wonder what that is,
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and it's this sense that what we've done
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has gone on into the world.
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Who we are does not pass away.
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And I had all of these deep, heady,
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notably brilliant theological reflections ready for tonight.
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And then, as rarely, rarely happens,
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I woke up at four in the morning,
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and I thought, oh, I can't get back to bed
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and I've got midnight mass.
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Now the minute you tell yourself that,
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you are never, ever going back to sleep.
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We all know that.
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And I had this, real quick,
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there was this melody and lyric in my mind
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that I had seen the snow falling
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just before I went to bed,
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and so I started this little thing.
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I thought, I'm just gonna go write the four measures down
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and then I will come back to bed.
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And an hour and a half later, I had a song.
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And it was just pouring in.
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I don't think I've ever really had a song come that quickly.
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And the homily went out the window,
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and what I'm going to do,
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and what I'm going to do,
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I'm gonna move to the piano,
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and this is gonna be a much shorter homily
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because songs reel me in as well as let me express myself.
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But this is a song,
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and it really is about that moment
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when I'm looking at the snow and I'm thinking,
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we don't know how much there'll be tomorrow,
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but what is it about snow we love?
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And I can't, it has nothing to do with Christmas.
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I mean, I don't want to ruin anyone's Christmas,
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but there wasn't a lot of snow in Jerusalem in the spring.
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And yet, it's part of our cultural thought of Christmas,
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and I think the reason is there's something,
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I mean, it's beautiful to look at,
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but if we stop to think about it, we need rain.
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And when rain comes down
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and hits something a little less hospitable, like cold,
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it can turn into something amazing and beautiful,
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which is the Christ story.
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God who comes down
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and actually finds something less hospitable,
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and it becomes even more beautiful.
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And so, you know, this mystery of the child and the snow
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was kind of going through my head,
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and so I'm just going to leave you with this.
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This is my gift this year, mostly for our children.
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So this is, since they're giving us all this music,
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this is a gift for the children
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that I'm hoping in future years we can do with some of the choirs.
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So just let me make sure that I'm on the new mic here.
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Is this on? Oh.
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Oh, I'm going to sound big.
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♪
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♪ Gently falls the dawn of grace
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♪ Like snow in the dark of night
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♪ To cast a glow from the starlight
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♪ Into realms of time and space
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♪ A child who will bring us sight
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♪ Falls fast to show
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♪ This is our light
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♪ Prince of peace, hope of every nation
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♪ Light the darkness has not suppressed
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♪ Peace and mercy for all creation
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♪ See how the night becomes blast
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♪ Child of dawn
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♪
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♪ In the eastern sky so near
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♪ A glint of the morning's hue
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♪ Reveals his birth
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♪ Just a small life
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♪ Hear the wondrous cry
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♪ So dear
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♪ This glint of a world so new
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♪ Unseals on earth
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♪ Love for all life
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♪ Infant bearer of consolation
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♪ Love that hatred cannot outlast
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♪ Tender triumph of inspiration
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♪ Breathe
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♪ Wondrous breath unsurpassed
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♪ Child of grace now fall
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♪ Eternal hope for all
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♪ Deep in our grace to dwell
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♪ This is Emmanuel
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♪ Behold the healing author of all salvation
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♪ Life to strengthen the weary soul
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♪ God and spirit and incarnation
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♪ Rest in this world
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♪ You've made whole
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♪ Child of dawn
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♪ Rest in this world
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♪ You've made whole
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♪ Child of dawn
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♪ You've made whole
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♪ Child of dawn
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♪ You've made whole
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♪ Child of dawn
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♪ You've made whole
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of perspective, especially in how we view the people and events that shape our lives. Drawing from the Gospel story of the shepherds’ journey to the Christ child, he reflects on how what may initially appear as burdens—such as the demands of family or the responsibilities of love—are in fact profound blessings. The Incarnation, God's entry into the world as a vulnerable child, reframes hardship as a pathway to grace. Through a spontaneous song inspired by the quiet of snowfall and the sleepless anticipation of Christmas, Father Pat invites the faithful to see beauty in what is often uncelebrated, and to recognize divine presence in the ordinary and demanding parts of life.
In greater detail, Father Pat opens his homily by reflecting on the Gospel of Luke, particularly the shepherds' response to the angelic message: they went "in haste" to see the newborn Christ. This urgency and joy contrast with how humans often respond to the demands of life—with reluctance, weariness, or even resentment. He draws a powerful spiritual insight from this: many of the things we label as burdens are also our greatest blessings. Using the example of children, he highlights how dependent and demanding they are, yet how deeply they give life meaning. No one sends a Christmas card saying, “Another mouth to feed,” as that would focus solely on the burden. Instead, we celebrate the gift of new life.
This theme is expanded into a broader spiritual principle: the people who need us most—our children, family members, and even strangers—are those who call something essential out of us. They are not interruptions to life; they *are* life. Father Pat challenges the congregation to reconsider their priorities, asking rhetorically, “What do people get in the way of? Another rerun of Judge Judy?” This question humorously but poignantly exposes the shallow things we often prioritize over deep human connection.
He then shares a personal reflection about his stage in life, observing how many of his friends are now becoming grandparents. He marvels at how this new generation of life propels people to rearrange their lives, even move across the country. This experience, he says, reveals an existential truth: that who we are does not pass away. Our love, our legacy, continues in the lives of others. It is a quiet but profound affirmation of eternal life and the continuation of grace through human relationships.
The homily takes a tender turn as Father Pat recounts a moment of inspiration in the early hours of the morning, when, unable to sleep, he was moved to write a song. The song, born of a meditation on snowfall, becomes the centerpiece of his message. Snow, he notes, is not even native to Bethlehem and yet it has become a symbol of Christmas in many cultures. He offers a beautiful metaphor: rain falling on a cold, inhospitable earth becomes snow—something delicate, quiet, and beautiful. Likewise, the Incarnation is God entering a world often cold and unwelcoming, and yet producing something breathtaking: Christ, the Word made flesh.
The song itself, offered as a gift especially to the children, echoes this theme. It speaks of the “Child of Dawn,” the “Prince of Peace,” and the “Infant bearer of consolation.” In lyrical language, it proclaims that this small, vulnerable child is the source of eternal hope, the bringer of light, and the healer of a broken world. Its poetry reinforces the core message of the homily: that divine grace comes most powerfully not in grand displays, but in the quiet, often overlooked moments—like snowfall in the night or a child lying in a manger.
Father Pat’s message is both theological and pastoral. Theologically, he affirms the mystery of the Incarnation—that God enters into human vulnerability to redeem it from within. Pastorally, he invites the faithful to reframe their understanding of the people and events in their lives. Instead of seeing them as burdens, we are called to see them as sacred invitations—to grow, to love, and to become more fully alive. In this way, the message of Christmas is not only about something that happened long ago in Bethlehem, but something that continues to happen now, in each heart that finds Christ in the midst of life’s demands....
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Epiphany 2018
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1054.3900146484375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. When Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of King Herod, behold, Magi from the east arrived in Jerusalem, saying, Where is the newborn King of the Jews? We saw his star at its rising and have come to do him homage. When King Herod heard this, he was greatly troubled and all Jerusalem with him. Assembling all the chief priests and the scribes of the people, he inquired of them where the Christ was to be born. They said to him, In Bethlehem of Judea, for thus it has been written through the prophets, And you, Bethlehem, land of Judah, are by no means least among the rulers of Judah, since from you shall come a ruler who is to shepherd my people Israel. Then Herod called the Magi secretly and ascertained from them the time of the star's appearance. He sent them to Bethlehem and said, Go and search diligently for the child. When you have found him, bring me word that I too may go and do him homage. After their audience with the king, they set out, and behold, the star that they had seen at its rising preceded them until it came and stopped over the place where the child was. They were overjoyed at seeing the star, and on entering the house, they saw the child with Mary his mother. They prostrated themselves and did him homage. Then they opened their treasures and offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh. And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod, they departed for their country by another way. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Feast of the Nativity. For most of us, this feast is kind of just melted into Christmas. I mean, I realize it's simply because we need, you know, a cast of characters, but no one ever has a nativity scene without the three kings. The interesting thing is, of course, the three kings are never mentioned here. Almost, I mean, the word kings is not used, or the word three, but other than that, the three kings are right there in the reading. It's one of those great moments where the translators realized there is no translation for this word, let's not try to make one up. I wish they were that, you know, sort of careful all the time. Magi just doesn't translate. Translating magi into king is a little bit would be like translating burrito into sandwich. You know, we could have. We could have said, oh yeah, that's that sandwich thing, but we realize it's not really the same thing. Just keep the word. You know, if they'd waited a little while, you know, they'd be serving wraps. You know, not quite the same thing. So sometimes a word just doesn't translate out of a particular culture. We don't really know exactly who they were. When you talk about a king in that age, you're often talking about the leader of an extended family, but it also has this hint of someone who is thought to be a sage or a wise person, and all we know is that this group of magi offer gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh, and someone long ago decided, okay, so we've got to represent one of the magi holding gold, one holding frankincense, one holding myrrh, and so they came up with three. You know, it could be a small tribe of magi who happen to have three kinds of gifts. You know, there were years where I only received perhaps three presents from my family. Would that that meant there were only three? You know, it could be, you know, just because the gift is duplicated. So we kind of have this image when people say, oh, the three kings. There's no story about that. There is this group of magi, and there are three gifts mentioned. The way it goes, probably one of them brought all three. You know, who knows? It says nothing about it. What we do know is from the difference between that and this vision of Isaiah that Matthew bases this story on, he drops something in the story. In the vision of Isaiah, in this reading from Isaiah, it says, you know, they will come, and they will be bearing gold and frankincense, gold which acknowledges that Jesus is a king. This was the gift for kings, and it's, you know, a code. When it says, oh, they bring him gold, you bring gold to the king. So it's pronouncing it as king, and frankincense, which literally is frankish incense, incense from the north, and it was used in the cultic worship of the day. So one of them is not acknowledging Jesus' office as a king, and one, his office, his status as a priest, because we're looking at a priestly people, and the people who would lead a priestly people were often priests and the kings, and there's always tension between the Levitican priesthood and the kings of old days, and there's all this tension, and Jesus is going to be both. He's bringing two sides together, but then he drops in the myrrh. The myrrh is not in the original vision, and it's the piece that, in the day this writer is writing the gospel, they're still struggling with, and that is myrrh is a funeral spice. Showing up, you know, with myrrh at this moment would be as risky a gift as, you know, the crazy aunt or uncle showing up at baptism and saying, we pre-purchased their plot to be buried in one day. Here. You'd be like, oh, every family has one. But that's what they're doing. They're showing up at the birth of the baby with one of the spices for the funeral. So this child is not just going to bring together the ideas of what is politically kingly and religiously priestly, but in a very real sense, he's come to give his life and come to die for that. This is the new piece that gets added in, and it's the piece that the early church is still struggling with, is that Jesus had to die. So we get this, really, we don't see it because, you know, when we hear gold, frankincense, and myrrh, that last thing to us says, oh good, we can cast one more child in the pageant. Oh good. They won't know what myrrh looks like anyway. That's what we hear. When the people of the day heard this, someone just dropped something foreboding and ominous into the pretty little story. You know, something has been placed into the story that tells us this is not going to be all, you know, ponies and rainbows sort of story. This has got some darkness in it, and Jesus is going to go through death. And more importantly in this whole story, we get this vision of the magi. Those, Jesus is going to be, you know, revealed to the nations. The idea that the magi are not of the in-group. Jesus spends the nativity appearing to all the wrong people. That's what the religious people of the day would have thought. I mean, you know, first there's this whole idea of the shepherds. The shepherds being the first witnesses to Jesus' birth. For you and I, that seems very, you know, lovely and sort of quaint. And again, to them, that's very edgy and revolutionary. Because the shepherds were the religiously shunned. They were the people, number one, most shepherds, because they lived with their flock, they did not get to temple and to synagogue regularly. You do not live out among the sheep and keep all of the kosher stuff going. They were the people that didn't live religious expectations. They're probably the same people today that we would say, well they shouldn't come to communion. Those are the shepherds. And that's the first people that Jesus is revealed to. And then it skips right over and says, now it would be Jesus coming today and first he goes to all the people who we say can't receive communion. And then we're like, well maybe we'll be next. And then he goes out to the Jews, Muslims, and Buddhists next. And we're waiting. Because we always want to think that we're the most important. You know, it's not does the world encounter God, but does the world encounter God the way I think they should? Does the infinite God that none of us can understand, do they go to the God that I look like? Do they go to the God that looks like I think God should? And here, it's all sort of bypassed. The nativity story starts with God being out of our control. You know, that's the great comedy of all scripture. It's really the story of us trying to control a God that's never been under our control. We can't have God under our control. And so, God is going out ahead of us. It's one of the first rules of missionary work, is nothing is harder than to get especially young, excited missionaries to know that they're not going to go to the world, they're not going to bring Christ to the world. Even though you'll hear that, this is your chance to bring Christ to the world. And anyone with a sense of it realizes that Christ got there before us. That we didn't bring Christ anywhere. If you're smart, you spend your first months in any mission encountering the Christ who got there ahead of you. And then starting to work it in with different images and newness of what you bring to the picture. And so, this is that great story of Jesus is revealed to the nations. And in the context of the story, it's very interesting. Jesus is revealed to the nations long before he's revealed to the in crowd. And so, we have this, where the magi are the heroes of this little section of the story. They're heroes for reasons we don't like to admit. They're heroes because they wandered out of their own stodgy old ideas of culture and religion and politics. They wandered out into the world and encountered God in another culture. And I think we've taken that story and said, and what that means is we should sit still and wait for the world to come and encounter us. But that's not the example of the magi. The magi says, you know, you've got great images of God. When was the last time you, you know, picked up your feet of clay and moved them a little and encountered a new vision of God? There is no vision of God we gave any of you in your sacramental prep when you were kids. There is no vision of God that we gave you at that age that will still help you when you're 20. There is no vision of God you understood at the age of 20 that will help you when you're 30. There is no vision of God you can comprehend at 30 that will still help you. If your vision of God isn't continuing to grow, what we often do as a people of faith is say, if I can't get my vision of God to grow, I will stunt my spiritual growth so that the old vision still works. Those are our choices. Either the vision of God grows or we have to stay stunted. When was the last time we started to realize that, you know, Cardinal Stafford used to always say, if you think you understand it, you've chosen something smaller than God. If you think you can understand it, you chose something smaller. So when was the last time we wandered out of the most comfortable corners of our culture or our faith or our politics and encountered God in the other? That's what the Magi do. They encounter God in something truly different, truly other. They challenge themselves to move beyond what's comfortable. It's the story of the epiphany. You know, the whole story has things in it that should make us run screaming from the room. I mean, if we took this story literally, I would think that the first class taught in any seminary would be astrology. I mean, how did they know Jesus was there? Because they knew how to read the stars. Now, do you think there's a Christian theologian that really is going to embrace that nowadays? That, oh, well, they knew how to look at the stars and because they knew how to look at the stars, they knew Jesus was coming. Folks, go read your horoscope. No, no, that's not a literal story. But it's telling you that these people from a faith that you and I don't believe in, who employ religious ideas that you and I will never embrace, are still able to find God. They find God through a method that you and I would completely debunk. And that's our epiphany story. What do we do with that? How do we look at faiths where we go, well, we don't believe that part of that faith, and yet God will get to them even though their faith can't do it on their own. God will get to them. What we learn from that is, and that's how God got to us. God didn't get to us because we were intellectually superior and figured it out. God gets to us through the flaws of our religion just like he gets to everyone through the flaws of theirs. With God, all things are possible. Give us a great dose of that humility that allows us to change our vision of God, to admit that the vision that has helped me thus far can still have some good things in it, but if my vision of God hasn't changed in the last 20 years, it's probably because I have not spiritually grown in the last 20 years. If nothing has changed, it's not that I'm just the first person who happened to figure God out at the age of 19. That's not it, which means I have ceased to grow. If our vision of God does not grow, it is because we are stagnant. And so we ask God today to kind of knit us and join us to the magi, to those who journey, even when they think they've found God, continue the journey because God will always be greater than our visions of God. I'm always, I want to leave you with, it's my favorite vision in the world of this, came from Houston Smith, who was the great interfaith dialoguer of about a generation ago, and Houston Smith used to always say, if you take everything you know about God and visualize it as a planet, I mean as an island on a planet completely of water, maybe an island about the size of Maui, might as well make it a nice island, Maui in the midst of a planet that is ocean, and everything you and everyone else has ever known about God is that planet, and all of the unknowable parts of God are the ocean. He said where mystery lies, where our religion finds its heart is at the shore. At that point where everything we know kind of touches the mystery, the parts we can't know, that's mystery. It's where we can just get our toe in the water of what's not known yet. And he said what you'll find very quickly is the reason we keep exploring God and exploring God and exploring God is not to figure it out, but because the larger the island of knowledge gets, the longer the shoreline of mystery. The more we know, the more we'll realize we just don't have God figured out. And we know that we're growing, not when we find answers, but when we find new questions. The larger the island of knowledge, the longer the shoreline of mystery. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea
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in the days of King Herod,
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behold, Magi from the east arrived in Jerusalem,
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saying, Where is the newborn King of the Jews?
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We saw his star at its rising and have come to do him homage.
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When King Herod heard this,
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he was greatly troubled and all Jerusalem with him.
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Assembling all the chief priests and the scribes of the people,
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he inquired of them where the Christ was to be born.
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They said to him, In Bethlehem of Judea,
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for thus it has been written through the prophets,
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And you, Bethlehem, land of Judah,
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are by no means least among the rulers of Judah,
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since from you shall come a ruler
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who is to shepherd my people Israel.
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Then Herod called the Magi secretly
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and ascertained from them the time of the star's appearance.
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He sent them to Bethlehem and said,
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Go and search diligently for the child.
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When you have found him, bring me word
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that I too may go and do him homage.
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After their audience with the king,
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they set out, and behold,
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the star that they had seen at its rising
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preceded them until it came and stopped
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over the place where the child was.
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They were overjoyed at seeing the star,
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and on entering the house,
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they saw the child with Mary his mother.
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They prostrated themselves and did him homage.
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Then they opened their treasures
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and offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh.
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And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod,
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they departed for their country by another way.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Feast of the Nativity.
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For most of us, this feast is
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kind of just melted into Christmas.
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I mean, I realize it's simply because we need,
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you know, a cast of characters,
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but no one ever has a nativity scene
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without the three kings.
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The interesting thing is, of course,
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the three kings are never mentioned here.
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Almost, I mean, the word kings is not used,
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or the word three, but other than that,
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the three kings are right there in the reading.
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It's one of those great moments
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where the translators realized
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there is no translation for this word,
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let's not try to make one up.
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I wish they were that, you know,
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sort of careful all the time.
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Magi just doesn't translate.
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Translating magi into king
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is a little bit would be like
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translating burrito into sandwich.
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You know, we could have.
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We could have said, oh yeah,
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that's that sandwich thing,
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but we realize it's not really the same thing.
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Just keep the word.
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You know, if they'd waited a little while,
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you know, they'd be serving wraps.
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You know, not quite the same thing.
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So sometimes a word just doesn't translate
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out of a particular culture.
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We don't really know exactly who they were.
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When you talk about a king in that age,
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you're often talking about
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the leader of an extended family,
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but it also has this hint of someone
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who is thought to be a sage or a wise person,
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and all we know is that this group of magi
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offer gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh,
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and someone long ago decided,
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okay, so we've got to represent
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one of the magi holding gold,
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one holding frankincense,
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one holding myrrh,
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and so they came up with three.
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You know, it could be a small tribe of magi
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who happen to have three kinds of gifts.
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You know, there were years where
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I only received perhaps
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three presents from my family.
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Would that that meant there were only three?
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You know, it could be, you know,
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just because the gift is duplicated.
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So we kind of have this image
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when people say, oh, the three kings.
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There's no story about that.
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There is this group of magi,
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and there are three gifts mentioned.
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The way it goes,
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probably one of them brought all three.
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You know, who knows?
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It says nothing about it.
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What we do know is from the difference
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between that and this vision of Isaiah
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that Matthew bases this story on,
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he drops something in the story.
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In the vision of Isaiah,
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in this reading from Isaiah,
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it says, you know, they will come,
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and they will be bearing gold and frankincense,
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gold which acknowledges that Jesus is a king.
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This was the gift for kings,
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and it's, you know, a code.
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When it says, oh, they bring him gold,
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you bring gold to the king.
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So it's pronouncing it as king,
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and frankincense,
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which literally is frankish incense,
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incense from the north,
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and it was used in the cultic worship of the day.
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So one of them is not acknowledging
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Jesus' office as a king,
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and one, his office, his status as a priest,
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because we're looking at a priestly people,
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and the people who would lead a priestly people
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were often priests and the kings,
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and there's always tension
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between the Levitican priesthood
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and the kings of old days,
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and there's all this tension,
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and Jesus is going to be both.
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He's bringing two sides together,
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but then he drops in the myrrh.
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The myrrh is not in the original vision,
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and it's the piece that,
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in the day this writer is writing the gospel,
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they're still struggling with,
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and that is myrrh is a funeral spice.
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Showing up, you know,
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with myrrh at this moment
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would be as risky a gift
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as, you know, the crazy aunt or uncle
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showing up at baptism and saying,
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we pre-purchased their plot to be buried in one day.
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Here.
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You'd be like, oh,
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every family has one.
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But that's what they're doing.
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They're showing up at the birth of the baby
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with one of the spices for the funeral.
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So this child is not just going to bring together
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the ideas of what is politically kingly
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and religiously priestly,
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but in a very real sense,
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he's come to give his life and come to die for that.
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This is the new piece that gets added in,
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and it's the piece that the early church
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is still struggling with,
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is that Jesus had to die.
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So we get this, really,
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we don't see it because,
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you know, when we hear gold, frankincense, and myrrh,
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that last thing to us says,
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oh good, we can cast one more child in the pageant.
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Oh good.
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They won't know what myrrh looks like anyway.
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That's what we hear.
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When the people of the day heard this,
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someone just dropped something foreboding and ominous
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into the pretty little story.
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You know, something has been placed into the story
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that tells us this is not going to be all,
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you know, ponies and rainbows sort of story.
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This has got some darkness in it,
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and Jesus is going to go through death.
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And more importantly in this whole story,
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we get this vision of the magi.
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Those, Jesus is going to be, you know,
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revealed to the nations.
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The idea that the magi are not of the in-group.
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Jesus spends the nativity
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appearing to all the wrong people.
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That's what the religious people of the day would have thought.
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I mean, you know,
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first there's this whole idea of the shepherds.
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The shepherds being the first witnesses to Jesus' birth.
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For you and I, that seems very, you know,
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lovely and sort of quaint.
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And again, to them, that's very edgy and revolutionary.
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Because the shepherds were the religiously shunned.
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They were the people,
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number one, most shepherds,
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because they lived with their flock,
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they did not get to temple and to synagogue regularly.
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You do not live out among the sheep
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and keep all of the kosher stuff going.
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They were the people that didn't live
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religious expectations.
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They're probably the same people today
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that we would say,
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well they shouldn't come to communion.
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Those are the shepherds.
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And that's the first people that Jesus is revealed to.
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And then it skips right over and says,
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now it would be Jesus coming today
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and first he goes to all the people who
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we say can't receive communion.
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And then we're like, well maybe we'll be next.
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And then he goes out to the Jews, Muslims, and Buddhists next.
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And we're waiting.
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Because we always want to think
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that we're the most important.
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You know, it's not does the world encounter God,
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but does the world encounter God the way I think they should?
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Does the infinite God that none of us can understand,
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do they go to the God that I look like?
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Do they go to the God that looks like I think God should?
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And here, it's all sort of bypassed.
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The nativity story starts with
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God being out of our control.
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You know, that's the great comedy of all scripture.
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It's really the story of us trying to control
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a God that's never been under our control.
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We can't have God under our control.
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And so, God is going out ahead of us.
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It's one of the first rules of missionary work,
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is nothing is harder than to get
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especially young, excited missionaries to know
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that they're not going to go to the world,
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they're not going to bring Christ to the world.
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Even though you'll hear that,
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this is your chance to bring Christ to the world.
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And anyone with a sense of it realizes
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that Christ got there before us.
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That we didn't bring Christ anywhere.
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If you're smart, you spend your first months in any mission
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encountering the Christ who got there ahead of you.
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And then starting to work it in
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with different images and newness
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of what you bring to the picture.
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And so, this is that great story of
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Jesus is revealed to the nations.
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And in the context of the story,
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it's very interesting.
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Jesus is revealed to the nations
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long before he's revealed to the in crowd.
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And so, we have this,
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where the magi are the heroes
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of this little section of the story.
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They're heroes for reasons we don't like to admit.
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They're heroes because they wandered out
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of their own stodgy old ideas of culture
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and religion and politics.
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They wandered out into the world
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and encountered God in another culture.
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And I think we've taken that story and said,
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and what that means is we should sit still
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and wait for the world to come and encounter us.
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But that's not the example of the magi.
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The magi says,
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you know, you've got great images of God.
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When was the last time you, you know,
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picked up your feet of clay and moved them a little
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and encountered a new vision of God?
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There is no vision of God we gave any of you
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in your sacramental prep when you were kids.
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There is no vision of God that we gave you
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at that age that will still help you when you're 20.
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There is no vision of God you understood
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at the age of 20 that will help you when you're 30.
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There is no vision of God you can comprehend
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at 30 that will still help you.
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If your vision of God isn't continuing to grow,
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what we often do as a people of faith is say,
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if I can't get my vision of God to grow,
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I will stunt my spiritual growth
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so that the old vision still works.
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Those are our choices.
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Either the vision of God grows
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or we have to stay stunted.
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When was the last time we started to realize
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that, you know, Cardinal Stafford used to always say,
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if you think you understand it,
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you've chosen something smaller than God.
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If you think you can understand it,
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you chose something smaller.
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So when was the last time we wandered out
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of the most comfortable corners of our culture
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or our faith or our politics
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and encountered God in the other?
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That's what the Magi do.
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They encounter God in something truly different,
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truly other.
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They challenge themselves to move beyond
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what's comfortable.
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It's the story of the epiphany.
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You know, the whole story has things in it
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that should make us run screaming from the room.
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I mean, if we took this story literally,
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I would think that the first class taught
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in any seminary would be astrology.
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I mean, how did they know Jesus was there?
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Because they knew how to read the stars.
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Now, do you think there's a Christian theologian
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that really is going to embrace that nowadays?
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That, oh, well, they knew how to look at the stars
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and because they knew how to look at the stars,
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they knew Jesus was coming.
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Folks, go read your horoscope.
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No, no, that's not a literal story.
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But it's telling you that these people
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from a faith that you and I don't believe in,
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who employ religious ideas that you and I
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will never embrace, are still able to find God.
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They find God through a method
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that you and I would completely debunk.
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And that's our epiphany story.
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What do we do with that?
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How do we look at faiths where we go,
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well, we don't believe that part of that faith,
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and yet God will get to them
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even though their faith can't do it on their own.
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God will get to them.
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What we learn from that is,
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and that's how God got to us.
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God didn't get to us because we were intellectually superior
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and figured it out.
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God gets to us through the flaws of our religion
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just like he gets to everyone through the flaws of theirs.
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With God, all things are possible.
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Give us a great dose of that humility
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that allows us to change our vision of God,
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to admit that the vision that has helped me thus far
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can still have some good things in it,
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but if my vision of God hasn't changed in the last 20 years,
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it's probably because I have not spiritually grown
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in the last 20 years.
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If nothing has changed,
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it's not that I'm just the first person
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who happened to figure God out at the age of 19.
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That's not it, which means I have ceased to grow.
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If our vision of God does not grow,
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it is because we are stagnant.
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And so we ask God today to kind of knit us
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and join us to the magi,
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to those who journey,
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even when they think they've found God,
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continue the journey
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because God will always be greater
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than our visions of God.
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I'm always, I want to leave you with,
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it's my favorite vision in the world of this,
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came from Houston Smith,
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who was the great interfaith dialoguer
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of about a generation ago,
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and Houston Smith used to always say,
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if you take everything you know about God
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and visualize it as a planet,
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I mean as an island on a planet completely of water,
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maybe an island about the size of Maui,
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might as well make it a nice island,
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Maui in the midst of a planet that is ocean,
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and everything you and everyone else
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has ever known about God is that planet,
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and all of the unknowable parts of God are the ocean.
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He said where mystery lies,
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where our religion finds its heart is at the shore.
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At that point where everything we know
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kind of touches the mystery,
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the parts we can't know, that's mystery.
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It's where we can just get our toe in the water
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of what's not known yet.
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And he said what you'll find very quickly
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is the reason we keep exploring God
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and exploring God and exploring God
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is not to figure it out,
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but because the larger the island of knowledge gets,
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the longer the shoreline of mystery.
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The more we know, the more we'll realize
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we just don't have God figured out.
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And we know that we're growing,
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not when we find answers, but when we find new questions.
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The larger the island of knowledge,
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the longer the shoreline of mystery.
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The magi knew this,
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and today we ask God to remind us
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so that we can learn that again.
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Father Pat’s homily on the Epiphany invites us to Father Pat’s homily on the Epiphany invites us to reconsider the familiar story of the Magi not as a quaint tableau in a nativity scene but as a radical spiritual call to growth, humility, and openness. He challenges us to move beyond static images of God and to embrace a life of continual theological and spiritual expansion. The Magi become icons of spiritual courage, venturing beyond their own traditions and expectations to encounter God in the unfamiliar. Father Pat underscores that encountering Christ happens not in control or certainty, but in mystery and movement. He warns against clinging to outdated visions of God, suggesting that spiritual maturity requires an evolving relationship with the divine. The gifts of gold, frankincense, and especially myrrh symbolize not only Christ’s kingship and priesthood, but also the foreshadowing of his sacrificial death—reminding us that true divinity enters into human suffering. Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to a deeper, more dynamic faith that finds God beyond our comfort zones, in the lives and faiths of others, and in the ever-expanding mystery of God.
Father Pat begins by demystifying the traditional story of the “three kings” or “wise men,” pointing out that the Gospel of Matthew never names them as kings nor specifies their number. The term “Magi” is retained by translators because no adequate equivalent exists—much like how “burrito” is not accurately translated to “sandwich.” These figures are enigmatic, possibly tribal sages or astrologers from a foreign land, and their mysterious identity reminds us that divine revelation often comes through unexpected means and messengers. Their offering of gold, frankincense, and myrrh is rich in symbolic meaning: gold represents Jesus’ kingship, frankincense his priestly role, and myrrh—a burial spice—prefigures his suffering and death. Notably, Matthew adds myrrh to the Isaiah prophecy, signaling that Jesus' mission will include not just leadership and worship, but sacrificial death. This addition reflects the early church’s struggle to understand the necessity of Jesus’ suffering and the uncomfortable truth that salvation comes through the cross.
Father Pat contrasts the Magi’s journey with the religious authorities of the time who, though possessing scriptural knowledge, fail to act. Herod and the scribes know where the Messiah is to be born, yet remain inert, even hostile. In contrast, the Magi—foreigners and outsiders—act with faith and courage. This inversion reveals a central Gospel theme: Jesus consistently appears first to those considered unworthy or outside religious norms. The shepherds, ritually unclean and socially marginalized, are the first to hear the news of Jesus’ birth. The Magi, non-Jews practicing a form of astrology, are next. These choices are not incidental; they convey a powerful theological truth: God’s revelation is not bound by religious or cultural boundaries. The Gospel is not about affirming the insider’s superiority but about dismantling the very notion of insiders and outsiders.
Father Pat critiques the human impulse to control God—an impulse found in religious certainty, moral superiority, and institutional rigidity. The real nativity story, he says, undermines our desire to domesticate the divine. God consistently acts outside human expectations and structures. The Epiphany, therefore, is not just an exotic postscript to Christmas but a theological revolution. It proclaims that God is already present in the “other,” in foreign lands and unfamiliar teachings. The Magi do not bring Christ to the world; they find Christ already present in the world. This insight is crucial for any authentic missionary or ecumenical work: we are not bearers of God to a godless world but companions to a God who is already there, working through flawed religions and imperfect people—including ourselves.
Father Pat challenges us to evaluate whether our image of God has grown over time. If our understanding of God has remained unchanged since childhood or early adulthood, he suggests, then it is not because we have found the fullness of truth but because we have ceased to grow. He warns that many people choose to stunt their spiritual growth to preserve a smaller, manageable image of God rather than risk the discomfort of transformation. True faith, he argues, is marked by restlessness and questioning. Using Houston Smith’s image of the shoreline of mystery, Father Pat illustrates that the more we learn about God, the more we become aware of the vastness of what we do not know. Spiritual maturity, then, is not about mastering doctrine but about deepening our awe and surrender before a mystery that surpasses all.
Father Pat’s message is a call to spiritual pilgrimage. Like the Magi, we are invited to leave behind the safety of familiar religious structures, to be willing to encounter God in the other, and to bring the best of our tradition—our “gold, frankincense, and myrrh”—to a world that already bears divine traces. We are reminded that God is not a possession but a presence that precedes us, surprises us, and calls us beyond ourselves. The journey of faith does not end at the crib; it begins there, leading through the cross and beyond, into resurrection and the ever-deepening mystery of God....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 914.3499755859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdala came to the tomb early in the morning while it was still dark and saw the stone removed from the tomb. So she ran and went to Simon Peter and to the other disciple whom Jesus loved and told them, they have taken the Lord from the tomb and we don't know where they've put him. So Peter and the other disciple went out and came to the tomb. They both ran, but the other disciple ran faster than Peter and arrived at the tomb first. He bent down and saw the burial claws there, but did not go in. When Simon Peter arrived after him, he went into the tomb and saw the burial claws there and the cloth that had covered his head, not with the burial claws but rolled up in a separate place. The other disciple also went in, the one who had arrived at the tomb first, and he saw and believed, for they did not yet understand the scripture, that he had to rise from the dead. The Gospel of the Lord. I sometimes think that today's gospel points us to the absolute need once in a while to be wide-eyed and incredibly sort of naive and unsophisticated. I think the enemy of hope in modern culture is sophistication. We try to, you know, because sophistication in our culture means, you know, I've kind of seen it all and nothing catches me off guard. As though our deep down we know that when we get to heaven, we'll go, pretty much what I thought. The robes could be nicer. We're just that sophisticated. I've told you over the years, I had some friends years ago who used to, they would go to the theater and they knew everything, they knew every line, they knew, I mean, they would have told you they were the most sophisticated theater people in the world and they would always say, their line was always, well, you know, how was it? We're a tough room. It was good, but this, and well, this, but, and this. They were so sophisticated that they had not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. That's sophistication. When you can go into any situation and go, you know, that could have been better. Because we're almost worried. This is, we see them really grappling with, you know, Mary Magdalene arrives at the tomb and he's not there. First thought goes through her head is, something worse has happened. You know, think of the culture there. They've desecrated the body, the body's gone. She runs and gets help. Peter comes in, they can't figure out what's going on because good news was the furthest thing from their mind. And I think most of us probably weighed into a lot of life with good news being the furthest thing from our mind. I can't tell you how many times I heard in school and growing up over the years that, well, if it seems too good to be true, that would have been a very interesting end to today's story. Peter said, too good to be true. You know, at the core of our faith is, sometimes too good to be true is true. And that is really difficult for us to believe because I think we believe that if we get too lost in that, we'll no longer have the skills to grapple with real despair, real suffering, the real facing of death, the things that we all do still have to do because we don't understand that that eventual hope actually makes it easier. Sometimes we feel that, oh, you know, if I hope too much and then it doesn't happen, I'll be crushed. I think the only time we're crushed is when we decide to stop hoping. You know, so you get into a relationship and you get hurt. Go into another. You know, no, no, I got hurt. I'm going to stay alone and eat a can of worms. I mean, you know, it made sense when I was eight. You know, I'm just gonna hold my breath. We sometimes just, like good news is just beyond our grasp and bad news, oh yeah, we get that. And I've noticed that there are people who kind of, they're kind of schtick. The way they are sophisticated, the way they handle things in the world is they're always kind of complaining. Well, you know, it's an awful day, but you know, maybe tomorrow will be better. Well, you know, maybe the Lord will just take me. Well, maybe that, you know, it just, it's not really even a sophistication. It's a sort of, I'm not gonna be disappointed. I'm not gonna be disappointed because I am never gonna hope for anything in the first place. And in the center of our church here is this moment that says, hope in the ridiculous. You know, all religions at their core have some teaching that logically is ridiculous. Otherwise we'd call it science. It's religion because you have to choose to believe it. It's not, you know, people, whenever someone says, oh, you can't really watch that story and read that, you can't do that and not believe. Yes, you can. It's exceedingly easy. People do it all the time. People have to make a choice to believe. I've always contended, especially when I'm teaching a beginning theology class, there are three kinds of statements in the world. There's rational, irrational, and non-rational. And rational is two plus two equals four. I don't care what language you use. If you use this and this and you tell them it's gonna be that, the mind will catch that and say that makes sense. If you try to teach two plus two is five, it will not work and they can't build a system on it and the human mind will not grab it. But then you have these non-rational statements. Religion, we come along and we say two plus two is good. Can't prove it, can't disprove it. You either choose to believe it or you don't. And that's our faith. Faith always has a choice. And I think there are people that whenever someone tells you, oh no, if you pray, this will happen, you will be converted, they're trying to make it into science because science feels safer. It's safer, but it doesn't carry the hope. And so hope is a choice. And it's a choice that we celebrate in this season. We have all these images of spring and one of my brothers is over at the house preparing some food and I just realized what he's going to see when he gets there. Yesterday, there's a couple in the parish, wonderful people, and I think these kits, people have had them for years. Every year they bring me a lamb cake that's shaped like the lamb laying on its side with the head on the top. And it's in the green coconut grass and then they just put a ton of candy around it because my doctor said I'm getting too thin. So there's this pile of candy and the lamb and every year they bring it and little licorice eyes and every year. And so yesterday, the doorbell rings and I think, oh, I know that's Karen and Ken. So we go, and we're talking while I'm holding the cake and as we're talking, the little lamb's face plants into the chocolate. Falls off, which I mean, I know many of you did the same thing this morning, so let's be fair to the lamb. But it's now face down in the chocolate. And so I get to the house and I'm like, I'm not even gonna try and put this back together. So I put the little lamb's head on a plate and put it in the refrigerator. His eyes looking right. So if you hear some screams from across the street, he thought he was coming over for Easter and he got the Godfather. But at any rate, we've got all these symbols of new life that it's kind of okay to say, you know what? Grab onto it, be hopeful, and if you're disappointed, you can survive disappointment. The gospel just tries to tell us so many times, we can survive disappointment. I think the reason Peter is put in charge is because he is not a perfect character. He just survives disappointment and he never stops trying. He sinks when he tries to walk on the water. He was the only one that tried to walk on the water. Oh, he denied Jesus three times. Only one we get a story because he kept following him right into the courtyard of danger. He tried harder than anyone and then he failed harder than anyone and that is someone who stays hopeful. That's someone who can withstand the power of hope. And so, you know, as we go for 50 days of Easter, only 40 days of Lent, we get 50 days of Easter. I hope we don't fall into what kind of becomes the Catholic pattern. For 40 days, I gave up chocolate, I gave up this, I gave up that, and then I failed three times, I felt guilty about it, I had a good Lent. I gave up, so what about Easter? So what do you do for 50 days of Easter now? I think we're having ham in the afternoon. You know, we almost feel that if we really went out and celebrated for 50 days, that there'd be something terribly un-Christian and unholy about that. You know, we've got holiness confused with a sort of sanctified, low-level depression that we're supposed to live life with. And you know, a holy person walks through life like this. You know, that sort of stained glass imagery that holy people aren't joyful. Well, joyful, but not too joyful. The Benedictine monastery I studied at, and I am not knocking them, that was an amazing experience and they're great people, but I always used to, I would start laughing during the Easter vigil, I know, even back then. Because they would get to the Alleluia and they were so excited because they were gonna do this original Alleluia chant from the 8th century, and they'd just get so excited about it, and it was one of these big pieces, and it was a chant. And so, you know, it's Easter, and all of a sudden it would start and some monk, you'd hear him in the distance. Alleluia. And I thought, can you imagine, he's risen, Alleluia. It was the most somber, and I brought it up to the abbot one day and I said, but it's just so, I don't understand, it just doesn't seem to, it's quietly joyful. Oh, is that what it is? I think Xanax can fix quietly joyful. It's all right for us to embrace life and say, you know, we're good at Lent. What if for Easter we give up guilt? Oh, no, oh Father, no. It's the only thing that keeps me religious. What if we give it up? What if we actually say, so where's this life that we're embracing? What if we start to prepare for heaven? What if we start to prepare for life well lived? What if heaven is not the place? What if it's the formation we go through? To learn, to look around and say, you know, life has got bad stuff happening, but there's good moments in between, and we're not tuned into those because we're replaying yesterday's bad or already worrying about tomorrow's. It's all there, and we focus on one or the other. I never tire of reminding people that physiological psychology will guarantee you that even within a year, you will remember less than 1% of 1% of the previous year. You already have forgotten yesterday's lunch. You might come up with what you ate, but you do not know how many bites you took. You can't really replay the whole experience. Most of it's gone. So what if you hung on to a different 1% of 1%? Then your whole history is now different. What do you focus on? And we look back and we say, well, you know, my life shaped me. Yeah, but who's choosing which memories? Who's really in charge of my history? I think we have to become a people with resurrected eyes. We have to see the world through that kind of hope. We know. We know that there will be death eventually before resurrection. I had a prophetic vision, and everyone in here within 100 years will die. Three of you today, I can't say who. But they're all seated over here. We don't know. But we do believe that the end game is God. The end game is love. And so we have to go through life starting to go, this is hard, this is easy, this is difficult, this is joyful. Which of those will I pull into tomorrow? Because someone will say, well, you can't just ignore the others, but you'd be amazed how often we get to tomorrow and have ignored what's good that happened. Has any of you ever had a teenager come home and say, you know, it was an awful day, but this one good thing happened that I can't get past? That would be someone who knew the resurrection at an early age. What if we think and pray and use our time to refocus our vision on the goodness and the hope of life? It will not keep us from fixing the problems. It will actually give us the energy to face them. As Christians, we don't face the cross because there's a great holiness in suffering. We face the cross because we know that resurrection is bigger than the cross. Easter is longer than Lent. 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What if for Easter we give up guilt?", "tokens": [51138, 708, 498, 337, 9403, 321, 976, 493, 20421, 30, 51262], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.24978522956371307, "compression_ratio": 1.399999976158142, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003199374186806381}, {"id": 238, "seek": 70118, "start": 719.1400146484375, "end": 721.6599731445312, "text": " Oh, no, oh Father, no.", "tokens": [51262, 876, 11, 572, 11, 1954, 7085, 11, 572, 13, 51388], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.24978522956371307, "compression_ratio": 1.399999976158142, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003199374186806381}, {"id": 239, "seek": 70118, "start": 723.6599731445312, "end": 725.8599853515625, "text": " It's the only thing that keeps me religious.", "tokens": [51488, 467, 311, 264, 787, 551, 300, 5965, 385, 7185, 13, 51598], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.24978522956371307, "compression_ratio": 1.399999976158142, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003199374186806381}, {"id": 240, "seek": 70118, "start": 727.8599853515625, "end": 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdala
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came to the tomb early in the morning
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while it was still dark and saw the stone removed
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from the tomb.
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So she ran and went to Simon Peter
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and to the other disciple whom Jesus loved and told them,
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they have taken the Lord from the tomb
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and we don't know where they've put him.
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So Peter and the other disciple went out and came to the tomb.
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They both ran, but the other disciple ran faster than Peter
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and arrived at the tomb first.
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He bent down and saw the burial claws there, but did not go in.
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When Simon Peter arrived after him, he went into the tomb
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and saw the burial claws there and the cloth
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that had covered his head, not with the burial claws
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but rolled up in a separate place.
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The other disciple also went in, the one
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who had arrived at the tomb first,
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and he saw and believed, for they did not yet
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understand the scripture, that he had to rise from the dead.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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I sometimes think that today's gospel points us
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to the absolute need once in a while
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to be wide-eyed and incredibly sort of naive and unsophisticated.
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I think the enemy of hope in modern culture is sophistication.
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We try to, you know, because sophistication in our culture
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means, you know, I've kind of seen it all
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and nothing catches me off guard.
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As though our deep down we know that when we get to heaven,
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we'll go, pretty much what I thought.
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The robes could be nicer.
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We're just that sophisticated.
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I've told you over the years, I had some friends years ago
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who used to, they would go to the theater
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and they knew everything, they knew every line,
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they knew, I mean, they would have told you
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they were the most sophisticated theater people in the world
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and they would always say, their line was always,
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well, you know, how was it?
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We're a tough room.
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It was good, but this, and well, this, but, and this.
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They were so sophisticated that they had not enjoyed
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an evening of theater in 20 years.
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That's sophistication.
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When you can go into any situation and go,
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you know, that could have been better.
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Because we're almost worried.
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This is, we see them really grappling with,
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you know, Mary Magdalene arrives at the tomb and he's not there.
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First thought goes through her head is,
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something worse has happened.
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You know, think of the culture there.
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They've desecrated the body, the body's gone.
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She runs and gets help.
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Peter comes in, they can't figure out what's going on
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because good news was the furthest thing from their mind.
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And I think most of us probably weighed into a lot of life
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with good news being the furthest thing from our mind.
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I can't tell you how many times I heard in school
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and growing up over the years that,
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well, if it seems too good to be true,
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that would have been a very interesting end to today's story.
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Peter said, too good to be true.
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You know, at the core of our faith is,
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sometimes too good to be true is true.
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And that is really difficult for us to believe
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because I think we believe that if we get too lost in that,
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we'll no longer have the skills to grapple
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with real despair, real suffering,
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the real facing of death,
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the things that we all do still have to do
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because we don't understand that that eventual hope
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actually makes it easier.
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Sometimes we feel that, oh, you know,
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if I hope too much and then it doesn't happen,
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I'll be crushed.
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I think the only time we're crushed
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is when we decide to stop hoping.
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You know, so you get into a relationship and you get hurt.
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Go into another.
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You know, no, no, I got hurt.
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I'm going to stay alone and eat a can of worms.
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I mean, you know, it made sense when I was eight.
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You know, I'm just gonna hold my breath.
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We sometimes just, like good news is just beyond our grasp
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and bad news, oh yeah, we get that.
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And I've noticed that there are people
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who kind of, they're kind of schtick.
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The way they are sophisticated,
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the way they handle things in the world
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is they're always kind of complaining.
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Well, you know, it's an awful day, but you know,
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maybe tomorrow will be better.
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Well, you know, maybe the Lord will just take me.
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Well, maybe that, you know,
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it just, it's not really even a sophistication.
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It's a sort of, I'm not gonna be disappointed.
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I'm not gonna be disappointed
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because I am never gonna hope
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for anything in the first place.
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And in the center of our church here
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is this moment that says, hope in the ridiculous.
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You know, all religions at their core
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have some teaching that logically is ridiculous.
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Otherwise we'd call it science.
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It's religion because you have to choose to believe it.
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It's not, you know, people, whenever someone says,
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oh, you can't really watch that story and read that,
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you can't do that and not believe.
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Yes, you can.
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It's exceedingly easy.
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People do it all the time.
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People have to make a choice to believe.
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I've always contended, especially when I'm teaching
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a beginning theology class,
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there are three kinds of statements in the world.
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There's rational, irrational, and non-rational.
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And rational is two plus two equals four.
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I don't care what language you use.
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If you use this and this and you tell them
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it's gonna be that, the mind will catch that
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and say that makes sense.
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If you try to teach two plus two is five,
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it will not work and they can't build a system on it
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and the human mind will not grab it.
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But then you have these non-rational statements.
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Religion, we come along and we say two plus two is good.
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Can't prove it, can't disprove it.
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You either choose to believe it or you don't.
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And that's our faith.
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Faith always has a choice.
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And I think there are people that
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whenever someone tells you, oh no, if you pray,
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this will happen, you will be converted,
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they're trying to make it into science
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because science feels safer.
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It's safer, but it doesn't carry the hope.
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And so hope is a choice.
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And it's a choice that we celebrate in this season.
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We have all these images of spring and
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one of my brothers is over at the house
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preparing some food and I just realized
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what he's going to see when he gets there.
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Yesterday, there's a couple in the parish,
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wonderful people, and I think these kits,
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people have had them for years.
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Every year they bring me a lamb cake
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that's shaped like the lamb laying on its side
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with the head on the top.
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And it's in the green coconut grass
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and then they just put a ton of candy around it
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because my doctor said I'm getting too thin.
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So there's this pile of candy and the lamb
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and every year they bring it
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and little licorice eyes and every year.
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And so yesterday, the doorbell rings
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and I think, oh, I know that's Karen and Ken.
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So we go, and we're talking while I'm holding the cake
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and as we're talking, the little lamb's face
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plants into the chocolate.
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Falls off, which I mean, I know many of you
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did the same thing this morning,
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so let's be fair to the lamb.
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But it's now face down in the chocolate.
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And so I get to the house and I'm like,
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I'm not even gonna try and put this back together.
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So I put the little lamb's head on a plate
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and put it in the refrigerator.
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His eyes looking right.
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So if you hear some screams from across the street,
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he thought he was coming over for Easter
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and he got the Godfather.
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But at any rate, we've got all these symbols of new life
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that it's kind of okay to say, you know what?
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Grab onto it, be hopeful, and if you're disappointed,
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you can survive disappointment.
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The gospel just tries to tell us so many times,
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we can survive disappointment.
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I think the reason Peter is put in charge
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is because he is not a perfect character.
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He just survives disappointment and he never stops trying.
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He sinks when he tries to walk on the water.
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He was the only one that tried to walk on the water.
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Oh, he denied Jesus three times.
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Only one we get a story because he kept following him
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right into the courtyard of danger.
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He tried harder than anyone
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and then he failed harder than anyone
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and that is someone who stays hopeful.
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That's someone who can withstand the power of hope.
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And so, you know, as we go for 50 days of Easter,
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only 40 days of Lent, we get 50 days of Easter.
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I hope we don't fall into
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what kind of becomes the Catholic pattern.
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For 40 days, I gave up chocolate, I gave up this,
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I gave up that, and then I failed three times,
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I felt guilty about it, I had a good Lent.
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I gave up, so what about Easter?
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So what do you do for 50 days of Easter now?
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I think we're having ham in the afternoon.
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You know, we almost feel that if we really went out
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and celebrated for 50 days,
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that there'd be something terribly un-Christian
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and unholy about that.
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You know, we've got holiness confused
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with a sort of sanctified, low-level depression
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that we're supposed to live life with.
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And you know, a holy person walks through life like this.
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You know, that sort of stained glass imagery
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that holy people aren't joyful.
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Well, joyful, but not too joyful.
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The Benedictine monastery I studied at,
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and I am not knocking them,
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that was an amazing experience and they're great people,
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but I always used to, I would start laughing
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during the Easter vigil, I know, even back then.
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Because they would get to the Alleluia
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and they were so excited because they were gonna do
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this original Alleluia chant from the 8th century,
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and they'd just get so excited about it,
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and it was one of these big pieces, and it was a chant.
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And so, you know, it's Easter,
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and all of a sudden it would start
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and some monk, you'd hear him in the distance.
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Alleluia.
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And I thought, can you imagine, he's risen, Alleluia.
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It was the most somber,
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and I brought it up to the abbot one day and I said,
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but it's just so, I don't understand,
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it just doesn't seem to, it's quietly joyful.
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Oh, is that what it is?
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I think Xanax can fix quietly joyful.
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It's all right for us to embrace life and say,
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you know, we're good at Lent.
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What if for Easter we give up guilt?
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Oh, no, oh Father, no.
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It's the only thing that keeps me religious.
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What if we give it up?
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What if we actually say,
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so where's this life that we're embracing?
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What if we start to prepare for heaven?
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What if we start to prepare for life well lived?
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What if heaven is not the place?
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What if it's the formation we go through?
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To learn, to look around and say,
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you know, life has got bad stuff happening,
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but there's good moments in between,
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and we're not tuned into those
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because we're replaying yesterday's bad
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or already worrying about tomorrow's.
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It's all there, and we focus on one or the other.
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I never tire of reminding people
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that physiological psychology will guarantee you
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that even within a year,
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you will remember less than 1% of 1% of the previous year.
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You already have forgotten yesterday's lunch.
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You might come up with what you ate,
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but you do not know how many bites you took.
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You can't really replay the whole experience.
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Most of it's gone.
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So what if you hung on to a different 1% of 1%?
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Then your whole history is now different.
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What do you focus on?
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And we look back and we say,
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well, you know, my life shaped me.
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Yeah, but who's choosing which memories?
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Who's really in charge of my history?
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I think we have to become a people with resurrected eyes.
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We have to see the world through that kind of hope.
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We know.
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We know that there will be death
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eventually before resurrection.
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I had a prophetic vision,
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and everyone in here within 100 years will die.
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Three of you today, I can't say who.
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But they're all seated over here.
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We don't know.
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But we do believe that the end game is God.
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The end game is love.
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And so we have to go through life starting to go,
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this is hard, this is easy, this is difficult,
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this is joyful.
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Which of those will I pull into tomorrow?
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Because someone will say,
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well, you can't just ignore the others,
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but you'd be amazed how often we get to tomorrow
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and have ignored what's good that happened.
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Has any of you ever had a teenager come home and say,
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you know, it was an awful day,
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but this one good thing happened that I can't get past?
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That would be someone who knew the resurrection
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at an early age.
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What if we think and pray and use our time
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to refocus our vision on the goodness and the hope of life?
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It will not keep us from fixing the problems.
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It will actually give us the energy to face them.
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As Christians, we don't face the cross
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because there's a great holiness in suffering.
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We face the cross because we know
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that resurrection is bigger than the cross.
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Easter is longer than Lent.
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Heaven calls us beyond what we see here today.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of hope rooted in the resurrection of Christ. He challenges the modern tendency toward cynicism and self-protective sophistication, urging instead a childlike openness to joy and goodness—even when it seems “too good to be true.” The resurrection, he teaches, calls us not to a guarded faith but to a bold, expectant, and even joyful one—one that risks disappointment by choosing hope. Easter, with its message of life triumphing over death, demands not a quiet, somber faith, but a vibrant, resilient one that embraces life’s goodness and persists through suffering. Father Pat invites believers to live with “resurrected eyes”—to notice and cherish the good, to trust in God’s ultimate victory, and to allow hope to shape how we move through the world.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel account of Mary Magdalene at the empty tomb—shocked, bewildered, and assuming the worst. Her instinct illustrates how hope is not our natural first response when something mysterious or unexpected happens. Likewise, Peter and the beloved disciple arrive and are confused; the idea that Jesus had truly risen was, at that moment, beyond comprehension. Father Pat uses this to demonstrate how the disciples, despite having been close to Jesus, were still not expecting good news. This mirrors our own hesitancy to embrace joy or believe in redemption. We are trained by life, culture, and hardship to brace for disappointment, to shield ourselves from hope lest it betray us.
He critiques this cultural “sophistication”—the cynical, seen-it-all attitude that masquerades as wisdom, but which often chokes out joy and wonder. He uses the analogy of theater-goers who are so “sophisticated” that they haven’t enjoyed a show in 20 years. In the same way, many of us approach faith, life, and even Easter with guarded hearts, unwilling to let ourselves be amazed or delighted. He suggests that true holiness and spiritual maturity may actually require a return to spiritual naivety—not in the sense of ignorance, but in the capacity to be surprised, to be moved, to believe in goodness even when it feels risky.
Father Pat goes on to speak about the human tendency to avoid hope for fear of disappointment. Many people, he says, would rather expect nothing than risk being let down. Yet the Gospel calls us to do the opposite: to believe in the seemingly impossible good news that Christ is risen, that love defeats death, and that hope is not foolishness but divine wisdom. He points out that believing in hope is not the same as denying pain or suffering; rather, hope gives us the spiritual resilience to endure suffering. It is not an escape from reality but the very thing that allows us to live fully within it.
He offers Peter as a model of this hopeful resilience—not because Peter was perfect, but because he kept trying. Peter failed spectacularly, yet he kept showing up. His story is marked not by flawless faith but by persistent willingness to engage, to risk, to hope again. This, Father Pat suggests, is the kind of character that can truly carry the message of resurrection.
Then Father Pat turns to the season of Easter itself. While Lent gets much attention through fasting, sacrifice, and solemnity, Easter often passes with little more than a ham dinner and a day off. He challenges this imbalance, asking: What if we celebrated Easter with as much intentionality as Lent? What if, instead of giving up chocolate, we gave up guilt? What if we practiced joy, embraced life, and consciously cultivated hope for 50 days and beyond?
He humorously recounts the story of a lamb cake whose head fell off, turning a symbol of Easter into something out of a mafia movie. But even that story becomes a symbol of the messiness of real life, and how even in the absurdity or brokenness of our experiences, we can still laugh, still hope, still find meaning.
Father Pat addresses the misconception that holiness must look like somberness—that joyful faith is somehow shallow or irreverent. He critiques the “quietly joyful” Alleluia chant of monks during Easter vigil, suggesting that resurrection should inspire exuberance, not reserved solemnity. He insists that joy is not unspiritual—it is the fruit of a heart that truly understands the resurrection. He playfully suggests giving up guilt for Easter, recognizing that many believers cling to guilt as their only connection to religion. But he proposes a new way: what if we embraced God’s love and let go of shame?
He then reflects on memory and how we construct our personal narratives. Most of what happens to us is forgotten, yet we often cling to negative memories while ignoring the good. He urges us to consciously choose to remember the grace, the joy, the moments of love and goodness. This is what it means to live with “resurrected eyes”—to look for life even amid death, to notice the light even when surrounded by darkness.
Finally, Father Pat calls us to live as Easter people. The resurrection isn’t just a past event; it’s a lens through which we are invited to view all of life. Yes, suffering and death are real, but they are not the end. Easter tells us that love has the final word. He reminds us that everyone in the room will die—but more importantly, everyone is invited into resurrection. The question is: what do we carry with us into the next day? What stories do we tell ourselves? What memories do we choose to keep? What vision do we choose to live by?
In the end, Father Pat’s message is profoundly hopeful. He invites us to choose joy, to risk belief, to live with hearts open to goodness, and to trust that the resurrection is not only true, but transformative. Hope, he says, is not naivety—it’s courage. Easter is our invitation to live differently, to believe in redemption, and to let our lives reflect the light of Christ, risen and alive....
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And so the readings are never really situated exactly for the holiday. It's kind of potluck. However, the prayers are. And we get, actually, two readings that give us a very interesting moment that I think very much mimics the moment our country is in. We have an Old Testament reading of why we need to be afraid, and a New Testament reading of why we need to have hope. Whether we're going to be a people of fear or a people of hope, and which of those emotions is going to continue to manipulate us. You know, as a country, are we a people of fear? Are we a people of hope? Every issue that arises in the world, are we going to say, Get the world further away from us because we're afraid? Or are we a people of hope? And I think it's interesting when you look, having been trained in liturgy, we were always taught, St. Alphonse and some of the great liturgists of history used to say, you know, they didn't put it this way, the people commenting would have added this next phrase. You know, it's a modern American thing that the homily is supposed to break open the scripture. We love that. It's actually supposed to break open the liturgy. You can actually do a homily on the Eucharistic prayer. You can do a homily on the closing prayer. You can do, you know, it doesn't have to be. It's the whole liturgy. And I think today when we look at these two readings that say you have a choice between being a people of hope or being a people of fear, it's interesting to hear the more specific take of our church on this day. Because this opening reading, this opening prayer, is, I think we should put it, you know, everywhere in public we can find right now. You know, Father of all nations, as we recall the day when our country claimed its place among a family of nations. I'm not sure what a great family member we're being these days. You know, a family of nations. For what has been achieved, we give you thanks for the work that still remains. We ask your help. And as you have called us to be a nation, may our country share your blessings with all the people of the earth. That what it means to be a great nation is in how we reach out, not, you know, you'll notice there's nothing in here that says, after we're done, you know, making sure we're safe and protecting ourselves and making sure none of those people can hurt us and making sure they aren't bad people and making sure they're up to our standards. Help us to share your blessings. That's Old Testament fear. That's that sort of, oh, everything will go horribly wrong if we become generous. There, you know, I think what the opening prayer tells us is that our choice is whether or not we're going to become a Christian nation or something else. I think what's fascinating, and I've said this before, but when I hear people talking about what will our response be to refugees, what will our response be to world hunger, what will our response be to all of these people in need around the world, most people would say, well, you know, you have to make sure that you're protected first. So what we're saying as a Christian nation is as soon as you can make sure that there will be no cross involved, we will be Christian. Crossless Christianity, that's what we want. We want a Christianity that guarantees we can be helpful without actually putting ourselves out there. You know, I, this weekend, the opening reading kind of always reminds me of that, that reading of Elisha the prophet, and he goes, and they've done this great, wonderful thing, and they've given him a room to stay in, and it says, you know, he gives her a blessing, and a year later she has a baby. Wouldn't it be nice if charity worked that way? If you needed something, and I could go, there, you have it, and get on with my life, and it hasn't hurt me at all, and no expense to Elisha whatsoever, you know, might have pulled a muscle. Other than that, he's fine. But you and I know that charity takes something from us. It takes time, it takes effort, it takes our assets, and if we are going to help someone, we have to be open to being compromised by it. No other way it happens. You know, no one says Jesus came to bless us from the cross. He sacrificed himself for us. Helping others will be sacrificial, and we will never get our heads around that without being a people of hope, a people who, as the prayer, when we opened up, said, we're first very aware, not of what we have, but of what we've been given, what has been our blessing. We always think we're going to hang on to ours like it's something that through divine right belongs to me, rather than everything I have, I've been given, you know, most of us have, even our, we don't like to admit this, because we like to think of ourselves as much freer, but most of you, and I've said this at most funerals, most of you know that even your personality you didn't really come up with on your own, and you know that the first time you do something, look in the mirror and think, ooh, I just became my mother. Ooh, I just became my father. Gee, what a coincidence that I know the person I became like. No, no coincidence. They built that personality in many ways, as did every person we've met. Accident of birth, that you're here and someone else is in a war-torn country. What we've been given is what we celebrate today, and if we ever understand the grace of what we've been given, we really have to be willing to embrace even greater ugliness to say, and I'm not sharing with anyone. It becomes a dark place we don't want to look at, and yet I think it's a place that people are working furiously to normalize right now. You know, I sometimes feel like our leaders think if we just keep throwing more bizarre garbage at them, the stuff we threw last week might start to seem normal, and we need to hold on and say, no, no, not normal. Not normal. Brian Massengale this last week, quoting Martin Luther King, said, you know, our country's problems is not any one party or any one politic or any one candidate or anyone. Our problem is we have a soul sickness. We have a soul sickness. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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As Jesus got into a boat, his disciples followed him, and suddenly a violent storm came up
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on the sea, so that the boat was being swamped by waves.
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But he was asleep.
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They came and woke him, saying, Lord, save us, we are perishing.
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He said to them, Why are you terrified, O you of little faith?
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When he got up, then he got up, rebuked the wind and the sea, and there was a great calm.
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The men were amazed and said, What sort of man is this, whom even the winds and the sea
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obey?
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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We're given, for our Fourth of July, the way the Fourth of July liturgy works is the Church
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has written special prayers for the day, but the readings this week, this year, we get,
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you know, Tuesday of this week of ordinary time.
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I mean, the readings kind of just stay.
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And so the readings are never really situated exactly for the holiday.
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It's kind of potluck.
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However, the prayers are.
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And we get, actually, two readings that give us a very interesting moment that I think
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very much mimics the moment our country is in.
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We have an Old Testament reading of why we need to be afraid, and a New Testament reading
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of why we need to have hope.
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Whether we're going to be a people of fear or a people of hope, and which of those emotions
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is going to continue to manipulate us.
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You know, as a country, are we a people of fear?
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Are we a people of hope?
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Every issue that arises in the world, are we going to say, Get the world further away
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from us because we're afraid?
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Or are we a people of hope?
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And I think it's interesting when you look, having been trained in liturgy, we were always
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taught, St. Alphonse and some of the great liturgists of history used to say, you know,
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they didn't put it this way, the people commenting would have added this next phrase.
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You know, it's a modern American thing that the homily is supposed to break open the scripture.
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We love that.
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It's actually supposed to break open the liturgy.
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You can actually do a homily on the Eucharistic prayer.
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You can do a homily on the closing prayer.
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You can do, you know, it doesn't have to be.
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It's the whole liturgy.
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And I think today when we look at these two readings that say you have a choice between
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being a people of hope or being a people of fear, it's interesting to hear the more specific
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take of our church on this day.
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Because this opening reading, this opening prayer, is, I think we should put it, you
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know, everywhere in public we can find right now.
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You know, Father of all nations, as we recall the day when our country claimed its place
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among a family of nations.
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I'm not sure what a great family member we're being these days.
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You know, a family of nations.
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For what has been achieved, we give you thanks for the work that still remains.
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We ask your help.
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And as you have called us to be a nation, may our country share your blessings with
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all the people of the earth.
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That what it means to be a great nation is in how we reach out, not, you know, you'll
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notice there's nothing in here that says, after we're done, you know, making sure we're
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safe and protecting ourselves and making sure none of those people can hurt us and making
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sure they aren't bad people and making sure they're up to our standards.
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Help us to share your blessings.
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That's Old Testament fear.
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That's that sort of, oh, everything will go horribly wrong if we become generous.
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There, you know, I think what the opening prayer tells us is that our choice is whether
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or not we're going to become a Christian nation or something else.
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I think what's fascinating, and I've said this before, but when I hear people talking
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about what will our response be to refugees, what will our response be to world hunger,
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what will our response be to all of these people in need around the world, most people
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would say, well, you know, you have to make sure that you're protected first.
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So what we're saying as a Christian nation is as soon as you can make sure that there
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will be no cross involved, we will be Christian.
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Crossless Christianity, that's what we want.
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We want a Christianity that guarantees we can be helpful without actually putting ourselves
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out there.
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You know, I, this weekend, the opening reading kind of always reminds me of that, that reading
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of Elisha the prophet, and he goes, and they've done this great, wonderful thing, and they've
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given him a room to stay in, and it says, you know, he gives her a blessing, and a year
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later she has a baby.
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Wouldn't it be nice if charity worked that way?
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If you needed something, and I could go, there, you have it, and get on with my life, and
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it hasn't hurt me at all, and no expense to Elisha whatsoever, you know, might have pulled
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a muscle.
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Other than that, he's fine.
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But you and I know that charity takes something from us.
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It takes time, it takes effort, it takes our assets, and if we are going to help someone,
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we have to be open to being compromised by it.
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No other way it happens.
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You know, no one says Jesus came to bless us from the cross.
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He sacrificed himself for us.
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Helping others will be sacrificial, and we will never get our heads around that without
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being a people of hope, a people who, as the prayer, when we opened up, said, we're first
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very aware, not of what we have, but of what we've been given, what has been our blessing.
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We always think we're going to hang on to ours like it's something that through divine
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right belongs to me, rather than everything I have, I've been given, you know, most of
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us have, even our, we don't like to admit this, because we like to think of ourselves
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as much freer, but most of you, and I've said this at most funerals, most of you know that
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even your personality you didn't really come up with on your own, and you know that the
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first time you do something, look in the mirror and think, ooh, I just became my mother.
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Ooh, I just became my father.
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Gee, what a coincidence that I know the person I became like.
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No, no coincidence.
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They built that personality in many ways, as did every person we've met.
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Accident of birth, that you're here and someone else is in a war-torn country.
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What we've been given is what we celebrate today, and if we ever understand the grace
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of what we've been given, we really have to be willing to embrace even greater ugliness
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to say, and I'm not sharing with anyone.
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It becomes a dark place we don't want to look at, and yet I think it's a place that people
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are working furiously to normalize right now.
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You know, I sometimes feel like our leaders think if we just keep throwing more bizarre
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garbage at them, the stuff we threw last week might start to seem normal, and we need
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to hold on and say, no, no, not normal.
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Not normal.
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Brian Massengale this last week, quoting Martin Luther King, said, you know, our country's
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problems is not any one party or any one politic or any one candidate or anyone.
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Our problem is we have a soul sickness.
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We have a soul sickness.
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If I can go through my life happy that I've got what I have and not caring about people
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who are suffering around the world, that is a soul sickness, and it's a soul sickness
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we're not anxious to cure because if I open myself up to how much others are suffering,
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it will demand a scary amount of my life.
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It's frightening to really open ourselves up to the awareness of what other people go
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through, and yet without it, we become, we're going to become the little town, we're going
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to become this little isolated place, and oh, then we made a mistake, and now God's
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going to destroy us, and we become a people of great fear, you know, a people of great
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fear instead of a people of great generosity, a people of great hope.
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I've joked a lot, and not to attack any one person, but I've joked a lot about the phrase,
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you know, the most meaningless phrase of the last year was make America great again because
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there's no such thing.
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You can't say great unless you say great at what, you know, and someone says, oh, you're
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great.
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I don't know.
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Do they mean I'm a great ax murderer?
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You're great.
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Great demands that you explain great at what.
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I think we all think America should be great.
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I think today's gospel asks us, great at what?
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Great at protecting yourself, you know, you could argue for some people that is the making
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of a nation.
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Great at responding to the needs of the world, that is the making of a Christian nation.
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Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to examine Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to examine the soul of our nation through the lens of faith, particularly as we celebrate the Fourth of July. He contrasts the fear that often drives national decisions with the hope that the Gospel calls us to live by. Using the day’s liturgical readings and prayers, he reminds us that our greatness as a country is not measured by isolation or self-protection, but by our willingness to share our blessings and embrace the cross of sacrificial love. True Christian charity, he insists, costs us something, and only a people founded on hope—not fear—can rise to the challenge of global compassion and justice.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel reading, where Jesus calms the storm while His disciples panic. The juxtaposition of Jesus’ peace and the disciples’ fear becomes a metaphor for the current spiritual and socio-political climate of the United States. The disciples' fear in the storm mirrors the fear that often underlies national attitudes—fear of others, fear of suffering, fear of vulnerability. But Jesus' rebuke—“O you of little faith”—is not merely about their lack of trust in His power, but about their inability to believe that peace and divine presence are possible even amid chaos. Father Pat connects this to the American tendency to respond to global crises—refugees, hunger, violence—not with compassion, but with self-protection and isolationism.
He then draws attention to the structure of the liturgy itself, emphasizing that a homily is not confined to breaking open the Scriptures but is meant to illuminate the entire liturgical context, including the prayers. The opening prayer of the Fourth of July liturgy, which thanks God for the blessings given to the nation and asks for help in sharing those blessings with all people, becomes the theological centerpiece of the message. This prayer, he argues, articulates a vision of America not as a fortress, but as a generous member of a global family. He critiques how far the nation has drifted from this vision, questioning whether America is truly acting like a "family member" among nations, and whether it reflects the values of the Gospel in its policies and attitudes.
Father Pat challenges the popular notion of “Crossless Christianity”—the desire to do good without sacrifice. He illustrates this with the story of Elisha in the Old Testament, who blesses a woman without it costing him anything. But he insists that real charity and justice are not painless. They require us to risk, to give, to be inconvenienced. He states boldly that if we are unwilling to suffer for others, then we have abandoned the very essence of Christian discipleship. Helping others, he declares, will involve the cross, and without embracing the cross, we cannot claim to be living the Gospel.
He further critiques the idea that our blessings are earned or deserved. Instead, he reminds us that most of what we have—our talents, our opportunities, even our personalities—are gifts shaped by others and by circumstances beyond our control. Recognizing that everything is a gift leads to humility and generosity. Conversely, believing we are entitled to everything we have fosters a dark selfishness—a “soul sickness,” as he calls it, quoting theologian Brian Massengale and Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. This soul sickness is the moral blindness that allows people to ignore the suffering of others without remorse.
In closing, Father Pat deconstructs the phrase “Make America Great Again,” pointing out that greatness is meaningless unless we define what we mean by it. Are we striving to be great at hoarding wealth and power? Or great at offering compassion, justice, and hope to the world? He suggests that the Gospel calls us to the latter—to be a people of generosity and hope, not fear and self-preservation. Our national greatness, he argues, should be measured not by military might or economic dominance, but by our willingness to bear the cross for others, to share our blessings, and to live out the radical love of Christ on the world stage....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 947.760009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. And the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them. Whose sins you retain are retained. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Pentecost is probably the single solemnity of the church that really has us focus on the first reading rather than the Gospel. The first reading is the Pentecost reading. And we get this sort of what some theologians have called a little Pentecost. That's sort of the day after Easter. Our Gospel reading is actually the same reading we have every year on the Sunday after Easter. We've kind of looped back around to the beginning of the season. And they're both readings about the coming of the Spirit. And it's probably, given the nature of the words involved, it is literally the most nebulous idea we have. What the Spirit came, what it looked like. We get some pretty fanciful visions drawn. But more than that, and I know I speak about this a lot, but 2,000 years of Christian history in our eyes, we often can't read the text anymore without hearing things that aren't there, that we've been told are there. For example, I think because of the way Christianity developed in 2,000 years, most of us hear the phrase, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them and whose sins you retain are retained. And the 2,000 years of history immediately filter that, reread it, and say, if you don't forgive someone's sins, God will back you up and not forgive them as well. That is a huge jump from what the text says. You know, if you won't forgive sins, then they're not forgiven. It doesn't mean God won't forgive them, it means you're gonna hold those sins unforgiven. You guys wanna just hold things against each other, you can. You wanna let go of sins, they'll be released. And that was the big news, because people knew they could hold sins against one another, but you hear in the stories of Jesus, who are you to forgive, you can't forgive sins. The breakthrough here was, yes, you can forgive one another. Let things go. You know, what if, worst possible case scenario, what if we all get to heaven? All right. Now I have to get along with you. I mean, what would that be like? Do we ever think that way? You know, what if you could walk into heaven tomorrow if you're ready to embrace whoever else happened to get there? And you don't get to use the good old stock answer, which is, well, it's all right. I'm sure Uncle Samuel won't be there anyway. I'm sure they won't, well, those people won't be there anyway. Worst case scenario, what if everyone gets in? Still wanna go? Because in Jesus' message, you see the underlying issue is, it's when everyone gets in that it really becomes worthwhile. Very different from our belief, because most people, we kind of have the country club belief. But it's not going to be a little exclusive. What really is the point? That's our culture, not our faith. It's so hard for us to get there. And so we get this moment in Pentecost, and I always love in these miracle moments to try and figure out how people visualize the miracle. You know, with the multiplication of the bread. Do they picture a basket that just keeps bubbling out bread? Do they picture people starting to share what they've had with them all along, and it being enough? How do you picture the miracle? Here, is the miracle more something where the speakers were transformed, or the listeners? Because I think Pentecost is about the listeners. I think it's where we learn as a faith to evangelize with our ears, rather than our lips. And that's a very sort of counterintuitive idea. Rarely do we evangelize with our ears. Ready to hear the other person's story, encounter the God that has already been there in their lives, then share the gospel, and see what happens in that dialogue. We think that evangelization is, I show up with a Bible in one hand, and the catechism in the other, and by the time you leave me, you will know that a sacrament is an outward sign of an inward grace, and the sign is effective, and you know, that's not evangelization. If someone walks away with an identical set of ideas, I don't know that they've been evangelized. But when we open our ears and start to hear each other, so without, you know, totally dismissing the Comic-Con crowd who love to think that this was, you know, the first universal translator from Star Trek. They spoke out, and the Klingons heard what was being said. No, there's a line in here that kind of clues us in to what was really going on, and it says, now there were devout Jews from every nation under heaven staying in Jerusalem. Take it with a grain of salt that is written with the mindset of the day. I don't think Fiji was represented. So when it says every nation under heaven, you know, we're probably talking about a tract of land that might be Colorado and Wyoming. You know, they have a very small vision of what every nation is, but when it says devout Jews, and here's where Catholics kind of can understand this if you think back historically. It would rather be like saying in the 1930s that groups from Catholics from every nation gathered, and they said mass in Latin, and they all magically understood. It was the only mass they knew. Hebrew and Aramaic and Greek, and Hebrew to Aramaic, if you look at Hebrew and Greek, Aramaic is Spanglish. It was the mix between the two. All of these Jews of the Diaspora, and then the Jews in Galilee, you know, between about one or two languages, they all knew the same language, because as devout Jews, they studied scripture, which only existed in two languages, you know. They studied, you know, they studied or went to temples, or if they didn't live close enough to the temple, they had gatherings, they discussed religion. It was the language of their cult, their worship. And so it's not that they couldn't understand each other if they wanted to really lean in, listen, and work at it. It's that the groups didn't like each other. The Jews of the Diaspora, when I say the Diaspora, those were those who were exiled at one point, some under Babylonian rule, others under Assyrian rule. Whenever they became an occupied nation, they would often take the leaders and exile them, get them out. And what would happen, as ugly as it sounds, is those who were lucky enough to not be exiled would slowly sit in judgment over the ones who were, because they would end up in another country and they would mix with the locals. And all of a sudden, their faith might start to pick up some, you know, extra things that were not pure. You know, like when we picked up genuflecting from the Greek. Most of you have become comfortable with it by now. But back then, there was an impurity in the faith. So you had these people, there was a lot of animosity. And the gift of Pentecost is not that all of a sudden, they spoke the same phonetic cultural language, but that they were willing, perhaps, to use what they already had and begin to listen to one another. And in the listening comes understanding. Our school is starting, I've been talking about this for a few weeks, and you'll get real irritated with this by fall. But we're starting this program, this leadership program. You know, a lot of the schools now, you have STEM schools and schools of the arts. And the school here, we're going to use one of these leadership programs. And it's not, you know, when someone says, oh, a Catholic leadership school, there's two reactions to that. For some people, they're thinking, oh, good, what they're trying to do is get, as long as, if we had more Catholics in leadership, the world would be a better place. As soon as we control the world, and that's not what it's about. Because, you know, power over others, we've talked about that, that's political. But what Catholic leadership would look like, what Christian leadership should look like, is servant leadership. So, I'm starting to rewrite the leadership report. Colleen just got the brochures done. She's very happy with me changing things. And I said, you know, what if, instead, we call this a servant leadership program? We're a servant leadership school. And what I would love to focus our children on, because I think if they get it at a foundational level, they'll have a different approach to life than most of us do. And we will, we work on it as adults, but it's never as foundational. And that is, most of us grew up hearing a pretty common question in our preteens and our adolescent years, and that is, what do you want to be when you grow up? Not a bad question, and we start asking children pretty early and getting them to dream, what do you want to be when you grow up? But I think servant leadership asks, whom do you want to help when you grow up? Who would you like to see helped? Not, I want to be a doctor, but I really feel called to help people who are sick. Not, I want to be a lawyer, I feel called to help people who are fighting injustice. Who do we want to help in the world? Because that's the underlying question, and that will take the evangelization of our ears. We have to start to listen to the needs around us. We have to get beyond our parish and our church and our city and our nation, and we have to really fight these, around the world, these movements that are saying, let's shut down globalization. Let's start just to worry about the people close to us. But let's face it, probably the Germans aren't getting into heaven anyway, let's not worry about them. I'm only saying that because I'm going to Germany soon, so I thought I had to pick a country. I mean, it really, I think we often do that. I think we don't have to worry about that. We just take care of us and ours, and we're doing our job in the world, but it's not the Christian call. The Christian call is, how many people are we going to help? If the church is going to be great in leadership, it has to be great in servanthood. It has to be a servant leader. And so, that's our new question, I think, that we should focus on is, who do we want to help in life? And how does that drive our vocation? Every year around Pentecost, I'm always very mindful of Monsignor Peter Quang. If you don't know him, he's the pastor over at All Saints, and he started life, I mean, it was difficult. He and his siblings were orphaned on the streets of Vietnam, and he literally raised and kept his siblings together on the streets over there, and came over here in the bottom of a boat, stowed away as a young child, you know, has since put together a life here. And he has such a different upbringing from us, and one time we were in discussion around a table, it was a lead discussion, and a bunch of priests who were sitting around, and there were six of us at our table, and we were supposed to be saying, you know, how did you discern your vocation? How did you come to believe that this is what you should do? And we, of course, all of us, immediately became professional therapists. And we talked about the deep movements of our hearts, and where we felt we might find fulfillment, and with the Catholic priesthood, you know, the celibacy issue, and, you know, will you be able, will that be okay for you, and how will you, you know, are you okay with this aspect of ministry? And we did all this discernment talk as we went around the table, and Peter, Monsignor Quang was the last one, and he was listening just fascinated, and so we finally got to him and said, so Peter, what made you want to become a priest? And he, not being smart or anything, he just said, my village needed priests. We had spent 35 minutes talking about, you know, whether it would be a fulfilling thing for our heart, and would it fill, we just, we knew that God would put a joy in my heart, and what it was gonna do to fulfill my life, and he grew up with ears that said they needed a priest. And people can believe what they want about vocations and calls, but I truly believe if they'd had a priest and needed a doctor, he'd have become a doctor, and it would have still been his vocation, because he listened to the need around him, and I just remember how that changed my thinking about discernment, certainly as a pastor. You know, there's, at any moment, there's at least 20 things on the table of people who are dealing with death in their family, and people who are dealing with interpersonal struggles, and people who are dealing with serious illnesses, and losses of homes, and all, and you want each one of those to be important, and of course, each one of those wants you to forget the other 19, but it's, you know, you have to be called by the needs of the community, and we all have to be called by the needs of the greater community. We don't always get to hear the story of what happened to all those people who heard, who listened, who moved beyond their petty prejudices, and listened to people that formerly they'd had some tensions with, and in the listening, they become one. Now, I don't think they all walked out agreeing on everything. Agreement is not the same as support, and love, and nurture. They went out ready to be one, and that comes from support and nurture, and I think we are called in Pentecost to the evangelization that we can do with our ears, to go out and listen to the world, to hear about the God that was there long before us. You know, I'm fond of saying there's never been a missionary that brought Christ to anyone. Believe it or not, Christ got there first, and a real missionary listens until he or she can hear the God that was already there, and once they're there, then they can start to share, then evangelization happens. That's the miracle. Universal translator, we'll let the technicians take care of that, but no one will come up with a technology program that will create understanding. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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And the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them again, peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when he had said this, he breathed on them
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and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit.
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Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them.
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Whose sins you retain are retained.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Pentecost is probably the single solemnity of the church
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that really has us focus on the first reading
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rather than the Gospel.
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The first reading is the Pentecost reading.
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And we get this sort of what some theologians have
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called a little Pentecost.
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That's sort of the day after Easter.
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Our Gospel reading is actually the same reading
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we have every year on the Sunday after Easter.
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We've kind of looped back around
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to the beginning of the season.
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And they're both readings about the coming of the Spirit.
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And it's probably, given the nature of the words involved,
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it is literally the most nebulous idea we have.
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What the Spirit came, what it looked like.
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We get some pretty fanciful visions drawn.
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But more than that, and I know I speak about this a lot,
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but 2,000 years of Christian history in our eyes,
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we often can't read the text anymore
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without hearing things that aren't there,
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that we've been told are there.
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For example, I think because of the way Christianity
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developed in 2,000 years, most of us
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hear the phrase, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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And the 2,000 years of history immediately filter that,
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reread it, and say, if you don't forgive someone's sins,
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God will back you up and not forgive them as well.
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That is a huge jump from what the text says.
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You know, if you won't forgive sins,
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then they're not forgiven.
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It doesn't mean God won't forgive them,
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it means you're gonna hold those sins unforgiven.
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You guys wanna just hold things against each other, you can.
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You wanna let go of sins, they'll be released.
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And that was the big news, because people knew
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they could hold sins against one another,
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but you hear in the stories of Jesus,
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who are you to forgive, you can't forgive sins.
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The breakthrough here was, yes, you can forgive one another.
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Let things go.
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You know, what if, worst possible case scenario,
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what if we all get to heaven?
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All right.
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Now I have to get along with you.
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I mean, what would that be like?
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Do we ever think that way?
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You know, what if you could walk into heaven tomorrow
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if you're ready to embrace whoever else
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happened to get there?
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And you don't get to use the good old stock answer,
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which is, well, it's all right.
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I'm sure Uncle Samuel won't be there anyway.
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I'm sure they won't, well,
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those people won't be there anyway.
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Worst case scenario, what if everyone gets in?
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Still wanna go?
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Because in Jesus' message,
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you see the underlying issue is,
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it's when everyone gets in
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that it really becomes worthwhile.
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Very different from our belief,
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because most people, we kind of have
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the country club belief.
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But it's not going to be a little exclusive.
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What really is the point?
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That's our culture, not our faith.
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It's so hard for us to get there.
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And so we get this moment in Pentecost,
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and I always love in these miracle moments
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to try and figure out how people visualize the miracle.
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You know, with the multiplication of the bread.
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Do they picture a basket that just keeps bubbling out bread?
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Do they picture people starting to share
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what they've had with them all along,
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and it being enough?
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How do you picture the miracle?
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Here, is the miracle more something
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where the speakers were transformed,
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or the listeners?
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Because I think Pentecost is about the listeners.
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I think it's where we learn as a faith
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to evangelize with our ears, rather than our lips.
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And that's a very sort of counterintuitive idea.
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Rarely do we evangelize with our ears.
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Ready to hear the other person's story,
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encounter the God that has already been there
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in their lives, then share the gospel,
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and see what happens in that dialogue.
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We think that evangelization is,
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I show up with a Bible in one hand,
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and the catechism in the other,
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and by the time you leave me,
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you will know that a sacrament is an outward sign
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of an inward grace, and the sign is effective,
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and you know, that's not evangelization.
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If someone walks away with an identical set of ideas,
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I don't know that they've been evangelized.
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But when we open our ears and start to hear each other,
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so without, you know, totally dismissing the Comic-Con crowd
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who love to think that this was, you know,
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the first universal translator from Star Trek.
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They spoke out, and the Klingons heard what was being said.
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No, there's a line in here that kind of clues us in
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to what was really going on, and it says,
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now there were devout Jews from every nation under heaven
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staying in Jerusalem.
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Take it with a grain of salt that is written
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with the mindset of the day.
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I don't think Fiji was represented.
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So when it says every nation under heaven,
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you know, we're probably talking about a tract of land
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that might be Colorado and Wyoming.
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You know, they have a very small vision
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of what every nation is, but when it says devout Jews,
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and here's where Catholics kind of can understand this
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if you think back historically.
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It would rather be like saying in the 1930s
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that groups from Catholics from every nation gathered,
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and they said mass in Latin,
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and they all magically understood.
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It was the only mass they knew.
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Hebrew and Aramaic and Greek, and Hebrew to Aramaic,
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if you look at Hebrew and Greek, Aramaic is Spanglish.
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It was the mix between the two.
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All of these Jews of the Diaspora,
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and then the Jews in Galilee,
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you know, between about one or two languages,
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they all knew the same language,
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because as devout Jews, they studied scripture,
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which only existed in two languages, you know.
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They studied, you know, they studied or went to temples,
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or if they didn't live close enough to the temple,
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they had gatherings, they discussed religion.
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It was the language of their cult, their worship.
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And so it's not that they couldn't understand each other
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if they wanted to really lean in, listen, and work at it.
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It's that the groups didn't like each other.
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The Jews of the Diaspora, when I say the Diaspora,
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those were those who were exiled at one point,
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some under Babylonian rule, others under Assyrian rule.
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Whenever they became an occupied nation,
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they would often take the leaders and exile them,
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get them out.
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And what would happen, as ugly as it sounds,
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is those who were lucky enough to not be exiled
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would slowly sit in judgment over the ones who were,
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because they would end up in another country
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and they would mix with the locals.
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And all of a sudden, their faith might start to pick up
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some, you know, extra things that were not pure.
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You know, like when we picked up genuflecting from the Greek.
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Most of you have become comfortable with it by now.
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But back then, there was an impurity in the faith.
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So you had these people, there was a lot of animosity.
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And the gift of Pentecost is not that all of a sudden,
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they spoke the same phonetic cultural language,
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but that they were willing, perhaps,
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to use what they already had
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and begin to listen to one another.
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And in the listening comes understanding.
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Our school is starting,
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I've been talking about this for a few weeks,
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and you'll get real irritated with this by fall.
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But we're starting this program, this leadership program.
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You know, a lot of the schools now,
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you have STEM schools and schools of the arts.
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And the school here,
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we're going to use one of these leadership programs.
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And it's not, you know, when someone says,
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oh, a Catholic leadership school,
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there's two reactions to that.
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For some people, they're thinking,
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oh, good, what they're trying to do is get,
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as long as, if we had more Catholics in leadership,
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the world would be a better place.
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As soon as we control the world,
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and that's not what it's about.
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Because, you know, power over others,
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we've talked about that, that's political.
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But what Catholic leadership would look like,
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what Christian leadership should look like,
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is servant leadership.
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So, I'm starting to rewrite the leadership report.
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Colleen just got the brochures done.
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She's very happy with me changing things.
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And I said, you know, what if, instead,
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we call this a servant leadership program?
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We're a servant leadership school.
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And what I would love to focus our children on,
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because I think if they get it at a foundational level,
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they'll have a different approach to life
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than most of us do.
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And we will, we work on it as adults,
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but it's never as foundational.
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And that is, most of us grew up hearing
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a pretty common question in our preteens
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and our adolescent years, and that is,
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what do you want to be when you grow up?
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Not a bad question, and we start asking children
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pretty early and getting them to dream,
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what do you want to be when you grow up?
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But I think servant leadership asks,
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whom do you want to help when you grow up?
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Who would you like to see helped?
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Not, I want to be a doctor,
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but I really feel called to help people who are sick.
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Not, I want to be a lawyer, I feel called to help people
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who are fighting injustice.
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Who do we want to help in the world?
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Because that's the underlying question,
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and that will take the evangelization of our ears.
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We have to start to listen to the needs around us.
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We have to get beyond our parish and our church
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and our city and our nation,
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and we have to really fight these,
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around the world, these movements that are saying,
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let's shut down globalization.
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Let's start just to worry about the people close to us.
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But let's face it, probably the Germans
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aren't getting into heaven anyway,
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let's not worry about them.
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I'm only saying that because I'm going to Germany soon,
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so I thought I had to pick a country.
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I mean, it really, I think we often do that.
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I think we don't have to worry about that.
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We just take care of us and ours,
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and we're doing our job in the world,
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but it's not the Christian call.
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The Christian call is, how many people are we going to help?
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If the church is going to be great in leadership,
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it has to be great in servanthood.
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It has to be a servant leader.
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And so, that's our new question, I think,
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that we should focus on is, who do we want to help in life?
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And how does that drive our vocation?
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Every year around Pentecost,
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I'm always very mindful of Monsignor Peter Quang.
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If you don't know him, he's the pastor over at All Saints,
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and he started life, I mean, it was difficult.
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He and his siblings were orphaned
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on the streets of Vietnam, and he literally raised
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and kept his siblings together on the streets over there,
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and came over here in the bottom of a boat,
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stowed away as a young child,
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you know, has since put together a life here.
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And he has such a different upbringing from us,
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and one time we were in discussion around a table,
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it was a lead discussion, and a bunch of priests
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who were sitting around, and there were six of us
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at our table, and we were supposed to be saying,
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you know, how did you discern your vocation?
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How did you come to believe that this is what you should do?
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And we, of course, all of us,
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immediately became professional therapists.
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And we talked about the deep movements of our hearts,
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and where we felt we might find fulfillment,
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and with the Catholic priesthood, you know,
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the celibacy issue, and, you know, will you be able,
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will that be okay for you, and how will you,
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you know, are you okay with this aspect of ministry?
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And we did all this discernment talk
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as we went around the table, and Peter,
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Monsignor Quang was the last one,
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and he was listening just fascinated,
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and so we finally got to him and said,
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so Peter, what made you want to become a priest?
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And he, not being smart or anything,
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he just said, my village needed priests.
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We had spent 35 minutes talking about, you know,
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whether it would be a fulfilling thing for our heart,
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and would it fill, we just, we knew that God
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would put a joy in my heart, and what it was gonna do
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to fulfill my life, and he grew up with ears
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that said they needed a priest.
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And people can believe what they want
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about vocations and calls, but I truly believe
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if they'd had a priest and needed a doctor,
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he'd have become a doctor, and it would have
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still been his vocation, because he listened
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to the need around him, and I just remember
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how that changed my thinking about discernment,
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certainly as a pastor.
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You know, there's, at any moment, there's at least
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20 things on the table of people who are dealing
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with death in their family, and people who are dealing
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with interpersonal struggles, and people who are dealing
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with serious illnesses, and losses of homes, and all,
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and you want each one of those to be important,
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and of course, each one of those wants you
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to forget the other 19, but it's, you know,
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you have to be called by the needs of the community,
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and we all have to be called by the needs
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of the greater community.
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We don't always get to hear the story
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of what happened to all those people who heard,
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who listened, who moved beyond their petty prejudices,
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and listened to people that formerly
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they'd had some tensions with,
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and in the listening, they become one.
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Now, I don't think they all walked out
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agreeing on everything.
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Agreement is not the same as support, and love, and nurture.
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They went out ready to be one,
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and that comes from support and nurture,
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and I think we are called in Pentecost
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to the evangelization that we can do with our ears,
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to go out and listen to the world,
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to hear about the God that was there long before us.
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You know, I'm fond of saying there's never been
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a missionary that brought Christ to anyone.
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Believe it or not, Christ got there first,
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and a real missionary listens until he or she
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can hear the God that was already there,
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and once they're there, then they can start to share,
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then evangelization happens.
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That's the miracle.
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Universal translator, we'll let the technicians
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take care of that, but no one will come up
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with a technology program that will create understanding.
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That belongs to the spirit, and it's the spirit
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we celebrate today, and the spirit that will bring us
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to the fullness of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound meani Father Pat’s message centers on the profound meaning of Pentecost as a celebration not merely of tongues and dramatic signs, but of listening, understanding, and servant leadership. He challenges traditional interpretations of scripture, particularly the Gospel of John, urging the faithful to re-examine the text without the filter of centuries of theological assumptions. The core of his homily is a call to evangelize not with words alone, but with open ears and hearts, to hear the needs of others, and to respond with love and service. True Christian leadership, he emphasizes, is rooted in humility and a sincere desire to serve others, especially those often overlooked or marginalized. Pentecost, then, is not just about a miraculous event in the past, but a continuing invitation to unity, compassion, and transformation through the Spirit.
In greater detail, Father Pat begins by contrasting the traditional Gospel reading of Pentecost—which recounts the risen Jesus breathing the Holy Spirit upon the disciples on Easter evening—with the more commonly emphasized first reading from Acts. He calls this Gospel account a “little Pentecost,” showing how the Spirit is given not once, but in multiple manifestations throughout scripture. He cautions against letting 2,000 years of doctrinal development obscure the radical simplicity of Jesus’ words. When Jesus tells the disciples, “Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained,” we often interpret this as divine ratification of human judgment. But Father Pat insists the text does not say that. Rather, it points to the human power to let go or to hold on to wrongs—a power that should be used in the service of reconciliation, not exclusion.
He provocatively asks us to consider what it would mean if everyone got into heaven—those we dislike, those we judge, those we’d rather not be around. Would we still want to be there? This question exposes the exclusivity many carry in their vision of salvation, reflecting cultural elitism more than Christ’s inclusive love. He challenges the "country club" mindset that assumes heaven is for a select few and instead presents the Kingdom of God as a radically inclusive place, made meaningful precisely because everyone is welcome.
Turning to the miracle of Pentecost in Acts, Father Pat questions whether the real transformation happened in the speakers or the listeners. He proposes that the miracle was not magical translation, but a willingness to listen. The devout Jews present in Jerusalem from many regions already shared overlapping languages due to their religious practices and heritage. The real barrier was not linguistic, but relational—these groups distrusted and judged each other. The Spirit’s gift, then, was not one of speech, but of mutual understanding. Pentecost is not about divine decoding, but about a divine softening of hearts, enabling people to hear and understand one another across divisions.
He illustrates this with a humorous but insightful analogy to how Catholics in the 1930s from various nations could attend a Latin Mass and understand it—not because the Latin was their native tongue, but because it was the language of their worship. Similarly, the Jews of the Diaspora and those in Galilee shared enough linguistic and religious background to communicate if they chose to listen. The Spirit empowered that choice.
Father Pat then shifts to a broader reflection on what it means to be a people led by the Spirit. He introduces the idea of servant leadership, distinguishing it from worldly notions of power and dominance. At his school, he is rebranding a leadership program to focus not on ambition or control, but on service. He challenges the typical question posed to children—“What do you want to be when you grow up?”—and replaces it with a more spiritually grounded one: “Whom do you want to help when you grow up?” This reframing aligns vocation with compassion and attentiveness to the needs of others, echoing the core message of Pentecost.
He shares the story of Monsignor Peter Quang, whose call to the priesthood was not based on introspective discernment or personal fulfillment, but on a simple, profound response to the needs of his village: “We needed priests.” That clarity of purpose, rooted in community need, stands in contrast to the individualistic discernment processes that many undergo. Father Pat suggests that true vocation arises when we listen to the world around us and respond to its needs—not just when we follow internal stirrings.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls for a Pentecost people who evangelize with their ears, who seek first to understand, who recognize that Christ is already present in every culture and place. The role of the missionary, and by extension every Christian, is not to bring Christ as if He were absent, but to recognize and name His presence already at work in others. Unity, then, is not achieved through doctrinal conformity but through compassionate listening, mutual respect, and shared love. The Spirit, not technology, brings true understanding, and it is this Spirit we are called to receive, share, and celebrate....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1136.25, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature. Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved. Whoever does not believe will be condemned. These signs will accompany those who believe. In my name, they will drive out demons, they will speak new languages, they will pick up serpents with their hands, and if they drink any deadly thing, it will not harm them. They will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover. So then the Lord Jesus, after he spoke to them, was taken up into heaven. He took his seat at the right hand of God. But they went forth and preached everywhere while the Lord worked with them and confirmed the word through accompanying signs. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Ascension is one of the kind of, I think, sort of misunderstood holidays, feast days in the church, because I think we get so caught up in this event where Jesus has to go away so the Spirit can come, which always sounds like a little bit of a control issue that only one-third of the Trinity can be out of heaven at one time. We're not quite sure why or why that's in there, but we forget that it really does make sense, and these have been the readings all week long, that as long as Jesus is in the flesh, walking and talking with people, no one's gonna take the time to deal with the Spirit. I mean, if any one of you had an option between a half an hour of prayer or a one-on-one with Jesus to get some questions answered, I know what we'd all pick, because we think, I can pray any time, but I want some questions answered. And while Jesus is on earth, that's what he can do. That's what he can do for a small sliver of people while the rest of the world gets nothing. Or move out of that and have everyone kind of deal with the messiness of the Spirit. You know, so while all of us would definitely say that Jesus in the flesh would be a much easier user interface, it's also not set up for everyone. Only a few people. One of the things about being human is you can have really, really good friends, but no one here can be really good friends to everyone on earth. You know, there just isn't time. So we move into this more universal time that's coming next week at Pentecost, and we get this moment where Jesus is, you know, ascended. Now, this is one of those places where do not get too literal with the Scripture. You know, I mean, there's all these pictures of people standing around, and Jesus went that way. And then you kind of wonder what time of day it was and which direction in the universe he shot out at. Because back then, they believed the earth was flat and up was heaven. Now, we know that no longer works, but it's amazing how many people will still think of heaven as that way, even though science knows that I just pointed a very different direction than I did a few minutes ago because the earth has changed angles. We have more info now on some things, but we still like those old images of heaven being up and hell being down. And I like that image because, you know, there's a lot more of that, and, you know, the center of the earth has limited. You know, so it's not a bad image. But what we have to get to is that sense of what it means that Jesus is lifted up to something new because the entire Jesus event, this sort of descent down from heaven and ascent back up, descent exists for one reason, solidarity. Solidarity with those who have less and then ascension to bring them back up with you. So the ascension is the beginning of humanity's ascension. And the ascension continues to this day, and the ascension will not be finished fully until every last member of the body of Christ has ascended. We kind of not, I think we forget that this image of the body of Christ is not just literary. We believe that when one of us suffers, the body of Christ is still in the passion. And when one of us passes away, the body of Christ is still in crucifixion mode. And the body of Christ is still in the tomb. And the body of Christ is still ascending. So we get those prayers that talk about kind of in these anatomical terms where the head has gone, the body is following, is hoping to follow. So the ascension is an era we live in. It's not just a historical event. It's the era we live in. And it's something we're called to participate in. And the work of our Christianity is the same thing. Sometimes we have to go through the sacrificial downgrading for the sake of solidarity with others. That's fasting during Lent, things like that. Experiencing what it is to have less so that we can form solidarity with others. But for the purpose of this, to lift people up. And I think it's, this is why the theme actually works well for Mother's Day. What it means to sacrifice big chunks of your life to lift others up. And, you know, most mothers will tell you, at least while their children are in the room, that it's not a huge sacrifice. You know. And in a sense, giving our lives to others is never, it's not, it doesn't have to be a miserable, painful sacrifice. But of course it's a sacrifice. People always say to me, you know, the assumption is always that, oh, you know, do you just love being a priest? And I'm like, what day is it and what time? Does anyone love their work when the alarm goes off in the morning? You know. So there are times that to commit to something regularly is going to have a little bit of an emotional sacrifice to it. Because, you know, including the I do's made at marriage, those, if you think those I do's are going to set your emotional clock for the next 50 years, talk to me in five. You cannot, no one, you know, that's why we always have to be careful when people say, you know, they're coming together to make vows. And they're thinking, well, I'm going to, you know, I'm making this promise to love a person. And they're thinking, I'm making a promise to have a certain emotion for the rest of my life. No one can promise what their emotions will be in five minutes, much less in 10 years. It's not a commitment of emotion. It's a commitment beyond emotion. And I would actually argue that in most situations, people do not have a chance to fall in love until they get beyond the kind of crazy romance stage. Because, you know, being in love is all about how you treat someone when you don't feel it. On a bad day, you're not feeling well. How you treat people on your worst day is usually a measure of love. Everything else is just, you know, it's icing on the cake, and it's fun, and, you know, the romance and all, that's all perks. But how we treat one another when we're not feeling it. It's probably kind of the most, not discouraging, but I kind of sigh at the foibles of humanity when I hear, one of the most constant things you'll hear in a confession when someone is talking about something they've done that they did bad, but they're like, but, you know, I was really angry. Yeah, you know, that may mitigate things legally. It wouldn't mitigate sin. You know, the rage defense. You know, I struck out and I hit someone. Well, no one thinks you had eight hours of sleep, woke up in a good mood, and just decided to smack someone. Of course you were in a bad mood. You know, self-control is about how we behave when we're not feeling well. Usually, when we're feeling great, we behave pretty well. It's when the energy's here. You know, I always think that the motherhood we honor, like Mother's Day cards, you know, flowers, or something that looks like Christmas, you know, the mother with the quiet baby, that's not motherhood. You know, motherhood is 10 o'clock at night and they will not stop talking. That's motherhood. Those are the times that you have to go, okay, I have to take a deep breath and be who I am, regardless of who they're being. You know, it takes parents very, very little time to realize that children are not born with reason. So they are not reason-able. You know, so all of a sudden you're like, okay, I have to flow with this. I always think, you know, it's always interesting to watch the reactions when we have children making noise in church. You get about three big reactions. One is, what is wrong with those parents? That's the reaction that led entire generations to leave church. Because, you know, that was when we threw out the welcome mat that said, we want your children here, we just want them to really be 40-year-olds in children's bodies. We want them to behave like adults, but we want them here. Could you imagine doing that to anyone else? We want minorities here, we want them to behave white. That's what you're saying when you say, we want children here, but we want them to behave like adults. And then you get the other reaction, which is people will say after church, I've never seen a parish that has so many children. And I actually, I take the compliment, I don't want them to know that we have the same number, they're just louder. I think we're a very young parish. I always have the third reaction, which is, celibacy's not so bad. That's a less common reaction. I'm going to sleep at 10 tonight, how about you? But we have this sense of what that means that people, you know, they do that and they want to lift their children up. I probably say this every year at Ascension, but I think we do not really grasp yet that where he could have, the choice is, God has no power over anyone. That's what the Jesus was, was. He came to say, I don't want power over people, I want power under them. I want power that lifts. Power over anyone is power that keeps down. All you have to do is do the physics. Power from above pushes people down. Power under lifts people up. And when we are, you know, out in the world trying to be Christian, we are to exercise power under others. Power that lifts people up. It can be exhausting. It does take good boundaries. Pastors know that. You know, I get all sorts of requests and, you know, I'm looking at, you know, as it's getting closer that Father Peter's leaving and I will be the only priest here. And there's, you know, we're getting up towards 3,000 families. And there are people who will be like, this is what I want done and I want Father Pat to do it. And I have to say, oh, you know. You know, there are people who would say, I know it's not what you usually do, but you're the only one I trust for this heart surgery. And I have to say, oh, no. I don't care how much you trust me. I'm not picking up a scalpel. You know, it happens more often with like, I want marriage counseling. Well, you know, it's not my training. Yeah, but we trust you more. You know, either I'm going to say, no, we have to have boundaries, or I'm going to throw in advice on child rearing. You know, you have to tell people that, no, no, here's who does that. But the willingness to give of ourselves has to be there, you know. And not to a point where someone says, this is what I want and I'm entitled to it, because we don't want to nurture that in others. I've probably told the story that, you know, when I was, oh gosh, first ordained, I was maybe a priest a year, that a woman had come into my office and she wanted me to follow her husband around to see if he was being faithful. Now, I was new, but I was pretty sure that was not in my job description. And I said to her, oh, you know, we can't do that. That really is not what we do. We got married in the church. It is your job to help defend this marriage. And I kept trying to explain, and she just got more irate and more irate. And this little voice in the back of my head kept saying, I wouldn't say it, but I just wanted to go, look, let's cut to the chase. I've known you for 10 minutes. He's not being faithful. But... That... That would be an unpastoral response. You know, sometimes, and I think sometimes we will go to that place of sniping at one another because we're so uncomfortable going, I don't do that, and holding our own. A friend of mine said it was a very freeing thing the first time he learned to say to his friends, I'm sorry, I've got plans tonight. Instead of, he said, you know, I was like 40 years old, and I would still, I'm lying. I'm saying to people, you know, I've got this thing with my family. Rather than, I've got plans tonight. And it might be plans just to be alone. I've just got plans. And someone wants to go out, you can say, I've got plans, and you don't need to give them more explanation than that. But you have to be confident enough to state the truth. To say, oh no, I've got plans tonight. And not feel like you owe them more. The minute you keep feeling like you owe them more, then it's just waiting for you to boil over and something snarky comes out. The way we raise one another up is to help when we can, and know the boundaries when we can't. But to know that our goal is to lift others up, and most of that, it doesn't take sacrifice so much as charity. And the difference is, you know, that's just when someone comes to you and says, oh, I just made this mistake. It really doesn't take more energy to give a gracious response. It doesn't take more energy not to kick people when they're down. It doesn't really take more energy. It just takes a better sense of who we're called to be. And so, you know, on this Mother's Day, when we have the example of mothers around us, we recommit to the ascension, to knowing that we are here to exercise God's power under others. We're not here to use our faith to knock people down and tell you who's wrong, and that person's going to hell, and power over, power over, we have the power. No, we're here to be power under. And I think we should start actively looking in our lives, in our families, in our groups of friends, in the people we encounter, who can we lift up, how? What are the simple ways that someone leaves our immediate orbit feeling better about themselves rather than worse? It was interesting, someone was very, they actually called, I always think it's funny when someone will call a school they've never met anyone at because they don't like what's on the sign. Not that we live in an entitled culture, but I don't like your sign, change it. Because we had put out there, because it's one of those things people say to keep people trying hard and in line more than just to give a compliment. And what I had said from the pulpit is, you know, even with kids sometimes, that's not bad. That's not bad is the most ungenerous version of that's good. You know, well that's not bad. It's kind of like, what are you afraid of giving away there? A little too much of the heart? A little too much of the compliment? I want them to know that I don't think it's bad, but I don't want them walking off feeling good about themselves. Why not go the more generous response? That doesn't even take any more energy. Just a readjustment of what we're hoping to do. And sometimes it's, oh, I'm always trying to challenge people. I'm always trying to make them better. Do you ever recognize how good they are? And I think we are called to lift people up. You know, we don't always have to be, I'm going to make sure that they get this under control. Second, lift them up. Lift them up. I am certain that no one gets to the gates of heaven and hears the words, I'm sorry you weren't hard enough on people. Because if the hard enough group are actually the ones behind the gate, I will tell you, run for hell as fast as you can. We know it doesn't make sense. We know the people, we expect that unconditional love in heaven. Are we willing to be that? To lift one another up. Not just to look at the ascension as a beautifully historical moment that, you know, is deserving of stained glass somewhere. But to be part of it. To continue to lift people up to heaven. To exercise power under. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature.
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Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved.
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Whoever does not believe will be condemned.
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These signs will accompany those who believe.
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In my name, they will drive out demons,
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they will speak new languages,
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they will pick up serpents with their hands,
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and if they drink any deadly thing, it will not harm them.
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They will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.
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So then the Lord Jesus, after he spoke to them,
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was taken up into heaven.
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He took his seat at the right hand of God.
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But they went forth and preached everywhere
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while the Lord worked with them
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and confirmed the word through accompanying signs.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Ascension is one of the kind of, I think,
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sort of misunderstood holidays, feast days in the church,
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because I think we get so caught up in this event
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where Jesus has to go away so the Spirit can come,
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which always sounds like a little bit of a control issue
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that only one-third of the Trinity
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can be out of heaven at one time.
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We're not quite sure why or why that's in there,
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but we forget that it really does make sense,
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and these have been the readings all week long,
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that as long as Jesus is in the flesh,
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walking and talking with people,
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no one's gonna take the time to deal with the Spirit.
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I mean, if any one of you had an option
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between a half an hour of prayer
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or a one-on-one with Jesus to get some questions answered,
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I know what we'd all pick,
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because we think, I can pray any time,
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but I want some questions answered.
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And while Jesus is on earth, that's what he can do.
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That's what he can do for a small sliver of people
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while the rest of the world gets nothing.
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Or move out of that
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and have everyone kind of deal with the messiness of the Spirit.
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You know, so while all of us would definitely say
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that Jesus in the flesh would be a much easier user interface,
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it's also not set up for everyone.
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Only a few people.
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One of the things about being human
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is you can have really, really good friends,
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but no one here can be really good friends
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to everyone on earth.
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You know, there just isn't time.
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So we move into this more universal time
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that's coming next week at Pentecost,
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and we get this moment where Jesus is, you know, ascended.
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Now, this is one of those places
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where do not get too literal with the Scripture.
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You know, I mean, there's all these pictures
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of people standing around, and Jesus went that way.
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And then you kind of wonder what time of day it was
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and which direction in the universe he shot out at.
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Because back then, they believed the earth was flat
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and up was heaven.
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Now, we know that no longer works,
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but it's amazing how many people
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will still think of heaven as that way,
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even though science knows that I just pointed
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a very different direction than I did a few minutes ago
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because the earth has changed angles.
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We have more info now on some things,
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but we still like those old images
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of heaven being up and hell being down.
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And I like that image because, you know,
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there's a lot more of that,
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and, you know, the center of the earth has limited.
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You know, so it's not a bad image.
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But what we have to get to is that sense
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of what it means that Jesus is lifted up to something new
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because the entire Jesus event,
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this sort of descent down from heaven
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and ascent back up,
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descent exists for one reason, solidarity.
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Solidarity with those who have less
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and then ascension to bring them back up with you.
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So the ascension is the beginning
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of humanity's ascension.
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And the ascension continues to this day,
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and the ascension will not be finished fully
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until every last member of the body of Christ has ascended.
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We kind of not, I think we forget
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that this image of the body of Christ
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is not just literary.
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We believe that when one of us suffers,
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the body of Christ is still in the passion.
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And when one of us passes away,
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the body of Christ is still in crucifixion mode.
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And the body of Christ is still in the tomb.
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And the body of Christ is still ascending.
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So we get those prayers that talk about
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kind of in these anatomical terms
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where the head has gone,
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the body is following, is hoping to follow.
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So the ascension is an era we live in.
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It's not just a historical event.
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It's the era we live in.
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And it's something we're called to participate in.
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And the work of our Christianity is the same thing.
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Sometimes we have to go through the sacrificial downgrading
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for the sake of solidarity with others.
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That's fasting during Lent, things like that.
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Experiencing what it is to have less
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so that we can form solidarity with others.
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But for the purpose of this, to lift people up.
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And I think it's, this is why
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the theme actually works well for Mother's Day.
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What it means to sacrifice big chunks of your life
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to lift others up.
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And, you know, most mothers will tell you,
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at least while their children are in the room,
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that it's not a huge sacrifice.
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You know.
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And in a sense, giving our lives to others is never,
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it's not, it doesn't have to be a miserable, painful sacrifice.
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But of course it's a sacrifice.
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People always say to me, you know,
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the assumption is always that,
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oh, you know, do you just love being a priest?
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And I'm like, what day is it and what time?
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Does anyone love their work
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when the alarm goes off in the morning?
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You know.
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So there are times that to commit to something regularly
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is going to have a little bit of an emotional sacrifice to it.
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Because, you know, including the I do's made at marriage,
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those, if you think those I do's are going to set
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your emotional clock for the next 50 years,
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talk to me in five.
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You cannot, no one, you know,
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that's why we always have to be careful when people say,
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you know, they're coming together to make vows.
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And they're thinking, well, I'm going to, you know,
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I'm making this promise to love a person.
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And they're thinking, I'm making a promise
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to have a certain emotion for the rest of my life.
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No one can promise what their emotions will be in five minutes,
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much less in 10 years.
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It's not a commitment of emotion.
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It's a commitment beyond emotion.
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And I would actually argue that in most situations,
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people do not have a chance to fall in love
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until they get beyond the kind of crazy romance stage.
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Because, you know, being in love is all about
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how you treat someone when you don't feel it.
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On a bad day, you're not feeling well.
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How you treat people on your worst day
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is usually a measure of love.
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Everything else is just, you know,
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it's icing on the cake, and it's fun,
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and, you know, the romance and all, that's all perks.
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But how we treat one another when we're not feeling it.
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It's probably kind of the most,
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not discouraging, but I kind of sigh
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at the foibles of humanity when I hear,
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one of the most constant things you'll hear in a confession
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when someone is talking about something they've done
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that they did bad, but they're like,
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but, you know, I was really angry.
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Yeah, you know, that may mitigate things legally.
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It wouldn't mitigate sin.
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You know, the rage defense.
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You know, I struck out and I hit someone.
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Well, no one thinks you had eight hours of sleep,
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woke up in a good mood, and just decided to smack someone.
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Of course you were in a bad mood.
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You know, self-control is about how we behave
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when we're not feeling well.
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Usually, when we're feeling great,
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we behave pretty well.
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It's when the energy's here.
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You know, I always think that the motherhood we honor,
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like Mother's Day cards, you know, flowers,
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or something that looks like Christmas, you know,
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the mother with the quiet baby,
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that's not motherhood.
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You know, motherhood is 10 o'clock at night
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and they will not stop talking.
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That's motherhood.
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Those are the times that you have to go,
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okay, I have to take a deep breath and be who I am,
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regardless of who they're being.
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You know, it takes parents very, very little time
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to realize that children are not born with reason.
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So they are not reason-able.
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You know, so all of a sudden you're like,
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okay, I have to flow with this.
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I always think, you know, it's always interesting
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to watch the reactions when we have children
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making noise in church.
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You get about three big reactions.
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One is, what is wrong with those parents?
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That's the reaction that led entire generations
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to leave church.
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Because, you know, that was when we threw out
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the welcome mat that said, we want your children here,
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we just want them to really be 40-year-olds
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in children's bodies.
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We want them to behave like adults,
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but we want them here.
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Could you imagine doing that to anyone else?
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We want minorities here, we want them to behave white.
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That's what you're saying when you say,
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we want children here, but we want them to behave
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like adults.
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And then you get the other reaction,
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which is people will say after church,
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I've never seen a parish that has so many children.
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And I actually, I take the compliment,
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I don't want them to know that we have the same number,
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they're just louder.
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I think we're a very young parish.
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I always have the third reaction, which is,
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celibacy's not so bad.
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That's a less common reaction.
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I'm going to sleep at 10 tonight, how about you?
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But we have this sense of what that means that people,
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you know, they do that and they want
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to lift their children up.
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I probably say this every year at Ascension,
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but I think we do not really grasp yet
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that where he could have, the choice is,
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God has no power over anyone.
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That's what the Jesus was, was.
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He came to say, I don't want power over people,
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I want power under them.
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I want power that lifts.
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Power over anyone is power that keeps down.
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All you have to do is do the physics.
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Power from above pushes people down.
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Power under lifts people up.
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And when we are, you know, out in the world
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trying to be Christian, we are to exercise
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power under others.
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Power that lifts people up.
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It can be exhausting.
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It does take good boundaries.
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Pastors know that.
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You know, I get all sorts of requests
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and, you know, I'm looking at, you know,
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as it's getting closer that Father Peter's leaving
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and I will be the only priest here.
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And there's, you know, we're getting up towards
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3,000 families.
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And there are people who will be like,
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this is what I want done and I want Father Pat to do it.
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And I have to say, oh, you know.
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You know, there are people who would say,
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I know it's not what you usually do,
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but you're the only one I trust for this heart surgery.
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And I have to say, oh, no.
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I don't care how much you trust me.
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I'm not picking up a scalpel.
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You know, it happens more often with like,
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I want marriage counseling.
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Well, you know, it's not my training.
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Yeah, but we trust you more.
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You know, either I'm going to say,
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no, we have to have boundaries,
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or I'm going to throw in advice on child rearing.
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You know, you have to tell people that,
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no, no, here's who does that.
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But the willingness to give of ourselves
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has to be there, you know.
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And not to a point where someone says,
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this is what I want and I'm entitled to it,
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because we don't want to nurture that in others.
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I've probably told the story that, you know,
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when I was, oh gosh, first ordained,
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I was maybe a priest a year,
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that a woman had come into my office
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and she wanted me to follow her husband around
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to see if he was being faithful.
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Now, I was new,
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but I was pretty sure that was not in my job description.
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And I said to her, oh, you know, we can't do that.
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That really is not what we do.
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We got married in the church.
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It is your job to help defend this marriage.
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And I kept trying to explain,
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and she just got more irate and more irate.
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And this little voice in the back of my head
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kept saying, I wouldn't say it,
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but I just wanted to go, look, let's cut to the chase.
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I've known you for 10 minutes.
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He's not being faithful.
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But...
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That...
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That would be an unpastoral response.
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You know, sometimes, and I think sometimes
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we will go to that place of sniping at one another
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because we're so uncomfortable going,
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I don't do that, and holding our own.
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A friend of mine said it was a very freeing thing
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the first time he learned to say to his friends,
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I'm sorry, I've got plans tonight.
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Instead of, he said, you know, I was like 40 years old,
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and I would still, I'm lying.
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I'm saying to people, you know,
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I've got this thing with my family.
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Rather than, I've got plans tonight.
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And it might be plans just to be alone.
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I've just got plans.
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And someone wants to go out, you can say,
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I've got plans, and you don't need to give them
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more explanation than that.
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But you have to be confident enough to state the truth.
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To say, oh no, I've got plans tonight.
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And not feel like you owe them more.
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The minute you keep feeling like you owe them more,
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then it's just waiting for you to boil over
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and something snarky comes out.
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The way we raise one another up is to help when we can,
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and know the boundaries when we can't.
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But to know that our goal is to lift others up,
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and most of that, it doesn't take sacrifice
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so much as charity.
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And the difference is, you know,
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that's just when someone comes to you and says,
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oh, I just made this mistake.
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It really doesn't take more energy
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to give a gracious response.
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It doesn't take more energy
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not to kick people when they're down.
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It doesn't really take more energy.
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It just takes a better sense of who we're called to be.
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And so, you know, on this Mother's Day,
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when we have the example of mothers around us,
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we recommit to the ascension,
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to knowing that we are here to exercise
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God's power under others.
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We're not here to use our faith to knock people down
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and tell you who's wrong,
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and that person's going to hell,
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and power over, power over, we have the power.
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No, we're here to be power under.
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And I think we should start actively looking
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in our lives, in our families, in our groups of friends,
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in the people we encounter,
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who can we lift up, how?
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What are the simple ways
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that someone leaves our immediate orbit
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feeling better about themselves rather than worse?
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It was interesting, someone was very,
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they actually called,
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I always think it's funny when someone will call
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a school they've never met anyone at
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because they don't like what's on the sign.
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Not that we live in an entitled culture,
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but I don't like your sign, change it.
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Because we had put out there,
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because it's one of those things people say
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to keep people trying hard and in line
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more than just to give a compliment.
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And what I had said from the pulpit is,
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you know, even with kids sometimes,
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that's not bad.
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That's not bad is the most ungenerous version of
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that's good.
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You know, well that's not bad.
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It's kind of like,
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what are you afraid of giving away there?
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A little too much of the heart?
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A little too much of the compliment?
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I want them to know that I don't think it's bad,
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but I don't want them walking off
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feeling good about themselves.
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Why not go the more generous response?
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That doesn't even take any more energy.
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Just a readjustment of what we're hoping to do.
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And sometimes it's,
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oh, I'm always trying to challenge people.
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I'm always trying to make them better.
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Do you ever recognize how good they are?
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And I think we are called to lift people up.
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You know, we don't always have to be,
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I'm going to make sure that they get this under control.
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Second, lift them up.
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Lift them up.
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I am certain that no one gets to the gates of heaven
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and hears the words,
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I'm sorry you weren't hard enough on people.
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Because if the hard enough group
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are actually the ones behind the gate,
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I will tell you,
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run for hell as fast as you can.
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We know it doesn't make sense.
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We know the people,
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we expect that unconditional love in heaven.
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Are we willing to be that?
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To lift one another up.
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Not just to look at the ascension
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as a beautifully historical moment
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that, you know, is deserving of stained glass somewhere.
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But to be part of it.
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To continue to lift people up to heaven.
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To exercise power under.
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And that's how we open the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message on the Feast of the Ascen Father Pat's message on the Feast of the Ascension centers on the idea that the Ascension of Jesus is not merely a historical event, but an ongoing spiritual reality calling each of us to a life of solidarity, service, and sacrificial love. He emphasizes that the power Jesus exercises is not "power over" others, which dominates and controls, but "power under," which lifts others up in humility and compassion. The Ascension marks the beginning of a new era in which believers are called to continue Christ’s mission—not through physical proximity to Jesus, but through the indwelling and empowering of the Holy Spirit. This message ties beautifully into the theme of Mother’s Day, as the self-giving, often unseen sacrifices of mothers embody the same kind of lifting love that the Ascension invites all Christians to participate in. Father Pat challenges us to embrace our role in the ongoing Ascension by becoming people who elevate others in daily life through generosity, gentleness, and grace.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by addressing a common theological misunderstanding about the Ascension—that it is simply Jesus leaving so that the Holy Spirit can arrive, as though the Trinity can only be present one person at a time. He gently challenges this idea, noting that the deeper significance lies in Jesus' transition from a localized, physical presence to a universal, spiritual one. While Jesus was in the flesh, he could only be with a few people at a time; now, through the Spirit, he is present to all. This transition forces believers to move from a faith based on physical proximity to one grounded in deeper spiritual engagement. It’s an invitation to mature faith—faith that listens to the Spirit rather than relying on a physical Jesus to answer every question.
Father Pat also reflects on the importance of not taking the Ascension too literally. He critiques the literalist imagery of Jesus floating up into the sky, reminding us that ancient cosmology viewed heaven as “up” and hell as “down,” but such images are not scientifically or theologically precise. What matters is not the direction Jesus went but the meaning behind it. The Ascension is a lifting—an elevation of humanity through Christ. He sees Jesus’ movement upward not as a departure, but as the beginning of a universal rising. Jesus descends in solidarity with the lowly and ascends not alone, but to bring humanity with him. Thus, the Ascension is not finished; it continues as long as there are still people who need to be lifted.
This leads to the central metaphor of the homily: power under versus power over. Jesus does not come to dominate, control, or judge from above. Instead, he takes on the position of a servant, lifting others up. This is the model for Christian life. We are not called to use our faith as a tool of superiority or condemnation, but to practice humility, charity, and support. In a culture that often celebrates power over others—whether in politics, relationships, or religion—Father Pat offers a counter-vision of Christian discipleship rooted in self-giving love.
He ties this message poignantly to the celebration of Mother’s Day. Mothers, in his view, embody this “power under” through their daily sacrifices, emotional labor, and unwavering support of their children, often in moments of exhaustion or frustration. He humorously and tenderly describes the real face of motherhood as 10 p.m. conversations when children won’t stop talking—not the serene, silent images found on greeting cards. True maternal love is found in those moments of choosing patience and presence when it would be easier to withdraw. It’s an illustration of what it means to lift another person up, even when it costs you something.
Father Pat also explores how love, commitment, and sacrifice are misunderstood in broader relationships. He challenges the romantic ideal that love is primarily an emotion, arguing instead that love is best demonstrated in how we treat others when we don’t feel loving. A real measure of love is how we act on bad days, when we are tired or annoyed. This insight extends to all forms of vocation—marriage, parenting, priesthood—where the true test of commitment lies not in how we feel but in how we act. He uses the analogy of the “I do’s” in marriage as commitments that go beyond emotion, making clear that love is sustained not by perpetual romance but by daily choices to be faithful, kind, and supportive.
He also discusses the importance of boundaries in ministry and life. As a pastor, he acknowledges the demands placed on him by a growing congregation and emphasizes the need to know when to say no. He shares humorous and poignant stories, such as being asked to follow a parishioner’s husband to spy on him, or being told, “You’re the only one I trust,” for tasks well outside his training. These anecdotes highlight the need for healthy limits, not as a lack of generosity, but as a way to prevent burnout and maintain integrity. Even in setting boundaries, we can lift others up by being honest and grounded.
Near the end of the homily, Father Pat critiques the culture of minimal affirmation, such as calling something “not bad” instead of “good.” He exhorts the congregation to be more generous and encouraging in their responses to others, noting that it costs nothing to say something kind, but it can make a significant difference in someone’s life. We must resist the tendency to hold back praise out of fear or pride and instead seek to be people who lift others with our words and actions.
Finally, he returns to the theology of the Ascension as an ongoing reality. We are not simply commemorating a past event; we are living in the time of Ascension. Jesus has gone before us, and we are called to follow—not just individually, but as a community, as the body of Christ. When one member suffers, the body suffers; when one ascends, the body rises. Our task is to help one another ascend. This is the Christian life: to lift others up through sacrificial love, gracious responses, and humble service.
In all, Father Pat's message is a call to spiritual maturity, grounded in the mystery of the Ascension. It is a theological reflection, a pastoral exhortation, and a deeply practical guide to living out our faith. We are invited to stop looking up for Jesus and start looking around for opportunities to lift others. In doing so, we participate in the ongoing work of Christ, building the kingdom of God not through domination, but through compassion....
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Spiritual Cleansing
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But when you pray, go to your inner room, close the door, and pray to your Father in secret, and your Father who sees in secret will repay you. When you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites. They neglect their appearance so that they may appear to others to be fasting. Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face so that you may not appear to be fasting except to your Heavenly Father who is hidden, and your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. This gospel of the writer Matthew, there's clearly some huge conflict going on in their community. And these are most likely the words of the gospel writer rather than the words of Jesus. There's nothing going on in Jesus' group of followers that would constitute this much of what's really an over-the-top teaching. And of course, in the church, we're pretty shameless about it. You know, we get up every year and we read, you know, when you fast, wash your face so that no one knows you're fasting, and then we're gonna splash ashes right into the middle of that forehead so that everyone will know you're Catholic and fasting. And rather, I mean, I think it's good we don't sweep it under the table. We keep that reading and we put it right there, which can show you, in a sense, it's an organic progression that we arrived at that hypocrisy. It really wasn't when they started the ash tradition way back before Reformation or anything. And people would do it in towns where everyone was Catholic and no one was, you know, look at me, I'm Catholic. Of course not, because everyone was Catholic. And it was more, people looked at each other and remembered it was Lent. And all day long, it was there as a remembrance. And I mean, everyone thinks, well, like, really, you know, like you can't remember. And yet, most of us, you know, if you go to Mass in the morning, by 10 a.m., you can forget. Life gets busy. You know, today, you know, we get this reading in the second reading that just also feels very out of touch with where we are. You know, behold, now is the day of salvation. You know, I was, last night on the news, I saw the story of a man here in the neighborhood who shot his father and spent the afternoon, it turned out, a brother and son in that family is one of our parishioners, dealing now with the loss of his brother and his father. And dealing with, you can imagine the emotions. You know, your brother has snapped and so. And so I spent quite a while this afternoon, you know, talking with our parishioner and with some friends that came over to the rectory and we're talking about it and I finally get done and I go in and turn on the news and there's the school shooting. You know, the 18th, some are saying 17th, 18th school shooting of this year. Since, you know, since January 1st. And I watched this as a couple people kind of argued on air whether it was the 17th or 18th, as just one of those would be significantly less horrifying. 17th or 18th. And so when I hear this, today is the day of salvation, I'm thinking, no, not today, we're not there. We are not at the day of salvation. And I keep thinking, what would Lent be like if not just as a church, but as a larger community, as a culture, if we fasted from indifference? If we fasted from our indifference because most of us think if we watch it on TV and have an emotional reaction that we're not indifferent. But if our emotional reaction doesn't play out in an activity that helps to change the world, we are indifferent. We may be emotionally pulled, but we are still indifferent. And so I think what's happened as a culture, we've allowed ourselves to think that the experience of momentary horror watching television means we're not indifferent. But we are. I always think the heroes of the culture right now are those who are saying, you know what, I'm tired of complaining, I'm running for office. Those are the heroes nowadays. And they may make it, they may not. They may be good for us, they may be even worse. But they're motivated to say, you know what, I'm gonna put some skin in the game. That's what this transformation is supposed to be every year at Lent. That's why I said, you know, this is a little over the top. Matthew's gospel comes off as, you know, listen, if you're going to have a relationship with God, keep it under wraps, don't let anyone know. You know, if everything you do that's good, don't tell everyone. Well, what he's saying is don't run around trying to get credit for everything. But if you're taking a risk by letting people know, you know, who you are, what you think, what you feel, what needs to be changed, if that involves risk, do it loudly. That you do loudly. It's when, because what he's saying is it's when people were doing all the things that they could take credit for a little too loudly in the community, it was getting a little obnoxious, you know. Most people don't walk around beyond the age of maybe five trying to tell, say, did you see how great I was today? Most people grow out of that. We had, and it's almost sad in some ways. About three years ago, four years ago, maybe it was one of the choir picnics at my house in the summer. And you know, that sounds like a quaint little thing. It's a madhouse, there's, you know, look at the number. So they come and I know you wouldn't think this of choir people, but some of them are married and have spouses, so it's a big gathering. And in the kitchen was one of the kids of one of the choir members. She was five at the time. And she was kind of just dancing around. And Kathy McGovern looked at her and said, you're a wonderful dancer. And without thinking, she said, yes, I'm great at everything. And there was a part of me that wanted to think, wouldn't it be great if you could hang on to that? But not that we'd run around saying it, but that we really had enough confidence in ourselves to give up indifference and go into the world convinced we could make a difference. You know, either we're making a difference or we're indifferent. It has nothing to do with how we feel. And so I think, what a Lenten practice that would be. It's much easier to, well, I'm gonna give up chocolate, I'm gonna give up meat, you know. I look back at some of the really dumb things I've given up over the years, almost all of which lasted six weeks. I really am trying to think what I would have given up that would have really, that I never went back to, you know. I gave up guilt one year. I almost left the church the next year. Turned out that was all that was holding me in. But I grew out of it, I grew out of it, you know. But to give up indifference and to make the six weeks of Lent training for who we need to be the rest of our lives, to look around and say, you know, it's time. It's time that if I'm not putting skin in the game and making a difference, that I know that's probably my greatest sin, is just sort of indifference. An ineffective horror that I'm willing to feel once in a while before I get back to the Olympics or prime time or something that's more pleasant to watch. You know, I actually had someone tweet today that, you know, and I understood what they were saying. They keep showing this scene over and over, breaking news, and they keep showing the same scene for two hours. But what I was fascinated with was whether it was, this is graphic and this shouldn't be happening, or whether, you know, I was willing to miss 15 minutes of television for this. But just because it's a national tragedy doesn't mean it should interrupt my entire programming for the afternoon. You know, that's scandalous indifference. But all of us are guilty at some level. Unless we can look and see what we're doing to make a difference in the world. And so I think as we start Lent, to say, you know, boy, you know, for a country that has as much as we do, we sure are comfortable with poverty. You know, we sure are comfortable with violence. We are comfortable with racism. We are comfortable with sexism. And we can say to ourselves, oh, well, I don't participate, you know. I remember people used to say, oh, you know, I have Jewish friends. Now they're comfortable having racist friends. And I think we have to get beyond that. I think we have to decide, we're gonna make the difference. Because otherwise, Lent means very little. You know, it just means you're gonna lose a few pounds or get up a little earlier, or it's gonna be a nice, you know, what a nice little spiritual experience. And the kingdom of God is still different. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, take care
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not to perform righteous deeds in order
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that people may see them, otherwise
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you will have no recompense from your Heavenly Father.
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When you give alms, do not blow a trumpet before you
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as the hypocrites do in the synagogues
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and in the streets to win the praise of others.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you give alms, do not let your left hand
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know what your right hand is doing,
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that your almsgiving may be secret,
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and your Father who sees in secret may repay you.
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When you pray, do not be like the hypocrites
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who love to stand and pray in the synagogues
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and on street corners so that others may see them.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you pray, go to your inner room, close the door,
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and pray to your Father in secret,
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and your Father who sees in secret will repay you.
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When you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites.
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They neglect their appearance so that they may appear
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to others to be fasting.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face
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so that you may not appear to be fasting
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except to your Heavenly Father who is hidden,
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and your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This gospel of the writer Matthew,
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there's clearly some huge conflict
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going on in their community.
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And these are most likely the words of the gospel writer
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rather than the words of Jesus.
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There's nothing going on in Jesus' group of followers
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that would constitute this much of what's really
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an over-the-top teaching.
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And of course, in the church,
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we're pretty shameless about it.
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You know, we get up every year and we read,
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you know, when you fast, wash your face
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so that no one knows you're fasting,
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and then we're gonna splash ashes right into the middle
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of that forehead so that everyone will know
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you're Catholic and fasting.
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And rather, I mean, I think it's good
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we don't sweep it under the table.
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We keep that reading and we put it right there,
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which can show you, in a sense,
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it's an organic progression that we arrived
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at that hypocrisy.
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It really wasn't when they started the ash tradition
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way back before Reformation or anything.
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And people would do it in towns where everyone was Catholic
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and no one was, you know, look at me, I'm Catholic.
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Of course not, because everyone was Catholic.
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And it was more, people looked at each other
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and remembered it was Lent.
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And all day long, it was there as a remembrance.
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And I mean, everyone thinks, well, like, really,
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you know, like you can't remember.
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And yet, most of us, you know,
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if you go to Mass in the morning,
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by 10 a.m., you can forget.
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Life gets busy.
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You know, today, you know, we get this reading
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in the second reading that just also feels
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very out of touch with where we are.
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You know, behold, now is the day of salvation.
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You know, I was, last night on the news,
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I saw the story of a man here in the neighborhood
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who shot his father and spent the afternoon,
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it turned out, a brother and son in that family
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is one of our parishioners,
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dealing now with the loss of his brother and his father.
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And dealing with, you can imagine the emotions.
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You know, your brother has snapped and so.
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And so I spent quite a while this afternoon,
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you know, talking with our parishioner
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and with some friends that came over to the rectory
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and we're talking about it and I finally get done
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and I go in and turn on the news
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and there's the school shooting.
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You know, the 18th, some are saying 17th,
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18th school shooting of this year.
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Since, you know, since January 1st.
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And I watched this as a couple people
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kind of argued on air whether it was the 17th or 18th,
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as just one of those would be significantly less horrifying.
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17th or 18th.
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And so when I hear this, today is the day of salvation,
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I'm thinking, no, not today, we're not there.
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We are not at the day of salvation.
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And I keep thinking, what would Lent be like
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if not just as a church, but as a larger community,
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as a culture, if we fasted from indifference?
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If we fasted from our indifference
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because most of us think if we watch it on TV
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and have an emotional reaction that we're not indifferent.
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But if our emotional reaction doesn't play out
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in an activity that helps to change the world,
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we are indifferent.
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We may be emotionally pulled, but we are still indifferent.
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And so I think what's happened as a culture,
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we've allowed ourselves to think
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that the experience of momentary horror
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watching television means we're not indifferent.
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But we are.
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I always think the heroes of the culture right now
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are those who are saying, you know what,
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I'm tired of complaining, I'm running for office.
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Those are the heroes nowadays.
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And they may make it, they may not.
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They may be good for us, they may be even worse.
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But they're motivated to say, you know what,
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I'm gonna put some skin in the game.
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That's what this transformation is supposed to be
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every year at Lent.
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That's why I said, you know, this is a little over the top.
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Matthew's gospel comes off as, you know,
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listen, if you're going to have a relationship with God,
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keep it under wraps, don't let anyone know.
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You know, if everything you do that's good,
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don't tell everyone.
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Well, what he's saying is don't run around
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trying to get credit for everything.
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But if you're taking a risk by letting people know,
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you know, who you are, what you think,
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what you feel, what needs to be changed,
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if that involves risk, do it loudly.
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That you do loudly.
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It's when, because what he's saying is
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it's when people were doing all the things
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that they could take credit for
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a little too loudly in the community,
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it was getting a little obnoxious, you know.
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Most people don't walk around beyond the age of maybe five
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trying to tell, say, did you see how great I was today?
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Most people grow out of that.
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We had, and it's almost sad in some ways.
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About three years ago, four years ago,
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maybe it was one of the choir picnics
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at my house in the summer.
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And you know, that sounds like a quaint little thing.
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It's a madhouse, there's, you know, look at the number.
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So they come and I know you wouldn't think this
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of choir people, but some of them are married
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and have spouses, so it's a big gathering.
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And in the kitchen was one of the kids
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of one of the choir members.
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She was five at the time.
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And she was kind of just dancing around.
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And Kathy McGovern looked at her and said,
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you're a wonderful dancer.
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And without thinking, she said,
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yes, I'm great at everything.
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And there was a part of me that wanted to think,
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wouldn't it be great if you could hang on to that?
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But not that we'd run around saying it,
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but that we really had enough confidence in ourselves
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to give up indifference and go into the world
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convinced we could make a difference.
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You know, either we're making a difference
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or we're indifferent.
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It has nothing to do with how we feel.
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And so I think, what a Lenten practice that would be.
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It's much easier to, well, I'm gonna give up chocolate,
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I'm gonna give up meat, you know.
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I look back at some of the really dumb things
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I've given up over the years,
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almost all of which lasted six weeks.
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I really am trying to think what I would have given up
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that would have really, that I never went back to, you know.
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I gave up guilt one year.
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I almost left the church the next year.
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Turned out that was all that was holding me in.
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But I grew out of it, I grew out of it, you know.
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But to give up indifference
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and to make the six weeks of Lent
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training for who we need to be the rest of our lives,
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to look around and say, you know, it's time.
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It's time that if I'm not putting skin in the game
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and making a difference,
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that I know that's probably my greatest sin,
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is just sort of indifference.
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An ineffective horror that I'm willing to feel
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once in a while before I get back to the Olympics
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or prime time or something that's more pleasant to watch.
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You know, I actually had someone tweet today
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that, you know, and I understood what they were saying.
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They keep showing this scene over and over, breaking news,
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and they keep showing the same scene for two hours.
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But what I was fascinated with was
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whether it was, this is graphic
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and this shouldn't be happening,
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or whether, you know, I was willing to miss
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15 minutes of television for this.
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But just because it's a national tragedy
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doesn't mean it should interrupt
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my entire programming for the afternoon.
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You know, that's scandalous indifference.
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But all of us are guilty at some level.
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Unless we can look and see what we're doing
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to make a difference in the world.
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And so I think as we start Lent,
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to say, you know, boy, you know,
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for a country that has as much as we do,
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we sure are comfortable with poverty.
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You know, we sure are comfortable with violence.
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We are comfortable with racism.
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We are comfortable with sexism.
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And we can say to ourselves, oh, well,
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I don't participate, you know.
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I remember people used to say,
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oh, you know, I have Jewish friends.
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Now they're comfortable having racist friends.
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And I think we have to get beyond that.
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I think we have to decide,
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we're gonna make the difference.
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Because otherwise, Lent means very little.
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You know, it just means you're gonna lose a few pounds
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or get up a little earlier,
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or it's gonna be a nice, you know,
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what a nice little spiritual experience.
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And the kingdom of God is still different.
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But if we give up indifference for Lent,
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then that second reading will hit home.
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Then we'll realize that this could be the day of salvation.
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Father Pat’s message is a heartfelt appeal for aut Father Pat’s message is a heartfelt appeal for authenticity in faith and a call to move beyond performative religiosity into transformative action. He reflects on the Gospel of Matthew, which warns against doing righteous acts for public recognition, and uses it as a springboard to challenge the community — and society at large — to examine its comfort with indifference in the face of suffering, violence, and injustice. He critiques the way Christian practices can become hollow rituals if not grounded in genuine compassion and meaningful engagement with the world. His ultimate invitation is to use Lent not as a season for superficial sacrifices, but as a time for deep spiritual training — especially in the practice of rejecting indifference and embracing a life of active, risk-taking love and justice.
In a deeper reflection, Father Pat begins by exploring the Gospel from Matthew, which emphasizes secrecy in spiritual practices such as almsgiving, prayer, and fasting. He acknowledges the tension between this teaching and the Church’s own visible expressions of faith — such as the public display of ashes on Ash Wednesday. While this may appear hypocritical against the Gospel’s instruction to “wash your face” and keep fasting private, Father Pat sees value in retaining the reading. It forces the Church to confront its own contradictions, reminding us that religious practices, though once communal and innocuous, can morph into performative displays over time.
Father Pat suggests that Matthew’s Gospel is likely addressing a specific conflict in the early Christian community, where certain individuals were drawing attention to their piety. Rather than interpreting the text as a universal mandate for secrecy, he sees it as a caution against spiritual pride and self-congratulation. The deeper issue is not visibility but motivation — whether religious acts are done to glorify God or to glorify oneself. He makes a key distinction: while self-serving displays should be quieted, courageous acts that challenge injustice and require vulnerability should be done boldly and publicly.
Drawing from current events — including a local tragedy and national school shootings — Father Pat connects the Gospel to the overwhelming sense of helplessness and passive observation that pervades modern society. He critiques the superficial emotional responses we often mistake for real engagement. Watching the news and feeling sorrow is not the same as acting to prevent such tragedies. He names this widespread passivity “indifference,” and identifies it as a spiritual and moral failure.
He proposes a radical Lenten discipline: fast from indifference. Rather than giving up chocolate or coffee — symbolic sacrifices that rarely lead to lasting transformation — Father Pat urges the faithful to give up complacency. He challenges us to examine where we have become too comfortable with systemic evils like poverty, racism, sexism, and violence. It's not enough to claim we are morally opposed to these realities if we remain inactive in the face of them.
Father Pat also acknowledges the difficulty of this spiritual path. He notes how easy it is to forget the meaning of Lent only hours after receiving ashes, and he reflects humorously on his own past Lenten sacrifices — including giving up guilt, which nearly led him to leave the Church. But through this honest self-reflection, he underscores the idea that Lent should be about long-lasting inner change, not temporary denial.
He concludes by identifying the true heroes of our time as those who are willing to act — to “put skin in the game.” These are the people who decide to run for office, volunteer, or speak out against injustice. They may not be perfect, but they are not indifferent. Father Pat calls every believer to be one of those people, to let Lent be a time of becoming, a season of training to live differently. Only then, he says, can we truly say that “today is the day of salvation.” Otherwise, Lent becomes just another religious performance, devoid of the power to change the world or ourselves....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1129.6300048828125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to His disciples, When the Son of Man comes in His glory and all the angels with Him, He will sit upon His glorious throne, and all the nations will assemble before Him. And He will separate them one from another, as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. And He will place the sheep on His right and the goats on His left. Then the king will say to those on His right, Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. For I was hungry, and you gave me food. I was thirsty, and you gave me drink. A stranger, and you welcomed me. Naked, and you clothed me. Ill, and you cared for me. In prison, and you visited me. Then the righteous will answer Him and say, Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you or thirsty and give you drink? When did we see you a stranger and welcome you or naked and clothe you? When did we see you ill or in prison and visit you? And the king will say to them in reply, Amen, I say to you whatever you did for one of the least of my brothers or sisters you did for me. Then He will say to those on His left, Depart from me into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry, and you gave me no food. I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink. A stranger, and you gave me no welcome. Naked, and you gave me no clothing. Ill and in prison, and you did not care for me. And they will answer and say, Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison and not minister to your needs? He will answer them, Amen, I say to you what you did not do for one of these least ones you did not do for me. And these will go off to punishment but the righteous to eternal life. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. A man I went to seminary with, he was not ordained, but he, I kind of follow him on social media. He's now a Catholic writer up in the Minnesota area. And because I follow him, I often get little tweets and posts from him that come from other people. And some Monsignor that he follows on the East Coast put out something about Christ the King and today we're reminded by Jesus that we get to heaven by listening to those who have been left with his authority. I'm like, do they use a different election area on the East Coast? Where does it say in this whole reading, you know, for I spoke and you listened. I gave you orders and you followed. Matter of fact, I would posit that he's reversed the exact meaning of the day which is Jesus comes on Christ the King to say, this is not about every earthly idea you have of authority. The authority of today is, or the point of the day is not how we respond to authority, but how we respond to those with absolutely no authority in the world. How do we respond to those with no voice? Not, you know, I was hungry and you did not feed me. Not, I was enthroned and you did not listen. How did he get, I just think, how did he get to that place from today's readings? The first reading, actually, if you actually know this book of Ezekiel, this first reading gets set up at the beginning of this chapter of Ezekiel. So we get this part that says, thus says the Lord, I will look after and tend my sheep. I will find, you know, I will find myself among the sheep. I will gather the sheep that have been scattered. I will, you know, pastor them. I will seek them out. The beginning of the chapter starts with you shepherds who have been out there, you have not gathered the sheep. You have not brought them back in. You have not worried about the lost. And then he gets to this point and he says, so I will go out and gather them. He almost repeats word for word everything he opened up the chapter with. It says, you haven't done this. Fine, I'll do it. And instead of Jesus, I always picture my mother saying, oh, it's just easier to do myself. It's almost that kind of a frustrated moment in the writing that says, you refuse to gather people in. You know, you think that the job of faith and religion is for those of us in leadership to say, here's the bar, either clear it or don't. Working in Catholic schools, you know, because I have been in schools my entire priesthood, we've talked, I've talked with every principal I've ever had about that idea that, you know, often when a teacher describes a really good student, what they're too often referring to as a student who will teach themselves. I don't have to do a thing. You know, if you are a teacher by nature, you'll look for the challenging student. The one that you can't wait to see the light bulb go on. The ones who can teach themselves. You know, it'd be great. We all would love, we would love for children to raise themselves. I used to have parents who would come to me at my very first parish and say things like, well, they're only five, but you know, I've tried everything I can, I can't get them to clean their room. And I will often say, have you used your size advantage? What they mean is I can't argue them into it or reason them into it or wait in the corner for them to come to this idea on their own so I can stay their friend and they'll clean their room. No, you'll probably have to step in, take their hand, use your size advantage. It's that we don't want to go to that place. And this book of Ezekiel is a whole thing about this. The strayed, I will bring back. The injured, I will bind up. The sick, I will heal, because you're not doing it. And the church puts that with this reading today where it says, you know, how do we follow the voice of Jesus? How do we know what's right and what's wrong in the world and which voices do we listen to? We're looking up the ladder saying, which authority do we follow? And Jesus keeps saying, no, the point is to look down. It's to look to the people who have no authority, who have no power. And they will be your salvation or not. Not the voices from on high, but the needs from on low. That's where we find our path. And we don't want to get too into the detail of this gospel, because it won't hold together. It reads a little bit like a teacher who gets up and says to her class, those of you, I just gave you a test with 20 questions on it, those of you who got a question right will get an A, and those of you who missed a question will get an F. And every student goes, well, what about those of us that got a question right and another one wrong? This gospel kind of reads like that. Any of you who have ever helped anyone are going to heaven. And any of you who have ever failed to help someone will go to hell. How many of you are going, uh, now I understand purgatory. Because everyone in this room has failed to help someone when they shouldn't have. And everyone here has helped when they didn't have to. Everyone here, that's why this idea, the sheep and the goats, I always tell people, we're all kind of this sheep-goat hybrid that you don't really want to picture. We're all somewhere in between. And the gospel, rather frustratingly, doesn't talk about that 99.99999% of us that have never done it perfectly and have never absolutely failed at every opportunity. The rest of us. But what that does for us is tell us, so that's not the point. The point of this gospel is really not to get us to sort humanity. The point of it is to go, oh, so a question right is better than the question wrong. Okay, we get the sense of the trajectory we're supposed to take. You know, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison and not minister to your needs? This should be, you know, when we talk of ourselves as a Christian people and then we talk about our response to refugees. This should be pretty damning stuff for us. Because most of us, politically, would say, you know, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in person and be sure that we'd be safe and not minister to your needs? Doesn't say, as long as there's no cost to you, as long as you don't take any risk, then go out and help people. But that's usually our response as a people, as a community, as a church, as a country, is to say once we're sure it's safe, we'll be happy to help people. Once we're sure that I can dig in, but not so much that it might actually alter my lifestyle. You know, I've said over the years that when we look to whether it's trying to sustain the world or whether it's just trying to sustain the people in it at this moment, most of us who would, you know, see ourselves heroically for our children flying in front of a bullet to save their lives, most of us who would give our lives for our children would have a harder time giving our lifestyle for them. When someone steps up and says, you know, really if the earth is going to be around for our great grandchildren, we might have to do this and this and this and this, they go yeah, you know, where's the bullet? I'll take the bullet, but don't ask me to give up cable. Or whatever it would be. You know, we get very, very reticent to change our lifestyle. And the funny thing is we come to our Christianity to say, Lord, change our lives. What do we think that means? It doesn't mean that the texture of breathing will change. To change our life means changing our lifestyle. That's all it means. That's the only thing we have to change. You're not going to change the nature of human life. You change the lifestyle. And today we're told, look, you know, the path to heaven, the path not whether we get in or not, whether we're saved or not, Jesus takes care of that. Whether we're part of this endeavor or not will never have to do with how much we listen to the voices in power. But how often we hear the cries of the poor. That's our Christianity. And I think sometimes we're looking for leaders in our faith rather than looking for objects to our mission. You know, it's so easy to get caught up in authority and who has the authority. And Jesus sort of says, you know, that's a nice, interesting idea. You might want to ponder that. But that's not what Jesus calls us to. Jesus doesn't call us to make sure you know who the right authority is. He says, you know, let the authorities, let the big boys argue amongst themselves. Go out and feed the people. Go out and help those who have no voice. Our job is not to elevate those who are already elevated. I always think, I wonder when we, especially we as clergy, read, He will cast down the mighty from their thrones. I think we all go, that doesn't mean in church. That means out in the governments. That means somewhere else. Surely when we get to heaven, people will still listen to me once a week. Yeah, I get that reaction every time I say that. You know. What happens when we're brought down from our thrones? And every one of us sort of has one. Maybe it's at work. Maybe it's somewhere we feel we have expertise. Always that place where we look for where sometimes we're offering our gifts. Sometimes we're enjoying our position. I'm finally in a place where I know a little more than the next person. I'm in my area. I'm in my forte. And in those moments, it's great. We can teach people. We can help. We can be an authoritative voice. But that's not where salvation comes from. Salvation comes when we find the person with the least authority in our midst. The person who has no voice and sometimes no hope of ever having one. How we are with them, that will show our love for God. That will show the depth of faith. That will show where we have hope and charity. And so we ask God to make us a people that we can respect authority. We can look for authority but don't hang your hopes on it. It's not the road to heaven. The road to heaven is found when we look to the least among us. When we look to those who struggle the most and we think what can I do to help them? Not control them, not be a new authority in their life, but actually reach out and help. Those are the people that teach us to love God. It's the great paradox of the Feast of Christ the King. What he's basically saying is on the Feast of Christ the King, you will not find me among the kings. You know. The kingship of Christ is paradox. It is found among those who have no power and no authority. Those who as the scripture says, cannot pay us back. That's our only chance to encounter God. It's fascinating how often we go to God to ask for something. But what God tells us today is when we ask for things, it's a ritual encounter of God. But the deepest experienced encounter with God is not when we ask. It is when we respond to those who ask of us. So we want to go out and find images of God. They won't look anything like God. They will look the least like God you can imagine. They will look not like the mosaics. You know, any of you who have been to the National Cathedral have what we used to call the angry Aryan Jesus. So really odd mosaic. Wavy blonde hair, lightning blue eyes, and he looks, remember when my mother used to say, I'll do it myself, it's that look. And you know, it's a mosaic. So I'm sure the expression, it just probably isn't quite the subtlety that the artist had hoped for. But it looks angry, but people are like, but it's a strong looking Jesus. But that's why we start our year in the next few weeks with the Jesus in the manger, the fragile Jesus. Because that's the Jesus we're called to minister to. You know, we minister to Jesus on the cross. It's so hard to convince people that Jesus, risen and glorious in heaven, really is not needing your help at the moment. That's such a hard concept for us. People out in this world right now defending God, just in the nick of time because he was about to lose the whole thing until Patrick Dolan came along. But that's the way we think. I'm going to defend God. The most ridiculous statement ever uttered by humans. The defense of God. God says, oh, you want to go out and defend God? Fine. Go find the weakest God among you and defend them. No, no, we want to defend those that don't need our defense. It is easier. But to go out and nurture God in the world is not to nurture our theology. It's not to nurture our religion. It's not to nurture our ideas. It's so simple today. You want to nurture God in the world? Go help those that need help. It's so stunningly simple that we pass right over it and try to get back to something complicated. And Jesus gives them and us a mandate we cannot get past. So if we're going to experience the exalted glory of Christ, we will do it when we're responding to those who have no power at all. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to His disciples,
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When the Son of Man comes in His glory
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and all the angels with Him,
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He will sit upon His glorious throne,
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and all the nations will assemble before Him.
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And He will separate them one from another,
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as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats.
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And He will place the sheep on His right
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and the goats on His left.
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Then the king will say to those on His right,
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Come, you who are blessed by my Father,
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inherit the kingdom prepared for you
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from the foundation of the world.
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For I was hungry, and you gave me food.
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I was thirsty, and you gave me drink.
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A stranger, and you welcomed me.
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Naked, and you clothed me.
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Ill, and you cared for me.
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In prison, and you visited me.
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Then the righteous will answer Him and say,
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Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you
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or thirsty and give you drink?
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When did we see you a stranger and welcome you
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or naked and clothe you?
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When did we see you ill or in prison and visit you?
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And the king will say to them in reply,
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Amen, I say to you whatever you did
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for one of the least of my brothers or sisters
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you did for me.
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Then He will say to those on His left,
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Depart from me into the eternal fire
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prepared for the devil and his angels.
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For I was hungry, and you gave me no food.
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I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink.
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A stranger, and you gave me no welcome.
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Naked, and you gave me no clothing.
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Ill and in prison, and you did not care for me.
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And they will answer and say,
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Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty
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or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison
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and not minister to your needs?
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He will answer them, Amen, I say to you
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what you did not do for one of these least ones
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you did not do for me.
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And these will go off to punishment
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but the righteous to eternal life.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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A man I went to seminary with,
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he was not ordained, but he,
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I kind of follow him on social media.
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He's now a Catholic writer
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up in the Minnesota area.
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And because I follow him, I often get
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little tweets and posts from him
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that come from other people.
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And some Monsignor that he follows
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on the East Coast put out something about
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Christ the King and today we're reminded
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by Jesus that we get to heaven by
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listening to those who have been left
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with his authority.
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I'm like, do they use a different
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election area on the East Coast?
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Where does it say in this whole reading,
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you know, for I spoke and you listened.
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I gave you orders and you followed.
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Matter of fact, I would posit that
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he's reversed the exact meaning of the day
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which is Jesus comes on Christ the King
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to say, this is not about every
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earthly idea you have of authority.
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The authority of today is,
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or the point of the day is
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not how we respond to authority,
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but how we respond to those
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with absolutely no authority in the world.
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How do we respond to those with no voice?
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Not, you know, I was hungry
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and you did not feed me.
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Not, I was enthroned and you did not listen.
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How did he get, I just think,
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how did he get to that place
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from today's readings?
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The first reading, actually,
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if you actually know this book of Ezekiel,
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this first reading gets set up
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at the beginning of this chapter of Ezekiel.
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So we get this part that says,
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thus says the Lord,
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I will look after and tend my sheep.
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I will find, you know,
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I will find myself among the sheep.
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I will gather the sheep that have been scattered.
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I will, you know, pastor them.
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I will seek them out.
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The beginning of the chapter starts with
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you shepherds who have been out there,
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you have not gathered the sheep.
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You have not brought them back in.
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You have not worried about the lost.
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And then he gets to this point and he says,
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so I will go out and gather them.
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He almost repeats word for word
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everything he opened up the chapter with.
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It says, you haven't done this.
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Fine, I'll do it.
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And instead of Jesus, I always picture
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my mother saying, oh, it's just easier
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to do myself.
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It's almost
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that kind of a frustrated
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moment in the writing
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that says, you refuse to gather
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people in.
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You know, you think that the job
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of faith and religion
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is for those of us
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in leadership to say, here's the bar,
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either clear it or don't.
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Working in Catholic schools,
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you know, because I have been
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in schools my entire
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priesthood,
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we've talked, I've talked with
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every principal I've ever had about that idea
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that, you know, often
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when a teacher describes
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a really good student,
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what they're too often
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referring to as a student who will
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teach themselves.
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I don't have to do a thing.
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You know, if you
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are a teacher by nature,
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you'll look for the
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challenging student.
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The one that you can't wait to see the light
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bulb go on. The ones who can teach
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themselves.
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You know, it'd be great.
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We all would love,
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we would love for children to raise
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themselves.
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I used to have parents who
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would come to me at my very first parish
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and say things like, well,
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they're only five, but
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you know, I've tried everything I can,
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I can't get them to clean their room.
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And I will often say, have you used
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your size advantage?
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What
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they mean is I can't argue them
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into it or reason them into it
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or wait in the corner for them to come to this
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idea on their own so I can
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stay their friend and they'll clean their room.
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No, you'll probably have to step in,
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take their hand,
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use your size
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advantage.
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It's that we
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don't want to go to
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that place. And this
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book of Ezekiel is a
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whole thing about this. The
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strayed, I will bring back. The injured,
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I will bind up. The sick,
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I will heal, because you're not
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doing it.
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And the church puts that with this reading today
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where it says, you know,
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how do we follow the voice of Jesus?
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How do we know what's right and what's wrong
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in the world and which voices do we listen to?
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We're looking up the ladder saying,
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which authority do we follow?
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And Jesus keeps saying, no, the point
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is to look down.
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It's to look to the people who have no
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authority, who have no power.
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And they
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will be your salvation or
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not.
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Not the voices from
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on high, but the needs
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from on low.
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That's where we find
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our path.
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And we don't want to get
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too into the
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detail
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of this gospel,
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because it won't hold together.
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It reads a
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little bit like a teacher who gets up and says
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to her class,
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those of you, I just gave you
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a test with 20
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questions on it, those of you
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who got a question right
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will get an A, and those of you who
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missed a question will get an F.
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And every student goes, well, what about
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those of us that got a question right and another
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one wrong?
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This gospel kind of reads like that.
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Any of you who have ever
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helped anyone are going to heaven.
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And any of you who have ever failed to help
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someone will go to hell.
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How many of you are going,
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uh,
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now I understand
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purgatory.
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Because everyone
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in this room has failed to help someone
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when they shouldn't have.
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And everyone here has
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helped when they didn't have
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to. Everyone
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here, that's why this idea, the sheep and the
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goats, I always tell people, we're all
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kind of this sheep-goat hybrid that you don't
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really want to picture.
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We're all somewhere
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in between.
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And the gospel, rather
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frustratingly,
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doesn't talk
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about that
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99.99999%
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of us that have never done it
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perfectly and have never
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absolutely failed at every opportunity.
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The rest
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of us.
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But what that does for us
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is tell us, so that's not the point.
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The point of this gospel
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is really not to get us to sort
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humanity. The point
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of it is to go, oh, so
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a question right is
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better than the question wrong.
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Okay, we get the sense of the
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trajectory we're supposed to take.
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You know, when did
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we see you hungry or thirsty or a
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stranger or naked or ill or
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in prison and not minister to your needs?
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This
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should
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be, you know,
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when we talk of ourselves as a Christian
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people and then we talk about our response
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to refugees.
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This should
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be pretty damning stuff for us.
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Because
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most of us, politically,
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would say, you know,
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when did we see you hungry or thirsty
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or a stranger or naked or ill or in person
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and be sure that we'd be safe
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and not minister to your needs?
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Doesn't say, as long
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as there's no cost to you, as long as you don't take any
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risk, then go out and help people.
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But
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that's usually our response as a people,
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as a community,
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as a church, as a country, is to say
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once we're sure it's safe, we'll be happy to
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help people. Once we're sure that I
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can dig in, but not
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so much that it might actually
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alter my lifestyle.
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You know,
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I've said over the years that
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when we look to whether it's trying
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to sustain the world
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or whether it's just trying to sustain the people
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in it at this moment,
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most of us
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who would, you know,
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see ourselves heroically for our children
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flying in front of a bullet
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to save their lives, most of us
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who would give our lives for
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our children would have a harder time giving
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our lifestyle
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for them.
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When someone steps up and says,
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you know, really if the earth is going to be around
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for our great grandchildren, we might have
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to do this and this and this and this, they go
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yeah, you know, where's the bullet?
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I'll take the bullet, but don't
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ask me to give up cable.
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Or whatever it would be.
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You know, we get
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very, very
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reticent to
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change our lifestyle.
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And the funny thing is
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we come to our Christianity
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to say, Lord, change
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our lives. What do we think that means?
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It doesn't
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mean that the texture of
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breathing will change.
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To change our life means changing our lifestyle.
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That's all it means.
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That's the only thing we have to change.
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You're not going to
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change the nature of human life.
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You change the lifestyle.
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And
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today we're told, look, you know,
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the path to heaven, the path
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not whether we get in or not,
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whether we're saved or not, Jesus takes care of that.
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Whether we're part of this
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endeavor or not
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will never have to do
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with how
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much we listen to
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the voices in power.
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But how often we hear the
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cries of the poor. That's our
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Christianity.
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And I think sometimes
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we're looking for leaders in our faith
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rather than
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looking for objects to
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our mission.
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You know, it's so easy to
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get caught up in authority
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and who has the authority.
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And Jesus sort of says,
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you know, that's a nice, interesting
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idea. You might want to ponder
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that. But
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that's not what Jesus calls
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us to. Jesus doesn't
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call us to make sure you know who the right
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authority is. He says, you know,
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let the authorities,
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let the big boys argue amongst themselves.
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Go out and feed the people.
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Go out and help those who have no voice.
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Our job is not to
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elevate those who are already
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elevated. I always
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think, I wonder when we,
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especially we as clergy, read,
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He will cast down the mighty from
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their thrones.
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I think we all go,
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that doesn't mean in church. That means
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out in the governments.
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That means somewhere else.
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Surely when we get to heaven,
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people will still listen to me
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once a week.
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Yeah, I get that
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reaction every time I say that.
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You know.
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What happens
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when we're brought down from our thrones?
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And every one of us
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sort of has one. Maybe it's
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at work. Maybe it's somewhere we feel we have expertise.
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Always that place where we look
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for where sometimes
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we're offering our gifts.
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Sometimes we're enjoying
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our position.
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I'm finally in a place where
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I know a little more than the next person.
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I'm in my area. I'm in my
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forte. And in
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those moments, it's great. We can teach
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people. We can help. We can
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be an authoritative voice.
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But that's not
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where salvation comes from.
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Salvation comes when we
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find the person with the least authority
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in our midst.
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The person who has no voice
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and sometimes no hope
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of ever having one.
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How we are
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with them,
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that will show our love for God.
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That will show the depth
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of faith. That will show
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where we have hope and
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charity. And so
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we ask God to make us a people that
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we can respect authority.
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We can look for authority
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but don't hang
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your hopes on it.
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It's not
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the road to heaven.
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The road to heaven
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is found when we look
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to the least among us. When we look to those
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who struggle the most and we think
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what can I do to help them?
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Not control them,
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not be a new authority in their life,
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but actually reach out
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and help.
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Those are the people that teach us to love
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God.
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It's the great
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paradox of the Feast
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of Christ the King.
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What he's basically saying is
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on the Feast of Christ the King,
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you will not find me among the kings.
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You know.
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The kingship of Christ
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is paradox.
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It is found among those
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who have no power
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and no authority.
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Those who as the scripture says, cannot
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pay us back.
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That's our only chance
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to encounter God.
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It's fascinating how
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often we go to God to ask for something.
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But what God tells
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us today is when we ask
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for things, it's a ritual
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encounter of God.
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But the deepest experienced
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encounter with God
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is not when we ask.
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It is when we respond
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to those who ask of us.
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So we
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want to go out and find images of
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God. They won't look
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anything like God. They will look
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the least like God you can imagine.
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They will look not like
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the mosaics.
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You know, any of you
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who have been to the National Cathedral
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have what we used to call
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the angry Aryan Jesus.
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So really odd mosaic.
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Wavy blonde hair,
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lightning blue eyes,
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and he looks,
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remember when my mother used to say,
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I'll do it myself, it's that look.
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And you know, it's a mosaic.
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So I'm sure the expression,
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it just probably isn't
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quite the subtlety that
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the artist had hoped for. But it looks
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angry, but people are like, but it's a
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strong looking Jesus.
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But that's why we
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start our year in the next few weeks with
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the Jesus in the manger, the fragile
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Jesus. Because
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that's the Jesus we're called to minister to.
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You know, we minister
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to Jesus on the cross.
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It's so hard to convince people
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that Jesus, risen and
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glorious in heaven, really
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is not needing your help at the moment.
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That's such
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a hard concept for us.
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People out in this world right
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now defending God,
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just in the nick of time because
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he was about to lose the whole thing
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until Patrick Dolan
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came along.
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But that's the
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way we think. I'm going to defend
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God. The most
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ridiculous statement ever uttered
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by humans.
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The defense of God.
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God says, oh, you want to
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go out and defend God? Fine.
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Go find the weakest
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God among you
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and defend them.
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No, no, we want to defend
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those that don't need our defense. It is
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easier.
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But to go out
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and nurture God in the world
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is not to nurture our theology.
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It's not to nurture our
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religion. It's not to nurture
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our ideas.
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It's so simple today. You want to
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nurture God in the world? Go help
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those that need help.
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It's so stunningly simple that
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we pass right over it and try to get back
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to something complicated.
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And Jesus gives them
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and us a mandate
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we cannot get past.
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So if we're going to experience
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the exalted glory
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of Christ, we will
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do it when we're responding to those
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who have no power at all.
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And if we can't respond to those
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who have no power at all,
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then we cannot encounter
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God at all.
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Father Pat's message on the Feast of Christ th Father Pat's message on the Feast of Christ the King challenges the conventional understanding of authority and power by redirecting our focus away from hierarchical obedience and toward compassionate service. He emphasizes that Jesus, the true King, reveals His glory not through displays of might or command, but through solidarity with the vulnerable, the marginalized, and the voiceless. Salvation is not achieved by aligning ourselves with earthly structures of power or by recognizing the “right” religious authority, but by responding with love to the needs of the least among us. Father Pat critiques the tendency within religious and societal systems to elevate authority over mercy and insists that our relationship with God is most authentically expressed in how we treat those who cannot repay us. Through this lens, Christ's kingship is paradoxical: divine majesty is found not on thrones, but among the hungry, the imprisoned, the sick, and the stranger.
Father Pat’s homily is a prophetic and pastoral reflection on Matthew 25:31-46, the Gospel reading for the Solemnity of Christ the King. He begins by confronting a common misinterpretation of the passage that frames salvation as obedience to ecclesial authority. He criticizes a social media post by a cleric who claims that access to heaven is based on listening to religious leaders, highlighting that such a reading completely misses the Gospel’s message. Instead of endorsing a top-down model of power, Jesus in this passage identifies with those at the bottom of society. The king in the parable does not say, "I ruled and you obeyed," but rather, "I was hungry, and you gave me food; I was a stranger, and you welcomed me." This, Father Pat asserts, is a radical redefinition of kingship and authority.
Drawing from the first reading from Ezekiel, Father Pat points out that God's frustration with the shepherds of Israel—those in charge—leads to God's declaration, "I myself will shepherd my people." God steps in not because authority is inherently bad, but because those entrusted with it failed to do the work of gathering, healing, and caring for the flock. In the same way, Jesus embodies God's direct intervention, bypassing the corrupt or indifferent structures of human leadership. Thus, the pairing of Ezekiel and Matthew in the liturgy is not accidental: both readings underscore divine compassion over institutional control.
Father Pat further explores this theme by examining contemporary attitudes toward authority, responsibility, and change. He notes a tendency, even in faith communities and families, to avoid the hard work of nurturing those who are most in need. Whether it's a teacher who prefers self-sufficient students or a parent unwilling to enforce discipline, many people shy away from the messy, demanding work of helping the vulnerable. This mirrors the religious tendency to prefer theological certainty and moral superiority over active compassion. We would rather "defend God" with arguments and doctrines than care for the suffering Christ found in our neighbor. But as Father Pat poignantly observes, the risen, glorified Jesus does not need our defense. The Christ who needs us is the one who is hungry, naked, or imprisoned.
A particularly striking point in the homily is Father Pat’s insight into the nature of Christian discipleship as a change in lifestyle. Christians often pray for God to “change our lives,” but balk at the real implications of such a prayer. To change one’s life means to change how we live—our habits, our comforts, our priorities. Father Pat critiques the superficiality of a faith that is willing to make dramatic gestures (like taking a bullet for a child) but resists the slow, costly transformation of giving up privilege or comfort for the sake of others. He applies this critique to societal issues like immigration and environmental responsibility, where collective reluctance to embrace inconvenience often trumps compassion or justice.
He also challenges the simplicity of the sheep-goat dichotomy presented in the Gospel. Real life, he says, isn't so black and white. Most of us are a mix—a “sheep-goat hybrid”—who have both responded generously at times and failed at others. This recognition of human complexity points us toward the Gospel’s deeper purpose: not to issue a final judgment, but to direct us toward a life trajectory of mercy and compassion. The parable isn’t about sorting others into heaven or hell; it’s about recognizing the path we must choose daily if we want to live in the image of Christ.
The paradox at the heart of the Feast of Christ the King, as Father Pat articulates, is that the King of the Universe is not found in palaces or places of power, but among the powerless. We do not find Christ in our religious ideologies, our theological certainties, or our ecclesial hierarchies. We find Him in the refugee, in the prisoner, in the poor. This is not metaphorical; it is literal. To ignore the cries of the least among us is to ignore Christ. To respond to them is to love Christ. The kingship of Jesus is not a reign of dominance but a reign of mercy, and His throne is not a seat of judgment but the cross.
In closing, Father Pat reminds us that the call of the Gospel is stunningly simple: help those who need help. We complicate it with layers of doctrine, debates about authority, and questions of worthiness. But Jesus does not. He tells us plainly that our salvation is bound up with our response to those with no voice. True authority in the Kingdom of God is exercised not by ruling over others, but by serving them. To encounter God, we must go not to the places of power, but to the margins. It is there—in the face of the forgotten—that we will see the face of the King....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1020.4500122070312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. When the crowd saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there, they got into boats and came to Capernaum looking for Jesus. And when they found him across the sea, they said to him, Rabbi, when did you get here? Jesus answered and said, Amen, amen, I say to you, you are looking for me not because you saw signs, but because you ate the loaves and were filled. Do not work for food that perishes, but for the food that endures for eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you. For on him the Father, God, has set his seal. So they said to him, what can we do to accomplish the works of God? Jesus answered and said to them, This is the work of God that you believe in the one he sent. So they said to him, what sign can you do that we may see and believe in you? What can you do? Our ancestors ate manna in the desert. As it is written, he gave them bread from heaven to eat. So Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you, it was not Moses who gave the bread from heaven. My Father gives you the true bread from heaven. The bread of God is that which comes down from heaven and gives life to the world. So they said to him, Sir, give us this bread always. Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never hunger, and whoever believes in me will never thirst. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Gospel writer has given us an incredible mishmash of information in this reading. He's got about seven themes going on that he's starting to tie together. And if you're reading the Gospel in a study group, it's one thing If, you know, you get this little cliff notes of chapter six here thrown at you for Sunday, you know, we just have to pick a few things and go with it. And if I miss some of the themes, come back in three years, it comes back around again. It's John's Gospel. He is writing for a Greek audience, so he can't use any of the tricks that the other synoptics would use, which is why if you were to read all four Gospels, you would quickly realize that Jesus, if you know the cultural references, but you see the differences whether you could name him or not, in the first three Gospels, Jesus sounds like a rabbi. And in the fourth Gospel, he sounds like a Greek philosopher. His sentence structure changes, it gets long, it gets wordy, the average sentence takes a page, you know. You know, it's a Greek, he's writing in that style that the Greek audience will understand. And it's not dishonest, it's not misquoting, it's knowing your audience and your audience knowing what you're doing. The audience knew that he was not writing a biography. We got a little stupid later on in history and decided he was, and then if it's not a biography, it must be dishonest, because we decided that's what it had to be. You know, we changed the expectation over time, not the Gospels. And so we've got this interesting Greek commentary on an old Jewish story that no one understood to begin with. They'd never heard the story of Moses in the desert, this was a Greek community that was hearing this Gospel. And so the meaning of the early story gets changed a little. And Jesus talks about the bread coming down from heaven and that being the word of life and God and Jesus, and that's not what the bread in the desert was. It was a miracle of food, it was, you know, it was the Old Testament story, that's what it was meant to be. But it brings us head to head with what I think are two warring dynamics in religion that do not trace back to Jesus, they trace back centuries before Jesus, and it's best exemplified in Judaism by the law and the prophets. Most of us will approach our religion through one or the other. And Jesus definitely tries to move everyone towards the prophetic approach. So to come to Jesus, to believe in Jesus was to believe in that, the primacy of the prophetic approach. And what that approach was, was prophetic Christianity says it's our job to go out and be with the poor and speak truth to power and try to make the world a more just place and find those who are suffering and raise their lives up a little, even if it means we have to give away some of our stuff, because most of us could give more and still be happy. And this is this prophetic vision, and the prophets cry out against it again and again and again and again, and then you have the law approach, which we tend to favor because at least for a few, it's easier. The law is what I call a trinket-based religion, where I haven't really done anything for anyone this week, but, you know, I prayed with the right rosary beads, I prayed to the right saint, I went to the right church, I looked at the right stained glass window, I'm holy. And this is where our religion becomes a substitute for actual holiness. We use the religious trinkets to make us feel I'm doing all the right stuff. I do it the right way. I go to that church and not that church because that priest holds his hands at the wrong angles and I don't like it. And holiness is this angle and not that angle, or, you know. Cardinal Bernadine told the story of going to town hall meetings in Chicago when he was the cardinal there. And he said, you know, the practice was he would go in and he would talk with the kids, the youth groups, all afternoon, and then he'd talk with the adults in the evening. And he said you could just see how religion had kind of, he said, you know, really had twisted their approach to their faith in some ways because the kids would be like, this was back in the 90s, what is the church doing about the crisis in Serbo-Croatia? What are they doing about this? How are we responding to this? The kids, all day long. And then he'd get to the adults and they'd say, you know, Father Bob washes his hands and Father Pete doesn't. Which one is correct? And they'd gone from the difference between being good or being indifferent to which one's right and which one's wrong. Simpler, but not necessarily the path of holiness. And people like it because a trinket religion, I can get done in 20 minutes a day. Boom, done, holy, get on with life. But that call to say, how much of my life do I spend helping other people? And it may not be that you got out, you know, did you help other people? It doesn't mean you spent the week and you can tell me when you worked for a charity that's recognized by the nonprofit status organization. You know, nothing like that. There may be people that you've reached out individually. Who do we help in our lives? And how much of our lives do we give to helping people not to get anything back, not to get a repayment, not even to get to heaven? I think, I've said this before, but I think it is the hardest part of our faith to get into our subconscious mind, which is Jesus did not come and go through all that suffering so he could get to heaven. He was there to begin with. He didn't do that for himself. Jesus isn't given a payoff. And so we can't follow Jesus for the sake of our own payoff. By doing that, we're not really following him. But what we can do is form ourselves in the gospel. And that's where this reading asks us to do something that we don't really quite get. When it says, you know, whoever believes in me. Now there are two phrases that come up in today's liturgy that I think they're among my least favorite Christian bumper stickers. One is from the first reading, God will provide. I've always hated that. Not because it's a lovely vision of God. God will provide. But it's really like saying, my family really, really likes. I mean, they like what? God will provide. What? We don't know, just shut up. God will provide. It's like, because that gets misconstrued, and then people end up hurt and disappointed. I prayed for someone with failing health, and they passed away anyway. What did God provide? There are people who pray and still starve to death. There are people who are praying and are holy and they still can't find a job. And they still feel alone in the world. And they've never found the relationship they wanted. So we ordain them. Just joking. So sad. No. What is it we think God will provide? And all of a sudden, we get a little uneasy. But if we can't articulate it, then we'll get something odd in our head, and it will be disappointed. God will not provide what we want always. And we try to come up with reasons. Well, it's because God knows what's good for us. It's because that's not the promise. There is a real sort of uber sense to what that means. God will provide means everything that happens in my life is provided by God. God is what keeps me breathing. God is the spark of life. You know, I've told you this year, you know, I've been struggling with these migraine headaches, and they haven't been horrific, but they're there. And when I wake up with a migraine, I have one of two choices. I can either say, it's a migraine, where's God? Or I woke up, there's God, with the migraine. So, you know, I could want more. But I woke up. Life is still not panned out exactly as it was supposed to in my mind, and not everything happened the way I wanted. But I woke up. I have another day. And I can choose to use that day to be more connected to God and to the mission or not, regardless of what else is going on. And so the other phrase that we come to that becomes very, could be very divisive if we can't figure out what it means is, you know, those who believe in me, Jesus says, those who believe in me. That is another one of those phrases that could mean about six different things. You know, most people now think what it means is people in the world have heard the story of Jesus and Buddha and Mohammed and Lao Tzu and all of these, and they have to pick the right story. And if they pick the right story and say that's the true story, then they believe in Jesus. Now, that's certainly not what my parents would have meant if they looked at me and said, we want you to know we believe in you. That's not like, oh, so they know I exist. No, now it means something terribly different. If you have people in your life you believe in, that you believe in the goodness of their message, you believe that they can help the world, you believe what it means. I think when we start to say I believe in Jesus, we have to first say, what do I really mean when I look at a person and say I believe in them? I believe in the goodness of their heart and their mission. And that we can get to a lot of just through scripture. We can figure out Jesus was moving us towards that prophet vision. He was moving us away from, there's a lot of stories where Jesus took religious rituals and went, yeah, let's put those over here, let's get back to helping these people. Over and over again, when he moves the, when he tells them to make water in the ritual, make wine, he makes wine out of the ritual water jars. That would be like me doing a magic trick with the tabernacle. Those were the ritual jars. Now how's anyone going to wash their hands to come into the wedding feast? He just took the ritual jars and made wine out of them and said, yeah, serve this. You could, I mean, I can see people's head blowing up if that were a modern day religion. That he had just desecrated holy vessels, you know. But the welcome was more important than the ritual. You know, there are moments constantly through the scripture where he will say, you know, we weren't made to serve the Sabbath. The Sabbath was made to serve humanity. Go out and do the work. So he keeps taking that tact. So do we believe in that? It's harder than believing in, well, I just do the ritualized stuff. And then I get home with my life and I present myself to the world as someone who always goes to mass and always does my prayers and all. But we need to, if we believe in Jesus, we believe in the way of changing the world is through that prophetic message. And I think to be formed in the gospel is something we've had backwards for many years. Because I think if you said, I'm going to be formed in the gospel and then I'm going to go out and help the world, I think that's already backwards. But what we will do is, well, I'll start with a study group, I will read the gospels, I'll get the gospels in my head, I'll let them teach me, then I will do some prayer, I'll do spirituality, and this will propel me into the world to do charity. Statistics would tell us it's worked 20% of the time so far. A lot of people do all that spirituality stuff and you say, so how many hours a week do you spend just out there helping the poor? I'm going to get, it's going to propel me there any day now. It's going to happen. But we tell ourselves we're religious, we're spiritual, we believe in the gospel. But Jesus, you'll notice, he does not say to his disciples at one point, I want you to go out into the world and I want you, this is my, I was trying to set this timer that's saying, shut up, it's time. It didn't work. This voice that says to his disciples, he doesn't say, I'm going to send you two by two, take no provisions and go to seminary. No. He says, you go out and you encounter these people and you see their needs and you become informed by their lives and you see the suffering they're going through and you go out and he sends them across into the Samaritan areas and outside of their own culture and see how other people live and be formed in the gospel. And then that formation, you bring that back and you start reading the scriptures that didn't exist at that time, the gospels and the letters of Paul, you know. You come back and you read them through the lens you've gotten being formed in the charity of Christ. I think we think we have to go through a course in spirituality to be formed in Jesus rather than you go out in the world and you encounter people in need and that's how you're formed in the heart of Jesus. And then you can bring that back to your scripture reading and your study and your prayer and our gathering. And that's when we start to see the world change. I think the easy method is we're going to stay very still and pray until my heart is moved to go out into the world. You know, our heart, we will never, if you're waiting for your heart, your heart might be ready tomorrow and back away again on Tuesday. We commit because we believe in the message of Jesus. We believe in that basic life we believe. I don't think when Jesus told them to go out and help the poor, they all went, this is radically new. Thank goodness God told us that. We never noticed the suffering before. Before Jesus came, people were okay with suffering. No, he told them things they already knew. He was telling them, you know, follow your heart. Quit worrying about whether am I Christian, am I religious, am I patriotic, am I whatever it is. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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When the crowd saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there,
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they got into boats and came to Capernaum looking for Jesus.
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And when they found him across the sea, they said to him,
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Rabbi, when did you get here?
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Jesus answered and said,
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Amen, amen, I say to you, you are looking for me not because you saw signs,
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but because you ate the loaves and were filled.
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Do not work for food that perishes,
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but for the food that endures for eternal life,
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which the Son of Man will give you.
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For on him the Father, God, has set his seal.
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So they said to him, what can we do to accomplish the works of God?
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Jesus answered and said to them,
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This is the work of God that you believe in the one he sent.
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So they said to him, what sign can you do that we may see and believe in you?
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What can you do?
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Our ancestors ate manna in the desert.
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As it is written, he gave them bread from heaven to eat.
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So Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you,
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it was not Moses who gave the bread from heaven.
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My Father gives you the true bread from heaven.
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The bread of God is that which comes down from heaven
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and gives life to the world.
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So they said to him, Sir, give us this bread always.
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Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life.
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Whoever comes to me will never hunger,
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and whoever believes in me will never thirst.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Gospel writer has given us an incredible mishmash of information in this reading.
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He's got about seven themes going on that he's starting to tie together.
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And if you're reading the Gospel in a study group, it's one thing
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If, you know, you get this little cliff notes of chapter six here thrown at you for Sunday,
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you know, we just have to pick a few things and go with it.
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And if I miss some of the themes, come back in three years, it comes back around again.
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It's John's Gospel.
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He is writing for a Greek audience,
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so he can't use any of the tricks that the other synoptics would use,
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which is why if you were to read all four Gospels,
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you would quickly realize that Jesus, if you know the cultural references,
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but you see the differences whether you could name him or not,
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in the first three Gospels, Jesus sounds like a rabbi.
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And in the fourth Gospel, he sounds like a Greek philosopher.
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His sentence structure changes, it gets long, it gets wordy,
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the average sentence takes a page, you know.
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You know, it's a Greek, he's writing in that style that the Greek audience will understand.
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And it's not dishonest, it's not misquoting,
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it's knowing your audience and your audience knowing what you're doing.
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The audience knew that he was not writing a biography.
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We got a little stupid later on in history and decided he was,
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and then if it's not a biography, it must be dishonest,
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because we decided that's what it had to be.
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You know, we changed the expectation over time, not the Gospels.
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And so we've got this interesting Greek commentary
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on an old Jewish story that no one understood to begin with.
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They'd never heard the story of Moses in the desert,
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this was a Greek community that was hearing this Gospel.
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And so the meaning of the early story gets changed a little.
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And Jesus talks about the bread coming down from heaven
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and that being the word of life and God and Jesus,
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and that's not what the bread in the desert was.
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It was a miracle of food, it was, you know, it was the Old Testament story,
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that's what it was meant to be.
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But it brings us head to head with what I think are two warring dynamics in religion
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that do not trace back to Jesus, they trace back centuries before Jesus,
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and it's best exemplified in Judaism by the law and the prophets.
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Most of us will approach our religion through one or the other.
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And Jesus definitely tries to move everyone towards the prophetic approach.
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So to come to Jesus, to believe in Jesus was to believe in that,
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the primacy of the prophetic approach.
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And what that approach was, was prophetic Christianity says it's our job
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to go out and be with the poor and speak truth to power
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and try to make the world a more just place
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and find those who are suffering and raise their lives up a little,
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even if it means we have to give away some of our stuff,
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because most of us could give more and still be happy.
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And this is this prophetic vision,
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and the prophets cry out against it again and again and again and again,
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and then you have the law approach, which we tend to favor
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because at least for a few, it's easier.
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The law is what I call a trinket-based religion,
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where I haven't really done anything for anyone this week,
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but, you know, I prayed with the right rosary beads,
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I prayed to the right saint, I went to the right church,
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I looked at the right stained glass window, I'm holy.
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And this is where our religion becomes a substitute for actual holiness.
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We use the religious trinkets to make us feel I'm doing all the right stuff.
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I do it the right way.
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I go to that church and not that church
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because that priest holds his hands at the wrong angles and I don't like it.
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And holiness is this angle and not that angle, or, you know.
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Cardinal Bernadine told the story of going to town hall meetings in Chicago
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when he was the cardinal there.
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And he said, you know, the practice was he would go in
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and he would talk with the kids, the youth groups, all afternoon,
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and then he'd talk with the adults in the evening.
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And he said you could just see how religion had kind of, he said,
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you know, really had twisted their approach to their faith in some ways
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because the kids would be like, this was back in the 90s,
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what is the church doing about the crisis in Serbo-Croatia?
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What are they doing about this? How are we responding to this?
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The kids, all day long.
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And then he'd get to the adults and they'd say,
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you know, Father Bob washes his hands and Father Pete doesn't.
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Which one is correct?
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And they'd gone from the difference between being good or being indifferent
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to which one's right and which one's wrong.
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Simpler, but not necessarily the path of holiness.
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And people like it because a trinket religion,
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I can get done in 20 minutes a day.
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Boom, done, holy, get on with life.
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But that call to say, how much of my life do I spend helping other people?
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And it may not be that you got out, you know, did you help other people?
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It doesn't mean you spent the week and you can tell me when you worked
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for a charity that's recognized by the nonprofit status organization.
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You know, nothing like that.
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There may be people that you've reached out individually.
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Who do we help in our lives?
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And how much of our lives do we give to helping people not to get anything back,
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not to get a repayment, not even to get to heaven?
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I think, I've said this before, but I think it is the hardest part of our faith
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to get into our subconscious mind,
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which is Jesus did not come and go through all that suffering
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so he could get to heaven.
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He was there to begin with.
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He didn't do that for himself.
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Jesus isn't given a payoff.
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And so we can't follow Jesus for the sake of our own payoff.
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By doing that, we're not really following him.
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But what we can do is form ourselves in the gospel.
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And that's where this reading asks us to do something that we don't really quite get.
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When it says, you know, whoever believes in me.
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Now there are two phrases that come up in today's liturgy that I think
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they're among my least favorite Christian bumper stickers.
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One is from the first reading, God will provide.
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I've always hated that.
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Not because it's a lovely vision of God.
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God will provide.
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But it's really like saying, my family really, really likes.
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I mean, they like what?
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God will provide.
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What?
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We don't know, just shut up.
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God will provide.
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It's like, because that gets misconstrued,
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and then people end up hurt and disappointed.
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I prayed for someone with failing health, and they passed away anyway.
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What did God provide?
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There are people who pray and still starve to death.
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There are people who are praying and are holy and they still can't find a job.
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And they still feel alone in the world.
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And they've never found the relationship they wanted.
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So we ordain them.
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Just joking.
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So sad.
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No.
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What is it we think God will provide?
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And all of a sudden, we get a little uneasy.
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But if we can't articulate it, then we'll get something odd in our head,
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and it will be disappointed.
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God will not provide what we want always.
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And we try to come up with reasons.
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Well, it's because God knows what's good for us.
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It's because that's not the promise.
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There is a real sort of uber sense to what that means.
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God will provide means everything that happens in my life is provided by God.
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God is what keeps me breathing.
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God is the spark of life.
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You know, I've told you this year, you know, I've been struggling with these migraine headaches,
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and they haven't been horrific, but they're there.
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And when I wake up with a migraine, I have one of two choices.
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I can either say, it's a migraine, where's God?
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Or I woke up, there's God, with the migraine.
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So, you know, I could want more.
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But I woke up.
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Life is still not panned out exactly as it was supposed to in my mind,
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and not everything happened the way I wanted.
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But I woke up.
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I have another day.
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And I can choose to use that day to be more connected to God and to the mission or not,
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regardless of what else is going on.
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And so the other phrase that we come to that becomes very,
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could be very divisive if we can't figure out what it means is,
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you know, those who believe in me, Jesus says, those who believe in me.
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That is another one of those phrases that could mean about six different things.
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You know, most people now think what it means is people in the world have heard the story of Jesus
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and Buddha and Mohammed and Lao Tzu and all of these,
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and they have to pick the right story.
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And if they pick the right story and say that's the true story, then they believe in Jesus.
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Now, that's certainly not what my parents would have meant if they looked at me and said,
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we want you to know we believe in you.
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That's not like, oh, so they know I exist.
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No, now it means something terribly different.
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If you have people in your life you believe in,
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that you believe in the goodness of their message,
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you believe that they can help the world,
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you believe what it means.
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I think when we start to say I believe in Jesus, we have to first say,
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what do I really mean when I look at a person and say I believe in them?
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I believe in the goodness of their heart and their mission.
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And that we can get to a lot of just through scripture.
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We can figure out Jesus was moving us towards that prophet vision.
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He was moving us away from, there's a lot of stories where Jesus took religious rituals and went,
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yeah, let's put those over here, let's get back to helping these people.
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Over and over again, when he moves the, when he tells them to make water in the ritual,
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make wine, he makes wine out of the ritual water jars.
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That would be like me doing a magic trick with the tabernacle.
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Those were the ritual jars.
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Now how's anyone going to wash their hands to come into the wedding feast?
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He just took the ritual jars and made wine out of them and said, yeah, serve this.
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You could, I mean, I can see people's head blowing up if that were a modern day religion.
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That he had just desecrated holy vessels, you know.
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But the welcome was more important than the ritual.
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You know, there are moments constantly through the scripture where he will say, you know,
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we weren't made to serve the Sabbath.
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The Sabbath was made to serve humanity.
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Go out and do the work.
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So he keeps taking that tact.
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So do we believe in that?
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It's harder than believing in, well, I just do the ritualized stuff.
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And then I get home with my life and I present myself to the world as someone who always goes to mass
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and always does my prayers and all.
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But we need to, if we believe in Jesus, we believe in the way of changing the world
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is through that prophetic message.
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And I think to be formed in the gospel is something we've had backwards for many years.
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Because I think if you said, I'm going to be formed in the gospel
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and then I'm going to go out and help the world, I think that's already backwards.
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But what we will do is, well, I'll start with a study group, I will read the gospels,
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I'll get the gospels in my head, I'll let them teach me,
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then I will do some prayer, I'll do spirituality,
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and this will propel me into the world to do charity.
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Statistics would tell us it's worked 20% of the time so far.
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A lot of people do all that spirituality stuff and you say,
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so how many hours a week do you spend just out there helping the poor?
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I'm going to get, it's going to propel me there any day now.
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It's going to happen.
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But we tell ourselves we're religious, we're spiritual, we believe in the gospel.
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But Jesus, you'll notice, he does not say to his disciples at one point,
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I want you to go out into the world and I want you,
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this is my, I was trying to set this timer that's saying, shut up, it's time.
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It didn't work.
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This voice that says to his disciples, he doesn't say,
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I'm going to send you two by two, take no provisions and go to seminary.
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No.
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He says, you go out and you encounter these people and you see their needs
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and you become informed by their lives and you see the suffering they're going through
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and you go out and he sends them across into the Samaritan areas
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and outside of their own culture and see how other people live and be formed in the gospel.
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And then that formation, you bring that back
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and you start reading the scriptures that didn't exist at that time,
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the gospels and the letters of Paul, you know.
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You come back and you read them through the lens you've gotten
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being formed in the charity of Christ.
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I think we think we have to go through a course in spirituality to be formed in Jesus
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rather than you go out in the world and you encounter people in need
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and that's how you're formed in the heart of Jesus.
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And then you can bring that back to your scripture reading and your study
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and your prayer and our gathering.
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And that's when we start to see the world change.
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I think the easy method is we're going to stay very still and pray
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until my heart is moved to go out into the world.
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You know, our heart, we will never, if you're waiting for your heart,
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your heart might be ready tomorrow and back away again on Tuesday.
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We commit because we believe in the message of Jesus.
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We believe in that basic life we believe.
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I don't think when Jesus told them to go out and help the poor,
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they all went, this is radically new.
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Thank goodness God told us that. We never noticed the suffering before.
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Before Jesus came, people were okay with suffering.
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No, he told them things they already knew.
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He was telling them, you know, follow your heart.
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Quit worrying about whether am I Christian, am I religious, am I patriotic,
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am I whatever it is.
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Are you being authentically human and listening to the suffering of other people?
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That's the gospel we're formed in.
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That's the gospel we then bring back to the tradition of scripture and prayer
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and watch as Jesus' true mission transforms the world.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that auth Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that authentic Christian faith is not grounded in ritual, doctrine, or religious correctness, but in a life of prophetic action and compassionate engagement with the suffering of others. He critiques what he calls “trinket religion”—a faith based on superficial religious practices that make us feel holy without requiring transformation or service. Instead, he exhorts us to follow the prophetic path of Jesus, who prioritizes mercy, justice, and human dignity over ritual observance. Father Pat challenges us to ask not only whether we believe in Jesus intellectually, but whether we believe in him in the deeper sense—by embodying his mission, feeding the hungry, healing the broken, and standing with the marginalized. To be truly formed in the Gospel, he insists, we must first go out and encounter the world’s suffering; only then will our reading of Scripture and practice of prayer be authentic and transformative.
In a detailed and thoughtful unpacking of the Gospel reading from John, Father Pat explores how the evangelist John, writing for a Greek audience, crafts a deeply layered narrative that blends Jewish tradition with Greek philosophical style. Unlike the other Gospels where Jesus speaks like a rabbi, John presents him as a divine Logos, engaging in long, complex discourses. This Gospel’s account of Jesus as the bread of life is not merely a retelling of the manna in the desert but a redefinition: not food for the stomach, but sustenance for the soul, a sustenance that is eternal and transformative. Jesus challenges the crowd for seeking him only because they were physically fed—“you ate the loaves and were filled”—and redirects their hunger toward deeper spiritual nourishment. The true “work of God,” Jesus says, is to believe in the one God has sent—not merely to acknowledge his existence, but to entrust oneself to his mission and embody his values.
Father Pat explains that this belief is not about intellectual assent or choosing the correct theological proposition over others. It is about relational trust and alignment with Jesus’ mission. To “believe in Jesus” is to embody the values he lived and taught—compassion, justice, self-sacrifice, and a radical solidarity with the poor and oppressed. We must shift from a “law-based” religion—focused on rules, rituals, and spiritual checklists—to a “prophetic” religion grounded in the real, messy work of love and justice. Father Pat critiques the tendency of modern believers to reduce faith to external practices—rosaries, correct liturgical gestures, church loyalty—while neglecting the core call of the Gospel: to love others as Christ loved us.
He uses a powerful anecdote from Cardinal Joseph Bernardin to illustrate this contrast. When speaking to youth groups, Bernardin found the younger generation eager to discuss global justice issues and the Church’s role in addressing suffering. But when he met with adults, they were more concerned with liturgical correctness—who washed their hands during Mass and who didn’t. This shift from compassion to correctness, from mission to minutiae, reflects how religion can become disconnected from its prophetic roots.
Father Pat also critiques two commonly misunderstood Christian phrases: “God will provide” and “those who believe in me.” He warns that “God will provide” is often used in a vague, unreflective way that can lead to disappointment when life doesn’t go as we hoped. It can be misused to create false expectations of divine intervention. Instead, Father Pat reorients the phrase to mean that God is the source of life itself—God provides the very breath and opportunity of each new day, not necessarily the outcomes we desire. Similarly, “those who believe in me” must be understood not as a theological checkbox, but as a deep, relational commitment to embodying Jesus’ mission in the world.
A key insight Father Pat offers is that formation in the Gospel does not begin in the classroom or prayer group—it begins in the encounter with the suffering other. We are not first made holy through study and then sent into the world; rather, we are formed by going out, encountering need, serving others, and then returning to Scripture and worship with new eyes and hearts. Jesus did not send his disciples to seminaries but into villages, among the broken and poor, to be shaped by love in action. The Gospel is not merely to be believed—it is to be lived. Formation in Christ comes through proximity to suffering, not through spiritual isolation.
Importantly, Father Pat reminds us that Jesus himself did not undergo suffering to attain heaven—he was already one with the Father. He suffered for others, not for his own reward. Likewise, Christians cannot follow Jesus with the ulterior motive of earning heaven. If our faith is transactional, it is not truly Christian. The Gospel challenges us to love without reward, to give without return, and to serve simply because others are in need.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to examine the substance of our discipleship: Do we believe in Jesus in the way we believe in those we love and admire—by trusting his mission, living his values, and continuing his work? Are we willing to abandon the comfort of religious habits in order to embrace the discomfort of true prophetic action? For only when we are formed by the Gospel through acts of love, justice, and mercy can we truly say we believe in Jesus—and in doing so, help bring about the Kingdom he proclaimed....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 895.3800048828125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to the crowds, This is how it is with the kingdom of God. As it is if a man were to scatter seed on the land and would sleep and rise night and day, and through it all the seed would sprout and grow, he knows not how. Of its own accord, the land yields fruit, first the blade, then the ear, then the full grain in the ear, and when the grain is ripe, he wields the sickle at once, for the harvest has come. He said to what shall I compare the kingdom of God or what parable can we use for it? It is like a mustard seed that, when it is sown in the ground, is the smallest of all the seeds. But once it is sown, it springs up and becomes the largest of plants and puts forth large branches so that the birds of the sky can dwell in its shade. With many such parables he spoke to them, the word, as they were able to understand it, and without parables he did not speak to them. But to his own disciples he explained everything in private, the gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Too much emphasis and even probably some odd interpretations of the last line of today's gospel launched centuries of probably the most pernicious heresy in the church, which was called Gnosticism, which is kind of the basis for the whole Da Vinci Code sort of thing, the Illuminati. There are people with secret information and if you, you know, protect the secret information, you're doing God's work. And if you're fully initiated, then you have the secret information and you're going to be saved. It was all the heresy because information doesn't save you. You know, Jesus saved people and, you know, immediately people were like, well, you know, the rest of you just have parables, but the disciples, they were given it straight down and it's been handed on secretly. You know, we love conspiracy theories because they make us feel like we're, you know, we're not in control of the world, but at least I understand it better than the rest of you and you just don't understand that there are aliens here. You know, it sort of gives us a nice intellectual boost to come up with something that's a little crazy and the rest of the world doesn't see. But this opening parable has this sort of desire to get us to notice what happens when we're not paying attention. You know, a farmer will generally use the phrase and he's not being dishonest, it's just the way we speak, you know, that, well, you know, I grow corn or I grow wheat but none of that's true. They tend crops. Crops grow themselves. Now, you have to tend them and you have to work hard to make sure everything works right, give them the optimal circumstance, but they grow while you're sleeping. Field A still grows while you're working on field B. You know, every single plant gets very little individual attention and continues to grow when you're not there. So we just tend to not recognize what's going on, you know, except moment by moment, certain moments pop out and stick in our memory. And many of you have heard me, you know, before it's one of the bizarre questions that kind of eats at me in my life is that I know all of us only remember a fraction of our past. I mean, even those of you, I would imagine most of you it might take you a moment, but you could probably come up with what you had for lunch yesterday. If I asked you how many bites, probably not. If I asked you what you had two weeks ago, probably not. So even yesterday, you might have collapsed yesterday into a few facts that your mind will take with you. There are even sleep psychologists who believe that that's actually what the process of dreaming is. It sorts through your day and decides what to chunk into long-term memory and what to jettison. Maybe, who knows. All I know is we think that we've been formed by our life. And I always think, actually, we've been formed by the memories we hold on to. What if you had a whole different set of memories from your life? I have a magnet on my refrigerator with a picture of Jesus on the hilltop preaching. And it says, now pay attention because I don't want four versions of this out there. You know, I mean, John records a whole different set of memories from Jesus' life. You know, what happens if that shift happens? And what happens when we start to notice the things we don't always notice, the deeper movements? Now, not nearly as eloquent as the Scripture, I always tell the schoolchildren what I call the parable of the peanut butter sandwich, which most children between the age of maybe five and seven, maybe for their first time, you know, they get out two slices of bread and they get out the peanut butter and the jelly and they spread it on. And they've made lunch by themselves for their first time. And in their mind, that gets cemented as an achievement. And you don't want to take the achievement away. But at what point do we point out to them that that's not nearly as much of an achievement as a deep experience of the worldwide community? Because that child doesn't know how to make peanut butter or grow a peanut. That child doesn't know how to grow wheat or make bread. Doesn't have a clue how to make jam. But they made that sandwich. They were part of something that was much bigger. You know, they were part of. And it's not that it's bad to sense that accomplishment. But, you know, where the entitlement thing that we always hear about today, where that starts to come in is we think we're making our own lunch until we show up one day and mom or dad forgot to put peanut butter in that cupboard. Now we're upset, you know. Because we just, there's so much that has fallen into place. And when it's not there, we miss it. But we don't notice how much is there in our life that keeps things from going completely, you know, off the axis. And so when our life does spin out of control, we become very aware. And so, you know, Jesus says, you know, a lot of stuff goes on behind the scenes all the time. God's grace is working in our life all the time and we don't see it. So we start to think it's not there. And where we experience it is when we're willing to look at that larger community that we belong to. You know, we can get focused on, I made the sandwich. And not only did I make the sandwich, you know, it takes about 10 minutes for me to decide. And there's a right way to make the sandwich. You cut it from corner to corner. None of this down the middle stuff. And then we start, you know, creating camps of the right way to make a sandwich. And none of us really want to notice that we're all dependent on the same larger community to even start. You know, it happens. I always think that, you know, we hear so much nowadays. I've always thought it's been going on for years. People, if anyone tells you, if you hear the phrase, the fall of democracy, what it usually means is they're not embracing what I like at the moment. But the actual fall has been happening for years as we've watched less people vote. I mean, that's democracy. If you want, if you want to see, if you want to see democracy's real voice, you try to get everyone to vote. Not because they'll agree with me on my vote, but because we just try and get everyone to vote. And people who that makes very uncomfortable don't want to tell you, but they don't like democracy. You know, the idea that everyone's equal. See, that's the spirituality of democracy, not the politics of it. The spirituality is everyone's equal. And most people, I think in this country, where we've maybe lost our love for democracy, is most of us vote to get our agenda furthered rather than if we vote, we should vote because it's a deep ritual of belonging. It's a deep moment where your opinion won't mean any more than anyone else's, but it won't mean any less. And it's a belonging to the whole. And you can't put that message out there because it's not as exciting as getting across my agenda. That's why I vote. I vote because, you know, if the rest of the world was smarter than me, they'd all vote this way. You know, rarely do I meet people who will say, well, this is my vote, but I'm kind of dumb. No, we're all smarter than everyone else. You know, I always watch in church politics, you know, in church politics, you know, everyone will tell you, you have to follow the bishops until the bishops say something I don't like. You know, and that happens clear up to the Pope. And the Pope is the Pope until I don't like what the Pope said. And so, you know, and that's not a horrible bad thing. It's just that once you've done that, it's harder the following week to try and go to the same people and say, well, you have to listen to the bishops because you already decided not to the week before. And what most of us really believe is that the Pope and the bishops are infallible when they agree with me. We don't want to admit that that's where we're at, but a lot of us are there. And we get that way in religion and in politics and in family and in all sorts of things because it's hard for us to conceive of how large the group of humanity that we belong to is. It's why in a country, why is everyone so fascinated with polarizing and dividing and chopping everything up right now? And it's because then you're a big fish in a little pond. I just hang around the people who think like I do, and since there's only three of us, I'm important. You know, if there's, you know, 325 million of us, then my voice is just one. And that can be frustrating, but it can also be that deeper sense of belonging. I have a ritual. I do this every two years at the midterms and the big elections, and that's where I always walk to vote. I always—well, it's just down at the, you know, it's down at University and the highway. And so I usually take the walk down. And, you know, it's just a really—I don't know why I get into this weird place every time I'm going down there that's sort of like this— it's very freeing to know that my vote will be added, but it's not going to decide anything. But there's a deep belonging to it. And I think the reason people get discouraged is because someone told them, you know, when they said, your vote will matter, they think, oh, so mine will tip the balance? No, it will matter because you will belong. And belonging just isn't as important to us nowadays as I need people to hear me. I need people to know what I'm thinking. It's why social media is exploding. I see now on social media the two words that I believe should never, ever, ever go together, and people use these all the time. And it's a way that we divide the world so that we can feel that everyone thinks like us. It's called community filter. That has got to be the ugliest phrase I've ever heard. I have a community filter, and I don't want to tell you how many of you just don't make it through my filter. Okay, all of you, but it's, you know, I don't go out on social media ever. I'm actually—you probably all come through the filter, and if I ever check in, I'll see you. But that idea that I'm going to filter the community so that I'll believe more people that are higher, you know, 90% of the people that I let on my page agree with me. What does that mean? Does that mean that your opinion's smart or that your filters are strong? You know, we'd rather be a big fish in a little pond. And what Jesus says is, you belong to a very, very large pond. The ocean's a scary place. That's what we're called to belong. We're called to belong to something bigger and deeper. And it's not as exciting, and it's not as bombastic, and it's not as, you know, biting, and it doesn't tear us apart. But we belong. And I thought, you know, it would really be an interesting healing moment in our country, in our church, in everything, to say, what happens when people say, oh yeah, well, I vote because that's how I'm part of the group. It's a sense of belonging. Not it's how I manipulate the group, not it's how I persuade the group, but it's how I belong. Because I think, you know, this, I'll notice this in the school once in a while, if a parent is upset with something, they won't come to you until they've got a posse behind them. And you know, I don't want to upset anyone who's ever done this, but whenever someone comes to me and says, you know, I've been talking to a lot of parents and they all feel the same way. Now, you have to know what I hear is, I've been talking to a lot of parents and not one of them has been willing to tell me I'm crazy to my face. Maybe they really do agree, but since you know they probably wouldn't tell you if they didn't, rather than, I feel comfortable coming in and saying, I don't know if other people think like this, it's how I think, it's one opinion, and I can still state it. I don't need to have a posse behind me to believe I have a point. To be able to come in and say, this is my point. You know, I don't have to think, I'll sway the whole country to go to a ballot box and say, but this is mine. I don't have to pretend I'm like everyone else to come into the church and be acceptable. That we bring the truth of who we are to everything we do, and we are one person in the world. It's kind of a delicate maturity that we're called to. God's grace just keeps moving on in us. And I think that what we'll find is, not that there isn't all sorts of activism in the world that can be a good thing. You know, going out and fighting for a cause can do things to change the world. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to the crowds,
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This is how it is with the kingdom of God.
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As it is if a man were to scatter seed on the land
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and would sleep and rise night and day,
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and through it all the seed would sprout and grow,
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he knows not how.
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Of its own accord, the land yields fruit,
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first the blade, then the ear,
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then the full grain in the ear,
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and when the grain is ripe, he wields the sickle at once,
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for the harvest has come.
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He said to what shall I compare the kingdom of God
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or what parable can we use for it?
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It is like a mustard seed that, when it is sown in the ground,
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is the smallest of all the seeds.
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But once it is sown, it springs up
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and becomes the largest of plants
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and puts forth large branches
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so that the birds of the sky can dwell in its shade.
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With many such parables he spoke to them,
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the word, as they were able to understand it,
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and without parables he did not speak to them.
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But to his own disciples he explained everything in private,
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the gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Too much emphasis
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and even probably some odd interpretations
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of the last line of today's gospel
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launched centuries of probably
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the most pernicious heresy in the church,
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which was called Gnosticism,
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which is kind of the basis
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for the whole Da Vinci Code sort of thing,
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the Illuminati.
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There are people with secret information
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and if you, you know, protect the secret information,
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you're doing God's work.
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And if you're fully initiated,
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then you have the secret information
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and you're going to be saved.
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It was all the heresy
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because information doesn't save you.
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You know, Jesus saved people
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and, you know, immediately people were like,
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well, you know, the rest of you just have parables,
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but the disciples, they were given it straight down
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and it's been handed on secretly.
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You know, we love conspiracy theories
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because they make us feel like we're, you know,
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we're not in control of the world,
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but at least I understand it better than the rest of you
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and you just don't understand that there are aliens here.
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You know, it sort of gives us a nice intellectual boost
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to come up with something that's a little crazy
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and the rest of the world doesn't see.
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But this opening parable has this sort of desire
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to get us to notice what happens
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when we're not paying attention.
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You know, a farmer will generally use the phrase
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and he's not being dishonest,
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it's just the way we speak, you know,
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that, well, you know, I grow corn or I grow wheat
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but none of that's true.
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They tend crops.
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Crops grow themselves.
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Now, you have to tend them and you have to work hard
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to make sure everything works right,
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give them the optimal circumstance,
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but they grow while you're sleeping.
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Field A still grows while you're working on field B.
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You know, every single plant gets very little individual attention
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and continues to grow when you're not there.
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So we just tend to not recognize what's going on,
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you know, except moment by moment,
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certain moments pop out and stick in our memory.
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And many of you have heard me, you know,
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before it's one of the bizarre questions
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that kind of eats at me in my life is
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that I know all of us only remember a fraction of our past.
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I mean, even those of you,
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I would imagine most of you it might take you a moment,
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but you could probably come up with what you had for lunch yesterday.
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If I asked you how many bites, probably not.
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If I asked you what you had two weeks ago, probably not.
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So even yesterday, you might have collapsed yesterday
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into a few facts that your mind will take with you.
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There are even sleep psychologists
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who believe that that's actually what the process of dreaming is.
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It sorts through your day and decides what to chunk
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into long-term memory and what to jettison.
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Maybe, who knows.
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All I know is we think that we've been formed by our life.
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And I always think, actually,
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we've been formed by the memories we hold on to.
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What if you had a whole different set of memories from your life?
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I have a magnet on my refrigerator
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with a picture of Jesus on the hilltop preaching.
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And it says, now pay attention
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because I don't want four versions of this out there.
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You know, I mean,
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John records a whole different set of memories from Jesus' life.
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You know, what happens if that shift happens?
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And what happens when we start to notice the things
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we don't always notice, the deeper movements?
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Now, not nearly as eloquent as the Scripture,
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I always tell the schoolchildren
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what I call the parable of the peanut butter sandwich,
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which most children between the age of maybe five and seven,
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maybe for their first time,
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you know, they get out two slices of bread
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and they get out the peanut butter and the jelly
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and they spread it on.
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And they've made lunch by themselves for their first time.
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And in their mind, that gets cemented as an achievement.
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And you don't want to take the achievement away.
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But at what point do we point out to them
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that that's not nearly as much of an achievement
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as a deep experience of the worldwide community?
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Because that child doesn't know how to make peanut butter
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or grow a peanut.
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That child doesn't know how to grow wheat or make bread.
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Doesn't have a clue how to make jam.
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But they made that sandwich.
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They were part of something that was much bigger.
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You know, they were part of.
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And it's not that it's bad to sense that accomplishment.
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But, you know, where the entitlement thing
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that we always hear about today,
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where that starts to come in is we think
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we're making our own lunch until we show up one day
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and mom or dad forgot to put peanut butter in that cupboard.
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Now we're upset, you know.
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Because we just, there's so much that has fallen into place.
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And when it's not there, we miss it.
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But we don't notice how much is there in our life
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that keeps things from going completely, you know, off the axis.
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And so when our life does spin out of control,
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we become very aware.
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And so, you know, Jesus says, you know,
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a lot of stuff goes on behind the scenes all the time.
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God's grace is working in our life all the time
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and we don't see it.
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So we start to think it's not there.
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And where we experience it is when we're willing to look
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at that larger community that we belong to.
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You know, we can get focused on, I made the sandwich.
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And not only did I make the sandwich, you know,
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it takes about 10 minutes for me to decide.
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And there's a right way to make the sandwich.
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You cut it from corner to corner.
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None of this down the middle stuff.
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And then we start, you know, creating camps
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of the right way to make a sandwich.
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And none of us really want to notice that we're all dependent
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on the same larger community to even start.
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You know, it happens.
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I always think that, you know, we hear so much nowadays.
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I've always thought it's been going on for years.
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People, if anyone tells you, if you hear the phrase,
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the fall of democracy, what it usually means is
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they're not embracing what I like at the moment.
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But the actual fall has been happening for years
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as we've watched less people vote.
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I mean, that's democracy.
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If you want, if you want to see,
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if you want to see democracy's real voice,
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you try to get everyone to vote.
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Not because they'll agree with me on my vote,
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but because we just try and get everyone to vote.
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And people who that makes very uncomfortable
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don't want to tell you, but they don't like democracy.
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You know, the idea that everyone's equal.
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See, that's the spirituality of democracy,
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not the politics of it.
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The spirituality is everyone's equal.
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And most people, I think in this country,
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where we've maybe lost our love for democracy,
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is most of us vote to get our agenda furthered
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rather than if we vote, we should vote
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because it's a deep ritual of belonging.
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It's a deep moment where your opinion won't mean
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any more than anyone else's, but it won't mean any less.
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And it's a belonging to the whole.
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And you can't put that message out there
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because it's not as exciting as getting across my agenda.
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That's why I vote.
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I vote because, you know,
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if the rest of the world was smarter than me,
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they'd all vote this way.
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You know, rarely do I meet people who will say,
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well, this is my vote, but I'm kind of dumb.
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No, we're all smarter than everyone else.
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You know, I always watch in church politics,
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you know, in church politics, you know,
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everyone will tell you, you have to follow the bishops
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until the bishops say something I don't like.
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You know, and that happens clear up to the Pope.
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And the Pope is the Pope
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until I don't like what the Pope said.
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And so, you know, and that's not a horrible bad thing.
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It's just that once you've done that,
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it's harder the following week to try and go to the same people
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and say, well, you have to listen to the bishops
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because you already decided not to the week before.
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And what most of us really believe
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is that the Pope and the bishops are infallible
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when they agree with me.
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We don't want to admit that that's where we're at,
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but a lot of us are there.
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And we get that way in religion and in politics
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and in family and in all sorts of things
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because it's hard for us to conceive
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of how large the group of humanity that we belong to is.
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It's why in a country,
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why is everyone so fascinated with polarizing
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and dividing and chopping everything up right now?
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And it's because then you're a big fish in a little pond.
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I just hang around the people who think like I do,
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and since there's only three of us, I'm important.
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You know, if there's, you know, 325 million of us,
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then my voice is just one.
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And that can be frustrating,
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but it can also be that deeper sense of belonging.
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I have a ritual.
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I do this every two years at the midterms and the big elections,
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and that's where I always walk to vote.
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I always—well, it's just down at the, you know,
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it's down at University and the highway.
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And so I usually take the walk down.
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And, you know, it's just a really—I don't know why
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I get into this weird place every time I'm going down there
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that's sort of like this—
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it's very freeing to know that my vote will be added,
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but it's not going to decide anything.
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But there's a deep belonging to it.
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And I think the reason people get discouraged
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is because someone told them, you know,
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when they said, your vote will matter,
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they think, oh, so mine will tip the balance?
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No, it will matter because you will belong.
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And belonging just isn't as important to us nowadays
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as I need people to hear me.
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I need people to know what I'm thinking.
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It's why social media is exploding.
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I see now on social media the two words
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that I believe should never, ever, ever go together,
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and people use these all the time.
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And it's a way that we divide the world
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so that we can feel that everyone thinks like us.
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It's called community filter.
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That has got to be the ugliest phrase I've ever heard.
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I have a community filter,
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and I don't want to tell you how many of you
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just don't make it through my filter.
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Okay, all of you, but it's, you know,
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I don't go out on social media ever.
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I'm actually—you probably all come through the filter,
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and if I ever check in, I'll see you.
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But that idea that I'm going to filter the community
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so that I'll believe more people that are higher,
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you know, 90% of the people that I let on my page
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agree with me.
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What does that mean?
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Does that mean that your opinion's smart
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or that your filters are strong?
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You know, we'd rather be a big fish in a little pond.
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And what Jesus says is,
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you belong to a very, very large pond.
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The ocean's a scary place.
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That's what we're called to belong.
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We're called to belong to something bigger and deeper.
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And it's not as exciting, and it's not as bombastic,
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and it's not as, you know, biting,
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and it doesn't tear us apart.
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But we belong.
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And I thought, you know, it would really be
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an interesting healing moment in our country,
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in our church, in everything, to say,
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what happens when people say,
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oh yeah, well, I vote because
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that's how I'm part of the group.
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It's a sense of belonging.
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Not it's how I manipulate the group,
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not it's how I persuade the group,
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but it's how I belong.
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Because I think, you know, this,
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I'll notice this in the school once in a while,
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if a parent is upset with something,
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they won't come to you until they've got a posse behind them.
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And you know, I don't want to upset
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anyone who's ever done this,
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but whenever someone comes to me and says,
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you know, I've been talking to a lot of parents
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and they all feel the same way.
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Now, you have to know what I hear is,
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I've been talking to a lot of parents
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and not one of them has been willing to tell me
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I'm crazy to my face.
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Maybe they really do agree,
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but since you know they probably wouldn't tell you
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if they didn't,
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rather than, I feel comfortable coming in and saying,
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I don't know if other people think like this,
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it's how I think, it's one opinion,
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and I can still state it.
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I don't need to have a posse behind me
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to believe I have a point.
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To be able to come in and say, this is my point.
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You know, I don't have to think,
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I'll sway the whole country to go to a ballot box
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and say, but this is mine.
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I don't have to pretend I'm like everyone else
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to come into the church and be acceptable.
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That we bring the truth of who we are
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to everything we do,
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and we are one person in the world.
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It's kind of a delicate maturity that we're called to.
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God's grace just keeps moving on in us.
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And I think that what we'll find is,
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that can be a good thing.
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can do things to change the world.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound, ofte Father Pat’s message centers on the profound, often unnoticed workings of God's grace in our lives and the deep spiritual call to belong—not as isolated individuals seeking control or superiority, but as members of a vast, interconnected human and divine community. Using the parables of the growing seed and the mustard seed, Father Pat invites us to recognize that much of what is most transformative—both in nature and in the spiritual life—happens quietly, steadily, and often without our full awareness. He warns against the allure of secret knowledge or elitism, including religious or ideological Gnosticism, which undermines the Christian truth that salvation is not found in exclusive information but in the person of Jesus Christ and in communal participation. He challenges the modern emphasis on individualism, control, and self-importance by calling attention to how we overlook the invisible network of grace and cooperation that shapes our lives. Ultimately, he urges us to recover a spirituality of belonging: to the Church, to our society, and to the mysterious workings of God’s kingdom.
The Gospel passage from Mark presents two parables about the kingdom of God: one where a seed grows without the farmer fully understanding how, and another about the mustard seed that starts tiny but grows into something vast, offering shelter and blessing to others. Father Pat draws from these images a theology of humility and mystery. The seed grows not because the farmer controls it, but because it is embedded in a system of life that transcends his understanding. Similarly, the kingdom of God is at work in our lives, often imperceptibly, and not because of our mastery or merit, but because of God’s enduring grace. This challenges modern assumptions that value only what is visible, controllable, or consciously understood. Father Pat stresses that much of our spiritual development happens “while we sleep,” in the unnoticed moments of life.
He contrasts this with the dangerous tendency in both religious and secular culture to gravitate toward elitism, conspiracy, and exclusivity. He critiques Gnosticism—the ancient heresy which claimed salvation through secret knowledge—as still present today in the form of conspiracy theories, ideological echo chambers, and even in the way people interpret Scripture and Church authority. When we believe we have special insight that others lack, we distort the Gospel and sever ourselves from the shared, communal nature of truth. This elitism is not limited to religion: it permeates our politics, our social media habits, and even how we engage with our communities. In all of these, we are tempted to isolate ourselves into smaller, self-affirming groups where we feel powerful or superior.
To illustrate the spiritual blindness that results from self-centeredness, Father Pat shares the parable of a child making a peanut butter sandwich—believing they’ve done something “all by themselves,” while unaware of the vast network of labor, agriculture, and industry that made their lunch possible. It’s a metaphor for how we live: imagining our lives and achievements are solitary, when in fact they are embedded in community, in grace, and in the work of countless others. This illusion of independence fosters entitlement, disconnection, and ingratitude.
In response, Father Pat calls for a recovery of the spiritual value of belonging. He reflects on voting not as a means of asserting power or pushing an agenda, but as a ritual of shared identity, a humble act of participation in a collective. Likewise, our relationship with Church authority—bishops, the Pope, the community of believers—should not be transactional or conditional, based on whether they affirm our personal views, but rooted in a deeper fidelity to communal truth and spiritual unity. He acknowledges that our culture often resists this kind of submission or mutuality, preferring instead to be “a big fish in a little pond,” surrounding ourselves with like-minded people and filtering out dissent.
This fragmentation, Father Pat suggests, is spiritually impoverishing. When we only listen to those who agree with us, when we filter our “community,” we shrink our souls and miss the grandeur of the kingdom, which is diverse, mysterious, and much larger than us. The kingdom of God is not a club for the like-minded or the elite; it is a mustard tree with branches wide enough for all the birds of the sky. It is a field where grace is always growing, even when we do not see it.
Father Pat concludes with an invitation to recognize our place within the vast, grace-filled movement of God’s kingdom—not as controllers, but as participants. Our task is not to dominate, to manipulate, or to stand above others, but to belong. Whether in voting, in Church life, or in daily acts of community, we are called to embody the humility of the seed: growing slowly, rooted in mystery, and open to becoming something far greater than ourselves. This is the spirituality that builds the kingdom of God....
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There's always every generation or so someone tries to come up with another theory. But over the last several centuries, the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply because it's the shortest and simplest. And those of you who have stories in your family know that over generations, the stories that get told do not get simpler and shorter. Bigger and more elaborate stories bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them. And that's what happens with the other Gospels is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting in their two cents worth. Mark's is the proto-Gospel. It really is this early, and you get these very brief, not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened. And we get this little instruction about going out, what it means to go out and preach the Gospel. And at first, we hear this rather dire, do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. So you're not only not to bring food or money, but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that along the way either. And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors to take that and say, this was so that they would be completely dependent on God. Every day that you're breathing, you're completely dependent on God. I don't think that was the point. I think it made them completely dependent on the communities they were going to. There is an antidote against arrogance when you're dependent upon the community you're going to preach to. You actually have to go in and build a relationship with these people before you start to say, now here's what I believe. If you just go in without the relationship, here's what I believe usually turns out to be, here's what you're doing wrong. And it's all the wrong kind of preaching. It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel. Jesus says, I'm going to send you in and you are going to be utterly dependent upon them for hospitality. You're going to accept that hospitality. You're going to accept the gift of hospitality. You're going to have a relationship where something is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe. And I think without that risk, we end up as we have, I think really in modern times, we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats. What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is if my brother has a drinking problem and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything because it's really not my place and it will ruin Christmas. But if those people in Missouri pass a law we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign some documents and yell about that. Why? Because I have no relationship with the people in Missouri at stake. It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith with the people in your life. And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith with the people in your life, but I really hope you share and listen with the people who disagree with you on almost everything. Most of us call those family. Siblings. You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic right after the last elections when people would come and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter of a century you had a delusion that you agreed on everything? No, but now we're disagreeing out loud. My delusions are gone. You know, as Christians we have got to get love of one another and agreeing with one another separated. I think as a country it's destroying us. We no longer know how to disagree without hating the other side. And I mean hating the other side. I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country, when do we get tired of hating each other? When do we get tired of vilifying anyone who disagrees with us? Do we just get to a point where we realize both sides are, they're selling away their morals right and left because they've got to stick with the team even when either side's doing something horrible? You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened and people are kind of like, well, you know, it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it. Yes, you can. Because you can disagree with your side without hating anyone. You can disagree with the other side without hating people. People can disagree with you and they're not attacking you personally. Though right now sometimes they are because they don't know how to do one without the other. And so Jesus, for everything he says, take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this, we miss the huge commandment, which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take. He sends them out two by two. They are to take a companion. And my hope is that he gave each one of them the companion that drives them crazy. Because most of us would think, well, you send them out two by two so they got each other's back and we're stronger in numbers. And no, you send people out two by two so that when one of them does something crazy, the other can go, I say this respectfully, but you're being an idiot. Sometimes you have to have those people in your life. I can't tell you, I know everyone here at least knows a couple if you're not that couple. The amazing number of married couples who have come to realize after years of marriage that God gave them someone in their life to do nothing but cancel out their vote. They are there to vote for the other side every time. And you know what? Those marriages last forever. I think the marriages that will struggle are when two people walk down the aisle really believing the delusion that they agree on everything. We think just alike. Oh my gosh, we have everything in common. One of two things is going on. Either you are fooling yourself and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years. Or they really do agree with you on everything. You've married a carbon copy of yourself and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that. I went out and I found someone who's just me. Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain. Rather than Jesus gives us companions that companion is a Greek word to break bread with. In the Greek tradition, those, in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek but the tradition is Hebrew. Those who you sit at table with and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree and you go back and you forth and you bring who you really are into that relationship. And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk. If you're going to voice your Christianity, it's not to strangers across the state or across the city. When do we voice it to, I don't know, the people in our family or someone at work or even a boss or someone who really has power over me. That was the role of the prophet, to speak truth to the king. Not the king of some other country, the king who could affect your life or your boss or your spouse. For some of you, that is your boss, you know. It's whatever it is. Do we speak our truth to the people in our life with whom we have a relationship rather than, well, I speak it all the time on Twitter and Facebook. Those are the best friends. I love those friends because they turn off with a key. Which means they're not real. I always have to shock people of a certain generation when you have to actually tell them the word virtual means not real. That's what the word means. They're virtual friends. That means not real. Which is good because friends, and I wanna be delicate about this, friends are a huge inconvenience in life. So much better than being alone. But if you're not inconvenient once in a while, you probably aren't being a friend. You know, their rhythm is different than yours and sometimes they need you to be there when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth and you depend on each other and you struggle with one another. And someone who never, ever inconveniences you, that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know. And so we should always get a little in each other's way. We should always be voicing different opinions. It's always, especially in these last couple years, it's been my prayer for our church and for our country that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth, which is put yourself in whichever camp you like, blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive, give yourself whatever term you like. Then see all the people on the other side of the fence, the ones, we don't say this in church, but the ones you've been learning to hate for the last couple years. And see all of them and know that those are the people that keep you from ruining the world. Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things. We would either be a world incapable of change or a world changing so fast that we had no identity. We need that tension, which means if you're liberal or conservative, it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things. And you're not liberal or conservative because you're smarter than that other side. We're just the smarter ones. We're the nicer ones. We're the ones that are closer to God. Both sides say all that. It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that. No, it's because that's your personality. Either you love change or you hate change and it's gonna make you one or the other. Either you want to see the world changing or you want tradition to stay the same. It's your personality. And the people on the other side of the fence, they're here in the world and know what that means? That means you can live your personality and know that there are people in the world who will balance you. As I said, many of you married those people. And it makes for a strong relationship. Jesus sends us out with companions. And that means the church should companion with other churches. It means countries should companion with other countries. We should companion across ideologies because we need someone to help us to see something from somewhere beyond our own point of view. I have long since, I think it's the weakness. I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything, but the weakness of celibacy is that priests do not always have those people in their life that they have to listen to. Sometimes we go through life thinking we don't have to listen to anyone. I mean, I still believe that the reason priests have to wear a black shirt and black pants and a black suit is because somewhere along the line, they realized there was no wife at the front door to stop them and go, oh no, try again. And without that, we go, just go basic black, you'll be fine. But it's important to have people in your life. Who are the people in your life that you disagree with and have remained close? Without them, you don't have companions. You have reflections of yourself. Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot, I'm spiritual but not religious. And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean that they're upset with whatever church they went to. But more often, what they mean is my spirituality is a very private, personal thing that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people. Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing because our spirituality is moving us towards, we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise. It's moving us towards complete union with God and others. That is not prepared for in isolation. We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path. Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others. It should be the part of ourself we share most often. I think it's interesting that 30 years ago, people said, oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics, or religion. Now, all we can talk about are the first two. But we never really get to religion. We get to political end of it, or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules. We don't really get to someone asking, so how do you come to faith? How do you know when you pray, is that God or just your own voice in your head? We don't discuss those things. We take the Bible and we do what people do like with this earlier reading, the first reading today. We take the Bible and we make it into a series of bumper stickers that we can pull one out when we need it to back our other views. You know, that happened. And I don't mean to pick on him because he's one of a million people that did it, but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions got into trouble this week for saying, well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way. Because you're picking out your favorite line. The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities. Well, yeah, but our first reading today says, you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them. And of course, the joke about that that's been going around the religious community is, Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities. He said that from prison. Why was he in prison? The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't. So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story. You know, the Bible is not a place where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote. It backs me up. We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world. But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone. If you go it alone, it will become quirky. It will become your own. God will be an image of yourself. You've got to be in dialogue with others. If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down. If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off. If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face, I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world. That's companionship. Anything less is not religion. Anything less is really not even spirituality. When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it, I have fallen into simple reflection. God says to us today, reflection will not get you where we want you to go. Spirituality is in dialogue. That will take us to real faith. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two
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and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
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He instructed them to take nothing
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for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
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He said to them, wherever you enter a house,
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stay there until you leave.
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Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
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leave there and shake the dust off your feet
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in testimony against them.
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So they went off and preached repentance.
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The 12 drove out many demons, and they
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anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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As I've been mentioning since Advent this year,
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Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels.
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There's always every generation or so someone tries
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to come up with another theory.
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But over the last several centuries,
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the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply
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because it's the shortest and simplest.
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And those of you who have stories in your family
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know that over generations, the stories that get told
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do not get simpler and shorter.
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Bigger and more elaborate stories
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bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them.
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And that's what happens with the other Gospels
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is that they start to expand, and everyone starts
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putting in their two cents worth.
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Mark's is the proto-Gospel.
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It really is this early, and you get these very brief,
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not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened.
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And we get this little instruction
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about going out, what it means to go out and preach
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the Gospel.
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And at first, we hear this rather dire,
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do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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So you're not only not to bring food or money,
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but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that
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along the way either.
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And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors
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to take that and say, this was so that they would be
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completely dependent on God.
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Every day that you're breathing,
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you're completely dependent on God.
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I don't think that was the point.
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I think it made them completely dependent
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on the communities they were going to.
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There is an antidote against arrogance
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when you're dependent upon the community
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you're going to preach to.
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You actually have to go in and build a relationship
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with these people before you start to say,
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now here's what I believe.
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If you just go in without the relationship,
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here's what I believe usually turns out to be,
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here's what you're doing wrong.
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And it's all the wrong kind of preaching.
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It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel.
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Jesus says, I'm going to send you in
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and you are going to be utterly dependent
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upon them for hospitality.
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You're going to accept that hospitality.
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You're going to accept the gift of hospitality.
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You're going to have a relationship where something
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is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe.
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And I think without that risk, we end up as we have,
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I think really in modern times,
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we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats.
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What Christianity from the cheap seats look like
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is if my brother has a drinking problem
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and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything
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because it's really not my place
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and it will ruin Christmas.
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But if those people in Missouri pass a law
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we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign
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some documents and yell about that.
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Why?
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Because I have no relationship with the people
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in Missouri at stake.
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It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith
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with the people in your life.
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And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith
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with the people in your life, but I really hope you share
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and listen with the people who disagree with you
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on almost everything.
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Most of us call those family.
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Siblings.
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You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic
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right after the last elections when people would come
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and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore
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and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter
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of a century you had a delusion
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that you agreed on everything?
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No, but now we're disagreeing out loud.
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My delusions are gone.
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You know, as Christians we have got to get love
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of one another and agreeing with one another separated.
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I think as a country it's destroying us.
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We no longer know how to disagree
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without hating the other side.
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And I mean hating the other side.
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I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals
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in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country,
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when do we get tired of hating each other?
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When do we get tired of vilifying anyone
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who disagrees with us?
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Do we just get to a point where we realize
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both sides are, they're selling away their morals
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right and left because they've got to stick with the team
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even when either side's doing something horrible?
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You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened
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and people are kind of like, well, you know,
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it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it.
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Yes, you can.
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Because you can disagree with your side
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without hating anyone.
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You can disagree with the other side without hating people.
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People can disagree with you
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and they're not attacking you personally.
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Though right now sometimes they are
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because they don't know how to do one without the other.
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And so Jesus, for everything he says,
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take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this,
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we miss the huge commandment,
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which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take.
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He sends them out two by two.
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They are to take a companion.
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And my hope is that he gave each one of them
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the companion that drives them crazy.
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Because most of us would think,
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well, you send them out two by two
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so they got each other's back
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and we're stronger in numbers.
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And no, you send people out two by two
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so that when one of them does something crazy,
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the other can go, I say this respectfully,
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but you're being an idiot.
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Sometimes you have to have those people in your life.
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I can't tell you, I know everyone here
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at least knows a couple if you're not that couple.
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The amazing number of married couples
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who have come to realize after years of marriage
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that God gave them someone in their life
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to do nothing but cancel out their vote.
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They are there to vote for the other side every time.
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And you know what?
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Those marriages last forever.
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I think the marriages that will struggle
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are when two people walk down the aisle
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really believing the delusion
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that they agree on everything.
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We think just alike.
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Oh my gosh, we have everything in common.
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One of two things is going on.
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Either you are fooling yourself
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and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years.
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Or they really do agree with you on everything.
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You've married a carbon copy of yourself
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and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that.
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I went out and I found someone who's just me.
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Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain.
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Rather than Jesus gives us companions
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that companion is a Greek word to break bread with.
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In the Greek tradition, those,
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in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek
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but the tradition is Hebrew.
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Those who you sit at table with
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and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree
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and you go back and you forth
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and you bring who you really are into that relationship.
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And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk.
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If you're going to voice your Christianity,
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it's not to strangers across the state or across the city.
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When do we voice it to, I don't know,
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the people in our family or someone at work
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or even a boss or someone who really has power over me.
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That was the role of the prophet,
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to speak truth to the king.
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Not the king of some other country,
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the king who could affect your life
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or your boss or your spouse.
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For some of you, that is your boss, you know.
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It's whatever it is.
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Do we speak our truth to the people in our life
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with whom we have a relationship
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rather than, well, I speak it all the time
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on Twitter and Facebook.
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Those are the best friends.
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I love those friends because they turn off with a key.
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Which means they're not real.
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I always have to shock people of a certain generation
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when you have to actually tell them
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the word virtual means not real.
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That's what the word means.
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They're virtual friends.
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That means not real.
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Which is good because friends,
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and I wanna be delicate about this,
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friends are a huge inconvenience in life.
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So much better than being alone.
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But if you're not inconvenient once in a while,
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you probably aren't being a friend.
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You know, their rhythm is different than yours
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and sometimes they need you to be there
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when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth
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and you depend on each other
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and you struggle with one another.
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And someone who never, ever inconveniences you,
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that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know.
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And so we should always get a little in each other's way.
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We should always be voicing different opinions.
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It's always, especially in these last couple years,
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it's been my prayer for our church and for our country
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that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth,
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which is put yourself in whichever camp you like,
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blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive,
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give yourself whatever term you like.
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Then see all the people on the other side of the fence,
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the ones, we don't say this in church,
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but the ones you've been learning to hate
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for the last couple years.
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And see all of them and know that those are the people
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that keep you from ruining the world.
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Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative,
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it would ruin things.
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We would either be a world incapable of change
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or a world changing so fast that we had no identity.
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We need that tension, which means
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if you're liberal or conservative,
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it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things.
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And you're not liberal or conservative
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because you're smarter than that other side.
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We're just the smarter ones.
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We're the nicer ones.
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We're the ones that are closer to God.
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Both sides say all that.
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It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that.
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No, it's because that's your personality.
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Either you love change or you hate change
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and it's gonna make you one or the other.
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Either you want to see the world changing
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or you want tradition to stay the same.
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It's your personality.
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And the people on the other side of the fence,
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they're here in the world and know what that means?
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That means you can live your personality
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and know that there are people in the world
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who will balance you.
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As I said, many of you married those people.
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And it makes for a strong relationship.
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Jesus sends us out with companions.
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And that means the church should companion
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with other churches.
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It means countries should companion with other countries.
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We should companion across ideologies
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because we need someone to help us to see something
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from somewhere beyond our own point of view.
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I have long since, I think it's the weakness.
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I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything,
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but the weakness of celibacy is that priests
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do not always have those people in their life
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that they have to listen to.
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Sometimes we go through life thinking
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we don't have to listen to anyone.
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I mean, I still believe that the reason
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priests have to wear a black shirt
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and black pants and a black suit
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is because somewhere along the line,
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they realized there was no wife at the front door
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to stop them and go, oh no, try again.
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And without that, we go, just go basic black,
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you'll be fine.
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But it's important to have people in your life.
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Who are the people in your life that you disagree with
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and have remained close?
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Without them, you don't have companions.
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You have reflections of yourself.
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Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot,
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I'm spiritual but not religious.
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And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean
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that they're upset with whatever church they went to.
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But more often, what they mean is my spirituality
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is a very private, personal thing
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that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people.
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Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing
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because our spirituality is moving us towards,
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we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise.
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It's moving us towards complete union with God and others.
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That is not prepared for in isolation.
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We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path.
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Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others.
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It should be the part of ourself we share most often.
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I think it's interesting that 30 years ago,
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people said, oh, well, you do not talk
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about sex, politics, or religion.
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Now, all we can talk about are the first two.
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But we never really get to religion.
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We get to political end of it,
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or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules.
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We don't really get to someone asking,
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so how do you come to faith?
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How do you know when you pray,
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is that God or just your own voice in your head?
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We don't discuss those things.
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We take the Bible and we do what people do
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like with this earlier reading, the first reading today.
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We take the Bible and we make it
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into a series of bumper stickers
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that we can pull one out when we need it
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to back our other views.
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You know, that happened.
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And I don't mean to pick on him
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because he's one of a million people that did it,
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but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions
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got into trouble this week for saying,
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well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way.
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Because you're picking out your favorite line.
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The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities.
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Well, yeah, but our first reading today says,
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you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them.
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And of course, the joke about that
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that's been going around the religious community is,
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Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities.
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He said that from prison.
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Why was he in prison?
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The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't.
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So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story.
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You know, the Bible is not a place
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where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote.
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It backs me up.
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We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole
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and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world.
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But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone.
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If you go it alone, it will become quirky.
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It will become your own.
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God will be an image of yourself.
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You've got to be in dialogue with others.
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If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down.
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If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off.
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If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face,
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I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world.
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That's companionship.
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Anything less is not religion.
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Anything less is really not even spirituality.
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When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it,
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I have fallen into simple reflection.
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God says to us today, reflection will not get you
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where we want you to go.
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Spirituality is in dialogue.
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That will take us to real faith.
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That will bring us to the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Chri Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Christian discipleship is rooted in relational vulnerability, mutual accountability, and spiritual companionship. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark, he underscores that Jesus sends the disciples out not in self-sufficiency, but in radical dependence—not just on God, but on the communities they are sent to serve. This dependence fosters humility, dismantles arrogance, and invites real, sometimes difficult, relationships where faith must be lived out in the presence of disagreement and diversity. True evangelization, Father Pat insists, cannot be done from a distance or in isolation; it must occur in the context of genuine human connection, especially with those who challenge us. Spirituality, then, is not a private escape or solitary reflection, but a communal journey marked by dialogue, discomfort, and transformation.
At the heart of Father Pat’s homily is the radical call of Jesus to relational discipleship: the kind that refuses to preach from a distance, prefers partnership over isolation, and makes vulnerability a spiritual virtue. When Jesus sends the twelve disciples out in Mark’s Gospel, He strips them of material comforts and safeguards—not to make them dependent solely on divine providence, as is often assumed, but to make them dependent on the hospitality of the very people they are sent to. This, Father Pat argues, is the antidote to arrogant, self-righteous evangelism. You can’t preach at people when you’re living under their roof and eating their food; you have to build a relationship first. This relational vulnerability demands humility and openness, and it transforms preaching from accusation into dialogue.
Father Pat critiques a modern form of what he calls "Christianity from the cheap seats"—a spirituality that is loud on distant, impersonal issues (like political laws in far-off states) but silent in the face of moral failure within one’s immediate relationships, such as within families. He challenges the congregation to consider what it means to speak truth lovingly to people they actually know and care about—people with whom their relationship is at risk. This is the true prophetic call: not to critique the "other" from a safe distance, but to speak truth within the relationships that shape our lives.
A central insight of the homily is Jesus' instruction to send the disciples out in pairs. Far from a tactical move for safety or strength, Father Pat sees this as a spiritual necessity. Companionship is not just comfort—it is confrontation. Jesus likely paired people with those who would challenge them, who would correct them, who would balance their perspectives. This kind of companionship is essential in preventing spiritual self-deception. In the same way that spouses often cancel out each other's political votes, companions in faith balance each other’s extremes. Father Pat humorously notes that many couples come to realize they’ve married someone who exists solely to challenge their worldview—and this, he says, is a divine gift.
This principle extends beyond marriages and friendships to churches, nations, and ideologies. Father Pat laments the current cultural and ecclesial climate, where disagreement often leads to hatred and vilification. He calls for a spirituality that separates love from agreement. We must learn, he insists, to love people with whom we profoundly disagree—recognizing that it is the tension between opposing perspectives that prevents any one ideology from destroying the world. Conservatives and liberals, both in the church and in society, need each other. One side resists change, the other pushes for it—both are necessary for a balanced, dynamic faith and civic life.
Father Pat also critiques the privatization of spirituality in modern times. The popular phrase “I’m spiritual but not religious” often masks a deeper reluctance to engage in the difficult, relational work of shared spiritual life. True spirituality, he argues, is not a solo project. It is forged in the crucible of relationship—with family, church, community, and even ideological opponents. This is why the Church must be a place of dialogue, where spiritual questions are wrestled with in communion, not reduced to slogans or bumper stickers.
He cautions against the misuse of Scripture as a tool to justify pre-existing opinions or political agendas. The Bible, he reminds us, is not a collection of proof texts but the living Word meant to be read in its fullness, in community, and in dialogue with the world. It is not meant to be wielded as a weapon, but to be lived as a guide to relational, incarnational love.
Finally, Father Pat reflects on the role of inconvenience in friendship and spiritual growth. Real friends, real companions, are inconvenient. They challenge us, demand our time, and reflect back to us our flaws and blind spots. A spiritual life conducted in isolation—without these relational mirrors—becomes inward, distorted, and ultimately leads to a spirituality that reflects only the self and not God. God, he concludes, is not found in solitary reflection alone but in the shared journey, in the disagreements, in the companionships that stretch us and prepare us for the Kingdom of God.
In sum, Father Pat calls for a mature, relational, and dialogical spirituality—one that is lived out not in the echo chambers of ideology or the isolation of personal piety, but in the messy, grace-filled relationships where faith is tested, deepened, and ultimately made real....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 950.3400268554688, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. On that day, Jesus went out of the house and sat down by the sea. Such large crowds gathered around him that he got into a boat and sat down, and the whole crowd stood along the shore. And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying, A sower went out to sow, and as he sowed, some seed fell on the path, and birds came and ate it up. Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil. It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep, and when the sun rose, it was scorched and it withered for lack of roots. Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it. But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit, a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold. Whoever has ears ought to hear. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or have met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair. It's not difficult to run into me in one either. And, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. You know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit as much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and of all of the readings, what we get every year I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who for, literally, 15 years ago, people say, there's no, global warming's not happening, global warming. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they've thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, it either, you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watched the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one. And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater. And their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If you like the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not going to hope in that. I'm not going to be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm going to look smart. I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's going to be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it. That their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear. Protect us against those people. Protect us. Always fear. In our church. This is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really? That's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there, and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp, and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, not, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God, and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated, or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago, we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession, and you know, when kids come up, he would bless them on the head, and the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests, and one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and, you know, gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name, and he blesses her and sends her on his way, and, you know, and I had said to them, you know, that I had heard this story because the girl who at the time I heard the story was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and, you know, she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass, and I told the priest about this, and he really told me that was, you know, liturgically not good. You know, there needs to be a differentiation, ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart, and so I was listening to all, all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed. It was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now because, you know, I mean, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live, but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know. Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We got to go today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse, and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. We'll protect our skin and our borders because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are. And so it is our hope that will give us courage. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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A sower went out to sow,
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and as he sowed, some seed fell on the path,
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and birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns,
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and the thorns grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into,
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and many of you may know or have met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone
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at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair.
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It's not difficult to run into me in one either.
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And, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense
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that the one thing I have always,
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always been impressed with is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us,
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when we hear that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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You know, it's very interesting to meet someone
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whose energy always spins around what's positive.
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But every bit as much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel,
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and of all of the readings,
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what we get every year I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country,
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it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways,
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like I always think, you know,
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in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot
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is when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements
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in ecology and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who for,
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literally, 15 years ago,
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people say, there's no,
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global warming's not happening, global warming.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they've thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem,
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there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope,
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and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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it either, you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America
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is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watched
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the political scene for the last year,
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you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know
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that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one.
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And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong,
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and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends
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who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater.
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And their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back quote this line,
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oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If you like the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us
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get seduced by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not going to hope in that.
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I'm not going to be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm going to look smart.
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I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say,
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what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes
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the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's going to be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe
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not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it.
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That their efforts in the world
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will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared
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will always dissolve and fall apart
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and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things,
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you know, what was, what was your,
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other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope
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for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said,
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you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate
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will help us with our fear.
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Protect us against those people.
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Protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church.
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This is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven
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is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is,
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well, it could be worse.
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Really? That's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God,
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rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there,
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God
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who is all loving until he doesn't like
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the way people are behaving and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp,
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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not, the issue with these are not,
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could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God,
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated,
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not,
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you need to go to heaven because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession,
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and you know, when kids come up,
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he would bless them on the head,
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and the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests,
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and one of them was just,
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they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically,
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oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and, you know, gotten her blessing
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and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name,
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and he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and, you know, and I had said to them, you know,
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that I had heard this story because the girl
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who at the time I heard the story was already 23,
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so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and, you know, she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass,
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and I told the priest about this,
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and he really told me that was, you know,
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liturgically not good.
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You know, there needs to be a differentiation,
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ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset
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that this priest took that whole thing apart,
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and so I was listening to all,
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all the different comments in the room
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about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like,
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that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith,
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that is not the, and God lovin',
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Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact,
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this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed.
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It was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say,
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oh, well what if you taught her the wrong,
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what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope
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knew at that moment,
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and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed
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and that he entered into her reality
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just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure
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that everyone thinks the right thing right now
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because, you know,
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I mean, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact
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it can be a lovely way to live,
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know.
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Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We got to go today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people
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without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people
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who anyone, any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything
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and we'll go, okay, okay,
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because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse,
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and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart,
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in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us
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It is our hope that will teach us who God is,
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and only our hope will show us the way
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to a real kingdom of light and peace.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable role of hope in the life of faith. Anchored in the parable of the sower from the Gospel of Matthew, he reflects on how hope is the rich soil that allows the Word of God to take root and bear fruit in our lives. Contrasting the joy and vitality of hopeful people like Father Ken Leone with the soul-sickness caused by fear, cynicism, and despair, Father Pat warns that without hope, individuals, churches, and even nations lose their moral compass and collapse into survivalism and negativity. He challenges the faithful to discern not simply the God they believe in, but the God in whom they can place their hope—because without a hopeful vision of God, the Christian life loses its direction, its purpose, and its joy.
In a fuller and more reflective summary, Father Pat begins by grounding his homily in the familiar imagery of the sower and the seed from Matthew’s Gospel. He emphasizes that while the parable is often interpreted through the lens of faith or perseverance, its deeper message is about hope. Hope, he argues, is what compels a farmer to sow seeds in the first place—despite uncertainty, difficulty, or delay in seeing results. Hope trusts in the unseen harvest. This becomes a metaphor for the Christian journey: we act today because we believe a better tomorrow is possible.
He contrasts this with what he calls the “soul sickness” of our time—a pervasive loss of hope. Using examples from politics, culture, and even the Church, Father Pat illustrates how fear has become the dominant narrative. During recent political cycles, people didn’t vote for what they hoped in, but against what they feared. Fear has replaced dialogue, aspiration, and vision. He warns that when people abandon hope, they become easy prey to manipulation and despair. Without hope, we become “the home of the scared,” retreating into self-protection rather than building a future.
He also critiques a certain kind of religious mindset that focuses more on fear of punishment and doctrinal correctness than the joy and promise of salvation. He challenges the portrayal of God as angry, arbitrary, or vindictive—a vision that stifles rather than nurtures hope. Instead, he invites us to imagine the kind of God we would actually want to spend eternity with: a God who is worthy of our hope, not just our belief. Without such a God, even heaven itself becomes unappealing—a place where we are forever walking on eggshells.
Father Pat ties this back to practical spiritual life by recounting a story about Father Ken Leone blessing a child’s doll during Communion. While some criticized this as liturgically inappropriate, he defends it as an act of hope—planting a seed by affirming the child’s world and drawing her into the life of faith. Years later, that same child, now an adult, still remembers the moment. It wasn’t perfect theology, but it was the right seed. And that, Father Pat says, is what the Church should be about: sowing seeds of hope, even if they don’t follow a rigid script.
The homily concludes with a pastoral and prophetic call: to reclaim our hope—not a vague optimism or naïve idealism, but a theological virtue rooted in the character of God. Only when we know the God in whom we hope can we resist fear, plant seeds, and move toward the kingdom of peace and light. Hope gives us the courage to live morally, to act generously, and to believe that our efforts matter. Without it, we devolve into reactionary survivalists. With it, we become true disciples, builders of the kingdom, and bearers of good news....
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This is the bread that comes down from heaven so that one may eat it and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats this bread will live forever. And the bread that I will give is my flesh for the life of the world. The Gospel of the Lord. Amen. This gospel is typically what we call Johannine, meaning from the corpus that belongs to John, Johannine. It's very wordy. It doesn't quite, to the modern mind, seem to stay on topic. It's a little ADD for the gospel. You can see, and the reason his whole gospel reads this way is because this is the one gospel written for a Greek community. And so he's really translating, even though it's all the same language, he's translating these Semitic, almost tribal ideas and stories and theology into something that would make sense for a lot of people who do Greek philosophy. The other three gospels just don't reach this audience. And so, as I've said many times before, it's the only gospel where Jesus seems to sound like a philosopher. All of his sentences go on for days. You know, it's very convoluted. One answer might go on for an entire chapter. Very different from the pithy rabbi of the other three gospels. And that's because it's being translated, and it's not a dishonest thing, because there's a full expectation that the audience understands the genre. You know, you fast forward 2,000 years, and we read everything like it was a newspaper. And if it doesn't have nothing but the facts, ma'am, we think that, well, there's either something wrong with it or it was misleading or, no, it was just simply not written for our culture. And so, you get this first thing where they, it says, the Jews are murmuring about Jesus, and right there you see the bias of this particular gospel. And many of you, if you come here often, you've heard this little diatribe, but, you know, get used to it, you'll hear it again, and that is, when they're listening to Jesus, they are the multitude, they are the crowd, they are the disciples, they are the followers. When they're murmuring or turning against him, they're the Jews, all the way through John's gospel. That is an unconscious bias, because this gospel's being written at a time when early Judaism and early Christianity are starting to really experience a hostile split from one another. And so, you know, in our Pentecost reading, we always have, you know, the disciples are gathered in a room for fear of the Jews, and I always wanna say, who do you think the disciples were? And has it occurred to you that the story moves forward because at least one Jew magically got through the door? That would be Jesus. You know, so this selective use of language, thousands of years later, does unfortunately continue to perpetuate an unconscious bias. But what they're talking about here, you know, how can he come from God? I'm the bread come down from heaven, we know his family, and his answer to them is, well, no one can come to God unless they come to the one from whom God was sent. That's not the question they asked. He's trying to answer a Greek philosophical dualism question of how can God come out of the physical world? Because they had this dualistic sort of sense that God was too pure to be touched by the physical world, and he's trying to explain the Semitic Messiah story to a Greek crowd that has a whole different philosophical system, and it ain't working for him. So there's, so you've got that going on, but what survives from the other three Gospels that gets put into this story is that sense of if we know him, if he comes from our community, if we know his parents, if he's one of us, he couldn't possibly come from God. What is most common can't possibly rise above everything else and kind of be extraordinary. It's our willingness to pigeonhole people into the places we think they should be. And so, I mean, most of us have, if we look out even a little bit, maybe not an immediate sibling, maybe, maybe it's a cousin, but you know, I think most families have that person that just never seems to get their life together. That one that we just always worry about. And we've got him pigeonholed, and it might be a great comedy one day if we realize that they're the only person that has the right insight. And that they're the one that has the insight that might bring us to God. And slowly, God would use a dynamic like that to drive us all crazy. Because we have everyone put in their little boxes. We see this in education all the time, and there's such a fight against pigeonholing kids because of maybe the way they were in third grade, and we're afraid that the teachers won't let go of that, which I now see from the other side and realize that is so ridiculous. It's like the confessional. People come to me and they say later, oh, you know, I'm just always worried that he's gonna think bad of me after he hears. I don't want them to know that after about a week, I don't think I can remember a single confession. And even the ones I can remember, I can't remember whose they were. Why? Because I'm hearing them all the time. Now, someone comes in and they're pretty sure this confession's going to stick in his mind the rest of his life. Okay, you really are that important. Um, it just, you know, so we forget that. Probably the same with a teacher. When someone thinks it's been five years and they've just been thinking and waiting to get to my child. They're out after him. And I'm like, oh, paranoia there. Little overgrown ego. And this is what, you know, kids get, we're worried they'll get pigeonholed. We're worried even more, this was my experience, is they would get pigeonholed because of their siblings. You know, if you're following, and nothing's worse than following a bunch of gifted siblings, and you're expected to perform at the same level as the gifted siblings. Now, mine was the opposite problem, but I've read about that problem. You know, my mother loves to tell the story that our middle school, I'm sorry, our junior high, for those of you that don't know, when I was in school, it was back at a time even live theater was still in black and white. I mean, it was a while ago. But in junior high, the principal told my mother one time, I was like maybe in ninth grade, seven, eight, nine was junior high in the Springs, and she said, the principal said to her, Dom Malika said, Pat Dolan, is he one of yours? Now remember, I was number six of the boys, and they were all boys. My sister was the youngest, but I was the youngest of the boys. Is he one of yours? And my mom immediately said, what did he do? Oh, nothing, I've never met him, he's never been in my office, so I just kind of assumed he wasn't one of yours. So I had the opposite sort of issue, if teachers knew, but we worry about pigeonholing kids, pigeonholing people. Society tends to socioeconomically pigeonhole people. It's the basis of so much prejudice, and it happens both ways. We either decide that those people over there are problematic, or at a deep level, we really don't believe that the people that I'm surrounded with that I know every day can become something better. I mean, most of us have had one friend or someone in our life, and whether it's smoking or drinking or language or anything, this time I'm really gonna quit. And a little part of our head doesn't wanna believe them, doesn't wanna believe that they might rise above the expectations, because they've disappointed us before. No one necessarily wants to believe that, and we don't know, we don't get any of the stories of Jesus's growing up. No one wants to hear that the neighborhood kid who ran through their garden and ruined their plants when he was 12 is going to save them. I mean, you can just imagine, but I think that this story gets put in the middle of this long chapter on the bread of life, because for us, later in the church, not that, but for us, we keep revisiting it because it is the sense of Eucharist. Bread and wine, what could be more common? What could be more ordinary than bread and wine? To take the most common, ordinary elements of a culture and say, we're going to watch, we're going to, with our hearts, we're going to believe in a transformation of the most common becoming the most extraordinary. We're going to, you know, I always think that the first step to belief in the Eucharist is that we have to stop pigeonholing bread and wine. We have to stop the belief that I know what something is, and once I know it and I understand it, my understanding it is more important to me than allowing it to transform. Because, you know, the world transforms, and people who don't like change, it's because change makes them feel out of control. I barely understand the way things are. I was having a conversation with a parishioner the other day a few weeks back, and we were talking about trying to keep up on everything that goes on, and she mentioned that there was someone in her family or someone that she knew, and she said, they were talking about transgender, and I knew what that meant, and I said, oh, well, you know, now they talk about non-binary. And she looked at me and she said, look, I have nothing against anyone, but I am too old to learn more words. But that may be the best, most honest answer I've ever heard. My real problem with change, I can disguise it as moral and spiritual. I'm just, I don't want to learn anything more. My gosh. And if we could get it back to the way I was when I was a child, the reason I want the world back the way it was when I was a child is because, you know, at 57 years old, I can finally understand the world when I was six. So easy. And I've had years to deal with that. So the first thing we see in this gospel is the reason they can't believe in Jesus is because he's one of us. And for all the times that we are so put off by those people over there, we start to realize that dynamic sinks in, and we're eventually not much happier with these people over here. You know, it's very hard, this is always the problem with real bigotry and prejudice is we cannot be more than one person. And let me tell you, when someone is hatefully, hatefully prejudiced about another group, they're eventually hateful about their family as well. I don't believe that anyone really spends time in the world angry and hating people, but brings a loving person home to the family every day. It doesn't happen. No one goes out into traffic screaming and yelling at every other single person in traffic and arrives home a calm and wonderful spouse. And so, you know, everything we're doing in the world is transforming the person who will go home to our lucky family tonight. And so I always think when people get married, I always think that love and honor one another, you know, we think how do you honor someone? Well, you know, every five years or so, you throw them a dinner. That in our culture is how we honor people. We honor artists, we honor, we throw them a dinner. But honoring a spouse is like understanding that every moment of my life, I'm building the person that they get to live with. Every time I let myself just loop into more anger and more anger and it becomes my way of life, that's who they live with. Every time I hold back and hold back until I really can't share too much of who I am, that's who they live with. And in a larger sense, we do that in society. We're building the person the people around us get to live with. And I think we have this sense that what comes from our most common experience of life is not the extraordinary. The grace of God, I said this last week, the grace of God is the most common thing in the world and the most extraordinary. That's the paradox of our faith, is to truly believe that what is most common is incredibly extraordinary. We're about to do baptisms and I don't want to get into trouble with the parents, but I look at the number of children in this parish. Having two babies, most common thing in the world, doesn't make them less extraordinary. But you don't, neither, every parent thinks that their child is the most amazing, most special, but I've never heard one say, I don't think anyone's ever had a baby. You know, and if you do, check with your doctor, something's gone wrong. You know, I mean, they know. As a matter of fact, when someone says, I want to be a father, I want to be a mother, they're not trying to be something that's never happened before. They want to join a group of people. What's most common in our midst is often the most extraordinary. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The Jews murmured about Jesus because he
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said, I am the bread that came down from heaven.
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And they said, is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph?
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Do we not know his father and mother?
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Then how can he say, I have come down from heaven?
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Jesus answered and said to them, stop murmuring among yourselves.
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No one can come to me unless the father who sent me draw him.
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And I will raise him on the last day.
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It is written in the prophets, they shall all be taught by God.
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Everyone who listens to my father and learns from him
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comes to me.
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Not that anyone has seen the father except the one
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who is from God.
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He has seen the father.
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Amen, amen, I say to you, whoever
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believes has eternal life.
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I am the bread of life.
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Your ancestors ate the manna in the desert, but they died.
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This is the bread that comes down from heaven
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so that one may eat it and not die.
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I am the living bread that came down from heaven.
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Whoever eats this bread will live forever.
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And the bread that I will give is my flesh
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for the life of the world.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Amen.
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This gospel is typically what we call Johannine,
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meaning from the corpus that belongs to John, Johannine.
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It's very wordy.
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It doesn't quite, to the modern mind, seem to stay on topic.
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It's a little ADD for the gospel.
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You can see, and the reason his whole gospel reads this way
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is because this is the one gospel written
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for a Greek community.
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And so he's really translating, even though it's
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all the same language, he's translating
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these Semitic, almost tribal ideas and stories and theology
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into something that would make sense for a lot of people
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who do Greek philosophy.
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The other three gospels just don't reach this audience.
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And so, as I've said many times before,
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it's the only gospel where Jesus seems
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to sound like a philosopher.
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All of his sentences go on for days.
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You know, it's very convoluted.
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One answer might go on for an entire chapter.
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Very different from the pithy rabbi
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of the other three gospels.
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And that's because it's being translated,
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and it's not a dishonest thing,
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because there's a full expectation
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that the audience understands the genre.
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You know, you fast forward 2,000 years,
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and we read everything like it was a newspaper.
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And if it doesn't have nothing but the facts, ma'am,
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we think that, well, there's either something wrong with it
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or it was misleading or, no, it was just simply
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not written for our culture.
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And so, you get this first thing where they,
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it says, the Jews are murmuring about Jesus,
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and right there you see the bias
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of this particular gospel.
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And many of you, if you come here often,
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you've heard this little diatribe,
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but, you know, get used to it, you'll hear it again,
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and that is, when they're listening to Jesus,
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they are the multitude, they are the crowd,
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they are the disciples, they are the followers.
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When they're murmuring or turning against him,
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they're the Jews, all the way through John's gospel.
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That is an unconscious bias,
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because this gospel's being written at a time
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when early Judaism and early Christianity
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are starting to really experience
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a hostile split from one another.
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And so, you know, in our Pentecost reading,
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we always have, you know, the disciples are gathered
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in a room for fear of the Jews,
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and I always wanna say,
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who do you think the disciples were?
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And has it occurred to you that the story moves forward
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because at least one Jew magically got through the door?
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That would be Jesus.
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You know, so this selective use of language,
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thousands of years later, does unfortunately
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continue to perpetuate an unconscious bias.
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But what they're talking about here,
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you know, how can he come from God?
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I'm the bread come down from heaven,
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we know his family, and his answer to them is,
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well, no one can come to God unless they come
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to the one from whom God was sent.
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That's not the question they asked.
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He's trying to answer a Greek philosophical dualism question
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of how can God come out of the physical world?
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Because they had this dualistic sort of sense
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that God was too pure to be touched by the physical world,
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and he's trying to explain the Semitic Messiah story
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to a Greek crowd that has a whole different
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philosophical system, and it ain't working for him.
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So there's, so you've got that going on,
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but what survives from the other three Gospels
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that gets put into this story is that sense of
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if we know him, if he comes from our community,
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if we know his parents, if he's one of us,
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he couldn't possibly come from God.
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What is most common can't possibly rise above
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everything else and kind of be extraordinary.
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It's our willingness to pigeonhole people
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into the places we think they should be.
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And so, I mean, most of us have,
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if we look out even a little bit,
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maybe not an immediate sibling, maybe,
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maybe it's a cousin, but you know,
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I think most families have that person
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that just never seems to get their life together.
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That one that we just always worry about.
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And we've got him pigeonholed,
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and it might be a great comedy one day
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if we realize that they're the only person
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that has the right insight.
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And that they're the one that has the insight
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that might bring us to God.
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And slowly, God would use a dynamic like that
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to drive us all crazy.
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Because we have everyone put in their little boxes.
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We see this in education all the time,
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and there's such a fight against pigeonholing kids
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because of maybe the way they were in third grade,
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and we're afraid that the teachers won't let go of that,
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which I now see from the other side
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and realize that is so ridiculous.
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It's like the confessional.
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People come to me and they say later,
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oh, you know, I'm just always worried
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that he's gonna think bad of me after he hears.
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I don't want them to know that after about a week,
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I don't think I can remember a single confession.
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And even the ones I can remember,
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I can't remember whose they were.
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Why?
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Because I'm hearing them all the time.
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Now, someone comes in and they're pretty sure
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this confession's going to stick in his mind
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the rest of his life.
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Okay, you really are that important.
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Um, it just, you know, so we forget that.
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Probably the same with a teacher.
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When someone thinks it's been five years
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and they've just been thinking and waiting
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to get to my child.
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They're out after him.
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And I'm like, oh, paranoia there.
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Little overgrown ego.
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And this is what, you know, kids get,
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we're worried they'll get pigeonholed.
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We're worried even more, this was my experience,
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is they would get pigeonholed because of their siblings.
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You know, if you're following,
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and nothing's worse than following
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a bunch of gifted siblings,
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and you're expected to perform at the same level
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as the gifted siblings.
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Now, mine was the opposite problem,
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but I've read about that problem.
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You know, my mother loves to tell the story
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that our middle school, I'm sorry,
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our junior high, for those of you that don't know,
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when I was in school, it was back at a time
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even live theater was still in black and white.
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I mean, it was a while ago.
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But in junior high, the principal told my mother one time,
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I was like maybe in ninth grade,
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seven, eight, nine was junior high in the Springs,
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and she said, the principal said to her,
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Dom Malika said, Pat Dolan, is he one of yours?
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Now remember, I was number six of the boys,
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and they were all boys.
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My sister was the youngest,
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but I was the youngest of the boys.
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Is he one of yours?
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And my mom immediately said, what did he do?
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Oh, nothing, I've never met him,
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he's never been in my office,
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so I just kind of assumed he wasn't one of yours.
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So I had the opposite sort of issue,
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if teachers knew, but we worry about pigeonholing kids,
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pigeonholing people.
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Society tends to socioeconomically pigeonhole people.
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It's the basis of so much prejudice,
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and it happens both ways.
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We either decide that those people over there
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are problematic, or at a deep level,
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we really don't believe that the people
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that I'm surrounded with that I know every day
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can become something better.
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I mean, most of us have had one friend
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or someone in our life, and whether it's smoking
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or drinking or language or anything,
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this time I'm really gonna quit.
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And a little part of our head doesn't wanna believe them,
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doesn't wanna believe that they might rise
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above the expectations,
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because they've disappointed us before.
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No one necessarily wants to believe that,
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and we don't know, we don't get any of the stories
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of Jesus's growing up.
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No one wants to hear that the neighborhood kid
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who ran through their garden and ruined their plants
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when he was 12 is going to save them.
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I mean, you can just imagine,
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but I think that this story gets put in the middle
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of this long chapter on the bread of life,
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because for us, later in the church,
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not that, but for us, we keep revisiting it
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because it is the sense of Eucharist.
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Bread and wine, what could be more common?
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What could be more ordinary than bread and wine?
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To take the most common, ordinary elements
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of a culture and say, we're going to watch,
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we're going to, with our hearts,
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we're going to believe in a transformation
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of the most common becoming the most extraordinary.
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We're going to, you know, I always think
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that the first step to belief in the Eucharist
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is that we have to stop pigeonholing bread and wine.
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We have to stop the belief that I know what something is,
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and once I know it and I understand it,
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my understanding it is more important to me
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than allowing it to transform.
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Because, you know, the world transforms,
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and people who don't like change,
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it's because change makes them feel out of control.
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I barely understand the way things are.
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I was having a conversation with a parishioner the other day
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a few weeks back, and we were talking about
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trying to keep up on everything that goes on,
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and she mentioned that there was someone in her family
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or someone that she knew, and she said,
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they were talking about transgender,
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and I knew what that meant, and I said,
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oh, well, you know, now they talk about non-binary.
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And she looked at me and she said,
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look, I have nothing against anyone,
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but I am too old to learn more words.
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But that may be the best, most honest answer I've ever heard.
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My real problem with change,
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I can disguise it as moral and spiritual.
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I'm just, I don't want to learn anything more.
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My gosh.
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And if we could get it back to the way I was
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when I was a child, the reason I want the world
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back the way it was when I was a child
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is because, you know, at 57 years old,
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I can finally understand the world when I was six.
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So easy.
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And I've had years to deal with that.
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So the first thing we see in this gospel
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is the reason they can't believe in Jesus
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is because he's one of us.
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And for all the times that we are so put off
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by those people over there,
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we start to realize that dynamic sinks in,
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and we're eventually not much happier
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with these people over here.
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You know, it's very hard,
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this is always the problem with real bigotry and prejudice
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is we cannot be more than one person.
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And let me tell you, when someone is hatefully,
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hatefully prejudiced about another group,
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they're eventually hateful about their family as well.
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I don't believe that anyone really spends time in the world
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angry and hating people,
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but brings a loving person home to the family every day.
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It doesn't happen.
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No one goes out into traffic screaming and yelling
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at every other single person in traffic
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and arrives home a calm and wonderful spouse.
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And so, you know, everything we're doing in the world
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is transforming the person who will go home
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to our lucky family tonight.
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And so I always think when people get married,
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I always think that love and honor one another,
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you know, we think how do you honor someone?
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Well, you know, every five years or so,
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you throw them a dinner.
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That in our culture is how we honor people.
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We honor artists, we honor, we throw them a dinner.
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But honoring a spouse is like understanding
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that every moment of my life,
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I'm building the person that they get to live with.
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Every time I let myself just loop into more anger
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and more anger and it becomes my way of life,
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that's who they live with.
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Every time I hold back and hold back
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until I really can't share too much of who I am,
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that's who they live with.
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And in a larger sense, we do that in society.
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We're building the person
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the people around us get to live with.
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And I think we have this sense that what comes
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from our most common experience of life
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is not the extraordinary.
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The grace of God, I said this last week,
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the grace of God is the most common thing in the world
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and the most extraordinary.
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That's the paradox of our faith,
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is to truly believe that what is most common
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is incredibly extraordinary.
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We're about to do baptisms
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and I don't want to get into trouble with the parents,
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but I look at the number of children in this parish.
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Having two babies, most common thing in the world,
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doesn't make them less extraordinary.
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But you don't, neither, every parent thinks
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that their child is the most amazing, most special,
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but I've never heard one say,
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I don't think anyone's ever had a baby.
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You know, and if you do, check with your doctor,
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something's gone wrong.
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You know, I mean, they know.
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As a matter of fact, when someone says,
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I want to be a father, I want to be a mother,
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they're not trying to be something
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that's never happened before.
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They want to join a group of people.
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What's most common in our midst
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is often the most extraordinary.
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And if we really can't believe that,
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I don't know that we can ever get
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to a real faith in the Eucharist.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound spiri Father Pat’s message centers on the profound spiritual truth that God often chooses the ordinary and familiar to reveal the extraordinary. He underscores how the Gospel of John, though linguistically and philosophically complex, invites believers to see beyond surface familiarity—such as knowing Jesus’ earthly family—and into the mysterious reality of divine presence in the everyday. Drawing from this, Father Pat challenges us to examine our tendency to pigeonhole people, to underestimate the sacred potential in those closest to us, and even in ourselves. He weaves together theology, cultural commentary, and humor to emphasize that the grace of God is both the most common and the most extraordinary reality—especially revealed in the Eucharist, through the humble elements of bread and wine.
Father Pat begins by explaining the unique nature of the Gospel of John, which he characterizes as "Johannine" in style—philosophical, wordy, and aimed at a Greek-speaking audience. Unlike the more straightforward synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), John’s Gospel reflects an effort to translate Semitic religious ideas into a framework understandable to those shaped by Greek philosophical dualism. This dualism, which regards the physical world as separate and often inferior to the spiritual, makes the claim that Jesus—whom people knew as a carpenter’s son—has “come down from heaven” difficult to accept. John’s Gospel is thus grappling not only with theological truths but also with cultural translation.
Father Pat also addresses the subtle but real antisemitic bias embedded in the narrative structure of John. He observes that when people support Jesus, they are called the crowd, the disciples, the followers. But when they question or oppose him, they are referred to as “the Jews,” a distinction that reflects the growing rift between the early Christian and Jewish communities at the time of the Gospel’s writing. He cautions against reading this labeling without historical and cultural awareness, reminding us that Jesus and his disciples were themselves Jews. This selective language has perpetuated unconscious biases through the centuries, and recognizing it helps dismantle harmful interpretations.
The core of Father Pat’s reflection, however, is not academic but deeply pastoral and spiritual. He zeros in on the crowd’s rejection of Jesus based on familiarity: “Is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph?” This question reveals a universal human tendency—to dismiss the extraordinary when it comes clothed in the ordinary. We do this with Jesus, and we do it with each other. We pigeonhole people based on their past, their family, their status, or their perceived limitations. Whether it’s the black sheep in the family, a student judged by a sibling’s performance, or a coworker underestimated due to background, we often resist the idea that someone familiar can be the bearer of divine wisdom or transformation.
Father Pat uses humor and personal anecdotes to illustrate how deeply this bias is embedded in our relationships and institutions. He speaks about how students can be unfairly labeled based on a sibling’s behavior or how adults continue to define themselves and others by outdated assumptions. He draws a parallel between this dynamic and how we resist spiritual transformation—how we cling to what we think we know rather than opening ourselves to the mystery of grace.
This leads into his meditation on the Eucharist—the heart of Catholic faith. Bread and wine are among the most common, unremarkable elements of daily life. And yet, the Church teaches that in the Eucharist, they become the Body and Blood of Christ. The key to believing in this mystery, Father Pat says, is learning not to pigeonhole even the most ordinary things. If we can recognize that God can work through the common, the familiar, and the everyday, then we are on the path to Eucharistic faith. It is not about understanding the transformation with our intellects, but about allowing our hearts to be transformed by the possibility that the divine dwells in what we most often overlook.
He expands this insight to the broader human experience. The grace of God, he says, is both the most common and the most extraordinary thing in the world. It is found in every moment, every interaction, every person. When we allow anger, bitterness, or prejudice to shape us, we become the person that others—including our families—have to live with. When we are open to grace, to transformation, and to love, we become vessels of the extraordinary. Thus, honoring someone—whether a spouse, a child, or a stranger—is not about grand gestures but about shaping ourselves into people worthy of being in relationship with others.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the idea that the most extraordinary truths come through the most ordinary means. The Gospel, the Eucharist, and even our own lives testify to the divine paradox: that God chooses the common to reveal the sacred. Faith, then, is not about escaping the ordinary, but about learning to see the divine within it....
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Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus. But when he saw how strong the wind was, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, Lord, save me. Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught Peter, and said to him, O you of little faith, why did you doubt? After they got into the boat, the wind died down. Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, Truly you are the Son of God. The Gospel of the Lord. Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ. This has long been perhaps my favorite passage in all the Gospels. Mostly because Peter is such a colossal mess. He succeeds more than anyone, he fails more than anyone. He is the fully alive person. You know, there are, we don't hear any of the stories of those who, none of them failed because they sat in the boat and did nothing. What we always hear is the story of the one who kind of just lunges out into the deep and takes the hits. And it really is who we're called to be. But there's a moment in this story that I think we sometimes miss. And for years I've read this and thought, that is just a moment that doesn't make any sense. And yet today it makes new sense for me. And it is the moment when Peter, it says, Jesus is still far enough off that they can't see him. They don't know who it is, but he says, it's me. And Peter comes up with what I have always assumed was one of the most, oh, just not a good idea litmus tests he could have. You know, Lord, if that's really you, tell me to come to you on the water. Yeah, because if it was someone else, they wouldn't have told, you know. Couldn't you just see the devil going, okay, sure. I mean, it's rather like someone knocking on your door at night and an unfamiliar voice says, let me in, it's your mom. And if you say, if you're really my mom, use the key under the mat. I mean, you know, so Peter says, if it's really you, but I think this is the genius of it. I think this is the core piece of our spirituality that if we grab, takes us to a new place. What he says is, if that's really you, God, put me to the test. Would that be the thing we'd come up with? If it's really God, put me to the test. Most of us, if it's really God, cure Aunt Hazel. Get me a job. Do something I want you to do. Show me the magic. If it's really God, call me to the challenge. It's an amazing moment. Call me into the storm. I'm already hiding in the boat. You call me even more into the storm if it's God. It's a far cry from the first reading that says, oh, you know, don't look in the storm. God will be in the gentle, quiet wind. God is in the gentle, quiet wind. Not nearly as often as we'd like. Often God is in the storm. Yesterday, I got both. You know, I went on a bike ride in the morning, and it was just one of those great mornings. I mean, it was the perfect Colorado morning, other than the fact that I'm now noticing that people are riding down the Cherry Creek Trail at Mach speed while texting on bikes now. But you know me. I don't complain about anything. But it was a great morning. And then I get home to all the news about Charlottesville. And I think, where are we? That's the storm. And I'm interested to hear and see how many churches will soft sell the message today because we don't want to delve too deeply into the storm. You know, you've watched social media blow up. And they're going after us. Well, we're Americans. They're going after all of our political leaders. But listen to our church leaders as well. They're not making nearly the strong statements they should. Well, you know, all sides, everyone, there's a lot of tension. And we condemn all sorts of hatred and violence. Yet right now, though, we're talking about white supremacists. And we condemn it. They won't go there. And a lot of people are calling them cowards. And I think, eh, I think coward is a generous sort of evaluation. I hope they're cowards. Because if they're not, what it really means is they have a little bit of affinity towards that thinking. That's the scarier. Is it cowardice or, eh, you know, you don't condemn your own. I mean, God love him. No one has ever accused him of going off the edge on these things. Senator Ted Cruz says, this is an act of terrorism that needs to be investigated. You've got people on both sides saying, and then you've got someone saying, literally they are saying the equivalent I could imagine. Could you imagine after 9-11, flight 93 is the one that went down in the field. They think, they don't know, but they think it was headed for the Capitol building. And some passengers on the plane got up and tried to retake the plane and brought it down in the middle of a field. Could you imagine if any of our church or state leaders had gotten up and said, well, on that one, the terrorists and the one who opposed them are equally to blame. Could you imagine? That's what that, when we get up and say, well, you know, we want to look at everything. No, no, it's time just to say, you know what? The kind of prejudice and bigotry we're seeing there is just flat wrong. It is in classical terms, a sin. And we as a church have to start praying with Peter that we will be called into the storm. Not that we get to, you know, I've said a million times, not that we get to be safe. I think most of us, what I've always loved about the vision I have of this gospel in my mind is Jesus is far enough away they don't know it's him. So he's out there somewhere. This altar, let's say, is the boat. And when Peter starts to step and falter, it says Jesus catches his hand, which means even as he falters, he's still willing to reach out. I have to tell you, I would love to think that that's me. But all I can feel in my body is the minute I sink, I would reach back for that boat. I would reach back for what's known and what's safe. Even though we're all in the boat afraid, you know, we would still reach back for familiar misery before trusting God to call us into the storm. It's the perfect gospel when you see, you know, our culture being sort of torn apart. And torn apart by people who are taking entire groups hostage emotionally. You know, I think I have a lot of friends who I would consider socially progressive, economically conservative. I think that's a lot of people in this country. And I keep thinking, you know, when groups like this take over the word conservative for all of America, that is like someone believing that Al-Qaeda is every Muslim. There are actually, you know, I mean, I quoted Senator Cruz, others, there are horrified conservatives throughout America today. And we can't let this get tagged right onto them. We can't let this get tagged onto a group. This is a small group of people, you know, I blanch every time I hear white Christian nation. Do you know who's not welcome in a white Christian nation? That Middle Eastern Jewish boy Jesus. You know, I always wonder what's the bigger miracle in our minds, in our minds, that he was born of a virgin or that that wonderful Jewish girl named Miriam gave birth to a white Aryan that's in all the artwork. Amazing how we can just flip things around and take what we want from them. And what we find out today is, no, no, you know what? Jesus came to save all people. Every person you encounter, every person struggling in America, every person of every faith and color that is struggling is a child, is beloved of God. Anyone who attacks one of us attacks all of us, even when it's our own people doing the attacking. You know, we have to become galvanized in the core of our faith, in the core of our faith that, you know, the Jesus who said, reach out to the marginalized. You know, that's really what widow and orphan is code for. The marginalized, those who had no access to the assets of a community. We reach out to everyone and we embrace everything except the hatred, except the terror. You know, terrorism is not something that always, that, you know, you can't measure it by the number of bodies that fall. Terrorism is there by the amount of fear it creates. That's why it's called terrorism, and this was an act of terrorism. This was an act of, how can we terrorize a town? And I think we are a people that say, no, that's not what Christianity is about. It's not what Catholicism is about. And again, not just politically, church-wise, our leaders have not spoken out. Our leaders have spoken, you know, spoken softly and you don't want, well, you don't want to offend the donors. I spent a lot of time last night thinking, I'd rather see the building project fail than have a community using the building that supports and embraces bigotry or prejudice. I'd rather, I'd rather join the Jews and... We will wander in the desert. It's been done before. Not with Irish skin, but it's been done before. We're going to be a people who just will not, who will not tolerate the hatred. It's the only thing we should just be intolerant about, you know, is the hatred. And when we become that people, we start to realize, the kingdom of God, you have two choices. We can either be a people that go after the storm, are invited in, we will take up the fight, we will become a people who will not be silent. I always think of Martin Luther King, you know, the generation will be judged not so much for the horrible deeds of the children of darkness, but for the awful silence of the children of good. The children of light can't be silent. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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After he had fed the people, Jesus made the disciples get into a boat and proceed him to the other side,
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while he dismissed the crowds.
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After doing so, he went up on the mountain to pray by himself,
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and when it was evening, he was there alone.
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Meanwhile, the boat, already a few miles offshore, was being tossed about by the waves,
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for the wind was against it.
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During the fourth watch of the night, he came toward them walking on the sea.
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When the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified.
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It is a ghost, they said, and they cried out in fear.
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At once Jesus spoke to them,
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Take courage in his eye, do not be afraid.
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Peter said to him in reply,
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Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.
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He said, Come.
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Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus.
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But when he saw how strong the wind was, he became frightened,
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and beginning to sink, he cried out, Lord, save me.
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Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught Peter,
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and said to him, O you of little faith, why did you doubt?
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After they got into the boat, the wind died down.
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Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, Truly you are the Son of God.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This has long been perhaps my favorite passage in all the Gospels.
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Mostly because Peter is such a colossal mess.
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He succeeds more than anyone, he fails more than anyone.
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He is the fully alive person.
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You know, there are, we don't hear any of the stories of those who,
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none of them failed because they sat in the boat and did nothing.
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What we always hear is the story of the one
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who kind of just lunges out into the deep and takes the hits.
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And it really is who we're called to be.
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But there's a moment in this story that I think we sometimes miss.
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And for years I've read this and thought,
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that is just a moment that doesn't make any sense.
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And yet today it makes new sense for me.
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And it is the moment when Peter, it says,
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Jesus is still far enough off that they can't see him.
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They don't know who it is, but he says, it's me.
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And Peter comes up with what I have always assumed
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was one of the most, oh, just not a good idea litmus tests he could have.
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You know, Lord, if that's really you, tell me to come to you on the water.
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Yeah, because if it was someone else, they wouldn't have told, you know.
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Couldn't you just see the devil going, okay, sure.
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I mean, it's rather like someone knocking on your door at night
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and an unfamiliar voice says, let me in, it's your mom.
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And if you say, if you're really my mom, use the key under the mat.
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I mean, you know, so Peter says, if it's really you,
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but I think this is the genius of it.
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I think this is the core piece of our spirituality
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that if we grab, takes us to a new place.
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What he says is, if that's really you, God, put me to the test.
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Would that be the thing we'd come up with?
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If it's really God, put me to the test.
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Most of us, if it's really God, cure Aunt Hazel.
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Get me a job.
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Do something I want you to do.
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Show me the magic.
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If it's really God, call me to the challenge.
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It's an amazing moment.
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Call me into the storm.
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I'm already hiding in the boat.
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You call me even more into the storm if it's God.
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It's a far cry from the first reading that says,
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oh, you know, don't look in the storm.
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God will be in the gentle, quiet wind.
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God is in the gentle, quiet wind.
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Not nearly as often as we'd like.
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Often God is in the storm.
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Yesterday, I got both.
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You know, I went on a bike ride in the morning,
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and it was just one of those great mornings.
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I mean, it was the perfect Colorado morning,
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other than the fact that I'm now noticing
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that people are riding down the Cherry Creek Trail
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at Mach speed while texting on bikes now.
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But you know me.
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I don't complain about anything.
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But it was a great morning.
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And then I get home to all the news about Charlottesville.
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And I think, where are we?
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That's the storm.
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And I'm interested to hear and see
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how many churches will soft sell the message today
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because we don't want to delve too deeply into the storm.
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You know, you've watched social media blow up.
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And they're going after us.
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Well, we're Americans.
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They're going after all of our political leaders.
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But listen to our church leaders as well.
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They're not making nearly the strong statements they should.
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Well, you know, all sides, everyone,
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there's a lot of tension.
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And we condemn all sorts of hatred and violence.
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Yet right now, though, we're talking about white supremacists.
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And we condemn it.
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They won't go there.
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And a lot of people are calling them cowards.
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And I think, eh, I think coward is a generous sort of evaluation.
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I hope they're cowards.
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Because if they're not, what it really means
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is they have a little bit of affinity towards that thinking.
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That's the scarier.
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Is it cowardice or, eh, you know, you don't condemn your own.
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I mean, God love him.
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No one has ever accused him of going off the edge on these things.
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Senator Ted Cruz says,
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this is an act of terrorism that needs to be investigated.
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You've got people on both sides saying,
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and then you've got someone saying,
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literally they are saying the equivalent I could imagine.
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Could you imagine after 9-11,
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flight 93 is the one that went down in the field.
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They think, they don't know,
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but they think it was headed for the Capitol building.
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And some passengers on the plane got up
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and tried to retake the plane
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and brought it down in the middle of a field.
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Could you imagine if any of our church or state leaders
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had gotten up and said,
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well, on that one, the terrorists
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and the one who opposed them are equally to blame.
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Could you imagine?
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That's what that, when we get up and say,
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well, you know, we want to look at everything.
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No, no, it's time just to say, you know what?
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The kind of prejudice and bigotry we're seeing there
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is just flat wrong.
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It is in classical terms, a sin.
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And we as a church have to start praying with Peter
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that we will be called into the storm.
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Not that we get to, you know, I've said a million times,
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not that we get to be safe.
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I think most of us, what I've always loved
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about the vision I have of this gospel in my mind
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is Jesus is far enough away they don't know it's him.
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So he's out there somewhere.
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This altar, let's say, is the boat.
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And when Peter starts to step and falter,
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it says Jesus catches his hand,
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which means even as he falters,
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he's still willing to reach out.
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I have to tell you, I would love to think that that's me.
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But all I can feel in my body is the minute I sink,
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I would reach back for that boat.
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I would reach back for what's known and what's safe.
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Even though we're all in the boat afraid,
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you know, we would still reach back for familiar misery
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before trusting God to call us into the storm.
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It's the perfect gospel when you see, you know,
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our culture being sort of torn apart.
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And torn apart by people who are taking
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entire groups hostage emotionally.
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You know, I think I have a lot of friends
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who I would consider socially progressive,
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economically conservative.
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I think that's a lot of people in this country.
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And I keep thinking, you know, when groups like this
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take over the word conservative for all of America,
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that is like someone believing that Al-Qaeda is every Muslim.
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There are actually, you know, I mean,
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I quoted Senator Cruz, others,
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there are horrified conservatives
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throughout America today.
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And we can't let this get tagged right onto them.
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We can't let this get tagged onto a group.
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This is a small group of people, you know,
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I blanch every time I hear white Christian nation.
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Do you know who's not welcome in a white Christian nation?
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That Middle Eastern Jewish boy Jesus.
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You know, I always wonder what's the bigger miracle
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in our minds, in our minds,
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that he was born of a virgin
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or that that wonderful Jewish girl named Miriam
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gave birth to a white Aryan that's in all the artwork.
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Amazing how we can just flip things around
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and take what we want from them.
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And what we find out today is, no, no, you know what?
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Jesus came to save all people.
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Every person you encounter,
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every person struggling in America,
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every person of every faith and color
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that is struggling is a child, is beloved of God.
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Anyone who attacks one of us attacks all of us,
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even when it's our own people doing the attacking.
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You know, we have to become galvanized
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in the core of our faith,
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in the core of our faith that, you know,
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the Jesus who said, reach out to the marginalized.
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You know, that's really what widow and orphan is code for.
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The marginalized, those who had no access
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to the assets of a community.
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We reach out to everyone
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and we embrace everything except the hatred,
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except the terror.
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You know, terrorism is not something that always,
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that, you know, you can't measure it
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by the number of bodies that fall.
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Terrorism is there by the amount of fear it creates.
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That's why it's called terrorism,
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and this was an act of terrorism.
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This was an act of, how can we terrorize a town?
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And I think we are a people that say,
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no, that's not what Christianity is about.
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It's not what Catholicism is about.
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And again, not just politically, church-wise,
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our leaders have not spoken out.
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Our leaders have spoken, you know,
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spoken softly and you don't want,
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well, you don't want to offend the donors.
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I spent a lot of time last night thinking,
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I'd rather see the building project fail
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than have a community using the building
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that supports and embraces bigotry or prejudice.
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I'd rather, I'd rather join the Jews and...
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We will wander in the desert.
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It's been done before.
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Not with Irish skin, but it's been done before.
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We're going to be a people who just will not,
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who will not tolerate the hatred.
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It's the only thing we should just be intolerant about,
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you know, is the hatred.
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And when we become that people, we start to realize,
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the kingdom of God, you have two choices.
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We can either be a people that go after the storm,
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are invited in, we will take up the fight,
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we will become a people who will not be silent.
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I always think of Martin Luther King, you know,
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the generation will be judged not so much
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for the horrible deeds of the children of darkness,
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but for the awful silence of the children of good.
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The children of light can't be silent.
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And I think we have to join people in saying,
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the kingdom of God is for everyone.
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And if we don't learn that, we're going to find out quickly
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that the kingdom of God will come for no one.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the courageous, me Father Pat’s message centers on the courageous, messy, and vulnerable faith embodied by Peter, who dares to step out of the boat into the storm at Jesus’ call. He contrasts Peter’s flawed yet bold discipleship with the passive safety of remaining in the boat, highlighting that true faith often calls us into chaos, not away from it. Father Pat urges us to reject sanitized religion that seeks comfort over conviction. He challenges both the Church and individual believers to confront evil, especially the evil of racial hatred and bigotry, with clarity and moral courage. The essence of faith, he says, is not asking God to give us safety or signs, but to call us into the storm—to take risks for justice, truth, and love. He emphasizes that silence in the face of evil is complicity and that true discipleship requires stepping into uncomfortable places to defend the dignity of all God’s children.
Father Pat’s reflection begins with a deep appreciation of the Gospel story where Peter walks on water, not because he succeeds, but because he dares, fails, and is caught by Jesus. This passage is for Father Pat a striking portrait of what it means to be fully engaged in the life of faith. Peter, in his recklessness and his doubt, still hears Jesus’ voice and steps into the storm rather than clinging to safety. Father Pat points out that most people prefer the safety of the boat—the familiar, even if it is fearful—rather than trusting God in uncertainty. He invites us to see Peter’s litmus test—"If it is you, Lord, command me to come"—as a radical act of faith that challenges God to call us into risk, not comfort. This is a spirituality not of consolation, but of confrontation. It is the spirituality of discipleship that says, “If this is really God, then let God demand everything of me.”
He then pivots to the events in Charlottesville, using them as a clear example of the storm we are called into. White supremacy, racial hatred, and violence are not just political issues, but moral and spiritual crises that demand a response from Christians. Father Pat critiques the timidity and moral equivocation of many church leaders who fail to name and denounce evil directly. He draws a parallel to 9/11, noting the absurdity of imagining leaders responding to terrorists and those who resisted them as equally responsible. In the same way, he says, we cannot blame “both sides” when white supremacists commit acts of terror. The failure to name sin is not neutrality—it is betrayal. The Church must be clear: racism and bigotry are sins against the Gospel.
Furthermore, Father Pat challenges the idea of a “white Christian nation,” exposing it as a contradiction to the very identity of Jesus—a Middle Eastern Jew—and to the Gospel’s universal call. He critiques the way Jesus has been culturally appropriated into whiteness and used to justify exclusion, reminding us that the Kingdom of God is radically inclusive. He calls out the silence of churches and religious communities that prioritize comfort, donations, or institutional stability over prophetic witness. For Father Pat, it would be better to let a building project fail than to build a church that accommodates hate.
He appeals to the prophetic tradition, citing Martin Luther King Jr.'s warning that the silence of good people is more damning than the actions of the wicked. The Gospel demands that we speak, act, and confront. The Church must not only comfort the afflicted but afflict the comfortable. Faith is not a refuge from the world, but a call into it—especially into its storms. When we are willing to be called into the storm, when we are willing to risk, to fail, to be uncomfortable, that is where we meet Christ. And like Peter, even when we falter, Christ will reach out and catch us.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to moral clarity, courageous faith, and radical discipleship. It is a demand that we live the Gospel not in abstraction or sentimentality, but in public, prophetic witness that confronts hatred, stands with the marginalized, and insists that the Kingdom of God is for all. We are not called to be safe—we are called to be faithful....
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Let it be done for you as you wish. And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I have been thinking a lot about this week the concept of love at first sight. And it doesn't mean I have news for you and I'm out of here. It's an interesting, you know, psychology and different schools of thought. We'll talk about what is love at first sight. Is there really such a thing as love at first sight? And actually, very many people who have worked on this, many of the, probably even the majority of opinions will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight. Now, we don't always call it that because what happens is you see someone, you fall in love with the image of him or her at first sight, and then it's a long journey to try and figure out whether that person is actually what you think you fell in love with. But the experience of falling in love is immediate. You know, you'll find, especially when you get into that sort of romantic, chemical attraction, it does not come on slowly. You know, it is boom. I can't tell you how many women have talked to me over the years that would probably be in better shape if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out, here's everything I want, here's everything I think a man should be, and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in and something immediate happens. That feeling of love at first sight is based on, to a large degree, our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us, give them a complete personality ectomy, and replace it with our fantasy personality, and then start the journey of actually seeing who that person is. And so love is at first sight, but we only love as much as we know, and it takes a while to figure out whether that love at first sight really correlates to the reality in front of us. This is the same thing with much of our spirituality. God is probably the most dangerous first date you will ever have, because many of us have an image of God. None of us can really know who God is. None of us can get our minds totally around God, and so in the end we pick something of God to become our whole picture. And unfortunately, unlike someone you date, God is, well, actually this might be exactly like some of the people you date, but God's not a big talker. You ever feel like you're holding up both sides of the conversation? We call that prayer. I know and I am well aware when I am praying and when I'm talking to God that I, you know, the part of God this evening will be played by Patrick Dolan. Fascinating he uses all the same words I would. I have always told people that I will know that it is a almost magical level revelation from God when God says something to me in prayer and I have to go look up one of the words in the dictionary. Wouldn't that be an exciting moment? So we know, so what is that? So what we're doing in our head, what we call contemplative prayer and prayers, often that we have to imagine what God would say to us. And hopefully that imagination is well informed. You know, when I imagine a conversation with God, you know, the voice of God never says, just smack him and get on with it. Because the image of God is better formed than that. But we are all called to be better theologians than we usually are. Most of us are better at a million other things in spirituality than theology. And what that means is we have a better idea of what we want the church to be, what we want the sacraments to be, what morals should be. We've got a better idea of all of that stuff, heaven and hell, than what each belief we have says about God. Catherine of Siena, I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years. Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar to Teresa of Avila, very similar to some of the saints. This vision of hell. Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend, of all the saints, was one of the greatest theologians. Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises on the church, but those are ecclesiologists. Or on the spirit, pneumatology. Theology. Everything she thought, she said, what does this say about God? And what's my image of God? And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell. Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia. And her image ends with, and it was empty. Because that's her vision of God. Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving, and people say, well, what about the unbaptized? That's your philosophy of sacraments. Well, what about people who did this? That's your philosophy of morality. She's dealing with theology, her vision of God. Now when you go through scripture, if you don't have a vision of God, you will come out with absolutely no help at all. You have the God of love who heals everyone. Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset, wipes out the world with a flood, and then afterwards says, I really regret that, here's a rainbow. The God who says, oops. You've got stories in there of like Jonah, where because Jonah did the right thing, God repented of the evil he was going to do. What, God does evil? The Bible is a compendium of many, many images and visions of God that we are called to reflect on. But you are the final filter. And what you say about God, what you believe about God, in many ways will tell us who you are. In the same way, it would be a fascinating, if somewhat unromantic experiment through someone's teens and early 20s, if every time one of those, I fell in love at first sight, turned out three weeks later to be not so great, instead of doing what most of us do, which is start a list in our head of everything that was horrible and awful with that person, to get a better vision of, so who did I think she was? Who did I think he was? Who do we think that other person is? After, you know, after an expected period of trial and failure, you would have a real great idea, this is what I'm looking for. This is what made this person, you know, I fell in love with, what did I really fall in love with? Do we have a sense of who that is? It wasn't that person as it turned out. But do we know what that ideal person is? Because it would tell you a lot about who you are. And it is always interesting when you say to people, what are you looking for in your, you know, your life mate, future spouse, what are you looking for? And it's, you would think everyone would come up with the same thing, but they don't. Loyalty, honesty, those two usually don't go together. If I need them to lie for me, are they going to be honest or loyal? You know, what's, you start to say, this is what I really want. In a future spouse, you learn a lot about yourself. But we don't, what we normally know is, I can tell you all the places they fell short. And we just get better images of what we don't like. If we do that with God, we get a better image of the God we don't want. And so today we have three radically different visions of God coming from scripture. And how do we decide between those? It will depend on our filter. You know, if you are mean and need God to be mean and need God to be, God is going to get those people over there eventually. You know, you will hang on to, you will cherry pick through scripture and get what you want. We used to call them in seminary the hateful mysteries of the rosary. If that is your vision of God, you could read all four gospels and come away with the five hateful mysteries. Jesus kills a herd of pigs. Jesus calls his best friend Satan. Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business. Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man. And today, Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog. So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus because we look at these stories and we go, wait, wait, wait, wait. My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this. How could this be the same person that says, let the little children come unto me? Because that would be just as problematic as the Canaanite woman. The kids, the women, it was all. It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all. And so, where I have come with, with this reading over the years, is there's a line in here where it says the disciples say, send her away, she keeps calling out after us. And he says in reply, and that's important because in the story, he doesn't say it in reply to the woman. He says it in reply to the disciples. The disciples want a God, for a long time in the story, the disciples always seem to want a God who will send the problem people away. The children are calling out, don't let the children come near us. You know, I, it's all matter of perspective. I was joking with a parent about the fact that, you know, it's, I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow all the kids are coming back to school and the sun itself is going away. The mother said to me, oh, I think you're, you're looking a little too early in the day. The way I see it, the children are going back to school tomorrow and then the sun comes back forever. You know, you know, how we look at these things. But, we do have this point that says, so how do we look at the story? Well, he says to them, they say, stop the Canaanite woman coming from, stop the unclean man from calling out after us, he's an embarrassment. Stop the children from coming back. It's an embarrassment, it's an embarrassment. And finally he replies and gives them the God they want. And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories in the chronology of that gospel. As though the lesson is taught. There was a film a few years ago called, The Hundred Foot Journey. Helen Mirren played a very sort of uptight, buttoned down, owner of a French restaurant in a little town on a dirt road and right across the street moves in an eastern Indian family that's going to open up just sort of a, a real down home, wild, spices in the air sort of restaurant. And all of this partying and music and you know, her restaurant is, it's cordon bleu all the way and very, and she's horrified. And she's horrified and she starts making little snipes around her staff about those sorts of people. Those sorts of people. And the staff take it and run with it. And about halfway through the movie, a couple members of her staff go out, vandalize the place, start a fire, ride out, prance for the French. And she gets up the next morning and she realizes her part in that. That she herself would never have done that but a little spout out the hate here and hate there and gets them going. And from that point on, she becomes friends to the people across the street because she realizes there's no middle road. You either become a voice for hate or you become a voice for reconciliation. The disciples today keep saying, get rid of those people! Get rid of those! And finally Jesus says, okay. And he's worse to her than I'm sure they expected. Now he knows he's going to do the healing. She gets what she wants. There's reconciliation by the end. But for just a minute, give them a glimpse. Is this what you really want? And you hope they come away changed. You hope they go, yeah, let's stop asking for that. And we as a people, let's stop asking for the partisan God. The God that likes our side better than theirs. The opening reading has a little bit of that. Though in our country right now, I think of the white supremacist movement and they'd be real horrified to know that the scriptures only give us a Jewish supremacist movement. We're not mentioned. You know, the foreigners who join themselves could come in on the coat strings. By the way, we are the foreigners in that reading. The Jewish people are the ones. We could have that. We could decide to be a people that equality is not our thing. That we like supremacy better. We could go there. It's just not us. And the minute we decide that we're not all created equal, it's not American either. My dad used to joke about people in the world who feel that we're all created equal. There's just some that are more equal than others. You can't... Equality and supremacy are diametrically opposed positions. And so, you have that here. Or you have the second reading that says, you know, God delivered everyone into disobedience so that God could show mercy to everyone. What that means is all of us screw up. And all of us are forgiven. And you think of how much church and how much, not just ours, all churches, churches and religion run around saying, God is all forgiving. I mean, except for you people. God is all forgiving. Except for those ones over there. God is all forgiving except for that group. Because there's part of us that floats between that belief that God is all loving, that Catherine of Siena belief, and the disciples today that still want God to send someone away. We're caught between two contrary images that both come to scripture. You're always going to read through scripture and you're going to have to be the final filter that can decide the difference in importance between thou shalt not kill and thou shalt not eat shellfish. They're both in scripture. They're both in the same book. And I will still not put killing on level with a plate of scampi. We've got all of that in our scripture. What is our filter? Who are we as a people that truly believe that God created everyone? What is our theology? In other words, what is everything we do and everything we believe say about God? You know, give me a minute. I heard her go down. What do we do with that moment that says everyone counts? Because everyone counts to God. How do we learn to live with one another? What happens when everyone being a child of God, everyone being created equal, really becomes the foundation of the way we live rather than something historic we bring up once in a while? What if that's the foundation? Is that every person you encounter is beloved of God? Every person you encounter has messed up for the sole purpose of God being merciful. What happens when we become so aware of who we are and our own need for mercy that we can no longer judge another person? That's the God we have to fill in the gaps. Many of us, love at first sight was with a God image that might not have been that great. And as we grow up we realize that's not the God we want to be in love with. We don't want to be in love with the vision of God that likes these people and not these people. We don't want to be in love with the God who loves you until you mess up. I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven walking on eggshells because he could go off the edge at any minute and send another flood. What's your image of God? We have to start to filter our images a little better. When we go to scripture, you can come away with any number of images. And when you do, you will see the God you are falling in love with. And in the end, it will not tell you much about God. It will tell you everything about who you're becoming. We, in our faith, are called through the gospel to preach the God who loves every person. And not only that, who loves every person equally. That right there is enough work for the rest of our lives. To love every person equally. What happens when we respond to the stranger on the street as though it were one of our relatives we just ran into? What happens when we move beyond that tribalism to a vision that includes every person created by God? We may never get there emotionally, but just like the little dialogue in our head, we can have a well-informed vision of what we're to move towards. And whether we're emotionally there or not, we take care of everyone because we really believe it's what we're called to do. I think when we do that, we start to see a kingdom of God that reaches to the ends of the earth. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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At that time Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sedan,
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and behold, a Canaanite woman of that district
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came and called out, Have pity on me, Lord, son of David.
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My daughter is tormented by a demon.
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But Jesus did not say a word in answer to her.
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Jesus' disciples came and asked him,
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Send her away, for she keeps calling out after us.
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He said in reply,
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I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.
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But the woman came and did Jesus' homage,
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saying, Lord, help me.
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He said in reply,
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It is not right to take the food of the children
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and throw it to the dogs.
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She said, Please, Lord, for even the dogs
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eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters.
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Then Jesus said to her in reply,
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O woman, great is your faith.
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Let it be done for you as you wish.
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And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I have been thinking a lot about this week
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the concept of love at first sight.
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And it doesn't mean I have news for you
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and I'm out of here.
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It's an interesting, you know,
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psychology and different schools of thought.
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We'll talk about what is love at first sight.
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Is there really such a thing as love at first sight?
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And actually, very many people who have worked on this,
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many of the, probably even the majority of opinions
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will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love
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will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight.
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Now, we don't always call it that
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because what happens is you see someone,
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you fall in love with the image of him or her
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at first sight, and then it's a long journey
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to try and figure out whether that person is actually
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what you think you fell in love with.
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But the experience of falling in love is immediate.
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You know, you'll find, especially when you get into
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that sort of romantic, chemical attraction,
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it does not come on slowly.
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You know, it is boom.
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I can't tell you how many women have talked to me
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over the years that would probably be in better shape
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if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out,
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here's everything I want,
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here's everything I think a man should be,
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and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in
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and something immediate happens.
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That feeling of love at first sight
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is based on, to a large degree,
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our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us,
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give them a complete personality ectomy,
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and replace it with our fantasy personality,
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and then start the journey of actually seeing
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who that person is.
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And so love is at first sight,
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but we only love as much as we know,
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and it takes a while to figure out
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whether that love at first sight
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really correlates to the reality in front of us.
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This is the same thing with much of our spirituality.
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God is probably the most dangerous first date
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you will ever have,
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because many of us have an image of God.
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None of us can really know who God is.
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None of us can get our minds totally around God,
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and so in the end we pick something of God
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to become our whole picture.
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And unfortunately, unlike someone you date,
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God is, well, actually this might be exactly like
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some of the people you date,
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but God's not a big talker.
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You ever feel like you're holding up
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both sides of the conversation?
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We call that prayer.
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I know and I am well aware when I am praying
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and when I'm talking to God
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that I, you know, the part of God this evening
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will be played by Patrick Dolan.
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Fascinating he uses all the same words I would.
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I have always told people that
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I will know that it is a
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almost magical level revelation from God
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when God says something to me in prayer
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and I have to go look up one of the words
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in the dictionary.
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Wouldn't that be an exciting moment?
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So we know, so what is that?
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So what we're doing in our head,
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what we call contemplative prayer and prayers,
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often that we have to imagine
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what God would say to us.
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And hopefully that imagination is well informed.
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You know, when I imagine a conversation with God,
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you know, the voice of God never says,
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just smack him and get on with it.
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Because the image of God is better formed than that.
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But we are all called to be better theologians
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than we usually are.
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Most of us are better at a million other things
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in spirituality than theology.
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And what that means is
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we have a better idea of what we want the church to be,
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what we want the sacraments to be,
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what morals should be.
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We've got a better idea of all of that stuff,
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heaven and hell,
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than what each belief we have says about God.
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Catherine of Siena,
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I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years.
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Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar
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to Teresa of Avila,
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very similar to some of the saints.
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This vision of hell.
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Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend,
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of all the saints,
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was one of the greatest theologians.
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Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises
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on the church,
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but those are ecclesiologists.
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Or on the spirit, pneumatology.
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Theology.
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Everything she thought, she said,
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what does this say about God?
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And what's my image of God?
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And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell.
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Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia.
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And her image ends with,
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and it was empty.
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Because that's her vision of God.
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Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving,
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and people say,
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well, what about the unbaptized?
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That's your philosophy of sacraments.
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Well, what about people who did this?
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That's your philosophy of morality.
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She's dealing with theology,
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her vision of God.
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Now when you go through scripture,
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if you don't have a vision of God,
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you will come out with absolutely no help at all.
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You have the God of love who heals everyone.
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Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset,
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wipes out the world with a flood,
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and then afterwards says,
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I really regret that, here's a rainbow.
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The God who says, oops.
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You've got stories in there of like Jonah,
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where because Jonah did the right thing,
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God repented of the evil he was going to do.
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What, God does evil?
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The Bible is a compendium of many, many images
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and visions of God that we are called to reflect on.
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But you are the final filter.
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And what you say about God,
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what you believe about God,
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in many ways will tell us who you are.
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In the same way, it would be a fascinating,
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if somewhat unromantic experiment
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through someone's teens and early 20s,
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if every time one of those,
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I fell in love at first sight,
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turned out three weeks later to be not so great,
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instead of doing what most of us do,
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which is start a list in our head
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of everything that was horrible and awful with that person,
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to get a better vision of,
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so who did I think she was?
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Who did I think he was?
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Who do we think that other person is?
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After, you know,
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after an expected period of trial and failure,
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you would have a real great idea,
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this is what I'm looking for.
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This is what made this person,
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you know, I fell in love with,
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what did I really fall in love with?
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Do we have a sense of who that is?
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It wasn't that person as it turned out.
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But do we know what that ideal person is?
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Because it would tell you a lot about who you are.
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And it is always interesting when you say to people,
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what are you looking for in your,
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you know, your life mate, future spouse,
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what are you looking for?
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And it's, you would think everyone would come up
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with the same thing, but they don't.
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Loyalty, honesty,
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those two usually don't go together.
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If I need them to lie for me,
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are they going to be honest or loyal?
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You know, what's, you start to say,
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this is what I really want.
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In a future spouse,
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you learn a lot about yourself.
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But we don't, what we normally know is,
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I can tell you all the places they fell short.
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And we just get better images of what we don't like.
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If we do that with God,
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we get a better image of the God we don't want.
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And so today we have three radically different visions
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of God coming from scripture.
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And how do we decide between those?
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It will depend on our filter.
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You know, if you are mean
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and need God to be mean
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and need God to be,
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God is going to get those people over there eventually.
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You know, you will hang on to,
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you will cherry pick through scripture
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and get what you want.
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We used to call them in seminary
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the hateful mysteries of the rosary.
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If that is your vision of God,
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you could read all four gospels
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and come away with
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the five hateful mysteries.
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Jesus kills a herd of pigs.
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Jesus calls his best friend Satan.
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Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business.
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Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man.
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And today,
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Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog.
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So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus
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because we look at these stories and we go,
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wait, wait, wait, wait.
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My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this.
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How could this be the same person that says,
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let the little children come unto me?
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Because that would be just as problematic
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as the Canaanite woman.
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The kids, the women, it was all.
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It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all.
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And so,
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where I have come with,
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with this reading over the years,
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is there's a line in here where
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it says the disciples say,
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send her away, she keeps calling out after us.
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And he says in reply,
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and that's important because in the story,
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he doesn't say it in reply to the woman.
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He says it in reply to the disciples.
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The disciples want a God,
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for a long time in the story,
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the disciples always seem to want a God
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who will send the problem people away.
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The children are calling out,
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don't let the children come near us.
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You know, I,
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it's all matter of perspective.
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I was joking with a parent about the fact that,
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you know, it's,
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I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow
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all the kids are coming back to school
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and the sun itself is going away.
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The mother said to me,
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oh, I think you're,
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you're looking a little too early in the day.
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The way I see it,
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the children are going back to school tomorrow
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and then the sun comes back forever.
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You know,
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you know,
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how we look at these things.
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But,
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we do have this point that says,
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so how do we look at the story?
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Well, he says to them,
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they say,
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stop the Canaanite woman coming from,
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stop the unclean man from calling out after us,
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he's an embarrassment.
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Stop the children from coming back.
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It's an embarrassment,
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it's an embarrassment.
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And finally he replies
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and gives them the God they want.
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And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories
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in the chronology of that gospel.
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As though the lesson is taught.
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There was a film a few years ago
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called,
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The Hundred Foot Journey.
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Helen Mirren played a very sort of
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uptight,
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buttoned down,
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owner of a French restaurant
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in a little town on a dirt road
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and right across the street
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moves in an eastern Indian family
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that's going to open up just sort of a,
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a real down home,
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wild,
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spices in the air
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sort of restaurant.
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And all of this
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partying and music and you know,
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her restaurant is,
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it's cordon bleu all the way
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and very,
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and she's horrified.
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And she's horrified
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and she starts
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making little snipes
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around her staff
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about those sorts of people.
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Those sorts of people.
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And the staff take it and run with it.
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And about halfway through the movie,
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a couple members of her staff
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go out, vandalize the place,
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start a fire,
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ride out,
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prance for the French.
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And she gets up the next morning
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and she realizes
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her part in that.
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That she herself would never
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have done that
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but a little spout out the hate here
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and hate there
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and gets them going.
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And from that point on,
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she becomes friends
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to the people across the street
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because she realizes
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there's no middle road.
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You either become a voice for hate
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or you become a voice for reconciliation.
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The disciples today keep saying,
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get rid of those people!
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Get rid of those!
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And finally Jesus says,
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okay.
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And he's worse to her
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than I'm sure they expected.
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Now he knows he's going to do the healing.
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She gets what she wants.
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There's reconciliation by the end.
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But for just a minute,
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give them a glimpse.
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Is this what you really want?
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And you hope they come away changed.
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You hope they go,
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yeah, let's stop asking for that.
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And we as a people,
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let's stop asking for the partisan God.
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The God that likes our side
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better than theirs.
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The opening reading has a little bit of that.
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Though in our country right now,
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I think of the white supremacist movement
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and they'd be real horrified to know
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that the scriptures only give us
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a Jewish supremacist movement.
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We're not mentioned.
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You know,
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the foreigners who join themselves
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could come in on the coat strings.
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By the way,
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we are the foreigners in that reading.
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The Jewish people are the ones.
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We could have that.
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We could decide to be a people
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that equality is not our thing.
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That we like supremacy better.
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We could go there.
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It's just not us.
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And the minute we decide
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that we're not all created equal,
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it's not American either.
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My dad used to joke about people in the world
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who feel that we're all created equal.
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There's just some that are more equal than others.
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You can't...
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Equality and supremacy
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are diametrically opposed positions.
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And so,
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you have that here.
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Or you have the second reading
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that says, you know,
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God delivered everyone into disobedience
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so that God could show mercy to everyone.
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What that means is
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all of us screw up.
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And all of us are forgiven.
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And you think of how much church
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and how much,
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not just ours, all churches,
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churches and religion
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run around saying,
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God is all forgiving.
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I mean, except for you people.
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God is all forgiving.
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Except for those ones over there.
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God is all forgiving except for that group.
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Because there's part of us
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that floats between that belief
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that God is all loving,
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that Catherine of Siena belief,
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and the disciples today
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that still want God to send someone away.
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We're caught between two contrary images
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that both come to scripture.
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You're always going to read through scripture
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and you're going to have to be the final filter
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that can decide the difference in importance
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between thou shalt not kill
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and thou shalt not eat shellfish.
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They're both in scripture.
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They're both in the same book.
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And I will still not put killing
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on level with a plate of scampi.
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We've got all of that in our scripture.
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What is our filter?
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Who are we as a people
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that truly believe that God created everyone?
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What is our theology?
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In other words,
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what is everything we do
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and everything we believe
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say about God?
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You know,
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give me a minute.
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I heard her go down.
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What do we do with that moment
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that says everyone counts?
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Because everyone counts to God.
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How do we learn to live with one another?
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What happens when everyone being a child of God,
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everyone being created equal,
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really becomes the foundation of the way we live
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rather than something historic
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we bring up once in a while?
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What if that's the foundation?
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Is that every person you encounter
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is beloved of God?
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Every person you encounter
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has messed up for the sole purpose of God
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being merciful.
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What happens when we become so aware
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of who we are
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and our own need for mercy
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that we can no longer judge another person?
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That's the God we have to fill in the gaps.
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Many of us,
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love at first sight
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was with a God image
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that might not have been that great.
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And as we grow up we realize
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that's not the God we want to be in love with.
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We don't want to be in love with the vision of God
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that likes these people and not these people.
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We don't want to be in love with the God
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who loves you until you mess up.
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I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven
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walking on eggshells
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because he could go off the edge at any minute
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and send another flood.
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What's your image of God?
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We have to start to filter our images a little better.
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When we go to scripture,
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you can come away with any number of images.
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And when you do,
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you will see the God you are falling in love with.
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And in the end,
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it will not tell you much about God.
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It will tell you everything about who you're becoming.
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We, in our faith,
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are called through the gospel
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to preach the God who loves every person.
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And not only that,
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who loves every person equally.
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That right there
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is enough work for the rest of our lives.
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To love every person equally.
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What happens when we respond
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to the stranger on the street
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as though it were one of our relatives
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we just ran into?
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What happens when we move beyond that tribalism
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to a vision that includes every person created by God?
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We may never get there emotionally,
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but just like the little dialogue in our head,
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we can have a well-informed vision
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of what we're to move towards.
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And whether we're emotionally there or not,
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we take care of everyone
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because we really believe it's what we're called to do.
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I think when we do that,
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we start to see a kingdom of God
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that reaches to the ends of the earth.
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The kingdom of God that was preached by Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of a well-formed vision of God—a vision rooted not in exclusion, judgment, or tribalism, but in radical, inclusive love. He invites us to examine how our first impressions of God, much like love at first sight, are often projections of who we want God to be, not necessarily who God is. Just as in relationships, our understanding of God matures over time, shaped by experience, reflection, and deeper theological insight. Father Pat challenges us to be intentional about the God we believe in, because our image of God ultimately shapes who we become. Through the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman and the disciples’ desire to send her away, Father Pat illustrates how Jesus exposes the narrow, exclusionary vision of God that the disciples held—and by extension, that we often hold—and instead affirms a God who is merciful to all. Our theology, he insists, must reflect a God who loves equally, forgives universally, and calls us to live out that same radical inclusivity.
Father Pat begins by drawing a parallel between the phenomenon of “love at first sight” and our early spiritual experiences of God. He explains that just as we may project our ideals onto a person we are romantically drawn to, we often do the same with God. We fall in love with an idea of God, but that initial image is usually a reflection of our own desires, needs, or biases. Over time, just as relationships mature when we come to know the real person behind the fantasy, so too must our spirituality mature as we come to know God more deeply through scripture, prayer, and theology. However, since God is ultimately mystery, much of that journey involves imagining what God would say, what God would do—an imagination that must be informed by love, compassion, and a theology that is rooted in the Gospel.
Using the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman, Father Pat addresses the tension between exclusion and inclusion in our understanding of God. The woman, a foreigner and outsider, is initially met with silence and apparent rejection from Jesus. But Father Pat highlights a crucial narrative detail: Jesus’ harsh words are not directed to the woman herself, but are spoken “in reply” to the disciples, who are eager to dismiss her. In this, Father Pat discerns a teaching moment. Jesus momentarily gives the disciples the God they think they want—an exclusive, nationalist, elitist God—only to reveal, through the woman’s persistence and faith, that such a vision of God is inadequate. The healing that follows is not merely physical; it is theological. It reveals the expansive mercy of a God who embraces the outsider, who listens to the marginalized, and who honors faith wherever it is found. This interaction becomes a pivot point in the Gospel, after which such dismissive attitudes among the disciples seem to fade.
Father Pat then draws attention to the importance of theological reflection. He references Catherine of Siena, whose vision of hell was empty—not because she denied judgment or consequence, but because her understanding of God’s mercy and love could not accommodate eternal rejection. For Catherine, and for Father Pat, theology begins with the question: “What does this belief say about God?” Too often, he observes, we are better at expressing our views on morality, liturgy, or church practices than we are at articulating what these views imply about God’s nature. Are we imagining a vindictive, partisan God, or a God of universal compassion? When we cherry-pick scriptures to justify our biases, we risk constructing a God in our own image—one that may have more to do with our fears and prejudices than with the God revealed in Christ.
Father Pat warns against the temptation to create a “partisan God”—one who loves our group but not others, who forgives our sins but condemns those of outsiders. He draws a sobering comparison to societal dynamics, referencing supremacist ideologies that reflect the same flawed theological thinking: that some are inherently more worthy than others. He reminds us that such thinking is not only theologically unsound but also un-American, contradicting the founding principle that all people are created equal. The Church must resist the urge to define itself by opposition—to be the community of the righteous against the sinners—because that is not the God revealed in Jesus.
Moving into practical spirituality, Father Pat challenges us to filter scripture through a lens of love and mercy. Scripture holds many images of God—some wrathful, some merciful, some mysterious—and it is up to us, guided by a well-formed theology, to discern which images align with the God revealed in Christ. He humorously refers to “the five hateful mysteries” as a way of pointing out how easy it is to build a vision of God that is small, angry, and exclusive—if that’s what we’re looking for. But if, instead, we approach scripture with a heart open to love, inclusion, and compassion, we will begin to see a consistent thread: the God who welcomes the stranger, forgives the sinner, and calls all people to Himself.
The fullness of Father Pat’s message lies in the transformative power of that theological shift. If we believe God loves every person equally, then we are called to do the same. That belief is not just a private comfort; it’s a public ethic. It means caring for the stranger as we would our own family. It means resisting the tribalism that divides communities and churches. It means grounding our social, political, and religious lives in the conviction that every person is beloved of God and deserving of dignity. Even if we do not always feel this emotionally, we must act on it theologically. Our feelings may lag behind, but our actions must lead.
Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to grow beyond our initial, often immature ideas of God and move toward a spirituality rooted in mercy, justice, and inclusion. Our theology must be continually refined, informed by scripture, tradition, reason, and lived experience. And the measure of our theology is not how well it conforms to doctrine alone, but how well it reflects the God who is love. The God who, like the Jesus in today’s Gospel, may challenge our assumptions, but ultimately reveals a mercy that refuses to be limited by human boundaries....
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Answering Gods Call
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Father Pat
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2018-02-04
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2018-02-04-answering-gods-call-41.mp3
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He said, let us go to the nearby villages that I may preach there also. For this purpose, I have come. So he went into their synagogues, preaching and driving out demons through the whole of Galilee. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. We are presented with three very, very different visions of response to life and to fortune. The first one we get, and you know, the first two actually, Job and Paul, they kind of remind me of Tigger and Eeyore from Winnie the Pooh. You know, that first reading is just, you hate to refer to scripture as whiny, but you know, when Rita read it, and Rita is one of the most upbeat people I know, but even Rita reading it was a little depressing. It's not life of drudgery, and we're just a slave, and at night, and I'll never, ever, ever know happiness again, it is so Eeyore. You know, poor, poor Job. And you know, we get this in scripture, the entire book of Lamentations is, you know, it's ascribed to Job, but Job is a fictional character. So this is, it's like all the depressed people of Israel got together and decided to write a book. But it is important that that is in scripture, because otherwise, religion becomes the purview of happy people. And I've seen, and this is very popular in some of the sort of grassroots level churches in America where, you know, everyone's supposed to show up at a funeral going, but it's a blessing from God, and they're in heaven, and we're happy, and you're like, no. No, sometimes it's okay to bring that pain and sorrow into our faith, and it doesn't mean we're, you know, you're less Christian because you don't see joy in every moment. You know, and I have to tell you not to, you know, throw any of you under the bus, but I always like to notice when I come in, just because it's maybe a little projection, but when I come into the early morning mass, and I watch, usually it's during the first reading, and literally everyone's going. I'm like, this is a very unhappy group of people. And you know that, I know that by noon you'll all be fine, but it, you know, it's just, it's 7.30 in the morning, and most people just aren't real animated at that hour, you know, so there's this sense that scripture needs to bring all of us into our faith. There are four psalms called the cursing psalms that scripture scholars have written tons about that in the, in what is called the breviary, which is the cycle of prayers that the priest is supposed to say every day. So there's a set of psalms, three psalms, and in the cycle they took out the cursing psalms out of that little lectionary because they're just, you know, it's too awful a vision of God. They serve a great purpose in scripture. They let you know that the people in that day and age, they even brought their anger. Even anger at God is a belief in God. You can't be angry with a God you don't believe in. So even when someone says they are angry with God, it's an amazing expression of faith. You don't find people who have a great faith in a moment of crisis saying, huh, no longer believe in God. They may come to that crisis, but usually first they have to get to this anger at God. And when those cursing psalms, when people knew them, and you know, we know little lines out of them, you know, God will dash their children against a stone. That's not usually the God we're hoping to spend eternity with, you know. But that image of God is there because that's important, that we don't think that we can come to God only when we're emotionally in the right place. You know, if I'm going to pray, first I have to sort of calm and become a guru. And once I'm a guru, I can approach God in prayer. No, the prayer is what helps us get there. So we have to be able to bring ourselves, Job today, this character, Job in absolute, it's not even depression, Job is in a whiny space. Paul is in the tigger space. You know, Paul is, it's sort of like that grassroots level. Paul, every once in a while, and you don't know if we're getting the authentic, you know, he's writing a letter, and he basically, and from prison there's a lot of this, you know, I'm in prison and everything, you know, I'm in chains and I'm in the dark and they're going to kill me, but I'm in, I have all this joy for what's going on. And you kind of want to go, really, Paul? Really? You know, there are those people that we know that when real tragedy happens, you know, I almost think that, you know, it's the spiritual end of denial. There's a difference between trusting God that things are going to be okay even though they're tough right now. There's a difference between that and the sort of, oh, even when God gives me sufferings, I love it. And, you know, that leaves the area of spirituality and gets into some sort of fetish that I don't want to know about. Suffering is suffering. And God can be with us in it, but it's still suffering, and we need to feel the suffering. Some days we need to feel that sort of loneliness, whatever it is that Job is going through, whatever it is then that Paul is going through. Now, what we get that's interesting in the gospel, and we get it twice. We get it with Simon, Peter's mother-in-law, and we get it again with Jesus. And that is these people whose emotional reaction we're not told much about. We're told their physical reaction. Now, the mother-in-law in this to me is possibly the saddest character in all of Scripture. She's sick with a fever, and Jesus, Jesus himself walks in and says, basically says, you're healed. What's for dinner? I mean, this is every mother's nightmare. But, and of course, they don't say that anyone asked her. It just says, you know, the fever left, and she waited on them. And a few seconds later, we always see that, it always, you know, there's an edge to that for us. But we don't see that there's a very similar minute with Jesus in a few minutes. Jesus has got now the crowds pressing in on him. Everyone wants something. They've all seen the healing. They're all after him, and they, you know, everyone wants two minutes. And he gets away, and he prays. This is the moment that he is healed. He gets away, and he has a moment alone, and they come, and they say, everyone's looking for you. He goes, yeah, let's go, boom. He gets up, and he starts waiting on others again. It's this moment that says, you know, helping other people is exhausting, but the grace of this character of the mother-in-law is how many of us, when we're struck with some horrible health crisis, you know, this year, the flu, all these things, or even more serious life-threatening illnesses, how many of us, now, I don't mean the bargaining. We'll do all sorts of bargaining with God when we're sick. If you just get me well, I'll do this, I'll do, but how many of us truly want to be cured so that we can get back to helping others? How many of us think, oh, I've gotta get through this because, you know, people get there. People do this all the time. You know, even if it's not, even if it's not a warm, fuzzy feeling, I can't tell you the number of parents I've seen that face illness, and their first reaction is what will happen to my children? Meaning, I just want to be healthy so that I can get back to taking care of my children. That's that sort of gut-level reaction you see out of the mother-in-law and out of Jesus today, and what makes Jesus' kind of particular is he's so focused on the mission, and it's kind of the mission that I think modern religion has forgotten about. You know, Jesus is running around healing, helping. He's running around healing, helping, and preaching good news, and he goes into a town, and like, how much could he have preached? He couldn't have given them the code of canon law. You know, he goes in, he heals some people, he preaches the good news to them, and then goes to the next town. I've no doubt that nowadays the hierarchy would tell him that that is an incomplete catechesis, and absolutely no one is truly ready for the sacrament. When did our faith become, you know, this has got to, you have got to get to CCD every week, and you've got to do this, and we've got to train, and we're not teaching enough on this topic, when it sort of expanded from this, it says in Mark's gospel, the earliest gospel, most scripture scholars would say, you know, let's go to the nearby villages that I can preach there also. This is the purpose I've come for. So what it's telling us is the purpose that Jesus comes for, now we would say later he came for the cross, but at this moment in his life, his purpose as an itinerant preacher is clearly to go to a town, preach this message that, you know, God is with you in salvation, and God is going to lift up the poor, and all of these basic messages of the kingdom of God, he's gonna preach them, and a day later he's gonna be gone. What would it look like today if we could boil our faith down to something that could be taught in an afternoon? Now, that doesn't mean you wouldn't spend the rest of your life trying to ruminate on it and figure out what it meant, but my guess is if you told any member of the clergy, deacon, priest, bishop, pope, that, you know, you get two hours to tell them about Catholicism, and that's all they're gonna have for their life. It would just be fascinating to see, you know, where some people would go with that. What we'd always get probably is a little bit of gospel and a lot of agenda, you know, because they only get a moment. Jesus really didn't set up a system that said, let's come in and I am going to walk you through until you are all formed exactly the way I think you should be. It was this, I'm gonna leave you in the hands of your community. What the essence of his message was, and we don't even think about it because it's no longer radical. The radical message he had was this message that all of these rules aren't gonna get you into heaven. God is. God's gonna get you into heaven or God's not. It's not something you're capable of. You can be, I hope you will respond to this by going out and being the best person you can and helping others and knowing that God is there to help you so you should be there to help others and living this life of service, and then he moves on. And that is that original, in the Greek, the kerygma, the original proclamation of Jesus. It's quickly changed into the early proclamation of church, but the proclamation of Jesus is all this kingdom of God. What is the kingdom of God? And all of this, the lowly will be lifted up and those who are up on the top will be brought back down and it's this move towards true equality and where Job finds himself whining and where Paul finds himself with almost a false bravado, it's this character of the mother-in-law in Jesus that take the gifts they're given, take the hits they're given, and then get up and continue with their life and who they are. Get out there and do the work. You know, the interesting thing is in this, especially today, it kind of has this sort of sexist edge to it because it says, you know, she gets up and waits on them. And we don't know. Most of us assume, you know, we can just put a mom duty on her at that point. You know, she's cooking or doing, you know. But the truth is she gets up and had it said that about anyone else in scripture, that they served Jesus, we wouldn't go there. That's something, you know, if they said, yes, Peter was serving Jesus, they wouldn't go. You mean he made dinner? So some of that is our own projection. She gets up and it says, and she begins to serve them. When you're talking about Jesus and the followers, serving them could have meant she got up and went out and helped the poor. She served them. Most of us want healing. Most of us already have some amount of help. We all have some amount of gifts. Do we use them to serve the gospel? Because the day we do, that's when we understand the mindset of Simon's mother-in-law. More importantly, we start to understand the mindset of Jesus. Could have set himself up with a really nice following if he didn't just keep going to the next town. But that's what he came for. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On leaving the synagogue, Jesus entered
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the house of Simon and Andrew with James and John.
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Simon's mother-in-law lay sick with a fever.
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They immediately told him about her.
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He approached, grasped her hand, and helped her up.
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Then the fever left her, and she waited on them.
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When it was evening after sunset,
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they brought to him all who were ill or possessed by demons.
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The whole town was gathered at the door.
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He cured many who were sick with various diseases,
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and he drove out many demons, not
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permitting them to speak because they knew him.
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Rising very early before dawn, he
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left and went off to a deserted place where he prayed.
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Simon and those who were with him pursued him,
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and on finding him said, everyone is looking for you.
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He said, let us go to the nearby villages
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that I may preach there also.
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For this purpose, I have come.
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So he went into their synagogues,
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preaching and driving out demons through the whole of Galilee.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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We are presented with three very, very different visions
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of response to life and to fortune.
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The first one we get, and you know,
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the first two actually, Job and Paul,
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they kind of remind me of Tigger and Eeyore
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from Winnie the Pooh.
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You know, that first reading is just,
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you hate to refer to scripture as whiny,
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but you know, when Rita read it,
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and Rita is one of the most upbeat people I know,
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but even Rita reading it was a little depressing.
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It's not life of drudgery, and we're just a slave,
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and at night, and I'll never, ever, ever
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know happiness again, it is so Eeyore.
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You know, poor, poor Job.
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And you know, we get this in scripture,
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the entire book of Lamentations is,
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you know, it's ascribed to Job,
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but Job is a fictional character.
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So this is, it's like all the depressed people of Israel
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got together and decided to write a book.
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But it is important that that is in scripture,
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because otherwise, religion becomes
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the purview of happy people.
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And I've seen, and this is very popular
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in some of the sort of grassroots level churches in America
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where, you know, everyone's supposed to show up
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at a funeral going, but it's a blessing from God,
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and they're in heaven, and we're happy,
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and you're like, no.
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No, sometimes it's okay to bring that pain and sorrow
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into our faith, and it doesn't mean we're,
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you know, you're less Christian
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because you don't see joy in every moment.
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You know, and I have to tell you not to,
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you know, throw any of you under the bus,
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but I always like to notice when I come in,
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just because it's maybe a little projection,
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but when I come into the early morning mass,
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and I watch, usually it's during the first reading,
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and literally everyone's going.
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I'm like, this is a very unhappy group of people.
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And you know that, I know that by noon you'll all be fine,
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but it, you know, it's just, it's 7.30 in the morning,
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and most people just aren't real animated at that hour,
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you know, so there's this sense that scripture
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needs to bring all of us into our faith.
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There are four psalms called the cursing psalms
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that scripture scholars have written tons about
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that in the, in what is called the breviary,
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which is the cycle of prayers
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that the priest is supposed to say every day.
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So there's a set of psalms, three psalms,
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and in the cycle they took out the cursing psalms
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out of that little lectionary because they're just,
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you know, it's too awful a vision of God.
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They serve a great purpose in scripture.
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They let you know that the people in that day and age,
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they even brought their anger.
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Even anger at God is a belief in God.
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You can't be angry with a God you don't believe in.
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So even when someone says they are angry with God,
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it's an amazing expression of faith.
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You don't find people who have a great faith
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in a moment of crisis saying, huh, no longer believe in God.
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They may come to that crisis,
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but usually first they have to get to this anger at God.
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And when those cursing psalms, when people knew them,
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and you know, we know little lines out of them, you know,
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God will dash their children against a stone.
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That's not usually the God
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we're hoping to spend eternity with, you know.
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But that image of God is there because that's important,
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that we don't think that we can come to God
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only when we're emotionally in the right place.
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You know, if I'm going to pray,
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first I have to sort of calm and become a guru.
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And once I'm a guru, I can approach God in prayer.
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No, the prayer is what helps us get there.
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So we have to be able to bring ourselves,
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Job today, this character, Job in absolute,
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it's not even depression, Job is in a whiny space.
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Paul is in the tigger space.
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You know, Paul is, it's sort of like that grassroots level.
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Paul, every once in a while,
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and you don't know if we're getting the authentic,
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you know, he's writing a letter,
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and he basically, and from prison there's a lot of this,
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you know, I'm in prison and everything,
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you know, I'm in chains and I'm in the dark
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and they're going to kill me,
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but I'm in, I have all this joy for what's going on.
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And you kind of want to go, really, Paul?
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Really?
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You know, there are those people that we know
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that when real tragedy happens,
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you know, I almost think that, you know,
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it's the spiritual end of denial.
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There's a difference between trusting God
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that things are going to be okay
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even though they're tough right now.
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There's a difference between that and the sort of,
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oh, even when God gives me sufferings, I love it.
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And, you know, that leaves the area of spirituality
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and gets into some sort of fetish
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that I don't want to know about.
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Suffering is suffering.
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And God can be with us in it, but it's still suffering,
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and we need to feel the suffering.
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Some days we need to feel that sort of loneliness,
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whatever it is that Job is going through,
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whatever it is then that Paul is going through.
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Now, what we get that's interesting in the gospel,
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and we get it twice.
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We get it with Simon, Peter's mother-in-law,
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and we get it again with Jesus.
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And that is these people whose emotional reaction
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we're not told much about.
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We're told their physical reaction.
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Now, the mother-in-law in this to me
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is possibly the saddest character in all of Scripture.
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She's sick with a fever, and Jesus,
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Jesus himself walks in and says,
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basically says, you're healed.
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What's for dinner?
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I mean, this is every mother's nightmare.
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But, and of course, they don't say that anyone asked her.
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It just says, you know, the fever left,
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and she waited on them.
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And a few seconds later, we always see that,
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it always, you know, there's an edge to that for us.
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But we don't see that there's a very similar minute
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with Jesus in a few minutes.
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Jesus has got now the crowds pressing in on him.
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Everyone wants something.
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They've all seen the healing.
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They're all after him, and they, you know,
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everyone wants two minutes.
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And he gets away, and he prays.
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This is the moment that he is healed.
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He gets away, and he has a moment alone,
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and they come, and they say, everyone's looking for you.
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He goes, yeah, let's go, boom.
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He gets up, and he starts waiting on others again.
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It's this moment that says, you know,
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helping other people is exhausting,
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but the grace of this character of the mother-in-law
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is how many of us, when we're struck
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with some horrible health crisis,
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you know, this year, the flu, all these things,
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or even more serious life-threatening illnesses,
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how many of us, now, I don't mean the bargaining.
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We'll do all sorts of bargaining with God when we're sick.
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If you just get me well, I'll do this, I'll do,
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but how many of us truly want to be cured
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so that we can get back to helping others?
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How many of us think, oh, I've gotta get through this
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because, you know, people get there.
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People do this all the time.
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You know, even if it's not,
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even if it's not a warm, fuzzy feeling,
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I can't tell you the number of parents I've seen
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that face illness, and their first reaction
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is what will happen to my children?
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Meaning, I just want to be healthy
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so that I can get back to taking care of my children.
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That's that sort of gut-level reaction you see
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out of the mother-in-law and out of Jesus today,
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and what makes Jesus' kind of particular
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is he's so focused on the mission,
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and it's kind of the mission that I think
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modern religion has forgotten about.
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You know, Jesus is running around healing, helping.
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He's running around healing, helping,
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and preaching good news, and he goes into a town,
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and like, how much could he have preached?
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He couldn't have given them the code of canon law.
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You know, he goes in, he heals some people,
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he preaches the good news to them,
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and then goes to the next town.
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I've no doubt that nowadays the hierarchy
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would tell him that that is an incomplete catechesis,
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and absolutely no one is truly ready for the sacrament.
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When did our faith become, you know,
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this has got to, you have got to get to CCD every week,
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and you've got to do this, and we've got to train,
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and we're not teaching enough on this topic,
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when it sort of expanded from this,
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it says in Mark's gospel, the earliest gospel,
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most scripture scholars would say,
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you know, let's go to the nearby villages
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that I can preach there also.
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This is the purpose I've come for.
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So what it's telling us is the purpose
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that Jesus comes for, now we would say
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later he came for the cross,
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but at this moment in his life,
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his purpose as an itinerant preacher
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is clearly to go to a town,
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preach this message that, you know,
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God is with you in salvation,
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and God is going to lift up the poor,
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and all of these basic messages of the kingdom of God,
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he's gonna preach them,
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and a day later he's gonna be gone.
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What would it look like today if we could boil our faith
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down to something that could be taught in an afternoon?
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Now, that doesn't mean you wouldn't spend
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the rest of your life trying to ruminate on it
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and figure out what it meant,
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but my guess is if you told any member of the clergy,
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deacon, priest, bishop, pope,
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that, you know, you get two hours
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to tell them about Catholicism,
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and that's all they're gonna have for their life.
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It would just be fascinating to see, you know,
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where some people would go with that.
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What we'd always get probably is a little bit of gospel
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and a lot of agenda, you know,
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because they only get a moment.
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Jesus really didn't set up a system that said,
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let's come in and I am going to walk you through
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until you are all formed
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exactly the way I think you should be.
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It was this, I'm gonna leave you
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in the hands of your community.
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What the essence of his message was,
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and we don't even think about it
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because it's no longer radical.
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The radical message he had was this message
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that all of these rules aren't gonna get you into heaven.
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God is.
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God's gonna get you into heaven or God's not.
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It's not something you're capable of.
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You can be, I hope you will respond to this
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by going out and being the best person you can
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and helping others and knowing that God is there to help you
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so you should be there to help others
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and living this life of service, and then he moves on.
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And that is that original, in the Greek, the kerygma,
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the original proclamation of Jesus.
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It's quickly changed into the early proclamation of church,
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but the proclamation of Jesus is all this kingdom of God.
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What is the kingdom of God?
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And all of this, the lowly will be lifted up
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and those who are up on the top will be brought back down
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and it's this move towards true equality
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and where Job finds himself whining
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and where Paul finds himself with almost a false bravado,
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it's this character of the mother-in-law in Jesus
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that take the gifts they're given,
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take the hits they're given,
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and then get up and continue with their life
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and who they are.
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Get out there and do the work.
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You know, the interesting thing is in this,
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especially today, it kind of has
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this sort of sexist edge to it
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because it says, you know, she gets up and waits on them.
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And we don't know.
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Most of us assume, you know,
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we can just put a mom duty on her at that point.
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You know, she's cooking or doing, you know.
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But the truth is she gets up
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and had it said that about anyone else in scripture,
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that they served Jesus, we wouldn't go there.
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That's something, you know, if they said,
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yes, Peter was serving Jesus, they wouldn't go.
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You mean he made dinner?
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So some of that is our own projection.
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She gets up and it says, and she begins to serve them.
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When you're talking about Jesus and the followers,
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serving them could have meant she got up
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and went out and helped the poor.
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She served them.
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Most of us want healing.
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Most of us already have some amount of help.
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We all have some amount of gifts.
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Do we use them to serve the gospel?
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Because the day we do, that's when we understand
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the mindset of Simon's mother-in-law.
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More importantly, we start to understand
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the mindset of Jesus.
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Could have set himself up with a really nice following
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if he didn't just keep going to the next town.
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But that's what he came for.
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Not to control a small group of people,
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but to transform and give freedom to the wider community.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the honest and hum Father Pat’s message centers on the honest and human ways people respond to suffering, healing, and purpose in life. He contrasts the emotional states of Job and Paul—one embodying sorrow and lamentation, the other enthusiastic but possibly unrealistic joy—with the quiet, purposeful actions of Jesus and Simon’s mother-in-law, who both respond to healing and renewal by immediately serving others. Father Pat emphasizes that authentic faith does not require emotional perfection; rather, it invites us to bring our full, messy selves to God. True spirituality is not about escaping suffering or masking it with cheerfulness, but about allowing God to meet us in our real experiences—and then, like Jesus, continuing the mission of love, compassion, and service.
Father Pat begins his homily by acknowledging the range of emotional responses to life’s burdens as portrayed in Scripture, particularly through the figures of Job and Paul. Job represents the voice of lament and despair, a deeply human cry that resonates with anyone who has experienced suffering. Father Pat humorously compares Job to Eeyore from “Winnie the Pooh,” describing his speech as almost “whiny,” yet affirming the sacredness of these feelings by noting that such expressions are preserved within the biblical canon. This inclusion reveals that even sorrow and anger have a place in our relationship with God. Lamentation, even when directed at God, is still an act of faith. Father Pat notes that scripture includes “cursing psalms” and difficult passages because they reflect the whole human experience—they remind us that we don’t have to be emotionally sanitized to pray. God embraces us in our rawness, not just in our serenity.
Paul, on the other hand, is likened to Tigger—bouncing with joy, even in suffering. From prison, Paul writes with elation and confidence in God’s plan. Father Pat challenges this tone slightly, suggesting that while trust in God during hardship is admirable, there’s a danger in romanticizing suffering. It becomes a kind of denial or even spiritual exhibitionism if we pretend that pain is not painful. He warns against the kind of piety that demands cheerfulness in tragic moments, such as at funerals, where people may feel pressured to smile and declare God’s goodness rather than grieve. Real faith makes room for grief and does not require us to fake joy. Paul’s joy is authentic, but it must be grounded in a recognition of real human pain.
The Gospel reading, however, shifts the focus from emotional expression to action. Simon’s mother-in-law, once healed by Jesus, immediately begins to serve. While some may read this cynically—as though she’s being forced back into domestic servitude—Father Pat invites a more generous interpretation. He sees her response not as obligation but vocation. She uses her healing as a call to return to service. Likewise, Jesus himself, after healing and ministering to crowds, withdraws to pray, restoring himself spiritually. Yet when the disciples find him and urge him to return to the crowd, he instead insists on continuing to other villages. This shows a laser focus on mission: not to build a fan base or stay in comfort, but to reach more people with the good news of the Kingdom.
Father Pat draws a parallel between the mother-in-law and Jesus: both are healed or renewed, and both return to service. This is the model of authentic discipleship—not just receiving grace for personal comfort, but being transformed to serve others. He challenges the modern Church’s tendency to overcomplicate faith with systems, rules, programs, and catechetical requirements. Jesus’ message was simple, radical, and portable. He preached, healed, and moved on. He trusted communities to hold and live the message without his constant oversight. In contrast, today's Church often insists on complete doctrinal formation before people are “ready” for sacraments or belonging. But Jesus’ original ministry was about inclusion, liberation, and transformation—not control.
Ultimately, Father Pat's message calls us to reflect on our own responses to God’s grace. Are we like Job, overwhelmed and sorrowful? Like Paul, exuberant but perhaps in denial? Or like Simon’s mother-in-law and Jesus, do we receive healing and then rise to serve? Faith is not about achieving emotional perfection but about responding to God’s presence with authenticity and purpose. The goal is not to be cheerful all the time or to suffer stoically, but to live a life of service rooted in the grace we’ve received. When we do that, we participate in the mission of Christ—not to dominate or indoctrinate, but to heal, liberate, and proclaim the nearness of God’s kingdom....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1001.1500244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. At that time, Jesus exclaimed, I give praise to you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, for although you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, you have revealed them to little ones. Yes, Father, such has been your gracious will. All things have been handed over to me by my Father. No one knows the Father except the Son, and no one knows the Son except the Father, and anyone to whom the Son wishes to reveal him. Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart. And you will find rest for yourselves, for my yoke is easy and my burden light. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you. If you were to look back on your life, especially over the last couple years, and look to the last time you really admitted to yourself, especially in areas of religion, politics, social economics, that sort of thing, the last time you had an argument with someone and admitted to yourself you lost the argument, and you walked away thinking a little differently. Now, most of us can't think of the last time that happened. And the sad thing is, it's another way of simply asking, when was the last time you experienced any real growth? Because most of us have gotten locked into one way of thinking. We know, you know, everyone talks about the news, and is it fake news, is it real news, is it, it's not the news, it's us. We filter for our favorite news. We go through, whether we use our Facebook page or our Twitter feed, or we actually go out and listen to our favorite station, all of us, we do not go to the news to be informed, we go to the news to be reassured that we're right. And we all pick our news accordingly. So, no one wants to be informed. You know, the worst tragedy for an American is if the other side is ever right. And we'll fight just because we don't want them to be right. And this happens in our faith, too. We define ourselves by who we are not. You know, we too often, in the Catholic Church, it becomes, you know, well, we're not saying they're not welcome, they just can't receive communion. Those ones, those ones, those people over there, you know, they don't merit communion. Which is true, of course, none of us merit God. And so I always tell people that, you know, once the priest has received communion, we're already past who merits it. Yeah. We don't merit it anymore. Who merits God? So, how do we get to a point where we start to actually allow one another to inform us? And this gospel today talks about, and there's a little bit of cultural code you have to get through. But Jesus says, you know, God has hidden things from the wise and learned and revealed them to the little ones. Now, the little ones, the children in this day and age of the reading, there's a custom in Jewish law, especially very prevalent at that time, that in any kind of rabbinical court, when witness testimony is taken, witnesses must be male, Jewish, and over the age of a bar mitzvah. Or you're not a valid witness. So, what he's saying is, there's a whole wisdom in the world of people you have decided have nothing to offer you. It is exactly the people that you are sure have nothing to offer you. I mean, how many people have literally this year said, well, because of the way they voted, I have lost friends. You know, do you remember when we lived in an adult country that you could disagree and remain friends? You know, before all of a sudden, if they disagree with me, they're the enemy. My need to be right is so connected to my self-worth that if someone disagrees with me, I can no longer hang around them. And we don't want to admit the truth, which is we've just made a hierarchy of needs because everyone disagrees with you on something. If you don't believe me, ask your spouse. Everyone disagrees with you on something. And we've put things, some of them we just don't care about. But if I care about it, how dare you disagree with me? Rather than, if I care enough about a topic, you would think I would like to engage with people who think differently. How, you know, when I'm looking at my faith, when I'm looking at my relationship with God, when I'm looking at politics, when I'm looking at social interaction, do I set out to become more informed or to get people to see things my way? The two do not coexist well. If I enter into a dialogue to change you, then I have given up on growth. And none of us do that anymore. It is the difference, a friend of mine put a fairly lengthy little video on Facebook this week, and it's amazing because I only check in about four times a year. It's the most I can do. But I saw, and he was talking about the difference between what he, he said this is the difference between spirituality and religion. And he went on and on, he really kind of hedged around the differences between spirituality and psychology, and he came up with some interesting ideas, but I don't think he ever really got to the crux of it because his agenda was spirituality is good and religion can get so bad. But the truth is, spirituality is religion that is not in dialogue with anyone. When someone in our country, at least, when I say I'm spiritual but not religious, it means I'm spiritual, but no one is going to talk to me about that journey, and I'm not gonna be part of a community, and it's not gonna be a, it's my, keep your hands off my spirituality. And it's a very solo journey. Religion, I mean, no one wants to admit it, but if you've got three friends that you talk your spirituality with, you've already started a religion. You're figuring out what you have in common and what's different, and you're coming to some consensus and some, now the difference between a religion and a cult is whether or not there's room for disagreement. And trust me, there are a lot of people that would like Catholicism to be a cult. No disagreement. This is what we believe, and if we get a new bishop tomorrow who thinks differently, then you and I will believe differently. There are people that that's their vision. And religion has to, at its best, live somewhere between cult and just spirituality. It's religion in, it's spirituality in real dialogue, and that means that we are in community with people we do not always agree with. If we could get that at our country level, we would look at a whole, we would be a totally different people. Look at what's happening, the whole, all of the protests in Europe right now, because there are some people who are saying, we don't want the universal, we don't want the global, let's get us back down to tribes so that I don't have to worry about anyone outside my own group. Let me get back down to the people who think like I do, and we take care of ours, and to heck with them. There's a lot of that that people are making seem very palatable. I think in our own country, especially as we get into these arguments now over minimum wage and healthcare and all of these things, people love to think that that is right against left. It isn't. Right and left, totally made up concepts. Socioeconomic battles are always poor against rich. They're always top against bottom. It's not right against left. It's always those in need against those who have. And we don't like to admit that, because that might make us feel like a bully, depending on what side we're on at any minute. So instead, we just like to say, oh, it's just different ideologies. It's usually, as it was in the gospel time, those in power and those in need. It's always top and bottom. And so, you know, what happens when we start to say, sometimes those who are the ones we would never go to, because they are just such a mess, what if they have really what we need to learn? Who is it in our life we're not open to? I, at our last Mass, I'm listening to the baby here, this is, at our last Mass, we had this weird thing go on where a baby back here started crying, and then the minute they started crying, one of the baptism babies went, and then someone over here went. And all of a sudden, we had about seven of them, back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And some people found that irritating. Now, my theory was they were plotting our overthrow. You all have 15 years tops. But it did, I thought, you know, I mean, they're babies, so I don't want to be insulting, but all I could think of was Planet of the Apes. We don't understand a word. But there is, you know, every parent knows that when you start to see the world through the eyes of a child that is just discovering it. You know, this is why people love to take children to Disneyland. Because you and I see some poor soul in the hottest Mickey Mouse costume in the world, traipsing through the street, and they see magic. We get to see the world through their eyes. But it's an easy, comfortable move. It's not someone who totally disagrees with us till they hit adolescence. And then what happens? Do we grow through that? Do we allow others to change us? Because what a ridiculously arrogant position to go out into the world and say, I don't get changed by you, but I'm trying to change you from my opinion. Why? And of course, and the church does. The church does do this, so we're as guilty as anyone else. It's this, well, it's because I have the truth and I'm right and you're wrong. I'm not changing you, just the eternal truth that keeps coming through me. And the eternal wrong that keeps coming through you. We just rewrite the mythology to say, well, of course the world will be better when everyone thinks like I do. It's a fascinating thing when we really think, what does it mean to look to your life? Maybe it's a sibling. Maybe it's a family member. Maybe it is something on a bigger world stage. But what happens if we at least listen and think, you know, I wonder if they have something that I don't have. What about, you know, I've got siblings who really, they struggle in life. I've got one sibling who has spent most of his adult life just one step this side of the streets and not terribly attached to church. It would be very easy to say, you know, he barely has his life together. What could he possibly offer me? And yet sometimes he has all the things that I think, oh, there's the piece I didn't have. I always remember my father, the one man in the world I have never won an argument with. And not because he was harsh or, I mean, the man just had a mind that I couldn't believe in. And every once in a while I thought, okay, now I got him. And every once in a while I was wrong. But one time we were talking, my father never went to church again after Vatican II. And he was not someone that I would have thought, he didn't have any problems with the ideology. He hated that the mass was not in Latin anymore. And, you know, as I got into seminary and now I knew everything, I had this conversation with him and I said, so, now dad, I have never even heard you speak Latin. Are you really telling me you understood Latin? And, you know, and I'm thinking, I got him, got him, finally, I was only 26, got him. And he said, well, no, of course not. He said, your generation goes to mass to understand. We went to experience mystery. So close, I was so close. We didn't want to understand it. We wanted to experience a mystery, to experience something we don't understand, to sit in what the mystics would call a cloud of unknowing and be in touch with the fact that we don't understand everything. Very different place, two very different models of church. I understood what he missed. Wouldn't be my cup of tea, but I understood. You know, he had a different approach. And most people would say, your father hadn't been to church in 30 years. Why would you go to him for religious advice? Because he had the experience that wasn't mine. Why go to myself? And so all of us, I think, need to build out and figure out we know who we are, but can we start to reach out more? People who are secure in who they are are not put off by another opinion. They're not put off by being wrong once in a while. You know, it's so fascinating that all of us will look back 10 years and say, man, I didn't know anything 10 years ago, but none of us are willing to admit that in 10 years, we're gonna look back to right now and say the same thing. Right, now we're gonna look back and go, yeah, I thought I had it together. And if you can look back 20 years and say you knew it all, that just means you haven't grown in 20 years. Hopefully, you will look back and say, oh yeah, I was like, you know, someone will say to me, I found an article you wrote 20 years ago, and I'm like, I don't wanna see it. I don't, was God an old white man in a cloud with lightning coming out of his hand? Who was I back then? We don't know, but are we willing? Who is the last person we allowed to change us, not reinforce us, but change us? Because otherwise, we've decided journey over, game done. We're there or we're not. And one of the things I love most about Catholicism, I know this makes me sound even more bizarre, but it's purgatory. Because without purgatory, what it says is, when you die, game's over. You're either in heaven or you're in hell. No more growth, no more nothing. Game's over, you can't learn anymore. If you become good, it doesn't count. Become bad, it doesn't count. Game over. And purgatory says, game's never over. Game's not over. God's grace is still there. You can still learn. You can still become more. It's a great moment. But I think most of us have already given up here. I know what I think. I already know. God has revealed in my heart. I am right and you are wrong. What a place to be. Rather than, even as a church, to say, you know, we can't define ourselves by what we know. The difference between knowledge and wisdom. Knowledge is the accumulation of your experience. Wisdom is how you receive the knowledge of another. That's your wisdom. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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At that time, Jesus exclaimed, I give praise to you,
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Father, Lord of heaven and earth,
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for although you have hidden these things from the wise
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and learned, you have revealed them to little ones.
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Yes, Father, such has been your gracious will.
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All things have been handed over to me by my Father.
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No one knows the Father except the Son,
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and no one knows the Son except the Father,
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and anyone to whom the Son wishes to reveal him.
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Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened,
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and I will give you rest.
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Take my yoke upon you and learn from me,
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for I am meek and humble of heart.
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And you will find rest for yourselves,
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for my yoke is easy and my burden light.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Thank you.
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If you were to look back on your life,
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especially over the last couple years,
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and look to the last time you really admitted to yourself,
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especially in areas of religion, politics,
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social economics, that sort of thing,
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the last time you had an argument with someone
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and admitted to yourself you lost the argument,
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and you walked away thinking a little differently.
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Now, most of us can't think of the last time that happened.
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And the sad thing is, it's another way of simply asking,
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when was the last time you experienced any real growth?
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Because most of us have gotten locked
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into one way of thinking.
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We know, you know, everyone talks about the news,
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and is it fake news, is it real news,
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is it, it's not the news, it's us.
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We filter for our favorite news.
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We go through, whether we use our Facebook page
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or our Twitter feed, or we actually go out
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and listen to our favorite station,
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all of us, we do not go to the news to be informed,
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we go to the news to be reassured that we're right.
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And we all pick our news accordingly.
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So, no one wants to be informed.
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You know, the worst tragedy for an American
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is if the other side is ever right.
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And we'll fight just because we don't want them to be right.
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And this happens in our faith, too.
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We define ourselves by who we are not.
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You know, we too often, in the Catholic Church,
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it becomes, you know, well, we're not saying
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they're not welcome, they just can't receive communion.
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Those ones, those ones, those people over there,
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you know, they don't merit communion.
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Which is true, of course, none of us merit God.
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And so I always tell people that, you know,
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once the priest has received communion,
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we're already past who merits it.
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Yeah.
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We don't merit it anymore.
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Who merits God?
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So, how do we get to a point where we start
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to actually allow one another to inform us?
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And this gospel today talks about,
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and there's a little bit of cultural code
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you have to get through.
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But Jesus says, you know, God has hidden things
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from the wise and learned and revealed them
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to the little ones.
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Now, the little ones, the children in this day and age
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of the reading, there's a custom in Jewish law,
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especially very prevalent at that time,
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that in any kind of rabbinical court,
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when witness testimony is taken,
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witnesses must be male, Jewish,
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and over the age of a bar mitzvah.
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Or you're not a valid witness.
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So, what he's saying is, there's a whole wisdom
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in the world of people you have decided
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have nothing to offer you.
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It is exactly the people that you are sure
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have nothing to offer you.
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I mean, how many people have literally this year said,
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well, because of the way they voted, I have lost friends.
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You know, do you remember when we lived in an adult country
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that you could disagree and remain friends?
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You know, before all of a sudden, if they disagree with me,
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they're the enemy.
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My need to be right is so connected to my self-worth
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that if someone disagrees with me,
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I can no longer hang around them.
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And we don't want to admit the truth,
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which is we've just made a hierarchy of needs
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because everyone disagrees with you on something.
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If you don't believe me, ask your spouse.
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Everyone disagrees with you on something.
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And we've put things, some of them we just don't care about.
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But if I care about it, how dare you disagree with me?
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Rather than, if I care enough about a topic,
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you would think I would like to engage
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with people who think differently.
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How, you know, when I'm looking at my faith,
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when I'm looking at my relationship with God,
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when I'm looking at politics,
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when I'm looking at social interaction,
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do I set out to become more informed
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or to get people to see things my way?
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The two do not coexist well.
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If I enter into a dialogue to change you,
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then I have given up on growth.
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And none of us do that anymore.
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It is the difference,
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a friend of mine put a fairly lengthy little video
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on Facebook this week, and it's amazing
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because I only check in about four times a year.
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It's the most I can do.
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But I saw, and he was talking about the difference
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between what he, he said this is the difference
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between spirituality and religion.
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And he went on and on, he really kind of hedged
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around the differences between spirituality and psychology,
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and he came up with some interesting ideas,
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but I don't think he ever really got to the crux of it
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because his agenda was spirituality is good
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and religion can get so bad.
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But the truth is, spirituality is religion
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that is not in dialogue with anyone.
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When someone in our country, at least,
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when I say I'm spiritual but not religious,
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it means I'm spiritual, but no one is going
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to talk to me about that journey,
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and I'm not gonna be part of a community,
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and it's not gonna be a, it's my,
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keep your hands off my spirituality.
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And it's a very solo journey.
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Religion, I mean, no one wants to admit it,
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but if you've got three friends
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that you talk your spirituality with,
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you've already started a religion.
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You're figuring out what you have in common
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and what's different, and you're coming
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to some consensus and some, now the difference
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between a religion and a cult is whether
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or not there's room for disagreement.
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And trust me, there are a lot of people
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that would like Catholicism to be a cult.
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No disagreement.
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This is what we believe, and if we get
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a new bishop tomorrow who thinks differently,
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then you and I will believe differently.
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There are people that that's their vision.
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And religion has to, at its best,
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live somewhere between cult and just spirituality.
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It's religion in, it's spirituality in real dialogue,
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and that means that we are in community
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with people we do not always agree with.
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If we could get that at our country level,
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we would look at a whole, we would be
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a totally different people.
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Look at what's happening, the whole,
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all of the protests in Europe right now,
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because there are some people who are saying,
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we don't want the universal, we don't want the global,
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let's get us back down to tribes
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so that I don't have to worry about
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anyone outside my own group.
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Let me get back down to the people
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who think like I do, and we take care of ours,
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and to heck with them.
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There's a lot of that that people
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are making seem very palatable.
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I think in our own country, especially as we get
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into these arguments now over minimum wage
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and healthcare and all of these things,
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people love to think that that is right against left.
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It isn't.
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Right and left, totally made up concepts.
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Socioeconomic battles are always poor against rich.
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They're always top against bottom.
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It's not right against left.
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It's always those in need against those who have.
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And we don't like to admit that,
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because that might make us feel like a bully,
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depending on what side we're on at any minute.
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So instead, we just like to say,
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oh, it's just different ideologies.
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It's usually, as it was in the gospel time,
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those in power and those in need.
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It's always top and bottom.
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And so, you know, what happens when we start to say,
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sometimes those who are the ones we would never go to,
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because they are just such a mess,
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what if they have really what we need to learn?
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Who is it in our life we're not open to?
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I, at our last Mass, I'm listening to the baby here,
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this is, at our last Mass, we had this weird thing go on
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where a baby back here started crying,
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and then the minute they started crying,
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one of the baptism babies went,
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and then someone over here went.
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And all of a sudden, we had about seven of them,
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back and forth, back and forth, back and forth.
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And some people found that irritating.
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Now, my theory was they were plotting our overthrow.
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You all have 15 years tops.
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But it did, I thought, you know, I mean,
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they're babies, so I don't want to be insulting,
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but all I could think of was Planet of the Apes.
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We don't understand a word.
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But there is, you know, every parent knows
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that when you start to see the world
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through the eyes of a child that is just discovering it.
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You know, this is why people love
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to take children to Disneyland.
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Because you and I see some poor soul
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in the hottest Mickey Mouse costume in the world,
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traipsing through the street, and they see magic.
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We get to see the world through their eyes.
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But it's an easy, comfortable move.
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It's not someone who totally disagrees with us
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till they hit adolescence.
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And then what happens?
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Do we grow through that?
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Do we allow others to change us?
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Because what a ridiculously arrogant position
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to go out into the world and say,
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I don't get changed by you,
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but I'm trying to change you from my opinion.
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Why?
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And of course, and the church does.
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The church does do this, so we're as guilty as anyone else.
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It's this, well, it's because I have the truth
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and I'm right and you're wrong.
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I'm not changing you, just the eternal truth
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that keeps coming through me.
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And the eternal wrong that keeps coming through you.
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We just rewrite the mythology to say,
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well, of course the world will be better
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when everyone thinks like I do.
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It's a fascinating thing when we really think,
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what does it mean to look to your life?
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Maybe it's a sibling.
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Maybe it's a family member.
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Maybe it is something on a bigger world stage.
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But what happens if we at least listen
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and think, you know, I wonder if they have something
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that I don't have.
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What about, you know, I've got siblings
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who really, they struggle in life.
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I've got one sibling who has spent most of his adult life
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just one step this side of the streets
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and not terribly attached to church.
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It would be very easy to say,
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you know, he barely has his life together.
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What could he possibly offer me?
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And yet sometimes he has all the things that I think,
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oh, there's the piece I didn't have.
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I always remember my father, the one man in the world
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I have never won an argument with.
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And not because he was harsh or, I mean,
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the man just had a mind that I couldn't believe in.
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And every once in a while I thought, okay, now I got him.
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And every once in a while I was wrong.
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But one time we were talking,
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my father never went to church again after Vatican II.
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And he was not someone that I would have thought,
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he didn't have any problems with the ideology.
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He hated that the mass was not in Latin anymore.
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And, you know, as I got into seminary
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and now I knew everything,
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I had this conversation with him and I said,
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so, now dad, I have never even heard you speak Latin.
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Are you really telling me you understood Latin?
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And, you know, and I'm thinking, I got him, got him,
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finally, I was only 26, got him.
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And he said, well, no, of course not.
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He said, your generation goes to mass to understand.
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We went to experience mystery.
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So close, I was so close.
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We didn't want to understand it.
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We wanted to experience a mystery,
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to experience something we don't understand,
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to sit in what the mystics would call a cloud of unknowing
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and be in touch with the fact
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that we don't understand everything.
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Very different place,
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two very different models of church.
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I understood what he missed.
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Wouldn't be my cup of tea, but I understood.
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You know, he had a different approach.
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And most people would say,
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your father hadn't been to church in 30 years.
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Why would you go to him for religious advice?
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Because he had the experience that wasn't mine.
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Why go to myself?
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And so all of us, I think, need to build out
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and figure out we know who we are,
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but can we start to reach out more?
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People who are secure in who they are
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are not put off by another opinion.
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They're not put off by being wrong once in a while.
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You know, it's so fascinating
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that all of us will look back 10 years and say,
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man, I didn't know anything 10 years ago,
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but none of us are willing to admit that in 10 years,
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we're gonna look back to right now and say the same thing.
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Right, now we're gonna look back and go,
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yeah, I thought I had it together.
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And if you can look back 20 years and say you knew it all,
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that just means you haven't grown in 20 years.
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Hopefully, you will look back and say,
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oh yeah, I was like, you know, someone will say to me,
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I found an article you wrote 20 years ago,
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and I'm like, I don't wanna see it.
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I don't, was God an old white man in a cloud
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with lightning coming out of his hand?
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Who was I back then?
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We don't know, but are we willing?
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Who is the last person we allowed to change us,
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not reinforce us, but change us?
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Because otherwise, we've decided journey over, game done.
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We're there or we're not.
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And one of the things I love most about Catholicism,
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I know this makes me sound even more bizarre,
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but it's purgatory.
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Because without purgatory, what it says is,
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when you die, game's over.
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You're either in heaven or you're in hell.
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No more growth, no more nothing.
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Game's over, you can't learn anymore.
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If you become good, it doesn't count.
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Become bad, it doesn't count.
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Game over.
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And purgatory says, game's never over.
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Game's not over.
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God's grace is still there.
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You can still learn.
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You can still become more.
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It's a great moment.
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But I think most of us have already given up here.
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I know what I think.
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I already know.
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God has revealed in my heart.
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I am right and you are wrong.
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What a place to be.
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Rather than, even as a church, to say,
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you know, we can't define ourselves by what we know.
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The difference between knowledge and wisdom.
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Knowledge is the accumulation of your experience.
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Wisdom is how you receive the knowledge of another.
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That's your wisdom.
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And today, we're called to recognize
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the wisdom that lies in others.
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Because you may have all the knowledge
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you could possibly want,
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but until you receive the knowledge
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of those who think differently,
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you don't have a chance at wisdom
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and we don't have a chance at finding the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message challenges us to reflect Father Pat's message challenges us to reflect on our openness to transformation, especially through the perspectives of those we often disregard. He draws from Jesus' words in the Gospel of Matthew to convey that divine truth is frequently revealed not to the elite or self-assured, but to the humble, the overlooked, and the childlike. As a society—and even within the Church—we have become entrenched in echo chambers where we seek affirmation rather than revelation. Father Pat urges us to reengage in honest dialogue, to be willing to be changed by others, and to rediscover the humility necessary for real spiritual growth. In his view, true religion is spirituality in community, marked by humility, dialogue, and a willingness to learn from those we least expect.
At the heart of Father Pat’s message is Jesus’ declaration that God's wisdom is hidden from the "wise and learned" and revealed to "little ones"—a reference not merely to children, but to those without status, power, or recognized credibility. In the cultural context of the time, legal and spiritual authority resided with adult Jewish males. Jesus subverts this norm, stating that God's truth is often discovered not through institutional approval or intellectual superiority, but through the innocence, humility, and receptivity found in those dismissed by society. Father Pat uses this Gospel to draw a parallel to our current moment, where ideological entrenchment—be it political, religious, or social—has become the norm. He laments that we no longer engage in meaningful dialogue with those who disagree with us; instead, we seek out information that reinforces our existing beliefs.
He diagnoses this condition as a spiritual stagnation. Growth, he says, inherently requires the humility to admit we might be wrong or that someone else might have insight we lack. Yet most people cannot recall the last time they truly changed their mind about a deeply held belief, especially in matters of faith or politics. This resistance to being changed by others is, in Father Pat’s view, a form of spiritual arrogance and self-isolation. It leads to a brittle faith and shallow community, where religion becomes either a cult of uniformity or a private, disconnected spirituality that avoids challenge altogether.
Father Pat critiques both extremes: the cult-like rigidity that allows no disagreement within religion, and the hyper-individualistic spirituality that avoids community and accountability. He defines religion at its best as “spirituality in dialogue”—a shared journey where people of differing views engage one another with respect and humility. This kind of religion requires vulnerability, the willingness to listen, and the courage to be changed. It is precisely in those relationships where we don’t agree that the potential for growth resides. He points out that if we only engage with those who mirror our beliefs, we forfeit the possibility of acquiring wisdom, which by definition involves receiving and being shaped by the knowledge of others.
Father Pat connects this spiritual insight to broader social and political realities. He argues that many of our current polarizations—whether about healthcare, minimum wage, or immigration—are not truly about right versus left, but about power dynamics: the haves versus the have-nots. He warns against the tendency to retreat into ideological “tribes,” which offer comfort and certainty at the expense of truth and mutual understanding. This, he suggests, is a societal version of the same spiritual error: defining ourselves by who we are not, rather than by who we are in relationship with others.
He shares personal anecdotes to illustrate how even those we might dismiss—like a struggling sibling or a non-churchgoing parent—can become unexpected sources of spiritual insight. His father, for instance, rejected the post-Vatican II liturgical changes not out of defiance, but because he cherished the mysterious, transcendent experience of the Latin Mass. That encounter taught Father Pat a valuable lesson: sometimes what seems irrational or outdated may be rooted in a deeper spiritual longing. These stories reinforce the central theme that wisdom often comes from surprising places, and that humility is the only path to receiving it.
Finally, Father Pat challenges us to consider who in our lives we have refused to learn from. Have we written off a family member, a political adversary, or someone of a different faith or socioeconomic status? Have we assumed they have nothing to teach us? If so, we may be missing the very wisdom God wants to reveal. He concludes with a powerful theological insight: Purgatory is not merely a post-death cleansing, but a spiritual principle that God’s grace and transformative power are never exhausted. Even beyond death, we are still capable of growth. The tragedy is when we give up on that growth here and now, believing we already possess the truth in full.
In essence, Father Pat calls us to a deeper humility, a more inclusive spirituality, and a richer, more dialogical form of religion. He reminds us that the journey of faith is not about being right, but about becoming wise—and that wisdom can only be found when we are willing to be changed by those we least expect....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1122.449951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. They then came to Capernaum, and on the Sabbath, Jesus entered the synagogue and taught. The people were astonished at his teaching, for he taught them as one having authority and not as the scribes. In their synagogue was a man with an unclean spirit. He cried out, what have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are, the Holy One of God. Jesus rebuked him and said, quiet, come out of him. The unclean spirit convulsed him and with a loud cry came out of him. All were amazed and asked one another, what is this, a new teaching with authority? He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him. His fame spread everywhere throughout the whole region of Galilee. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I'm not sure that there is a Sunday in the entire liturgical cycle with three readings that have less to do with one another than today. We have three readings on completely different topics. And I have also never been in any Bible study anywhere where any of these were quoted as anyone's favorite scripture. They're all kind of quirky in their own way. But they give us together, in a sense, they do give us three voices which can balance us and give us a method for moving forward and growing in our Christian faith. And sometimes that is the greatest thing scripture can do for us. Sometimes the great thing that scripture does, it doesn't paint an absolute picture of something. It tells you one story of God where he says, let there be light, and there's light. And another story where God comes down and shapes us out of the clay and says, clearly that one's too human and that one may be too austere. Find something between there. Live with the tension of the two stories that don't line up. Scripture does that for us a lot. Today, we get three different visions of interactions with faith. I want to start with the one that is most fun, that second reading. Because I saw so many of you, so many expressions of really? Paul is his personality. St. Paul is a zealot. That is his basic personality. Before he becomes Paul, when he is on the side against Jesus and the early Christians, he is all in. He is on the move. He is going to route them out. He is going to get rid of them. And when he becomes Christian, he is going to route out everyone else, and he's going to make sure everyone's Christian. Paul is probably, my suspicion, exhausting to be around. But he's that person you would put in charge of every building campaign, because he would get it done. Paul is very much what we would call a man of action. Of all the things that people can say about St. Paul, no one can ever claim that he did not back up his preaching with the way he lived. I mean, this became his life. Almost to an obsessive focus, that became his life. So much so that, yes, we get a reading like today. In Paul's mind, the world divides neatly into two groups of people. Those who are single, and as we know, single people spend every moment of the day obsessed with how they can please God. Would that it were so. But there are dating websites that would seem to indicate otherwise. So he's got one group of people that he thinks, if you're not married, then you're anxious about God all day long. Paul is anxious about, he is consumed by it. It's not the normal experience. I think we should all have a little more Paul in us, not too much, but all have a little more. Then he also, and this is truly a view from the other side of the fence, spouses spend 24 hours a day obsessed with pleasing one another. That is one of those moments where my mother would say, Paul was never married. Paul was never married. But it's his vision, and it's kind of his vision of how he wishes the world were. Wouldn't it be interesting, but take out the marriage piece as such a hard defined line there, and think, what would it be like to live in a world where everyone was either consumed with pleasing God or consumed with pleasing others? It's not a bad vision of the world, really out to help others, really out to do what is best for others, really out to do what is best for the mission of God. It's not a bad vision, but it's so focused, and it so comes out of his that it has some limited help for most of us. But the other two visions stand, in my mind, like bookends to where our Christian debate, where our philosophies, where everything sort of lands. And that is the prophet and the unclean spirits. Now, this story of the unclean spirits, there's several variations of it in the gospel. There's evil spirits, demonic spirits, there's one, there's a dozen. One of the mysteries that scripture scholars deal with a lot is, it seems that these are the first people to recognize who Jesus is, not even people. Now, why is it that they recognize Jesus before everyone else? Now, when they say that, they're forgetting about Simeon and Anna, the prophetess and prophet at his birth, at his christening, that recognize him for who he is. But why is it that these unclean spirits, before the general population, why are they always the first ones, it seems, in the story to recognize who Jesus is? And scholars come up with all sorts of reasons and all sorts of ideas, but there's a level at which it makes great sense to me that they would be the first. Because it is the nature of darkness, it is the nature of, whether we call it unclean or evil or whatever, the demonic, it is the nature of that dynamic to recognize enemies. And Jesus stands as their enemy. And all of us have a bit of that in us. All of us are much better at figuring out who our enemy is in the world. And not so good at figuring out where the common ground is. You know, we look at people in other countries and we forget that they go through all the same messes we go through. Around the world, fathers cry at daughters' weddings. You know, around the world, these things happen. And it's so much easier for us to focus on the differences. And that is where we are just like these unclean spirits. They see Jesus, not because they have an innate ability to see God, but because they have an innate ability to see what is different from them. They will recognize the person set against them. And so, you know, what we need to become are people that recognize God because the goodness in us sees what the affinity is, not the other way. Not because, you know, fear of hell and that sort of approach. There's a lot of people who their belief in God comes out of their belief in evil. And how we're gonna overcome it. How we're gonna get rid of that. How we're gonna make sure those people are, that is the unclean spirit recognizing God. It is not the prophet. Now the prophet does the opposite. The prophet takes that part of us that already resonates. Thomas Aquinas would, he would say that all of us, our real nature resonates with God. And so Thomas Aquinas finds those parts of us that already, not Thomas Aquinas, he does too, but prophets find the part of us that already resonates with the gospel and just amplify that. I think in our life we need to balance our life with both people. We need to have those people that recognize where we already agree but amplify it more towards the gospel. I'm always fond of saying when I talk with, like in ecumenical groups, every Christian church I know thinks we should feed the poor. So why are we wasting time debating the things we disagree on? We've got something we agree on. Why aren't we doing it? Eh, it's just, you know, it's much more exciting to argue about the things we disagree on. That's the dark spirit, you know. The prophetic spirit says, well let's take what we agree on and let's get that amplified. Let's make that larger. It's the, in the magnificat, you know, magnifies the spirit, magnifies the soul, magnifies the heart. Why aren't we finding the people that bring that out in us? But also courting the people in our lives, not the evil spirits, but one of these things, in context of Jesus, these spirits are opposing spirits. And most of us, I checked through the register to make sure, Jesus himself is not a registered prisoner so I can say this to all of you. Your opposite in the world is not pure evil because you are not pure good. Our opposing spirits actually have something to say to us. The people that we disagree with may have a point. The person who drives me up a tree is not a unique idea in the world. They are not alone. They have people who think like them. And it's so important for us to have people that make us a little less comfortable. There is a, I think, a huge misnomer in our culture, probably in many cultures, that we believe winning an argument, think about it for a minute, I know I've won an argument when I leave it having not grown at all and come out of it thinking exactly what I thought. Maybe they changed, maybe they grew, but then they won. We think winning an argument is when we stand still and wait for the world to center on us. That's not winning. That's, you know, that's paralysis. To win an argument, both people have to be affected. That's the win. And so we need the people in our lives who challenge us. I always think we see this so clearly in the Catholic Church right now. It's been fun to watch every Catholic I know, the liberals and the conservatives both, it's been so fun to watch them live from JP II to Francis. Because everyone struggles with either JP II or Benedict or Francis. One of them makes them uncomfortable. And while they'll all say, you must, it's the Pope, it's must, it's the Pope, it's the Pope, what happens when one of the Popes disagrees with them? They get very quiet. And it turns out that they think the Pope is infallible when the Pope agrees with them. Meaning deep down they think they're infallible and once in a while the Holy Spirit leads the Pope to agree with them. No, that's not the theology of the Church. And so, you know, all the people who cried out that you can't disagree with one Pope, you know, it's one thing we can be absolutely certain of as Catholics, it would be foolish to ascribe any kind of authority to one of the Popes that you can't ascribe to all of them. You know, you can't ascribe it to your favorites and not to the others. There's a thing in theology and philosophy, which I said at the last homily, but I'm much more nervous now because, you know, Father Abraham is getting his doctorate in philosophy so I really have to actually have to make this line. But there are kind of three types of statements in both philosophy and theology, but more even in just human psychology. There are rational and irrational, but then there's a third called non-rational. Now, a rational statement is something the human mind seems to be built to grab onto. Two plus two equals four. I don't care what language you're talking in, you show a child this many fingers and this many fingers and tell them it's that many, they'll get that eventually. And they can build systems on it. But if you try to teach a child that this many and this many gets put together to that, to five, if you try and teach two plus two is five, they'll try to figure out what's wrong with that, it won't happen, you cannot build a system of math on it. One of those is rational and the other is irrational. Then someone comes along and says, two plus two is good. That is non-rational. The mind is not forced there. You can't prove it, you can't disprove it. The mind is not forced away from it. Two plus two is good is something you have to choose to base your life on or not. You know, it's important to you or it's not. Most of our fundamental theology goes to that area, it's the non-rational. Nothing is sadder than watching people trying to scientifically prove their faith. Because what they're really saying is, once science says so, then it will be real. When my faith says so, it's not. That's a horrible statement. Our faith, our belief, the things we've been given from our community, the things we've been given from our family, it's a different kind of reality. That God exists, you can choose not to believe. God has created it such that you aren't forced to. Because if we're forced to, then there's no such thing as faith. And so we come as a people going, you know, our faith is a series of choices. And too often they're intellectual choices, they're not choices to get out and do the work. To get out and help those who have less, help those who are struggling more. Recognize how many people struggle in the world. And we're called to make that choice. We will never get irrefutable proof. And whenever someone tries, you know, we end up with, I think I've told you before, in the late 80s, some group in Europe was trying to slice very thin layers of a host, a consecrated host, and they were gonna thin layers and put it under a microscope and stain it, and they found human cells. Okay, basically a couple people decided to desecrate a host. Oh, but we see the human cells. No, you didn't. Number one, it's not science, it's faith. Number two, Jesus didn't turn into what he was before the resurrection. So you'd not even be proving good faith. But they need because they trust science and they don't trust their faith. I think if we're going to trust our faith, we do it because we have people of faith. We have some who will disagree with us and will argue with us and will change us and let us change them and we will grow together. And then we have the others who seem to agree with us on everything and hopefully, together we amplify one another into action in the world. When we've got the prophet and the opposing spirits in our life, we don't have to, as our country has done too often, we don't have to have a tragic gap. We can have a fruitful tension. Too often we choose the tragic gap and we become polarized. But there is a fruitful tension between all the voices in scripture, all the voices in our families, all the voices in our church. There's a fruitful tension that leads us to something that is mystery. If you're coming to your faith for answers, it will drive you crazy. When you come to your faith for questions and for motivation and for the ability to get out and help change the world, it becomes such a fruitful garden. And we ask God today to raise up the prophets who will spur us on to action, remind us of those who have less. We ask God to stir up the people in our lives who will challenge us when we think we, not the church, but we personally, are a little too infallible, that they will be there too. And between the spirits and the prophets, that there'll be a fruitful tension that will unveil for us a road of growth, will unveil for us a way to change the world, to bring from the two dramatic polarized sides that have a gap between them a fruitful tension. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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They then came to Capernaum, and on the Sabbath,
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Jesus entered the synagogue and taught.
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The people were astonished at his teaching,
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for he taught them as one having authority and not
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as the scribes.
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In their synagogue was a man with an unclean spirit.
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He cried out, what have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth?
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Have you come to destroy us?
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I know who you are, the Holy One of God.
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Jesus rebuked him and said, quiet, come out of him.
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The unclean spirit convulsed him and with a loud cry
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came out of him.
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All were amazed and asked one another, what is this,
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a new teaching with authority?
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He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him.
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His fame spread everywhere throughout the whole region
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of Galilee.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I'm not sure that there is a Sunday
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in the entire liturgical cycle with three readings that
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have less to do with one another than today.
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We have three readings on completely different topics.
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And I have also never been in any Bible study
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anywhere where any of these were quoted
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as anyone's favorite scripture.
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They're all kind of quirky in their own way.
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But they give us together, in a sense,
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they do give us three voices which can balance us and give
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us a method for moving forward and growing
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in our Christian faith.
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And sometimes that is the greatest thing
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scripture can do for us.
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Sometimes the great thing that scripture does,
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it doesn't paint an absolute picture of something.
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It tells you one story of God where he says,
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let there be light, and there's light.
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And another story where God comes down and shapes us
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out of the clay and says, clearly that one's too human
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and that one may be too austere.
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Find something between there.
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Live with the tension of the two stories that don't line up.
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Scripture does that for us a lot.
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Today, we get three different visions
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of interactions with faith.
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I want to start with the one that is most fun,
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that second reading.
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Because I saw so many of you, so many expressions of really?
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Paul is his personality.
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St. Paul is a zealot.
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That is his basic personality.
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Before he becomes Paul, when he is on the side against Jesus
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and the early Christians, he is all in.
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He is on the move.
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He is going to route them out.
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He is going to get rid of them.
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And when he becomes Christian, he
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is going to route out everyone else,
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and he's going to make sure everyone's Christian.
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Paul is probably, my suspicion, exhausting to be around.
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But he's that person you would put
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in charge of every building campaign,
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because he would get it done.
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Paul is very much what we would call a man of action.
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Of all the things that people can say about St. Paul,
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no one can ever claim that he did not
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back up his preaching with the way he lived.
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I mean, this became his life.
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Almost to an obsessive focus, that became his life.
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So much so that, yes, we get a reading like today.
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In Paul's mind, the world divides neatly
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into two groups of people.
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Those who are single, and as we know,
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single people spend every moment of the day
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obsessed with how they can please God.
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Would that it were so.
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But there are dating websites that
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would seem to indicate otherwise.
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So he's got one group of people that he thinks,
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if you're not married, then you're anxious
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about God all day long.
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Paul is anxious about, he is consumed by it.
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It's not the normal experience.
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I think we should all have a little more Paul in us,
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not too much, but all have a little more.
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Then he also, and this is truly a view
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from the other side of the fence,
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spouses spend 24 hours a day obsessed
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with pleasing one another.
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That is one of those moments where my mother would say,
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Paul was never married.
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Paul was never married.
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But it's his vision, and it's kind
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of his vision of how he wishes the world were.
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Wouldn't it be interesting, but take out the marriage piece
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as such a hard defined line there,
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and think, what would it be like to live in a world
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where everyone was either consumed with pleasing God
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or consumed with pleasing others?
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It's not a bad vision of the world,
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really out to help others, really out
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to do what is best for others, really
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out to do what is best for the mission of God.
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It's not a bad vision, but it's so focused,
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and it so comes out of his that it has some limited help
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for most of us.
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But the other two visions stand, in my mind,
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like bookends to where our Christian debate,
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where our philosophies, where everything sort of lands.
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And that is the prophet and the unclean spirits.
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Now, this story of the unclean spirits,
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there's several variations of it in the gospel.
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There's evil spirits, demonic spirits,
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there's one, there's a dozen.
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One of the mysteries that scripture scholars
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deal with a lot is, it seems that these are the first people
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to recognize who Jesus is, not even people.
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Now, why is it that they recognize Jesus
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before everyone else?
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Now, when they say that, they're forgetting
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about Simeon and Anna, the prophetess and prophet
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at his birth, at his christening,
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that recognize him for who he is.
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But why is it that these unclean spirits,
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before the general population,
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why are they always the first ones, it seems,
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in the story to recognize who Jesus is?
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And scholars come up with all sorts of reasons
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and all sorts of ideas, but there's a level
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at which it makes great sense to me
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that they would be the first.
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Because it is the nature of darkness,
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it is the nature of, whether we call it unclean
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or evil or whatever, the demonic,
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it is the nature of that dynamic to recognize enemies.
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And Jesus stands as their enemy.
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And all of us have a bit of that in us.
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All of us are much better at figuring out
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who our enemy is in the world.
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And not so good at figuring out where the common ground is.
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You know, we look at people in other countries
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and we forget that they go through
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all the same messes we go through.
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Around the world, fathers cry at daughters' weddings.
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You know, around the world, these things happen.
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And it's so much easier for us to focus on the differences.
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And that is where we are just like these unclean spirits.
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They see Jesus, not because they have
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an innate ability to see God,
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but because they have an innate ability
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to see what is different from them.
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They will recognize the person set against them.
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And so, you know, what we need to become
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are people that recognize God because the goodness in us
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sees what the affinity is, not the other way.
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Not because, you know, fear of hell
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and that sort of approach.
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There's a lot of people who their belief in God
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comes out of their belief in evil.
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And how we're gonna overcome it.
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How we're gonna get rid of that.
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How we're gonna make sure those people are,
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that is the unclean spirit recognizing God.
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It is not the prophet.
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Now the prophet does the opposite.
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The prophet takes that part of us that already resonates.
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Thomas Aquinas would, he would say that all of us,
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our real nature resonates with God.
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And so Thomas Aquinas finds those parts of us
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that already, not Thomas Aquinas, he does too,
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but prophets find the part of us
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that already resonates with the gospel
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and just amplify that.
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I think in our life we need to balance our life
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with both people.
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We need to have those people that recognize
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where we already agree but amplify it more
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towards the gospel.
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I'm always fond of saying when I talk with,
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like in ecumenical groups, every Christian church I know
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thinks we should feed the poor.
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So why are we wasting time debating the things
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we disagree on?
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We've got something we agree on.
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Why aren't we doing it?
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Eh, it's just, you know, it's much more exciting
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to argue about the things we disagree on.
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That's the dark spirit, you know.
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The prophetic spirit says, well let's take what we agree on
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and let's get that amplified.
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Let's make that larger.
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It's the, in the magnificat, you know, magnifies the spirit,
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magnifies the soul, magnifies the heart.
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Why aren't we finding the people that bring that out in us?
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But also courting the people in our lives,
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not the evil spirits, but one of these things,
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in context of Jesus, these spirits are opposing spirits.
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And most of us, I checked through the register
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to make sure, Jesus himself is not a registered prisoner
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so I can say this to all of you.
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Your opposite in the world is not pure evil
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because you are not pure good.
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Our opposing spirits actually have something to say to us.
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The people that we disagree with may have a point.
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The person who drives me up a tree
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is not a unique idea in the world.
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They are not alone.
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They have people who think like them.
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And it's so important for us to have people
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that make us a little less comfortable.
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There is a, I think, a huge misnomer in our culture,
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probably in many cultures,
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that we believe winning an argument,
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think about it for a minute,
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I know I've won an argument when I leave it
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having not grown at all and come out of it
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thinking exactly what I thought.
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Maybe they changed, maybe they grew, but then they won.
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We think winning an argument is when we stand still
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and wait for the world to center on us.
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That's not winning.
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That's, you know, that's paralysis.
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To win an argument, both people have to be affected.
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That's the win.
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And so we need the people in our lives who challenge us.
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I always think we see this so clearly
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in the Catholic Church right now.
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It's been fun to watch every Catholic I know,
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the liberals and the conservatives both,
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it's been so fun to watch them live from JP II to Francis.
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Because everyone struggles with either JP II
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or Benedict or Francis.
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One of them makes them uncomfortable.
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And while they'll all say, you must, it's the Pope,
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it's must, it's the Pope, it's the Pope,
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what happens when one of the Popes disagrees with them?
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They get very quiet.
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And it turns out that they think the Pope is infallible
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when the Pope agrees with them.
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Meaning deep down they think they're infallible
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and once in a while the Holy Spirit leads the Pope
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to agree with them.
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No, that's not the theology of the Church.
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And so, you know, all the people who cried out
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that you can't disagree with one Pope,
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you know, it's one thing we can be absolutely certain of
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as Catholics, it would be foolish to ascribe
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any kind of authority to one of the Popes
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that you can't ascribe to all of them.
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You know, you can't ascribe it to your favorites
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and not to the others.
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There's a thing in theology and philosophy,
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which I said at the last homily,
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but I'm much more nervous now because, you know,
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Father Abraham is getting his doctorate in philosophy
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so I really have to actually have to make this line.
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But there are kind of three types of statements
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in both philosophy and theology,
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but more even in just human psychology.
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There are rational and irrational,
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but then there's a third called non-rational.
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Now, a rational statement is something the human mind
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seems to be built to grab onto.
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Two plus two equals four.
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I don't care what language you're talking in,
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you show a child this many fingers and this many fingers
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and tell them it's that many, they'll get that eventually.
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And they can build systems on it.
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But if you try to teach a child that this many
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and this many gets put together to that, to five,
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if you try and teach two plus two is five,
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they'll try to figure out what's wrong with that,
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it won't happen, you cannot build a system of math on it.
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One of those is rational and the other is irrational.
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Then someone comes along and says, two plus two is good.
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That is non-rational.
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The mind is not forced there.
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You can't prove it, you can't disprove it.
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The mind is not forced away from it.
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Two plus two is good is something you have to choose
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to base your life on or not.
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You know, it's important to you or it's not.
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Most of our fundamental theology goes to that area,
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it's the non-rational.
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Nothing is sadder than watching people
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trying to scientifically prove their faith.
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Because what they're really saying is,
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once science says so, then it will be real.
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When my faith says so, it's not.
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That's a horrible statement.
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Our faith, our belief, the things we've been given
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from our community, the things we've been given
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from our family, it's a different kind of reality.
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That God exists, you can choose not to believe.
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God has created it such that you aren't forced to.
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Because if we're forced to,
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then there's no such thing as faith.
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And so we come as a people going, you know,
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our faith is a series of choices.
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And too often they're intellectual choices,
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they're not choices to get out and do the work.
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To get out and help those who have less,
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help those who are struggling more.
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Recognize how many people struggle in the world.
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And we're called to make that choice.
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We will never get irrefutable proof.
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And whenever someone tries, you know, we end up with,
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I think I've told you before, in the late 80s,
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some group in Europe was trying to slice
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very thin layers of a host, a consecrated host,
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and they were gonna thin layers
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and put it under a microscope and stain it,
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and they found human cells.
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Okay, basically a couple people
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decided to desecrate a host.
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Oh, but we see the human cells.
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No, you didn't.
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Number one, it's not science, it's faith.
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Number two, Jesus didn't turn into what he was
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before the resurrection.
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So you'd not even be proving good faith.
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But they need because they trust science
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and they don't trust their faith.
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I think if we're going to trust our faith,
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we do it because we have people of faith.
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We have some who will disagree with us
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and will argue with us and will change us
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and let us change them and we will grow together.
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And then we have the others who seem to agree with us
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on everything and hopefully,
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together we amplify one another into action in the world.
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When we've got the prophet
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and the opposing spirits in our life,
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we don't have to, as our country has done too often,
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we don't have to have a tragic gap.
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We can have a fruitful tension.
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Too often we choose the tragic gap and we become polarized.
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But there is a fruitful tension
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between all the voices in scripture,
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all the voices in our families,
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all the voices in our church.
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There's a fruitful tension that leads us
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to something that is mystery.
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If you're coming to your faith for answers,
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it will drive you crazy.
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When you come to your faith for questions
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and for motivation and for the ability to get out
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and help change the world,
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it becomes such a fruitful garden.
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And we ask God today to raise up the prophets
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who will spur us on to action,
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remind us of those who have less.
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We ask God to stir up the people in our lives
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who will challenge us when we think we,
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not the church, but we personally,
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are a little too infallible,
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that they will be there too.
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And between the spirits and the prophets,
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that there'll be a fruitful tension
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that will unveil for us a road of growth,
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will unveil for us a way to change the world,
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to bring from the two dramatic polarized sides
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that have a gap between them a fruitful tension.
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And in that tension, we will find the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a reflection on the comple Father Pat’s message is a reflection on the complexity of scripture, the diversity of voices within the readings, and how, rather than offering a singular, absolute truth, scripture often invites us into a dynamic tension—a space where differing perspectives, like those of prophets and opposing spirits, challenge, refine, and ultimately enrich our faith. By engaging both those who affirm us and those who confront us, we are called not to rigidity or polarization, but to growth, humility, and action. Faith is not meant to be a fortress of certainty but a journey shaped by dialogue, mystery, and the lived commitment to love God and others.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the apparent disconnection among the day’s three scripture readings, noting that they cover vastly different themes and none are typically quoted as favorites. Yet, he shows how their diversity is precisely what makes them powerful: they represent different voices of faith and offer us a method for spiritual growth through contrast and reflection. Scripture, he explains, often presents us with narratives that are in tension with each other—like the God who effortlessly says “Let there be light” and the God who gets His hands dirty forming humans from clay. These diverse portrayals are not contradictions to be resolved but invitations to live within the fruitful tension they create. They teach us to find balance and discernment, rather than seek simplistic answers.
Father Pat dives deeper into the second reading from St. Paul, whose zealous personality colored his theology. Paul divides the world into singles, who he believes are wholly devoted to pleasing God, and married people, who are consumed with pleasing one another. While Father Pat humorously critiques Paul’s overly idealistic (and perhaps naive) view of singleness and marriage, he appreciates Paul’s total commitment to his beliefs and his actions. Paul, for all his intensity, invites reflection on what it would look like if everyone lived to please God or to serve others. While such a binary view may not be practical for most, it urges us to consider how much of our lives are oriented toward divine or selfless purpose. We are reminded to embrace a measure of Paul's passion, even if not his extremism.
Turning to the Gospel, Father Pat explores the episode where Jesus casts out an unclean spirit in the synagogue. He observes that, intriguingly, these demonic or unclean spirits are often the first to recognize Jesus as the Holy One of God. Why is it that evil recognizes Christ before others do? His insightful answer is that darkness is finely attuned to its opposition. Evil identifies its enemy quickly, just as we humans are often quicker to identify threats than to seek common ground. The unclean spirits see Jesus not because they are holy, but because they innately sense what opposes them. This dynamic mirrors our own tendencies to define ourselves by opposition—by identifying enemies rather than seeking shared humanity. Father Pat warns that a faith rooted in the fear of hell or opposition to evil risks being more like the unclean spirits than the saints. Instead, we are called to be like the prophets, who identify and amplify the good already present within us and the world.
The prophet, unlike the opposing spirit, does not define truth by conflict but by resonance. Prophets awaken in us the deepest parts that are already in tune with God’s will. They magnify the voice of God within us, calling us to action, to mercy, and to justice. This is the prophetic spirit that says, “We already agree on feeding the poor—so let’s do that.” Rather than magnifying our divisions, prophets magnify our common call to love and service. Yet, Father Pat cautions, we need both voices in our lives: those who affirm and those who challenge. The people who make us uncomfortable, who disagree with us, who force us to grow—they are not our enemies, but spiritual companions who help refine our faith. He reminds us that our opponents are not evil incarnate, just as we are not perfect good. We are all in need of growth, correction, and humility.
This leads to a broader reflection on the nature of truth and belief. Father Pat distinguishes between rational, irrational, and non-rational statements. Rational truths (like 2+2=4) can be proven; irrational ones are false; but non-rational truths—such as “God is good” or “Two plus two is beautiful”—cannot be proven or disproven. Most of faith resides in this non-rational realm. It is not less real because it cannot be scientifically verified; it is a different kind of reality. When people try to “prove” faith through science or miracles, they inadvertently undermine its essence. Faith is a choice, not a conclusion. If belief were forced, there would be no room for true faith. God creates space for freedom, not coercion, and faith flourishes in that freedom.
Father Pat challenges the modern obsession with being right. He critiques the idea that winning an argument means remaining unchanged while others conform to us. True spiritual victory is mutual transformation. We grow when we allow others to affect us, and we affect them in turn. He applies this to the Church itself, noting how Catholics of different ideological leanings often selectively embrace or ignore the teachings of different popes based on personal preference. This reveals not true obedience to the Church but inner pride—the belief that one is infallible, and the pope is only correct when he agrees with them. Instead, the challenge is to submit not to personal preference but to the Church as a whole, in its diversity and mystery.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls for “fruitful tension” rather than a “tragic gap.” Our world, including the Church, often succumbs to tragic polarization. But the differing voices—of scripture, of spiritual companions, of theological perspectives—are not meant to divide us but to enrich us through their tension. Prophets and opposing spirits, affirmation and challenge, rational and non-rational truths—these are not contradictory forces but complementary ones. Within the tension of differing voices lies the mystery of God. Faith is not about having all the answers but about allowing the questions, the challenges, and the community to lead us toward deeper love, deeper service, and a more authentic encounter with the Kingdom of God....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1165.27001953125, "text": "The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew Jesus said to his disciples if your brother sins against you go and tell him his fault between you and him alone If he listens to you, you have won over your brother If he does not listen take one or two others along with you So that every fact may be established on the testimony of two or three witnesses If he refuses to listen to them Tell the church if he refuses to listen even to the church then treat him as you would a Gentile or a tax collector Amen, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven Again, I say to you if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray It shall be granted to them by my heavenly Father For where two or three are gathered together in my name there am I in the midst of them the gospel of the Lord While it is not the main point of the liturgy today I Always feel that I need to at least touch on on the end of that gospel because it's one of those Moments in scripture that I think has misled people who you know, we Matthew's version is very different from Luke's, but basically If two of you agree on anything on earth For which you are to pray it will be granted I've done some research on this. It doesn't work. I Constantly have prayer partners come together and if two of us agree that we should win the Powerball We don't seem to do any better You know the the idea that if you pray in the name of Jesus and you pray with your community and you're all of one Heart God is on the hook to do whatever you say Not only does it not work. It would be a disaster if it did Because it would basically say that you and I are in charge of the universe We control God through our prayers all we have to do is, you know, it becomes very much the world of Harry Potter if we can get the right group together and say the right words and say it in the name of Jesus if the way if the spell goes right and That can't be prayer prayer is never about bending God's will to ours and Even though that seems obvious in our heart of hearts. I have just unraveled Better than 95% of our prayers You know, we pray for the people in Florida, but what do we mean by that? Well, hopefully what we mean is we pray to God about these situations until our heart is changed enough to help If you're not praying to change your own heart in any situation You're probably going to be disappointed with the results of the prayer Even when you've got a friend who is sick and we want to pray for them What we're really hoping that prayer will do will help us to respond to them better to be the the best image of Christ for that person we can We would love for the miracle to happen. But you know, what what do we do with the numerous times? You know that you you prayed for Mary and she got better and you prayed for Jane and she didn't I Mean, I suppose people could go back and say, okay. I I must have done the prayer differently And you're back to Harry Potter. I Didn't get the spell right this time, you know, or God listens to prayers once in a while So we get this little thing at the end that reminds us That prayer is about helping us to bring our lives into line with God And that's where it picks up to the other three readings today the first part of the gospel and the other two readings and that is we get this image of one of the aspects of our christianity of our faith Is am I you know, am I my brother's keeper? Am I my sister's keeper? What is our responsibility towards one another and we get three very different images the first one is From the hebrew scriptures. It is the oldest of the three and it's the one that the other two Turn over in a very real way because this one says You know your job is to tell everyone else in the world what they're doing wrong And if you don't And they end up going to hell. It's your fault because you didn't tell them what they were doing wrong I can't tell you how many christians love this image This is the theology of every busy body since the beginning of time So Not only is it my job to tell you what you're doing wrong, but it's my job to make the judgment and decide ahead of time I will decide what's right and what's wrong whenever I always cringe when someone says let me i'm going to tell you the truth now The truth that we have to tell is never the truth that comes up at that moment Because the real truth you basically have in life is the truth of who you are That's a truth. We like to cover up Very rarely will someone say let me tell you the truth. I am simply an irritable person No, let me tell you the truth about what irritates me about you or what you do that's wrong or you know The real truth we have is our own faults and our own mistakes. And so even though this first reading says You know, you must dissuade everyone else from what they're doing wrong Paul to the romans this this letter to the romans Um, it says the exact opposite it says, you know, that's that's the law that we've had for centuries at that point and it says You know what if you love one another you fulfilled the law Quit trying to pick everything else apart And where the one says you owe it to one another to tell them what they're doing wrong This one says all you owe to everyone is is to love them now once in a while in your life you're going to see someone going down a bad road and Out of love out of real concern for them You will pull them aside and say this is you know, people who have dealt with friends who have addictions You know where you have to say am I willing to take that issue on? And if it's easy Maybe you're just sticking your nose in When there's a real relationship at risk and it's hard, but you force yourself to talk to them. Anyway Now we're talking about this love of another person And I think what has happened is christianity has reversed that we've done it on such a wide scale that The number of christians who will say well, you know I can't talk to my brother-in-law about their drinking problem because you know, I just don't want to get into it It's not my place. It's not my place It's not my place, but but I do want to work on getting the law changed against those people in missouri for christ You know, oh let's march against those people. Let's get those people Let's change everyone else in the world at a distance But i'm not going to you know, actually risk the relationships in my life Our christianity actually asks us first to start with those closest to us You know, it asks us very first to start with the people we are closest with where there's a real relationship at risk Getting mad at the way people live in some other part of the world. That's christianity from the cheap seat You know, um if if my idea of correction is to sign a petition against someone i've never met rather than Deal with issues that are actually going on with the people in my life And that's where the gospel brings us and it puts it in the context of forgiveness A lot of this, you know, this should be on the You know printed somewhere on the wall of every workplace in america and that is It's really radical theology and it's something that psychology has been very uh adamant about for about the last 40 years Which you know, once again puts us only a couple thousand years behind scripture and that is This is this is radical. But if you're having a problem with someone talk to them This is death to the gossip You know to the gossip. This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them If you're struggling with someone talk to that person Before you talk to anyone else And I can't tell you the the different methods we have to avoid that I I know that you know, i've always been in catholic schools my whole priesthood I've been from one school parish to another school parish and you know one of the dynamics and it's not all parents But one of the dynamics you'll notice is if a parent doesn't like the way something's going They won't come and talk to you until they've got a posse of 12 Which means they've basically talked to at least 48 people to get their posse of 12 before they talk to the person that they're upset with You know, uh, or or often they just pretend all of that's happened and they'll show up and they'll say You know, we just want you to know people are unhappy with this Which people? Because you know whenever someone says i'm just here to represent the anonymous crowd I uh My principal she won't do this, but I keep saying, you know You got to try it just once because she so badly when someone says, you know, we we've heard That people are unhappy about this. She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks? Because Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens And I think today there is no I I really can say I don't think it's ever been worse in history and that is because of the advent of our social media You know, I I cannot believe when I go out on facebook How much I i've never met anyone in person as nasty as people are online You know Face to face we tend not to say something that vicious to anyone and certainly not to the person we're complaining about But we go online and sometimes we spend hours being indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture Being indoctrinated by oh, did you see what they said about so-and-so today? That was a good one What is that doing to us? You know, what who are we becoming as a people when what we what we fill ourselves with most? Is who's upset over what? and you know Some people say the exact same thing as someone else on facebook, but they go after what's positive in other words You know, it's not that they hate You know, it's not that they hate the color of the building It's that they wish it didn't matter so much or they'll you know, they'll talk about a positive aspect and I thought you know, what if? What if our christianity what if there was now, of course, it would be a dangerous thing because everyone would want to control it but what if You actually had a gospel filter I thought if if something that said every time someone says something that's nasty about a person it got filtered My facebook feed would be dead within a week You know, and i'm not sure that everything i've said on facebook wouldn't get me blocked We say little things and we snipe at different people And I think you know right now you can go left or right I think it's sort of funny that everyone talks about You know this rise of of hatred in america And some people really hate dynamics other people can't stop That from becoming hating other people and so You know, I i've read a whole bunch of things on both sides this week and there is one That when when the daca thing came up, there are people who absolutely you can see by their response If they don't hate there's an absolute lack of concern for immigrants Absolute lack of concern even to the point of hatred even to the point of mean-spirited comments And instead of simply defending that then the other side Hates everyone who's not supporting daca Hates those people and the minute you hate those people you've fallen into their path And they've won anyway, you know If if I can't get you to hate the people I hate at least if I can get you to hate me I've created another hater You know and what if we had that filter on our life that said, you know, there might be a point there But they're they're just sniping out and hating someone because it's easy what would happen if We started taking all that energy and putting it into solutions because I I you know, I I hate I hate to undo your greatest hopes in the world, but um Retweeting anything has not solved an issue in america Reposting on facebook has not solved an issue You know and what it tends to do is stir us up, but it stirs us to inaction You know what last time facebook really got me stirred up the best it did was I think I checked on facebook earlier that day You know, I checked back in more often That's not being stirred up the gospel stirs us up to go out and work to change something Right. I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know She's so upset about so much going on And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day? I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things That's nice I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on You can't even catch up to where you were before so it's it's this sort of We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action I always like to think of the gospel as a language Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. It is a language And anyone who studied languages know there's a difference between learning a language and becoming fluent in it Someone asked me this week. They said so what what's your greatest challenge with italian? And I said, well, I don't speak it anymore I don't I don't use it every day the way I did for seven years. I just I don't use it And that means I can still read it. I can still understand it, but I don't think in italian anymore you know, there are some who say I don't think in english, but um I don't think in italian I the words aren't there as quickly, you know in english you think something and it flies out your mouth sometimes before you are ready for it, too Because you use it all the time We need to become fluent in gospel And that doesn't mean that you can say oh that was matthew chapter 5 verse 2. No not fluent in the text Fluent in that gut level reaction that works to help people in need we've all been so amazed as we've watched in houston people who just They're not trying to Put out their life with christ to the world. They just see a need and they react You know and that's our start and I take nothing away from it. That's a great thing when communities come together I've noticed it was not the same response when we had the horrible mudslide in india, which killed so many more Because those are other people and they're out of mind and out of sight and we don't worry about it as much They're they're not us Okay, so We're helpful and we're good. We're not there yet So when we reach out because someone right in front of us is hurting that is a good thing that is learning the language If we ever get to the point where we're just as devastated of what happened in india as we are What happens in our own country then the gospel is starting to become our first language Then we speak it and we think it and we dream in it You know, then it's really our language, but it's so hard for us. We've we've spoken other languages for so long And languages i've got a friend and I always think you know It's so hard for us to get our head out of the way we think And I had this friend tara Lives in chicago now i've known her since high school and tara was blind from birth And she loves to tell her story. She calls it question 15 She was doing this little job interview thing and they had this personality profile And they knew she'd been blind from birth and they were ready they thought You know they had the little questionnaire all done in braille and she was going to tape her answers Into a recorder and she goes they'd gone to all that trouble to do that And then she gets to question 15. What is your favorite color? They still weren't thinking outside their own language, but what you gotta love about tara is her answer was bacon She said I can smell it from a mile away Okay But you know you get that point where you start to realize They were thinking they knew enough that that she she read braille They knew it, but they just they they weren't getting to a point where they spoke it as a first language It's a different she had a different place of coming from And so I think the gospel asks us to do that The gospel asks us to reach out not just to something we see right in front of us But for that to become our language So that we we look through a social feed or a twitter feed and we go. Oh, you know that that that's not our language Oh that kind of hatred not our language That kind of you know hatred. I I I think you know as long as I see The right and the left the democrats republicans call it Whatever you want as long as they're at each other's throat. 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I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know", "tokens": [50904, 1779, 13, 286, 362, 257, 1277, 567, 567, 311, 439, 567, 6752, 281, 980, 385, 300, 291, 458, 51120], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 186, "seek": 81676, "start": 832.6799926757812, "end": 834.6799926757812, "text": " She's so upset about so much going on", "tokens": [51160, 1240, 311, 370, 8340, 466, 370, 709, 516, 322, 51260], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 187, "seek": 81676, "start": 835.3200073242188, "end": 838.760009765625, "text": " And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day?", "tokens": [51292, 400, 309, 311, 264, 472, 954, 562, 286, 584, 457, 437, 366, 291, 884, 466, 309, 633, 786, 30, 51464], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 188, "seek": 81676, "start": 839.1599731445312, "end": 845.47998046875, "text": " I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find", "tokens": [51484, 286, 286, 2464, 1045, 7825, 652, 1045, 2593, 5498, 420, 6728, 322, 1045, 8077, 295, 17546, 2558, 32221, 11, 11387, 286, 393, 915, 51800], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 189, "seek": 84676, "start": 846.8400268554688, "end": 848.8400268554688, "text": " I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard", "tokens": [50368, 286, 478, 11, 445, 516, 281, 652, 988, 452, 3177, 307, 2198, 50468], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 190, "seek": 84676, "start": 849.6400146484375, "end": 852.0599975585938, "text": " You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment", "tokens": [50508, 509, 458, 11, 457, 286, 1194, 1954, 300, 307, 257, 8371, 50629], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 191, "seek": 84676, "start": 853.0, "end": 856.280029296875, "text": " You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things", "tokens": [50676, 509, 458, 11, 293, 291, 458, 11, 437, 30, 1042, 11, 286, 286, 1085, 555, 292, 1045, 721, 50840], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 192, "seek": 84676, "start": 858.280029296875, "end": 859.719970703125, "text": " That's nice", "tokens": [50940, 663, 311, 1481, 51012], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 193, "seek": 84676, "start": 859.719970703125, "end": 862.2000122070312, "text": " I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about", "tokens": [51012, 286, 914, 2878, 3255, 300, 291, 458, 11, 291, 787, 1401, 466, 51136], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 194, "seek": 84676, "start": 862.6799926757812, "end": 867.3200073242188, "text": " You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on", "tokens": [51160, 509, 458, 291, 1401, 412, 562, 291, 2721, 1520, 294, 322, 23372, 291, 1401, 2035, 390, 9437, 294, 264, 1036, 1773, 293, 1286, 322, 51392], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 195, "seek": 84676, "start": 868.0399780273438, "end": 870.0399780273438, "text": " You can't even catch up to where you were before", "tokens": [51428, 509, 393, 380, 754, 3745, 493, 281, 689, 291, 645, 949, 51528], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 196, "seek": 84676, "start": 871.0800170898438, "end": 873.1599731445312, "text": " so it's it's this sort of", "tokens": [51580, 370, 309, 311, 309, 311, 341, 1333, 295, 51684], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 197, "seek": 87316, "start": 873.8800048828125, "end": 881.0800170898438, "text": " We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action", "tokens": [50400, 492, 321, 733, 295, 1888, 293, 2826, 721, 300, 8946, 505, 457, 500, 380, 8946, 505, 281, 3069, 264, 14943, 8946, 82, 505, 281, 3069, 50760], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18712107837200165, "compression_ratio": 1.7007299661636353, "no_speech_prob": 0.045337967574596405}, {"id": 198, "seek": 87316, "start": 881.6400146484375, "end": 883.8800048828125, "text": " I always like to think of the gospel as a language", "tokens": [50788, 286, 1009, 411, 281, 519, 295, 264, 14943, 382, 257, 2856, 50900], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18712107837200165, "compression_ratio": 1.7007299661636353, "no_speech_prob": 0.045337967574596405}, {"id": 199, "seek": 87316, "start": 884.9199829101562, "end": 889.5599975585938, "text": " Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew
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Jesus said to his disciples if your brother sins against you go and tell him his fault between you and him alone
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If he listens to you, you have won over your brother
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If he does not listen take one or two others along with you
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So that every fact may be established on the testimony of two or three witnesses
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If he refuses to listen to them
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Tell the church if he refuses to listen even to the church then treat him as you would a Gentile or a tax collector
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Amen, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven
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Again, I say to you if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray
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It shall be granted to them by my heavenly Father
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For where two or three are gathered together in my name there am I in the midst of them
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the gospel of the Lord
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While it is not the main point of the liturgy today I
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Always feel that I need to at least touch on on the end of that gospel because it's one of those
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Moments in scripture that I think has misled people who you know, we Matthew's version is very different from Luke's, but basically
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If two of you agree on anything on earth
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For which you are to pray it will be granted
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I've done some research on this. It doesn't work. I
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Constantly have prayer partners come together and if two of us agree that we should win the Powerball
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We don't seem to do any better
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You know the the idea that if you pray in the name of Jesus and you pray with your community and you're all of one
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Heart God is on the hook to do whatever you say
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Not only does it not work. It would be a disaster if it did
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Because it would basically say that you and I are in charge of the universe
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We control God through our prayers all we have to do is, you know, it becomes very much the world of Harry Potter
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if we can get the right group together and say the right words and say it in the name of Jesus if the way if the
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spell goes right and
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That can't be prayer
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prayer is never about bending God's will to ours and
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Even though that seems obvious in our heart of hearts. I have just unraveled
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Better than 95% of our prayers
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You know, we pray for the people in Florida, but what do we mean by that?
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Well, hopefully what we mean is we pray to God about these situations until our heart is changed enough to help
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If you're not praying to change your own heart in any situation
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You're probably going to be disappointed with the results of the prayer
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Even when you've got a friend who is sick and we want to pray for them
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What we're really hoping that prayer will do will help us to respond to them better to be the the best image of Christ
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for that person we can
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We would love for the miracle to happen. But you know, what what do we do with the numerous times?
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You know that you you prayed for Mary and she got better and you prayed for Jane and she didn't
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I
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Mean, I suppose people could go back and say, okay. I I must have done the prayer differently
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And you're back to Harry Potter. I
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Didn't get the spell right this time, you know, or God listens to prayers once in a while
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So we get this
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little thing at the end that reminds us
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That prayer is about helping us to bring our lives into line with God
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And that's where it picks up to the other three readings today
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the first part of the gospel and the other two readings and that is we get this image of
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one of the aspects of our christianity of our faith
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Is am I you know, am I my brother's keeper? Am I my sister's keeper?
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What is our responsibility towards one another and we get three very different images
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the first one is
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From the hebrew scriptures. It is the oldest of the three and it's the one that the other two
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Turn over in a very real way because this one says
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You know your job is to tell everyone else in the world what they're doing wrong
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And if you don't
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And they end up going to hell. It's your fault because you didn't tell them what they were doing wrong
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I can't tell you how many christians love this image
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This is the theology of every busy body since the beginning of time
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So
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Not only is it my job to tell you what you're doing wrong, but it's my job to make the judgment and decide ahead of time
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I will decide what's right and what's wrong whenever I always cringe when someone says let me i'm going to tell you the truth now
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The truth that we have to tell is never the truth that comes up at that moment
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Because the real truth you basically have in life is the truth of who you are
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That's a truth. We like to cover up
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Very rarely will someone say let me tell you the truth. I am simply an irritable person
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No, let me tell you the truth about what irritates me about you or what you do that's wrong or you know
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The real truth we have is our own faults and our own mistakes. And so even though this first reading says
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You know, you must dissuade everyone else from what they're doing wrong
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Paul to the romans this this letter to the romans
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Um, it says the exact opposite it says, you know, that's that's the law that we've had for centuries at that point and it says
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You know what if you love one another you fulfilled the law
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Quit trying to pick everything else apart
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And where the one says you owe it to one another to tell them what they're doing wrong
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This one says all you owe to everyone is is to love them
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now once in a while in your life
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you're going to see someone going down a bad road and
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Out of love out of real concern for them
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You will pull them aside and say this is you know, people who have dealt with friends who have addictions
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You know where you have to say am I willing to take that issue on?
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And if it's easy
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Maybe you're just sticking your nose in
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When there's a real relationship at risk and it's hard, but you force yourself to talk to them. Anyway
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Now we're talking about
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this love of another person
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And I think what has happened is christianity has reversed that
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we've done it on such a wide scale that
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The number of christians who will say well, you know
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I can't talk to my brother-in-law about their drinking problem because you know, I just don't want to get into it
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It's not my place. It's not my place
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It's not my place, but but I do want to work on getting the law changed against those people in missouri for christ
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You know, oh let's march against those people. Let's get those people
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Let's change everyone else in the world at a distance
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But i'm not going to you know, actually risk the relationships in my life
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Our christianity actually asks us first to start with those closest to us
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You know, it asks us very first to start with the people we are closest with where there's a real relationship
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at risk
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Getting mad at the way people live in some other part of the world. That's christianity from the cheap seat
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You know, um if if my idea of correction is to sign a petition against someone i've never met
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rather than
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Deal with issues that are actually going on with the people in my life
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And that's where the gospel brings us and it puts it in the context of forgiveness
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A lot of this, you know, this should be on the
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You know printed somewhere on the wall of every workplace
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in america and that is
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It's really radical theology and it's something that psychology has been very uh adamant about for about the last 40 years
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Which you know, once again puts us only a couple thousand years behind scripture
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and that is
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This is this is radical. But if you're having a problem with someone talk to them
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This is death to the gossip
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You know to the gossip. This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them
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If you're struggling with someone talk to that person
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Before you talk to anyone else
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And I can't tell you the the different methods we have to avoid that
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I I know that you know, i've always been in catholic schools my whole priesthood
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I've been from one school parish to another school parish and you know one of the dynamics and it's not all parents
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But one of the dynamics you'll notice is if a parent doesn't like the way something's going
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They won't come and talk to you until they've got a posse of 12
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Which means they've basically talked to at least 48 people to get their posse of 12 before they talk to the person that they're upset with
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You know, uh, or or often they just pretend all of that's happened and they'll show up and they'll say
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You know, we just want you to know people are unhappy with this
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Which people?
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Because you know whenever someone says i'm just here to represent the anonymous crowd
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I uh
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My principal she won't do this, but I keep saying, you know
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You got to try it just once because she so badly when someone says, you know, we we've heard
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That people are unhappy about this. She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks?
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Because
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Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens
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And I think today there is no
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I I really can say I don't think it's ever been worse in history and that is because of the advent of our social media
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You know, I I cannot believe when I go out on facebook
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How much I i've never met anyone in person as nasty as people are online
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You know
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Face to face we tend not to say something that vicious to anyone and certainly not to the person we're complaining about
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But we go online and sometimes we spend hours
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being
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indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture
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Being indoctrinated by oh, did you see what they said about so-and-so today?
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That was a good one
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What is that doing to us?
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You know, what who are we becoming as a people when what we what we fill ourselves with most?
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Is who's upset over what?
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and
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you know
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Some people say the exact same thing as someone else on facebook, but they go after what's positive in other words
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You know, it's not that they hate
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You know, it's not that they hate the color of the building
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It's that they wish it didn't matter so much or they'll you know, they'll talk about a positive aspect and I thought you know, what if?
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What if our christianity what if there was now, of course, it would be a dangerous thing because everyone would want to control it
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but what if
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You actually had a gospel filter
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I thought if if something that said every time someone says something that's nasty about a person it got filtered
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My facebook feed would be dead within a week
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You know, and i'm not sure that everything i've said on facebook wouldn't get me blocked
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We say little things and we snipe at different people
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And I think you know right now you can go left or right I think it's sort of funny that everyone talks about
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You know this rise of of hatred in america
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And some people really hate dynamics other people can't stop
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That from becoming hating other people
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and so
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You know, I i've read a whole bunch of things on both sides this week and there is one
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That when when the daca thing came up, there are people who absolutely you can see by their response
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If they don't hate there's an absolute lack of concern for immigrants
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Absolute lack of concern even to the point of hatred even to the point of mean-spirited comments
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And instead of simply defending that then the other side
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Hates everyone who's not supporting daca
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Hates those people and the minute you hate those people you've fallen into their path
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And they've won anyway, you know
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If if I can't get you to hate the people I hate at least if I can get you to hate me
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I've created another hater
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You know and what if we had that filter on our life that said, you know, there might be a point there
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But they're they're just sniping out and hating someone because it's easy
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what would happen if
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We started taking all that energy and putting it into solutions
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because
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I I you know, I I hate I hate to undo your greatest hopes in the world, but um
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Retweeting anything has not solved an issue in america
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Reposting on facebook has not solved an issue
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You know and what it tends to do is stir us up, but it stirs us
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to inaction
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You know what last time facebook really got me stirred up the best it did was I think I checked on facebook earlier that day
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You know, I checked back in more often
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That's not being stirred up the gospel stirs us up to go out and work to change something
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Right. I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know
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She's so upset about so much going on
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And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day?
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I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find
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I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard
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You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment
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You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things
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That's nice
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I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about
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You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on
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You can't even catch up to where you were before
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so it's it's this sort of
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We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action
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I always like to think of the gospel as a language
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Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. It is a language
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And anyone who studied languages know there's a difference between learning a language and becoming fluent in it
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Someone asked me this week. They said so what what's your greatest challenge with italian? And I said, well, I don't speak it anymore
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I don't I don't use it every day the way I did for seven years. I just I don't use it
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And that means I can still read it. I can still understand it, but I don't think in italian anymore
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you know, there are some who say I don't think in english, but um
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I don't think in italian
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I the words aren't there as quickly, you know in english you think something and it flies out your mouth sometimes before you are ready
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for it, too
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Because you use it all the time
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We need to become fluent in gospel
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And that doesn't mean that you can say oh that was matthew chapter 5 verse 2. No not fluent in the text
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Fluent in that gut level reaction that works to help people in need
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we've all been so amazed as we've watched in houston people who just
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They're not trying to
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Put out their life with christ to the world. They just see a need and they react
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You know and that's our start and I take nothing away from it. That's a great thing when communities come together
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I've noticed it was not the same response when we had the horrible mudslide in india, which killed so many more
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Because those are other people and they're out of mind and out of sight and we don't worry about it as much
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They're they're not us
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Okay, so
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We're helpful and we're good. We're not there yet
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So when we reach out because someone right in front of us is hurting that is a good thing that is learning the language
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If we ever get to the point where we're just as devastated of what happened in india as we are
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What happens in our own country then the gospel is starting to become our first language
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Then we speak it and we think it and we dream in it
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You know, then it's really our language, but it's so hard for us. We've we've spoken other languages for so long
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And languages i've got a friend and I always think you know
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It's so hard for us to get our head out of the way we think
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And I had this friend tara
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Lives in chicago now i've known her since high school and tara was blind from birth
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And she loves to tell her story. She calls it question 15
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She was doing this little job interview thing and they had this personality profile
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And they knew she'd been blind from birth and they were ready
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they thought
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You know they had the little questionnaire all done in braille and she was going to tape her answers
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Into a recorder and she goes they'd gone to all that trouble to do that
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And then she gets to question 15. What is your favorite color?
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They still weren't thinking outside their own language, but what you gotta love about tara is her answer was bacon
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She said I can smell it from a mile away
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Okay
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But you know you get that point where you start to realize
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They were thinking they knew enough that that she she read braille
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They knew it, but they just they they weren't getting to a point where they spoke it as a first language
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It's a different she had a different place of coming from
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And so I think the gospel asks us to do that
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The gospel asks us to reach out not just to something we see right in front of us
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But for that to become our language
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So that we we look through a social feed or a twitter feed and we go. Oh, you know that that that's not our language
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Oh that kind of hatred not our language
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That kind of you know hatred. I I I think you know as long as I see
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The right and the left the democrats republicans call it
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Whatever you want as long as they're at each other's throat. This will never be a christian country
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We call it a christian country until someone disagrees with us and then
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Both sides get pretty rabid pretty quick
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And some and there could be great reasons, but they stop fighting the evil and start fighting one another
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You know, that's just not a christian country. We have to learn to do is fight the evil without falling into the hatred
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And when we do that
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We no longer understand the gospel. We speak it as a language. We speak it with fluency
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We think in it we dream in it
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We become the people that can truly be architects of a christian nation and a kingdom of god
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that true Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that true Christianity is not about controlling others or using prayer as a tool to bend God’s will to our own, but about allowing prayer and the Gospel to transform our own hearts and actions. He challenges the misuse of scripture to justify judgmentalism or passive religiosity, and instead calls for a deeper, more relational, and personal accountability in living out the Gospel. Prayer is not a magical formula for results, but a means of opening ourselves to God’s vision and love. Our responsibility as Christians is to love others authentically, beginning with those closest to us, and to engage in real, courageous, and loving relationships rather than distant ideological battles. Christianity, according to Father Pat, is not a passive identification but an active, lived language—a way of seeing, thinking, and responding to the world that reflects Christ’s presence and compassion.
Father Pat begins by unpacking a commonly misunderstood passage in the Gospel of Matthew: “if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray, it shall be granted to them.” He humorously but pointedly debunks the notion that prayer is a transactional mechanism—God is not a genie, nor is prayer a spell we cast with the right incantation and group of people. He warns against treating prayer like a magical system, akin to Harry Potter, where outcomes are determined by saying the right words with the right people. This misunderstanding, he says, undermines the true purpose of prayer, which is not to change God, but to change ourselves.
He explains that prayer is meant to shape our hearts, not manipulate divine outcomes. When we pray for someone suffering, our hope should not rest solely on a miraculous recovery but on our becoming more compassionate and Christ-like in our response to them. If prayer doesn’t lead us to action or transformation, it will inevitably lead to disappointment. Father Pat points out that most of our prayers, at their core, are attempts to align God with our desires, rather than to align ourselves with God's will—and this is where we often go astray.
From here, Father Pat transitions to the broader theme of Christian responsibility toward one another. He contrasts three scriptural models: the Old Testament prophet who must correct others or be held accountable for their sins; Paul’s message in Romans that love fulfills the law; and Jesus’ teaching in Matthew on privately confronting a brother who has sinned. The first model, he notes, is often used by self-righteous Christians as a license to judge and correct others. It appeals to the busybody in all of us who believes we must tell others what they’re doing wrong. But Paul’s message subverts this by declaring that love, not judgment, is what we owe one another.
The real Christian challenge, Father Pat asserts, lies not in correcting strangers or legislating morality from afar, but in loving the people in our immediate lives enough to have hard conversations when necessary. He critiques a tendency in modern Christianity to avoid confrontation with those close to us—friends, family, coworkers—while investing disproportionate energy in condemning people we don’t know. This is “Christianity from the cheap seats,” he says. True discipleship requires us to risk our relationships for the sake of love, not to preserve our comfort or avoid conflict.
Jesus’ instruction to confront someone personally before involving others is, according to Father Pat, a death sentence for gossip. It demands integrity and courage. Yet in our culture, especially with the rise of social media, we’ve become accustomed to airing grievances publicly or anonymously rather than addressing them directly. He laments how social media fosters a culture of outrage and mean-spiritedness, where people say things online they would never say in person. This has led to a society saturated in negativity, where we are constantly being “indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture.”
Father Pat doesn’t spare either side of the political aisle. He observes that both conservatives and liberals are quick to decry hatred while falling into it themselves. When we respond to hate with hate, even in the name of justice, we perpetuate the very cycle we oppose. He challenges his listeners to recognize that reposting or retweeting opinions, no matter how passionate, does little to effect real change. Instead, he lifts up the example of someone who commits to daily action—writing letters, making phone calls, knocking on doors. This, he says, is what Gospel-inspired action looks like.
He then presents a powerful metaphor: the Gospel as a language. Like any language, it must be practiced, lived, and spoken fluently—not just understood intellectually. Citing his own experience with Italian, he notes that fluency fades when you stop using it. Similarly, if we stop living the Gospel actively, it becomes a foreign tongue. Fluency in the Gospel means that our gut reactions to injustice, suffering, and need are shaped by Christ’s love. It means we don’t just know the Gospel—we think in it, dream in it, and respond from it instinctively.
Father Pat illustrates this fluency in the immediate, generous responses of people helping others during disasters like the flooding in Houston. While he praises such action, he also challenges the limitations of our empathy—why are we less moved by tragedies in places like India? True Gospel fluency, he insists, leads us to care as deeply for the suffering of strangers across the globe as we do for our neighbors. When we reach that point, the Gospel has become our native tongue.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls us to abandon shallow, performative Christianity and embrace a deep, lived discipleship that begins with loving those closest to us and extends to the entire world. He urges us to stop using religion to judge, to stop using prayer to control, and to stop using social media as a substitute for commitment. Instead, we must embody a faith that speaks the Gospel fluently in every action, every conversation, and every choice. Only then can we hope to build not just a Christian identity, but a true Christian community—and perhaps even a Christian nation....
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life? For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay all according to their conduct. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. There is an African word that we're going to learn today. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal. It's a good spiritual word to keep in your sort of your bag of skills. And that is, it was brought to light through Archbishop Tutu. And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world. And today's gospel shows a lot of it. You have to understand it. We'll get back to the word in a minute. Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that. You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back, saying, he's showing them what's going to happen, not that he knew that exactly. We can all look back religiously, culturally, politically, and say, oh, you know, you can start to see the roots of where this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier. It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated the exact view. If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go, I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again, if he knew all that ahead of time, then to be on the cross and yell out, my God, why have you abandoned me? The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming. What are you talking about? It's not what it is. So, but what is he starting to show them? He's starting to show them that he's going to tell the truth about who he is. He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which they would have all seen coming a mile away. The prophets end up martyred. And the prophets do the same thing in every age. They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures. They do it at the time of Jesus. They do it nowadays. They do it in religion. They do it in politics. They do it everywhere. And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power. And they usually end up not in a good place. When you speak the truth to those in power, because the truth is usually, you aren't any more important than the poor person on the street. And power does not much like to hear that. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch. So he is very clearly letting them see who he is. And this is one of the few places in all of scripture that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper. He's pretty harsh with Peter. Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said, you are speaking like God and not like people. This week, you are speaking like people and not like God. Peter has good weeks and bad weeks. But why this reaction? He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan. He goes, why? Because I really believe that Jesus, while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin, that doesn't mean without temptation. And you want to see someone react a little harshly, try to seduce them into something that there's a little part of them that could go there pretty easily. You know, this is the person who's really, really, really, really trying to stay on their diet. And you keep saying, eat a little more. Eat a little more. You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some. And finally, they're like, no. Now, they aren't really that mad over cake. It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in, but they know better. Certainly, people who deal with addiction, someone who deals with alcoholism and is dealing with it well, knows that in the first several months of their sobriety, they can't be around those people that want them to drink with them. Because that pull is there. So of course, there's a Jesus who says, if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by. But Peter and the disciples who keep trying to talk him out of it, it'd be so easy to give in. And his reaction is really harsh. This is what we all have to understand. This is where this word ubuntu comes in, in the Xhosa language. And anyone who speaks a Clic language will tell you I did that very poorly. But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu brought into the forefront in Western society. And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta, which is people are people through persons, it doesn't translate well. What it means is that your humanity, being fully human, is not about what's going on inside. Being fully human is about belonging to the community. Being a person comes through persons. And the whole philosophy says, if you can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am. That there is a reciprocity to humanity that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine. And that it's not just a political statement when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished, we're all diminished. It really means if we live in a society where some of us are diminished, we are not fully human yet. Our humanity is not there. And so we all have to put out the messages, put out the vibrations of our own life that bring out that best in one another. We have to create that society where people can truly bring, with integrity, who they are into the society. Jesus could get out of the cross. All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly. You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right. Not the Son of God. That would be blasphemy. You're not going to run around forgiving sins. Only God can do that. That would be blasphemy. He could give in to that and stop being who he is and avoid the whole thing. And that's why he counters it with, what good would that be if you lose yourself, if you lose who you are in the process? What good is all the world? See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking, if you're successful, if you're strong, all of those things in that culture, those are lesser qualities. The great quality is to be connected to each other through compassion. And a person who doesn't have that is diminished, no matter how good life looks from the outside. If we don't have that, we're diminished. And so Peter and probably the other disciples are starting to put out a different vibration. They're saying, don't do it, don't do it. It's going to be hard. That's not a good thing. And Jesus has to fight that. I think we look at our society and we look at the last couple of years of politics and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook, get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they said about whoever we're mad at. And that starts to become what we're putting out there. And I don't think we understand the danger of that kind of resonance. I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance because there's two experiments I always do with sometime during the year every year with the school kids. The first one is a resonance experiment that you've all done. You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance. You learned it in the bathtub as a child. Everything has its own natural speed of resonance, including water. And a lot of people don't realize this, but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake and one is going at 100 miles an hour and another is going 30 miles an hour, the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed. Water only moves at one speed. It has its own resonance. And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude, but they'll be going at the same speed. You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down. You can just affect the intensity of it. The same happens in the bathtub. You probably learned at a fairly young age that if you moved at just the right speed, you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time. Ah, the memories. I can still remember. I think that's the speed right there. I think I still remember it. I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it. And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back against you. If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave. If you got right to the right speed, you would resonate the water, and that slow motion would become incredibly powerful. This happens with music. You know, violin strings, piano strings, they're all tightened to a different resonance. I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal. And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, you can vibrate a string. More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated. It wasn't the right resonance for them. But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed, picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed. In the movies and things, that's how a soprano would break glass. There's a pitch just under high C that is the natural resonance of crystal. And so they would, just like that piano string, they'd get that moving until it cracked. We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff and negative stuff. And we tend to gather people to ourselves. Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article just before that she read on bees. Honeybees and regular bees. And the difference is not only, I went red quick, not only in how they pollinate, but how they know what hive they belong to has to do with the resonance they put out. And I think that is so true of us. The resonance we put out tells us immediately the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world. And that we need to be people who resonate hope. We need to be the people who refuse to resonate what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world. We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome. Teresa spoke at the beginning about singing in another language. The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village. And I did it because about 15 years ago, there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms, we're gonna have to go back to chant because it's the only way you can get all the right words into the psalm. You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody, they would just change the text of the psalm radically. And the only way to get that fixed would be to go back to the old way and get into that very narrow chant. Or, and that's the Roman method. There's Roman Catholicism. The Roman method is to go back into chant. The Catholic method is to go universal. And so I thought, well let's just look at some different cultures. And with that, that's a pentatonic free form. Very common Asian form of music. In gospel communities, you have forms of scat which are very easy to fit any kind of number of syllables you can. So I went through all these different cultures and set psalms in the music of the different cultures. And they come out melodic, and you don't have to change a single word. It can be done. If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone. If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope who say, you know, we can be part of the solution. We don't have to be part of sitting around going, here's what's wrong. Here's what's wrong with the church. Here's what's wrong with the country. Here's what's wrong with my family. Here's what's wrong with my friends. Here's what's wrong. And that's all we resonate. You know, that's really why gossip is a sin because we just sit around and resonate negativity. You know, if you really do sit around and gossip behind people's back and say, you know, they're amazing. That would not be a sin. And isn't it interesting? No one would even call it gossip, even though it's the same thing. When we talk about someone behind their back, we call it gossip. What that meant is, no, no, we trashed someone behind their back. But when it's positive, we don't consider it in that same vein. What are we resonating to the world? Are we like Peter? Are we giving into fear? You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear. When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear. We either resonate fear or we resonate hope. We are a people of great resilience. We all have wounds. And it's very easy to say, those wounds make us who we are. No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds makes us who we are. And we can resonate that in our stories and what we choose to share with one another, in how forthright we are about who we are with one another, bringing ourselves into the light, that resonates hope. Jesus did it story after story after story. And it's still with us today. Each of us could resonate hope and tell the community around us resonates hope. And then the country around us resonates hope. And then we resonate hope to the world. That resonance that we have, it's more power than we can imagine. It does things we'd never heard of. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus began to show his disciples
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that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly
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from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
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and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him.
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God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you.
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He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan.
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You are an obstacle to me.
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You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself,
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take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it,
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but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world
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and forfeit his life?
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life?
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For the Son of Man will come with his angels
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in his Father's glory, and then he
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will repay all according to their conduct.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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There is an African word that we're going to learn today.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal.
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It's a good spiritual word to keep
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in your sort of your bag of skills.
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And that is, it was brought to light
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through Archbishop Tutu.
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And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world.
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And today's gospel shows a lot of it.
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You have to understand it.
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We'll get back to the word in a minute.
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Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem
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and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests
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and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day
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be raised.
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Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that.
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You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back,
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saying, he's showing them what's going to happen,
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not that he knew that exactly.
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We can all look back religiously, culturally,
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politically, and say, oh, you know,
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you can start to see the roots of where
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this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier.
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It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated
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the exact view.
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If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go,
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I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days
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after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again,
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if he knew all that ahead of time,
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then to be on the cross and yell out, my God,
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why have you abandoned me?
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The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming.
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What are you talking about?
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It's not what it is.
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So, but what is he starting to show them?
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He's starting to show them that he's
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going to tell the truth about who he is.
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He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which
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they would have all seen coming a mile away.
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The prophets end up martyred.
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And the prophets do the same thing in every age.
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They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures.
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They do it at the time of Jesus.
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They do it nowadays.
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They do it in religion.
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They do it in politics.
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They do it everywhere.
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And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power.
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And they usually end up not in a good place.
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When you speak the truth to those in power,
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because the truth is usually, you
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aren't any more important than the poor person on the street.
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And power does not much like to hear that.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch.
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So he is very clearly letting them see who he is.
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And this is one of the few places in all of scripture
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that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper.
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He's pretty harsh with Peter.
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Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said,
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you are speaking like God and not like people.
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This week, you are speaking like people and not like God.
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Peter has good weeks and bad weeks.
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But why this reaction?
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He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan.
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He goes, why?
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Because I really believe that Jesus,
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while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin,
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that doesn't mean without temptation.
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And you want to see someone react a little harshly,
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try to seduce them into something
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that there's a little part of them that
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could go there pretty easily.
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You know, this is the person who's really, really, really,
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really trying to stay on their diet.
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And you keep saying, eat a little more.
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Eat a little more.
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You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some.
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And finally, they're like, no.
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Now, they aren't really that mad over cake.
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It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in,
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but they know better.
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Certainly, people who deal with addiction,
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someone who deals with alcoholism
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and is dealing with it well, knows
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that in the first several months of their sobriety,
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they can't be around those people that
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want them to drink with them.
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Because that pull is there.
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So of course, there's a Jesus who says,
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if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by.
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But Peter and the disciples who keep
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trying to talk him out of it, it'd
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be so easy to give in.
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And his reaction is really harsh.
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This is what we all have to understand.
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This is where this word ubuntu comes in,
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in the Xhosa language.
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And anyone who speaks a Clic language
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will tell you I did that very poorly.
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But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's
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a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu
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brought into the forefront in Western society.
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And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta,
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which is people are people through persons,
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it doesn't translate well.
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What it means is that your humanity, being fully human,
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is not about what's going on inside.
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Being fully human is about belonging to the community.
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Being a person comes through persons.
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And the whole philosophy says, if you
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can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am.
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That there is a reciprocity to humanity
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that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine.
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And that it's not just a political statement
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when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished,
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we're all diminished.
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It really means if we live in a society where some of us
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are diminished, we are not fully human yet.
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Our humanity is not there.
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And so we all have to put out the messages,
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put out the vibrations of our own life
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that bring out that best in one another.
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We have to create that society where people can truly
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bring, with integrity, who they are into the society.
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Jesus could get out of the cross.
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All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly.
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You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say,
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oh, you're right.
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Not the Son of God.
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That would be blasphemy.
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You're not going to run around forgiving sins.
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Only God can do that.
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That would be blasphemy.
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He could give in to that and stop being who he is
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and avoid the whole thing.
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And that's why he counters it with,
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what good would that be if you lose yourself,
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if you lose who you are in the process?
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What good is all the world?
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See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says
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is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking,
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if you're successful, if you're strong,
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all of those things in that culture,
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those are lesser qualities.
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The great quality is to be connected to each other
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through compassion.
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And a person who doesn't have that is diminished,
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no matter how good life looks from the outside.
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If we don't have that, we're diminished.
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And so Peter and probably the other disciples
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are starting to put out a different vibration.
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They're saying, don't do it, don't do it.
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It's going to be hard.
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That's not a good thing.
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And Jesus has to fight that.
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I think we look at our society and we
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look at the last couple of years of politics
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and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook,
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get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations
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of society, even to the point where
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we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they
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said about whoever we're mad at.
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And that starts to become what we're putting out there.
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And I don't think we understand the danger
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of that kind of resonance.
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I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance
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because there's two experiments I always
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do with sometime during the year every year with the school
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kids.
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The first one is a resonance experiment
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that you've all done.
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You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance.
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You learned it in the bathtub as a child.
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Everything has its own natural speed of resonance,
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including water.
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And a lot of people don't realize this,
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but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake
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and one is going at 100 miles an hour
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and another is going 30 miles an hour,
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the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed.
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Water only moves at one speed.
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It has its own resonance.
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And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude,
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but they'll be going at the same speed.
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You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down.
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You can just affect the intensity of it.
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The same happens in the bathtub.
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You probably learned at a fairly young age
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that if you moved at just the right speed,
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you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time.
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Ah, the memories.
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I can still remember.
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I think that's the speed right there.
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I think I still remember it.
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I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it.
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And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back
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against you.
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If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave.
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If you got right to the right speed,
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you would resonate the water, and that slow motion
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would become incredibly powerful.
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This happens with music.
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You know, violin strings, piano strings,
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they're all tightened to a different resonance.
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I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal.
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And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here
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and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey,
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you can vibrate a string.
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More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated.
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It wasn't the right resonance for them.
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But the one string, because all that is
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is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed,
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picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed.
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In the movies and things, that's how
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a soprano would break glass.
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There's a pitch just under high C that is
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the natural resonance of crystal.
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And so they would, just like that piano string,
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they'd get that moving until it cracked.
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We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff
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and negative stuff.
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And we tend to gather people to ourselves.
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Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article
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just before that she read on bees.
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Honeybees and regular bees.
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And the difference is not only, I went red quick,
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not only in how they pollinate, but how
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they know what hive they belong to
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has to do with the resonance they put out.
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And I think that is so true of us.
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The resonance we put out tells us immediately
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the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world.
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And that we need to be people who resonate hope.
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We need to be the people who refuse to resonate
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what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world.
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We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome.
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Teresa spoke at the beginning about
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singing in another language.
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The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of
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a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village.
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And I did it because about 15 years ago,
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there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms,
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we're gonna have to go back to chant because
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it's the only way you can get
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all the right words into the psalm.
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You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody,
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they would just change the text of the psalm radically.
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And the only way to get that fixed
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would be to go back to the old way
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and get into that very narrow chant.
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Or, and that's the Roman method.
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There's Roman Catholicism.
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The Roman method is to go back into chant.
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The Catholic method is to go universal.
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And so I thought, well let's just look at
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some different cultures.
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And with that, that's a pentatonic free form.
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Very common Asian form of music.
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In gospel communities, you have forms of scat
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which are very easy to fit
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any kind of number of syllables you can.
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So I went through all these different cultures
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and set psalms in the music of the different cultures.
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And they come out melodic,
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and you don't have to change a single word.
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It can be done.
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If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone.
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If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope
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who say, you know, we can be part of the solution.
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We don't have to be part of sitting around going,
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here's what's wrong.
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Here's what's wrong with the church.
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Here's what's wrong with the country.
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Here's what's wrong with my family.
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Here's what's wrong with my friends.
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Here's what's wrong.
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And that's all we resonate.
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You know, that's really why gossip is a sin
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because we just sit around and resonate negativity.
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You know, if you really do sit around
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and gossip behind people's back and say,
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you know, they're amazing.
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That would not be a sin.
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And isn't it interesting?
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No one would even call it gossip,
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even though it's the same thing.
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When we talk about someone behind their back,
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we call it gossip.
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What that meant is,
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no, no, we trashed someone behind their back.
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But when it's positive,
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we don't consider it in that same vein.
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What are we resonating to the world?
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Are we like Peter?
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Are we giving into fear?
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You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear.
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When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear.
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We either resonate fear or we resonate hope.
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We are a people of great resilience.
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We all have wounds.
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And it's very easy to say,
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those wounds make us who we are.
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No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds
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makes us who we are.
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And we can resonate that in our stories
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and what we choose to share with one another,
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in how forthright we are
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about who we are with one another,
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bringing ourselves into the light,
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that resonates hope.
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Jesus did it story after story after story.
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And it's still with us today.
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Each of us could resonate hope
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and tell the community around us resonates hope.
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And then the country around us resonates hope.
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And then we resonate hope to the world.
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That resonance that we have,
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it's more power than we can imagine.
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It does things we'd never heard of.
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And it can help us to resonate to the world,
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the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authen Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authentic discipleship through vulnerability, truthfulness, and the shared humanity expressed in the African concept of “ubuntu.” He reflects on Jesus’ encounter with Peter as a pivotal moment where Jesus rejects the temptation to avoid suffering and instead embraces his prophetic mission, even unto death. Father Pat emphasizes that being fully human means recognizing our interconnectedness and responsibility to one another, not living in isolation or fear. He encourages us to resist the cultural pull toward negativity, division, and selfishness, and instead to "resonate" hope, compassion, and unity, thereby participating in the transformative work of God’s kingdom.
Father Pat begins by examining the Gospel passage from Matthew in which Jesus begins to reveal to his disciples that he must suffer, die, and rise again. Peter's immediate reaction—rebuking Jesus—comes from a place of fear and misunderstanding, prompting Jesus’ strong response: “Get behind me, Satan.” Father Pat unpacks this reaction not as a moment of divine anger in the human sense but as a moment of deep temptation for Jesus, who is fully human and experiences the pull to avoid pain, rejection, and death. Just as someone deeply committed to sobriety must avoid environments that might seduce them back into addiction, Jesus must reject any voice—even Peter’s—that tempts him away from his mission of truth and love.
This tension between comfort and truth, between self-preservation and self-giving, is at the heart of what it means to follow Jesus. Jesus calls disciples to deny themselves, take up their cross, and follow him—not because suffering is inherently good, but because authentic living often entails sacrifice, especially when speaking truth to power or living with integrity in a broken world. The prophets of old, and Jesus himself, embraced this path, knowing it would lead to rejection but also to transformation.
Father Pat introduces the African concept of “ubuntu,” popularized by Archbishop Desmond Tutu, to deepen our understanding of this Gospel call. Ubuntu, which roughly translates to “I am because we are,” expresses a vision of humanity that is communal, compassionate, and interdependent. In this worldview, our individual flourishing is bound up with the dignity and flourishing of others. If one person is diminished—by poverty, exclusion, or injustice—then we are all diminished. Thus, to be fully human is not just about internal moral development, but about living in right relationship with others and creating spaces where everyone can be fully themselves.
This philosophy stands in contrast to the values of individualism, self-promotion, and transactional relationships that often dominate our culture. Father Pat challenges us to consider what kind of “resonance” we are putting out into the world. Just as physical objects, like water or piano strings, have natural frequencies that can be amplified through resonance, so too do human beings emit spiritual and emotional energy—through our words, our actions, and even our silence. If we resonate cynicism, judgment, or fear, we will draw and amplify those forces in the communities around us. But if we resonate hope, compassion, and resilience, we become instruments of grace and transformation.
The analogy to resonance is powerful. Just as a soprano can shatter glass by singing a note at the glass’s natural frequency, our spiritual resonance can have invisible but real effects on the world around us. This is why gossip is spiritually dangerous—not because it’s mere talk, but because it amplifies negativity and undermines community. Conversely, speaking positively about others—even behind their backs—builds up the body of Christ and fosters the kind of mutual recognition ubuntu calls for.
Father Pat reflects on how this resonance can be expressed even in our worship. He shares how he composed the “Psalms for the Global Village” using musical forms from different cultures to reflect the universality of God’s people. This liturgical creativity is a form of spiritual resonance, inviting people from different backgrounds to see themselves in the sacred text and to find belonging in the shared act of prayer.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s homily is a call to spiritual maturity and moral courage. Like Jesus, we must resist the temptation to avoid suffering by compromising who we are. Like Peter, we must learn to move from fear to faith. Like the early prophets, we must be willing to speak truth to power, even at great personal cost. And like the ubuntu philosophy teaches, we must recognize that our salvation is bound up with the salvation of others. If we can do this, we will not only find our lives, as Jesus promises, but we will help resonate the kingdom of God into a world desperately in need of healing, hope, and connection....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 894.4000244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to the Lord. When the Pharisees, with some of the scribes who had come from Jerusalem... That's not right. I haven't prepared that at all. Peter approached Jesus and asked him, Lord, if my brother sins against me, how often must I forgive? As many as seven times? Jesus answered, I say to you not seven times, but 77 times. That is why the kingdom of heaven may be likened to a king who decided to settle accounts with his servants. When he began the accounting, a debtor was brought before him who owed him a huge amount. Since he had no way of paying it back, the master ordered him to be sold along with his wife, his children, and all of his property in payment of the debt. At that, the servant fell down, did him homage, and said, Be patient with me, and I will pay you back in full. Moved with compassion, the master of that servant let him go and forgave him the loan. When that servant had left, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a much smaller amount. He seized him, started to choke him, demanding, Pay back what you owe. Falling to his knees, his fellow servant begged, Please be patient with me, and I will pay you back. But he refused. Instead, he had the fellow servant put in prison until he paid back the debt. Now when his fellow servant saw what had happened, they were deeply disturbed and went to their master and reported the whole affair. His master summoned him and said to him, You wicked servant, I forgave your entire debt because you begged me to. Should you not have pity on your fellow servant as I have had pity on you? Then in anger, his master handed him over to the torturers until he should pay back the whole debt. So will my Heavenly Father do to you unless each of you forgives your brother from your heart. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today's gospel seems fairly straightforward. Most people read this gospel and just, you know, you can't believe the attitude of someone who's just been let off and goes right out and won't show the same charity to someone else. It's just such a straightforward, easy sort of gospel as long as we don't ever admit that it's about us. As long as it's about that person 2,000 years ago in a strange little situation, in a culture that is so foreign to us, we've just stopped listening to the reading. It's so, I mean, number one, to live in a society where there's clearly, you know, what's called a servant here is a slave. So, you know, you owed him some money, so he's going to sell you. That right there, you know, moral flags right and left. But secondly, you know, along with all of his property, that means his wife, his children, and all the rest of the property. Okay, this culture is so far different from us, you know, most of your families are not considered property, except at tax time. Now, little deductions here and there. And so we have this, we have kind of this strange foreign tale that at first blush doesn't seem to hit us at all. And it's not just about the forgiveness. It's about the way that these negative emotions and things multiply in the world. Because where you would think this story, this man's just been shown a great act of mercy, why doesn't it spur him to be that much more merciful? It seems to do the opposite. And most of us actually respond the same way in many, many situations. I can tell you right now that when someone said to him, they let you off the hook and then you did this, he would have said exactly what we've all said in a million situations, which, well, this was a whole different thing. This was a whole different thing. And probably what happened in that situation is you've been let off the hook, but you really, it got tense for a while, you were humiliated. Many of us, that idea of admitting we've done wrong enough to receive mercy is sort of humbling and humiliating and we don't like it. And he walks right out and he sees someone and he thinks, you know, if those people like this had paid me what they owed me, maybe I'd have been able to pay this off, but this would have never happened in the first place. People go there all the time. People go there all the time where, because it's the blame thing. Something bad happened to me, someone is to blame. And so where you would think if he could stay aware of the sense of mercy he'd received, it would make him more, because of where his heart is at, it makes him less merciful. Now, we could rewrite this for our own culture. It would get very uncomfortable if we put it right at home for a minute and said, you know, Peter says to Jesus, how often do I have to welcome the stranger? And Jesus says, well, you know, countless times. And he says, let me tell you a story. There was an Irishman in a potato famine whose family could no longer survive, so he migrates to another country where he just wants to survive. If I could just survive. And that country gives him welcome. And four generations, they're still surviving. Not as well as they'd like, but they're still surviving. They did survive, they got what they wanted, but they'd like to be a little higher up the totem pole. And as that weighs on them, they go out and find a fellow immigrant and throttle him and say, you don't belong here. Well, that's a little closer to home, isn't it? Our experience, well, it's a totally different thing. They welcomed my grandparents. They don't count now, they're dead. Yes, and they're looking down from heaven going, what happened? It's much more comfortable, or less comfortable, when we're part of the story. Where people who have experienced welcome in life will be that much more welcoming, or will they have that much more, well, I've been welcomed, and I don't want to lose anything that I've been welcomed into, so I don't want to welcome anyone else. So easy to get there. We tend not to be, there tends to be something stopping us, and the first reading tells us what it is, and it's the last thing we ever want to hear. This book of Sirach, I think most people who have had a brief introduction to scripture, but don't really, haven't really pulled it apart, I think if they heard a lot of this book of Sirach, they'd assume it was New Testament. He's so in line with the Gospels, a lot of what Jesus says can be traced back to Sirach, but he starts out with, wrath and anger are hateful things, and literally, that full of hate, hate-filled is sometimes a better translation, and we all know what that means. I mean, we definitely know what cream-filled and chocolate-filled mean. Hate-filled, something that's full of hate. Most of us think the opposite is true. I know this from years in the confessional, where people will do something that's hateful and say, I did it because I was angry, but the scripture says other way around. You were angry because you were already hateful. Anger doesn't make us hate. Hate makes us angry, and we pick and choose who we're gonna hate. I told this story last year, but a college friend of mine, who we were talking about racism, and he said, you don't understand, Pat, you've never been a victim. And I said, what do you mean? He goes, I was walking down in whatever, I can't remember what city he was in at the time, and he said, you know, these three young kids from college age, thin, tall, black kids came at me and they attacked me, and that I have reason. I said, so are you angry at all tall people? All college age? What is it you picked out of that experience? Because whatever you picked out of it is because someone had told you that already and it fit a paradigm you already had. That's why you didn't walk out of there afraid of all tall people. Because if someone tried to tell you it was height, you would go, that is the dumbest thing I've ever heard. That makes no sense at all. Someone says, what if it's about race? And you go, huh, you know, maybe. Because they've been preconditioned to fear certain things. And we fall heir to it all the time. And so our hate allows us anger. I was at a dinner two nights ago, and heard the story of these. They said, oh, they were on the plane and this woman gets on with two kids, two babies, and you know, which you're already thinking, oh, she's in for a time, you know. And she's sitting down and of course one of the babies is crying. I'm assuming about halfway through the flight that one stopped and the other started because that's, you know, siblings are good at tag teaming parents. And so the kid is just crying and crying and crying and the plane isn't even taking off. And a man in the back of the plane stands up and says, shut that kid up. Now, the kid didn't make him angry because if it were the kid, then everyone on the plane would have stood up and yelled the same thing. No, he was an angry man. He had that anger before he got on the plane and something came along that he could show that, that's why he was an angry man. The child didn't make him angry. The mother didn't make him angry. Hate makes us angry and it's easier to hate some people than others. And we can put any label we want on, but we're not gonna, if we can't welcome in everyone, where will it end if we welcome everyone? Heaven, that's where. Or not, if we so choose. That's where it will end because that's our faith. Our faith is, that's who we are. Jesus welcomes us. All of us have known countless goodness that we don't know that goes back generations. And we tend to go through life very aware of our achievements and not so aware of what's gotten us where we're at. That's why when people get to the end of a college career, they will often tell you if they've got high grades, it's because of their hard work. And you know, if they did well, it's because of their hard work. And if there's a debt left, that's someone else's fault. We all, you know, anything that went wrong, someone is to blame and we've got to figure out who's to blame. And everything that went right, we don't want to look back and say, yeah, you know, generations ago, my family was welcome and they've done well and they've stayed on top of it. And I grew up not worrying about a house and I was actually able to do homework and my parents bought clothes for me that I didn't like and I was forced to wear those gifts. And we don't admit, it never occurs to us the amount of gift that is. And instead we go out and say, they can't have that gift. It's the same story. It tells us that not only does hate do anger, hate creates anger, not the other way around, but then it says, and can anyone nourish anger and expect healing? You know, first step to all healing is get rid of the anger. Let go of it. And I know I've been there, especially at a family dynamic when you really got a good mad go and you hate to let it go. Because there's a righteousness in my anger, which is interesting because there's never a righteousness in my sibling's anger, but in mine, I can see the righteousness. I'm going to hold the light. All I'm going to do is undo myself. Father Tom Allender always said, you know, staying angry with other people is drinking poison to get back at them. Almost everyone here can pull up an event from the past that they're still angry about. And if you think about it enough, you can spin your whole evening away angry. And I can guarantee that person across the country that you're angry at is not having a bad evening. You're just destroying your own life. You cannot heal. You know, people will say, well, you know, the family needs closure when there's a tragedy in a family and we want that person put to death. We want that person, because the family needs healing. No one ever heals through anger. You know? Well, their revenge will be fed. That won't heal them. And if it does heal them, then we've got a really sad society, if that's what we're thinking is healing. Because we don't want healing. Sometimes we want vengeance. And that's today's readings. You have to choose. Do you want vengeance? Do you want healing? So I say to people, do you want to be right or do you want to be healed? The journey to heaven is a journey of healing. It's a journey where we learn to let go of anger. But first we have to admit our capability of hate and put it down and ask ourselves, why is it so easy to be angry at that person and when someone else does the same thing, I'm less angry? Yeah, because I've let the hate rest over here for a while. Not you guys specifically. Okay, one of you, but I won't say who. You know, I've let the hate rest somewhere for a while and then it's easier to pick on them. It's easier to get mad. I know that at least half of us in this room, we don't like to use the word, but there's at least half of us that can find a political figure we hate right now. And you could say, oh, I don't hate him. I just, you know, I don't hate him. I don't hate her. I just like to read bad things about him all the time and be angry. That's hate. That's it. You're there. You know, sure you didn't send a bomb through the mail and we thank you for that, but that's still hate. How do we get past the hatred? Because it's not hurting anyone but us and we're just consumed with it. And Jesus says today, through the prophets of old, he says, let go of the anger. Let go of the hatred. Then you can know healing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to the Lord.
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When the Pharisees, with some of the scribes who had come from Jerusalem...
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That's not right.
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I haven't prepared that at all.
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Peter approached Jesus and asked him,
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Lord, if my brother sins against me, how often must I forgive?
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As many as seven times?
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Jesus answered, I say to you not seven times, but 77 times.
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That is why the kingdom of heaven may be likened to a king
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who decided to settle accounts with his servants.
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When he began the accounting,
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a debtor was brought before him who owed him a huge amount.
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Since he had no way of paying it back,
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the master ordered him to be sold along with his wife, his children,
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and all of his property in payment of the debt.
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At that, the servant fell down, did him homage, and said,
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Be patient with me, and I will pay you back in full.
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Moved with compassion, the master of that servant
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let him go and forgave him the loan.
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When that servant had left, he found one of his fellow servants
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who owed him a much smaller amount.
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He seized him, started to choke him, demanding,
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Pay back what you owe.
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Falling to his knees, his fellow servant begged,
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Please be patient with me, and I will pay you back.
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But he refused.
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Instead, he had the fellow servant put in prison
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until he paid back the debt.
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Now when his fellow servant saw what had happened,
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they were deeply disturbed and went to their master
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and reported the whole affair.
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His master summoned him and said to him,
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You wicked servant, I forgave your entire debt
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because you begged me to.
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Should you not have pity on your fellow servant
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as I have had pity on you?
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Then in anger, his master handed him over to the torturers
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until he should pay back the whole debt.
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So will my Heavenly Father do to you
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unless each of you forgives your brother from your heart.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today's gospel seems fairly straightforward.
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Most people read this gospel and just, you know,
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you can't believe the attitude of someone
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who's just been let off and goes right out
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and won't show the same charity to someone else.
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It's just such a straightforward, easy sort of gospel
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as long as we don't ever admit that it's about us.
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As long as it's about that person 2,000 years ago
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in a strange little situation,
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in a culture that is so foreign to us,
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we've just stopped listening to the reading.
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It's so, I mean, number one, to live in a society
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where there's clearly, you know,
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what's called a servant here is a slave.
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So, you know, you owed him some money,
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so he's going to sell you.
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That right there, you know,
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moral flags right and left.
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But secondly, you know,
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along with all of his property,
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that means his wife, his children,
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and all the rest of the property.
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Okay, this culture is so far different from us,
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you know, most of your families
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are not considered property,
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except at tax time.
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Now, little deductions here and there.
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And so we have this,
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we have kind of this strange foreign tale
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that at first blush doesn't seem to hit us at all.
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And it's not just about the forgiveness.
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It's about the way
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that these negative emotions and things
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multiply in the world.
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Because where you would think this story,
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this man's just been shown a great act of mercy,
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why doesn't it spur him
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to be that much more merciful?
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It seems to do the opposite.
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And most of us actually respond the same way
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in many, many situations.
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I can tell you right now
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that when someone said to him,
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they let you off the hook and then you did this,
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he would have said exactly what we've all said
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in a million situations, which,
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well, this was a whole different thing.
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This was a whole different thing.
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And probably what happened in that situation is
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you've been let off the hook,
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but you really, it got tense for a while,
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you were humiliated.
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Many of us, that idea of admitting we've done wrong
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enough to receive mercy
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is sort of humbling and humiliating
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and we don't like it.
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And he walks right out and he sees someone and he thinks,
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you know, if those people like this
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had paid me what they owed me,
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maybe I'd have been able to pay this off,
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but this would have never happened in the first place.
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People go there all the time.
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People go there all the time where,
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because it's the blame thing.
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Something bad happened to me, someone is to blame.
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And so where you would think
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if he could stay aware of the sense of mercy he'd received,
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it would make him more,
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because of where his heart is at,
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it makes him less merciful.
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Now, we could rewrite this for our own culture.
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It would get very uncomfortable
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if we put it right at home for a minute and said,
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you know, Peter says to Jesus,
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how often do I have to welcome the stranger?
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And Jesus says, well, you know, countless times.
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And he says, let me tell you a story.
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There was an Irishman in a potato famine
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whose family could no longer survive,
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so he migrates to another country
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where he just wants to survive.
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If I could just survive.
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And that country gives him welcome.
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And four generations, they're still surviving.
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Not as well as they'd like, but they're still surviving.
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They did survive, they got what they wanted,
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but they'd like to be a little higher up the totem pole.
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And as that weighs on them,
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they go out and find a fellow immigrant
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and throttle him and say, you don't belong here.
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Well, that's a little closer to home, isn't it?
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Our experience, well, it's a totally different thing.
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They welcomed my grandparents.
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They don't count now, they're dead.
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Yes, and they're looking down from heaven going,
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what happened?
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It's much more comfortable, or less comfortable,
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when we're part of the story.
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Where people who have experienced welcome in life
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will be that much more welcoming,
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or will they have that much more,
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well, I've been welcomed,
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and I don't want to lose anything
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that I've been welcomed into,
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so I don't want to welcome anyone else.
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So easy to get there.
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We tend not to be,
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there tends to be something stopping us,
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and the first reading tells us what it is,
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and it's the last thing we ever want to hear.
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This book of Sirach,
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I think most people who have had
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a brief introduction to scripture,
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but don't really, haven't really pulled it apart,
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I think if they heard a lot of this book of Sirach,
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they'd assume it was New Testament.
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He's so in line with the Gospels,
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a lot of what Jesus says can be traced back to Sirach,
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but he starts out with,
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wrath and anger are hateful things,
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and literally, that full of hate,
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hate-filled is sometimes a better translation,
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and we all know what that means.
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I mean, we definitely know what cream-filled
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and chocolate-filled mean.
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Hate-filled, something that's full of hate.
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Most of us think the opposite is true.
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I know this from years in the confessional,
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where people will do something that's hateful
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and say, I did it because I was angry,
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but the scripture says other way around.
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You were angry because you were already hateful.
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Anger doesn't make us hate.
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Hate makes us angry,
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and we pick and choose who we're gonna hate.
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I told this story last year,
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but a college friend of mine,
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who we were talking about racism,
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and he said, you don't understand, Pat,
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you've never been a victim.
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And I said, what do you mean?
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He goes, I was walking down in whatever,
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I can't remember what city he was in at the time,
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and he said, you know, these three young kids
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from college age, thin, tall, black kids
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came at me and they attacked me,
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and that I have reason.
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I said, so are you angry at all tall people?
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All college age?
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What is it you picked out of that experience?
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Because whatever you picked out of it
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is because someone had told you that already
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and it fit a paradigm you already had.
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That's why you didn't walk out of there
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afraid of all tall people.
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Because if someone tried to tell you it was height,
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you would go, that is the dumbest thing I've ever heard.
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That makes no sense at all.
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Someone says, what if it's about race?
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And you go, huh, you know, maybe.
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Because they've been preconditioned
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to fear certain things.
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And we fall heir to it all the time.
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And so our hate allows us anger.
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I was at a dinner two nights ago,
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and heard the story of these.
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They said, oh, they were on the plane
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and this woman gets on with two kids,
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two babies, and you know,
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which you're already thinking,
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oh, she's in for a time, you know.
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And she's sitting down and of course
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one of the babies is crying.
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I'm assuming about halfway through the flight
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that one stopped and the other started
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because that's, you know, siblings are good
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at tag teaming parents.
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And so the kid is just crying and crying and crying
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and the plane isn't even taking off.
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And a man in the back of the plane
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stands up and says, shut that kid up.
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Now, the kid didn't make him angry
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because if it were the kid,
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then everyone on the plane would have stood up
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and yelled the same thing.
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No, he was an angry man.
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He had that anger before he got on the plane
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and something came along that he could show that,
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that's why he was an angry man.
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The child didn't make him angry.
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The mother didn't make him angry.
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Hate makes us angry
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and it's easier to hate some people than others.
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And we can put any label we want on,
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but we're not gonna,
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if we can't welcome in everyone,
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where will it end if we welcome everyone?
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Heaven, that's where.
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Or not, if we so choose.
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That's where it will end
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because that's our faith.
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Our faith is, that's who we are.
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Jesus welcomes us.
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All of us have known countless goodness
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that we don't know that goes back generations.
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And we tend to go through life
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very aware of our achievements
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and not so aware of what's gotten us where we're at.
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That's why when people get to the end of a college career,
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they will often tell you if they've got high grades,
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it's because of their hard work.
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And you know, if they did well,
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it's because of their hard work.
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And if there's a debt left,
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that's someone else's fault.
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We all, you know,
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anything that went wrong,
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someone is to blame
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and we've got to figure out who's to blame.
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And everything that went right,
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we don't want to look back and say,
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yeah, you know,
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generations ago,
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my family was welcome and they've done well
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and they've stayed on top of it.
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And I grew up not worrying about a house
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and I was actually able to do homework
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and my parents bought clothes for me
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that I didn't like
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and I was forced to wear those gifts.
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And we don't admit,
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it never occurs to us
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the amount of gift that is.
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And instead we go out and say,
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they can't have that gift.
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It's the same story.
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It tells us that not only does hate do anger,
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hate creates anger,
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not the other way around,
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but then it says,
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and can anyone nourish anger
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and expect healing?
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You know,
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first step to all healing
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is get rid of the anger.
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Let go of it.
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And I know I've been there,
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especially at a family dynamic
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when you really got a good mad go
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and you hate to let it go.
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Because there's a righteousness in my anger,
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which is interesting
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because there's never a righteousness
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in my sibling's anger,
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but in mine,
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I can see the righteousness.
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I'm going to hold the light.
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All I'm going to do is undo myself.
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Father Tom Allender always said,
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you know,
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staying angry with other people
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is drinking poison to get back at them.
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Almost everyone here
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can pull up an event from the past
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that they're still angry about.
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And if you think about it enough,
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you can spin your whole evening away angry.
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And I can guarantee
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that person across the country
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that you're angry at
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is not having a bad evening.
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You're just destroying your own life.
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You cannot heal.
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You know, people will say,
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well, you know,
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the family needs closure
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when there's a tragedy in a family
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and we want that person put to death.
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We want that person,
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because the family needs healing.
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No one ever heals through anger.
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You know?
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Well, their revenge will be fed.
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That won't heal them.
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And if it does heal them,
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then we've got a really sad society,
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if that's what we're thinking is healing.
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Because we don't want healing.
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Sometimes we want vengeance.
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And that's today's readings.
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You have to choose.
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Do you want vengeance?
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Do you want healing?
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So I say to people,
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do you want to be right
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or do you want to be healed?
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The journey to heaven
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is a journey of healing.
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It's a journey where we learn
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to let go of anger.
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But first we have to admit
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our capability of hate
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and put it down
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and ask ourselves,
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why is it so easy
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to be angry at that person
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and when someone else
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does the same thing,
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I'm less angry?
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Yeah, because I've let the hate
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rest over here for a while.
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Not you guys specifically.
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Okay, one of you,
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but I won't say who.
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You know,
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I've let the hate rest
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somewhere for a while
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and then it's easier
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to pick on them.
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It's easier to get mad.
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I know that at least half of us
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in this room,
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we don't like to use the word,
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but there's at least half of us
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that can find a political figure
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we hate right now.
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And you could say,
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oh, I don't hate him.
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I just, you know,
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I don't hate him.
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I don't hate her.
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I just like to read bad things
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about him all the time
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and be angry.
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That's hate.
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That's it.
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You're there.
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You know,
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sure you didn't send a bomb
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through the mail
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and we thank you for that,
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but that's still hate.
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How do we get past the hatred?
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Because it's not hurting anyone
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but us
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and we're just consumed with it.
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And Jesus says today,
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through the prophets of old,
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he says,
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let go of the anger.
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Let go of the hatred.
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Then you can know healing.
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Then we can move
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towards the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to self-aw Father Pat’s message is a profound call to self-awareness, personal responsibility, and the kind of mercy that transforms not just individuals, but society as a whole. He reminds us that forgiveness is not a lofty ideal meant for an ancient culture or far-off scenario, but a radical, necessary practice for today—one that disrupts cycles of hatred, blame, and vengeance. Father Pat challenges us to recognize ourselves in the Gospel parable, to confront the bitterness we harbor, and to realize that healing only comes when we admit our own capacity for hate and choose to let it go. The Gospel, he says, is not primarily about the wrongs done to us, but about the mercy we’ve received and what we do with it. In a world quick to blame and slow to forgive, Father Pat gently but firmly insists: if we are not willing to extend the mercy we've received, we are sabotaging our own journey toward healing and the kingdom of God.
Father Pat begins by examining the Gospel parable in which a forgiven servant refuses to forgive a minor debt owed to him, highlighting the stark contrast between the mercy he received and the mercy he denies. While the story appears straightforward, Father Pat warns that its moral clarity becomes uncomfortable when we realize it reflects our own behavior. He cautions against distancing ourselves from the parable by viewing it as a relic of an ancient, foreign culture. Instead, he invites us to see how the same dynamics play out in modern life—especially in how we treat others based on our own unresolved pain, resentment, and fear.
He draws a parallel between the servant’s behavior and real-life scenarios, particularly immigration, where people who once benefited from generosity and welcome now deny the same to others. He cleverly reframes the parable in a contemporary setting: descendants of immigrants who were once welcomed now turn their backs on new immigrants, rationalizing their rejection with the same mindset as the unforgiving servant—“This is a different situation.” Father Pat emphasizes that such justifications arise not from reason, but from fear and scarcity, from a desire to protect what we’ve received rather than share it.
The deeper insight, however, comes when Father Pat shifts the focus from forgiveness to the root of our unforgiveness: hate and anger. Drawing from the Book of Sirach, he explains that “wrath and anger are hateful things,” and provocatively suggests that anger is not the cause of hatred but its result. People often say they acted out of anger, but Father Pat argues that the anger was already present, seeded by hate—often unacknowledged and socially conditioned. He illustrates this with a story about a friend who was attacked and subsequently harbored racial resentment, not because of logic, but because of preconditioned bias. The takeaway: we choose whom to hate, often based on social cues, and then justify our anger.
Father Pat also addresses how hate and unforgiveness masquerade as righteousness. We believe our anger is justified and morally superior, especially in close relationships like family. But he warns that holding onto anger—no matter how justified it may feel—is self-destructive. Using the metaphor “drinking poison to get back at someone,” he emphasizes that harboring resentment only corrodes our own soul. Healing, he says, is impossible without releasing anger.
He critiques our tendency to glorify our achievements while ignoring the foundational gifts and mercies that made them possible—family support, historical privilege, social acceptance. When we forget the grace we've received, we become less inclined to extend it to others. This spiritual amnesia leads us to judge others harshly, to become gatekeepers of mercy instead of its stewards.
Finally, Father Pat closes with a sobering challenge: we must choose between being right and being healed. Vengeance may temporarily satisfy our sense of justice, but it cannot bring restoration. Only forgiveness, born from humility and an honest reckoning with our own brokenness, can lead to healing. The journey to heaven, he reminds us, is a journey of letting go—of anger, of hate, of the illusion that we are the arbiters of who is worthy of mercy. If we want to be part of God’s kingdom, it begins not with blame, but with mercy, not with superiority, but with solidarity....
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You have the words of eternal life, the gospel of the Lord. So this is our sixth week of this chapter of John and I am ready to return to my former way of life. John just wraps the same thought around a dozen different ways and he kind of keeps starting the conversation over again like they haven't already been through it. It's very Greek. But I think in light of the other two readings we can get to some interesting places that aren't simply a rehash of what we've been talking about. And starting with this, the most, for me, the far most interesting reading religiously, culturally we'll get to the second one which you're all interested in. And they cleaned it up today. But the first one is theologically much more interesting. It's this Joshua says, so you know, which God do you want to serve? Now, first understand he is coming from an era when he was probably not a monotheist. He probably thought there were more than one, there was more than one God. So when he says which God are you going to worship? Now that's not a question that a real monotheist would ask. There's only one God. But he's saying which God? And then he, I mean, he goes out of there and beyond that to say, you know, do you want the gods that did this or the gods of the Amorites? Which gods? Now today we're really not very far beyond that. We don't really, when someone writes, I think someone wrote a book in the last eight years called God is One, you know, and it was this sort of we all worship the same God, which we don't. I do believe that there is a fundamental reality God that is not changed by our belief. That, you know, we all try to get to the reality and the truth but when we say there's only one God, what we're really saying is there's only one God that's beyond yours and my belief and that we will never get our heads around. But when you and I talk about God, and it's the most frightening words I ever hear and it's inevitably on a plane or something when you can't escape that someone says, so do you believe in God? And what they mean is, do you believe what I believe about God? Because if you were to say, oh yes he's the head of cabbage in California they say, you don't believe in God! You don't believe what I believe about God. Very, very different and I would wager that you won't find, you certainly won't find theologians nowadays, but you won't find most of us that believe in the God that Joshua is talking about. Joshua is talking about a God that likes his people better than other people. That was the belief. It was a very partisan God. God will defend Joshua and his people when they go to battle against those people. I would posit nowadays that any reputable theologian knows that God will fight for you until you're fighting against another person and then God doesn't like you any better than them. I know that is harsh to hear at the beginning of football season. God does not like any team better than any others. I know what you're all thinking and I'm not going to say it. No, no team. You know, there's that idea that what it means to believe in a God that Jesus starts to unveil the God who is here to save all people. The God who loves all creation. The God who is infinite love, whose mercy is beyond our comprehension. That's the God that really Joshua's not going to get too terribly near. So when we hear this what God do you serve? Actually most of us nowadays would have to disagree with Joshua because he has a very different image of God than we are left with nowadays. He talks very clearly about the ideas of God that I think we would still hold to, though if you read the whole book of Joshua, he shuts a lot of these down later on. This is the God who brings you out of slavery and into freedom. This is the God. But unfortunately as you get down, you realize this is the God who brings Joshua and his people out of freedom. Not necessarily others. You've got St. Paul still writing about slavery, you know, centuries later. And he's only talking about how well you should treat slaves, which is similar to what he talks about today. I knew, I knew I'm going to bust the chops, I don't even know who it was, but I'm going to bust the chops a little of whoever prepared the lectures this week. Because I knew without asking every once in a while I say, hey, when you have a discussion on those second readings, if they're real long, do the short reading. No, no, no, they love the long readings. Every week we get the longest reading they can find. But I knew this week they would not do the long reading. Because the long reading starts out with wives should be subordinate to their husbands. As to the Lord himself. And I knew they would go, oh, let's do the short version. Huge mistake. The reason that's a huge mistake is because the reason we do it is the second reading says all the same stuff a little more palatably. I'd rather have it unpalatable. I'd rather it didn't slip in, you know, with the spoonful of sugar sort of thing. You know, because when you really read this, husbands, you should love your wives so that you can present them unblemished to God, because your love will make them holy. This is sort of the difference between the first one says, you know, women should have no freedom. And the second one is, and this happened to me within the last, well, since I've been here at MPB, the last 14, 15 years, that in this day and age, a woman said to me, my husband gives me all the freedom I want. And I went, gives you? Gives you the freedom? You got no freedom at all. If he's giving you your freedom, it sounds a little more palatable, but it, you know, Paul could not have imagined a world, he really couldn't imagine what gender equality looked like, so he's trying to make a silk purse out of a sow's ear here. He's trying to do what he can to say, oh, you know, this authority that men have over women should never be abused. Rather than, maybe he couldn't conceive of gender equality. And no one wants to be honest about it, but we haven't conceived it yet. We really haven't. We're still trying to, and the same could be said with many kinds of prejudice. We're, real equality and real justice scares us, so instead we want to be, we want to feel decent about our interpersonal relationships, so we don't want to treat anyone badly through inequality, but we're not really willing to go to equality, and there's a difference. You know, the difference between, well, we should be charitable to certain groups, rather than, they should have just as much power as we do. Shouldn't depend on one group's charity towards another. That we really would strive for that, and so our vision of God, when someone says, who's the God you serve? Is it the God of equality? Is it the God of justice? Is it the God that, well, I'm pretty comfortable being above the median in a lot of ways, and I'm not sure, justice might, you know, scare me a little too much. You can always see there are those who will pass laws that keep the divide bigger, and they'll do it in the name of order and hierarchy and that, and then those who will try to go for that God of justice. I think it's fascinating that I've never really met anyone arrogant enough to say that they know more than God. You know, I think we know next to God, we're kind of dumb. God is omniscient, all-knowing, but we're really comfortable with a vision of God whose heart is smaller than ours. Not as mine, but God's heart is smaller. That's why I'm really hoping that Aunt Sally gets into heaven, I'm just not sure God will let her in. I know that those are good people, but it says in Scripture they're going to hell. What can I do? God's heart is just not as big as mine. Interesting how easily we could say such a thing. And there are things in Scripture, we know that you have to have a filter. We know that thou shalt not commit murder, and thou shalt not eat shrimp, should not be on an even playing field. But there is no bold font on murder. There's no underlines. They didn't even understand italics yet. So we just get this list. And someone comes along and says, oh, let's be reasonable, of course murder is worse than shrimp. While we're at it, though, let's keep the slavery thing, that one's fine, but the women, let's not let them get out of hand, you know. And that all gets slipped in, and someone says, so who's the God you worship? How wide is your God? How large? How universally loving? How nonpartisan is your God? And, you know, it's so funny that if you're going to be partisan, trust me, you will not stop chopping the group up. You know, we've watched and we've said, oh, you know, America is not greater than every other country, and now it's America can't get along with itself. And now it's the Democrats and the Republicans can't get along within their own groups. Thanksgiving dinner, you know, you can't even talk to the family now. You want to go partisan, you will get it down to you against the world. Because we just, you know, it's not that I don't like other people, it's just that no one seems to get it as much as I do. I get it. And you all, what's going on? We all have a bit of that. A friend of mine and I were talking this week about Catholic church and this idea that the Pope is infallible, and he said, how could anyone believe in infallibility? And I said, everyone believes in infallibility. They just usually put it within themselves. Everyone's got someone or something that's infallible. You know? If a doctor tells you something and a grocer tells you something else, if it's medical, you probably go with the doctor. We've all got people we think are infallible in certain areas. And it sets us up for huge disappointment, but more importantly, it closes us off from the possibility that God is everywhere, that God is universal, that God loves everyone equally. And even though this is so horrifying, because so many of us have heard it for years, you know what? In God's eyes, I'm not special. Any more than anyone else. And, you know, I love language, so when someone says, well, you're special the same way that everyone else is special, I go, I don't think that word means what you think it means. You know? And that's okay. Because I think they're using special to mean valuable. And everyone's valuable. There was a funeral yesterday, and I described her, but I did it on purpose, I described her as having an uncommon amount of common sense. Because we know that, you know, common sense is not necessarily common. We mean something else by it. You know? And we use the word, though, to mean a certain thing. And I think when people say, well, you are special in the sight of God, well, you know, in my family, there were times I was special and it was not a good thing. I was especially irksome. I was especially in trouble. I had a favorite aunt, and I always have to bring her up on this weekend because that was her favorite reading in all of Scripture. She's screaming in heaven right now. Aunt Mary was a character. And I just used to love her. I think our priest did it on purpose. He always found the happiest reader in the world to do that reading. And she'd always get up and she'd say, Wives, be submissive to your husbands. And she was just so happy. And my aunt did everything but she used to smoke a cigar. I knew she was going to smoke one in church one of these days. You would just see her shake. But she had this way of leaning into a punch that I always appreciated. My mother would always say kind of what I call the bumper stickers of Christianity. My mother loved to throw something out that was going to sound deep. And Aunt Mary used to love to just go as far into it as she could until it looked ridiculous. But my mother would say one time, she said, When I die, I don't want anyone to cry. I want there to be a celebration of life. I really want people to feel good about it. And Aunt Mary said, I want them weeping inconsolably at my funeral. laughter And she went on in great detail to describe the grief and pain that we should hold. Well, my mother's lovely thought was now gone and she was furious. But, you know, she was that sort of you know, we all have these little ideas and every once in a while someone comes through and breaks through them. And says, you know, what if everyone's equal? What if, you know, my funeral will not be more special than yours? Someone asked me this week about the paw on a casket. You know, why don't we put this, well, why did we do a paw on the casket? The original idea of a paw on a casket was in the Middle Ages when some people had more wealth than anyone and their casket was gold with leafing and da-da-da and then a poor person came in in a pine box. The original intent of a paw is to drape your coffin to say, no one's special at this moment. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Many of Jesus' disciples who were listening said,
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This saying is hard. Who can accept it?
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Since Jesus knew
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that His disciples were murmuring about this,
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He said to them, Does this shock you?
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What if you were to see
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the Son of Man ascending to where He was
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before? It is
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the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh
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is of no avail.
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The words I have spoken to you are
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spirit and life, but there are some among you
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who do not believe. For this
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reason I have told you that no one can come to me
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unless it is granted him by the Father.
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As a result of this,
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many of His disciples returned to their former
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way of life and no longer
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accompanied Him. Jesus
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said to the twelve, Do you also want to
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leave? Simon Peter
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answered him, Master, to whom shall
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we go? You have the words of eternal
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life, the gospel
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of the Lord.
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So this is our sixth
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week of this chapter of John
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and I am ready to
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return to my former way of life.
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John just wraps
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the same thought around
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a dozen different ways
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and he kind of keeps starting the
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conversation over again like they haven't
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already been through it.
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It's very Greek.
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But I think
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in light of the other two readings we can get to
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some interesting places that aren't
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simply a rehash of what we've
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been talking about. And starting
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with this, the most, for me, the
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far most interesting reading
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religiously, culturally
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we'll get to the second one which you're all interested
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in. And they
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cleaned it up today.
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But the first one is theologically much
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more interesting. It's this
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Joshua says, so
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you know, which God do you want to serve?
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Now, first understand
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he is coming from an era when he was
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probably not a monotheist.
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He probably thought there were more
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than one, there was more than one God. So when he says
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which God are you going to
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worship? Now that's
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not a question that a real
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monotheist would ask.
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There's only one God.
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But he's saying which God?
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And then he, I mean, he goes out of
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there and beyond that to say, you
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know, do you want the gods that did this
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or the gods of the Amorites? Which
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gods? Now
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today we're really not very far
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beyond that. We don't
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really, when someone writes, I think someone wrote
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a book in the last eight years called
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God is One, you know, and it was this sort of
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we all worship the same God, which we don't.
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I do
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believe that there is a fundamental
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reality God
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that is not changed by our belief.
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That, you know,
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we all try to get to
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the reality and the truth
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but when we say there's only
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one God, what we're really saying is there's only
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one God that's beyond yours and my
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belief and that we will never get our
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heads around. But when you and I talk
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about God, and
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it's the most frightening words I ever hear
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and it's inevitably on a
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plane or something when you can't escape
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that someone says, so do you believe
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in God?
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And what they mean is, do you believe what I
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believe about God?
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Because if you were to say, oh yes
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he's the head of cabbage in California
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they say,
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you don't believe in God!
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You don't believe
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what I believe about God.
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Very, very different
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and I would wager that
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you won't find, you certainly won't find theologians
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nowadays, but you won't find
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most of us that believe in the God that Joshua
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is talking about.
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Joshua is talking about a God
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that likes his people better
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than other people.
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That was the belief. It was a very
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partisan God.
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God will defend
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Joshua and his people
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when they go to battle against those
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people. I would
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posit nowadays that any reputable
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theologian knows that God
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will fight for you until
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you're fighting against another person
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and then God doesn't like you any better than them.
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I know that is
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harsh to hear at the beginning
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of football season.
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God
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does not like any team better than any others.
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I know what you're all thinking and I'm not
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going to say it. No, no team.
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You know, there's that
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idea that what it means to
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believe in a God
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that Jesus starts to unveil
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the God who is here to
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save all people. The God
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who loves all creation.
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The God who is infinite
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love, whose mercy is beyond our
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comprehension. That's the
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God that really Joshua's
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not going to get too terribly near.
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So when we hear this
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what God do you serve?
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Actually most of us nowadays would have to
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disagree with Joshua because he
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has a very different image of God than we are
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left with nowadays.
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He talks
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very clearly about
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the ideas of God that I think
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we would still hold to, though if you read the
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whole book of Joshua, he shuts
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a lot of these down later on.
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This is the God
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who brings you out of slavery and
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into freedom.
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This is the God.
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But unfortunately
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as you get down, you realize
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this is the God who brings Joshua
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and his people out of freedom.
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Not necessarily others.
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You've got St. Paul still writing about
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slavery, you know,
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centuries later.
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And he's only talking about how well
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you should treat slaves, which is
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similar to what he talks about today.
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I knew,
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I knew I'm going to bust the chops, I don't
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even know who it was, but I'm going to bust the
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chops a little of whoever prepared the lectures
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this week. Because I
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knew without asking every once
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in a while I say, hey, when you have
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a discussion on those second readings, if they're real long,
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do the short reading.
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No, no, no, they love the long readings.
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Every week we get the
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longest reading they can find. But I
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knew this week they would not do the long reading.
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Because
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the long reading starts out with
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wives
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should be subordinate to their
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husbands.
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As to the Lord
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himself.
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And I knew they would go,
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oh, let's do
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the short version.
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Huge
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mistake. The reason
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that's a huge mistake is because the
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reason we do it is the
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second reading says
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all the same stuff a little more
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palatably. I'd rather
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have it unpalatable.
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I'd rather it didn't
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slip in, you know, with the spoonful of
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sugar sort of thing.
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You know, because when you really read this,
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husbands, you should love your wives
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so that you can present them unblemished
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to God, because your love will
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make them holy.
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This is sort of the difference
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between the first one says,
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you know, women should have no freedom.
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And the second one is, and this happened to me
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within the last, well, since I've been here at
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MPB, the last 14, 15 years,
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that in this day and age, a woman
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said to me, my husband gives me all the freedom I want.
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And I went, gives you?
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Gives you the
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freedom? You got no freedom at all.
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If he's giving you
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your freedom, it sounds
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a little more palatable, but it,
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you know, Paul could not have imagined
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a world,
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he really couldn't imagine what
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gender equality looked like, so he's trying to make
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a silk purse out of a sow's ear here.
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He's trying to do what he can
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to say, oh, you know,
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this authority that men have
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over women should never be abused.
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Rather than, maybe
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he couldn't conceive
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of gender equality.
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And no one wants to be honest
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about it, but we haven't conceived it yet.
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We really
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haven't. We're
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still trying to, and the same
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could be said with many kinds of prejudice.
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We're, real equality
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and real justice scares us, so
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instead we want to be, we want to feel
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decent about our interpersonal relationships,
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so we don't want to treat anyone
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badly through inequality, but we're
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not really willing to go to
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equality, and there's a difference.
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You know,
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the difference between, well, we should
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be charitable to certain groups, rather
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than, they should have just as much power
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as we do.
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Shouldn't depend on
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one group's charity towards another.
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That we really
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would strive for that, and so our vision of
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God, when someone says, who's the God you serve?
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Is it the God of equality? Is it the God
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of justice? Is it the God
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that, well, I'm pretty comfortable being
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above the median in a lot of ways, and I'm not
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sure, justice might, you know,
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scare me a little too much.
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You can always see there are
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those who will pass laws
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that keep the divide bigger,
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and they'll do it in the name of
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order and hierarchy and that, and then those
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who will try to go
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for that God of justice.
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I think it's fascinating that
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I've never really met anyone
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arrogant enough to say that
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they know more than God.
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You know, I think we know next
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to God, we're kind of dumb.
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God is
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omniscient, all-knowing,
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but we're really comfortable
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with a vision of God whose heart is
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smaller than ours.
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Not as mine, but God's
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heart is smaller.
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That's why I'm really hoping
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that Aunt Sally gets into heaven, I'm just not sure
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God will let her in.
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I know that those are good
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people, but it says in Scripture they're going
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to hell. What
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can I do? God's heart is just not as big as
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mine.
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Interesting how easily we could say
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such a thing. And
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there are things in Scripture, we know
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that you have to have a filter.
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We know that thou shalt not
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commit murder, and thou shalt
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not eat shrimp, should not be
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on an even playing field.
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But there is no bold
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font on murder.
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There's no underlines.
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They didn't even understand italics yet.
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So we just get this
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list.
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And someone comes along and says,
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oh, let's be reasonable,
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of course murder is worse
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than shrimp.
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While we're at it, though, let's keep the slavery thing,
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that one's fine, but the women,
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let's not let them get out of hand, you know.
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And that all gets slipped in, and someone
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says, so who's the God you
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worship? How wide is
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your God? How large?
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How universally loving?
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How nonpartisan
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is your God?
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And, you know, it's so funny that
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if you're going to
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be partisan, trust me, you will not
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stop chopping the group up.
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You know, we've watched and we've said,
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oh, you know, America
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is not greater than every other country, and
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now it's America can't get along with itself.
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And now
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it's the Democrats and the
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Republicans can't get along within their own groups.
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Thanksgiving dinner, you know, you can't even
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talk to the family now.
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You want to go partisan, you will get it
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down to you against the world.
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Because
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we just, you know,
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it's not that I don't like other people,
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it's just that no one seems
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to get it as much as I do.
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I get it.
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And you all, what's going on?
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We all have a bit of that.
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A friend of mine and I
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were talking this week about Catholic
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church and this idea that the
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Pope is infallible, and he said, how could anyone
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believe in infallibility? And I said, everyone
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believes in infallibility.
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They just usually put it within themselves.
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Everyone's
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got someone or something that's infallible.
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You know?
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If a doctor tells you something
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and a grocer tells you something else,
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if it's medical, you probably go
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with the doctor.
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We've all got people we think
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are infallible in certain areas.
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And it sets us up
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for huge disappointment,
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but more importantly,
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it closes us off from the
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possibility that God
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is everywhere, that God is universal,
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that God loves
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everyone equally.
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And even though this
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is so horrifying, because so many of us have heard it for years,
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you know what? In God's eyes,
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I'm not special.
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Any more than anyone else.
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And, you know, I love
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language, so when someone says, well, you're special
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the same way that everyone else is special,
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I go, I don't think that word
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means what you think it means.
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You know? And that's okay.
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Because I think they're using
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special to mean valuable.
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And everyone's valuable.
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There was a
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funeral yesterday, and I described
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her, but I did it on purpose, I described
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her as having an uncommon
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amount of common sense.
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Because we know that, you know, common sense
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is not necessarily common.
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We mean something else by it.
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You know? And
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we use the word, though, to mean a certain thing.
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And I think when people say, well,
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you are special in the sight of God,
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well, you know,
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in my family,
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there were times I was special
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and it was not a good thing.
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I was
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especially irksome.
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I was especially in trouble.
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I had a favorite aunt,
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and I always have to bring her up on this weekend
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because that was her favorite
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reading in all of Scripture.
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She's screaming in heaven right now.
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Aunt Mary
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was a character.
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And I just used to love her.
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I think our priest did it on purpose.
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He always found the happiest reader
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in the world to do that reading.
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And she'd always get up and she'd say,
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Wives, be submissive to your husbands.
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And she was just
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so happy. And my aunt did everything
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but she used to smoke a cigar.
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I knew she was going to smoke one in church one of these days.
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You would just see her shake.
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But she had this way of leaning
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into a punch that I always appreciated.
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My mother would always say
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kind of what I call the bumper stickers of Christianity.
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My mother loved to throw something out
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that was going to sound deep.
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And Aunt Mary used to love to just go
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as far into it as she could
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until it looked ridiculous.
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But my mother would say one time, she said,
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When I die, I don't want
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anyone to cry. I want there to be a celebration
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of life. I really want people
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to feel good about it.
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And Aunt Mary said, I want them
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weeping inconsolably at my funeral.
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laughter
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And she went on
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in great detail to describe
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the grief and pain that we should hold.
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Well, my mother's lovely thought was now gone
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and she was furious.
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But, you know, she was that sort of
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you know, we all have these little ideas
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and every once in a while someone comes through and breaks through them.
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And says, you know,
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what if everyone's equal?
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What if, you know,
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my funeral will not be more special
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than yours?
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Someone asked me this week
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about the paw on a casket.
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You know,
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why don't we put this, well, why did we do
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a paw on the casket? The original idea
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of a paw on a casket was in the Middle Ages
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when some people
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had more wealth
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than anyone
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and their casket was gold
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with leafing and da-da-da and then a poor person
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came in in a pine box.
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The original intent of a paw
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is to drape your
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coffin to say,
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no one's special at this moment.
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You can
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have the prettiest coffin in the world
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but for the funeral, there's going to be a simple
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white cloth over it because
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at this moment, we are
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connected. This is not
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a moment of, look how special.
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A God who loves everyone.
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A God
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who is hurt when anyone
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suffers. A God
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who can't bear to watch
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us pass one another
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with indifference when
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people are struggling.
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Who's the God
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we serve this day?
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Father Pat’s message centers on the tension betwee Father Pat’s message centers on the tension between ancient religious understandings and our evolving awareness of God’s true nature — one not of partisanship, hierarchy, or exclusion, but of infinite, inclusive love and justice. Using the readings from John, Joshua, and Ephesians, he challenges us to re-examine our image of God, confront the discomfort of radical equality, question cultural and theological assumptions, and embrace a vision of divine mercy that transcends human divisions, prejudices, and power structures. Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to choose to serve a God whose love is universal, whose justice is not based on favoritism, and whose truth calls us into deeper humility, equity, and compassion.
In the Gospel reading from John, Jesus delivers a difficult teaching that causes many of His disciples to walk away. Father Pat highlights the discomfort this passage evokes—not just for the disciples then, but for us now. Jesus’ message—"It is the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh is of no avail"—clashes with shallow understandings of faith and demands a deeper, spiritual commitment. When Jesus asks the Twelve if they too will leave, Peter responds, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” This moment encapsulates the challenge and the invitation of true discipleship: to remain faithful even when the message is hard, even when it disrupts our assumptions.
Father Pat contrasts this with the reading from Joshua, where the people are asked to choose which god they will serve. He explains that Joshua likely operated in a polytheistic context, making the question—“Which god will you serve?”—a sincere one. Joshua’s God is a tribal, partisan deity who favors his own people. Father Pat points out that many modern people still operate with tribal concepts of God, whether nationalistic, denominational, or personal. He challenges the congregation to ask themselves: do we serve a God who only loves “our side,” or a God who loves universally? He critiques the notion that we all worship the same God, emphasizing that while God is one and unchanging, human conceptions of God vary dramatically and often reflect our own limitations, prejudices, and agendas.
Theologically, Father Pat draws attention to how people often imagine God’s heart to be smaller than their own—less merciful, less just, less inclusive. This inversion is not only ironic but spiritually dangerous. When people say, “I know they’re good people, but Scripture says they’re going to hell,” the implication is that God is less compassionate than we are. He confronts the inconsistency of applying Scripture selectively—treating moral imperatives like murder and dietary laws with equal weight, yet dismissing the call for justice, equality, and the rejection of slavery as cultural relics. This, he says, is the danger of unexamined theology and rigid literalism.
Father Pat then delves into the controversial second reading from Ephesians, which the liturgy committee truncated to avoid the difficult verse: “Wives should be subordinate to their husbands.” He critiques the instinct to soften difficult Scripture rather than confront it. Paul, he explains, was attempting to humanize a deeply patriarchal society but lacked the conceptual framework for full gender equality. Paul’s exhortation that husbands should love their wives as Christ loves the Church is noble, but still grounded in a hierarchy. Father Pat asserts that real equality—gender, racial, economic—is still elusive, partly because it threatens our comfort and privilege. We prefer charity (where we retain the upper hand) to justice (which requires structural change and shared power). He draws a distinction between being “nice” to the marginalized and truly empowering them.
This leads to a deeper question: what kind of God do we serve? Is it a God who upholds our comfort, our tribe, our nation, our class? Or is it the God Jesus reveals—universal in love, unbounded in mercy, impartial in justice? Father Pat uses humor and personal anecdotes—like his Aunt Mary’s irreverent response to “Wives, be submissive” and the use of a funeral pall to cover lavish coffins—to underscore the absurdity of human attempts to enforce divine favoritism or hierarchy. The pall, he notes, symbolizes the equality of all before God in death—a truth we should embrace in life.
Finally, Father Pat touches on the illusion of infallibility. While Catholics may speak of papal infallibility, most people act as if their own worldview is infallible. We filter God through our own biases, then mistake that image for God. This limits our capacity to grow spiritually and to see God in others. He warns that partisanship inevitably divides us down to the individual level—“you against the world”—because it is rooted in ego, not love. True faith, by contrast, involves relinquishing our false certainties and submitting to the mystery of a God who transcends all boundaries.
In essence, Father Pat’s homily is a call to reject a narrow, partisan, anthropomorphic God and embrace the God of Jesus Christ—a God of expansive love, radical justice, and unifying grace. He challenges us to question our assumptions, confront our fears about equality, and deepen our understanding of divine mercy. The God we serve, he insists, is revealed not in exclusion or privilege, but in compassion, humility, and the willingness to walk with those the world deems unworthy....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 909.760009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus told his disciples this parable, the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out at dawn to hire laborers for his vineyard. After agreeing with them for the usual daily wage, he sent them into his vineyard. Going out about 9 o'clock, the landowner saw others standing idle in the marketplace, and he said to them, you too go into my vineyard, and I will give you what is just. So they went off. He went out again around noon and around 3 o'clock and did likewise. Finally, going out about 5 o'clock, the landowner found others standing around and said to them, why do you stand here idle all day? They answered, because no one has hired us. He said to them, you too go into my vineyard. When it was evening, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, summon the laborers and give them their pay, beginning with the last and ending with the first. When those who started about 5 o'clock came, each received the usual daily wage. So when the first came, they thought they would receive more, but each of them also got the usual wage. And on receiving it, they grumbled against the landowner saying, these last ones worked only one hour, and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day's burden and the heat. He said to one of them in reply, my friend, I am not cheating you. Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage? Take what is yours and go. What if I wish to give this last one the same as you, or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money? Are you envious because I am generous? Thus, the last will be first, and the first will be last. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you. The most hated gospel passage in America, because we are really good when the gospel undermines other cultures. We're really good when it tells those people what they're doing wrong. Today's gospel, there's no way around it. I have watched people do gymnastics to get around this gospel. But it's clear that Jesus would probably not favor radical capitalism as it has developed. And as I say it, you know, you can just feel the clenching going on in the room. But it gives us an amazing moment that says, so what, forget arguing until you're blue in the face as to whether that's what, that's not what he meant. That's not what he meant. The real question is, what if it came down to it would be more fundamental? Your love for the economic system or your love for Jesus? If it could be shown beyond all doubt that Jesus was, and I'm going to say the ugly word, a socialist, we would have one of three possibilities. And I think we take the third. We would either convert our economic system, not likely. We would leave our Christianity, not likely. Or we would pretend not to see the problem, very likely. We would just live and pretend the conflict isn't there. Because Jesus gives each one what they need. There's an old saying that says, life isn't fair, but we can be. And many of them would say, well, this isn't fair. Because we have a different form of justice in our mind. We have a competitive justice. And what we think is, well, some people have to be given more than others because they did more. And this is why I always say the tension here is between our love for Jesus and our love for Satan. This Lucifer character in mythology, whether we call it Lucifer, Satan, the devil, whether it's a personification, whether it's a real person, theologians can argue that on their own. But as I was watching an old episode of Law and Order this week, I know it was a slow news day at the Dolan House. And towards the end, the character, you just can't really be sure whether they're working the system, or whether they really aren't quite there, or whether they really knew. And in the end, the jury can't convict. And it's very unsatisfying. Because in the absence of an absolute answer, the jury chooses mercy and compassion. And it's irritating. The script is done in such a way that you know that they left you hanging. And they wanted it to be unsatisfying. And what would have satisfied us is, I think they hurt someone, and they need to hurt just as much. That is the essence of our entire belief in hell. They didn't do well, and now they're going to get punished. And this devil character is the one that's going to mete out that punishment eternally. We're much more connected to that character emotionally than the one who comes in and says, we're going to let him off the hook. And just like the characters in today's gospel, we kind of hope God is compassionate enough to overlook my incredibly minor flaws. But some of you have gone too far. And where is the line between acceptable sin you can still get in, and unacceptable, and judgment needs to happen? Never sure where the line is, but we're always pretty sure which side of it we're on. It's usually the line between me and mine, and them and theirs. And so we love the idea. You look back at most of our movies and our entertainments that filter around justice, and until the bad guy is punished, the movie is not satisfying. We are much more connected to the work of the devil, which is get those people punished. And mercy leaves us wanting, and that's what today's gospel is about. You know, it's, ah, these guys couldn't find a job, and so he finally hires them at the end of the day, but he still gives them a full day's wage because that's what they'll need to live on. That kind of generosity, it just undoes my whole system. It's very tough, and it's very easy when we find gospels that attack other people's precious, beloved, sacred cows. But this one comes after one of ours, which is that belief that if I can work a little harder and work the system right, and I have all those talents that happen to be, you know, sort of fashionable at the moment, I should not be able to do well. I should be able to do better, better than others. Even though at any given moment, you know, I mean, quite frankly, I don't care how good the voice is, singing a song really doesn't do more for a culture than educating our children. So there's no justice as to the value of the work. It's just whatever culture's fascinated with at the moment. We're usually fascinated with some form of entertainment or another, and people who can be part of that entertainment will make a lot more than people who maybe are out there building our roads and bridges, educating our children, you know, the people who are the structure of our society. And we all want to, you know, who knows whether your talent is appreciated in the culture you're in. A hundred years ago, a talent another person has might have gotten ahead. So it's always this dance between the individual's abilities and what culture needs at that moment. And we have made it sort of a competitive thing that says, when do we start to recognize that what you and I think is fair usually isn't? We can see it when it's dramatic. We can look at someone that we would say has special needs, and if it's dramatic enough, we go, oh, well, you know, we can't expect as much of them. But if it's just emotional depression, they should buck up. If it's just little problems, we have this syndrome in our life where it's what I call, and I apologize for the language, it's a television thing. Anyone here ever used to watch Everyone Loves Raymond? The show should have been called Everyone Loves Debra Loves Raymond. One of Debra's famous lines that she would say his wife, at least once an episode, he would do something rather foolish, and she would say, moron. Word came out of her mouth all the time. And it's what I call the moron syndrome. When someone does something that we think, what an idiot, what we're really thinking is, they have all the skills I have, and they just chose to be that way. We really don't think, if we really thought they were an idiot or a moron, if we really thought they didn't have those skills, we would be much more compassionate. What we're really thinking is, they have all the skills I have, and they're just being irritating on purpose. Or, they're just as smart as me, and they disagree with me, which I can't even fathom. How could anyone smart still disagree with me? We go to all these places, rather than, maybe they're doing the best they can, and maybe I should be happy that I can do more. Maybe I have an energy they don't have. Maybe I have an ability they don't have. I've told this story before. It's always the most embarrassing story I tell every year. But it's a traffic story. And it's not that anything happened, it's just everything that went on in my head, as I'm behind someone who is driving, I mean, literally has the nerve to drive a speed I don't like. It's a crazy world out there. They're going probably 10 miles an hour, and it's probably 35. And I'm waiting, because it's one lane, waiting, waiting, and I know that just a few blocks ahead, there'll finally be two lanes, and I can get around this person. And as I finally get around and I look over, it's someone in their early 20s, clearly with a mild case of Down syndrome, whose parent is just thrilled that they're actually learning to drive. And immediately I think, what is wrong with me? What is wrong with me? Because the whole time I'm thinking, why is this person driving slow? They have a different skill set. They're at a different place. Now, what if I'd looked over, and there were no pronounced issues that I could witness or observe? Then I would have said, they're just like me, and they're just choosing to be irritating, because we can't see the smaller gradations. Or the more devastating message, they're smarter than me and not as in big of a hurry. You know, why we just can't see the differences, why we can't leave room for that, and assume, you know, that all of us will need mercy in the end. And who am I, as someone who needs mercy, to resent that someone else might get more mercy? That we might all make it to heaven, because God is generous with his gifts, rather than, oh no, no, no, I, you know, I want God to be generous enough that some of us get in, but I don't want God to be generous enough to let the people who have hurt me in life get in. That's why God says, I desire forgiveness, I desire mercy, I desire compassion, you know. And then there's a little line that always says, I desire these things more than sacrifice. You know that's a trick in scripture. Because real mercy and real forgiveness will always involve a little sacrifice. It's always there. He's telling us the kind of sacrifice that he would like us to make. And we're really good at burning incense, but, you know, letting go of our anger, letting that go up in smoke, not so much. Most of us have old hurts, and we still behave out of those hurts. We run around trying to say, I'm gonna try and be less angry. The problem is we need to be more healed. Everyone in your life that you've had a long going battle with, and you think, I can't let it go, it's because you're still hurt, not because you're still angry. Anger's just the way we distract ourselves, because, you know, when I'm angry at you, that just feels stronger than admitting I'm hurt. Admitting I'm hurt, that just doesn't have quite as much bravado as anger. Actually, usually hurt. We're hurt by injustices. And instead, what we have to do is get to that point where we want everyone to succeed. I think that's such an interesting, simple concept, but when we look at all the tensions in our country, rather than trying to figure out which side is right, do we want everyone to succeed? Or do we just not, can we not go there? I'm still too hurt by the other guys. But if we ever become a group of people, a country, a church, a culture, that wants everyone to succeed, then maybe for the first time, we will understand the mercy of God, who comes not to save those who are doing just the right things, but even to save those who would crucify Him. The ones who would hurt Him to save everyone. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable,
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the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner
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who went out at dawn to hire laborers for his vineyard.
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After agreeing with them for the usual daily wage,
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he sent them into his vineyard.
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Going out about 9 o'clock, the landowner
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saw others standing idle in the marketplace,
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and he said to them, you too go into my vineyard,
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and I will give you what is just.
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So they went off.
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He went out again around noon and around 3 o'clock
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and did likewise.
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Finally, going out about 5 o'clock,
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the landowner found others standing around and said to
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them, why do you stand here idle all day?
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They answered, because no one has hired us.
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He said to them, you too go into my vineyard.
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When it was evening, the owner of the vineyard
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said to his foreman, summon the laborers
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and give them their pay, beginning with the last
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and ending with the first.
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When those who started about 5 o'clock came,
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each received the usual daily wage.
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So when the first came, they thought
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they would receive more, but each of them
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also got the usual wage.
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And on receiving it, they grumbled against the landowner
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saying, these last ones worked only one hour,
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and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day's
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burden and the heat.
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He said to one of them in reply, my friend,
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I am not cheating you.
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Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage?
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Take what is yours and go.
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What if I wish to give this last one the same as you,
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or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money?
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Are you envious because I am generous?
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Thus, the last will be first, and the first will be last.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Thank you.
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The most hated gospel passage in America,
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because we are really good when the gospel undermines
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other cultures.
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We're really good when it tells those people
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what they're doing wrong.
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Today's gospel, there's no way around it.
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I have watched people do gymnastics
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to get around this gospel.
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But it's clear that Jesus would probably not favor
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radical capitalism as it has developed.
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And as I say it, you know, you can just feel
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the clenching going on in the room.
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But it gives us an amazing moment that says,
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so what, forget arguing until you're blue in the face
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as to whether that's what, that's not what he meant.
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That's not what he meant.
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The real question is, what if it came down to it
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would be more fundamental?
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Your love for the economic system or your love for Jesus?
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If it could be shown beyond all doubt that Jesus was,
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and I'm going to say the ugly word, a socialist,
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we would have one of three possibilities.
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And I think we take the third.
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We would either convert our economic system, not likely.
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We would leave our Christianity, not likely.
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Or we would pretend not to see the problem, very likely.
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We would just live and pretend the conflict isn't there.
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Because Jesus gives each one what they need.
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There's an old saying that says, life isn't fair,
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but we can be.
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And many of them would say, well, this isn't fair.
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Because we have a different form of justice in our mind.
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We have a competitive justice.
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And what we think is, well, some people
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have to be given more than others because they did more.
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And this is why I always say the tension here
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is between our love for Jesus and our love for Satan.
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This Lucifer character in mythology,
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whether we call it Lucifer, Satan, the devil,
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whether it's a personification, whether it's
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a real person, theologians can argue that on their own.
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But as I was watching an old episode of Law and Order
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this week, I know it was a slow news day at the Dolan House.
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And towards the end, the character,
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you just can't really be sure whether they're
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working the system, or whether they really aren't quite there,
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or whether they really knew.
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And in the end, the jury can't convict.
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And it's very unsatisfying.
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Because in the absence of an absolute answer,
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the jury chooses mercy and compassion.
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And it's irritating.
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The script is done in such a way that you
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know that they left you hanging.
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And they wanted it to be unsatisfying.
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And what would have satisfied us is,
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I think they hurt someone, and they
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need to hurt just as much.
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That is the essence of our entire belief in hell.
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They didn't do well, and now they're going to get punished.
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And this devil character is the one
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that's going to mete out that punishment eternally.
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We're much more connected to that character
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emotionally than the one who comes in and says,
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we're going to let him off the hook.
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And just like the characters in today's gospel,
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we kind of hope God is compassionate enough
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to overlook my incredibly minor flaws.
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But some of you have gone too far.
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And where is the line between acceptable sin
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you can still get in, and unacceptable,
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and judgment needs to happen?
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Never sure where the line is, but we're always pretty sure
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which side of it we're on.
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It's usually the line between me and mine, and them and theirs.
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And so we love the idea.
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You look back at most of our movies and our entertainments
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that filter around justice, and until the bad guy is punished,
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the movie is not satisfying.
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We are much more connected to the work of the devil,
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which is get those people punished.
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And mercy leaves us wanting,
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and that's what today's gospel is about.
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You know, it's, ah, these guys couldn't find a job,
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and so he finally hires them at the end of the day,
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but he still gives them a full day's wage
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because that's what they'll need to live on.
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That kind of generosity, it just undoes my whole system.
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It's very tough, and it's very easy
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when we find gospels that attack
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other people's precious, beloved, sacred cows.
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But this one comes after one of ours,
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which is that belief that if I can work a little harder
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and work the system right, and I have all those talents
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that happen to be, you know, sort of fashionable
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at the moment, I should not be able to do well.
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I should be able to do better, better than others.
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Even though at any given moment, you know, I mean,
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quite frankly, I don't care how good the voice is,
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singing a song really doesn't do more for a culture
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than educating our children.
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So there's no justice as to the value of the work.
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It's just whatever culture's fascinated with at the moment.
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We're usually fascinated with some form of entertainment
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or another, and people who can be part of that entertainment
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will make a lot more than people who maybe are out there
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building our roads and bridges, educating our children,
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you know, the people who are the structure of our society.
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And we all want to, you know, who knows
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whether your talent is appreciated
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in the culture you're in.
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A hundred years ago, a talent another person has
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might have gotten ahead.
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So it's always this dance between the individual's abilities
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and what culture needs at that moment.
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And we have made it sort of a competitive thing
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that says, when do we start to recognize
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that what you and I think is fair usually isn't?
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We can see it when it's dramatic.
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We can look at someone that we would say
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has special needs, and if it's dramatic enough,
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we go, oh, well, you know, we can't expect as much of them.
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But if it's just emotional depression, they should buck up.
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If it's just little problems, we have this syndrome
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in our life where it's what I call,
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and I apologize for the language, it's a television thing.
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Anyone here ever used to watch Everyone Loves Raymond?
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The show should have been called
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Everyone Loves Debra Loves Raymond.
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One of Debra's famous lines that she would say his wife,
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at least once an episode, he would do something
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rather foolish, and she would say, moron.
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Word came out of her mouth all the time.
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And it's what I call the moron syndrome.
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When someone does something that we think,
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what an idiot, what we're really thinking is,
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they have all the skills I have,
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and they just chose to be that way.
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We really don't think, if we really thought
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they were an idiot or a moron,
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if we really thought they didn't have those skills,
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we would be much more compassionate.
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What we're really thinking is,
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they have all the skills I have,
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and they're just being irritating on purpose.
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Or, they're just as smart as me,
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and they disagree with me, which I can't even fathom.
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How could anyone smart still disagree with me?
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We go to all these places, rather than,
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maybe they're doing the best they can,
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and maybe I should be happy that I can do more.
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Maybe I have an energy they don't have.
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Maybe I have an ability they don't have.
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I've told this story before.
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It's always the most embarrassing story I tell every year.
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But it's a traffic story.
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And it's not that anything happened,
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it's just everything that went on in my head,
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as I'm behind someone who is driving,
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I mean, literally has the nerve
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to drive a speed I don't like.
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It's a crazy world out there.
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They're going probably 10 miles an hour,
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and it's probably 35.
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And I'm waiting, because it's one lane,
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waiting, waiting, and I know that just a few blocks ahead,
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there'll finally be two lanes,
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and I can get around this person.
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And as I finally get around and I look over,
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it's someone in their early 20s,
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clearly with a mild case of Down syndrome,
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whose parent is just thrilled
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that they're actually learning to drive.
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And immediately I think, what is wrong with me?
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What is wrong with me?
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Because the whole time I'm thinking,
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why is this person driving slow?
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They have a different skill set.
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They're at a different place.
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Now, what if I'd looked over,
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and there were no pronounced issues
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that I could witness or observe?
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Then I would have said, they're just like me,
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and they're just choosing to be irritating,
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because we can't see the smaller gradations.
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Or the more devastating message,
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they're smarter than me and not as in big of a hurry.
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You know, why we just can't see the differences,
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why we can't leave room for that,
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and assume, you know, that all of us
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will need mercy in the end.
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And who am I, as someone who needs mercy,
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to resent that someone else might get more mercy?
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That we might all make it to heaven,
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because God is generous with his gifts,
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rather than, oh no, no, no, I, you know,
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I want God to be generous enough that some of us get in,
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but I don't want God to be generous enough
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to let the people who have hurt me in life get in.
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That's why God says, I desire forgiveness,
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I desire mercy, I desire compassion, you know.
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And then there's a little line that always says,
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I desire these things more than sacrifice.
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You know that's a trick in scripture.
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Because real mercy and real forgiveness
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will always involve a little sacrifice.
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It's always there.
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He's telling us the kind of sacrifice
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that he would like us to make.
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And we're really good at burning incense,
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but, you know, letting go of our anger,
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letting that go up in smoke, not so much.
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Most of us have old hurts,
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and we still behave out of those hurts.
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We run around trying to say,
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I'm gonna try and be less angry.
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The problem is we need to be more healed.
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Everyone in your life that you've had
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a long going battle with,
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and you think, I can't let it go,
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it's because you're still hurt,
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not because you're still angry.
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Anger's just the way we distract ourselves,
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because, you know, when I'm angry at you,
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that just feels stronger than admitting I'm hurt.
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Admitting I'm hurt,
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that just doesn't have quite as much bravado as anger.
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Actually, usually hurt.
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We're hurt by injustices.
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And instead, what we have to do is get to that point
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where we want everyone to succeed.
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I think that's such an interesting, simple concept,
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but when we look at all the tensions in our country,
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rather than trying to figure out which side is right,
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do we want everyone to succeed?
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Or do we just not, can we not go there?
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I'm still too hurt by the other guys.
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But if we ever become a group of people,
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a country, a church, a culture,
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that wants everyone to succeed,
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then maybe for the first time,
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we will understand the mercy of God,
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who comes not to save those
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who are doing just the right things,
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but even to save those who would crucify Him.
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The ones who would hurt Him to save everyone.
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I think when we become that culture,
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we start to manifest for the rest of the world
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what it would look like to live in the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical genero Father Pat’s message centers on the radical generosity and mercy of God expressed in the parable of the laborers in the vineyard. He challenges the deeply ingrained cultural and economic assumptions of fairness based on productivity and merit, exposing how these values often conflict with the Gospel’s call to compassion, equity, and grace. The parable disturbs a merit-based worldview by portraying a God who gives not according to effort or timing, but according to need and divine generosity. Father Pat invites the listener to confront the uncomfortable truth that we are often more emotionally aligned with retributive justice—punishment and fairness on our terms—than with the transformative mercy of Christ. He calls for a deep conversion: to move beyond superficial religious observance and toward a heart that genuinely desires the good and salvation of all, even those we judge, resent, or exclude.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the discomfort many feel with this Gospel passage, especially in cultures like America’s that equate justice with meritocratic reward. The parable Jesus tells—of laborers hired at different times of the day but all receiving the same wage—pushes against the grain of our expectations. We instinctively believe those who work more deserve more. But Jesus reframes justice not as a matter of proportional compensation, but of sufficient provision—each laborer receives what he needs to live.
This, Father Pat argues, is not just about economics; it's about our spiritual posture. He provocatively suggests that our allegiance to systems of merit and capitalism may override our allegiance to Christ. If it were proven that Jesus was a "socialist" in the sense that He prioritized need over merit, Father Pat posits that most Christians would not abandon their economic beliefs or their faith, but would ignore the contradiction—pretending it doesn't exist. This exposes a tension between our love of Jesus and our love of systems that reward competition, hierarchy, and exclusivity.
He draws a stark contrast between divine mercy and what he calls our emotional affinity for the devil—understood not necessarily as a literal person, but as a symbol of retributive justice. We are conditioned by our culture and media to desire punishment for those who’ve done wrong. We find satisfaction not in forgiveness, but in seeing others "get what they deserve." Mercy, in comparison, often feels unsatisfying and unjust to us. Father Pat likens this to courtroom dramas or crime shows, where a lack of punishment leaves the viewer uneasy. In these reactions, he finds evidence of our deeper spiritual struggle: we want mercy for ourselves, but justice—on our terms—for others.
He then reflects on the ways we judge others, often assuming that if someone is struggling or behaving differently, it's because they’re choosing to, rather than considering that they may simply be carrying burdens we don’t see. He tells a story about impatience in traffic, where his frustration with a slow driver dissipates upon realizing the driver has Down syndrome. The moment opens his heart to the realization that not everyone moves through life at the same pace or with the same abilities. But if no visible disability is present, we often default to judgment, assuming the other is lazy, ignorant, or malicious. This is what he calls the “moron syndrome”—an inability to see the nuance and diversity in human experiences.
Father Pat urges us to recognize that we all need mercy, and that needing more mercy does not make someone less worthy of love. He challenges us to resist the temptation to place ourselves on the “right” side of the salvation line while keeping others out. He emphasizes that God’s mercy is not a zero-sum game: someone receiving more does not mean we receive less. In fact, God’s mercy is a call for us to rejoice when others are lifted up, not resent it.
He also touches on the deeper nature of anger and unforgiveness in our lives. We often mask our hurt with anger because it feels more powerful and less vulnerable. But true healing begins when we admit our wounds and allow mercy to take root. Forgiveness, he notes, is not about denying justice but about letting go of the need to see others suffer as we have. True mercy always demands sacrifice—not ritual sacrifice, but the sacrifice of our pride, resentment, and need for control.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to imagine a world where we desire everyone to succeed—not just ourselves or our group. He suggests that such a vision reflects the heart of God’s kingdom: a place where even those who hurt others, who come late, or who fall short are embraced, healed, and welcomed. If we as a Church, a nation, or individuals can become people who want universal flourishing, then we begin to mirror the radical, generous, and scandalous mercy of God. Such a transformation would not only change our theology but also how we live, love, and relate to one another. In doing so, we would become true reflections of the kingdom of heaven, where the last are first, and the first, last—not as punishment or reward, but as the unfolding of divine grace to all....
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Foretaste of the Resurrection
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And when the disciples raised their eyes, they saw no one else but Jesus alone. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The transfiguration, which we get, you know, it only comes on Sunday about once every seven years, because it's a feast that's by the solar year. It's August 6th every year, no matter what day it falls on. This transfiguration is August 6th. And it's a feast where we look to this moment where they finally see Jesus as he is, as he always has been. And in this case, because there's a graced moment, a miraculous moment, where their eyes are open and they're able to see it. For most of us, the transfiguration has to happen in the exact opposite way. We have to finally be willing to let people see who we are. It's not that they don't have eyes that can see, it's that we've got barriers and facades up right and left so that no one sees who we are. As a matter of fact, even when we think of people in our life that we say, you know, they're just, you know, there's no duplicitness at all. They're just, that's exactly who they are. I don't know, it's so hard to really just be who you are at all times, you know. There's always, we've got so many layers of cultural meaning on everything we do. You know, when you're speaking with someone and you yawn. Now, we now know that means you needed oxygen. It doesn't really mean they're boring. But someone told you that it means they're boring and now you don't want them to think that you think they're boring and so you try not to yawn. We just, the layers of facade that we get going on. You know, if you could see me as I truly am, I've probably been sleeping for 40 minutes. It's been a long morning. You know, I mean, there's always appearance and transfiguration is all about the appearance of Jesus that changes. None of the core, he doesn't become something he wasn't before. It's just the appearance. And in all of our lives, there sort of comes various times when who we are appearing to be in the world is no longer containing the reality of who we wanna be. I have known people over the years, it's almost comical sometimes when you see people who are just so comfortable with who they are. It's just, there's a real transparency. There was a man in my last parish, Bud Lederhaus. I've never met anyone mean enough to not like Bud Lederhaus. He was the nicest man I'd ever met. And he just, I think some people thought he was sort of simple in the head. He wasn't. It's just that if the nuclear bomb went off and he saw the wave coming and knew there was nothing he could do, he'd be like, oh, this is gonna hurt. He just didn't get panicky over things. And the story I will always remember about him because I've never seen a slower burn laugh in a church. I mean, for like five minutes, people couldn't keep it together. Bud was reading and he gets up, and St. Rose was an old box church, I mean, you know, just straight aisle up the center. And he comes up and he opens up and he starts reading. At about the time he pulls the book out, a boxer dog whose head was about up to here had gotten in the back of church and comes trotting down the aisle. And everyone in the church sees it but Bud, and he just opens it up and he says, you know, a reading from the book of the prophet Daniel. As I watched, oh, hi, pooch. Thomas. And he just goes right on like nothing has happened. And the dog turns around and trots back out. And little by little, everyone looks at each other like, did that just happen? And everyone starts giggling, Bud, just kept reading, got done. There's something so attractive and charming about someone who is just who they are. It's a rare moment. And this story has two levels to it. First, there's this moment where they see Jesus as he is, but then, even more, it sort of deconstructs their faith. Because the vision becomes everything that it would be for you and I, too. First, what they do is they see Jesus, and as they start to see him, they begin to see what they need him to be. They see him with Moses and Elijah, the law and the prophets of their faith. Moses, the great bringer of the law, Elijah, the great prophet. They see him with the law and the prophets because that's the context that makes sense for them for the Messiah they were waiting for. And then the voice comes and says, listen to him, and the law, Moses, is gone, and Elijah, the prophets, is gone, and they're left with this gospel of Jesus. We can't get our head around the shockingly, just gratingly new direction that that must have heralded for them. It's almost, you know, for a Catholic, that is, you know, having a vision of someone that you've just met in the last couple years who seems to, you know, have a nice spirituality, and you listen to them a lot, and all of a sudden you have a vision of them with the pope and the saints on one side and Mary, mother of God, on the other, and you think, well, there they are. That's Catholicism. And then the voice of God says, oh, listen to that one, and the pope and the saints disappear. And Mary, mother of God, disappears. And God says, oh, no, just listen to that one. I mean, their faith was deconstructed right in front of them and they're left with this gospel of Jesus, and Jesus just gives them a mission. He doesn't give them all the tricks to save themselves. He gives them a mission in the world. In recent times, there've been some of the voices locally that have said, we were at a conference for Catholic schools and one of the voices locally in the church says, our job is to get these children to heaven. Now, being a little cantankerous, I had a plan for that. I said, what we need to do is get God to send his son to die on the cross. Oh, wait, no, it's already been done. Maybe our job isn't to get them to heaven. Maybe our job is to get them to be good people in the world, to give them the gospel, not this trapping or that trapping, the gospel. You know, I was very happy, you know, we're unfolding after mass. You can go in and see all the new plans for the building we're building, and I love that we're doing that on Transfiguration Sunday. We are changing our appearance to match the amazing amount of work that this parish does internally and has always done. And we've grown to our edges, and so we're building a new space to put ministries out of and to be able to welcome people in in new ways, and we've outgrown our appearance in the world. And it's fascinating to watch, as I now look at the new plans came in. It really is fun to go look at those pictures after mass. It's in the RCIA room. And after mass, a lot is happening, I'm telling you right now. They're in there, and we're still getting pledges, we're still getting money, so we're still asking for money for the building project, and I'll tell you the numbers in a minute. We're also asking for school supplies. And wouldn't you know, this week is the blood drive. So those of you who keep thinking, what are they gonna ask for next, blood? And just when you think we've crossed every other line, October, which is vocations month, is right around the corner, and we'll be asking for your children. But it's fascinating to watch when a community says, look, there's a lot of trappings. There's a lot of people who their entire faith is, did they wear the right color that week, and did they, oh, was the prayer, were those the right words, and did all the formulas get done? And then there are those who have that core of a gospel that say, no, our job is to do what we need so that we can reach as many people as we can. And some of that is transfiguration. In other words, some of that is our physical appearance in the world that we have to have to have a base to work out of. The opposite in theology, believe it or not, the opposite of transfiguration is transubstantiation. Transubstantiation means the appearance of the bread does not change at all. All the parts of the bread that you think, when people say, well, does it still have this, Pope Paul VI, I think, put it best. None of the, the way he put it, none of the molecular structure of the bread is disturbed. If you need science, you know, that's science. When you hear about someone who says in Europe, they had a miracle and they sliced the host and stained it and put it under and saw human blood cells, or that was a thing that was done back in the 70s, basically someone desecrated a host, nothing else happened there. And they came up with the result they wanted. The bread is molecularly bread, but the substance, the soul, the spirit, something underneath that changes. Transubstantiation says nothing of Jesus changed, just the appearance, because, as we hear in the prayers, because they were going to need that. The disciples were gonna need that vision to get through the hard times ahead. In order for them to do the mission they needed, they were gonna need something more hopeful to work out of. And so, you know, for us as a parish, I'm shocked. I mean, we've only gotten about half of the parish in so far, and we are at 6.43 million. I mean, we're at two thirds of our need. We're looking at about two million more. And these numbers to me are huge, but what you'll see in the drawings is we've moved the big building over to this side of the campus, instead of popping the top and going up two stories, because being on Harrison changes everything. I have learned words I never thought I'd know. It turns out that an easement is not when my siblings come in from out of town to help with mom. That is, you know, and water tables are not sold at Bed Bath & Beyond. I didn't know any of this stuff. Water table over here is different, so when we put the building over here, we can have a basement. We can have a full basement, meeting rooms, great stuff. You know, but all of this, all of this transfiguring has to do with the fact that who we have become as a mission has outgrown the physical presence in the world, and that's amazingly good news. It's so amazing to watch a parish who, you know, I'll be honest, 16 years ago when they redid this space, they lost seating because they felt the community was getting smaller. You know, it was gonna be, we were gonna have a little more of an intimate feel. This community is growing at an amazing rate, and we're right now adding about 150 families a year. I was gonna put a sign out, you know, our little school sign. The principal wouldn't let me put out accepting applications for 2025. We are gaining, it's a growing venture, and you know, as I mentioned earlier this year, we've had service days where families come to help the poor, and we've actually had, one time we had like 250 families show up, and after that we had to start telling volunteers, no more volunteers can come to help the poor this weekend. We don't have room. It's kind of a dream problem to have. Too many people wanting to help the poor. And so it's exciting to see, but that's transfiguration. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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The Lord be with you, O Lord.
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Jesus took Peter, James, and his brother John
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and led them up a high mountain by themselves.
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And he was transfigured before them.
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His face shone like the sun, and his clothes
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became white as light.
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And behold, Moses and Elijah appeared to them,
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conversing with him.
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Then Peter said to Jesus in reply, Lord,
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it is good that we are here.
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If you wish, I will make three tents, one for you,
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one for Moses, and one for Elijah.
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While he was still speaking, behold, a bright cloud
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cast a shadow over them.
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Then from the cloud came a voice that said,
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this is my beloved son, with whom I am well pleased.
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Listen to him.
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When the disciples heard this, they fell prostrate
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and were very much afraid.
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But Jesus came, touched them, and said,
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rise, do not be afraid.
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And when the disciples raised their eyes,
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they saw no one else but Jesus alone.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The transfiguration, which we get,
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you know, it only comes on Sunday about once
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every seven years, because it's a feast that's
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by the solar year.
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It's August 6th every year, no matter what day it falls on.
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This transfiguration is August 6th.
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And it's a feast where we look to this moment
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where they finally see Jesus as he is,
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as he always has been.
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And in this case, because there's a graced moment,
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a miraculous moment, where their eyes are open
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and they're able to see it.
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For most of us, the transfiguration has to happen
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in the exact opposite way.
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We have to finally be willing to let people see who we are.
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It's not that they don't have eyes that can see,
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it's that we've got barriers and facades up right and left
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so that no one sees who we are.
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As a matter of fact, even when we think of people
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in our life that we say, you know, they're just,
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you know, there's no duplicitness at all.
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They're just, that's exactly who they are.
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I don't know, it's so hard to really just be
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who you are at all times, you know.
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There's always, we've got so many layers
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of cultural meaning on everything we do.
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You know, when you're speaking with someone
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and you yawn.
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Now, we now know that means you needed oxygen.
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It doesn't really mean they're boring.
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But someone told you that it means they're boring
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and now you don't want them to think
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that you think they're boring and so you try not to yawn.
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We just, the layers of facade that we get going on.
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You know, if you could see me as I truly am,
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I've probably been sleeping for 40 minutes.
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It's been a long morning.
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You know, I mean, there's always appearance
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and transfiguration is all about the appearance
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of Jesus that changes.
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None of the core, he doesn't become
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something he wasn't before.
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It's just the appearance.
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And in all of our lives, there sort of comes various times
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when who we are appearing to be in the world
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is no longer containing the reality of who we wanna be.
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I have known people over the years,
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it's almost comical sometimes when you see people
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who are just so comfortable with who they are.
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It's just, there's a real transparency.
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There was a man in my last parish, Bud Lederhaus.
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I've never met anyone mean enough
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to not like Bud Lederhaus.
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He was the nicest man I'd ever met.
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And he just, I think some people thought
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he was sort of simple in the head.
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He wasn't.
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It's just that if the nuclear bomb went off
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and he saw the wave coming
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and knew there was nothing he could do,
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he'd be like, oh, this is gonna hurt.
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He just didn't get panicky over things.
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And the story I will always remember about him
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because I've never seen a slower burn laugh in a church.
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I mean, for like five minutes,
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people couldn't keep it together.
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Bud was reading and he gets up,
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and St. Rose was an old box church,
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I mean, you know, just straight aisle up the center.
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And he comes up and he opens up and he starts reading.
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At about the time he pulls the book out,
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a boxer dog whose head was about up to here
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had gotten in the back of church
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and comes trotting down the aisle.
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And everyone in the church sees it but Bud,
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and he just opens it up and he says, you know,
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a reading from the book of the prophet Daniel.
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As I watched, oh, hi, pooch.
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Thomas.
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And he just goes right on like nothing has happened.
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And the dog turns around and trots back out.
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And little by little, everyone looks at each other like,
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did that just happen?
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And everyone starts giggling, Bud,
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just kept reading, got done.
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There's something so attractive and charming
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about someone who is just who they are.
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It's a rare moment.
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And this story has two levels to it.
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First, there's this moment where they see Jesus as he is,
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but then, even more, it sort of deconstructs their faith.
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Because the vision becomes everything
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that it would be for you and I, too.
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First, what they do is they see Jesus,
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and as they start to see him,
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they begin to see what they need him to be.
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They see him with Moses and Elijah,
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the law and the prophets of their faith.
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Moses, the great bringer of the law,
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Elijah, the great prophet.
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They see him with the law and the prophets
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because that's the context that makes sense for them
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for the Messiah they were waiting for.
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And then the voice comes and says,
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listen to him, and the law, Moses, is gone,
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and Elijah, the prophets, is gone,
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and they're left with this gospel of Jesus.
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We can't get our head around the shockingly,
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just gratingly new direction
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that that must have heralded for them.
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It's almost, you know, for a Catholic,
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that is, you know, having a vision
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of someone that you've just met in the last couple years
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who seems to, you know, have a nice spirituality,
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and you listen to them a lot,
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and all of a sudden you have a vision of them
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with the pope and the saints on one side
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and Mary, mother of God, on the other,
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and you think, well, there they are.
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That's Catholicism.
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And then the voice of God says,
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oh, listen to that one,
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and the pope and the saints disappear.
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And Mary, mother of God, disappears.
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And God says, oh, no, just listen to that one.
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I mean, their faith was deconstructed right in front of them
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and they're left with this gospel of Jesus,
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and Jesus just gives them a mission.
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He doesn't give them all the tricks to save themselves.
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He gives them a mission in the world.
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In recent times, there've been some of the voices locally
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that have said, we were at a conference for Catholic schools
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and one of the voices locally in the church says,
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our job is to get these children to heaven.
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Now, being a little cantankerous,
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I had a plan for that.
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I said, what we need to do is get God to send his son
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to die on the cross.
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Oh, wait, no, it's already been done.
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Maybe our job isn't to get them to heaven.
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Maybe our job is to get them to be good people in the world,
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to give them the gospel,
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not this trapping or that trapping, the gospel.
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You know, I was very happy, you know,
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we're unfolding after mass.
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You can go in and see all the new plans
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for the building we're building,
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and I love that we're doing that on Transfiguration Sunday.
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We are changing our appearance to match
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the amazing amount of work that this parish does internally
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and has always done.
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And we've grown to our edges,
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and so we're building a new space to put ministries out of
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and to be able to welcome people in in new ways,
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and we've outgrown our appearance in the world.
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And it's fascinating to watch,
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as I now look at the new plans came in.
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It really is fun to go look at those pictures after mass.
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It's in the RCIA room.
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And after mass, a lot is happening,
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I'm telling you right now.
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They're in there, and we're still getting pledges,
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we're still getting money,
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so we're still asking for money for the building project,
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and I'll tell you the numbers in a minute.
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We're also asking for school supplies.
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And wouldn't you know, this week is the blood drive.
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So those of you who keep thinking,
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what are they gonna ask for next, blood?
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And just when you think we've crossed every other line,
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October, which is vocations month,
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is right around the corner,
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and we'll be asking for your children.
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But it's fascinating to watch when a community says,
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look, there's a lot of trappings.
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There's a lot of people who their entire faith is,
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did they wear the right color that week,
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and did they, oh, was the prayer,
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were those the right words,
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and did all the formulas get done?
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And then there are those who have that core of a gospel
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that say, no, our job is to do what we need
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so that we can reach as many people as we can.
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And some of that is transfiguration.
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In other words, some of that is our physical appearance
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in the world that we have to have
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to have a base to work out of.
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The opposite in theology, believe it or not,
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the opposite of transfiguration is transubstantiation.
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Transubstantiation means the appearance of the bread
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does not change at all.
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All the parts of the bread that you think,
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when people say, well, does it still have this,
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Pope Paul VI, I think, put it best.
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None of the, the way he put it,
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none of the molecular structure of the bread is disturbed.
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If you need science, you know, that's science.
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When you hear about someone who says in Europe,
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they had a miracle and they sliced the host
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and stained it and put it under
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and saw human blood cells,
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or that was a thing that was done back in the 70s,
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basically someone desecrated a host,
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nothing else happened there.
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And they came up with the result they wanted.
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The bread is molecularly bread,
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but the substance, the soul, the spirit,
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something underneath that changes.
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Transubstantiation says nothing of Jesus changed,
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just the appearance, because, as we hear in the prayers,
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because they were going to need that.
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The disciples were gonna need that vision
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to get through the hard times ahead.
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In order for them to do the mission they needed,
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they were gonna need something more hopeful to work out of.
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And so, you know, for us as a parish, I'm shocked.
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I mean, we've only gotten about half of the parish in
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so far, and we are at 6.43 million.
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I mean, we're at two thirds of our need.
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We're looking at about two million more.
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And these numbers to me are huge,
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but what you'll see in the drawings is
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we've moved the big building over to this side
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of the campus, instead of popping the top
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and going up two stories, because being on Harrison
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changes everything.
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I have learned words I never thought I'd know.
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It turns out that an easement is not when my siblings
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come in from out of town to help with mom.
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That is, you know, and water tables are not sold
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at Bed Bath & Beyond.
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I didn't know any of this stuff.
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Water table over here is different,
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so when we put the building over here,
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we can have a basement.
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We can have a full basement, meeting rooms, great stuff.
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You know, but all of this, all of this transfiguring
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has to do with the fact that who we have become
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as a mission has outgrown the physical presence
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in the world, and that's amazingly good news.
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It's so amazing to watch a parish who, you know,
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I'll be honest, 16 years ago when they redid this space,
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they lost seating because they felt the community
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was getting smaller.
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You know, it was gonna be, we were gonna have
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a little more of an intimate feel.
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This community is growing at an amazing rate,
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and we're right now adding about 150 families a year.
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I was gonna put a sign out, you know,
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our little school sign.
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The principal wouldn't let me put out
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accepting applications for 2025.
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We are gaining, it's a growing venture,
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and you know, as I mentioned earlier this year,
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we've had service days where families come
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to help the poor, and we've actually had,
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one time we had like 250 families show up,
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and after that we had to start telling volunteers,
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no more volunteers can come to help the poor this weekend.
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We don't have room.
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It's kind of a dream problem to have.
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Too many people wanting to help the poor.
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And so it's exciting to see, but that's transfiguration.
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Who we are is still who we are.
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The appearance is gonna change.
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We've got a great architect who is,
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I do hope as many of you can,
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you'll have to go back to the RCIA room.
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We were gonna do it outside,
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and we got one of the three rainy mornings
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we've had this summer, so it's in the RCIA room,
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but I hope after mass you'll go look at that,
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because it is exciting to see a new appearance,
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but as exciting as it is, what is most exciting
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is that what's inside the appearance, the community,
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is still a group that doesn't get caught up
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in the momentary charisma of prophecies,
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doesn't get caught up in the minutia of the law,
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but has a core that is the gospel of Christ,
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and as long as that is our core,
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our appearance can change a million times,
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and we will still discover right there in our life
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and in our mission and in our reaching out
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that we have found the gospel of Christ
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and the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of authenticity, both in our personal faith journeys and in our communal life as Church. Using the Feast of the Transfiguration as a focal point, he reflects on how Jesus reveals his divine identity not by becoming something new, but by allowing his true nature to be seen. In contrast, we often hide our true selves behind layers of social expectations and self-protection. Father Pat challenges us to embrace a kind of transfiguration where we, individually and as a parish, grow into the outward expression of the inner mission we are called to live. He encourages a faith that is rooted not in religious trappings or formulas, but in living the Gospel with integrity, transparency, and mission-oriented purpose. The transformation of the parish’s physical space is symbolic of the deeper transformation happening within—a community growing in spirit, service, and commitment to the Gospel.
The Gospel account of the Transfiguration reveals Jesus’ divine identity in a sudden, radiant moment witnessed by Peter, James, and John. Father Pat emphasizes that this moment did not change Jesus’ essence, but merely revealed what had always been true—his divine nature, now visible in glory. For the disciples, this revelation came as both a confirmation and a disruption. They saw Jesus alongside Moses and Elijah—representatives of the Law and the Prophets—which fit their expectations of the Messiah. But then, in a profound moment of divine clarity, a voice from heaven declares, “This is my beloved Son… listen to him,” and Moses and Elijah vanish, leaving only Jesus. This signals a radical theological shift: the authority of the Law and the Prophets gives way to the primacy of the Gospel. The disciples’ understanding of their faith is deconstructed, and they are left with Jesus alone, the new and singular foundation of their mission. It is not enough to admire the moment—they must now live it, embody it, and carry it forward.
Father Pat draws a parallel between this spiritual transfiguration and the internal and external transformations we are called to embrace. While Jesus’ transfiguration revealed his true self, our own journey often requires the opposite: stripping away the layers of pretense and fear to let others see who we truly are. He reflects on how difficult it is to live with that kind of transparency in a world full of social facades and coded behaviors. Even simple interactions—like suppressing a yawn to avoid offending someone—reveal how deeply we are conditioned to hide our true selves. Yet, it is precisely in becoming who we truly are, without artifice, that we reflect something of the divine. He illustrates this with the story of Bud Lederhaus, a parishioner whose unaffected authenticity brought joy and gentleness to those around him. Such people, Father Pat notes, are rare and beautiful reflections of the Gospel lived simply and honestly.
In this spirit, Father Pat shifts focus to the parish community, which is undergoing its own form of transfiguration. The physical expansion of the parish facilities is not about vanity or prestige, but a response to the growth and vitality of its mission. Just as Jesus' appearance changed to reveal divine reality, so too must the parish’s outward form evolve to reflect the inner life it supports. The building project is a sign that the community’s mission has outgrown its current structure—it is a symbol of a faith that is active, vibrant, and deeply engaged in service. From blood drives to school supply collections, from welcoming new families to serving the poor, the parish is living out the Gospel in tangible ways. Father Pat challenges a narrow vision of faith that focuses only on personal salvation or rigid adherence to religious forms. He critiques the idea that the Church’s job is simply to “get people to heaven,” reminding us that Christ has already accomplished that through the cross. Our mission, then, is to form people who live the Gospel here and now—people who are good, generous, and rooted in Christ.
Father Pat also draws a powerful theological contrast between transfiguration and transubstantiation. In the Eucharist, the appearance of the bread remains unchanged, but its substance—the deepest reality—becomes the Body of Christ. By contrast, in the Transfiguration, the substance of Jesus remains unchanged, but his appearance shifts dramatically. Both mysteries invite us to perceive spiritual truths beyond surface appearances. They remind us that the essence of faith is not in outward forms alone, but in the deep interior transformation that occurs when we encounter Christ and allow His Gospel to reshape our lives.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is one of hope and vision. He sees in the parish’s growth and transformation a sign that the community is living the Gospel authentically. The new building plans are exciting, not just because they provide more space, but because they are the fruit of a mission that is bearing abundance. As long as the community remains centered on the Gospel—on Jesus alone—then changes in appearance, structure, or strategy will only enhance its ability to serve. Like the disciples at the Transfiguration, the parish is being prepared for a deeper mission. And like them, we are invited to rise, not be afraid, and carry forward the Gospel into the world with courage, clarity, and compassion....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1065.949951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, Lord. Jesus told his disciples this parable. A man going on a journey called in his servants and entrusted his possessions to them. To one he gave five talents, to another two, to a third one, each according to his ability. Then he went away. After a long time, the master of those servants came back and settled accounts with them. The one who had received five talents came forward bringing the additional five. He said, master, you gave me five talents. See, I have made five more. His master said to him, well done, my good and faithful servant. Since you were faithful in small matters, I will give you great responsibilities. Come, share your master's joy. The Gospel of the Lord. There is both a long and a short version of today's Gospel. I chose the short because I think the vast majority of people know. They hear that much, they know the rest of the story. And then the man with five, it almost reads like a joke that begins with three people in a bar. And then the second one came forward. And he was only given two, and he brought two extras. And the last one, which is kind of the point of the whole story, is the last one knows that the master is someone who expects results. It says he sows where he does not reap. And he's a hard sort of taskmaster. And so the very last one kind of panics, and he doesn't want to risk investing. And so he just buries it in the ground and comes and says, here, here's your one back. I didn't lose any of it, but I didn't gain anything. And you know, it doesn't say it quite this way in scripture, but the master kind of goes off on him. What would be really helpful for those of us who look at this parable would be if there was a story as well of the person who went out courageously and invested but lost. What's the reaction to that person? Because that's really what we all kind of want to know. Should he have taken the risk? Now, the story clearly says yes, but we don't get the story of someone who took the risk and lost it. And our gut reaction, of course, is that it would be better to go out and risk and lose than just to play it too safe. And I think most of us and most scripture scholars go there with this parable, even though it's kind of missing that chunk for us. It really would be nice to hear what happens when you kind of risk it. We get a version of that. And it's often the Thanksgiving gospel. I haven't checked to see if it's what we're using this year. But we get a version of that in the story of the 10 lepers who are healed by Jesus. And he sends them all off to the priest to be healed. And along the way, as they recognize they're healed, one of them goes off script. And he comes back and he starts thanking Jesus. And the reaction is, where are the others? Well, the others are doing what they're told. They were playing it safe. And he does take a big risk. You know, he does take a risk. But we still don't quite get that real satisfying answer to what would have happened if the one with the five talents came back and said, I invested in this great plan for a pipeline through South Dakota. Now there's oil everywhere. What would have happened if he had done something disastrous? We don't know. We aren't given that. And so we have to always look at that with that. We wish we had it a little more solidly. But there's kind of almost a natural instinct in us to understand what the parable is really getting us to, which is whether or not we kind of waste the gifts we have in life. And not just the financial assets. This is often a stewardship weekend in parishes where we talk about stewardship. But also our talents and everything we've been given. And I think I almost wish these weekends were reversed. Because this is a great follow-up to Thanksgiving. Because I think the reason most of us don't share more of who we are is we haven't really acknowledged how much we've been given. How much we have to be grateful for. What it is, how many of these, you know, what it calls the talents, which unfortunately means something totally different nowadays. But all of these measures of good that God has given us to begin with. If we're unaware of that, it is a little harder to share in the world. And so we kind of look around. It's fallen on this, you know, World Day of the Poor. That Pope Francis, I don't know if any of you saw the news articles flying around. That in the Palo Sesto Hall, which is the, Paul VI Hall, which is in the, right off the Vatican, the famous Vatican, St. Peter's Square. And it's where the College of Cardinals often meets when they are having a consistory. So they set it for like 1500 and had a big banquet with the Pope and the homeless of Rome. And it was just kind of fascinating. And his whole approach to this has been, you know, it's in the poor that we find our vision of God. And I think a lot of us think that he's kind of talking about a sort of lovely, sentimental, when you have that kind of generosity and that kind of giving, you know, that you get this overwhelming sense of what God does when he helps. No, it's nothing that hallmark. It's not that goopy. He's really going back to the Old Testament and part of the New Testament that says, you know what, the vision they have, the vision the poor have of God is closer to the truth. Because they grow up and know, through so much of their life, they have this constant knowledge of how much they need. And where we think it could sort of be beating you down and it feels a little degrading to accept charity, it is. It's hard to accept charity. And most of us go through every day unaware of the charity we accept because it makes us feel better. God, the fact that you are alive and the poorest person on earth is alive means when it comes to God, you've both received the same measure of grace this day. But they're aware of it. We wake up and, you know, we look around at our lives and everything and we think, you know, this is what I've done for myself. This is what I've made for myself. This is how I've established myself. And we don't see that that's all from God because we have this myth of, you know, I always say the myth of the self-made man. There is no such thing. And so we have to get back behind these readings and start to see what's going on. And in Proverbs, we get this vision all through Proverbs. At the very end of the book, we have this thing of the worthy wife. And you really do have to learn to get beyond the inherent sexism of Scripture. It was written in a different culture. I mean, sometimes the people who are really fighting for social justice are still fighting from a culture where they're pushing the limits. And we look back years later and, you know, trust me, the proposition that all men are created equal was incredibly progressive. They had no idea that the word men only referred to half the human race. I mean, they just, the word was used differently. Now we look back and we go, well, you know, maybe we could have, and people will say, well, clearly they meant everyone. That's a nice rewrite. Maybe they did. It was a different culture. You know, when you say all men are created equal at a time when women weren't voting, you don't really believe. You actually believed that all men were created equal. It was still on the forefront of your generation. And the same thing is with Scripture. Sometimes there's these great, wonderful sayings, but you can see that they're only getting so far in their culture, and this is one of those moments, you know, when one has a worthy wife, she's worth more than pearls. If you put that next to the other things in the Old Testament, especially the Ten Commandments, you start to realize that, yes, they really are saying, of all of your possessions, your wife is the best one. Of everything you own, I hope you know that that's the most valuable. It is saying that, and we say, well, that's not what it's saying. You're ignoring history. Of course it's what it's saying. Read the Ten Commandments. You will not covet your neighbor's, you know, oxen. You will not covet their belongings. You will not covet their wife. I think she actually comes third in the list. Does it mean that, no, it means that they are writing from their cultural mindset. Anyone who thinks scripture was written outside of a culture is fooling themselves, and so we get this sense that there's this moment, though, where it's really talking about Israel, the community. Nowadays we would say the church is this worthy wife. We really do, and that's why we have to understand that the language is sexist, or we'll come to the wrong conclusion. It is saying that, and we say, or we'll come to the wrong conclusion. It is saying we are a belonging of God's. We do belong to God in a way that nowadays we would say a wife doesn't. That's why this doesn't work so well anymore, but we actually are a lesser spouse to God. It is not, our relationship with God is not a marriage-based inequality. It's God and us, and it says, and you know that we are worthy of this relationship when all, as it says here, all of those in her care are taken care of and doubly clothed. In other words, that's when we are the spouse of God. We are the spouse of God the day that everyone in our care is taken care of. That makes us the worthy, so it's not this, you know, people love this at funerals. If mom passed away, they'll read this because they kind of love it. Oh, you know, mom took care of everyone. It's really about the community. The bride of Christ is to take care of everyone, and then we're being worthy of being the community we claim to be. And so we look at that, and then we go and we say, so now what is this stewardship thing about? What have we been given? What are we doing to take care of others? Some people in the gospel, it doesn't tell you who you are. Some people are like Martha and Mary, who are clearly people with money. They have, we know they at least have a private garden. And we know that it says in the New Testament that there were many women who actually took care of this little group out of their means. And for a woman to be able to take care of someone out of their means, somehow she was able, she had to either inherit or still have an ability in that culture. It was a rare thing. But no one ever turns to them and says, like they do to the rich young man, give it all away. Each of us is called to do different stuff. It's not, do you give everything away? Do you manage everything you've had in such a way that it does the most good in the world? Not the most good in your life. Do we manage everything we have to do the most good in the world? That's, you know, that's an ongoing thing. Sometimes it's being responsible to what we have so it will be there, not just for our children, but for the world. Because the church is called to take care, as Pope said this weekend, we are called to take care of everyone. And then the scripture says, and those under your care had better be well fed and well clothed and taken care of. And so we get this real mandate. I always think that Christianity, I mentioned this at a school mass this week, Christianity gets one of our most important dynamics absolutely backwards most of the time. In American Christianity nowadays, this is not true all through history. But the dynamic is that we think religion is about getting you to think the right things about God. We profess the creed. It's important, I'm glad we profess it. But it's not the point. The point is not think all the right things, have all the right definitions, know all the right laws. That's what it means to be a good Catholic, is I follow every one of the rules. And then subsidiarily, if I've got time left over, we go out and we help the poor. No, the first one, the last one there, that's the mandatory one. What we do in the world is actually more important than whether I have the right thoughts about God. Because quite frankly, you'll never get God figured out anyway. I'm always surprised how often we use God as a distraction to the gospel. God becomes the distraction. I'm gonna ponder God and, you know, I'm gonna ponder and pray and hopefully God will feed the poor. No, no, he's got his job, we have ours. And our job is to go out and change the world. And that's what's difficult about our faith. Because throughout history, the church slowly has aligned itself and it's against its own roots. We align ourselves, it happens naturally, with establishment. We become the voice of the establishment. The original gospel was never the voice of the establishment. It always scares me to know. You know, first thing I realized when I was studying the scripture in seminary is that the only people Jesus gets mad at are the religious leaders. I mean, it's amazing, once we study that, we're still willing to become priests. We're the ones he gets mad at. He doesn't stand with the priests and look out to the people and say, you hypocrites. He always stands with them, looks at the religious leader and goes, you hypocrites. We're the ones that really seem to upset him the most. And so we have to always, you know, have that in mind as we minister, as we preach, as we do all these things. And then the level goes out. Those of us who are Christians working with non-Christians, we have to understand that that finger might be pointing back at us. The establishment is not ever where the church was meant to be. We were always meant to be the pilgrim church. Triumphant church happens after death. That's in heaven. We're the pilgrim church. We're the church that journeys through the world with those who have no home. And the Pope says this over and over and over again, and it's interesting to watch the backlash against it. You know, tell us we're holy, but don't give us a mission. That will never happen. That will never happen. The gospel will not be there to tell us when we're being holy or not. It will be there to tell us what we do next, where the mission is, everything we've been given. Hopefully we do go out and invest it in others. And sometimes that will go well. Mother Teresa always reminds us, you are called to be faithful, not successful. And I always think that's the line I want to hear in that gospel today, is you're not called to be successful. You were called to be faithful. You are called to be courageous. You are called to be able to speak your mind. And it may work out well for you. Those who have an earthly vision would tell you it didn't work out well for Jesus. Peter tried to talk him out of it. We're called not to side with that. We're called to side with the Jesus vision that says we're called to be faithful. We cannot control the world's reaction to it. But we're called to go out and change the world. And if we're too stuck in our establishment, we don't want change. It's comfortable. But like the pope, when we align with the poor, we will see the need for change. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable.
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A man going on a journey called in his servants
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and entrusted his possessions to them.
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To one he gave five talents, to another two, to a third one,
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each according to his ability.
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Then he went away.
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After a long time, the master of those servants
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came back and settled accounts with them.
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The one who had received five talents
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came forward bringing the additional five.
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He said, master, you gave me five talents.
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See, I have made five more.
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His master said to him, well done,
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my good and faithful servant.
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Since you were faithful in small matters,
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I will give you great responsibilities.
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Come, share your master's joy.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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There is both a long and a short version of today's Gospel.
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I chose the short because I think
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the vast majority of people know.
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They hear that much, they know the rest of the story.
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And then the man with five, it almost
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reads like a joke that begins with three people in a bar.
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And then the second one came forward.
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And he was only given two, and he brought two extras.
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And the last one, which is kind of the point
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of the whole story, is the last one
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knows that the master is someone who expects results.
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It says he sows where he does not reap.
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And he's a hard sort of taskmaster.
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And so the very last one kind of panics,
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and he doesn't want to risk investing.
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And so he just buries it in the ground
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and comes and says, here, here's your one back.
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I didn't lose any of it, but I didn't gain anything.
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And you know, it doesn't say it quite this way in scripture,
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but the master kind of goes off on him.
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What would be really helpful for those of us
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who look at this parable would be
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if there was a story as well of the person who went out
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courageously and invested but lost.
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What's the reaction to that person?
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Because that's really what we all kind of want to know.
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Should he have taken the risk?
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Now, the story clearly says yes, but we
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don't get the story of someone who took the risk and lost it.
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And our gut reaction, of course, is
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that it would be better to go out and risk and lose
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than just to play it too safe.
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And I think most of us and most scripture scholars
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go there with this parable, even though it's kind
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of missing that chunk for us.
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It really would be nice to hear what happens
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when you kind of risk it.
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We get a version of that.
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And it's often the Thanksgiving gospel.
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I haven't checked to see if it's what we're using this year.
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But we get a version of that in the story of the 10 lepers who
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are healed by Jesus.
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And he sends them all off to the priest
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to be healed.
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And along the way, as they recognize they're healed,
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one of them goes off script.
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And he comes back and he starts thanking Jesus.
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And the reaction is, where are the others?
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Well, the others are doing what they're told.
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They were playing it safe.
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And he does take a big risk.
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You know, he does take a risk.
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But we still don't quite get that real satisfying answer
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to what would have happened if the one with the five talents
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came back and said, I invested in this great plan
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for a pipeline through South Dakota.
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Now there's oil everywhere.
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What would have happened if he had done something disastrous?
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We don't know.
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We aren't given that.
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And so we have to always look at that with that.
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We wish we had it a little more solidly.
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But there's kind of almost a natural instinct in us
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to understand what the parable is really getting us to,
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which is whether or not we kind of waste
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the gifts we have in life.
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And not just the financial assets.
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This is often a stewardship weekend in parishes
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where we talk about stewardship.
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But also our talents and everything we've been given.
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And I think I almost wish these weekends were reversed.
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Because this is a great follow-up to Thanksgiving.
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Because I think the reason most of us
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don't share more of who we are is
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we haven't really acknowledged how much we've been given.
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How much we have to be grateful for.
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What it is, how many of these, you know,
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what it calls the talents, which unfortunately means
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something totally different nowadays.
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But all of these measures of good
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that God has given us to begin with.
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If we're unaware of that, it is a little harder
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to share in the world.
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And so we kind of look around.
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It's fallen on this, you know, World Day of the Poor.
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That Pope Francis, I don't know if any of you
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saw the news articles flying around.
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That in the Palo Sesto Hall, which is the,
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Paul VI Hall, which is in the, right off the Vatican,
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the famous Vatican, St. Peter's Square.
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And it's where the College of Cardinals often meets
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when they are having a consistory.
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So they set it for like 1500 and had a big banquet
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with the Pope and the homeless of Rome.
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And it was just kind of fascinating.
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And his whole approach to this has been, you know,
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it's in the poor that we find our vision of God.
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And I think a lot of us think that he's kind of
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talking about a sort of lovely, sentimental,
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when you have that kind of generosity
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and that kind of giving, you know,
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that you get this overwhelming sense
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of what God does when he helps.
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No, it's nothing that hallmark.
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It's not that goopy.
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He's really going back to the Old Testament
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and part of the New Testament that says,
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you know what, the vision they have,
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the vision the poor have of God is closer to the truth.
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Because they grow up and know,
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through so much of their life,
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they have this constant knowledge
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of how much they need.
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And where we think it could sort of be beating you down
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and it feels a little degrading to accept charity,
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it is.
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It's hard to accept charity.
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And most of us go through every day
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unaware of the charity we accept
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because it makes us feel better.
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God, the fact that you are alive
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and the poorest person on earth is alive
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means when it comes to God,
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you've both received the same measure of grace this day.
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But they're aware of it.
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We wake up and, you know,
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we look around at our lives and everything
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and we think, you know, this is what I've done for myself.
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This is what I've made for myself.
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This is how I've established myself.
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And we don't see that that's all from God
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because we have this myth of, you know,
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I always say the myth of the self-made man.
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There is no such thing.
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And so we have to get back behind these readings
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and start to see what's going on.
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And in Proverbs, we get this vision
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all through Proverbs.
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At the very end of the book,
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we have this thing of the worthy wife.
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And you really do have to learn
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to get beyond the inherent sexism of Scripture.
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It was written in a different culture.
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I mean, sometimes the people
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who are really fighting for social justice
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are still fighting from a culture
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where they're pushing the limits.
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And we look back years later and, you know,
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trust me, the proposition that all men are created equal
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was incredibly progressive.
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They had no idea that the word men
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only referred to half the human race.
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I mean, they just, the word was used differently.
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Now we look back and we go, well, you know,
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maybe we could have, and people will say,
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well, clearly they meant everyone.
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That's a nice rewrite.
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Maybe they did.
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It was a different culture.
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You know, when you say all men are created equal
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at a time when women weren't voting,
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you don't really believe.
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You actually believed that all men were created equal.
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It was still on the forefront of your generation.
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And the same thing is with Scripture.
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Sometimes there's these great, wonderful sayings,
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but you can see that they're only getting so far
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in their culture, and this is one of those moments,
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you know, when one has a worthy wife,
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she's worth more than pearls.
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If you put that next to the other things
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in the Old Testament, especially the Ten Commandments,
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you start to realize that, yes, they really are saying,
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of all of your possessions, your wife is the best one.
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Of everything you own, I hope you know
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that that's the most valuable.
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It is saying that, and we say, well,
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that's not what it's saying.
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You're ignoring history.
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Of course it's what it's saying.
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Read the Ten Commandments.
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You will not covet your neighbor's, you know, oxen.
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You will not covet their belongings.
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You will not covet their wife.
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I think she actually comes third in the list.
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Does it mean that, no, it means that they are writing
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from their cultural mindset.
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Anyone who thinks scripture was written
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outside of a culture is fooling themselves,
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and so we get this sense that there's this moment, though,
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where it's really talking about Israel, the community.
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Nowadays we would say the church is this worthy wife.
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We really do, and that's why we have to understand
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that the language is sexist,
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or we'll come to the wrong conclusion.
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It is saying that, and we say,
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or we'll come to the wrong conclusion.
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It is saying we are a belonging of God's.
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We do belong to God in a way that nowadays
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we would say a wife doesn't.
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That's why this doesn't work so well anymore,
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but we actually are a lesser spouse to God.
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It is not, our relationship with God
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is not a marriage-based inequality.
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It's God and us, and it says,
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and you know that we are worthy of this relationship
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when all, as it says here, all of those in her care
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are taken care of and doubly clothed.
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In other words, that's when we are the spouse of God.
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We are the spouse of God the day that everyone
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in our care is taken care of.
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That makes us the worthy, so it's not this,
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you know, people love this at funerals.
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If mom passed away, they'll read this
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because they kind of love it.
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Oh, you know, mom took care of everyone.
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It's really about the community.
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The bride of Christ is to take care of everyone,
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and then we're being worthy of being
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the community we claim to be.
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And so we look at that, and then we go and we say,
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so now what is this stewardship thing about?
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What have we been given?
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What are we doing to take care of others?
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Some people in the gospel, it doesn't tell you who you are.
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Some people are like Martha and Mary,
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who are clearly people with money.
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They have, we know they at least have a private garden.
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And we know that it says in the New Testament
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that there were many women who actually took care
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of this little group out of their means.
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And for a woman to be able to take care of someone
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out of their means, somehow she was able,
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she had to either inherit or still have
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an ability in that culture.
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It was a rare thing.
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But no one ever turns to them and says,
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like they do to the rich young man, give it all away.
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Each of us is called to do different stuff.
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It's not, do you give everything away?
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Do you manage everything you've had in such a way
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that it does the most good in the world?
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Not the most good in your life.
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Do we manage everything we have
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to do the most good in the world?
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That's, you know, that's an ongoing thing.
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Sometimes it's being responsible to what we have
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so it will be there, not just for our children,
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but for the world.
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Because the church is called to take care,
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as Pope said this weekend,
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we are called to take care of everyone.
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And then the scripture says, and those under your care
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had better be well fed and well clothed and taken care of.
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And so we get this real mandate.
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I always think that Christianity,
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I mentioned this at a school mass this week,
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Christianity gets one of our most important dynamics
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absolutely backwards most of the time.
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In American Christianity nowadays,
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this is not true all through history.
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But the dynamic is that we think religion is about
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getting you to think the right things about God.
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We profess the creed.
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It's important, I'm glad we profess it.
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But it's not the point.
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The point is not think all the right things,
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have all the right definitions, know all the right laws.
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That's what it means to be a good Catholic,
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is I follow every one of the rules.
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And then subsidiarily, if I've got time left over,
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we go out and we help the poor.
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No, the first one, the last one there,
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that's the mandatory one.
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What we do in the world is actually more important
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than whether I have the right thoughts about God.
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Because quite frankly,
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you'll never get God figured out anyway.
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I'm always surprised how often we use God
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as a distraction to the gospel.
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God becomes the distraction.
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I'm gonna ponder God and, you know,
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I'm gonna ponder and pray
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and hopefully God will feed the poor.
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No, no, he's got his job, we have ours.
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And our job is to go out and change the world.
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And that's what's difficult about our faith.
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Because throughout history,
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the church slowly has aligned itself
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and it's against its own roots.
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We align ourselves, it happens naturally,
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with establishment.
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We become the voice of the establishment.
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The original gospel was never
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the voice of the establishment.
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It always scares me to know.
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You know, first thing I realized
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when I was studying the scripture in seminary
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is that the only people Jesus gets mad at
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are the religious leaders.
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I mean, it's amazing, once we study that,
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we're still willing to become priests.
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We're the ones he gets mad at.
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He doesn't stand with the priests
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and look out to the people and say,
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you hypocrites.
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He always stands with them,
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looks at the religious leader and goes,
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you hypocrites.
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We're the ones that really seem to upset him the most.
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And so we have to always, you know,
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have that in mind as we minister,
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as we preach, as we do all these things.
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And then the level goes out.
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Those of us who are Christians
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working with non-Christians,
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we have to understand that that finger
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might be pointing back at us.
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The establishment is not ever
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where the church was meant to be.
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We were always meant to be the pilgrim church.
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Triumphant church happens after death.
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That's in heaven.
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We're the pilgrim church.
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We're the church that journeys
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through the world with those who have no home.
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And the Pope says this over and over and over again,
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and it's interesting to watch the backlash against it.
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You know, tell us we're holy,
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but don't give us a mission.
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That will never happen.
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That will never happen.
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The gospel will not be there to tell us
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when we're being holy or not.
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It will be there to tell us what we do next,
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where the mission is, everything we've been given.
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Hopefully we do go out and invest it in others.
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And sometimes that will go well.
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Mother Teresa always reminds us,
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you are called to be faithful, not successful.
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And I always think that's the line
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I want to hear in that gospel today,
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is you're not called to be successful.
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You were called to be faithful.
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You are called to be courageous.
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You are called to be able to speak your mind.
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And it may work out well for you.
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Those who have an earthly vision would tell you
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it didn't work out well for Jesus.
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Peter tried to talk him out of it.
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We're called not to side with that.
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We're called to side with the Jesus vision that
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says we're called to be faithful.
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We cannot control the world's reaction to it.
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But we're called to go out and change the world.
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And if we're too stuck in our establishment,
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we don't want change.
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It's comfortable.
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But like the pope, when we align with the poor,
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we will see the need for change.
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And only when we see that need will we
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start to understand the gospel of Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers around the parable of Father Pat’s message centers around the parable of the talents and the deeper implications of what it means to faithfully use the gifts God has entrusted to us. He challenges listeners to move beyond a superficial understanding of stewardship, emphasizing that the parable is not merely about financial responsibility but about embracing the courage to risk, invest, and serve others with all that we have been given. He laments the missing part of the story—the one who risks and loses—yet affirms that God calls us to faithfulness, not success. Father Pat draws connections between authentic Christian discipleship and solidarity with the poor, underscoring that true Christ-like living requires aligning ourselves with the marginalized and resisting the comfort and stagnation of establishment religion. Ultimately, Father Pat urges the Church and its members to abandon passive religiosity and instead live out the Gospel through bold, sacrificial love and justice.
The parable of the talents, as Father Pat explains, is often misunderstood when reduced to a simple lesson on productivity or financial stewardship. The deeper message lies in the spiritual responsibility to recognize the abundance of gifts—spiritual, emotional, material—that God has placed in our lives and to use them courageously for the good of others. The Gospel rewards those who risk and invest their talents, but it does not address the scenario many of us fear: what happens if we risk and fail? Father Pat points out this omission and suggests that, despite the lack of narrative closure, the instinctive conclusion is that faithfulness and willingness to act matter more to God than measurable success. This is echoed in the life of Jesus himself, whose crucifixion by worldly standards looked like failure, yet became the ultimate act of faithfulness.
Father Pat also draws a powerful parallel between this parable and the story of the ten lepers, where the one who returns to thank Jesus steps off the expected path—a risky move that is nonetheless deeply valued by Christ. This illustrates that true discipleship often involves stepping away from the safe and expected in favor of authentic, grateful, and courageous living. He also reflects on the wisdom of the poor, a theme that Pope Francis has emphasized, especially on the World Day of the Poor. The poor, he notes, have a clearer vision of God, not because of sentimentality, but because their daily dependence reveals a truth many of us with material security forget: everything we have is gift. The poor recognize their need for grace, while the affluent often delude themselves with the myth of self-sufficiency.
In this context, Father Pat challenges the Church to examine its alignment with institutional power and comfort. Historically, the Church began as a movement on the margins, yet over centuries has often become an arm of the establishment, losing its prophetic edge. He notes with irony that the only people Jesus directs anger toward in the Gospels are the religious leaders—those who were supposed to guide others but instead preserved their own power. This is a sobering reminder for clergy and laypeople alike to constantly reevaluate whether we are truly following Christ or merely preserving tradition and comfort.
The reading from Proverbs about the “worthy wife” is also reinterpreted not as a patriarchal ideal of a submissive woman, but as a metaphor for the community of faith—the Church—and its responsibility to care for all within its reach. Just as a worthy spouse ensures that those in her care are well-fed and clothed, the Church must prioritize the material and spiritual wellbeing of the vulnerable. This reframing encourages believers to resist individualistic interpretations of Scripture and instead embrace a communal, justice-oriented reading.
Father Pat critiques the inversion of priorities prevalent in much of American Christianity, where orthodoxy (right belief) is elevated above orthopraxy (right action). He argues that the true measure of Christian faith is not how accurately one can define theological doctrines, but how deeply one embodies the Gospel through acts of love, justice, and mercy. The creeds and doctrines matter, but they are not the end; they are meant to propel us into mission. Christianity, at its core, is not about admiring God from a distance, but about participating in God’s work in the world—feeding the hungry, clothing the naked, and challenging unjust systems.
Finally, Father Pat echoes the wisdom of Mother Teresa: “You are not called to be successful, but faithful.” This statement encapsulates the heart of the homily. Faithfulness means risking failure, stepping into the unknown, and offering one’s gifts without the guarantee of reward. It demands that we not cling to security but embrace the Gospel's radical call to transformation—for ourselves and for the world. The Church must renew its identity as a pilgrim people, journeying with the poor, the displaced, and the forgotten, rather than settling into the comforts of cultural relevance or institutional prestige. Only then will we fully understand and live the Gospel of Jesus Christ....
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Call to Vigilance & Readiness
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2017-11-12
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While they went off to buy it, the bridegroom came, and those who were ready went into the wedding feast with him. Then the door was locked. Afterwards, the other virgins came and said, Lord, Lord, open the door for us. But he said in reply, amen. I say to you, I do not know you. Therefore, stay awake, for you know neither the day nor the hour. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Tough wedding. Even tougher metaphor. It's one that people, you know, they've heard, oh, the wise virgins and the foolish virgins. And we don't really pull this apart. The problem with some of these metaphors is they're great metaphors for the kingdom of God, but they kind of fall apart at the human level because they're things that really don't happen at the human level. You know, you can't say, you know, love is a rose really doesn't mean anything if you've never seen a rose. I mean, we depend on the part of the metaphor that's supposed to make something for us. And this is a wedding, I'm assuming, like one you've never been to. First off, it's probably not, it's probably not an allusion to a Jewish wedding. Because even though there are some of the tidier English translations that take this to bridesmaids or maybe, you know, the allusion here is the bridegroom is waiting for 10 virgins. This is a 10 bride, one groom sort of wedding. I don't think I've been to more than one of those. So it's a little out of our experience to begin with. It's not really the picture of a wedding as we know it. And part of that is because this, of course, is the bride in this Matthew reading is already starting to take on that theology of the church. And Jesus being the bridegroom. And it's coming out of an experience of the community at the time this gospel's written, probably somewhere around the year 80, give or take, that they all thought the bridegroom, they all thought Jesus was going, the second coming was gonna happen before the death of the last apostle. And they've been watching him drop off one by one. And about now, they're feeling the bridegroom is late. The community is struggling for how do we keep waiting for Jesus to come back when it's becoming more and more apparent that it's probably not happening in our lifetime. It's not what was expected. And so it's definitely a story about, you know, well, be patient. Well, you know, it's not gonna happen when you expect. For most of us, it will not happen in our lifetime. Generations have come and gone. Every generation is, you know, unwilling to say out loud ahead of time, it's probably not in my lifetime. Because that almost feels like unfaithfulness. You know, that it could happen tomorrow. And so we end up with this parable that has at its heart a piece of theology that every preacher and every theologian, unless they've got a mean spiritedness to them, is very uncomfortable with. And it's that the wise maidens here are wise but uncaring. It's sort of, if we look at them as they're the ones that are going to heaven, they are the ones who, we got ours, we don't care about you. And it's a distasteful vision that if that's what heaven is full of, you know, hell, purgatory are looking pretty good at this point, you know, where the food's no good but the people are kinder. It tears apart, what is it? Well, I did it and you didn't. And it nurtures a sort of vision that some of us will merit heaven rather than none of us merit it. We get it through the grace of Jesus. And who merits it more is, you know, it's a little bit when we stand before God and hope that I will look better than the next person over. It, you know, it's like two garden slugs standing before a person thinking, I think they'll find me more attractive than that one. Which is not a horrible thing until, until the slugs start wounding one another to look better. We're all going to need this grace of God. So, for years I've toyed with this parable in different ways and tried to get my head around it. And I finally gave up yesterday and if anyone saw me at about noon, I was walking over from my office with a stack of Greek books about this big and slogged through this to try and figure out what's going on. Especially since whoever designed our lectionary, God love them. It's a little misleading until we put it next to the book of wisdom. They take the parable of these wise virgins and they say, let's pair it with the book of wisdom, which is not probably purposefully, but negligently misleading. Because the words both get translated into English as wisdom, but have nothing to do much with one another in their original languages. In the Old Testament, wisdom, the book of wisdom is it's not a female aspect of God. It is God, the entirety of God in female imagery. That's just so foreign to us that we don't really understand it. And I wanted to get one of these passages correct because I think people don't understand. So I'm taking out my Bible. I'm not tweeting, I promise. But in the book of wisdom, God, the great, the Hebrew Yahweh, the Ruach, all of that. In wisdom, this is a female character. But when someone says, well, I don't think they're really talking about God in that sense. This is from the 10th chapter. The holy people, wisdom, Solomon says, the holy people and their blameless descendants, it was she who rescued them from the nations that oppressed them. She who entered the soul of the Lord's servant withstood the kings. She who gave the holy ones the rewards of their labor. She who was their shelter from day, their light at night. She took them across the Red Sea. She brought them through the waters and she drowned their enemies, turning them up from the bottom. This is the Hebrew God. If it said he, you'd know exactly who they were talking about. But because it says she, we don't. Wisdom in the Old Testament is the essence of God. So when you take that and we say, well, we couldn't ask for more than to be like these wise women. Now we're misusing it because the word in the, so that's why I had to get all these books in what we call the Septuagint, and this is a little bit of a slog, so just stay with me. But the Septuagint is the oldest, the Greek translation of the Old Testament. You know, most of the Jewish people at the time of Jesus weren't running around speaking fluent Hebrew. They were living in Greek countries and the Old Testament had been translated into Greek by them. So they would, some of them, especially the less scholarly, might approach the Hebrew Bible the way I approach the Greek one, which is with a stack of books this big and go over, you know, I just don't flip through it and my fluent Greek just doesn't fall into place. I have to, so when I'm actually studying scripture, I will pull out the English translation. I'm practically fluent. So it's, you know, so they're doing that. They're pulling out the Septuagint, the Greek translation, and all of those images of wisdom is a word we're fairly familiar with, Sophia. Sophia is that Greek word. And Sophia is this imagery of, I mean, when you have Sophia, you are in the God mindset. You are with God and you are the perfect example of God. And Sophia, oh, they do it all up real nice. And then we get to these five women in the New Testament and the word Sophia is not used. The word phronimos, which means anything from well-prepared to shrewd. Oh, well shrewd, now I get it. They're shrewd. They've got all the details of this life in place. The other place it's used in the synoptics, one of the other places is in Luke, in the 16th chapter of Luke, at the eighth verse, where it's the dishonest steward, the one who goes out and scratches, it says, you know, the master awarded him because the children of this world are more prudent and shrewd with one another. Now, it wouldn't translate as because you dishonest people are more wise. Never have translated that one as wisdom. There's a sort of shrewd, you know, it would have been clunky to say there were five foolish virgins and five who were type A personalities. But that's sort of, I got everything in a row, I'm not gonna show up unprepared. These are the Boy Scouts you wanna travel with. But it doesn't set them up as an example of what it means to be close to God. It's just saying they're the ones that know how to plan ahead of time. The man who builds his house on stone, who has all of the right materials ready, same word, not Sophia. So once we back up and say, okay, so now let's use one of the common translations. There are five who are foolish and five who are prudent. Well, I know prudent people who aren't necessarily generous and compassionate, and that those don't always go together. But it's such a struggle for us to use the word wise and then say, so when we talk about this wisdom of God, compassion and mercy and caring about those who don't have shouldn't be part of it. So we first, we have to get those words separated from one another. And then say, so, what was the big moment that the other five had their epic failure? They didn't have an extra flask? Well, that's nice, but what if the bridegroom had been a whole nother day? They'd all have been out of oil. You know, some of them were lucky enough, they got the right amount, others weren't. So at what point did they have their epic failure? And when you start to figure out the translation, it becomes apparent that we've missed a crucial moment in this. What if they had shown up, if Jesus is the bridegroom, what if they had shown up with not enough oil? What if they'd just been brave enough to say, hey, not as prepared as them, but I'm showing up as who I am. Do we think Jesus would have slammed the door? Is the moment of foolishness when they hear someone else say, we're prepared, you're not. You go away, and we're going in. And they went to try to pick up someone else's journey and come back a little more acceptable. That's foolish. And we fall for it all the time. People are running around telling people which church they can belong to, which church they can't belong to, and everyone, and you have to, your journey has to look a little more like mine. And there are so many people, even in our own faith, where I always feel there are people who will say, you are welcome here. As long as you start to live a little more like I do, you're even more welcome. And if you could start to look like me, you know. It's not worth the hair loss. You know, we start to say, you're welcome when your spiritual journey mimics mine. I had a friend, a priest, who his superior wanted him to go on a retreat. They were going through some struggle, and he said, you know, I went on a 30-day silent Ignatian retreat once, and I really, really think that this would be good for you. And so he thought about it, and he said, you know, I'm gonna look into some programs. And he said, no, no, no, no, this program I did, this one in the Dakotas somewhere, oh, no, this is the one you should do. It's really, really good. Well, you know, 30-day silent retreat. I don't need to be, you know, in my favorite city. It's a 30-day silent retreat. That'll be fine, I'll just look through the spiritual directors. No, no, no, the one I used, and he said, I started to realize he didn't want me to go on a 30-day retreat. He wanted me to go on his 30-day retreat. Oh, this is the director I used, and this is the one. And as soon as you, you know, how many friends do you know that, oh, I have found the perfect diet? It worked for me, so it'll work for everyone. If it worked for everyone, you would sell a billion copies. Even modern medicine. Anyone who's ever dealt with cancer hears things constantly like, well, we've got a new treatment that works, and we think it works about 75% of the time. And what does that mean? It means it seems to work, but we don't know if it'll work on you, because we just don't know. There's some piece of, you know, idiosyncratic nature to this that we can't quite get our minds around, and what worked for one person doesn't work for another. And then we get people who think with spirituality, one size fits all. You know, either it's the spirituality of Jesus, or it's that, no, you cannot do the path of Jesus. He started as God. I don't mean to disappoint you, but your starting point was different. None of us started as God. We usually thought we got there by the time we were 16 or so, but we really didn't. You know, we don't have the same starting place. Someone comes to us, a spiritual guru, the worst thing we can start to do is to find a spiritual teacher and imitate them rather than be advised by them. You know, when you've got a companion, you don't really follow as much as you walk alongside. You cut your own path. It may be near to theirs, but this whole parable when we start to realize the difference between real wisdom and prudence, nothing wrong with prudence, but it's not the whole package. When we start to realize the difference, we go, so their mistake was, oh, we're not prepared the way they are. We can't go in. That was the moment of foolishness. That was the moment that they lost it, and then when they come back, it's already going. You know, I think most of us don't ever hit that point with that parable. We're too busy thinking of other things. It's so easy to let someone hijack the deeper meaning of something and make it something else. You know, yesterday, Veterans Day, I've always wondered why we didn't just create Veterans Day rather than take Armistice Day and rename it because they're not the same thing. You know, Armistice was disarmament, and Veterans Day, they said, you know, we gotta honor the veterans of all our wars. Good idea, but it wasn't, that's what that armistice was, was honoring the disarmament, and you know, and that poor holiday has had the worst history of any in our, you know, first, what was it, I think in 1938, they passed the Monday holiday thing. Have to do it on a Monday, you know, and they said, we'll move it to the nearest Monday, so I think the first time they finally celebrated it on a Monday was 72 or 74, and they celebrated it on October 25th. Now, I admit, I know a lot of people who grew up in the 70s, and we missed a few Mondays, but there's no way that was the closest Monday to November 11th, and then it took them about four years to say, okay, this is stupid, put it back on November 11th because we're moving it all over the place to find a Monday, but it's had this troubled history, and I always thought, why didn't they just keep armistice day and say, wow, if that's a good idea, put in another holiday and honor our veterans? You know, oh, let's change this one. It was still a great holiday, it was a good idea, you know, and why not have them both? Why not enrich ourselves? We do that with this parable. Instead of saying, well, you could take on that, as rabbis would, take on another image of this, but the original image is not that you had five failures and five A-pluses. No, no one in this looks really good. Even the bridegroom is sketchy. He shows up late, but how dare they show up late? Even the bridegroom is a sketchy character in this, and that's the beauty of the parables. You can reflect on them again and again from the viewpoints of different characters. You know, Jesus could have handed us an encyclopedia of moral behavior. Instead, he took the parables, and those of you who are mathematicians know that that word comes from the meaning of a shape that is open-ended. Never really has a conclusion to it, and it keeps us rediscovering. Today's, I really think, tells us, your path, it's the only path you get to heaven. You will not get to heaven imitating someone else's path, because they're not in the same place. That's why I always throw my hands up the air when someone says, you know, what would Jesus do? I've told you my problem with that. They're starving. What would Jesus do? He'd multiply bread. Let me know how that works for you. You have to go sacrifice and help and do something else. You don't have the Jesus skills. Wouldn't it be nice? We can't do that. We can imagine what does Jesus call us to do, but we're working with a slightly different skill set than God. And so, we ask God to make us a people that trust that God is here with us in our path, from where you're at at this moment to, you know, your final resting in heaven. There is your path, and it's not going to be anyone else's. And when someone else looks more prepared, so you start to jump and try and do their path, all you do is arrive at your own late. We ask God to make us a people that trust in the grace of our own spiritual journey. Trust that each of us is created by God. Each of us is given a destiny by God. Each of us is in relationship with God. The day you decide to walk someone else's path, you're never gonna get where they got. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable.
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The kingdom of heaven will be like 10 virgins
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who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom.
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Five of them were foolish and five were wise.
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The foolish ones, when taking their lamps,
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brought no oil with them.
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But the wise brought flasks of oil with their lamps.
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Since the bridegroom was long delayed,
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they all became drowsy and fell asleep.
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At midnight, there was a cry.
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Behold, the bridegroom, come out to meet him.
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Then all those virgins got up and trimmed their lamps.
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The foolish ones said to the wise,
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give us some of your oil, for our lamps are going out.
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But the wise ones replied, no, for there may not
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be enough for us and you.
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Go instead to the merchants and buy some for yourselves.
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While they went off to buy it, the bridegroom came,
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and those who were ready went into the wedding feast
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with him.
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Then the door was locked.
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Afterwards, the other virgins came and said, Lord, Lord,
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open the door for us.
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But he said in reply, amen.
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I say to you, I do not know you.
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Therefore, stay awake, for you know neither
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the day nor the hour.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Tough wedding.
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Even tougher metaphor.
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It's one that people, you know, they've
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heard, oh, the wise virgins and the foolish virgins.
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And we don't really pull this apart.
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The problem with some of these metaphors is
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they're great metaphors for the kingdom of God,
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but they kind of fall apart at the human level
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because they're things that really don't happen
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at the human level.
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You know, you can't say, you know, love is a rose
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really doesn't mean anything if you've never seen a rose.
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I mean, we depend on the part of the metaphor
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that's supposed to make something for us.
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And this is a wedding, I'm assuming,
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like one you've never been to.
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First off, it's probably not,
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it's probably not an allusion to a Jewish wedding.
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Because even though there are some of the tidier
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English translations that take this to bridesmaids
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or maybe, you know, the allusion here is
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the bridegroom is waiting for 10 virgins.
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This is a 10 bride, one groom sort of wedding.
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I don't think I've been to more than one of those.
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So it's a little out of our experience to begin with.
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It's not really the picture of a wedding as we know it.
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And part of that is because this, of course,
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is the bride in this Matthew reading
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is already starting to take on that theology of the church.
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And Jesus being the bridegroom.
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And it's coming out of an experience of the community
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at the time this gospel's written,
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probably somewhere around the year 80, give or take,
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that they all thought the bridegroom,
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they all thought Jesus was going,
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the second coming was gonna happen
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before the death of the last apostle.
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And they've been watching him drop off one by one.
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And about now, they're feeling the bridegroom is late.
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The community is struggling for how do we keep waiting
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for Jesus to come back when it's becoming
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more and more apparent that it's probably
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not happening in our lifetime.
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It's not what was expected.
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And so it's definitely a story about,
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you know, well, be patient.
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Well, you know, it's not gonna happen when you expect.
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For most of us, it will not happen in our lifetime.
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Generations have come and gone.
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Every generation is, you know,
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unwilling to say out loud ahead of time,
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it's probably not in my lifetime.
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Because that almost feels like unfaithfulness.
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You know, that it could happen tomorrow.
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And so we end up with this parable
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that has at its heart a piece of theology
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that every preacher and every theologian,
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unless they've got a mean spiritedness to them,
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is very uncomfortable with.
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And it's that the wise maidens here
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are wise but uncaring.
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It's sort of, if we look at them as
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they're the ones that are going to heaven,
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they are the ones who, we got ours,
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we don't care about you.
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And it's a distasteful vision
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that if that's what heaven is full of,
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you know, hell, purgatory are looking pretty good
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at this point, you know, where the food's no good
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but the people are kinder.
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It tears apart, what is it?
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Well, I did it and you didn't.
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And it nurtures a sort of vision
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that some of us will merit heaven
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rather than none of us merit it.
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We get it through the grace of Jesus.
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And who merits it more is, you know,
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it's a little bit when we stand before God
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and hope that I will look better
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than the next person over.
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It, you know, it's like two garden slugs
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standing before a person thinking,
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I think they'll find me more attractive than that one.
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Which is not a horrible thing until,
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until the slugs start wounding one another to look better.
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We're all going to need this grace of God.
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So, for years I've toyed with this parable
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in different ways and tried to get my head around it.
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And I finally gave up yesterday
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and if anyone saw me at about noon,
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I was walking over from my office
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with a stack of Greek books about this big
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and slogged through this to try and figure out
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what's going on.
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Especially since whoever designed our lectionary,
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God love them.
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It's a little misleading until we put it
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next to the book of wisdom.
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They take the parable of these wise virgins
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and they say, let's pair it with the book of wisdom,
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which is not probably purposefully,
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but negligently misleading.
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Because the words both get translated
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into English as wisdom, but have nothing to do much
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with one another in their original languages.
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In the Old Testament, wisdom, the book of wisdom
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is it's not a female aspect of God.
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It is God, the entirety of God in female imagery.
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That's just so foreign to us
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that we don't really understand it.
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And I wanted to get one of these passages correct
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because I think people don't understand.
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So I'm taking out my Bible.
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I'm not tweeting, I promise.
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But in the book of wisdom, God,
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the great, the Hebrew Yahweh, the Ruach, all of that.
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In wisdom, this is a female character.
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But when someone says, well, I don't think
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they're really talking about God in that sense.
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This is from the 10th chapter.
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The holy people, wisdom, Solomon says,
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the holy people and their blameless descendants,
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it was she who rescued them from the nations
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that oppressed them.
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She who entered the soul of the Lord's servant
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withstood the kings.
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She who gave the holy ones the rewards of their labor.
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She who was their shelter from day, their light at night.
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She took them across the Red Sea.
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She brought them through the waters
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and she drowned their enemies,
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turning them up from the bottom.
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This is the Hebrew God.
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If it said he, you'd know exactly
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who they were talking about.
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But because it says she, we don't.
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Wisdom in the Old Testament is the essence of God.
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So when you take that and we say, well,
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we couldn't ask for more than to be like these wise women.
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Now we're misusing it because the word in the,
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so that's why I had to get all these books
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in what we call the Septuagint,
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and this is a little bit of a slog,
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so just stay with me.
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But the Septuagint is the oldest,
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the Greek translation of the Old Testament.
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You know, most of the Jewish people
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at the time of Jesus weren't running around
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speaking fluent Hebrew.
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They were living in Greek countries
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and the Old Testament had been translated
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into Greek by them.
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So they would, some of them,
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especially the less scholarly,
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might approach the Hebrew Bible
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the way I approach the Greek one,
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which is with a stack of books this big and go over,
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you know, I just don't flip through it
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and my fluent Greek just doesn't fall into place.
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I have to, so when I'm actually studying scripture,
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I will pull out the English translation.
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I'm practically fluent.
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So it's, you know, so they're doing that.
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They're pulling out the Septuagint,
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the Greek translation,
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and all of those images of wisdom
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is a word we're fairly familiar with, Sophia.
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Sophia is that Greek word.
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And Sophia is this imagery of,
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I mean, when you have Sophia,
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you are in the God mindset.
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You are with God and you are the perfect example of God.
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And Sophia, oh, they do it all up real nice.
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And then we get to these five women in the New Testament
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and the word Sophia is not used.
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The word phronimos,
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which means anything from well-prepared to shrewd.
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Oh, well shrewd, now I get it.
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They're shrewd.
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They've got all the details of this life in place.
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The other place it's used in the synoptics,
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one of the other places is in Luke,
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in the 16th chapter of Luke, at the eighth verse,
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where it's the dishonest steward,
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the one who goes out and scratches,
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it says, you know, the master awarded him
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because the children of this world
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are more prudent and shrewd with one another.
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Now, it wouldn't translate as
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because you dishonest people are more wise.
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Never have translated that one as wisdom.
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There's a sort of shrewd, you know,
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it would have been clunky to say
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there were five foolish virgins
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and five who were type A personalities.
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But that's sort of, I got everything in a row,
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I'm not gonna show up unprepared.
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These are the Boy Scouts you wanna travel with.
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But it doesn't set them up as an example
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of what it means to be close to God.
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It's just saying they're the ones
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that know how to plan ahead of time.
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The man who builds his house on stone,
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who has all of the right materials ready,
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same word, not Sophia.
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So once we back up and say,
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okay, so now let's use one of the common translations.
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There are five who are foolish and five who are prudent.
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Well, I know prudent people
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who aren't necessarily generous and compassionate,
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and that those don't always go together.
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But it's such a struggle for us to use the word wise
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and then say, so when we talk about this wisdom of God,
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compassion and mercy and caring about those
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who don't have shouldn't be part of it.
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So we first, we have to get those words
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separated from one another.
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And then say, so, what was the big moment
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that the other five had their epic failure?
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They didn't have an extra flask?
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Well, that's nice, but what if the bridegroom
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had been a whole nother day?
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They'd all have been out of oil.
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You know, some of them were lucky enough,
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they got the right amount, others weren't.
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So at what point did they have their epic failure?
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And when you start to figure out the translation,
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it becomes apparent that we've missed
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a crucial moment in this.
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What if they had shown up, if Jesus is the bridegroom,
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what if they had shown up with not enough oil?
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What if they'd just been brave enough to say,
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hey, not as prepared as them,
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but I'm showing up as who I am.
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Do we think Jesus would have slammed the door?
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Is the moment of foolishness when they hear
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someone else say, we're prepared, you're not.
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You go away, and we're going in.
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And they went to try to pick up someone else's journey
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and come back a little more acceptable.
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That's foolish.
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And we fall for it all the time.
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People are running around telling people
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which church they can belong to,
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which church they can't belong to,
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and everyone, and you have to,
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your journey has to look a little more like mine.
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And there are so many people, even in our own faith,
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where I always feel there are people who will say,
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you are welcome here.
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As long as you start to live a little more like I do,
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you're even more welcome.
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And if you could start to look like me, you know.
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It's not worth the hair loss.
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You know, we start to say, you're welcome
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when your spiritual journey mimics mine.
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I had a friend, a priest, who his superior
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wanted him to go on a retreat.
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They were going through some struggle,
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and he said, you know, I went on a 30-day
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silent Ignatian retreat once, and I really, really think
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that this would be good for you.
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And so he thought about it, and he said,
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you know, I'm gonna look into some programs.
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And he said, no, no, no, no, this program I did,
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this one in the Dakotas somewhere,
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oh, no, this is the one you should do.
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It's really, really good.
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Well, you know, 30-day silent retreat.
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I don't need to be, you know, in my favorite city.
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It's a 30-day silent retreat.
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That'll be fine, I'll just look
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through the spiritual directors.
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No, no, no, the one I used, and he said,
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I started to realize he didn't want me
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to go on a 30-day retreat.
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He wanted me to go on his 30-day retreat.
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Oh, this is the director I used, and this is the one.
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And as soon as you, you know, how many friends
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do you know that, oh, I have found the perfect diet?
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It worked for me, so it'll work for everyone.
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If it worked for everyone, you would sell a billion copies.
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Even modern medicine.
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Anyone who's ever dealt with cancer
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hears things constantly like, well,
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we've got a new treatment that works,
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and we think it works about 75% of the time.
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And what does that mean?
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It means it seems to work, but we don't know
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if it'll work on you, because we just don't know.
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There's some piece of, you know, idiosyncratic nature
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to this that we can't quite get our minds around,
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and what worked for one person doesn't work for another.
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And then we get people who think
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with spirituality, one size fits all.
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You know, either it's the spirituality of Jesus,
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or it's that, no, you cannot do the path of Jesus.
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He started as God.
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I don't mean to disappoint you,
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but your starting point was different.
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None of us started as God.
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We usually thought we got there
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by the time we were 16 or so, but we really didn't.
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You know, we don't have the same starting place.
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Someone comes to us, a spiritual guru,
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the worst thing we can start to do
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is to find a spiritual teacher and imitate them
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rather than be advised by them.
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You know, when you've got a companion,
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you don't really follow as much as you walk alongside.
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You cut your own path.
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It may be near to theirs, but this whole parable
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when we start to realize the difference
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between real wisdom and prudence,
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nothing wrong with prudence,
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but it's not the whole package.
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When we start to realize the difference,
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we go, so their mistake was,
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oh, we're not prepared the way they are.
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We can't go in.
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That was the moment of foolishness.
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That was the moment that they lost it,
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and then when they come back, it's already going.
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You know, I think most of us
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don't ever hit that point with that parable.
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We're too busy thinking of other things.
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It's so easy to let someone hijack
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the deeper meaning of something and make it something else.
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You know, yesterday, Veterans Day,
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I've always wondered why we didn't just create Veterans Day
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rather than take Armistice Day and rename it
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because they're not the same thing.
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You know, Armistice was disarmament,
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and Veterans Day, they said, you know,
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we gotta honor the veterans of all our wars.
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Good idea, but it wasn't, that's what that armistice was,
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was honoring the disarmament,
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and you know, and that poor holiday
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has had the worst history of any in our, you know,
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first, what was it, I think in 1938,
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they passed the Monday holiday thing.
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Have to do it on a Monday, you know,
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and they said, we'll move it to the nearest Monday,
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so I think the first time they finally celebrated it
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on a Monday was 72 or 74,
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and they celebrated it on October 25th.
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Now, I admit, I know a lot of people
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who grew up in the 70s, and we missed a few Mondays,
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but there's no way that was the closest Monday
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to November 11th, and then it took them about four years
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to say, okay, this is stupid, put it back on November 11th
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because we're moving it all over the place
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to find a Monday, but it's had this troubled history,
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and I always thought, why didn't they just keep armistice
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day and say, wow, if that's a good idea,
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put in another holiday and honor our veterans?
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You know, oh, let's change this one.
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It was still a great holiday, it was a good idea,
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you know, and why not have them both?
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Why not enrich ourselves?
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We do that with this parable.
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Instead of saying, well, you could take on that,
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as rabbis would, take on another image of this,
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but the original image is not that you had
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five failures and five A-pluses.
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No, no one in this looks really good.
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Even the bridegroom is sketchy.
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He shows up late, but how dare they show up late?
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Even the bridegroom is a sketchy character in this,
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and that's the beauty of the parables.
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You can reflect on them again and again
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from the viewpoints of different characters.
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You know, Jesus could have handed us
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an encyclopedia of moral behavior.
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Instead, he took the parables,
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and those of you who are mathematicians
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know that that word comes from the meaning
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of a shape that is open-ended.
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Never really has a conclusion to it,
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and it keeps us rediscovering.
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Today's, I really think, tells us,
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your path, it's the only path you get to heaven.
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You will not get to heaven imitating someone else's path,
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because they're not in the same place.
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That's why I always throw my hands up the air
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when someone says, you know, what would Jesus do?
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I've told you my problem with that.
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They're starving.
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What would Jesus do?
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He'd multiply bread.
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Let me know how that works for you.
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You have to go sacrifice and help and do something else.
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You don't have the Jesus skills.
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Wouldn't it be nice?
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We can't do that.
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We can imagine what does Jesus call us to do,
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but we're working with a slightly
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different skill set than God.
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And so, we ask God to make us a people
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that trust that God is here with us in our path,
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from where you're at at this moment
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to, you know, your final resting in heaven.
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There is your path, and it's not going to be anyone else's.
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And when someone else looks more prepared,
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so you start to jump and try and do their path,
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all you do is arrive at your own late.
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We ask God to make us a people that trust
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in the grace of our own spiritual journey.
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Trust that each of us is created by God.
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Each of us is given a destiny by God.
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Each of us is in relationship with God.
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The day you decide to walk someone else's path,
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you're never gonna get where they got.
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All you're going to do is lose the path,
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which is a grace that God has given you.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the parable of the Father Pat’s message centers on the parable of the ten virgins, emphasizing that the true failure of the “foolish” virgins was not their lack of preparation, but their belief that they could not approach the bridegroom unless they looked like the “prepared” ones. He challenges traditional interpretations that glorify the “wise” virgins and critiques a theology that equates spiritual preparedness with exclusionary merit. He asserts that each person must follow their own unique path to God, not someone else’s, and that salvation is not earned through prudence or imitation, but received through grace. Father Pat encourages us to trust the integrity of our own spiritual journey and resist the pressure to conform our faith walk to others'.
The detailed message explores the discomfort many feel with this parable from Matthew 25, where five virgins, called “wise,” bring extra oil for their lamps, while the other five, “foolish,” do not. Father Pat begins by noting that the parable’s wedding setting is culturally foreign and metaphorically loaded, making it difficult to relate to at a human level. Crucially, he points out the theological tension that arises when the “wise” virgins—those who seem to be rewarded—are portrayed as prudent but lacking in compassion. They refuse to share their oil, and yet are still welcomed into the wedding feast. This raises a troubling implication: Is heaven a place for those who say, “I got mine, too bad for you”?
He challenges the idea that the parable is about earning one’s place in heaven through preparedness or merit. Instead, he suggests that the parable reflects the early Christian community’s struggle with the delayed return of Christ—the “bridegroom”—and their anxiety about how to remain faithful in the waiting. The deeper theological issue, however, lies in the translation of the word “wise.” The English term “wise” misleadingly suggests divine insight or godliness. But in the Greek, the word used is *phronimos*, which is better translated as “prudent,” “shrewd,” or “well-prepared”—a term used elsewhere in the Gospels to describe worldly cleverness, not spiritual wisdom. By contrast, the word for divine wisdom in Greek is *Sophia*, a term used in the Old Testament (especially the Book of Wisdom) to describe the very essence of God, often in feminine imagery. Father Pat underscores this distinction, noting that the lectionary’s pairing of this Gospel with the Book of Wisdom may inadvertently mislead, as the “wisdom” of the virgins is not *Sophia*—God's wisdom—but mere human foresight.
Father Pat then reorients the focus of the parable to the moment of true failure—not when the foolish virgins forget extra oil, but when they internalize the message that they are unwelcome because they are unprepared. Instead of approaching the bridegroom honestly and vulnerably, they go off to buy more oil, attempting to match someone else’s readiness. This, he says, is the real moment of foolishness: denying the legitimacy of their own spiritual condition and journey in favor of conforming to someone else’s.
This reflects a broader, often unspoken attitude in religious communities: that someone is only welcome if they conform to the dominant model of holiness, belief, or behavior. Father Pat likens this to people who suggest others are welcome in church “as long as they start to live a little more like me.” He warns against a one-size-fits-all spirituality, noting that even well-meaning spiritual mentors may fall into the trap of promoting their personal path as the universal one. He compares this to medical treatments or diets—what works for one person may not work for another. The same is true in the spiritual life: each person’s journey is unique, shaped by their individual relationship with God.
He draws attention to how often people are tempted to imitate others’ spiritual lives rather than walk their own path. Even the question “What would Jesus do?” is problematic if it leads us to forget that Jesus began as God—our starting point is different. Instead, we must discern what Jesus is calling *us* to do, given our own humanity and limitations. True discipleship is not imitation in the shallow sense, but courageous fidelity to one's own path.
Ultimately, Father Pat reminds us that the parables are not closed moral lessons but open-ended invitations to reflection. The word “parable” itself denotes a shape that never quite resolves. This parable, he argues, is not about condemning some and rewarding others, but about the danger of abandoning your authentic spiritual journey in an effort to replicate another’s. The foolish virgins were not rejected because they lacked oil, but because they left their place to become someone else. The call of Christ is to stay awake—not just to the timing of his return, but to the grace and truth of our own spiritual story. Once we abandon that path, we risk missing our unique encounter with the Divine.
Therefore, Father Pat concludes, our prayer must be to trust God's grace in our own journey, to walk our unique path with authenticity, and to resist the pressure to conform to others' spiritual models. Salvation is not a reward for prudence; it is a gift of grace to those who dare to show up just as they are....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1007.6500244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus spoke to the crowds and to his disciples, saying, the scribes and the Pharisees have taken their seat on the chair of Moses. Therefore, do and observe all things whatsoever they tell you, but do not follow their example. For they preach, but they do not practice. They tie up heavy burdens, hard to carry, and lay them on people's shoulders, but they will not lift a finger to move them. All their works are performed to be seen. They widen their phylacteries and lengthen their tassels. They love places of honor at banquets, seats of honor in synagogues, greetings in marketplaces, and the salutation rabbi. As for you, do not be called rabbi. You have but one teacher, and you are all brothers. And call no one on earth your father, but you have one Father in heaven. Do not be called master, but you have one master, the Christ. The greatest among you must be your servant. Whoever exalts himself will be humbled. Whoever humbles himself will be exalted. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. There's a lot of today's gospel that if you can't get your mind into the headset of the genre, the way they taught, the way these little discourses unfold, you end up taking it a little too literally, and you end up in some very odd places. As Catholics, it's interesting because I think once in a while someone will say, why do you in the church do this? And we get absolutely defensive about something because we don't know, but we're pretty sure there's no good reason. Learn it. Learn it. The reasons are there. We don't have to panic. You know, one of those, someone will say, why do Catholics, why do they feel the need to confess to a priest? In my faith, we confess directly to God. And of course, I could get all upset about that, but my question immediately becomes, why would you confess to God? He knows what you did last night. I mean, we immediately, sometimes, we kind of lock up and decide, oh, I don't know how to defend this. And we don't actually listen. This is one of those. Someone will say, you know, it says here, don't call anyone father. Why do you guys call your priests father? And of course, the question is, why do we call our male parents father? You know, well, we don't. We call them dad. Well, first off, the word father actually appears nowhere in the Aramaic text. This is an English word, years later. So let's say that we all decide we can't use the word father. So for any earthly version of father, whether it be a priest or the head of a family that's male, we're going to instead use the word Bob. And that's what Bob will mean in our culture. Bob will mean a male parent or a priest. 100 years from now, the new, new, new, new American Bible translation, revised edition, will translate pater as Bob. And we're right back where we started. So it's not saying you have a concept here that you're not allowed to name in your culture because it would be disrespectful to God. We have to flip it and say, remember that the word father, when applied to God, is always deficient. You know, God, no human image of God, father, parent, mother, any of it, is ever close to sufficient. And so don't mix up the two concepts. Don't tie yourself in knots trying to come up with a word every time scripture translates, retranslates, and says, oh, now they've translated it, as Pete. Pete's out now. Language is language. But what it's saying is, don't let language become your new idol. Don't get caught up in, this is what this word means. Because it's really, we read this and say, yeah, don't start thinking anyone around you is God. More importantly, don't think that God is as simple as anyone around you. It's keeping the God image large is what this is really trying to get us to. And the teaching style doesn't translate to the modern ear always. But remember, this is not, Jesus really comes to teach more about theology than anthropology. So he's not trying to teach you all about people. He's teaching you the image of God. So the question always is, what does it say about God? And the other part, which of course is huge in the gospel, is here's what the gospel says about God, and then the much bigger part of the gospel, and here's what you're supposed to do. Because what he's pointing out today is the number, and he's attacking religious leaders. So once again, we're going to get this for about a month. All of these sort of, if they get a little fire and brimstone-y, I'm hoping that all, every pulpit in America is not doing this, but doing this. He's talking to religious leaders. And throughout the gospel, the only times Jesus seems to lose his temper, really seems to come out with strong language, is when those who are leading religion start to believe they get to control access to God. That seems to be the number one drive Jesus crazy sin, is people saying, we can control access to God. You're holy, you're not, you're in, you're out. That is huge. And so he goes after them pretty harshly. He basically gets this to the point of, these are what hypocrites are. Hypocrites say, my job is not to inspire, my job is not to be with you in your journey, my job is not to suffer with the people, my job is to say, here is the bar, and if you can't clear it, then you don't get in. There's a lot of that religion in the world. Because, and it's not because, I listened to a fascinating talk yesterday, it's really not because of the way the Catholic church is, or the way the Protestant church is, or the way the Buddhists is, it's because of the way people are. Religion has, for a very long time, been an amazing force for good, and an amazing force for evil in the world, and it usually, your image of God usually reflects who you are in the world. And so if you really think God is very upset with all those people, you'll notice, quite frankly, that you seem to be upset with all those people too. And this is not one of those which came first, the chicken or the egg, we know which came first. I don't like you, and lo and behold, eventually God doesn't. And if you are compassionate towards others, you will find the compassionate vision of God. Now the thing theology does is slowly break down these images and say, now, we know in scripture God calls us to be a people of compassion, which means if we're not, our God image has probably been damaged, which means we've got something going on that predates our God image. And we're gonna have to get back and figure out what that is so we can figure out what we believe in God. I love that these readings and our Advent readings come, at least in the northern hemisphere, in this onslaught of winter. It's being very gentle this year, it's giving us little doses, but it is the season for me, I always think of this as, it's the season of the bare trees. And it's a marvelous image of God to focus on once a year is, what happens when all of the chlorophyll is gone and then all the leaves are gone? What happens when you're left with just the bare structure? In our faith, what would happen if we had to spend a week without all of our trappings? You know, rituals and rosaries and stained glass and statues and just focus, what's the fundamental God image that we have when we get rid of all, you know, all the leafy abundance that we live with most of the time? What happens when we just say, so what do we really believe about God and who does it call me to be in the world? You will never get your mind around God. Too big, too big. You can figure out from the gospel actually pretty easily what our mission in the world is. And when we find the question, I wonder what God's calling me to, when we find it incredibly difficult, we're probably asking the wrong question. You know, many of you have heard over the years, I have this theory that we love to ask God's will on everything that's not important. I mean, I know people that will, they will pray to God before they choose their outfit in the morning. But go one step bigger. What happens when we get to careers? You know, and this is a very threatening thing for us to hear sometimes as priests. What if God looks at someone and says, they could be a priest or be married, either would be within my vocational call. What if the call of God is, be a good husband, be a good priest, be a good wife, be a good son, be a good doctor, be a good, what if that's the vocational call? Not what we do, but how we do it in the world. I love, I don't know if it's ever going to work, but I love trying to get the kids on the playground. You know, don't try to ask God what he wants you to be when you grow up, start small. When your fist is doubled up and you're really angry at someone, ask God about your vocation for the next 30 seconds. It will be stunningly clear, but I think because it's so clear is exactly why we don't ask it. When we see people in trouble, when was the last time we saw someone really struggling and prayed about our vocation in that moment? That vocation that might not take the rest of my life. You know, sometimes it's easier to commit the rest of our life than the next five minutes. I have to tell you, this is probably way more confessional than you will ever need to hear. But I go through these phases of, and I'll lose interest after about 30 episodes, but I'll find a new TV show. And you know, nowadays, those of you who are younger don't remember, it was horribly primitive when I was growing up. You actually had to commit to a show and watch it at the same time every week, or you didn't get to see it at all. Can you imagine such a world? Anyway. But now, you know, you just go out on another channel and they have all of season one running, you know. And so, I have learned a whole bunch about the generation younger than me. I have been watching a show called Catfish. Oh. Shh. There's a word my friend uses called shitar, which stands for severed head in the road. And it means one of those things that's really horrible, but you can't take your eyes off it. You know you're gonna look. And what this is, is it's a show about people who date online and they use fake pictures. And these two guys kind of go on detective and see whether someone's being catfished or not. Catfish means the person you think you're talking to is not the person at all. But the reason I can't get my mind out of this show is I'm fascinated with the quote unquote victims who will tell you. I've been talking, I've been typing with him or her online and looking at a picture, and this is the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. I am so in love. And I'm like, how does the mind get there? And then when they meet the person, and it's actually someone who looks totally different, different age, sometimes different gender. Oh yeah, severed head in the road. And they see the real person walk out for the first time. The hosts, for my liking, too often let this devolve into, you know, it was the real person. All that's different here is the physical characteristics. How important is that? First off, it is important, but secondly, that's not all that's different. They've been playing a character. They've been playing a character of, this is how I think I'd behave if I looked like this and had this job. They're playing a character. If you get a crush on Hermione Granger, don't start chasing down J.K. Rollins. She just wrote the character. She's not Harry Potter. And they don't see this. They really think that getting a couple texts here and there, I have come to know this person. And so they've got this real easy belief that they can check into for a few moments a day, texting back and forth, or even more, but it's not real. And even on, what's fascinating is on like, one out of every million episodes, it is the person in the picture. And they are the right age. And they check in two months later, and they are not lying, because you know what? In person, they just weren't the same person. It's kind of fascinating. Oh, it's really them. Oh yeah, but you know what? It's not them, because you weren't really interacting. If you can check in and check out of it, it's not a real relationship. So the question is, where's our relationship with God? Do we check in and check out? How disappointing is it gonna be when he walks out of heaven? Not what we expected. Not what we checked into for 60 minutes a week. Actually, I'm sure we'll be blown away in the other direction, but our faith too often becomes something we check into once in a while. Our prayer life, we check into. Our spirituality, we check into. We make plans for a big, long future of service. You know, most of us would, especially, I think this is one of those great moments in time where we all go, look, I wanna give my life to Jesus just as soon as that ball game is over. It's tough to have our discipleship call us in the next five minutes. And that's what these leaders are guilty of in this. They're not horrible, hateful people. He probably goes after them all a little more, the same reason we would. If you're gonna hold yourself out there as a moral leader, how often do we check in with our vocations? It's a great week. I'm going to end today by asking Alex Kroll, who is a seminarian, who the church has given him the gift of eight years of probably checking in with his vocation way more often than he should ever, ever have to. It's called seminary. And when I first got to seminary, there was a group, it was a pro-life group, but I just saw, the way my mind works with language, it said, seminarians for life. And I thought, how long are we gonna be here? It feels that way sometimes, but he is here to do our annual appeal for the seminary. So it is a great time for us to check into how we are doing moment by moment in our following of Jesus. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus spoke to the crowds and to his disciples,
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saying, the scribes and the Pharisees
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have taken their seat on the chair of Moses.
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Therefore, do and observe all things whatsoever
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they tell you, but do not follow their example.
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For they preach, but they do not practice.
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They tie up heavy burdens, hard to carry,
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and lay them on people's shoulders,
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but they will not lift a finger to move them.
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All their works are performed to be seen.
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They widen their phylacteries and lengthen their tassels.
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They love places of honor at banquets,
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seats of honor in synagogues, greetings in marketplaces,
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and the salutation rabbi.
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As for you, do not be called rabbi.
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You have but one teacher, and you are all brothers.
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And call no one on earth your father,
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but you have one Father in heaven.
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Do not be called master, but you
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have one master, the Christ.
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The greatest among you must be your servant.
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Whoever exalts himself will be humbled.
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Whoever humbles himself will be exalted.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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There's a lot of today's gospel that if you can't get your mind
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into the headset of the genre, the way they taught,
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the way these little discourses unfold,
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you end up taking it a little too literally,
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and you end up in some very odd places.
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As Catholics, it's interesting because I
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think once in a while someone will say,
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why do you in the church do this?
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And we get absolutely defensive about something
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because we don't know, but we're pretty sure
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there's no good reason.
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Learn it.
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Learn it.
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The reasons are there.
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We don't have to panic.
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You know, one of those, someone will say, why do Catholics,
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why do they feel the need to confess to a priest?
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In my faith, we confess directly to God.
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And of course, I could get all upset about that,
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but my question immediately becomes,
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why would you confess to God?
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He knows what you did last night.
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I mean, we immediately, sometimes,
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we kind of lock up and decide, oh, I
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don't know how to defend this.
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And we don't actually listen.
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This is one of those.
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Someone will say, you know, it says here,
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don't call anyone father.
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Why do you guys call your priests father?
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And of course, the question is, why do we
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call our male parents father?
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You know, well, we don't.
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We call them dad.
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Well, first off, the word father actually
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appears nowhere in the Aramaic text.
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This is an English word, years later.
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So let's say that we all decide we can't use the word father.
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So for any earthly version of father,
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whether it be a priest or the head of a family that's male,
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we're going to instead use the word Bob.
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And that's what Bob will mean in our culture.
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Bob will mean a male parent or a priest.
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100 years from now, the new, new, new, new American Bible
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translation, revised edition, will translate pater as Bob.
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And we're right back where we started.
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So it's not saying you have a concept here
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that you're not allowed to name in your culture
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because it would be disrespectful to God.
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We have to flip it and say, remember
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that the word father, when applied to God,
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is always deficient.
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You know, God, no human image of God, father, parent, mother,
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any of it, is ever close to sufficient.
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And so don't mix up the two concepts.
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Don't tie yourself in knots trying
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to come up with a word every time scripture translates,
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retranslates, and says, oh, now they've translated it,
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as Pete.
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Pete's out now.
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Language is language.
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But what it's saying is, don't let language
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become your new idol.
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Don't get caught up in, this is what this word means.
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Because it's really, we read this and say, yeah,
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don't start thinking anyone around you is God.
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More importantly, don't think that God is
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as simple as anyone around you.
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It's keeping the God image large is what this is really
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trying to get us to.
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And the teaching style doesn't translate to the modern ear
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always.
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But remember, this is not, Jesus really
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comes to teach more about theology than anthropology.
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So he's not trying to teach you all about people.
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He's teaching you the image of God.
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So the question always is, what does it say about God?
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And the other part, which of course is huge in the gospel,
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is here's what the gospel says about God,
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and then the much bigger part of the gospel,
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and here's what you're supposed to do.
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Because what he's pointing out today is the number,
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and he's attacking religious leaders.
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So once again, we're going to get this for about a month.
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All of these sort of, if they get a little fire
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and brimstone-y, I'm hoping that all,
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every pulpit in America is not doing this, but doing this.
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He's talking to religious leaders.
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And throughout the gospel, the only times
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Jesus seems to lose his temper, really
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seems to come out with strong language,
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is when those who are leading religion
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start to believe they get to control access to God.
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That seems to be the number one drive Jesus crazy sin,
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is people saying, we can control access to God.
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You're holy, you're not, you're in, you're out.
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That is huge.
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And so he goes after them pretty harshly.
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He basically gets this to the point of,
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these are what hypocrites are.
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Hypocrites say, my job is not to inspire,
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my job is not to be with you in your journey,
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my job is not to suffer with the people,
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my job is to say, here is the bar,
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and if you can't clear it, then you don't get in.
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There's a lot of that religion in the world.
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Because, and it's not because,
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I listened to a fascinating talk yesterday,
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it's really not because of the way the Catholic church is,
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or the way the Protestant church is,
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or the way the Buddhists is,
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it's because of the way people are.
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Religion has, for a very long time,
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been an amazing force for good,
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and an amazing force for evil in the world,
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and it usually, your image of God
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usually reflects who you are in the world.
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And so if you really think God is very upset
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with all those people, you'll notice, quite frankly,
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that you seem to be upset with all those people too.
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And this is not one of those which came first,
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the chicken or the egg, we know which came first.
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I don't like you, and lo and behold,
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eventually God doesn't.
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And if you are compassionate towards others,
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you will find the compassionate vision of God.
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Now the thing theology does is slowly break down
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these images and say, now, we know in scripture
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God calls us to be a people of compassion,
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which means if we're not, our God image
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has probably been damaged, which means
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we've got something going on that predates our God image.
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And we're gonna have to get back and figure out
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what that is so we can figure out what we believe in God.
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I love that these readings and our Advent readings
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come, at least in the northern hemisphere,
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in this onslaught of winter.
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It's being very gentle this year,
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it's giving us little doses, but it is the season for me,
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I always think of this as, it's the season
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of the bare trees.
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And it's a marvelous image of God
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to focus on once a year is,
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what happens when all of the chlorophyll is gone
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and then all the leaves are gone?
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What happens when you're left with just the bare structure?
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In our faith, what would happen if we had to spend a week
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without all of our trappings?
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You know, rituals and rosaries and stained glass
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and statues and just focus, what's the fundamental
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God image that we have when we get rid
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of all, you know, all the leafy abundance
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that we live with most of the time?
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What happens when we just say,
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so what do we really believe about God
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and who does it call me to be in the world?
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You will never get your mind around God.
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Too big, too big.
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You can figure out from the gospel actually pretty easily
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what our mission in the world is.
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And when we find the question,
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I wonder what God's calling me to,
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when we find it incredibly difficult,
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we're probably asking the wrong question.
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You know, many of you have heard over the years,
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I have this theory that we love to ask God's will
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on everything that's not important.
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I mean, I know people that will,
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they will pray to God before they choose
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their outfit in the morning.
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But go one step bigger.
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What happens when we get to careers?
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You know, and this is a very threatening thing
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for us to hear sometimes as priests.
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What if God looks at someone and says,
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they could be a priest or be married,
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either would be within my vocational call.
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What if the call of God is, be a good husband,
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be a good priest, be a good wife,
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be a good son, be a good doctor, be a good,
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what if that's the vocational call?
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Not what we do, but how we do it in the world.
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I love, I don't know if it's ever going to work,
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but I love trying to get the kids on the playground.
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You know, don't try to ask God what he wants you to be
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when you grow up, start small.
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When your fist is doubled up and you're really angry
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at someone, ask God about your vocation
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for the next 30 seconds.
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It will be stunningly clear, but I think because
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it's so clear is exactly why we don't ask it.
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When we see people in trouble, when was the last time
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we saw someone really struggling and prayed
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about our vocation in that moment?
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That vocation that might not take the rest of my life.
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You know, sometimes it's easier to commit the rest
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of our life than the next five minutes.
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I have to tell you, this is probably way more confessional
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than you will ever need to hear.
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But I go through these phases of,
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and I'll lose interest after about 30 episodes,
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but I'll find a new TV show.
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And you know, nowadays, those of you who are younger
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don't remember, it was horribly primitive
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when I was growing up.
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You actually had to commit to a show and watch it
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at the same time every week, or you didn't get
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to see it at all.
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Can you imagine such a world?
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Anyway.
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But now, you know, you just go out on another channel
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and they have all of season one running, you know.
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And so, I have learned a whole bunch about the generation
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younger than me.
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I have been watching a show called Catfish.
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Oh.
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Shh.
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There's a word my friend uses called shitar,
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which stands for severed head in the road.
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And it means one of those things that's really horrible,
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but you can't take your eyes off it.
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You know you're gonna look.
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And what this is, is it's a show about people
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who date online and they use fake pictures.
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And these two guys kind of go on detective
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and see whether someone's being catfished or not.
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Catfish means the person you think you're talking to
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is not the person at all.
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But the reason I can't get my mind out of this show
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is I'm fascinated with the quote unquote victims
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who will tell you.
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I've been talking, I've been typing with him or her online
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and looking at a picture, and this is the person
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I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.
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I am so in love.
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And I'm like, how does the mind get there?
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And then when they meet the person,
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and it's actually someone who looks totally different,
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different age, sometimes different gender.
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Oh yeah, severed head in the road.
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And they see the real person walk out for the first time.
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The hosts, for my liking, too often let this devolve into,
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you know, it was the real person.
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All that's different here is the physical characteristics.
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How important is that?
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First off, it is important, but secondly,
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that's not all that's different.
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They've been playing a character.
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They've been playing a character of,
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this is how I think I'd behave if I looked like this
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and had this job.
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They're playing a character.
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If you get a crush on Hermione Granger,
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don't start chasing down J.K. Rollins.
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She just wrote the character.
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She's not Harry Potter.
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And they don't see this.
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They really think that getting a couple texts here and there,
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I have come to know this person.
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And so they've got this real easy belief
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that they can check into for a few moments a day,
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texting back and forth, or even more, but it's not real.
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And even on, what's fascinating is on like,
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one out of every million episodes,
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it is the person in the picture.
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And they are the right age.
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And they check in two months later,
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and they are not lying, because you know what?
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In person, they just weren't the same person.
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It's kind of fascinating.
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Oh, it's really them.
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Oh yeah, but you know what?
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It's not them, because you weren't really interacting.
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If you can check in and check out of it,
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it's not a real relationship.
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So the question is, where's our relationship with God?
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Do we check in and check out?
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How disappointing is it gonna be
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when he walks out of heaven?
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Not what we expected.
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Not what we checked into for 60 minutes a week.
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Actually, I'm sure we'll be blown away
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in the other direction, but our faith
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too often becomes something we check into once in a while.
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Our prayer life, we check into.
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Our spirituality, we check into.
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We make plans for a big, long future of service.
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You know, most of us would, especially,
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I think this is one of those great moments in time
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where we all go, look, I wanna give my life to Jesus
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just as soon as that ball game is over.
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It's tough to have our discipleship call us
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in the next five minutes.
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And that's what these leaders are guilty of in this.
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They're not horrible, hateful people.
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He probably goes after them all a little more,
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the same reason we would.
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If you're gonna hold yourself out there
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as a moral leader, how often do we check in
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with our vocations?
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It's a great week.
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I'm going to end today by asking Alex Kroll,
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who is a seminarian, who the church has given him
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the gift of eight years of probably checking in
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with his vocation way more often
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than he should ever, ever have to.
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It's called seminary.
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And when I first got to seminary,
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there was a group, it was a pro-life group,
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but I just saw, the way my mind works with language,
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it said, seminarians for life.
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And I thought, how long are we gonna be here?
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It feels that way sometimes, but he is here
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to do our annual appeal for the seminary.
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So it is a great time for us to check into
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how we are doing moment by moment
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in our following of Jesus.
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So Alex, if you'll come forward.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authen Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authentic discipleship, lived not as a performance of piety but as a daily, humble commitment to serve others and walk honestly with God. He critiques religious hypocrisy—particularly when spiritual leaders use their positions to control access to God—and challenges believers to examine their own lives for such tendencies. Using Jesus’ words in the Gospel of Matthew, Father Pat underscores that the essence of faith is not found in religious titles, rituals, or appearances, but in the depth of our relationship with God and the sincerity with which we live our vocation in each moment. He urges us to move beyond superficial religious engagement and instead cultivate a spirituality that is relational, humble, and grounded in action rather than appearance.
Father Pat begins by unpacking the cultural and rhetorical context of Jesus’ teaching in the Gospel of Matthew, where Jesus warns the people not to emulate the Pharisees and scribes, who burden others with religious obligations while failing to live by them themselves. He emphasizes that Jesus’ critique is not about legalism in general but about hypocrisy—leaders who use religion to control, exclude, and elevate themselves. Jesus’ admonition not to call anyone “father” or “rabbi” is not a literal ban on titles, but a caution against mistaking human authority for divine. Father Pat explains that language evolves and is inherently limited; no human term can fully capture the mystery of God. The real issue is not the word “father,” but the temptation to ascribe divine status to those in religious roles or to shrink God down to manageable human categories. He encourages the faithful to avoid creating idols out of language or leadership, and instead keep their image of God expansive and transcendent.
The homily then transitions into a broader reflection on how we live our faith. Father Pat notes that Jesus’ strongest criticisms are directed at religious leaders who act as gatekeepers to God, deciding who is “in” and who is “out.” This, to Jesus, is a grievous sin—not simply because of arrogance, but because it distorts the nature of God, who is fundamentally compassionate and inclusive. Father Pat argues that our image of God often mirrors our own wounds, biases, and upbringing. If we see God as judgmental, it may be because we are judgmental. If we see God as merciful, it likely reflects a heart that has been softened by mercy. Theology helps us deconstruct these inherited or broken God-images and return to the essence of the Gospel: that God is love and calls us to live in love.
He then offers a poignant spiritual exercise: to imagine what remains of our faith when all the external “leaves”—rituals, statues, devotions—are stripped away. Like bare trees in winter, what is the core structure of our belief? What do we truly hold about God when everything else is silent? This introspection leads to a call for vocational awareness—not just in the grand sense of life’s path (priesthood, marriage, career), but in the immediate, moment-by-moment sense. Father Pat suggests that God’s will is often clearest not in long-term planning but in how we respond to the person in front of us, to the anger in our heart, to the suffering we witness. The question isn’t only “What does God want me to be?” but “Who does God want me to be right now?”
Through a humorous yet profound reflection on the show *Catfish*, Father Pat draws an analogy between the false personas people adopt online and the false personas we sometimes adopt in our spiritual lives. Just as online relationships can be illusory and detached, so can our relationship with God if it is reduced to occasional check-ins or superficial rituals. A genuine relationship with God, like any real relationship, requires presence, honesty, and consistency. We must ask ourselves whether we are engaging with God—or just with an image of God that we’ve constructed for convenience.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the theme of religious leadership, reminding us that those who claim moral authority must be especially vigilant about integrity and humility. Jesus’ call to servant leadership—“the greatest among you must be your servant”—is not just for priests or ministers but for anyone who guides others in faith. The Gospel’s invitation is both universal and immediate: to live humbly, serve generously, and embody the character of Christ in every interaction, starting not with grand gestures but with the next five minutes.
In closing, Father Pat introduces a seminarian, Alex, as a living witness to the ongoing discernment of vocation, reminding the community that formation in faith is not a one-time decision but a lifelong process of becoming. The ultimate call is not to perfection but to authenticity—to live out our faith with courage, humility, and love, moment by moment....
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