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38
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Bread of Endless Life
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Father Pat
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2018-08-12
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2018-08-12-bread-of-endless-life-38.mp3
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969
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This is the bread that comes down from heaven so that one may eat it and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats this bread will live forever. And the bread that I will give is my flesh for the life of the world. The Gospel of the Lord. Amen. This gospel is typically what we call Johannine, meaning from the corpus that belongs to John, Johannine. It's very wordy. It doesn't quite, to the modern mind, seem to stay on topic. It's a little ADD for the gospel. You can see, and the reason his whole gospel reads this way is because this is the one gospel written for a Greek community. And so he's really translating, even though it's all the same language, he's translating these Semitic, almost tribal ideas and stories and theology into something that would make sense for a lot of people who do Greek philosophy. The other three gospels just don't reach this audience. And so, as I've said many times before, it's the only gospel where Jesus seems to sound like a philosopher. All of his sentences go on for days. You know, it's very convoluted. One answer might go on for an entire chapter. Very different from the pithy rabbi of the other three gospels. And that's because it's being translated, and it's not a dishonest thing, because there's a full expectation that the audience understands the genre. You know, you fast forward 2,000 years, and we read everything like it was a newspaper. And if it doesn't have nothing but the facts, ma'am, we think that, well, there's either something wrong with it or it was misleading or, no, it was just simply not written for our culture. And so, you get this first thing where they, it says, the Jews are murmuring about Jesus, and right there you see the bias of this particular gospel. And many of you, if you come here often, you've heard this little diatribe, but, you know, get used to it, you'll hear it again, and that is, when they're listening to Jesus, they are the multitude, they are the crowd, they are the disciples, they are the followers. When they're murmuring or turning against him, they're the Jews, all the way through John's gospel. That is an unconscious bias, because this gospel's being written at a time when early Judaism and early Christianity are starting to really experience a hostile split from one another. And so, you know, in our Pentecost reading, we always have, you know, the disciples are gathered in a room for fear of the Jews, and I always wanna say, who do you think the disciples were? And has it occurred to you that the story moves forward because at least one Jew magically got through the door? That would be Jesus. You know, so this selective use of language, thousands of years later, does unfortunately continue to perpetuate an unconscious bias. But what they're talking about here, you know, how can he come from God? I'm the bread come down from heaven, we know his family, and his answer to them is, well, no one can come to God unless they come to the one from whom God was sent. That's not the question they asked. He's trying to answer a Greek philosophical dualism question of how can God come out of the physical world? Because they had this dualistic sort of sense that God was too pure to be touched by the physical world, and he's trying to explain the Semitic Messiah story to a Greek crowd that has a whole different philosophical system, and it ain't working for him. So there's, so you've got that going on, but what survives from the other three Gospels that gets put into this story is that sense of if we know him, if he comes from our community, if we know his parents, if he's one of us, he couldn't possibly come from God. What is most common can't possibly rise above everything else and kind of be extraordinary. It's our willingness to pigeonhole people into the places we think they should be. And so, I mean, most of us have, if we look out even a little bit, maybe not an immediate sibling, maybe, maybe it's a cousin, but you know, I think most families have that person that just never seems to get their life together. That one that we just always worry about. And we've got him pigeonholed, and it might be a great comedy one day if we realize that they're the only person that has the right insight. And that they're the one that has the insight that might bring us to God. And slowly, God would use a dynamic like that to drive us all crazy. Because we have everyone put in their little boxes. We see this in education all the time, and there's such a fight against pigeonholing kids because of maybe the way they were in third grade, and we're afraid that the teachers won't let go of that, which I now see from the other side and realize that is so ridiculous. It's like the confessional. People come to me and they say later, oh, you know, I'm just always worried that he's gonna think bad of me after he hears. I don't want them to know that after about a week, I don't think I can remember a single confession. And even the ones I can remember, I can't remember whose they were. Why? Because I'm hearing them all the time. Now, someone comes in and they're pretty sure this confession's going to stick in his mind the rest of his life. Okay, you really are that important. Um, it just, you know, so we forget that. Probably the same with a teacher. When someone thinks it's been five years and they've just been thinking and waiting to get to my child. They're out after him. And I'm like, oh, paranoia there. Little overgrown ego. And this is what, you know, kids get, we're worried they'll get pigeonholed. We're worried even more, this was my experience, is they would get pigeonholed because of their siblings. You know, if you're following, and nothing's worse than following a bunch of gifted siblings, and you're expected to perform at the same level as the gifted siblings. Now, mine was the opposite problem, but I've read about that problem. You know, my mother loves to tell the story that our middle school, I'm sorry, our junior high, for those of you that don't know, when I was in school, it was back at a time even live theater was still in black and white. I mean, it was a while ago. But in junior high, the principal told my mother one time, I was like maybe in ninth grade, seven, eight, nine was junior high in the Springs, and she said, the principal said to her, Dom Malika said, Pat Dolan, is he one of yours? Now remember, I was number six of the boys, and they were all boys. My sister was the youngest, but I was the youngest of the boys. Is he one of yours? And my mom immediately said, what did he do? Oh, nothing, I've never met him, he's never been in my office, so I just kind of assumed he wasn't one of yours. So I had the opposite sort of issue, if teachers knew, but we worry about pigeonholing kids, pigeonholing people. Society tends to socioeconomically pigeonhole people. It's the basis of so much prejudice, and it happens both ways. We either decide that those people over there are problematic, or at a deep level, we really don't believe that the people that I'm surrounded with that I know every day can become something better. I mean, most of us have had one friend or someone in our life, and whether it's smoking or drinking or language or anything, this time I'm really gonna quit. And a little part of our head doesn't wanna believe them, doesn't wanna believe that they might rise above the expectations, because they've disappointed us before. No one necessarily wants to believe that, and we don't know, we don't get any of the stories of Jesus's growing up. No one wants to hear that the neighborhood kid who ran through their garden and ruined their plants when he was 12 is going to save them. I mean, you can just imagine, but I think that this story gets put in the middle of this long chapter on the bread of life, because for us, later in the church, not that, but for us, we keep revisiting it because it is the sense of Eucharist. Bread and wine, what could be more common? What could be more ordinary than bread and wine? To take the most common, ordinary elements of a culture and say, we're going to watch, we're going to, with our hearts, we're going to believe in a transformation of the most common becoming the most extraordinary. We're going to, you know, I always think that the first step to belief in the Eucharist is that we have to stop pigeonholing bread and wine. We have to stop the belief that I know what something is, and once I know it and I understand it, my understanding it is more important to me than allowing it to transform. Because, you know, the world transforms, and people who don't like change, it's because change makes them feel out of control. I barely understand the way things are. I was having a conversation with a parishioner the other day a few weeks back, and we were talking about trying to keep up on everything that goes on, and she mentioned that there was someone in her family or someone that she knew, and she said, they were talking about transgender, and I knew what that meant, and I said, oh, well, you know, now they talk about non-binary. And she looked at me and she said, look, I have nothing against anyone, but I am too old to learn more words. But that may be the best, most honest answer I've ever heard. My real problem with change, I can disguise it as moral and spiritual. I'm just, I don't want to learn anything more. My gosh. And if we could get it back to the way I was when I was a child, the reason I want the world back the way it was when I was a child is because, you know, at 57 years old, I can finally understand the world when I was six. So easy. And I've had years to deal with that. So the first thing we see in this gospel is the reason they can't believe in Jesus is because he's one of us. And for all the times that we are so put off by those people over there, we start to realize that dynamic sinks in, and we're eventually not much happier with these people over here. You know, it's very hard, this is always the problem with real bigotry and prejudice is we cannot be more than one person. And let me tell you, when someone is hatefully, hatefully prejudiced about another group, they're eventually hateful about their family as well. I don't believe that anyone really spends time in the world angry and hating people, but brings a loving person home to the family every day. It doesn't happen. No one goes out into traffic screaming and yelling at every other single person in traffic and arrives home a calm and wonderful spouse. And so, you know, everything we're doing in the world is transforming the person who will go home to our lucky family tonight. And so I always think when people get married, I always think that love and honor one another, you know, we think how do you honor someone? Well, you know, every five years or so, you throw them a dinner. That in our culture is how we honor people. We honor artists, we honor, we throw them a dinner. But honoring a spouse is like understanding that every moment of my life, I'm building the person that they get to live with. Every time I let myself just loop into more anger and more anger and it becomes my way of life, that's who they live with. Every time I hold back and hold back until I really can't share too much of who I am, that's who they live with. And in a larger sense, we do that in society. We're building the person the people around us get to live with. And I think we have this sense that what comes from our most common experience of life is not the extraordinary. The grace of God, I said this last week, the grace of God is the most common thing in the world and the most extraordinary. That's the paradox of our faith, is to truly believe that what is most common is incredibly extraordinary. We're about to do baptisms and I don't want to get into trouble with the parents, but I look at the number of children in this parish. Having two babies, most common thing in the world, doesn't make them less extraordinary. But you don't, neither, every parent thinks that their child is the most amazing, most special, but I've never heard one say, I don't think anyone's ever had a baby. You know, and if you do, check with your doctor, something's gone wrong. You know, I mean, they know. As a matter of fact, when someone says, I want to be a father, I want to be a mother, they're not trying to be something that's never happened before. They want to join a group of people. What's most common in our midst is often the most extraordinary. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The Jews murmured about Jesus because he
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said, I am the bread that came down from heaven.
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And they said, is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph?
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Do we not know his father and mother?
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Then how can he say, I have come down from heaven?
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Jesus answered and said to them, stop murmuring among yourselves.
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No one can come to me unless the father who sent me draw him.
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And I will raise him on the last day.
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It is written in the prophets, they shall all be taught by God.
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Everyone who listens to my father and learns from him
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comes to me.
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Not that anyone has seen the father except the one
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who is from God.
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He has seen the father.
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Amen, amen, I say to you, whoever
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believes has eternal life.
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I am the bread of life.
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Your ancestors ate the manna in the desert, but they died.
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This is the bread that comes down from heaven
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so that one may eat it and not die.
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I am the living bread that came down from heaven.
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Whoever eats this bread will live forever.
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And the bread that I will give is my flesh
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for the life of the world.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Amen.
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This gospel is typically what we call Johannine,
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meaning from the corpus that belongs to John, Johannine.
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It's very wordy.
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It doesn't quite, to the modern mind, seem to stay on topic.
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It's a little ADD for the gospel.
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You can see, and the reason his whole gospel reads this way
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is because this is the one gospel written
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for a Greek community.
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And so he's really translating, even though it's
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all the same language, he's translating
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these Semitic, almost tribal ideas and stories and theology
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into something that would make sense for a lot of people
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who do Greek philosophy.
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The other three gospels just don't reach this audience.
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And so, as I've said many times before,
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it's the only gospel where Jesus seems
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to sound like a philosopher.
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All of his sentences go on for days.
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You know, it's very convoluted.
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One answer might go on for an entire chapter.
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Very different from the pithy rabbi
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of the other three gospels.
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And that's because it's being translated,
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and it's not a dishonest thing,
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because there's a full expectation
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that the audience understands the genre.
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You know, you fast forward 2,000 years,
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and we read everything like it was a newspaper.
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And if it doesn't have nothing but the facts, ma'am,
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we think that, well, there's either something wrong with it
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or it was misleading or, no, it was just simply
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not written for our culture.
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And so, you get this first thing where they,
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it says, the Jews are murmuring about Jesus,
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and right there you see the bias
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of this particular gospel.
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And many of you, if you come here often,
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you've heard this little diatribe,
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but, you know, get used to it, you'll hear it again,
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and that is, when they're listening to Jesus,
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they are the multitude, they are the crowd,
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they are the disciples, they are the followers.
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When they're murmuring or turning against him,
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they're the Jews, all the way through John's gospel.
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That is an unconscious bias,
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because this gospel's being written at a time
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when early Judaism and early Christianity
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are starting to really experience
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a hostile split from one another.
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And so, you know, in our Pentecost reading,
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we always have, you know, the disciples are gathered
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in a room for fear of the Jews,
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and I always wanna say,
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who do you think the disciples were?
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And has it occurred to you that the story moves forward
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because at least one Jew magically got through the door?
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That would be Jesus.
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You know, so this selective use of language,
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thousands of years later, does unfortunately
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continue to perpetuate an unconscious bias.
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But what they're talking about here,
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you know, how can he come from God?
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I'm the bread come down from heaven,
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we know his family, and his answer to them is,
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well, no one can come to God unless they come
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to the one from whom God was sent.
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That's not the question they asked.
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He's trying to answer a Greek philosophical dualism question
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of how can God come out of the physical world?
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Because they had this dualistic sort of sense
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that God was too pure to be touched by the physical world,
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and he's trying to explain the Semitic Messiah story
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to a Greek crowd that has a whole different
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philosophical system, and it ain't working for him.
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So there's, so you've got that going on,
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but what survives from the other three Gospels
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that gets put into this story is that sense of
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if we know him, if he comes from our community,
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if we know his parents, if he's one of us,
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he couldn't possibly come from God.
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What is most common can't possibly rise above
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everything else and kind of be extraordinary.
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It's our willingness to pigeonhole people
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into the places we think they should be.
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And so, I mean, most of us have,
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if we look out even a little bit,
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maybe not an immediate sibling, maybe,
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maybe it's a cousin, but you know,
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I think most families have that person
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that just never seems to get their life together.
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That one that we just always worry about.
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And we've got him pigeonholed,
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and it might be a great comedy one day
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if we realize that they're the only person
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that has the right insight.
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And that they're the one that has the insight
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that might bring us to God.
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And slowly, God would use a dynamic like that
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to drive us all crazy.
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Because we have everyone put in their little boxes.
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We see this in education all the time,
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and there's such a fight against pigeonholing kids
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because of maybe the way they were in third grade,
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and we're afraid that the teachers won't let go of that,
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which I now see from the other side
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and realize that is so ridiculous.
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It's like the confessional.
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People come to me and they say later,
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oh, you know, I'm just always worried
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that he's gonna think bad of me after he hears.
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I don't want them to know that after about a week,
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I don't think I can remember a single confession.
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And even the ones I can remember,
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I can't remember whose they were.
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Why?
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Because I'm hearing them all the time.
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Now, someone comes in and they're pretty sure
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this confession's going to stick in his mind
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the rest of his life.
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Okay, you really are that important.
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Um, it just, you know, so we forget that.
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Probably the same with a teacher.
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When someone thinks it's been five years
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and they've just been thinking and waiting
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to get to my child.
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They're out after him.
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And I'm like, oh, paranoia there.
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Little overgrown ego.
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And this is what, you know, kids get,
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we're worried they'll get pigeonholed.
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We're worried even more, this was my experience,
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is they would get pigeonholed because of their siblings.
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You know, if you're following,
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and nothing's worse than following
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a bunch of gifted siblings,
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and you're expected to perform at the same level
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as the gifted siblings.
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Now, mine was the opposite problem,
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but I've read about that problem.
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You know, my mother loves to tell the story
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that our middle school, I'm sorry,
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our junior high, for those of you that don't know,
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when I was in school, it was back at a time
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even live theater was still in black and white.
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I mean, it was a while ago.
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But in junior high, the principal told my mother one time,
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I was like maybe in ninth grade,
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seven, eight, nine was junior high in the Springs,
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and she said, the principal said to her,
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Dom Malika said, Pat Dolan, is he one of yours?
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Now remember, I was number six of the boys,
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and they were all boys.
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My sister was the youngest,
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but I was the youngest of the boys.
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Is he one of yours?
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And my mom immediately said, what did he do?
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Oh, nothing, I've never met him,
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he's never been in my office,
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so I just kind of assumed he wasn't one of yours.
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So I had the opposite sort of issue,
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if teachers knew, but we worry about pigeonholing kids,
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pigeonholing people.
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Society tends to socioeconomically pigeonhole people.
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It's the basis of so much prejudice,
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and it happens both ways.
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We either decide that those people over there
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are problematic, or at a deep level,
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we really don't believe that the people
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that I'm surrounded with that I know every day
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can become something better.
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I mean, most of us have had one friend
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or someone in our life, and whether it's smoking
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or drinking or language or anything,
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this time I'm really gonna quit.
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And a little part of our head doesn't wanna believe them,
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doesn't wanna believe that they might rise
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above the expectations,
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because they've disappointed us before.
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No one necessarily wants to believe that,
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and we don't know, we don't get any of the stories
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of Jesus's growing up.
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No one wants to hear that the neighborhood kid
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who ran through their garden and ruined their plants
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when he was 12 is going to save them.
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I mean, you can just imagine,
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but I think that this story gets put in the middle
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of this long chapter on the bread of life,
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because for us, later in the church,
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not that, but for us, we keep revisiting it
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because it is the sense of Eucharist.
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Bread and wine, what could be more common?
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What could be more ordinary than bread and wine?
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To take the most common, ordinary elements
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of a culture and say, we're going to watch,
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we're going to, with our hearts,
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we're going to believe in a transformation
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of the most common becoming the most extraordinary.
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We're going to, you know, I always think
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that the first step to belief in the Eucharist
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is that we have to stop pigeonholing bread and wine.
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We have to stop the belief that I know what something is,
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and once I know it and I understand it,
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my understanding it is more important to me
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than allowing it to transform.
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Because, you know, the world transforms,
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and people who don't like change,
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it's because change makes them feel out of control.
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I barely understand the way things are.
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I was having a conversation with a parishioner the other day
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a few weeks back, and we were talking about
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trying to keep up on everything that goes on,
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and she mentioned that there was someone in her family
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or someone that she knew, and she said,
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they were talking about transgender,
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and I knew what that meant, and I said,
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oh, well, you know, now they talk about non-binary.
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And she looked at me and she said,
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look, I have nothing against anyone,
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but I am too old to learn more words.
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But that may be the best, most honest answer I've ever heard.
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My real problem with change,
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I can disguise it as moral and spiritual.
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I'm just, I don't want to learn anything more.
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My gosh.
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And if we could get it back to the way I was
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when I was a child, the reason I want the world
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back the way it was when I was a child
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is because, you know, at 57 years old,
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I can finally understand the world when I was six.
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So easy.
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And I've had years to deal with that.
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So the first thing we see in this gospel
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is the reason they can't believe in Jesus
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is because he's one of us.
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And for all the times that we are so put off
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by those people over there,
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we start to realize that dynamic sinks in,
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and we're eventually not much happier
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with these people over here.
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You know, it's very hard,
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this is always the problem with real bigotry and prejudice
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is we cannot be more than one person.
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And let me tell you, when someone is hatefully,
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hatefully prejudiced about another group,
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they're eventually hateful about their family as well.
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I don't believe that anyone really spends time in the world
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angry and hating people,
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but brings a loving person home to the family every day.
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It doesn't happen.
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No one goes out into traffic screaming and yelling
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at every other single person in traffic
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and arrives home a calm and wonderful spouse.
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And so, you know, everything we're doing in the world
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is transforming the person who will go home
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to our lucky family tonight.
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And so I always think when people get married,
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I always think that love and honor one another,
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you know, we think how do you honor someone?
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Well, you know, every five years or so,
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you throw them a dinner.
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That in our culture is how we honor people.
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We honor artists, we honor, we throw them a dinner.
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But honoring a spouse is like understanding
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that every moment of my life,
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I'm building the person that they get to live with.
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Every time I let myself just loop into more anger
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and more anger and it becomes my way of life,
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that's who they live with.
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Every time I hold back and hold back
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until I really can't share too much of who I am,
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that's who they live with.
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And in a larger sense, we do that in society.
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We're building the person
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the people around us get to live with.
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And I think we have this sense that what comes
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from our most common experience of life
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is not the extraordinary.
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The grace of God, I said this last week,
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the grace of God is the most common thing in the world
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and the most extraordinary.
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That's the paradox of our faith,
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is to truly believe that what is most common
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is incredibly extraordinary.
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We're about to do baptisms
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and I don't want to get into trouble with the parents,
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but I look at the number of children in this parish.
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Having two babies, most common thing in the world,
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doesn't make them less extraordinary.
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But you don't, neither, every parent thinks
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that their child is the most amazing, most special,
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but I've never heard one say,
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I don't think anyone's ever had a baby.
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You know, and if you do, check with your doctor,
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something's gone wrong.
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You know, I mean, they know.
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As a matter of fact, when someone says,
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I want to be a father, I want to be a mother,
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they're not trying to be something
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that's never happened before.
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They want to join a group of people.
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What's most common in our midst
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is often the most extraordinary.
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And if we really can't believe that,
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I don't know that we can ever get
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to a real faith in the Eucharist.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound spiri Father Pat’s message centers on the profound spiritual truth that God often chooses the ordinary and familiar to reveal the extraordinary. He underscores how the Gospel of John, though linguistically and philosophically complex, invites believers to see beyond surface familiarity—such as knowing Jesus’ earthly family—and into the mysterious reality of divine presence in the everyday. Drawing from this, Father Pat challenges us to examine our tendency to pigeonhole people, to underestimate the sacred potential in those closest to us, and even in ourselves. He weaves together theology, cultural commentary, and humor to emphasize that the grace of God is both the most common and the most extraordinary reality—especially revealed in the Eucharist, through the humble elements of bread and wine.
Father Pat begins by explaining the unique nature of the Gospel of John, which he characterizes as "Johannine" in style—philosophical, wordy, and aimed at a Greek-speaking audience. Unlike the more straightforward synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), John’s Gospel reflects an effort to translate Semitic religious ideas into a framework understandable to those shaped by Greek philosophical dualism. This dualism, which regards the physical world as separate and often inferior to the spiritual, makes the claim that Jesus—whom people knew as a carpenter’s son—has “come down from heaven” difficult to accept. John’s Gospel is thus grappling not only with theological truths but also with cultural translation.
Father Pat also addresses the subtle but real antisemitic bias embedded in the narrative structure of John. He observes that when people support Jesus, they are called the crowd, the disciples, the followers. But when they question or oppose him, they are referred to as “the Jews,” a distinction that reflects the growing rift between the early Christian and Jewish communities at the time of the Gospel’s writing. He cautions against reading this labeling without historical and cultural awareness, reminding us that Jesus and his disciples were themselves Jews. This selective language has perpetuated unconscious biases through the centuries, and recognizing it helps dismantle harmful interpretations.
The core of Father Pat’s reflection, however, is not academic but deeply pastoral and spiritual. He zeros in on the crowd’s rejection of Jesus based on familiarity: “Is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph?” This question reveals a universal human tendency—to dismiss the extraordinary when it comes clothed in the ordinary. We do this with Jesus, and we do it with each other. We pigeonhole people based on their past, their family, their status, or their perceived limitations. Whether it’s the black sheep in the family, a student judged by a sibling’s performance, or a coworker underestimated due to background, we often resist the idea that someone familiar can be the bearer of divine wisdom or transformation.
Father Pat uses humor and personal anecdotes to illustrate how deeply this bias is embedded in our relationships and institutions. He speaks about how students can be unfairly labeled based on a sibling’s behavior or how adults continue to define themselves and others by outdated assumptions. He draws a parallel between this dynamic and how we resist spiritual transformation—how we cling to what we think we know rather than opening ourselves to the mystery of grace.
This leads into his meditation on the Eucharist—the heart of Catholic faith. Bread and wine are among the most common, unremarkable elements of daily life. And yet, the Church teaches that in the Eucharist, they become the Body and Blood of Christ. The key to believing in this mystery, Father Pat says, is learning not to pigeonhole even the most ordinary things. If we can recognize that God can work through the common, the familiar, and the everyday, then we are on the path to Eucharistic faith. It is not about understanding the transformation with our intellects, but about allowing our hearts to be transformed by the possibility that the divine dwells in what we most often overlook.
He expands this insight to the broader human experience. The grace of God, he says, is both the most common and the most extraordinary thing in the world. It is found in every moment, every interaction, every person. When we allow anger, bitterness, or prejudice to shape us, we become the person that others—including our families—have to live with. When we are open to grace, to transformation, and to love, we become vessels of the extraordinary. Thus, honoring someone—whether a spouse, a child, or a stranger—is not about grand gestures but about shaping ourselves into people worthy of being in relationship with others.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the idea that the most extraordinary truths come through the most ordinary means. The Gospel, the Eucharist, and even our own lives testify to the divine paradox: that God chooses the common to reveal the sacred. Faith, then, is not about escaping the ordinary, but about learning to see the divine within it....
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life? For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay all according to their conduct. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. There is an African word that we're going to learn today. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal. It's a good spiritual word to keep in your sort of your bag of skills. And that is, it was brought to light through Archbishop Tutu. And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world. And today's gospel shows a lot of it. You have to understand it. We'll get back to the word in a minute. Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that. You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back, saying, he's showing them what's going to happen, not that he knew that exactly. We can all look back religiously, culturally, politically, and say, oh, you know, you can start to see the roots of where this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier. It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated the exact view. If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go, I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again, if he knew all that ahead of time, then to be on the cross and yell out, my God, why have you abandoned me? The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming. What are you talking about? It's not what it is. So, but what is he starting to show them? He's starting to show them that he's going to tell the truth about who he is. He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which they would have all seen coming a mile away. The prophets end up martyred. And the prophets do the same thing in every age. They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures. They do it at the time of Jesus. They do it nowadays. They do it in religion. They do it in politics. They do it everywhere. And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power. And they usually end up not in a good place. When you speak the truth to those in power, because the truth is usually, you aren't any more important than the poor person on the street. And power does not much like to hear that. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch. So he is very clearly letting them see who he is. And this is one of the few places in all of scripture that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper. He's pretty harsh with Peter. Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said, you are speaking like God and not like people. This week, you are speaking like people and not like God. Peter has good weeks and bad weeks. But why this reaction? He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan. He goes, why? Because I really believe that Jesus, while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin, that doesn't mean without temptation. And you want to see someone react a little harshly, try to seduce them into something that there's a little part of them that could go there pretty easily. You know, this is the person who's really, really, really, really trying to stay on their diet. And you keep saying, eat a little more. Eat a little more. You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some. And finally, they're like, no. Now, they aren't really that mad over cake. It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in, but they know better. Certainly, people who deal with addiction, someone who deals with alcoholism and is dealing with it well, knows that in the first several months of their sobriety, they can't be around those people that want them to drink with them. Because that pull is there. So of course, there's a Jesus who says, if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by. But Peter and the disciples who keep trying to talk him out of it, it'd be so easy to give in. And his reaction is really harsh. This is what we all have to understand. This is where this word ubuntu comes in, in the Xhosa language. And anyone who speaks a Clic language will tell you I did that very poorly. But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu brought into the forefront in Western society. And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta, which is people are people through persons, it doesn't translate well. What it means is that your humanity, being fully human, is not about what's going on inside. Being fully human is about belonging to the community. Being a person comes through persons. And the whole philosophy says, if you can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am. That there is a reciprocity to humanity that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine. And that it's not just a political statement when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished, we're all diminished. It really means if we live in a society where some of us are diminished, we are not fully human yet. Our humanity is not there. And so we all have to put out the messages, put out the vibrations of our own life that bring out that best in one another. We have to create that society where people can truly bring, with integrity, who they are into the society. Jesus could get out of the cross. All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly. You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right. Not the Son of God. That would be blasphemy. You're not going to run around forgiving sins. Only God can do that. That would be blasphemy. He could give in to that and stop being who he is and avoid the whole thing. And that's why he counters it with, what good would that be if you lose yourself, if you lose who you are in the process? What good is all the world? See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking, if you're successful, if you're strong, all of those things in that culture, those are lesser qualities. The great quality is to be connected to each other through compassion. And a person who doesn't have that is diminished, no matter how good life looks from the outside. If we don't have that, we're diminished. And so Peter and probably the other disciples are starting to put out a different vibration. They're saying, don't do it, don't do it. It's going to be hard. That's not a good thing. And Jesus has to fight that. I think we look at our society and we look at the last couple of years of politics and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook, get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they said about whoever we're mad at. And that starts to become what we're putting out there. And I don't think we understand the danger of that kind of resonance. I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance because there's two experiments I always do with sometime during the year every year with the school kids. The first one is a resonance experiment that you've all done. You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance. You learned it in the bathtub as a child. Everything has its own natural speed of resonance, including water. And a lot of people don't realize this, but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake and one is going at 100 miles an hour and another is going 30 miles an hour, the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed. Water only moves at one speed. It has its own resonance. And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude, but they'll be going at the same speed. You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down. You can just affect the intensity of it. The same happens in the bathtub. You probably learned at a fairly young age that if you moved at just the right speed, you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time. Ah, the memories. I can still remember. I think that's the speed right there. I think I still remember it. I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it. And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back against you. If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave. If you got right to the right speed, you would resonate the water, and that slow motion would become incredibly powerful. This happens with music. You know, violin strings, piano strings, they're all tightened to a different resonance. I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal. And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, you can vibrate a string. More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated. It wasn't the right resonance for them. But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed, picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed. In the movies and things, that's how a soprano would break glass. There's a pitch just under high C that is the natural resonance of crystal. And so they would, just like that piano string, they'd get that moving until it cracked. We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff and negative stuff. And we tend to gather people to ourselves. Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article just before that she read on bees. Honeybees and regular bees. And the difference is not only, I went red quick, not only in how they pollinate, but how they know what hive they belong to has to do with the resonance they put out. And I think that is so true of us. The resonance we put out tells us immediately the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world. And that we need to be people who resonate hope. We need to be the people who refuse to resonate what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world. We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome. Teresa spoke at the beginning about singing in another language. The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village. And I did it because about 15 years ago, there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms, we're gonna have to go back to chant because it's the only way you can get all the right words into the psalm. You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody, they would just change the text of the psalm radically. And the only way to get that fixed would be to go back to the old way and get into that very narrow chant. Or, and that's the Roman method. There's Roman Catholicism. The Roman method is to go back into chant. The Catholic method is to go universal. And so I thought, well let's just look at some different cultures. And with that, that's a pentatonic free form. Very common Asian form of music. In gospel communities, you have forms of scat which are very easy to fit any kind of number of syllables you can. So I went through all these different cultures and set psalms in the music of the different cultures. And they come out melodic, and you don't have to change a single word. It can be done. If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone. If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope who say, you know, we can be part of the solution. We don't have to be part of sitting around going, here's what's wrong. Here's what's wrong with the church. Here's what's wrong with the country. Here's what's wrong with my family. Here's what's wrong with my friends. Here's what's wrong. And that's all we resonate. You know, that's really why gossip is a sin because we just sit around and resonate negativity. You know, if you really do sit around and gossip behind people's back and say, you know, they're amazing. That would not be a sin. And isn't it interesting? No one would even call it gossip, even though it's the same thing. When we talk about someone behind their back, we call it gossip. What that meant is, no, no, we trashed someone behind their back. But when it's positive, we don't consider it in that same vein. What are we resonating to the world? Are we like Peter? Are we giving into fear? You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear. When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear. We either resonate fear or we resonate hope. We are a people of great resilience. We all have wounds. And it's very easy to say, those wounds make us who we are. No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds makes us who we are. And we can resonate that in our stories and what we choose to share with one another, in how forthright we are about who we are with one another, bringing ourselves into the light, that resonates hope. Jesus did it story after story after story. And it's still with us today. Each of us could resonate hope and tell the community around us resonates hope. And then the country around us resonates hope. And then we resonate hope to the world. That resonance that we have, it's more power than we can imagine. It does things we'd never heard of. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus began to show his disciples
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that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly
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from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
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and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him.
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God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you.
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He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan.
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You are an obstacle to me.
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You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself,
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take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it,
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but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world
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and forfeit his life?
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life?
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For the Son of Man will come with his angels
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in his Father's glory, and then he
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will repay all according to their conduct.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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There is an African word that we're going to learn today.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal.
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It's a good spiritual word to keep
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in your sort of your bag of skills.
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And that is, it was brought to light
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through Archbishop Tutu.
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And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world.
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And today's gospel shows a lot of it.
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You have to understand it.
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We'll get back to the word in a minute.
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Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem
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and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests
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and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day
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be raised.
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Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that.
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You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back,
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saying, he's showing them what's going to happen,
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not that he knew that exactly.
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We can all look back religiously, culturally,
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politically, and say, oh, you know,
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you can start to see the roots of where
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this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier.
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It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated
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the exact view.
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If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go,
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I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days
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after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again,
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if he knew all that ahead of time,
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then to be on the cross and yell out, my God,
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why have you abandoned me?
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The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming.
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What are you talking about?
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It's not what it is.
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So, but what is he starting to show them?
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He's starting to show them that he's
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going to tell the truth about who he is.
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He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which
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they would have all seen coming a mile away.
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The prophets end up martyred.
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And the prophets do the same thing in every age.
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They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures.
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They do it at the time of Jesus.
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They do it nowadays.
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They do it in religion.
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They do it in politics.
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They do it everywhere.
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And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power.
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And they usually end up not in a good place.
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When you speak the truth to those in power,
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because the truth is usually, you
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aren't any more important than the poor person on the street.
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And power does not much like to hear that.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch.
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So he is very clearly letting them see who he is.
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And this is one of the few places in all of scripture
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that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper.
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He's pretty harsh with Peter.
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Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said,
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you are speaking like God and not like people.
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This week, you are speaking like people and not like God.
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Peter has good weeks and bad weeks.
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But why this reaction?
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He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan.
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He goes, why?
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Because I really believe that Jesus,
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while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin,
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that doesn't mean without temptation.
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And you want to see someone react a little harshly,
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try to seduce them into something
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that there's a little part of them that
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could go there pretty easily.
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You know, this is the person who's really, really, really,
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really trying to stay on their diet.
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And you keep saying, eat a little more.
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Eat a little more.
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You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some.
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And finally, they're like, no.
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Now, they aren't really that mad over cake.
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It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in,
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but they know better.
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Certainly, people who deal with addiction,
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someone who deals with alcoholism
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and is dealing with it well, knows
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that in the first several months of their sobriety,
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they can't be around those people that
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want them to drink with them.
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Because that pull is there.
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So of course, there's a Jesus who says,
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if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by.
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But Peter and the disciples who keep
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trying to talk him out of it, it'd
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be so easy to give in.
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And his reaction is really harsh.
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This is what we all have to understand.
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This is where this word ubuntu comes in,
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in the Xhosa language.
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And anyone who speaks a Clic language
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will tell you I did that very poorly.
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But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's
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a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu
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brought into the forefront in Western society.
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And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta,
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which is people are people through persons,
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it doesn't translate well.
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What it means is that your humanity, being fully human,
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is not about what's going on inside.
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Being fully human is about belonging to the community.
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Being a person comes through persons.
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And the whole philosophy says, if you
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can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am.
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That there is a reciprocity to humanity
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that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine.
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And that it's not just a political statement
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when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished,
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we're all diminished.
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It really means if we live in a society where some of us
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are diminished, we are not fully human yet.
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Our humanity is not there.
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And so we all have to put out the messages,
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put out the vibrations of our own life
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that bring out that best in one another.
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We have to create that society where people can truly
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bring, with integrity, who they are into the society.
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Jesus could get out of the cross.
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All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly.
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You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say,
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oh, you're right.
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Not the Son of God.
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That would be blasphemy.
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You're not going to run around forgiving sins.
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Only God can do that.
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That would be blasphemy.
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He could give in to that and stop being who he is
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and avoid the whole thing.
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And that's why he counters it with,
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what good would that be if you lose yourself,
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if you lose who you are in the process?
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What good is all the world?
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See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says
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is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking,
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if you're successful, if you're strong,
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all of those things in that culture,
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those are lesser qualities.
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The great quality is to be connected to each other
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through compassion.
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And a person who doesn't have that is diminished,
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no matter how good life looks from the outside.
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If we don't have that, we're diminished.
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And so Peter and probably the other disciples
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are starting to put out a different vibration.
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They're saying, don't do it, don't do it.
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It's going to be hard.
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That's not a good thing.
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And Jesus has to fight that.
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I think we look at our society and we
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look at the last couple of years of politics
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and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook,
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get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations
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of society, even to the point where
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we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they
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said about whoever we're mad at.
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And that starts to become what we're putting out there.
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And I don't think we understand the danger
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of that kind of resonance.
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I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance
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because there's two experiments I always
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do with sometime during the year every year with the school
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kids.
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The first one is a resonance experiment
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that you've all done.
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You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance.
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You learned it in the bathtub as a child.
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Everything has its own natural speed of resonance,
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including water.
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And a lot of people don't realize this,
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but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake
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and one is going at 100 miles an hour
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and another is going 30 miles an hour,
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the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed.
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Water only moves at one speed.
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It has its own resonance.
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And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude,
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but they'll be going at the same speed.
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You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down.
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You can just affect the intensity of it.
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The same happens in the bathtub.
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You probably learned at a fairly young age
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that if you moved at just the right speed,
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you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time.
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Ah, the memories.
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I can still remember.
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I think that's the speed right there.
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I think I still remember it.
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I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it.
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And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back
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against you.
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If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave.
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If you got right to the right speed,
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you would resonate the water, and that slow motion
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would become incredibly powerful.
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This happens with music.
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You know, violin strings, piano strings,
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they're all tightened to a different resonance.
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I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal.
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And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here
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and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey,
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you can vibrate a string.
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More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated.
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It wasn't the right resonance for them.
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But the one string, because all that is
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is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed,
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picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed.
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In the movies and things, that's how
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a soprano would break glass.
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There's a pitch just under high C that is
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the natural resonance of crystal.
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And so they would, just like that piano string,
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they'd get that moving until it cracked.
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We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff
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and negative stuff.
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And we tend to gather people to ourselves.
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Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article
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just before that she read on bees.
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Honeybees and regular bees.
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And the difference is not only, I went red quick,
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not only in how they pollinate, but how
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they know what hive they belong to
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has to do with the resonance they put out.
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And I think that is so true of us.
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The resonance we put out tells us immediately
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the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world.
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And that we need to be people who resonate hope.
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We need to be the people who refuse to resonate
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what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world.
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We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome.
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Teresa spoke at the beginning about
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singing in another language.
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The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of
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a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village.
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And I did it because about 15 years ago,
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there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms,
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we're gonna have to go back to chant because
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it's the only way you can get
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all the right words into the psalm.
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You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody,
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they would just change the text of the psalm radically.
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And the only way to get that fixed
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would be to go back to the old way
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and get into that very narrow chant.
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Or, and that's the Roman method.
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There's Roman Catholicism.
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The Roman method is to go back into chant.
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The Catholic method is to go universal.
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And so I thought, well let's just look at
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some different cultures.
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And with that, that's a pentatonic free form.
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Very common Asian form of music.
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In gospel communities, you have forms of scat
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which are very easy to fit
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any kind of number of syllables you can.
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So I went through all these different cultures
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and set psalms in the music of the different cultures.
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And they come out melodic,
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and you don't have to change a single word.
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It can be done.
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If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone.
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If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope
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who say, you know, we can be part of the solution.
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We don't have to be part of sitting around going,
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here's what's wrong.
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Here's what's wrong with the church.
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Here's what's wrong with the country.
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Here's what's wrong with my family.
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Here's what's wrong with my friends.
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Here's what's wrong.
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And that's all we resonate.
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You know, that's really why gossip is a sin
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because we just sit around and resonate negativity.
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You know, if you really do sit around
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and gossip behind people's back and say,
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you know, they're amazing.
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That would not be a sin.
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And isn't it interesting?
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No one would even call it gossip,
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even though it's the same thing.
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When we talk about someone behind their back,
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we call it gossip.
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What that meant is,
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no, no, we trashed someone behind their back.
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But when it's positive,
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we don't consider it in that same vein.
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What are we resonating to the world?
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Are we like Peter?
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Are we giving into fear?
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You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear.
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When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear.
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We either resonate fear or we resonate hope.
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We are a people of great resilience.
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We all have wounds.
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And it's very easy to say,
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those wounds make us who we are.
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No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds
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makes us who we are.
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And we can resonate that in our stories
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and what we choose to share with one another,
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in how forthright we are
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about who we are with one another,
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bringing ourselves into the light,
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that resonates hope.
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Jesus did it story after story after story.
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And it's still with us today.
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Each of us could resonate hope
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and tell the community around us resonates hope.
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And then the country around us resonates hope.
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And then we resonate hope to the world.
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That resonance that we have,
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it's more power than we can imagine.
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It does things we'd never heard of.
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And it can help us to resonate to the world,
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the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authen Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authentic discipleship through vulnerability, truthfulness, and the shared humanity expressed in the African concept of “ubuntu.” He reflects on Jesus’ encounter with Peter as a pivotal moment where Jesus rejects the temptation to avoid suffering and instead embraces his prophetic mission, even unto death. Father Pat emphasizes that being fully human means recognizing our interconnectedness and responsibility to one another, not living in isolation or fear. He encourages us to resist the cultural pull toward negativity, division, and selfishness, and instead to "resonate" hope, compassion, and unity, thereby participating in the transformative work of God’s kingdom.
Father Pat begins by examining the Gospel passage from Matthew in which Jesus begins to reveal to his disciples that he must suffer, die, and rise again. Peter's immediate reaction—rebuking Jesus—comes from a place of fear and misunderstanding, prompting Jesus’ strong response: “Get behind me, Satan.” Father Pat unpacks this reaction not as a moment of divine anger in the human sense but as a moment of deep temptation for Jesus, who is fully human and experiences the pull to avoid pain, rejection, and death. Just as someone deeply committed to sobriety must avoid environments that might seduce them back into addiction, Jesus must reject any voice—even Peter’s—that tempts him away from his mission of truth and love.
This tension between comfort and truth, between self-preservation and self-giving, is at the heart of what it means to follow Jesus. Jesus calls disciples to deny themselves, take up their cross, and follow him—not because suffering is inherently good, but because authentic living often entails sacrifice, especially when speaking truth to power or living with integrity in a broken world. The prophets of old, and Jesus himself, embraced this path, knowing it would lead to rejection but also to transformation.
Father Pat introduces the African concept of “ubuntu,” popularized by Archbishop Desmond Tutu, to deepen our understanding of this Gospel call. Ubuntu, which roughly translates to “I am because we are,” expresses a vision of humanity that is communal, compassionate, and interdependent. In this worldview, our individual flourishing is bound up with the dignity and flourishing of others. If one person is diminished—by poverty, exclusion, or injustice—then we are all diminished. Thus, to be fully human is not just about internal moral development, but about living in right relationship with others and creating spaces where everyone can be fully themselves.
This philosophy stands in contrast to the values of individualism, self-promotion, and transactional relationships that often dominate our culture. Father Pat challenges us to consider what kind of “resonance” we are putting out into the world. Just as physical objects, like water or piano strings, have natural frequencies that can be amplified through resonance, so too do human beings emit spiritual and emotional energy—through our words, our actions, and even our silence. If we resonate cynicism, judgment, or fear, we will draw and amplify those forces in the communities around us. But if we resonate hope, compassion, and resilience, we become instruments of grace and transformation.
The analogy to resonance is powerful. Just as a soprano can shatter glass by singing a note at the glass’s natural frequency, our spiritual resonance can have invisible but real effects on the world around us. This is why gossip is spiritually dangerous—not because it’s mere talk, but because it amplifies negativity and undermines community. Conversely, speaking positively about others—even behind their backs—builds up the body of Christ and fosters the kind of mutual recognition ubuntu calls for.
Father Pat reflects on how this resonance can be expressed even in our worship. He shares how he composed the “Psalms for the Global Village” using musical forms from different cultures to reflect the universality of God’s people. This liturgical creativity is a form of spiritual resonance, inviting people from different backgrounds to see themselves in the sacred text and to find belonging in the shared act of prayer.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s homily is a call to spiritual maturity and moral courage. Like Jesus, we must resist the temptation to avoid suffering by compromising who we are. Like Peter, we must learn to move from fear to faith. Like the early prophets, we must be willing to speak truth to power, even at great personal cost. And like the ubuntu philosophy teaches, we must recognize that our salvation is bound up with the salvation of others. If we can do this, we will not only find our lives, as Jesus promises, but we will help resonate the kingdom of God into a world desperately in need of healing, hope, and connection....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 977.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him. God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you. He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan. You are an obstacle to me. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do. Then Jesus said to his disciples, whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life? Or what can one give in exchange for his life? For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay all according to their conduct. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. There is an African word that we're going to learn today. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal. It's a good spiritual word to keep in your sort of your bag of skills. And that is, it was brought to light through Archbishop Tutu. And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world. And today's gospel shows a lot of it. You have to understand it. We'll get back to the word in a minute. Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that. You know, that's Matthew, 30, 40 years later looking back, saying, he's showing them what's going to happen, not that he knew that exactly. We can all look back religiously, culturally, politically, and say, oh, you know, you can start to see the roots of where this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier. It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated the exact view. If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go, I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again, if he knew all that ahead of time, then to be on the cross and yell out, my God, why have you abandoned me? The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming. What are you talking about? It's not what it is. So, but what is he starting to show them? He's starting to show them that he's going to tell the truth about who he is. He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which they would have all seen coming a mile away. The prophets end up martyred. And the prophets do the same thing in every age. They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures. They do it at the time of Jesus. They do it nowadays. They do it in religion. They do it in politics. They do it everywhere. And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power. And they usually end up not in a good place. When you speak the truth to those in power, because the truth is usually, you aren't any more important than the poor person on the street. And power does not much like to hear that. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch. So he is very clearly letting them see who he is. And this is one of the few places in all of scripture that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper. He's pretty harsh with Peter. Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said, you are speaking like God and not like people. This week, you are speaking like people and not like God. Peter has good weeks and bad weeks. But why this reaction? He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan. He goes, why? Because I really believe that Jesus, while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin, that doesn't mean without temptation. And you want to see someone react a little harshly, try to seduce them into something that there's a little part of them that could go there pretty easily. You know, this is the person who's really, really, really, really trying to stay on their diet. And you keep saying, eat a little more. Eat a little more. You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some. And finally, they're like, no. Now, they aren't really that mad over cake. It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in, but they know better. Certainly, people who deal with addiction, someone who deals with alcoholism and is dealing with it well, knows that in the first several months of their sobriety, they can't be around those people that want them to drink with them. Because that pull is there. So of course, there's a Jesus who says, if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by. But Peter and the disciples who keep trying to talk him out of it, it'd be so easy to give in. And his reaction is really harsh. This is what we all have to understand. This is where this word ubuntu comes in, in the Xhosa language. And anyone who speaks a Clic language will tell you I did that very poorly. But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu brought into the forefront in Western society. And the phrase, which is, untunugu untunugabanta, which is, people are people through persons, it doesn't translate well. What it means is that your humanity, being fully human, is not about what's going on inside. Being fully human is about belonging to the community. Being a person comes through persons. And the whole philosophy says, if you can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am. That there is a reciprocity to humanity that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine. And that it's not just a political statement when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished, we're all diminished. It really means if we live in a society where some of us are diminished, we are not fully human yet. Our humanity is not there. And so we all have to put out the messages, put out the vibrations of our own life that bring out that best in one another. We have to create that society where people can truly bring, with integrity, who they are into the society. Jesus could get out of the cross. All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly. All he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right. Not the Son of God. That would be blasphemy. You're not going to run around forgiving sins. Only God can do that. That would be blasphemy. He could give in to that and stop being who he is and avoid the whole thing. And that's why he counters it with, what good would that be if you lose yourself, if you lose who you are in the process? What good is all the world? See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking, if you're successful, if you're strong, all of those things in that culture, those are lesser qualities. The great quality is to be connected to each other through compassion. And a person who doesn't have that is diminished, no matter how good life looks from the outside. If we don't have that, we're diminished. And so Peter and probably the other disciples are starting to put out a different vibration. They're saying, don't do it, don't do it. It's going to be hard. That's not a good thing. And Jesus has to fight that. I think we look at our society and we look at the last couple of years of politics and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook, get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they said about whoever we're mad at. And that starts to become what we're putting out there. And I don't think we understand the danger of that kind of resonance. You know, I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance. Because there's two experiments I always do with some time during the year every year with the school kids. The first one is a resonance experiment that you've all done. You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance. You learned it in the bathtub as a child. Everything has its own natural speed of resonance, including water. And a lot of people don't realize this, but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake and one is going at 100 miles an hour and another is going 30 miles an hour, the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed. Water only moves at one speed. It has its own resonance. And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude, but they'll be going at the same speed. You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down. You can just affect the intensity of it. The same happens in the bathtub. You probably learned at a fairly young age that if you moved at just the right speed, you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time. Ah, the memories. And I can still remember. I think that's the speed right there. I think I still remember it. I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it. And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back against you. If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave. If you got right to the right speed, you would resonate the water, and that slow motion would become incredibly powerful. This happens with music. You know, violin strings, piano strings, they're all tightened to a different resonance. I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal. And it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here and I'm steady enough and I go, eh, you can vibrate a string. More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated. It wasn't the right resonance for them. But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed, picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed. That's how in the movies and things, that's how a soprano would break glass. There's a pitch just under high C that is the natural resonance of crystal. And so they would, just like that piano string, they'd get that moving until it cracked. We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff and negative stuff. And we tend to gather people to ourselves. Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article just before that she read on bees, honeybees and regular bees. And the difference is not only, I went red quick, not only in how they pollinate, but how they know what hive they belong to has to do with the resonance they put out. And I think that is so true of us. The resonance we put out tells us immediately the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world. And that we need to be people who resonate hope. We need to be the people who refuse to resonate what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world. We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome. Teresa spoke at the beginning about, you know, singing in another language. The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village. And I did it because about 15 years ago, there was a lot of talk about, you know, the psalms were gonna have to go back to chant because it's the only way you can get all the right words into the psalm. You're not, you know, a lot of people to get melody, it would just change the text of the psalm radically. And the only way to get that fixed would be to go back to the old way and get into that very narrow chant. Or, and that's the Roman method. There's Roman Catholicism. The Roman method is to go back into chant. The Catholic method is to go universal. And so I thought, well, let's just look at some different cultures. And with that, that's a pentatonic free form, very common Asian form of music. In gospel communities, you have forms of scat, which are very easy to fit any kind of number of syllables you can. So I went through all these different cultures and said psalms in the music of the different cultures. And they come out melodic, and you don't have to change a single word. It can be done. If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone, if we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope who say, you know, we can be part of the solution. We don't have to be part of sitting around going, here's what's wrong, here's what's wrong with the church, here's what's wrong with the country, here's what's wrong with my family, here's what's wrong with my friends, here's what's wrong. And that's all we resonate. You know, that's really why gossip is a sin, because we just sit around and resonate negativity. You know, if you really do sit around and gossip behind people's back and say, you know, they're amazing, that would not be a sin. And isn't it interesting? No one would even call it gossip, even though it's the same thing. When we talk about someone behind their back, we call it gossip. What that meant is, no, no, we trashed someone behind their back. But when it's positive, we don't consider it in that same vein. What are we resonating to the world? Are we like Peter? Are we giving into fear? You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear. When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear. We either resonate fear or we resonate hope. We are a people of great resilience. We all have wounds. And it's very easy to say, those wounds make us who we are. No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds makes us who we are. And we can resonate that in our stories, in what we choose to share with one another, in how forthright we are about who we are with one another, bringing ourselves into the light. That resonates hope. Jesus did it story after story after story. And it's still with us today. Each of us could resonate hope and tell the community around us resonates hope. And then the country around us resonates hope. And then we resonate hope to the world. That resonance that we have, it's more power than we can imagine. It does things we'd never heard of. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus began to show his disciples
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that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly
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from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
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and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him.
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God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you.
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He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan.
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You are an obstacle to me.
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You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself,
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take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it,
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but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world
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and forfeit his life?
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life?
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For the Son of Man will come with his angels
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in his Father's glory, and then he
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will repay all according to their conduct.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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There is an African word that we're going to learn today.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal.
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It's a good spiritual word to keep
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in your sort of your bag of skills.
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And that is, it was brought to light
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through Archbishop Tutu.
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And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world.
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And today's gospel shows a lot of it.
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You have to understand it.
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We'll get back to the word in a minute.
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Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem
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and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests
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and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that.
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You know, that's Matthew, 30, 40 years later looking back,
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saying, he's showing them what's going to happen,
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not that he knew that exactly.
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We can all look back religiously, culturally,
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politically, and say, oh, you know,
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you can start to see the roots of where
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this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier.
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It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated
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the exact view.
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If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go,
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I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days
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after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again,
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if he knew all that ahead of time,
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then to be on the cross and yell out, my God,
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why have you abandoned me?
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The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming.
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What are you talking about?
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It's not what it is.
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So, but what is he starting to show them?
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He's starting to show them that he's
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going to tell the truth about who he is.
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He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which
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they would have all seen coming a mile away.
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The prophets end up martyred.
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And the prophets do the same thing in every age.
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They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures.
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They do it at the time of Jesus.
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They do it nowadays.
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They do it in religion.
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They do it in politics.
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They do it everywhere.
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And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power.
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And they usually end up not in a good place.
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When you speak the truth to those in power,
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because the truth is usually, you
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aren't any more important than the poor person on the street.
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And power does not much like to hear that.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch.
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So he is very clearly letting them see who he is.
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And this is one of the few places in all of scripture
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that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper.
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He's pretty harsh with Peter.
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Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said,
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you are speaking like God and not like people.
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This week, you are speaking like people and not like God.
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Peter has good weeks and bad weeks.
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But why this reaction?
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He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan.
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He goes, why?
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Because I really believe that Jesus,
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while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin,
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that doesn't mean without temptation.
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And you want to see someone react a little harshly,
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try to seduce them into something
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that there's a little part of them that
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could go there pretty easily.
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You know, this is the person who's really, really, really,
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really trying to stay on their diet.
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And you keep saying, eat a little more.
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Eat a little more.
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You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some.
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And finally, they're like, no.
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Now, they aren't really that mad over cake.
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It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in,
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but they know better.
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Certainly, people who deal with addiction,
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someone who deals with alcoholism
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and is dealing with it well, knows
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that in the first several months of their sobriety,
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they can't be around those people that
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want them to drink with them.
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Because that pull is there.
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So of course, there's a Jesus who says,
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if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by.
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But Peter and the disciples who keep
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trying to talk him out of it, it'd
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be so easy to give in.
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And his reaction is really harsh.
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This is what we all have to understand.
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This is where this word ubuntu comes in,
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in the Xhosa language.
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And anyone who speaks a Clic language
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will tell you I did that very poorly.
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But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's
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a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu
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brought into the forefront in Western society.
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And the phrase, which is, untunugu untunugabanta, which
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is, people are people through persons,
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it doesn't translate well.
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What it means is that your humanity, being fully human,
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is not about what's going on inside.
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Being fully human is about belonging to the community.
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Being a person comes through persons.
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And the whole philosophy says, if you
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can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am.
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That there is a reciprocity to humanity
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that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine.
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And that it's not just a political statement
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when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished,
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we're all diminished.
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It really means if we live in a society where some of us
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are diminished, we are not fully human yet.
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Our humanity is not there.
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And so we all have to put out the messages,
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put out the vibrations of our own life
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that bring out that best in one another.
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We have to create that society where
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people can truly bring, with integrity, who
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they are into the society.
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Jesus could get out of the cross.
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All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly.
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All he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right.
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Not the Son of God.
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That would be blasphemy.
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You're not going to run around forgiving sins.
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Only God can do that.
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That would be blasphemy.
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He could give in to that and stop being who he is
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and avoid the whole thing.
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And that's why he counters it with,
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what good would that be if you lose yourself,
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if you lose who you are in the process?
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What good is all the world?
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See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says
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is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking,
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if you're successful, if you're strong,
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all of those things in that culture,
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those are lesser qualities.
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The great quality is to be connected to each other
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through compassion.
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And a person who doesn't have that is diminished,
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no matter how good life looks from the outside.
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If we don't have that, we're diminished.
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And so Peter and probably the other disciples
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are starting to put out a different vibration.
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They're saying, don't do it, don't do it.
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It's going to be hard.
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That's not a good thing.
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And Jesus has to fight that.
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I think we look at our society and we
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look at the last couple of years of politics
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and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook,
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get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations
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of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find
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the next witty, nasty thing they said
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about whoever we're mad at.
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And that starts to become what we're putting out there.
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And I don't think we understand the danger
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of that kind of resonance.
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You know, I love, as a musician, I
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love the ideas of resonance.
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Because there's two experiments I always
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do with some time during the year every year
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with the school kids.
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The first one is a resonance experiment
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that you've all done.
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You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance.
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You learned it in the bathtub as a child.
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Everything has its own natural speed of resonance,
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including water.
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And a lot of people don't realize this,
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but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake
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and one is going at 100 miles an hour
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and another is going 30 miles an hour,
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the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed.
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Water only moves at one speed.
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It has its own resonance.
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And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude,
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but they'll be going at the same speed.
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You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down.
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You can just affect the intensity of it.
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The same happens in the bathtub.
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You probably learned at a fairly young age
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that if you moved at just the right speed,
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you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time.
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Ah, the memories.
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And I can still remember.
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I think that's the speed right there.
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I think I still remember it.
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I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it.
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And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back
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against you.
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If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave.
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If you got right to the right speed,
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you would resonate the water, and that slow motion
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would become incredibly powerful.
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This happens with music.
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You know, violin strings, piano strings,
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they're all tightened to a different resonance.
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I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal.
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And it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here
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and I'm steady enough and I go, eh, you can vibrate a string.
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More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated.
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It wasn't the right resonance for them.
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But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations
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coming out at that certain speed,
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picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed.
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That's how in the movies and things,
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that's how a soprano would break glass.
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There's a pitch just under high C that
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is the natural resonance of crystal.
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And so they would, just like that piano string,
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they'd get that moving until it cracked.
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We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff
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and negative stuff.
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And we tend to gather people to ourselves.
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Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article
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just before that she read on bees, honeybees and regular bees.
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And the difference is not only, I went red quick,
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not only in how they pollinate,
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but how they know what hive they belong to
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has to do with the resonance they put out.
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And I think that is so true of us.
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The resonance we put out tells us immediately
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the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world.
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And that we need to be people who resonate hope.
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We need to be the people who refuse to resonate
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what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world.
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We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome.
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Teresa spoke at the beginning about,
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you know, singing in another language.
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The psalm they did today,
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I wrote that as part of a set of psalms
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called Psalms for the Global Village.
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And I did it because about 15 years ago,
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there was a lot of talk about,
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you know, the psalms were gonna have to go back to chant
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because it's the only way you can get
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all the right words into the psalm.
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You're not, you know, a lot of people to get melody,
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it would just change the text of the psalm radically.
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And the only way to get that fixed
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would be to go back to the old way
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and get into that very narrow chant.
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Or, and that's the Roman method.
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There's Roman Catholicism.
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The Roman method is to go back into chant.
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The Catholic method is to go universal.
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And so I thought, well,
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let's just look at some different cultures.
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And with that, that's a pentatonic free form,
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very common Asian form of music.
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In gospel communities, you have forms of scat,
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which are very easy to fit
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any kind of number of syllables you can.
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So I went through all these different cultures
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and said psalms in the music of the different cultures.
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And they come out melodic,
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and you don't have to change a single word.
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It can be done.
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If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone,
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if we reach out with resonance
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and be a people of hope who say,
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you know, we can be part of the solution.
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We don't have to be part of sitting around going,
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here's what's wrong,
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here's what's wrong with the church,
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here's what's wrong with the country,
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here's what's wrong with my family,
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here's what's wrong with my friends,
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here's what's wrong.
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And that's all we resonate.
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You know, that's really why gossip is a sin,
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because we just sit around and resonate negativity.
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You know, if you really do sit around
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and gossip behind people's back and say,
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you know, they're amazing, that would not be a sin.
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And isn't it interesting?
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No one would even call it gossip,
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even though it's the same thing.
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When we talk about someone behind their back,
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we call it gossip.
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What that meant is, no, no,
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we trashed someone behind their back.
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But when it's positive,
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we don't consider it in that same vein.
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What are we resonating to the world?
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Are we like Peter?
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Are we giving into fear?
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You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear.
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When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear.
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We either resonate fear or we resonate hope.
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We are a people of great resilience.
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We all have wounds.
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And it's very easy to say,
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those wounds make us who we are.
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No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds
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makes us who we are.
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And we can resonate that in our stories,
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in what we choose to share with one another,
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in how forthright we are about who we are with one another,
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bringing ourselves into the light.
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That resonates hope.
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Jesus did it story after story after story.
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And it's still with us today.
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Each of us could resonate hope
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and tell the community around us resonates hope.
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And then the country around us resonates hope.
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And then we resonate hope to the world.
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That resonance that we have,
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it's more power than we can imagine.
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It does things we'd never heard of.
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And it can help us to resonate to the world,
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the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to spiritu Father Pat’s message is a profound call to spiritual authenticity, communal responsibility, and the transformative power of hope. He challenges us to reject fear, self-preservation, and the cultural pull toward negativity, and instead embrace the radical path of Christ—a path marked by truth-telling, self-sacrifice, and unwavering fidelity to one’s identity and mission. Through the African concept of "ubuntu," Father Pat weaves a vision of interconnected humanity, where our individual fulfillment is inseparable from the dignity and wholeness of others. He calls on us to examine the resonance we send into the world: are we echoing fear or hope, division or unity, despair or healing? Our spiritual lives are not private undertakings but communal symphonies, where each vibration of compassion, courage, and truth contributes to the creation of God’s kingdom on earth.
In this homily, Father Pat begins by unfolding the Gospel of Matthew, where Jesus reveals to his disciples that he must suffer, be rejected, killed, and rise again. Peter reacts with horror and denial, prompting Jesus’ famous rebuke, “Get behind me, Satan!” Father Pat emphasizes that this isn't a cold theological declaration but an emotionally charged moment where Jesus confronts a very human temptation—the temptation to avoid suffering and deny one’s essential identity. Jesus’ harsh response to Peter is not arbitrary; it’s the cry of someone resisting the seductive pull of comfort and conformity. In this, Jesus models integrity: he will not betray who he is, even if it means facing the cross.
Father Pat then introduces the African philosophy of “ubuntu,” popularized by Archbishop Desmond Tutu. Ubuntu, roughly translated, means “I am because we are.” It teaches that a person becomes fully human through relationships with others. This concept directly connects to Jesus’ ministry and sacrifice. Jesus’ path is not about individual salvation or divine aloofness—it’s about solidarity, community, and shared humanity. He is not a distant savior but one who fully enters into the human experience, even unto death, because only through deep connection and authenticity can true transformation occur.
Jesus could have avoided the cross by staying silent, denying his divinity, and blending in with societal expectations. But to do so would be to lose his soul. Father Pat reminds us of Jesus’ words: “What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life?” This is not merely a rhetorical question—it is an existential challenge. We are often tempted to compromise, to hide our true selves to maintain social harmony, success, or security. But Jesus teaches that the cost of such compromise is our very being.
Father Pat contrasts this divine courage with Peter’s fear. Peter is not evil—he is human. Like us, he wants safety for those he loves. But fear, when it becomes our guiding force, leads us to become obstacles to God’s work. This is where the metaphor of resonance becomes vital. Father Pat, drawing from music and physics, explains that everything has a natural resonance—a frequency at which it vibrates. Just as a piano string can be made to vibrate by matching its frequency, so too do our spirits resonate with the energies around us. If we immerse ourselves in fear, cynicism, and division, we amplify those forces. But if we choose to resonate hope, love, and truth, we can shift the spiritual atmosphere of our communities.
He illustrates this with examples from music, physics, and even nature, explaining how resonance is not just a metaphor but a tangible dynamic: we attract and amplify what we emit. Just as water in a bathtub or a piano string responds to matching frequencies, human beings respond to the spiritual energy that surrounds them. This is why gossip is so destructive—it resonates negativity, diminishes others, and poisons community. Conversely, when we speak positively about someone behind their back, we spread grace and become agents of ubuntu.
The practical challenge Father Pat offers is this: what are you resonating into the world? Are you setting the frequency of your life to bitterness, sarcasm, fear, and division? Or are you tuning yourself to the frequency of Christ—truth, compassion, courage, and hope? He encourages us not to be passive recipients of the world’s noise but active participants in shaping its spiritual tone. This is especially urgent in a world increasingly polarized, where social media and public discourse often thrive on negativity.
Ultimately, Father Pat invites us to be like Jesus, who chose to embody his true self, even when it led to suffering. True humanity is not about external success but internal integrity and communal flourishing. Ubuntu teaches us that we are all diminished when one of us is diminished. Therefore, our calling is not merely to "get to heaven" individually but to create heaven among us through the resonance of love and justice.
Father Pat concludes by inviting us to become people who resonate the kingdom of God. It begins in small ways—in the words we choose, the stories we tell, the energy we embody, and the communities we build. If enough of us resonate Christ’s hope, courage, and compassion, that resonance can ripple outward—changing our homes, our churches, our societies, and ultimately our world....
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The earliest, anyone puts it, any well-accepted scholars would be maybe in the 80s. Remember, Jesus would have been crucified in maybe the early 30s. So in the 80s. And the other gospels, somewhere between 60 and 70, and then 15 years later minimum, some put it as late as 100, 110. It's from the next generation. This gospel, he's putting a new spin, the writers are, on the first three gospels. He's saying, the first ones have all said, love people the way you want to be loved. The golden rule. Treat people the way you want to be treated. And he goes, new rule, not like Bill Nye. This is new rules. Love one another. And he says, as I have loved you, love one another. This is much more difficult. This is a whole new level. And my suspicion is they're starting to find how incredible people are at getting around the rules and the ideas of Christianity. As I said last week, God forbid that I love you the way I love myself, because it's dicey from day to day. And Sundays, I love myself less than almost any other day. There's too much going on. So this idea that somehow, how I feel about myself should be how I treat you. No, that's not what he meant, but people could get it there. I can't tell you how often you would say to someone, do we really want to treat someone this way? Pal, if they did that, I would think so, because if I did that, and then they lie to themselves, I would expect to be treated that way. They'd expect to, would they want to? So there were too many ways around it. But this one, love people, and it really, we misquote it often. We often will hear, love one another as I have loved you. It's not what it says. It says, love one another, period. End of sentence, done. Next sentence, as I have loved you, so you should also love one another. But the first one is simply, give up the excuses, love one another. Take care of one another. Do what's best for one another. You mean because we feel good, just love one another. The people that we love one another. My family, love one another. Just my family. I mean, my theory is if you can love family, you can love anyone. Um, you have to live with those people. You know, this whole idea of just, you know, I mean, this is Jesus' Nike moment. Just do it. Just love one another. And you have to have this Christian sense of love. He is not telling you how to feel about one another. He's telling you how to behave towards one another. We are called to take care of people regardless of our inner emotional atmosphere at any given moment. You know, and he says that in the earlier Gospels. He fleshes it out in other ways. He'll say, now, you know, if you just love your friends, anyone can do that. In other words, it's not just about, I feel good about these people, therefore, I will treat them well. And he's not saying you need to feel, you need to have warm, loving, fuzzy feelings. Oh, you should just be absolutely in love with everyone. Actually, George, he kind of discouraged that. Um, it's not, I have to have a warm, fuzzy, you will never have warm, fuzzy feelings about everyone. I mean, you know, there are, literally, there are two people in this room that I don't care for. I can't tell you who they are, but I just wanted you all to worry it might be me. We don't know, but what Jesus says is, get past your feelings. Moral behavior is not based on feeling. And Christian love is the ability to take care of and treat people well, regardless of how I'm feeling at the moment. There is not a marriage in existence that has survived on the consistency of emotion. No one says, oh, we're married, we've been married for 40 years, because every day I wake up, look over, and say, even better than before. Not the journey, folks. It is not the journey. The journey is that I am, I want to be who I am regardless of what someone else has done, how they've made me feel. We don't want to go through life waiting to see what everyone else does before we know who we're going to be. That's not how we live a good Christian life. We have to figure out who we are called to be, and then be that for people that we run across, regardless of how we feel at the moment, regardless of where we're at with our emotions. This entire teaching of John and John's gospel, one of the things he does very different. John has no interest in rewriting the other three gospels. There's three of them. John's students, really, are writing late enough that they already have read those. They know they're out there. They don't say, let's put out a fourth copy. They've got all of these stories that they have probably heard from the Apostle John that didn't make it into those gospels. They want to tell us the other stories. And most of it, well, not most of it, but more than anything else, about 40% of John's gospel is the Last Supper and the Passion and Death. Now, to put that into context, the other three gospels may be between 7% and 12%. Mark has 18 chapters. About one and a half chapter at the end of it is that part of the story, from what you and I would call Holy Thursday, the Last Supper, on. Luke is 24 chapters, the last two. Matthew is 28 chapters, the last two. John is 21, and the last nine of 21 are all the Last Supper. It is the supper that will not end in George's gospel. It is a Dolan family reunion. It goes on and it goes on. And he puts all these teachings in. So we get all of these little, there's these pointed moments that constantly come in, where Jesus keeps stopping and saying, now, I'm only going to be with you a little while longer. Everything is in the context of what's called the Book of Glory in John, from chapter 12 onward. The Book of Glory is all about, here's how you're supposed to be after I'm gone. Because the community at the time this gospel is written, we're almost past it now, but it's similar to us and World War II and the Holocaust now. We're losing the last living witnesses. Are there any left? And we've noticed, as the last witnesses, oh, there's a whole movement out there. Let's rewrite it and say it didn't happen. The revisionists want to step in because the living witnesses. And that's what's happening at this moment when John's gospel is being written. So we're kind of losing all of those. And how do we experience faith having never seen Jesus in the flesh? This is why, at the beginning of the Easter season, we get the Doubting Thomas story, not any of the other gospels. These become important stories. And it's so many of them in the context of, I'm leaving now. There's a wonderful line that we never get. I don't think it ever shows up anywhere in our three-year cycle of readings. We read right up to it. And the next week, we skipped over it. And it's just about right at the beginning of the Last Supper. And he has this wonderful line that says, you're up right now. Jesus is here. And the light is among us. It says, you know what? Walk and keep moving while you're in the light so that the darkness will not overtake you. Use the time you have in the light wiser. The light, you will not always find the light. But when we experience the light of life, when we experience being loved, when we can remember the times in life we are loved, we can build habits out of that. And we can continue the habits, even when we're having a dark day. There are days you will not feel loving towards anyone. At least, I hope I'm not the only one. You will have days. I call them weekday, though. But they'll all have days when we're not feeling that feeling. I think we sometimes forget that the word emotions, it's just the word motion with a little prefix on it. It's that which moves us. You and I don't get to choose our emotions. They move us. We don't move them. They are the mover. And so your emotions can be all over the place. But you can build habits in those moments when you're experiencing love, when you're finding it easy to love others. Let those be habit moments that we really use to say, I need to let that set in. I need to realize that that is a better way of living. And let that carry me through the days I'm not feeling it. I've said this a lot during this season, but I don't think we can understand the theological importance of the crucifixion and the passion if we don't believe that Jesus as God, the big difference between Jesus' suffering and yours and mine, is not his was worse. Trust me, humanity has found ways to torture people longer. That's when they said, it's the worst suffering. And they don't mean that it's physiologically more pain. It was painful. The difference is, as God, Jesus, could have at any moment said, enough. We're done. I'm out of here. And if we lose sight of that, we lose sight of the sacrifice. Because I can guarantee you, Jesus was not on the cross going, I love these people. I feel good about these people. I'm having a warm moment. Why is he on the cross then? Because he's saving the very people who, at that moment, he has no good feelings towards. He's treating them well anyway. Jesus gains nothing from the crucifixion. We do. Jesus was God before he came down. Check the Bible. If you're God, there is no upgrade. He didn't come down to gain something for himself. He was God. What's he hope to gain? He gains for us. And he stays there while we are being terrible, while he couldn't possibly have a good emotion about us, and stays true to who he chose to be. That is the essence of love. As I said last week, it's Italy. It's not just Lebo. It's a wonderful image. It's not just when you've just had the baby and you're holding them in your arms and all the love in the world. That's your emotional love. It's when you get out of bed at 3 in the morning for the fifth time, every night, for the last six months, and the baby is still alive in the morning. You know, you didn't feel. The baby didn't cry and you didn't go, another five minutes with the baby. If you did, bottle that. You could sell it. We do it anyway. We're not feeling. You know, I think there are two things we forget. One is our parents loved us more than we'll ever know. And the other thing, there were times they did not like us. And if you go, oh, not my parents, then they did it spectacularly. No one, you know, everyone is lovable. God has made everyone lovable. No one is likable all the time. We all have moments where we just do things and we don't like ourselves. That's why they get us away from this. People the way you love, you have to love people the way you love yourself. That can be a horrible thing. If I treated you based on how I like myself at the moment, this would be a very different ministry. Sometimes we like ourselves. This is not about like. Like is an emotion. Love is I'm committed to doing what's best for people, regardless of how I feel. We will never get there perfectly in this life. But if we can try, if we can dig into the moments where we have felt the best about ourselves, where we have felt the most cared for, where we have felt the closest to others, and let those be the moments that give us the most lasting habits. Build your habits when you're in the light. Because in the darkness, the habit is what we have to go on, the habit that we built in the light. You're not going to find charity in the middle of the darkness. But if you have built the habit during the light, it will carry us through the darkness. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Praise the Lord.
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When Judas had left them, Jesus said,
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now is the Son of Man glorified, and God is glorified in him.
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If God is glorified in him, God will also
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glorify him in himself, and God will glorify him at once.
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My children, I will be with you only a little while longer.
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I give you a new commandment.
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Love one another.
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As I have loved you, so you should love one another.
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This is how all will know that you are my disciples,
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if you have love for one another.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise the Lord.
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What is this, sir?
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This new commandment is new in two different ways.
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One is, Jesus is teaching a whole new idea,
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and a bit of the way we all think of it.
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But it's also new in the sense that John's gospel is written
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so much later than the others.
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The earliest, anyone puts it, any well-accepted scholars
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would be maybe in the 80s.
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Remember, Jesus would have been crucified in maybe
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the early 30s.
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So in the 80s.
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And the other gospels, somewhere between 60 and 70,
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and then 15 years later minimum, some
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put it as late as 100, 110.
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It's from the next generation.
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This gospel, he's putting a new spin, the writers are,
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on the first three gospels.
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He's saying, the first ones have all said,
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love people the way you want to be loved.
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The golden rule.
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Treat people the way you want to be treated.
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And he goes, new rule, not like Bill Nye.
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This is new rules.
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Love one another.
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And he says, as I have loved you, love one another.
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This is much more difficult. This is a whole new level.
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And my suspicion is they're starting
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to find how incredible people are
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at getting around the rules and the ideas of Christianity.
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As I said last week, God forbid that I love you
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the way I love myself, because it's dicey from day to day.
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And Sundays, I love myself less than almost any other day.
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There's too much going on.
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So this idea that somehow, how I feel about myself
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should be how I treat you.
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No, that's not what he meant, but people could get it there.
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I can't tell you how often you would say to someone,
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do we really want to treat someone this way?
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Pal, if they did that, I would think so,
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because if I did that, and then they lie to themselves,
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I would expect to be treated that way.
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They'd expect to, would they want to?
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So there were too many ways around it.
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But this one, love people, and it really,
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we misquote it often.
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We often will hear, love one another as I have loved you.
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It's not what it says.
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It says, love one another, period.
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End of sentence, done.
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Next sentence, as I have loved you,
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so you should also love one another.
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But the first one is simply, give up the excuses,
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love one another.
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Take care of one another.
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Do what's best for one another.
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You mean because we feel good, just love one another.
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The people that we love one another.
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My family, love one another.
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Just my family.
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I mean, my theory is if you can love family,
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you can love anyone.
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Um, you have to live with those people.
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You know, this whole idea of just, you know,
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I mean, this is Jesus' Nike moment.
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Just do it.
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Just love one another.
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And you have to have this Christian sense of love.
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He is not telling you how to feel about one another.
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He's telling you how to behave towards one another.
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We are called to take care of people
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regardless of our inner emotional atmosphere
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at any given moment.
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You know, and he says that in the earlier Gospels.
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He fleshes it out in other ways.
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He'll say, now, you know, if you just love your friends,
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anyone can do that.
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In other words, it's not just about,
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I feel good about these people,
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therefore, I will treat them well.
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And he's not saying you need to feel,
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you need to have warm, loving, fuzzy feelings.
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Oh, you should just be absolutely in love with everyone.
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Actually, George, he kind of discouraged that.
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Um, it's not, I have to have a warm, fuzzy,
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you will never have warm, fuzzy feelings about everyone.
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I mean, you know, there are, literally,
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there are two people in this room that I don't care for.
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I can't tell you who they are, but I just
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wanted you all to worry it might be me.
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We don't know, but what Jesus says is, get past your feelings.
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Moral behavior is not based on feeling.
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And Christian love is the ability
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to take care of and treat people well,
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regardless of how I'm feeling at the moment.
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There is not a marriage in existence
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that has survived on the consistency of emotion.
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No one says, oh, we're married, we've
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been married for 40 years, because every day I wake up,
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look over, and say, even better than before.
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Not the journey, folks.
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It is not the journey.
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The journey is that I am, I want to be
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who I am regardless of what someone else has done,
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how they've made me feel.
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We don't want to go through life waiting
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to see what everyone else does before we
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know who we're going to be.
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That's not how we live a good Christian life.
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We have to figure out who we are called to be,
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and then be that for people that we run across,
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regardless of how we feel at the moment,
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regardless of where we're at with our emotions.
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This entire teaching of John and John's gospel,
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one of the things he does very different.
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John has no interest in rewriting
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the other three gospels.
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There's three of them.
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John's students, really, are writing late enough
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that they already have read those.
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They know they're out there.
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They don't say, let's put out a fourth copy.
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They've got all of these stories that they have probably
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heard from the Apostle John that didn't make it
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into those gospels.
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They want to tell us the other stories.
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And most of it, well, not most of it,
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but more than anything else, about 40% of John's gospel
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is the Last Supper and the Passion and Death.
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Now, to put that into context, the other three gospels
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may be between 7% and 12%.
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Mark has 18 chapters.
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About one and a half chapter at the end of it
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is that part of the story, from what you and I would call
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Holy Thursday, the Last Supper, on.
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Luke is 24 chapters, the last two.
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Matthew is 28 chapters, the last two.
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John is 21, and the last nine of 21 are all the Last Supper.
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It is the supper that will not end in George's gospel.
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It is a Dolan family reunion.
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It goes on and it goes on.
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And he puts all these teachings in.
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So we get all of these little, there's
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these pointed moments that constantly come in,
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where Jesus keeps stopping and saying,
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now, I'm only going to be with you a little while longer.
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Everything is in the context of what's
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called the Book of Glory in John, from chapter 12 onward.
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The Book of Glory is all about, here's
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how you're supposed to be after I'm gone.
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Because the community at the time this gospel is written,
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we're almost past it now, but it's
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similar to us and World War II and the Holocaust now.
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We're losing the last living witnesses.
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Are there any left?
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And we've noticed, as the last witnesses,
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oh, there's a whole movement out there.
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Let's rewrite it and say it didn't happen.
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The revisionists want to step in because the living witnesses.
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And that's what's happening at this moment
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when John's gospel is being written.
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So we're kind of losing all of those.
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And how do we experience faith having never
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seen Jesus in the flesh?
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This is why, at the beginning of the Easter season,
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we get the Doubting Thomas story, not
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any of the other gospels.
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These become important stories.
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And it's so many of them in the context of, I'm leaving now.
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There's a wonderful line that we never get.
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I don't think it ever shows up anywhere in our three-year cycle
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of readings.
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We read right up to it.
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And the next week, we skipped over it.
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And it's just about right at the beginning of the Last Supper.
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And he has this wonderful line that says, you're up right now.
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Jesus is here.
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And the light is among us.
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It says, you know what?
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Walk and keep moving while you're in the light
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so that the darkness will not overtake you.
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Use the time you have in the light wiser.
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The light, you will not always find the light.
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But when we experience the light of life,
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when we experience being loved, when
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we can remember the times in life we are loved,
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we can build habits out of that.
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And we can continue the habits, even
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when we're having a dark day.
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There are days you will not feel loving towards anyone.
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At least, I hope I'm not the only one.
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You will have days.
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I call them weekday, though.
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But they'll all have days when we're not feeling that feeling.
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I think we sometimes forget that the word emotions,
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it's just the word motion with a little prefix on it.
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It's that which moves us.
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You and I don't get to choose our emotions.
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They move us.
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We don't move them.
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They are the mover.
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And so your emotions can be all over the place.
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But you can build habits in those moments
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when you're experiencing love, when you're
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finding it easy to love others.
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Let those be habit moments that we really use to say,
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I need to let that set in.
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I need to realize that that is a better way of living.
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And let that carry me through the days I'm not feeling it.
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I've said this a lot during this season,
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but I don't think we can understand
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the theological importance of the crucifixion and the passion
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if we don't believe that Jesus as God,
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the big difference between Jesus' suffering and yours
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and mine, is not his was worse.
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Trust me, humanity has found ways to torture people longer.
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That's when they said, it's the worst suffering.
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And they don't mean that it's physiologically more pain.
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It was painful.
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The difference is, as God, Jesus,
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could have at any moment said, enough.
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We're done.
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I'm out of here.
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And if we lose sight of that, we lose sight of the sacrifice.
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Because I can guarantee you, Jesus was not on the cross
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going, I love these people.
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I feel good about these people.
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I'm having a warm moment.
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Why is he on the cross then?
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Because he's saving the very people who, at that moment,
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he has no good feelings towards.
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He's treating them well anyway.
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Jesus gains nothing from the crucifixion.
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We do.
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Jesus was God before he came down.
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Check the Bible.
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If you're God, there is no upgrade.
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He didn't come down to gain something for himself.
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He was God.
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What's he hope to gain?
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He gains for us.
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And he stays there while we are being terrible,
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while he couldn't possibly have a good emotion about us,
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and stays true to who he chose to be.
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That is the essence of love.
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As I said last week, it's Italy.
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It's not just Lebo.
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It's a wonderful image.
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It's not just when you've just had the baby
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and you're holding them in your arms
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and all the love in the world.
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That's your emotional love.
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It's when you get out of bed at 3 in the morning
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for the fifth time, every night, for the last six months,
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and the baby is still alive in the morning.
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You know, you didn't feel.
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The baby didn't cry and you didn't go,
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another five minutes with the baby.
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If you did, bottle that.
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You could sell it.
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We do it anyway.
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We're not feeling.
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You know, I think there are two things we forget.
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One is our parents loved us more than we'll ever know.
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And the other thing, there were times they did not like us.
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And if you go, oh, not my parents,
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then they did it spectacularly.
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No one, you know, everyone is lovable.
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God has made everyone lovable.
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No one is likable all the time.
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We all have moments where we just do things
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and we don't like ourselves.
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That's why they get us away from this.
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People the way you love, you have
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to love people the way you love yourself.
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That can be a horrible thing.
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If I treated you based on how I like myself at the moment,
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this would be a very different ministry.
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Sometimes we like ourselves.
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This is not about like.
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Like is an emotion.
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Love is I'm committed to doing what's best for people,
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regardless of how I feel.
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We will never get there perfectly in this life.
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But if we can try, if we can dig into the moments
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where we have felt the best about ourselves,
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where we have felt the most cared for,
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where we have felt the closest to others,
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and let those be the moments that give us
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the most lasting habits.
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Build your habits when you're in the light.
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Because in the darkness, the habit
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is what we have to go on, the habit
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that we built in the light.
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You're not going to find charity in the middle of the darkness.
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But if you have built the habit during the light,
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it will carry us through the darkness.
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And when it carries us through the darkness,
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we find ourselves headed towards that light
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that the darkness can never overcome.
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Father Pat’s message calls us to embrace the radic Father Pat’s message calls us to embrace the radical and transformative love that Christ commands in the Gospel of John. He emphasizes that Jesus introduces a “new commandment” not simply as a revision of the Golden Rule, but as a deeper and more demanding directive: to love others not as we love ourselves, but as Jesus has loved us. This love is not dependent on feelings or mutual affection; it is a commitment to consistent, self-giving action, even in the absence of emotional warmth. Father Pat challenges us to develop habits of love and care during times of light—when love comes easily—so that these habits can sustain us in the inevitable times of emotional darkness. Christ’s crucifixion serves as the ultimate example of love in action: a sacrificial, unwavering commitment to the good of others, even when they are unlovable or ungrateful. Through this lens, discipleship is not about how we feel, but about who we choose to be and how we choose to act.
Father Pat begins by unpacking the Gospel of John’s distinctive voice, written later than the synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), and speaking to a community beginning to live without firsthand witnesses of Jesus. John’s Gospel, particularly the section known as the Book of Glory, focuses heavily on the Last Supper and Christ’s final teachings before the crucifixion. This setting gives weight to Jesus’ “new commandment”: “Love one another. As I have loved you, so you should love one another.” Father Pat highlights the significance of the simple imperative “Love one another” as a complete sentence—firm, non-negotiable, and divorced from emotional qualifiers. It is not a suggestion, and not contingent on how we feel about the other person. It is a command rooted in action and commitment.
He draws a contrast between the Golden Rule—to treat others as we wish to be treated—and Jesus’ new commandment, which demands more. The Golden Rule allows room for self-deception, as people often rationalize their actions based on how they think they would want to be treated. But Jesus' command removes that loophole. It’s not about subjective comparison; it’s about modeling our behavior after Jesus’ own sacrificial and unconditional love. Father Pat warns us not to reduce Christian love to sentimentality or mutual affection. Feelings are fleeting, inconsistent, and outside our control. Love, in the Christian sense, is a choice to act for the good of others, even when we don’t feel like it.
He uses humor and candor to drive home the point. He confesses that even in a room full of parishioners, there are people he doesn’t particularly like—but he is still called to love and serve them. He reminds us that Jesus on the cross was not feeling warm affection for those crucifying him. Rather, he remained steadfast in love because he chose to be faithful to who he was, not because the people were lovable in that moment. This love is not about emotional highs but about moral integrity and constancy.
Father Pat also makes a profound theological observation: Jesus, being fully divine, didn’t suffer for self-gain. He had nothing to gain from the crucifixion—he was already God. His suffering was entirely for our sake, a pure act of love. The significance of the Passion lies not just in the intensity of the suffering, but in the fact that Jesus could have avoided it at any moment. His decision to endure it, despite the absence of any emotional reward, models the kind of love we are called to: love that acts faithfully, even in the absence of feeling.
He transitions into a reflection on habit formation. Since emotions are inherently unstable, we must build lasting habits of love during “times of light”—when we are feeling loved and capable of loving. These habits become spiritual muscle memory that carry us through periods of darkness, emotional dryness, and spiritual struggle. He likens this to parenting: parents don’t always feel fondness toward their children, especially in the throes of exhaustion, but they continue to act in love because of their commitment. Likewise, long marriages do not survive on constant emotional highs, but on the consistent decision to act in love even when emotions falter.
Father Pat also speaks to the contemporary relevance of John's Gospel, written at a time when the last eyewitnesses of Jesus were dying out. Just as today's generation is losing the last Holocaust survivors and facing historical revisionism, the early Church faced similar challenges to memory and faith. John’s Gospel seeks to ground the community in enduring truths even as direct experience fades. It emphasizes the importance of remaining faithful to Christ’s teachings, especially the command to love, as the essence of Christian identity.
Finally, Father Pat encourages us to remember the moments when we have felt most loved and most capable of love. These moments are not just emotional highs to be enjoyed and forgotten; they are to be internalized and practiced so that they shape our behavior even when love feels hard. Christian love is not about waiting to feel good before doing good. It is about choosing to be who Christ calls us to be, no matter the circumstance. In a world full of emotional volatility and relational fragility, the command to love as Jesus loved offers both a challenge and a path to transformation—for ourselves and for the communities we serve....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 978.7899780273438, "text": "The Lord be with you. Let us listen to the good news of Jesus from the Gospel of Saint Luke. Jesus said to his disciples, I have come to set fire on the earth. How I wish it were already blazing. There's a baptism with which I must be baptized. And how great is my anguish until it is accomplished. Do you think that I have come to establish peace on the earth? No. I tell you but rather division. From now on a household of five will be divided. Three against two. Two against three. Father will be divided against son and son against father. Mother against daughter and daughter against mother. A mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law. A daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law. Good news from the Lord. Sometimes good news doesn't sound good. And when we hear from prophets, that's when it doesn't sound good most of the time. In our world today, especially since the Enlightenment, those wonderful French people gave us the Enlightenment that has moved us into great scientific feats and all those kinds of things, but the Enlightenment is about the individual. And we've lost the sense of community. And that trickles down because when we think about sin and evil in the world, we generally tend to think about ourselves. How am I acting? How is it that I am viewed by God? How is my relationship with God? Am I being good enough? Will I get to heaven? Will God give me what I need to get through all of this? Will God forgive me? Which are all appropriate things to worry about. But scripturally, sin is much less individual and it is much more communal. And so when the prophets come, the prophets aren't so much railing against individual people. Sometimes they do, the king, but the king is a symbol, right? The king is the symbol of the whole country. And they are speaking something against the societal, this communal, societal way of being. Said, you've lost your way. That's what they keep saying. Now, Jeremiah wasn't thrown into the cistern because he was saying, king, you've got to be better. What he was addressing was the whole culture that had grown up in Jerusalem and in Judah. So Judah is kind of surrounded. You have the Assyrian empire in the north, who has conquered the northern kingdom, what we call Samaria, what we know of as Samaria. Would be Galilee in most places. And you have the Babylonians on the east and they are a rising empire and they and the Assyrians are at war with each other. And you have the Egyptians on the south, another big, huge, powerful kingdom. And on the west, you have the sea. So they're sort of boxed in. So what Judah starts to do, kingdom of Judah, they start to make all these political alliances. You know, and they're hoping that perhaps by sleight of hand, they can eke out another little bit. But what happens as they eke out another little bit of time, is that they give more of their soul to whoever it is they're trying to negotiate with. The Babylonians, the Assyrians, the Egyptians, maybe even the fish in the sea, who knows. So they end up in a spot that is so far away from what they were intended to be, that God sends prophets to try and bring them back. So Israel was intended to be a people who trusted in God, who trusted deeply in God, whether they had overlords or independents, whether they had famine or plenty. That's what God wanted. That was the whole idea. And they were to be assigned to the world of that. The seed, if you will, the little bit of leaven that would grow up and make everything better. But instead they turned into a political reality. And all of a sudden they had borders and cities with walls and they needed to protect things. So then the Assyrians come and they, you know, And then the Babylonians come and they surround Jerusalem. And then the Egyptians come and the Babylonians leave Jerusalem, go off to fight the Egyptians. And then a couple of years later, they come back and surround Jerusalem again. And in the midst of all of that is Jeremiah. And Jeremiah is saying to the people, Surrender. Now, how would you feel if I stood up here and said, You know how to deal with Russia? You know how to deal with China? Surrender. You'd say, what? What in the world are you asking? That's why they threw Jeremiah down that cistern. Because he was trying to say something to the people about their life of faith and their relationship to God. And it was heard politically. And so what you do in order to be faithful to who you are, Jeremiah says, is surrender. But the king is saying, we surrender, we lose everything. Prophet's words are really hard. You've all heard of Ben Salmon. Ben Salmon was the father of a priest. I actually knew him, Charlie Salmon, who was a priest for the Archdiocese of Denver. Ben Salmon was a conscientious objector during World War I. And as a result of that, because he refused to go to war, the result of that was disaster for his family. He couldn't get a job, getting imprisoned. He spent a bunch of years in, I think Leavenworth. And it was just, it was a terrible thing because he was too much of a threat. Now, Ben Salmon was not making a political statement. He was making a faith statement that was heard politically. Now, all of our faith statements actually do have a lot of political things that they, that kind of come along with it, right? So we have three volunteers here who come from all over the world. So we have one that comes to us from Rhode Island. But before she was in Rhode Island, she was in Nigeria and had to come here for difficult reasons. We have another person who is here from Denver. But before that, she was in Somalia, in Eritrea. I don't know why I keep saying Somalia, I keep saying that. In Eritrea, where she too had to escape from difficult things. And we have one who is here from Wisconsin, by way of Texas. Too exotic place to be in. So, come from all over the world and bring these very unique experiences of church from other parts of the world. And they come here to say something that is actually, in these days, quite prophetic. Now, they don't come here to be political spokespeople. They come here to serve the poor. They come here in the spirit of St. Vincent de Paul to say, the poor matter more than the jets. Not the New York jets, the ones that fly around in the sky. That the poor matter more than the country club. That the poor matter more than your retirement account. You know, we're gonna take up a second collection today for that. For the Steve's retirement account. Actually, for retired priests. I was thinking I'd come up here with a cane so that you don't feel sorry for me. But more important than that are the poor. More important than protecting our belongings. More important than protecting what we claim as ours. Our way of life. Our way of thinking. Our way of thinking. That's a very prophetic thing to say. You know, when we hear the prophet's voices, how do we react? You know, we can't just say, well, you know, I'm speaking against this stupid power that we have here. No, you're speaking against or you're living in a way that makes a comment on a culture. On a society, which is all of us. How much do I care for the poor? How much am I willing to give up so that we begin to move in a more just, in a more open, in a more faithful way? Because indeed, as a people, we too have lost our way. We too have kind of gotten off the road. Not as people of the United States, but as Christians. Because we have individualized holiness. Holiness is what I do. Holiness is what I do. It's how good I am. It's how good I pray. And that's not what Christianity is about. Christianity is about the us. I can't go to heaven without all of you. And that's the message that we have. That's the fire that Jesus wants to set on the earth. And that's also what brings about the division. That's also what brings about the baptism that Jesus will be baptized in. That's the challenge for us. First, to hear that word of the prophet inviting us to look at everything in a different way. To look at how I relate in a neighborhood, in a parish, in this country, in a different way. To begin to see everyone, most especially those who are poor. Those who are in need. Those who need something more. To see them as people. To see them as Christ. Not so that I can do something that makes me feel good. Yeah, I gave the poor this money. Isn't that wonderful? No, it's to change the rules. Why is this person hungry in the first place? How have we as a community failed to take care of this person? That's an even harder question to ask. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you. Let us listen to the good news of Jesus from the Gospel of
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Saint Luke. Jesus said to his disciples, I have come to set fire on the earth. How
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I wish it were already blazing. There's a baptism with which I must be baptized.
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And how great is my anguish until it is accomplished. Do you think that I have
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come to establish peace on the earth? No. I tell you but rather division. From now
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on a household of five will be divided. Three against two. Two against three. Father will
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be divided against son and son against father. Mother against daughter and daughter against
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mother. A mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law. A daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law.
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Good news from the Lord.
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Sometimes good news doesn't sound good. And when we hear from prophets, that's when it doesn't
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sound good most of the time. In our world today, especially since the Enlightenment,
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those wonderful French people gave us the Enlightenment that has moved us into great
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scientific feats and all those kinds of things, but the Enlightenment is about the individual.
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And we've lost the sense of community. And that trickles down because when we think about sin and
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evil in the world, we generally tend to think about ourselves. How am I acting? How is it that
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I am viewed by God? How is my relationship with God? Am I being good enough? Will I get to heaven?
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Will God give me what I need to get through all of this? Will God forgive me? Which are all
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appropriate things to worry about. But scripturally, sin is much less individual and it is much more communal.
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And so when the prophets come, the prophets aren't so much railing against individual people.
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Sometimes they do, the king, but the king is a symbol, right? The king is the symbol of the whole country.
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And they are speaking something against the societal, this communal, societal way of being.
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Said, you've lost your way. That's what they keep saying. Now, Jeremiah wasn't thrown into the cistern
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because he was saying, king, you've got to be better. What he was addressing was the whole culture that had
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grown up in Jerusalem and in Judah. So Judah is kind of surrounded. You have the Assyrian empire in the north,
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who has conquered the northern kingdom, what we call Samaria, what we know of as Samaria.
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Would be Galilee in most places. And you have the Babylonians on the east and they are a rising empire and they and the
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Assyrians are at war with each other. And you have the Egyptians on the south, another big, huge, powerful kingdom.
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And on the west, you have the sea. So they're sort of boxed in. So what Judah starts to do, kingdom of Judah,
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they start to make all these political alliances. You know, and they're hoping that perhaps by sleight of hand,
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they can eke out another little bit. But what happens as they eke out another little bit of time,
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is that they give more of their soul to whoever it is they're trying to negotiate with.
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The Babylonians, the Assyrians, the Egyptians, maybe even the fish in the sea, who knows.
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So they end up in a spot that is so far away from what they were intended to be,
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that God sends prophets to try and bring them back.
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So Israel was intended to be a people who trusted in God, who trusted deeply in God,
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whether they had overlords or independents, whether they had famine or plenty.
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That's what God wanted. That was the whole idea. And they were to be assigned to the world of that.
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The seed, if you will, the little bit of leaven that would grow up and make everything better.
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But instead they turned into a political reality. And all of a sudden they had borders and cities with walls
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and they needed to protect things. So then the Assyrians come and they, you know,
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And then the Babylonians come and they surround Jerusalem.
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And then the Egyptians come and the Babylonians leave Jerusalem, go off to fight the Egyptians.
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And then a couple of years later, they come back and surround Jerusalem again.
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And in the midst of all of that is Jeremiah. And Jeremiah is saying to the people,
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Surrender. Now, how would you feel if I stood up here and said,
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You know how to deal with Russia? You know how to deal with China? Surrender.
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You'd say, what? What in the world are you asking?
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That's why they threw Jeremiah down that cistern.
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Because he was trying to say something to the people about their life of faith and their relationship to God.
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And it was heard politically. And so what you do in order to be faithful to who you are,
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Jeremiah says, is surrender. But the king is saying, we surrender, we lose everything.
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Prophet's words are really hard.
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You've all heard of Ben Salmon. Ben Salmon was the father of a priest.
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I actually knew him, Charlie Salmon, who was a priest for the Archdiocese of Denver.
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Ben Salmon was a conscientious objector during World War I.
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And as a result of that, because he refused to go to war,
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the result of that was disaster for his family.
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He couldn't get a job, getting imprisoned. He spent a bunch of years in, I think Leavenworth.
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And it was just, it was a terrible thing because he was too much of a threat.
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Now, Ben Salmon was not making a political statement.
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He was making a faith statement that was heard politically.
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Now, all of our faith statements actually do have a lot of political things that they,
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that kind of come along with it, right?
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So we have three volunteers here who come from all over the world.
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So we have one that comes to us from Rhode Island.
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But before she was in Rhode Island, she was in Nigeria and had to come here for difficult reasons.
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We have another person who is here from Denver.
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But before that, she was in Somalia, in Eritrea.
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I don't know why I keep saying Somalia, I keep saying that.
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In Eritrea, where she too had to escape from difficult things.
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And we have one who is here from Wisconsin, by way of Texas.
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Too exotic place to be in.
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So, come from all over the world and bring these very unique experiences of church from other parts of the world.
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And they come here to say something that is actually, in these days, quite prophetic.
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Now, they don't come here to be political spokespeople.
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They come here to serve the poor.
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They come here in the spirit of St. Vincent de Paul to say,
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the poor matter more than the jets.
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Not the New York jets, the ones that fly around in the sky.
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That the poor matter more than the country club.
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That the poor matter more than your retirement account.
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You know, we're gonna take up a second collection today for that.
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For the Steve's retirement account.
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Actually, for retired priests.
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I was thinking I'd come up here with a cane so that you don't feel sorry for me.
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But more important than that are the poor.
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More important than protecting our belongings.
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More important than protecting what we claim as ours.
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Our way of life.
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Our way of thinking.
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Our way of thinking.
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That's a very prophetic thing to say.
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You know, when we hear the prophet's voices, how do we react?
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You know, we can't just say, well, you know, I'm speaking against this stupid power that we have here.
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No, you're speaking against or you're living in a way that makes a comment on a culture.
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On a society, which is all of us.
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How much do I care for the poor?
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How much am I willing to give up so that we begin to move in a more just,
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in a more open, in a more faithful way?
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Because indeed, as a people, we too have lost our way.
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We too have kind of gotten off the road.
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Not as people of the United States, but as Christians.
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Because we have individualized holiness.
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Holiness is what I do.
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Holiness is what I do.
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It's how good I am.
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It's how good I pray.
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And that's not what Christianity is about.
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Christianity is about the us.
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I can't go to heaven without all of you.
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And that's the message that we have.
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That's the fire that Jesus wants to set on the earth.
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And that's also what brings about the division.
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That's also what brings about the baptism that Jesus will be baptized in.
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That's the challenge for us.
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First, to hear that word of the prophet inviting us to look at everything in a different way.
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To look at how I relate in a neighborhood, in a parish, in this country, in a different way.
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To begin to see everyone, most especially those who are poor.
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Those who are in need.
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Those who need something more.
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To see them as people.
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To see them as Christ.
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Not so that I can do something that makes me feel good.
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Yeah, I gave the poor this money.
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Isn't that wonderful?
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No, it's to change the rules.
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Why is this person hungry in the first place?
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How have we as a community failed to take care of this person?
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That's an even harder question to ask.
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But that's what the prophet asks us to do.
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Father Steve’s message challenges the comfortable Father Steve’s message challenges the comfortable and individualistic form of Christianity that has taken root in modern culture, particularly in the West. He reflects on Jesus’ startling words from Luke’s Gospel not as a call to violence, but as a demand for radical transformation — a fire that purifies and divides, because truth disrupts the status quo. Father Steve reminds us that the prophetic word, like that of Jeremiah, often confronts collective sin and societal complacency, not merely personal failings. In doing so, he calls us back to a communal faith rooted in justice, compassion for the poor, and a willingness to surrender self-interest for the sake of God's vision for humanity. Christianity, he insists, is not about individual holiness but about communal salvation — about all of us going to God together, or not at all.
In detail, Father Steve begins by reflecting on the Gospel of Luke where Jesus speaks of bringing fire and division rather than peace. These harsh words are unsettling, but Father Steve interprets them through the lens of prophetic tradition. Prophets, both ancient and modern, disturb the status quo not to stir chaos, but to awaken a people who have lost their way. He draws a parallel between Jesus' words and the mission of prophets like Jeremiah, whose call to surrender to Babylon was not political subversion but a spiritual plea for fidelity to God. Jeremiah's message was misunderstood and rejected because it called the people to relinquish control and trust utterly in God—a dangerous and offensive message in a world obsessed with security, power, and national identity.
Father Steve then critiques the Enlightenment’s emphasis on individualism, noting that while it brought scientific and intellectual progress, it also fractured the communal sense of belonging that is central to biblical spirituality. As a result, faith has become overly privatized. We ask, “Am I good? Will God forgive me?” instead of asking, “How have we, as a people, failed in justice and compassion?” This individualistic lens distorts the Christian understanding of sin, which is deeply communal in Scripture. The prophets didn’t only rebuke kings as individuals but condemned the whole society through its leaders, calling out systemic injustice, idolatry, and the abandonment of the vulnerable.
Father Steve illustrates this with the story of Ben Salmon, a conscientious objector during World War I. Salmon’s refusal to fight wasn’t a political act, but a deep act of faith. Nevertheless, his witness was interpreted politically and led to suffering for him and his family. This mirrors the fate of many prophets: their faith-based convictions threaten societal norms and are often perceived as political threats. Father Steve draws this into the present by honoring volunteers from different cultural backgrounds who have come to serve the poor. Their actions, though not political in intent, make a prophetic statement in a society that often values wealth, security, and comfort over human dignity, especially of the marginalized.
In this context, Father Steve reminds us that Catholic social teaching demands more than charity — it demands justice. It’s not enough to give to the poor out of surplus; we must ask why poverty exists in the first place. We must be willing to challenge the systems and structures that perpetuate inequality. True Christian discipleship is not about self-perfection or securing one's own salvation, but about building the Kingdom of God on earth — a kingdom rooted in solidarity, mercy, and justice. That’s the fire Jesus brings: a fire that threatens the comfortable but purifies the faithful.
Ultimately, Father Steve calls for a renewal of Christian identity rooted in community and shared responsibility. Holiness is not a private achievement but a communal journey. He challenges us to stop thinking in terms of “I” and begin thinking in terms of “we.” We cannot be Christian alone. We cannot go to God without one another. And that includes the poor, the refugee, the outcast, and the prophet who makes us uncomfortable. The division Jesus speaks of is the inevitable result of a Gospel that demands transformation. Will we resist it, or will we let the fire of God’s love burn away our illusions and lead us into new life — together?...
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 979.0599975585938, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to listen to Jesus, but the Pharisees and scribes began to complain, stating, This man welcomes sinners and eats with them. So to them Jesus addressed this parable. A man had two sons, and the younger son said to his father, Father, give me the share of your estate that should come to me. So the father divided the property between them. And after a few days, the younger son collected all his belongings and set off to a distant country, where he squandered his inheritance on a life of dissipation. When he had freely spent everything, a severe famine struck that country, and he found himself in dire need. So he hired himself out to one of the local citizens, who sent him to a farm to tend the swine. And he longed to eat his fill of the pods on which the swine fed, but nobody gave him any. Coming to his senses, he thought, How many of my father's hired workers have more than enough food to eat? But here I am, dying of hunger. I shall get up and go to my father, and I shall say to him, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I no longer deserve to be called your son. Treat me as you would treat one of your hired workers. So he got up and went back to his father, and while he was still a long way off, his father caught sight of him and was filled with compassion. He ran to his son and embraced him. The son said, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I no longer deserve to be called your son. But his father ordered his servants, Quickly, bring the finest robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Take a fattened cack and slaughter it, and let us celebrate with a feast. Because this son of mine was dead and has come back to life, he was lost and has been found. Then the celebration began. Now the older son had been out in the field, and on his way back he neared the house and heard the sound of music and dance. He called one of the servants and asked what it might be. The servant said to him, Your brother has returned, and your father has slaughtered the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound. At this the son became angry and refused to enter the house, so the father came out and pleaded with him. He said to his father in reply, Look, all these years I have served you, and not once did I disobey your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat to feast on with my friends. But when this son of yours, who swallowed up your property with prostitutes, comes home, for him you slaughtered a fattened calf. He said to him, My son, you are here with me always, and everything I have is yours. But now we must celebrate and rejoice because your brother was dead and has come back to life. He was lost and has been found. The Gospel of the Lord. The parable of a dozen assumptions that I think we make as readers. I think that this story, everyone will tell you, this story is all about the forgiveness of the father. It's all about the forgiveness of the father, and that's a central theme in it. I think it is, more importantly for us, it is about the short-sightedness of both the sons who cannot see what's going well. They're both missing points, right and left, and the reader, sometimes it's not them, and sometimes the reader puts in extra, you know, we like a little extra drama, we like to make sure that our sinners are the worst they can be before they're saved. Give us a little drama there. It begins and it says, so a young son comes to the father and says, Father, I'd like my share of the inheritance. And the father gives him his share of the inheritance. It doesn't say the relationship's broken. It doesn't say he demanded it, his father begrudgingly gave it to him, and there was a blowout and the kid ran away. He says, can I have my inheritance? The father goes, sure. That's how the story, but we never hear it that way because we want there to be a sin immediately because that makes the forgiveness all the more satisfying. And then it says, he goes, and there's this interesting word in Greek that literally means against the norm, against the regular measure. He lives a life of dissipation, which means rather than keeping his money to himself, he spreads it around. And he probably spreads it around a little imprudently. But it's not the worst thing in the world because it doesn't say he spreads it around and then all of a sudden realizes he's messed up and has to go home. He actually establishes himself in a different country and then a famine hits that whole country and he's in trouble. Most of us would say, you know, you have to be pretty well connected before the whole country has to go down for you to be hurt. Most of us look around and say, oh my gosh, I can't believe what's going on, but I'll be fine. He goes and he uses his money on other people and other things. It dissipates. It goes out. And only when there is a famine in the whole country does he find himself in need. And he's a foreigner in that country and is still able to get hired in the middle of a famine. So he's made some inroads for himself. But he doesn't get the best job in the world and you have to remember that, we assume that when we hear these parables, when he says, oh, there's a man with two sons, this is a Hebrew culture here. So for them to be a swine herder, pigs are unclean, it's like the most degrading job he could have because he's working with pork. It's everything he would like to not be doing. And so we misunderstand some of this stuff in the culture. So finally he says, you know what? I'm going to go home. Now he knows in his mind, okay, I've got to win Dad back over. So in his mind, there's been some sort of break in the relationship. But not for the dad. I can't tell you how often. Maybe it's the position of being clergy, but do you know how many times in a year people call me or grab me in the hole and say, Father, I want to apologize for the way I said something yesterday. And I'm like, what? They're thinking I'm offended. And I'm like, what did you say? Oh, you know, I called you by your first name, did you? They're scared to death they've offended someone. The child is pretty sure he's going back as a failure. That's what he's really struggling with. He went off on his own and he fell flat on his face and he picked the wrong place to be at the wrong time. He's not coming home as a success story. But there's nothing in this story that says, well, the father wrestled with it and finally said, I'll bring him back. The minute the father sees him, his son has come home. And even when the servant relates this to the older brother, he doesn't say, your father has taken him back. He says, your father has him back. I think that the child has created a break in this relationship that isn't there. He's created it in his own mind. I've told you this before, but the number of people who will come in and say something along the lines in the confessional, Father, it's been six months since my last confession and I've had three angry thoughts. I've had four since you sat down. It's pretty good. I had an angry thought that I'm sure that God is just so disappointed in me. What if God isn't disappointed in us? At least not nearly as often as we think. We create dramas that literally just exist within us. The second son does the same. The first son actually, the oldest, but second in the story. He does the same thing. He says, well, you know, first he's creating all sorts of drama. His brother has gone away to another country. They've not heard from him. He doesn't even know he's back. That's probably bad. That's probably the only bad moment in this is the father. Oh, look, my son has come back. You would think he'd let the other sons working out in the field. And he comes home and there's a party and he wasn't even invited. That's a bad fall in the story. That creates a little extra tension, I'm sure. But he comes and he hasn't seen this guy in here and he says, but this son of yours who wasted all your money on prostitutes, do you know something the rest of us don't? Are you close enough with those prostitutes that you heard these stories? What's going on? He's so angry that he's creating an uglier story than is there in his mind. And he says to his father, and I've done everything you've ever told me and you've never even given me so much as a goat for a feast, which is something most of us have never said to our parents. You've never so much as given me a goat to share with my friends. And the father looks at him probably like, what is wrong with you? And says, you're the first son. Did you not know that everything I have is yours? He's upset that he hasn't been given what's already his and he just can't see it. He can't see what he already has. You know, this story does not begin as many people hear. Well, you know, I get why the older son is upset because they divide the property in half and the young one goes off and blows his half of the property and then he's going to come back and want to spend some of mine now too? No, no. Oldest son, second oldest son did not split property in half. Younger son got a fraction. Older son gets everything. And he resents the one who got a little. That's the core of this story, is how we start to become as brothers and sisters, how we war with one another because either we have learned to feel guilty and insufficient in who we are and we're sure that God, you know, and if God is upset with who I am, sometimes the only solace is for me to go, at least I'm not them. This is where you start to see people, this is where you see entire churches full of sinners telling other sinners they're not welcome. You know, it starts out as I've always, I always love to say that, you know, this man welcomes sinners and eats with them. And I always say that Jesus responds to that. Why do you eat with sinners? Because there's only so many dinners you can have with Ma. Only other person in history we believe is without sin is his mother. You know, I mean, why do you eat with sinners? Says a bunch of people who think, I mean not us, we're not sinners, we mean them. It starts out with this acknowledgement that the two greatest insecurities we have is I'm not good enough. People think I'm bad. God thinks I'm bad. That's the younger son. And the older, there's not enough for me. I don't get enough things in the world. I haven't got enough. And someone's going to take what little I have. What if, and this is kind of edgy, edgy theology, I know, but what if God knew what he was doing? What if creation is sufficient to our needs? What if I don't need to make sure I have enough stored up that if I happen to live to 140, I'll be well taken care of while others are starving? What if give us this day our daily bread is to be a mindset? What if we're to believe in the abundance of God rather than the fear that there's not going to be enough for me? Or the fear that I'm not going to be enough for anyone else? What if we get beyond fear to a real belief in abundance? God has created you in abundance to be enough. You're good enough. And the world is enough for us. And all of a sudden we stop resenting people who have less. It is so easy to resent people who have less. It can be the sibling who's always falling apart and always seems to need a little more, but really is having a harder life. It can be an immigrant who's just trying to survive while I'm trying to figure out what to do with all that extra stuff I have upstairs because I've got to move back into a rectory and there's too much garbage. What if it's, you know, I've watched people, and I've even been in cars with people. I know I've done it myself. It's raining out. And so, you know, you're at a stop sign or at a light, and when the light turns green, pedestrians are still running across at the last minute because of the rain. And there I am inside my car with the heat going and the music. Did they not see the light change? Resentful of people who have less because either we don't, we can't see what we have, or we can't see who we are. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to listen to Jesus,
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but the Pharisees and scribes began to complain,
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stating, This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.
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So to them Jesus addressed this parable.
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A man had two sons, and the younger son said to his father,
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Father, give me the share of your estate that should come to me.
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So the father divided the property between them.
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And after a few days, the younger son collected all his belongings
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and set off to a distant country,
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where he squandered his inheritance on a life of dissipation.
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When he had freely spent everything,
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a severe famine struck that country, and he found himself in dire need.
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So he hired himself out to one of the local citizens,
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who sent him to a farm to tend the swine.
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And he longed to eat his fill of the pods on which the swine fed,
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but nobody gave him any.
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Coming to his senses, he thought,
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How many of my father's hired workers have more than enough food to eat?
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But here I am, dying of hunger.
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I shall get up and go to my father, and I shall say to him,
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Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
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I no longer deserve to be called your son.
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Treat me as you would treat one of your hired workers.
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So he got up and went back to his father,
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and while he was still a long way off,
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his father caught sight of him and was filled with compassion.
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He ran to his son and embraced him.
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The son said, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
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I no longer deserve to be called your son.
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But his father ordered his servants,
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Quickly, bring the finest robe and put it on him.
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Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.
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Take a fattened cack and slaughter it,
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and let us celebrate with a feast.
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Because this son of mine was dead and has come back to life,
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he was lost and has been found.
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Then the celebration began.
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Now the older son had been out in the field,
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and on his way back he neared the house
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and heard the sound of music and dance.
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He called one of the servants and asked what it might be.
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The servant said to him, Your brother has returned,
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and your father has slaughtered the fattened calf
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because he has him back safe and sound.
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At this the son became angry and refused to enter the house,
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so the father came out and pleaded with him.
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He said to his father in reply,
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Look, all these years I have served you,
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and not once did I disobey your orders.
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Yet you never gave me even a young goat to feast on with my friends.
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But when this son of yours,
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who swallowed up your property with prostitutes,
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comes home, for him you slaughtered a fattened calf.
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He said to him, My son, you are here with me always,
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and everything I have is yours.
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But now we must celebrate and rejoice
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because your brother was dead and has come back to life.
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He was lost and has been found.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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The parable of a dozen assumptions
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that I think we make as readers.
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I think that this story, everyone will tell you,
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this story is all about the forgiveness of the father.
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It's all about the forgiveness of the father,
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and that's a central theme in it.
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I think it is, more importantly for us,
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it is about the short-sightedness of both the sons
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who cannot see what's going well.
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They're both missing points, right and left,
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and the reader, sometimes it's not them,
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and sometimes the reader puts in extra,
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you know, we like a little extra drama,
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we like to make sure that our sinners
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are the worst they can be before they're saved.
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Give us a little drama there.
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It begins and it says,
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so a young son comes to the father and says,
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Father, I'd like my share of the inheritance.
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And the father gives him his share of the inheritance.
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It doesn't say the relationship's broken.
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It doesn't say he demanded it,
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his father begrudgingly gave it to him,
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and there was a blowout and the kid ran away.
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He says, can I have my inheritance?
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The father goes, sure.
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That's how the story, but we never hear it that way
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because we want there to be a sin immediately
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because that makes the forgiveness all the more satisfying.
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And then it says, he goes,
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and there's this interesting word in Greek
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that literally means against the norm,
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against the regular measure.
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He lives a life of dissipation,
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which means rather than keeping his money to himself,
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he spreads it around.
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And he probably spreads it around a little imprudently.
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But it's not the worst thing in the world
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because it doesn't say he spreads it around
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and then all of a sudden realizes
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he's messed up and has to go home.
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He actually establishes himself in a different country
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and then a famine hits that whole country
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and he's in trouble.
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Most of us would say, you know,
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you have to be pretty well connected
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before the whole country has to go down for you to be hurt.
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Most of us look around and say, oh my gosh,
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I can't believe what's going on, but I'll be fine.
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He goes and he uses his money on other people and other things.
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It dissipates. It goes out.
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And only when there is a famine in the whole country
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does he find himself in need.
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And he's a foreigner in that country
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and is still able to get hired in the middle of a famine.
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So he's made some inroads for himself.
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But he doesn't get the best job in the world
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and you have to remember that,
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we assume that when we hear these parables,
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when he says, oh, there's a man with two sons,
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this is a Hebrew culture here.
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So for them to be a swine herder,
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pigs are unclean,
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it's like the most degrading job he could have
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because he's working with pork.
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It's everything he would like to not be doing.
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And so we misunderstand some of this stuff in the culture.
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So finally he says, you know what?
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I'm going to go home.
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Now he knows in his mind,
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okay, I've got to win Dad back over.
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So in his mind, there's been some sort of break in the relationship.
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But not for the dad.
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I can't tell you how often.
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Maybe it's the position of being clergy,
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but do you know how many times in a year people call me
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or grab me in the hole and say,
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Father, I want to apologize for the way I said something yesterday.
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And I'm like, what?
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They're thinking I'm offended.
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And I'm like, what did you say?
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Oh, you know, I called you by your first name, did you?
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They're scared to death they've offended someone.
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The child is pretty sure he's going back as a failure.
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That's what he's really struggling with.
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He went off on his own and he fell flat on his face
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and he picked the wrong place to be at the wrong time.
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He's not coming home as a success story.
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But there's nothing in this story that says,
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well, the father wrestled with it and finally said, I'll bring him back.
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The minute the father sees him, his son has come home.
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And even when the servant relates this to the older brother,
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he doesn't say, your father has taken him back.
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He says, your father has him back.
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I think that the child has created a break in this relationship that isn't there.
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He's created it in his own mind.
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I've told you this before, but the number of people who will come in
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and say something along the lines in the confessional,
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Father, it's been six months since my last confession
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and I've had three angry thoughts.
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I've had four since you sat down.
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It's pretty good.
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I had an angry thought that I'm sure that God is just so disappointed in me.
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What if God isn't disappointed in us?
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At least not nearly as often as we think.
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We create dramas that literally just exist within us.
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The second son does the same.
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The first son actually, the oldest, but second in the story.
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He does the same thing.
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He says, well, you know, first he's creating all sorts of drama.
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His brother has gone away to another country.
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They've not heard from him.
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He doesn't even know he's back.
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That's probably bad.
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That's probably the only bad moment in this is the father.
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Oh, look, my son has come back.
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You would think he'd let the other sons working out in the field.
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And he comes home and there's a party and he wasn't even invited.
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That's a bad fall in the story.
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That creates a little extra tension, I'm sure.
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But he comes and he hasn't seen this guy in here and he says,
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but this son of yours who wasted all your money on prostitutes,
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do you know something the rest of us don't?
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Are you close enough with those prostitutes that you heard these stories?
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What's going on?
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He's so angry that he's creating an uglier story than is there in his mind.
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And he says to his father, and I've done everything you've ever told me
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and you've never even given me so much as a goat for a feast,
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which is something most of us have never said to our parents.
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You've never so much as given me a goat to share with my friends.
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And the father looks at him probably like, what is wrong with you?
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And says, you're the first son.
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Did you not know that everything I have is yours?
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He's upset that he hasn't been given what's already his
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and he just can't see it.
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He can't see what he already has.
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You know, this story does not begin as many people hear.
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Well, you know, I get why the older son is upset
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because they divide the property in half
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and the young one goes off and blows his half of the property
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and then he's going to come back and want to spend some of mine now too?
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No, no.
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Oldest son, second oldest son did not split property in half.
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Younger son got a fraction.
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Older son gets everything.
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And he resents the one who got a little.
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That's the core of this story,
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is how we start to become as brothers and sisters,
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how we war with one another because either we have learned
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to feel guilty and insufficient in who we are
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and we're sure that God, you know, and if God is upset with who I am,
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sometimes the only solace is for me to go,
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at least I'm not them.
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This is where you start to see people,
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this is where you see entire churches full of sinners
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telling other sinners they're not welcome.
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You know, it starts out as I've always,
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I always love to say that, you know,
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this man welcomes sinners and eats with them.
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And I always say that Jesus responds to that.
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Why do you eat with sinners?
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Because there's only so many dinners you can have with Ma.
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Only other person in history we believe is without sin is his mother.
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You know, I mean, why do you eat with sinners?
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Says a bunch of people who think, I mean not us, we're not sinners, we mean them.
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It starts out with this acknowledgement
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that the two greatest insecurities we have is I'm not good enough.
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People think I'm bad. God thinks I'm bad.
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That's the younger son. And the older, there's not enough for me.
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I don't get enough things in the world. I haven't got enough.
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And someone's going to take what little I have.
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What if, and this is kind of edgy, edgy theology, I know,
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but what if God knew what he was doing?
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What if creation is sufficient to our needs?
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What if I don't need to make sure I have enough stored up
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that if I happen to live to 140,
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I'll be well taken care of while others are starving?
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What if give us this day our daily bread is to be a mindset?
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What if we're to believe in the abundance of God
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rather than the fear that there's not going to be enough for me?
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Or the fear that I'm not going to be enough for anyone else?
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What if we get beyond fear to a real belief in abundance?
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God has created you in abundance to be enough.
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You're good enough.
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And the world is enough for us.
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And all of a sudden we stop resenting people who have less.
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It is so easy to resent people who have less.
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It can be the sibling who's always falling apart
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and always seems to need a little more,
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but really is having a harder life.
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It can be an immigrant who's just trying to survive
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while I'm trying to figure out what to do
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with all that extra stuff I have upstairs
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because I've got to move back into a rectory
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and there's too much garbage.
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What if it's, you know, I've watched people,
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and I've even been in cars with people.
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I know I've done it myself.
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It's raining out.
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And so, you know, you're at a stop sign
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or at a light, and when the light turns green,
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pedestrians are still running across at the last minute
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because of the rain.
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And there I am inside my car with the heat going and the music.
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Did they not see the light change?
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Resentful of people who have less
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because either we don't, we can't see what we have,
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or we can't see who we are.
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But both are enough.
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And so the prodigal son's story is these two sons,
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and Luke is brilliant in his telling of this
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because we see that the father welcomes the first son back
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and tries to let him know he's enough.
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He doesn't say, I accept your apology.
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He doesn't even listen to it.
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He's already saying, get a robe, get rings, he's back.
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And the second son is upset and he says,
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look, come into the party.
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You have everything.
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We have your brother back.
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Why can't we celebrate that?
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What Luke doesn't tell us
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is whether the other brother ever comes into the party
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and whether the two ever reconcile.
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That is ours to answer.
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Will we ever reconcile with the world?
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Will we ever reconcile with one another?
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And what it comes down to is,
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will we ever believe in the abundance of God,
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or will we live in the fear
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that we are not good enough, or we don't have it?
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Father Pat’s message focuses on shifting the tradi Father Pat’s message focuses on shifting the traditional interpretation of the Parable of the Prodigal Son from being solely about the father’s forgiveness to a deeper exploration of the inner struggles of both sons. He emphasizes that the real transformation needed lies not in the father’s heart—because the father’s love never wavered—but in the sons’ distorted perceptions of themselves and their relationship to the father. The younger son is burdened by shame and self-doubt, imagining a rupture that never existed. The older son is consumed by resentment and scarcity, blind to the abundance he already possesses. Father Pat challenges the listener to consider the implications of believing in God’s abundance, rather than living in fear of inadequacy or insufficiency, and invites us to ask whether we, too, will enter the celebration of reconciliation and grace.
Father Pat begins by addressing a common assumption about the Parable of the Prodigal Son—that it is primarily about the father's forgiveness. While acknowledging that forgiveness is present, he reframes the story as one about perception, fear, and the inability of both sons to see clearly. The younger son is often painted as a villain who defiantly demands his inheritance and squanders it immorally. However, Father Pat points out that the Gospel does not describe a dramatic rupture in the relationship at the outset. The father grants the inheritance without resistance, and there is no indication of a falling out. The younger son’s life of “dissipation” is not condemned as overtly sinful but described as living “against the norm,” implying poor judgment rather than evil intent. It is not until a famine—a crisis outside his control—hits the land that he finds himself destitute.
Even in his lowly state, the younger son manages to find employment, suggesting he has some resilience and resourcefulness. Yet his shame and fear of failure convince him that he is no longer worthy of being a son. He rehearses a speech of contrition, prepared to return not as a child but as a servant. But the father, far from holding a grudge, runs to meet him, embracing him before a word is spoken. The father's immediate response is restoration, not judgment. This suggests that the break in relationship existed only in the son’s mind. The father never withdrew his love; it was the son's inner narrative of unworthiness that created the distance.
The older son, meanwhile, is also caught in a false narrative. He resents the celebration of his brother’s return, imagining that the prodigal has not only squandered his own inheritance but now threatens to consume what belongs to him. Yet, as Father Pat explains, in the cultural context of the story, the older son would have received a double share of the inheritance and retained all that remained. His fear that he is being shortchanged is unfounded. Moreover, he accuses the younger brother of wasting money on prostitutes—a detail not present in the text—revealing that he, too, has created a more dramatic and damning version of events than the reality. This suggests that the older brother’s anger stems from a mindset of scarcity and a deep-seated insecurity: the fear that he is not recognized, not celebrated, not enough.
The father’s response to the older son is tender and revealing: “Everything I have is yours.” This is not merely a gesture of reassurance but a theological declaration. The older son has always had access to the father’s abundance but failed to recognize it. His bitterness arises from the illusion that love and grace are limited resources, and if one son receives mercy, the other is deprived. Father Pat connects this mindset to broader human tendencies: the fear that we are not enough, or that there is not enough—of love, of attention, of resources. He likens this to real-life scenarios: people feeling guilty for minor offenses, individuals overreacting out of fear of being unloved, or entire religious communities excluding others in an attempt to secure their own righteousness.
The parable ends without resolution: we do not know if the older son joins the celebration. Luke leaves the ending open-ended to invite us, the listeners, to answer the question: will we accept God's radical grace, or will we stay outside the feast, clinging to our resentment, fear, and self-righteousness? Father Pat emphasizes that the heart of the Gospel is not about God withholding love until we prove ourselves, but about God’s love being constant, abundant, and waiting for us to accept it. The challenge is not to earn divine acceptance but to believe it—to see ourselves and others through the lens of God’s abundant mercy.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to a spiritual conversion from fear to faith, from scarcity to abundance, from isolation to communion. If we believe that God created us as “enough,” and that divine love is not finite, we can stop resenting others who seem to have less or need more. We can move beyond judgment to compassion, beyond rivalry to reconciliation. The parable, then, is not just about a father and two sons—it is about us, our families, our communities, and our world. It is an invitation to enter the feast, not because we’ve earned it, but because we are already loved....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 982.9099731445312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Many of Jesus' disciples who were listening said, This saying is hard. Who can accept it? Since Jesus knew that His disciples were murmuring about this, He said to them, Does this shock you? What if you were to see the Son of Man ascending to where He was before? It is the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh is of no avail. The words I have spoken to you are spirit and life, but there are some among you who do not believe. For this reason I have told you that no one can come to me unless it is granted him by the Father. As a result of this, many of His disciples returned to their former way of life and no longer accompanied Him. Jesus said to the twelve, Do you also want to leave? Simon Peter answered him, Master, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life, the gospel of the Lord. So this is our sixth week of this chapter of John and I am ready to return to my former way of life. John just wraps the same thought around a dozen different ways and he kind of keeps starting the conversation over again like they haven't already been through it. It's very Greek. But I think in light of the other two readings we can get to some interesting places that aren't simply a rehash of what we've been talking about. And starting with this, the most, for me, the far most interesting reading religiously, culturally we'll get to the second one which you're all interested in. And they cleaned it up today. But the first one is theologically much more interesting. It's this Joshua says, so you know, which God do you want to serve? Now, first understand he is coming from an era when he was probably not a monotheist. He probably thought there were more than one, there was more than one God. So when he says which God are you going to worship? Now that's not a question that a real monotheist would ask. There's only one God. But he's saying which God? And then he, I mean, he goes out of there and beyond that to say, you know, do you want the gods that did this or the gods of the Amorites? Which gods? Now today we're really not very far beyond that. We don't really, when someone writes, I think someone wrote a book in the last eight years called God is One, you know, and it was this sort of we all worship the same God, which we don't. I do believe that there is a fundamental reality God that is not changed by our belief. That, you know, we all try to get to the reality and the truth but when we say there's only one God, what we're really saying is there's only one God that's beyond yours and my belief and that we will never get our heads around. But when you and I talk about God, and it's the most frightening words I ever hear and it's inevitably on a plane or something when you can't escape that someone says, so do you believe in God? And what they mean is, do you believe what I believe about God? Because if you were to say, oh yes he's the head of cabbage in California they say, you don't believe in God! You don't believe what I believe about God. Very, very different and I would wager that you won't find, you certainly won't find theologians nowadays, but you won't find most of us that believe in the God that Joshua is talking about. Joshua is talking about a God that likes his people better than other people. That was the belief. It was a very partisan God. God will defend Joshua and his people when they go to battle against those people. I would posit nowadays that any reputable theologian knows that God will fight for you until you're fighting against another person and then God doesn't like you any better than them. I know that is harsh to hear at the beginning of football season. God does not like any team better than any others. I know what you're all thinking and I'm not going to say it. No, no team. You know, there's that idea that what it means to believe in a God that Jesus starts to unveil the God who is here to save all people. The God who loves all creation. The God who is infinite love, whose mercy is beyond our comprehension. That's the God that really Joshua's not going to get too terribly near. So when we hear this what God do you serve? Actually most of us nowadays would have to disagree with Joshua because he has a very different image of God than we are left with nowadays. He talks very clearly about the ideas of God that I think we would still hold to, though if you read the whole book of Joshua, he shuts a lot of these down later on. This is the God who brings you out of slavery and into freedom. This is the God. But unfortunately as you get down, you realize this is the God who brings Joshua and his people out of freedom. Not necessarily others. You've got St. Paul still writing about slavery, you know, centuries later. And he's only talking about how well you should treat slaves, which is similar to what he talks about today. I knew, I knew I'm going to bust the chops, I don't even know who it was, but I'm going to bust the chops a little of whoever prepared the lectures this week. Because I knew without asking every once in a while I say, hey, when you have a discussion on those second readings, if they're real long, do the short reading. No, no, no, they love the long readings. Every week we get the longest reading they can find. But I knew this week they would not do the long reading. Because the long reading starts out with wives should be subordinate to their husbands. As to the Lord himself. And I knew they would go, oh, let's do the short version. Huge mistake. The reason that's a huge mistake is because the reason we do it is the second reading says all the same stuff a little more palatably. I'd rather have it unpalatable. I'd rather it didn't slip in, you know, with the spoonful of sugar sort of thing. You know, because when you really read this, husbands, you should love your wives so that you can present them unblemished to God, because your love will make them holy. This is sort of the difference between the first one says, you know, women should have no freedom. And the second one is, and this happened to me within the last, well, since I've been here at MPB, the last 14, 15 years, that in this day and age, a woman said to me, my husband gives me all the freedom I want. And I went, gives you? Gives you the freedom? You got no freedom at all. If he's giving you your freedom, it sounds a little more palatable, but it, you know, Paul could not have imagined a world, he really couldn't imagine what gender equality looked like, so he's trying to make a silk purse out of a sow's ear here. He's trying to do what he can to say, oh, you know, this authority that men have over women should never be abused. Rather than, maybe he couldn't conceive of gender equality. And no one wants to be honest about it, but we haven't conceived it yet. We really haven't. We're still trying to, and the same could be said with many kinds of prejudice. We're, real equality and real justice scares us, so instead we want to be, we want to feel decent about our interpersonal relationships, so we don't want to treat anyone badly through inequality, but we're not really willing to go to equality, and there's a difference. You know, the difference between, well, we should be charitable to certain groups, rather than, they should have just as much power as we do. Shouldn't depend on one group's charity towards another. That we really would strive for that, and so our vision of God, when someone says, who's the God you serve? Is it the God of equality? Is it the God of justice? Is it the God that, well, I'm pretty comfortable being above the median in a lot of ways, and I'm not sure, justice might, you know, scare me a little too much. You can always see there are those who will pass laws that keep the divide bigger, and they'll do it in the name of order and hierarchy and that, and then those who will try to go for that God of justice. I think it's fascinating that I've never really met anyone arrogant enough to say that they know more than God. You know, I think we know next to God, we're kind of dumb. God is omniscient, all-knowing, but we're really comfortable with a vision of God whose heart is smaller than ours. Not as mine, but God's heart is smaller. That's why I'm really hoping that Aunt Sally gets into heaven, I'm just not sure God will let her in. I know that those are good people, but it says in Scripture they're going to hell. What can I do? God's heart is just not as big as mine. Interesting how easily we could say such a thing. And there are things in Scripture, we know that you have to have a filter. We know that thou shalt not commit murder, and thou shalt not eat shrimp, should not be on an even playing field. But there is no bold font on murder. There's no underlines. They didn't even understand italics yet. So we just get this list. And someone comes along and says, oh, let's be reasonable, of course murder is worse than shrimp. While we're at it, though, let's keep the slavery thing, that one's fine, but the women, let's not let them get out of hand, you know. And that all gets slipped in, and someone says, so who's the God you worship? How wide is your God? How large? How universally loving? How nonpartisan is your God? And, you know, it's so funny that if you're going to be partisan, trust me, you will not stop chopping the group up. You know, we've watched and we've said, oh, you know, America is not greater than every other country, and now it's America can't get along with itself. And now it's the Democrats and the Republicans can't get along within their own groups. Thanksgiving dinner, you know, you can't even talk to the family now. You want to go partisan, you will get it down to you against the world. Because we just, you know, it's not that I don't like other people, it's just that no one seems to get it as much as I do. I get it. And you all, what's going on? We all have a bit of that. A friend of mine and I were talking this week about Catholic church and this idea that the Pope is infallible, and he said, how could anyone believe in infallibility? And I said, everyone believes in infallibility. They just usually put it within themselves. Everyone's got someone or something that's infallible. You know? If a doctor tells you something and a grocer tells you something else, if it's medical, you probably go with the doctor. We've all got people we think are infallible in certain areas. And it sets us up for huge disappointment, but more importantly, it closes us off from the possibility that God is everywhere, that God is universal, that God loves everyone equally. And even though this is so horrifying, because so many of us have heard it for years, you know what? In God's eyes, I'm not special. Any more than anyone else. And, you know, I love language, so when someone says, well, you're special the same way that everyone else is special, I go, I don't think that word means what you think it means. You know? And that's okay. Because I think they're using special to mean valuable. And everyone's valuable. There was a funeral yesterday, and I described her, but I did it on purpose, I described her as having an uncommon amount of common sense. Because we know that, you know, common sense is not necessarily common. We mean something else by it. You know? And we use the word, though, to mean a certain thing. And I think when people say, well, you are special in the sight of God, well, you know, in my family, there were times I was special and it was not a good thing. I was especially irksome. I was especially in trouble. I had a favorite aunt, and I always have to bring her up on this weekend because that was her favorite reading in all of Scripture. She's screaming in heaven right now. Aunt Mary was a character. And I just used to love her. I think our priest did it on purpose. He always found the happiest reader in the world to do that reading. And she'd always get up and she'd say, Wives, be submissive to your husbands. And she was just so happy. And my aunt did everything but she used to smoke a cigar. I knew she was going to smoke one in church one of these days. You would just see her shake. But she had this way of leaning into a punch that I always appreciated. My mother would always say kind of what I call the bumper stickers of Christianity. My mother loved to throw something out that was going to sound deep. And Aunt Mary used to love to just go as far into it as she could until it looked ridiculous. But my mother would say one time, she said, When I die, I don't want anyone to cry. I want there to be a celebration of life. I really want people to feel good about it. And Aunt Mary said, I want them weeping inconsolably at my funeral. laughter And she went on in great detail to describe the grief and pain that we should hold. Well, my mother's lovely thought was now gone and she was furious. But, you know, she was that sort of you know, we all have these little ideas and every once in a while someone comes through and breaks through them. And says, you know, what if everyone's equal? What if, you know, my funeral will not be more special than yours? Someone asked me this week about the paw on a casket. You know, why don't we put this, well, why did we do a paw on the casket? The original idea of a paw on a casket was in the Middle Ages when some people had more wealth than anyone and their casket was gold with leafing and da-da-da and then a poor person came in in a pine box. The original intent of a paw is to drape your coffin to say, no one's special at this moment. You can have the prettiest coffin in the world but for the funeral, there's going to be a simple white cloth over it because at this moment, we are connected. This is not a moment of, look how special. A God who loves everyone. A God who is hurt when anyone suffers. A God who can't bear to watch us pass one another with indifference when people are struggling. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Many of Jesus' disciples who were listening said,
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This saying is hard. Who can accept it?
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Since Jesus knew
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that His disciples were murmuring about this,
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He said to them, Does this shock you?
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What if you were to see
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the Son of Man ascending to where He was
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before? It is
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the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh
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is of no avail.
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The words I have spoken to you are
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spirit and life, but there are some among you
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who do not believe. For this
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reason I have told you that no one can come to me
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unless it is granted him by the Father.
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As a result of this,
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many of His disciples returned to their former
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way of life and no longer
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accompanied Him. Jesus
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said to the twelve, Do you also want to
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leave? Simon Peter
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answered him, Master, to whom shall
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we go? You have the words of eternal
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life, the gospel
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of the Lord.
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So this is our sixth
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week of this chapter of John
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and I am ready to
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return to my former way of life.
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John just wraps
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the same thought around
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a dozen different ways
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and he kind of keeps starting the
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conversation over again like they haven't
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already been through it.
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It's very Greek.
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But I think
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in light of the other two readings we can get to
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some interesting places that aren't
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simply a rehash of what we've
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been talking about. And starting
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with this, the most, for me, the
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far most interesting reading
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religiously, culturally
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we'll get to the second one which you're all interested
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in. And they
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cleaned it up today.
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But the first one is theologically much
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more interesting. It's this
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Joshua says, so
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you know, which God do you want to serve?
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Now, first understand
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he is coming from an era when he was
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probably not a monotheist.
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He probably thought there were more
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than one, there was more than one God. So when he says
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which God are you going to
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worship? Now that's
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not a question that a real
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monotheist would ask.
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There's only one God.
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But he's saying which God?
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And then he, I mean, he goes out of
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there and beyond that to say, you
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know, do you want the gods that did this
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or the gods of the Amorites? Which
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gods? Now
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today we're really not very far
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beyond that. We don't
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really, when someone writes, I think someone wrote
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a book in the last eight years called
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God is One, you know, and it was this sort of
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we all worship the same God, which we don't.
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I do
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believe that there is a fundamental
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reality God
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that is not changed by our belief.
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That, you know,
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we all try to get to
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the reality and the truth
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but when we say there's only
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one God, what we're really saying is there's only
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one God that's beyond yours and my
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belief and that we will never get our
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heads around. But when you and I talk
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about God, and
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it's the most frightening words I ever hear
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and it's inevitably on a
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plane or something when you can't escape
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that someone says, so do you believe
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in God?
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And what they mean is, do you believe what I
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believe about God?
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Because if you were to say, oh yes
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he's the head of cabbage in California
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they say,
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you don't believe in God!
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You don't believe
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what I believe about God.
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Very, very different
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and I would wager that
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you won't find, you certainly won't find theologians
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nowadays, but you won't find
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most of us that believe in the God that Joshua
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is talking about.
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Joshua is talking about a God
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that likes his people better
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than other people.
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That was the belief. It was a very
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partisan God.
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God will defend
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Joshua and his people
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when they go to battle against those
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people. I would
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posit nowadays that any reputable
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theologian knows that God
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will fight for you until
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you're fighting against another person
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and then God doesn't like you any better than them.
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I know that is
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harsh to hear at the beginning
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of football season.
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God
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does not like any team better than any others.
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I know what you're all thinking and I'm not
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going to say it. No, no team.
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You know, there's that
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idea that what it means to
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believe in a God
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that Jesus starts to unveil
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the God who is here to
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save all people. The God
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who loves all creation.
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The God who is infinite
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love, whose mercy is beyond our
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comprehension. That's the
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God that really Joshua's
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not going to get too terribly near.
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So when we hear this
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what God do you serve?
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Actually most of us nowadays would have to
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disagree with Joshua because he
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has a very different image of God than we are
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left with nowadays.
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He talks
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very clearly about
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the ideas of God that I think
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we would still hold to, though if you read the
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whole book of Joshua, he shuts
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a lot of these down later on.
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This is the God
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who brings you out of slavery and
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into freedom.
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This is the God.
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But unfortunately
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as you get down, you realize
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this is the God who brings Joshua
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and his people out of freedom.
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Not necessarily others.
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You've got St. Paul still writing about
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slavery, you know,
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centuries later.
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And he's only talking about how well
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you should treat slaves, which is
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similar to what he talks about today.
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I knew,
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I knew I'm going to bust the chops, I don't
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even know who it was, but I'm going to bust the
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chops a little of whoever prepared the lectures
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this week. Because I
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knew without asking every once
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in a while I say, hey, when you have
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a discussion on those second readings, if they're real long,
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do the short reading.
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No, no, no, they love the long readings.
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Every week we get the
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longest reading they can find. But I
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knew this week they would not do the long reading.
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Because
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the long reading starts out with
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wives
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should be subordinate to their
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husbands.
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As to the Lord
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himself.
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And I knew they would go,
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oh, let's do
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the short version.
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Huge
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mistake. The reason
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that's a huge mistake is because the
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reason we do it is the
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second reading says
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all the same stuff a little more
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palatably. I'd rather
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have it unpalatable.
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I'd rather it didn't
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slip in, you know, with the spoonful of
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sugar sort of thing.
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You know, because when you really read this,
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husbands, you should love your wives
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so that you can present them unblemished
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to God, because your love will
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make them holy.
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This is sort of the difference
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between the first one says,
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you know, women should have no freedom.
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And the second one is, and this happened to me
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within the last, well, since I've been here at
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MPB, the last 14, 15 years,
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that in this day and age, a woman
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said to me, my husband gives me all the freedom I want.
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And I went, gives you?
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Gives you the
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freedom? You got no freedom at all.
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If he's giving you
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your freedom, it sounds
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a little more palatable, but it,
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you know, Paul could not have imagined
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a world,
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he really couldn't imagine what
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gender equality looked like, so he's trying to make
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a silk purse out of a sow's ear here.
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He's trying to do what he can
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to say, oh, you know,
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this authority that men have
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over women should never be abused.
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Rather than, maybe
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he couldn't conceive
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of gender equality.
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And no one wants to be honest
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about it, but we haven't conceived it yet.
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We really
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haven't. We're
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still trying to, and the same
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could be said with many kinds of prejudice.
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We're, real equality
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and real justice scares us, so
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instead we want to be, we want to feel
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decent about our interpersonal relationships,
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so we don't want to treat anyone
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badly through inequality, but we're
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not really willing to go to
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equality, and there's a difference.
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You know,
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the difference between, well, we should
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be charitable to certain groups, rather
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than, they should have just as much power
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as we do.
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Shouldn't depend on
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one group's charity towards another.
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That we really
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would strive for that, and so our vision of
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God, when someone says, who's the God you serve?
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Is it the God of equality? Is it the God
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of justice? Is it the God
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that, well, I'm pretty comfortable being
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above the median in a lot of ways, and I'm not
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sure, justice might, you know,
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scare me a little too much.
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You can always see there are
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those who will pass laws
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that keep the divide bigger,
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and they'll do it in the name of
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order and hierarchy and that, and then those
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who will try to go
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for that God of justice.
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I think it's fascinating that
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I've never really met anyone
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arrogant enough to say that
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they know more than God.
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You know, I think we know next
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to God, we're kind of dumb.
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God is
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omniscient, all-knowing,
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but we're really comfortable
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with a vision of God whose heart is
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smaller than ours.
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Not as mine, but God's
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heart is smaller.
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That's why I'm really hoping
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that Aunt Sally gets into heaven, I'm just not sure
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God will let her in.
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I know that those are good
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people, but it says in Scripture they're going
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to hell. What
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can I do? God's heart is just not as big as
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mine.
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Interesting how easily we could say
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such a thing. And
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there are things in Scripture, we know
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that you have to have a filter.
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We know that thou shalt not
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commit murder, and thou shalt
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not eat shrimp, should not be
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on an even playing field.
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But there is no bold
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font on murder.
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There's no underlines.
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They didn't even understand italics yet.
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So we just get this
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list.
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And someone comes along and says,
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oh, let's be reasonable,
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of course murder is worse
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than shrimp.
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While we're at it, though, let's keep the slavery thing,
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that one's fine, but the women,
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let's not let them get out of hand, you know.
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And that all gets slipped in, and someone
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says, so who's the God you
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worship? How wide is
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your God? How large?
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How universally loving?
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How nonpartisan
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is your God?
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And, you know, it's so funny that
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if you're going to
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be partisan, trust me, you will not
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stop chopping the group up.
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You know, we've watched and we've said,
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oh, you know, America
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is not greater than every other country, and
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now it's America can't get along with itself.
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And now
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it's the Democrats and the
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Republicans can't get along within their own groups.
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Thanksgiving dinner, you know, you can't even
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talk to the family now.
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You want to go partisan, you will get it
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down to you against the world.
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Because
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we just, you know,
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it's not that I don't like other people,
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it's just that no one seems
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to get it as much as I do.
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I get it.
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And you all, what's going on?
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We all have a bit of that.
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A friend of mine and I
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were talking this week about Catholic
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church and this idea that the
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Pope is infallible, and he said, how could anyone
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believe in infallibility? And I said, everyone
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believes in infallibility.
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They just usually put it within themselves.
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Everyone's
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got someone or something that's infallible.
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You know?
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If a doctor tells you something
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and a grocer tells you something else,
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if it's medical, you probably go
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with the doctor.
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We've all got people we think
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are infallible in certain areas.
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And it sets us up
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for huge disappointment,
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but more importantly,
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it closes us off from the
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possibility that God
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is everywhere, that God is universal,
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that God loves
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everyone equally.
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And even though this
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is so horrifying, because so many of us have heard it for years,
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you know what? In God's eyes,
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I'm not special.
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Any more than anyone else.
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And, you know, I love
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language, so when someone says, well, you're special
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the same way that everyone else is special,
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I go, I don't think that word
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means what you think it means.
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You know? And that's okay.
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Because I think they're using
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special to mean valuable.
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And everyone's valuable.
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There was a
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funeral yesterday, and I described
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her, but I did it on purpose, I described
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her as having an uncommon
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amount of common sense.
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Because we know that, you know, common sense
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is not necessarily common.
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We mean something else by it.
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You know? And
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we use the word, though, to mean a certain thing.
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And I think when people say, well,
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you are special in the sight of God,
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well, you know,
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in my family,
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there were times I was special
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and it was not a good thing.
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I was
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especially irksome.
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I was especially in trouble.
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I had a favorite aunt,
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and I always have to bring her up on this weekend
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because that was her favorite
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reading in all of Scripture.
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She's screaming in heaven right now.
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Aunt Mary
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was a character.
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And I just used to love her.
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I think our priest did it on purpose.
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He always found the happiest reader
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in the world to do that reading.
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And she'd always get up and she'd say,
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Wives, be submissive to your husbands.
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And she was just
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so happy. And my aunt did everything
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but she used to smoke a cigar.
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I knew she was going to smoke one in church one of these days.
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You would just see her shake.
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But she had this way of leaning
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into a punch that I always appreciated.
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My mother would always say
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kind of what I call the bumper stickers of Christianity.
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My mother loved to throw something out
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that was going to sound deep.
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And Aunt Mary used to love to just go
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as far into it as she could
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until it looked ridiculous.
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But my mother would say one time, she said,
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When I die, I don't want
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anyone to cry. I want there to be a celebration
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of life. I really want people
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to feel good about it.
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And Aunt Mary said, I want them
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weeping inconsolably at my funeral.
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laughter
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And she went on
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in great detail to describe
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the grief and pain that we should hold.
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Well, my mother's lovely thought was now gone
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and she was furious.
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But, you know, she was that sort of
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you know, we all have these little ideas
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and every once in a while someone comes through and breaks through them.
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And says, you know,
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what if everyone's equal?
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What if, you know,
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my funeral will not be more special
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than yours?
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Someone asked me this week
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about the paw on a casket.
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You know,
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why don't we put this, well, why did we do
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a paw on the casket? The original idea
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of a paw on a casket was in the Middle Ages
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when some people
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had more wealth
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than anyone
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and their casket was gold
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with leafing and da-da-da and then a poor person
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came in in a pine box.
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The original intent of a paw
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is to drape your
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coffin to say,
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no one's special at this moment.
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You can
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have the prettiest coffin in the world
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but for the funeral, there's going to be a simple
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white cloth over it because
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at this moment, we are
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connected. This is not
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a moment of, look how special.
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A God who loves everyone.
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A God
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who is hurt when anyone
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suffers. A God
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who can't bear to watch
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us pass one another
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with indifference when
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people are struggling.
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Who's the God
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we serve this day?
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Father Pat’s message centers on the tension betwee Father Pat’s message centers on the tension between ancient religious understandings and our evolving awareness of God’s true nature — one not of partisanship, hierarchy, or exclusion, but of infinite, inclusive love and justice. Using the readings from John, Joshua, and Ephesians, he challenges us to re-examine our image of God, confront the discomfort of radical equality, question cultural and theological assumptions, and embrace a vision of divine mercy that transcends human divisions, prejudices, and power structures. Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to choose to serve a God whose love is universal, whose justice is not based on favoritism, and whose truth calls us into deeper humility, equity, and compassion.
In the Gospel reading from John, Jesus delivers a difficult teaching that causes many of His disciples to walk away. Father Pat highlights the discomfort this passage evokes—not just for the disciples then, but for us now. Jesus’ message—"It is the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh is of no avail"—clashes with shallow understandings of faith and demands a deeper, spiritual commitment. When Jesus asks the Twelve if they too will leave, Peter responds, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” This moment encapsulates the challenge and the invitation of true discipleship: to remain faithful even when the message is hard, even when it disrupts our assumptions.
Father Pat contrasts this with the reading from Joshua, where the people are asked to choose which god they will serve. He explains that Joshua likely operated in a polytheistic context, making the question—“Which god will you serve?”—a sincere one. Joshua’s God is a tribal, partisan deity who favors his own people. Father Pat points out that many modern people still operate with tribal concepts of God, whether nationalistic, denominational, or personal. He challenges the congregation to ask themselves: do we serve a God who only loves “our side,” or a God who loves universally? He critiques the notion that we all worship the same God, emphasizing that while God is one and unchanging, human conceptions of God vary dramatically and often reflect our own limitations, prejudices, and agendas.
Theologically, Father Pat draws attention to how people often imagine God’s heart to be smaller than their own—less merciful, less just, less inclusive. This inversion is not only ironic but spiritually dangerous. When people say, “I know they’re good people, but Scripture says they’re going to hell,” the implication is that God is less compassionate than we are. He confronts the inconsistency of applying Scripture selectively—treating moral imperatives like murder and dietary laws with equal weight, yet dismissing the call for justice, equality, and the rejection of slavery as cultural relics. This, he says, is the danger of unexamined theology and rigid literalism.
Father Pat then delves into the controversial second reading from Ephesians, which the liturgy committee truncated to avoid the difficult verse: “Wives should be subordinate to their husbands.” He critiques the instinct to soften difficult Scripture rather than confront it. Paul, he explains, was attempting to humanize a deeply patriarchal society but lacked the conceptual framework for full gender equality. Paul’s exhortation that husbands should love their wives as Christ loves the Church is noble, but still grounded in a hierarchy. Father Pat asserts that real equality—gender, racial, economic—is still elusive, partly because it threatens our comfort and privilege. We prefer charity (where we retain the upper hand) to justice (which requires structural change and shared power). He draws a distinction between being “nice” to the marginalized and truly empowering them.
This leads to a deeper question: what kind of God do we serve? Is it a God who upholds our comfort, our tribe, our nation, our class? Or is it the God Jesus reveals—universal in love, unbounded in mercy, impartial in justice? Father Pat uses humor and personal anecdotes—like his Aunt Mary’s irreverent response to “Wives, be submissive” and the use of a funeral pall to cover lavish coffins—to underscore the absurdity of human attempts to enforce divine favoritism or hierarchy. The pall, he notes, symbolizes the equality of all before God in death—a truth we should embrace in life.
Finally, Father Pat touches on the illusion of infallibility. While Catholics may speak of papal infallibility, most people act as if their own worldview is infallible. We filter God through our own biases, then mistake that image for God. This limits our capacity to grow spiritually and to see God in others. He warns that partisanship inevitably divides us down to the individual level—“you against the world”—because it is rooted in ego, not love. True faith, by contrast, involves relinquishing our false certainties and submitting to the mystery of a God who transcends all boundaries.
In essence, Father Pat’s homily is a call to reject a narrow, partisan, anthropomorphic God and embrace the God of Jesus Christ—a God of expansive love, radical justice, and unifying grace. He challenges us to question our assumptions, confront our fears about equality, and deepen our understanding of divine mercy. The God we serve, he insists, is revealed not in exclusion or privilege, but in compassion, humility, and the willingness to walk with those the world deems unworthy....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 983.3499755859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary, the mother of James and Salome, brought spices so that they might go and anoint him. Very early, when the sun had risen on the first day of the week, they came to the tomb. They were saying to one another, Who will roll back the stone for us for the entrance to the tomb? When they looked up, they saw that the stone had been rolled back. It was very large. On entering the tomb, they saw a young man sitting on the right side, clothed in a white robe, and they were utterly amazed. He said to them, Do not be amazed. You seek Jesus of Nazareth, the crucified. He has been raised. He is not here. Behold the place where they laid him, but go and tell his disciples and Peter, He is going before you to Galilee. There you will see him as he told you. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Okay. Usually the mic is down here on my belt, but I'm wearing something they never told me about in seminary. I didn't know priests had a swimming out. This is my swimming out. It's a little heavier than the one that goes under vestments. You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates and the catechumens, you know, there's a moment at which, you know, you just don't worry. We have to take care of the ritual, and, you know, the worry just, you know, it's our job to get you through it. What I don't always tell them is, I'm usually a nervous wreck because I only do these things once a year. And there's a moment right after confirmation, every year, when the last person is confirmed, I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass. I know this. I do this every week, and everything just gets so simple and easy. And once a year is difficult. I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles. Once a year is kind of an odd thing. And so we come together, and we do something very different. And any of you who have been with us Thursday and Friday and tonight have learned a couple things. One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic. We have to confess this. But, you know, different liturgies have different style. The message that comes through should always be the same. And, you know, they always say that, you know, if a community is dramatic, it usually is a reflection of the choir director. So... Teresa Bus. But there's this sense that, you know, we come together because these stories, these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic. It's not that we don't think that they can stand on their own. But we have learned, and sometimes you go to places, you've learned that when we do it every week, when we go all the time, we get what I call this sort of layer of dust over our eyes that comes from habit. And so we come week after week, and people of every denomination can sit down in their pew, and someone can get up and pick up a scripture and say, and God dashed their children against a stone, and we just sort of go, the word of the Lord. It doesn't hit us at all. You know, these readings should kind of shock us. They were shocking in their day, they're still shocking, but, you know, familiarity sort of, it doesn't breed contempt in this case, but it breeds a sort of emotional and intellectual apathy in these readings, just sort of, we hear them week after week, and we don't really hear some of the lines. And, you know, one of the lines that is crucial to our understanding of what happens tonight when people are baptized, when people are brought into our faith, when all of you who have been brought into the faith, what that means at that moment. And it is a remembrance that once you belong, you know, everyone, I kind of hope, because I think we should live in a little bit of tension, I hope that every one of you at some time in your life has had someone say to you, you can't believe that and still be Catholic. What I hope even more is that you had the peace of mind to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable. That's always the answer to that. We've been too often in every faith, I think, in our culture, and across the country, we use faith a little to infantilize people. We're all waiting, you know, someone, I'll get people, they'll come to me and they'll say, now, so and so said this and this and this, and I, you know, which is it? And I always think it's odd if someone's coming to me and say, which do I believe? You know, could you call the Vatican and ask daddy to tell me what I believe? And that's the heart of many people's faith, is someone else will tell us. But that's someone else's faith. What we're here to do is explore together, and you know, when someone says, well, can I be Catholic, and you already are. It's not a can you be, and everyone who comes in tonight, you are. You're Catholic, it's kind of like saying, well, can I think this and still be a member of my family? Mine would have booted me long ago if they could have caught me. You know, I mean, but you belong. When in the first reading, the line that always hits me, and I think Hunter had it this year in that sixth day, and God saw that everything that God created was good. So when we have that doubt in ourselves and think, am I a good person? What we're really asking is, did God create me? If God created you, and God saw that everything he created was good, except Patrick. I mean, it really is odd that it even comes to our mind if we believe the first part of that. But a lot of us cannot really get to that image that God is love. That God is love, and everything created by God is good. And that you and I really, we have the ability to make bad choices and mess up our lives. We do it all the time. But we don't have the ability to undo the goodness of God. You're not that powerful to undo the goodness of God. So I always think, so where do we think we, where do we think we succeeded there? That we're the one thing God created that isn't good, or that somehow we got it undone? It's not about, because I think a lot of people think when you hear that kind of theology, oh, they're just going easy on people. No, it's not about people. It's about our image of God. It's who we believe God is. That was the heart of Catherine of Siena's theology, which I always tell people, I just, I loved Catherine. And many of you have heard this a gazillion times from me, that she had the image of hell. And she, it was just, it was just like so many of the saints and the swirling fire and all, but her image always ends with, and it was empty. That's not her image of hell. That's not her image of sin. That's not her image of humanity. That's her image of God. That's her image of God. What's our image of God? And it's, it's almost frightening to go there. And so we, we go to this treatum every year, and we don't realize that where we end here with baptisms and the first communions and the confirmations, and where we end is exactly where we started on Thursday. In the end, it really is all about that word communion. It is about communion. And there are two communions that we celebrate through the, the tritium. The first was last night. And I talked a little bit about God coming down to be wounded, to suffer, to die, because those are things that God cannot do as God. It is, it, it, you cannot wound God. You know, God does not suffer. God is, God is God. God doesn't doubt. He knows what's going to happen. Not one of those things. Not the fall of Adam. Not what happened before the flood came. None of that was God getting up and saying, I did not see this coming. Plan B, I'll have to send my son because Eden didn't work. It's not that God didn't see something coming. So God can't be in doubt. God can't be any of those things. So how to connect to us in our pain and our suffering? God becomes human to come into communion with us. So last night we celebrate that God makes the effort to be in communion with us, to come and go through humanity. What it is to be human. And he does it for tonight, which is the second communion, so that we know that we will be in communion with God and that is resurrection. And that is power. And that is new life. And God could have done that without coming down. You know, God didn't have to send Jesus because there was some ancient contract and debts had to be paid. You know, who did he make the contract with? You know, it's not that. It's God could have just waved a wand and said they'll all come to heaven. But, you know, all it takes is a little bit of critical thinking and you see the flaw in that. If all of us go to heaven just like this, then heaven will be Denver. You know, I think what we really think is heaven will be that place where I will still be me, but you will all be much better. You'll all be perfectly loving and perfectly forgiving. You'll all, you know, there'll be no sin. But I will still get to be me. And as long as I'm the center of the universe, it's not a bad theory. But instead, so I have to change. So why the gospel? Why this story? Why does God come down? Why does God connect with us this way? Because heaven is not a place we get to. It's a formation we go through. Heaven is a formation we go through until we're ready to be there. And so God gives us all of these stories tonight. And these stories are there to form us and to help us to start to connect to one another and to start to see the flaws in being unwilling to forgive and the flaws of injustice in our systems and in our interpersonal lives. We see the flaws. We work to correct them. We don't get it done usually in this life. By the time we're at our last day and we're ready to take our last breath, we will look around. It will still be Denver. Now, please quit telling people from out of state how close that is to heaven. But, you know, it'll still be Denver. We'll still have not fixed everything. We will still not be perfect. And that's where that Catholic teaching of purgatory comes in. There's still process. God will still continue. But what he won't do is to come through and say, you know what? What I'll do is I'll wipe out your personalities, put in something more heavenly, and then you'll all get along. And heaven will be full. It just won't really be us. Heaven's got to be a formation. And so these stories and this night and our coming together is the formation we're called to. Being in community. Not because we will agree on everything, but because we will be in community. We will be in community that makes absolute sense at times and is an insane amount of tension at times. At times we'll say, oh, you know, I agree, you know. Do you agree with the church? Well, sometimes I agree with this church, this church not so much. I'm not even going to talk about this church, you know. This is church. This is church. We are baptized into parishes. It is part of our canon law that most people forget about and don't know. You're not baptized into the church, the kingdom. We actually, canon law says you have to be baptized into a parish. You actually can't just go and say, I just want to be baptized into the church. You have to be baptized into a parish. Why? Because it's your job to struggle with this community. It is this community's job to stay connected to the church. Not yours. You have to stay connected to your community. The community's job then is to connect to the church. So, because community, communion is what God came to give us. And he could have given it to us with a wave of hand. But where's the formation? So, God comes as a story. God comes as a story. And tonight we hear all the rich stories, the richest stories that we know. And we tell them because we remind ourselves we're not here to pass an exam, click off the right rituals, and get into the country club. We're here because heaven is a formation. And it's a formation. God does the heavy lifting. The grace is there. Through what Jesus did we can get to heaven. But the formation is left through the stories, through the community, through the coming together. Tonight, as we celebrate people coming into our church, we should remember we are church. And if someone says, well, can you be Catholic? I am. What do you mean? Can you be human and think that? I've tried not being human. Or so my mother says. You are. You are Catholic. You do belong. And I think that word belong becomes very important tonight. As we watch people come in that we remember we belong. We celebrate those who would like to belong to this formation, to this path to heaven, to this recognition of God. Not as the only one in the world, but as this community. And so we ask God to grace those who are coming in tonight, but also to remind each of us that at this point our belonging isn't even ours to get rid of. Our belonging is God's. And if you wish to go up against God on your belonging, that you can do on your own. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary,
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the mother of James and Salome, brought spices
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so that they might go and anoint him.
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Very early, when the sun had risen on the first day
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of the week, they came to the tomb.
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They were saying to one another,
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Who will roll back the stone for us
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for the entrance to the tomb?
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When they looked up, they saw that the stone
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had been rolled back.
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It was very large.
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On entering the tomb, they saw a young man
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sitting on the right side, clothed in a white robe,
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and they were utterly amazed.
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He said to them, Do not be amazed.
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You seek Jesus of Nazareth, the crucified.
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He has been raised.
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He is not here.
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Behold the place where they laid him,
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but go and tell his disciples and Peter,
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He is going before you to Galilee.
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There you will see him as he told you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Okay.
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Usually the mic is down here on my belt,
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but I'm wearing something they never told me about
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in seminary.
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I didn't know priests had a swimming out.
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This is my swimming out.
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It's a little heavier than the one
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that goes under vestments.
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You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates
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and the catechumens, you know,
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there's a moment at which, you know,
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you just don't worry.
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We have to take care of the ritual,
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and, you know, the worry just, you know,
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it's our job to get you through it.
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What I don't always tell them is,
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I'm usually a nervous wreck because
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I only do these things once a year.
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And there's a moment right after confirmation,
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every year, when the last person is confirmed,
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I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass.
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I know this.
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I do this every week,
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and everything just gets so simple and easy.
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And once a year is difficult.
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I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles.
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Once a year is kind of an odd thing.
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And so we come together,
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and we do something very different.
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And any of you who have been with us
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Thursday and Friday and tonight
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have learned a couple things.
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One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic.
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We have to confess this.
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But, you know, different liturgies
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have different style.
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The message that comes through
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should always be the same.
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And, you know, they always say that,
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you know, if a community is dramatic,
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it usually is a reflection of the choir director.
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So...
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Teresa Bus.
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But there's this sense that, you know,
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we come together because these stories,
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these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic.
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It's not that we don't think
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that they can stand on their own.
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But we have learned,
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and sometimes you go to places,
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you've learned that when we do it every week,
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when we go all the time,
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we get what I call this sort of layer of dust
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over our eyes that comes from habit.
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And so we come week after week,
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and people of every denomination
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can sit down in their pew,
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and someone can get up
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and pick up a scripture and say,
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and God dashed their children against a stone,
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and we just sort of go,
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the word of the Lord.
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It doesn't hit us at all.
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You know, these readings
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should kind of shock us.
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They were shocking in their day,
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they're still shocking,
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but, you know, familiarity sort of,
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it doesn't breed contempt in this case,
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but it breeds a sort of
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emotional and intellectual apathy
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in these readings,
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just sort of, we hear them week after week,
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and we don't really hear some of the lines.
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And, you know, one of the lines
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that is crucial to our understanding
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of what happens tonight
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when people are baptized,
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when people are brought into our faith,
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when all of you who have been
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brought into the faith,
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what that means at that moment.
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And it is a remembrance that
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once you belong,
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you know, everyone,
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I kind of hope,
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because I think we should
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live in a little bit of tension,
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I hope that every one of you
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at some time in your life
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has had someone say to you,
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you can't believe that
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and still be Catholic.
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What I hope even more
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is that you had the peace of mind
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to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable.
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That's always the answer to that.
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We've been too often in every faith,
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I think, in our culture,
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and across the country,
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we use faith a little
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to infantilize people.
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We're all waiting, you know,
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someone, I'll get people,
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they'll come to me and they'll say,
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now, so and so said this
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and this and this,
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and I, you know, which is it?
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And I always think it's odd
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if someone's coming to me
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and say, which do I believe?
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You know, could you call
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the Vatican and ask daddy
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to tell me what I believe?
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And that's the heart
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of many people's faith,
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is someone else will tell us.
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But that's someone else's faith.
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What we're here to do
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is explore together,
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and you know, when someone says,
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well, can I be Catholic,
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and you already are.
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It's not a can you be,
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and everyone who comes in tonight,
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you are.
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You're Catholic,
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it's kind of like saying,
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well, can I think this
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and still be a member
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of my family?
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Mine would have booted me long ago
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if they could have caught me.
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You know, I mean,
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but you belong.
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When in the first reading,
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the line that always hits me,
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and I think Hunter had it
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this year in that sixth day,
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and God saw that everything
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that God created was good.
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So when we have that doubt
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in ourselves and think,
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am I a good person?
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What we're really asking is,
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did God create me?
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If God created you,
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and God saw that everything
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he created was good,
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except Patrick.
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I mean, it really is odd
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that it even comes to our mind
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if we believe the first part of that.
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But a lot of us cannot really get
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to that image that God is love.
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That God is love,
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and everything created by God
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is good.
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And that you and I really,
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we have the ability
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to make bad choices
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and mess up our lives.
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We do it all the time.
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But we don't have the ability
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to undo the goodness of God.
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You're not that powerful
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to undo the goodness of God.
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So I always think,
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so where do we think we,
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where do we think we succeeded there?
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That we're the one thing
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God created that isn't good,
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or that somehow we got it undone?
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It's not about,
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because I think a lot of people think
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when you hear that kind of theology,
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oh, they're just going easy on people.
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No, it's not about people.
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It's about our image of God.
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It's who we believe God is.
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That was the heart
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of Catherine of Siena's theology,
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which I always tell people,
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I just, I loved Catherine.
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And many of you have heard this
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a gazillion times from me,
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that she had the image of hell.
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And she, it was just,
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it was just like so many of the saints
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and the swirling fire and all,
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but her image always ends with,
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and it was empty.
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That's not her image of hell.
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That's not her image of sin.
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That's not her image of humanity.
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That's her image of God.
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That's her image of God.
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What's our image of God?
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And it's, it's almost
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frightening to go there.
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And so we, we go to this
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treatum every year,
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and we don't realize that
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where we end here with baptisms
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and the first communions
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and the confirmations,
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and where we end is exactly
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where we started on Thursday.
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In the end, it really is
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all about that word communion.
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It is about communion.
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And there are two communions
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that we celebrate
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through the, the tritium.
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The first was last night.
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And I talked a little bit
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about God coming down
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to be wounded, to suffer,
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to die, because those are things
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that God cannot do as God.
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It is, it, it,
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you cannot wound God.
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You know, God does not suffer.
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God is, God is God.
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God doesn't doubt.
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He knows what's going to happen.
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Not one of those things.
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Not the fall of Adam.
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Not what happened
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before the flood came.
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None of that was God
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getting up and saying,
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I did not see this coming.
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Plan B, I'll have to send my son
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because Eden didn't work.
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It's not that God
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didn't see something coming.
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So God can't be in doubt.
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God can't be any of those things.
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So how to connect to us
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in our pain and our suffering?
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God becomes human
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to come into communion with us.
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So last night we celebrate
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that God makes the effort
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to be in communion with us,
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to come and go through humanity.
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What it is to be human.
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And he does it for tonight,
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which is the second communion,
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so that we know
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that we will be in communion with God
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and that is resurrection.
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And that is power.
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And that is new life.
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And God could have done that
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without coming down.
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You know, God didn't have
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to send Jesus because
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there was some ancient contract
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and debts had to be paid.
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You know, who did he make
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the contract with?
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You know, it's not that.
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It's God could have just
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waved a wand and said
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they'll all come to heaven.
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But, you know, all it takes
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is a little bit
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of critical thinking
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and you see the flaw in that.
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If all of us go to heaven
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just like this,
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then heaven will be Denver.
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You know, I think
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what we really think is
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heaven will be that place
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where I will still be me,
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but you will all be much better.
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You'll all be perfectly loving
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and perfectly forgiving.
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You'll all, you know,
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there'll be no sin.
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But I will still get to be me.
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And as long as I'm
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the center of the universe,
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it's not a bad theory.
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But instead,
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so I have to change.
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So why the gospel?
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Why this story?
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Why does God come down?
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Why does God connect
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with us this way?
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Because heaven is not
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a place we get to.
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It's a formation we go through.
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Heaven is a formation
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we go through
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until we're ready to be there.
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And so God gives us
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all of these stories tonight.
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And these stories
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are there to form us
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and to help us to start
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to connect to one another
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and to start to see the flaws
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in being unwilling to forgive
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and the flaws of injustice
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in our systems
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and in our interpersonal lives.
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We see the flaws.
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We work to correct them.
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We don't get it done
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usually in this life.
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By the time we're at our last day
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and we're ready
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to take our last breath,
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we will look around.
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It will still be Denver.
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Now, please quit telling people
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from out of state
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how close that is to heaven.
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But, you know,
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it'll still be Denver.
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We'll still have not fixed everything.
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We will still not be perfect.
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And that's where that Catholic
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teaching of purgatory comes in.
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There's still process.
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God will still continue.
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But what he won't do
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is to come through and say,
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you know what?
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What I'll do is I'll wipe out
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your personalities,
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put in something more heavenly,
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and then you'll all get along.
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And heaven will be full.
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It just won't really be us.
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Heaven's got to be a formation.
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And so these stories
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and this night
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and our coming together
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is the formation we're called to.
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Being in community.
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Not because we will agree
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on everything,
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but because we will be in community.
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We will be in community
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that makes absolute sense at times
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and is an insane amount
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of tension at times.
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At times we'll say,
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oh, you know, I agree, you know.
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Do you agree with the church?
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Well,
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sometimes I agree with this church,
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this church not so much.
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I'm not even going to talk
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about this church, you know.
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This is church.
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This is church.
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We are baptized into parishes.
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It is part of our canon law
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that most people forget about
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and don't know.
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You're not baptized
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into the church, the kingdom.
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We actually, canon law says
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you have to be baptized into a parish.
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You actually can't just go
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and say,
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I just want to be baptized
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into the church.
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You have to be baptized
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into a parish.
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Why?
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Because it's your job
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to struggle with this community.
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It is this community's job
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to stay connected to the church.
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Not yours.
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You have to stay connected
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to your community.
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The community's job then
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is to connect to the church.
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So, because community, communion
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is what God came to give us.
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And he could have given it to us
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with a wave of hand.
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But where's the formation?
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So, God comes as a story.
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God comes as a story.
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And tonight we hear
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all the rich stories,
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the richest stories that we know.
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And we tell them
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because we remind ourselves
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we're not here
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to pass an exam,
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click off the right rituals,
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and get into the country club.
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We're here
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because heaven is a formation.
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And it's a formation.
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God does the heavy lifting.
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The grace is there.
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Through what Jesus did
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we can get to heaven.
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But the formation is left
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through the stories,
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through the community,
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through the coming together.
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Tonight, as we celebrate
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people coming into our church,
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we should remember
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we are church.
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And if someone says,
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well, can you be Catholic?
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I am.
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What do you mean?
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Can you be human and think that?
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I've tried not being human.
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Or so my mother says.
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You are.
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You are Catholic.
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You do belong.
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And I think
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that word belong
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becomes very important tonight.
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As we watch people come in
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that we remember
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we belong.
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We celebrate those
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who would like to belong
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to this formation,
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to this path to heaven,
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to this recognition of God.
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Not as the only one in the world,
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but as this community.
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And so we ask God
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to grace those
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who are coming in tonight,
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but also to remind each of us
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that at this point
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our belonging isn't even ours
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to get rid of.
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Our belonging is God's.
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And if you wish to go up
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against God on your belonging,
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that you can do on your own.
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This community
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will always assume
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you are a member.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth of belonging—to God, to the Church, and to one another in community. Through the telling of the Resurrection story and the rituals of Holy Week, he reminds us that faith is not about legalism, perfection, or intellectual certainty, but about formation, relationship, and communion. The Easter Vigil is not merely a dramatic event, but a transformative celebration in which we remember who we are: people created good by a loving God, invited into an ongoing journey of becoming. The Resurrection is not simply a past event but a present and personal calling to new life and communal belonging, where God’s grace forms us into who we are meant to be.
In his deeply pastoral and reflective homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the emotional and spiritual weight of the Easter Vigil, both for those being received into the Church and for the celebrant himself. His humorous and humble confession of nervousness underscores the uniqueness and sacredness of the moment. Yet, far from being a performance, the liturgy is a communal act of remembrance and participation in the divine story. He draws attention to how repeated exposure to Scripture can numb us to its radical message, causing us to miss the astonishment and challenge embedded in the Resurrection narrative. The women at the tomb were amazed, and so should we be. The empty tomb is not a passive symbol, but an invitation into transformation.
Father Pat reminds us that belief is not about intellectual assent to a checklist of doctrines. It is communion with God and others. He challenges the tendency to treat faith as something dictated by authority or tradition alone, urging the faithful instead to engage in personal discernment within community. The idea that one could be “too flawed” or “not good enough” to belong is rejected outright. Referencing Genesis, he affirms that everything God created is good—including each person. Sin and failure are real, but they do not undo the foundational goodness of creation. We are not powerful enough to erase God’s goodness in us.
He then turns to the nature of God revealed through Jesus. God, in divine essence, cannot suffer or die. Yet in Christ, God chooses to enter into human experience—even into suffering and death—not because of a cosmic contract, but because communion requires solidarity. God enters into our humanity so that we may be formed through it into divine life. This, he explains, is the first communion: God with us. The Resurrection completes the divine movement toward us, and now calls us toward God, forming us gradually into people capable of eternal communion. This is the second communion: us with God.
Heaven, then, is not a static destination but a state of being we are prepared for through formation. If God were to simply grant heaven without transformation, it would be indistinguishable from our current flawed existence. Heaven must be different not only in place but in personhood. We must be made new. This is why God gives us Scripture, sacraments, and most importantly, each other. We are formed in and through community—not because it is easy or always agreeable, but precisely because it requires us to grow, to forgive, to love, and to be humbled.
Father Pat emphasizes that our faith is embodied in the local parish, where we are baptized, confirmed, and formed. It is not enough to be part of an abstract "universal church.” Canon law requires baptism into a parish because it is in real, lived community that our faith is tested and nurtured. The Church is not a perfect institution nor is it meant to be a monolith of uniformity. It is a place of tension, diversity, and grace. Faith is not about having all the answers, but about remaining committed to the journey, to community, and to the God who walks with us.
In closing, Father Pat returns to the theme of belonging. The question is not “Can I be Catholic?” but rather, “Do I recognize that I already am?” Belonging is not earned; it is given by God. Even when we doubt ourselves, even when others question our place, our belonging is not something we can forfeit—it is God’s gift. The Easter Vigil, with its baptisms and confirmations, is not just about those entering the Church but a reminder to all of us that we are Church. We belong. And in that belonging, we are formed into the people God created us to be, now and for eternity....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 993.280029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two and gave them authority over unclean spirits. He instructed them to take nothing for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic. He said to them, wherever you enter a house, stay there until you leave. Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you, leave there and shake the dust off your feet in testimony against them. So they went off and preached repentance. The 12 drove out many demons, and they anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them. The Gospel of the Lord. As I've been mentioning since Advent this year, Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels. There's always every generation or so someone tries to come up with another theory. But over the last several centuries, the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply because it's the shortest and simplest. And those of you who have stories in your family know that over generations, the stories that get told do not get simpler and shorter. Bigger and more elaborate stories Bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them. And that's what happens with the other Gospels is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting in their two cents worth. Mark's is the proto-Gospel. It really is this early, and you get these very brief, not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened. And we get this little instruction about going out, what it means to go out and preach the Gospel. And at first, we hear this rather dire, you know, do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. So you're not only not to bring food or money, but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that along the way either. And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors to take that and say, you know, this was so that they would be completely dependent on God. Every day that you're breathing, you're completely dependent on God. I don't think that was the point. I think it made them completely dependent on the communities they were going to. There is an antidote against arrogance when you're dependent upon the community you're going to preach to. You actually have to go in and build a relationship with these people before you start to say, now, here's what I believe. If you just go in without the relationship, here's what I believe usually turns out to be, here's what you're doing wrong. And it's all the wrong kind of preaching. It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel. Jesus says, I'm going to send you in and you are going to be utterly dependent upon them for hospitality. You're going to accept that hospitality. You're going to accept the gift of hospitality. You're going to have a relationship where something is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe. And I think without that risk, we end up as we have, I think really in modern times, we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats. What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is, if my brother has a drinking problem and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything because it's really not my place and it will ruin Christmas. But if those people in Missouri pass a law we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign some documents and yell about that. Why? Because I have no relationship with the people in Missouri at stake. It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith with the people in your life. And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith with the people in your life, but I really hope you share and listen with the people who disagree with you on almost everything. Most of us call those family. Siblings. You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic right after the last elections when people would come and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter of a century you had a delusion that you agreed on everything? No, but now we're disagreeing out loud. My delusions are gone. You know, as Christians we have got to get love of one another and agreeing with one another separated. I think as a country it's destroying us. We no longer know how to disagree without hating the other side. And I mean hating the other side. I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country, when do we get tired of hating each other? When do we get tired of vilifying anyone who disagrees with us? Do we just get to a point where we realize both sides are, they're selling away their morals right and left because they've got to stick with the team even when either side's doing something horrible? You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened and people are kind of like, well, you know, it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it. Yes, you can. Because you can disagree with your side without hating anyone. You can disagree with the other side without hating people. People can disagree with you and they're not attacking you personally. Though right now, sometimes they are because they don't know how to do one without the other. And so Jesus, for everything he says, take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this, we miss the huge commandment, which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take. He sends them out two by two. They are to take a companion. And my hope is that he gave each one of them the companion that drives them crazy. Because most of us would think, well, you send them out two by two, so, you know, they got each other's back and we're stronger in numbers. And no, you send people out two by two so that when one of them does something crazy, the other can go, I say this respectfully, but you're being an idiot. Sometimes you have to have those people in your life. I can't tell you, I know everyone here at least knows a couple if you're not that couple. The amazing number of married couples who have come to realize after years of marriage that God gave them someone in their life to do nothing but cancel out their vote. They are there to vote for the other side every time. And you know what? Those marriages last forever. I think the marriages that will struggle are when two people walk down the aisle really believing the delusion that they agree on everything. We think just alike. Oh my gosh, we have everything in common. One of two things is going on. Either you are fooling yourself and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years. Or they really do agree with you on everything. You've married a carbon copy of yourself and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that. I went out and I found someone who's just me. Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain. Rather than Jesus gives us companions that companion is a Greek word to break bread with. In the Greek tradition, those, in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek but the tradition is Hebrew. Those who you sit at table with and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree and you go back and you forth and you bring who you really are into that relationship. And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk. If you're going to voice your Christianity, it's not to strangers across the state or across the city. When do we voice it to, I don't know, the people in our family or someone at work or even a boss or someone who really has power over me. That was the role of the prophet, to speak truth to the king. Not the king of some other country, the king who could affect your life or your boss or your spouse. For some of you, that is your boss, you know. It's whatever it is. Do we speak our truth to the people in our life with whom we have a relationship rather than, well, I speak it all the time on Twitter and Facebook. Those are the best friends. I love those friends because they turn off with a key which means they're not real. I always have to shock people of a certain generation when you have to actually tell them that the word virtual means not real. That's what the word means. They're virtual friends. That means not real. Which is good because friends, and I wanna be delicate about this, friends are a huge inconvenience in life. So much better than being alone. But if you're not inconvenient once in a while, you probably aren't being a friend. You know, their rhythm is different than yours and sometimes they need you to be there when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth and you depend on each other and you struggle with one another. And someone who never, ever inconveniences you, that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know. And so we should always get a little in each other's way. We should always be voicing different opinions. It's always, especially in these last couple years, it's been my prayer for our church and for our country that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth, which is put yourself in whichever camp you like, blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive, give yourself whatever term you like. Then see all the people on the other side of the fence, the ones, we don't say this in church, but the ones you've been learning to hate for the last couple years. And see all of them and know that those are the people that keep you from ruining the world. Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things. We would either be a world incapable of change or a world changing so fast that we had no identity. We need that tension, which means if you're liberal or conservative, it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things. And you're not liberal or conservative because you're smarter than that other side. We're just the smarter ones. We're the nicer ones. We're the ones that are closer to God. Both sides say all that. It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that. No, it's because that's your personality. Either you love change or you hate change and it's gonna make you one or the other. Either you want to see the world changing or you want tradition to stay the same. It's your personality. And the people on the other side of the fence, they're here in the world and know what that means? That means you can live your personality and know that there are people in the world who will balance you. As I said, many of you married those people. And it makes for a strong relationship. Jesus sends us out with companions. And that means the church should companion with other churches. It means countries should companion with other countries. We should companion across ideologies because we need someone to help us to see something from somewhere beyond our own point of view. I have long since, I think it's the weakness. I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything, but the weakness of celibacy is that priests do not always have those people in their life that they have to listen to. Sometimes we go through life thinking we don't have to listen to anyone. I still believe that the reason priests have to wear a black shirt and black pants and a black suit is because somewhere along the line they realized there was no wife at the front door to stop them and go, oh no, try again. And without that, we go, just go basic black, you'll be fine. But it's important to have people in your life. Who are the people in your life that you disagree with and have remained close? Without them, you don't have companions. You have reflections of yourself. Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot, I'm spiritual but not religious. And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean that they're upset with whatever church they went to. But more often what they mean is my spirituality is a very private, personal thing that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people. Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing because our spirituality is moving us towards, we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise. It's moving us towards complete union with God and others. That is not prepared for in isolation. We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path. Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others. It should be the part of ourself we share most often. I think it's interesting that 30 years ago people said, oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics or religion. Now all we can talk about are the first two. But we never really get to religion. We get to political end of it or the lifestyle end of it or the rules. We don't really get to someone asking, so how do you come to faith? How do you know when you pray, is that God or just your own voice in your head? How do you, we don't discuss those things. We take the Bible and we do what people do like with this earlier reading, the first reading today. We take the Bible and we make it into a series of bumper stickers that we can pull one out when we need it to back our other views. That happened and I don't mean to pick on him because he's one of a million people that did it, but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions got into trouble this week for saying, well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way. Because you're picking out your favorite line. The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities. Well, yeah, but our first reading today says, you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them. And of course, the joke about that that's been going around the religious community is, Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities. He said that from prison. Why was he in prison? Because the civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't. So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story. You know, the Bible is not a place where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote. It backs me up. We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world. But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone. If you go it alone, it will become quirky. It will become your own. God will be an image of yourself. You've got to be in dialogue with others. If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down. If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off. If I disagree with a friend who is face to face, I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world. That's companionship. Anything less is not religion. Anything less is really not even spirituality. When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it, I have fallen into simple reflection. God says to us today, reflection will not get you where we want you to go. Spirituality is in dialogue. That will take us to real faith. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two
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and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
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He instructed them to take nothing
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for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
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He said to them, wherever you enter a house,
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stay there until you leave.
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Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
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leave there and shake the dust off your feet
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in testimony against them.
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So they went off and preached repentance.
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The 12 drove out many demons, and they
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anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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As I've been mentioning since Advent this year,
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Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels.
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There's always every generation or so someone tries
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to come up with another theory.
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But over the last several centuries,
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the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply
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because it's the shortest and simplest.
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And those of you who have stories in your family
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know that over generations, the stories that get told
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do not get simpler and shorter.
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Bigger and more elaborate stories
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Bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them.
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And that's what happens with the other Gospels
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is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting
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in their two cents worth.
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Mark's is the proto-Gospel.
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It really is this early, and you get these very brief,
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not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened.
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And we get this little instruction
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about going out, what it means to go out and preach
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the Gospel.
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And at first, we hear this rather dire,
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you know, do not bring the walking stick,
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no food, no sack, no money in their belts.
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So you're not only not to bring food or money,
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but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that
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along the way either.
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And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors
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to take that and say, you know, this was so that
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they would be completely dependent on God.
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Every day that you're breathing,
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you're completely dependent on God.
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I don't think that was the point.
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I think it made them completely dependent
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on the communities they were going to.
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There is an antidote against arrogance
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when you're dependent upon the community
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you're going to preach to.
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You actually have to go in and build a relationship
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with these people before you start to say,
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now, here's what I believe.
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If you just go in without the relationship,
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here's what I believe usually turns out to be,
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here's what you're doing wrong.
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And it's all the wrong kind of preaching.
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It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel.
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Jesus says, I'm going to send you in
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and you are going to be utterly dependent
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upon them for hospitality.
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You're going to accept that hospitality.
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You're going to accept the gift of hospitality.
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You're going to have a relationship where something
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is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe.
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And I think without that risk, we end up as we have,
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I think really in modern times,
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we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats.
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What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is,
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if my brother has a drinking problem
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and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything
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because it's really not my place
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and it will ruin Christmas.
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But if those people in Missouri pass a law
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we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign
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some documents and yell about that.
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Why?
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Because I have no relationship
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with the people in Missouri at stake.
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It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith
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with the people in your life.
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And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith
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with the people in your life, but I really hope you share
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and listen with the people who disagree with you
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on almost everything.
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Most of us call those family.
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Siblings.
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You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic
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right after the last elections when people would come
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and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore
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and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter
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of a century you had a delusion
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that you agreed on everything?
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No, but now we're disagreeing out loud.
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My delusions are gone.
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You know, as Christians we have got to get love
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of one another and agreeing with one another separated.
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I think as a country it's destroying us.
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We no longer know how to disagree
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without hating the other side.
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And I mean hating the other side.
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I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals
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in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country,
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when do we get tired of hating each other?
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When do we get tired of vilifying anyone
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who disagrees with us?
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Do we just get to a point where we realize
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both sides are, they're selling away their morals
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right and left because they've got to stick with the team
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even when either side's doing something horrible?
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You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened
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and people are kind of like, well, you know,
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it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it.
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Yes, you can.
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Because you can disagree with your side
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without hating anyone.
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You can disagree with the other side without hating people.
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People can disagree with you
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and they're not attacking you personally.
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Though right now, sometimes they are
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because they don't know how to do one without the other.
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And so Jesus, for everything he says,
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take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this,
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we miss the huge commandment,
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which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take.
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He sends them out two by two.
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They are to take a companion.
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And my hope is that he gave each one of them
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the companion that drives them crazy.
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Because most of us would think,
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well, you send them out two by two,
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so, you know, they got each other's back
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and we're stronger in numbers.
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And no, you send people out two by two
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so that when one of them does something crazy,
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the other can go, I say this respectfully,
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but you're being an idiot.
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Sometimes you have to have those people in your life.
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I can't tell you, I know everyone here
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at least knows a couple if you're not that couple.
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The amazing number of married couples
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who have come to realize after years of marriage
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that God gave them someone in their life
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to do nothing but cancel out their vote.
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They are there to vote for the other side every time.
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And you know what?
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Those marriages last forever.
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I think the marriages that will struggle
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are when two people walk down the aisle
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really believing the delusion
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that they agree on everything.
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We think just alike.
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Oh my gosh, we have everything in common.
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One of two things is going on.
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Either you are fooling yourself
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and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years.
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Or they really do agree with you on everything.
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You've married a carbon copy of yourself
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and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that.
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I went out and I found someone who's just me.
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Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain.
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Rather than Jesus gives us companions
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that companion is a Greek word to break bread with.
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In the Greek tradition, those,
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in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek
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but the tradition is Hebrew.
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Those who you sit at table with
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and you argue and you agree
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and you argue and you agree
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and you go back and you forth
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and you bring who you really are into that relationship.
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And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk.
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If you're going to voice your Christianity,
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it's not to strangers across the state or across the city.
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When do we voice it to, I don't know,
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the people in our family or someone at work
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or even a boss or someone who really has power over me.
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That was the role of the prophet,
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to speak truth to the king.
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Not the king of some other country,
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the king who could affect your life
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or your boss or your spouse.
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For some of you, that is your boss, you know.
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It's whatever it is.
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Do we speak our truth to the people in our life
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with whom we have a relationship
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rather than, well, I speak it all the time
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on Twitter and Facebook.
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Those are the best friends.
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I love those friends because they turn off with a key
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which means they're not real.
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I always have to shock people of a certain generation
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when you have to actually tell them
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that the word virtual means not real.
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That's what the word means.
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They're virtual friends.
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That means not real.
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Which is good because friends,
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and I wanna be delicate about this,
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friends are a huge inconvenience in life.
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So much better than being alone.
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But if you're not inconvenient once in a while,
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you probably aren't being a friend.
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You know, their rhythm is different than yours
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and sometimes they need you to be there
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when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth
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and you depend on each other
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and you struggle with one another.
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And someone who never, ever inconveniences you,
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that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know.
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And so we should always get a little in each other's way.
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We should always be voicing different opinions.
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It's always, especially in these last couple years,
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it's been my prayer for our church and for our country
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that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth,
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which is put yourself in whichever camp you like,
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blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive,
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give yourself whatever term you like.
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Then see all the people on the other side of the fence,
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the ones, we don't say this in church,
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but the ones you've been learning to hate
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for the last couple years.
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And see all of them and know that those are the people
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that keep you from ruining the world.
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Because if everyone was liberal
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or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things.
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We would either be a world incapable of change
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or a world changing so fast that we had no identity.
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We need that tension, which means
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if you're liberal or conservative,
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it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things.
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And you're not liberal or conservative
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because you're smarter than that other side.
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We're just the smarter ones.
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We're the nicer ones.
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We're the ones that are closer to God.
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Both sides say all that.
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It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that.
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No, it's because that's your personality.
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Either you love change or you hate change
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and it's gonna make you one or the other.
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Either you want to see the world changing
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or you want tradition to stay the same.
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It's your personality.
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And the people on the other side of the fence,
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they're here in the world and know what that means?
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That means you can live your personality
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and know that there are people in the world
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who will balance you.
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As I said, many of you married those people.
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And it makes for a strong relationship.
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Jesus sends us out with companions.
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And that means the church should companion
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with other churches.
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It means countries should companion with other countries.
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We should companion across ideologies
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because we need someone to help us to see something
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from somewhere beyond our own point of view.
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I have long since, I think it's the weakness.
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I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything,
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but the weakness of celibacy is that priests
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do not always have those people in their life
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that they have to listen to.
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Sometimes we go through life thinking
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we don't have to listen to anyone.
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I still believe that the reason priests
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have to wear a black shirt and black pants
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and a black suit is because somewhere along the line
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they realized there was no wife at the front door
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to stop them and go, oh no, try again.
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And without that, we go, just go basic black,
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you'll be fine.
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But it's important to have people in your life.
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Who are the people in your life that you disagree with
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and have remained close?
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Without them, you don't have companions.
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You have reflections of yourself.
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Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot,
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I'm spiritual but not religious.
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And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean
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that they're upset with whatever church they went to.
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But more often what they mean is my spirituality
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is a very private, personal thing
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that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people.
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Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing
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because our spirituality is moving us towards,
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we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise.
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It's moving us towards complete union with God and others.
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That is not prepared for in isolation.
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We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path.
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Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others.
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It should be the part of ourself we share most often.
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I think it's interesting that 30 years ago people said,
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oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics or religion.
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Now all we can talk about are the first two.
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But we never really get to religion.
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We get to political end of it or the lifestyle end of it
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or the rules.
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We don't really get to someone asking,
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so how do you come to faith?
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How do you know when you pray,
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is that God or just your own voice in your head?
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How do you, we don't discuss those things.
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We take the Bible and we do what people do
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like with this earlier reading, the first reading today.
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We take the Bible and we make it
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into a series of bumper stickers
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that we can pull one out when we need it
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to back our other views.
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That happened and I don't mean to pick on him
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because he's one of a million people that did it,
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but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions
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got into trouble this week for saying,
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well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way.
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Because you're picking out your favorite line.
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The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities.
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Well, yeah, but our first reading today says,
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you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them.
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And of course, the joke about that
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that's been going around the religious community is,
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Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities.
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He said that from prison.
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Why was he in prison?
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Because the civil authorities told him
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to shut up and he wouldn't.
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So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story.
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You know, the Bible is not a place
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where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote.
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It backs me up.
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We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole
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and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world.
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But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone.
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If you go it alone, it will become quirky.
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It will become your own.
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God will be an image of yourself.
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You've got to be in dialogue with others.
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If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down.
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If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off.
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If I disagree with a friend who is face to face,
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I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world.
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That's companionship.
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Anything less is not religion.
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Anything less is really not even spirituality.
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When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others
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into it, I have fallen into simple reflection.
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God says to us today, reflection will not get you
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where we want you to go.
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Spirituality is in dialogue.
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That will take us to real faith.
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That will bring us to the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the essential Chri Father Pat’s message centers on the essential Christian call to authentic, incarnational relationship and spiritual dialogue. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark, he teaches that discipleship is not a solitary endeavor, nor is it about exerting authority from a distance. Rather, it's about vulnerability, companionship, and real engagement with those around us—even, and especially, those we disagree with. Jesus sends the disciples out two by two, not just for support, but to ensure that the message of the Gospel is rooted in relational humility and mutual accountability. Father Pat warns against the temptation of “cheap Christianity”—voicing faith only when it costs nothing relationally—and challenges us to spiritual maturity through uncomfortable, honest, and loving engagement with those closest to us. The Christian life is not about surrounding ourselves with those who echo our opinions, but about being in community, in disagreement, in love, and in shared pursuit of the truth.
Father Pat begins by grounding his reflection in the Gospel of Mark, noting its simplicity and brevity as marks of authenticity and originality. He emphasizes that Mark's Gospel offers a raw account of Jesus' ministry, including the instructions given to the twelve apostles when they are sent out. Jesus tells them to bring almost nothing—no food, money, or extra clothing—forcing them to rely entirely on the hospitality of those they are sent to serve. Father Pat challenges the common interpretation that this command is about dependence on God alone. Instead, he argues that Jesus is teaching the apostles to be dependent on the very communities they are preaching to, a form of vulnerability that demands humility, mutuality, and relationship.
This dependence, Father Pat explains, is an antidote to arrogance. When one enters a community with nothing, totally reliant on the people's generosity, one cannot preach from a place of superiority. Such a posture prevents the kind of detached moralizing that often characterizes modern expressions of faith—what he calls “Christianity from the cheap seats.” This is the tendency to criticize or moralize about issues far removed from one’s personal relationships while remaining silent about injustices or moral failings within one’s own family or immediate community. It is safer, he says, to speak against strangers than to risk challenging those whom we love or who have power over us. But true prophetic witness requires that we speak truth in the context of real, vulnerable relationship—just as the prophets of old confronted their own kings and not distant rulers.
Father Pat also focuses on the significance of Jesus sending the disciples two by two. He reflects humorously and insightfully that Jesus likely paired them with companions who irritated or challenged them. This, he suggests, was intentional. Companionship in ministry is not about ease or comfort—it’s about accountability and growth. We need companions who are willing to tell us the truth about ourselves, who help us see our blind spots, and who challenge our assumptions. He draws a parallel to marriage, noting that many successful couples are composed of individuals with opposing political or personal views. These differences, far from being obstacles, are what create balance, growth, and resilience in a relationship. The healthiest relationships, he argues, are not those where both parties agree on everything, but those where disagreement is welcomed and navigated with love.
This principle extends beyond marriage to the life of the church and the broader society. In a polarized world, Father Pat laments the rise of hatred and vilification between ideological camps—conservative and liberal, traditional and progressive. He urges both church and society to recognize the necessary tension between opposing viewpoints. Liberals bring the impulse for progress and justice; conservatives provide stability and continuity. Without each other, either camp would lead to imbalance—either stagnation or chaos. Thus, those on the “other side” are not enemies but essential correctives. They keep us from destroying what is good or failing to change what is broken.
He also critiques the notion of individualistic spirituality—the idea that one’s faith is a private matter, lived out in isolation. While popular today, this approach, he argues, is fundamentally flawed. True spirituality is not cultivated in solitude but in community. It is through disagreement, challenge, and mutual support that our faith is refined. He critiques the tendency to reduce the Bible to a collection of convenient quotes that support our pre-existing views, rather than engaging with its full narrative and letting it challenge us. Furthermore, he warns against the illusion of virtual relationships, which lack the inconvenient but necessary demands of real-life friendship. Real companionship is messy, demanding, and at times uncomfortable—but it is also holy, because it calls us out of ourselves and into communion.
Father Pat ends by urging us to engage in real spiritual dialogue—not with faceless strangers online, but with the people in our lives who matter. He calls us to bring our full selves—our questions, doubts, convictions, and vulnerabilities—into conversation with others. This is where true spiritual growth happens. This is where the Kingdom of God is built: not in echo chambers or isolated reflection, but in the shared struggles and joys of real community. The Gospel calls us not to walk alone, but to walk together, even when the path is difficult, and especially when it leads us into the lives and hearts of those who are different from us....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 993.280029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two and gave them authority over unclean spirits. He instructed them to take nothing for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic. He said to them, wherever you enter a house, stay there until you leave. Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you, leave there and shake the dust off your feet in testimony against them. So they went off and preached repentance. The 12 drove out many demons, and they anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them. The Gospel of the Lord. As I've been mentioning since Advent this year, Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels. There's always every generation or so someone tries to come up with another theory. But over the last several centuries, the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply because it's the shortest and simplest. And those of you who have stories in your family know that over generations, the stories that get told do not get simpler and shorter. Bigger and more elaborate stories bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them. And that's what happens with the other Gospels is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting in their two cents worth. Mark's is the proto-Gospel. It really is this early, and you get these very brief, not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened. And we get this little instruction about going out, what it means to go out and preach the Gospel. And at first, we hear this rather dire, do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. So you're not only not to bring food or money, but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that along the way either. And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors to take that and say, this was so that they would be completely dependent on God. Every day that you're breathing, you're completely dependent on God. I don't think that was the point. I think it made them completely dependent on the communities they were going to. There is an antidote against arrogance when you're dependent upon the community you're going to preach to. You actually have to go in and build a relationship with these people before you start to say, now here's what I believe. If you just go in without the relationship, here's what I believe usually turns out to be, here's what you're doing wrong. And it's all the wrong kind of preaching. It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel. Jesus says, I'm going to send you in and you are going to be utterly dependent upon them for hospitality. You're going to accept that hospitality. You're going to accept the gift of hospitality. You're going to have a relationship where something is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe. And I think without that risk, we end up as we have, I think really in modern times, we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats. What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is if my brother has a drinking problem and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything because it's really not my place and it will ruin Christmas. But if those people in Missouri pass a law we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign some documents and yell about that. Why? Because I have no relationship with the people in Missouri at stake. It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith with the people in your life. And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith with the people in your life, but I really hope you share and listen with the people who disagree with you on almost everything. Most of us call those family. Siblings. You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic right after the last elections when people would come and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter of a century you had a delusion that you agreed on everything? No, but now we're disagreeing out loud. My delusions are gone. You know, as Christians we have got to get love of one another and agreeing with one another separated. I think as a country it's destroying us. We no longer know how to disagree without hating the other side. And I mean hating the other side. I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country, when do we get tired of hating each other? When do we get tired of vilifying anyone who disagrees with us? Do we just get to a point where we realize both sides are, they're selling away their morals right and left because they've got to stick with the team even when either side's doing something horrible? You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened and people are kind of like, well, you know, it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it. Yes, you can. Because you can disagree with your side without hating anyone. You can disagree with the other side without hating people. People can disagree with you and they're not attacking you personally. Though right now sometimes they are because they don't know how to do one without the other. And so Jesus, for everything he says, take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this, we miss the huge commandment, which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take. He sends them out two by two. They are to take a companion. And my hope is that he gave each one of them the companion that drives them crazy. Because most of us would think, well, you send them out two by two so they got each other's back and we're stronger in numbers. And no, you send people out two by two so that when one of them does something crazy, the other can go, I say this respectfully, but you're being an idiot. Sometimes you have to have those people in your life. I can't tell you, I know everyone here at least knows a couple if you're not that couple. The amazing number of married couples who have come to realize after years of marriage that God gave them someone in their life to do nothing but cancel out their vote. They are there to vote for the other side every time. And you know what? Those marriages last forever. I think the marriages that will struggle are when two people walk down the aisle really believing the delusion that they agree on everything. We think just alike. Oh my gosh, we have everything in common. One of two things is going on. Either you are fooling yourself and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years. Or they really do agree with you on everything. You've married a carbon copy of yourself and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that. I went out and I found someone who's just me. Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain. Rather than Jesus gives us companions that companion is a Greek word to break bread with. In the Greek tradition, those, in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek but the tradition is Hebrew. Those who you sit at table with and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree and you go back and you forth and you bring who you really are into that relationship. And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk. If you're going to voice your Christianity, it's not to strangers across the state or across the city. When do we voice it to, I don't know, the people in our family or someone at work or even a boss or someone who really has power over me. That was the role of the prophet, to speak truth to the king. Not the king of some other country, the king who could affect your life or your boss or your spouse. For some of you, that is your boss, you know. It's whatever it is. Do we speak our truth to the people in our life with whom we have a relationship rather than, well, I speak it all the time on Twitter and Facebook. Those are the best friends. I love those friends because they turn off with a key. Which means they're not real. I always have to shock people of a certain generation when you have to actually tell them the word virtual means not real. That's what the word means. They're virtual friends. That means not real. Which is good because friends, and I wanna be delicate about this, friends are a huge inconvenience in life. So much better than being alone. But if you're not inconvenient once in a while, you probably aren't being a friend. You know, their rhythm is different than yours and sometimes they need you to be there when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth and you depend on each other and you struggle with one another. And someone who never, ever inconveniences you, that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know. And so we should always get a little in each other's way. We should always be voicing different opinions. It's always, especially in these last couple years, it's been my prayer for our church and for our country that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth, which is put yourself in whichever camp you like, blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive, give yourself whatever term you like. Then see all the people on the other side of the fence, the ones, we don't say this in church, but the ones you've been learning to hate for the last couple years. And see all of them and know that those are the people that keep you from ruining the world. Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things. We would either be a world incapable of change or a world changing so fast that we had no identity. We need that tension, which means if you're liberal or conservative, it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things. And you're not liberal or conservative because you're smarter than that other side. We're just the smarter ones. We're the nicer ones. We're the ones that are closer to God. Both sides say all that. It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that. No, it's because that's your personality. Either you love change or you hate change and it's gonna make you one or the other. Either you want to see the world changing or you want tradition to stay the same. It's your personality. And the people on the other side of the fence, they're here in the world and know what that means? That means you can live your personality and know that there are people in the world who will balance you. As I said, many of you married those people. And it makes for a strong relationship. Jesus sends us out with companions. And that means the church should companion with other churches. It means countries should companion with other countries. We should companion across ideologies because we need someone to help us to see something from somewhere beyond our own point of view. I have long since, I think it's the weakness. I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything, but the weakness of celibacy is that priests do not always have those people in their life that they have to listen to. Sometimes we go through life thinking we don't have to listen to anyone. I mean, I still believe that the reason priests have to wear a black shirt and black pants and a black suit is because somewhere along the line, they realized there was no wife at the front door to stop them and go, oh no, try again. And without that, we go, just go basic black, you'll be fine. But it's important to have people in your life. Who are the people in your life that you disagree with and have remained close? Without them, you don't have companions. You have reflections of yourself. Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot, I'm spiritual but not religious. And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean that they're upset with whatever church they went to. But more often, what they mean is my spirituality is a very private, personal thing that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people. Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing because our spirituality is moving us towards, we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise. It's moving us towards complete union with God and others. That is not prepared for in isolation. We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path. Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others. It should be the part of ourself we share most often. I think it's interesting that 30 years ago, people said, oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics, or religion. Now, all we can talk about are the first two. But we never really get to religion. We get to political end of it, or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules. We don't really get to someone asking, so how do you come to faith? How do you know when you pray, is that God or just your own voice in your head? We don't discuss those things. We take the Bible and we do what people do like with this earlier reading, the first reading today. We take the Bible and we make it into a series of bumper stickers that we can pull one out when we need it to back our other views. You know, that happened. And I don't mean to pick on him because he's one of a million people that did it, but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions got into trouble this week for saying, well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way. Because you're picking out your favorite line. The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities. Well, yeah, but our first reading today says, you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them. And of course, the joke about that that's been going around the religious community is, Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities. He said that from prison. Why was he in prison? The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't. So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story. You know, the Bible is not a place where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote. It backs me up. We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world. But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone. If you go it alone, it will become quirky. It will become your own. God will be an image of yourself. You've got to be in dialogue with others. If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down. If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off. If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face, I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world. That's companionship. Anything less is not religion. Anything less is really not even spirituality. When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it, I have fallen into simple reflection. God says to us today, reflection will not get you where we want you to go. Spirituality is in dialogue. That will take us to real faith. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two
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and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
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He instructed them to take nothing
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for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
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He said to them, wherever you enter a house,
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stay there until you leave.
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Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
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leave there and shake the dust off your feet
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in testimony against them.
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So they went off and preached repentance.
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The 12 drove out many demons, and they
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anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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As I've been mentioning since Advent this year,
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Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels.
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There's always every generation or so someone tries
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to come up with another theory.
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But over the last several centuries,
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the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply
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because it's the shortest and simplest.
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And those of you who have stories in your family
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know that over generations, the stories that get told
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do not get simpler and shorter.
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Bigger and more elaborate stories
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bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them.
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And that's what happens with the other Gospels
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is that they start to expand, and everyone starts
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putting in their two cents worth.
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Mark's is the proto-Gospel.
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It really is this early, and you get these very brief,
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not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened.
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And we get this little instruction
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about going out, what it means to go out and preach
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the Gospel.
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And at first, we hear this rather dire,
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do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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So you're not only not to bring food or money,
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but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that
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along the way either.
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And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors
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to take that and say, this was so that they would be
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completely dependent on God.
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Every day that you're breathing,
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you're completely dependent on God.
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I don't think that was the point.
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I think it made them completely dependent
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on the communities they were going to.
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There is an antidote against arrogance
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when you're dependent upon the community
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you're going to preach to.
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You actually have to go in and build a relationship
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with these people before you start to say,
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now here's what I believe.
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If you just go in without the relationship,
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here's what I believe usually turns out to be,
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here's what you're doing wrong.
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And it's all the wrong kind of preaching.
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It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel.
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Jesus says, I'm going to send you in
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and you are going to be utterly dependent
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upon them for hospitality.
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You're going to accept that hospitality.
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You're going to accept the gift of hospitality.
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You're going to have a relationship where something
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is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe.
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And I think without that risk, we end up as we have,
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I think really in modern times,
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we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats.
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What Christianity from the cheap seats look like
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is if my brother has a drinking problem
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and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything
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because it's really not my place
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and it will ruin Christmas.
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But if those people in Missouri pass a law
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we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign
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some documents and yell about that.
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Why?
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Because I have no relationship with the people
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in Missouri at stake.
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It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith
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with the people in your life.
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And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith
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with the people in your life, but I really hope you share
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and listen with the people who disagree with you
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on almost everything.
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Most of us call those family.
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Siblings.
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You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic
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right after the last elections when people would come
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and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore
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and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter
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of a century you had a delusion
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that you agreed on everything?
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No, but now we're disagreeing out loud.
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My delusions are gone.
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You know, as Christians we have got to get love
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of one another and agreeing with one another separated.
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I think as a country it's destroying us.
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We no longer know how to disagree
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without hating the other side.
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And I mean hating the other side.
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I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals
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in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country,
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when do we get tired of hating each other?
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When do we get tired of vilifying anyone
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who disagrees with us?
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Do we just get to a point where we realize
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both sides are, they're selling away their morals
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right and left because they've got to stick with the team
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even when either side's doing something horrible?
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You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened
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and people are kind of like, well, you know,
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it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it.
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Yes, you can.
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Because you can disagree with your side
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without hating anyone.
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You can disagree with the other side without hating people.
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People can disagree with you
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and they're not attacking you personally.
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Though right now sometimes they are
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because they don't know how to do one without the other.
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And so Jesus, for everything he says,
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take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this,
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we miss the huge commandment,
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which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take.
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He sends them out two by two.
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They are to take a companion.
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And my hope is that he gave each one of them
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the companion that drives them crazy.
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Because most of us would think,
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well, you send them out two by two
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so they got each other's back
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and we're stronger in numbers.
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And no, you send people out two by two
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so that when one of them does something crazy,
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the other can go, I say this respectfully,
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but you're being an idiot.
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Sometimes you have to have those people in your life.
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I can't tell you, I know everyone here
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at least knows a couple if you're not that couple.
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The amazing number of married couples
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who have come to realize after years of marriage
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that God gave them someone in their life
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to do nothing but cancel out their vote.
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They are there to vote for the other side every time.
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And you know what?
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Those marriages last forever.
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I think the marriages that will struggle
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are when two people walk down the aisle
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really believing the delusion
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that they agree on everything.
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We think just alike.
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Oh my gosh, we have everything in common.
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One of two things is going on.
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Either you are fooling yourself
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and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years.
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Or they really do agree with you on everything.
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You've married a carbon copy of yourself
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and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that.
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I went out and I found someone who's just me.
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Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain.
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Rather than Jesus gives us companions
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that companion is a Greek word to break bread with.
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In the Greek tradition, those,
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in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek
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but the tradition is Hebrew.
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Those who you sit at table with
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and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree
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and you go back and you forth
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and you bring who you really are into that relationship.
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And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk.
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If you're going to voice your Christianity,
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it's not to strangers across the state or across the city.
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When do we voice it to, I don't know,
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the people in our family or someone at work
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or even a boss or someone who really has power over me.
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That was the role of the prophet,
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to speak truth to the king.
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Not the king of some other country,
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the king who could affect your life
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or your boss or your spouse.
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For some of you, that is your boss, you know.
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It's whatever it is.
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Do we speak our truth to the people in our life
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with whom we have a relationship
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rather than, well, I speak it all the time
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on Twitter and Facebook.
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Those are the best friends.
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I love those friends because they turn off with a key.
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Which means they're not real.
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I always have to shock people of a certain generation
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when you have to actually tell them
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the word virtual means not real.
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That's what the word means.
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They're virtual friends.
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That means not real.
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Which is good because friends,
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and I wanna be delicate about this,
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friends are a huge inconvenience in life.
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So much better than being alone.
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But if you're not inconvenient once in a while,
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you probably aren't being a friend.
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You know, their rhythm is different than yours
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and sometimes they need you to be there
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when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth
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and you depend on each other
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and you struggle with one another.
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And someone who never, ever inconveniences you,
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that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know.
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And so we should always get a little in each other's way.
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We should always be voicing different opinions.
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It's always, especially in these last couple years,
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it's been my prayer for our church and for our country
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that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth,
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which is put yourself in whichever camp you like,
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blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive,
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give yourself whatever term you like.
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Then see all the people on the other side of the fence,
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the ones, we don't say this in church,
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but the ones you've been learning to hate
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for the last couple years.
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And see all of them and know that those are the people
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that keep you from ruining the world.
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Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative,
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it would ruin things.
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We would either be a world incapable of change
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or a world changing so fast that we had no identity.
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We need that tension, which means
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if you're liberal or conservative,
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it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things.
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And you're not liberal or conservative
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because you're smarter than that other side.
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We're just the smarter ones.
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We're the nicer ones.
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We're the ones that are closer to God.
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Both sides say all that.
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It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that.
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No, it's because that's your personality.
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Either you love change or you hate change
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and it's gonna make you one or the other.
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Either you want to see the world changing
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or you want tradition to stay the same.
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It's your personality.
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And the people on the other side of the fence,
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they're here in the world and know what that means?
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That means you can live your personality
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and know that there are people in the world
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who will balance you.
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As I said, many of you married those people.
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And it makes for a strong relationship.
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Jesus sends us out with companions.
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And that means the church should companion
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with other churches.
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It means countries should companion with other countries.
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We should companion across ideologies
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because we need someone to help us to see something
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from somewhere beyond our own point of view.
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I have long since, I think it's the weakness.
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I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything,
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but the weakness of celibacy is that priests
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do not always have those people in their life
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that they have to listen to.
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Sometimes we go through life thinking
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we don't have to listen to anyone.
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I mean, I still believe that the reason
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priests have to wear a black shirt
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and black pants and a black suit
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is because somewhere along the line,
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they realized there was no wife at the front door
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to stop them and go, oh no, try again.
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And without that, we go, just go basic black,
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you'll be fine.
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But it's important to have people in your life.
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Who are the people in your life that you disagree with
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and have remained close?
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Without them, you don't have companions.
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You have reflections of yourself.
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Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot,
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I'm spiritual but not religious.
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And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean
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that they're upset with whatever church they went to.
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But more often, what they mean is my spirituality
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is a very private, personal thing
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that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people.
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Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing
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because our spirituality is moving us towards,
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we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise.
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It's moving us towards complete union with God and others.
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That is not prepared for in isolation.
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We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path.
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Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others.
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It should be the part of ourself we share most often.
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I think it's interesting that 30 years ago,
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people said, oh, well, you do not talk
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about sex, politics, or religion.
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Now, all we can talk about are the first two.
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But we never really get to religion.
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We get to political end of it,
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or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules.
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We don't really get to someone asking,
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so how do you come to faith?
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How do you know when you pray,
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is that God or just your own voice in your head?
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We don't discuss those things.
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We take the Bible and we do what people do
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like with this earlier reading, the first reading today.
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We take the Bible and we make it
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into a series of bumper stickers
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that we can pull one out when we need it
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to back our other views.
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You know, that happened.
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And I don't mean to pick on him
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because he's one of a million people that did it,
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but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions
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got into trouble this week for saying,
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well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way.
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Because you're picking out your favorite line.
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The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities.
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Well, yeah, but our first reading today says,
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you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them.
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And of course, the joke about that
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that's been going around the religious community is,
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Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities.
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He said that from prison.
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Why was he in prison?
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The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't.
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So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story.
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You know, the Bible is not a place
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where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote.
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It backs me up.
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We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole
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and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world.
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But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone.
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If you go it alone, it will become quirky.
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It will become your own.
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God will be an image of yourself.
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You've got to be in dialogue with others.
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If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down.
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If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off.
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If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face,
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I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world.
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That's companionship.
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Anything less is not religion.
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Anything less is really not even spirituality.
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When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it,
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I have fallen into simple reflection.
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God says to us today, reflection will not get you
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where we want you to go.
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Spirituality is in dialogue.
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That will take us to real faith.
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That will bring us to the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Chri Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Christian discipleship is rooted in relational vulnerability, mutual accountability, and spiritual companionship. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark, he underscores that Jesus sends the disciples out not in self-sufficiency, but in radical dependence—not just on God, but on the communities they are sent to serve. This dependence fosters humility, dismantles arrogance, and invites real, sometimes difficult, relationships where faith must be lived out in the presence of disagreement and diversity. True evangelization, Father Pat insists, cannot be done from a distance or in isolation; it must occur in the context of genuine human connection, especially with those who challenge us. Spirituality, then, is not a private escape or solitary reflection, but a communal journey marked by dialogue, discomfort, and transformation.
At the heart of Father Pat’s homily is the radical call of Jesus to relational discipleship: the kind that refuses to preach from a distance, prefers partnership over isolation, and makes vulnerability a spiritual virtue. When Jesus sends the twelve disciples out in Mark’s Gospel, He strips them of material comforts and safeguards—not to make them dependent solely on divine providence, as is often assumed, but to make them dependent on the hospitality of the very people they are sent to. This, Father Pat argues, is the antidote to arrogant, self-righteous evangelism. You can’t preach at people when you’re living under their roof and eating their food; you have to build a relationship first. This relational vulnerability demands humility and openness, and it transforms preaching from accusation into dialogue.
Father Pat critiques a modern form of what he calls "Christianity from the cheap seats"—a spirituality that is loud on distant, impersonal issues (like political laws in far-off states) but silent in the face of moral failure within one’s immediate relationships, such as within families. He challenges the congregation to consider what it means to speak truth lovingly to people they actually know and care about—people with whom their relationship is at risk. This is the true prophetic call: not to critique the "other" from a safe distance, but to speak truth within the relationships that shape our lives.
A central insight of the homily is Jesus' instruction to send the disciples out in pairs. Far from a tactical move for safety or strength, Father Pat sees this as a spiritual necessity. Companionship is not just comfort—it is confrontation. Jesus likely paired people with those who would challenge them, who would correct them, who would balance their perspectives. This kind of companionship is essential in preventing spiritual self-deception. In the same way that spouses often cancel out each other's political votes, companions in faith balance each other’s extremes. Father Pat humorously notes that many couples come to realize they’ve married someone who exists solely to challenge their worldview—and this, he says, is a divine gift.
This principle extends beyond marriages and friendships to churches, nations, and ideologies. Father Pat laments the current cultural and ecclesial climate, where disagreement often leads to hatred and vilification. He calls for a spirituality that separates love from agreement. We must learn, he insists, to love people with whom we profoundly disagree—recognizing that it is the tension between opposing perspectives that prevents any one ideology from destroying the world. Conservatives and liberals, both in the church and in society, need each other. One side resists change, the other pushes for it—both are necessary for a balanced, dynamic faith and civic life.
Father Pat also critiques the privatization of spirituality in modern times. The popular phrase “I’m spiritual but not religious” often masks a deeper reluctance to engage in the difficult, relational work of shared spiritual life. True spirituality, he argues, is not a solo project. It is forged in the crucible of relationship—with family, church, community, and even ideological opponents. This is why the Church must be a place of dialogue, where spiritual questions are wrestled with in communion, not reduced to slogans or bumper stickers.
He cautions against the misuse of Scripture as a tool to justify pre-existing opinions or political agendas. The Bible, he reminds us, is not a collection of proof texts but the living Word meant to be read in its fullness, in community, and in dialogue with the world. It is not meant to be wielded as a weapon, but to be lived as a guide to relational, incarnational love.
Finally, Father Pat reflects on the role of inconvenience in friendship and spiritual growth. Real friends, real companions, are inconvenient. They challenge us, demand our time, and reflect back to us our flaws and blind spots. A spiritual life conducted in isolation—without these relational mirrors—becomes inward, distorted, and ultimately leads to a spirituality that reflects only the self and not God. God, he concludes, is not found in solitary reflection alone but in the shared journey, in the disagreements, in the companionships that stretch us and prepare us for the Kingdom of God.
In sum, Father Pat calls for a mature, relational, and dialogical spirituality—one that is lived out not in the echo chambers of ideology or the isolation of personal piety, but in the messy, grace-filled relationships where faith is tested, deepened, and ultimately made real....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 993.3200073242188, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus went out to the Mount of Olives, but early in the morning he arrived again in the temple area and all the people started coming to him and he sat down and taught them. Then the scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in adultery and made her stand in the middle. They said to him, Teacher, this woman was caught in the very act of committing adultery Now, in the law, Moses commanded us to stone such a woman. So what do you say? They said this to test him so that they could have some charge to bring against him. Jesus bent down and began to write on the ground with his finger. But when they continued asking him, he straightened up and said to them, Let the one among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her. Again he bent down and wrote on the ground. And in response, they went away one by one, beginning with the elders. So he was left alone with the woman before him. Then Jesus straightened up and said to her, Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you? She replied, No one, sir. So Jesus said, Neither do I condemn you. Go and do not sin. The Gospel of the Lord. Thank you. I winced there at the beginning of the Gospel when I opened up the page, because I don't know if for the first time I realized this is today's Gospel, and on this page there's a big thing that says, Holy Week. I'm like, is it next week already? I'm not ready. This Gospel is one of the overlooked miracle stories in the Scripture. We think of it as a story where Jesus just, you know, he just has a good reason and he drives his point home and he logics them out of their bad deeds. So it doesn't sound miraculous to us. But the miracle happens earlier in the story. The miracle is the miracle of one person caught in adultery. And John's Gospel is very clear. John is making this point. He expects you to notice. And in case you don't, he says, after he says they caught her in the act of committing adultery, they said to him, Teacher, this woman was caught in the very act of adultery. So someone is missing from this story. My personal suspicion is it's whoever has drugged her before Jesus, but that's my own thing. What's going on here? You know, after this is my Spanish Mass, and I love here the very act of committing adultery. In Spanish it says, in flagrante adulterio. And I'm like, ooh! Scripture is much spicier in other languages. And so there's this moment where you want to say, so... And Scripture says, and they start shaving on Scripture a little. You know, Scripture would say that the penalty for adultery was stoning, but you'll notice they say, Moses said that such women as this must be stoned. You know, I think they must be stoned to marry men like this. We're going to get there in a minute. It's one of those homilies. But it lets us know right off the bat that we've got an injustice that's going through here, and Jesus is aware of the injustice, and the ridiculousness of it. You know, it's like showing up in court You know, it's like showing up in court and literally saying, yes, we caught this person in the very act of conspiracy. Well, we have who? Well, we think he did. Well, we've got an opinion. If you caught him in an act of conspiracy, there's probably someone else there. This even more so. It is very hard to commit adultery by yourself. I've read the canon law on it. It reminds us, in our own time, law is always written by the dominant culture, and we'll always favor the dominant culture, and we cannot confuse laws on the books with justice. They are following the law. Jesus probably handles this the way he does, not from some divine inspiration, but from being raised by Joseph, who was faced with the exact same situation a generation earlier, when Mary was found to be pregnant, and they had not yet been together. And a lot of us are like, well, the angel told him. No, the angel didn't. If you ever read the story, it's very clear. Joseph is the kind of person who says, yeah, we're not going to go with the law on this one, and he decides to handle it quietly. And then an angel appears to him. He's a man who chooses justice over the ability to use the law to get what you want, even when it's not just. And so you look at this, and you go, and things have not changed. The dominant culture always writes the laws and crafts them for the dominant culture. This happened in the 80s. I try no more than once a year to preach on cocaine, but in the 80s, there were two versions of cocaine in America. There was the white powder, and there was crack. The white powder was pure and actually more potent. The law went after the cheaper version. And why would they go after the cheaper version? Because you cannot get elected pulling Joe June and Ward Cleaver out of their suburban home on the evening news. So the cheaper version, zero tolerance. The powdered version going on in the suburbs, oh, you had to be arrested a few times, several times, and much higher amounts of what you could have because the law wanted to make a statement, but they knew that the only people they could really pick on were the poor and get away with it. So Jesus sees this. Here it's the limit. Other times, it's racial groups. Other times, it's socioeconomic groups. But we should never confuse the law with the justice, certainly not the justice of God. It is always going to be written by, you know, the dominant culture. It is a little bit like, and it doesn't mean you can't believe this, it just means it's okay to be suspect. When a church says to you, not one I can think of, but when a church says to you that only men can be in leadership, and how do we know this? Only men can write the theology of the church. How do we know this? God is interpreted by men and told them. Only men can interpret, and that's what God said. God said it. Who said God said it? Whenever the people in control of the law, canon law, civil law, when the people in control of the law are inevitably the ones who seem to benefit from it, it's all right to be suspect. It doesn't mean we abandon everything. It doesn't mean we throw out the law. It doesn't mean we throw out the church. It's okay to have our antenna up. And so, you know, Jesus, they go after Jesus to catch him, and instead he catches them. It is brilliant at the level we see, but it's brilliant at a level we don't always see when he says, let the one who is without sin cast the first stone. There's an old joke, at least old enough that I had heard at the seminary, that, you know, Jesus is, it's this scene, and the woman has been brought before him, and he says, let one of you who is without sin cast the first stone, and from the back of the crowd, this boulder just comes and wipes the poor woman out. And Jesus says, Mother. Now, that should be scandalous to make that kind of joke. Why do people laugh at that? I'll tell you why. Because we cannot, in a million years, think that Mary would do something like that. That's why it's funny. It's funny because it's ridiculous to see Mary in that light. And that's the point Jesus makes without us knowing, which is, if you are without sin, cast the first stone, because he knows anyone without sin has no interest in casting a stone. The desire to cast one in the first place is already sinful. So he's, you know, he's beat them in their own game. And it makes us sit back and say, you know, who are the people that were so willing to look at what they've done and say, oh, you know, this person, they didn't live up to the law. I have a friend who's very, very big on the law until he's walking his dog because his dogs will not behave after he leashes. You know, it is a very privileged position when you can say, yes, well, it's logical to me that I don't, that the laws don't apply. But that's a nice position to have. You know, I follow all the laws. I always want to say, do you not even have a speedometer that you can look at? And then we immediately go, oh, well, those are not the important laws. Which are the important laws? It's the same as in church. What's the difference between a venial sin and a mortal sin? Well, Ken Law has some ideas, but in the real world, the difference between a mortal sin and a venial sin is, a venial sin, those are the sins I do, and mortal sins are the ones you do. Because people all the time do this. I used to, in my very first church, there would be people who were a little more, I think we've gotten away from this a little, which is good. They were a little more mouthy about other people. And they would say to me after, you know, one family would say, you know that, those kids over there, they wear shorts. They wear shorts to Mass. Oh, I'll check Ken and Law and get back to you. And the family wearing the shorts would say, you know that family always comes late. I'll get back to Ken and Law. Each one is sure that the other one is doing the worst thing. It's how we work. It's why Jesus goes for the, it's about just putting the judgment down for a while and working on your life. The amount of energy we spend in judgment. Someone has said to me just recently, and I've heard this so many times, and it's happening more and more. People are so angry with different people in the world right now. And someone said it, and they're always, we're going out of our way to fight away the word things so it doesn't sound so bad. Is it a sin to pray for God's justice on someone? I mean, what am I supposed to, you know, I'm like Jesus. What can you say now? I said it's God's justice. Can we not pray for the justice of God? And I said, here's the problem. I don't think God's justice will look like the justice you want. When we say God's justice, what we really mean is, will God finally put his stamp of approval on me wanting to wipe you people out? I've gone after this section every now and then. When we say God's justice, well, I read scripture, and those people are, you know, to me, wiped out. And I always want to say, yes, right next to the people who eat shrimp. So put down the scampi and take a breath. You know, which scripture you read? I read the one that condemned them. I can find what, you know, I've been doing this a while. I could probably find one to condemn every one of you. But, you know, what happens is it has to be our interest. If we're interested in using scripture to condemn people, oh, it's there. If we're interested in the compassion and mercy of Christ, oh, it's there. Scripture, like law, is as just as the person wielding it. And so we have to take a step back and say, well, you know, what does the justice of God look like? Because if it was actually us trying to live up to God's goodness, none of us makes it. Every one of us depends on the mercy of God, and it's very hard to accept that and still resent it if other people might get it. And someone will say to me, well, this person and that person, they're hurting these people and those ones are hurting that people and that person's hurting that person. What do we do? Pray that people stop getting hurt and don't care how God gets to it. What if God's got a different solution but can stop people from being hurt? We should get mad if people are being hurt. That should disturb us. But we don't have the answer. Or if we have the answer, we don't know how to implement. But we do know how to help. And I've always said so many of us are so busy trying to fix the world that we don't have any time to help anyone. We can spend our whole life in a chair contemplating how to fix the big mess, or we can make a sandwich and take it down a half pound and feed someone. Sometimes we're just called to do as, like in one of the Disney films, sometimes we're just called to do the next right thing. Just the next right thing. And stay out of the judgment day because none of us is without sin. And that's the other, you know. Well, I mean, those people, those who are without sin, as most of us know, the people who sin the most are the ones most fascinated with everyone else's. It's just human nature. And I think we have to start to dig into this and, you know, become a people who can wade through. I mean, this is a lot. This is a headier gospel than we think. I told someone that if I had titled this homily, I mean, who's going to show up if a homily is named after adultery, cocaine, and leash laws? We've been a few places today. That's this gospel. This gospel is saying the injustice is all around you at times. And our job is not to sit and scream and yell and to want the downfall of that person and want that person to succeed and that one to fail. We fight against the injustice. Not even against people. Against the injustice. And sometimes that takes a sacrifice to lift up those who are hurting the most. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus went out to the Mount of Olives,
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but early in the morning he arrived again in the temple area
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and all the people started coming to him
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and he sat down and taught them.
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Then the scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman
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who had been caught in adultery
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and made her stand in the middle.
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They said to him,
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Teacher, this woman was caught
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in the very act of committing adultery
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Now, in the law, Moses commanded us to stone such a woman.
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So what do you say?
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They said this to test him
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so that they could have some charge to bring against him.
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Jesus bent down and began to write on the ground with his finger.
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But when they continued asking him,
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he straightened up and said to them,
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Let the one among you who is without sin
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be the first to throw a stone at her.
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Again he bent down and wrote on the ground.
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And in response, they went away one by one,
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beginning with the elders.
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So he was left alone with the woman before him.
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Then Jesus straightened up and said to her,
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Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?
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She replied, No one, sir.
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So Jesus said, Neither do I condemn you.
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Go and do not sin.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Thank you.
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I winced there at the beginning of the Gospel
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when I opened up the page,
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because I don't know if for the first time I realized
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this is today's Gospel,
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and on this page there's a big thing that says,
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Holy Week.
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I'm like, is it next week already?
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I'm not ready.
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This Gospel is one of the overlooked miracle stories
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in the Scripture.
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We think of it as a story where Jesus just,
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you know, he just has a good reason
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and he drives his point home
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and he logics them out of their bad deeds.
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So it doesn't sound miraculous to us.
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But the miracle happens earlier in the story.
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The miracle is the miracle of one person caught in adultery.
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And John's Gospel is very clear.
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John is making this point.
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He expects you to notice.
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And in case you don't, he says,
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after he says they caught her in the act of committing adultery,
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they said to him, Teacher,
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this woman was caught in the very act of adultery.
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So someone is missing from this story.
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My personal suspicion is it's whoever has drugged her before Jesus,
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but that's my own thing.
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What's going on here?
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You know, after this is my Spanish Mass,
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and I love here the very act of committing adultery.
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In Spanish it says,
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in flagrante adulterio.
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And I'm like, ooh!
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Scripture is much spicier in other languages.
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And so there's this moment where you want to say,
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so...
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And Scripture says,
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and they start shaving on Scripture a little.
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You know, Scripture would say that the penalty for adultery was stoning,
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but you'll notice they say,
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Moses said that such women as this must be stoned.
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You know, I think they must be stoned to marry men like this.
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We're going to get there in a minute.
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It's one of those homilies.
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But it lets us know right off the bat
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that we've got an injustice that's going through here,
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and Jesus is aware of the injustice,
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and the ridiculousness of it.
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You know, it's like showing up in court
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You know, it's like showing up in court
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and literally saying, yes,
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we caught this person in the very act of conspiracy.
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Well, we have who?
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Well, we think he did.
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Well, we've got an opinion.
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If you caught him in an act of conspiracy,
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there's probably someone else there.
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This even more so.
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It is very hard to commit adultery by yourself.
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I've read the canon law on it.
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It reminds us, in our own time,
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law is always written by the dominant culture,
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and we'll always favor the dominant culture,
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and we cannot confuse laws on the books with justice.
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They are following the law.
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Jesus probably handles this the way he does,
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not from some divine inspiration,
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but from being raised by Joseph,
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who was faced with the exact same situation
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a generation earlier,
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when Mary was found to be pregnant,
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and they had not yet been together.
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And a lot of us are like, well, the angel told him.
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No, the angel didn't.
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If you ever read the story, it's very clear.
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Joseph is the kind of person who says,
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yeah, we're not going to go with the law on this one,
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and he decides to handle it quietly.
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And then an angel appears to him.
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He's a man who chooses justice
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over the ability to use the law to get what you want,
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even when it's not just.
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And so you look at this, and you go,
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and things have not changed.
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The dominant culture always writes the laws
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and crafts them for the dominant culture.
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This happened in the 80s.
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I try no more than once a year to preach on cocaine,
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but in the 80s,
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there were two versions of cocaine in America.
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There was the white powder, and there was crack.
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The white powder was pure and actually more potent.
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The law went after the cheaper version.
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And why would they go after the cheaper version?
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Because you cannot get elected
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pulling Joe June and Ward Cleaver
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out of their suburban home on the evening news.
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So the cheaper version, zero tolerance.
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The powdered version going on in the suburbs,
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oh, you had to be arrested a few times, several times,
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and much higher amounts of what you could have
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because the law wanted to make a statement,
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but they knew that the only people
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they could really pick on were the poor and get away with it.
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So Jesus sees this.
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Here it's the limit.
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Other times, it's racial groups.
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Other times, it's socioeconomic groups.
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But we should never confuse the law with the justice,
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certainly not the justice of God.
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It is always going to be written by, you know,
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the dominant culture.
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It is a little bit like,
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and it doesn't mean you can't believe this,
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it just means it's okay to be suspect.
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When a church says to you, not one I can think of,
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but when a church says to you
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that only men can be in leadership,
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and how do we know this?
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Only men can write the theology of the church.
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How do we know this?
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God is interpreted by men and told them.
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Only men can interpret, and that's what God said.
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God said it.
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Who said God said it?
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Whenever the people in control of the law,
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canon law, civil law,
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when the people in control of the law
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are inevitably the ones who seem to benefit from it,
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it's all right to be suspect.
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It doesn't mean we abandon everything.
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It doesn't mean we throw out the law.
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It doesn't mean we throw out the church.
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It's okay to have our antenna up.
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And so, you know, Jesus,
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they go after Jesus to catch him,
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and instead he catches them.
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It is brilliant at the level we see,
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but it's brilliant at a level we don't always see
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when he says,
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let the one who is without sin cast the first stone.
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There's an old joke, at least old enough
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that I had heard at the seminary,
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that, you know, Jesus is,
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it's this scene,
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and the woman has been brought before him,
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and he says,
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let one of you who is without sin
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cast the first stone,
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and from the back of the crowd,
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this boulder just comes and wipes the poor woman out.
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And Jesus says,
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Mother.
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Now, that should be scandalous
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to make that kind of joke.
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Why do people laugh at that?
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I'll tell you why.
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Because we cannot, in a million years,
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think that Mary would do something like that.
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That's why it's funny.
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It's funny because it's ridiculous
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to see Mary in that light.
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And that's the point Jesus makes without us knowing,
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which is,
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if you are without sin,
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cast the first stone,
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because he knows anyone without sin
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has no interest in casting a stone.
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The desire to cast one in the first place
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is already sinful.
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So he's, you know,
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he's beat them in their own game.
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And it makes us sit back and say,
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you know,
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who are the people that were so willing
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to look at what they've done
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and say, oh, you know,
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this person, they didn't live up to the law.
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I have a friend who's very, very big on the law
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until he's walking his dog
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because his dogs will not behave
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after he leashes.
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You know, it is a very privileged position
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when you can say, yes, well,
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it's logical to me that I don't,
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that the laws don't apply.
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But that's a nice position to have.
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You know, I follow all the laws.
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I always want to say,
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do you not even have a speedometer
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that you can look at?
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And then we immediately go,
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oh, well, those are not the important laws.
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Which are the important laws?
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It's the same as in church.
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What's the difference between
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a venial sin and a mortal sin?
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Well, Ken Law has some ideas,
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but in the real world,
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the difference between a mortal sin
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and a venial sin is,
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a venial sin, those are the sins I do,
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and mortal sins are the ones you do.
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Because people all the time do this.
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I used to, in my very first church,
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there would be people who were a little more,
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I think we've gotten away from this a little,
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which is good.
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They were a little more mouthy about other people.
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And they would say to me after,
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you know, one family would say,
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you know that, those kids over there,
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they wear shorts.
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They wear shorts to Mass.
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Oh, I'll check Ken and Law and get back to you.
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And the family wearing the shorts would say,
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you know that family always comes late.
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I'll get back to Ken and Law.
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Each one is sure that the other one
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is doing the worst thing.
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It's how we work.
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It's why Jesus goes for the,
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it's about just putting the judgment down for a while
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and working on your life.
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The amount of energy we spend in judgment.
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Someone has said to me just recently,
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and I've heard this so many times,
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and it's happening more and more.
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People are so angry with different people
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in the world right now.
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And someone said it, and they're always,
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we're going out of our way to fight away
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the word things so it doesn't sound so bad.
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Is it a sin to pray for God's justice on someone?
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I mean, what am I supposed to,
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you know, I'm like Jesus.
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What can you say now?
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I said it's God's justice.
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Can we not pray for the justice of God?
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And I said, here's the problem.
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I don't think God's justice
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will look like the justice you want.
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When we say God's justice,
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what we really mean is,
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will God finally put his stamp of approval on me
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wanting to wipe you people out?
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I've gone after this section every now and then.
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When we say God's justice,
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well, I read scripture,
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and those people are, you know, to me, wiped out.
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And I always want to say,
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yes, right next to the people who eat shrimp.
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So put down the scampi and take a breath.
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You know, which scripture you read?
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I read the one that condemned them.
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I can find what, you know,
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I've been doing this a while.
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I could probably find one to condemn every one of you.
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But, you know, what happens is it has to be our interest.
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If we're interested in using scripture to condemn people,
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oh, it's there.
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If we're interested in the compassion and mercy of Christ,
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oh, it's there.
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Scripture, like law,
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is as just as the person wielding it.
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And so we have to take a step back and say,
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well, you know, what does the justice of God look like?
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Because if it was actually us
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trying to live up to God's goodness,
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none of us makes it.
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Every one of us depends on the mercy of God,
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and it's very hard to accept that
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and still resent it if other people might get it.
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And someone will say to me,
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well, this person and that person,
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they're hurting these people and those ones are hurting that people
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and that person's hurting that person.
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What do we do?
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Pray that people stop getting hurt
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and don't care how God gets to it.
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What if God's got a different solution
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but can stop people from being hurt?
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We should get mad if people are being hurt.
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That should disturb us.
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But we don't have the answer.
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Or if we have the answer, we don't know how to implement.
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But we do know how to help.
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And I've always said so many of us are so busy
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trying to fix the world
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that we don't have any time to help anyone.
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We can spend our whole life in a chair
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contemplating how to fix the big mess,
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or we can make a sandwich
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and take it down a half pound and feed someone.
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Sometimes we're just called to do as,
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like in one of the Disney films,
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sometimes we're just called to do the next right thing.
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Just the next right thing.
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And stay out of the judgment day
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because none of us is without sin.
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And that's the other, you know.
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Well, I mean, those people, those who are without sin,
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as most of us know,
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the people who sin the most
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are the ones most fascinated with everyone else's.
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It's just human nature.
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And I think we have to start to dig into this
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and, you know, become a people who can wade through.
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I mean, this is a lot.
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This is a headier gospel than we think.
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I told someone that if I had titled this homily,
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I mean, who's going to show up if a homily is named
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after adultery, cocaine, and leash laws?
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We've been a few places today.
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That's this gospel.
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This gospel is saying
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the injustice is all around you at times.
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And our job is not to sit and scream and yell
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and to want the downfall of that person
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and want that person to succeed and that one to fail.
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We fight against the injustice.
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Not even against people.
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Against the injustice.
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And sometimes that takes a sacrifice
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to lift up those who are hurting the most.
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We ask God to make us a people
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who can drop the stones
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and begin to pick up the mercy.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical mercy Father Pat’s message centers on the radical mercy and justice of Jesus, who refuses to be complicit in a system that uses the law to perpetuate injustice, marginalize the vulnerable, and uphold the power of the dominant culture. In the Gospel account of the woman caught in adultery, Father Pat sees not only a moment of divine wisdom, but a miracle of mercy—a miracle in which Jesus exposes the hypocrisy of legalism and invites each person to confront their own sinfulness rather than condemn others. Through humor, cultural critique, and spiritual depth, Father Pat challenges us to consider how we use Scripture, law, and theology—not to justify condemnation, but to embody the compassion and justice of Christ in a world still riddled with inequality and judgment.
Father Pat begins by drawing attention to an often-overlooked dimension of the Gospel passage: the woman is caught "in the very act" of adultery, yet the man involved is conspicuously absent. This, he notes, is a deliberate narrative detail, highlighting a selective application of justice that targets the vulnerable while protecting those in power. He points out that this is not just a feature of ancient times, but a persistent reality in our world, where laws often serve the interests of the dominant culture. Father Pat uses historical and contemporary examples—such as the disparate treatment of crack versus powdered cocaine in the 1980s—to show how legal systems have often been manipulated to criminalize the poor and protect the powerful. He warns against confusing legality with justice, reminding us that just because something is legal does not mean it is right in the eyes of God.
He connects Jesus’ response in the Gospel to the example of Joseph, Jesus’ earthly father, who also chose mercy over legalism when faced with Mary’s pregnancy. Joseph opts not to expose her to shame or punishment, embodying the same spirit of compassion that Jesus later displays. This familial influence, Father Pat suggests, may have shaped Jesus’ instinct to protect rather than punish.
One of the central insights of the homily is that the impulse to judge and condemn is itself a form of sin. When Jesus says, “Let the one among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone,” he is not only disarming the crowd, but exposing their inner disposition. Father Pat emphasizes that truly sinless people have no desire to throw stones—because judgment and condemnation are not fruits of holiness, but of pride and insecurity. The story becomes less about the woman’s guilt and more about the crowd’s hypocrisy. Humorously referencing a well-known joke about Mary throwing a stone, Father Pat reminds us that the reason such a joke lands is because it’s unthinkable that Mary, full of grace, would ever act with violence or malice—a reflection of what true sinlessness looks like.
Father Pat also critiques the way religious structures, including the Church, can perpetuate injustice when those in power use their authority to maintain their own privilege. He points out the circular logic often used to exclude women from leadership: men interpret the law, and therefore determine that only men can lead. When the people who benefit from the law are the ones who write and interpret it, he says, it’s understandable—and even necessary—to be suspicious. This is not a call to abandon the Church or its teachings, but to remain vigilant, self-reflective, and open to reform.
He further reflects on the human tendency to magnify the sins of others while minimizing our own. The categories of “mortal” and “venial” sins often become self-serving constructs: we tend to view our own failings as minor while seeing others' as serious. With examples from parish life, he gently pokes fun at how petty judgments—about attire, punctuality, or liturgical decorum—often mask deeper spiritual shortcomings. This leads to a larger point: we expend enormous energy critiquing the world, when we could be using that energy to help others in small but meaningful ways. “We’re so busy trying to fix the world,” he says, “that we don’t have any time to help anyone.”
Father Pat concludes with a call to action rooted not in ideological debate but in mercy. The Gospel is not about winning arguments or enforcing rules—it’s about dropping the stones of judgment and picking up the tools of compassion. We are called not to pray for God to punish our enemies, but to pray that no one is hurt, and to trust that God's justice—unlike ours—is shaped entirely by mercy. True holiness, he suggests, does not seek vengeance but healing; it does not amplify division but builds bridges of understanding. In a world filled with injustice and pain, Father Pat exhorts us to do the “next right thing”—to show mercy, to lift up the hurting, and to become instruments of the justice that flows from the heart of God....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 993.7000122070312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, whoever loves me will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our dwelling with him. Whoever does not love me does not keep my words, yet the word you hear is not mine, but that of the Father who sent me. I have told you this while I am with you. The Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name will teach you everything and remind you of all that I have told you. Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give it to you. Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid. You have heard me tell you I am going and will come back to you. If you loved me, you would rejoice that I am going to the Father, for the Father is greater than I. And now I have told you this before it happens, so that when it happens, you may believe the gospel of the Lord. Peace be with you, Lord Jesus Christ. This last week before we get into the real end times of Easter, Ascension, Pentecost, and then there's a couple things we call the Solemnities of Orchard Time, Audubon of Christ, Corpus Christi, and we have Trinity Sunday. Before we get into those, we always have this transition. Jesus is continuing to try to get them to be ready for something new, which is one of the most difficult things anyone ever does. So many things that people say, I just think that's too hard. No, it's just too new. Things, you know, people will say to me, you look so comfortable in the pulpit. I started playing piano in public and had to stand in front of a crowd and talk and sing at the age of 13. So I mean, I've been doing this like 20 years. I mean, and when I started, I would literally come off stage and have to run to the restroom to get sick to my stomach. I would do it, it was terrible. And you know, and so was it hard? No, it was new. And new scares us to death. There's this sense where Jesus says here, whoever does not love me does not keep my words. I think this is very important. I don't think we quite see the point he's making because he's not saying, he says, whoever does love me keep my words and the Father will love him and we will come to him and we will make our dwelling with him. It does not say, and whoever does not, the Father will not love you and we will not dwell with you. It doesn't go there. What it says is, if you are really keeping the gospel, the spirit of the gospel, the word of the gospel, and remember, Jesus is referred to in this gospel, especially as the word, the word made flesh. So when he says the word, he's saying, you're gonna have to move from the word to the spirit. And how you keep the word will be how you keep the spirit. And that will only be done out of love, not out of fear, not out of panic, not out of hatred. I follow all the words, I follow all the rules because I don't want to go to hell. You're not following the word yet. You're not sensing because part of it is the motivation. It's the ability to want to change the way things are, not because I'm terrified at how bad things are, but because it could be better. I've been thinking today, there are a couple ideas of this, but I think one of the best is people who are engaged. Anyone, and we will tell them this, anyone who's getting married because they feel like their single light is broken, we want to say to them in a kind way, actually nothing. We want to say to their fiance, run the other way. Because they think this marriage are going to fix them. Make marriages that are successful are when people who say, I have found a way to be perfectly whole, single. I now, you know, I can make that better, but it doesn't mean it's broken. I hate that. If it's not broken, don't fix it. If your life isn't falling apart, don't get out of the chair. We can want to improve our lives, improve our world, build something better without somehow denigrating the way things are. But, and my suspicion is especially in modern times, the marketing technique is to make sure that you really truly believe that your life is just not going to hold together without our new toothpaste. Marketing wants to make us feel like we need something like, that's going to really make my life livable. But to do that, first we have to convince you that your life is a piece of garbage. And now we can fix it. One of the phrases I've just, another platitude that falls into this category is we'll be saying, well, is we'll be saying, well, this is as good as it gets. And that's a more positive spin. It's not, this is as good as it gets. That can lead us down really horrible pathways as well. I have two stories. I probably, I don't know if I ever told it here, but I know I've told this a few times over the years. I've tried not to tell it too often because I don't come off well. But the first story I come off better. When I'm teaching voice, when I'm trying to get someone into their high range, into their, what we call the head voice, even what they call flute extension for color tourists. When I'm trying to get them into that sound, you know, they've got this great core sound and they like it and they love it. And try to get them to do something they haven't done before is like, it's like pulling teeth, which is really a bad vocal technique. You know, it's like, you know, you just can't get someone to try something new. It'll sound strange. The universe itself will laugh at me. And I always tell them, voice lessons are where we make all of our bad sounds. Oh, well, that's where we make most of our bad sounds. We still sing and all that. Everything, anything can happen. But what I'll do is I'll get them to make, eventually, and I have to walk them through how to do it, what are the uglier sounds they have never made in their life? And if I can get them to that point where they start to sound like Kermit the Frog with a bronchial infection and a couple of crap ribs, I'll say, okay, now stay in that sound. Get it even uglier. And now that you're there, I want you to start taking the scale up. And I'll allow them to get, all of a sudden, they hit a moment because they're in this ugly space. All of a sudden, the high notes get incredible. So now all we have to do is build a bridge between the two voices. Then it's easy. But you have to get them to do something they've never done before. Maybe the way I'm doing it isn't the perfect image. I have to let go of the image I am, of how it's supposed to be done, to find what's been waiting. The story where I don't come off this well happened when I was at St. Thomas More, which was like 30 years ago, or getting close to 30 years now. At St. Thomas More, I had to go get daily contacts. Ooh, they'd just come out with daily disposable contact lenses. And I've been wearing the ones that you throw out every two weeks. And so as I go get them, she has to explain, you know, the optometrist is telling me, oh, it's very similar, and at the end of the day, you don't sleep in on the whole routine. And I go to put them in, and she goes, let me see you put them in. And I go to put them in. She goes, wait, you got that one backwards. It's flipped. So I look at it, and I go, oh, no, no. And she's sitting three feet away. I'm like, no, no, it's fine. No, it's flipped. Of course, I don't have my contact in, so I can't tell. And I said, Tamiya looks like the lip is going out. She goes, yes, that's the wrong way. What? And she says, so how long you been wearing them that way? 12 years. Come on. Because the very first technician told me it should look like a soup bowl, you know. So maybe they had weird soup bowls. I don't know. Or they just didn't know what they were doing. But that was the image I was given. And I said to her, I said, but they work fine. She goes, aren't they uncomfortable? I'm like, that's what you put up with, with hot things. For 12 years. That's as good as it gets. It recurred to me to question and say, wait, Mindy is told something wrong. Every image of God that we feel came to us from the infallible church, came to us from some infallible source, which was then passed on by at least 50 people. If you play the little telephone, you know, the gossip game. For those of you who are not my age, this is how we used to have to hold telephone. It's a, you go right on top of the icebox. There was this sort of sense that, you know, well, you know, my image of God is, and Jesus says today, gotta get rid of those easier images. Any image you had as a kid is not gonna help you over the age of 30. Because you can't conceive at the age of seven of the image of God that you're going to need as an adult. We are, you know, we have different limits and we will never outgrow the next possible vision of God because God is infinite. So there's always a better image and sometimes when we're struggling with our faith, we think, you know, when someone said, my life right now, I've got this happening and this happening and this happening and where is God in all this? And what they're trying to do is find a way to reframe their situation because it never occurs to them that they might need to reframe their image of God. Why is the old white man on a cloud to this thunderbolt not doing something about this? And they start to lose their faith in God because it can't grow. We have to get to a point where we go, wait, maybe that part that I didn't think, why would I put that on God? I preached on this a lot but it came to me relatively late in life that if God really knows the future, I can't disappoint God because I can't surprise God. I told you that a lot of times, I would love to say, I figured that out in seminary. No, no, I was trying to figure out where my dorm room was. I had different periods of life that you start to go, oh, wait now, and no one ever told me that. Do you know there's no church teaching that says we have to believe there's a single person in hell? And when you say that, people go, oh, I never heard that. I never heard that. But I've heard that person's going to hell and that person, I got those all put into the theological infallible part and started making assumptions and calling those infallible. We caught it in smaller damages. And Jesus says, I'm going to be gone. Now, he's also going to tell them in a few minutes because Jesus never wants to give them an easy, I'm going to be gone. Either way, I'll be with you always. And if you knew where I was going, you wouldn't be, you would be glad, you would be joyful. There would be reason to be joyful. You wouldn't be joyful. I mean, if your child gets the most incredible scholarship and wonderful opportunity in the world to study across the world, you're still going to be sad. You're going to be happy for the opportunity, but, you know, when they tell you that this opportunity is, you know, it's in Belgium, that's going to make people sad at some level, depending on the child. We hope, you know, a lot of them. It's okay to have this back and forth. Where is God in this? God is there. God is with Jesus on the cross. God knows where you're going to be in 500 years. God knows that everything you're going through is, he can heal you from. See, you and I live in a world where there are some wounds that just will not heal. Theology says there are some wounds that only God can't heal. And it will happen. And if God knows it's going to happen, you know, every parent knows that when you know that your child just fell and you evaluate it, you know that they're going to be fine by tomorrow, you can be sad for them because they're crying. You can't panic with them. We're going to have a panic attack. Expand the image. I'm very fond of the image that says most of us will choose familiar misery over the possibility of un-sore. Because I'm not very happy, but I know how this unhappy works. That might throw an unhappy at me that I don't know. It also might throw something amazing at you. And Jesus says, this spirit thing is going to frustrate you no end. And it's going to be better for you. And it's going to connect you to the whole world in the same way that Jesus has only connected them to one another. So we ask God to get us ready for Pentecost. To help us to secure the voice of God in that person you're pretty sure doesn't have it. To experience the voice of God in some routine that is just something that you don't like or can't figure out. To experience God where we haven't experienced God before. And to do that, we have to experience God in a way that we haven't. We are all wounded, but we don't have to live out of some brokenness. And we don't have to be mired in brokenness to want to improve things. You know, people do not go to college because high school broke. I mean, it did break some of them, but college will break them again. You know, someone said to me just last night, one of the ultrasurgeons who came out of eighth grade said, you know, I finally graduated and you know, there are a lot of crazy people in that school so next year will be better. Welcome to high school. You know, but we don't actually have to be upset with where we are. To open our minds to new images so that we can be ready for what we can't see yet. We can love the world in which we live and still want to make it better. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever loves me will keep my word,
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and my Father will love him,
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and we will come to him and make our dwelling with him.
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Whoever does not love me does not keep my words,
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yet the word you hear is not mine,
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but that of the Father who sent me.
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I have told you this while I am with you.
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The Advocate, the Holy Spirit,
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whom the Father will send in my name
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will teach you everything
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and remind you of all that I have told you.
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Peace I leave with you.
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My peace I give to you.
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Not as the world gives do I give it to you.
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Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid.
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You have heard me tell you I am going
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and will come back to you.
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If you loved me, you would rejoice
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that I am going to the Father,
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for the Father is greater than I.
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And now I have told you this before it happens,
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so that when it happens,
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you may believe the gospel of the Lord.
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Peace be with you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This last week before we get into
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the real end times of Easter, Ascension, Pentecost,
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and then there's a couple things we call
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the Solemnities of Orchard Time,
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Audubon of Christ, Corpus Christi,
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and we have Trinity Sunday.
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Before we get into those, we always have this transition.
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Jesus is continuing to try to get them
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to be ready for something new,
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which is one of the most difficult things anyone ever does.
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So many things that people say,
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I just think that's too hard.
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No, it's just too new.
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Things, you know, people will say to me,
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you look so comfortable in the pulpit.
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I started playing piano in public
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and had to stand in front of a crowd
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and talk and sing at the age of 13.
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So I mean, I've been doing this like 20 years.
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I mean, and when I started,
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I would literally come off stage
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and have to run to the restroom to get sick to my stomach.
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I would do it, it was terrible.
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And you know, and so was it hard?
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No, it was new.
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And new scares us to death.
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There's this sense where Jesus says here,
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whoever does not love me does not keep my words.
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I think this is very important.
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I don't think we quite see the point he's making
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because he's not saying, he says,
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whoever does love me keep my words
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and the Father will love him and we will come to him
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and we will make our dwelling with him.
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It does not say, and whoever does not,
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the Father will not love you
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and we will not dwell with you.
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It doesn't go there.
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What it says is, if you are really keeping the gospel,
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the spirit of the gospel, the word of the gospel,
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and remember, Jesus is referred to in this gospel,
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especially as the word, the word made flesh.
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So when he says the word, he's saying,
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you're gonna have to move from the word to the spirit.
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And how you keep the word
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will be how you keep the spirit.
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And that will only be done out of love,
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not out of fear, not out of panic, not out of hatred.
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I follow all the words, I follow all the rules
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because I don't want to go to hell.
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You're not following the word yet.
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You're not sensing because part of it is the motivation.
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It's the ability to want to change the way things are,
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not because I'm terrified at how bad things are,
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but because it could be better.
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I've been thinking today, there are a couple ideas of this,
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but I think one of the best is people who are engaged.
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Anyone, and we will tell them this,
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anyone who's getting married
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because they feel like their single light is broken,
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we want to say to them in a kind way, actually nothing.
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We want to say to their fiance, run the other way.
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Because they think this marriage are going to fix them.
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Make marriages that are successful
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are when people who say,
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I have found a way to be perfectly whole, single.
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I now, you know, I can make that better,
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but it doesn't mean it's broken.
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I hate that.
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If it's not broken, don't fix it.
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If your life isn't falling apart,
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don't get out of the chair.
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We can want to improve our lives, improve our world,
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build something better
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without somehow denigrating the way things are.
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But, and my suspicion is especially in modern times,
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the marketing technique is to make sure
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that you really truly believe
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that your life is just not going to hold together
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without our new toothpaste.
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Marketing wants to make us feel like we need something like,
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that's going to really make my life livable.
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But to do that, first we have to convince you
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that your life is a piece of garbage.
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And now we can fix it.
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One of the phrases I've just,
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another platitude that falls into this category
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is we'll be saying, well,
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is we'll be saying, well, this is as good as it gets.
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And that's a more positive spin.
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It's not, this is as good as it gets.
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That can lead us down really horrible pathways as well.
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I have two stories.
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I probably, I don't know if I ever told it here,
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but I know I've told this a few times over the years.
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I've tried not to tell it too often
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because I don't come off well.
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But the first story I come off better.
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When I'm teaching voice,
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when I'm trying to get someone into their high range,
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into their, what we call the head voice,
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even what they call flute extension for color tourists.
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When I'm trying to get them into that sound,
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you know, they've got this great core sound
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and they like it and they love it.
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And try to get them to do something
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they haven't done before is like,
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it's like pulling teeth,
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which is really a bad vocal technique.
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You know, it's like, you know,
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you just can't get someone to try something new.
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It'll sound strange.
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The universe itself will laugh at me.
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And I always tell them,
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voice lessons are where we make all of our bad sounds.
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Oh, well, that's where we make most of our bad sounds.
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We still sing and all that.
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Everything, anything can happen.
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But what I'll do is I'll get them to make,
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eventually, and I have to walk them through how to do it,
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what are the uglier sounds
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they have never made in their life?
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And if I can get them to that point
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where they start to sound like Kermit the Frog
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with a bronchial infection and a couple of crap ribs,
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I'll say, okay, now stay in that sound.
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Get it even uglier.
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And now that you're there,
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I want you to start taking the scale up.
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And I'll allow them to get,
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all of a sudden, they hit a moment
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because they're in this ugly space.
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All of a sudden, the high notes get incredible.
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So now all we have to do is build a bridge between the two voices.
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Then it's easy.
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But you have to get them to do something
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they've never done before.
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Maybe the way I'm doing it isn't the perfect image.
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I have to let go of the image I am,
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of how it's supposed to be done,
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to find what's been waiting.
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The story where I don't come off this well
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happened when I was at St. Thomas More,
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which was like 30 years ago,
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or getting close to 30 years now.
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At St. Thomas More, I had to go get daily contacts.
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Ooh, they'd just come out
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with daily disposable contact lenses.
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And I've been wearing the ones
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that you throw out every two weeks.
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And so as I go get them,
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she has to explain, you know,
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the optometrist is telling me,
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oh, it's very similar,
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and at the end of the day,
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you don't sleep in on the whole routine.
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And I go to put them in,
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and she goes, let me see you put them in.
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And I go to put them in.
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She goes, wait, you got that one backwards.
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It's flipped.
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So I look at it, and I go, oh, no, no.
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And she's sitting three feet away.
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I'm like, no, no, it's fine.
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No, it's flipped.
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Of course, I don't have my contact in,
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so I can't tell.
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And I said, Tamiya looks like the lip is going out.
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She goes, yes, that's the wrong way.
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What?
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And she says, so how long
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you been wearing them that way?
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12 years.
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Come on.
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Because the very first technician told me
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it should look like a soup bowl, you know.
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So maybe they had weird soup bowls.
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I don't know.
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Or they just didn't know what they were doing.
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But that was the image I was given.
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And I said to her, I said, but they work fine.
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She goes, aren't they uncomfortable?
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I'm like, that's what you put up with, with hot things.
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For 12 years.
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That's as good as it gets.
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It recurred to me to question and say,
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wait, Mindy is told something wrong.
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Every image of God that we feel came to us
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from the infallible church,
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came to us from some infallible source,
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which was then passed on by at least 50 people.
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If you play the little telephone,
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you know, the gossip game.
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For those of you who are not my age,
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this is how we used to have to hold telephone.
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It's a, you go right on top of the icebox.
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There was this sort of sense that,
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you know, well, you know, my image of God is,
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and Jesus says today,
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gotta get rid of those easier images.
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Any image you had as a kid
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is not gonna help you over the age of 30.
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Because you can't conceive at the age of seven
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of the image of God that you're going to need as an adult.
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We are, you know, we have different limits
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and we will never outgrow the next possible vision of God
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because God is infinite.
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So there's always a better image
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and sometimes when we're struggling with our faith,
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we think, you know, when someone said,
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my life right now, I've got this happening
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and this happening and this happening
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and where is God in all this?
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And what they're trying to do is find a way
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to reframe their situation
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because it never occurs to them
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that they might need to reframe their image of God.
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Why is the old white man on a cloud
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to this thunderbolt not doing something about this?
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And they start to lose their faith in God
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because it can't grow.
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We have to get to a point where we go,
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wait, maybe that part that I didn't think,
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why would I put that on God?
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I preached on this a lot
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but it came to me relatively late in life
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that if God really knows the future,
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I can't disappoint God because I can't surprise God.
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I told you that a lot of times,
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I would love to say, I figured that out in seminary.
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No, no, I was trying to figure out
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where my dorm room was.
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I had different periods of life
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that you start to go, oh, wait now,
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and no one ever told me that.
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Do you know there's no church teaching
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that says we have to believe
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there's a single person in hell?
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And when you say that, people go,
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oh, I never heard that.
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I never heard that.
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But I've heard that person's going to hell
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and that person, I got those all put
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into the theological infallible part
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and started making assumptions
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and calling those infallible.
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We caught it in smaller damages.
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And Jesus says, I'm going to be gone.
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Now, he's also going to tell them in a few minutes
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because Jesus never wants to give them an easy,
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I'm going to be gone.
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Either way, I'll be with you always.
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And if you knew where I was going,
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you wouldn't be, you would be glad,
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you would be joyful.
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There would be reason to be joyful.
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You wouldn't be joyful.
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I mean, if your child gets
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the most incredible scholarship
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and wonderful opportunity in the world
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to study across the world,
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you're still going to be sad.
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You're going to be happy for the opportunity,
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but, you know, when they tell you
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that this opportunity is, you know,
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it's in Belgium, that's going to make people sad
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at some level, depending on the child.
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We hope, you know, a lot of them.
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It's okay to have this back and forth.
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Where is God in this?
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God is there.
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God is with Jesus on the cross.
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God knows where you're going to be in 500 years.
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God knows that everything you're going through
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is, he can heal you from.
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See, you and I live in a world where
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there are some wounds that just will not heal.
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Theology says there are some wounds
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that only God can't heal.
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And it will happen.
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And if God knows it's going to happen,
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you know, every parent knows
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that when you know that your child just fell
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and you evaluate it,
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you know that they're going to be fine by tomorrow,
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you can be sad for them because they're crying.
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You can't panic with them.
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We're going to have a panic attack.
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Expand the image.
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I'm very fond of the image that says
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most of us will choose familiar misery
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over the possibility of un-sore.
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Because I'm not very happy,
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but I know how this unhappy works.
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That might throw an unhappy at me that I don't know.
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It also might throw something amazing at you.
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And Jesus says, this spirit thing
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is going to frustrate you no end.
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And it's going to be better for you.
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And it's going to connect you to the whole world
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in the same way that Jesus has only connected them
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to one another.
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So we ask God to get us ready for Pentecost.
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To help us to secure the voice of God in that person
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you're pretty sure doesn't have it.
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To experience the voice of God in some routine
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that is just something that you don't like
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or can't figure out.
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To experience God where we haven't experienced God before.
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And to do that, we have to experience God
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in a way that we haven't.
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We are all wounded,
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but we don't have to live out of some brokenness.
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And we don't have to be mired in brokenness
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to want to improve things.
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You know, people do not go to college
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because high school broke.
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I mean, it did break some of them,
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but college will break them again.
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You know, someone said to me just last night,
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one of the ultrasurgeons who came out of eighth grade said,
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you know, I finally graduated
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and you know, there are a lot of crazy people in that school
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so next year will be better.
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Welcome to high school.
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You know, but we don't actually have to be upset
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with where we are.
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To open our minds to new images
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so that we can be ready for what we can't see yet.
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We can love the world in which we live
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and still want to make it better.
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We can appreciate and love the earth we live on
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and still breathe of heaven.
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Father Pat's message centers on the invitation Father Pat's message centers on the invitation of Jesus to embrace change, growth, and the indwelling of God's Spirit not through fear or obligation, but through love. He reflects on Jesus’ words about keeping His commandments as a response of love—not as a rigid system of rules to avoid punishment, but as a living relationship with the Word made flesh. Father Pat emphasizes that true transformation often begins not with correcting what is broken, but with embracing the unfamiliar, the new, and the uncomfortable. He challenges us to re-examine the inherited images of God we carry, to let go of outdated or limiting perceptions, and to allow the Holy Spirit to expand our understanding, especially as we approach Pentecost. His message encourages trust in the unknown, love as the foundation of faith, and openness to God's presence in unexpected places and people.
In a more profound and theological reflection, Father Pat unpacks Jesus’ words in the Gospel of John, particularly the intimate connection between love, obedience, and divine indwelling. He begins by emphasizing that Jesus is preparing His disciples for a seismic shift—the transition from His physical presence to the spiritual presence of the Holy Spirit. This shift, as Father Pat notes, is not merely a historical moment but a spiritual pattern: God frequently invites us into newness, into uncharted territory, and what we often perceive as difficult is simply unfamiliar. He illustrates this with personal anecdotes—his own journey in public speaking and music, and a humorous story about wearing contact lenses incorrectly for twelve years—to show how deeply ingrained habits and images can blind us to better realities.
A core theological insight he offers is the challenge of moving from the Word to the Spirit. In Johannine theology, Jesus is the Word made flesh, and to “keep His word” is more than moral obedience—it’s about remaining in the spirit and essence of Christ's love. Father Pat warns against legalistic religiosity rooted in fear—doing good to avoid hell—as fundamentally missing the point. True discipleship is motivated by love and grounded in the desire for transformation, not out of self-loathing or panic, but out of hope and the belief that life can be fuller, more radiant, more aligned with God's kingdom.
He critiques the cultural tendency, especially in consumer marketing, to convince us that we are fundamentally broken so that we will buy solutions. This mindset, he observes, easily seeps into our spiritual life, tempting us to believe that God only enters when things are falling apart. But the Christian vision, he insists, is not about fixing brokenness alone—sometimes it's about expanding into new dimensions of life and faith, even if things are already “good.” He uses the analogy of someone entering marriage not to fix their life, but to enrich a life already whole, to demonstrate that growth and transformation are not always responses to crisis but sometimes to the beckoning of divine possibility.
Father Pat then turns to the idea that our spiritual stagnation often arises from clinging to inherited images of God that no longer serve us. He provocatively suggests that many of our images of God—like the old man on a cloud with thunderbolts—are childhood constructs that cannot sustain adult faith. Because God is infinite, our images of God must keep evolving. When people struggle with faith amidst suffering, they don’t just need to reframe their circumstances—they may need to reframe their God. Disillusionment with God often stems from outdated images that cannot accommodate the complexity of adult suffering, loss, or longing.
Importantly, he offers a liberating theological assertion: if God truly knows all things, including the future, then we cannot disappoint God. This challenges deeply entrenched notions of divine wrath or rejection and invites us into a more grace-filled vision of divine omniscience and compassion. He also reminds us that the Church has no dogmatic teaching requiring belief in any specific person being in hell—a radical, hopeful note that many faithful have never heard, though it is fully orthodox.
Father Pat concludes with a pastoral reminder: Jesus’ promise of peace is not the shallow peace of the world but a peace rooted in divine presence and purpose. As we move toward Pentecost, we are called to open ourselves to the Spirit’s voice—especially in those people or places where we least expect it. Spiritual maturity requires courage to enter unfamiliar spaces, to let go of what we think we know, and to trust that God is always leading us toward deeper communion. This message is not one of condemnation, but of invitation—to love more deeply, to see more clearly, and to walk more boldly into the future God is preparing....
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