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49
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Foretaste of the Resurrection
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Father Pat
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2017-08-06
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2017-08-06-foretaste-of-the-resurrection-49.mp3
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853
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And when the disciples raised their eyes, they saw no one else but Jesus alone. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The transfiguration, which we get, you know, it only comes on Sunday about once every seven years, because it's a feast that's by the solar year. It's August 6th every year, no matter what day it falls on. This transfiguration is August 6th. And it's a feast where we look to this moment where they finally see Jesus as he is, as he always has been. And in this case, because there's a graced moment, a miraculous moment, where their eyes are open and they're able to see it. For most of us, the transfiguration has to happen in the exact opposite way. We have to finally be willing to let people see who we are. It's not that they don't have eyes that can see, it's that we've got barriers and facades up right and left so that no one sees who we are. As a matter of fact, even when we think of people in our life that we say, you know, they're just, you know, there's no duplicitness at all. They're just, that's exactly who they are. I don't know, it's so hard to really just be who you are at all times, you know. There's always, we've got so many layers of cultural meaning on everything we do. You know, when you're speaking with someone and you yawn. Now, we now know that means you needed oxygen. It doesn't really mean they're boring. But someone told you that it means they're boring and now you don't want them to think that you think they're boring and so you try not to yawn. We just, the layers of facade that we get going on. You know, if you could see me as I truly am, I've probably been sleeping for 40 minutes. It's been a long morning. You know, I mean, there's always appearance and transfiguration is all about the appearance of Jesus that changes. None of the core, he doesn't become something he wasn't before. It's just the appearance. And in all of our lives, there sort of comes various times when who we are appearing to be in the world is no longer containing the reality of who we wanna be. I have known people over the years, it's almost comical sometimes when you see people who are just so comfortable with who they are. It's just, there's a real transparency. There was a man in my last parish, Bud Lederhaus. I've never met anyone mean enough to not like Bud Lederhaus. He was the nicest man I'd ever met. And he just, I think some people thought he was sort of simple in the head. He wasn't. It's just that if the nuclear bomb went off and he saw the wave coming and knew there was nothing he could do, he'd be like, oh, this is gonna hurt. He just didn't get panicky over things. And the story I will always remember about him because I've never seen a slower burn laugh in a church. I mean, for like five minutes, people couldn't keep it together. Bud was reading and he gets up, and St. Rose was an old box church, I mean, you know, just straight aisle up the center. And he comes up and he opens up and he starts reading. At about the time he pulls the book out, a boxer dog whose head was about up to here had gotten in the back of church and comes trotting down the aisle. And everyone in the church sees it but Bud, and he just opens it up and he says, you know, a reading from the book of the prophet Daniel. As I watched, oh, hi, pooch. Thomas. And he just goes right on like nothing has happened. And the dog turns around and trots back out. And little by little, everyone looks at each other like, did that just happen? And everyone starts giggling, Bud, just kept reading, got done. There's something so attractive and charming about someone who is just who they are. It's a rare moment. And this story has two levels to it. First, there's this moment where they see Jesus as he is, but then, even more, it sort of deconstructs their faith. Because the vision becomes everything that it would be for you and I, too. First, what they do is they see Jesus, and as they start to see him, they begin to see what they need him to be. They see him with Moses and Elijah, the law and the prophets of their faith. Moses, the great bringer of the law, Elijah, the great prophet. They see him with the law and the prophets because that's the context that makes sense for them for the Messiah they were waiting for. And then the voice comes and says, listen to him, and the law, Moses, is gone, and Elijah, the prophets, is gone, and they're left with this gospel of Jesus. We can't get our head around the shockingly, just gratingly new direction that that must have heralded for them. It's almost, you know, for a Catholic, that is, you know, having a vision of someone that you've just met in the last couple years who seems to, you know, have a nice spirituality, and you listen to them a lot, and all of a sudden you have a vision of them with the pope and the saints on one side and Mary, mother of God, on the other, and you think, well, there they are. That's Catholicism. And then the voice of God says, oh, listen to that one, and the pope and the saints disappear. And Mary, mother of God, disappears. And God says, oh, no, just listen to that one. I mean, their faith was deconstructed right in front of them and they're left with this gospel of Jesus, and Jesus just gives them a mission. He doesn't give them all the tricks to save themselves. He gives them a mission in the world. In recent times, there've been some of the voices locally that have said, we were at a conference for Catholic schools and one of the voices locally in the church says, our job is to get these children to heaven. Now, being a little cantankerous, I had a plan for that. I said, what we need to do is get God to send his son to die on the cross. Oh, wait, no, it's already been done. Maybe our job isn't to get them to heaven. Maybe our job is to get them to be good people in the world, to give them the gospel, not this trapping or that trapping, the gospel. You know, I was very happy, you know, we're unfolding after mass. You can go in and see all the new plans for the building we're building, and I love that we're doing that on Transfiguration Sunday. We are changing our appearance to match the amazing amount of work that this parish does internally and has always done. And we've grown to our edges, and so we're building a new space to put ministries out of and to be able to welcome people in in new ways, and we've outgrown our appearance in the world. And it's fascinating to watch, as I now look at the new plans came in. It really is fun to go look at those pictures after mass. It's in the RCIA room. And after mass, a lot is happening, I'm telling you right now. They're in there, and we're still getting pledges, we're still getting money, so we're still asking for money for the building project, and I'll tell you the numbers in a minute. We're also asking for school supplies. And wouldn't you know, this week is the blood drive. So those of you who keep thinking, what are they gonna ask for next, blood? And just when you think we've crossed every other line, October, which is vocations month, is right around the corner, and we'll be asking for your children. But it's fascinating to watch when a community says, look, there's a lot of trappings. There's a lot of people who their entire faith is, did they wear the right color that week, and did they, oh, was the prayer, were those the right words, and did all the formulas get done? And then there are those who have that core of a gospel that say, no, our job is to do what we need so that we can reach as many people as we can. And some of that is transfiguration. In other words, some of that is our physical appearance in the world that we have to have to have a base to work out of. The opposite in theology, believe it or not, the opposite of transfiguration is transubstantiation. Transubstantiation means the appearance of the bread does not change at all. All the parts of the bread that you think, when people say, well, does it still have this, Pope Paul VI, I think, put it best. None of the, the way he put it, none of the molecular structure of the bread is disturbed. If you need science, you know, that's science. When you hear about someone who says in Europe, they had a miracle and they sliced the host and stained it and put it under and saw human blood cells, or that was a thing that was done back in the 70s, basically someone desecrated a host, nothing else happened there. And they came up with the result they wanted. The bread is molecularly bread, but the substance, the soul, the spirit, something underneath that changes. Transubstantiation says nothing of Jesus changed, just the appearance, because, as we hear in the prayers, because they were going to need that. The disciples were gonna need that vision to get through the hard times ahead. In order for them to do the mission they needed, they were gonna need something more hopeful to work out of. And so, you know, for us as a parish, I'm shocked. I mean, we've only gotten about half of the parish in so far, and we are at 6.43 million. I mean, we're at two thirds of our need. We're looking at about two million more. And these numbers to me are huge, but what you'll see in the drawings is we've moved the big building over to this side of the campus, instead of popping the top and going up two stories, because being on Harrison changes everything. I have learned words I never thought I'd know. It turns out that an easement is not when my siblings come in from out of town to help with mom. That is, you know, and water tables are not sold at Bed Bath & Beyond. I didn't know any of this stuff. Water table over here is different, so when we put the building over here, we can have a basement. We can have a full basement, meeting rooms, great stuff. You know, but all of this, all of this transfiguring has to do with the fact that who we have become as a mission has outgrown the physical presence in the world, and that's amazingly good news. It's so amazing to watch a parish who, you know, I'll be honest, 16 years ago when they redid this space, they lost seating because they felt the community was getting smaller. You know, it was gonna be, we were gonna have a little more of an intimate feel. This community is growing at an amazing rate, and we're right now adding about 150 families a year. I was gonna put a sign out, you know, our little school sign. The principal wouldn't let me put out accepting applications for 2025. We are gaining, it's a growing venture, and you know, as I mentioned earlier this year, we've had service days where families come to help the poor, and we've actually had, one time we had like 250 families show up, and after that we had to start telling volunteers, no more volunteers can come to help the poor this weekend. We don't have room. It's kind of a dream problem to have. Too many people wanting to help the poor. And so it's exciting to see, but that's transfiguration. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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The Lord be with you, O Lord.
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Jesus took Peter, James, and his brother John
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and led them up a high mountain by themselves.
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And he was transfigured before them.
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His face shone like the sun, and his clothes
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became white as light.
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And behold, Moses and Elijah appeared to them,
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conversing with him.
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Then Peter said to Jesus in reply, Lord,
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it is good that we are here.
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If you wish, I will make three tents, one for you,
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one for Moses, and one for Elijah.
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While he was still speaking, behold, a bright cloud
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cast a shadow over them.
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Then from the cloud came a voice that said,
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this is my beloved son, with whom I am well pleased.
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Listen to him.
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When the disciples heard this, they fell prostrate
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and were very much afraid.
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But Jesus came, touched them, and said,
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rise, do not be afraid.
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And when the disciples raised their eyes,
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they saw no one else but Jesus alone.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The transfiguration, which we get,
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you know, it only comes on Sunday about once
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every seven years, because it's a feast that's
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by the solar year.
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It's August 6th every year, no matter what day it falls on.
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This transfiguration is August 6th.
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And it's a feast where we look to this moment
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where they finally see Jesus as he is,
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as he always has been.
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And in this case, because there's a graced moment,
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a miraculous moment, where their eyes are open
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and they're able to see it.
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For most of us, the transfiguration has to happen
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in the exact opposite way.
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We have to finally be willing to let people see who we are.
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It's not that they don't have eyes that can see,
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it's that we've got barriers and facades up right and left
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so that no one sees who we are.
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As a matter of fact, even when we think of people
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in our life that we say, you know, they're just,
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you know, there's no duplicitness at all.
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They're just, that's exactly who they are.
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I don't know, it's so hard to really just be
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who you are at all times, you know.
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There's always, we've got so many layers
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of cultural meaning on everything we do.
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You know, when you're speaking with someone
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and you yawn.
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Now, we now know that means you needed oxygen.
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It doesn't really mean they're boring.
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But someone told you that it means they're boring
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and now you don't want them to think
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that you think they're boring and so you try not to yawn.
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We just, the layers of facade that we get going on.
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You know, if you could see me as I truly am,
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I've probably been sleeping for 40 minutes.
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It's been a long morning.
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You know, I mean, there's always appearance
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and transfiguration is all about the appearance
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of Jesus that changes.
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None of the core, he doesn't become
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something he wasn't before.
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It's just the appearance.
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And in all of our lives, there sort of comes various times
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when who we are appearing to be in the world
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is no longer containing the reality of who we wanna be.
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I have known people over the years,
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it's almost comical sometimes when you see people
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who are just so comfortable with who they are.
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It's just, there's a real transparency.
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There was a man in my last parish, Bud Lederhaus.
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I've never met anyone mean enough
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to not like Bud Lederhaus.
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He was the nicest man I'd ever met.
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And he just, I think some people thought
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he was sort of simple in the head.
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He wasn't.
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It's just that if the nuclear bomb went off
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and he saw the wave coming
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and knew there was nothing he could do,
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he'd be like, oh, this is gonna hurt.
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He just didn't get panicky over things.
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And the story I will always remember about him
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because I've never seen a slower burn laugh in a church.
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I mean, for like five minutes,
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people couldn't keep it together.
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Bud was reading and he gets up,
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and St. Rose was an old box church,
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I mean, you know, just straight aisle up the center.
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And he comes up and he opens up and he starts reading.
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At about the time he pulls the book out,
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a boxer dog whose head was about up to here
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had gotten in the back of church
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and comes trotting down the aisle.
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And everyone in the church sees it but Bud,
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and he just opens it up and he says, you know,
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a reading from the book of the prophet Daniel.
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As I watched, oh, hi, pooch.
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Thomas.
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And he just goes right on like nothing has happened.
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And the dog turns around and trots back out.
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And little by little, everyone looks at each other like,
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did that just happen?
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And everyone starts giggling, Bud,
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just kept reading, got done.
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There's something so attractive and charming
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about someone who is just who they are.
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It's a rare moment.
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And this story has two levels to it.
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First, there's this moment where they see Jesus as he is,
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but then, even more, it sort of deconstructs their faith.
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Because the vision becomes everything
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that it would be for you and I, too.
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First, what they do is they see Jesus,
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and as they start to see him,
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they begin to see what they need him to be.
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They see him with Moses and Elijah,
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the law and the prophets of their faith.
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Moses, the great bringer of the law,
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Elijah, the great prophet.
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They see him with the law and the prophets
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because that's the context that makes sense for them
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for the Messiah they were waiting for.
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And then the voice comes and says,
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listen to him, and the law, Moses, is gone,
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and Elijah, the prophets, is gone,
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and they're left with this gospel of Jesus.
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We can't get our head around the shockingly,
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just gratingly new direction
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that that must have heralded for them.
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It's almost, you know, for a Catholic,
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that is, you know, having a vision
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of someone that you've just met in the last couple years
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who seems to, you know, have a nice spirituality,
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and you listen to them a lot,
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and all of a sudden you have a vision of them
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with the pope and the saints on one side
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and Mary, mother of God, on the other,
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and you think, well, there they are.
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That's Catholicism.
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And then the voice of God says,
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oh, listen to that one,
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and the pope and the saints disappear.
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And Mary, mother of God, disappears.
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And God says, oh, no, just listen to that one.
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I mean, their faith was deconstructed right in front of them
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and they're left with this gospel of Jesus,
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and Jesus just gives them a mission.
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He doesn't give them all the tricks to save themselves.
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He gives them a mission in the world.
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In recent times, there've been some of the voices locally
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that have said, we were at a conference for Catholic schools
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and one of the voices locally in the church says,
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our job is to get these children to heaven.
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Now, being a little cantankerous,
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I had a plan for that.
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I said, what we need to do is get God to send his son
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to die on the cross.
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Oh, wait, no, it's already been done.
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Maybe our job isn't to get them to heaven.
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Maybe our job is to get them to be good people in the world,
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to give them the gospel,
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not this trapping or that trapping, the gospel.
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You know, I was very happy, you know,
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we're unfolding after mass.
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You can go in and see all the new plans
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for the building we're building,
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and I love that we're doing that on Transfiguration Sunday.
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We are changing our appearance to match
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the amazing amount of work that this parish does internally
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and has always done.
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And we've grown to our edges,
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and so we're building a new space to put ministries out of
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and to be able to welcome people in in new ways,
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and we've outgrown our appearance in the world.
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And it's fascinating to watch,
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as I now look at the new plans came in.
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It really is fun to go look at those pictures after mass.
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It's in the RCIA room.
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And after mass, a lot is happening,
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I'm telling you right now.
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They're in there, and we're still getting pledges,
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we're still getting money,
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so we're still asking for money for the building project,
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and I'll tell you the numbers in a minute.
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We're also asking for school supplies.
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And wouldn't you know, this week is the blood drive.
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So those of you who keep thinking,
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what are they gonna ask for next, blood?
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And just when you think we've crossed every other line,
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October, which is vocations month,
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is right around the corner,
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and we'll be asking for your children.
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But it's fascinating to watch when a community says,
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look, there's a lot of trappings.
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There's a lot of people who their entire faith is,
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did they wear the right color that week,
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and did they, oh, was the prayer,
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were those the right words,
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and did all the formulas get done?
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And then there are those who have that core of a gospel
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that say, no, our job is to do what we need
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so that we can reach as many people as we can.
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And some of that is transfiguration.
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In other words, some of that is our physical appearance
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in the world that we have to have
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to have a base to work out of.
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The opposite in theology, believe it or not,
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the opposite of transfiguration is transubstantiation.
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Transubstantiation means the appearance of the bread
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does not change at all.
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All the parts of the bread that you think,
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when people say, well, does it still have this,
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Pope Paul VI, I think, put it best.
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None of the, the way he put it,
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none of the molecular structure of the bread is disturbed.
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If you need science, you know, that's science.
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When you hear about someone who says in Europe,
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they had a miracle and they sliced the host
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and stained it and put it under
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and saw human blood cells,
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or that was a thing that was done back in the 70s,
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basically someone desecrated a host,
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nothing else happened there.
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And they came up with the result they wanted.
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The bread is molecularly bread,
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but the substance, the soul, the spirit,
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something underneath that changes.
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Transubstantiation says nothing of Jesus changed,
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just the appearance, because, as we hear in the prayers,
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because they were going to need that.
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The disciples were gonna need that vision
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to get through the hard times ahead.
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In order for them to do the mission they needed,
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they were gonna need something more hopeful to work out of.
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And so, you know, for us as a parish, I'm shocked.
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I mean, we've only gotten about half of the parish in
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so far, and we are at 6.43 million.
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I mean, we're at two thirds of our need.
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We're looking at about two million more.
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And these numbers to me are huge,
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but what you'll see in the drawings is
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we've moved the big building over to this side
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of the campus, instead of popping the top
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and going up two stories, because being on Harrison
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changes everything.
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I have learned words I never thought I'd know.
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It turns out that an easement is not when my siblings
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come in from out of town to help with mom.
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That is, you know, and water tables are not sold
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at Bed Bath & Beyond.
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I didn't know any of this stuff.
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Water table over here is different,
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so when we put the building over here,
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we can have a basement.
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We can have a full basement, meeting rooms, great stuff.
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You know, but all of this, all of this transfiguring
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has to do with the fact that who we have become
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as a mission has outgrown the physical presence
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in the world, and that's amazingly good news.
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It's so amazing to watch a parish who, you know,
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I'll be honest, 16 years ago when they redid this space,
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they lost seating because they felt the community
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was getting smaller.
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You know, it was gonna be, we were gonna have
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a little more of an intimate feel.
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This community is growing at an amazing rate,
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and we're right now adding about 150 families a year.
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I was gonna put a sign out, you know,
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our little school sign.
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The principal wouldn't let me put out
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accepting applications for 2025.
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We are gaining, it's a growing venture,
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and you know, as I mentioned earlier this year,
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we've had service days where families come
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to help the poor, and we've actually had,
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one time we had like 250 families show up,
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and after that we had to start telling volunteers,
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no more volunteers can come to help the poor this weekend.
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We don't have room.
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It's kind of a dream problem to have.
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Too many people wanting to help the poor.
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And so it's exciting to see, but that's transfiguration.
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Who we are is still who we are.
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The appearance is gonna change.
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We've got a great architect who is,
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I do hope as many of you can,
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you'll have to go back to the RCIA room.
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We were gonna do it outside,
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and we got one of the three rainy mornings
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we've had this summer, so it's in the RCIA room,
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but I hope after mass you'll go look at that,
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because it is exciting to see a new appearance,
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but as exciting as it is, what is most exciting
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is that what's inside the appearance, the community,
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is still a group that doesn't get caught up
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in the momentary charisma of prophecies,
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doesn't get caught up in the minutia of the law,
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but has a core that is the gospel of Christ,
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and as long as that is our core,
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our appearance can change a million times,
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and we will still discover right there in our life
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and in our mission and in our reaching out
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that we have found the gospel of Christ
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and the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of authenticity, both in our personal faith journeys and in our communal life as Church. Using the Feast of the Transfiguration as a focal point, he reflects on how Jesus reveals his divine identity not by becoming something new, but by allowing his true nature to be seen. In contrast, we often hide our true selves behind layers of social expectations and self-protection. Father Pat challenges us to embrace a kind of transfiguration where we, individually and as a parish, grow into the outward expression of the inner mission we are called to live. He encourages a faith that is rooted not in religious trappings or formulas, but in living the Gospel with integrity, transparency, and mission-oriented purpose. The transformation of the parish’s physical space is symbolic of the deeper transformation happening within—a community growing in spirit, service, and commitment to the Gospel.
The Gospel account of the Transfiguration reveals Jesus’ divine identity in a sudden, radiant moment witnessed by Peter, James, and John. Father Pat emphasizes that this moment did not change Jesus’ essence, but merely revealed what had always been true—his divine nature, now visible in glory. For the disciples, this revelation came as both a confirmation and a disruption. They saw Jesus alongside Moses and Elijah—representatives of the Law and the Prophets—which fit their expectations of the Messiah. But then, in a profound moment of divine clarity, a voice from heaven declares, “This is my beloved Son… listen to him,” and Moses and Elijah vanish, leaving only Jesus. This signals a radical theological shift: the authority of the Law and the Prophets gives way to the primacy of the Gospel. The disciples’ understanding of their faith is deconstructed, and they are left with Jesus alone, the new and singular foundation of their mission. It is not enough to admire the moment—they must now live it, embody it, and carry it forward.
Father Pat draws a parallel between this spiritual transfiguration and the internal and external transformations we are called to embrace. While Jesus’ transfiguration revealed his true self, our own journey often requires the opposite: stripping away the layers of pretense and fear to let others see who we truly are. He reflects on how difficult it is to live with that kind of transparency in a world full of social facades and coded behaviors. Even simple interactions—like suppressing a yawn to avoid offending someone—reveal how deeply we are conditioned to hide our true selves. Yet, it is precisely in becoming who we truly are, without artifice, that we reflect something of the divine. He illustrates this with the story of Bud Lederhaus, a parishioner whose unaffected authenticity brought joy and gentleness to those around him. Such people, Father Pat notes, are rare and beautiful reflections of the Gospel lived simply and honestly.
In this spirit, Father Pat shifts focus to the parish community, which is undergoing its own form of transfiguration. The physical expansion of the parish facilities is not about vanity or prestige, but a response to the growth and vitality of its mission. Just as Jesus' appearance changed to reveal divine reality, so too must the parish’s outward form evolve to reflect the inner life it supports. The building project is a sign that the community’s mission has outgrown its current structure—it is a symbol of a faith that is active, vibrant, and deeply engaged in service. From blood drives to school supply collections, from welcoming new families to serving the poor, the parish is living out the Gospel in tangible ways. Father Pat challenges a narrow vision of faith that focuses only on personal salvation or rigid adherence to religious forms. He critiques the idea that the Church’s job is simply to “get people to heaven,” reminding us that Christ has already accomplished that through the cross. Our mission, then, is to form people who live the Gospel here and now—people who are good, generous, and rooted in Christ.
Father Pat also draws a powerful theological contrast between transfiguration and transubstantiation. In the Eucharist, the appearance of the bread remains unchanged, but its substance—the deepest reality—becomes the Body of Christ. By contrast, in the Transfiguration, the substance of Jesus remains unchanged, but his appearance shifts dramatically. Both mysteries invite us to perceive spiritual truths beyond surface appearances. They remind us that the essence of faith is not in outward forms alone, but in the deep interior transformation that occurs when we encounter Christ and allow His Gospel to reshape our lives.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is one of hope and vision. He sees in the parish’s growth and transformation a sign that the community is living the Gospel authentically. The new building plans are exciting, not just because they provide more space, but because they are the fruit of a mission that is bearing abundance. As long as the community remains centered on the Gospel—on Jesus alone—then changes in appearance, structure, or strategy will only enhance its ability to serve. Like the disciples at the Transfiguration, the parish is being prepared for a deeper mission. And like them, we are invited to rise, not be afraid, and carry forward the Gospel into the world with courage, clarity, and compassion....
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The Gospel of the Lord. Today's gospel has, um, it kind of always has that flaw in it that happens when you try to take a metaphor apart, sometimes to its painful end, and you try to make it, make a little too much sense. And so, you know, there's this probably earlier parable about, you know, sometimes seed falls on good land and sometimes it doesn't. Later on as they try to explain what each one of those might mean, it's, you know, it's a great literary technique. It sort of, to me, looks like the prototype for eager doctoral students down the road. You know, how can I pull apart each little thing and make this one apply to this part of life? But what happens is it falls apart right when you need it. And when it gets to, you know, so what is the seed in the good soil? And the answer is, oh, well, that's the one that works. And so basically it says, you know, you'll know the seed is planted in good soil, you know, only at the autopsy. We can go back then and say, must have worked. Must have been good soil. But it doesn't give us a sense what that means. The whole parable has to be put in a context of giving us a larger message, which is we kind of like to think we go out and we, you know, we evangelize. We love that word nowadays. Meaning we spew out a story or a doctrine or a teaching or something that makes sense to us from my culture, my upbringing, my family. It makes sense to us, and therefore I go out and I've offered it, and anyone who doesn't respond is going to hell. When, as though the words that were given through a church doctrine or a document or a piece of scripture have a magic force to them that will compel anyone from any culture, from any faith. It simply doesn't work that way. And so, you know, the first step of evangelization, literally, if you want to go back to beating this poor agricultural metaphor to death, you know, the first job of the farmer is to know and prepare the soil. We tend to think that the first job of evangelization is planting seeds. Go out and plant seeds. I go out and, you know, we drop our amazing little pearls of wisdom everywhere, and that sort of becomes what the model of church for many people is. I say a few things, and if people don't come in the door, well, then it's their own problem. But we don't really take the time to go out and examine where people are at and where their lives have brought them, and, you know, you can't look at someone who spent their life physically or sexually abused by their father and say, I'm sorry, but the image of father is something you're just going to have to live with with God because that's our seed. It won't work in that soil. There are some people who will never be able to mutter the words our father who art in heaven without a visceral reaction, and we sometimes say, sorry, well, that's the formula. We're so committed to the pieces we have that we don't take the time to examine where people are at, what image of God is possible for them in the way they've been brought up, in the way, you know, not that our life is perfect, but, you know, sometimes we meet people whose damage is different than our own. And so, you know, we always have to go through life thinking, where are people coming from? Each culture has its own challenge. Our culture tends to rewrite the old class struggle. We like to rewrite it and pretend that we are a divided country, you know, between those on the left and those on the right because we don't like to admit that we're really divided between those on the top and those on the bottom economically. That's always the real division. We rewrite it into something that will sound nicer because it doesn't sound quite so harsh to be throwing punches across the aisle. But when you're punching those who are already down, well, that would just sound too mean, so we'll rewrite it. But it's usually the haves against the have-nots. And unfortunately, religion has, for the most part, been in the hands of the haves. It's what's driving this Pope up a tree. You know, theology is written very seldom by people who are informed by poverty, really informed by it. And so we look to this and we have to understand that, you know, where we fall apart in evangelization, wouldn't it be nice if it said, well, now, the seed sown on rich soil is the one who hears the word and because, and then gave us a whole bunch of information as to why it succeeded. We don't know why it succeeded. It just says the one that falls on good soil, oh, that's the one that worked. But no help. But you start to go, well, first thing you have to do is go back and say, okay, what is our soil? And it is an interesting analogy. I always think most of us, if you choose to be self-aware for, you know, even the first half hour of the day, you'll learn your own soil at least very quickly. You know, if you pull out of the driveway and you're already frustrated with the way traffic's going to be, that's your soil. You are ready for the seeds of frustration and not terribly ready for anything else. You know, yesterday, I had one of my rare moments, don't think this is who I am, but I was going to Arvada for a priest's dinner and when I got on the highway, it's just, this happens, oh, once every 10 years or so. I get on the highway and it is a parking lot and I can see it kind of going up the slope and nothing but cars and strangely, for just a moment, rather than seeing the five million obstacles that God had placed in my way, I just thought, man, we're all in this together, aren't we? It was a very different, I wish that were my approach more often, to go, gosh, we're all in this together. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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Hear the parable of the sower.
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The seed sown on the path
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is the one who hears the word of the kingdom
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without understanding it,
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and the evil one comes and steals away
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what was sown in his heart.
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The seed sown on rocky ground
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is the one who hears the word
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and receives it at once with joy,
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but he has no roots,
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and therefore it lasts only a time.
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When some tribulation or persecution
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comes because of the word,
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he immediately falls away.
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The seed sown among thorns
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is one who hears the word,
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but then worldly anxieties
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and the lure of riches choke the word,
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and it bears no fruit.
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But the seed sown on rich soil
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is the one who hears the word
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and understands it,
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who indeed hears fruit
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and yields a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Today's gospel has, um,
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it kind of always has that flaw in it
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that happens when you
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try to take a metaphor apart,
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sometimes to its painful end,
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and you try to make it,
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make a little too much sense.
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And so, you know,
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there's this probably earlier parable
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about, you know,
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sometimes seed falls on good land
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and sometimes it doesn't.
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Later on as they try to explain
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what each one of those might mean,
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it's, you know,
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it's a great literary technique.
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It sort of, to me,
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looks like the prototype
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for eager doctoral students
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down the road.
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You know, how can I pull apart
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each little thing
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and make this one apply
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to this part of life?
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But what happens is it falls apart
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right when you need it.
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And when it gets to, you know,
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so what is the seed in the good soil?
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And the answer is,
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oh, well, that's the one that works.
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And so basically it says,
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you know, you'll know the seed
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is planted in good soil,
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you know, only at the autopsy.
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We can go back then and say,
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must have worked.
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Must have been good soil.
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But it doesn't give us a sense
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what that means.
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The whole parable has to be put
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in a context of giving us
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a larger message,
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which is we kind of like to think
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we go out and we, you know,
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we evangelize.
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We love that word nowadays.
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Meaning we spew out a story
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or a doctrine or a teaching
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or something that makes sense to us
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from my culture, my upbringing,
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my family.
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It makes sense to us,
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and therefore I go out
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and I've offered it,
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and anyone who doesn't respond
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is going to hell.
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When, as though the words
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that were given through
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a church doctrine or a document
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or a piece of scripture
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have a magic force to them
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that will compel anyone
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from any culture, from any faith.
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It simply doesn't work that way.
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And so, you know,
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the first step of evangelization,
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literally, if you want to go back
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to beating this poor agricultural
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metaphor to death,
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you know, the first job
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of the farmer is to know
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and prepare the soil.
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We tend to think that the first job
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of evangelization is planting seeds.
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Go out and plant seeds.
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I go out and, you know,
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we drop our amazing little pearls
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of wisdom everywhere,
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and that sort of becomes
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what the model of church
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for many people is.
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I say a few things,
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and if people don't come
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in the door, well,
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then it's their own problem.
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But we don't really take the time
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to go out and examine
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where people are at
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and where their lives
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have brought them,
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and, you know, you can't look
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at someone who spent their life
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physically or sexually abused
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by their father and say,
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I'm sorry, but the image
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of father is something
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you're just going to have
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to live with with God
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because that's our seed.
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It won't work in that soil.
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There are some people
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who will never be able
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to mutter the words
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our father who art in heaven
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without a visceral reaction,
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and we sometimes say,
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sorry, well, that's the formula.
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We're so committed
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to the pieces we have
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that we don't take the time
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to examine where people are at,
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what image of God
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is possible for them
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in the way they've been brought up,
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in the way, you know,
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not that our life is perfect,
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but, you know, sometimes
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we meet people whose damage
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is different than our own.
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And so, you know,
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we always have to go
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through life thinking,
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where are people coming from?
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Each culture has its own challenge.
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Our culture tends to rewrite
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the old class struggle.
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We like to rewrite it
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and pretend that we are
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a divided country, you know,
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between those on the left
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and those on the right
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because we don't like to admit
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that we're really divided
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between those on the top
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and those on the bottom
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economically.
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That's always the real division.
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We rewrite it into something
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that will sound nicer
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because it doesn't sound
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quite so harsh
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to be throwing punches
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across the aisle.
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But when you're punching
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those who are already down,
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well, that would just
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sound too mean,
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so we'll rewrite it.
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But it's usually the haves
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against the have-nots.
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religion has, for the most part,
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been in the hands of the haves.
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It's what's driving
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this Pope up a tree.
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You know, theology is written
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very seldom by people
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who are informed by poverty,
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really informed by it.
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and we have to understand that,
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you know, where we fall apart
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in evangelization,
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wouldn't it be nice
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if it said, well, now,
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the seed sown on rich soil
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is the one who hears the word
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and because,
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and then gave us
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a whole bunch of information
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as to why it succeeded.
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We don't know why it succeeded.
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It just says the one
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that falls on good soil,
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oh, that's the one that worked.
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But no help.
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first thing you have to do
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is go back and say,
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okay, what is our soil?
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I always think most of us,
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if you choose to be self-aware
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for, you know,
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even the first half hour
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of the day,
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you'll learn your own soil
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at least very quickly.
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You know, if you pull out
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of the driveway
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and you're already frustrated
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with the way traffic's
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going to be,
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that's your soil.
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You are ready for the seeds
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of frustration
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and not terribly ready
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for anything else.
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I had one of my rare moments,
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don't think this is who I am,
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but I was going to Arvada
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for a priest's dinner
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and when I got on the highway,
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it's just, this happens,
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oh, once every 10 years or so.
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I get on the highway
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and it is a parking lot
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and I can see it kind of
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going up the slope
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and nothing but cars
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and strangely,
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for just a moment,
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rather than seeing
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the five million obstacles
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that God had placed in my way,
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I just thought,
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man, we're all in this together,
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aren't we?
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It was a very different,
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I wish that were my approach
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more often,
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to go, gosh,
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we're all in this together.
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The air is working.
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Father Pat’s message challenges a superficial inte Father Pat’s message challenges a superficial interpretation of the Parable of the Sower by highlighting the need for a deeper, more compassionate understanding of what it means to truly receive and share the Word of God. Rather than seeing evangelization as simply scattering doctrine and expecting results, Father Pat emphasizes the importance of understanding the "soil"—people's life experiences, traumas, and cultural contexts. He critiques the tendency of religious institutions and individuals to prioritize doctrine over empathy, and he reminds us that successful spiritual growth depends not just on the clarity of the message, but on the condition of the heart receiving it. True evangelization, then, begins not with speaking, but with listening, preparing the soil with humility, and acknowledging our shared human experience.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging the literary and theological complexity of the Parable of the Sower, noting how the metaphor—though powerful—can become strained when dissected too literally. He critiques the common interpretation that sees the parable as a straightforward roadmap for evangelization, where preachers simply sow the Word and blame the soil (i.e., others' hearts) if it doesn't take root. This approach, he argues, is both simplistic and spiritually arrogant. Instead, he insists that true evangelization begins not with speaking, but with understanding—understanding the soil, the context, the person.
The parable, in its more honest reading, does not give us a formula for success. It tells us that some seeds bear fruit and some do not, but it offers no insight into what makes one soil “good.” This omission is not a flaw but an invitation to humility. We are not all born with the same soil, nor do we live the same lives. Trauma, abuse, poverty, and cultural dislocation all shape how the Word is received. Father Pat draws attention to the real, visceral experiences of people who cannot relate to traditional religious imagery—such as those who have suffered under abusive fathers and are then asked to call God “Father.” These are not failures of faith, but failures of empathy and imagination on the part of the evangelizer.
He also critiques the institutional Church’s tendency to offer fixed doctrinal “seeds” without preparing the ground. The assumption that doctrine alone, divorced from context, will transform lives is deeply flawed. He challenges the Church's complicity in systems of inequality, pointing out that religion has often been shaped and taught by the economically privileged, not those who know the Gospel through the lens of suffering. The Pope’s frustration, he suggests, stems precisely from this imbalance—when theology is written without the voice of the poor, it becomes disconnected from the very people Jesus came to serve.
Father Pat invites us to look inward as well. What is the condition of our own soil? Are we receptive to grace, or are we so caught up in frustration, pride, or anxiety that we choke the Word before it can grow? He shares a personal moment of grace while stuck in traffic—a rare instance where, instead of reacting with irritation, he saw the shared humanity of those around him. That moment, he suggests, was good soil. It was a brief but real glimpse of what spiritual readiness looks like: not perfection, but openness, awareness, and compassion.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is one of profound humility and spiritual attentiveness. The work of evangelization is not about conquering or converting; it is about cultivating, listening, and walking alongside others. The mystery of why some hearts are ready and others are not is not ours to solve. What is ours is the responsibility to love, to understand, and to meet others where they are, with gentleness and grace....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 950.3400268554688, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. On that day, Jesus went out of the house and sat down by the sea. Such large crowds gathered around him that he got into a boat and sat down, and the whole crowd stood along the shore. And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying, a sower went out to sow, and as he sowed, some seed fell on the path. And birds came and ate it up. Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil. It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep, and when the sun rose, it was scorched and it withered for lack of roots. Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it. But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit, a hundred or 60 or 30 fold. Whoever has ears ought to hear. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair, it's not difficult to run into me in one either. Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. And every, you know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit is much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings, these, what we get every year, I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. You know, farm girl from the East Coast, East, Eastern Colorado Plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like, I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who, for literally 15 years ago, people say, global warming's not happening. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, either you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watch the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one, and why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater, and their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If we liked the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not gonna hope in that. I'm not gonna be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm gonna look smart. I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's gonna be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it, that their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear, protect us against those people, protect us. Always fear. In our church, this is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really, that's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there and there and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago, a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head and the story, the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests. And one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name? And he blesses her and sends her on his way, and I had said to them that I had heard this story because the girl who, at the time I heard the story, was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass and I told the priest about this and he really told me that was liturgically not good. There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart. And so I was listening to all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about, in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope, knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed, and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now, because, you know, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We gotta, today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. We'll protect our skin and our borders because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are. And so it is our hope that will give us courage. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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a sower went out to sow, and as he sowed,
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some seed fell on the path.
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And birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns
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grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or 60 or 30 fold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair, it's not difficult
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to run into me in one either.
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Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense that the one thing
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I have always, always been impressed with
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is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us, when we hear
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that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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And every, you know, it's very interesting
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to meet someone whose energy always spins
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around what's positive.
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But every bit is much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings,
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these, what we get every year, I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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You know, farm girl from the East Coast,
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East, Eastern Colorado Plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country, it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways, like, I always think,
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you know, in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is
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when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology
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and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who,
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for literally 15 years ago,
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people say, global warming's not happening.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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either you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watch the political scene
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for the last year, you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one, and why I can't vote for him
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or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated
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when it comes to theater, and their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back
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quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If we liked the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us get seduced
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by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not gonna hope in that.
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I'm not gonna be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm gonna look smart.
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I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's gonna be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it,
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that their efforts in the world will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve
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and fall apart and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things, you know, what was,
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what was your, other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate,
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we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear,
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protect us against those people, protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church, this is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse.
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Really, that's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there and there
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God who is all loving
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until he doesn't like the way people are behaving
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and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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the issue with these are not, could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven
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because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession
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and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head
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and the story, the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests.
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And one of them was just, they just can't stand
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this sort of stuff liturgically,
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but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name?
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And he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and I had said to them that I had heard this story
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because the girl who, at the time I heard the story,
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was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass
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and I told the priest about this
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and he really told me that was liturgically not good.
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There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da,
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and she was kind of upset that this priest
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took that whole thing apart.
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And so I was listening to all the different comments
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in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the,
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and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about,
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her
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the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope,
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knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed,
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and that he entered into her reality just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure that everyone
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thinks the right thing right now,
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because, you know, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We gotta, today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people who anyone,
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any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything and we'll go,
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okay, okay, because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us who God is
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and only our hope will show us the way
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to a real kingdom of light and peace.
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Father Pat's message is a passionate and heart Father Pat's message is a passionate and heartfelt call to reclaim and live from a place of deep spiritual hope. He reflects on the parable of the sower not just as a tale of faith, but as a metaphor for the human capacity to believe in a better future, even when the present feels uncertain. He challenges the tendency in both society and the Church to focus on fear, cynicism, and rigid doctrine, urging instead a return to joyful, courageous hope rooted in a loving and trustworthy God. Through personal anecdotes and social commentary, Father Pat reminds us that hope is not naïve optimism, but a necessary force for spiritual vitality, moral clarity, and authentic discipleship.
In a more detailed reflection, Father Pat begins by anchoring his homily in the Gospel parable of the sower from Matthew, highlighting its agricultural imagery as a metaphor for the spiritual life. Seeds falling on various types of soil represent the human heart’s capacity to receive the word of God, but more profoundly, Father Pat emphasizes that this parable is ultimately about hope—the belief that what we do now can yield a future harvest.
He situates this spiritual lesson in the context of contemporary life, observing how easily hope is undermined in both personal and societal spheres. Drawing from real-life examples such as political cynicism, environmental despair, and personal struggles like dieting, he illustrates how the erosion of hope leads to paralysis, soul-sickness, and moral confusion. He points out that when people lose hope, they stop acting, stop striving for change, and become consumed by fear. In his words, America has become “the land of the free and the home of the scared,” where we no longer vote or act out of vision or conviction, but from fear of the alternative.
Father Pat contrasts this despair with the joyful and consistent hope embodied by people like Father Ken Leone—a priest whose joyful presence and small acts of kindness, like blessing a child’s doll, plant seeds of faith that endure for decades. He uses this anecdote to underscore a key point: what matters most is not whether something is liturgically perfect, but whether it is spiritually fruitful. The measure of a faithful act is whether it plants seeds that grow into lasting hope and relationship with God.
He critiques a common distortion in religious imagination: an image of God that is fearsome, capricious, or punitive—what he calls “crazy God.” Such a vision, though perhaps rooted in certain scriptures or doctrines, is spiritually unsustainable because it offers no hope. Who would want to spend eternity with a God they fear more than love? Instead, Father Pat urges us to shape our theology around the God in whom we hope—a God who is trustworthy, loving, and desires our flourishing.
Father Pat also critiques the culture of intellectual and emotional detachment that masquerades as sophistication. He warns against the temptation to appear “smart” by never expressing hope, lest we be disappointed or look naïve. This, he argues, leads to a sterile life devoid of joy and possibility. He laments that many people have become so wary of being misled or being wrong that they lose the capacity for wonder and anticipation.
Ultimately, Father Pat returns to the essential truth: hope is the foundation of faith. Without hope, we do not act, we do not plant, and we do not love. Hope gives us the courage to live fully, to engage with the world, and to carry out the long and patient work of growing the Kingdom of God. If we lose hope, we lose everything. But if we ground ourselves in the God who is worthy of our hope, we find the path to peace, purpose, and spiritual fruitfulness....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 950.3400268554688, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. On that day, Jesus went out of the house and sat down by the sea. Such large crowds gathered around him that he got into a boat and sat down, and the whole crowd stood along the shore. And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying, A sower went out to sow, and as he sowed, some seed fell on the path, and birds came and ate it up. Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil. It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep, and when the sun rose, it was scorched and it withered for lack of roots. Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it. But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit, a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold. Whoever has ears ought to hear. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or have met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair. It's not difficult to run into me in one either. And, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. You know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit as much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and of all of the readings, what we get every year I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who for, literally, 15 years ago, people say, there's no, global warming's not happening, global warming. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they've thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, it either, you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watched the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one. And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater. And their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If you like the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not going to hope in that. I'm not going to be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm going to look smart. I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's going to be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it. That their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear. Protect us against those people. Protect us. Always fear. In our church. This is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really? That's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there, and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp, and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, not, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God, and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated, or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago, we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession, and you know, when kids come up, he would bless them on the head, and the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests, and one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and, you know, gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name, and he blesses her and sends her on his way, and, you know, and I had said to them, you know, that I had heard this story because the girl who at the time I heard the story was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and, you know, she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass, and I told the priest about this, and he really told me that was, you know, liturgically not good. You know, there needs to be a differentiation, ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart, and so I was listening to all, all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed. It was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now because, you know, I mean, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live, but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know. Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We got to go today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse, and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. We'll protect our skin and our borders because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are. And so it is our hope that will give us courage. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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A sower went out to sow,
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and as he sowed, some seed fell on the path,
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and birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns,
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and the thorns grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into,
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and many of you may know or have met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone
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at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair.
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It's not difficult to run into me in one either.
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And, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense
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that the one thing I have always,
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always been impressed with is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us,
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when we hear that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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You know, it's very interesting to meet someone
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whose energy always spins around what's positive.
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But every bit as much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel,
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and of all of the readings,
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what we get every year I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country,
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it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways,
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like I always think, you know,
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in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot
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is when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements
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in ecology and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who for,
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literally, 15 years ago,
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people say, there's no,
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global warming's not happening, global warming.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they've thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem,
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there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope,
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and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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it either, you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America
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is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watched
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the political scene for the last year,
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you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know
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that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one.
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And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong,
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and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends
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who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater.
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And their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back quote this line,
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oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If you like the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us
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get seduced by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not going to hope in that.
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I'm not going to be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm going to look smart.
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I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say,
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what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes
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the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's going to be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe
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not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it.
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That their efforts in the world
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will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared
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will always dissolve and fall apart
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and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things,
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you know, what was, what was your,
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other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope
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for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said,
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you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate
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will help us with our fear.
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Protect us against those people.
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Protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church.
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This is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven
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is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is,
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well, it could be worse.
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Really? That's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God,
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rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there,
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God
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who is all loving until he doesn't like
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the way people are behaving and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp,
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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not, the issue with these are not,
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could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God,
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated,
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not,
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you need to go to heaven because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession,
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and you know, when kids come up,
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he would bless them on the head,
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and the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests,
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and one of them was just,
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they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically,
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oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and, you know, gotten her blessing
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and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name,
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and he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and, you know, and I had said to them, you know,
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that I had heard this story because the girl
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who at the time I heard the story was already 23,
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so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and, you know, she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass,
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and I told the priest about this,
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and he really told me that was, you know,
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liturgically not good.
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You know, there needs to be a differentiation,
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ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset
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that this priest took that whole thing apart,
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and so I was listening to all,
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all the different comments in the room
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about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like,
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that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith,
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that is not the, and God lovin',
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Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact,
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this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed.
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It was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say,
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oh, well what if you taught her the wrong,
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what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope
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knew at that moment,
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and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed
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and that he entered into her reality
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just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure
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that everyone thinks the right thing right now
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because, you know,
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I mean, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact
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it can be a lovely way to live,
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know.
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Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We got to go today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people
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without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people
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who anyone, any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything
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and we'll go, okay, okay,
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because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse,
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and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart,
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in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us
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Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable role of hope in the life of faith. Anchored in the parable of the sower from the Gospel of Matthew, he reflects on how hope is the rich soil that allows the Word of God to take root and bear fruit in our lives. Contrasting the joy and vitality of hopeful people like Father Ken Leone with the soul-sickness caused by fear, cynicism, and despair, Father Pat warns that without hope, individuals, churches, and even nations lose their moral compass and collapse into survivalism and negativity. He challenges the faithful to discern not simply the God they believe in, but the God in whom they can place their hope—because without a hopeful vision of God, the Christian life loses its direction, its purpose, and its joy.
In a fuller and more reflective summary, Father Pat begins by grounding his homily in the familiar imagery of the sower and the seed from Matthew’s Gospel. He emphasizes that while the parable is often interpreted through the lens of faith or perseverance, its deeper message is about hope. Hope, he argues, is what compels a farmer to sow seeds in the first place—despite uncertainty, difficulty, or delay in seeing results. Hope trusts in the unseen harvest. This becomes a metaphor for the Christian journey: we act today because we believe a better tomorrow is possible.
He contrasts this with what he calls the “soul sickness” of our time—a pervasive loss of hope. Using examples from politics, culture, and even the Church, Father Pat illustrates how fear has become the dominant narrative. During recent political cycles, people didn’t vote for what they hoped in, but against what they feared. Fear has replaced dialogue, aspiration, and vision. He warns that when people abandon hope, they become easy prey to manipulation and despair. Without hope, we become “the home of the scared,” retreating into self-protection rather than building a future.
He also critiques a certain kind of religious mindset that focuses more on fear of punishment and doctrinal correctness than the joy and promise of salvation. He challenges the portrayal of God as angry, arbitrary, or vindictive—a vision that stifles rather than nurtures hope. Instead, he invites us to imagine the kind of God we would actually want to spend eternity with: a God who is worthy of our hope, not just our belief. Without such a God, even heaven itself becomes unappealing—a place where we are forever walking on eggshells.
Father Pat ties this back to practical spiritual life by recounting a story about Father Ken Leone blessing a child’s doll during Communion. While some criticized this as liturgically inappropriate, he defends it as an act of hope—planting a seed by affirming the child’s world and drawing her into the life of faith. Years later, that same child, now an adult, still remembers the moment. It wasn’t perfect theology, but it was the right seed. And that, Father Pat says, is what the Church should be about: sowing seeds of hope, even if they don’t follow a rigid script.
The homily concludes with a pastoral and prophetic call: to reclaim our hope—not a vague optimism or naïve idealism, but a theological virtue rooted in the character of God. Only when we know the God in whom we hope can we resist fear, plant seeds, and move toward the kingdom of peace and light. Hope gives us the courage to live morally, to act generously, and to believe that our efforts matter. Without it, we devolve into reactionary survivalists. With it, we become true disciples, builders of the kingdom, and bearers of good news....
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Cast your Anxieties upon the Lord
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1001.1500244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. At that time, Jesus exclaimed, I give praise to you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, for although you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, you have revealed them to little ones. Yes, Father, such has been your gracious will. All things have been handed over to me by my Father. No one knows the Father except the Son, and no one knows the Son except the Father, and anyone to whom the Son wishes to reveal him. Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart. And you will find rest for yourselves, for my yoke is easy and my burden light. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you. If you were to look back on your life, especially over the last couple years, and look to the last time you really admitted to yourself, especially in areas of religion, politics, social economics, that sort of thing, the last time you had an argument with someone and admitted to yourself you lost the argument, and you walked away thinking a little differently. Now, most of us can't think of the last time that happened. And the sad thing is, it's another way of simply asking, when was the last time you experienced any real growth? Because most of us have gotten locked into one way of thinking. We know, you know, everyone talks about the news, and is it fake news, is it real news, is it, it's not the news, it's us. We filter for our favorite news. We go through, whether we use our Facebook page or our Twitter feed, or we actually go out and listen to our favorite station, all of us, we do not go to the news to be informed, we go to the news to be reassured that we're right. And we all pick our news accordingly. So, no one wants to be informed. You know, the worst tragedy for an American is if the other side is ever right. And we'll fight just because we don't want them to be right. And this happens in our faith, too. We define ourselves by who we are not. You know, we too often, in the Catholic Church, it becomes, you know, well, we're not saying they're not welcome, they just can't receive communion. Those ones, those ones, those people over there, you know, they don't merit communion. Which is true, of course, none of us merit God. And so I always tell people that, you know, once the priest has received communion, we're already past who merits it. Yeah. We don't merit it anymore. Who merits God? So, how do we get to a point where we start to actually allow one another to inform us? And this gospel today talks about, and there's a little bit of cultural code you have to get through. But Jesus says, you know, God has hidden things from the wise and learned and revealed them to the little ones. Now, the little ones, the children in this day and age of the reading, there's a custom in Jewish law, especially very prevalent at that time, that in any kind of rabbinical court, when witness testimony is taken, witnesses must be male, Jewish, and over the age of a bar mitzvah. Or you're not a valid witness. So, what he's saying is, there's a whole wisdom in the world of people you have decided have nothing to offer you. It is exactly the people that you are sure have nothing to offer you. I mean, how many people have literally this year said, well, because of the way they voted, I have lost friends. You know, do you remember when we lived in an adult country that you could disagree and remain friends? You know, before all of a sudden, if they disagree with me, they're the enemy. My need to be right is so connected to my self-worth that if someone disagrees with me, I can no longer hang around them. And we don't want to admit the truth, which is we've just made a hierarchy of needs because everyone disagrees with you on something. If you don't believe me, ask your spouse. Everyone disagrees with you on something. And we've put things, some of them we just don't care about. But if I care about it, how dare you disagree with me? Rather than, if I care enough about a topic, you would think I would like to engage with people who think differently. How, you know, when I'm looking at my faith, when I'm looking at my relationship with God, when I'm looking at politics, when I'm looking at social interaction, do I set out to become more informed or to get people to see things my way? The two do not coexist well. If I enter into a dialogue to change you, then I have given up on growth. And none of us do that anymore. It is the difference, a friend of mine put a fairly lengthy little video on Facebook this week, and it's amazing because I only check in about four times a year. It's the most I can do. But I saw, and he was talking about the difference between what he, he said this is the difference between spirituality and religion. And he went on and on, he really kind of hedged around the differences between spirituality and psychology, and he came up with some interesting ideas, but I don't think he ever really got to the crux of it because his agenda was spirituality is good and religion can get so bad. But the truth is, spirituality is religion that is not in dialogue with anyone. When someone in our country, at least, when I say I'm spiritual but not religious, it means I'm spiritual, but no one is going to talk to me about that journey, and I'm not gonna be part of a community, and it's not gonna be a, it's my, keep your hands off my spirituality. And it's a very solo journey. Religion, I mean, no one wants to admit it, but if you've got three friends that you talk your spirituality with, you've already started a religion. You're figuring out what you have in common and what's different, and you're coming to some consensus and some, now the difference between a religion and a cult is whether or not there's room for disagreement. And trust me, there are a lot of people that would like Catholicism to be a cult. No disagreement. This is what we believe, and if we get a new bishop tomorrow who thinks differently, then you and I will believe differently. There are people that that's their vision. And religion has to, at its best, live somewhere between cult and just spirituality. It's religion in, it's spirituality in real dialogue, and that means that we are in community with people we do not always agree with. If we could get that at our country level, we would look at a whole, we would be a totally different people. Look at what's happening, the whole, all of the protests in Europe right now, because there are some people who are saying, we don't want the universal, we don't want the global, let's get us back down to tribes so that I don't have to worry about anyone outside my own group. Let me get back down to the people who think like I do, and we take care of ours, and to heck with them. There's a lot of that that people are making seem very palatable. I think in our own country, especially as we get into these arguments now over minimum wage and healthcare and all of these things, people love to think that that is right against left. It isn't. Right and left, totally made up concepts. Socioeconomic battles are always poor against rich. They're always top against bottom. It's not right against left. It's always those in need against those who have. And we don't like to admit that, because that might make us feel like a bully, depending on what side we're on at any minute. So instead, we just like to say, oh, it's just different ideologies. It's usually, as it was in the gospel time, those in power and those in need. It's always top and bottom. And so, you know, what happens when we start to say, sometimes those who are the ones we would never go to, because they are just such a mess, what if they have really what we need to learn? Who is it in our life we're not open to? I, at our last Mass, I'm listening to the baby here, this is, at our last Mass, we had this weird thing go on where a baby back here started crying, and then the minute they started crying, one of the baptism babies went, and then someone over here went. And all of a sudden, we had about seven of them, back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And some people found that irritating. Now, my theory was they were plotting our overthrow. You all have 15 years tops. But it did, I thought, you know, I mean, they're babies, so I don't want to be insulting, but all I could think of was Planet of the Apes. We don't understand a word. But there is, you know, every parent knows that when you start to see the world through the eyes of a child that is just discovering it. You know, this is why people love to take children to Disneyland. Because you and I see some poor soul in the hottest Mickey Mouse costume in the world, traipsing through the street, and they see magic. We get to see the world through their eyes. But it's an easy, comfortable move. It's not someone who totally disagrees with us till they hit adolescence. And then what happens? Do we grow through that? Do we allow others to change us? Because what a ridiculously arrogant position to go out into the world and say, I don't get changed by you, but I'm trying to change you from my opinion. Why? And of course, and the church does. The church does do this, so we're as guilty as anyone else. It's this, well, it's because I have the truth and I'm right and you're wrong. I'm not changing you, just the eternal truth that keeps coming through me. And the eternal wrong that keeps coming through you. We just rewrite the mythology to say, well, of course the world will be better when everyone thinks like I do. It's a fascinating thing when we really think, what does it mean to look to your life? Maybe it's a sibling. Maybe it's a family member. Maybe it is something on a bigger world stage. But what happens if we at least listen and think, you know, I wonder if they have something that I don't have. What about, you know, I've got siblings who really, they struggle in life. I've got one sibling who has spent most of his adult life just one step this side of the streets and not terribly attached to church. It would be very easy to say, you know, he barely has his life together. What could he possibly offer me? And yet sometimes he has all the things that I think, oh, there's the piece I didn't have. I always remember my father, the one man in the world I have never won an argument with. And not because he was harsh or, I mean, the man just had a mind that I couldn't believe in. And every once in a while I thought, okay, now I got him. And every once in a while I was wrong. But one time we were talking, my father never went to church again after Vatican II. And he was not someone that I would have thought, he didn't have any problems with the ideology. He hated that the mass was not in Latin anymore. And, you know, as I got into seminary and now I knew everything, I had this conversation with him and I said, so, now dad, I have never even heard you speak Latin. Are you really telling me you understood Latin? And, you know, and I'm thinking, I got him, got him, finally, I was only 26, got him. And he said, well, no, of course not. He said, your generation goes to mass to understand. We went to experience mystery. So close, I was so close. We didn't want to understand it. We wanted to experience a mystery, to experience something we don't understand, to sit in what the mystics would call a cloud of unknowing and be in touch with the fact that we don't understand everything. Very different place, two very different models of church. I understood what he missed. Wouldn't be my cup of tea, but I understood. You know, he had a different approach. And most people would say, your father hadn't been to church in 30 years. Why would you go to him for religious advice? Because he had the experience that wasn't mine. Why go to myself? And so all of us, I think, need to build out and figure out we know who we are, but can we start to reach out more? People who are secure in who they are are not put off by another opinion. They're not put off by being wrong once in a while. You know, it's so fascinating that all of us will look back 10 years and say, man, I didn't know anything 10 years ago, but none of us are willing to admit that in 10 years, we're gonna look back to right now and say the same thing. Right, now we're gonna look back and go, yeah, I thought I had it together. And if you can look back 20 years and say you knew it all, that just means you haven't grown in 20 years. Hopefully, you will look back and say, oh yeah, I was like, you know, someone will say to me, I found an article you wrote 20 years ago, and I'm like, I don't wanna see it. I don't, was God an old white man in a cloud with lightning coming out of his hand? Who was I back then? We don't know, but are we willing? Who is the last person we allowed to change us, not reinforce us, but change us? Because otherwise, we've decided journey over, game done. We're there or we're not. And one of the things I love most about Catholicism, I know this makes me sound even more bizarre, but it's purgatory. Because without purgatory, what it says is, when you die, game's over. You're either in heaven or you're in hell. No more growth, no more nothing. Game's over, you can't learn anymore. If you become good, it doesn't count. Become bad, it doesn't count. Game over. And purgatory says, game's never over. Game's not over. God's grace is still there. You can still learn. You can still become more. It's a great moment. But I think most of us have already given up here. I know what I think. I already know. God has revealed in my heart. I am right and you are wrong. What a place to be. Rather than, even as a church, to say, you know, we can't define ourselves by what we know. The difference between knowledge and wisdom. Knowledge is the accumulation of your experience. Wisdom is how you receive the knowledge of another. That's your wisdom. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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At that time, Jesus exclaimed, I give praise to you,
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Father, Lord of heaven and earth,
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for although you have hidden these things from the wise
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and learned, you have revealed them to little ones.
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Yes, Father, such has been your gracious will.
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All things have been handed over to me by my Father.
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No one knows the Father except the Son,
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and no one knows the Son except the Father,
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and anyone to whom the Son wishes to reveal him.
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Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened,
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and I will give you rest.
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Take my yoke upon you and learn from me,
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for I am meek and humble of heart.
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And you will find rest for yourselves,
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for my yoke is easy and my burden light.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Thank you.
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If you were to look back on your life,
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especially over the last couple years,
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and look to the last time you really admitted to yourself,
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especially in areas of religion, politics,
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social economics, that sort of thing,
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the last time you had an argument with someone
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and admitted to yourself you lost the argument,
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and you walked away thinking a little differently.
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Now, most of us can't think of the last time that happened.
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And the sad thing is, it's another way of simply asking,
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when was the last time you experienced any real growth?
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Because most of us have gotten locked
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into one way of thinking.
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We know, you know, everyone talks about the news,
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and is it fake news, is it real news,
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is it, it's not the news, it's us.
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We filter for our favorite news.
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We go through, whether we use our Facebook page
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or our Twitter feed, or we actually go out
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and listen to our favorite station,
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all of us, we do not go to the news to be informed,
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we go to the news to be reassured that we're right.
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And we all pick our news accordingly.
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So, no one wants to be informed.
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You know, the worst tragedy for an American
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is if the other side is ever right.
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And we'll fight just because we don't want them to be right.
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And this happens in our faith, too.
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We define ourselves by who we are not.
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You know, we too often, in the Catholic Church,
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it becomes, you know, well, we're not saying
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they're not welcome, they just can't receive communion.
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Those ones, those ones, those people over there,
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you know, they don't merit communion.
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Which is true, of course, none of us merit God.
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And so I always tell people that, you know,
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once the priest has received communion,
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we're already past who merits it.
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Yeah.
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We don't merit it anymore.
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Who merits God?
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So, how do we get to a point where we start
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to actually allow one another to inform us?
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And this gospel today talks about,
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and there's a little bit of cultural code
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you have to get through.
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But Jesus says, you know, God has hidden things
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from the wise and learned and revealed them
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to the little ones.
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Now, the little ones, the children in this day and age
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of the reading, there's a custom in Jewish law,
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especially very prevalent at that time,
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that in any kind of rabbinical court,
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when witness testimony is taken,
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witnesses must be male, Jewish,
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and over the age of a bar mitzvah.
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Or you're not a valid witness.
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So, what he's saying is, there's a whole wisdom
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in the world of people you have decided
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have nothing to offer you.
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It is exactly the people that you are sure
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have nothing to offer you.
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I mean, how many people have literally this year said,
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well, because of the way they voted, I have lost friends.
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You know, do you remember when we lived in an adult country
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that you could disagree and remain friends?
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You know, before all of a sudden, if they disagree with me,
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they're the enemy.
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My need to be right is so connected to my self-worth
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that if someone disagrees with me,
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I can no longer hang around them.
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And we don't want to admit the truth,
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which is we've just made a hierarchy of needs
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because everyone disagrees with you on something.
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If you don't believe me, ask your spouse.
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Everyone disagrees with you on something.
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And we've put things, some of them we just don't care about.
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But if I care about it, how dare you disagree with me?
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Rather than, if I care enough about a topic,
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you would think I would like to engage
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with people who think differently.
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How, you know, when I'm looking at my faith,
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when I'm looking at my relationship with God,
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when I'm looking at politics,
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when I'm looking at social interaction,
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do I set out to become more informed
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or to get people to see things my way?
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The two do not coexist well.
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If I enter into a dialogue to change you,
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then I have given up on growth.
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And none of us do that anymore.
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It is the difference,
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a friend of mine put a fairly lengthy little video
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on Facebook this week, and it's amazing
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because I only check in about four times a year.
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It's the most I can do.
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But I saw, and he was talking about the difference
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between what he, he said this is the difference
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between spirituality and religion.
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And he went on and on, he really kind of hedged
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around the differences between spirituality and psychology,
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and he came up with some interesting ideas,
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but I don't think he ever really got to the crux of it
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because his agenda was spirituality is good
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and religion can get so bad.
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But the truth is, spirituality is religion
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that is not in dialogue with anyone.
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When someone in our country, at least,
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when I say I'm spiritual but not religious,
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it means I'm spiritual, but no one is going
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to talk to me about that journey,
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and I'm not gonna be part of a community,
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and it's not gonna be a, it's my,
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keep your hands off my spirituality.
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And it's a very solo journey.
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Religion, I mean, no one wants to admit it,
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but if you've got three friends
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that you talk your spirituality with,
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you've already started a religion.
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You're figuring out what you have in common
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and what's different, and you're coming
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to some consensus and some, now the difference
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between a religion and a cult is whether
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or not there's room for disagreement.
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And trust me, there are a lot of people
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that would like Catholicism to be a cult.
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No disagreement.
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This is what we believe, and if we get
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a new bishop tomorrow who thinks differently,
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then you and I will believe differently.
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There are people that that's their vision.
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And religion has to, at its best,
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live somewhere between cult and just spirituality.
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It's religion in, it's spirituality in real dialogue,
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and that means that we are in community
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with people we do not always agree with.
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If we could get that at our country level,
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we would look at a whole, we would be
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a totally different people.
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Look at what's happening, the whole,
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all of the protests in Europe right now,
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because there are some people who are saying,
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we don't want the universal, we don't want the global,
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let's get us back down to tribes
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so that I don't have to worry about
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anyone outside my own group.
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Let me get back down to the people
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who think like I do, and we take care of ours,
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and to heck with them.
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There's a lot of that that people
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are making seem very palatable.
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I think in our own country, especially as we get
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into these arguments now over minimum wage
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and healthcare and all of these things,
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people love to think that that is right against left.
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It isn't.
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Right and left, totally made up concepts.
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Socioeconomic battles are always poor against rich.
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They're always top against bottom.
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It's not right against left.
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It's always those in need against those who have.
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And we don't like to admit that,
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because that might make us feel like a bully,
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depending on what side we're on at any minute.
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So instead, we just like to say,
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oh, it's just different ideologies.
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It's usually, as it was in the gospel time,
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those in power and those in need.
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It's always top and bottom.
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And so, you know, what happens when we start to say,
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sometimes those who are the ones we would never go to,
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because they are just such a mess,
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what if they have really what we need to learn?
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Who is it in our life we're not open to?
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I, at our last Mass, I'm listening to the baby here,
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this is, at our last Mass, we had this weird thing go on
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where a baby back here started crying,
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and then the minute they started crying,
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one of the baptism babies went,
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and then someone over here went.
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And all of a sudden, we had about seven of them,
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back and forth, back and forth, back and forth.
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And some people found that irritating.
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Now, my theory was they were plotting our overthrow.
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You all have 15 years tops.
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But it did, I thought, you know, I mean,
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they're babies, so I don't want to be insulting,
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but all I could think of was Planet of the Apes.
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We don't understand a word.
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But there is, you know, every parent knows
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that when you start to see the world
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through the eyes of a child that is just discovering it.
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You know, this is why people love
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to take children to Disneyland.
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Because you and I see some poor soul
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in the hottest Mickey Mouse costume in the world,
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traipsing through the street, and they see magic.
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We get to see the world through their eyes.
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But it's an easy, comfortable move.
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It's not someone who totally disagrees with us
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till they hit adolescence.
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And then what happens?
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Do we grow through that?
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Do we allow others to change us?
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Because what a ridiculously arrogant position
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to go out into the world and say,
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I don't get changed by you,
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but I'm trying to change you from my opinion.
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Why?
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And of course, and the church does.
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The church does do this, so we're as guilty as anyone else.
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It's this, well, it's because I have the truth
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and I'm right and you're wrong.
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I'm not changing you, just the eternal truth
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that keeps coming through me.
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And the eternal wrong that keeps coming through you.
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We just rewrite the mythology to say,
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well, of course the world will be better
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when everyone thinks like I do.
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It's a fascinating thing when we really think,
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what does it mean to look to your life?
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Maybe it's a sibling.
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Maybe it's a family member.
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Maybe it is something on a bigger world stage.
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But what happens if we at least listen
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and think, you know, I wonder if they have something
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that I don't have.
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What about, you know, I've got siblings
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who really, they struggle in life.
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I've got one sibling who has spent most of his adult life
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just one step this side of the streets
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and not terribly attached to church.
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It would be very easy to say,
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you know, he barely has his life together.
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What could he possibly offer me?
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And yet sometimes he has all the things that I think,
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oh, there's the piece I didn't have.
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I always remember my father, the one man in the world
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I have never won an argument with.
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And not because he was harsh or, I mean,
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the man just had a mind that I couldn't believe in.
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And every once in a while I thought, okay, now I got him.
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And every once in a while I was wrong.
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But one time we were talking,
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my father never went to church again after Vatican II.
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And he was not someone that I would have thought,
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he didn't have any problems with the ideology.
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He hated that the mass was not in Latin anymore.
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And, you know, as I got into seminary
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and now I knew everything,
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I had this conversation with him and I said,
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so, now dad, I have never even heard you speak Latin.
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Are you really telling me you understood Latin?
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And, you know, and I'm thinking, I got him, got him,
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finally, I was only 26, got him.
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And he said, well, no, of course not.
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He said, your generation goes to mass to understand.
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We went to experience mystery.
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So close, I was so close.
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We didn't want to understand it.
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We wanted to experience a mystery,
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to experience something we don't understand,
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to sit in what the mystics would call a cloud of unknowing
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and be in touch with the fact
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that we don't understand everything.
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Very different place,
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two very different models of church.
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I understood what he missed.
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Wouldn't be my cup of tea, but I understood.
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You know, he had a different approach.
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And most people would say,
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your father hadn't been to church in 30 years.
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Why would you go to him for religious advice?
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Because he had the experience that wasn't mine.
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Why go to myself?
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And so all of us, I think, need to build out
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and figure out we know who we are,
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but can we start to reach out more?
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People who are secure in who they are
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are not put off by another opinion.
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They're not put off by being wrong once in a while.
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You know, it's so fascinating
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that all of us will look back 10 years and say,
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man, I didn't know anything 10 years ago,
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but none of us are willing to admit that in 10 years,
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we're gonna look back to right now and say the same thing.
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Right, now we're gonna look back and go,
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yeah, I thought I had it together.
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And if you can look back 20 years and say you knew it all,
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that just means you haven't grown in 20 years.
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Hopefully, you will look back and say,
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oh yeah, I was like, you know, someone will say to me,
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I found an article you wrote 20 years ago,
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and I'm like, I don't wanna see it.
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I don't, was God an old white man in a cloud
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with lightning coming out of his hand?
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Who was I back then?
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We don't know, but are we willing?
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Who is the last person we allowed to change us,
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not reinforce us, but change us?
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Because otherwise, we've decided journey over, game done.
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We're there or we're not.
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And one of the things I love most about Catholicism,
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I know this makes me sound even more bizarre,
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but it's purgatory.
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Because without purgatory, what it says is,
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when you die, game's over.
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You're either in heaven or you're in hell.
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No more growth, no more nothing.
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Game's over, you can't learn anymore.
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If you become good, it doesn't count.
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Become bad, it doesn't count.
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Game over.
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And purgatory says, game's never over.
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Game's not over.
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God's grace is still there.
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You can still learn.
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You can still become more.
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It's a great moment.
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But I think most of us have already given up here.
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I know what I think.
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I already know.
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God has revealed in my heart.
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I am right and you are wrong.
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What a place to be.
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Rather than, even as a church, to say,
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you know, we can't define ourselves by what we know.
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The difference between knowledge and wisdom.
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Knowledge is the accumulation of your experience.
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Wisdom is how you receive the knowledge of another.
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That's your wisdom.
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And today, we're called to recognize
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the wisdom that lies in others.
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Because you may have all the knowledge
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you could possibly want,
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but until you receive the knowledge
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of those who think differently,
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you don't have a chance at wisdom
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and we don't have a chance at finding the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message challenges us to reflect Father Pat's message challenges us to reflect on our openness to transformation, especially through the perspectives of those we often disregard. He draws from Jesus' words in the Gospel of Matthew to convey that divine truth is frequently revealed not to the elite or self-assured, but to the humble, the overlooked, and the childlike. As a society—and even within the Church—we have become entrenched in echo chambers where we seek affirmation rather than revelation. Father Pat urges us to reengage in honest dialogue, to be willing to be changed by others, and to rediscover the humility necessary for real spiritual growth. In his view, true religion is spirituality in community, marked by humility, dialogue, and a willingness to learn from those we least expect.
At the heart of Father Pat’s message is Jesus’ declaration that God's wisdom is hidden from the "wise and learned" and revealed to "little ones"—a reference not merely to children, but to those without status, power, or recognized credibility. In the cultural context of the time, legal and spiritual authority resided with adult Jewish males. Jesus subverts this norm, stating that God's truth is often discovered not through institutional approval or intellectual superiority, but through the innocence, humility, and receptivity found in those dismissed by society. Father Pat uses this Gospel to draw a parallel to our current moment, where ideological entrenchment—be it political, religious, or social—has become the norm. He laments that we no longer engage in meaningful dialogue with those who disagree with us; instead, we seek out information that reinforces our existing beliefs.
He diagnoses this condition as a spiritual stagnation. Growth, he says, inherently requires the humility to admit we might be wrong or that someone else might have insight we lack. Yet most people cannot recall the last time they truly changed their mind about a deeply held belief, especially in matters of faith or politics. This resistance to being changed by others is, in Father Pat’s view, a form of spiritual arrogance and self-isolation. It leads to a brittle faith and shallow community, where religion becomes either a cult of uniformity or a private, disconnected spirituality that avoids challenge altogether.
Father Pat critiques both extremes: the cult-like rigidity that allows no disagreement within religion, and the hyper-individualistic spirituality that avoids community and accountability. He defines religion at its best as “spirituality in dialogue”—a shared journey where people of differing views engage one another with respect and humility. This kind of religion requires vulnerability, the willingness to listen, and the courage to be changed. It is precisely in those relationships where we don’t agree that the potential for growth resides. He points out that if we only engage with those who mirror our beliefs, we forfeit the possibility of acquiring wisdom, which by definition involves receiving and being shaped by the knowledge of others.
Father Pat connects this spiritual insight to broader social and political realities. He argues that many of our current polarizations—whether about healthcare, minimum wage, or immigration—are not truly about right versus left, but about power dynamics: the haves versus the have-nots. He warns against the tendency to retreat into ideological “tribes,” which offer comfort and certainty at the expense of truth and mutual understanding. This, he suggests, is a societal version of the same spiritual error: defining ourselves by who we are not, rather than by who we are in relationship with others.
He shares personal anecdotes to illustrate how even those we might dismiss—like a struggling sibling or a non-churchgoing parent—can become unexpected sources of spiritual insight. His father, for instance, rejected the post-Vatican II liturgical changes not out of defiance, but because he cherished the mysterious, transcendent experience of the Latin Mass. That encounter taught Father Pat a valuable lesson: sometimes what seems irrational or outdated may be rooted in a deeper spiritual longing. These stories reinforce the central theme that wisdom often comes from surprising places, and that humility is the only path to receiving it.
Finally, Father Pat challenges us to consider who in our lives we have refused to learn from. Have we written off a family member, a political adversary, or someone of a different faith or socioeconomic status? Have we assumed they have nothing to teach us? If so, we may be missing the very wisdom God wants to reveal. He concludes with a powerful theological insight: Purgatory is not merely a post-death cleansing, but a spiritual principle that God’s grace and transformative power are never exhausted. Even beyond death, we are still capable of growth. The tragedy is when we give up on that growth here and now, believing we already possess the truth in full.
In essence, Father Pat calls us to a deeper humility, a more inclusive spirituality, and a richer, more dialogical form of religion. He reminds us that the journey of faith is not about being right, but about becoming wise—and that wisdom can only be found when we are willing to be changed by those we least expect....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 630.8300170898438, "text": "The Lord be with you. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. As Jesus got into a boat, his disciples followed him, and suddenly a violent storm came up on the sea, so that the boat was being swamped by waves. But he was asleep. They came and woke him, saying, Lord, save us, we are perishing. He said to them, Why are you terrified, O you of little faith? When he got up, then he got up, rebuked the wind and the sea, and there was a great calm. The men were amazed and said, What sort of man is this, whom even the winds and the sea obey? The Gospel of the Lord. We're given, for our Fourth of July, the way the Fourth of July liturgy works is the Church has written special prayers for the day, but the readings this week, this year, we get, you know, Tuesday of this week of ordinary time. I mean, the readings kind of just stay. And so the readings are never really situated exactly for the holiday. It's kind of potluck. However, the prayers are. And we get, actually, two readings that give us a very interesting moment that I think very much mimics the moment our country is in. We have an Old Testament reading of why we need to be afraid, and a New Testament reading of why we need to have hope. Whether we're going to be a people of fear or a people of hope, and which of those emotions is going to continue to manipulate us. You know, as a country, are we a people of fear? Are we a people of hope? Every issue that arises in the world, are we going to say, Get the world further away from us because we're afraid? Or are we a people of hope? And I think it's interesting when you look, having been trained in liturgy, we were always taught, St. Alphonse and some of the great liturgists of history used to say, you know, they didn't put it this way, the people commenting would have added this next phrase. You know, it's a modern American thing that the homily is supposed to break open the scripture. We love that. It's actually supposed to break open the liturgy. You can actually do a homily on the Eucharistic prayer. You can do a homily on the closing prayer. You can do, you know, it doesn't have to be. It's the whole liturgy. And I think today when we look at these two readings that say you have a choice between being a people of hope or being a people of fear, it's interesting to hear the more specific take of our church on this day. Because this opening reading, this opening prayer, is, I think we should put it, you know, everywhere in public we can find right now. You know, Father of all nations, as we recall the day when our country claimed its place among a family of nations. I'm not sure what a great family member we're being these days. You know, a family of nations. For what has been achieved, we give you thanks for the work that still remains. We ask your help. And as you have called us to be a nation, may our country share your blessings with all the people of the earth. That what it means to be a great nation is in how we reach out, not, you know, you'll notice there's nothing in here that says, after we're done, you know, making sure we're safe and protecting ourselves and making sure none of those people can hurt us and making sure they aren't bad people and making sure they're up to our standards. Help us to share your blessings. That's Old Testament fear. That's that sort of, oh, everything will go horribly wrong if we become generous. There, you know, I think what the opening prayer tells us is that our choice is whether or not we're going to become a Christian nation or something else. I think what's fascinating, and I've said this before, but when I hear people talking about what will our response be to refugees, what will our response be to world hunger, what will our response be to all of these people in need around the world, most people would say, well, you know, you have to make sure that you're protected first. So what we're saying as a Christian nation is as soon as you can make sure that there will be no cross involved, we will be Christian. Crossless Christianity, that's what we want. We want a Christianity that guarantees we can be helpful without actually putting ourselves out there. You know, I, this weekend, the opening reading kind of always reminds me of that, that reading of Elisha the prophet, and he goes, and they've done this great, wonderful thing, and they've given him a room to stay in, and it says, you know, he gives her a blessing, and a year later she has a baby. Wouldn't it be nice if charity worked that way? If you needed something, and I could go, there, you have it, and get on with my life, and it hasn't hurt me at all, and no expense to Elisha whatsoever, you know, might have pulled a muscle. Other than that, he's fine. But you and I know that charity takes something from us. It takes time, it takes effort, it takes our assets, and if we are going to help someone, we have to be open to being compromised by it. No other way it happens. You know, no one says Jesus came to bless us from the cross. He sacrificed himself for us. Helping others will be sacrificial, and we will never get our heads around that without being a people of hope, a people who, as the prayer, when we opened up, said, we're first very aware, not of what we have, but of what we've been given, what has been our blessing. We always think we're going to hang on to ours like it's something that through divine right belongs to me, rather than everything I have, I've been given, you know, most of us have, even our, we don't like to admit this, because we like to think of ourselves as much freer, but most of you, and I've said this at most funerals, most of you know that even your personality you didn't really come up with on your own, and you know that the first time you do something, look in the mirror and think, ooh, I just became my mother. Ooh, I just became my father. Gee, what a coincidence that I know the person I became like. No, no coincidence. They built that personality in many ways, as did every person we've met. Accident of birth, that you're here and someone else is in a war-torn country. What we've been given is what we celebrate today, and if we ever understand the grace of what we've been given, we really have to be willing to embrace even greater ugliness to say, and I'm not sharing with anyone. It becomes a dark place we don't want to look at, and yet I think it's a place that people are working furiously to normalize right now. You know, I sometimes feel like our leaders think if we just keep throwing more bizarre garbage at them, the stuff we threw last week might start to seem normal, and we need to hold on and say, no, no, not normal. Not normal. Brian Massengale this last week, quoting Martin Luther King, said, you know, our country's problems is not any one party or any one politic or any one candidate or anyone. Our problem is we have a soul sickness. We have a soul sickness. If I can go through my life happy that I've got what I have and not caring about people who are suffering around the world, that is a soul sickness, and it's a soul sickness we're not anxious to cure because if I open myself up to how much others are suffering, it will demand a scary amount of my life. It's frightening to really open ourselves up to the awareness of what other people go through, and yet without it, we become, we're going to become the little town, we're going to become this little isolated place, and oh, then we made a mistake, and now God's going to destroy us, and we become a people of great fear, you know, a people of great fear instead of a people of great generosity, a people of great hope. I've joked a lot, and not to attack any one person, but I've joked a lot about the phrase, you know, the most meaningless phrase of the last year was make America great again because there's no such thing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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As Jesus got into a boat, his disciples followed him, and suddenly a violent storm came up
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on the sea, so that the boat was being swamped by waves.
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But he was asleep.
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They came and woke him, saying, Lord, save us, we are perishing.
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He said to them, Why are you terrified, O you of little faith?
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When he got up, then he got up, rebuked the wind and the sea, and there was a great calm.
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The men were amazed and said, What sort of man is this, whom even the winds and the sea
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obey?
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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We're given, for our Fourth of July, the way the Fourth of July liturgy works is the Church
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has written special prayers for the day, but the readings this week, this year, we get,
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you know, Tuesday of this week of ordinary time.
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I mean, the readings kind of just stay.
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And so the readings are never really situated exactly for the holiday.
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It's kind of potluck.
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However, the prayers are.
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And we get, actually, two readings that give us a very interesting moment that I think
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very much mimics the moment our country is in.
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We have an Old Testament reading of why we need to be afraid, and a New Testament reading
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of why we need to have hope.
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Whether we're going to be a people of fear or a people of hope, and which of those emotions
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is going to continue to manipulate us.
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You know, as a country, are we a people of fear?
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Are we a people of hope?
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Every issue that arises in the world, are we going to say, Get the world further away
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from us because we're afraid?
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Or are we a people of hope?
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And I think it's interesting when you look, having been trained in liturgy, we were always
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taught, St. Alphonse and some of the great liturgists of history used to say, you know,
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they didn't put it this way, the people commenting would have added this next phrase.
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You know, it's a modern American thing that the homily is supposed to break open the scripture.
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We love that.
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It's actually supposed to break open the liturgy.
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You can actually do a homily on the Eucharistic prayer.
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You can do a homily on the closing prayer.
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You can do, you know, it doesn't have to be.
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It's the whole liturgy.
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And I think today when we look at these two readings that say you have a choice between
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being a people of hope or being a people of fear, it's interesting to hear the more specific
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take of our church on this day.
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Because this opening reading, this opening prayer, is, I think we should put it, you
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know, everywhere in public we can find right now.
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You know, Father of all nations, as we recall the day when our country claimed its place
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among a family of nations.
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I'm not sure what a great family member we're being these days.
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You know, a family of nations.
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For what has been achieved, we give you thanks for the work that still remains.
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We ask your help.
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And as you have called us to be a nation, may our country share your blessings with
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all the people of the earth.
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That what it means to be a great nation is in how we reach out, not, you know, you'll
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notice there's nothing in here that says, after we're done, you know, making sure we're
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safe and protecting ourselves and making sure none of those people can hurt us and making
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sure they aren't bad people and making sure they're up to our standards.
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Help us to share your blessings.
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That's Old Testament fear.
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That's that sort of, oh, everything will go horribly wrong if we become generous.
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There, you know, I think what the opening prayer tells us is that our choice is whether
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or not we're going to become a Christian nation or something else.
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I think what's fascinating, and I've said this before, but when I hear people talking
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about what will our response be to refugees, what will our response be to world hunger,
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what will our response be to all of these people in need around the world, most people
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would say, well, you know, you have to make sure that you're protected first.
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So what we're saying as a Christian nation is as soon as you can make sure that there
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will be no cross involved, we will be Christian.
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Crossless Christianity, that's what we want.
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We want a Christianity that guarantees we can be helpful without actually putting ourselves
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out there.
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You know, I, this weekend, the opening reading kind of always reminds me of that, that reading
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of Elisha the prophet, and he goes, and they've done this great, wonderful thing, and they've
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given him a room to stay in, and it says, you know, he gives her a blessing, and a year
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later she has a baby.
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Wouldn't it be nice if charity worked that way?
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If you needed something, and I could go, there, you have it, and get on with my life, and
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it hasn't hurt me at all, and no expense to Elisha whatsoever, you know, might have pulled
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a muscle.
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Other than that, he's fine.
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But you and I know that charity takes something from us.
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It takes time, it takes effort, it takes our assets, and if we are going to help someone,
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we have to be open to being compromised by it.
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No other way it happens.
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You know, no one says Jesus came to bless us from the cross.
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He sacrificed himself for us.
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Helping others will be sacrificial, and we will never get our heads around that without
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being a people of hope, a people who, as the prayer, when we opened up, said, we're first
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very aware, not of what we have, but of what we've been given, what has been our blessing.
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We always think we're going to hang on to ours like it's something that through divine
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right belongs to me, rather than everything I have, I've been given, you know, most of
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us have, even our, we don't like to admit this, because we like to think of ourselves
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as much freer, but most of you, and I've said this at most funerals, most of you know that
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even your personality you didn't really come up with on your own, and you know that the
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first time you do something, look in the mirror and think, ooh, I just became my mother.
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Ooh, I just became my father.
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Gee, what a coincidence that I know the person I became like.
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No, no coincidence.
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They built that personality in many ways, as did every person we've met.
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Accident of birth, that you're here and someone else is in a war-torn country.
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What we've been given is what we celebrate today, and if we ever understand the grace
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of what we've been given, we really have to be willing to embrace even greater ugliness
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to say, and I'm not sharing with anyone.
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It becomes a dark place we don't want to look at, and yet I think it's a place that people
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are working furiously to normalize right now.
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You know, I sometimes feel like our leaders think if we just keep throwing more bizarre
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garbage at them, the stuff we threw last week might start to seem normal, and we need
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to hold on and say, no, no, not normal.
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Not normal.
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Brian Massengale this last week, quoting Martin Luther King, said, you know, our country's
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problems is not any one party or any one politic or any one candidate or anyone.
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Our problem is we have a soul sickness.
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We have a soul sickness.
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If I can go through my life happy that I've got what I have and not caring about people
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who are suffering around the world, that is a soul sickness, and it's a soul sickness
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we're not anxious to cure because if I open myself up to how much others are suffering,
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it will demand a scary amount of my life.
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It's frightening to really open ourselves up to the awareness of what other people go
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through, and yet without it, we become, we're going to become the little town, we're going
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to become this little isolated place, and oh, then we made a mistake, and now God's
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going to destroy us, and we become a people of great fear, you know, a people of great
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fear instead of a people of great generosity, a people of great hope.
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I've joked a lot, and not to attack any one person, but I've joked a lot about the phrase,
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you know, the most meaningless phrase of the last year was make America great again because
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there's no such thing.
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You can't say great unless you say great at what, you know, and someone says, oh, you're
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great.
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I don't know.
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Do they mean I'm a great ax murderer?
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You're great.
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Great demands that you explain great at what.
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I think we all think America should be great.
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I think today's gospel asks us, great at what?
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Great at protecting yourself, you know, you could argue for some people that is the making
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of a nation.
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Great at responding to the needs of the world, that is the making of a Christian nation.
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Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to examine Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to examine the soul of our nation through the lens of faith, particularly as we celebrate the Fourth of July. He contrasts the fear that often drives national decisions with the hope that the Gospel calls us to live by. Using the day’s liturgical readings and prayers, he reminds us that our greatness as a country is not measured by isolation or self-protection, but by our willingness to share our blessings and embrace the cross of sacrificial love. True Christian charity, he insists, costs us something, and only a people founded on hope—not fear—can rise to the challenge of global compassion and justice.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel reading, where Jesus calms the storm while His disciples panic. The juxtaposition of Jesus’ peace and the disciples’ fear becomes a metaphor for the current spiritual and socio-political climate of the United States. The disciples' fear in the storm mirrors the fear that often underlies national attitudes—fear of others, fear of suffering, fear of vulnerability. But Jesus' rebuke—“O you of little faith”—is not merely about their lack of trust in His power, but about their inability to believe that peace and divine presence are possible even amid chaos. Father Pat connects this to the American tendency to respond to global crises—refugees, hunger, violence—not with compassion, but with self-protection and isolationism.
He then draws attention to the structure of the liturgy itself, emphasizing that a homily is not confined to breaking open the Scriptures but is meant to illuminate the entire liturgical context, including the prayers. The opening prayer of the Fourth of July liturgy, which thanks God for the blessings given to the nation and asks for help in sharing those blessings with all people, becomes the theological centerpiece of the message. This prayer, he argues, articulates a vision of America not as a fortress, but as a generous member of a global family. He critiques how far the nation has drifted from this vision, questioning whether America is truly acting like a "family member" among nations, and whether it reflects the values of the Gospel in its policies and attitudes.
Father Pat challenges the popular notion of “Crossless Christianity”—the desire to do good without sacrifice. He illustrates this with the story of Elisha in the Old Testament, who blesses a woman without it costing him anything. But he insists that real charity and justice are not painless. They require us to risk, to give, to be inconvenienced. He states boldly that if we are unwilling to suffer for others, then we have abandoned the very essence of Christian discipleship. Helping others, he declares, will involve the cross, and without embracing the cross, we cannot claim to be living the Gospel.
He further critiques the idea that our blessings are earned or deserved. Instead, he reminds us that most of what we have—our talents, our opportunities, even our personalities—are gifts shaped by others and by circumstances beyond our control. Recognizing that everything is a gift leads to humility and generosity. Conversely, believing we are entitled to everything we have fosters a dark selfishness—a “soul sickness,” as he calls it, quoting theologian Brian Massengale and Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. This soul sickness is the moral blindness that allows people to ignore the suffering of others without remorse.
In closing, Father Pat deconstructs the phrase “Make America Great Again,” pointing out that greatness is meaningless unless we define what we mean by it. Are we striving to be great at hoarding wealth and power? Or great at offering compassion, justice, and hope to the world? He suggests that the Gospel calls us to the latter—to be a people of generosity and hope, not fear and self-preservation. Our national greatness, he argues, should be measured not by military might or economic dominance, but by our willingness to bear the cross for others, to share our blessings, and to live out the radical love of Christ on the world stage....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 887.8499755859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. According to the Lord. Jesus said to his apostles, whoever loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me. Whoever loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. And whoever does not take up his cross and follow after me is not worthy of me. Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. Whoever receives you receives me, and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me. Whoever receives a prophet because he is a prophet will receive a prophet's reward, and whoever receives a righteous man because he is a righteous man will receive a righteous man's reward. And whoever gives only a cup of cold water to one of these little ones to drink because the little one is a disciple, amen I say to you, he will surely not lose his reward. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today we have a gospel that you have to do a little swimming upstream against the current. You always have to recognize when you're reading the words of Jesus, whether it comes out of there's collections that must have existed back then, but whether these are the words of the rabbi himself or the words of the gospel writer Matthew. And it's not that Matthew's being dishonest, it's that that's the genre. You, just like in the Greek dialogues, you put the theology of the moment on the lips of the master. And what we see are two very different portrayals of Jesus, one through all his behaviors and many of the things he says, and then we get into these moments where we probably are looking at Matthew's words. And if not, they become a little unpalatable. They're distasteful. We don't have an image of Jesus who dies on the cross that runs around to people saying, if you don't love me more than your mother and father, and if you don't love me more than your son, and you better love me a lot, and if you do things for people because they were my, it's just, it's an exhausting image. But you know that Matthew's community, the community this gospel comes out of, is going through some real trials. There are people struggling to try and figure out why they're following Jesus. And we try to sometimes come up with these reasons that will inspire people, but in the long run, they can also cause some problems. So if you're a disciple, and if you're nice to the disciples, we would like to get beyond that. Nothing disturbs me more than when I'm going down the road, and I see someone on the corner with a sign that says, you know, Christian family man needs help. And I always think it's such a condemnation of who we've become, because the person has learned over time that people will not respond to him because he's human. They will not respond to him because he's suffering, but maybe if he's one of our group, we might respond. Like, we'll respond because he's a Christian. And it's a real distasteful vision of our faith, is that, well, you know, we take care of our own. That's really what Jesus is talking about in the original, which ends up in the other gospel, about, you know, if you don't hate your mother and father, he's not asking you to hate people. He's saying, if you can't get to the point where you hate that idea that some people in the world are worth more than others. Some people matter, and some don't. And unfortunately, over the years, that's what we've done with the word family. Family are the people who matter more. And I don't care whether it's your biological family, or your family of friends, or your community, or your country, or whatever it is, we matter more. And where it sounds totally normal to say, of course my family matters more, we don't want to really say what we're saying, which is, all those other people matter less. But one of those statements means the other. You know, so who in our life matters less? And what are the boundaries of our compassion? I think there are a lot of voices nowadays that will curtail compassion. And they come off as being reasonable, and they come off as just thinking things through, but they have a history and a bit darker edge of the human spirit. I always think of people who, you know, maybe a hundred years ago, you think of where a real Puritan ethic was still in place, and someone would say, well, you know, there's someone on the street who's starving and begging for money, and someone would say, well, they'll just spend it on drink. Oh, good, now I have a moral reason to not be compassionate. It's not that I lack compassion, I just have a sense of decency. What are the ways we talk ourselves out of the compassionate response? There's all sorts of ways that we talk ourselves out of the compassionate response. And for Jesus, and when you read the Gospels as a whole, compassion is the point. This Pope over and over and over again, compassion is the point. It's not just an act of compassion, it's the motivation. I always have the hairs on the back of my neck stand up, which really are about the only ones left. When I hear someone start to say, you know, we have to go out and do these acts of charity in the world so that people will see our Christianity, they'll see our faith, that's not the point. We aren't charitable to evangelize. We have our faith to be charitable. Charity is the goal. It's not, you know, we aren't going to be a compassionate people because it's good PR. That's not compassion, that's an agenda. You know, we have to get past that hidden agenda that says, well, the real point is to inspire them to look at us and say, oh my gosh, they're wonderful, I'll join them. That's not really, the point is, because we're one of this group, we should have learned by now to respond to the compassion that we already have. People have compassion very naturally, we've learned to talk ourselves out of it. Very few people grow up seeing someone suffer and not respond, you know. And the very few people that do, we actually diagnose. That's what, you know, sociopath means. I just, no empathy. Empathy is a normal, healthy response. But we come up with political reasons and economic reasons and reasons why, you know, it's okay not to respond to those people suffering. Every once in a while, and I'm very blessed, it does not happen in this parish very often, but in my history as a priest, where people would say, now Father, do you think that so and so should be receiving communion? Because, and you know, I always think, what they're saying is, isn't there a reason that we don't have to be compassionate here? Don't we have a reason that can talk us out of our compassion? Why are we being merciful to that person? And someone has taught them that that is a holiness. You know, I stand for the truth, you know, people, religion's about a lot of things. It's about compassion, it's about mercy. It is about truth, but people who focus on, it's about truth are people who need to be able to say, and I'm right and you're wrong. I have the truth and you don't. Compassion doesn't allow me to do that. The love of God doesn't allow me to say, you know, I mean, it's really less satisfying to run through the world saying, I'm compassionate and you're not. Kind of falls apart, the very tone of voice, the lies that you're not being compassionate at all. But, you know, truth, oh, that gets us on our high horse about I'm right and you're wrong. And it's such a, it's such a blah vision of religion, rather than religion that inspires us to go out and say, you know, we reach out because God has instilled that compassion in us and the voice has given us a hundred reasons not to respond. What's the voice that talks you out of compassion? Sometimes it's the fear that if we start responding to every person in need, it will, you know, it will consume us. It's a devastating moment when Christians realize that they're following someone who tells them to give their life to others. Because, you know, we really just joined to be one of the people who were right. We didn't think it would actually demand our lives. You know, what do you want, blood? Well, that's what we took from Jesus on the cross. What are we following? We're following someone who said, yeah, you just respond to the compassion. You see someone hurting and you do what you can. And that's so simple that it would call us to immediate action. And if instead we can theologize about it, I can live in my head and it doesn't have to interrupt me Monday through Saturday. It's very tough stuff to say what happens if we start to treat the world as our family. How would that rewrite my social circle? How would really, knowing it's our responsibility to respond to the world, how would that rewrite our church? How would it rewrite our country? We come into our celebration of the Fourth of July. I've said this a couple times, but you know, I kind of wondered all year, and this is not, this is not to knock Donald Trump or Hillary or anyone else, but when you say make America great, what is great? Because as Christians, it says, well, that means you're going to be the country that's most in service of all the others. I'll bet you a lot of us don't want to be great. A lot of us would rather be prosperous, would rather be, you know, I'll be great if I can protect myself. But what does it mean to be in service to the world, to say, oh no, we don't have a family image that says the people inside this circle are more important. When one of ours is, you know, killed, that's a tragedy, and one of theirs is killed, it's a statistic. It's very hard to grasp what Jesus was getting at, that compassion is a universal response, but there's a universal ability to talk ourselves out of it. So what are the voices and the excuses that stop you? You know, when you see someone in need, and you look the other way, when someone who calls who is just the person who is so irritating, and they call all the time, and they want a little more, and, you know, what is it we use to talk ourselves out of compassion? There are times we have to say no out of compassion, not, well, they'll just spend it on drink. But you can't hand someone a drink when you know you're going to lead them into something that's going to ruin them. I get that, you know. Being compassionate doesn't mean you get to do the thing that feels good all the time. So how do we get there? How do we get to that point that says, how do I learn to see people? Well, I think we do start with family. That's why family is a good starting place. You can even start with a best friend. Who's the person in your life, let me put it negatively first, who's the person in your life that irritates you the least? You might go, I don't have one, no. You know, who is the person you always want to go to lunch with? Who is the person you always want to spend more time with? How do you respond to one more person that way? How do you use that person not as, oh, this is the person I just, this is the person I want to be with all the time, rather than, okay, so God has given me this gift so I can start to see how I'm to look at the rest of the world. This is the model, you know. We can use it all the time. I mean, we can use it on ourselves. I always think, if my best friend in the world lost their keys for the fifth time today, I wouldn't call them an idiot. But if I do it, what is wrong with me? You know, how many times do we beat ourselves up in a way that we would never do to anyone else? I sometimes think that the worst thing we could do would be to love the world the way we love ourselves. Because we're awful to ourselves. You know, what happens when we say, these are the people who, for whatever reason, we connect, we connect easily, and I always want the best for them. Great, there's your model. How many people can you pull into that? How can you get to yourself, get yourself to the point where you can't abide anyone suffering? It's a long journey. It will consume our lives. It will be something that takes every day of the week. But that's the following of Jesus. That's what he called us to. Not to become a community that we can use compassion to get people to join us. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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According to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his apostles, whoever
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loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me.
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Whoever loves son or daughter more than me
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is not worthy of me.
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And whoever does not take up his cross and follow after me
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is not worthy of me.
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Whoever finds his life will lose it,
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and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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Whoever receives you receives me,
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and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me.
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Whoever receives a prophet because he is a prophet
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will receive a prophet's reward, and whoever
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receives a righteous man because he is a righteous man
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will receive a righteous man's reward.
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And whoever gives only a cup of cold water
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to one of these little ones to drink because the little one
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is a disciple, amen I say to you,
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he will surely not lose his reward.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today we have a gospel that you have
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to do a little swimming upstream against the current.
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You always have to recognize when you're
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reading the words of Jesus, whether it comes out
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of there's collections that must have existed back then,
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but whether these are the words of the rabbi himself
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or the words of the gospel writer Matthew.
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And it's not that Matthew's being dishonest,
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it's that that's the genre.
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You, just like in the Greek dialogues,
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you put the theology of the moment
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on the lips of the master.
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And what we see are two very different portrayals of Jesus,
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one through all his behaviors and many of the things
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he says, and then we get into these moments where we probably
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are looking at Matthew's words.
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And if not, they become a little unpalatable.
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They're distasteful.
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We don't have an image of Jesus who
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dies on the cross that runs around to people saying,
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if you don't love me more than your mother and father,
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and if you don't love me more than your son,
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and you better love me a lot, and if you do things for people
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because they were my, it's just, it's an exhausting image.
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But you know that Matthew's community,
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the community this gospel comes out of,
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is going through some real trials.
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There are people struggling to try and figure out
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why they're following Jesus.
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And we try to sometimes come up with these reasons that
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will inspire people, but in the long run,
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they can also cause some problems.
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So if you're a disciple, and if you're nice to the disciples,
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we would like to get beyond that.
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Nothing disturbs me more than when I'm going down the road,
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and I see someone on the corner with a sign that says,
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you know, Christian family man needs help.
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And I always think it's such a condemnation of who
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we've become, because the person has learned over time
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that people will not respond to him because he's human.
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They will not respond to him because he's suffering,
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but maybe if he's one of our group, we might respond.
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Like, we'll respond because he's a Christian.
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And it's a real distasteful vision of our faith,
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is that, well, you know, we take care of our own.
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That's really what Jesus is talking about in the original,
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which ends up in the other gospel, about, you know,
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if you don't hate your mother and father,
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he's not asking you to hate people.
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He's saying, if you can't get to the point
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where you hate that idea that some people in the world
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are worth more than others.
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Some people matter, and some don't.
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And unfortunately, over the years,
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that's what we've done with the word family.
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Family are the people who matter more.
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And I don't care whether it's your biological family,
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or your family of friends, or your community,
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or your country, or whatever it is, we matter more.
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And where it sounds totally normal to say,
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of course my family matters more,
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we don't want to really say what we're saying,
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which is, all those other people matter less.
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But one of those statements means the other.
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You know, so who in our life matters less?
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And what are the boundaries of our compassion?
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I think there are a lot of voices nowadays
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that will curtail compassion.
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And they come off as being reasonable,
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and they come off as just thinking things through,
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but they have a history and a bit darker
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edge of the human spirit.
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I always think of people who, you know,
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maybe a hundred years ago, you think of
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where a real Puritan ethic was still in place,
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and someone would say, well, you know,
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there's someone on the street who's starving
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and begging for money, and someone would say,
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well, they'll just spend it on drink.
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Oh, good, now I have a moral reason
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to not be compassionate.
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It's not that I lack compassion,
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I just have a sense of decency.
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What are the ways we talk ourselves out
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of the compassionate response?
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There's all sorts of ways that we talk ourselves
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out of the compassionate response.
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And for Jesus, and when you read the Gospels as a whole,
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compassion is the point.
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This Pope over and over and over again,
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compassion is the point.
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It's not just an act of compassion,
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it's the motivation.
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I always have the hairs on the back of my neck stand up,
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which really are about the only ones left.
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When I hear someone start to say, you know,
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we have to go out and do these acts of charity
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in the world so that people will see our Christianity,
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they'll see our faith, that's not the point.
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We aren't charitable to evangelize.
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We have our faith to be charitable.
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Charity is the goal.
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It's not, you know, we aren't going to be
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a compassionate people because it's good PR.
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That's not compassion, that's an agenda.
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You know, we have to get past that hidden agenda
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that says, well, the real point is to inspire them
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to look at us and say, oh my gosh, they're wonderful,
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I'll join them.
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That's not really, the point is,
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because we're one of this group,
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we should have learned by now to respond
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to the compassion that we already have.
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People have compassion very naturally,
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we've learned to talk ourselves out of it.
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Very few people grow up seeing someone
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suffer and not respond, you know.
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And the very few people that do, we actually diagnose.
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That's what, you know, sociopath means.
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I just, no empathy.
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Empathy is a normal, healthy response.
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But we come up with political reasons and economic reasons
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and reasons why, you know, it's okay not to respond
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to those people suffering.
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Every once in a while, and I'm very blessed,
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it does not happen in this parish very often,
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but in my history as a priest, where people would say,
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now Father, do you think that so and so
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should be receiving communion?
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Because, and you know, I always think,
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what they're saying is, isn't there a reason
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that we don't have to be compassionate here?
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Don't we have a reason that can talk us out
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of our compassion?
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Why are we being merciful to that person?
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And someone has taught them that that is a holiness.
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You know, I stand for the truth, you know,
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people, religion's about a lot of things.
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It's about compassion, it's about mercy.
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It is about truth, but people who focus on,
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it's about truth are people who need to be able to say,
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and I'm right and you're wrong.
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I have the truth and you don't.
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Compassion doesn't allow me to do that.
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The love of God doesn't allow me to say, you know,
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I mean, it's really less satisfying to run through
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the world saying, I'm compassionate and you're not.
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Kind of falls apart, the very tone of voice,
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the lies that you're not being compassionate at all.
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But, you know, truth, oh, that gets us on our high horse
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about I'm right and you're wrong.
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And it's such a, it's such a blah vision of religion,
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rather than religion that inspires us to go out and say,
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you know, we reach out because God has instilled
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that compassion in us and the voice has given us
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a hundred reasons not to respond.
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What's the voice that talks you out of compassion?
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Sometimes it's the fear that if we start responding
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to every person in need, it will, you know,
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it will consume us.
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It's a devastating moment when Christians realize
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that they're following someone who tells them
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to give their life to others.
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Because, you know, we really just joined to be one
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of the people who were right.
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We didn't think it would actually demand our lives.
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You know, what do you want, blood?
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Well, that's what we took from Jesus on the cross.
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What are we following?
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We're following someone who said, yeah,
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you just respond to the compassion.
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You see someone hurting and you do what you can.
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And that's so simple that it would call us
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to immediate action.
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And if instead we can theologize about it,
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I can live in my head and it doesn't have to interrupt me
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Monday through Saturday.
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It's very tough stuff to say what happens
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if we start to treat the world as our family.
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How would that rewrite my social circle?
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How would really, knowing it's our responsibility
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to respond to the world,
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how would that rewrite our church?
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How would it rewrite our country?
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We come into our celebration of the Fourth of July.
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I've said this a couple times, but you know,
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I kind of wondered all year, and this is not,
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this is not to knock Donald Trump or Hillary
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or anyone else, but when you say make America great,
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what is great?
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Because as Christians, it says, well,
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that means you're going to be the country
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that's most in service of all the others.
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I'll bet you a lot of us don't want to be great.
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A lot of us would rather be prosperous,
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would rather be, you know, I'll be great
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if I can protect myself.
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But what does it mean to be in service to the world,
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to say, oh no, we don't have a family image
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that says the people inside this circle are more important.
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When one of ours is, you know, killed,
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that's a tragedy, and one of theirs is killed,
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it's a statistic.
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It's very hard to grasp what Jesus was getting at,
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that compassion is a universal response,
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but there's a universal ability
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to talk ourselves out of it.
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So what are the voices and the excuses that stop you?
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You know, when you see someone in need,
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and you look the other way, when someone who calls
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who is just the person who is so irritating,
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and they call all the time, and they want a little more,
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and, you know, what is it we use
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to talk ourselves out of compassion?
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There are times we have to say no out of compassion,
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not, well, they'll just spend it on drink.
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But you can't hand someone a drink
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when you know you're going to lead them
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into something that's going to ruin them.
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I get that, you know.
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Being compassionate doesn't mean you get to do the thing
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that feels good all the time.
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So how do we get there?
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How do we get to that point that says,
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how do I learn to see people?
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Well, I think we do start with family.
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That's why family is a good starting place.
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You can even start with a best friend.
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Who's the person in your life,
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let me put it negatively first,
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who's the person in your life that irritates you the least?
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You might go, I don't have one, no.
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You know, who is the person
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you always want to go to lunch with?
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Who is the person you always want to spend more time with?
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How do you respond to one more person that way?
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How do you use that person not as,
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oh, this is the person I just,
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this is the person I want to be with all the time,
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rather than, okay, so God has given me this gift
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so I can start to see how I'm to look
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at the rest of the world.
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This is the model, you know.
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We can use it all the time.
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I mean, we can use it on ourselves.
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I always think, if my best friend in the world
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lost their keys for the fifth time today,
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I wouldn't call them an idiot.
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But if I do it, what is wrong with me?
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You know, how many times do we beat ourselves up
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in a way that we would never do to anyone else?
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I sometimes think that the worst thing we could do
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would be to love the world the way we love ourselves.
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Because we're awful to ourselves.
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You know, what happens when we say,
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these are the people who, for whatever reason,
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we connect, we connect easily,
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and I always want the best for them.
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Great, there's your model.
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How many people can you pull into that?
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How can you get to yourself,
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get yourself to the point where
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you can't abide anyone suffering?
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It's a long journey.
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It will consume our lives.
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It will be something that takes every day of the week.
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But that's the following of Jesus.
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That's what he called us to.
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Not to become a community that we can use compassion
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to get people to join us.
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Community doesn't inspire,
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I mean, compassion does not inspire for other reasons.
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Compassion is its own ends.
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It's how Jesus wanted to change the world
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to make it a more compassionate place.
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And we ask God today to teach us new ways to reach out,
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to figure out who this year
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we've had the least compassion for,
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and how do we begin to move beyond that?
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Once we learn to see maybe the person
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who irritates us the most with compassion,
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we've begun to understand the journey and the call of Jesus.
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Father Pat's message centers on the transforma Father Pat's message centers on the transformative call of the Gospel to radical compassion. He challenges conventional readings of Jesus’ words, especially those that seem harsh or exclusionary, urging listeners to discern between the literal voice of Jesus and the contextual voice of the Gospel writers like Matthew. At the heart of his reflection is the idea that Christianity is not about belonging to a favored in-group or acting charitably to evangelize, but about living a life rooted in compassion without boundaries. He critiques the trend of limiting compassion to those within our "family," whether biological, national, or religious, and reminds us that Jesus' mission was to expand our understanding of who deserves love and mercy. Father Pat invites us to examine the excuses we make to avoid compassion and to recognize that following Jesus means allowing ourselves to be consumed by love for others — even those we find most difficult to love.
Father Pat begins by inviting his listeners to recognize the contextual and literary nature of Gospel writing, particularly in Matthew. He notes that some of the more demanding or seemingly exclusionary statements attributed to Jesus may reflect the theological needs of Matthew’s community rather than the direct voice of Jesus himself. This distinction is vital because it reframes how we interpret difficult texts — not as prescriptions for rigid behavior but as expressions of deeper theological struggle and community identity. He observes that in moments of crisis, such as the one Matthew’s community likely faced, strong language can emerge to reinforce commitment and separation from the outside world. But this must be weighed against the broader portrait of Jesus in the Gospels — one who is radically inclusive, merciful, and compassionate.
The key theme of the homily is compassion — not as a strategy or a means to an end, but as the very heart of Christian discipleship. Father Pat critiques the tendency among Christians to justify selective compassion — for example, helping someone only because they are a “Christian family man” or acting charitably as a form of evangelism. He argues that such motivations dilute the Gospel’s call, reducing acts of mercy to tribalism or public relations. True compassion, he insists, is unconditional. It's not about who the person is to us but about who we are called to be as followers of Jesus.
He draws attention to the ways we talk ourselves out of compassion. Whether it's assuming the needy will misuse our help, fearing we’ll be overwhelmed, or hiding behind moral or doctrinal justifications, we often suppress our natural empathetic instincts. Father Pat points out that most people are born with an instinctive response to suffering — it’s the societal, political, and even religious voices that teach us to override it. He offers a diagnosis: when we no longer respond to suffering, it's not because we lack moral clarity, but because we’ve been conditioned to ignore empathy. He even warns that framing religion primarily around “truth” rather than mercy becomes a tool to assert superiority rather than live in humble love.
Father Pat challenges the narrowness of the word “family” as it’s used in contemporary faith and politics. He suggests that when we say “family comes first,” we often imply — consciously or not — that others matter less. This mindset, he warns, is incompatible with the Gospel, which calls us to expand our definition of family to include all people, especially the marginalized and forgotten. He applies this critique to broader social and political contexts, including national identity. When notions like “America first” are uncritically accepted, he suggests, they can conflict with the Christian call to global solidarity and service. Greatness, from a Christian perspective, is not about dominance or prosperity but about being the most generous and servant-hearted among nations.
To cultivate a universal compassion, Father Pat advises starting with those we love most — the ones we instinctively forgive, understand, and support. He suggests reflecting on how we treat our closest friends and using that as a model for how to approach others, even those we dislike or who challenge our patience. The goal is not to feel warm affection for all people, but to act with the same compassion we would reserve for someone we deeply care about. He even brings this internal, personal dynamic into focus: many of us are harder on ourselves than we would ever be on a friend. Thus, even self-compassion becomes a spiritual discipline in the pursuit of mercy.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is deeply rooted in the imitation of Christ. Jesus didn’t call people into a self-congratulatory community that used compassion as a tool for conversion. He called them to live lives that were radically open to others, especially the suffering and the outcast. Following Jesus means giving our lives, not just our spare change or surplus time. It is a path that will cost us dearly — in time, energy, and comfort. But it is also the path that leads to the fullness of life promised in the Gospel. Compassion is not the means to a greater end. It is the end. And in practicing it, we participate in the transformative love of God for the world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 947.760009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. And the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them. Whose sins you retain are retained. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Pentecost is probably the single solemnity of the church that really has us focus on the first reading rather than the Gospel. The first reading is the Pentecost reading. And we get this sort of what some theologians have called a little Pentecost. That's sort of the day after Easter. Our Gospel reading is actually the same reading we have every year on the Sunday after Easter. We've kind of looped back around to the beginning of the season. And they're both readings about the coming of the Spirit. And it's probably, given the nature of the words involved, it is literally the most nebulous idea we have. What the Spirit came, what it looked like. We get some pretty fanciful visions drawn. But more than that, and I know I speak about this a lot, but 2,000 years of Christian history in our eyes, we often can't read the text anymore without hearing things that aren't there, that we've been told are there. For example, I think because of the way Christianity developed in 2,000 years, most of us hear the phrase, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them and whose sins you retain are retained. And the 2,000 years of history immediately filter that, reread it, and say, if you don't forgive someone's sins, God will back you up and not forgive them as well. That is a huge jump from what the text says. You know, if you won't forgive sins, then they're not forgiven. It doesn't mean God won't forgive them, it means you're gonna hold those sins unforgiven. You guys wanna just hold things against each other, you can. You wanna let go of sins, they'll be released. And that was the big news, because people knew they could hold sins against one another, but you hear in the stories of Jesus, who are you to forgive, you can't forgive sins. The breakthrough here was, yes, you can forgive one another. Let things go. You know, what if, worst possible case scenario, what if we all get to heaven? All right. Now I have to get along with you. I mean, what would that be like? Do we ever think that way? You know, what if you could walk into heaven tomorrow if you're ready to embrace whoever else happened to get there? And you don't get to use the good old stock answer, which is, well, it's all right. I'm sure Uncle Samuel won't be there anyway. I'm sure they won't, well, those people won't be there anyway. Worst case scenario, what if everyone gets in? Still wanna go? Because in Jesus' message, you see the underlying issue is, it's when everyone gets in that it really becomes worthwhile. Very different from our belief, because most people, we kind of have the country club belief. But it's not going to be a little exclusive. What really is the point? That's our culture, not our faith. It's so hard for us to get there. And so we get this moment in Pentecost, and I always love in these miracle moments to try and figure out how people visualize the miracle. You know, with the multiplication of the bread. Do they picture a basket that just keeps bubbling out bread? Do they picture people starting to share what they've had with them all along, and it being enough? How do you picture the miracle? Here, is the miracle more something where the speakers were transformed, or the listeners? Because I think Pentecost is about the listeners. I think it's where we learn as a faith to evangelize with our ears, rather than our lips. And that's a very sort of counterintuitive idea. Rarely do we evangelize with our ears. Ready to hear the other person's story, encounter the God that has already been there in their lives, then share the gospel, and see what happens in that dialogue. We think that evangelization is, I show up with a Bible in one hand, and the catechism in the other, and by the time you leave me, you will know that a sacrament is an outward sign of an inward grace, and the sign is effective, and you know, that's not evangelization. If someone walks away with an identical set of ideas, I don't know that they've been evangelized. But when we open our ears and start to hear each other, so without, you know, totally dismissing the Comic-Con crowd who love to think that this was, you know, the first universal translator from Star Trek. They spoke out, and the Klingons heard what was being said. No, there's a line in here that kind of clues us in to what was really going on, and it says, now there were devout Jews from every nation under heaven staying in Jerusalem. Take it with a grain of salt that is written with the mindset of the day. I don't think Fiji was represented. So when it says every nation under heaven, you know, we're probably talking about a tract of land that might be Colorado and Wyoming. You know, they have a very small vision of what every nation is, but when it says devout Jews, and here's where Catholics kind of can understand this if you think back historically. It would rather be like saying in the 1930s that groups from Catholics from every nation gathered, and they said mass in Latin, and they all magically understood. It was the only mass they knew. Hebrew and Aramaic and Greek, and Hebrew to Aramaic, if you look at Hebrew and Greek, Aramaic is Spanglish. It was the mix between the two. All of these Jews of the Diaspora, and then the Jews in Galilee, you know, between about one or two languages, they all knew the same language, because as devout Jews, they studied scripture, which only existed in two languages, you know. They studied, you know, they studied or went to temples, or if they didn't live close enough to the temple, they had gatherings, they discussed religion. It was the language of their cult, their worship. And so it's not that they couldn't understand each other if they wanted to really lean in, listen, and work at it. It's that the groups didn't like each other. The Jews of the Diaspora, when I say the Diaspora, those were those who were exiled at one point, some under Babylonian rule, others under Assyrian rule. Whenever they became an occupied nation, they would often take the leaders and exile them, get them out. And what would happen, as ugly as it sounds, is those who were lucky enough to not be exiled would slowly sit in judgment over the ones who were, because they would end up in another country and they would mix with the locals. And all of a sudden, their faith might start to pick up some, you know, extra things that were not pure. You know, like when we picked up genuflecting from the Greek. Most of you have become comfortable with it by now. But back then, there was an impurity in the faith. So you had these people, there was a lot of animosity. And the gift of Pentecost is not that all of a sudden, they spoke the same phonetic cultural language, but that they were willing, perhaps, to use what they already had and begin to listen to one another. And in the listening comes understanding. Our school is starting, I've been talking about this for a few weeks, and you'll get real irritated with this by fall. But we're starting this program, this leadership program. You know, a lot of the schools now, you have STEM schools and schools of the arts. And the school here, we're going to use one of these leadership programs. And it's not, you know, when someone says, oh, a Catholic leadership school, there's two reactions to that. For some people, they're thinking, oh, good, what they're trying to do is get, as long as, if we had more Catholics in leadership, the world would be a better place. As soon as we control the world, and that's not what it's about. Because, you know, power over others, we've talked about that, that's political. But what Catholic leadership would look like, what Christian leadership should look like, is servant leadership. So, I'm starting to rewrite the leadership report. Colleen just got the brochures done. She's very happy with me changing things. And I said, you know, what if, instead, we call this a servant leadership program? We're a servant leadership school. And what I would love to focus our children on, because I think if they get it at a foundational level, they'll have a different approach to life than most of us do. And we will, we work on it as adults, but it's never as foundational. And that is, most of us grew up hearing a pretty common question in our preteens and our adolescent years, and that is, what do you want to be when you grow up? Not a bad question, and we start asking children pretty early and getting them to dream, what do you want to be when you grow up? But I think servant leadership asks, whom do you want to help when you grow up? Who would you like to see helped? Not, I want to be a doctor, but I really feel called to help people who are sick. Not, I want to be a lawyer, I feel called to help people who are fighting injustice. Who do we want to help in the world? Because that's the underlying question, and that will take the evangelization of our ears. We have to start to listen to the needs around us. We have to get beyond our parish and our church and our city and our nation, and we have to really fight these, around the world, these movements that are saying, let's shut down globalization. Let's start just to worry about the people close to us. But let's face it, probably the Germans aren't getting into heaven anyway, let's not worry about them. I'm only saying that because I'm going to Germany soon, so I thought I had to pick a country. I mean, it really, I think we often do that. I think we don't have to worry about that. We just take care of us and ours, and we're doing our job in the world, but it's not the Christian call. The Christian call is, how many people are we going to help? If the church is going to be great in leadership, it has to be great in servanthood. It has to be a servant leader. And so, that's our new question, I think, that we should focus on is, who do we want to help in life? And how does that drive our vocation? Every year around Pentecost, I'm always very mindful of Monsignor Peter Quang. If you don't know him, he's the pastor over at All Saints, and he started life, I mean, it was difficult. He and his siblings were orphaned on the streets of Vietnam, and he literally raised and kept his siblings together on the streets over there, and came over here in the bottom of a boat, stowed away as a young child, you know, has since put together a life here. And he has such a different upbringing from us, and one time we were in discussion around a table, it was a lead discussion, and a bunch of priests who were sitting around, and there were six of us at our table, and we were supposed to be saying, you know, how did you discern your vocation? How did you come to believe that this is what you should do? And we, of course, all of us, immediately became professional therapists. And we talked about the deep movements of our hearts, and where we felt we might find fulfillment, and with the Catholic priesthood, you know, the celibacy issue, and, you know, will you be able, will that be okay for you, and how will you, you know, are you okay with this aspect of ministry? And we did all this discernment talk as we went around the table, and Peter, Monsignor Quang was the last one, and he was listening just fascinated, and so we finally got to him and said, so Peter, what made you want to become a priest? And he, not being smart or anything, he just said, my village needed priests. We had spent 35 minutes talking about, you know, whether it would be a fulfilling thing for our heart, and would it fill, we just, we knew that God would put a joy in my heart, and what it was gonna do to fulfill my life, and he grew up with ears that said they needed a priest. And people can believe what they want about vocations and calls, but I truly believe if they'd had a priest and needed a doctor, he'd have become a doctor, and it would have still been his vocation, because he listened to the need around him, and I just remember how that changed my thinking about discernment, certainly as a pastor. You know, there's, at any moment, there's at least 20 things on the table of people who are dealing with death in their family, and people who are dealing with interpersonal struggles, and people who are dealing with serious illnesses, and losses of homes, and all, and you want each one of those to be important, and of course, each one of those wants you to forget the other 19, but it's, you know, you have to be called by the needs of the community, and we all have to be called by the needs of the greater community. We don't always get to hear the story of what happened to all those people who heard, who listened, who moved beyond their petty prejudices, and listened to people that formerly they'd had some tensions with, and in the listening, they become one. Now, I don't think they all walked out agreeing on everything. Agreement is not the same as support, and love, and nurture. They went out ready to be one, and that comes from support and nurture, and I think we are called in Pentecost to the evangelization that we can do with our ears, to go out and listen to the world, to hear about the God that was there long before us. You know, I'm fond of saying there's never been a missionary that brought Christ to anyone. Believe it or not, Christ got there first, and a real missionary listens until he or she can hear the God that was already there, and once they're there, then they can start to share, then evangelization happens. That's the miracle. Universal translator, we'll let the technicians take care of that, but no one will come up with a technology program that will create understanding. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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And the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them again, peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when he had said this, he breathed on them
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and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit.
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Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them.
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Whose sins you retain are retained.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Pentecost is probably the single solemnity of the church
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that really has us focus on the first reading
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rather than the Gospel.
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The first reading is the Pentecost reading.
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And we get this sort of what some theologians have
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called a little Pentecost.
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That's sort of the day after Easter.
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Our Gospel reading is actually the same reading
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we have every year on the Sunday after Easter.
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We've kind of looped back around
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to the beginning of the season.
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And they're both readings about the coming of the Spirit.
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And it's probably, given the nature of the words involved,
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it is literally the most nebulous idea we have.
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What the Spirit came, what it looked like.
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We get some pretty fanciful visions drawn.
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But more than that, and I know I speak about this a lot,
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but 2,000 years of Christian history in our eyes,
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we often can't read the text anymore
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without hearing things that aren't there,
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that we've been told are there.
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For example, I think because of the way Christianity
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developed in 2,000 years, most of us
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hear the phrase, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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And the 2,000 years of history immediately filter that,
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reread it, and say, if you don't forgive someone's sins,
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God will back you up and not forgive them as well.
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That is a huge jump from what the text says.
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You know, if you won't forgive sins,
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then they're not forgiven.
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It doesn't mean God won't forgive them,
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it means you're gonna hold those sins unforgiven.
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You guys wanna just hold things against each other, you can.
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You wanna let go of sins, they'll be released.
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And that was the big news, because people knew
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they could hold sins against one another,
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but you hear in the stories of Jesus,
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who are you to forgive, you can't forgive sins.
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The breakthrough here was, yes, you can forgive one another.
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Let things go.
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You know, what if, worst possible case scenario,
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what if we all get to heaven?
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All right.
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Now I have to get along with you.
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I mean, what would that be like?
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Do we ever think that way?
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You know, what if you could walk into heaven tomorrow
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if you're ready to embrace whoever else
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happened to get there?
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And you don't get to use the good old stock answer,
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which is, well, it's all right.
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I'm sure Uncle Samuel won't be there anyway.
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I'm sure they won't, well,
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those people won't be there anyway.
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Worst case scenario, what if everyone gets in?
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Still wanna go?
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Because in Jesus' message,
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you see the underlying issue is,
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it's when everyone gets in
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that it really becomes worthwhile.
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Very different from our belief,
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because most people, we kind of have
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the country club belief.
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But it's not going to be a little exclusive.
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What really is the point?
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That's our culture, not our faith.
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It's so hard for us to get there.
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And so we get this moment in Pentecost,
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and I always love in these miracle moments
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to try and figure out how people visualize the miracle.
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You know, with the multiplication of the bread.
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Do they picture a basket that just keeps bubbling out bread?
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Do they picture people starting to share
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what they've had with them all along,
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and it being enough?
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How do you picture the miracle?
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Here, is the miracle more something
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where the speakers were transformed,
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or the listeners?
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Because I think Pentecost is about the listeners.
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I think it's where we learn as a faith
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to evangelize with our ears, rather than our lips.
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And that's a very sort of counterintuitive idea.
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Rarely do we evangelize with our ears.
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Ready to hear the other person's story,
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encounter the God that has already been there
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in their lives, then share the gospel,
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and see what happens in that dialogue.
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We think that evangelization is,
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I show up with a Bible in one hand,
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and the catechism in the other,
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and by the time you leave me,
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you will know that a sacrament is an outward sign
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of an inward grace, and the sign is effective,
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and you know, that's not evangelization.
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If someone walks away with an identical set of ideas,
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I don't know that they've been evangelized.
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But when we open our ears and start to hear each other,
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so without, you know, totally dismissing the Comic-Con crowd
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who love to think that this was, you know,
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the first universal translator from Star Trek.
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They spoke out, and the Klingons heard what was being said.
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No, there's a line in here that kind of clues us in
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to what was really going on, and it says,
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now there were devout Jews from every nation under heaven
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staying in Jerusalem.
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Take it with a grain of salt that is written
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with the mindset of the day.
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I don't think Fiji was represented.
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So when it says every nation under heaven,
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you know, we're probably talking about a tract of land
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that might be Colorado and Wyoming.
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You know, they have a very small vision
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of what every nation is, but when it says devout Jews,
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and here's where Catholics kind of can understand this
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if you think back historically.
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It would rather be like saying in the 1930s
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that groups from Catholics from every nation gathered,
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and they said mass in Latin,
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and they all magically understood.
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It was the only mass they knew.
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Hebrew and Aramaic and Greek, and Hebrew to Aramaic,
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if you look at Hebrew and Greek, Aramaic is Spanglish.
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It was the mix between the two.
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All of these Jews of the Diaspora,
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and then the Jews in Galilee,
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you know, between about one or two languages,
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they all knew the same language,
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because as devout Jews, they studied scripture,
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which only existed in two languages, you know.
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They studied, you know, they studied or went to temples,
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or if they didn't live close enough to the temple,
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they had gatherings, they discussed religion.
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It was the language of their cult, their worship.
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And so it's not that they couldn't understand each other
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if they wanted to really lean in, listen, and work at it.
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It's that the groups didn't like each other.
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The Jews of the Diaspora, when I say the Diaspora,
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those were those who were exiled at one point,
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some under Babylonian rule, others under Assyrian rule.
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Whenever they became an occupied nation,
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they would often take the leaders and exile them,
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get them out.
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And what would happen, as ugly as it sounds,
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is those who were lucky enough to not be exiled
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would slowly sit in judgment over the ones who were,
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because they would end up in another country
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and they would mix with the locals.
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And all of a sudden, their faith might start to pick up
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some, you know, extra things that were not pure.
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You know, like when we picked up genuflecting from the Greek.
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Most of you have become comfortable with it by now.
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But back then, there was an impurity in the faith.
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So you had these people, there was a lot of animosity.
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And the gift of Pentecost is not that all of a sudden,
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they spoke the same phonetic cultural language,
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but that they were willing, perhaps,
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to use what they already had
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and begin to listen to one another.
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And in the listening comes understanding.
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Our school is starting,
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I've been talking about this for a few weeks,
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and you'll get real irritated with this by fall.
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But we're starting this program, this leadership program.
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You know, a lot of the schools now,
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you have STEM schools and schools of the arts.
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And the school here,
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we're going to use one of these leadership programs.
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And it's not, you know, when someone says,
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oh, a Catholic leadership school,
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there's two reactions to that.
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For some people, they're thinking,
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oh, good, what they're trying to do is get,
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as long as, if we had more Catholics in leadership,
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the world would be a better place.
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As soon as we control the world,
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and that's not what it's about.
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Because, you know, power over others,
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we've talked about that, that's political.
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But what Catholic leadership would look like,
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what Christian leadership should look like,
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is servant leadership.
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So, I'm starting to rewrite the leadership report.
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Colleen just got the brochures done.
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She's very happy with me changing things.
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And I said, you know, what if, instead,
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we call this a servant leadership program?
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We're a servant leadership school.
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And what I would love to focus our children on,
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because I think if they get it at a foundational level,
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they'll have a different approach to life
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than most of us do.
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And we will, we work on it as adults,
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but it's never as foundational.
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And that is, most of us grew up hearing
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a pretty common question in our preteens
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and our adolescent years, and that is,
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what do you want to be when you grow up?
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Not a bad question, and we start asking children
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pretty early and getting them to dream,
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what do you want to be when you grow up?
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But I think servant leadership asks,
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whom do you want to help when you grow up?
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Who would you like to see helped?
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Not, I want to be a doctor,
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but I really feel called to help people who are sick.
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Not, I want to be a lawyer, I feel called to help people
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who are fighting injustice.
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Who do we want to help in the world?
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Because that's the underlying question,
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and that will take the evangelization of our ears.
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We have to start to listen to the needs around us.
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We have to get beyond our parish and our church
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and our city and our nation,
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and we have to really fight these,
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around the world, these movements that are saying,
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let's shut down globalization.
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Let's start just to worry about the people close to us.
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But let's face it, probably the Germans
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aren't getting into heaven anyway,
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let's not worry about them.
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I'm only saying that because I'm going to Germany soon,
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so I thought I had to pick a country.
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I mean, it really, I think we often do that.
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I think we don't have to worry about that.
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We just take care of us and ours,
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and we're doing our job in the world,
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but it's not the Christian call.
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The Christian call is, how many people are we going to help?
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If the church is going to be great in leadership,
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it has to be great in servanthood.
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It has to be a servant leader.
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And so, that's our new question, I think,
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that we should focus on is, who do we want to help in life?
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And how does that drive our vocation?
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Every year around Pentecost,
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I'm always very mindful of Monsignor Peter Quang.
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If you don't know him, he's the pastor over at All Saints,
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and he started life, I mean, it was difficult.
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He and his siblings were orphaned
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on the streets of Vietnam, and he literally raised
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and kept his siblings together on the streets over there,
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and came over here in the bottom of a boat,
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stowed away as a young child,
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you know, has since put together a life here.
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And he has such a different upbringing from us,
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and one time we were in discussion around a table,
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it was a lead discussion, and a bunch of priests
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who were sitting around, and there were six of us
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at our table, and we were supposed to be saying,
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you know, how did you discern your vocation?
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How did you come to believe that this is what you should do?
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And we, of course, all of us,
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immediately became professional therapists.
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And we talked about the deep movements of our hearts,
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and where we felt we might find fulfillment,
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and with the Catholic priesthood, you know,
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the celibacy issue, and, you know, will you be able,
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will that be okay for you, and how will you,
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you know, are you okay with this aspect of ministry?
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And we did all this discernment talk
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as we went around the table, and Peter,
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Monsignor Quang was the last one,
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and he was listening just fascinated,
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and so we finally got to him and said,
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so Peter, what made you want to become a priest?
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And he, not being smart or anything,
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he just said, my village needed priests.
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We had spent 35 minutes talking about, you know,
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whether it would be a fulfilling thing for our heart,
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and would it fill, we just, we knew that God
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would put a joy in my heart, and what it was gonna do
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to fulfill my life, and he grew up with ears
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that said they needed a priest.
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And people can believe what they want
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about vocations and calls, but I truly believe
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if they'd had a priest and needed a doctor,
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he'd have become a doctor, and it would have
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still been his vocation, because he listened
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to the need around him, and I just remember
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how that changed my thinking about discernment,
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certainly as a pastor.
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You know, there's, at any moment, there's at least
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20 things on the table of people who are dealing
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with death in their family, and people who are dealing
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with interpersonal struggles, and people who are dealing
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with serious illnesses, and losses of homes, and all,
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and you want each one of those to be important,
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and of course, each one of those wants you
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to forget the other 19, but it's, you know,
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you have to be called by the needs of the community,
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and we all have to be called by the needs
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of the greater community.
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We don't always get to hear the story
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of what happened to all those people who heard,
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who listened, who moved beyond their petty prejudices,
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and listened to people that formerly
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they'd had some tensions with,
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and in the listening, they become one.
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Now, I don't think they all walked out
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agreeing on everything.
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Agreement is not the same as support, and love, and nurture.
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They went out ready to be one,
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and that comes from support and nurture,
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and I think we are called in Pentecost
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to the evangelization that we can do with our ears,
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to go out and listen to the world,
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to hear about the God that was there long before us.
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You know, I'm fond of saying there's never been
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a missionary that brought Christ to anyone.
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Believe it or not, Christ got there first,
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and a real missionary listens until he or she
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can hear the God that was already there,
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and once they're there, then they can start to share,
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then evangelization happens.
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That's the miracle.
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Universal translator, we'll let the technicians
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take care of that, but no one will come up
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with a technology program that will create understanding.
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That belongs to the spirit, and it's the spirit
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we celebrate today, and the spirit that will bring us
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to the fullness of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound meani Father Pat’s message centers on the profound meaning of Pentecost as a celebration not merely of tongues and dramatic signs, but of listening, understanding, and servant leadership. He challenges traditional interpretations of scripture, particularly the Gospel of John, urging the faithful to re-examine the text without the filter of centuries of theological assumptions. The core of his homily is a call to evangelize not with words alone, but with open ears and hearts, to hear the needs of others, and to respond with love and service. True Christian leadership, he emphasizes, is rooted in humility and a sincere desire to serve others, especially those often overlooked or marginalized. Pentecost, then, is not just about a miraculous event in the past, but a continuing invitation to unity, compassion, and transformation through the Spirit.
In greater detail, Father Pat begins by contrasting the traditional Gospel reading of Pentecost—which recounts the risen Jesus breathing the Holy Spirit upon the disciples on Easter evening—with the more commonly emphasized first reading from Acts. He calls this Gospel account a “little Pentecost,” showing how the Spirit is given not once, but in multiple manifestations throughout scripture. He cautions against letting 2,000 years of doctrinal development obscure the radical simplicity of Jesus’ words. When Jesus tells the disciples, “Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained,” we often interpret this as divine ratification of human judgment. But Father Pat insists the text does not say that. Rather, it points to the human power to let go or to hold on to wrongs—a power that should be used in the service of reconciliation, not exclusion.
He provocatively asks us to consider what it would mean if everyone got into heaven—those we dislike, those we judge, those we’d rather not be around. Would we still want to be there? This question exposes the exclusivity many carry in their vision of salvation, reflecting cultural elitism more than Christ’s inclusive love. He challenges the "country club" mindset that assumes heaven is for a select few and instead presents the Kingdom of God as a radically inclusive place, made meaningful precisely because everyone is welcome.
Turning to the miracle of Pentecost in Acts, Father Pat questions whether the real transformation happened in the speakers or the listeners. He proposes that the miracle was not magical translation, but a willingness to listen. The devout Jews present in Jerusalem from many regions already shared overlapping languages due to their religious practices and heritage. The real barrier was not linguistic, but relational—these groups distrusted and judged each other. The Spirit’s gift, then, was not one of speech, but of mutual understanding. Pentecost is not about divine decoding, but about a divine softening of hearts, enabling people to hear and understand one another across divisions.
He illustrates this with a humorous but insightful analogy to how Catholics in the 1930s from various nations could attend a Latin Mass and understand it—not because the Latin was their native tongue, but because it was the language of their worship. Similarly, the Jews of the Diaspora and those in Galilee shared enough linguistic and religious background to communicate if they chose to listen. The Spirit empowered that choice.
Father Pat then shifts to a broader reflection on what it means to be a people led by the Spirit. He introduces the idea of servant leadership, distinguishing it from worldly notions of power and dominance. At his school, he is rebranding a leadership program to focus not on ambition or control, but on service. He challenges the typical question posed to children—“What do you want to be when you grow up?”—and replaces it with a more spiritually grounded one: “Whom do you want to help when you grow up?” This reframing aligns vocation with compassion and attentiveness to the needs of others, echoing the core message of Pentecost.
He shares the story of Monsignor Peter Quang, whose call to the priesthood was not based on introspective discernment or personal fulfillment, but on a simple, profound response to the needs of his village: “We needed priests.” That clarity of purpose, rooted in community need, stands in contrast to the individualistic discernment processes that many undergo. Father Pat suggests that true vocation arises when we listen to the world around us and respond to its needs—not just when we follow internal stirrings.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls for a Pentecost people who evangelize with their ears, who seek first to understand, who recognize that Christ is already present in every culture and place. The role of the missionary, and by extension every Christian, is not to bring Christ as if He were absent, but to recognize and name His presence already at work in others. Unity, then, is not achieved through doctrinal conformity but through compassionate listening, mutual respect, and shared love. The Spirit, not technology, brings true understanding, and it is this Spirit we are called to receive, share, and celebrate....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 851.9400024414062, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the conclusion of the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. The eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain to which Jesus had ordered them. When they saw him, they worshiped, but they doubted. Then Jesus approached and said to them, all power in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Go, therefore, and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you until the end of an age. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Feast of the Ascension, of course, belongs properly to this past Thursday. It's what we call the word is transmuted to Sunday in, well, in some of the United States, which kind of disclaims the word united. But in some of the states, at least with the church, it happened on Thursday because, and the reason, none of these dates are actual anniversaries of anything because we don't know the actual times they happen. But once you plug in one holiday, then you can do the others. So for us each year, Easter is kind of our North Star. And once we get Easter figured out, that Thursday is, you know, Pentecost is 50 days later. And this is done 10 days before, which would have landed it on Thursday. Some of the states have just said, yeah, but no one will come on Thursday. And people go, what an awful reason to change it. And actually, it's called a pastoral reason. So you can say, well, we're going to fight that and fight that and fight that until those people stop working on Thursdays. And in the meantime, an entire generation will never hear the Ascension readings. No, we know that none of these are actual anniversary dates. We had a tour guide when my last two that I did, but the last two that the parish did as well, of pilgrimages to the Holy Land. We had this amazing tour guide, Julie. And she used to always say, now you understand when we come here to the Church of the Resurrection or we come here to the church where they have the scourging of the pillar, these are not a sort of X marks the spot. You know, these are the places that have been traditionally associated with this. No one in the Gospels really had much interest in giving us geographic locations. That wasn't, in their mind, germane to the story. It wouldn't have mattered if it happened on the other side of town. But these are the places that become our tradition. And so Ascension for us is more than just the event, it is the tradition. Edward Skielbeck, one of the theologians out of Holland, it's very difficult to read because I don't know who translates from Dutch to English, but it's pretty stilted by the time you get it. But he used to always talk about the Ascension as a continuation in the body of Christ. The Ascension of Jesus will never be complete until every last member of the body has ascended. And where we think that's an interesting Ascension theology, it's really his theology of what it means to be a member of the body of Christ. That Jesus himself is not fully ascended until every one of us is. And it puts a responsibility on us to lift the other up. How different would faith look if we actually focused on lifting people up? And I'm not accusing our faith over any other. I mean, throughout, as a matter of fact, it's many of the grassroots level Christian churches in America that have become so harsh, and the fire and brimstone, that people literally go to church to be beat down, to be told what they're doing wrong. And we get that emotionally confused with a sense of holiness. I know I'm holy when I hate myself. It is not that uncommon. Because when I hate myself, I'm really in touch with how sinful I am. Somehow, joy and delight and what Jesus talks about, I come to bring you joy and bring you it fully. I've watched as some strains of Christianity will say, well, when they say joy, they mean a quiet joy. That's always my, we used to get that in my first seminary. And let me tell you, I'll talk a little trash about it, but it was the most wonderful seminary in the world. And all my formation happened there. In Rome, I got lots of academics, but these Benedictines in Missouri, they were the best. But their liturgy was very, very Middle Ages. And on Easter, every year, I just would wait for it. And I know it's not supposed to be the holy response, but I'd kind of giggle every year. The Alleluia, they were, and they loved this. It's this Alleluia that we resurrected from the eighth century, and it's got such history to it. And all of a sudden, as sun was rising, because you know, the liturgy started at 4 a.m. with all the readings, the vigil, and you'd hear, ♪ Allelu, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪ and about five minutes later, ♪ Yah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪ And I always used to get this picture of Peter and John and Mary coming out of the tomb going, he is risen. And it was, and I have no doubt that for me, this was a cultural shift. That sort of chant, it probably was never done that slow before music historians got a hold of it and told you the right way to do it. Because when you ever read books on chant and how chant should actually be done, chant is supposed to be just a hair under the tempo of spoken language. So even though you've probably never done it when you're at a parish that chants the Our Father, it should sound, ♪ Our Father who art in heaven, our Lord be thy name ♪ And I'll go, ♪ Our Father ♪ And you're like, oh, that elucidates the text. Chant done badly takes all the inflection out. And the idea of chant was to musically notate the natural rise and fall of a spoken text. So you kind of have to do it. But I always thought there's been a shift where someone has said, well, if we can rewrite joy until it looks like solemnity, that will be holy joy. And it doesn't mean that, you know, to be Christian, we walk around just hysterical all the time. But that we live life more fully. It's kind of an interesting piece of Ignatian spirituality. You know, Ignatian spirituality, as spirituality goes, not liturgy, anything else, as spirituality goes, it's probably the most comprehensive makeover that any religious order does. I mean, as far as, you know, if you're going into the Jesuits and you start into those Ignatian retreats, it is there to really restructure your spirituality. And anyone who doesn't know about it would say, well, that's a group that they're, you know, the more you can restructure and get them to go through the program, you know, there's gonna be a real sense of, we all have the same spirituality. And they all come out more radically different from one another than any other order. You know, and because what Ignatian spirituality does is it says, by the time you are done with this, your highs will be higher, your lows will be lower, who you are will be more evident in the world. It's going to be how we bring you to the surface, not how we put braces on your brains and get you all to look alike, but how we bring you to the surface. And so this very rigorous spiritual training actually creates wild individuals. Well, I shouldn't say wild because they come here very often and they'll get mad. But what I find is that many people think the holier we all are, the more alike we'll look. You know, people will just start walking through King Soopers with their hands, thumbs together, baby crossed here. You know, that holiness is about how much we can structure one another to look alike, as though, you know, there is one perfect image of humanity and we're all supposed to be the same. And the fascinating thing is when you look at the Jesus as the perfect image of humanity, he never preached that therefore we were all supposed to be him. There was one of those little, I can't remember what network does those little moment things where they say now that you know or something and they're little community service messages. And one of them, it was my favorite line, they were talking about people needing to be themselves and it said, be yourself, everyone else is taken. Everyone else is taken. And it doesn't mean that we can't respect our faith and we can't know where boundaries are and know where we're not going. As a matter of fact, when you know who you are, you know where your boundaries are a lot better. If we're fishing through the world trying to appear like other people, you will never understand where their boundaries come from. You can with yours. And so if our faith becomes something that lifts people up, then they will come here and be themselves. Or we will get more and more and more history of people saying, oh, you know, I'll have nothing to do with church. They don't like my friends, they don't like this, they don't like that, they beat up those people. This person's family will not talk to them because they're so religious. How many people stop talking to other people based on their religion? It was so funny this last year, people said, you know, this last year was so contentious with politics. People will always say, well, you know, I just can't believe that this is the first time in my life, there are family members that we just don't talk to each other since the election. And I always have one of two reactions, which is, well, religion's been doing that to family for years. And it really has. But the other thing is, if you aren't talking to a family member because of politics this year, there was more going on to begin with. I don't have a single, personal, close, fulfilling friendship that got trashed by politics. A lot of the people who have irritated me forever irritated me more. And it turns out, this is the shocking part, I irritate them more. And I do think when someone says, oh, this broke up the whole family. Yeah, we're not talking about a family that was there to begin with. We're talking about a family that was waiting for an issue so I didn't have to go to Thanksgiving. And so, if we become, if faith says, you know, we can't control politics. But what if faith becomes the place where this is who I am, you and I disagree, but ascension says we lift each other up. I've loved this image over the years, I've thrown it out several times, and that is, the world, politics, economics, all of that is, it is the managing of power over one another. Who has the power? Who gets to tell who what to do? You know, every relationship, when someone says, if you're gonna go into a relationship, you're gonna open yourself to being vulnerable, of what? Well, the other will have power over you, they can hurt you. We, as Christians, need to understand that every human interaction has power going on. But we don't have to use the same preposition. We can believe in God's power. I believe, truly, I believe God has power over nothing. Not because he couldn't, but because, clearly, through salvation history, he has shown us, again and again, that that is not God's way. God has power under everything. As physics will tell you, power under lifts, power over pushes down. We need to be people of power under. We need to be the people who say, we do have power with one another. I know that I can say something and hurt someone. That would be a power over, why do it? When you can, instead, say something and lift someone up, power under. Jesus comes to do nothing but show how God is willing to go to the lowest point of humanity, that passion and death, as low to lift people up. And in honor of that, too often, people of some faith run around knocking everyone down to honor Jesus lifting them up. That can't be our way. We are a people of power under. We are a people who lift one another up. We are a people who not just acknowledge the ascension, but work to be part of it. We've got 10 days until Pentecost. How many people can we lift up? How much of the kingdom of God can we reveal? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the conclusion of the Holy Gospel
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according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The eleven disciples went to Galilee,
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to the mountain to which Jesus had ordered them.
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When they saw him, they worshiped, but they doubted.
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Then Jesus approached and said to them,
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all power in heaven and on earth has been given to me.
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Go, therefore, and make disciples
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of all the nations, baptizing them
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in the name of the Father, and of the Son,
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and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all
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that I have commanded you.
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And behold, I am with you until the end of an age.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Feast of the Ascension, of course,
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belongs properly to this past Thursday.
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It's what we call the word is transmuted to Sunday in, well,
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in some of the United States, which kind of disclaims
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the word united.
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But in some of the states, at least with the church,
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it happened on Thursday because, and the reason,
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none of these dates are actual anniversaries of anything
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because we don't know the actual times they happen.
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But once you plug in one holiday,
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then you can do the others.
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So for us each year, Easter is kind of our North Star.
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And once we get Easter figured out, that Thursday is,
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you know, Pentecost is 50 days later.
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And this is done 10 days before, which would
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have landed it on Thursday.
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Some of the states have just said, yeah,
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but no one will come on Thursday.
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And people go, what an awful reason to change it.
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And actually, it's called a pastoral reason.
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So you can say, well, we're going
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to fight that and fight that and fight
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that until those people stop working on Thursdays.
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And in the meantime, an entire generation
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will never hear the Ascension readings.
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No, we know that none of these are actual anniversary dates.
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We had a tour guide when my last two that I did,
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but the last two that the parish did as well,
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of pilgrimages to the Holy Land.
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We had this amazing tour guide, Julie.
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And she used to always say, now you
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understand when we come here to the Church of the Resurrection
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or we come here to the church where they have
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the scourging of the pillar, these are not
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a sort of X marks the spot.
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You know, these are the places that have been traditionally
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associated with this.
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No one in the Gospels really had much interest in giving us
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geographic locations.
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That wasn't, in their mind, germane to the story.
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It wouldn't have mattered if it happened
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on the other side of town.
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But these are the places that become our tradition.
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And so Ascension for us is more than just the event,
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it is the tradition.
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Edward Skielbeck, one of the theologians out of Holland,
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it's very difficult to read because I
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don't know who translates from Dutch to English,
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but it's pretty stilted by the time you get it.
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But he used to always talk about the Ascension
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as a continuation in the body of Christ.
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The Ascension of Jesus will never
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be complete until every last member of the body
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has ascended.
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And where we think that's an interesting Ascension
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theology, it's really his theology
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of what it means to be a member of the body of Christ.
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That Jesus himself is not fully ascended
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until every one of us is.
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And it puts a responsibility on us to lift the other up.
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How different would faith look if we actually
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focused on lifting people up?
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And I'm not accusing our faith over any other.
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I mean, throughout, as a matter of fact,
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it's many of the grassroots level Christian churches
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in America that have become so harsh,
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and the fire and brimstone, that people literally
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go to church to be beat down, to be
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told what they're doing wrong.
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And we get that emotionally confused
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with a sense of holiness.
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I know I'm holy when I hate myself.
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It is not that uncommon.
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Because when I hate myself, I'm really
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in touch with how sinful I am.
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Somehow, joy and delight and what Jesus talks about,
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I come to bring you joy and bring you it fully.
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I've watched as some strains of Christianity will say,
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well, when they say joy, they mean a quiet joy.
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That's always my, we used to get that in my first seminary.
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And let me tell you, I'll talk a little trash about it,
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but it was the most wonderful seminary in the world.
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And all my formation happened there.
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In Rome, I got lots of academics,
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but these Benedictines in Missouri, they were the best.
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But their liturgy was very, very Middle Ages.
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And on Easter, every year, I just would wait for it.
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And I know it's not supposed to be the holy response,
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but I'd kind of giggle every year.
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The Alleluia, they were, and they loved this.
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It's this Alleluia that we resurrected
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from the eighth century, and it's got such history to it.
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And all of a sudden, as sun was rising,
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because you know, the liturgy started at 4 a.m.
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with all the readings, the vigil,
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and you'd hear,
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♪ Allelu, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪
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and about five minutes later,
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♪ Yah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪
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And I always used to get this picture of Peter
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and John and Mary coming out of the tomb going,
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he is risen.
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And it was, and I have no doubt that for me,
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this was a cultural shift.
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That sort of chant,
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it probably was never done that slow
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before music historians got a hold of it
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and told you the right way to do it.
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Because when you ever read books on chant
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and how chant should actually be done,
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chant is supposed to be just a hair
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under the tempo of spoken language.
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So even though you've probably never done it
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when you're at a parish that chants the Our Father,
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it should sound,
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♪ Our Father who art in heaven, our Lord be thy name ♪
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And I'll go,
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♪ Our Father ♪
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And you're like, oh, that elucidates the text.
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Chant done badly takes all the inflection out.
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And the idea of chant was to musically notate
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the natural rise and fall of a spoken text.
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So you kind of have to do it.
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But I always thought there's been a shift
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where someone has said, well,
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if we can rewrite joy until it looks like solemnity,
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that will be holy joy.
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And it doesn't mean that, you know, to be Christian,
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we walk around just hysterical all the time.
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But that we live life more fully.
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It's kind of an interesting piece of Ignatian spirituality.
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You know, Ignatian spirituality, as spirituality goes,
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not liturgy, anything else, as spirituality goes,
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it's probably the most comprehensive makeover
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that any religious order does.
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I mean, as far as, you know,
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if you're going into the Jesuits
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and you start into those Ignatian retreats,
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it is there to really restructure your spirituality.
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And anyone who doesn't know about it would say,
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well, that's a group that they're, you know,
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the more you can restructure
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and get them to go through the program,
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you know, there's gonna be a real sense of,
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we all have the same spirituality.
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And they all come out more radically different
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from one another than any other order.
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You know, and because what Ignatian spirituality does
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is it says, by the time you are done with this,
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your highs will be higher, your lows will be lower,
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who you are will be more evident in the world.
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It's going to be how we bring you to the surface,
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not how we put braces on your brains
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and get you all to look alike,
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but how we bring you to the surface.
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And so this very rigorous spiritual training
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actually creates wild individuals.
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Well, I shouldn't say wild
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because they come here very often and they'll get mad.
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But what I find is that many people think
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the holier we all are, the more alike we'll look.
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You know, people will just start walking
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through King Soopers with their hands,
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thumbs together, baby crossed here.
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You know, that holiness is about
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how much we can structure one another to look alike,
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as though, you know, there is one perfect image of humanity
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and we're all supposed to be the same.
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And the fascinating thing is when you look at the Jesus
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as the perfect image of humanity,
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he never preached that therefore
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we were all supposed to be him.
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There was one of those little,
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I can't remember what network does those little moment
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things where they say now that you know or something
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and they're little community service messages.
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And one of them, it was my favorite line,
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they were talking about people needing to be themselves
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and it said, be yourself, everyone else is taken.
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Everyone else is taken.
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And it doesn't mean that we can't respect our faith
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and we can't know where boundaries are
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and know where we're not going.
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As a matter of fact, when you know who you are,
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you know where your boundaries are a lot better.
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If we're fishing through the world
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trying to appear like other people,
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you will never understand where their boundaries come from.
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You can with yours.
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And so if our faith becomes something that lifts people up,
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then they will come here and be themselves.
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Or we will get more and more and more history
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of people saying, oh, you know,
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I'll have nothing to do with church.
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They don't like my friends, they don't like this,
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they don't like that, they beat up those people.
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This person's family will not talk to them
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because they're so religious.
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How many people stop talking to other people
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based on their religion?
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It was so funny this last year, people said,
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you know, this last year was so contentious with politics.
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People will always say, well, you know,
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I just can't believe that this is the first time in my life,
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there are family members that we just don't talk
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to each other since the election.
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And I always have one of two reactions, which is,
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well, religion's been doing that to family for years.
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And it really has.
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But the other thing is, if you aren't talking
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to a family member because of politics this year,
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there was more going on to begin with.
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I don't have a single, personal, close,
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fulfilling friendship that got trashed by politics.
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A lot of the people who have irritated me forever
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irritated me more.
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And it turns out, this is the shocking part,
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I irritate them more.
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And I do think when someone says,
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oh, this broke up the whole family.
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Yeah, we're not talking about a family
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that was there to begin with.
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We're talking about a family that was waiting for an issue
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so I didn't have to go to Thanksgiving.
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And so, if we become, if faith says, you know,
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we can't control politics.
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But what if faith becomes the place where
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this is who I am, you and I disagree,
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but ascension says we lift each other up.
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I've loved this image over the years,
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I've thrown it out several times, and that is,
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the world, politics, economics,
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all of that is, it is the managing of power
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over one another.
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Who has the power?
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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You know, every relationship, when someone says,
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if you're gonna go into a relationship,
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you're gonna open yourself to being vulnerable, of what?
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Well, the other will have power over you,
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they can hurt you.
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We, as Christians, need to understand
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that every human interaction has power going on.
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But we don't have to use the same preposition.
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We can believe in God's power.
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I believe, truly, I believe God has power over nothing.
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Not because he couldn't, but because, clearly,
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through salvation history, he has shown us,
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again and again, that that is not God's way.
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God has power under everything.
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As physics will tell you, power under lifts,
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power over pushes down.
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We need to be people of power under.
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We need to be the people who say,
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we do have power with one another.
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I know that I can say something and hurt someone.
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That would be a power over, why do it?
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When you can, instead, say something
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and lift someone up, power under.
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Jesus comes to do nothing but show
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how God is willing to go to the lowest point of humanity,
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that passion and death, as low to lift people up.
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And in honor of that, too often,
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people of some faith run around knocking everyone down
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to honor Jesus lifting them up.
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That can't be our way.
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We are a people of power under.
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We are a people who lift one another up.
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We are a people who not just acknowledge the ascension,
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but work to be part of it.
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We've got 10 days until Pentecost.
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How many people can we lift up?
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How much of the kingdom of God can we reveal?
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Simply through exercising our power under one another.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative and communal meaning of the Ascension. Rather than viewing it solely as a historical event or theological doctrine, he interprets the Ascension as an ongoing process in which Christ's ascension is not fully realized until all members of the Body of Christ are lifted up. This call to “lift up” rather than “push down” one another reorients Christian power and practice from dominance to service, from conformity to authentic individuality, and from judgment to joy. The Ascension becomes not a distant doctrinal moment, but a living invitation to embody Christ’s mission of elevation—spiritually, emotionally, and communally—by using our "power under" others rather than over them.
Father Pat begins by contextualizing the Feast of the Ascension not as a fixed anniversary but as a liturgical moment rooted in tradition rather than geography or chronology. He notes that the Church, in shifting the Ascension celebration from Thursday to Sunday in some U.S. dioceses, does so not out of laziness or compromise, but for pastoral care—to ensure that the faithful, who might not attend a Thursday Mass, still encounter this essential mystery. He reminds us that the Gospel writers were not concerned with precise locations or dates, and that our sacred spaces and liturgical calendars are more about tradition and meaning than historical accuracy.
Building on this, Father Pat introduces the theology of Edward Schillebeeckx, who argued that the Ascension is not complete until the entire Body of Christ—meaning all of us—ascends. This shifts the Ascension from an isolated moment in Christ’s life to an ongoing mission of the Church. It places responsibility on the faithful to lift one another up spiritually and morally, suggesting that Christian life is not about personal elevation alone but communal uplift. This reframing challenges the prevalent religious culture, especially in some American Christian contexts, where faith is often centered on guilt, shame, and judgment. Father Pat critiques this tendency, arguing that many Christians confuse holiness with self-loathing, mistaking emotional harshness for spiritual authenticity.
Instead, he upholds joy—not solemn, sanitized joy, but authentic, life-giving joy—as the true mark of Christian life. He recounts his experience with overly solemn liturgies that turned the joyful proclamation of the Resurrection into a dirge, noting how such presentations can distort the Gospel’s message. He connects this to the broader cultural shift where holiness is equated with uniformity and restraint rather than individuality and vitality.
Drawing on Ignatian spirituality, he emphasizes that true spiritual formation should not make people identical or rigid, but should bring forth their unique, God-given identities. The Jesuit model, he explains, forms individuals into more authentic versions of themselves, not carbon copies of some idealized piety. The holier we become, the more ourselves we should be—not more like each other. Holiness, then, is not found in conformity but in fully living into our God-created uniqueness, with all the emotional highs and lows that entails.
This individuality, however, is not license for selfishness or division. Father Pat warns against religiosity that divides families or communities, noting that true faith should foster deeper relationships, not rupture them. He reflects on political divisions and how they often mask deeper relational wounds. If faith is only used to judge, exclude, or dominate, then it fails its mission. Instead, he calls for faith that lifts up, that holds space for disagreement without dehumanization, and that practices love over ideology.
He contrasts worldly power, which seeks dominance ("power over"), with God’s power, which is always "power under"—the divine willingness to descend into the depths of human suffering to lift others up. Jesus' descent into death and his resurrection are not acts of domination but of service and solidarity. Therefore, Christians are called to emulate this divine pattern by using their power not to control but to support, not to condemn but to elevate.
The Ascension, then, becomes an icon of this “power under” theology. As Christ ascends, he invites and empowers us to lift others with him—to be co-workers in the divine mission of salvation and elevation. In the days leading to Pentecost, Father Pat challenges his listeners to embody this call: to use their time, words, and actions to lift others up. In doing so, we do not just celebrate the Ascension as a past event—we participate in its ongoing fulfillment....
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We Are Fundamentally One
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 843.9199829101562, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, if you love me, you will keep my commandments. And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to be with you always, the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot accept because it neither sees nor knows him. But you know him because he remains with you and will be in you. I will not leave you orphans. I will come to you. In a little while, the world will no longer see me. But you will see me because I live in you, and you will live. On that day, you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I in you. Whoever has my commandments and observes them is the one who loves me. And whoever loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and reveal myself to him. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. So I'm assuming that pretty much clears it up for everyone. You know, John's Gospel, we're finally at kind of the moment in the Easter season where we get the final arrival after several weeks, especially in the daily masses, of I and the Father are one, and the Father's in me, and the Father and I are in you, and you're in me, and we're all in this. And it goes on and on in this very Greek philosophical style. And it arrives at a few conclusions, though some of them are very vague, and they don't give us quite the satisfaction, I think, that someone who wants a more fundamentalistic approach to Scripture would enjoy. And that is, you know, how do you know the Spirit is in you? How do you know that your faith is real? Well, you'll know because the Spirit's in you. And how will you know? Because it will be in you. And when my neighbor and I both pray and come to different conclusions, which one of us has the Spirit? Well, the one of you that has the truth. And which one is that? The one with the Spirit. It doesn't give us an easy answer to that. And you can quickly go to what tries to pull it out a little, and it says, well, whoever keeps my commandments. And then you immediately get into 28 different lists of what the commandments are, and which ones count and which ones don't. And at the time this is written, there's no sense of what the canon of Scripture will look like, so you can't say, well, you go to the Bible. No one had included which letters of Paul, which version of the Old Testament. And so we go back through, and you can look in the Bible, and the Bible says, thou shalt not kill or eat shrimp. So which list of my commandments? And then if you go back to the words of Jesus and get the commands that come out of the words of Jesus, it looks very simple, but we have very little interest in it. Because once you get back to the commands of Jesus, it's going to be feed the poor, visit the lonely, free the imprisoned, and we're like, well, yes, but let's get back to whether or not we should eat meat on Friday. The actual commandments of Jesus, every Christian church I know agrees on, does varying amounts of carrying it out, and stays divided on issues that have nothing to do with Jesus. Most of the Christian churches that are divided, us included, we're all divided from one another based on one thing, and that is, who gets to tell who what to do? Who has the spirit? You know, sometimes I picture us like a bunch of adolescents around a stadium yelling, we've got spirit, how about you? And everyone arguing over something that can never be settled because it will always be a point of faith. And so, you know, our faith can either tear us apart or bring us together. Kevin Burke used to love to say that there are two kinds of priests. There are those that only have one homily, and then there are those who have no homily. And I know that my theme that comes up again and again and again is community, and I think a lot of people believe that that's my ecclesiology. Now, ecclesiology means study of the church, that that's my vision, that comes out of my fundamental belief of what church should be, but it's not. It's my theology. It's my fundamental belief of who God is. See, we believe in a trinity. Our God is community, not individual. Our God is three. And even the trinity, when it was first posited for anyone, the trinity was not ever thought to be the whole picture. You can't get to the whole picture. But we kind of chose this. We knew at least that there were three sort of manifestations, and we tend to, when we talk about God, we either get very concerned with God the creator, God the Father, God the parent, God that first person of the trinity, or we're very much into Jesus, or in a few weeks at Pentecost, very much into the Spirit. And we like to talk about these individuals and from them put together a piece of God. But we don't talk about this oneness very much of the three, something that underlies each of the three persons that is a community, that our fundamental vision of God is a community. And so the reason I believe and I preach so much on community is because I believe we're created in the image of God. You know, it was posited originally in Africa and then got usurped here in America for all sorts of things, but you know the fundamental phrase that everyone would talk about, it takes a village, and they're talking about raising children. I would expand that. It takes a village to be human. You cannot be human, totally human, in total isolation. You do not develop as a full human in isolation. Who we are is communal. We are created in the image of a God that is communal, that is community. And I'm not sure we ever explore enough that image of oneness. You know, we get an interesting vision of it here in the first reading because Philip has gone down, and Philip is one of the 12 apostles. Now, in our Catholic Church, we would say that the bishops are the successors to the apostles, and there's certain things in the church that belong by right to the bishops. They're kind of that ultimate authority. And Philip has clearly evangelized this crowd, and they're all coming together, and everything's going well, and miracles are being worked. But before the Spirit comes down, it says Peter and John come down to pray with them all so that the Spirit can come down. Now, if we take that seriously, then we have to go, which of the bishops can confirm and which of them can't? Gosh, I mean, I hope ours is a Peter and a John and not a Philip. Clearly, Philip couldn't get the job done. That's not what it's about. It's not about, why did the other apostles have to come for that to happen? And it was because in that early church, there is a sense that it is not a healthy thing for one person to go off and start a branch of the church on their own. It's not that three of them would be better. It's the oneness of them that needed to be represented. The oneness of many. And as mystical as that sounds, and as hard as it is to get our head around, that is a mystery that we're called to contemplate, is the oneness of a community. You know, here at MPB, there are masses. This is usually one of them, but as summer hits, it gets earlier and earlier. Nine o'clock was the madhouse, and now 1045 has parking. Who would have guessed? You know, but as it gets warmer, people go to earlier masses. But, you know, it's interesting how people find themselves like at Christmas Eve when this place, when we're, you know, packed in. And many people are like, oh, look at how many there are. But we don't always experience how one we are. And oneness doesn't mean we all think alike. As a matter of fact, I would suggest that the difference between a cult and a religion is the room for dissent. A cult has no room for dissent. A religion has to. Otherwise, it's a cult. And so, you know, it's not that oneness means we all agree, we all think alike. It's that we know, as we've heard from many philosophers and social, you know, writers, that if we diminish anyone, we've diminished all. And that just doesn't go for our church community. That goes for the human family. Diminish anyone, and we diminish us all a little. We make that diminishment a little more acceptable every time we allow it, every time we partake in it, every time it becomes an easier part of our life. It's very hard for us to focus on the oneness of humanity. It's much easier to focus on the many. You can focus on the many, and that way, you know, if you're at war, the loss of one of our lives is more tragic than the loss of one of theirs. That's many thinking. You know, the tragedies that happen around the world are awful, but, oh, when it happens here in Aurora, when it happens here at Columbine, that's more tragic. No, it's more personal. That's expected. It's more personal to us. But it can't be more tragic unless we think, well, you know, the value of a human life is based on two things. One, it's created in the image of God, and secondly, the amount of that value will be on how close they are to me. But we do live out of that. You know, a life that's close to us just seems to be worth more. And that's not the one thinking. That's the thinking that says, well, we're many, we're many, we're many, we're many, and all of these readings are trying to say, you've got to be a body of Christ. You should stop worrying about, well, which one of us has the Spirit? Diminish one of us, you diminish all of us. So, how connected are you to the Spirit? How many people do you dialogue with in your faith? How many times are you willing to experience not the Spirit that's in my heart, but the Spirit that's between our hearts? That space in between the human heart, that's where we experience this Trinity vision of God. That's where we're going to experience what's more fundamental. It's kind of interesting, it's also a very engendered image. You know, people always talk about gender and God a lot, and all of our traditional language talks about the maleness of God, God the Father, God the Son, God the Spirit. In Latin, now they'll say, oh, well, it's not feminine, it's an irregular masculine. Irregular enough, it becomes feminine, trust me. It's, you know, it's, it's, but that the wording in Latin and in all of the modern languages that came out of Latin, whether, you know, whether it's the Romani or the Italian, whether it's Spanish, whether it's French. For example, in Italian, you do have, it's very masculine, you have il padre, and you have il figlio, and you have lo spirito, those are all masculine. But you always have la trinità. Trinity is always feminine. What is that, what is that more fundamental nature that unifies? Not how do we see ourselves as individuals, not, because we experience the threeness of the Trinity very easily in our life. We experience how we interact and whether we support one another and agree or whether we don't. But a fundamental oneness. It's been my favorite image in the last 20 years. It came up in his, you know, a writer started writing about it a lot. And that is the image that they came to realize, I think it was back in the 80s, maybe the 70s, that they came to realize that the largest single living organism on Earth was a grove of aspen trees until you're right. And it wasn't until they were able to, through some of the sonic type equipment, explore the root system that they realized that this huge grove was one. It was not a bunch of different trees. It was one organism. Now, you and I can only see from the surface up, so for us, we will always see it as many. But the fundamental reality is it's one. We have to come to that vision for humanity. You and I can only see the many. We have to believe in the oneness. Diminish even one of us. You diminish all of us. That's the vision of Jesus that we are called to take into every moment of our life. Why should we help the poor? Two reasons. Social justice is a great one. But more importantly, diminish one of us. You diminish all of us. Allow one of us to suffer needlessly. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, if you love me,
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you will keep my commandments.
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And I will ask the Father, and he
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will give you another advocate to be with you always,
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the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot accept because it
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neither sees nor knows him.
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But you know him because he remains with you
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and will be in you.
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I will not leave you orphans.
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I will come to you.
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In a little while, the world will no longer see me.
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But you will see me because I live in you,
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and you will live.
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On that day, you will realize that I am in my Father,
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and you are in me, and I in you.
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Whoever has my commandments and observes them
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is the one who loves me.
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And whoever loves me will be loved by my Father,
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and I will love him and reveal myself to him.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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So I'm assuming that pretty much clears it up for everyone.
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You know, John's Gospel, we're finally
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at kind of the moment in the Easter season
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where we get the final arrival after several weeks,
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especially in the daily masses, of I and the Father are one,
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and the Father's in me, and the Father and I are in you,
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and you're in me, and we're all in this.
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And it goes on and on in this very Greek philosophical style.
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And it arrives at a few conclusions,
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though some of them are very vague,
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and they don't give us quite the satisfaction,
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I think, that someone who wants a more fundamentalistic
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approach to Scripture would enjoy.
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And that is, you know, how do you know the Spirit is in you?
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How do you know that your faith is real?
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Well, you'll know because the Spirit's in you.
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And how will you know?
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Because it will be in you.
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And when my neighbor and I both pray
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and come to different conclusions,
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which one of us has the Spirit?
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Well, the one of you that has the truth.
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And which one is that? The one with the Spirit.
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It doesn't give us an easy answer to that.
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And you can quickly go to what tries to pull it out a little,
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and it says, well, whoever keeps my commandments.
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And then you immediately get into 28 different lists
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of what the commandments are,
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and which ones count and which ones don't.
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And at the time this is written,
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there's no sense of what the canon of Scripture will look like,
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so you can't say, well, you go to the Bible.
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No one had included which letters of Paul,
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which version of the Old Testament.
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And so we go back through, and you can look in the Bible,
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and the Bible says, thou shalt not kill or eat shrimp.
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So which list of my commandments?
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And then if you go back to the words of Jesus
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and get the commands that come out of the words of Jesus,
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it looks very simple, but we have very little interest in it.
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Because once you get back to the commands of Jesus,
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it's going to be feed the poor, visit the lonely,
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free the imprisoned, and we're like, well, yes,
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but let's get back to whether or not we should eat meat on Friday.
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The actual commandments of Jesus,
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every Christian church I know agrees on,
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does varying amounts of carrying it out,
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and stays divided on issues that have nothing to do with Jesus.
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Most of the Christian churches that are divided, us included,
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we're all divided from one another based on one thing,
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and that is, who gets to tell who what to do?
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Who has the spirit?
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You know, sometimes I picture us like a bunch of adolescents
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around a stadium yelling, we've got spirit, how about you?
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And everyone arguing over something that can never be settled
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because it will always be a point of faith.
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And so, you know, our faith can either tear us apart
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or bring us together.
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Kevin Burke used to love to say that there are two kinds of priests.
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There are those that only have one homily,
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and then there are those who have no homily.
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And I know that my theme that comes up again and again and again
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is community, and I think a lot of people believe
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that that's my ecclesiology.
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Now, ecclesiology means study of the church,
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that that's my vision, that comes out of my fundamental belief
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of what church should be, but it's not.
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It's my theology.
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It's my fundamental belief of who God is.
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See, we believe in a trinity.
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Our God is community, not individual.
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Our God is three.
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And even the trinity, when it was first posited for anyone,
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the trinity was not ever thought to be the whole picture.
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You can't get to the whole picture.
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But we kind of chose this.
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We knew at least that there were three sort of manifestations,
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and we tend to, when we talk about God,
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we either get very concerned with God the creator,
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God the Father, God the parent,
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God that first person of the trinity,
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or we're very much into Jesus, or in a few weeks at Pentecost,
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very much into the Spirit.
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And we like to talk about these individuals
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and from them put together a piece of God.
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But we don't talk about this oneness very much of the three,
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something that underlies each of the three persons
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that is a community,
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that our fundamental vision of God is a community.
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And so the reason I believe and I preach so much on community
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is because I believe we're created in the image of God.
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You know, it was posited originally in Africa
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and then got usurped here in America for all sorts of things,
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but you know the fundamental phrase that everyone would talk about,
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it takes a village, and they're talking about raising children.
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I would expand that.
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It takes a village to be human.
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You cannot be human, totally human, in total isolation.
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You do not develop as a full human in isolation.
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Who we are is communal.
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We are created in the image of a God that is communal,
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that is community.
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And I'm not sure we ever explore enough that image of oneness.
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You know, we get an interesting vision of it here in the first reading
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because Philip has gone down, and Philip is one of the 12 apostles.
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Now, in our Catholic Church,
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we would say that the bishops are the successors to the apostles,
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and there's certain things in the church that belong by right to the bishops.
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They're kind of that ultimate authority.
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And Philip has clearly evangelized this crowd,
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and they're all coming together, and everything's going well,
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and miracles are being worked.
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But before the Spirit comes down,
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it says Peter and John come down to pray with them all
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so that the Spirit can come down.
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Now, if we take that seriously, then we have to go,
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which of the bishops can confirm and which of them can't?
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Gosh, I mean, I hope ours is a Peter and a John and not a Philip.
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Clearly, Philip couldn't get the job done.
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That's not what it's about.
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It's not about, why did the other apostles have to come for that to happen?
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And it was because in that early church,
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there is a sense that it is not a healthy thing
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for one person to go off and start a branch of the church on their own.
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It's not that three of them would be better.
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It's the oneness of them that needed to be represented.
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The oneness of many.
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And as mystical as that sounds,
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and as hard as it is to get our head around,
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that is a mystery that we're called to contemplate,
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is the oneness of a community.
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You know, here at MPB, there are masses.
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This is usually one of them, but as summer hits,
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it gets earlier and earlier.
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Nine o'clock was the madhouse, and now 1045 has parking.
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Who would have guessed?
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You know, but as it gets warmer, people go to earlier masses.
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But, you know, it's interesting how people find themselves
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like at Christmas Eve when this place,
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when we're, you know, packed in.
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And many people are like, oh, look at how many there are.
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But we don't always experience how one we are.
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And oneness doesn't mean we all think alike.
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As a matter of fact, I would suggest that the difference
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between a cult and a religion is the room for dissent.
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A cult has no room for dissent.
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A religion has to.
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Otherwise, it's a cult.
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And so, you know, it's not that oneness means we all agree,
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we all think alike.
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It's that we know, as we've heard from many philosophers
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and social, you know, writers,
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that if we diminish anyone, we've diminished all.
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And that just doesn't go for our church community.
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That goes for the human family.
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Diminish anyone, and we diminish us all a little.
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We make that diminishment a little more acceptable
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every time we allow it, every time we partake in it,
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every time it becomes an easier part of our life.
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It's very hard for us to focus on the oneness of humanity.
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It's much easier to focus on the many.
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You can focus on the many, and that way, you know,
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if you're at war, the loss of one of our lives
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is more tragic than the loss of one of theirs.
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That's many thinking.
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You know, the tragedies that happen around the world
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are awful, but, oh, when it happens here in Aurora,
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when it happens here at Columbine, that's more tragic.
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No, it's more personal.
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That's expected.
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It's more personal to us.
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But it can't be more tragic unless we think,
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well, you know, the value of a human life
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is based on two things.
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One, it's created in the image of God,
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and secondly, the amount of that value
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will be on how close they are to me.
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But we do live out of that.
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You know, a life that's close to us
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just seems to be worth more.
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And that's not the one thinking.
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That's the thinking that says,
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well, we're many, we're many, we're many, we're many,
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and all of these readings are trying to say,
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you've got to be a body of Christ.
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You should stop worrying about,
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well, which one of us has the Spirit?
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Diminish one of us, you diminish all of us.
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So, how connected are you to the Spirit?
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How many people do you dialogue with in your faith?
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How many times are you willing to experience
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not the Spirit that's in my heart,
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but the Spirit that's between our hearts?
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That space in between the human heart,
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that's where we experience this Trinity vision of God.
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That's where we're going to experience
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what's more fundamental.
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It's kind of interesting,
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it's also a very engendered image.
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You know, people always talk about gender and God a lot,
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and all of our traditional language
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talks about the maleness of God,
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God the Father, God the Son, God the Spirit.
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In Latin, now they'll say,
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oh, well, it's not feminine, it's an irregular masculine.
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Irregular enough, it becomes feminine, trust me.
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It's, you know, it's, it's,
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but that the wording in Latin
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and in all of the modern languages
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that came out of Latin,
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whether, you know, whether it's the Romani or the Italian,
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whether it's Spanish, whether it's French.
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For example, in Italian, you do have,
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it's very masculine, you have il padre,
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and you have il figlio,
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and you have lo spirito, those are all masculine.
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But you always have la trinità.
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Trinity is always feminine.
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What is that, what is that more fundamental nature that unifies?
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Not how do we see ourselves as individuals,
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not, because we experience the threeness of the Trinity
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very easily in our life.
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We experience how we interact
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and whether we support one another and agree
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or whether we don't.
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But a fundamental oneness.
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It's been my favorite image in the last 20 years.
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It came up in his, you know,
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a writer started writing about it a lot.
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And that is the image that they came to realize,
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I think it was back in the 80s, maybe the 70s,
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that they came to realize that the largest
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single living organism on Earth
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was a grove of aspen trees until you're right.
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And it wasn't until they were able to,
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through some of the sonic type equipment,
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explore the root system that they realized
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that this huge grove was one.
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It was not a bunch of different trees.
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It was one organism.
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Now, you and I can only see from the surface up,
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so for us, we will always see it as many.
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But the fundamental reality is it's one.
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We have to come to that vision for humanity.
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You and I can only see the many.
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We have to believe in the oneness.
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Diminish even one of us.
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You diminish all of us.
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That's the vision of Jesus that we are called to take
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into every moment of our life.
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Why should we help the poor?
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Two reasons.
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Social justice is a great one.
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But more importantly, diminish one of us.
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You diminish all of us.
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Allow one of us to suffer needlessly.
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Diminish all of us.
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That's our fundamental theology.
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That's what Trinity means,
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is that you and I, one day,
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will experience the kingdom of God
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because we'll realize that we should
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finally stop seeing the many
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and learn to see that we are one.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound myste Father Pat’s message centers on the profound mystery and call of Christian unity rooted in the Trinity. He emphasizes that God is not simply an individual deity but a divine community—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—whose very nature reveals that humanity, made in God's image, is meant to live in relationship, interdependence, and communion. He challenges the tendency within Christianity to focus on dogmatic certainty, doctrinal divisions, and individualistic spirituality, urging instead a return to the foundational command of Jesus: to love and serve one another. True faith, he asserts, is not proven through rigid certainty or theological dominance, but through the experience of the Spirit alive in the relationships between us. Unity is not sameness, and disagreement does not negate community; rather, it is in our shared humanity, our mutual dignity, and our communal striving that we become more like the God in whose image we are made.
In his homily, Father Pat reflects deeply on Jesus’ words in the Gospel of John, particularly the promise of the Spirit and the intimate, mutual indwelling of Jesus, the Father, and the disciples. He notes that John’s Gospel uses a philosophical and mystical style that resists simplistic interpretation. The repeated theme—“I am in the Father, and you are in me, and I in you”—suggests a divine interconnectedness that mirrors the nature of God as Trinity. However, Father Pat critiques how often Christians seek certainty in faith through rigid doctrinal answers, asking, for example, “Who really has the Spirit?” or “Which commandments must be followed?” These questions often lead to legalism or division rather than to love. He notes that Jesus’ actual commandments—feed the hungry, visit the lonely, care for the imprisoned—are simple and universally agreed upon among Christians, yet they are often neglected in favor of debates over less essential issues.
Father Pat then shifts to a theological reflection on the Trinity, emphasizing that God is not an isolated being, but a communion of persons—Father, Son, and Spirit. He insists that this is not just ecclesiology (how we understand the Church), but theology itself (how we understand God). Because we are made in God’s image, we are made for community. We cannot become fully human in isolation; our very identity is found in relationship. Drawing from Trinitarian theology, he challenges the often individualistic or authoritarian tendencies within church structures and denominations, where disputes often revolve around who gets to speak for God. He humorously compares this to adolescents chanting “We’ve got spirit, how about you?”—a reminder of how easily spiritual discernment becomes competitive or self-righteous.
Using the example of early Church leaders like Philip, Peter, and John in Acts, Father Pat highlights that in the early Church, spiritual authority was not meant to be exercised in isolation. The Spirit descended not when Philip acted alone, but when the apostles came together, signifying the importance of communal discernment and unity. The Spirit is not merely something we feel in our hearts alone, but something that arises between hearts—between people who are open to each other in genuine community.
Father Pat emphasizes that true Christian unity does not require uniformity. In fact, he draws a critical distinction between a cult and a religion: a cult permits no dissent, while a religion must make room for it. Oneness, therefore, does not mean agreement on all matters, but a shared commitment to the dignity and worth of every person. He warns that when we allow one person to be diminished—be it through poverty, marginalization, or injustice—we diminish all of humanity. He critiques the way we unconsciously assign greater value to lives based on proximity or similarity to ourselves. A tragedy is perceived as more tragic when it happens “close to home,” but in God’s eyes, all human life is of equal worth. This is a challenge to see beyond the surface divisions of race, nationality, or creed, and to recognize the deeper unity that binds all people.
He offers a powerful metaphor drawn from nature: the aspen grove. What appears to be a forest of individual trees is, below the surface, one interconnected organism. From the surface, we can only see the many, but the hidden truth is that they are one. In the same way, we often live and act as if we are separate, but the truth of God’s vision is that humanity is one body. The Trinity is not just a theological abstraction; it is an invitation to live in such a way that we reflect the divine unity of God in our relationships, communities, and global consciousness.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to contemplative and practical transformation. To be Christian is to recognize that our individual spiritual journey is inseparable from our collective life. We are not saved alone. We are not called to love God in isolation. The Spirit of God is not just within us, but between us. And to live in the image of a Trinitarian God is to live with the constant awareness that every act of love, service, justice, and mercy builds up the body of Christ. Every act of division, judgment, or indifference tears it down. The kingdom of God will be realized not when we all think alike, but when we finally learn to live as one....
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Recognize Christ in Broken Bread
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They said to him, the things that happened to Jesus, the Nazarene, who was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people. How our chief priests and rulers both handed him over to a sentence of death and crucified him. But we were hoping that he would be the one to redeem Israel. And besides all this, it is now the third day since this took place. Some women from our group, however, have astounded us. They were at the tomb early in the morning and did not find his body. They came back and reported that they had indeed seen a vision of angels who announced that he was alive. Then some of those with us went to the tomb and found things just as the women had described, but him they did not see. And he said to them, oh, how foolish you are. How slow of heart to believe all that the prophets spoke. Was it not necessary that Christ should suffer these things and enter into his glory? Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets, he interpreted to them what referred to him in all the scriptures. As they approached the village to which they were going, he gave the impression that he was going on farther. But they urged him, stay with us, for it is nearly evening and the day is almost over. So he went in to stay with them. And it happened that while he was with them at table, he took bread, said the blessing, broke it, and gave it to them. With that, their eyes were opened, and they recognized him, but he vanished from their sight. Then they said to each other, were not our hearts burning within us while he spoke to us on the way and opened the scripture to us? So they set out at once and returned to Jerusalem, where they found gathered together the 11 and those who were with them, who were saying the Lord has truly been raised and has appeared to Simon. Then the two recounted what had taken place on the way and how he was made known to them in the breaking of bread. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The author of the fourth gospel, who is called John, we are not quite sure who he was or whether it was even a single person, but you know, it comes out of, we get a word from John, Johannine. It comes from this Johannine community, this Johannine tradition. And it's a gospel written to the Greeks. And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a line And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a launching into a teaching a different culture about the importance of that Semitic meal ritual. You know, for us as the church, we talk about it very much as the breaking of the bread and the Eucharist. And even by the time of John, I'm not sure the Eucharist with the theology we have in place was a reality back then. They were still reenacting the meal and, you know, Trinity and all of these other things start to grow out of the community at a different pace. So while many people nowadays will tell you, this is all about that moment of the breaking of the bread, that's definitely one climax of the story. But we miss, very often, the journey that gets them there. Because many people have taken this to say, you know, when people come, they'll, you know, people who have never been to a church, it doesn't matter what is said. It doesn't matter about the community. It doesn't matter about the prayers. It doesn't matter about what they're doing in the world. They'll recognize him in that ritual. And then, so what do we do when people come and go, eh? He held up something that, you know, for someone who's not Christian, they'd probably say, you know, show me a miracle. Whatever that is, turn it into bread. Because it doesn't even look like that. You know, it's, I, if you serve that at dinner, people would not be pleased. If it were bread, you know, I'm always, I always think, well, we call it bread, but I wouldn't leave bread in that tabernacle for weeks on end and serve it. You know, I mean, I might, it would depend on the dinner. But, you know, you've got this sense of what would you do? So people come and they think, well, what if the ritual doesn't hit them? Many of you know, I have a branch of my family that is in the Mormon church, and, which means, I didn't get through my teenage years without lots of visits from elders. And I think I succeeded in irritating most of them. But, you know, the pitch of that evangelical thrust is usually the same, which is, you know, we would like you to read the Book of Mormon. And, you know, when you read this, trust me, the Spirit will talk to you. You'll be converted. And so I read it, and I said, so what if, what if it didn't hit me? I read it, I didn't get, I didn't get my big runner's high moment. And the answer, well, you know, I think we can help you pray for you. In other words, if this hits you, it hits you, and see, our theology is proven. If it doesn't, we'll figure out what's wrong with you until it does. And that's often what we do at the Eucharist. You'll watch us receive communion, and you'll see Jesus. And I'm not sure we really even believe that experientially. I don't think we've seen it. I don't think we've talked about Catholicism to people. And then years later, they finally saw the ritual and went, that's it. We're taught about the ritual, and that's really what this is about. It's not about a magic moment that will, you know, the Holy Spirit, William Barclay once said, the Holy Spirit is not a gate crasher that will bust into your heart and control you whether you like it or not. You know, it's, so how do we bring people to the Eucharist? And the story has more to do with the windup. Here we have these two people on the road who have just gone through, you know, probably the most emotional rollercoaster of their life. You know, they've been through these great times with Jesus and the Last Supper and, you know, then the horrible Good Friday, and then, you know, they're hearing whispers of resurrection and they're all over the place. And they run into someone who seems to be unaware of anything going on. So they fill him in and say, here's what's happened this week. Here's what we've experienced. And he says, eh, I think you've got it all wrong. And he starts really kind of taking them to task. Oh, you know, I mean, I think when I've just met someone on the road, oh, how slow and foolish you are. It's not a great opening to dialogue. The story has Jesus, you know, the way the story's written, and that's why you have to understand this culture, when we hear it in modern terms, we go, diplomatic skill's not so good in this story. But they listen to him. They listen to the content. It's clear he's not thinking like they are. And at the end of the journey, he's going on and they're going in for the night. And that, I think, is the graced moment. Here we have travelers who, even in the midst of everything they've gone through, encounter someone who clearly challenges them on all of their beliefs. And their response is, well, come have dinner with us. Let's continue this. They're open to the experience of Jesus at that moment. He didn't pull up the bread and magically hit them with the scales falling from their eyes, and they can now see the truth, because the miracle of the meal, but the miracle of the openness. You can imagine. I mean, we look at our church, we look at our country, and when someone comes at us saying, I actually think the way the other side does, we go, thank you, I've got dinner with friends tonight. You know, I can't tell you how many people have said to me, well, you know, I don't know what to do with my best friend because they're a Democrat or they're a Republican. And we just can't talk anymore. The Emmaus journey is not a journey between a bunch of people who all think alike. What gets them to the table is their ability to be open to something beyond their own way of thinking. In politics today, they talk a lot about people in their bubbles. I like to talk a lot about people in their tribal thinking. They all have their favorite tribe. Either their favorite tribe is Catholic or Republican or Democrat or Protestant, and it gets narrower and narrower. And it's, well, it's got to be, it's not just Republican. I'm an alt-right, alt-conservative Catholic. I am a super liberal social justice Methodist. And the smaller we get our tribe, because I think what's happened is both our church and our country have grown large enough that we can no longer tap into that for identity. We all want something smaller to belong to. So we'll say we're proud to be Americans, but first I edited all the Americans who disagree with me out of my mind, and I'm very proud to be what's left. And both sides do that. Both sides are not very proud of the other side of the fence right now. You know, I am proud to be one of my kind of Americans. It just doesn't have the same sort of ring, does it? I'm very proud to be my kind of Catholic. The rest of you I'm a little concerned about, but I am very proud. Because our need for identity, it just doesn't get met right now by such a large group. And we don't think alike, and we've lost the ability to say, hey, of course we don't think alike. That doesn't mean we don't support each other. Now, in small groups, this can work. Not every family, but there are. I've encountered over a dozen healthy families in 20 years. I mean, there are healthy families out there who disagree radically, and they don't stop supporting each other. They don't wish ill on one another. They just disagree. And probably it's stronger. I worry about the younger generations now that don't have that experience of sitting around table night after night after night, you know? Or they're sitting around table, but by themselves. Because, you know, there was three soccer practices, two piano lessons, and, you know. We, that idea that, you know, one of the things, I've told you both my parents were severe, severe alcoholics that really got their lives together later in life. And so the years that I was growing up, there wasn't a lot of bonding, but they were high-functioning alcoholics. And in their generation, alcoholism was kind of a social skill. So, you know, I don't harbor anger there. There's a lot of relational things that didn't happen. So there's some closeness that might have happened when I was eight or nine that didn't. But when I look at that dynamic of how high-functioning they were, and I mean, they might be passed out by seven in the evening. But in all those years, my dad never missed a day of work. And my mother, with seven children, had a meal on the table every single night. And she'd go weeks on end without repeating a recipe. Not for lack of memory, it wasn't that bad. But, you know, in the 1970s, when most of us thought dinner was something brown, something white, and something green, she was cooking Greek food and Asian food and, you know, Mexican food and Italian. She was just, oh, just loved to cook. And so we always, this group of siblings that have nothing in common but history. I mean, if I lined up the seven jobs of the seven of us, you'd go, okay, let a geneticist look at that mess and try and figure it out. We have nothing, no common interests. My older brother still just wants me to get rid of this religion stuff and go hunting with him. You can just see that, can't you? Maybe if he were in front of the gun, there's a possibility. We just see nothing eye to eye. It's that we just don't have anything in common. We get together and we all get along. And it's from those nights around table. And it's not that we were a family where anyone would say, what did you do today? It was more banter and this and that. But, you know, as we grew older, it might be trivial pursuits or uno. There was something around table that happened. And we don't agree on a lot of stuff, but we can get to the table. And that's the Emmaus journey, when we disagree. When someone says, oh, you've got it all wrong. Can we still get to the table? Because if we can't, there's no encounter, there's no chance of the encounter with Christ if we can't get to the table. Political terms, they can call it reaching across the aisle, but can we get to the table? Or is our identity, we're going to stop those people? Is the identity of everyone right now who we can stop in the world? And that's politically, that's religiously. I can't tell you the number of people who identify their Catholicism by the groups we're going to fight. We can all figure out who we'd like to be at war with. There are just so many possibilities nowadays. The choices are endless. Or we can say, how do we get to the table with the people we don't agree with on the journey? Can we listen and say, well, I don't agree, but there is some truth there. OK, that point they had. Most of us, again, no matter which side of a political or religious fence you were on, most of us had at least one or two topics that when they came up politically, we thought, oh, our candidate doesn't do real well on this. I hope they don't ask it tonight. Rather than saying, huh, maybe I should call my own candidates to correction. Our tribal identity was too strong. And I always say every year at the Feast of the Holy Family, the only family that's truly holy is the one that includes every member of humanity. How big is our tribe? Religion invites us to belong to something larger. And I think we're at a crisis because people are trying to find their identities in something smaller. It's just cleaner. It's easier. A community of three people is so much less difficult than a church of one billion. What are we willing to belong to? And how large? If I need to be always right, I'm thinking a community of one. And even we don't agree all the time. That'll scare you. If I need to agree, my tribe will be minuscule. If I can disagree on the journey and still get to the table, our tribe could be larger. With the help of God, it could be universal. We could finally see the Eucharist, but we won't get there until we can enjoy the journey with those with whom we may never agree. Agreeing and respecting are two different things. Agreement will get us all sorts of things in the world. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to the Lord.
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That very day, the first day of the week,
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two of Jesus' disciples were going
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to a village seven miles from Jerusalem called Emmaus,
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and they were conversing about all the things that
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had occurred.
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And it happened that while they were conversing and debating,
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Jesus himself drew near and walked with them,
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but their eyes were prevented from recognizing him.
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He asked them, what are you discussing
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as you walk along?
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They stopped, looking downcast.
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One of them, named Cleopas, said to him in reply,
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are you the only visitor to Jerusalem
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who does not know of the things that have taken place there
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in these days?
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And he replied to them, what sort of things?
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They said to him, the things that
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happened to Jesus, the Nazarene, who
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was a prophet mighty in deed and word
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before God and all the people.
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How our chief priests and rulers both handed him
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over to a sentence of death and crucified him.
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But we were hoping that he would be the one to redeem Israel.
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And besides all this, it is now the third day
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since this took place.
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Some women from our group, however, have astounded us.
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They were at the tomb early in the morning
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and did not find his body.
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They came back and reported that they had indeed
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seen a vision of angels who announced that he was alive.
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Then some of those with us went to the tomb
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and found things just as the women had described,
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but him they did not see.
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And he said to them, oh, how foolish you are.
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How slow of heart to believe all that the prophets spoke.
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Was it not necessary that Christ should suffer these things
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and enter into his glory?
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Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets,
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he interpreted to them what referred
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to him in all the scriptures.
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As they approached the village to which they were going,
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he gave the impression that he was going on farther.
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But they urged him, stay with us, for it is nearly evening
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and the day is almost over.
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So he went in to stay with them.
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And it happened that while he was with them at table,
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he took bread, said the blessing, broke it,
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and gave it to them.
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With that, their eyes were opened,
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and they recognized him, but he vanished from their sight.
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Then they said to each other, were not our hearts
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burning within us while he spoke to us on the way
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and opened the scripture to us?
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So they set out at once and returned to Jerusalem,
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where they found gathered together the 11
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and those who were with them, who
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were saying the Lord has truly been raised
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and has appeared to Simon.
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Then the two recounted what had taken place on the way
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and how he was made known to them in the breaking of bread.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The author of the fourth gospel, who is called John,
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we are not quite sure who he was or whether it was even
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a single person, but you know, it comes out of,
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we get a word from John, Johannine.
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It comes from this Johannine community,
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this Johannine tradition.
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And it's a gospel written to the Greeks.
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And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a line
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And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a launching
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into a teaching a different culture
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about the importance of that Semitic meal ritual.
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You know, for us as the church, we
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talk about it very much as the breaking
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of the bread and the Eucharist.
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And even by the time of John, I'm
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not sure the Eucharist with the theology we have in place
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was a reality back then.
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They were still reenacting the meal and, you know,
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Trinity and all of these other things
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start to grow out of the community at a different pace.
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So while many people nowadays will tell you,
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this is all about that moment of the breaking of the bread,
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that's definitely one climax of the story.
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But we miss, very often, the journey that gets them there.
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Because many people have taken this to say, you know,
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when people come, they'll, you know,
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people who have never been to a church,
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it doesn't matter what is said.
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It doesn't matter about the community.
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It doesn't matter about the prayers.
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It doesn't matter about what they're doing in the world.
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They'll recognize him in that ritual.
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And then, so what do we do when people come and go, eh?
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He held up something that, you know,
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for someone who's not Christian, they'd probably say,
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you know, show me a miracle.
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Whatever that is, turn it into bread.
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Because it doesn't even look like that.
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You know, it's, I, if you serve that at dinner,
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people would not be pleased.
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If it were bread, you know, I'm always, I always think,
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well, we call it bread, but I wouldn't leave bread
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in that tabernacle for weeks on end and serve it.
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You know, I mean, I might, it would depend on the dinner.
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But, you know, you've got this sense of what would you do?
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So people come and they think,
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well, what if the ritual doesn't hit them?
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Many of you know, I have a branch of my family
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that is in the Mormon church, and, which means,
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I didn't get through my teenage years
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without lots of visits from elders.
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And I think I succeeded in irritating most of them.
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But, you know, the pitch of that evangelical thrust
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is usually the same, which is, you know,
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we would like you to read the Book of Mormon.
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And, you know, when you read this,
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trust me, the Spirit will talk to you.
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You'll be converted.
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And so I read it, and I said,
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so what if, what if it didn't hit me?
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I read it, I didn't get,
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I didn't get my big runner's high moment.
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And the answer, well, you know,
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I think we can help you pray for you.
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In other words, if this hits you, it hits you,
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and see, our theology is proven.
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If it doesn't, we'll figure out what's wrong with you
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until it does.
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And that's often what we do at the Eucharist.
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You'll watch us receive communion,
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and you'll see Jesus.
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And I'm not sure we really even believe that experientially.
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I don't think we've seen it.
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I don't think we've talked about Catholicism to people.
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And then years later, they finally saw the ritual
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and went, that's it.
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We're taught about the ritual,
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and that's really what this is about.
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It's not about a magic moment that will,
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you know, the Holy Spirit, William Barclay once said,
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the Holy Spirit is not a gate crasher
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that will bust into your heart and control you
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whether you like it or not.
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You know, it's, so how do we bring people to the Eucharist?
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And the story has more to do with the windup.
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Here we have these two people on the road
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who have just gone through, you know,
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probably the most emotional rollercoaster of their life.
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You know, they've been through these great times with Jesus
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and the Last Supper and, you know,
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then the horrible Good Friday,
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and then, you know, they're hearing whispers of resurrection
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and they're all over the place.
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And they run into someone who seems to be
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unaware of anything going on.
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So they fill him in and say,
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here's what's happened this week.
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Here's what we've experienced.
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And he says, eh, I think you've got it all wrong.
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And he starts really kind of taking them to task.
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Oh, you know, I mean, I think when I've just met someone
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on the road, oh, how slow and foolish you are.
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It's not a great opening to dialogue.
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The story has Jesus, you know, the way the story's written,
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and that's why you have to understand this culture,
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when we hear it in modern terms, we go,
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diplomatic skill's not so good in this story.
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But they listen to him.
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They listen to the content.
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It's clear he's not thinking like they are.
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And at the end of the journey, he's going on
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and they're going in for the night.
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And that, I think, is the graced moment.
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Here we have travelers who, even in the midst of everything
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they've gone through, encounter someone
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who clearly challenges them on all of their beliefs.
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And their response is, well, come have dinner with us.
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Let's continue this.
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They're open to the experience of Jesus at that moment.
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He didn't pull up the bread and magically hit them
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with the scales falling from their eyes,
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and they can now see the truth, because the miracle
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of the meal, but the miracle of the openness.
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You can imagine.
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I mean, we look at our church, we look at our country,
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and when someone comes at us saying,
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I actually think the way the other side does, we go,
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thank you, I've got dinner with friends tonight.
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You know, I can't tell you how many people have said to me,
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well, you know, I don't know what to do with my best friend
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because they're a Democrat or they're a Republican.
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And we just can't talk anymore.
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The Emmaus journey is not a journey
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between a bunch of people who all think alike.
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What gets them to the table is their ability
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to be open to something beyond their own way of thinking.
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In politics today, they talk a lot
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about people in their bubbles.
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I like to talk a lot about people in their tribal thinking.
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They all have their favorite tribe.
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Either their favorite tribe is Catholic or Republican
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or Democrat or Protestant, and it gets narrower and narrower.
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And it's, well, it's got to be, it's not just Republican.
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I'm an alt-right, alt-conservative Catholic.
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I am a super liberal social justice Methodist.
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And the smaller we get our tribe,
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because I think what's happened is both our church
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and our country have grown large enough
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that we can no longer tap into that for identity.
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We all want something smaller to belong to.
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So we'll say we're proud to be Americans,
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but first I edited all the Americans
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who disagree with me out of my mind,
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and I'm very proud to be what's left.
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And both sides do that.
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Both sides are not very proud of the other side
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of the fence right now.
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You know, I am proud to be one of my kind of Americans.
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It just doesn't have the same sort of ring, does it?
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I'm very proud to be my kind of Catholic.
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The rest of you I'm a little concerned about,
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but I am very proud.
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Because our need for identity,
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it just doesn't get met right now by such a large group.
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And we don't think alike, and we've lost the ability to say,
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hey, of course we don't think alike.
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That doesn't mean we don't support each other.
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Now, in small groups, this can work.
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Not every family, but there are.
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I've encountered over a dozen healthy families in 20 years.
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I mean, there are healthy families out there
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who disagree radically,
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and they don't stop supporting each other.
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They don't wish ill on one another.
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They just disagree.
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And probably it's stronger.
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I worry about the younger generations now
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that don't have that experience of sitting around table
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night after night after night, you know?
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Or they're sitting around table, but by themselves.
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Because, you know, there was three soccer practices,
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two piano lessons, and, you know.
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We, that idea that, you know, one of the things,
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I've told you both my parents were severe,
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severe alcoholics that really got their lives together
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later in life.
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And so the years that I was growing up,
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there wasn't a lot of bonding,
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but they were high-functioning alcoholics.
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And in their generation,
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alcoholism was kind of a social skill.
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So, you know, I don't harbor anger there.
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There's a lot of relational things that didn't happen.
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So there's some closeness that might have happened
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when I was eight or nine that didn't.
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But when I look at that dynamic
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of how high-functioning they were,
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and I mean, they might be passed out by seven in the evening.
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But in all those years, my dad never missed a day of work.
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And my mother, with seven children,
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had a meal on the table every single night.
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And she'd go weeks on end without repeating a recipe.
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Not for lack of memory, it wasn't that bad.
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But, you know, in the 1970s,
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when most of us thought dinner was something brown,
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something white, and something green,
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she was cooking Greek food and Asian food
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and, you know, Mexican food and Italian.
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She was just, oh, just loved to cook.
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And so we always, this group of siblings
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that have nothing in common but history.
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I mean, if I lined up the seven jobs of the seven of us,
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you'd go, okay, let a geneticist look at that mess
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and try and figure it out.
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We have nothing, no common interests.
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My older brother still just wants me
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to get rid of this religion stuff
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and go hunting with him.
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You can just see that, can't you?
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Maybe if he were in front of the gun, there's a possibility.
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We just see nothing eye to eye.
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It's that we just don't have anything in common.
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We get together and we all get along.
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And it's from those nights around table.
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And it's not that we were a family
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where anyone would say, what did you do today?
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It was more banter and this and that.
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But, you know, as we grew older,
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it might be trivial pursuits or uno.
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There was something around table that happened.
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And we don't agree on a lot of stuff,
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but we can get to the table.
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And that's the Emmaus journey, when we disagree.
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When someone says, oh, you've got it all wrong.
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Can we still get to the table?
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Because if we can't, there's no encounter,
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there's no chance of the encounter with Christ
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if we can't get to the table.
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Political terms, they can call it reaching across the aisle,
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but can we get to the table?
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Or is our identity, we're going to stop those people?
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Is the identity of everyone right now
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who we can stop in the world?
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And that's politically, that's religiously.
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I can't tell you the number of people
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who identify their Catholicism by the groups
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we're going to fight.
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We can all figure out who we'd like to be at war with.
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There are just so many possibilities nowadays.
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The choices are endless.
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Or we can say, how do we get to the table with the people
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we don't agree with on the journey?
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Can we listen and say, well, I don't agree,
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but there is some truth there.
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OK, that point they had.
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Most of us, again, no matter which
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side of a political or religious fence you were on,
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most of us had at least one or two topics
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that when they came up politically,
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we thought, oh, our candidate doesn't do real well on this.
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I hope they don't ask it tonight.
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Rather than saying, huh, maybe I should call my own candidates
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to correction.
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Our tribal identity was too strong.
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And I always say every year at the Feast of the Holy Family,
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the only family that's truly holy
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is the one that includes every member of humanity.
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How big is our tribe?
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Religion invites us to belong to something larger.
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And I think we're at a crisis because people
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are trying to find their identities
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in something smaller.
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It's just cleaner.
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It's easier.
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A community of three people is so much less difficult
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than a church of one billion.
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What are we willing to belong to?
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And how large?
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If I need to be always right, I'm
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thinking a community of one.
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And even we don't agree all the time.
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That'll scare you.
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If I need to agree, my tribe will be minuscule.
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If I can disagree on the journey and still get to the table,
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our tribe could be larger.
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With the help of God, it could be universal.
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We could finally see the Eucharist,
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but we won't get there until we can enjoy the journey
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with those with whom we may never agree.
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Agreeing and respecting are two different things.
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Agreement will get us all sorts of things in the world.
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Mutual respect will get us to the table.
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Fr. Pat’s homily centers on the Emmaus story as a Fr. Pat’s homily centers on the Emmaus story as a profound lesson not simply about the Eucharist as a ritual, but about the journey of openness, dialogue, and relationship that leads to true encounter with Christ. He challenges the notion that the breaking of the bread alone is the magic moment of recognition, arguing instead that the real miracle lies in the disciples' willingness to walk with and listen to someone who challenges their thinking. Fr. Pat draws a parallel between the disciples’ openness and the current cultural and ecclesial fragmentation, where identity is often rooted in narrow tribal affiliations. He calls for a broader, more inclusive spiritual identity—one that embraces disagreement and difference as essential components of community. The Emmaus journey teaches us that real communion requires the courage to stay at the table, even with those who see the world differently.
In greater detail, Fr. Pat explores the Emmaus narrative from Luke’s Gospel not solely as a Eucharistic text, but as a model for how faith is formed through relationship and openness. He points out that while many interpret the climax of the story to be the recognition of Jesus in the breaking of the bread, the true transformative moment may lie in the disciples’ decision to invite the stranger—who has just challenged their beliefs—to stay with them for a meal. This act of hospitality and vulnerability opens the door to revelation. Fr. Pat uses this to critique a common assumption in both liturgical practice and evangelization: that the Eucharist, or any ritual, will automatically convert or convince. Instead, he argues, the Eucharist is not magic—it is the culmination of a relationship, of listening, of shared experience and openness.
He draws a comparison to how other religious traditions—like Mormon missionaries—assume that spiritual truth will automatically be "felt" if their sacred text is read. Similarly, Catholics sometimes assume that non-believers or disaffected Catholics will experience the presence of Christ simply by witnessing the Eucharist. But Fr. Pat suggests that unless people have been on a journey of listening, wrestling, and openness, the ritual itself may fall flat. He stresses that the Emmaus story teaches us that encounter with Christ is not built on agreement or uniformity of thought, but on shared willingness to walk together, to listen through disagreement, and to remain at the table.
Fr. Pat uses the metaphor of "the table" not just to refer to the Eucharistic table, but to the broader human and spiritual act of sitting together in community despite differences. He laments our current cultural and religious tendency to retreat into ever-smaller tribes—whether political, ideological, or religious—and how that shrinks our capacity for communion. He speaks of how many people now define their Catholicism or their national identity by who they oppose or exclude. Identity, he suggests, is increasingly formed by division rather than inclusion. This reflects a deep insecurity and a desire to belong to something small and manageable, rather than something universal and challenging.
Drawing from his own family experience—marked by difference, dysfunction, yet also deep bonds—Fr. Pat illustrates that unity does not require agreement, but repeated, habitual encounters around the table. He fondly recalls how, despite great differences in belief and lifestyle, his family could always come together around meals. That experience, he suggests, formed a kind of foundational relational theology: that communion happens not through sameness, but through shared presence and enduring connection. He worries that younger generations, who may lack regular communal meals and who are often isolated by hyperactivity or technology, might not develop the same capacity for shared life amid difference.
Politically and ecclesially, Fr. Pat critiques the impulse to define ourselves by who we are not—by the people we are ‘against.’ In this climate, reaching across the aisle or across the pew becomes harder. He challenges Catholics to ask whether we are truly forming communities capable of mutual respect, or simply echo chambers of agreement. He reminds us that the Holy Spirit does not force conversion or understanding; it works where there is openness. The Emmaus disciples did not recognize Christ because of a theological argument or a doctrinal statement, but because they walked, listened, questioned, and finally extended hospitality to someone who saw the world differently.
Ultimately, Fr. Pat suggests that if our Catholic identity is to be authentic and transformative, it must be universal, inclusive, and rooted in mutual respect, not tribal purity. The Emmaus story challenges us to walk with one another, especially with those we do not understand or agree with, and to remain open to the possibility that Christ is revealed not just in the breaking of the bread, but in the breaking open of our hearts along the journey. Only in this way can we truly become a Eucharistic people—those who are able to recognize Christ not just in ritual, but in relationship....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1039.3599853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, Peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them, Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when they had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, Receive the Holy Spirit, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained. Thomas, called Didymus, one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. So the other disciples said to him, We have seen the Lord. But he said to them, Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hand and put my finger into the nail marks and put my hand into his side, I will not believe. Now a week later, his disciples were again inside and Thomas was with them. Jesus came, although the doors were locked, and stood in their midst and said, Peace be with you. Then he said to Thomas, Put your finger here and see my hands, and bring your hand and put it into my side and do not be unbelieving, but believe. Thomas answered and said to him, My Lord and my God. Jesus said to him, Have you come to believe because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed. Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples that are not written in this book, but these are written so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that through this belief you may have life in his name. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I can still hear one of my catechism teachers saying, Now don't be a doubting Thomas. It's the worst nickname given in history. Why do we even think of that? Doubting Thomas. No one ever talks about squabbling James and John. Certainly no one ever talks about denying Peter, also known as sinking Peter, also known as get thee behind me Satan Peter. But doubting Thomas. And so why? What was the horrible thing about his doubt? Well, because of his doubt, they had to endure a second visit from Jesus. What is the... When we read this story, because I think we have flipped this story on its head over the years to somehow make Thomas sort of a not quite the villain, but he's the dark edge of the story. And the others are all the heroes of the story. And why? Do you really think there's enough ego that the others in the room would say to themselves, Well, if I had been in that position, I'd have believed. There might be enough ego to get them there. We might have enough ego to get ourselves there. But picture the actual scene, and you know, I always think of, you know, if you got back and someone who you dearly loved had passed away, and you get back, say walk in on 11 of your frat brothers, and they say, We just saw Jesus. What's your first reaction? I knew this would happen when they legalized marijuana. What's your first reaction? Because if your first reaction is, I believe there's probably something wrong with you. Think about it. You've all lost people. If someone came to you and said, I saw him yesterday, they came back from the dead. Your first reaction is to go, Great! So, what is our issue with Thomas? I think the world needs more Thomases. Because, and the reason I think the story gets told is to kind of say, Oh, blessed are those people who just swallow whatever they're given, and don't ask questions. You can see, I mean, you can already see some early inklings in John's writing. Remember, John's writing is going to be, Oh, some would put it as late as a good 70 years after the resurrection. So, you have little hints like when John says, We're all gathered in this room for fear of the Jews. That is a horrible line. It's an awful line. Everyone in that little room was Jewish. The story only happens because one of the Jews got through. Jesus. So to refer to the people outside the room as the Jews, it's like saying that there is an undocumented person who is in a church, in sanctuary on the south end of this town, and she's there hiding from the Christians. It's true. Most of these ICE agents are Christian. Many of the people behind it at least claim to be Christian. But the people in the church helping her are also Christian. She is also Christian. So to refer to them as Christians would be coloring the story pretty dramatically and for an ugly intent. And that's what we get when we hear, Oh, for fear of the Jews. You can see this early anti-Semitism that only took 70 years to creep in. So, you know, you definitely have that sense that there is an agenda to the story which is, Oh, we don't want anyone doubting us, but there's a deeper journey that Thomas goes through from what in the legal jargon of the day and really in our own culture's legal jargon, he goes from being an unacceptable hearsay witness to a real witness. A real witness can tell you what they've seen, what they've heard. We're all called to be witnesses of faith, and most of us settle for being hearsay. Well, what do we believe? I believe in one God, the Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth. No, that's what a bunch of people in 325 believed. You know, I believe in consubstantiation. Let me look it up first and then I'll believe in it. We believe in words we don't even use. And we're not very in touch with what we've witnessed in our life. How we've seen faith work around us. We're not really good at getting in touch with our life of faith. You know, there are people who, you know, at Easter and Christmas we always talk about people who, oh, they didn't come to church since Christmas. And it's not a legal issue. It's not, oh, well, now they're in sin and they have to get to confession. Okay, there are people who that's their approach to church and maybe that's as far as they can get. But the real issue is, if they aren't part of the community, if the community isn't drawing them in on a regular basis, you almost wonder what the exercise of faith is. I like to stop in a couple times a year so people can tell me what I believe. Really? If you're not connected to the community, if the community's behavior isn't preaching God, then what connects people to faith? Most of us have very subtly and quietly rewritten our own faith history. Now there are those who have gone through different types of conversion in their life, but for most of us, we like to sort of heroically talk about our faith is the true faith, as though we went through some moment where we really understood our faith and came to this centered, grounded moment and experience of God, rather than the fact that most, the vast majority of us are Catholic because our parents were. We're Catholic through inertia. It doesn't sound quite as heroic. It doesn't give us quite that moral superiority in the world. You know? It's like when someone says, I'm proud to be an American. I mean, I get that you like the country, but most people who say that, I always want to say, and how did you accomplish that? I was born in the right place. I didn't do it. I never became an American. I know nothing else. That's, you know, American through inertia, which is okay. That's how most of us are. But then to put ourselves on a high horse and say, well, I belong to the right faith, it's kind of a tribalism. It's an arrogance that we shouldn't have, and we've rewritten our history to get there. We've told ourselves that there was a moment where we decided to become Christian. Now, many people do go through a moment where they decide to become Christian, or they're one, you know, flavor of Christian and decide to become Catholic. Those also happen most often through relationship. It's not, I was in a bookstore and the lives of the saints called to me and told me to be Catholic. I met people I trusted, my family, there are people in my life, and those relationships and seeing faith work in their lives brought me to a belief that this was a good community for me as well. It's very difficult for us to sort out how we get our truth. We've got, in this day and age, we've got our science and our religion so mixed up we don't know what to do. Science, religion, and most of us, quite frankly, science and religion are both secondary, politics comes first. I mean, you can now, especially when you get into issues like global warming, you can figure out someone's scientific approach by knowing their political tribe. I mean, most of us do not have we have minor knowledge of science. We have faith in scientists. You know, when a scientist, when they tell me that space is curved and the shortest distance between two points is no longer a straight line, I'm going to have to take that on faith. I do not see it. I'm going to have to assume they're smarter than me. I have to assume that about people a lot in the world, but but, you know, I mean, I don't see it. You know, when they get into string theory and tell me that things actually behave differently than we see, we either take that on theory or not. Most of us go to doctors all the time. And a doctor will tell us, here's what's wrong with you and here's the medicine. Now, there are those who will go out and research and research and research if it's important. I doubt there's any of you that, you know, that the OCD is so out of control that you go research before you take the antibiotic for your strep throat. But, do antibiotics help? I don't know. So, I trust the people I trust. Trust is always relationship based. And knowledge, we can go out and research, but knowledge is hard. It takes time. So, you know, there is some good that comes out of it. You know, I have, I have what I would consider the average American amount of knowledge when it comes to medicine. I've gotten most of my schooling in medicine from ER, Grey's Anatomy, and House. I wouldn't come to me for any surgical issues, you know. But think of all of us. Most of us got our legal training from Law and Order and Judge Judy. Now, what does it mean when, and I would say usually about six out of the nine fall into this, what does it mean when you look at the nine Supreme Court Justices, supposedly the best legal minds in the country, and you and I, who have seen a couple episodes of Law and Order, at least six of them we can usually tell ahead of time what their decision's going to be. Tells me they're probably not doing law, they're doing politics. We know that. Because if they were doing law, you and I, most of us would not have a clue where they're going to land. Because they're experts and we're not. But if someone says, oh, they're red, they're blue, those three are real problems. We're suspicious that they might be doing law. So I don't know what their answer will be. Most of us, where do we get our truth? How do we discover it? There is a level at which our faith is our communal experience of God. And so we do want to be part of the group that goes out and does work in the world, that goes out and does works of faith. Otherwise, we're just checking in to have someone else tell us what we believe and we walk out as a hearsay witness. You know, Thomas moves. He could have stayed in that first week. He could have gone, alright, if you guys say so. And he'd have been a hearsay witness his whole life. Instead, he stays and he asks questions. And he challenges. And he doesn't agree with everything until he's given his own experience of faith. Now he's a real witness. Most of us won't get the Jesus experience, but it doesn't mean we should take ourselves out of the equation, out of the fight. Most of us, you know, are content to be a little bit hearsay. What is a sacrament? Well, it's an outward sign of an inward grace in which the effective grace... Do you believe that? I'm not sure I even understand it. What is a sacrament? Tell me your experience of it. How has it changed your life? What does it do to us as a community? Why are people who have no idea of our faith see the baptism celebration and say, I want my child to go through that? Because they see the reaction of a community. I may have told you the story of Bill Breslin at Queen of Peace years ago, pastor there. I really do believe in a parish twice this size, he knew every single name. He couldn't get them with the right face, but he knew every single name. And he was really very good at it, but he saw these two people and he knew he recognized them at the parish picnic and he thought... And it's the first time I ever just saw him very honestly fess up and say, I know we see each other all the time. I don't remember your names. Oh, Bob and Ginny. Come on over. He felt so bad that he wanted to really make sure he knew them. So he gets them over at his table and if you've ever sat at a parish picnic with the pastor, you meet everyone in the parish within a few hours. Because everyone comes up and he was so excited. This is Bob and Ginny because he knew their names now. This is Bob and Ginny. And he could also use them. So when he didn't know your name, he'd say, Oh, this is Bob and Ginny. And if he didn't say anything, they'd say, Hi, we're Pete. And, you know, he'd get their names. And just his interactions with the people and their interactions with him. Turned out Bob and Ginny were just walking by. They weren't part of the parish. He recognized them because they lived down the street from us. And we saw him walk every morning. Two months later, they started the process of joining the church. They encountered the community. Whatever this faith is, this is what it's building. This is who my family is. It's why when Catholics come out of severely damaged families, they sometimes leave the faith. It's less often about church and more often about family. We all rebel against family in some ways. So everyone has those moments, but we want to be a community in the world that when people encounter the community, they can have an encounter of faith and of Christ that they can witness to rather than we'll teach them and they'll go out and do hearsay. The church doesn't need any more hearsay witnesses. What we need are people who experience their faith and we as a community have to help them to do that. To experience seeing God in the moment. To experience salvation in a community. To experience acceptance and love of more and more and more people. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were
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for fear of the Jews,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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Peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them, Peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when they had said this,
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he breathed on them and said to them,
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Receive the Holy Spirit,
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whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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Thomas, called Didymus, one of the twelve,
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was not with them when Jesus came.
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So the other disciples said to him,
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We have seen the Lord.
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But he said to them,
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Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hand
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and put my finger into the nail marks
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and put my hand into his side,
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I will not believe.
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Now a week later,
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his disciples were again inside
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and Thomas was with them.
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Jesus came,
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although the doors were locked,
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and stood in their midst and said,
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Peace be with you.
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Then he said to Thomas,
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Put your finger here and see my hands,
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and bring your hand and put it into my side
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and do not be unbelieving, but believe.
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Thomas answered and said to him,
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My Lord and my God.
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Jesus said to him,
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Have you come to believe because you have seen me?
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Blessed are those who have not seen
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and have believed.
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Now Jesus did many other signs
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in the presence of his disciples that are not written
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in this book, but these are written
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so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ,
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the Son of God,
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and that through this belief you may have life
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in his name.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I can still hear
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one of my catechism teachers
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saying, Now don't be a doubting Thomas.
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It's the worst
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nickname given in history.
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Why do we even
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think of that? Doubting Thomas.
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No one ever talks about
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squabbling James and John.
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Certainly no one ever
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talks about denying Peter, also known as
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sinking Peter, also known as get thee behind me
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Satan Peter.
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But doubting Thomas.
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And so why?
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What was the horrible thing about his
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doubt? Well, because of his
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doubt, they had to endure
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a second visit from Jesus.
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What is the...
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When we read this story, because I think we have
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flipped this story on its head over the years
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to somehow make
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Thomas sort of a
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not quite the villain, but
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he's the dark edge of the story.
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And the others are all the heroes of the story.
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And why?
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Do you really think there's enough ego
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that the others in the room would say
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to themselves, Well, if I
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had been in that position, I'd have believed.
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There might be enough
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ego to get them there.
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We might have enough ego to get ourselves there.
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But picture
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the actual scene, and
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you know, I always think of, you know,
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if you got back and someone
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who you dearly loved had
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passed away, and you get
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back, say walk in on
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11 of your frat brothers,
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and they say,
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We just saw Jesus.
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What's your first reaction?
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I knew
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this would happen when they legalized marijuana.
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What's
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your first reaction?
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Because if your first reaction
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is, I believe
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there's probably something wrong with you.
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Think about it.
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You've all lost people.
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If someone came to you and said, I saw him
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yesterday, they came back from the dead.
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Your first reaction is to go, Great!
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So, what is our issue
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with Thomas?
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I think the world needs more
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Thomases.
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Because, and the reason
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I think the story gets told is to kind of say,
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Oh, blessed are those
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people who just
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swallow whatever they're given,
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and don't ask questions.
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You can see,
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I mean, you can already see some early
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inklings in John's writing.
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Remember, John's writing is going to be,
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Oh,
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some would put it as late as a good 70 years
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after the resurrection.
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So, you have little hints
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like when John says,
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We're all gathered in this room for fear of the
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Jews.
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That is a horrible line.
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It's an awful line.
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Everyone in that little room was Jewish.
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The story only happens
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because one of the Jews got
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through. Jesus.
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So to refer to the people outside
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the room as the Jews,
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it's like saying that
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there is
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an undocumented person
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who is in a church,
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in sanctuary on the south end of this town,
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and she's there hiding from
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the Christians.
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It's true.
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Most of these ICE agents
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are Christian.
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Many of the people behind it at least claim to be
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Christian.
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But the people in the church helping her are also
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Christian. She is also
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Christian. So to refer to them as Christians
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would be coloring the story
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pretty dramatically
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and for an ugly intent.
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And that's what we get when we hear,
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Oh, for fear of the Jews.
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You can see this early anti-Semitism
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that only took 70 years to creep in.
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So, you know,
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you definitely have
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that sense that there is
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an agenda to the story which is,
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Oh, we don't want
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anyone doubting us, but
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there's a deeper journey
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that Thomas goes through from
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what in the legal
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jargon of the day
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and really in our own culture's
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legal jargon, he goes
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from being an
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unacceptable hearsay
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witness to a real witness.
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A real witness can
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tell you what they've seen, what they've heard.
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We're all called to be witnesses
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of faith, and most
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of us settle for being
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hearsay. Well,
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what do we believe? I believe in one God, the
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Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth. No, that's what a bunch
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of people in 325 believed.
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You know, I believe in
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consubstantiation. Let me look it up
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first and then I'll believe in it.
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We believe in words we don't even use.
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And we're
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not very in touch with
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what we've witnessed in our life.
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How we've seen faith work
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around us. We're not
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really good at getting in touch
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with our life of faith.
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You know, there are people who, you know, at Easter
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and Christmas we always talk about people who,
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oh, they didn't come to church since Christmas.
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And it's not a legal
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issue. It's not, oh, well, now they're in sin
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and they have to get to confession.
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Okay, there are people who that's their approach to church
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and maybe that's as far as they can get.
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But the real issue
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is, if they aren't part of
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the community, if the community isn't drawing
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them in on a regular basis,
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you almost wonder what the exercise
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of faith is. I like to
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stop in a couple times a year so people can tell
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me what I believe.
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Really?
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If you're not connected to the community,
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if the community's behavior
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isn't preaching God,
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then what connects people
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to faith? Most of us
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have very
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subtly and quietly
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rewritten our own faith history.
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Now there are those who have gone
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through different types of conversion in their
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life, but for most of us,
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we like to sort of
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heroically talk about our faith is the
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true faith, as though we went
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through some moment where we
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really understood
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our faith and came to this
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centered, grounded moment and experience
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of God, rather than the fact
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that most, the vast majority
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of us are Catholic because our parents
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were. We're
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Catholic through inertia.
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It doesn't
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sound quite as heroic.
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It doesn't give us quite that moral
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superiority in the world.
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You know?
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It's like when someone says, I'm proud
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to be an American. I mean, I get that you like
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the country, but most people who say that,
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I always want to say, and how did you accomplish
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that?
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I was born in the right place.
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I didn't
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do it. I never became
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an American. I know nothing else.
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That's, you know, American
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through inertia,
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which is okay. That's how most of us are.
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But then to put ourselves
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on a high horse and say, well, I belong to the right
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faith, it's kind of a
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tribalism. It's an arrogance
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that we shouldn't have, and we've rewritten
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our history to get there. We've
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told ourselves that there was a moment
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where we decided to become
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Christian. Now, many people do go through
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a moment where they decide to become Christian, or
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they're one, you know, flavor of
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Christian and decide to become Catholic.
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Those also happen
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most often through relationship.
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It's not, I was in
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a bookstore and the lives of the saints
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called to me and told me to be Catholic.
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I met people I trusted,
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my family, there are people in my life, and
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those relationships
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and seeing faith work in their
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lives brought
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me to a belief that this was a good
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community for me as well.
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It's very difficult
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for us to sort out
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how we get our truth.
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We've got, in this day and age,
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we've got our science and our
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religion so mixed up we don't know what to do.
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Science, religion,
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and most of us, quite frankly,
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science and religion are both
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secondary, politics comes first.
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I mean, you can now,
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especially when you get into
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issues like global warming, you can figure
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out someone's scientific approach by
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knowing their political tribe.
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I mean,
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most of us do not have
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we have
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minor knowledge of science.
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We have faith in scientists.
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You know, when a scientist,
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when they tell me that space
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is curved and the shortest distance between
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two points is no longer a straight line,
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I'm going to have to take that on faith.
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I do not see it.
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I'm going to have to assume
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they're smarter than me.
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I have to assume that about people
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a lot in the world, but
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but, you know, I mean,
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I don't see it.
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You know, when they get into
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string theory and tell me that
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things actually behave differently than we see,
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we either take that on theory or not.
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Most of us go to doctors all the time.
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And a doctor will tell us,
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here's what's wrong with you and here's
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the medicine.
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Now, there are those who will go out and
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research and research and research
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if it's important.
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I doubt there's any of you
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that, you know, that the OCD is
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so out of control that you go research before
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you take the antibiotic for your strep throat.
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But,
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do antibiotics help? I don't know.
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So, I trust
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the people I trust.
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Trust is always relationship
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based.
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And knowledge, we can go out and research, but
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knowledge is hard. It takes time.
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So, you know, there is some good that comes out
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of it. You know, I have,
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I have what I would consider
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the average American amount
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of knowledge when it comes to medicine.
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I've gotten most of my
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schooling in medicine from
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ER, Grey's Anatomy, and House.
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I wouldn't come to me for any surgical
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issues, you know.
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But think of all of us.
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Most of us got our
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legal training from Law and Order and
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Judge Judy.
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Now, what does it mean
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when, and I would say
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usually about six out of the nine
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fall into this, what does it mean when you look
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at the nine
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Supreme Court Justices, supposedly
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the best legal
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minds in the country,
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and you and I, who have seen a couple
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episodes of Law and Order,
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at least six of them we can usually tell
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ahead of time what their decision's
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going to be.
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Tells me they're probably not doing law, they're doing
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politics. We know that.
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Because if they were doing law, you and
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I, most of us would not have a clue
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where they're going to land. Because
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they're experts and we're not.
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But if someone says, oh, they're red,
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they're blue, those three are
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real problems. We're
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suspicious that they might be doing law.
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So I
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don't know what their answer will be.
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Most of us,
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where do we get our truth?
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How do we discover it? There is
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a level at which our faith
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is our communal
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experience of God.
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And so we do want to be part
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of the group that goes out
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and does work in the world, that goes out and does
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works of faith.
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Otherwise, we're just
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checking in to have someone else tell us
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what we believe and we walk out
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as a hearsay witness.
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You know,
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Thomas moves. He could have stayed
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in that first week. He could have gone,
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alright, if you guys say so. And he'd have been
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a hearsay witness his whole life.
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Instead, he stays and he asks
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questions. And he
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challenges. And he doesn't agree
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with everything until
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he's given his own experience of faith.
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Now he's a real witness.
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Most of us won't get the Jesus
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experience, but it doesn't mean we should take
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ourselves out of the equation,
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out of the fight.
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Most of us, you know,
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are content to be a little bit
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hearsay. What is a sacrament?
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Well, it's an outward sign of an inward grace in which
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the effective grace...
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Do you believe that? I'm not sure I even understand
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it.
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What is a sacrament? Tell me your
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experience of it. How has it changed your life?
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What does it do to us as a community?
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Why are people who have no
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idea of our faith see the baptism celebration
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and say, I want my child to go through that?
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Because they see the reaction of a community.
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I may have told you the story
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of Bill Breslin at Queen of Peace
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years ago, pastor there.
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I really do believe
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in a parish twice this size, he knew
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every single name.
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He couldn't get them with the right face, but he knew
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every single name.
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And he was
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really very good at it, but
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he saw these two people and he knew he recognized
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them at the parish picnic and he thought...
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And it's the first time I ever just saw him very honestly
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fess up and say,
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I know we see each other all the time.
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I don't remember your names.
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Oh, Bob and Ginny.
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Come on over. He felt so bad that he wanted
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to really make sure he knew them. So he gets them
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over at his table and if you've ever sat at a
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parish picnic with the pastor,
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you meet everyone in the parish within a few
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hours. Because everyone comes up
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and he was so excited. This is Bob and Ginny
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because he knew their names now. This is Bob
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and Ginny. And he could also use them.
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So when he didn't know your name, he'd say,
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Oh, this is Bob and Ginny.
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And if he didn't say anything, they'd say, Hi, we're Pete.
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And, you know, he'd get their names.
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And just his interactions
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with the people and their interactions with him.
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Turned out Bob and Ginny were just walking by.
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They weren't part of the parish.
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He recognized them because they lived
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down the street from us.
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And we saw him walk every morning.
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Two months later, they started
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the process of joining the church.
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They encountered the community.
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Whatever this faith is, this is what it's building.
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This is who my family is.
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It's why when Catholics come out
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of severely damaged families,
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they sometimes leave the faith.
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It's less often about church
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and more often about family.
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We all rebel
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against family in some ways.
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So everyone has
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those moments, but we
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want to be a community in the world
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that when people encounter the community,
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they can have an encounter
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of faith and of Christ
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that they can witness to
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rather than we'll teach them and they'll go out
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and do hearsay.
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The church doesn't
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need any more hearsay witnesses.
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What we need are people
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who experience their faith
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and we as a community have to help them to do that.
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To experience seeing
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God in the moment. To experience
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salvation in a community. To experience
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acceptance and love of more
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and more and more people.
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I think
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the less hearsay we can do
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and the more faith we can truly
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witness and share,
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the larger the church gets
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and more importantly,
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the more connected to Christ.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of authentic, experiential faith over passive, inherited belief. He challenges the negative portrayal of “Doubting Thomas,” suggesting instead that Thomas represents a model for genuine discipleship—one that seeks personal encounter with Christ rather than relying solely on secondhand testimony. Father Pat critiques the ways in which many Christians, particularly Catholics, have come to rely on rote tradition and inherited identity, rather than personal experience and active engagement with a faith community. Through humor, historical insight, and pastoral reflection, he encourages believers to move from being “hearsay witnesses” to true witnesses of the living Christ, shaped by relationship, community, and lived experience.
In a deeper analysis of the homily, Father Pat begins with a reframing of the popular narrative surrounding Thomas the Apostle. Rather than condemning Thomas for his doubt, he portrays him as someone who had the courage to demand a personal encounter with Jesus—an act of integrity rather than weakness. Father Pat suggests that labeling Thomas as “doubting” is unfair, especially when we overlook the failures of other apostles, such as Peter’s denial or the ambition of James and John. Thomas, in fact, becomes the model of a true witness: not content to believe on the basis of others’ claims, he seeks truth through direct experience, and when he receives it, he makes the most profound confession of faith in the Gospel: “My Lord and my God.”
This contrast between hearsay and witness becomes the central metaphor for Father Pat’s critique of contemporary Christian practice. He argues that many believers simply inherit their faith through family or culture without ever deeply engaging in the transformative relationship that faith is meant to foster. Faith, in this context, is sustained by inertia, not by conviction or encounter. He likens this to national or cultural identity—many people are “proud to be American,” but that pride is often unearned, based on birthplace rather than achievement. Similarly, many Catholics claim their faith as a badge of honor without ever having chosen it intentionally or experienced its life-changing power.
Father Pat also challenges the Church’s tendency to emphasize doctrinal knowledge over relational faith. Reciting creeds and catechism definitions without understanding or experience, he suggests, turns believers into parrots of religious hearsay. Instead, he calls for a faith that is rooted in real-life encounters with grace, community, and the presence of God in the ordinary. He questions the effectiveness of a sacramental theology that is not embodied in community life, arguing that the visible celebration of sacraments—like baptism—can draw people to faith not because of theological explanations, but because of the witness of a loving, vibrant, and inclusive community.
He also addresses how language and historical context shape the Gospel narratives. He points out the problematic phrase “for fear of the Jews” in John’s Gospel, noting how this reflects an early Christian tendency toward anti-Jewish sentiment, even though Jesus and all his disciples were themselves Jewish. This, he argues, is a warning about how easily religion can be co-opted by tribalism, exclusion, and self-righteousness. The danger lies not only in rewriting history but in using faith to create boundaries rather than bridges.
Father Pat extends this critique to the broader cultural and political context, noting how both science and religion are often subordinated to political identity. He observes that for many people, truth is not pursued through rigorous inquiry or spiritual discernment, but is inherited from political tribes. Just as people trust doctors or scientists based on reputation or political alignment rather than deep understanding, so too do many accept religious doctrines without personal reflection or lived experience. True faith, he contends, requires relationship, trust, and the hard work of seeking, questioning, and witnessing.
In the end, Father Pat calls the Church to be a community that fosters real encounters with Christ, especially through love, service, and inclusion. He shares a story of a couple who were drawn to faith not by doctrine, but by the warmth and authenticity of a parish community. Their conversion was relational, not intellectual. This, he suggests, is the Church at its best—a place where people can experience the presence of God through others and come to faith not out of obligation or tradition, but through the compelling witness of a living, breathing body of Christ.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to move from passive belief to active discipleship. Like Thomas, we are invited to ask questions, seek encounter, and proclaim Christ not because we’ve been told to, but because we have seen and experienced Him ourselves. The world does not need more Christians who recite doctrine—it needs more people who live out their faith in ways that are tangible, credible, and transformative....
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