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Real Faith Means Real Action
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Father Pat
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2022-03-13
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2022-03-13-real-faith-means-real-action-104.mp3
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Let us make three tents one for you one for Moses and one for Elijah but he did not know what he was saying while he was still speaking a cloud came and cast a shadow over them and They became frightened when they entered the cloud Then from the cloud came a voice that said this is my chosen son Listen to him After the voice voice had spoken Jesus was found alone They fell silent and did not at that time tell anyone what they had seen The gospel of the Lord Great There is Kind of a fair amount of biblical imagery that we probably have no clue about Nowadays because it's it really isn't our culture. We we study scripture, but We study it. There's a period of time right after scripture was written where all of those Especially the Gospels were taken hostage by Greek culture That the church and whether it's our Greek Church or whether it became the Latin Church nowadays modern churches the American Church we tend to Interpret the Gospels without a clue of what the Semitic literature was of the day These are these are Jewish writings. They are Semitic. They are you you kind of have to understand The way the Jewish people wrote sermons and homilies and stories about Jesus and and the images they would use and Because we don't we lose so much of what's going on Now we sometimes can glean bits and pieces of it from from our own understanding of the gospel But you know when when Jesus is there it says Moses and Elijah are up there with him Most my life I thought well, I wonder why those two got picked So many people and especially when the church puts it with a big story by Abraham Where's Abraham in this story, you know where where are all these other big characters? Moses is the giver of the law He's the one that brings the law down from the mountains Elijah was considered the greatest and the first of the great prophets and if you ever hear in In that day when they're talking about Judaism The whole religion if they want to talk about all of it in one big clump They'll often say as you hear in Deuteronomy as you hear in the stories of Jesus that is the law and the prophets go learn it When they say the law and the prophets they mean that's everything. That's all you need to know is the law and the prophets so When Jesus is there with the law and the prophet What they're saying is that's every image you have of your faith All of these all of these devout Jewish people who are who are following Jesus the law and the prophets You know, there is there's not a rabbi in America that doesn't understand that image No, it's if you ever want to understand the Gospels sit down with a rabbi. It's their literature They understand how that's written So the law and the prophets there he is with all of their imagery off their greatest hits This would be you know, this would be for the average Catholics that you know, he's up there and there is you know the Pope and Mary Okay, you know I mean it's like what are your greatest hits the greatest hits of Judaism were Moses and Elijah and What happens is they want to build three tents? That's another image out of the Old Testament They always wanted to build a tent for the Ark of the Covenant The tent was the way to keep to give God a home with a pilgrim people You can't build God a home The way we think of one if the people he's with are on journey So building the tent the Ark the Ark of the Covenant all those these are ways to keep a kind of temple feeling With a traveling people and remember Jesus is an itinerant creature who's all over the place And so he's they say let's build tents because they're they're probably thinking we had Jesus now We've got Jesus and Elijah and Moses. We are going to take the place by storm Wait till they see who we've picked up You know, it's it's the old it's the old story. There's a there's an old joke of The Pope going out and rolling and he always has a driver and people don't realize this but certain archbishops in certain cartels depending on the Litigiousness of where they live always have drivers because if there's an accident that way they can't sue the Pope And literally there are there are people who are not allowed to drive because the lawsuit has to be against it They just couldn't couldn't do it. So but the Pope Finding just cajoles and promises been blessings and masses. He wants to try and drive the limo And so the Pope gets in and the guy driver takes the other seat. He starts driving him down the street He gets about three blocks before he runs a stop sign Now this is how I know it's a joke because running a stop sign, bro would raise an eye around for an a.m but you know, he he runs the stop sign he gets pulled over immediately and The officer comes over and talks to him for a few minutes and goes back his radio and he says we have a problem We have a huge diplomatic problem. We have pulled over. I Don't even know and they said well, what's the issue? He goes? I don't know who this guy is, but his driver is the Pope See this is bit That's the thing they're thinking. Oh my gosh get his entourage is Elijah and Moses How huge is this let's build tents, let's take them with us And says they just didn't understand this whole moment is for a moment's teaching and the voice comes from heaven And and and and and they close their eyes as the voice comes he says this is my beloved son listen to him and they open up their eyes and the law is gone and The prophets are gone and they're left with Jesus All of the images of their childhood everything that was important to them is gone Listen to this gospel Listen to the words of Jesus. I think how often we still get lost in any faith in the law Or even the prophets it's you know, when we look at the cross and it Paul says this today. He says, you know most of us still Turn our back on the cross and and We we throw that around today to mean something different than it does People say, you know, we have to embrace the cross of Jesus and usually that means whatever set of stories they want you to embrace but what he's talking about is the one central idea of Jesus on the cross, which is Yet don't even even you do good without counting the cost That was the message of the cross You do what is right? Even if you end up on the cross now, it doesn't mean you go around looking for crosses Because there are people You know, I mean it's lit. There are people creating suffering all over the place thinking it's making them holy But if you're creating the suffering So that you can be like Jesus on the cross. You are also like the people who nailed him to the cross You're creating the suffering So, you know what we do instead is we try to find something in life that will help others That will do a good in the world and there will be a cost Not I just made up the cost so I can pay it No, just if you're just needing the pace of the extra use your car loom or to get the gas station Okay, go pay lots of that, sir And we don't just we don't just create suffering to say I'm suffering like Jesus no The glory of Jesus is not that he suffered. It's that he accepted his suffering He could have gotten out of it by not doing the right thing here and there He could have you know He could have put things a certain way and whittled his way around it and probably you know You could tell that he goes up against the Pharisees if he wants to he can out argue on He knows how to get around it he doesn't need to this is what's right I'm gonna say what's right if if this is what they come after me for So no, it's it's the person on the witness stand. No, Jesus does not plead the fifth. I Can't tell the truth because it might incriminate me. Isn't it weird that that's such something like we think that that's a great honor in our system That you're allowed to head up to say let me just tell you The truth doesn't make me look good What a horrible thing to have to say You know, I I am I I can't you know, if I'm going to look good, I really should lie and and that's the church you got back on the cross Jesus is I'm gonna tell the truth and How you receive it? It's not mine to control That's not mine to control in in the law and the prophets there's all sorts of ways around this You know you did good, but you did good for your people Almost all of the prophets prophets are writing to a particular situation that says this has to stop Jesus gospel says no no feeding the poor in your community is not the mandate Starting with the poor in your community, but working for its feeding the poor of the world is the mandate It's the prophets were very Jewish based in the sense that they were telling you how you had to take care of your own people and the gospel becomes this universal this is who you're called to be in the world and You're called to go out and be a good person and there will be cost there's always cost and So you know we're called to go out and do that we're not looking for a law I always love when someone comes into the confessional if they start with Father is this a sin? Before they say another word there's two things I know the first is yes Because no one has come in and said I just gave five thousand dollars to charity it's not the same No one asks is that it's always I just kicked my mother-in-law to the curve, but let me tell you what she did And that's the second thing I know I'm about to get a very short confession and a very long justification You know what they're hoping for is a loophole in the law that says I did something I know I should have done, but maybe it wasn't a sin Maybe it was back. You know here's the line of sin, and I know I got to here But I maybe I got a close and didn't quite make it across and Jesus is how about you walk the other way? How about you just don't don't get that close we all know when we're doing things that We think we can do better And it doesn't mean that it's easy because there are times when we have to try and find a line between Supporting someone and enabling something that's bad It's not that it's easy. It's not cut and dry There are times when we are called to distance ourselves from people because our proximity is not a healthy thing for them there are there are relationships in life that are toxic and And we have to recognize those and go you know I mean when people I've never really had something come to a situation to say This is a horribly abusive situation, but it's good for them Teaching other people to be abusive is not good for them either and so we have this Moment where God says you're gonna have to let go of the law And you're gonna have to let go of the prophets which for them Would be like me say you're gonna have to let go of Mary and the Eucharist I mean it was reaching into their hearts that deeply and Say and you're gonna have to about would do good things of the world No, where Pope Francis has never said that he has said things like we need to get our priests out of the sacristies and into the streets We need to make sure that this is not our entire experience of church in a building We need to be out doing these things and it should have cost You know we we give to one another it always says Without cost you have been blessed without cost what it's really talking about is what without giving cost to others It's always cost to ourselves Jesus paid a cost On the cross and as Paul said today so many people want to turn away from that they don't they don't like that They that's why I love that lie. Your God is your stomach In other words, whatever makes me feel full and say that and whatever makes me feel safe and whatever feeds me is what I chase That's what he means when he says your God is your stomach I even even in spirituality people can be that way I get what feeds me Whenever someone says I went to this church over there for a long long time and Nothing there and there are times you go to churches and it's abusive that's different But nothing that I just don't I didn't get anything out of it. My question is always what did you bring? I don't bring anything. I come to get this is church Okay, you know, but what do we bring what do we bring and what are what are we willing to bring not just in this space but to the world I Think when we let go of the law and the prophets and we're focused on Jesus who? For all of the brilliance of his teachings. It's one of the things I love about this Pope that we have right now For all the brilliance of the teachings what they're remembered for is what they did A friend of mine says that he thinks Francis is the most visual Pope we've ever had There's this picture of him with the with the deformed guy with all the tumors all over his face You know and he he goes out to be with that person. You see him. He has to go out to be with others Although so many pokes there very I always think their first lines they get up on the they get up on the thing and they'll say You know, I am I am a man of God And they'll say, you know, I am Janice I was I am I am John Paul the second or they they get up and they say, you know I'm almost Papa. We have a pope and This guy got up and he says what a Sabbath. Good evening How are you all? It was the funniest opening for a papacy I ever seen You know where we're normal the norm is for the Pope to come out and bless the people He came out and asked them to pray for him It's a different and but it's the things they do What we'll remember are the images of I was just to say that the hardest two jobs in my lifetime in the church Were to be because he was a brilliant theologian But he didn't speak well to people would be to be Pope Benedict's PR person or Pope Francis's security He's off again He's running after those people he you know it but but it's one thing it's what we do that will be remembered I Think our Christianity becomes so much about are you believe in the right thing? Paul says when he says faith without works is dead. You're believing the right thing when you're doing the right thing. You can't divide those our what we truly believe Absolutely dictates all of our actions, so You know if I say that I believe in God, but I'm not doing anything different I must at least believe that it's not terribly urgent. I mean there's a belief. That's running that there's always a belief That's running I if if if I thought that no one would notice and really believe that no one would notice I would probably miss daily mass on Tuesday mornings It's just it's early. It's the first one of the week for me You know why do you get up and go to work every day because I believe Then I get fired otherwise That's why all people go to work at some level they can go to work because they truly believe that if they don't there's consequences so if we truly beliefs and we knack down and so what he's saying is Go don't get belief and an affection for the story confused You can have a great affection for the story of the gospel and not be chasing it not be truly believing in everything that it's telling us to do and to truly believe that Jesus is God and truly believe that Jesus tells us to go out and feed the court visit the sick and free the imprisoned and Do nothing about it our mind our mind will not hold that thiefer Our mind will see the nonce the non sequitur in our own life. It'll see the disjunct nature And so we're told it get away from the law this week Then the laws have all these punny little twists and ferns and you know, I I mentioned last week that over that was joking but you know for some people people come up to me and say Now do Sundays count on Lent? You know what when you start your Lent You make up your own Lent because there's no loop. There's no rules There's two things that Catholic hate Catholic state one is the imposition of rules and then the other is when we don't give them rules Do I receive on the tongue or on the hand your choice choice But which should we really do your choice? Which one's right? We want we want to rule on Nonsense half the time we want to rule and so we so struggle with that People will will will often say, you know, I decided to do this for Lent and this for Lent and this for Lent and then I messed up And it's so they've sinned. Well, they've sinned against their own agreement. They made with themselves You know, they they don't understand that well when someone says I didn't say all my daily prayers In which book are you looking that tells you what prayers you have to say every day? Well, I I made up a set that I say and I didn't say it and forgive yourself You know, we we sometimes make things up and say I'm gonna do this and then what we don't we think that's a sin against God It's nice if you can carry through your discipline, you know, but every time you fall off your diet is not really a sin. I hope That could keep your whole talk But but so we tend to make things up and set odd goals That's the law that he wants us to get rid of now. The Prophet are the stray voices in life you're always gonna have someone else coming to you and say I Just I in prayer God said you should do this anyone who tells you that God gave them a message for you I would be suspect. I Had never gone to prayer and have God say, you know pack it really got it all together I want to talk to you about Bob God is never going to run out of things to talk about to me Because I have been ziti to be corrected And so when someone because we'll put people tend to do is they want to put themselves in a position that says here's God Then me then you I will tell you what God said Run the other way so this is the the vision of the prophets in the law at that time in In stem work even the gospel the words that come this is the Word of Jesus listen to that I'm always surprising. So I'm gonna start reading the Bible. Don't start with Genesis start with the Gospels Learn the Gospels from there go back and learn the Old Testament because you'll understand the Gospels more but the Gospels That's our that's our connection to Jesus. And so as we as we have this moment of transfiguration Sunday we asked God to look at the images of our life. What are the images we have of God? What are the old images we've got that were great when I was seven? But didn't work for me as a teenager worked for me less by the time I was 30 How do we transfigure our images of God for different times in our life if? 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You see him. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you a reading from the holy gospel according to Luke
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Jesus took Peter John and James and went up the mountain to pray
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while he was praying his face was changed in appearance and his clothing decayed dazzling white and
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Behold two men were conversing with him Moses and Elijah
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Who appeared in glory and spoke of his exodus that he was going to accomplish in Jerusalem?
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Peter and his companions had been overcome by sleep, but becoming fully awake
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They saw his glory and the two men standing with him as they were about to part from him Peter said to Jesus
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Master it is good that we are here. Let us make three tents one for you one for Moses and one for Elijah
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but he did not know what he was saying while he was still speaking a cloud came and cast a shadow over them and
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They became frightened when they entered the cloud
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Then from the cloud came a voice that said this is my chosen son
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Listen to him
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After the voice voice had spoken
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Jesus was found alone
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They fell silent and did not at that time tell anyone what they had seen
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The gospel of the Lord
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Great
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There is
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Kind of a fair amount of biblical imagery that we probably have no clue about
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Nowadays because it's it really isn't our culture. We we study scripture, but
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We study it. There's a period of time right after scripture was written where all of those
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Especially the Gospels were taken hostage by Greek culture
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That the church and whether it's our Greek Church or whether it became the Latin Church nowadays modern churches the American Church
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we tend to
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Interpret the Gospels without a clue of what the Semitic literature was of the day
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These are these are Jewish writings. They are Semitic. They are you you kind of have to understand
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The way the Jewish people wrote sermons and homilies and stories about Jesus and and the images they would use and
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Because we don't we lose so much of what's going on
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Now we sometimes can glean bits and pieces of it from from our own understanding of the gospel
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But you know when when Jesus is there it says Moses and Elijah are up there with him
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Most my life I thought well, I wonder why those two got picked
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So many people and especially when the church puts it with a big story by Abraham
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Where's Abraham in this story, you know where where are all these other big characters?
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Moses is the giver of the law
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He's the one that brings the law down from the mountains
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Elijah was considered the greatest and the first of the great prophets and if you ever hear in
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In that day when they're talking about Judaism
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The whole religion if they want to talk about all of it in one big clump
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They'll often say as you hear in Deuteronomy as you hear in the stories of Jesus that is the law and the prophets go learn
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it
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When they say the law and the prophets they mean that's everything. That's all you need to know is the law and the prophets
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so
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When Jesus is there with the law and the prophet
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What they're saying is that's every image you have of your faith
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All of these all of these devout Jewish people who are who are following Jesus the law and the prophets
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You know, there is there's not a rabbi in America that doesn't understand that image
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No, it's if you ever want to understand the Gospels sit down with a rabbi. It's their literature
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They understand how that's written
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So the law and the prophets there he is with all of their imagery off their greatest hits
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This would be you know, this would be for the average Catholics that you know, he's up there and there is you know
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the Pope and Mary
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Okay, you know I mean it's like what are your greatest hits the greatest hits of Judaism were Moses and Elijah and
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What happens is they want to build three tents? That's another image out of the Old Testament
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They always wanted to build a tent for the Ark of the Covenant
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The tent was the way to keep to give God a home with a pilgrim people
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You can't build God a home
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The way we think of one if the people he's with are on journey
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So building the tent the Ark the Ark of the Covenant all those these are ways to keep a kind of temple feeling
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With a traveling people and remember Jesus is an itinerant creature who's all over the place
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And so he's they say let's build tents because they're they're probably thinking we had Jesus now
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We've got Jesus and Elijah and Moses. We are going to take the place by storm
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Wait till they see who we've picked up
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You know, it's it's the old it's the old story. There's a there's an old joke of
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The Pope going out and rolling and he always has a driver and people don't realize this but certain archbishops in certain
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cartels depending on the
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Litigiousness of where they live always have drivers because if there's an accident that way they can't sue the Pope
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And literally there are there are people who are not allowed to drive because the lawsuit has to be against it
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They just couldn't couldn't do it. So but the Pope
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Finding just cajoles and promises been blessings and masses. He wants to try and drive the limo
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And so the Pope gets in and the guy driver takes the other seat. He starts driving him down the street
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He gets about three blocks before he runs a stop sign
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Now this is how I know it's a joke because running a stop sign, bro would raise an eye around for an a.m
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but you know, he he runs the stop sign he gets pulled over immediately and
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The officer comes over and talks to him for a few minutes and goes back his radio and he says we have a problem
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We have a huge diplomatic problem. We have pulled over. I
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Don't even know and they said well, what's the issue? He goes? I don't know who this guy is, but his driver is the Pope
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See this is bit
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That's the thing they're thinking. Oh my gosh get his entourage is Elijah and Moses
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How huge is this let's build tents, let's take them with us
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And says they just didn't understand this whole moment is for a moment's teaching and the voice comes from heaven
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And and and and and they close their eyes as the voice comes
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he says this is my beloved son listen to him and they open up their eyes and the law is gone and
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The prophets are gone and they're left with Jesus
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All of the images of their childhood everything that was important to them is gone
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Listen to this gospel
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Listen to the words of Jesus. I think how often we still get lost in any faith in the law
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Or even the prophets it's you know, when we look at the cross and it Paul says this today. He says, you know
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most of us still
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Turn our back on the cross and and
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We we throw that around today to mean something different than it does
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People say, you know, we have to embrace the cross of Jesus and usually that means whatever set of stories they want you to embrace
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but what he's talking about is the one central idea of Jesus on the cross, which is
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Yet don't even even you do good without counting the cost
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That was the message of the cross
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You do what is right?
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Even if you end up on the cross now, it doesn't mean you go around looking for crosses
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Because there are people
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You know, I mean it's lit. There are people creating suffering all over the place thinking it's making them holy
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But if you're creating the suffering
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So that you can be like Jesus on the cross. You are also like the people who nailed him to the cross
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You're creating the suffering
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So, you know what we do instead is we try to find something in life that will help others
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That will do a good in the world and there will be a cost
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Not I just made up the cost so I can pay it
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No, just if you're just needing the pace of the extra use your car loom or to get the gas station
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Okay, go pay lots of that, sir
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And we don't just we don't just create suffering to say I'm suffering like Jesus no
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The glory of Jesus is not that he suffered. It's that he accepted his suffering
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He could have gotten out of it by not doing the right thing here and there
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He could have you know
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He could have put things a certain way and whittled his way around it and probably you know
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You could tell that he goes up against the Pharisees if he wants to he can out argue on
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He knows how to get around it he doesn't need to this is what's right
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I'm gonna say what's right if if this is what they come after me for
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So no, it's it's the person on the witness stand. No, Jesus does not plead the fifth. I
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Can't tell the truth because it might incriminate me. Isn't it weird that that's such something like we think that that's a great honor in
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our system
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That you're allowed to head up to say let me just tell you
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The truth doesn't make me look good
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What a horrible thing to have to say
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You know, I I am I I can't you know, if I'm going to look good, I really should lie
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and and that's the church you got back on the cross Jesus is I'm gonna tell the truth and
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How you receive it? It's not mine to control
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That's not mine to control in in the law and the prophets there's all sorts of ways around this
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You know you did good, but you did good for your people
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Almost all of the prophets prophets are writing to a particular situation that says this has to stop
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Jesus gospel says no no feeding the poor in your community is not the mandate
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Starting with the poor in your community, but working for its feeding the poor of the world is the mandate
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It's the prophets were very
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Jewish based in the sense that they were telling you how you had to take care of your own people and the gospel becomes this
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universal this is who you're called to be in the world and
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You're called to go out and be a good person and there will be cost
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there's always cost and
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So you know we're called to go out and do that we're not looking for a law
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I always love when someone comes into the confessional if they start with
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Father is this a sin?
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Before they say another word there's two things I know the first is yes
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Because no one has come in and said I just gave five thousand dollars to charity it's not the same
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No one asks is that it's always I just kicked my mother-in-law to the curve, but let me tell you what she did
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And that's the second thing I know I'm about to get a very short confession and a very long justification
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You know what they're hoping for is a loophole in the law that says I did something
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I know I should have done, but maybe it wasn't a sin
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Maybe it was back. You know here's the line of sin, and I know I got to here
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But I maybe I got a close and didn't quite make it across and Jesus is how about you walk the other way?
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How about you just don't don't get that close we all know when we're doing things that
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We think we can do better
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And it doesn't mean that it's easy because there are times when we have to try and find a line between
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Supporting someone and enabling something that's bad
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It's not that it's easy. It's not cut and dry
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There are times when we are called to distance ourselves from people because our proximity is not a healthy thing for them
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there are there are relationships in life that are toxic and
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And we have to recognize those and go you know I mean when people I've never really had something come to a situation to say
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This is a horribly abusive situation, but it's good for them
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Teaching other people to be abusive is not good for them either and so we have this
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Moment where God says you're gonna have to let go of the law
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And you're gonna have to let go of the prophets which for them
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Would be like me say you're gonna have to let go of Mary and the Eucharist
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I mean it was reaching into their hearts that deeply and
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Say and you're gonna have to about would do good things of the world
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No, where Pope Francis has never said that he has said things like we need to get our priests out of the sacristies and into
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the streets
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We need to make sure that this is not our entire experience of church in a building
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We need to be out doing these things and it should have cost
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You know we we give to one another it always says
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Without cost you have been blessed without cost what it's really talking about is what without giving cost to others
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It's always cost to ourselves
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Jesus paid a cost
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On the cross and as Paul said today so many people want to turn away from that they don't they don't like that
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They that's why I love that lie. Your God is your stomach
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In other words, whatever makes me feel full and say that and whatever makes me feel safe and whatever feeds me is what I chase
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That's what he means when he says your God is your stomach
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I even even in spirituality people can be that way I get what feeds me
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Whenever someone says I went to this church over there for a long long time and
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Nothing there and there are times you go to churches and it's abusive that's different
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But nothing that I just don't I didn't get anything out of it. My question is always what did you bring?
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I don't bring anything. I come to get this is church
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Okay, you know, but what do we bring what do we bring and what are what are we willing to bring not just in this space
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but to the world I
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Think when we let go of the law and the prophets and we're focused on Jesus who?
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For all of the brilliance of his teachings. It's one of the things I love about this Pope that we have right now
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For all the brilliance of the teachings what they're remembered for is what they did
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A friend of mine says that he thinks Francis is the most visual Pope we've ever had
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There's this picture of him with the with the deformed guy with all the tumors all over his face
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You know and he he goes out to be with that person. You see him. He has to go out to be with others
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Although so many pokes there very I always think their first lines they get up on the they get up on the thing and they'll say
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You know, I am I am a man of God
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And they'll say, you know, I am
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Janice I was I am I am John Paul the second or they they get up and they say, you know
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I'm almost Papa. We have a pope and
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This guy got up and he says what a Sabbath. Good evening
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How are you all?
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It was the funniest opening for a papacy I ever seen
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You know where we're normal the norm is for the Pope to come out and bless the people
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He came out and asked them to pray for him
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It's a different and but it's the things they do
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What we'll remember are the images of I was just to say that the hardest two jobs in my lifetime in the church
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Were to be because he was a brilliant theologian
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But he didn't speak well to people would be to be Pope Benedict's PR person or Pope Francis's security
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He's off again
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He's running after those people he you know it but but it's one thing it's what we do that will be remembered I
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Think our Christianity becomes so much about are you believe in the right thing?
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Paul says when he says faith without works is dead. You're believing the right thing when you're doing the right thing. You can't divide those
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our what we truly believe
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Absolutely dictates all of our actions, so
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You know if I say that I believe in God, but I'm not doing anything different
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I must at least believe that it's not terribly urgent. I mean there's a belief. That's running that there's always a belief
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That's running
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I if if if I thought that no one would notice and really believe that no one would notice I would probably miss daily mass
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on Tuesday mornings
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It's just it's early. It's the first one of the week for me
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You know why do you get up and go to work every day because I believe
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Then I get fired otherwise
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That's why all people go to work at some level they can go to work because they truly believe that if they don't there's consequences
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so if we truly beliefs and we knack down and so what he's saying is
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Go don't get belief and an affection for the story confused
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You can have a great affection for the story of the gospel and not be chasing it not be truly believing in
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everything that it's telling us to do and to truly believe that Jesus is God and
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truly believe that Jesus tells us to go out and feed the court visit the sick and free the imprisoned and
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Do nothing about it our mind our mind will not hold that thiefer
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Our mind will see the nonce the non sequitur in our own life. It'll see the disjunct nature
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And so we're told it get away from the law this week
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Then the laws have all these punny little twists and ferns and you know, I I mentioned last week that over that was joking
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but you know for some people
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people come up to me and say
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Now do Sundays count on Lent?
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You know what when you start your Lent
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You make up your own Lent because there's no loop. There's no rules
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There's two things that Catholic hate
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Catholic state one is the imposition of rules and then the other is when we don't give them rules
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Do I receive on the tongue or on the hand your choice choice
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But which should we really do your choice? Which one's right?
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We want we want to rule on
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Nonsense half the time we want to rule and so we so struggle with that
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People will will will often say, you know, I decided to do this for Lent and this for Lent and this for Lent and then I messed up
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And it's so they've sinned. Well, they've sinned against their own agreement. They made with themselves
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You know, they they don't understand that well when someone says I didn't say all my daily prayers
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In which book are you looking that tells you what prayers you have to say every day?
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Well, I I made up a set that I say and I didn't say it and forgive yourself
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You know, we we sometimes make things up and say I'm gonna do this and then what we don't we think that's a sin against
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God
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It's nice if you can carry through your discipline, you know, but every time you fall off your diet is not really a sin. I
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hope
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That could keep your whole talk
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But but so we tend to make things up and set odd goals
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That's the law that he wants us to get rid of now. The Prophet are the stray voices in life
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you're always gonna have someone else coming to you and say I
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Just I in prayer God said you should do this anyone who tells you that God gave them a message for you
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I would be suspect. I
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Had never gone to prayer and have God say, you know pack it really got it all together
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I want to talk to you about Bob
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God is never going to run out of things to talk about to me
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Because I have been ziti to be corrected
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And so when someone because we'll put people tend to do is they want to put themselves in a position that says here's God
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Then me then you I will tell you what God said
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Run the other way
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so
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this is the the vision of the prophets in the law at that time in
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In stem work even the gospel the words that come this is the Word of Jesus listen to that
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I'm always surprising. So I'm gonna start reading the Bible. Don't start with Genesis start with the Gospels
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Learn the Gospels from there go back and learn the Old Testament because you'll understand the Gospels more but the Gospels
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That's our that's our connection to Jesus. And so as we as we have this moment of transfiguration
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Sunday we asked God to look at the images of our life. What are the images we have of God?
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What are the old images we've got that were great when I was seven?
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But didn't work for me as a teenager worked for me less by the time I was 30
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How do we transfigure our images of God for different times in our life if?
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Your image of God isn't growing
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It's gonna fall away as those images of Moses and Elijah did
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The gospel is a living thing and if we follow it it will give us more than enough mission for every day of our life
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transfiguratio Father Pat’s message centers on the transfiguration of Jesus as a pivotal moment of transformation—not just for Christ, but for the disciples and for all believers. He emphasizes that this Gospel passage is not merely about a miraculous event, but a profound spiritual invitation to move beyond the comfort of religious structures (the law and the prophets) and into a living relationship with Jesus himself. Father Pat critiques how modern Christians, like Peter on the mountain, often cling to old forms, rituals, and rules rather than embracing the radical call of the Gospel. He challenges us to stop seeking loopholes in law or comfort in tradition, and instead to listen to the voice of God saying, “This is my Son. Listen to him.” The true Christian life, he explains, is not about rule-following or prophetic pronouncements, but about living with integrity, accepting the cost of discipleship, and being transformed into people whose actions reflect their faith.
The detailed message Father Pat delivers is a rich spiritual and theological reflection on the Gospel of the Transfiguration, drawing from Luke’s account. He begins by pointing out that contemporary Christians often miss the depth of scriptural imagery because we interpret it through modern or Greco-Roman lenses, rather than through the Semitic, Jewish context in which it was written. In the transfiguration story, Jesus appears with Moses and Elijah—symbolizing "the Law and the Prophets"—which was shorthand in Jewish thought for the totality of divine revelation. Thus, their presence signifies the full weight of Israelite religious tradition. Peter’s desire to build three tents reflects the ancient Jewish practice of creating sacred spaces—like the Tabernacle or the Tent of Meeting—to honor God’s presence among a pilgrim people. But Peter misunderstands the moment. He wants to contain and preserve the experience, not realizing that the point is not to dwell in the past but to move forward with Jesus.
Father Pat underscores the significance of God’s voice from the cloud declaring, “This is my chosen Son; listen to him.” It is at this moment that Moses and Elijah vanish, and only Jesus remains. This is not just about visual awe—it is a theological declaration that Jesus is now the singular authority and revelation of God. The Law and the Prophets, while foundational, are now fulfilled and transcended in Christ. This challenges believers to let go of their dependence on rules (law) or external voices (prophets) and instead deepen their relationship with Jesus, who embodies God’s will. Father Pat poignantly notes that this is akin to asking a devout Catholic to part with the Eucharist or Mary—it’s no small ask. But the Gospel demands this level of transformation.
He then shifts the focus to how this applies in daily life. Many Christians, he observes, still live according to a legalistic mindset—asking, “Is this a sin?” as though the goal is to stay just on the right side of the moral line. This reveals a desire for rules more than a desire for transformation. Instead, he insists, we should be asking what helps us grow in love and truth. Similarly, the prophets, who once served to call Israel to justice, can become in modern life the voices of self-appointed spiritual authorities who claim to speak for God. Father Pat warns against these, urging us to focus on the voice of Christ alone.
The heart of his message is that true discipleship is not about doctrinal correctness or ritual perfection. It is about doing what is right, even when it costs us. The cross, he reminds us, is not something to be sought for its own sake—suffering is not inherently holy—but it becomes redemptive when it is the price of doing good. Jesus did not suffer because suffering is good; he suffered because he refused to compromise truth and love. This is the model for Christian life: to speak the truth, to love deeply, to serve the poor, to forgive, and to risk our comfort for the sake of others. That is what it means to listen to Jesus.
Father Pat also critiques the consumerist attitude that can infiltrate religious life—where people say, “I didn’t get anything out of Mass,” as though worship were a transaction. He asks, “What did you bring?” True worship, true community, and true faith require participation, not passive consumption. Our beliefs must shape our actions. Otherwise, they are not beliefs at all, but empty sentiments.
He ends with a reflection on Lent and how people often reduce it to a set of arbitrary rules, like whether Sundays “count” or whether breaking a self-imposed discipline is a sin. He encourages people to see Lent not as a legalistic exercise, but as a time of intentional transformation. Similarly, he warns against letting others dictate God’s will for us through so-called private revelations. God speaks to each of us, and Jesus is the definitive Word. The Gospel, he concludes, is a living reality that must grow with us. If our image of God stays the same throughout our lives, it will eventually become obsolete. Just as the disciples had to let go of Moses and Elijah to see Jesus clearly, we too must allow our outdated images of God to fall away so that we can follow Christ more fully, more freely, and more courageously....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 943.0, "text": "The Lord be with you and with your spirit for reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke Filled with the Holy Spirit Jesus returned from the Jordan and was led by the Spirit into the desert for 40 days to be tempted by the devil He ate nothing during those days and when they were over he was hungry The devil said to him if you are the Son of God command this stone to become red Jesus answered him it is written one does not live on bread alone Then he took him up and showed him all the kingdoms of the world at a single instant The devil said to him I shall give to you all this power and glory for it has been handed over to me And I may give it to whomever I wish All this will be yours if you worship me Jesus said to him in reply It is written you shall worship the Lord your God and him alone shall you serve Then he led him to Jerusalem made him stand on the parapet of a hample and said to him if you are the Son of God Throw yourself down from here for it is written He will command his angels concerning you to guard you and with their hands They will support you lest you dash your foot against a stone Jesus said to him in reply it also says you shall not put the Lord your God to the test When the devil had finished every temptation he departed from him for a time The gospel of the Lord is to you Lord Jesus Christ The telling of this story is is that It is very different in Matthew's gospel and in Luke's in Matthew's the first temptation is roughly the same then the second temptation is at the temple and And then the third temptation is back on on it says the high mountain Which we have to assume is what Luke is talking about the second one. It just says After the first one he says and then he took him up Up where I? Can hear sister Loretta in in grace will say ah you're missing an object for that verb Okay, but he came up took you up somewhere, but there's a Luke Luke Rearranges it so that everything heads towards the temple Matthew rearranges it so that it's in the same order as some things that happen in the desert Because he's trying to make a different point But but Luke is always headed towards the temple Everything is spiritual, and they always have two of the three of them of the three temptations Start out with the phrase well if you are the Son of God It it's I think it's supposed to pull Jesus's strings Like he's he's really trying to see where the ego of Jesus is You know Jesus always tells people who he is and Never offers any proof. He's not there to make them believe something He's there to say who he is because it's who he is and he will not back away from the truth It's it's the difference between worrying about what everyone thinks about you Or being who you want to be in the world Jesus knows who he is and so that's what he does and all of the ego has to get taken out of the way so you know When you read it well if you're the Son of God do this well here He does everything but say why are you chicken? I mean, it's it's it's a taunting that that you might get you know from from a you know Four-year-old or a five-year-old when someone says well if you're really so smart tell me this If you're really not afraid that if you're really the Son of God you want to go devil needs to grow up It it's it's it's sort of taunting and where we wouldn't think that that's going to Affect Jesus the story is told because we will all fall for that sort of stuff all the time We we tend to use these types of techniques to talk ourselves out of being Christian and And I think I mentioned this on on Cash Wednesday that it would be the healthiest Lent we could have if We could look around the world and see the people who are in need See the people who are suffering see the people who are in you know in the most turmoil and for Lent Give up our excuses You know not our chocolate Not our chocolate not a dessert here that what happens when we give up our excuses When we get well, they shouldn't have gotten in trouble in the first place well I'm not going to give them money. They'll just spend it on drink not that I know that but it's a great excuse A lot and and what it is is I'm going to not respond to people and show you why I'm Christian to do it You know if if you're really Christian you would know that those people are beneath you. No, that's not really Christian and When he doesn't realize is when he says if you're the Son of God You'll do this and Jesus answers in many different ways, but his answer is always the same Actually if you're the Son of God you have no need to do that You know I think we always think that boy If the more power someone has in our world this all you know the more power people get the crazier they become I Need they just go great they love power And you know they always say Oh power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely not true power corrupts Absolute power does not see what we see in humans is power coupled with enormous amounts of insecurity That's when power corrupts God if we really believe absolute power corrupts, then God would be absolutely corrupt And we don't believe that why do you God is not insecure? God is not you know. It's it's when I have power, and I'm always afraid that The bigger bully is going to show up tomorrow I'm protecting myself against. I don't know go absolute power doesn't protect itself doesn't need to Absolute power knows what's going to happen in 500 years after you and I have already passed from this life under into the next one Absolute power can't panic I Always think that that's that's my vision sometimes when I and I and I will I will confess I like many people keep saying About everything that I can think of sometimes my own life other people's lives global politics I want to say how long Oh Lord how long? When is God gonna step in and fix the world the way Patrick Dolan thinks he should? Amazing he hasn't tapped into this yet. Oh You know there's that but there's that idea That why is it God because God? God can do everything but enter into our panic And that's that's hard for us It's hard for me to know that I could be going through something in the next year. That's going to be horrifically damaging And I might not survive But if we're believing in eternity After I pass away Healing can still happen and God sees where I'm going to be in a thousand years And if you see where someone's going to be in a thousand years you do become like the parent who has a Nine nine month to a year old taking their first steps, and they fall and they scrape their need badly There is red juice coming out Now Anyone who's seen a child go through that knows from the child's perspective the world has just ended And Even if you're compassionate you're not panicked over a scraped knee and God love you if the child gets a sense that you're not taking it seriously And You can take it seriously, but you cannot enter into the level of the panic that the child has you just can't Because you know that by Wednesday. They'll have forgotten it Probably because they bump their head on the table, but they'll have forgot They're on to the next adventure. I Think we forget that God sees our future adventures So we want God to panic instead of Being invited into the solution instead of I think sometimes we think our job as Christians is to pray until God takes care of things Instead of our job is to pray until we figure out how to take care of things The opening prayer For Ash Wednesday the opening prayer for the season of Lent Has a little surprise in it that I think we never notice Because if I ask the average Catholic to describe, you know It's different during Lent well be fast We give up things and we pray more when I go to more church when I go to Stations of the Cross By the way Stations of the Cross Fridays 615 I think the wires doing it this week so but but It's it's this sense that what do we do for Lent we pray more and we and we fast we sometimes forget the almsgiving and What's interesting about that opening prayer is it reprioritizes everything the point of Lent is the charity It what the prayer says is today as we begin this campaign Not a prayer not a fasting as we begin this campaign of Christian service May we be armed with the tools of self-restraint and prayer But those are just the tools those are not the ends those are the means they are to move us into Christian service What happens when I give up whatever excuse I used to look the other way with someone else three-corner What happens when I give up an excuse for Lent? That's why I'm not helping or why I'm I decided I decided my job is to pray and God's job is to help Because you know, that's what Jesus said Jesus said remember go out and tell God to feed the boar It's our job all of the prayer and the fasting is to move us to be a people who will go out in this campaign of Christian service service to the world not just to other Christians But it's service to the world and and you know Certainly, we know that prayer can put us in the right mindset. So can fasting. I Kind of constructed a prayer that I kept for several weeks now a couple of weeks ago Several weeks now about people who are homeless and displaced and all about people who are going through things you and I cannot Imagine and they cannot escape This is this is the only thing fasting should really do for us is to create Just enough suffering for us to go You know, there's a lot of people in the world that have no choice but to live with this all the time I do it by choice, you know, you talk about privilege Privilege is when we fast. Oh, that's an interesting spiritual exercise While others did that way every day because they have no choice That's that's a different life And and so let calls us into the experience of the poor so that we're less likely to say no Into the experience of people who don't have freedom so that we will not say no to their suffering every group that suffers Lent calls us to kind of put on those shoes and walk that mile until we're a little less able to look the other way What are the tools we have that allow us to look the other way and still feel righteous You're one of the Christian excuses we can use to say well, I'm not gonna help those people They're not Christian Or they're Christian, but they're not Catholic or they're Christian and they're Catholic, but they don't pray the right way They don't kneel at rhyme on You know, he say they didn't make this ritual. We can always cut down the group to who we for slot Jesus says what happens when we start giving up the excuses And and men what Jesus says today is yes through each one of these each one of these is a great excuse You know Feed yourself. Don't worry about everyone else Have power over others don't worry about anything else You know worship the center of human power rather than divine power And you can always tell the difference We should want power in the world God's power not ours and the difference is always and I always love to just put it this Way power over any money is human. Even God has no power over us He could he just doesn't choose power over if God had with God chose power over you there would be no sin There would be no free will he would just control you Yeah God has God chooses power under power under can only lift That's the power we're supposed to exercise if you want to feel powerful in the world lift someone up Humanity too often feels powerful when they're pushing others down I'm gonna teach those people a lesson That's not the power of God. It has nothing to do with God We're going to lift people up. That's the power and we have to figure out this lead what stops us from Exercising that power when we can And I look at all those sag lunches back there, and I think you know it's amazing We actually have the cure for hunger As soon as we care enough to give out the message And so God says today, what's what's your obstacle? What's in your way? What's your excuse? 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That's going to be horrifically damaging", "tokens": [51424, 467, 311, 1152, 337, 385, 281, 458, 300, 286, 727, 312, 516, 807, 746, 294, 264, 958, 1064, 13, 663, 311, 516, 281, 312, 17582, 4278, 25342, 51748], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.3723785877227783, "compression_ratio": 1.6103286743164062, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003510407404974103}, {"id": 96, "seek": 45168, "start": 479.3599853515625, "end": 481.3599853515625, "text": " And I might not survive", "tokens": [51748, 400, 286, 1062, 406, 7867, 51848], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.3723785877227783, "compression_ratio": 1.6103286743164062, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003510407404974103}, {"id": 97, "seek": 48168, "start": 482.67999267578125, "end": 485.0799865722656, "text": " But if we're believing in eternity", "tokens": [50414, 583, 498, 321, 434, 16594, 294, 27162, 50534], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.34080666303634644, "compression_ratio": 1.6727272272109985, "no_speech_prob": 0.0001582713593961671}, {"id": 98, 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you and with your spirit for reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke
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Filled with the Holy Spirit Jesus returned from the Jordan and was led by the Spirit into the desert for 40 days
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to be tempted by the devil
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He ate nothing during those days and when they were over he was hungry
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The devil said to him if you are the Son of God command this stone to become red
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Jesus answered him it is written one does not live on bread alone
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Then he took him up and showed him all the kingdoms of the world at a single instant
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The devil said to him I shall give to you all this power and glory for it has been handed over to me
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And I may give it to whomever I wish
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All this will be yours if you worship me
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Jesus said to him in reply
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It is written you shall worship the Lord your God and him alone shall you serve
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Then he led him to Jerusalem made him stand on the parapet of a hample and said to him if you are the Son of God
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Throw yourself down from here for it is written
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He will command his angels concerning you to guard you and with their hands
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They will support you lest you dash your foot against a stone
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Jesus said to him in reply it also says you shall not put the Lord your God to the test
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When the devil had finished every temptation he departed from him for a time
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The gospel of the Lord is to you Lord Jesus Christ
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The
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telling of this
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story is is that
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It is very different in Matthew's gospel and in Luke's
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in Matthew's
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the first temptation is roughly the same then the second temptation is at the temple and
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And then the third temptation is back on on it says the high mountain
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Which we have to assume is what Luke is talking about the second one. It just says
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After the first one he says and then he took him up
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Up where I?
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Can hear sister Loretta in in grace will say ah you're missing an object for that verb
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Okay, but he came up took you up somewhere, but there's a Luke Luke
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Rearranges it so that everything heads towards the temple
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Matthew rearranges it so that it's in the same order as some things that happen in the desert
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Because he's trying to make a different point
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But but Luke is always headed towards the temple
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Everything is spiritual, and they always have two of the three of them of the three temptations
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Start out with the phrase well if you are the Son of God
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It it's I think it's supposed to pull Jesus's strings
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Like he's he's really trying to see where the ego of Jesus is
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You know
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Jesus
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always tells people who he is and
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Never offers any proof. He's not there to make them believe something
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He's there to say who he is because it's who he is and he will not back away from the truth
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It's it's the difference between worrying about what everyone thinks about you
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Or being who you want to be in the world
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Jesus knows who he is and so that's what he does and all of the ego has to get taken out of the way
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so you know
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When you read it well if you're the Son of God do this well here
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He does everything but say why are you chicken?
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I mean, it's it's it's a taunting that that you might get you know from from a you know
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Four-year-old or a five-year-old when someone says well if you're really so smart tell me this
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If you're really not afraid that if you're really the Son of God you want to go devil needs to grow up
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It it's it's it's sort of taunting and where we wouldn't think that that's going to
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Affect Jesus the story is told because we will all fall for that sort of stuff all the time
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We we tend to use these types of techniques to talk ourselves out of being Christian and
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And I think I mentioned this on on
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Cash Wednesday that it would be the healthiest Lent we could have if
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We could look around the world and see the people who are in need
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See the people who are suffering see the people who are in you know in the most turmoil and for Lent
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Give up our excuses
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You know not our chocolate
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Not our chocolate not a dessert here that what happens when we give up our excuses
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When we get well, they shouldn't have gotten in trouble in the first place well
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I'm not going to give them money. They'll just spend it on drink not that I know that but it's a great excuse
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A lot and and what it is is I'm going to not respond to people and show you why I'm Christian to do it
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You know if if you're really Christian you would know that those people are beneath you. No, that's not really Christian and
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When he doesn't realize is when he says if you're the Son of God
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You'll do this and Jesus answers in many different ways, but his answer is always the same
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Actually if you're the Son of God you have no need to do that
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You know I think we always think that boy
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If the more power someone has in our world this all you know the more power people get the crazier they become I
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Need they just go great they love power
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And you know they always say Oh power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely not true power corrupts
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Absolute power does not see what we see in humans is power
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coupled with
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enormous amounts of insecurity
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That's when power corrupts
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God if we really believe absolute power corrupts, then God would be absolutely corrupt
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And we don't believe that why do you God is not insecure?
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God is not you know. It's it's when I have power, and I'm always afraid that
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The bigger bully is going to show up tomorrow
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I'm protecting myself against. I don't know go absolute power doesn't protect itself doesn't need to
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Absolute power knows what's going to happen in 500 years after you and I have already passed from this life under into the next one
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Absolute power can't panic I
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Always think that that's that's my vision
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sometimes when I and I and I will I will confess I like many people keep saying
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About everything that I can think of sometimes my own life other people's lives global politics
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I want to say how long Oh Lord how long?
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When is God gonna step in and fix the world the way Patrick Dolan thinks he should?
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Amazing he hasn't tapped into this yet. Oh
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You know there's that but there's that idea
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That why is it God because God?
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God can do everything but enter into our panic
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And that's that's hard for us
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It's hard for me to know that I could be going through something in the next year. That's going to be horrifically damaging
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And I might not survive
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But if we're believing in eternity
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After I pass away
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Healing can still happen and God sees where I'm going to be in a thousand years
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And if you see where someone's going to be in a thousand years you do become like the parent
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who has a
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Nine nine month to a year old taking their first steps, and they fall and they scrape their need badly
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There is red juice coming out
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Now
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Anyone who's seen a child go through that knows from the child's perspective the world has just ended
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And
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Even if you're compassionate you're not panicked over a scraped knee and
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God love you if the child gets a sense that you're not taking it seriously
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And
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You can take it seriously, but you cannot enter into the level of the panic that the child has you just can't
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Because you know that by Wednesday. They'll have forgotten it
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Probably because they bump their head on the table, but they'll have forgot
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They're on to the next adventure. I
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Think we forget that God sees our future adventures
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So we want God to panic
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instead of
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Being invited into the solution instead of I think sometimes we think our job as Christians is
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to pray
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until God takes care of things
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Instead of our job is to pray until we figure out how to take care of things
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The opening prayer
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For Ash Wednesday the opening prayer for the season of Lent
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Has a little surprise in it that I think we never notice
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Because if I ask the average Catholic to describe, you know
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It's different during Lent well be fast
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We give up things and we pray more when I go to more church when I go to Stations of the Cross
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By the way Stations of the Cross Fridays 615 I think the wires doing it this week so
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but but
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It's it's this sense that what do we do for Lent we pray more and we and we fast
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we sometimes forget the almsgiving and
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What's interesting about that opening prayer is it reprioritizes everything the point of Lent is the charity
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It what the prayer says is today as we begin this campaign
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Not a prayer not a fasting as we begin this campaign of Christian service
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May we be armed with the tools of self-restraint and prayer
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But those are just the tools those are not the ends those are the means they are to move us into Christian service
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What happens when I give up whatever excuse I used to look the other way with someone else three-corner
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What happens when I give up an excuse for Lent?
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That's why I'm not helping or why I'm I decided I decided my job is to pray and God's job is to help
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Because you know, that's what Jesus said
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Jesus said remember go out and tell God to feed the boar
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It's our job all of the prayer and the fasting is to move us to be a people who will go out in this
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campaign of Christian service service to the world not just to other Christians
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But it's service to the world and and you know
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Certainly, we know that prayer can put us in the right mindset. So can fasting. I
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Kind of constructed a prayer that I kept for several weeks now a couple of weeks ago
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Several weeks now about people who are homeless and displaced and all about people who are going through things you and I cannot
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Imagine and they cannot escape
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This is this is the only thing fasting should really do for us is
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to create
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Just enough suffering for us to go
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You know, there's a lot of people in the world that have no choice but to live with this all the time
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I do it by choice, you know, you talk about privilege
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Privilege is when we fast. Oh, that's an interesting spiritual exercise
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While others did that way every day because they have no choice
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That's that's a different life
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And and so let calls us into the experience of the poor so that we're less likely to say no
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Into the experience of people who don't have freedom so that we will not say no to their suffering
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every group that suffers
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Lent calls us to kind of put on those shoes and walk that mile until we're a little less able to look the other way
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What are the tools we have that allow us to look the other way and still feel righteous
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You're one of the Christian excuses we can use to say well, I'm not gonna help those people
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They're not Christian
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Or they're Christian, but they're not Catholic or they're Christian and they're Catholic, but they don't pray the right way
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They don't kneel at rhyme on
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You know, he say they didn't make this ritual. We can always cut down the group to who we for slot
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Jesus says what happens when we start giving up the excuses
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And and men what Jesus says today is yes through each one of these each one of these is a great excuse
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You know
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Feed yourself. Don't worry about everyone else
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Have power over others don't worry about anything else
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You know worship the center of human power rather than divine power
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And you can always tell the difference
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We should want power in the world God's power not ours and the difference is always and I always love to just put it this
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Way power over any money is human. Even God has no power over us
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He could he just doesn't choose power over if God had with God chose power over you there would be no sin
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There would be no free will he would just control you
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Yeah
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God has God chooses power under power under can only lift
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That's the power we're supposed to exercise if you want to feel powerful in the world lift someone up
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Humanity too often feels powerful when they're pushing others down
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I'm gonna teach those people a lesson
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That's not the power of God. It has nothing to do with God
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We're going to lift people up. That's the power and we have to figure out this lead what stops us from
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Exercising that power when we can
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And I look at all those sag lunches back there, and I think you know it's amazing
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We actually have the cure for hunger
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As soon as we care enough to give out the message
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And so God says today, what's what's your obstacle? What's in your way? What's your excuse?
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Keep the chocolate
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Give up the excuses for let and watch the kingdom of God grow among us
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Fr. Pat’s message centers on the theme of spiritua Fr. Pat’s message centers on the theme of spiritual integrity, humility, and the call to authentic Christian service during Lent. Reflecting on the Gospel account of Jesus’ temptations in the desert, Fr. Pat highlights how Jesus, grounded in truth and free from ego, resists the devil’s provocations not by displays of power but by fidelity to God’s word and purpose. He challenges the listener to approach Lent not as a season of superficial sacrifice but as a transformative campaign of service to others. Fr. Pat urges believers to give up not chocolate or dessert, but their excuses—those inner defenses that prevent them from truly loving and serving the suffering and marginalized. He invites the faithful to adopt a mindset rooted in God’s power, which is not oppressive but lifting, not rooted in fear or control, but in love and eternal perspective.
Fr. Pat begins by exploring the narrative of Jesus’ temptation from Luke’s Gospel, noting how Luke arranges the temptations to culminate at the temple, emphasizing the spiritual trajectory of Jesus’ mission. Unlike Matthew, who frames the sequence to reflect the desert journey, Luke’s version is temple-oriented, underscoring that Jesus’ path is ultimately directed toward sacred service and sacrifice. Fr. Pat emphasizes that in each temptation, particularly those beginning with “If you are the Son of God,” the devil isn't merely testing Jesus’ divinity but attempting to provoke ego-driven responses. The devil’s taunts aim to challenge Jesus' identity, suggesting that if He truly is who He claims to be, He must prove it with displays of power. However, Jesus responds not with demonstrations of might, but with fidelity to Scripture and divine purpose, showing that genuine divinity does not need to be proven—it simply is.
This, Fr. Pat says, is crucial for us to understand. Jesus never performs miracles to prove His identity. He acts out of truth, not insecurity. In contrast, humans often fall prey to ego, insecurity, and the need for validation. Fr. Pat draws a parallel to our own spiritual lives: we often fall for similar temptations—not always to sin directly, but to justify inaction, to excuse ourselves from loving service, or to assert power over others instead of lifting them up. He critiques how we use religious or moralistic excuses to avoid helping those in need—saying things like, "They’ll spend the money on alcohol," or "They brought this upon themselves." These are the very excuses Lent calls us to abandon.
Fr. Pat powerfully reframes the purpose of Lent. The fasting and prayer we often associate with the season are not ends in themselves; they are tools—means to move us into acts of charity and selfless service. He references the Ash Wednesday opening prayer, which speaks of a “campaign of Christian service,” underscoring that the heart of Lent is not personal piety, but communal compassion. The question, he suggests, is not what we are giving up, but what we are giving to—and whom we are lifting up.
His message critiques the misuse of spiritual disciplines that do not lead to transformation. Fasting, he says, should not be a spiritual exercise in self-discipline alone, but a means to develop empathy for the poor and displaced—those who experience hunger not by choice, but by circumstance. When we feel hunger during a fast, we are given a window into the suffering of others. That shared experience, even briefly, should move us toward action.
Fr. Pat also offers a profound meditation on divine power. He refutes the often-cited phrase, “absolute power corrupts absolutely,” by asserting that true power, as seen in God, is not corrupt because it is not rooted in insecurity. Human power becomes corrupt when coupled with fear and the need to control. God’s power is secure, eternal, and never panicked. God does not respond to our crises with anxiety because He sees the full picture—even the redemptive future that we cannot yet see. This divine patience and calm amid our desperation is likened to a parent watching a child scrape their knee: the pain is real, but the parent, knowing healing will come, does not panic. God’s eternal perspective reassures us that our suffering is not the end of the story.
He challenges Christians not to wait for God to "fix" the world, but to realize that our prayers should lead to our own transformation and engagement. We are not bystanders pleading for God to act; we are participants being formed to act as God’s instruments. Jesus did not command us to tell God to feed the poor—He told us to feed them.
Fr. Pat concludes with a call to action rooted in the theology of "power under"—the divine power that serves, lifts, and heals. God does not dominate; He elevates. That is the kind of power Christians are called to imitate. Lent is a time to examine what prevents us from living this out—what excuses, fears, or ego-driven tendencies keep us from lifting others. By giving up those excuses, we clear the way for the kingdom of God to grow among us. Ultimately, Lent is not about self-denial for its own sake, but about creating space—within and around us—for divine love to act through us....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1190.0, "text": "with you, sir. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Each year Jesus' parents went to Jerusalem for the Feast of the Passover and when he was 12 years old they went up according to the festival custom. After they had completed its days, as they were returning, the boy Jesus remained behind in Jerusalem but his parents did not know it. Thinking that he was in the caravan, they journeyed for a day and looking for him among their relatives and acquaintances, but not finding him, they returned to Jerusalem to look for him. After three days they found him in the temple, sitting in the midst of the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions, and all who heard him were astounded at his understanding and his answers. When his parents saw him, they were astonished, and his mother said to him, Son, why have you done this to us? Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety. And he said to them, Why are you looking for me? Did you not know that I must be in my father's house? But they did not understand what he said to them. He went down with them and came to Nazareth and was obedient to them, and his mother kept all these things in her heart. And Jesus advanced in wisdom and age and favor before God and man. The Gospel of the Lord. The gospel commentator William Barclay has always referred to Luke as the most beautiful of the Gospels. I mean, he kind of, everything, where Matthew has Jesus on the cross cry out, Why have you abandoned me? Luke has him look down and say, Forgive them. They know not what they do. I mean, all of the ugly is moved out of Luke's gospel. I refer to it as the stained glass window gospel. It doesn't say anything the others don't, for the most part, but it's, you know, in the midst of doing everything else, he needs the story to look pretty, and he doesn't want Jesus looking too human. Matthew almost goes the other way. Jesus looks so human sometimes he missed that he's also God. But this is one of those moments, the beautiful holy family. You know, Jesus has been missing for 24 hours before they even notice. They spend three days looking for him, and if this were a modern story, they would find him in the custody of Child Protective Services, you know, but it's not a modern story. And his mother, who, I mean, you just imagine, they've left him, the town is overrun because it's census time. It's the time when, not the census, it's the time when they all go out for the festivities, and it would have been a huge celebration, and they're traveling in caravan, and after one day he's been missing, they realize it, and then they search for three more days, and when she finally finds him, she says, your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety. I'm gonna go out on a limb and say that's not really what she said. And it comes off like she showed up and they started a very pleasant theological conversation. You know, it gets cleaned up a little. Now, there are some things we should understand. Number one, we have no idea, if this is a literal story, the timing is certainly all thrown off. I mean, Luke is making the point. If you were to go back up to what we would call Holy Thursday, Jesus is taken from their midst, and one day later they see him again, but he's now on the cross, and then he's gone for three days, and then he's returned to them in the resurrection. And interestingly enough, the numerology of this is it's a day before they realize he's missing, and three days before they find him again. He's foreshadowing some later stuff. But also, the reality of the story is it starts out with a little clue that you and I would think of as the most innocuous line in scripture. And when he was 12 years old, this is the year of his Bar Mitzvah, and it says, and they go for the festivities. It was very common that he would go to the great festivities in Jerusalem, and he would have his Bar Mitzvah with a lot of other people doing Bar Mitzvahs. So this is the year. Now, in these caravans, when they would travel to keep the women and children safe, the men traveled towards the edge of the caravan, and the women and children were in the middle. And when you've just made your Bar Mitzvah, it's that year where you stop traveling with the women and start traveling with the men, usually. But it's a year where, oh, some of them might stick around with the other kids and play in the middle, and others will travel with the men. It's their first time traveling with the men. And so it's very understandable if, you know, Mary and Joseph assumed that it says, and they started looking for him among their relatives. Well, you know, it's Bar Mitzvah, so he's here somewhere. And then they realize that he's not, and they travel back. It's that moment. What I love is it's, even though Luke tries to clean it up, you read it and you go, oh yeah, that's family. I did things like that when I was 12. And until the day she died, my mother held them in her heart. I always wonder, how are we supposed to read that? And Mary kept all these things in her heart. We all wrote, isn't that lovely? I don't know. You know, in my culture, we have a thing called Irish Alzheimer's, where you forget everything but the bitterness. It's this idea, and so you think, well, you know, this story has hints of a real human family. If you look to these things, you will start to see, and I've done it before, we can pull out things from Joseph and Mary, and they apply to the adult life of Jesus. It's very human. Jesus doesn't just become human physically. He becomes human socially. He is formed by humanity, and he has a family, and he has a hometown, and he has a home culture. He has his own tribe. He, you know, all of the things that are part of being human, you and I, if he's going to become human, he's going to have to, you know, have certain things in place. And it doesn't mean that, oh, well, that culture was better. No, it means God has to pick a culture, and those of us who use the image of family to draw divisions will say, well, this family and that family, this is better and that's better. We kind of paint God into a corner. If Jesus is male, it must mean that men are more in the image of God. Our own churches, at times, propose that. You know, every church does this once in a while, because, well, what was his choice? Well, then, Jesus should have come and been female, and then they would be more in the image of God. You know, what do you do when we, if someone's going to be human, they are going to be of one culture, they are going to be gendered in a particular way, they are going to be raised in a particular way, they are going to have particular ideas, and if they're God, they are universal. And we tend to, instead of realizing that humanity is what we connect to to get us to the God, we want to connect to the God and bring it back into that human limitedness. We don't want to use the small picture to get us to something bigger. We like the small. And so, we have this wonderful vision of family. You know, I think an even funnier one, though, a vision of family. I love this line of Samuel. And every time I'm thinking, there's no one, I mean, this is like, there are comics that can't come up with this stuff. She gets, you know, the whole story is not here, but, you know, she goes to the church, and the priestly, she's drunk because she's crying, and he blesses her, she's going to have a child. I pray for this child, and the Lord granted my request. Now I'm giving him back to the Lord. A lot of mothers have gotten to that point. I mean, I just sort of love that. It's like, here we are, it's a week after Christmas, and we get the story of a returned gift. Thank you, I have weaned him. This is enough. You know, we get this sense of what it means to really accept that we've all been brought up in families. And I think, you know, until you're a young adult, your family is normal, no matter what it is. Then we go through a period of realizing there's a lot in our family that's a mess. And hopefully, by the time we get to our 40s, we start to realize the gifts that came from our family. It takes a little longer, you know, part of getting our independence and needing to distance ourselves is to start to lean in to the differences. And then we start to realize, you know, I look back, and I can tell all the stories of difference in my family that I knew by the time I was 30. It really wasn't until I was in my 40s that I started to reflect upon the fact that my love of music, my love of language, both came from my dad. My love of cooking came from my mom. My ability to feel, you know, kind of like my ability to be competent, very much came from both parents. The love of, you know, there's all this stuff I got for free, you know. I survived hunger for many years because food just kept showing up at the table. So, you know, our families do not become the people in the end that think like us and agree with us. If you had a large enough family, you know, some do, some don't. Family, no one that I know would say, well, family are the people you never fight with. Oh, you need to know more Irish people. Family are the people we fight with and we're still family the next day. And that's the difference. We are called to start to, oh, we're called to be family with people we don't agree with. We're called to be the family with people who think differently. We're supposed to be able to disagree and still, see, we're still family. It may take the child years to forgive me, but, you know, I mean, these things, we just have this sort of idea that somehow we've got this false idea of family. Family, they're mine and that's that's my tribe. And when we're really honest, there's a lot of things we disagree with. We're just better to family. If we, if we're driving down the road and someone's holding up a sign and they need food and we take a second look and realize it's one of our aunts, we would probably behave a little differently. Why? Oh, because family matters. I've always had a love hate relationship with that phrase because I think family does matter. But when family matters more than everyone else in the world, how many times you see on, on, on television or in depictions that, you know, one of the greatest things a person, the greatest sins a person can commit is they were, they were so busy out helping the world that they didn't pay enough attention to their family. I think that's a real challenging thought, you know, I mean, because that's Jesus. That is Jesus in a nutshell. His family comes visiting when he's an adult. They say, your family's here. And they'll say, what do you think my family is? You can imagine how that went over. They held these things in their heart. You know, that idea, Jesus, I am sure that Jesus did not spend enough time with his family because he was out saving other people. I was, uh, you know, when I was at Fort Carson Middle Theater years ago at a community production, well, the director there was, he was a little off balance and I guess his daughter had come into the office and she was holding her hand like it was hurt. And he goes, what's the matter? And she said some name, the name she said was not someone who had hurt her, but he went into high father mode and he went out there and it took people to hold him back. He was going to just destroy this person. And later on, he never apologized because his excuse was, well, I thought my daughter had been attacked. And finish the sentence. And therefore no one has any human rights anymore. Because I thought one of mine had been attacked. You know, not only was he going off, you know, flying off a handle and it wasn't an attack, you know, it was something totally different. But I think we knew that if I only care about me, that's selfish. But if I only care about my family, that's honorable. Is it? Is it? That now, if it's my family, my family counts the most. You know, this, this starts as families, it becomes tribes, it becomes nations. You know, when there's a war, it's, you know, every, every person on your side that's lost is a tragedy and every person on their side gets lost, it's collateral damage. Because my side matters more. And that is the least holy family in all of creation. It is the family that creates a boundary for us of who matters and who doesn't. And so it said, we come today and we think, who, what are we supposed to do with all of this? Because psychologically, there'll always be people you are closer to, people who you are emotionally more connected to. There'll always be people that it's easier to want to help. And there's always those people who call and you just want to respond. And there are always those people who call and you think, I mean, I've never done it, but I've read books. You know, there's that, there's that idea of why, why do we think, can we get there? Do we want to care about everyone? We, we will never psychologically get to the point where everyone evokes the same response out of us. I think that's beyond our psychology, but we can use the people who evoke the best response out of us as a template for how we are to treat others regardless of how we're feeling. What would I do if this was family? I have told you the story before of riding down the road, one lane, someone in a car in front of me, with the gall to go under the speed limit when I am behind them. And I, I was actually, I was very patient for 30 seconds. And finally, finally, we're to where there's two lanes. And I think there is nothing wrong with going, okay, good, I'm going to go this mean limit and get around them. But it never stops there. You have to do this. You have to make the face, you have to look over, you have to let them know that they have disappointed the stranger in the car. And as I look over, it's John Kai, who is my oldest friend in the world. And as I'm, I go, I thought that was you. And now I'm waving and I'm missing my sky. And what haunted me about that story later on was, so what happened to all these other people? So what happened to all the anger? What happened to all the righteous outrage? Oh, it was someone who mattered. I had to sit with that room for a long while. We do it. Why are we ready to be angry at some people? It doesn't even matter. You know, we have, I always say it only don't matter to us if their situation doesn't speak to us. I always think it's interesting, not to draw attention to it, but you know, people have such different reactions when children cry in church. It's disturbing the mass, isn't it? Only when we decide it is. Only when we decide it is. I mean, no one has ever come up to me and said, you know, some of the older people move too slowly in the communion line. Why? Does that have to do with liturgy? Well, because that's still ahead of us. That still speaks to me. That's me five-year-old who am I kidding? That's me now. But my childhood is behind me, that's for the most part. And so why is those children not behaving like they're 40? I don't know. Why are people in their 90s not behaving like they're 40? Because if we're going to invite everyone in, we're going to invite their cultures in. You know, we want young people at mass, but as long as they will pray like old people. And you need to be quiet, they need to hold their hands, you know. We don't invite people in their wholeness, like this story, with their flaws, with their gifts. Invite who they are, because anything less is showmanship. You know, that's just PR for the world. So we ask God to make us a family and say, let me know who are the people I care most about in the world. How would I treat them in any given situation and make that my template for how I treat others. I kind of have to, in this day and age, I dismiss this. Treat people the way you would treat yourself, because some of us treat ourselves horribly. Treat people the way you would treat your best friend, your most beloved relative, your child. Treat people the way you would treat people who mean the most to you. And if you can't, you have to ask yourself, when did I start drawing the line of who matters and who doesn't? Because the only truly holy family is not, we have an example of the holy family in Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. But in the end, the real holy family is the family that contains every last member of our human race.", "segments": [{"id": 0, "seek": 0, "start": 0.0, "end": 9.84000015258789, "text": " with you, sir. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. 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with you, WEBVTT
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with you, sir. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Each year Jesus' parents went
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to Jerusalem for the Feast of the Passover and when he was 12 years old they went up according
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to the festival custom. After they had completed its days, as they were returning, the boy Jesus
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remained behind in Jerusalem but his parents did not know it. Thinking that he was in the caravan,
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they journeyed for a day and looking for him among their relatives and acquaintances,
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but not finding him, they returned to Jerusalem to look for him. After three days they found him in
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the temple, sitting in the midst of the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions,
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and all who heard him were astounded at his understanding and his answers.
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When his parents saw him, they were astonished, and his mother said to him,
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Son, why have you done this to us? Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety.
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And he said to them, Why are you looking for me? Did you not know that I must be in my father's
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house? But they did not understand what he said to them. He went down with them and came to Nazareth
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and was obedient to them, and his mother kept all these things in her heart.
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And Jesus advanced in wisdom and age and favor before God and man. The Gospel of the Lord.
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The gospel commentator William Barclay has always referred to Luke as the most beautiful of the
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Gospels. I mean, he kind of, everything, where Matthew has Jesus on the cross cry out, Why have
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you abandoned me? Luke has him look down and say, Forgive them. They know not what they do.
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I mean, all of the ugly is moved out of Luke's gospel. I refer to it as the stained glass window
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gospel. It doesn't say anything the others don't, for the most part, but it's, you know,
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in the midst of doing everything else, he needs the story to look pretty, and he doesn't want
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Jesus looking too human. Matthew almost goes the other way. Jesus looks so human sometimes
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he missed that he's also God. But this is one of those moments, the beautiful
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holy family. You know, Jesus has been missing for 24 hours before they even notice.
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They spend three days looking for him, and if this were a modern story,
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they would find him in the custody of Child Protective Services, you know, but it's not a
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modern story. And his mother, who, I mean, you just imagine, they've left him, the town is overrun
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because it's census time. It's the time when, not the census, it's the time when they all go out
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for the festivities, and it would have been a huge celebration, and they're traveling in caravan,
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and after one day he's been missing, they realize it, and then they search for three more days,
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and when she finally finds him, she says, your father and I have been looking for you
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with great anxiety. I'm gonna go out on a limb and say that's not really what she said.
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And it comes off like she showed up and they started a very pleasant theological conversation.
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You know, it gets cleaned up a little. Now, there are some things we should understand.
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Number one, we have no idea, if this is a literal story, the timing is certainly all thrown off.
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I mean, Luke is making the point. If you were to go back up to what we would call Holy Thursday,
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Jesus is taken from their midst, and one day later they see him again, but he's now on the cross,
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and then he's gone for three days, and then he's returned to them in the resurrection. And
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interestingly enough, the numerology of this is it's a day before they realize he's missing, and
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three days before they find him again. He's foreshadowing some later stuff.
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But also, the reality of the story is it starts out with a little clue that you and I would think
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of as the most innocuous line in scripture. And when he was 12 years old, this is the year of
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his Bar Mitzvah, and it says, and they go for the festivities. It was very common that he would go
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to the great festivities in Jerusalem, and he would have his Bar Mitzvah with a lot of other
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people doing Bar Mitzvahs. So this is the year. Now, in these caravans, when they would travel
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to keep the women and children safe, the men traveled towards the edge of the caravan,
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and the women and children were in the middle. And when you've just made your Bar Mitzvah,
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it's that year where you stop traveling with the women and start traveling with the men,
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usually. But it's a year where, oh, some of them might stick around with the other kids and play
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in the middle, and others will travel with the men. It's their first time traveling with the men.
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And so it's very understandable if, you know, Mary and Joseph assumed that it says, and they
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started looking for him among their relatives. Well, you know, it's Bar Mitzvah, so he's here
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somewhere. And then they realize that he's not, and they travel back. It's that moment.
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What I love is it's, even though Luke tries to clean it up, you read it and you go, oh yeah,
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that's family. I did things like that when I was 12. And until the day she died, my mother held
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them in her heart. I always wonder, how are we supposed to read that? And Mary kept all these
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things in her heart. We all wrote, isn't that lovely? I don't know. You know, in my culture,
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we have a thing called Irish Alzheimer's, where you forget everything but the bitterness.
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It's this idea, and so you think, well, you know, this story has hints of a real human family.
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If you look to these things, you will start to see, and I've done it before, we can
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pull out things from Joseph and Mary, and they apply to the adult life of Jesus.
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It's very human. Jesus doesn't just become human physically. He becomes human socially.
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He is formed by humanity, and he has a family, and he has a hometown, and he has a home culture.
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He has his own tribe. He, you know, all of the things that are part of being human,
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you and I, if he's going to become human, he's going to have to, you know, have certain things
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in place. And it doesn't mean that, oh, well, that culture was better. No, it means God has
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to pick a culture, and those of us who use the image of family to draw divisions will say, well,
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this family and that family, this is better and that's better. We kind of paint God into a corner.
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If Jesus is male, it must mean that men are more in the image of God.
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Our own churches, at times, propose that.
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You know, every church does this once in a while, because, well, what was his choice? Well, then,
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Jesus should have come and been female, and then they would be more in the image of God.
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You know, what do you do when we, if someone's going to be human, they are going to be of one
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culture, they are going to be gendered in a particular way, they are going to be raised in a
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particular way, they are going to have particular ideas, and if they're God, they are universal.
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And we tend to, instead of realizing that humanity is what we connect to to get us to the God,
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we want to connect to the God and bring it back into that human limitedness.
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We don't want to use the small picture to get us to something bigger. We like the small.
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And so, we have this wonderful vision of family. You know, I think an even funnier one, though,
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a vision of family. I love this line of Samuel. And every time I'm thinking, there's no one,
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I mean, this is like, there are comics that can't come up with this stuff.
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She gets, you know, the whole story is not here, but, you know, she goes to the church,
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and the priestly, she's drunk because she's crying, and he blesses her, she's going to have a child.
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I pray for this child, and the Lord granted my request. Now I'm giving him back to the Lord.
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A lot of mothers have gotten to that point. I mean, I just sort of love that. It's like,
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here we are, it's a week after Christmas, and we get the story of a returned gift.
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Thank you, I have weaned him. This is enough.
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You know, we get this sense of what it means to really accept that we've all been brought up in
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families. And I think, you know, until you're a young adult, your family is normal, no matter
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what it is. Then we go through a period of realizing there's a lot in our family that's
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a mess. And hopefully, by the time we get to our 40s, we start to realize the gifts
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that came from our family. It takes a little longer, you know, part of getting our independence
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and needing to distance ourselves is to start to lean in to the differences. And then we start to
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realize, you know, I look back, and I can tell all the stories of difference in my family that
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I knew by the time I was 30. It really wasn't until I was in my 40s that I started to reflect
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upon the fact that my love of music, my love of language, both came from my dad. My love of
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cooking came from my mom. My ability to feel, you know, kind of like my ability to be competent,
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very much came from both parents. The love of, you know, there's all this stuff I got
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for free, you know. I survived hunger for many years because food just kept showing up at the table.
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So, you know, our families do not become the people in the end that think like us and agree
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with us. If you had a large enough family, you know, some do, some don't. Family, no one that I
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know would say, well, family are the people you never fight with.
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Oh, you need to know more Irish people.
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Family are the people we fight with and we're still family the next day.
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And that's the difference. We are called to start to, oh, we're called to be family with people
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we don't agree with. We're called to be the family with people who think differently.
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We're supposed to be able to disagree and still, see, we're still family.
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It may take the child years to forgive me, but, you know, I mean, these things, we just have this
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sort of idea that somehow we've got this false idea of family. Family, they're mine and that's
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that's my tribe. And when we're really honest, there's a lot of things we disagree with.
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We're just better to family. If we, if we're driving down the road and someone's holding up
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a sign and they need food and we take a second look and realize it's one of our aunts, we would
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probably behave a little differently. Why? Oh, because family matters. I've always
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had a love hate relationship with that phrase because I think family does matter.
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But when family matters more than everyone else in the world, how many times you see on, on,
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on television or in depictions that, you know, one of the greatest things a person, the greatest
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sins a person can commit is they were, they were so busy out helping the world that they didn't
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pay enough attention to their family. I think that's a real challenging thought, you know,
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I mean, because that's Jesus. That is Jesus in a nutshell. His family comes visiting when
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he's an adult. They say, your family's here. And they'll say, what do you think my family is?
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You can imagine how that went over. They held these things in their heart.
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You know, that idea, Jesus, I am sure that Jesus did not spend enough time with his family because
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he was out saving other people. I was, uh, you know, when I was at Fort Carson Middle Theater
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years ago at a community production, well, the director there was, he was a little off balance
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and I guess his daughter had come into the office and she was holding her hand like it was hurt.
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And he goes, what's the matter? And she said some name, the name she said was not someone who had
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hurt her, but he went into high father mode and he went out there and it took people to hold him
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back. He was going to just destroy this person. And later on, he never apologized because his
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excuse was, well, I thought my daughter had been attacked.
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And finish the sentence. And therefore no one has any human rights anymore.
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Because I thought one of mine had been attacked.
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You know, not only was he going off, you know, flying off a handle and it wasn't an attack,
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you know, it was something totally different. But I think we knew that if I only care about me,
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that's selfish. But if I only care about my family, that's honorable. Is it? Is it?
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That now, if it's my family, my family counts the most. You know, this, this starts as families,
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it becomes tribes, it becomes nations. You know, when there's a war, it's, you know, every,
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every person on your side that's lost is a tragedy and every person on their side gets
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lost, it's collateral damage. Because my side matters more. And that is the least holy family
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in all of creation. It is the family that creates a boundary for us of who matters and who doesn't.
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And so it said, we come today and we think, who, what are we supposed to do with all of this?
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Because psychologically, there'll always be people you are closer to, people who you are
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emotionally more connected to. There'll always be people that it's easier to want to help.
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And there's always those people who call and you just want to respond.
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And there are always those people who call and you think, I mean, I've never done it,
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but I've read books. You know, there's that, there's that idea of why, why do we think,
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can we get there? Do we want to care about everyone? We, we will never psychologically
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get to the point where everyone evokes the same response out of us. I think that's beyond our
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psychology, but we can use the people who evoke the best response out of us as a template for
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how we are to treat others regardless of how we're feeling. What would I do if this was family?
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I have told you the story before of riding down the road, one lane, someone in a car in front of me,
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with the gall to go under the speed limit when I am behind them. And I, I was actually,
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I was very patient for 30 seconds. And finally, finally, we're to where there's two lanes.
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And I think there is nothing wrong with going, okay, good, I'm going to go this
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mean limit and get around them. But it never stops there. You have to do this.
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You have to make the face, you have to look over, you have to let them know that they have
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disappointed the stranger in the car. And as I look over, it's John Kai, who is my oldest friend
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in the world. And as I'm, I go, I thought that was you. And now I'm waving and I'm missing my sky.
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And what haunted me about that story later on was, so what happened to all these other people?
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So what happened to all the anger? What happened to all the righteous outrage?
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Oh, it was someone who mattered.
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I had to sit with that room for a long while.
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We do it. Why are we ready to be angry at some people? It doesn't even matter.
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You know, we have, I always say it only don't matter to us if their situation doesn't speak to
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us. I always think it's interesting, not to draw attention to it, but you know,
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people have such different reactions when children cry in church.
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It's disturbing the mass, isn't it? Only when we decide it is. Only when we decide it is. I mean,
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no one has ever come up to me and said, you know, some of the older people move too slowly
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in the communion line. Why? Does that have to do with liturgy? Well, because that's still ahead
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of us. That still speaks to me. That's me five-year-old who am I kidding? That's me now.
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But my childhood is behind me, that's for the most part.
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And so why is those children not behaving like they're 40? I don't know.
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Why are people in their 90s not behaving like they're 40?
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Because if we're going to invite everyone in, we're going to invite their cultures in.
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You know, we want young people at mass, but as long as they will pray like old people.
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And you need to be quiet, they need to hold their hands, you know.
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We don't invite people in their wholeness, like this story, with their flaws, with their gifts.
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Invite who they are, because anything less is showmanship.
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You know, that's just PR for the world. So we ask God to make us a family and say,
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let me know who are the people I care most about in the world.
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How would I treat them in any given situation and make that my template for how I treat others.
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I kind of have to, in this day and age, I dismiss this. Treat people the way you would treat
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yourself, because some of us treat ourselves horribly. Treat people the way you would treat
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your best friend, your most beloved relative, your child. Treat people the way you would treat
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people who mean the most to you. And if you can't, you have to ask yourself, when did I start
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drawing the line of who matters and who doesn't? Because the only truly holy family is not,
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we have an example of the holy family in Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. But in the end,
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the real holy family is the family that contains every last member of our human race.
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Father Pat’s message invites us to reflect on the Father Pat’s message invites us to reflect on the humanity of Jesus and the deep imperfections and beauty of family life. Drawing from Luke’s Gospel, he emphasizes that the story of the young Jesus remaining in the temple is not only a foreshadowing of the Passion and Resurrection, but also a deeply human moment—one in which divine mystery meets the anxiety of a mother, the confusion of parents, and the developing awareness of a child stepping into his identity. Father Pat calls us to expand our understanding of “family”—not as a boundary of blood or tribe, but as a universal call to love. He challenges the tendency to prioritize our own over others, asking us to use the love we have for those closest to us as a template for how we treat all people. Ultimately, the only truly holy family is the one that embraces the full human race.
This homily weaves together theology, scripture, and human experience with gentle humor and deep insight. Father Pat begins by unpacking the Gospel of Luke's account of the adolescent Jesus staying behind in the temple during the Passover pilgrimage. He notes that Luke’s Gospel, often described as the most aesthetically refined and emotionally resonant of the four, tends to clean up the rough edges of Jesus’ humanity. In contrast to Matthew, who emphasizes the suffering and abandonment of Christ, Luke presents a more composed, almost serene Jesus. Yet, even within this “stained glass window” account, the story reveals a very human family dynamic: a child missing for three days, parental panic and frustration, and a cryptic response from the child that leaves the parents bewildered. Father Pat urges us not to sanitize the story into a placid theological tableau but to see the very real emotions and social context at play.
He points out the culturally significant detail that Jesus is twelve—the age of Bar Mitzvah—marking his transition into religious adulthood. This provides one explanation for the misunderstanding: Mary may have assumed Jesus was with Joseph among the men, while Joseph assumed he was still with the women and children. This moment becomes a metaphor for Jesus straddling two worlds: the human and divine, childhood and adulthood, obedience and mission.
Father Pat then reflects on Mary’s famous response: “Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety.” He questions whether this line, as presented, captures the full emotional weight of a mother searching for her lost child for three days. He also questions the phrase, “And Mary kept all these things in her heart,” suggesting that it might not be only a gentle meditation but perhaps also a lingering hurt, confusion, or unresolved tension. In doing so, he invites us to consider the real emotional cost and complexity of family relationships.
Diving deeper into themes of family, Father Pat challenges the romanticization or idolization of the nuclear family. He uses humor and personal anecdotes to expose how we often reserve our compassion, patience, and moral clarity for those we consider “ours.” He recounts stories of road rage that evaporates when the offending driver turns out to be an old friend, and how the crying of children in Mass seems disruptive only when we decide it is. These examples highlight the selective nature of our empathy, and Father Pat asks us to confront the uncomfortable truth: we often treat strangers with far less dignity than we afford to our own kin.
He critiques the cultural and religious tendency to elevate family above all else, pointing out that Jesus himself did not prioritize his biological family over his mission. When told that his mother and brothers were outside waiting for him, Jesus responded, “Who is my mother? Who are my brothers?”—a radical statement that redefined family not by blood, but by shared commitment to God’s will. Father Pat connects this to contemporary issues, where loyalty to family or nation can be used to justify the exclusion or dehumanization of others.
Instead of drawing the line around who matters and who doesn’t, Father Pat encourages us to expand our circle of care. Recognizing that we will never feel the same emotional connection to everyone, he suggests a spiritual discipline: use the love we naturally feel for our closest loved ones as a model for how to treat others. If we cannot summon the same affection or patience for a stranger, we can still act with the same dignity and care that we would offer to someone we love deeply.
He emphasizes that to be human is to be formed by culture, gender, family, and community. But to be divine, as Jesus was, is to transcend those boundaries without rejecting them. Jesus did not come as a disembodied universal ideal; he came as a particular person in a particular time and place. Yet that particularity was the vehicle for a universal message. We are not called to erase difference but to embrace the humanity of others as the path to encountering the divine.
Ultimately, Father Pat concludes that the real Holy Family is not just Jesus, Mary, and Joseph—it is the inclusive family of all humanity. The call of the Gospel is not only to honor our immediate family but to extend the same love, patience, and belonging to all people. This is the holiness we are invited into: a radical, inclusive love that mirrors the heart of God....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1041.56005859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. As Jesus was leaving Jericho with his disciples, a sizable crowd, and a sizable crowd, Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus, sat on the roadside begging. On hearing that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to cry out and say, Jesus, son of David, have pity on me. And many rebuked him, telling him to be silent. But he kept calling out all the more, Son of David, have pity on me. Jesus stopped and said, Call him. So they called the blind man, saying to him, Take courage, get up, Jesus is calling you. He threw aside his cloak, sprang up, and came to Jesus. Jesus said to him in reply, What do you want me to do for you? The blind man replied to him, Master, I want to see you. Jesus told him, Go your way, your faith has saved you. Immediately he received his sight and followed him on the way. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise be to you, Lord Jesus Christ. This gospel, and many of the miracle stories, probably the greater bulk of the miracle healing stories, have to do with sight and hearing. There are two, I think, don't check me on it, but I think there are two stories about mute. But one of them is a deaf mute, and his hearing is healed, and then his speaking, almost as though Jesus is saying we should listen before we speak. Crazy concept. And the other is a man possessed by a mute spirit. Now, people talk back and forth, does that mean he was mute, or that there was something muting his spirit, or what that means. But it's an interesting idea that so many of these stories are around hearing and seeing. Because especially, and this is Mark's gospel, but especially by the time you get to John's gospel, this sight is really not about seeing with the eye, it's about wisdom, it's about opening our eyes to what goes on around us. In the story, not Bartimaeus, but the story of the man born blind. I always love that phrase. The man born blind, because you know who else is born blind. Everyone, no one comes out of the womb going, that was amazing! We come out with our eyes closed. And opening takes time. There may be once in a great while they say, oh, someone comes out with their eyes open. And then it turns out those people are in mental institutions. But they come out, we come out blind. We are all born blind. And then we learn to see, to some extent. But learning to see more deeply can take longer and longer. It occurs to me whenever I get to these types of stories, that it took me years, and I know that years from now I'll look back and say I wasn't there yet now. I see things in scripture that I never saw, because most of us open scriptures, and if our knowledge of scripture is a little bit passing here and there, and we haven't taken tons of time with it, we will see what we were told to see, not what's on the page. And I go back and forth. Even this, this never struck me as odd until about, oh, I don't know, maybe ten years ago. Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus. Now, in Hebrew, Bartimaeus means the son of Timaeus. So, son of Timaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus. Clearly, even Mark, this earliest gospel, is already starting to write for people who don't know Hebrew anymore, who don't understand. And also, it's just the way language develops. No one, if I say that this is, you know, we know now that Johnson no longer means the son of John, but that is the origin of that last name, and any of those last names that end in son. So, some of it is just normal, you know, sort of development of language, but you just don't see those things. You also don't see exactly what's on the page. It took me years before I read the Adam and Eve story for the first time, and, you know, the Adam and Eve story is the one we all know. When someone says, tell us about creation in the Bible, almost no one goes to the God said, let there be light, and there was light. They go to the older story. It's a much more primitive story. It's the story where God is not omniscient and all powerful, all knowing, because he doesn't know why Adam's naked, and he doesn't know, well, who told you you could eat meat? He asks a lot of questions for an all-knowing God. It's our earliest vision, and later on, almost 500 years later, we get, let there be light, and we don't know that because the final editor put let there be light as the first chapter, so we said, which one comes first? Well, which one was written first, or which one got put in an earlier chapter? So this early story, we have to take it as an early story, but when I, about 15 years ago, reading it, and I go, so Eve wasn't actually around when God said, don't eat the fruit. God says to Adam, don't eat the fruit, before he creates Eve in that story. Now, this makes perfect sense with early religion, and for some people with religion today, but for early religion, so Eve's not around, so the story leads us to wonder where she heard don't eat the fruit? Probably from Adam. So what was the great sin, that she didn't listen to God, or she did not listen to a man? Back when the story was written, I would imagine the second one, luckily we're past that. I'm reading some stuff online that gets scary. And so there's stuff that you go, oh, that's right there in the story. How have I not seen that? Because the story I've been told actually takes precedence over what's right there in front of my eyes. We don't like to notice this. I'm going to be doing this a lot. I'm going to be doing this a lot today, so just get used to it. It's not a rash, I'm adjusting the microphone. This sigh, this ability to look at something you've seen forever and go, oh, never saw that before. It still happens almost every time I open up a page of scripture. I go, wait, look at what it actually says, rather than what I've been thinking it says all these years. Anyone ever try to proofread their own work? Every week I'm over there and the prayers of the faithful come and someone reads a prayer and I go, I read that 20 times. How did I miss that I didn't put a verb in that sentence? Because I read what I thought I wrote every time I go to proofread it. And we don't see what's right in front of us. Brene Brown calls this the rough draft. We have a rough draft of things in our head. We have a rough draft of how things go. So we see someone on the street and they're asking for money and someone in their mind says, yes, but if you give it to them they'll probably just spend it on alcohol. Well, you filled in an awful lot of a rough draft there. Well, anyone who starts a sentence with, well, you know, those people, those people are a whole group of individuals and they all have different ways of approaching the world and they don't all agree on things. I mean, you know, could you imagine anyone finding, this is going to make some sound, hold on. Oh, no, it didn't. Can you imagine anyone looking at your entire family and saying, oh, well, we know how they think. If there's four Dolans in a room there are five opinions. So it's, you know, I mean, but people do that. From the outside we look and we go, well, we know about those people. And we don't know that we've stopped seeing what's in front of us and we've got old voices, old ideas in our heads telling us what's going on and we will not look at what's in front of us. One of the things you do not ever get to see, unless you've got a missile in front of you and you're really paying attention, is where this falls, this story. This story literally, this is one of those moments that's absolutely sequential. Last week we ended with chapter 10, you know, verse 45 and we picked up at chapter 10, verse 46. And there's a little parallelism in there that we miss. When Jesus says exact words, what do you want me to do for you? We heard that last week because James and John came and said, we want you to do whatever we tell you. And he says, what do you want me to do for you? And we get, so we're getting contrasting stories. Last week was, we want you to give us authority and power. And Jesus says, wow, okay, no. This guy says, I want to see. Jesus says, got it. He wants, he's not interested in controlling the world, he actually wants to see it. What's going on? And it dovetails with what we talked about last week. Okay, what I talked about and you endured last week is how do we handle people who don't see the world the way we do? Do we see them? Do we actually want to know where their journey led them? Are we interested? Or nope, they're the enemy, I already know it, I'm right and they're wrong. It is one of the toughest lines to not cross between, you know, faithful certainty and arrogance. How do we become certain without becoming arrogant? Because it's a trick and a half. And I think, I don't think my faith ever calls me, and yours might be different, mine has never said, if you're faithful, Pat, you will know you're right about things. Unfortunately, I do say that to myself, but that is not pure faith. Faith is, I will never understand perfectly. There's always more to learn. There's always something out there, I wonder what I missed, I wonder what scripture I will open this year and go, what? It says what? And I always have people come to me and say, I've never heard that in scripture before. Now, we have a three-year cycle, you've heard it every three years. You just never heard it. We're called to see and hear what's in front of us, and the best we can do, so how do we fight this? My advice to people is, scripture will never guide your life as strongly as the filters through which you read it. The filters through which we read it will do more to guide our lives. Some people will read the same page of scripture, and some will come and say, it says right there, those people are going to hell, and the other will say, but down here it says don't judge people. The filter with which we read scripture. So know your filters, and own them. I must tell you, I am tired of looking at people online who say, well, God says, oh, does he? Have tea with him, did you? Well, it's in scripture. Oh, don't get me started there, because I can give you five scriptures that disagree. Yes, but God says the things I like in scripture. Know your filters. Know the paradigms and the sort of preexisting ideas that shape how you see the world. Most of us think that we see the world, and then we reconcile it with all this stuff. No. Matter of fact, there's a thing, it was really big in psychology, it was, I mean, they still believe it, it just wasn't quite so shiny and new, about 20, 25 years ago, what they called the amygdala hijack, which said when you see something from the visual cortex, it goes through the emotional center of your brain before it hits the cognitive center. Which means you will feel about it before you analyze it, and then you will tell yourself you analyzed it, and that's why you feel this way. It is so hard to kind of turn off the amygdala hijacker. I've probably told you this before, but I had a friend in college, and we're still friends, but he's really got, he struggles with racism. Or he doesn't, but all of us struggle with his racism. And he'll tell you, he always puts it off to PTSD. I had an event in my life that you don't understand. When I was in college, and I heard this story the first time like 10 years after college, when I was in college, I was mugged by these three tall skinny black kids. I was mugged by them, and so yes, when I go down the street and I see that, yes, I tense up. So my question to them, I said, I get it, I get it. That could be a physiological response. Do you have that with all tall people? Always play dumb. Do you? All skinny people? But all black people, huh? And there was a preexisting paradigm that told you that made sense. And if someone had looked at you and said, it's because they're tall, you would have said, you are the dumbest person on earth. That makes no sense. There's nothing in my mind that's going to believe that's because they're tall. So what was in there ahead of time that let him believe it was because they were black? You know, we think, I've got an experience that shaped me. Things shape us before the experience. Voices in our head, paradigms, ways we see things. And Jesus says, are you brave enough to join Bartimaeus and ask God to open your eyes? Open my eyes, and, you know, a physical therapist I know always says that we always forget that before I can pick up these glasses, before these muscles engage, the mind is going to send a signal to tell these muscles to turn off. I sent it about 20 years ago, and it hasn't come back. But the opposing muscles have to turn off so that the other muscles can turn on. If they don't, you get that sort of, I mean, you can do it on purpose, and that's what they call isometric exercise, where you get your muscles to fight each other. But basically, you have muscles that have to turn off before others can turn on. And we're all saying, give us sight. And Jesus is saying, are you ready to turn off the muscles that are keeping you from it? You want to turn off the paradigm muscles, the voices in your head, the things we were taught? You want to turn those off long enough to see the world. And what he says is, man, that is a great step of faith, and that's why he says to them, your faith has already healed you. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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As Jesus was leaving Jericho with his disciples, a sizable crowd, and a sizable crowd,
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Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus, sat on the roadside begging.
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On hearing that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to cry out and say,
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Jesus, son of David, have pity on me.
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And many rebuked him, telling him to be silent.
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But he kept calling out all the more,
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Son of David, have pity on me.
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Jesus stopped and said, Call him.
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So they called the blind man, saying to him,
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Take courage, get up, Jesus is calling you.
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He threw aside his cloak, sprang up, and came to Jesus.
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Jesus said to him in reply, What do you want me to do for you?
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The blind man replied to him, Master, I want to see you.
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Jesus told him, Go your way, your faith has saved you.
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Immediately he received his sight and followed him on the way.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise be to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This gospel, and many of the miracle stories,
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probably the greater bulk of the miracle healing stories,
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have to do with sight and hearing.
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There are two, I think, don't check me on it,
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but I think there are two stories about mute.
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But one of them is a deaf mute,
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and his hearing is healed, and then his speaking,
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almost as though Jesus is saying we should listen before we speak.
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Crazy concept.
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And the other is a man possessed by a mute spirit.
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Now, people talk back and forth, does that mean he was mute,
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or that there was something muting his spirit, or what that means.
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But it's an interesting idea that so many of these stories
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are around hearing and seeing.
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Because especially, and this is Mark's gospel,
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but especially by the time you get to John's gospel,
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this sight is really not about seeing with the eye,
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it's about wisdom, it's about opening our eyes
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to what goes on around us.
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In the story, not Bartimaeus,
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but the story of the man born blind.
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I always love that phrase.
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The man born blind, because you know who else is born blind.
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Everyone, no one comes out of the womb going,
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that was amazing!
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We come out with our eyes closed.
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And opening takes time.
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There may be once in a great while they say,
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oh, someone comes out with their eyes open.
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And then it turns out those people are in mental institutions.
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But they come out, we come out blind.
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We are all born blind.
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And then we learn to see, to some extent.
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But learning to see more deeply can take longer and longer.
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It occurs to me whenever I get to these types of stories,
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that it took me years, and I know that years from now
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I'll look back and say I wasn't there yet now.
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I see things in scripture that I never saw,
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because most of us open scriptures,
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and if our knowledge of scripture is a little bit passing here and there,
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and we haven't taken tons of time with it,
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we will see what we were told to see,
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not what's on the page.
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And I go back and forth.
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Even this, this never struck me as odd until about,
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oh, I don't know, maybe ten years ago.
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Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus.
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Now, in Hebrew, Bartimaeus means the son of Timaeus.
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So, son of Timaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus.
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Clearly, even Mark, this earliest gospel,
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is already starting to write for people who don't know Hebrew anymore,
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who don't understand.
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And also, it's just the way language develops.
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No one, if I say that this is, you know,
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we know now that Johnson no longer means the son of John,
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but that is the origin of that last name,
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and any of those last names that end in son.
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So, some of it is just normal, you know, sort of development of language,
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but you just don't see those things.
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You also don't see exactly what's on the page.
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It took me years before I read the Adam and Eve story for the first time,
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and, you know, the Adam and Eve story is the one we all know.
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When someone says, tell us about creation in the Bible,
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almost no one goes to the God said, let there be light, and there was light.
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They go to the older story.
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It's a much more primitive story.
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It's the story where God is not omniscient and all powerful, all knowing,
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because he doesn't know why Adam's naked, and he doesn't know,
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well, who told you you could eat meat?
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He asks a lot of questions for an all-knowing God.
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It's our earliest vision, and later on,
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almost 500 years later, we get, let there be light,
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and we don't know that because the final editor put let there be light
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as the first chapter, so we said, which one comes first?
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Well, which one was written first, or which one got put in an earlier chapter?
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So this early story, we have to take it as an early story,
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but when I, about 15 years ago, reading it, and I go,
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so Eve wasn't actually around when God said, don't eat the fruit.
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God says to Adam, don't eat the fruit, before he creates Eve in that story.
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Now, this makes perfect sense with early religion,
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and for some people with religion today, but for early religion,
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so Eve's not around, so the story leads us to wonder
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where she heard don't eat the fruit?
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Probably from Adam.
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So what was the great sin, that she didn't listen to God,
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or she did not listen to a man?
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Back when the story was written, I would imagine the second one,
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luckily we're past that.
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I'm reading some stuff online that gets scary.
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And so there's stuff that you go, oh, that's right there in the story.
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How have I not seen that?
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Because the story I've been told actually takes precedence
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over what's right there in front of my eyes.
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We don't like to notice this.
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I'm going to be doing this a lot.
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I'm going to be doing this a lot today, so just get used to it.
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It's not a rash, I'm adjusting the microphone.
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This sigh, this ability to look at something you've seen forever and go,
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oh, never saw that before.
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It still happens almost every time I open up a page of scripture.
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I go, wait, look at what it actually says,
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rather than what I've been thinking it says all these years.
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Anyone ever try to proofread their own work?
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Every week I'm over there and the prayers of the faithful come
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and someone reads a prayer and I go, I read that 20 times.
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How did I miss that I didn't put a verb in that sentence?
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Because I read what I thought I wrote every time I go to proofread it.
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And we don't see what's right in front of us.
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Brene Brown calls this the rough draft.
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We have a rough draft of things in our head.
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We have a rough draft of how things go.
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So we see someone on the street and they're asking for money
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and someone in their mind says, yes, but if you give it to them
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they'll probably just spend it on alcohol.
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Well, you filled in an awful lot of a rough draft there.
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Well, anyone who starts a sentence with, well, you know, those people,
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those people are a whole group of individuals
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and they all have different ways of approaching the world
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and they don't all agree on things.
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I mean, you know, could you imagine anyone finding,
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this is going to make some sound, hold on.
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Oh, no, it didn't.
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Can you imagine anyone looking at your entire family and saying,
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oh, well, we know how they think.
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If there's four Dolans in a room there are five opinions.
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So it's, you know, I mean, but people do that.
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From the outside we look and we go, well, we know about those people.
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And we don't know that we've stopped seeing what's in front of us
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and we've got old voices, old ideas in our heads telling us what's going on
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and we will not look at what's in front of us.
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One of the things you do not ever get to see,
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unless you've got a missile in front of you
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and you're really paying attention,
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is where this falls, this story.
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This story literally, this is one of those moments that's absolutely sequential.
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Last week we ended with chapter 10, you know, verse 45
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and we picked up at chapter 10, verse 46.
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And there's a little parallelism in there that we miss.
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When Jesus says exact words, what do you want me to do for you?
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We heard that last week because James and John came and said,
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we want you to do whatever we tell you.
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And he says, what do you want me to do for you?
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And we get, so we're getting contrasting stories.
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Last week was, we want you to give us authority and power.
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And Jesus says, wow, okay, no.
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This guy says, I want to see.
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Jesus says, got it.
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He wants, he's not interested in controlling the world,
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he actually wants to see it.
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What's going on?
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And it dovetails with what we talked about last week.
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Okay, what I talked about and you endured last week
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is how do we handle people who don't see the world the way we do?
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Do we see them?
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Do we actually want to know where their journey led them?
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Are we interested?
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Or nope, they're the enemy, I already know it, I'm right and they're wrong.
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It is one of the toughest lines to not cross
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between, you know, faithful certainty and arrogance.
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How do we become certain without becoming arrogant?
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Because it's a trick and a half.
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And I think, I don't think my faith ever calls me,
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and yours might be different, mine has never said,
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if you're faithful, Pat, you will know you're right about things.
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Unfortunately, I do say that to myself, but that is not pure faith.
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Faith is, I will never understand perfectly.
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There's always more to learn.
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There's always something out there, I wonder what I missed,
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I wonder what scripture I will open this year and go,
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what?
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It says what?
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And I always have people come to me and say,
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I've never heard that in scripture before.
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Now, we have a three-year cycle, you've heard it every three years.
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You just never heard it.
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We're called to see and hear what's in front of us,
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and the best we can do, so how do we fight this?
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My advice to people is,
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scripture will never guide your life as strongly as the filters through which you read it.
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The filters through which we read it will do more to guide our lives.
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Some people will read the same page of scripture,
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and some will come and say,
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it says right there, those people are going to hell,
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and the other will say, but down here it says don't judge people.
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The filter with which we read scripture.
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So know your filters, and own them.
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I must tell you, I am tired of looking at people online who say,
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well, God says, oh, does he?
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Have tea with him, did you?
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Well, it's in scripture.
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Oh, don't get me started there, because I can give you five scriptures that disagree.
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Yes, but God says the things I like in scripture.
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Know your filters.
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Know the paradigms and the sort of preexisting ideas that shape how you see the world.
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Most of us think that we see the world, and then we reconcile it with all this stuff.
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No. Matter of fact, there's a thing, it was really big in psychology,
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it was, I mean, they still believe it, it just wasn't quite so shiny and new,
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about 20, 25 years ago, what they called the amygdala hijack,
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which said when you see something from the visual cortex,
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it goes through the emotional center of your brain before it hits the cognitive center.
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Which means you will feel about it before you analyze it,
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and then you will tell yourself you analyzed it, and that's why you feel this way.
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It is so hard to kind of turn off the amygdala hijacker.
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I've probably told you this before, but I had a friend in college,
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and we're still friends, but he's really got, he struggles with racism.
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Or he doesn't, but all of us struggle with his racism.
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And he'll tell you, he always puts it off to PTSD.
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I had an event in my life that you don't understand.
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When I was in college, and I heard this story the first time like 10 years after college,
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when I was in college, I was mugged by these three tall skinny black kids.
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I was mugged by them, and so yes, when I go down the street and I see that,
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yes, I tense up.
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So my question to them, I said, I get it, I get it.
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That could be a physiological response.
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Do you have that with all tall people?
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Always play dumb.
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Do you?
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All skinny people?
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But all black people, huh?
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And there was a preexisting paradigm that told you that made sense.
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And if someone had looked at you and said, it's because they're tall,
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you would have said, you are the dumbest person on earth.
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That makes no sense.
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There's nothing in my mind that's going to believe that's because they're tall.
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So what was in there ahead of time that let him believe it was because they were black?
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You know, we think, I've got an experience that shaped me.
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Things shape us before the experience.
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Voices in our head, paradigms, ways we see things.
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And Jesus says, are you brave enough to join Bartimaeus and ask God to open your eyes?
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Open my eyes, and, you know, a physical therapist I know always says that we always forget
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that before I can pick up these glasses, before these muscles engage,
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the mind is going to send a signal to tell these muscles to turn off.
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I sent it about 20 years ago, and it hasn't come back.
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But the opposing muscles have to turn off so that the other muscles can turn on.
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If they don't, you get that sort of, I mean, you can do it on purpose,
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and that's what they call isometric exercise, where you get your muscles to fight each other.
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But basically, you have muscles that have to turn off before others can turn on.
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And we're all saying, give us sight.
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And Jesus is saying, are you ready to turn off the muscles that are keeping you from it?
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You want to turn off the paradigm muscles, the voices in your head, the things we were taught?
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You want to turn those off long enough to see the world.
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And what he says is, man, that is a great step of faith,
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and that's why he says to them, your faith has already healed you.
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If you're ready, if you're ready to turn off the muscles that tell you how to see the world,
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Jesus is ready to open our eyes and let us see with interest and honesty the world that is truly around us.
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Father Pat's message centers on the transforma Father Pat's message centers on the transformative power of true spiritual sight—seeing not just with our eyes, but with the heart and mind open to truth, wisdom, and deeper understanding. Using the story of Bartimaeus, the blind man healed by Jesus, Father Pat invites us to reflect on how much of our perception is filtered through assumptions, old narratives, and inherited interpretations. He challenges us to ask for sight not to control or judge the world, but to genuinely see it as it is—to encounter Scripture, others, and God with fresh, humble, and unfiltered eyes. Spiritual growth, then, is not about confidently declaring what we know, but about courageously admitting what we haven’t yet seen and remaining open to being changed.
In a detailed and thoughtful reflection, Father Pat begins by exploring the miracle story of Bartimaeus in Mark’s Gospel, emphasizing that many of Jesus’ healing miracles—especially in the Gospels—center around restoring sight and hearing. This, he suggests, is not accidental; rather, these physical healings point to deeper spiritual realities. Particularly in John’s Gospel, sight becomes a metaphor for spiritual insight and wisdom. Father Pat notes that we are all born blind—not just physically, but in terms of perception, understanding, and awareness. Our sight develops over time, and true spiritual sight may take a lifetime to attain.
Drawing attention to the subtle details in the Gospel, Father Pat highlights the redundancy in the name “Bartimaeus, son of Timaeus” to show how even the Gospel of Mark was already being shaped for an audience unfamiliar with Hebrew, demonstrating how language and understanding evolve. This becomes a segue into a broader discussion on how we often miss what is plainly in front of us in Scripture because we read it through inherited interpretations rather than with fresh eyes. He compares this to proofreading one’s own writing: we tend to see what we think we wrote, rather than what is actually on the page. The same applies to Scripture—we often interpret it through the filters of what we were told it says, rather than what it truly says.
Father Pat goes on to examine the parallel between this week’s Gospel and the one from the previous week. Both contain Jesus asking, “What do you want me to do for you?” But the responses are dramatically different. James and John ask for power and authority, while Bartimaeus asks for sight. The contrast is striking—one request is rooted in control, the other in transformation and understanding. Bartimaeus seeks to see the world as it truly is, not to dominate it. This becomes the central spiritual challenge: do we truly want to see the world and others as they are, or do we prefer our preconceived judgments?
The homily then moves into a profound critique of the human tendency to rely on rough drafts—mental shortcuts, stereotypes, and emotional reactions—that prevent true sight. Drawing from the work of Brene Brown and psychological insights like the “amygdala hijack,” Father Pat explains that we often emotionally react to people or situations before we even cognitively process them. We then rationalize those reactions with post hoc reasoning, convincing ourselves that our gut feeling came from analysis, when in truth it preceded it.
This distortion affects not only how we see others—especially those we’ve been taught to judge or fear—but also how we interpret Scripture. Father Pat stresses the importance of recognizing the filters we bring to religious texts. Two people can read the same passage and come away with radically different conclusions, depending on the paradigms they've inherited. He urges listeners to be self-aware and honest about these filters, rather than claiming that “God says” something simply because it aligns with their own preferences or biases.
The message culminates in a call to courageous faith—the faith to ask Jesus, as Bartimaeus did, to open our eyes. But this comes with a challenge: are we willing to “turn off” the internal muscles that keep us from seeing clearly? Just as the body must deactivate certain muscles to allow others to move, we must quiet our assumptions, judgments, and inherited beliefs in order to receive true spiritual insight. Faith is not about being certain and right; it’s about being open, curious, and willing to be transformed. Only then can we truly see the world—and others—as God sees them.
Father Pat concludes by reminding us that the healing of sight begins with humility and the desire to see what we’ve missed. Bartimaeus's faith healed him not because he already understood everything, but because he was willing to ask for vision he did not yet have. Likewise, our spiritual journey begins when we admit we are still blind in many ways, and ask Christ to open our eyes—not to reinforce what we think we know, but to show us what we’ve never seen....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1174.9599609375, "text": "A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came to Jesus and said to him, \"'Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.'\" He replied, \"'What do you wish me to do for you?' They answered him, \"'Grant that in your glory we may sit one at your right and the other at your left.'\" Jesus said to them, \"'You do not know what you are asking. Can you drink the cup that I drink or be baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?' They said to him, \"'We can.' Jesus said to them, \"'The cup that I drink you will drink, and with the baptism with which I am baptized, you will be baptized. But to sit at my right or at my left is not mine to give, but is for those for whom it has been prepared.'\" When the 10 heard this, they became indignant at James and John. Jesus summoned them and said to them, \"'You know that those who are recognized as rulers over the Gentiles lord it over them, and make their great ones make their authority over them felt, but it shall not be so among you. Rather, whoever wishes to be great among you will be your servant. Whoever wishes to be first among you will be the slave of all. For the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many.'\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Probably not so much Jesus as the translators. I have never seen writing so concerned with not ending a sentence in a preposition. And the batches with which I am baptized, you will be baptized, but for the, well, you will be baptized, but with which you will. Okay, we didn't just end it and irritate them all. Irritate them all and end it with a preposition. This Gospel is kind of a capstone of three little episodes that happen and the writer sets them off with this parallel. Each one includes and is kind of in the presence of one of three professions that Jesus gives. He foretells that he will have to be avenged first one and put to death at the hands of men. And on the third day, he will rise. He says that three times in Mark's Gospel. Once the first gets connected to the transfiguration. And during the transfiguration, the inner core of Jesus' disciples, which throughout the Gospel tends to be either the 12 or Peter, James, and John, it's those three. And they all go for the transfiguration and they have this inner truth about Jesus revealed to them in this huge sort of great revelation, theophany, grand Disney effect sort of moment where they see him with Moses in light. Then the second time is when Peter starts to distinguish himself a little as the leader of the group. Jesus asks them all, who do you say that I am? And they all kind of give him on. Peter is the one who says, you are the son of God, the living one among us. So Peter is starting to show himself as the leader. And then Jesus follows that with, I do have to go to Jerusalem. And he gives the little prophetic notion again. Then the third time is with this, where first we've had the three of them with Jesus on the hillside. Peter's starting to move into leadership. And the third time where James and John go to Jesus and say, can we get rid of Peter so it's the true of us? And welcome to the entrance of politics to the entrance of politics into the faith. And it's not that they're bad, horrible people. It's just, you can almost see it coming. I mean, Jesus ends this with this whole thing about it not being about power. Or as I've mentioned many times, a friend of mine always says, what's the difference between that Christian church and that Christian church and this group? Who gets to tell who what to do? And that's why the church has splintered over the years is arguments over who gets to tell who what to do. The great question, it is publicism, publicism, publicism. Now we try and say it more nicely, it's who gets to speak for God. I'm not saying I should get to tell people who to do what to do. I'm saying God should get to tell us what to do. And I should get to tell you what God tells us what to do. Who gets to tell who what to do? And it starts with that thesis because he says, and this is what I love. It's not just telling people. If we think we can tell people what to do, we will eventually feel we can tell God what to do. We call it prayer. Hell band Susan, go do this, go do that, go do this. And I pray all of this in Jesus' name so now it's gonna happen. We don't miss, we go to God with a list of wishes rather than opening ourselves to the wishes of God. This starts with James and John, the most remarkably arrogant line in all of scripture. Teacher, now we've already heard Peter profess in front of them. Teacher, glory, God among us, Emmanuel, we want you to do whatever we ask of you. Do you now? I just wish that were the next line of scripture. Do you, whatever you want. Yes, that's all we want. All we want is to be in charge of everyone by first being in charge of Jesus. It's just like a horrific moment that we gloss over every time we read it because it's informal language if we don't see it. And Jesus says, you have no idea what you're asking. And we think he means, oh, it would be two parts for you. You could never know. He's like, do you get what you're asking? I would like you to do whatever we ask of you. And all we want you to give us is the power to make everyone else do whatever we ask of them. You don't want much, do you? And so it starts out with this really ego-driven place. And the last line, he says, you want to follow me. But this, we've still not come to terms with. But Jesus didn't come to be served but to give his life for others. Jesus came to serve, not to be served. There's kind of a difficult moment there for us because most of us believe that our job is to serve Jesus. Jesus didn't ask us that. He asks us to go out and serve one another in the name of Jesus, to go out and serve others. And we're like, but it's so much easier to serve Jesus. He doesn't need it. I talked to him in my head once, wow, he's fine. You really think about it and it's like, oh, wait, no, the only way to serve Jesus is to serve other people. That's the mission he gave us. And how often we spend time diminishing and battling and hurrying, those people are awful in the name of Jesus. The last couple of weeks, we've talked some political things and I find out that we were supposed to do that this week, but we've done this. I think it's more important now, this week, to ask what's going to happen later in November or December or just on the off chance, I think, just on the off chance, that all of human history has not been leading to November 5th, as you would think if you read online. Who are we gonna be after? No matter what side of the aisle people fall on, it's pretty clear that it's closer than many people would have thought as an even wider country. Now, I think the question becomes, how do we heal going forward? Because we've got people who think very differently and we don't know what to do with them. Most people have divided the world neatly into two categories, those who agree with me and idiots. And we all know that there's a little part of us that goes, oh, yeah, but I think he's just talking about the other side. None of us want to admit that we kind of fall into that and while we wouldn't quite say it that way, I think what most of us tend to say instead is something like, how can they think that way? Which is a nice way of saying, how can people not think more like me? And it turns out, it's very easy not to think more like me. So what are we gonna do the next day? What are we gonna do the day after? My suggestion is to remember back, depending on which side of the fence you're on. Either look back to 2020, second, third, fourth week of November. Or look back to 2016 in the second, third, fourth week of November. Everyone here, and I would suggest most of America, can look to one of those periods and say, oh, that was the morning I got up, my candidate lost and I felt gutted. I want you to remember how you felt the morning after your candidate lost. The second week of November, half of the people in our world of America is going to feel that way. And if you're not among the group that feels that way, see if you can't suppress your snoozey dance a little bit. I can't. See if you don't need to spend two weeks going, ha, you dredged yourself. I think I mentioned last week, I don't know if it was this master or one of the others, you know, if you go out online, and these phrases are not uncommon, they're adjusted a little, but there's two lines that are just, you know, one line is, you know, just wait, just wait. I can't wait until the lib cards are destroyed, while the other side is saying, ah, MAGA tears are sweet. It's all over the place. Half of the country is not waiting, both halves, are not waiting just to win, boom, but we're gonna get to rub it in the noses of the other side. And whoever wins, who are they left to lead? Who do we become? I think sometimes, this has often been said about faith, and church, and religion, and I think it's true in many areas. We are sometimes at our best in adversity, and we are at our worst in victory. Sore losers are obnoxious. Sore winners are unbearable. And we tend not to want to care about the other side, because all that matters is, I won. And I think it gets worse in religious circles, because now I just won, and I won on God's behalf, so I really shouldn't brag. I'm not bragging for me, I'm bragging to God. And we always know God wins, when I win. We want you to do whatever we ask of you. What if my neighbor asks something different? I'm not talking about them. What happens when people of goodwill pray to God for different things? How do we navigate that world? It's just easier to say, well, God's not gonna listen to them, because they aren't perfectly formed the way I am. I read a little comment online the other day, and I thought, even when we try to be nice, sometimes our arrogance is just there. And someone was writing about, and I literally, I go through these things, and I forget whether I'm reading the right or the left at that point. They'd hate to know how similar they sound. But the comment of this person was, look, I don't think that those people are bad, they're just misguided. They don't think like me. Because when we say they're misguided, of course, these are different. Unlike me, I worry about the salvation of all of you. Luckily, God has appeared to me and told me, I'm fine, Patrick, take care of the child. Thank you. At which point, I need to have my medications adjusted. So how do we keep, how do we go out and be strong in our faith with not being arrogant? How do we learn, as it says here, there's this interesting little Englishism, that we use a verb that most other languages don't have, that we've made out of a noun. We do that, every language does that back and forth. We actually have a verb to lord it over something. Now, at the next Mass, when I'm reading in Spanish, that phrase is gonna roughly translate as, don't act like their master. Don't assume you're the master of them. But we just go, or the Lord, don't assume you're the Lord of someone else. We say, don't lord it over them. And so if you take that more closer, a little more closely to the original Greek, what it's saying here is, we're called to be Jesus, the savior, Jesus, the comforter, sometimes Jesus, the teacher, Jesus, the one who sacrifices himself. We're called to be Jesus for people. We are not called to be Jesus, the Lord, for people. We're not called to the Lordship. We're not called to lord things over others. We're called to express our faith. And I think we will see who Christianity is, and it won't be pretty, but we'll see who Christianity is, not through the vote. But in the weeks after the vote, in how people who call their Christians react to the cyber boss, then we'll see how we're Christians. They'll know they are Christians by their arrogance and scooby-dance. It's why they didn't let me write one of the gospels. They're not, and not, well, I love people who think like me. I love my family. I love my country. I love my church. It's the rest of the world that's the struggle. When Jesus says to love others, it means people who are different from us, real others, not, you know, I can love others as really, as long as they're just me in another position in the world, as long as they're reflections of myself. You know, I always tell young couples who are getting engaged or who have come to me after they've been engaged on, everyone wants to fall in love with another person. And then at some point, you're going to realize they are an other person. And then you're going to have the opportunity to move out of romance and into love. Love is how you treat people when the romance is there that day. And if you've been married for 50 or 60 years and every day has been romantic, keep it to yourself. It'll just be romance. It'll just be romance. There are days it's not there. How do we treat each other when we know someone else is hurt and we're not, or when we're hurt and someone else is not, when we're in very different places? How do we, I think we need to think ahead of time of how we heal. We, you know, most of us grew up never feeling this much anger with elections. It's becoming, and it keeps getting worse and worse. How do we heal? Or do we just decide that every election should lead to war? That we, I'm sorry, we have no interest in living with anyone who doesn't agree with us. I think we have to now move with this concept. We have to get beyond preaching God, government, one another, is from, we have to move from, we want you to do whatever we ask to the greatest is the one who serves others. I think often we want to call others to greatness. I would like that to serve us. Our job is not to call them to greatness. Our job is to call ourselves to the greatest of serving others. Who gets to tell who what to do? Let's leave that in the hands of God. Let God tell others what to do. Let's let God tell us what to do. And he has. 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A reading WEBVTT
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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James and John, the sons of Zebedee,
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came to Jesus and said to him,
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"'Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.'"
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He replied, "'What do you wish me to do for you?'
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They answered him, "'Grant that in your glory
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we may sit one at your right and the other at your left.'"
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Jesus said to them,
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"'You do not know what you are asking.
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Can you drink the cup that I drink
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or be baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?'
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They said to him, "'We can.'
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Jesus said to them,
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"'The cup that I drink you will drink,
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and with the baptism with which I am baptized,
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you will be baptized.
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But to sit at my right or at my left is not mine to give,
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but is for those for whom it has been prepared.'"
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When the 10 heard this,
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they became indignant at James and John.
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Jesus summoned them and said to them,
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"'You know that those who are recognized as rulers
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over the Gentiles lord it over them,
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and make their great ones make their authority
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over them felt, but it shall not be so among you.
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Rather, whoever wishes to be great among you
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will be your servant.
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Whoever wishes to be first among you
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will be the slave of all.
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For the Son of Man did not come to be served,
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but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many.'"
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Probably not so much Jesus as the translators.
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I have never seen writing so concerned
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with not ending a sentence in a preposition.
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And the batches with which I am baptized,
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you will be baptized, but for the,
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well, you will be baptized, but with which you will.
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Okay, we didn't just end it and irritate them all.
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Irritate them all and end it with a preposition.
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This Gospel is kind of a capstone
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of three little episodes that happen
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and the writer sets them off with this parallel.
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Each one includes and is kind of in the presence
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of one of three professions that Jesus gives.
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He foretells that he will have to be avenged first one
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and put to death at the hands of men.
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And on the third day, he will rise.
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He says that three times in Mark's Gospel.
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Once the first gets connected to the transfiguration.
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And during the transfiguration,
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the inner core of Jesus' disciples,
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which throughout the Gospel tends to be either the 12
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or Peter, James, and John, it's those three.
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And they all go for the transfiguration
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and they have this inner truth about Jesus revealed to them
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in this huge sort of great revelation,
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theophany, grand Disney effect sort of moment
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where they see him with Moses in light.
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Then the second time is when Peter starts
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to distinguish himself a little as the leader of the group.
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Jesus asks them all, who do you say that I am?
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And they all kind of give him on.
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Peter is the one who says, you are the son of God,
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the living one among us.
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So Peter is starting to show himself as the leader.
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And then Jesus follows that with,
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I do have to go to Jerusalem.
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And he gives the little prophetic notion again.
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Then the third time is with this,
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where first we've had the three of them
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with Jesus on the hillside.
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Peter's starting to move into leadership.
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And the third time where James and John go to Jesus
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and say, can we get rid of Peter so it's the true of us?
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And welcome to the entrance of politics
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to the entrance of politics into the faith.
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And it's not that they're bad, horrible people.
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It's just, you can almost see it coming.
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I mean, Jesus ends this with this whole thing about it
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not being about power.
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Or as I've mentioned many times,
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a friend of mine always says,
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what's the difference between that Christian church
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and that Christian church and this group?
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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And that's why the church has splintered over the years
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is arguments over who gets to tell who what to do.
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The great question, it is publicism, publicism, publicism.
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Now we try and say it more nicely,
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it's who gets to speak for God.
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I'm not saying I should get to tell people
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who to do what to do.
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I'm saying God should get to tell us what to do.
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And I should get to tell you what God tells us what to do.
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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And it starts with that thesis because he says,
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and this is what I love.
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It's not just telling people.
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If we think we can tell people what to do,
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we will eventually feel we can tell God what to do.
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We call it prayer.
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Hell band Susan, go do this, go do that, go do this.
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And I pray all of this in Jesus' name
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so now it's gonna happen.
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We don't miss, we go to God with a list of wishes
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rather than opening ourselves to the wishes of God.
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This starts with James and John,
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the most remarkably arrogant line in all of scripture.
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Teacher, now we've already heard Peter
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profess in front of them.
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Teacher, glory, God among us, Emmanuel,
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we want you to do whatever we ask of you.
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Do you now?
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I just wish that were the next line of scripture.
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Do you, whatever you want.
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Yes, that's all we want.
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All we want is to be in charge of everyone
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by first being in charge of Jesus.
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It's just like a horrific moment
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that we gloss over every time we read it
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because it's informal language if we don't see it.
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And Jesus says, you have no idea what you're asking.
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And we think he means, oh, it would be two parts for you.
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You could never know.
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He's like, do you get what you're asking?
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I would like you to do whatever we ask of you.
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And all we want you to give us is the power
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to make everyone else do whatever we ask of them.
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You don't want much, do you?
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And so it starts out with this really ego-driven place.
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And the last line, he says, you want to follow me.
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But this, we've still not come to terms with.
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But Jesus didn't come to be served
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but to give his life for others.
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Jesus came to serve, not to be served.
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There's kind of a difficult moment there for us
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because most of us believe that our job
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is to serve Jesus.
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Jesus didn't ask us that.
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He asks us to go out and serve one another
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in the name of Jesus, to go out and serve others.
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And we're like, but it's so much easier to serve Jesus.
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He doesn't need it.
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I talked to him in my head once, wow, he's fine.
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You really think about it and it's like,
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oh, wait, no, the only way to serve Jesus
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is to serve other people.
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That's the mission he gave us.
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And how often we spend time diminishing and battling
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and hurrying, those people are awful in the name of Jesus.
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The last couple of weeks, we've talked some political things
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and I find out that we were supposed to do that this week,
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but we've done this.
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I think it's more important now, this week,
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to ask what's going to happen later in November or December
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or just on the off chance, I think, just on the off chance,
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that all of human history has not been leading
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to November 5th, as you would think if you read online.
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Who are we gonna be after?
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No matter what side of the aisle people fall on,
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it's pretty clear that it's closer than many people
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would have thought as an even wider country.
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Now, I think the question becomes,
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how do we heal going forward?
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Because we've got people who think very differently
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and we don't know what to do with them.
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Most people have divided the world neatly
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into two categories, those who agree with me and idiots.
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And we all know that there's a little part of us
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that goes, oh, yeah, but I think he's just talking
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about the other side.
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None of us want to admit that we kind of fall into that
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and while we wouldn't quite say it that way,
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I think what most of us tend to say instead
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is something like, how can they think that way?
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Which is a nice way of saying,
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how can people not think more like me?
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And it turns out, it's very easy not to think more like me.
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So what are we gonna do the next day?
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What are we gonna do the day after?
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My suggestion is to remember back,
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depending on which side of the fence you're on.
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Either look back to 2020, second, third,
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fourth week of November.
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Or look back to 2016 in the second, third,
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fourth week of November.
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Everyone here, and I would suggest most of America,
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can look to one of those periods and say,
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oh, that was the morning I got up,
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my candidate lost and I felt gutted.
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I want you to remember how you felt
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the morning after your candidate lost.
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The second week of November, half of the people
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in our world of America is going to feel that way.
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And if you're not among the group that feels that way,
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see if you can't suppress your snoozey dance a little bit.
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I can't.
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See if you don't need to spend two weeks going,
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ha, you dredged yourself.
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I think I mentioned last week,
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I don't know if it was this master or one of the others,
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you know, if you go out online,
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and these phrases are not uncommon,
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they're adjusted a little,
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but there's two lines that are just, you know,
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one line is, you know, just wait, just wait.
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I can't wait until the lib cards are destroyed,
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while the other side is saying,
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ah, MAGA tears are sweet.
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It's all over the place.
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Half of the country is not waiting,
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both halves, are not waiting just to win, boom,
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but we're gonna get to rub it in the noses
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of the other side.
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And whoever wins, who are they left to lead?
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Who do we become?
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I think sometimes,
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this has often been said about faith,
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and church, and religion,
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and I think it's true in many areas.
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We are sometimes at our best in adversity,
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and we are at our worst in victory.
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Sore losers are obnoxious.
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Sore winners are unbearable.
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And we tend not to want to care about the other side,
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because all that matters is, I won.
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And I think it gets worse in religious circles,
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because now I just won,
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and I won on God's behalf,
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so I really shouldn't brag.
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I'm not bragging for me, I'm bragging to God.
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And we always know God wins, when I win.
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We want you to do whatever we ask of you.
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What if my neighbor asks something different?
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I'm not talking about them.
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What happens when people of goodwill
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pray to God for different things?
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How do we navigate that world?
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It's just easier to say,
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well, God's not gonna listen to them,
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because they aren't perfectly formed the way I am.
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I read a little comment online the other day,
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and I thought,
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even when we try to be nice,
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sometimes our arrogance is just there.
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And someone was writing about,
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and I literally, I go through these things,
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and I forget whether I'm reading the right or the left
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at that point.
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They'd hate to know how similar they sound.
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But the comment of this person was,
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look, I don't think that those people are bad,
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they're just misguided.
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They don't think like me.
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Because when we say they're misguided,
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of course, these are different.
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Unlike me, I worry about the salvation of all of you.
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Luckily, God has appeared to me and told me,
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I'm fine, Patrick, take care of the child.
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Thank you.
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At which point, I need to have my medications adjusted.
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So how do we keep,
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how do we go out and be strong in our faith
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with not being arrogant?
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How do we learn, as it says here,
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there's this interesting little Englishism,
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that we use a verb that most other languages don't have,
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that we've made out of a noun.
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We do that, every language does that back and forth.
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We actually have a verb to lord it over something.
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Now, at the next Mass, when I'm reading in Spanish,
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that phrase is gonna roughly translate as,
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don't act like their master.
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Don't assume you're the master of them.
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But we just go, or the Lord,
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don't assume you're the Lord of someone else.
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We say, don't lord it over them.
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And so if you take that more closer,
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a little more closely to the original Greek,
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what it's saying here is,
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we're called to be Jesus, the savior,
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Jesus, the comforter, sometimes Jesus, the teacher,
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Jesus, the one who sacrifices himself.
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We're called to be Jesus for people.
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We are not called to be Jesus, the Lord, for people.
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We're not called to the Lordship.
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We're not called to lord things over others.
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We're called to express our faith.
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And I think we will see who Christianity is,
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and it won't be pretty,
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but we'll see who Christianity is, not through the vote.
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But in the weeks after the vote,
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in how people who call their Christians
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react to the cyber boss,
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then we'll see how we're Christians.
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They'll know they are Christians
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by their arrogance and scooby-dance.
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It's why they didn't let me write one of the gospels.
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They're not, and not, well, I love people who think like me.
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I love my family.
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I love my country.
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I love my church.
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It's the rest of the world that's the struggle.
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When Jesus says to love others,
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it means people who are different from us, real others,
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not, you know, I can love others as really,
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as long as they're just me in another position in the world,
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as long as they're reflections of myself.
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You know, I always tell young couples
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who are getting engaged or who have come to me
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after they've been engaged on,
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everyone wants to fall in love with another person.
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And then at some point,
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you're going to realize they are an other person.
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And then you're going to have the opportunity
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to move out of romance and into love.
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Love is how you treat people
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when the romance is there that day.
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And if you've been married for 50 or 60 years
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and every day has been romantic, keep it to yourself.
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It'll just be romance.
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It'll just be romance.
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There are days it's not there.
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How do we treat each other
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when we know someone else is hurt and we're not,
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or when we're hurt and someone else is not,
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when we're in very different places?
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How do we, I think we need to think ahead of time
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of how we heal.
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We, you know, most of us grew up
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never feeling this much anger with elections.
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It's becoming, and it keeps getting worse and worse.
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How do we heal?
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Or do we just decide that every election should lead to war?
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That we, I'm sorry, we have no interest
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in living with anyone who doesn't agree with us.
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I think we have to now move with this concept.
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We have to get beyond preaching God,
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government, one another, is from,
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we have to move from, we want you to do whatever we ask
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to the greatest is the one who serves others.
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I think often we want to call others to greatness.
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I would like that to serve us.
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Our job is not to call them to greatness.
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Our job is to call ourselves to the greatest
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of serving others.
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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Let's leave that in the hands of God.
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Let God tell others what to do.
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Let's let God tell us what to do.
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And he has.
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Go out and heal the world so that we stop focusing
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on what's going to happen between now
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and November 5th and start worrying about
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who we are going to be as a Christian people
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in all the years to come.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical call o Father Pat’s message centers on the radical call of Jesus to servanthood and humility in contrast to human ambition, power struggles, and political or religious arrogance. Using the Gospel story of James and John asking Jesus for positions of glory, Father Pat exposes how even the earliest disciples misunderstood the heart of Jesus’ mission—not to be served, but to serve. He draws a parallel between this misunderstanding and modern-day politics, religious division, and personal pride. Rather than seeking to wield power or prove others wrong, Father Pat urges Christians to embrace humility, service, and compassion, especially in the face of political polarization. True Christian greatness, he insists, is found not in dominating others or assuming divine authority, but in loving those who are different from us, healing division, and embodying Christ’s sacrificial love in the world.
Delving deeper, Father Pat frames this Gospel reading from Mark as the conclusion of a trio of passion predictions made by Jesus, each followed by a significant moment of misunderstanding or ambition among his disciples. The first is followed by the Transfiguration, where Peter, James, and John witness a divine revelation. The second comes when Peter declares Jesus as the Christ, but then resists the suffering that must follow. Now, in the third instance, James and John boldly—and arrogantly—ask Jesus for the highest seats of honor in his glory, revealing their desire not just for closeness to Jesus, but dominion over others and even Jesus himself. Their request, “We want you to do for us whatever we ask,” is, as Father Pat notes, shockingly self-serving, and emblematic of a deeper human tendency: to use religion not to be transformed by God’s will, but to manipulate God into affirming our own.
Father Pat critiques this posture by highlighting how we often approach prayer as a wish list rather than a surrender to God's desires. He humorously but sharply notes that when we think we can tell people what to do, we eventually believe we can tell God what to do. This, he warns, is a distortion of faith. True discipleship is not about controlling others or claiming moral superiority but about yielding to the way of the cross—a path of service, suffering, and self-giving love.
He then bridges the Gospel message to contemporary political and social realities, especially the deep divisions and escalating rhetoric surrounding elections. He warns that Christians are often at their worst in victory, becoming arrogant, vindictive, and triumphalist. The real test of Christian character, he says, won’t be seen in political wins but in how we act after the vote—especially toward those who feel gutted after a loss. He reminds us that nearly everyone has experienced the pain of political defeat, and Christians must resist the temptation to gloat or dehumanize those who think differently. Instead, we are called to compassion, restraint, and humility.
Father Pat also critiques the tribalism and ideological rigidity that dominate both religious and political spheres. He notes how easily we divide the world into two camps: those who agree with us and “idiots,” and how we often mask this arrogance with condescending phrases like “they’re just misguided.” He challenges us to genuinely love the “other”—not people who are similar to us, but those who are truly different in belief, practice, and worldview. This love is not rooted in agreement but in the dignity of the other person.
He warns against the misuse of religious authority, especially the tendency to assume the role of “Lord” over others, something Jesus explicitly rejects. Christians are called to imitate Jesus the servant, not Jesus the Lord in terms of dominion. We are not to “lord it over” one another but to serve in humility. Father Pat cleverly plays on the English verb “to lord it over,” pointing out that it's a uniquely English way of naming the very behavior Jesus condemns.
He ends with a pastoral and prophetic invitation: to stop focusing solely on the lead-up to political events like elections, and instead to prepare for who we will be in the aftermath. Will we be agents of healing or sowers of division? Will we serve others, especially those we disagree with, or will we cling to power and vindication? The call of Jesus is clear: the greatest among us must be the servant of all. Rather than asking God to do our will, we must ask how we can be faithful to God’s will—to love, to serve, and to heal a deeply fractured world....
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I cannot get up to give you anything. I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitor the loaves because of their friendship, he will get up to give him whatever he needs because of his persistence. And I tell you, ask and you will receive, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks the door will be opened. What father among you would hand his son a snake if he asks for a fish, or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg? If you then who are wicked know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him? The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Abraham, Abraham. This reading always sounds like one of those Irish jokes that go on for 17 minutes for just too little punchline. It goes on and on and I think, oh, you know, I know we think this is about, you know, the goodness of God and the forgiveness of the people. I think it's actually a parable about the amazing patience of God. I know this because I can see your faces halfway through this story. If I were God, he'd have got to about 40 and I'd have said, cut to the bottom line. What's your bottom line, God? You know, this is a perfect example of how scripture has to travel across so many cultures in so many centuries before it lands here. And it hasn't landed yet. It's not for us. It's for everyone. It's for future generations. But this is Middle Eastern Hegelism. It's, I mean, it's their culture. To kind of, okay, what about this? Okay, what about this? I mean, I don't think we think, oof, real sad for those nine people that they couldn't find 10. You know, I mean, it could go on and on, but it depicts the vision of their relationship with God. As I've mentioned occasionally, one of the most fundamental differences between the spirituality, not the theology, but the spirituality of Judaism and Islam is right there in the words. Islam means that, you know, we define ourselves, Islam is submission. We define ourselves through submission to God. Israel means to argue with God, to wrestle with God. And they believed, I mean, the stories of wrestling with the angel, Jacob's ladder, all these stories because they aren't really, it's not an arrogance of coming up against God. It is their fundamental stance that when they speak of God, they are always speaking of their image of God. And we always have to wrestle with our image of God. You know, when we pray to God, we pray to our image of God. We can't get past that. The actuality of God is just beyond us. And so we have these images, and as we pray to images, we have to wrestle with them. And this is, you know, this sort of spectacular wrestling with the image. My favorite moment in all of these Old Testament stories is when Abraham says, will you sweep away the innocent for the guilty? I mean, suppose there were 50 innocent people. You know, far be it from you to do such a thing. There is a Yiddish word, chutzpah. Do you know the chutzpah it takes to look at God and say, come on, you're better than that. I mean, that's what he's doing. But there's an understanding of the spirituality under this that it's a story about wrestling with our image of God. How often do we come up with a catastrophe, whether it's obvious that it's through the sin of a person or two, like a shooting, whether it's a natural disaster. And we go, why? What is God doing? That's you and I wrestling with our image of God, not with the reality of God because you and I can't get there. But our image, our image is that, you know, if God is God, then life should run along perfectly. Now let me say it out loud, we know that's not right. But certainly it shouldn't get to a certain point. And usually we're saying that when we think we're there. It shouldn't get, they shouldn't be this far. You know, it's this wrestling with God. And the story is not about just about the haggling in the sense of what's the best deal I can get. The haggling in Middle Eastern culture is also about the sustaining of the relationship. You and I, our relationship with a salesperson usually is, I'd like a non-fat latte. Okay. They would find that, this is why we get a reputation in other countries as being rude. It's not that we don't speak the language. So we walk into a store and we don't say hello or good morning. We walk in and say, I'd like, and they're like, for now. That to them is unduly harsh. I really do, I've mentioned this before, but I really do now. I actually, I've mentioned this book. I want to do a book club on it, but there's a book called The Bonjour Effect. Which is, they aren't mad because we don't speak French. They're mad because we walk into their store and don't even say bonjour before we tell them what we want. They're like, no. This, so the haggling of Abraham and God is not, oh, if you just sneak at it, you can get a much better deal on a God. No, it's look at their relationship. Look at the companionship and the friendship and look at the reality of the interaction and that it's not sort of, you know, I go to God for a second in prayer in the morning and I say, here's what I want. Okay, check in tomorrow. We'll see how you're doing. That was real good, but did you miss number four and five on the list yesterday? You know, I mean, it's like, it's this perfunctory. I think, and it's probably getting worse in modern culture as socialization is replaced by networking. You know, networking is creating, you know, in its strictest sense, it's creating relationships that might be helpful to me as opposed to creating relationships. Networking is not a bad thing unless it is the sum total of how we relate to the world. So we, you know, hopefully we never create a relationship that is only about business, is only about what I can get out of it. You know, Abraham and God already have a relationship. That's why the story goes that way. All three of these little sections on prayer are about the constancy of it. He's really not saying with this, you know, if you just keep knocking at night, at midnight, you know, it is not Luke or Jesus saying, look, I've met you people, trust me, you could wear God down and he'll give you whatever you want. All right, you can't wear God down. That's not what prayer is. If I just, how many people I've heard say, I've prayed and I've prayed and I've prayed and they don't want to really end it with the reality statement which is, and God still won't follow my orders. I get done praying and I'm not in charge yet. How come? Because if I pray enough and God will do whatever I want, then think about that. All I have to pray in the name of Jesus, if you're smart, one or two, so get two gathered, pray in the name of Jesus and be consistent enough and God's on the book. So now, Penelope was in charge of the universe. You were God. Because if we really believe that as long as I pray right, God should be doing this stuff, we're in charge. You know, I always want to turn this last part inside out with the second last part where he says, which of you would hand your child a scorpion if they asked for an egg? Well, which of you would hand them a scorpion if they asked for a scorpion? Sometimes we ask for scorpions. You know, it can even be the most gracious prayer. It can just simply be someone who needs healing. And what we don't know is they're on their own journey. I can't ask God to change their journey because I'm not ready for it. Even because they're not ready for it. And they're on their journey. And so we kind of, when we have, if we pray enough, we will wear down our own heart. We'll wear down the walls. We'll wear down whatever it is in us that just can't trust God. We're not wearing down God. It's just, I've tried. A heat is relentless. We can't wear down God. We can wear down the, you know, what this, in 12-step groups they have a thing called, what they call stinking thinking. Meaning the things we tell ourselves that just keep us addicted, the ways we think in life that just have messed us up and they're paradigms of life that aren't helping us and we can't let go. And we fall back into them all the time. You know, all of us do that. We have ways of thinking that we fall back into. And Jesus says, yeah, you just keep a prayer and you will, you'll notice he doesn't say at the end of this, it's, Luke does this each time and he's very clever about it. Matthew doesn't go here but he says, I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitors the loaves because of their friendship, he will give them whatever he needs because of his persistence. He doesn't think he'll give the loaves for his persistence. Ask for the loaves, ask for the loaves and if you're persistent enough, God will give you what you need. Not the loaves. As a matter of fact, I've always kind of thought, what visitor do you have that eats three loaves of bread? It's not me, it is what Yeti came to town. I'm like, it's, but you know, give us this day our daily bread and he follows it with, so he wants three loaves of bread and if you're persistent, what you need. Not what, it doesn't say if you ask, God will give you whatever you asked for. If you're not, God will open the door. You've asked to be opened. He ends it, he says, so if you just ask God for all these good things, God will give you the Holy Spirit. Little, little Peyton switch there at the end. Not, I know God will give me the Holy Spirit. I wanted the winning lottery ticket. I'll worry about the Spirit after I get that ticket. You know, we get the Spirit, we get the relationship with God and it's why it kind of moves us to, I think it's a better practice for us to pursue in life, with our prayer life. I can't tell you that the number of people who over the years have said, you know, it's one of the most common confessions is, I miss my daily prayers. Now, do you know there is nothing in canon law or church teaching that says, this is the amount of prayer you should do daily and if you don't do this, you've sinned. What they're really saying is, I've developed a habit of prayer over the years and I've fallen off my own routine. And, you know, I suppose at some level they're thinking, it's kind of what I committed to God and I didn't keep my commitment. But you made up that commitment of prayer. And so there are people who will say, and I always ask, well, tell me what your daily prayer is. And often, well, I've fallen off my daily prayer. Well, what is your daily prayer? Well, I do 15 rosaries followed by three hours of meditation, followed with that. I missed my morning prayers. Yes, they ran into lunch. You know, and I'm like, if we create that sort of, I'm going to be a prayer warrior, it may not be sustainable. And it may not be as helpful. I think much more helpful is, I think the perfect prayer life would be five or ten minutes in the morning, maybe with a scripture, maybe with a quick reflection that gives you something to think about. And then ten times during the day, bringing it back to your mind for 30 seconds. You know, the old Buddhist monastic tradition was whatever reflection they were given in the morning and they had a five or ten minute meeting with it, then throughout the day in the monastery, the gong would ring every 20 minutes or so. And every time the gong rang, you were just called to stop whatever you were doing, you know, take a breath, remember what it is, and then go right on. That relationship with God, much like this sort of haggling that we see with Abraham, that kind of relationship with God versus the, I dig in and I say every prayer I can and, you know, like the person who says, you know, I just joined a gym and I'm going to go three hours a day. Call me in a week. And you can't walk. You know, and it falls apart. You know, you always have these, I used to have a friend, Kathleen in my last parish was a trainer, and she said, I always try and convince them for the first month that the only goal of the workout is that they still want to work out tomorrow. It's the only goal, so get used to it. Don't kill yourself. Say it with prayer. Can you just get back in touch? I think it would be an amazing thing in Lent is if they give us a little, forget all these complicated prayer apps, one that you could say, just buzz my wrist every 20 minutes so that whatever I was thinking about in the morning I can return to, just for a breath. You know, when children leave for college or to go out in the world, when they finally move, I shouldn't say finally, it sounds so... But when they leave the house in that sort of a final way, the lamenting of the parent is not that the relationship is over. They'll still come and they'll visit. Theoretically, they'll call on a regular basis. You know, the relationship can still be there, but it moves to a relationship where they come and they visit, or we talk and then they're gone again. What the parent misses is running into them in the hallway, seeing them in the kitchen. They're the constant part of your life. That's what we should think with prayer, is that sort of constant touching God, rather than I have my prayer time and then it's back to real life. What we do here, we just think about as often as we can and it doesn't have to be long moments. It is a relationship with God and relationships are... The best relationships we have in our life are built on constancy, not on the duration of each encounter, but on how long we don't allow ourselves to go in between encounters. It's not about can I lengthen my prayer, can I shorten the distance between thinking about God. And so God asks us today to become a people not of deeper prayer, there are times for that, but a people of more constant prayer. I... I was part of a photo thing. They wanted to take pictures of our hands, which is really about the only part of a picture taking. At Porter Hospital, the Helping Hands was their project and they had a picture of all these nurses' hands and then they have a picture of the doctors' hands and so they wanted the chaplains and the three of us, one was kind of an evangelical minister and one was a rabbi, Elliot Baskin, and myself. They said, so would you guys come down and how do you hold your hands in prayer? And I always hate because of course the evangelicals got there before me so I couldn't say the same thing. Oh well, this is kind of our prayer posture and then you know, and Elliot looks at me and goes, well, you know we don't really have a posture for prayer. He says, here in the hospital I am most likely to hold the hands of the person I'm praying with. And then they said, and you Father, what's your most common prayer posture? And I said, my hands are usually at ten and two on the wheel. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus was praying in a certain place,
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and when he had finished, one of his disciples said to him,
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Lord, teach us to pray, just as John taught his disciples.
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He said to them, When you pray, say,
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Father, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come.
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Give us each day our daily bread, and forgive our sins,
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as we ourselves forgive everyone in debt to us.
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And do not subject us to the final test.
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And he said to them, Suppose one of you
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has a friend to whom he goes at midnight and says,
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Friend, lend me three loaves of bread,
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for a friend of mine has arrived at my house from a journey,
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and I have nothing to offer him.
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And he says in reply from within,
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Do not bother me.
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The door has already been locked,
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and my children and I are already in bed.
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I cannot get up to give you anything.
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I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitor the loaves
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because of their friendship,
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he will get up to give him whatever he needs
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because of his persistence.
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And I tell you, ask and you will receive,
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seek and you will find,
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knock and the door will be opened to you.
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For everyone who asks receives,
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and the one who seeks finds,
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and to the one who knocks the door will be opened.
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What father among you would hand his son a snake
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if he asks for a fish,
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or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg?
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If you then who are wicked
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know how to give good gifts to your children,
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how much more will the Father in heaven
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give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him?
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Abraham, Abraham.
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This reading always sounds like one of those Irish jokes
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that go on for 17 minutes for just too little punchline.
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It goes on and on and I think,
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oh, you know, I know we think this is about,
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you know, the goodness of God
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and the forgiveness of the people.
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I think it's actually a parable
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about the amazing patience of God.
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I know this because I can see your faces
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halfway through this story.
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If I were God, he'd have got to about 40
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and I'd have said, cut to the bottom line.
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What's your bottom line, God?
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You know, this is a perfect example
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of how scripture has to travel across
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so many cultures in so many centuries
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before it lands here.
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And it hasn't landed yet.
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It's not for us.
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It's for everyone.
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It's for future generations.
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But this is Middle Eastern Hegelism.
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It's, I mean, it's their culture.
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To kind of, okay, what about this?
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Okay, what about this?
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I mean, I don't think we think,
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oof, real sad for those nine people
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that they couldn't find 10.
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You know, I mean, it could go on and on,
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but it depicts the vision
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of their relationship with God.
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As I've mentioned occasionally,
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one of the most fundamental differences
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between the spirituality,
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not the theology,
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but the spirituality of Judaism and Islam
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is right there in the words.
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Islam means that, you know,
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we define ourselves,
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Islam is submission.
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We define ourselves through submission to God.
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Israel means to argue with God,
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to wrestle with God.
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And they believed, I mean,
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the stories of wrestling with the angel,
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Jacob's ladder,
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all these stories because they aren't really,
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it's not an arrogance of coming up against God.
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It is their fundamental stance
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that when they speak of God,
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they are always speaking of their image of God.
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And we always have to wrestle with our image of God.
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You know, when we pray to God,
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we pray to our image of God.
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We can't get past that.
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The actuality of God is just beyond us.
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And so we have these images,
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and as we pray to images,
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we have to wrestle with them.
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And this is, you know,
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this sort of spectacular wrestling with the image.
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My favorite moment in all of these Old Testament stories
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is when Abraham says,
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will you sweep away the innocent for the guilty?
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I mean, suppose there were 50 innocent people.
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You know, far be it from you to do such a thing.
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There is a Yiddish word, chutzpah.
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Do you know the chutzpah it takes to look at God
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and say, come on, you're better than that.
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I mean, that's what he's doing.
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But there's an understanding of the spirituality under this
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that it's a story about wrestling with our image of God.
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How often do we come up with a catastrophe,
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whether it's obvious that it's through the sin
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of a person or two, like a shooting,
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whether it's a natural disaster.
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And we go, why?
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What is God doing?
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That's you and I wrestling with our image of God,
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not with the reality of God
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because you and I can't get there.
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But our image, our image is that, you know,
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if God is God, then life should run along perfectly.
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Now let me say it out loud, we know that's not right.
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But certainly it shouldn't get to a certain point.
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And usually we're saying that when we think we're there.
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It shouldn't get, they shouldn't be this far.
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You know, it's this wrestling with God.
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And the story is not about just about the haggling
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in the sense of what's the best deal I can get.
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The haggling in Middle Eastern culture
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is also about the sustaining of the relationship.
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You and I, our relationship with a salesperson
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usually is, I'd like a non-fat latte.
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Okay.
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They would find that,
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this is why we get a reputation in other countries
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as being rude.
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It's not that we don't speak the language.
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So we walk into a store
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and we don't say hello or good morning.
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We walk in and say, I'd like,
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and they're like, for now.
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That to them is unduly harsh.
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I really do, I've mentioned this before,
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but I really do now.
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I actually, I've mentioned this book.
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I want to do a book club on it,
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but there's a book called The Bonjour Effect.
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Which is, they aren't mad because we don't speak French.
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They're mad because we walk into their store
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and don't even say bonjour
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before we tell them what we want.
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They're like, no.
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This, so the haggling of Abraham and God
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is not, oh, if you just sneak at it,
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you can get a much better deal on a God.
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No, it's look at their relationship.
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Look at the companionship and the friendship
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and look at the reality of the interaction
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and that it's not sort of,
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you know, I go to God for a second in prayer in the morning
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and I say, here's what I want.
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Okay, check in tomorrow.
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We'll see how you're doing.
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That was real good,
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but did you miss number four and five on the list yesterday?
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You know, I mean, it's like, it's this perfunctory.
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I think, and it's probably getting worse in modern culture
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as socialization is replaced by networking.
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You know, networking is creating,
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you know, in its strictest sense,
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it's creating relationships that might be helpful to me
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as opposed to creating relationships.
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Networking is not a bad thing
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unless it is the sum total of how we relate to the world.
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So we, you know, hopefully we never create a relationship
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that is only about business,
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is only about what I can get out of it.
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You know, Abraham and God already have a relationship.
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That's why the story goes that way.
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All three of these little sections on prayer
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are about the constancy of it.
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He's really not saying with this, you know,
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if you just keep knocking at night, at midnight, you know,
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it is not Luke or Jesus saying,
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look, I've met you people, trust me,
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you could wear God down and he'll give you whatever you want.
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All right, you can't wear God down.
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That's not what prayer is.
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If I just, how many people I've heard say,
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I've prayed and I've prayed and I've prayed
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and they don't want to really end it
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with the reality statement which is,
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and God still won't follow my orders.
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I get done praying and I'm not in charge yet.
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How come?
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Because if I pray enough and God will do whatever I want,
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then think about that.
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All I have to pray in the name of Jesus,
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if you're smart, one or two, so get two gathered,
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pray in the name of Jesus and be consistent enough
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and God's on the book.
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So now, Penelope was in charge of the universe.
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You were God.
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Because if we really believe that as long as I pray right,
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God should be doing this stuff, we're in charge.
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You know, I always want to turn this last part inside out
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with the second last part where he says,
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which of you would hand your child a scorpion
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if they asked for an egg?
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Well, which of you would hand them a scorpion
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if they asked for a scorpion?
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Sometimes we ask for scorpions.
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You know, it can even be the most gracious prayer.
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It can just simply be someone who needs healing.
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And what we don't know is they're on their own journey.
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I can't ask God to change their journey
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because I'm not ready for it.
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Even because they're not ready for it.
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And they're on their journey.
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And so we kind of, when we have, if we pray enough,
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we will wear down our own heart.
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We'll wear down the walls.
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We'll wear down whatever it is in us
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that just can't trust God.
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We're not wearing down God.
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It's just, I've tried.
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A heat is relentless.
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We can't wear down God.
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We can wear down the, you know, what this,
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in 12-step groups they have a thing called,
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what they call stinking thinking.
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Meaning the things we tell ourselves
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that just keep us addicted,
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the ways we think in life that just have messed us up
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and they're paradigms of life that aren't helping us
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and we can't let go.
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And we fall back into them all the time.
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You know, all of us do that.
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We have ways of thinking that we fall back into.
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And Jesus says, yeah, you just keep a prayer
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and you will, you'll notice he doesn't say
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at the end of this, it's, Luke does this each time
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and he's very clever about it.
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Matthew doesn't go here but he says,
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I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitors
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the loaves because of their friendship,
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he will give them whatever he needs
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because of his persistence.
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He doesn't think he'll give the loaves for his persistence.
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Ask for the loaves, ask for the loaves
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and if you're persistent enough,
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God will give you what you need.
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Not the loaves.
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As a matter of fact, I've always kind of thought,
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what visitor do you have that eats three loaves of bread?
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It's not me, it is what Yeti came to town.
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I'm like, it's, but you know,
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give us this day our daily bread
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and he follows it with, so he wants three loaves of bread
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and if you're persistent, what you need.
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Not what, it doesn't say if you ask,
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God will give you whatever you asked for.
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If you're not, God will open the door.
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You've asked to be opened.
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He ends it, he says, so if you just ask God
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for all these good things,
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God will give you the Holy Spirit.
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Little, little Peyton switch there at the end.
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Not, I know God will give me the Holy Spirit.
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I wanted the winning lottery ticket.
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I'll worry about the Spirit after I get that ticket.
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You know, we get the Spirit,
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we get the relationship with God
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and it's why it kind of moves us to,
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I think it's a better practice for us to pursue in life,
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with our prayer life.
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I can't tell you that the number of people
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who over the years have said, you know,
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it's one of the most common confessions is,
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I miss my daily prayers.
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Now, do you know there is nothing in canon law
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or church teaching that says,
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this is the amount of prayer you should do daily
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and if you don't do this, you've sinned.
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What they're really saying is,
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I've developed a habit of prayer over the years
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and I've fallen off my own routine.
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And, you know, I suppose at some level they're thinking,
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it's kind of what I committed to God
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and I didn't keep my commitment.
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But you made up that commitment of prayer.
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And so there are people who will say,
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and I always ask, well, tell me what your daily prayer is.
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And often, well, I've fallen off my daily prayer.
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Well, what is your daily prayer?
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Well, I do 15 rosaries
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followed by three hours of meditation,
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followed with that.
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I missed my morning prayers.
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Yes, they ran into lunch.
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You know, and I'm like,
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if we create that sort of,
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I'm going to be a prayer warrior,
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it may not be sustainable.
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And it may not be as helpful.
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I think much more helpful is,
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I think the perfect prayer life
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would be five or ten minutes in the morning,
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maybe with a scripture,
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maybe with a quick reflection
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that gives you something to think about.
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And then ten times during the day,
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bringing it back to your mind for 30 seconds.
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You know, the old Buddhist monastic tradition
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was whatever reflection they were given in the morning
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and they had a five or ten minute meeting with it,
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then throughout the day in the monastery,
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the gong would ring every 20 minutes or so.
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And every time the gong rang,
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you were just called to stop whatever you were doing,
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you know,
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take a breath, remember what it is,
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and then go right on.
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That relationship with God,
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much like this sort of haggling
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that we see with Abraham,
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that kind of relationship with God
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versus the, I dig in
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and I say every prayer I can
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and, you know, like the person who says,
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you know, I just joined a gym
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and I'm going to go three hours a day.
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Call me in a week.
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And you can't walk.
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You know,
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and it falls apart.
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You know, you always have these,
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I used to have a friend,
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Kathleen in my last parish was a trainer,
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and she said,
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I always try and convince them for the first month
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that the only goal of the workout
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is that they still want to work out tomorrow.
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It's the only goal,
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so get used to it.
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Don't kill yourself.
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Say it with prayer.
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Can you just get back in touch?
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I think it would be an amazing thing in Lent
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is if they give us a little,
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forget all these complicated prayer apps,
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one that you could say,
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just buzz my wrist every 20 minutes
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so that whatever I was thinking about
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in the morning I can return to,
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just for a breath.
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You know, when children leave for college
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or to go out in the world,
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when they finally move,
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I shouldn't say finally,
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it sounds so...
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But when they leave the house
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in that sort of a final way,
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the lamenting of the parent
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is not that the relationship is over.
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They'll still come and they'll visit.
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Theoretically,
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they'll call on a regular basis.
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You know,
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the relationship can still be there,
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but it moves to a relationship
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where they come and they visit,
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or we talk
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and then they're gone again.
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What the parent misses
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is running into them
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in the hallway,
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seeing them in the kitchen.
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They're the constant part of your life.
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That's what we should think with prayer,
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is that sort of constant
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touching God,
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rather than
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I have my prayer time
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and then it's back to real life.
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What we do here,
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we just think about
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as often as we can
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and it doesn't have to be long moments.
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It is a relationship
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with God
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and relationships are...
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The best relationships we have in our life
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are built on constancy,
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not on the duration
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of each encounter,
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but on
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how long
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we don't allow ourselves
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to go in between encounters.
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It's not about
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can I lengthen my prayer,
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can I shorten the distance between
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thinking about God.
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And so God asks us today
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to become a people
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not of deeper prayer,
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there are times for that,
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but a people of more constant prayer.
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I...
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I was part of a photo
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thing.
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They wanted to take pictures of our hands,
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which is really about the only part
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of a picture taking.
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At Porter Hospital,
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the Helping Hands was their project
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and they had a picture of all these nurses' hands
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and then they have
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a picture of the doctors' hands
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and so they wanted the chaplains
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and the three of us,
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one was kind of an evangelical minister
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and one was a rabbi, Elliot Baskin,
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and myself.
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They said, so would you guys come down
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and how do you hold your hands in prayer?
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And I always hate
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because of course
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the evangelicals got there before me
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so I couldn't say the same thing.
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Oh well, this is kind of our prayer posture
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and
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then you know, and Elliot
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looks at me and goes, well, you know
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we don't really have a posture
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for prayer. He says, here in the hospital
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I am most likely to hold the hands of the person
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I'm praying with.
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And then they said, and you Father,
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what's your most common prayer posture?
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And I said, my hands
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are usually at ten and two on the wheel.
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I realized
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I realized that sounded like
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driving was dicey
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but what I really meant
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because I remembered Father David Dunman saying
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you know what, if you would just
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and it is a habit
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if you would just, every time you get in the car
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and every time you get out of the car
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a quick moment
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of thinking about God
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how many times a day would that be?
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Just connect it.
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You know.
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I could move that up a level
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and say, I'll do it every time I touch
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the refrigerator door.
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I could be a monk by Wednesday.
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I mean, you know
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what are the things we do normally
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that we could make touchstones
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with God?
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You know, the door of the house
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could be an important one
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I'm coming back home
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I'm leaving home, I do it mindfully
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God's part of that moment
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I think we're so
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into our formulaic prayers
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that we don't
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have
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this constant prayer
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it's just a moment of thanksgiving
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I'm leaving the house, I'm coming into
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the house, I'm about to get nourishment
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I'm about to travel
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somewhere
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constant touchstones with God
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He's not talking about
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wearing God down
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He's talking about
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being more in constant contact
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with God
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and God will wear down
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the rough edges of our soul
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and we will start
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to emanate and radiate
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to one another the Kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message offers a profound reflection Father Pat’s message offers a profound reflection on the nature of prayer, emphasizing that it is not about manipulating God or wearing Him down with persistence, but about cultivating a continuous, evolving relationship with the divine. Rooted in the Gospel of Luke, Father Pat uses the imagery of Abraham’s bold negotiation with God and Jesus’ teachings on prayer to illustrate how true spirituality involves wrestling with our image of God, not just submitting passively. He stresses that prayer is not about receiving exactly what we ask for, but about being transformed by the constancy of communication with God, who ultimately gives us not what we think we want, but what we truly need — the Holy Spirit. In a world where relationships are often transactional, Father Pat challenges us to move beyond formulaic prayer and enter into a rhythm of daily, mindful moments with God, building a relationship marked by trust, honesty, and presence.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel text from Luke, where Jesus teaches His disciples how to pray and then tells a parable about persistence in prayer. He highlights that the core message is not about transactional prayer — where if we just pray hard enough or long enough, God will give us what we want — but about the constancy of prayer as a means of relationship. Father Pat connects this to the story of Abraham bargaining with God over the fate of Sodom, pointing out that this extended dialogue is not about haggling for a better deal but about demonstrating the depth of Abraham's relationship with God. Abraham's boldness — his "chutzpah" — in challenging God is a model for what it means to have an honest, engaged, and even confrontational relationship with the divine. This is not a lack of faith, but a deep spiritual engagement that reflects the Jewish tradition of wrestling with God — as embodied in the very name "Israel."
Father Pat then contrasts this with other religious approaches, like Islam, whose name means "submission." While not diminishing the value of submission, he underscores that the Judeo-Christian tradition invites us to wrestle with our image of God, because we can never directly access God's full reality. Our prayers, therefore, are always directed toward our evolving image of God, which must be constantly reexamined and reshaped, especially in the face of suffering or tragedy. When disasters or personal crises strike, and we ask, “Why?” we are not questioning God’s existence, but wrestling with our own incomplete and often inadequate understanding of God’s nature.
He moves on to discuss the cultural context of the parables, explaining that in Middle Eastern culture, haggling is not just about bargaining but about sustaining relationships. The back-and-forth is part of the intimacy, the familiarity, and the shared life. This is a powerful metaphor for prayer — not a negotiation but a dialogue that maintains and deepens our relationship with God. Father Pat warns against turning prayer into a to-do list or a magic formula to get God to act according to our desires. He jokes about the idea that if we just pray the right way, with the right people, using the right words, then God will be forced to comply — making us, rather than God, the ones in control.
The heart of the message is that persistent prayer changes us — not God. We do not wear God down with our prayers; rather, God wears down the hardness of our hearts, our resistance, our fears, and our illusions. Through persistent and honest prayer, we are shaped, softened, and made more open to receiving not always what we ask for, but what we truly need: the Holy Spirit. Father Pat cleverly points out how the Gospel passage ends with a kind of bait-and-switch — Jesus tells us to ask, seek, and knock, and then concludes not by promising us what we requested, but by promising the Holy Spirit. This is the ultimate gift, the one that brings us into deeper communion with God and enables us to live with purpose and peace.
He offers a critique of how modern society approaches prayer, particularly the tendency to turn it into a performance or a checklist. Many people, he observes, feel guilty for not meeting their own self-imposed standards of prayer — such as praying for hours or completing numerous devotions daily — and he gently reminds them that there is no canonical requirement for a specific quantity of daily prayer. Instead, he encourages a more sustainable, integrated approach: brief moments of reflection, gratitude, or connection with God throughout the day. He compares this to monastic traditions where monks are periodically reminded throughout the day to return to their morning reflection. This rhythm of constant return — not the duration of each prayer — is what builds a deep and lasting relationship with God.
Father Pat uses vivid personal anecdotes to reinforce his point. He talks about a hospital photography project where clergy were asked about their prayer posture. While others had traditional gestures, he confessed that his most common posture was with his hands at "ten and two" on the steering wheel — praying while driving. It’s a humorous but powerful example of integrating prayer into the ordinary moments of daily life. He encourages the congregation to think about the natural touchpoints of their day — opening the refrigerator, walking through a door, getting into the car — and to use these as reminders to connect briefly with God. Just a breath, a thought, a moment of awareness can keep the relationship alive.
He concludes by drawing a poignant parallel between this kind of prayer and the way parents miss their children not just after they move out, but in the loss of daily, ordinary interactions — seeing them in the hallway, hearing them in the kitchen. In the same way, God desires not just our formal visits in prayer, but to be woven into the fabric of our daily lives. It is not the length of our prayers that matters most, but the constancy of our turning toward God. And in that constancy, God slowly transforms us, making us more receptive, more compassionate, and more reflective of the Kingdom of God in the world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1143.1500244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. Someone in the crowd said to Jesus, \"'Teacher, tell my brother to share the inheritance with me.' He replied to him, \"'Friend, who has appointed me as your judge and arbitrator?' Then he said to the crowd, \"'Take care to guard against all greed, \"'for though one may be rich, \"'one's life does not consist of possessions.' Then he told them a parable. There was a rich man whose land produced a bountiful harvest. He asked himself, \"'What shall I do, \"'for I do not have space to store my harvest?' And he said, \"'This is what I shall do. \"'I shall tear down my barns and build larger ones. \"'There I shall store all my grain and other goods, \"'and shall say to myself, \"'Now as for you, \"'you have so many goods stored up for many years. \"'Rest, eat, drink, and be merry.' But God said to him, \"'You fool, this night your life will be demanded of you, \"'and the things that you have prepared, \"'to whom will they belong? \"'Thus will it be for all who store up treasure \"'for themselves, \"'but are not rich in what matters to God.'\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. There is a, one of my favorite phrases in the world about kind of hypocrisy and things about being, being foisted on your own batard, they used to say. I experienced that very strongly at the beginning of mass yesterday. I got up to do the opening prayer, and I, my glasses were behind me, my reading glasses, and I thought, I don't need my reading glasses. And I, I got to that prayer, and the word unceasingly just wouldn't come into focus, and it wasn't, I was never gonna come up with that. And I stared from, and finally I just turned around, and I grabbed my glasses, and I put them on, and everyone started snickering, mean spirits. And so I just had to admit my defeat, that I need my reading glasses. And so I did the prayer, and as I sat down, I thought, oh, not only did I just do that, but in just 15 short seconds, I'm gonna have to listen to the lector and open the liturgy. Vanity of vanity. I half expected her to bow. You know, I, I just, it was, you know, some, and they say, oh, sometimes scripture speaks to this moment in time. I mean this exact moment in time. You know, the word vanity has such an interesting sort of history, because it starts out from the word vain, then it becomes vanity, and then the word vain changes to match vanity, and we have two meanings for the word vain. Originally, this vanity of vanities, back in that time, the vanity vainness was not, I'm very vain. Vainness really almost exclusively referred to chasing things in vain. Just, you know, when we do, when we're chasing all the wrong things pointlessly, vanity was just chasing the wrong things. And because the kind of things people chased were things like wealth, and power, and prestige, and anything that could lead to that, whether it's, you know, being good looking, or being talented, or being smart, whatever it is that would lead to sort of personal attention, vanity started to become someone who thinks a little too highly of themselves. And so now when we say, oh, someone's being vain, we usually mean they're being conceited, but the original was, man, they're chasing all the wrong things, and those two ideas are very connected, but we don't always see that connection. In the gospel, it becomes clear that that's why the church has put these two together. You know, to be vain, what is it we chase in life? What is it we think's important? You know, in the last two weeks, I, you know, I love that idea, and I've said it a couple times about, no one takes a U-Haul to the cemetery. And I was actually corrected this week. So I said, Father, you can absolutely do that. You need to let them know you can take a U-Haul to the cemetery. You just can't take it any further. That's where it stayed. You know, that somehow, you know, we should be spending our life, you know, what is this treasure God talks about? And in a very real sense, you are that treasure. It is building who we are with one another. It is building who we are with one another. The three things I always tell you, the only three things we take with us beyond the grave, our relationship with ourself, our relationship with God, our relationship with others. And so, you know, is it wrong for someone to have amassed riches to themselves? It depends on whether it gets in the way of building relationships with others. If that is the point of their life, and everything else takes a backseat, that's an issue. You know, we live in an era, and I do apologize for saying this maybe too often, but we do live in an era where building relationships has been replaced with networking. Networking is when I use all of you to gain this wealth stuff. Relationships is when I use every wealth I have to get to the relationships. It's just knowing which are the means and which are the ends. What is our goal in life? That relationship with God, that relationship with others, and relationship with ourself, which, you know, when I was young and started into studying psychology, I always thought, oh, what a bunch of, what a bunch of nonsensical claptrap. I have to have a better relationship with myself, with myself. I had a, I was suffering from some very interesting, but you know, that having a relationship with yourself, I was like, what are they talking about? You know, we don't want you to divorce yourself at the end of the week, but it really is about knowing yourself, because until you can figure out who you are, it is very difficult to build good relationships with other people. It is very difficult to come before God in prayer when you're not really willing to talk about the real issues in your life. You know, they used to say that, you know, God is the eternal healer, you know, the great therapist. Well, you know, if you really don't want to work on your issues, no one wants a great therapist. Some of my family members have accused one another, and they've not been totally wrong that some of them will go, you know, they will shop for a therapist that tells them they're doing everything right and the world's wrong. You know, you can find that therapist if you shop hard enough. You know, if we're not ready to face who we are, we'll find a bad therapist. You know, if we're ready to face who we are, we'll find someone who challenges us, even in relationships. I always think, really, every healthy relationship I've ever seen in a marriage, anything else, they challenge one another. And you know, some of you are like, more than we wish, but it's part of a good relationship, is not that we think alike all the time, you know, that's called buying a mirror. We challenge each other. And so we, you know, Jesus is saying, I want you to store up treasure. I just want you to store up the right treasure. I want you to store, you know, the relationships, how to be with one another, how to treat one another, how to take care of one another. Because I always think, what do people think heaven's gonna be? There's a old sort of, I don't know even what to call it, someone's vision of heaven, one of the sort of a, not really a joke, but the idea that, you know, when they got to heaven, you know, they didn't know whether they were in heaven or hell, because they were seated at a banquet with every wonderful food in the world and all the right people. And, you know, they had just the right amount of hunger and they start to go towards the food and they realize they can't bend their arms. So there's all that food, but they can't get to it. And they're trying to figure out whether they're in heaven or hell. And, you know, there's several tables and several of the tables, it turns out, are in hell because they can't figure out what to do. And several of the tables, they start feeding one another. And they're in heaven. You know, I think we want heaven to be a place where I'll walk in and no matter how miserable I am, they'll make me happy. Okay? That's not heaven. That's not even a good therapist. We have to become the people who really want to be that for Mother Duff, who really want that type of a relationship. And we have to use, if you have certain things, it's not, oh, get rid of everything you have, but use it. And it can be an asset. It can be something financial. It can be wealth. It can be intelligence. It can be power. It can be talent. It can be anything. How do we use it? You know, when there's been this huge political, people even hate the word, which I think is interesting because they love the religious word, but they hate the word privilege. Don't tell me I have privilege. The same people will tell you, I've been so blessed. What's the difference? Well, okay, I get it. Privilege tends to right now carry a lot of ugly baggage with it. But the people who really do work with that word will say, of course you're privileged. Who cares? What do you do with it? Don't be embarrassed if you're blessed. Don't be embarrassed if you're privileged. Don't be embarrassed if you have more. Don't be embarrassed if you have less. What do you do with it? That's the only question Jesus is asking. You know what I mean? Say, you know, this guy is like, so what did you do with all of your wealth? I put them in a building. And then when I overcrowded that building, I got another building. You know, I mean, I'm in that wonderful moment right now where I'm in the brand new factory. And I'm wondering, can I really live this life? I really love this life. I have, and now don't panic, in my house, empty drawers. Oh. You know what I could put in that drawer? Nothing, buy nothing. You don't need anything in that drawer. But it's such a, empty drawers. And you know, when most of us, if we've got empty drawers, we got to get out the Amazon cart. I got an empty drawer. I got room for something, you know. If a guest came tomorrow, they could have a drawer. We can use what we have to bring people in, or, you know, we sort of pack our lives so that no one can get close. And Jesus is like, it's vain because we're working, we're trying to work on ourselves, but we're doing it in all the wrong ways. You know, vanity tends to be when we see one thing over everything else. It's not about, I'm vain because I think I'm better than everyone. When you're vain, it's because there's parts of you that you don't think are as good as everyone else, so you're going to use the parts you think are better if you're just trying to get an even playing field, and you don't even realize you're doing it. If you felt insecure about nothing, you would have no need to feel better about anything. The heaven is where we all realize we're good, and no one needs to be better than anyone else. Being better, and not better than you were yesterday, that's a great thing, you know, and it'll happen. You can be better every day until you're about 60. Passed up, it's just tragic. But, you know, being better, improving, that's one thing, but trying to be better than other people, no, it's great if it's a lacrosse game, but meaning you can't as a Christian, if I'm trying to be a better Christian than other people, I've already lost by that. Just be a good Christian, period. Just be a good person. I have often absolutely hated, and it's not theology in our church, but it's a tendency, sort of a folkloric tendency that's happened over the years, and I know my, I would hear my mother say it once in a while, and I had an aunt who loved to say it, and that was, whenever someone did something good, oh, they'll get a crap, they'll get a jewel and their crown in heaven for that. I thought, heaven's already becoming a competition. I have more jewels than you do, I'm better. We're already trying to be better than one another. You know, rather than be good. I know what's good in this situation, because if we're only trying to be better, then everyone else is setting the bar for us. Rather than, I'm what I'm called to be. If I can know myself, if I can know the scripture, if I can know what God calls me to, I can become good, and that is not a vain pursuit. I need to be better, and I need you to all see how good I am, and I'm better than you. That's vanity. Because if I'm trying to be a better Christian than you, I'm already worse. If I'm trying to be good with all of you, and we're good. I am. I used to always joke that, you know, when people in the church, if you are feeling like you've disappointed God, if you're feeling that you're lost, that is normal. And then my, I have yet told you this, but a friend of mine started reusing that, like he was a comedian. He'd say, when you guys make these mistakes, that is normal. When you make mistakes, that is normal. When I make mistakes, that is special. You know? You know? I mean, it's like, no. We're called to celebrate. You know, people talk about the difference that we're celebrating diversity. We should love one another's gifts that we don't have. But what we really are celebrating at a deeper level is the unity. Because if you have a gift that's different than I have, we can see how they're different and celebrate that. But we also celebrate that we both have gifts. We also celebrate that we both have something to give to the world. We also celebrate that we both have bad days and good days. We also celebrate the unity and look at the diversity. But it's the oneness. There was a, eight, nine years ago, hit the internet. It was all over the place, because the guy kind of got some bad grief, but then eventually everyone loved it. He gave a graduation talk. They were out on the, it was happening out on their football field. It was a nice day. And he gets up and he says, I am here to tell you, none of you are special. You can see the parrots. He said, now, now, let me explain. All of you are special. But if all of us are special, then none of us are special. Someone gave me a wonderful little coaster. I usually don't have those sorts of knickknacks around the house, but someone gave me a little coaster. I have a speech impediment, I'm special. And it said, you are unique in the universe, just like everyone else. I was like, brilliant. Our uniqueness is something we have in common. The two are not, do we celebrate diversity or, they are the same thing. Because we all have it. And so God says, don't chase what makes you different. Explore it, dig into it, that's God's gift. But also chase what keeps you in common. Be as good as God calls you to be. You cannot compete when you're climbing the mountain of God. The mountain of the Lord cannot be climbed over the backs of one another to see who gets there first. It is only when we acknowledge and drag everyone up with us that we are winning the race. And so we ask God today to make us, I used to say that, perfect, perfect is the enemy of the good. You try and be perfect, you'll give up on everything. No, better is also the enemy of good. Not better than you were yesterday, but that desire to be better than others. To be better than others is to say, I'm removing myself. You're really, in theological terms, better than all of you is a step towards excommunication. To take myself out of the communion with others. I want to be one with you, just from above. To truly be one with one another. The incarnation above all is the movement of God in solidarity with humanity. He may have come from above to the whole point. You know, when you're a baby in the crib and Mary is changing your diaper, you're not above. That's what God's willing to do. God's willing to be one of us. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Someone in the crowd said to Jesus,
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"'Teacher, tell my brother to share the inheritance with me.'
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He replied to him,
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"'Friend, who has appointed me as your judge and arbitrator?'
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Then he said to the crowd,
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"'Take care to guard against all greed,
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"'for though one may be rich,
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"'one's life does not consist of possessions.'
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Then he told them a parable.
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There was a rich man whose land produced a bountiful harvest.
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He asked himself,
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"'What shall I do,
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"'for I do not have space to store my harvest?'
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And he said,
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"'This is what I shall do.
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"'I shall tear down my barns and build larger ones.
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"'There I shall store all my grain and other goods,
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"'and shall say to myself,
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"'Now as for you,
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"'you have so many goods stored up for many years.
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"'Rest, eat, drink, and be merry.'
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But God said to him,
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"'You fool, this night your life will be demanded of you,
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"'and the things that you have prepared,
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"'to whom will they belong?
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"'Thus will it be for all who store up treasure
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"'for themselves,
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"'but are not rich in what matters to God.'"
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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There is a,
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one of my favorite phrases in the world
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about kind of hypocrisy and things about being,
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being foisted on your own batard, they used to say.
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I experienced that very strongly
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at the beginning of mass yesterday.
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I got up to do the opening prayer,
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and I,
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my glasses were behind me, my reading glasses,
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and I thought,
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I don't need my reading glasses.
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And I, I got to that prayer,
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and the word unceasingly just wouldn't come into focus,
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and it wasn't, I was never gonna come up with that.
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And I stared from, and finally I just turned around,
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and I grabbed my glasses,
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and I put them on,
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and everyone started snickering,
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mean spirits.
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And so I just had to admit my defeat,
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that I need my reading glasses.
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And so I did the prayer,
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and as I sat down, I thought,
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oh, not only did I just do that,
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but in just 15 short seconds,
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I'm gonna have to listen to the lector
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and open the liturgy.
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Vanity of vanity.
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I half expected her to bow.
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You know, I, I just, it was,
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you know, some, and they say,
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oh, sometimes scripture speaks to this moment in time.
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I mean this exact moment in time.
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You know, the word vanity
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has such an interesting sort of history,
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because it starts out from the word vain,
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then it becomes vanity,
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and then the word vain changes to match vanity,
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and we have two meanings for the word vain.
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Originally, this vanity of vanities,
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back in that time,
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the vanity vainness was not, I'm very vain.
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Vainness really almost exclusively referred
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to chasing things in vain.
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Just, you know, when we do,
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when we're chasing all the wrong things pointlessly,
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vanity was just chasing the wrong things.
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And because the kind of things people chased
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were things like wealth, and power, and prestige,
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and anything that could lead to that,
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whether it's, you know, being good looking,
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or being talented, or being smart,
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whatever it is that would lead
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to sort of personal attention,
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vanity started to become
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someone who thinks a little too highly of themselves.
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And so now when we say, oh, someone's being vain,
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we usually mean they're being conceited,
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but the original was,
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man, they're chasing all the wrong things,
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and those two ideas are very connected,
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but we don't always see that connection.
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In the gospel, it becomes clear
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that that's why the church has put these two together.
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You know, to be vain, what is it we chase in life?
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What is it we think's important?
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You know, in the last two weeks,
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I, you know, I love that idea,
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and I've said it a couple times about,
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no one takes a U-Haul to the cemetery.
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And I was actually corrected this week.
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So I said, Father, you can absolutely do that.
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You need to let them know
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you can take a U-Haul to the cemetery.
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You just can't take it any further.
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That's where it stayed.
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You know, that somehow, you know,
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we should be spending our life,
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you know, what is this treasure God talks about?
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And in a very real sense, you are that treasure.
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It is building who we are with one another.
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It is building who we are with one another.
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The three things I always tell you,
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the only three things we take with us beyond the grave,
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our relationship with ourself, our relationship with God,
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our relationship with others.
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And so, you know, is it wrong
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for someone to have amassed riches to themselves?
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It depends on whether it gets in the way
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of building relationships with others.
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If that is the point of their life,
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and everything else takes a backseat,
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that's an issue.
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You know, we live in an era,
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and I do apologize for saying this maybe too often,
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but we do live in an era
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where building relationships
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has been replaced with networking.
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Networking is when I use all of you
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to gain this wealth stuff.
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Relationships is when I use every wealth I have
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to get to the relationships.
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It's just knowing which are the means
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and which are the ends.
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What is our goal in life?
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That relationship with God,
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that relationship with others,
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and relationship with ourself,
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which, you know, when I was young
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and started into studying psychology,
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I always thought, oh, what a bunch of,
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what a bunch of nonsensical claptrap.
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I have to have a better relationship with myself,
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with myself.
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I had a,
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I was suffering from some very interesting,
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but you know, that having a relationship with yourself,
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I was like, what are they talking about?
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You know, we don't want you to divorce yourself
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at the end of the week,
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but it really is about knowing yourself,
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because until you can figure out who you are,
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it is very difficult to build good relationships
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with other people.
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It is very difficult to come before God in prayer
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when you're not really willing to talk
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about the real issues in your life.
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You know, they used to say that, you know,
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God is the eternal healer, you know, the great therapist.
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Well, you know, if you really don't want to work
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on your issues, no one wants a great therapist.
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Some of my family members have accused one another,
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and they've not been totally wrong
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that some of them will go, you know,
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they will shop for a therapist that tells them
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they're doing everything right and the world's wrong.
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You know, you can find that therapist if you shop hard enough.
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You know, if we're not ready to face who we are,
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we'll find a bad therapist.
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You know, if we're ready to face who we are,
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we'll find someone who challenges us,
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even in relationships.
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I always think, really, every healthy relationship
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I've ever seen in a marriage, anything else,
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they challenge one another.
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And you know, some of you are like, more than we wish,
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but it's part of a good relationship,
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is not that we think alike all the time, you know,
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that's called buying a mirror.
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We challenge each other.
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And so we, you know, Jesus is saying,
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I want you to store up treasure.
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I just want you to store up the right treasure.
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I want you to store, you know, the relationships,
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how to be with one another, how to treat one another,
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how to take care of one another.
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Because I always think, what do people think
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heaven's gonna be?
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There's a old sort of, I don't know even what to call it,
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someone's vision of heaven,
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one of the sort of a, not really a joke,
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but the idea that, you know, when they got to heaven,
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you know, they didn't know whether they were in heaven
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or hell, because they were seated at a banquet
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with every wonderful food in the world
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and all the right people.
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And, you know, they had just the right amount of hunger
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and they start to go towards the food
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and they realize they can't bend their arms.
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So there's all that food, but they can't get to it.
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And they're trying to figure out
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whether they're in heaven or hell.
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And, you know, there's several tables
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and several of the tables, it turns out, are in hell
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because they can't figure out what to do.
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And several of the tables, they start feeding one another.
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And they're in heaven.
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You know, I think we want heaven to be a place
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where I'll walk in and no matter how miserable I am,
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they'll make me happy.
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Okay?
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That's not heaven.
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That's not even a good therapist.
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We have to become the people
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who really want to be that for Mother Duff,
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who really want that type of a relationship.
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And we have to use, if you have certain things,
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it's not, oh, get rid of everything you have, but use it.
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And it can be an asset.
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It can be something financial.
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It can be wealth.
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It can be intelligence.
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It can be power.
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It can be talent.
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It can be anything.
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How do we use it?
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You know, when there's been this huge political,
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people even hate the word,
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which I think is interesting
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because they love the religious word,
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but they hate the word privilege.
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Don't tell me I have privilege.
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The same people will tell you, I've been so blessed.
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What's the difference?
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Well, okay, I get it.
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Privilege tends to right now carry
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a lot of ugly baggage with it.
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But the people who really do work with that word will say,
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of course you're privileged.
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Who cares?
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What do you do with it?
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Don't be embarrassed if you're blessed.
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Don't be embarrassed if you're privileged.
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Don't be embarrassed if you have more.
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Don't be embarrassed if you have less.
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What do you do with it?
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That's the only question Jesus is asking.
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You know what I mean?
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Say, you know, this guy is like,
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so what did you do with all of your wealth?
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I put them in a building.
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And then when I overcrowded that building,
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I got another building.
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You know, I mean, I'm in that wonderful moment right now
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where I'm in the brand new factory.
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And I'm wondering, can I really live this life?
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I really love this life.
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I have, and now don't panic, in my house, empty drawers.
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Oh.
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You know what I could put in that drawer?
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Nothing, buy nothing.
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You don't need anything in that drawer.
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But it's such a, empty drawers.
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And you know, when most of us, if we've got empty drawers,
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we got to get out the Amazon cart.
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I got an empty drawer.
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I got room for something, you know.
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If a guest came tomorrow, they could have a drawer.
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We can use what we have to bring people in,
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or, you know, we sort of pack our lives
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so that no one can get close.
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And Jesus is like, it's vain because we're working,
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we're trying to work on ourselves,
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but we're doing it in all the wrong ways.
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You know, vanity tends to be when we see one thing
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over everything else.
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It's not about, I'm vain
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because I think I'm better than everyone.
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When you're vain, it's because there's parts of you
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that you don't think are as good as everyone else,
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so you're going to use the parts you think are better
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if you're just trying to get an even playing field,
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and you don't even realize you're doing it.
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If you felt insecure about nothing,
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you would have no need to feel better about anything.
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The heaven is where we all realize we're good,
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and no one needs to be better than anyone else.
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Being better, and not better than you were yesterday,
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that's a great thing, you know, and it'll happen.
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You can be better every day until you're about 60.
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Passed up, it's just tragic.
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But, you know, being better, improving, that's one thing,
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but trying to be better than other people,
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no, it's great if it's a lacrosse game,
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but meaning you can't as a Christian,
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if I'm trying to be a better Christian than other people,
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I've already lost by that.
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Just be a good Christian, period.
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Just be a good person.
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I have often absolutely hated,
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and it's not theology in our church,
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but it's a tendency, sort of a folkloric tendency
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that's happened over the years,
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and I know my, I would hear my mother say it
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once in a while, and I had an aunt who loved to say it,
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and that was, whenever someone did something good,
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oh, they'll get a crap, they'll get a jewel
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and their crown in heaven for that.
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I thought, heaven's already becoming a competition.
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I have more jewels than you do, I'm better.
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We're already trying to be better than one another.
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You know, rather than be good.
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I know what's good in this situation,
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because if we're only trying to be better,
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then everyone else is setting the bar for us.
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Rather than, I'm what I'm called to be.
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If I can know myself, if I can know the scripture,
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if I can know what God calls me to,
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I can become good, and that is not a vain pursuit.
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I need to be better, and I need you to all see
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how good I am, and I'm better than you.
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That's vanity.
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Because if I'm trying to be a better Christian than you,
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I'm already worse.
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If I'm trying to be good with all of you, and we're good.
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I am.
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I used to always joke that, you know,
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when people in the church,
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if you are feeling like you've disappointed God,
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if you're feeling that you're lost, that is normal.
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And then my, I have yet told you this,
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but a friend of mine started reusing that,
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like he was a comedian.
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He'd say, when you guys make these mistakes,
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that is normal.
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When you make mistakes, that is normal.
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When I make mistakes, that is special.
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You know?
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You know?
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I mean, it's like, no.
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We're called to celebrate.
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You know, people talk about the difference
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that we're celebrating diversity.
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We should love one another's gifts that we don't have.
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But what we really are celebrating
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at a deeper level is the unity.
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Because if you have a gift that's different than I have,
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we can see how they're different and celebrate that.
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But we also celebrate that we both have gifts.
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We also celebrate that we both have something
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to give to the world.
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We also celebrate that we both have bad days and good days.
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We also celebrate the unity and look at the diversity.
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But it's the oneness.
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There was a, eight, nine years ago, hit the internet.
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It was all over the place,
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because the guy kind of got some bad grief,
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but then eventually everyone loved it.
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He gave a graduation talk.
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They were out on the, it was happening
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out on their football field.
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It was a nice day.
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And he gets up and he says,
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I am here to tell you, none of you are special.
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You can see the parrots.
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He said, now, now, let me explain.
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All of you are special.
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But if all of us are special, then none of us are special.
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Someone gave me a wonderful little coaster.
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I usually don't have those sorts of knickknacks
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around the house, but someone gave me
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a little coaster.
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I have a speech impediment, I'm special.
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And it said, you are unique in the universe,
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just like everyone else.
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I was like, brilliant.
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Our uniqueness is something we have in common.
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The two are not, do we celebrate diversity or,
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they are the same thing.
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Because we all have it.
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And so God says, don't chase what makes you different.
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Explore it, dig into it, that's God's gift.
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But also chase what keeps you in common.
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Be as good as God calls you to be.
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You cannot compete when you're climbing the mountain of God.
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The mountain of the Lord cannot be climbed
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over the backs of one another to see who gets there first.
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It is only when we acknowledge and drag everyone up with us
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that we are winning the race.
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And so we ask God today to make us,
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I used to say that, perfect,
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perfect is the enemy of the good.
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You try and be perfect, you'll give up on everything.
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No, better is also the enemy of good.
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Not better than you were yesterday,
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but that desire to be better than others.
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To be better than others is to say,
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I'm removing myself.
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You're really, in theological terms,
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better than all of you is a step towards excommunication.
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To take myself out of the communion with others.
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I want to be one with you, just from above.
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To truly be one with one another.
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The incarnation above all is the movement of God
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in solidarity with humanity.
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He may have come from above to the whole point.
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You know, when you're a baby in the crib
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and Mary is changing your diaper, you're not above.
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That's what God's willing to do.
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God's willing to be one of us.
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Why would we want to be better than one another?
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Father Pat's message centers on the profound s Father Pat's message centers on the profound spiritual truth that our lives do not consist in the abundance of our possessions, but in the richness of our relationships—with God, with others, and with ourselves. Drawing from the Gospel of Luke and the parable of the rich fool, he emphasizes the futility of storing up treasures that do not endure beyond death and warns against the subtle dangers of vanity and greed. True spiritual wealth lies not in accumulation but in communion, not in being better than others, but in being good with others. Father Pat calls us to recognize our blessings not as marks of superiority, but as responsibilities for service, compassion, and unity. Heaven, he suggests, is not a solitary reward for the exceptional but a shared reality built through mutual love, humility, and self-giving.
Father Pat begins by setting the tone with a humorous anecdote about his own vanity—refusing to wear his reading glasses—only to be humbled during Mass. This anecdote introduces his deeper theological reflection on vanity, which he traces back to its original biblical meaning: the futile pursuit of empty goals, especially wealth and status. Vanity, in its root sense, is not about appearances alone, but about chasing after things that ultimately do not matter. This connects directly to the Gospel reading, where Jesus refuses to settle a family dispute over inheritance and instead warns his listeners about the dangers of greed and misplaced priorities. The rich man in the parable builds bigger barns to hoard his surplus, believing that his accumulated goods guarantee a secure and joyful life. Yet God calls him a fool, for his life ends that very night, and his wealth means nothing in the face of eternity.
Father Pat uses this parable to challenge the modern obsession with material success and security. He notes how in our culture, relationships have been replaced by networking—using others as means rather than valuing them as ends. He contrasts this with the Christian understanding of relationships, where all our gifts—whether wealth, talent, intelligence, or influence—are meant to serve others. He cautions against spiritual competition, the idea that we can be better Christians than others, which he views as a form of vanity and self-exclusion from true communion. The real spiritual goal is not to be “better” than others, but to be “good”—to be who God calls us to be in solidarity with others.
He also reflects on the importance of self-awareness and the relationship we have with ourselves. Without knowing ourselves, we cannot be honest in our relationship with God or authentic in our relationships with others. He draws from his studies in psychology to highlight that avoiding our inner issues leads to shallow relationships and even the misuse of religion or spirituality to justify our faults. Real spiritual growth involves facing our insecurities and being open to correction and growth—in relationships, in therapy, and in faith.
Father Pat speaks against both pride and false humility. He critiques the notion of “earning crowns in heaven” as a competitive spiritual mindset, turning holiness into a merit-based system rather than a communal journey. In his view, heaven is not a reward for the best, but the fulfillment of harmony among those who have learned to love. Drawing on an allegory of people at a banquet unable to feed themselves due to stiff arms, he shows how heaven is made real when we learn to feed one another—when we live for others, not just ourselves.
He also tackles modern discomfort with terms like “privilege,” noting that many who reject this term readily admit they are “blessed.” The two are not so different, and what matters is not whether we have more or less, but what we do with what we have. He urges us not to apologize for our blessings, nor to use them to elevate ourselves above others, but to use them to build up the community. This is the heart of the Gospel: stewardship, not superiority.
In closing, Father Pat offers a vision of Christian life as a shared ascent toward God, where no one climbs over others to reach the summit. The mountain of the Lord is not scaled through competition but through communion; we rise together or not at all. He warns against the spiritual isolation that comes from trying to be “better than,” which ultimately removes us from the unity of the body of Christ. Instead, we are called to be as good as God calls us to be—not in comparison to others, but in harmony with them. The Incarnation itself is God’s radical solidarity with humanity, and our salvation lies not in rising above others, but in walking alongside them....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1024.030029296875, "text": "Jesus said to his disciples, gird your loins and light your lamps and be like servants who await their master's return from a wedding, ready to open immediately when he comes and knocks. Lest are those servants whom the master finds vigilant on his arrival. Amen, I say to you, he will gird himself, have them recline at table and proceed to wait on them. And should he come in the second or third watch and find them prepared in this way, lest are those servants. Peter said, Lord, is this parable meant for us or for everyone? And the Lord replied, who is the faithful and prudent steward whom the master will put in charge of his servants to distribute the food allowance at the proper time? Lest is the servant whom his master on arrival finds doing so. The gospel of the Lord. Blessed be Jesus Christ. The longer form of today's gospel, we have a choice. The longer form goes into towards the end, who will get beaten and who will get beaten a little less. It's a dark gospel. But it starts talking about, you know, those who think that the master is still a long way off, which I mean, most of us do. And I don't mean that in the sense that we don't feel close to God. But I think at this point in history, it psychologically would be unsound for us to really be thinking, you know, this is it. Jesus is coming back Wednesday. Doesn't happen. Friday, absolutely for well, but weekend for sure. You can't live life that way. And you know, they expected Jesus to come back and that's the master's return that they're talking about. They expected that to happen before the last of the apostles died. So we've missed the deadline just slightly. You know, it's been a while. And so after a while, we're like, okay, some of this we didn't get right back at the early church. And clearly the church is going to have a long life. And we don't know when the end of the world will come. And every 100 years or so, you know, something in history happens and we're sure this is it. And each time feels like this one's really, really it. But this idea is Christianity isn't something you should try to, you shouldn't try to get your life together because Jesus is coming at the end of the week. You should try to become a better person, to be a better person so that it doesn't matter whether he comes Wednesday or next Wednesday. I don't know why I think it's going to be a Wednesday, but I seem to be leaning on that lately. You know, hump day. It's just, God, you just know. If there's ever a day of the week that feels like the world could end, it's Wednesday. So, you know, you've got this sense that what he's trying to do is get them away from, I, you know, how do I make sure I pass the test? It is just, it's the difference between students that need to pass tests and students that want to learn. Two very different goals, you know? I mean, people who, so they're, you know, pedagogical people who say they're not, they've just got to get them through the test. They've got to learn the test. They've got to get the test. They've got to get the score. But what are they learning? I think we're starting to figure that out as we have a society of more and more and more and more people. It's astounding. I can't remember the number, but a high percentage of people who have four-year degrees, master's degrees, doctorate degrees that they do not use in their life. They ended up doing something else. You know, so it's not about passing tests. It's about learning. And Christianity is not about getting past the final judgment. God is not supposed to be the last obstacle to heaven. Gotta get past that final judgment. It's about becoming better people. It's becoming the people that make sense in heaven. I say that all the time, and I don't, I just think that that would reframe how we look at our Christian life. And so the fascinating thing about the steward, I think we forget, you know, this is not a parable about, you know, the head of household, it's the steward that Jesus is interested in. We are stewards of creation. We are stewards of God's grace. The church is the steward of the sacraments. And it is the steward's job to distribute, period. Now, if there's a limited amount of food, then it becomes the steward's job to distribute in such a way that there's enough for everyone. So what does it mean to be stewards of grace, stewards of sacraments, stewards of, you know, of our faith? Because being the steward of something that is unlimited is a different job. The only way to squander the grace of God is to hoard it, is to not share it, is to hold it back. We can't just let everyone in the church, I mean, what if we run out of grace? What if we run out of Jesus? No, I mean, God is infinite, and we think our job is to limit who has access to God. And so we have this, you know, and part of it is it's always an ego thing. It's not really, people have co-opted, you know, the liberal conservative argument for really authoritarianism. You know, if I can get back to the, if I can get back to the 1950s, no one questioned Father. It's not just about style areas, it's about, you can't question me. And I personally can't live in a world where people don't know enough to question Pat Dolan. I have a friend who always accuses me of not having, he says, you don't really have a filter, do you? And I never know whether I should be honest enough to scare him and say, this is filtered. You don't wanna know. But that idea that we're so busy presenting ourselves a certain way, that, you know, we want to use our faith to create status, in that opening prayer, there is one of those perfect examples of what it means to take an image out of its cultural context. And not only do you lose all the richness that it's trying to get to, you end up with something that's a very dicey cultural image. And it says, you know, oh God, creator of all things, whom through the Holy Spirit we dare to call Father. And nowadays, that's a gender term. That the Spirit taught us that God was male. No, we've lost the entire cultural meaning of a father. All we've hung on to is the Y chromosome. That's all we've hung on to. We don't understand a culture where your only possible connection to the society, to the community, is through the male parent. That's why we were to take care of widows and orphans. Because not only did they need help to take care of themselves, they weren't allowed to take care of themselves. It's not just, it's like, well, they don't have the skills to make a living. No, they're not allowed to make a living. They're not allowed to, you know, have access. I was talking to someone who was talking about immigration. He said, well, you know, I immigrated. And he said, but you know, but I did it right. And I had to correct him. I said, you mean you were allowed to do it right? There's a difference. Not everyone's allowed. Some are allowed. You know, women were not allowed to work. Martha and Mary, Jesus brings back Lazarus because it's their only chance to keep property or do anything. They can't inherit the property. They can't do anything because Lazarus is gone. And so, you know, so we have this image that says the Holy Spirit teaches us that God is the only person who can truly connect us to community, who can truly make us part of a group, who can truly make us, and we go, I got it, he's male. No, let's go back to that culture again. He's the only one that can connect us to the community. I've got it, Y chromosome. No, you know, but God is larger than gender. God is larger than ethnicity. God is larger than all of that. But different cultures have different images that they use, and even though that image comes out of a kind of what we would call a very impoverished social order, we lose the richness of the image when we just cut and paste it into modern culture. And so we have a movement now of young people, not just in our church, but in other churches, I honestly don't know what their vision is. We're going to make Christianity masculine again. Okay, when we get done with that, can we make geometry feminine? Religions don't have gender. We do know that, don't we? I suspect what they mean is, I want it to be something where, as a representative of it, I will look more masculine. I think they want to brand it. They would like to recast the Chosen with Steven Seagal as Jesus. You know, suffer the little children to come unto me. I mean. You know, they've got a whooped sense of masculine, and they want to thrust that onto the church. You know, they want, you know, none of this charity and joy in helping people anymore. I'm like, how do you read the gospel and even start to come away with that? When Jesus is like, okay, we are here to help the poorest of the poor. We are here to reach out to the weakest. We are here to really, to want to alleviate any suffering we encounter in the world. Father John Fullenbocket, and he had a couple of students that raised eyebrows on this from many different countries. We were in class at Rome. People from literally 42 countries, the Gregorian used to post. And he said, you know, I wonder if we'll ever evolve to the point where when our heart aches as we think of Jesus suffering on the cross, we stop making it about it being Jesus and the fact that someone is suffering. It's the suffering and anyone suffering on the cross it should, it should pull at us. That's why I always love to tell people how, what would it be like? Could a mother really be in heaven and experience heaven if her children weren't there? Now, when I mentioned that to someone, they said, oh, well, you know, there's a theology. I can't remember who said this, which is crazy because I just was, my head was blowing up. There's actually a theology in the church. We've always worried about that line. A theology in the church, meaning someone told me growing up and they were Catholic that when we get to heaven, God takes all memory from us of anyone that isn't there. That's creepy. Yes, the love of my life is in hell, but I won't remember her so it's okay. Stepford much? I mean, it's just in my, oh, that is no, no. God will help us to forget the suffering. Well, if God wants us to forget the suffering, then this remembering the suffering that we've been commanded to do seems bad training. We have to start to see this larger picture. We are called to be a people who go out and alleviate suffering. It's not Christianity's job to make me feel masculine or to make someone feel feminine. It's not Christianity's job to make me feel better looking. It has not worked. All of these things, that's not Christianity's job. We are given a job as Christians to go out and make the world a better place, to make it safer and nurturing for more people. And somehow that is not enough for people. And Jesus says, you're stewards of something that's infinite. We don't have to hold back a reserve. It's not like, well, we don't want to love too many people right now because the holidays are coming and the family's visiting. I'm bringing all the love I can get. No, no, you don't run out of those things. The things that we are called to be stewards of, there's so much of. You know, I always say it's the most un-capitalism thing in the world, but I was always taught that supply and demand, most, you know, why are diamonds worth more than rocks? Because they're rare. Problem with that, with Christianity is God's grace and love are the most common and abundant thing in the world and the most priceless. And we have to deal with that in our mind that's been trained to think that rarity makes something valuable. That God's love and grace is so available to us. And all we can do if we want to experience it more is to share it with others. We often get into a sense, and it can be an important thing in spirituality to take time to feel loved by God. But the original phrase is to feel the love of God meant to feel what it is to love the way God loves. You know, if someone says, you know, I would love to sing like Pavarotti, that's what we're supposed to think of. We say we would love to experience God's love. You know, we actually are trying to be the subject of that verb. Now it's about the geekiest thing I've said in a week, but you know, no, I said worse, nevermind. But you know, we're the one that's extending God's love. 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Jesus sai WEBVTT
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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gird your loins and light your lamps
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and be like servants who await
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their master's return from a wedding,
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ready to open immediately when he comes and knocks.
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Lest are those servants whom the master
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finds vigilant on his arrival.
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Amen, I say to you, he will gird himself,
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have them recline at table and proceed to wait on them.
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And should he come in the second or third watch
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and find them prepared in this way,
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lest are those servants.
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Peter said, Lord, is this parable
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meant for us or for everyone?
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And the Lord replied,
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who is the faithful and prudent steward
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whom the master will put in charge of his servants
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to distribute the food allowance at the proper time?
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Lest is the servant whom his master
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on arrival finds doing so.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Blessed be Jesus Christ.
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The longer form of today's gospel, we have a choice.
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The longer form goes into towards the end,
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who will get beaten and who will get beaten a little less.
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It's a dark gospel.
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But it starts talking about, you know,
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those who think that the master is still a long way off,
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which I mean, most of us do.
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And I don't mean that in the sense
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that we don't feel close to God.
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But I think at this point in history,
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it psychologically would be unsound for us
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to really be thinking, you know, this is it.
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Jesus is coming back Wednesday.
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Doesn't happen.
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Friday, absolutely for well, but weekend for sure.
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You can't live life that way.
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And you know, they expected Jesus to come back
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and that's the master's return that they're talking about.
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They expected that to happen
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before the last of the apostles died.
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So we've missed the deadline just slightly.
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You know, it's been a while.
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And so after a while, we're like, okay,
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some of this we didn't get right back at the early church.
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And clearly the church is going to have a long life.
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And we don't know when the end of the world will come.
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And every 100 years or so, you know,
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something in history happens
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and we're sure this is it.
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And each time feels like this one's really, really it.
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But this idea is Christianity isn't something
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you should try to, you shouldn't try
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to get your life together
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because Jesus is coming at the end of the week.
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You should try to become a better person,
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to be a better person so that it doesn't matter
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whether he comes Wednesday or next Wednesday.
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I don't know why I think it's going to be a Wednesday,
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but I seem to be leaning on that lately.
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You know, hump day.
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It's just, God, you just know.
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If there's ever a day of the week
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that feels like the world could end, it's Wednesday.
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So, you know, you've got this sense
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that what he's trying to do is get them away from,
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I, you know, how do I make sure I pass the test?
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It is just, it's the difference between students
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that need to pass tests and students that want to learn.
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Two very different goals, you know?
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I mean, people who, so they're, you know,
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pedagogical people who say they're not,
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they've just got to get them through the test.
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They've got to learn the test.
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They've got to get the test.
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They've got to get the score.
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But what are they learning?
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I think we're starting to figure that out
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as we have a society of more and more
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and more and more people.
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It's astounding.
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I can't remember the number,
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but a high percentage of people who have four-year degrees,
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master's degrees, doctorate degrees
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that they do not use in their life.
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They ended up doing something else.
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You know, so it's not about passing tests.
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It's about learning.
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And Christianity is not about
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getting past the final judgment.
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God is not supposed to be the last obstacle to heaven.
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Gotta get past that final judgment.
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It's about becoming better people.
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It's becoming the people that make sense in heaven.
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I say that all the time, and I don't,
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I just think that that would reframe
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how we look at our Christian life.
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And so the fascinating thing about the steward,
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I think we forget, you know,
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this is not a parable about, you know,
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the head of household,
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it's the steward that Jesus is interested in.
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We are stewards of creation.
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We are stewards of God's grace.
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The church is the steward of the sacraments.
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And it is the steward's job to distribute, period.
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Now, if there's a limited amount of food,
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then it becomes the steward's job
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to distribute in such a way
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that there's enough for everyone.
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So what does it mean to be stewards of grace,
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stewards of sacraments, stewards of, you know, of our faith?
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Because being the steward of something that is unlimited
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is a different job.
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The only way to squander the grace of God is to hoard it,
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is to not share it, is to hold it back.
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We can't just let everyone in the church,
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I mean, what if we run out of grace?
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What if we run out of Jesus?
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No, I mean, God is infinite,
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and we think our job is to limit who has access to God.
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And so we have this, you know,
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and part of it is it's always an ego thing.
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It's not really, people have co-opted, you know,
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the liberal conservative argument
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for really authoritarianism.
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You know, if I can get back to the,
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if I can get back to the 1950s, no one questioned Father.
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It's not just about style areas,
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it's about, you can't question me.
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And I personally can't live in a world
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where people don't know enough to question Pat Dolan.
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I have a friend who always accuses me of not having,
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he says, you don't really have a filter, do you?
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And I never know whether I should be honest enough
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to scare him and say, this is filtered.
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You don't wanna know.
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But that idea that we're so busy
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presenting ourselves a certain way,
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that, you know, we want to use our faith
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to create status, in that opening prayer,
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there is one of those perfect examples
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of what it means to take an image
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out of its cultural context.
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And not only do you lose all the richness
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that it's trying to get to,
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you end up with something
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that's a very dicey cultural image.
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And it says, you know, oh God, creator of all things,
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whom through the Holy Spirit we dare to call Father.
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And nowadays, that's a gender term.
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That the Spirit taught us that God was male.
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No, we've lost the entire cultural meaning of a father.
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All we've hung on to is the Y chromosome.
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That's all we've hung on to.
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We don't understand a culture
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where your only possible connection to the society,
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to the community, is through the male parent.
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That's why we were to take care of widows and orphans.
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Because not only did they need help
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to take care of themselves,
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they weren't allowed to take care of themselves.
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It's not just, it's like,
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well, they don't have the skills to make a living.
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No, they're not allowed to make a living.
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They're not allowed to, you know, have access.
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I was talking to someone who was talking about immigration.
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He said, well, you know, I immigrated.
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And he said, but you know, but I did it right.
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And I had to correct him.
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I said, you mean you were allowed to do it right?
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There's a difference.
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Not everyone's allowed.
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Some are allowed.
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You know, women were not allowed to work.
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Martha and Mary, Jesus brings back Lazarus
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because it's their only chance
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to keep property or do anything.
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They can't inherit the property.
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They can't do anything because Lazarus is gone.
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And so, you know, so we have this image that says
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the Holy Spirit teaches us that God is the only person
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who can truly connect us to community,
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who can truly make us part of a group,
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who can truly make us, and we go, I got it, he's male.
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No, let's go back to that culture again.
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He's the only one that can connect us to the community.
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I've got it, Y chromosome.
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No, you know, but God is larger than gender.
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God is larger than ethnicity.
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God is larger than all of that.
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But different cultures have different images that they use,
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and even though that image comes out of a kind of
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what we would call a very impoverished social order,
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we lose the richness of the image
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when we just cut and paste it into modern culture.
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And so we have a movement now of young people,
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not just in our church, but in other churches,
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I honestly don't know what their vision is.
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We're going to make Christianity masculine again.
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Okay, when we get done with that,
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can we make geometry feminine?
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Religions don't have gender.
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We do know that, don't we?
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I suspect what they mean is,
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I want it to be something where, as a representative of it,
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I will look more masculine.
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I think they want to brand it.
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They would like to recast the Chosen
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with Steven Seagal as Jesus.
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You know, suffer the little children to come unto me.
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I mean.
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You know, they've got a whooped sense of masculine,
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and they want to thrust that onto the church.
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You know, they want, you know,
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none of this charity and joy in helping people anymore.
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I'm like, how do you read the gospel
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and even start to come away with that?
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When Jesus is like, okay,
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we are here to help the poorest of the poor.
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We are here to reach out to the weakest.
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We are here to really, to want to alleviate
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any suffering we encounter in the world.
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Father John Fullenbocket, and he had a couple of students
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that raised eyebrows on this from many different countries.
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We were in class at Rome.
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People from literally 42 countries,
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the Gregorian used to post.
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And he said, you know,
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I wonder if we'll ever evolve to the point
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where when our heart aches
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as we think of Jesus suffering on the cross,
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we stop making it about it being Jesus
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and the fact that someone is suffering.
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It's the suffering and anyone suffering on the cross
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it should, it should pull at us.
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That's why I always love to tell people how,
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what would it be like?
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Could a mother really be in heaven
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and experience heaven if her children weren't there?
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Now, when I mentioned that to someone,
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they said, oh, well, you know, there's a theology.
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I can't remember who said this,
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which is crazy because I just was, my head was blowing up.
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There's actually a theology in the church.
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We've always worried about that line.
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A theology in the church,
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meaning someone told me growing up and they were Catholic
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that when we get to heaven,
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God takes all memory from us of anyone that isn't there.
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That's creepy.
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Yes, the love of my life is in hell,
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but I won't remember her so it's okay.
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Stepford much?
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I mean, it's just in my, oh, that is no, no.
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God will help us to forget the suffering.
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Well, if God wants us to forget the suffering,
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then this remembering the suffering
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that we've been commanded to do seems bad training.
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We have to start to see this larger picture.
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We are called to be a people who go out
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and alleviate suffering.
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It's not Christianity's job to make me feel masculine
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or to make someone feel feminine.
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It's not Christianity's job to make me feel better looking.
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It has not worked.
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All of these things, that's not Christianity's job.
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We are given a job as Christians
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to go out and make the world a better place,
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to make it safer and nurturing for more people.
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And somehow that is not enough for people.
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And Jesus says, you're stewards
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of something that's infinite.
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We don't have to hold back a reserve.
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It's not like, well, we don't want to love
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too many people right now because the holidays are coming
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and the family's visiting.
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I'm bringing all the love I can get.
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No, no, you don't run out of those things.
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The things that we are called to be stewards of,
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there's so much of.
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You know, I always say it's the most un-capitalism thing
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in the world, but I was always taught
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that supply and demand, most, you know,
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why are diamonds worth more than rocks?
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Because they're rare.
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Problem with that, with Christianity is God's grace
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and love are the most common and abundant thing
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in the world and the most priceless.
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And we have to deal with that in our mind
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that's been trained to think that rarity
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makes something valuable.
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That God's love and grace is so available to us.
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And all we can do if we want to experience it more
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is to share it with others.
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We often get into a sense,
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and it can be an important thing in spirituality
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to take time to feel loved by God.
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But the original phrase is to feel the love of God
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meant to feel what it is to love the way God loves.
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You know, if someone says, you know,
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I would love to sing like Pavarotti,
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that's what we're supposed to think of.
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We say we would love to experience God's love.
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You know, we actually are trying to be the subject
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of that verb.
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Now it's about the geekiest thing I've said in a week,
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but you know, no, I said worse, nevermind.
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But you know, we're the one that's extending God's love.
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Because God doesn't sit up there,
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even though I think a lot of people think
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that's what worship's about,
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is God is up there going, love me more, love me more.
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God wants to love us and he wants us to love one another.
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Because you know, it's impossible for you and I
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to improve God's life in any way.
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But we can help one another.
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So he gives us one another so that we can continue that.
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So we ask God to make us a people who recognize
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we are stewards of God's grace and love
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and mercy and compassion.
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And as stewards, we will never run out of those things.
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So our job is to distribute those things.
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Not to control them, not to withhold them,
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not to try and figure out who gets what.
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To absolutely offer freely to the world
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what, no matter how much we think we've done,
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was offered absolutely freely to us.
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Amen.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to Christ Father Pat’s message centers on the call to Christian vigilance not out of fear of divine judgment, but as a path to authentic transformation and love. He challenges the notion that Christianity is about passing a divine test or earning heaven. Instead, it's about becoming the kind of people who make sense in heaven—people who live out compassion, stewardship, generosity, and justice. Father Pat encourages believers not to hoard God’s grace or treat faith as a commodity to be managed, but to recognize that divine love is infinite and meant to be shared abundantly. He critiques the misuse of religious authority, gendered distortions of faith, and the tendency to reduce God to human categories. Ultimately, he reminds us that being Christian is about serving others, alleviating suffering, and embodying God's boundless love in the world.
Father Pat begins his reflection by unpacking Jesus’ exhortation to “gird your loins and light your lamps,” a call to spiritual readiness and attentiveness. The parable is not merely apocalyptic, he says, but invites Christians to live in a state of ongoing, purposeful readiness—not because Jesus might return on a specific day, but because the call to holiness and service is constant, regardless of whether the “master” comes on Wednesday or in a thousand years. He draws a poignant contrast between students who want to pass a test and those who genuinely want to learn. Christianity, he insists, is not about passing God’s final exam but about becoming people who embody the values of the kingdom: mercy, humility, and love.
He then shifts focus to the image of the steward in the parable, emphasizing that Christians are not owners of grace but caretakers. The steward’s role is to distribute what belongs to the master—in this case, God’s grace, love, and sacraments. This stewardship is not about scarcity but abundance. The only way to “waste” God's grace is to hoard it, to withhold it from others, or to act as gatekeepers. Father Pat critiques the institutional tendency to restrict access to God, often under the guise of tradition or authority. He emphasizes that grace is infinite and that any attempt to ration it reflects a misunderstanding of God's nature.
Father Pat also addresses the cultural and historical lens through which we interpret scripture. He laments how the rich, symbolic language of scripture—such as calling God “Father”—has been reduced to gendered literalism that misses the point. In ancient cultures, the father was the legal and societal link to the community. To call God “Father” meant that God is our connection to belonging, not a reinforcement of patriarchal dominance. He critiques modern attempts to masculinize Christianity, suggesting that many people are not seeking truth but status or authority. He humorously remarks that some seem to want to recast Jesus as a macho action hero, which is entirely contrary to the gospel’s message of humility, service, and compassion.
He returns to the theme of suffering and our call to alleviate it. Drawing from theologians and his own experience, he reflects on the idea that the Christian heart should ache not just for Jesus’ suffering, but for all suffering. He rejects the notion that heaven will erase our memories of those who are not saved, calling such ideas theologically and emotionally disturbing. Instead, he urges a vision of heaven that is integrally connected to love and relationship, where our joy is not based on forgetting others but on a deeper communion with all of creation.
Father Pat concludes by reframing what it means to “experience God’s love.” Rather than passively receiving divine affection, to experience God’s love is to actively participate in it—to be the subject of the verb, to love as God loves. God doesn’t require our worship to feel fulfilled; rather, God desires that we love one another. We cannot improve God’s life, but we can improve each other’s. That is the core of stewardship—distributing what has been freely given to us, not according to merit or status, but with the same radical generosity that God shows us. In a world obsessed with scarcity and control, this Christian call to abundant grace is revolutionary. And in embracing it, we become the kind of people who belong in heaven—not because we’ve passed a test, but because we’ve learned to love....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 978.7899780273438, "text": "The Lord be with you. Let us listen to the good news of Jesus from the Gospel of Saint Luke. Jesus said to his disciples, I have come to set fire on the earth. How I wish it were already blazing. There's a baptism with which I must be baptized. And how great is my anguish until it is accomplished. Do you think that I have come to establish peace on the earth? No. I tell you but rather division. From now on a household of five will be divided. Three against two. Two against three. Father will be divided against son and son against father. Mother against daughter and daughter against mother. A mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law. A daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law. Good news from the Lord. Sometimes good news doesn't sound good. And when we hear from prophets, that's when it doesn't sound good most of the time. In our world today, especially since the Enlightenment, those wonderful French people gave us the Enlightenment that has moved us into great scientific feats and all those kinds of things, but the Enlightenment is about the individual. And we've lost the sense of community. And that trickles down because when we think about sin and evil in the world, we generally tend to think about ourselves. How am I acting? How is it that I am viewed by God? How is my relationship with God? Am I being good enough? Will I get to heaven? Will God give me what I need to get through all of this? Will God forgive me? Which are all appropriate things to worry about. But scripturally, sin is much less individual and it is much more communal. And so when the prophets come, the prophets aren't so much railing against individual people. Sometimes they do, the king, but the king is a symbol, right? The king is the symbol of the whole country. And they are speaking something against the societal, this communal, societal way of being. Said, you've lost your way. That's what they keep saying. Now, Jeremiah wasn't thrown into the cistern because he was saying, king, you've got to be better. What he was addressing was the whole culture that had grown up in Jerusalem and in Judah. So Judah is kind of surrounded. You have the Assyrian empire in the north, who has conquered the northern kingdom, what we call Samaria, what we know of as Samaria. Would be Galilee in most places. And you have the Babylonians on the east and they are a rising empire and they and the Assyrians are at war with each other. And you have the Egyptians on the south, another big, huge, powerful kingdom. And on the west, you have the sea. So they're sort of boxed in. So what Judah starts to do, kingdom of Judah, they start to make all these political alliances. You know, and they're hoping that perhaps by sleight of hand, they can eke out another little bit. But what happens as they eke out another little bit of time, is that they give more of their soul to whoever it is they're trying to negotiate with. The Babylonians, the Assyrians, the Egyptians, maybe even the fish in the sea, who knows. So they end up in a spot that is so far away from what they were intended to be, that God sends prophets to try and bring them back. So Israel was intended to be a people who trusted in God, who trusted deeply in God, whether they had overlords or independents, whether they had famine or plenty. That's what God wanted. That was the whole idea. And they were to be assigned to the world of that. The seed, if you will, the little bit of leaven that would grow up and make everything better. But instead they turned into a political reality. And all of a sudden they had borders and cities with walls and they needed to protect things. So then the Assyrians come and they, you know, And then the Babylonians come and they surround Jerusalem. And then the Egyptians come and the Babylonians leave Jerusalem, go off to fight the Egyptians. And then a couple of years later, they come back and surround Jerusalem again. And in the midst of all of that is Jeremiah. And Jeremiah is saying to the people, Surrender. Now, how would you feel if I stood up here and said, You know how to deal with Russia? You know how to deal with China? Surrender. You'd say, what? What in the world are you asking? That's why they threw Jeremiah down that cistern. Because he was trying to say something to the people about their life of faith and their relationship to God. And it was heard politically. And so what you do in order to be faithful to who you are, Jeremiah says, is surrender. But the king is saying, we surrender, we lose everything. Prophet's words are really hard. You've all heard of Ben Salmon. Ben Salmon was the father of a priest. I actually knew him, Charlie Salmon, who was a priest for the Archdiocese of Denver. Ben Salmon was a conscientious objector during World War I. And as a result of that, because he refused to go to war, the result of that was disaster for his family. He couldn't get a job, getting imprisoned. He spent a bunch of years in, I think Leavenworth. And it was just, it was a terrible thing because he was too much of a threat. Now, Ben Salmon was not making a political statement. He was making a faith statement that was heard politically. Now, all of our faith statements actually do have a lot of political things that they, that kind of come along with it, right? So we have three volunteers here who come from all over the world. So we have one that comes to us from Rhode Island. But before she was in Rhode Island, she was in Nigeria and had to come here for difficult reasons. We have another person who is here from Denver. But before that, she was in Somalia, in Eritrea. I don't know why I keep saying Somalia, I keep saying that. In Eritrea, where she too had to escape from difficult things. And we have one who is here from Wisconsin, by way of Texas. Too exotic place to be in. So, come from all over the world and bring these very unique experiences of church from other parts of the world. And they come here to say something that is actually, in these days, quite prophetic. Now, they don't come here to be political spokespeople. They come here to serve the poor. They come here in the spirit of St. Vincent de Paul to say, the poor matter more than the jets. Not the New York jets, the ones that fly around in the sky. That the poor matter more than the country club. That the poor matter more than your retirement account. You know, we're gonna take up a second collection today for that. For the Steve's retirement account. Actually, for retired priests. I was thinking I'd come up here with a cane so that you don't feel sorry for me. But more important than that are the poor. More important than protecting our belongings. More important than protecting what we claim as ours. Our way of life. Our way of thinking. Our way of thinking. That's a very prophetic thing to say. You know, when we hear the prophet's voices, how do we react? You know, we can't just say, well, you know, I'm speaking against this stupid power that we have here. No, you're speaking against or you're living in a way that makes a comment on a culture. On a society, which is all of us. How much do I care for the poor? How much am I willing to give up so that we begin to move in a more just, in a more open, in a more faithful way? Because indeed, as a people, we too have lost our way. We too have kind of gotten off the road. Not as people of the United States, but as Christians. Because we have individualized holiness. Holiness is what I do. Holiness is what I do. It's how good I am. It's how good I pray. And that's not what Christianity is about. Christianity is about the us. I can't go to heaven without all of you. And that's the message that we have. That's the fire that Jesus wants to set on the earth. And that's also what brings about the division. That's also what brings about the baptism that Jesus will be baptized in. That's the challenge for us. First, to hear that word of the prophet inviting us to look at everything in a different way. To look at how I relate in a neighborhood, in a parish, in this country, in a different way. To begin to see everyone, most especially those who are poor. Those who are in need. Those who need something more. To see them as people. To see them as Christ. Not so that I can do something that makes me feel good. Yeah, I gave the poor this money. Isn't that wonderful? No, it's to change the rules. Why is this person hungry in the first place? How have we as a community failed to take care of this person? That's an even harder question to ask. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you. Let us listen to the good news of Jesus from the Gospel of
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Saint Luke. Jesus said to his disciples, I have come to set fire on the earth. How
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I wish it were already blazing. There's a baptism with which I must be baptized.
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And how great is my anguish until it is accomplished. Do you think that I have
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come to establish peace on the earth? No. I tell you but rather division. From now
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on a household of five will be divided. Three against two. Two against three. Father will
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be divided against son and son against father. Mother against daughter and daughter against
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mother. A mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law. A daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law.
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Good news from the Lord.
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Sometimes good news doesn't sound good. And when we hear from prophets, that's when it doesn't
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sound good most of the time. In our world today, especially since the Enlightenment,
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those wonderful French people gave us the Enlightenment that has moved us into great
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scientific feats and all those kinds of things, but the Enlightenment is about the individual.
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And we've lost the sense of community. And that trickles down because when we think about sin and
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evil in the world, we generally tend to think about ourselves. How am I acting? How is it that
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I am viewed by God? How is my relationship with God? Am I being good enough? Will I get to heaven?
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Will God give me what I need to get through all of this? Will God forgive me? Which are all
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appropriate things to worry about. But scripturally, sin is much less individual and it is much more communal.
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And so when the prophets come, the prophets aren't so much railing against individual people.
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Sometimes they do, the king, but the king is a symbol, right? The king is the symbol of the whole country.
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And they are speaking something against the societal, this communal, societal way of being.
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Said, you've lost your way. That's what they keep saying. Now, Jeremiah wasn't thrown into the cistern
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because he was saying, king, you've got to be better. What he was addressing was the whole culture that had
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grown up in Jerusalem and in Judah. So Judah is kind of surrounded. You have the Assyrian empire in the north,
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who has conquered the northern kingdom, what we call Samaria, what we know of as Samaria.
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Would be Galilee in most places. And you have the Babylonians on the east and they are a rising empire and they and the
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Assyrians are at war with each other. And you have the Egyptians on the south, another big, huge, powerful kingdom.
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And on the west, you have the sea. So they're sort of boxed in. So what Judah starts to do, kingdom of Judah,
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they start to make all these political alliances. You know, and they're hoping that perhaps by sleight of hand,
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they can eke out another little bit. But what happens as they eke out another little bit of time,
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is that they give more of their soul to whoever it is they're trying to negotiate with.
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The Babylonians, the Assyrians, the Egyptians, maybe even the fish in the sea, who knows.
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So they end up in a spot that is so far away from what they were intended to be,
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that God sends prophets to try and bring them back.
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So Israel was intended to be a people who trusted in God, who trusted deeply in God,
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whether they had overlords or independents, whether they had famine or plenty.
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That's what God wanted. That was the whole idea. And they were to be assigned to the world of that.
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The seed, if you will, the little bit of leaven that would grow up and make everything better.
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But instead they turned into a political reality. And all of a sudden they had borders and cities with walls
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and they needed to protect things. So then the Assyrians come and they, you know,
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And then the Babylonians come and they surround Jerusalem.
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And then the Egyptians come and the Babylonians leave Jerusalem, go off to fight the Egyptians.
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And then a couple of years later, they come back and surround Jerusalem again.
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And in the midst of all of that is Jeremiah. And Jeremiah is saying to the people,
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Surrender. Now, how would you feel if I stood up here and said,
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You know how to deal with Russia? You know how to deal with China? Surrender.
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You'd say, what? What in the world are you asking?
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That's why they threw Jeremiah down that cistern.
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Because he was trying to say something to the people about their life of faith and their relationship to God.
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And it was heard politically. And so what you do in order to be faithful to who you are,
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Jeremiah says, is surrender. But the king is saying, we surrender, we lose everything.
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Prophet's words are really hard.
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You've all heard of Ben Salmon. Ben Salmon was the father of a priest.
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I actually knew him, Charlie Salmon, who was a priest for the Archdiocese of Denver.
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Ben Salmon was a conscientious objector during World War I.
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And as a result of that, because he refused to go to war,
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the result of that was disaster for his family.
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He couldn't get a job, getting imprisoned. He spent a bunch of years in, I think Leavenworth.
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And it was just, it was a terrible thing because he was too much of a threat.
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Now, Ben Salmon was not making a political statement.
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He was making a faith statement that was heard politically.
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Now, all of our faith statements actually do have a lot of political things that they,
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that kind of come along with it, right?
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So we have three volunteers here who come from all over the world.
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So we have one that comes to us from Rhode Island.
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But before she was in Rhode Island, she was in Nigeria and had to come here for difficult reasons.
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We have another person who is here from Denver.
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But before that, she was in Somalia, in Eritrea.
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I don't know why I keep saying Somalia, I keep saying that.
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In Eritrea, where she too had to escape from difficult things.
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And we have one who is here from Wisconsin, by way of Texas.
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Too exotic place to be in.
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So, come from all over the world and bring these very unique experiences of church from other parts of the world.
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And they come here to say something that is actually, in these days, quite prophetic.
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Now, they don't come here to be political spokespeople.
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They come here to serve the poor.
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They come here in the spirit of St. Vincent de Paul to say,
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the poor matter more than the jets.
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Not the New York jets, the ones that fly around in the sky.
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That the poor matter more than the country club.
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That the poor matter more than your retirement account.
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You know, we're gonna take up a second collection today for that.
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For the Steve's retirement account.
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Actually, for retired priests.
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I was thinking I'd come up here with a cane so that you don't feel sorry for me.
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But more important than that are the poor.
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More important than protecting our belongings.
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More important than protecting what we claim as ours.
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Our way of life.
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Our way of thinking.
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Our way of thinking.
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That's a very prophetic thing to say.
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You know, when we hear the prophet's voices, how do we react?
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You know, we can't just say, well, you know, I'm speaking against this stupid power that we have here.
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No, you're speaking against or you're living in a way that makes a comment on a culture.
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On a society, which is all of us.
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How much do I care for the poor?
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How much am I willing to give up so that we begin to move in a more just,
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in a more open, in a more faithful way?
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Because indeed, as a people, we too have lost our way.
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We too have kind of gotten off the road.
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Not as people of the United States, but as Christians.
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Because we have individualized holiness.
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Holiness is what I do.
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Holiness is what I do.
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It's how good I am.
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It's how good I pray.
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And that's not what Christianity is about.
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Christianity is about the us.
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I can't go to heaven without all of you.
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And that's the message that we have.
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That's the fire that Jesus wants to set on the earth.
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And that's also what brings about the division.
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That's also what brings about the baptism that Jesus will be baptized in.
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That's the challenge for us.
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First, to hear that word of the prophet inviting us to look at everything in a different way.
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To look at how I relate in a neighborhood, in a parish, in this country, in a different way.
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To begin to see everyone, most especially those who are poor.
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Those who are in need.
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Those who need something more.
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To see them as people.
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To see them as Christ.
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Not so that I can do something that makes me feel good.
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Yeah, I gave the poor this money.
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Isn't that wonderful?
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No, it's to change the rules.
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Why is this person hungry in the first place?
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How have we as a community failed to take care of this person?
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That's an even harder question to ask.
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But that's what the prophet asks us to do.
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Father Steve’s message challenges the comfortable Father Steve’s message challenges the comfortable and individualistic form of Christianity that has taken root in modern culture, particularly in the West. He reflects on Jesus’ startling words from Luke’s Gospel not as a call to violence, but as a demand for radical transformation — a fire that purifies and divides, because truth disrupts the status quo. Father Steve reminds us that the prophetic word, like that of Jeremiah, often confronts collective sin and societal complacency, not merely personal failings. In doing so, he calls us back to a communal faith rooted in justice, compassion for the poor, and a willingness to surrender self-interest for the sake of God's vision for humanity. Christianity, he insists, is not about individual holiness but about communal salvation — about all of us going to God together, or not at all.
In detail, Father Steve begins by reflecting on the Gospel of Luke where Jesus speaks of bringing fire and division rather than peace. These harsh words are unsettling, but Father Steve interprets them through the lens of prophetic tradition. Prophets, both ancient and modern, disturb the status quo not to stir chaos, but to awaken a people who have lost their way. He draws a parallel between Jesus' words and the mission of prophets like Jeremiah, whose call to surrender to Babylon was not political subversion but a spiritual plea for fidelity to God. Jeremiah's message was misunderstood and rejected because it called the people to relinquish control and trust utterly in God—a dangerous and offensive message in a world obsessed with security, power, and national identity.
Father Steve then critiques the Enlightenment’s emphasis on individualism, noting that while it brought scientific and intellectual progress, it also fractured the communal sense of belonging that is central to biblical spirituality. As a result, faith has become overly privatized. We ask, “Am I good? Will God forgive me?” instead of asking, “How have we, as a people, failed in justice and compassion?” This individualistic lens distorts the Christian understanding of sin, which is deeply communal in Scripture. The prophets didn’t only rebuke kings as individuals but condemned the whole society through its leaders, calling out systemic injustice, idolatry, and the abandonment of the vulnerable.
Father Steve illustrates this with the story of Ben Salmon, a conscientious objector during World War I. Salmon’s refusal to fight wasn’t a political act, but a deep act of faith. Nevertheless, his witness was interpreted politically and led to suffering for him and his family. This mirrors the fate of many prophets: their faith-based convictions threaten societal norms and are often perceived as political threats. Father Steve draws this into the present by honoring volunteers from different cultural backgrounds who have come to serve the poor. Their actions, though not political in intent, make a prophetic statement in a society that often values wealth, security, and comfort over human dignity, especially of the marginalized.
In this context, Father Steve reminds us that Catholic social teaching demands more than charity — it demands justice. It’s not enough to give to the poor out of surplus; we must ask why poverty exists in the first place. We must be willing to challenge the systems and structures that perpetuate inequality. True Christian discipleship is not about self-perfection or securing one's own salvation, but about building the Kingdom of God on earth — a kingdom rooted in solidarity, mercy, and justice. That’s the fire Jesus brings: a fire that threatens the comfortable but purifies the faithful.
Ultimately, Father Steve calls for a renewal of Christian identity rooted in community and shared responsibility. Holiness is not a private achievement but a communal journey. He challenges us to stop thinking in terms of “I” and begin thinking in terms of “we.” We cannot be Christian alone. We cannot go to God without one another. And that includes the poor, the refugee, the outcast, and the prophet who makes us uncomfortable. The division Jesus speaks of is the inevitable result of a Gospel that demands transformation. Will we resist it, or will we let the fire of God’s love burn away our illusions and lead us into new life — together?...
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1065.6300048828125, "text": "A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Jesus passed through towns and villages teaching as he went and making his way to Jerusalem. Someone asked him, Lord, will only a few people be saved? He answered them, strive to enter through the narrow gate. For many, I tell you, will attempt to enter but will not be strong enough. After the master of the house has arisen and locked the door, then will you stand outside knocking and saying, Lord, open the door for us. He will save you and reply, I do not know where you are from. And you will say, we ate and drank in your company and you taught in our streets. Then he will say to you, I do not know where you are from. Depart from me, you evildoers. Then there will be wailing and grinding of teeth when you see Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God and you yourselves cast out. And people will come from the east and the west, from the north and the south, and will recline at table in the kingdom of God. For behold, some are last who will be first and some are first who will be last. The Gospel of the Lord. The three readings today kind of walk us through a path of kind of how we come to understand the grace of God in our lives. The first reading has a couple hidden moments in it that are worth fleshing out here. The first is this idea that God gathers people from many nations and many of them will come and see the glory of God. Now, that's a different statement than the places in the gospel where he says he will manifest his glory or he will show his glory. He basically says you gather people from all over and you know what? Some of them can see it and some of them can't. I think we always want to make things, well, God showed that person and God didn't show that person. God helped them, God didn't help them. You know, some of us learn to see things differently. I mean, most of you, if you have a family of any size at all, you know there are those that can turn the same event into something joyful or something not joyful. It's the same event. You know, we bring our eyes to the situation, but what he does tell you is because you know in the Old Testament, these prophets, they are much more than we are nowadays rooted in that concept that we are created in the image of God. So the more people that gather, the more likely that more people will see God because there are more images to see. You know, you will not see God's image in every person. That's why God gives us siblings. You won't see the image of God in every single person in your life. So, you know, church is not about making sure we have the right people. We gather as many, all of the judgment says, you know, at the end of time, the angels will come and they will take these people and they'll take those people and they'll take each of us and get the evil out. You'll notice it says that job does not belong to us. It's the angels, it's God. There's very many different stories and we read that. We go, got a job. Well, we'll take care of that God. We'll sort them out. Not our job. Our job is never to sort that out. We can help each other. We can share our own faith with people. We shouldn't back away from what we believe, but it's not our job to do that. So he says, gather as many images of God, as many people as you can to yourself. And no, you know, that famous, God never gives me anything I can't handle. Not true. I mean, it's horrible to say, and I have dealt with this in my own family. If God gave no one anything they couldn't handle and managed each of our lives so that we could, suicide would not exist. Some people just don't know what to do and we can vilify them. It just doesn't make any sense to do it. They're to a point where they don't know what to do. But those of you who are here, have to know that if you look at every crisis in your life, if you look at every horrible thing, you know, Paul talks about these, his language, not Paul, it's the author to the Hebrews, which is almost certainly not Paul. The son, you know, he says, you know, who among you, what parent wouldn't discipline their children? Yeah, but people use this to say, you know, everything that happens in life. I just found out that I'm dying of a horrible disease. Well, what parent wouldn't give their child a horrible disease to teach them a good lesson? You take this, it gets a little far, gets a little far-fetched. You take this, it gets a little far, gets a little far-fetched. What we have to do is say, this word discipline in the old Greek, it's not just this sort of spare the rod, spoil the child discipline. It means that every suffering is a chance for discipleship. It doesn't mean God sent it to you. It doesn't mean that God is running around creating suffering, that God is running around causing pain to teach us lessons. Life does that on its own. You know, maybe I'm just at that perfect age where I'm starting to realize that I am either going to have to die young or grow old. One of those two is going to happen, and neither of them are painless. You know, in other words, life itself, and that's not, well, you know, you know, God is slowly destroying the cartilage in my knees to teach me a lesson. No, no, I'm afraid years of running get that. You know, things happen, but what we have to ask, and this is why in the gospel, Jesus keeps saying, where are you from? I don't know where you're from. And they're like, oh, well, you know, you taught us in the streets. Yes, but where are you from? Well, you know, we were at parties with you. Where are you from? And the answer is from God. Oh, the minute we see that, we see the glory. Not only that, when we're faced with these trials, I think, you know, if you want to get into that mythological that devil is the deceiver, the great deceit that creates most sin is every time there is a looming challenge, a looming crisis, you know, really something that's got us worried. The deceiver will tell you, look at that problem. Look at that problem. Look at that problem. The voice of God will say to you, remember who you are. Remember where you came from. Remember all you've already come through. You know, every one of you, if you could line up every crisis and issue, sibling that you've had in life, I don't know why I'm on my siblings today. If you can line up everything from inconvenience to real tragedy in your life, and you're sitting here, you've just lined up your history of recovery, your history of resilience, your history of I got through that. You know, like Jacob who becomes Israel, sometimes you get through the fight and you may have a little limp when you're done. I got through it. And we forget that our life is a history of overcoming things. You know, we have survived. And you know, I don't think, I think in English, we've come to think that survived means I lived through it. We never even invented that word. That would be, I don't know, pervive or paravive. Survive means we lived over it. In all other languages, that's incredibly clear in Spanish. It's, I lived over this. Because we're connected to God. We live over the tragedies. And we have survived tragedies. And we have recovered from terrible things. And I mean, and we've survived them so well that when we start to talk about them, we go like, oh, I forgot about that. You know, we're now getting to the point where people will say, do you remember during the shutdown, what this was like? And they're like, oh man, I totally forgot how strange that was. And at the time, the world was coming to an end and it was insurmountable. When do we finally learn from the pattern so that the next looming crisis, we go, stop looking at the crisis and remember who you are and whose you are. Remember that. And you have a history of overcoming, of surviving. You have that history, not, it's another tragedy. I'm not gonna make it through this one. You've made it through them before. We are created with amazing resilience. And it kind of sounds like we don't need God. We are so good at this. No, of course, every skill we have comes from God. Sometimes the grace of God is going to look with, like what they now call, you know, your emotional toolbox, your internal sense of who you are. Sometimes the grace of God looks like other people. Sometimes the grace of God does look like a situation opening up. But most of the times, the grace of God is something that's been with you all along. And we think, oh, well, you know, I don't wanna feel like I'm self-sufficient. Where do you think that self came from? It's always grace of God. It's the false dichotomy of religion. If you take credit for something, you're not giving God credit. No, no, you know, trust me. When I did well, my mother took credit. Her mother and her father and her, all black, went right back to God. So when, you know, we just have to stop seeing that as a dichotomy and recognize that God's grace is part of all of those things. And God's resilience. There's a old religious joke. He's shocked in four years, I haven't told it. But where a man, you know, Bob and Pete are out camping. Bob gets up early in the morning and thinks, I'm gonna go off on my own to have some private time. And he gets about a mile away and there's this cliff and this gorgeous view and part of the cliff gives way and he starts to fall. And as he goes down the cliff, he grabs a root that's sticking out the side and he starts bargaining with God. Okay, if you get me out of this, I'll go back to church. And he starts to climb and the root starts to give out. He goes, okay, okay, I'll go back to church and I'll volunteer. And a cute comes out again. He goes, okay, and I will tithe, I will give money. Sort of feels, but he still can't tell. And all of a sudden, out of nowhere, because he went off on his own, his friend, Bob says, Pete, where are you? And he starts crying out, Pete, Pete, and Pete runs. And Pete reaches his hands down and Bob says, nevermind God, Pete's here. Somehow, if it isn't a magical angel, it wasn't God. We have a history of grace for every pain in our life, we're here. All of a sudden we're sitting here. It's in this very moment, not terribly hot or cold in here. The pews are, well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. They're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. Well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. He's mildly amusing, but he goes on too long. I mean, it's all a balance. It's all a little bit of a balance. And you go, what about, you know, I look back at high school. I look back at tough years. You know, I look back at the death of loved ones. Times where I thought I can't get past this. And I did. And if I find out a tragedy is coming tomorrow, I'm so wrapped up in the tragedy, I forget. Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait. I'm the person that's gotten through those things. Next crisis, stop looking at the crisis. And remember, hear Jesus saying, where are you from? You know, this idea of the narrow gate, it starts out bizarre. Nope, the gate's narrow. Why is the gate narrow? Because it says at the end, you know, if you get there late and they shut the door, you're locked out. That wouldn't happen if the gate were wide. The problem isn't that the gate's narrow. The problem is that the door is shut. The metaphor flips halfway through that story. But in a narrow gate, we can't all rush it at once. So, you know, Jesus is really, we always think Jesus is saying, stay on the straight and narrow, stay on the straight and narrow. Don't put everything off till the last minute. You know, don't put it off until the last minute. You can learn that here at church. You can learn that at the All Arena. Don't show up five minutes before the concert. You will not get in. Or as Jesus says, and this is really shocking to many theologians, he doesn't say, you're gonna be in the outer darkness for the rest of your life. He's gonna say, have sometimes the first or last. You know, it's actually one of the most hopeful of all of these. It doesn't say anybody doesn't get in. It just says, you might be the last one in. You know, your journey might be longer than the next person. It's probably one of the most hopeful of all the parables. But what he says is, you know, know who you are. I don't think I can pass this course. You know what Jesus says? Do you know who you are? Go for the A. Stop trying to pass the course. I remember having an argument in seminary. I remember celibacy. I remember one argument in seminary where because the formation, we got all these talks about, look, celibacy, obedience, you know, we need to make sure that you've got the kind of psychological, you know, the emotional structure. We really wanna know that you're gonna be able, you know, to live your priesthood. We want to know that you can kind of survive these tough things. And I finally said to the rector, you know, for three years, you've been talking about that. Do we ever talk about whether or not we can flourish? No, the goal is just barely survive this horrible thing called priesthood. Is it? Is that the goal? And the more you hear that message, the more you hear, this is gonna be terrible. It's gonna be awful. I'll be lucky. I'll be lucky to make it to 40. You know, really? I mean, I'm serious when I tell people if I'd known I was gonna live this long, I would have taken better care of myself. I just didn't think I'd make it past. I mean, it was always this sort of, here's how you're gonna barely get through. If your prayer life is together, you'll be okay. What about thriving? Forget about whether they're gonna be able to be a priest. What about what kind of priest they could be? We sometimes are like, can I get into heaven? Jesus says, go for the bullseye. Do you know who you are? Do you know what you've overcome? Do you know your history of recovery and resilience? Tomorrow may bring a crisis. No one knows. And when you see the crisis, before you start to try and figure out how bad it is, make sure you hear the voice of God reminding you how amazing you are. 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A reading WEBVTT
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Jesus passed through towns and villages teaching as he went and making his way to Jerusalem.
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Someone asked him, Lord, will only a few people be saved?
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He answered them, strive to enter through the narrow gate.
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For many, I tell you, will attempt to enter but will not be strong enough.
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After the master of the house has arisen and locked the door,
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then will you stand outside knocking and saying, Lord, open the door for us.
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He will save you and reply, I do not know where you are from.
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And you will say, we ate and drank in your company and you taught in our streets.
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Then he will say to you, I do not know where you are from.
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Depart from me, you evildoers.
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Then there will be wailing and grinding of teeth when you see Abraham, Isaac,
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and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God and you yourselves cast out.
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And people will come from the east and the west, from the north and the south,
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and will recline at table in the kingdom of God.
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For behold, some are last who will be first and some are first who will be last.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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The three readings today kind of walk us through a path of
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kind of how we come to understand the grace of God in our lives.
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The first reading has a couple hidden moments in it that are worth fleshing out here.
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The first is this idea that God gathers people from many nations
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and many of them will come and see the glory of God.
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Now, that's a different statement than the places in the gospel where he says
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he will manifest his glory or he will show his glory.
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He basically says you gather people from all over and you know what?
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Some of them can see it and some of them can't.
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I think we always want to make things, well, God showed that person
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and God didn't show that person.
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God helped them, God didn't help them.
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You know, some of us learn to see things differently.
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I mean, most of you, if you have a family of any size at all,
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you know there are those that can turn the same event into something joyful
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or something not joyful.
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It's the same event.
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You know, we bring our eyes to the situation,
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but what he does tell you is because you know in the Old Testament,
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these prophets, they are much more than we are nowadays
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rooted in that concept that we are created in the image of God.
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So the more people that gather,
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the more likely that more people will see God
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because there are more images to see.
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You know, you will not see God's image in every person.
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That's why God gives us siblings.
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You won't see the image of God in every single person in your life.
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So, you know, church is not about making sure we have the right people.
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We gather as many, all of the judgment says,
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you know, at the end of time, the angels will come
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and they will take these people and they'll take those people
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and they'll take each of us and get the evil out.
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You'll notice it says that job does not belong to us.
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It's the angels, it's God.
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There's very many different stories and we read that.
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We go, got a job.
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Well, we'll take care of that God.
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We'll sort them out.
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Not our job.
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Our job is never to sort that out.
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We can help each other.
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We can share our own faith with people.
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We shouldn't back away from what we believe,
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but it's not our job to do that.
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So he says, gather as many images of God,
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as many people as you can to yourself.
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And no, you know, that famous,
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God never gives me anything I can't handle.
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Not true.
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I mean, it's horrible to say,
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and I have dealt with this in my own family.
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If God gave no one anything they couldn't handle
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and managed each of our lives so that we could,
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suicide would not exist.
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Some people just don't know what to do
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and we can vilify them.
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It just doesn't make any sense to do it.
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They're to a point where they don't know what to do.
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But those of you who are here,
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have to know that if you look at every crisis in your life,
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if you look at every horrible thing,
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you know, Paul talks about these,
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his language, not Paul, it's the author to the Hebrews,
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which is almost certainly not Paul.
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The son, you know, he says,
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you know, who among you,
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what parent wouldn't discipline their children?
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Yeah, but people use this to say,
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you know, everything that happens in life.
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I just found out that I'm dying of a horrible disease.
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Well, what parent wouldn't give their child
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a horrible disease to teach them a good lesson?
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You take this, it gets a little far,
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gets a little far-fetched.
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You take this, it gets a little far,
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gets a little far-fetched.
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What we have to do is say,
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this word discipline in the old Greek,
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it's not just this sort of spare the rod,
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spoil the child discipline.
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It means that every suffering is a chance for discipleship.
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It doesn't mean God sent it to you.
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It doesn't mean that God is running around
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creating suffering,
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that God is running around causing pain
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to teach us lessons.
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Life does that on its own.
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You know, maybe I'm just at that perfect age
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where I'm starting to realize that
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I am either going to have to die young or grow old.
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One of those two is going to happen,
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and neither of them are painless.
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You know, in other words, life itself,
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and that's not, well, you know,
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you know, God is slowly destroying the cartilage in my knees
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to teach me a lesson.
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No, no, I'm afraid years of running get that.
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You know, things happen,
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but what we have to ask,
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and this is why in the gospel,
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Jesus keeps saying,
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where are you from?
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I don't know where you're from.
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And they're like, oh, well, you know,
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you taught us in the streets.
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Yes, but where are you from?
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Well, you know, we were at parties with you.
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Where are you from?
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And the answer is from God.
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Oh, the minute we see that, we see the glory.
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Not only that, when we're faced with these trials,
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I think, you know, if you want to get into that mythological
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that devil is the deceiver,
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the great deceit that creates most sin
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is every time there is a looming challenge,
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a looming crisis,
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you know, really something that's got us worried.
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The deceiver will tell you,
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look at that problem.
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Look at that problem.
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Look at that problem.
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The voice of God will say to you,
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remember who you are.
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Remember where you came from.
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Remember all you've already come through.
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You know, every one of you,
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if you could line up every crisis and issue,
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sibling that you've had in life,
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I don't know why I'm on my siblings today.
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If you can line up everything from inconvenience
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to real tragedy in your life,
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and you're sitting here,
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you've just lined up your history of recovery,
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your history of resilience,
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your history of I got through that.
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You know, like Jacob who becomes Israel,
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sometimes you get through the fight
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and you may have a little limp when you're done.
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I got through it.
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And we forget that our life
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is a history of overcoming things.
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You know, we have survived.
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And you know, I don't think,
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I think in English,
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we've come to think that survived
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means I lived through it.
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We never even invented that word.
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That would be, I don't know,
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pervive or paravive.
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Survive means we lived over it.
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In all other languages,
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that's incredibly clear in Spanish.
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It's, I lived over this.
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Because we're connected to God.
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We live over the tragedies.
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And we have survived tragedies.
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And we have recovered from terrible things.
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And I mean, and we've survived them so well
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that when we start to talk about them,
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we go like, oh, I forgot about that.
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You know, we're now getting to the point
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where people will say,
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do you remember during the shutdown,
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what this was like?
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And they're like, oh man,
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I totally forgot how strange that was.
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And at the time,
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the world was coming to an end
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and it was insurmountable.
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When do we finally learn from the pattern
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so that the next looming crisis,
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we go, stop looking at the crisis
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and remember who you are and whose you are.
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Remember that.
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And you have a history of overcoming, of surviving.
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You have that history, not,
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it's another tragedy.
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I'm not gonna make it through this one.
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You've made it through them before.
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We are created with amazing resilience.
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And it kind of sounds like we don't need God.
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We are so good at this.
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No, of course, every skill we have comes from God.
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Sometimes the grace of God is going to look with,
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like what they now call,
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you know, your emotional toolbox,
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your internal sense of who you are.
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Sometimes the grace of God looks like other people.
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Sometimes the grace of God does look
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like a situation opening up.
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But most of the times,
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the grace of God is something
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that's been with you all along.
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And we think, oh, well, you know,
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I don't wanna feel like I'm self-sufficient.
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Where do you think that self came from?
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It's always grace of God.
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It's the false dichotomy of religion.
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If you take credit for something,
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you're not giving God credit.
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No, no, you know, trust me.
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When I did well, my mother took credit.
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Her mother and her father and her,
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all black, went right back to God.
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So when, you know, we just have to stop seeing
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that as a dichotomy and recognize
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that God's grace is part of all of those things.
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And God's resilience.
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There's a old religious joke.
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He's shocked in four years, I haven't told it.
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But where a man, you know, Bob and Pete are out camping.
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Bob gets up early in the morning and thinks,
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I'm gonna go off on my own to have some private time.
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And he gets about a mile away and there's this cliff
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and this gorgeous view and part of the cliff gives way
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and he starts to fall.
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And as he goes down the cliff,
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he grabs a root that's sticking out the side
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and he starts bargaining with God.
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Okay, if you get me out of this, I'll go back to church.
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And he starts to climb and the root starts to give out.
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He goes, okay, okay, I'll go back to church
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and I'll volunteer.
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And a cute comes out again.
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He goes, okay, and I will tithe, I will give money.
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Sort of feels, but he still can't tell.
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And all of a sudden, out of nowhere,
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because he went off on his own, his friend, Bob says,
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Pete, where are you?
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And he starts crying out, Pete, Pete, and Pete runs.
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And Pete reaches his hands down and Bob says,
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nevermind God, Pete's here.
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Somehow, if it isn't a magical angel,
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it wasn't God.
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We have a history of grace
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for every pain in our life, we're here.
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All of a sudden we're sitting here.
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It's in this very moment,
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not terribly hot or cold in here.
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The pews are, well, they're not a bed of nails,
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but they're comfortable.
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They're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable.
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Well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable.
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He's mildly amusing, but he goes on too long.
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I mean, it's all a balance.
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It's all a little bit of a balance.
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And you go, what about, you know,
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I look back at high school.
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I look back at tough years.
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You know, I look back at the death of loved ones.
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Times where I thought I can't get past this.
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And I did.
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And if I find out a tragedy is coming tomorrow,
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I'm so wrapped up in the tragedy, I forget.
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Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait.
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I'm the person that's gotten through those things.
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Next crisis, stop looking at the crisis.
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And remember, hear Jesus saying, where are you from?
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You know, this idea of the narrow gate,
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it starts out bizarre.
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Nope, the gate's narrow.
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Why is the gate narrow?
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Because it says at the end, you know,
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if you get there late and they shut the door,
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you're locked out.
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That wouldn't happen if the gate were wide.
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The problem isn't that the gate's narrow.
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The problem is that the door is shut.
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The metaphor flips halfway through that story.
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But in a narrow gate, we can't all rush it at once.
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So, you know, Jesus is really,
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we always think Jesus is saying,
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stay on the straight and narrow,
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stay on the straight and narrow.
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Don't put everything off till the last minute.
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You know, don't put it off until the last minute.
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You can learn that here at church.
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You can learn that at the All Arena.
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Don't show up five minutes before the concert.
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You will not get in.
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Or as Jesus says, and this is really shocking
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to many theologians, he doesn't say,
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you're gonna be in the outer darkness
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for the rest of your life.
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He's gonna say, have sometimes the first or last.
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You know, it's actually one of the most hopeful
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of all of these.
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It doesn't say anybody doesn't get in.
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It just says, you might be the last one in.
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You know, your journey might be longer
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than the next person.
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It's probably one of the most hopeful
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of all the parables.
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But what he says is, you know,
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know who you are.
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I don't think I can pass this course.
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You know what Jesus says?
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Do you know who you are?
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Go for the A.
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Stop trying to pass the course.
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I remember having an argument in seminary.
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I remember celibacy.
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I remember one argument in seminary
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where because the formation,
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we got all these talks about, look,
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celibacy, obedience, you know,
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we need to make sure that you've got
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the kind of psychological, you know,
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the emotional structure.
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We really wanna know that you're gonna be able,
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you know, to live your priesthood.
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We want to know that you can kind of
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survive these tough things.
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And I finally said to the rector,
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you know, for three years,
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you've been talking about that.
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Do we ever talk about
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whether or not we can flourish?
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No, the goal is just barely survive
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this horrible thing called priesthood.
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Is it?
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Is that the goal?
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And the more you hear that message,
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the more you hear,
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this is gonna be terrible.
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It's gonna be awful.
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I'll be lucky.
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I'll be lucky to make it to 40.
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You know, really?
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I mean, I'm serious when I tell people
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if I'd known I was gonna live this long,
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I would have taken better care of myself.
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I just didn't think I'd make it past.
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I mean, it was always this sort of,
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here's how you're gonna barely get through.
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If your prayer life is together,
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you'll be okay.
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What about thriving?
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Forget about whether they're gonna
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be able to be a priest.
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What about what kind of priest they could be?
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We sometimes are like,
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can I get into heaven?
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Jesus says, go for the bullseye.
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Do you know who you are?
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Do you know what you've overcome?
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Do you know your history
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of recovery and resilience?
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Tomorrow may bring a crisis.
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No one knows.
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And when you see the crisis,
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before you start to try and figure out
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how bad it is,
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make sure you hear the voice of God
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reminding you how amazing you are.
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Not because you're on your own,
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but because God's grace is with you
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in the width of your community,
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in the strength of your journey,
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and in the emotional life
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that God has given you as a grace.
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Father Pat’s message is a powerful reflection on i Father Pat’s message is a powerful reflection on identity, resilience, and the presence of God’s grace in the midst of life’s trials. Drawing from the readings, particularly the Gospel of Luke, he challenges the listener to move beyond fear-based spirituality and instead recognize the divine strength already present within. He emphasizes that salvation is not about exclusivity or religious performance but about recognizing one’s origin in God and living from that truth. Life’s challenges are not divine punishments but opportunities for discipleship and growth, and the grace of God is not always a miraculous intervention, but often the quiet presence of community, personal strength, and memory of past survival. Father Pat calls us to stop asking "Will I make it?" and start remembering "Who am I?"—a beloved image of God, resilient and capable, already walking the narrow path.
In his homily, Father Pat draws deeply from the Gospel’s image of the “narrow gate” and reframes it from being a symbol of spiritual exclusivity to one of personal urgency and intentionality. The narrow gate is not about how few are saved, but how important it is to begin the journey now, not at the last minute. Salvation is not a question of proximity to Jesus—eating with Him, hearing Him teach—but of orientation: “Where are you from?” is not a question of geography but of identity. Are you rooted in God? Do you know where your strength comes from?
He links this idea to the readings that speak of God gathering people from all nations, emphasizing that divine glory is not limited to a chosen few, but rather is revealed to those who are able to see it. This ability to perceive God’s presence, Father Pat suggests, is shaped by our own vision—our spiritual perception. Just as people experience the same event differently, some with joy and others with dismay, our capacity to see God’s glory often depends on the state of our own hearts.
He challenges the often misused theological claims that “God doesn’t give us more than we can handle,” pointing out the tragic reality that many do face what feels unbearable. Instead, he argues, life itself brings suffering, but discipleship means choosing how we respond. The Greek root of "discipline" is akin to "discipleship," not punishment. Every hardship can be an opportunity to deepen our reliance on God, not because God has authored the suffering, but because God walks with us through it.
Father Pat emphasizes that the grace of God often manifests through our own resilience, our community, and our emotional and spiritual tools—what some might now call an "emotional toolbox." This grace is not just an external gift but something embedded in the very fabric of our being. We are not merely survivors of life’s tragedies; we are those who have “lived over” them—thrived in the face of them. Our survival is not an accident; it is a testament to the grace within us.
He illustrates this with humor and humility, reminding us that we often forget our own history of overcoming. When the next crisis comes, we are tempted to panic, forgetting that we have faced similar or worse before. The deceiver tells us to only see the problem; God reminds us of who we are—children of grace, capable and supported.
Even the parable’s apparent harshness—that the door will be shut—gives way to hope. Jesus closes with the inversion: the last will be first, and the first will be last. This is not a warning of eternal exclusion but a reminder that everyone's journey is different. Some may take longer, struggle more, or arrive later, but the invitation to the Kingdom remains.
Finally, Father Pat invites us to stop asking whether we can merely survive our faith journey, and instead ask how we can flourish. God’s grace is not about scraping by but about thriving in our identity as beloved creations. Our resilience, our past victories, our inner strength—all are reflections of divine grace. We are not spiritual beggars at the gate of Heaven hoping for scraps; we are invited guests, bearing the image of God, with a seat reserved at the banquet....
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