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Break Free
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It doesn't work. I Constantly have prayer partners come together and if two of us agree that we should win the Powerball We don't seem to do any better You know the the idea that if you pray in the name of Jesus and you pray with your community and you're all of one Heart God is on the hook to do whatever you say Not only does it not work. It would be a disaster if it did Because it would basically say that you and I are in charge of the universe We control God through our prayers all we have to do is, you know, it becomes very much the world of Harry Potter if we can get the right group together and say the right words and say it in the name of Jesus if the way if the spell goes right and That can't be prayer prayer is never about bending God's will to ours and Even though that seems obvious in our heart of hearts. I have just unraveled Better than 95% of our prayers You know, we pray for the people in Florida, but what do we mean by that? Well, hopefully what we mean is we pray to God about these situations until our heart is changed enough to help If you're not praying to change your own heart in any situation You're probably going to be disappointed with the results of the prayer Even when you've got a friend who is sick and we want to pray for them What we're really hoping that prayer will do will help us to respond to them better to be the the best image of Christ for that person we can We would love for the miracle to happen. But you know, what what do we do with the numerous times? You know that you you prayed for Mary and she got better and you prayed for Jane and she didn't I Mean, I suppose people could go back and say, okay. I I must have done the prayer differently And you're back to Harry Potter. I Didn't get the spell right this time, you know, or God listens to prayers once in a while So we get this little thing at the end that reminds us That prayer is about helping us to bring our lives into line with God And that's where it picks up to the other three readings today the first part of the gospel and the other two readings and that is we get this image of one of the aspects of our christianity of our faith Is am I you know, am I my brother's keeper? Am I my sister's keeper? What is our responsibility towards one another and we get three very different images the first one is From the hebrew scriptures. It is the oldest of the three and it's the one that the other two Turn over in a very real way because this one says You know your job is to tell everyone else in the world what they're doing wrong And if you don't And they end up going to hell. It's your fault because you didn't tell them what they were doing wrong I can't tell you how many christians love this image This is the theology of every busy body since the beginning of time So Not only is it my job to tell you what you're doing wrong, but it's my job to make the judgment and decide ahead of time I will decide what's right and what's wrong whenever I always cringe when someone says let me i'm going to tell you the truth now The truth that we have to tell is never the truth that comes up at that moment Because the real truth you basically have in life is the truth of who you are That's a truth. We like to cover up Very rarely will someone say let me tell you the truth. I am simply an irritable person No, let me tell you the truth about what irritates me about you or what you do that's wrong or you know The real truth we have is our own faults and our own mistakes. And so even though this first reading says You know, you must dissuade everyone else from what they're doing wrong Paul to the romans this this letter to the romans Um, it says the exact opposite it says, you know, that's that's the law that we've had for centuries at that point and it says You know what if you love one another you fulfilled the law Quit trying to pick everything else apart And where the one says you owe it to one another to tell them what they're doing wrong This one says all you owe to everyone is is to love them now once in a while in your life you're going to see someone going down a bad road and Out of love out of real concern for them You will pull them aside and say this is you know, people who have dealt with friends who have addictions You know where you have to say am I willing to take that issue on? And if it's easy Maybe you're just sticking your nose in When there's a real relationship at risk and it's hard, but you force yourself to talk to them. Anyway Now we're talking about this love of another person And I think what has happened is christianity has reversed that we've done it on such a wide scale that The number of christians who will say well, you know I can't talk to my brother-in-law about their drinking problem because you know, I just don't want to get into it It's not my place. It's not my place It's not my place, but but I do want to work on getting the law changed against those people in missouri for christ You know, oh let's march against those people. Let's get those people Let's change everyone else in the world at a distance But i'm not going to you know, actually risk the relationships in my life Our christianity actually asks us first to start with those closest to us You know, it asks us very first to start with the people we are closest with where there's a real relationship at risk Getting mad at the way people live in some other part of the world. That's christianity from the cheap seat You know, um if if my idea of correction is to sign a petition against someone i've never met rather than Deal with issues that are actually going on with the people in my life And that's where the gospel brings us and it puts it in the context of forgiveness A lot of this, you know, this should be on the You know printed somewhere on the wall of every workplace in america and that is It's really radical theology and it's something that psychology has been very uh adamant about for about the last 40 years Which you know, once again puts us only a couple thousand years behind scripture and that is This is this is radical. But if you're having a problem with someone talk to them This is death to the gossip You know to the gossip. This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them If you're struggling with someone talk to that person Before you talk to anyone else And I can't tell you the the different methods we have to avoid that I I know that you know, i've always been in catholic schools my whole priesthood I've been from one school parish to another school parish and you know one of the dynamics and it's not all parents But one of the dynamics you'll notice is if a parent doesn't like the way something's going They won't come and talk to you until they've got a posse of 12 Which means they've basically talked to at least 48 people to get their posse of 12 before they talk to the person that they're upset with You know, uh, or or often they just pretend all of that's happened and they'll show up and they'll say You know, we just want you to know people are unhappy with this Which people? Because you know whenever someone says i'm just here to represent the anonymous crowd I uh My principal she won't do this, but I keep saying, you know You got to try it just once because she so badly when someone says, you know, we we've heard That people are unhappy about this. She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks? Because Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens And I think today there is no I I really can say I don't think it's ever been worse in history and that is because of the advent of our social media You know, I I cannot believe when I go out on facebook How much I i've never met anyone in person as nasty as people are online You know Face to face we tend not to say something that vicious to anyone and certainly not to the person we're complaining about But we go online and sometimes we spend hours being indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture Being indoctrinated by oh, did you see what they said about so-and-so today? That was a good one What is that doing to us? You know, what who are we becoming as a people when what we what we fill ourselves with most? Is who's upset over what? and you know Some people say the exact same thing as someone else on facebook, but they go after what's positive in other words You know, it's not that they hate You know, it's not that they hate the color of the building It's that they wish it didn't matter so much or they'll you know, they'll talk about a positive aspect and I thought you know, what if? What if our christianity what if there was now, of course, it would be a dangerous thing because everyone would want to control it but what if You actually had a gospel filter I thought if if something that said every time someone says something that's nasty about a person it got filtered My facebook feed would be dead within a week You know, and i'm not sure that everything i've said on facebook wouldn't get me blocked We say little things and we snipe at different people And I think you know right now you can go left or right I think it's sort of funny that everyone talks about You know this rise of of hatred in america And some people really hate dynamics other people can't stop That from becoming hating other people and so You know, I i've read a whole bunch of things on both sides this week and there is one That when when the daca thing came up, there are people who absolutely you can see by their response If they don't hate there's an absolute lack of concern for immigrants Absolute lack of concern even to the point of hatred even to the point of mean-spirited comments And instead of simply defending that then the other side Hates everyone who's not supporting daca Hates those people and the minute you hate those people you've fallen into their path And they've won anyway, you know If if I can't get you to hate the people I hate at least if I can get you to hate me I've created another hater You know and what if we had that filter on our life that said, you know, there might be a point there But they're they're just sniping out and hating someone because it's easy what would happen if We started taking all that energy and putting it into solutions because I I you know, I I hate I hate to undo your greatest hopes in the world, but um Retweeting anything has not solved an issue in america Reposting on facebook has not solved an issue You know and what it tends to do is stir us up, but it stirs us to inaction You know what last time facebook really got me stirred up the best it did was I think I checked on facebook earlier that day You know, I checked back in more often That's not being stirred up the gospel stirs us up to go out and work to change something Right. I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know She's so upset about so much going on And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day? I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things That's nice I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on You can't even catch up to where you were before so it's it's this sort of We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action I always like to think of the gospel as a language Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. It is a language And anyone who studied languages know there's a difference between learning a language and becoming fluent in it Someone asked me this week. They said so what what's your greatest challenge with italian? And I said, well, I don't speak it anymore I don't I don't use it every day the way I did for seven years. I just I don't use it And that means I can still read it. I can still understand it, but I don't think in italian anymore you know, there are some who say I don't think in english, but um I don't think in italian I the words aren't there as quickly, you know in english you think something and it flies out your mouth sometimes before you are ready for it, too Because you use it all the time We need to become fluent in gospel And that doesn't mean that you can say oh that was matthew chapter 5 verse 2. No not fluent in the text Fluent in that gut level reaction that works to help people in need we've all been so amazed as we've watched in houston people who just They're not trying to Put out their life with christ to the world. They just see a need and they react You know and that's our start and I take nothing away from it. That's a great thing when communities come together I've noticed it was not the same response when we had the horrible mudslide in india, which killed so many more Because those are other people and they're out of mind and out of sight and we don't worry about it as much They're they're not us Okay, so We're helpful and we're good. We're not there yet So when we reach out because someone right in front of us is hurting that is a good thing that is learning the language If we ever get to the point where we're just as devastated of what happened in india as we are What happens in our own country then the gospel is starting to become our first language Then we speak it and we think it and we dream in it You know, then it's really our language, but it's so hard for us. We've we've spoken other languages for so long And languages i've got a friend and I always think you know It's so hard for us to get our head out of the way we think And I had this friend tara Lives in chicago now i've known her since high school and tara was blind from birth And she loves to tell her story. She calls it question 15 She was doing this little job interview thing and they had this personality profile And they knew she'd been blind from birth and they were ready they thought You know they had the little questionnaire all done in braille and she was going to tape her answers Into a recorder and she goes they'd gone to all that trouble to do that And then she gets to question 15. What is your favorite color? They still weren't thinking outside their own language, but what you gotta love about tara is her answer was bacon She said I can smell it from a mile away Okay But you know you get that point where you start to realize They were thinking they knew enough that that she she read braille They knew it, but they just they they weren't getting to a point where they spoke it as a first language It's a different she had a different place of coming from And so I think the gospel asks us to do that The gospel asks us to reach out not just to something we see right in front of us But for that to become our language So that we we look through a social feed or a twitter feed and we go. Oh, you know that that that's not our language Oh that kind of hatred not our language That kind of you know hatred. I I I think you know as long as I see The right and the left the democrats republicans call it Whatever you want as long as they're at each other's throat. This will never be a christian country We call it a christian country until someone disagrees with us and then Both sides get pretty rabid pretty quick And some and there could be great reasons, but they stop fighting the evil and start fighting one another You know, that's just not a christian country. We have to learn to do is fight the evil without falling into the hatred And when we do that We no longer understand the gospel. We speak it as a language. 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She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks?", "tokens": [50908, 663, 561, 366, 22172, 466, 341, 13, 1240, 1009, 2738, 281, 584, 370, 13, 1012, 307, 300, 2159, 5236, 412, 3543, 24599, 30, 51137], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2271757274866104, "compression_ratio": 1.5358649492263794, "no_speech_prob": 0.011505693197250366}, {"id": 128, "seek": 56796, "start": 586.0399780273438, "end": 587.1599731445312, "text": " Because", "tokens": [51268, 1436, 51324], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2271757274866104, "compression_ratio": 1.5358649492263794, "no_speech_prob": 0.011505693197250366}, {"id": 129, "seek": 56796, "start": 587.1599731445312, "end": 590.2000122070312, "text": " Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens", "tokens": [51324, 24120, 321, 434, 1417, 466, 746, 5315, 11, 457, 689, 309, 2314, 51476], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2271757274866104, "compression_ratio": 1.5358649492263794, "no_speech_prob": 0.011505693197250366}, {"id": 130, 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I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know", "tokens": [50904, 1779, 13, 286, 362, 257, 1277, 567, 567, 311, 439, 567, 6752, 281, 980, 385, 300, 291, 458, 51120], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 186, "seek": 81676, "start": 832.6799926757812, "end": 834.6799926757812, "text": " She's so upset about so much going on", "tokens": [51160, 1240, 311, 370, 8340, 466, 370, 709, 516, 322, 51260], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 187, "seek": 81676, "start": 835.3200073242188, "end": 838.760009765625, "text": " And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day?", "tokens": [51292, 400, 309, 311, 264, 472, 954, 562, 286, 584, 457, 437, 366, 291, 884, 466, 309, 633, 786, 30, 51464], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 188, "seek": 81676, "start": 839.1599731445312, "end": 845.47998046875, "text": " I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find", "tokens": [51484, 286, 286, 2464, 1045, 7825, 652, 1045, 2593, 5498, 420, 6728, 322, 1045, 8077, 295, 17546, 2558, 32221, 11, 11387, 286, 393, 915, 51800], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 189, "seek": 84676, "start": 846.8400268554688, "end": 848.8400268554688, "text": " I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard", "tokens": [50368, 286, 478, 11, 445, 516, 281, 652, 988, 452, 3177, 307, 2198, 50468], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 190, "seek": 84676, "start": 849.6400146484375, "end": 852.0599975585938, "text": " You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment", "tokens": [50508, 509, 458, 11, 457, 286, 1194, 1954, 300, 307, 257, 8371, 50629], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 191, "seek": 84676, "start": 853.0, "end": 856.280029296875, "text": " You know, and you know, what? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew
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Jesus said to his disciples if your brother sins against you go and tell him his fault between you and him alone
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If he listens to you, you have won over your brother
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If he does not listen take one or two others along with you
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So that every fact may be established on the testimony of two or three witnesses
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If he refuses to listen to them
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Tell the church if he refuses to listen even to the church then treat him as you would a Gentile or a tax collector
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Amen, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven
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Again, I say to you if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray
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It shall be granted to them by my heavenly Father
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For where two or three are gathered together in my name there am I in the midst of them
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the gospel of the Lord
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While it is not the main point of the liturgy today I
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Always feel that I need to at least touch on on the end of that gospel because it's one of those
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Moments in scripture that I think has misled people who you know, we Matthew's version is very different from Luke's, but basically
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If two of you agree on anything on earth
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For which you are to pray it will be granted
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I've done some research on this. It doesn't work. I
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Constantly have prayer partners come together and if two of us agree that we should win the Powerball
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We don't seem to do any better
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You know the the idea that if you pray in the name of Jesus and you pray with your community and you're all of one
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Heart God is on the hook to do whatever you say
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Not only does it not work. It would be a disaster if it did
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Because it would basically say that you and I are in charge of the universe
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We control God through our prayers all we have to do is, you know, it becomes very much the world of Harry Potter
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if we can get the right group together and say the right words and say it in the name of Jesus if the way if the
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spell goes right and
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That can't be prayer
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prayer is never about bending God's will to ours and
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Even though that seems obvious in our heart of hearts. I have just unraveled
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Better than 95% of our prayers
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You know, we pray for the people in Florida, but what do we mean by that?
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Well, hopefully what we mean is we pray to God about these situations until our heart is changed enough to help
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If you're not praying to change your own heart in any situation
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You're probably going to be disappointed with the results of the prayer
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Even when you've got a friend who is sick and we want to pray for them
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What we're really hoping that prayer will do will help us to respond to them better to be the the best image of Christ
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for that person we can
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We would love for the miracle to happen. But you know, what what do we do with the numerous times?
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You know that you you prayed for Mary and she got better and you prayed for Jane and she didn't
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I
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Mean, I suppose people could go back and say, okay. I I must have done the prayer differently
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And you're back to Harry Potter. I
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Didn't get the spell right this time, you know, or God listens to prayers once in a while
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So we get this
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little thing at the end that reminds us
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That prayer is about helping us to bring our lives into line with God
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And that's where it picks up to the other three readings today
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the first part of the gospel and the other two readings and that is we get this image of
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one of the aspects of our christianity of our faith
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Is am I you know, am I my brother's keeper? Am I my sister's keeper?
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What is our responsibility towards one another and we get three very different images
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the first one is
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From the hebrew scriptures. It is the oldest of the three and it's the one that the other two
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Turn over in a very real way because this one says
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You know your job is to tell everyone else in the world what they're doing wrong
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And if you don't
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And they end up going to hell. It's your fault because you didn't tell them what they were doing wrong
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I can't tell you how many christians love this image
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This is the theology of every busy body since the beginning of time
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So
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Not only is it my job to tell you what you're doing wrong, but it's my job to make the judgment and decide ahead of time
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I will decide what's right and what's wrong whenever I always cringe when someone says let me i'm going to tell you the truth now
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The truth that we have to tell is never the truth that comes up at that moment
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Because the real truth you basically have in life is the truth of who you are
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That's a truth. We like to cover up
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Very rarely will someone say let me tell you the truth. I am simply an irritable person
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No, let me tell you the truth about what irritates me about you or what you do that's wrong or you know
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The real truth we have is our own faults and our own mistakes. And so even though this first reading says
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You know, you must dissuade everyone else from what they're doing wrong
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Paul to the romans this this letter to the romans
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Um, it says the exact opposite it says, you know, that's that's the law that we've had for centuries at that point and it says
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You know what if you love one another you fulfilled the law
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Quit trying to pick everything else apart
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And where the one says you owe it to one another to tell them what they're doing wrong
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This one says all you owe to everyone is is to love them
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now once in a while in your life
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you're going to see someone going down a bad road and
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Out of love out of real concern for them
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You will pull them aside and say this is you know, people who have dealt with friends who have addictions
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You know where you have to say am I willing to take that issue on?
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And if it's easy
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Maybe you're just sticking your nose in
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When there's a real relationship at risk and it's hard, but you force yourself to talk to them. Anyway
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Now we're talking about
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this love of another person
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And I think what has happened is christianity has reversed that
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we've done it on such a wide scale that
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The number of christians who will say well, you know
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I can't talk to my brother-in-law about their drinking problem because you know, I just don't want to get into it
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It's not my place. It's not my place
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It's not my place, but but I do want to work on getting the law changed against those people in missouri for christ
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You know, oh let's march against those people. Let's get those people
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Let's change everyone else in the world at a distance
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But i'm not going to you know, actually risk the relationships in my life
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Our christianity actually asks us first to start with those closest to us
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You know, it asks us very first to start with the people we are closest with where there's a real relationship
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at risk
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Getting mad at the way people live in some other part of the world. That's christianity from the cheap seat
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You know, um if if my idea of correction is to sign a petition against someone i've never met
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rather than
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Deal with issues that are actually going on with the people in my life
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And that's where the gospel brings us and it puts it in the context of forgiveness
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A lot of this, you know, this should be on the
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You know printed somewhere on the wall of every workplace
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in america and that is
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It's really radical theology and it's something that psychology has been very uh adamant about for about the last 40 years
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Which you know, once again puts us only a couple thousand years behind scripture
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and that is
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This is this is radical. But if you're having a problem with someone talk to them
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This is death to the gossip
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You know to the gossip. This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them
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If you're struggling with someone talk to that person
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Before you talk to anyone else
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And I can't tell you the the different methods we have to avoid that
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I I know that you know, i've always been in catholic schools my whole priesthood
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I've been from one school parish to another school parish and you know one of the dynamics and it's not all parents
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But one of the dynamics you'll notice is if a parent doesn't like the way something's going
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They won't come and talk to you until they've got a posse of 12
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Which means they've basically talked to at least 48 people to get their posse of 12 before they talk to the person that they're upset with
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You know, uh, or or often they just pretend all of that's happened and they'll show up and they'll say
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You know, we just want you to know people are unhappy with this
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Which people?
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Because you know whenever someone says i'm just here to represent the anonymous crowd
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I uh
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My principal she won't do this, but I keep saying, you know
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You got to try it just once because she so badly when someone says, you know, we we've heard
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That people are unhappy about this. She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks?
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Because
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Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens
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And I think today there is no
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I I really can say I don't think it's ever been worse in history and that is because of the advent of our social media
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You know, I I cannot believe when I go out on facebook
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How much I i've never met anyone in person as nasty as people are online
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You know
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Face to face we tend not to say something that vicious to anyone and certainly not to the person we're complaining about
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But we go online and sometimes we spend hours
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being
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indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture
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Being indoctrinated by oh, did you see what they said about so-and-so today?
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That was a good one
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What is that doing to us?
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You know, what who are we becoming as a people when what we what we fill ourselves with most?
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Is who's upset over what?
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and
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you know
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Some people say the exact same thing as someone else on facebook, but they go after what's positive in other words
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You know, it's not that they hate
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You know, it's not that they hate the color of the building
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It's that they wish it didn't matter so much or they'll you know, they'll talk about a positive aspect and I thought you know, what if?
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What if our christianity what if there was now, of course, it would be a dangerous thing because everyone would want to control it
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but what if
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You actually had a gospel filter
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I thought if if something that said every time someone says something that's nasty about a person it got filtered
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My facebook feed would be dead within a week
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You know, and i'm not sure that everything i've said on facebook wouldn't get me blocked
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We say little things and we snipe at different people
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And I think you know right now you can go left or right I think it's sort of funny that everyone talks about
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You know this rise of of hatred in america
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And some people really hate dynamics other people can't stop
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That from becoming hating other people
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and so
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You know, I i've read a whole bunch of things on both sides this week and there is one
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That when when the daca thing came up, there are people who absolutely you can see by their response
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If they don't hate there's an absolute lack of concern for immigrants
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Absolute lack of concern even to the point of hatred even to the point of mean-spirited comments
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And instead of simply defending that then the other side
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Hates everyone who's not supporting daca
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Hates those people and the minute you hate those people you've fallen into their path
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And they've won anyway, you know
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If if I can't get you to hate the people I hate at least if I can get you to hate me
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I've created another hater
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You know and what if we had that filter on our life that said, you know, there might be a point there
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But they're they're just sniping out and hating someone because it's easy
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what would happen if
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We started taking all that energy and putting it into solutions
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because
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I I you know, I I hate I hate to undo your greatest hopes in the world, but um
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Retweeting anything has not solved an issue in america
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Reposting on facebook has not solved an issue
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You know and what it tends to do is stir us up, but it stirs us
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to inaction
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You know what last time facebook really got me stirred up the best it did was I think I checked on facebook earlier that day
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You know, I checked back in more often
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That's not being stirred up the gospel stirs us up to go out and work to change something
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Right. I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know
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She's so upset about so much going on
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And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day?
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I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find
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I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard
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You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment
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You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things
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That's nice
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I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about
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You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on
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You can't even catch up to where you were before
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so it's it's this sort of
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We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action
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I always like to think of the gospel as a language
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Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. It is a language
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And anyone who studied languages know there's a difference between learning a language and becoming fluent in it
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Someone asked me this week. They said so what what's your greatest challenge with italian? And I said, well, I don't speak it anymore
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I don't I don't use it every day the way I did for seven years. I just I don't use it
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And that means I can still read it. I can still understand it, but I don't think in italian anymore
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you know, there are some who say I don't think in english, but um
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I don't think in italian
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I the words aren't there as quickly, you know in english you think something and it flies out your mouth sometimes before you are ready
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for it, too
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Because you use it all the time
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We need to become fluent in gospel
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And that doesn't mean that you can say oh that was matthew chapter 5 verse 2. No not fluent in the text
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Fluent in that gut level reaction that works to help people in need
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we've all been so amazed as we've watched in houston people who just
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They're not trying to
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Put out their life with christ to the world. They just see a need and they react
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You know and that's our start and I take nothing away from it. That's a great thing when communities come together
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I've noticed it was not the same response when we had the horrible mudslide in india, which killed so many more
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Because those are other people and they're out of mind and out of sight and we don't worry about it as much
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They're they're not us
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Okay, so
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We're helpful and we're good. We're not there yet
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So when we reach out because someone right in front of us is hurting that is a good thing that is learning the language
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If we ever get to the point where we're just as devastated of what happened in india as we are
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What happens in our own country then the gospel is starting to become our first language
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Then we speak it and we think it and we dream in it
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You know, then it's really our language, but it's so hard for us. We've we've spoken other languages for so long
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And languages i've got a friend and I always think you know
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It's so hard for us to get our head out of the way we think
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And I had this friend tara
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Lives in chicago now i've known her since high school and tara was blind from birth
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And she loves to tell her story. She calls it question 15
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She was doing this little job interview thing and they had this personality profile
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And they knew she'd been blind from birth and they were ready
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they thought
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You know they had the little questionnaire all done in braille and she was going to tape her answers
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Into a recorder and she goes they'd gone to all that trouble to do that
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And then she gets to question 15. What is your favorite color?
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They still weren't thinking outside their own language, but what you gotta love about tara is her answer was bacon
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She said I can smell it from a mile away
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Okay
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But you know you get that point where you start to realize
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They were thinking they knew enough that that she she read braille
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They knew it, but they just they they weren't getting to a point where they spoke it as a first language
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It's a different she had a different place of coming from
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And so I think the gospel asks us to do that
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The gospel asks us to reach out not just to something we see right in front of us
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But for that to become our language
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So that we we look through a social feed or a twitter feed and we go. Oh, you know that that that's not our language
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Oh that kind of hatred not our language
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That kind of you know hatred. I I I think you know as long as I see
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The right and the left the democrats republicans call it
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Whatever you want as long as they're at each other's throat. This will never be a christian country
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We call it a christian country until someone disagrees with us and then
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Both sides get pretty rabid pretty quick
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And some and there could be great reasons, but they stop fighting the evil and start fighting one another
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You know, that's just not a christian country. We have to learn to do is fight the evil without falling into the hatred
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And when we do that
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We no longer understand the gospel. We speak it as a language. We speak it with fluency
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We think in it we dream in it
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We become the people that can truly be architects of a christian nation and a kingdom of god
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that true Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that true Christianity is not about controlling others or using prayer as a tool to bend God’s will to our own, but about allowing prayer and the Gospel to transform our own hearts and actions. He challenges the misuse of scripture to justify judgmentalism or passive religiosity, and instead calls for a deeper, more relational, and personal accountability in living out the Gospel. Prayer is not a magical formula for results, but a means of opening ourselves to God’s vision and love. Our responsibility as Christians is to love others authentically, beginning with those closest to us, and to engage in real, courageous, and loving relationships rather than distant ideological battles. Christianity, according to Father Pat, is not a passive identification but an active, lived language—a way of seeing, thinking, and responding to the world that reflects Christ’s presence and compassion.
Father Pat begins by unpacking a commonly misunderstood passage in the Gospel of Matthew: “if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray, it shall be granted to them.” He humorously but pointedly debunks the notion that prayer is a transactional mechanism—God is not a genie, nor is prayer a spell we cast with the right incantation and group of people. He warns against treating prayer like a magical system, akin to Harry Potter, where outcomes are determined by saying the right words with the right people. This misunderstanding, he says, undermines the true purpose of prayer, which is not to change God, but to change ourselves.
He explains that prayer is meant to shape our hearts, not manipulate divine outcomes. When we pray for someone suffering, our hope should not rest solely on a miraculous recovery but on our becoming more compassionate and Christ-like in our response to them. If prayer doesn’t lead us to action or transformation, it will inevitably lead to disappointment. Father Pat points out that most of our prayers, at their core, are attempts to align God with our desires, rather than to align ourselves with God's will—and this is where we often go astray.
From here, Father Pat transitions to the broader theme of Christian responsibility toward one another. He contrasts three scriptural models: the Old Testament prophet who must correct others or be held accountable for their sins; Paul’s message in Romans that love fulfills the law; and Jesus’ teaching in Matthew on privately confronting a brother who has sinned. The first model, he notes, is often used by self-righteous Christians as a license to judge and correct others. It appeals to the busybody in all of us who believes we must tell others what they’re doing wrong. But Paul’s message subverts this by declaring that love, not judgment, is what we owe one another.
The real Christian challenge, Father Pat asserts, lies not in correcting strangers or legislating morality from afar, but in loving the people in our immediate lives enough to have hard conversations when necessary. He critiques a tendency in modern Christianity to avoid confrontation with those close to us—friends, family, coworkers—while investing disproportionate energy in condemning people we don’t know. This is “Christianity from the cheap seats,” he says. True discipleship requires us to risk our relationships for the sake of love, not to preserve our comfort or avoid conflict.
Jesus’ instruction to confront someone personally before involving others is, according to Father Pat, a death sentence for gossip. It demands integrity and courage. Yet in our culture, especially with the rise of social media, we’ve become accustomed to airing grievances publicly or anonymously rather than addressing them directly. He laments how social media fosters a culture of outrage and mean-spiritedness, where people say things online they would never say in person. This has led to a society saturated in negativity, where we are constantly being “indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture.”
Father Pat doesn’t spare either side of the political aisle. He observes that both conservatives and liberals are quick to decry hatred while falling into it themselves. When we respond to hate with hate, even in the name of justice, we perpetuate the very cycle we oppose. He challenges his listeners to recognize that reposting or retweeting opinions, no matter how passionate, does little to effect real change. Instead, he lifts up the example of someone who commits to daily action—writing letters, making phone calls, knocking on doors. This, he says, is what Gospel-inspired action looks like.
He then presents a powerful metaphor: the Gospel as a language. Like any language, it must be practiced, lived, and spoken fluently—not just understood intellectually. Citing his own experience with Italian, he notes that fluency fades when you stop using it. Similarly, if we stop living the Gospel actively, it becomes a foreign tongue. Fluency in the Gospel means that our gut reactions to injustice, suffering, and need are shaped by Christ’s love. It means we don’t just know the Gospel—we think in it, dream in it, and respond from it instinctively.
Father Pat illustrates this fluency in the immediate, generous responses of people helping others during disasters like the flooding in Houston. While he praises such action, he also challenges the limitations of our empathy—why are we less moved by tragedies in places like India? True Gospel fluency, he insists, leads us to care as deeply for the suffering of strangers across the globe as we do for our neighbors. When we reach that point, the Gospel has become our native tongue.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls us to abandon shallow, performative Christianity and embrace a deep, lived discipleship that begins with loving those closest to us and extends to the entire world. He urges us to stop using religion to judge, to stop using prayer to control, and to stop using social media as a substitute for commitment. Instead, we must embody a faith that speaks the Gospel fluently in every action, every conversation, and every choice. Only then can we hope to build not just a Christian identity, but a true Christian community—and perhaps even a Christian nation....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1174.9599609375, "text": "A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came to Jesus and said to him, \"'Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.'\" He replied, \"'What do you wish me to do for you?' They answered him, \"'Grant that in your glory we may sit one at your right and the other at your left.'\" Jesus said to them, \"'You do not know what you are asking. Can you drink the cup that I drink or be baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?' They said to him, \"'We can.' Jesus said to them, \"'The cup that I drink you will drink, and with the baptism with which I am baptized, you will be baptized. But to sit at my right or at my left is not mine to give, but is for those for whom it has been prepared.'\" When the 10 heard this, they became indignant at James and John. Jesus summoned them and said to them, \"'You know that those who are recognized as rulers over the Gentiles lord it over them, and make their great ones make their authority over them felt, but it shall not be so among you. Rather, whoever wishes to be great among you will be your servant. Whoever wishes to be first among you will be the slave of all. For the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many.'\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Probably not so much Jesus as the translators. I have never seen writing so concerned with not ending a sentence in a preposition. And the batches with which I am baptized, you will be baptized, but for the, well, you will be baptized, but with which you will. Okay, we didn't just end it and irritate them all. Irritate them all and end it with a preposition. This Gospel is kind of a capstone of three little episodes that happen and the writer sets them off with this parallel. Each one includes and is kind of in the presence of one of three professions that Jesus gives. He foretells that he will have to be avenged first one and put to death at the hands of men. And on the third day, he will rise. He says that three times in Mark's Gospel. Once the first gets connected to the transfiguration. And during the transfiguration, the inner core of Jesus' disciples, which throughout the Gospel tends to be either the 12 or Peter, James, and John, it's those three. And they all go for the transfiguration and they have this inner truth about Jesus revealed to them in this huge sort of great revelation, theophany, grand Disney effect sort of moment where they see him with Moses in light. Then the second time is when Peter starts to distinguish himself a little as the leader of the group. Jesus asks them all, who do you say that I am? And they all kind of give him on. Peter is the one who says, you are the son of God, the living one among us. So Peter is starting to show himself as the leader. And then Jesus follows that with, I do have to go to Jerusalem. And he gives the little prophetic notion again. Then the third time is with this, where first we've had the three of them with Jesus on the hillside. Peter's starting to move into leadership. And the third time where James and John go to Jesus and say, can we get rid of Peter so it's the true of us? And welcome to the entrance of politics to the entrance of politics into the faith. And it's not that they're bad, horrible people. It's just, you can almost see it coming. I mean, Jesus ends this with this whole thing about it not being about power. Or as I've mentioned many times, a friend of mine always says, what's the difference between that Christian church and that Christian church and this group? Who gets to tell who what to do? And that's why the church has splintered over the years is arguments over who gets to tell who what to do. The great question, it is publicism, publicism, publicism. Now we try and say it more nicely, it's who gets to speak for God. I'm not saying I should get to tell people who to do what to do. I'm saying God should get to tell us what to do. And I should get to tell you what God tells us what to do. Who gets to tell who what to do? And it starts with that thesis because he says, and this is what I love. It's not just telling people. If we think we can tell people what to do, we will eventually feel we can tell God what to do. We call it prayer. Hell band Susan, go do this, go do that, go do this. And I pray all of this in Jesus' name so now it's gonna happen. We don't miss, we go to God with a list of wishes rather than opening ourselves to the wishes of God. This starts with James and John, the most remarkably arrogant line in all of scripture. Teacher, now we've already heard Peter profess in front of them. Teacher, glory, God among us, Emmanuel, we want you to do whatever we ask of you. Do you now? I just wish that were the next line of scripture. Do you, whatever you want. Yes, that's all we want. All we want is to be in charge of everyone by first being in charge of Jesus. It's just like a horrific moment that we gloss over every time we read it because it's informal language if we don't see it. And Jesus says, you have no idea what you're asking. And we think he means, oh, it would be two parts for you. You could never know. He's like, do you get what you're asking? I would like you to do whatever we ask of you. And all we want you to give us is the power to make everyone else do whatever we ask of them. You don't want much, do you? And so it starts out with this really ego-driven place. And the last line, he says, you want to follow me. But this, we've still not come to terms with. But Jesus didn't come to be served but to give his life for others. Jesus came to serve, not to be served. There's kind of a difficult moment there for us because most of us believe that our job is to serve Jesus. Jesus didn't ask us that. He asks us to go out and serve one another in the name of Jesus, to go out and serve others. And we're like, but it's so much easier to serve Jesus. He doesn't need it. I talked to him in my head once, wow, he's fine. You really think about it and it's like, oh, wait, no, the only way to serve Jesus is to serve other people. That's the mission he gave us. And how often we spend time diminishing and battling and hurrying, those people are awful in the name of Jesus. The last couple of weeks, we've talked some political things and I find out that we were supposed to do that this week, but we've done this. I think it's more important now, this week, to ask what's going to happen later in November or December or just on the off chance, I think, just on the off chance, that all of human history has not been leading to November 5th, as you would think if you read online. Who are we gonna be after? No matter what side of the aisle people fall on, it's pretty clear that it's closer than many people would have thought as an even wider country. Now, I think the question becomes, how do we heal going forward? Because we've got people who think very differently and we don't know what to do with them. Most people have divided the world neatly into two categories, those who agree with me and idiots. And we all know that there's a little part of us that goes, oh, yeah, but I think he's just talking about the other side. None of us want to admit that we kind of fall into that and while we wouldn't quite say it that way, I think what most of us tend to say instead is something like, how can they think that way? Which is a nice way of saying, how can people not think more like me? And it turns out, it's very easy not to think more like me. So what are we gonna do the next day? What are we gonna do the day after? My suggestion is to remember back, depending on which side of the fence you're on. Either look back to 2020, second, third, fourth week of November. Or look back to 2016 in the second, third, fourth week of November. Everyone here, and I would suggest most of America, can look to one of those periods and say, oh, that was the morning I got up, my candidate lost and I felt gutted. I want you to remember how you felt the morning after your candidate lost. The second week of November, half of the people in our world of America is going to feel that way. And if you're not among the group that feels that way, see if you can't suppress your snoozey dance a little bit. I can't. See if you don't need to spend two weeks going, ha, you dredged yourself. I think I mentioned last week, I don't know if it was this master or one of the others, you know, if you go out online, and these phrases are not uncommon, they're adjusted a little, but there's two lines that are just, you know, one line is, you know, just wait, just wait. I can't wait until the lib cards are destroyed, while the other side is saying, ah, MAGA tears are sweet. It's all over the place. Half of the country is not waiting, both halves, are not waiting just to win, boom, but we're gonna get to rub it in the noses of the other side. And whoever wins, who are they left to lead? Who do we become? I think sometimes, this has often been said about faith, and church, and religion, and I think it's true in many areas. We are sometimes at our best in adversity, and we are at our worst in victory. Sore losers are obnoxious. Sore winners are unbearable. And we tend not to want to care about the other side, because all that matters is, I won. And I think it gets worse in religious circles, because now I just won, and I won on God's behalf, so I really shouldn't brag. I'm not bragging for me, I'm bragging to God. And we always know God wins, when I win. We want you to do whatever we ask of you. What if my neighbor asks something different? I'm not talking about them. What happens when people of goodwill pray to God for different things? How do we navigate that world? It's just easier to say, well, God's not gonna listen to them, because they aren't perfectly formed the way I am. I read a little comment online the other day, and I thought, even when we try to be nice, sometimes our arrogance is just there. And someone was writing about, and I literally, I go through these things, and I forget whether I'm reading the right or the left at that point. They'd hate to know how similar they sound. But the comment of this person was, look, I don't think that those people are bad, they're just misguided. They don't think like me. Because when we say they're misguided, of course, these are different. Unlike me, I worry about the salvation of all of you. Luckily, God has appeared to me and told me, I'm fine, Patrick, take care of the child. Thank you. At which point, I need to have my medications adjusted. So how do we keep, how do we go out and be strong in our faith with not being arrogant? How do we learn, as it says here, there's this interesting little Englishism, that we use a verb that most other languages don't have, that we've made out of a noun. We do that, every language does that back and forth. We actually have a verb to lord it over something. Now, at the next Mass, when I'm reading in Spanish, that phrase is gonna roughly translate as, don't act like their master. Don't assume you're the master of them. But we just go, or the Lord, don't assume you're the Lord of someone else. We say, don't lord it over them. And so if you take that more closer, a little more closely to the original Greek, what it's saying here is, we're called to be Jesus, the savior, Jesus, the comforter, sometimes Jesus, the teacher, Jesus, the one who sacrifices himself. We're called to be Jesus for people. We are not called to be Jesus, the Lord, for people. We're not called to the Lordship. We're not called to lord things over others. We're called to express our faith. And I think we will see who Christianity is, and it won't be pretty, but we'll see who Christianity is, not through the vote. But in the weeks after the vote, in how people who call their Christians react to the cyber boss, then we'll see how we're Christians. They'll know they are Christians by their arrogance and scooby-dance. It's why they didn't let me write one of the gospels. They're not, and not, well, I love people who think like me. I love my family. I love my country. I love my church. It's the rest of the world that's the struggle. When Jesus says to love others, it means people who are different from us, real others, not, you know, I can love others as really, as long as they're just me in another position in the world, as long as they're reflections of myself. You know, I always tell young couples who are getting engaged or who have come to me after they've been engaged on, everyone wants to fall in love with another person. And then at some point, you're going to realize they are an other person. And then you're going to have the opportunity to move out of romance and into love. Love is how you treat people when the romance is there that day. And if you've been married for 50 or 60 years and every day has been romantic, keep it to yourself. It'll just be romance. It'll just be romance. There are days it's not there. How do we treat each other when we know someone else is hurt and we're not, or when we're hurt and someone else is not, when we're in very different places? How do we, I think we need to think ahead of time of how we heal. We, you know, most of us grew up never feeling this much anger with elections. It's becoming, and it keeps getting worse and worse. How do we heal? Or do we just decide that every election should lead to war? That we, I'm sorry, we have no interest in living with anyone who doesn't agree with us. I think we have to now move with this concept. We have to get beyond preaching God, government, one another, is from, we have to move from, we want you to do whatever we ask to the greatest is the one who serves others. I think often we want to call others to greatness. I would like that to serve us. Our job is not to call them to greatness. Our job is to call ourselves to the greatest of serving others. Who gets to tell who what to do? Let's leave that in the hands of God. Let God tell others what to do. Let's let God tell us what to do. And he has. 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A reading WEBVTT
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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James and John, the sons of Zebedee,
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came to Jesus and said to him,
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"'Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.'"
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He replied, "'What do you wish me to do for you?'
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They answered him, "'Grant that in your glory
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we may sit one at your right and the other at your left.'"
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Jesus said to them,
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"'You do not know what you are asking.
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Can you drink the cup that I drink
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or be baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?'
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They said to him, "'We can.'
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Jesus said to them,
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"'The cup that I drink you will drink,
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and with the baptism with which I am baptized,
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you will be baptized.
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But to sit at my right or at my left is not mine to give,
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but is for those for whom it has been prepared.'"
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When the 10 heard this,
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they became indignant at James and John.
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Jesus summoned them and said to them,
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"'You know that those who are recognized as rulers
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over the Gentiles lord it over them,
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and make their great ones make their authority
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over them felt, but it shall not be so among you.
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Rather, whoever wishes to be great among you
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will be your servant.
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Whoever wishes to be first among you
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will be the slave of all.
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For the Son of Man did not come to be served,
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but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many.'"
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Probably not so much Jesus as the translators.
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I have never seen writing so concerned
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with not ending a sentence in a preposition.
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And the batches with which I am baptized,
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you will be baptized, but for the,
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well, you will be baptized, but with which you will.
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Okay, we didn't just end it and irritate them all.
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Irritate them all and end it with a preposition.
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This Gospel is kind of a capstone
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of three little episodes that happen
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and the writer sets them off with this parallel.
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Each one includes and is kind of in the presence
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of one of three professions that Jesus gives.
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He foretells that he will have to be avenged first one
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and put to death at the hands of men.
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And on the third day, he will rise.
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He says that three times in Mark's Gospel.
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Once the first gets connected to the transfiguration.
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And during the transfiguration,
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the inner core of Jesus' disciples,
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which throughout the Gospel tends to be either the 12
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or Peter, James, and John, it's those three.
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And they all go for the transfiguration
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and they have this inner truth about Jesus revealed to them
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in this huge sort of great revelation,
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theophany, grand Disney effect sort of moment
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where they see him with Moses in light.
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Then the second time is when Peter starts
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to distinguish himself a little as the leader of the group.
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Jesus asks them all, who do you say that I am?
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And they all kind of give him on.
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Peter is the one who says, you are the son of God,
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the living one among us.
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So Peter is starting to show himself as the leader.
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And then Jesus follows that with,
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I do have to go to Jerusalem.
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And he gives the little prophetic notion again.
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Then the third time is with this,
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where first we've had the three of them
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with Jesus on the hillside.
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Peter's starting to move into leadership.
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And the third time where James and John go to Jesus
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and say, can we get rid of Peter so it's the true of us?
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And welcome to the entrance of politics
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to the entrance of politics into the faith.
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And it's not that they're bad, horrible people.
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It's just, you can almost see it coming.
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I mean, Jesus ends this with this whole thing about it
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not being about power.
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Or as I've mentioned many times,
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a friend of mine always says,
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what's the difference between that Christian church
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and that Christian church and this group?
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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And that's why the church has splintered over the years
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is arguments over who gets to tell who what to do.
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The great question, it is publicism, publicism, publicism.
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Now we try and say it more nicely,
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it's who gets to speak for God.
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I'm not saying I should get to tell people
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who to do what to do.
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I'm saying God should get to tell us what to do.
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And I should get to tell you what God tells us what to do.
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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And it starts with that thesis because he says,
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and this is what I love.
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It's not just telling people.
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If we think we can tell people what to do,
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we will eventually feel we can tell God what to do.
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We call it prayer.
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Hell band Susan, go do this, go do that, go do this.
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And I pray all of this in Jesus' name
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so now it's gonna happen.
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We don't miss, we go to God with a list of wishes
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rather than opening ourselves to the wishes of God.
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This starts with James and John,
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the most remarkably arrogant line in all of scripture.
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Teacher, now we've already heard Peter
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profess in front of them.
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Teacher, glory, God among us, Emmanuel,
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we want you to do whatever we ask of you.
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Do you now?
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I just wish that were the next line of scripture.
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Do you, whatever you want.
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Yes, that's all we want.
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All we want is to be in charge of everyone
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by first being in charge of Jesus.
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It's just like a horrific moment
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that we gloss over every time we read it
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because it's informal language if we don't see it.
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And Jesus says, you have no idea what you're asking.
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And we think he means, oh, it would be two parts for you.
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You could never know.
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He's like, do you get what you're asking?
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I would like you to do whatever we ask of you.
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And all we want you to give us is the power
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to make everyone else do whatever we ask of them.
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You don't want much, do you?
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And so it starts out with this really ego-driven place.
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And the last line, he says, you want to follow me.
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But this, we've still not come to terms with.
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But Jesus didn't come to be served
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but to give his life for others.
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Jesus came to serve, not to be served.
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There's kind of a difficult moment there for us
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because most of us believe that our job
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is to serve Jesus.
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Jesus didn't ask us that.
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He asks us to go out and serve one another
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in the name of Jesus, to go out and serve others.
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And we're like, but it's so much easier to serve Jesus.
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He doesn't need it.
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I talked to him in my head once, wow, he's fine.
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You really think about it and it's like,
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oh, wait, no, the only way to serve Jesus
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is to serve other people.
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That's the mission he gave us.
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And how often we spend time diminishing and battling
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and hurrying, those people are awful in the name of Jesus.
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The last couple of weeks, we've talked some political things
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and I find out that we were supposed to do that this week,
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but we've done this.
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I think it's more important now, this week,
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to ask what's going to happen later in November or December
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or just on the off chance, I think, just on the off chance,
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that all of human history has not been leading
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to November 5th, as you would think if you read online.
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Who are we gonna be after?
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No matter what side of the aisle people fall on,
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it's pretty clear that it's closer than many people
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would have thought as an even wider country.
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Now, I think the question becomes,
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how do we heal going forward?
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Because we've got people who think very differently
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and we don't know what to do with them.
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Most people have divided the world neatly
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into two categories, those who agree with me and idiots.
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And we all know that there's a little part of us
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that goes, oh, yeah, but I think he's just talking
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about the other side.
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None of us want to admit that we kind of fall into that
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and while we wouldn't quite say it that way,
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I think what most of us tend to say instead
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is something like, how can they think that way?
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Which is a nice way of saying,
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how can people not think more like me?
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And it turns out, it's very easy not to think more like me.
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So what are we gonna do the next day?
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What are we gonna do the day after?
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My suggestion is to remember back,
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depending on which side of the fence you're on.
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Either look back to 2020, second, third,
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fourth week of November.
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Or look back to 2016 in the second, third,
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fourth week of November.
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Everyone here, and I would suggest most of America,
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can look to one of those periods and say,
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oh, that was the morning I got up,
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my candidate lost and I felt gutted.
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I want you to remember how you felt
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the morning after your candidate lost.
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The second week of November, half of the people
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in our world of America is going to feel that way.
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And if you're not among the group that feels that way,
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see if you can't suppress your snoozey dance a little bit.
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I can't.
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See if you don't need to spend two weeks going,
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ha, you dredged yourself.
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I think I mentioned last week,
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I don't know if it was this master or one of the others,
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you know, if you go out online,
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and these phrases are not uncommon,
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they're adjusted a little,
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but there's two lines that are just, you know,
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one line is, you know, just wait, just wait.
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I can't wait until the lib cards are destroyed,
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while the other side is saying,
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ah, MAGA tears are sweet.
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It's all over the place.
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Half of the country is not waiting,
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both halves, are not waiting just to win, boom,
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but we're gonna get to rub it in the noses
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of the other side.
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And whoever wins, who are they left to lead?
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Who do we become?
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I think sometimes,
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this has often been said about faith,
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and church, and religion,
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and I think it's true in many areas.
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We are sometimes at our best in adversity,
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and we are at our worst in victory.
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Sore losers are obnoxious.
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Sore winners are unbearable.
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And we tend not to want to care about the other side,
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because all that matters is, I won.
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And I think it gets worse in religious circles,
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because now I just won,
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and I won on God's behalf,
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so I really shouldn't brag.
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I'm not bragging for me, I'm bragging to God.
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And we always know God wins, when I win.
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We want you to do whatever we ask of you.
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What if my neighbor asks something different?
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I'm not talking about them.
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What happens when people of goodwill
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pray to God for different things?
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How do we navigate that world?
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It's just easier to say,
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well, God's not gonna listen to them,
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because they aren't perfectly formed the way I am.
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I read a little comment online the other day,
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and I thought,
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even when we try to be nice,
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sometimes our arrogance is just there.
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And someone was writing about,
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and I literally, I go through these things,
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and I forget whether I'm reading the right or the left
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at that point.
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They'd hate to know how similar they sound.
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But the comment of this person was,
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look, I don't think that those people are bad,
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they're just misguided.
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They don't think like me.
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Because when we say they're misguided,
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of course, these are different.
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Unlike me, I worry about the salvation of all of you.
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Luckily, God has appeared to me and told me,
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I'm fine, Patrick, take care of the child.
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Thank you.
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At which point, I need to have my medications adjusted.
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So how do we keep,
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how do we go out and be strong in our faith
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with not being arrogant?
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How do we learn, as it says here,
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there's this interesting little Englishism,
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that we use a verb that most other languages don't have,
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that we've made out of a noun.
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We do that, every language does that back and forth.
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We actually have a verb to lord it over something.
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Now, at the next Mass, when I'm reading in Spanish,
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that phrase is gonna roughly translate as,
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don't act like their master.
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Don't assume you're the master of them.
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But we just go, or the Lord,
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don't assume you're the Lord of someone else.
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We say, don't lord it over them.
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And so if you take that more closer,
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a little more closely to the original Greek,
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what it's saying here is,
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we're called to be Jesus, the savior,
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Jesus, the comforter, sometimes Jesus, the teacher,
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Jesus, the one who sacrifices himself.
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We're called to be Jesus for people.
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We are not called to be Jesus, the Lord, for people.
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We're not called to the Lordship.
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We're not called to lord things over others.
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We're called to express our faith.
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And I think we will see who Christianity is,
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and it won't be pretty,
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but we'll see who Christianity is, not through the vote.
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But in the weeks after the vote,
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in how people who call their Christians
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react to the cyber boss,
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then we'll see how we're Christians.
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They'll know they are Christians
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by their arrogance and scooby-dance.
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It's why they didn't let me write one of the gospels.
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They're not, and not, well, I love people who think like me.
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I love my family.
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I love my country.
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I love my church.
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It's the rest of the world that's the struggle.
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When Jesus says to love others,
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it means people who are different from us, real others,
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not, you know, I can love others as really,
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as long as they're just me in another position in the world,
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as long as they're reflections of myself.
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You know, I always tell young couples
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who are getting engaged or who have come to me
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after they've been engaged on,
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everyone wants to fall in love with another person.
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And then at some point,
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you're going to realize they are an other person.
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And then you're going to have the opportunity
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to move out of romance and into love.
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Love is how you treat people
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when the romance is there that day.
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And if you've been married for 50 or 60 years
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and every day has been romantic, keep it to yourself.
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It'll just be romance.
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It'll just be romance.
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There are days it's not there.
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How do we treat each other
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when we know someone else is hurt and we're not,
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or when we're hurt and someone else is not,
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when we're in very different places?
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How do we, I think we need to think ahead of time
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of how we heal.
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We, you know, most of us grew up
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never feeling this much anger with elections.
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It's becoming, and it keeps getting worse and worse.
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How do we heal?
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Or do we just decide that every election should lead to war?
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That we, I'm sorry, we have no interest
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in living with anyone who doesn't agree with us.
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I think we have to now move with this concept.
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We have to get beyond preaching God,
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government, one another, is from,
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we have to move from, we want you to do whatever we ask
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to the greatest is the one who serves others.
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I think often we want to call others to greatness.
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I would like that to serve us.
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Our job is not to call them to greatness.
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Our job is to call ourselves to the greatest
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of serving others.
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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Let's leave that in the hands of God.
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Let God tell others what to do.
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Let's let God tell us what to do.
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And he has.
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Go out and heal the world so that we stop focusing
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on what's going to happen between now
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and November 5th and start worrying about
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who we are going to be as a Christian people
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in all the years to come.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical call o Father Pat’s message centers on the radical call of Jesus to servanthood and humility in contrast to human ambition, power struggles, and political or religious arrogance. Using the Gospel story of James and John asking Jesus for positions of glory, Father Pat exposes how even the earliest disciples misunderstood the heart of Jesus’ mission—not to be served, but to serve. He draws a parallel between this misunderstanding and modern-day politics, religious division, and personal pride. Rather than seeking to wield power or prove others wrong, Father Pat urges Christians to embrace humility, service, and compassion, especially in the face of political polarization. True Christian greatness, he insists, is found not in dominating others or assuming divine authority, but in loving those who are different from us, healing division, and embodying Christ’s sacrificial love in the world.
Delving deeper, Father Pat frames this Gospel reading from Mark as the conclusion of a trio of passion predictions made by Jesus, each followed by a significant moment of misunderstanding or ambition among his disciples. The first is followed by the Transfiguration, where Peter, James, and John witness a divine revelation. The second comes when Peter declares Jesus as the Christ, but then resists the suffering that must follow. Now, in the third instance, James and John boldly—and arrogantly—ask Jesus for the highest seats of honor in his glory, revealing their desire not just for closeness to Jesus, but dominion over others and even Jesus himself. Their request, “We want you to do for us whatever we ask,” is, as Father Pat notes, shockingly self-serving, and emblematic of a deeper human tendency: to use religion not to be transformed by God’s will, but to manipulate God into affirming our own.
Father Pat critiques this posture by highlighting how we often approach prayer as a wish list rather than a surrender to God's desires. He humorously but sharply notes that when we think we can tell people what to do, we eventually believe we can tell God what to do. This, he warns, is a distortion of faith. True discipleship is not about controlling others or claiming moral superiority but about yielding to the way of the cross—a path of service, suffering, and self-giving love.
He then bridges the Gospel message to contemporary political and social realities, especially the deep divisions and escalating rhetoric surrounding elections. He warns that Christians are often at their worst in victory, becoming arrogant, vindictive, and triumphalist. The real test of Christian character, he says, won’t be seen in political wins but in how we act after the vote—especially toward those who feel gutted after a loss. He reminds us that nearly everyone has experienced the pain of political defeat, and Christians must resist the temptation to gloat or dehumanize those who think differently. Instead, we are called to compassion, restraint, and humility.
Father Pat also critiques the tribalism and ideological rigidity that dominate both religious and political spheres. He notes how easily we divide the world into two camps: those who agree with us and “idiots,” and how we often mask this arrogance with condescending phrases like “they’re just misguided.” He challenges us to genuinely love the “other”—not people who are similar to us, but those who are truly different in belief, practice, and worldview. This love is not rooted in agreement but in the dignity of the other person.
He warns against the misuse of religious authority, especially the tendency to assume the role of “Lord” over others, something Jesus explicitly rejects. Christians are called to imitate Jesus the servant, not Jesus the Lord in terms of dominion. We are not to “lord it over” one another but to serve in humility. Father Pat cleverly plays on the English verb “to lord it over,” pointing out that it's a uniquely English way of naming the very behavior Jesus condemns.
He ends with a pastoral and prophetic invitation: to stop focusing solely on the lead-up to political events like elections, and instead to prepare for who we will be in the aftermath. Will we be agents of healing or sowers of division? Will we serve others, especially those we disagree with, or will we cling to power and vindication? The call of Jesus is clear: the greatest among us must be the servant of all. Rather than asking God to do our will, we must ask how we can be faithful to God’s will—to love, to serve, and to heal a deeply fractured world....
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Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety. And he said to them, Why are you looking for me? Did you not know that I must be in my father's house? But they did not understand what he said to them. He went down with them and came to Nazareth and was obedient to them, and his mother kept all these things in her heart. And Jesus advanced in wisdom and age and favor before God and man. The Gospel of the Lord. The gospel commentator William Barclay has always referred to Luke as the most beautiful of the Gospels. I mean, he kind of, everything, where Matthew has Jesus on the cross cry out, Why have you abandoned me? Luke has him look down and say, Forgive them. They know not what they do. I mean, all of the ugly is moved out of Luke's gospel. I refer to it as the stained glass window gospel. It doesn't say anything the others don't, for the most part, but it's, you know, in the midst of doing everything else, he needs the story to look pretty, and he doesn't want Jesus looking too human. Matthew almost goes the other way. Jesus looks so human sometimes he missed that he's also God. But this is one of those moments, the beautiful holy family. You know, Jesus has been missing for 24 hours before they even notice. They spend three days looking for him, and if this were a modern story, they would find him in the custody of Child Protective Services, you know, but it's not a modern story. And his mother, who, I mean, you just imagine, they've left him, the town is overrun because it's census time. It's the time when, not the census, it's the time when they all go out for the festivities, and it would have been a huge celebration, and they're traveling in caravan, and after one day he's been missing, they realize it, and then they search for three more days, and when she finally finds him, she says, your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety. I'm gonna go out on a limb and say that's not really what she said. And it comes off like she showed up and they started a very pleasant theological conversation. You know, it gets cleaned up a little. Now, there are some things we should understand. Number one, we have no idea, if this is a literal story, the timing is certainly all thrown off. I mean, Luke is making the point. If you were to go back up to what we would call Holy Thursday, Jesus is taken from their midst, and one day later they see him again, but he's now on the cross, and then he's gone for three days, and then he's returned to them in the resurrection. And interestingly enough, the numerology of this is it's a day before they realize he's missing, and three days before they find him again. He's foreshadowing some later stuff. But also, the reality of the story is it starts out with a little clue that you and I would think of as the most innocuous line in scripture. And when he was 12 years old, this is the year of his Bar Mitzvah, and it says, and they go for the festivities. It was very common that he would go to the great festivities in Jerusalem, and he would have his Bar Mitzvah with a lot of other people doing Bar Mitzvahs. So this is the year. Now, in these caravans, when they would travel to keep the women and children safe, the men traveled towards the edge of the caravan, and the women and children were in the middle. And when you've just made your Bar Mitzvah, it's that year where you stop traveling with the women and start traveling with the men, usually. But it's a year where, oh, some of them might stick around with the other kids and play in the middle, and others will travel with the men. It's their first time traveling with the men. And so it's very understandable if, you know, Mary and Joseph assumed that it says, and they started looking for him among their relatives. Well, you know, it's Bar Mitzvah, so he's here somewhere. And then they realize that he's not, and they travel back. It's that moment. What I love is it's, even though Luke tries to clean it up, you read it and you go, oh yeah, that's family. I did things like that when I was 12. And until the day she died, my mother held them in her heart. I always wonder, how are we supposed to read that? And Mary kept all these things in her heart. We all wrote, isn't that lovely? I don't know. You know, in my culture, we have a thing called Irish Alzheimer's, where you forget everything but the bitterness. It's this idea, and so you think, well, you know, this story has hints of a real human family. If you look to these things, you will start to see, and I've done it before, we can pull out things from Joseph and Mary, and they apply to the adult life of Jesus. It's very human. Jesus doesn't just become human physically. He becomes human socially. He is formed by humanity, and he has a family, and he has a hometown, and he has a home culture. He has his own tribe. He, you know, all of the things that are part of being human, you and I, if he's going to become human, he's going to have to, you know, have certain things in place. And it doesn't mean that, oh, well, that culture was better. No, it means God has to pick a culture, and those of us who use the image of family to draw divisions will say, well, this family and that family, this is better and that's better. We kind of paint God into a corner. If Jesus is male, it must mean that men are more in the image of God. Our own churches, at times, propose that. You know, every church does this once in a while, because, well, what was his choice? Well, then, Jesus should have come and been female, and then they would be more in the image of God. You know, what do you do when we, if someone's going to be human, they are going to be of one culture, they are going to be gendered in a particular way, they are going to be raised in a particular way, they are going to have particular ideas, and if they're God, they are universal. And we tend to, instead of realizing that humanity is what we connect to to get us to the God, we want to connect to the God and bring it back into that human limitedness. We don't want to use the small picture to get us to something bigger. We like the small. And so, we have this wonderful vision of family. You know, I think an even funnier one, though, a vision of family. I love this line of Samuel. And every time I'm thinking, there's no one, I mean, this is like, there are comics that can't come up with this stuff. She gets, you know, the whole story is not here, but, you know, she goes to the church, and the priestly, she's drunk because she's crying, and he blesses her, she's going to have a child. I pray for this child, and the Lord granted my request. Now I'm giving him back to the Lord. A lot of mothers have gotten to that point. I mean, I just sort of love that. It's like, here we are, it's a week after Christmas, and we get the story of a returned gift. Thank you, I have weaned him. This is enough. You know, we get this sense of what it means to really accept that we've all been brought up in families. And I think, you know, until you're a young adult, your family is normal, no matter what it is. Then we go through a period of realizing there's a lot in our family that's a mess. And hopefully, by the time we get to our 40s, we start to realize the gifts that came from our family. It takes a little longer, you know, part of getting our independence and needing to distance ourselves is to start to lean in to the differences. And then we start to realize, you know, I look back, and I can tell all the stories of difference in my family that I knew by the time I was 30. It really wasn't until I was in my 40s that I started to reflect upon the fact that my love of music, my love of language, both came from my dad. My love of cooking came from my mom. My ability to feel, you know, kind of like my ability to be competent, very much came from both parents. The love of, you know, there's all this stuff I got for free, you know. I survived hunger for many years because food just kept showing up at the table. So, you know, our families do not become the people in the end that think like us and agree with us. If you had a large enough family, you know, some do, some don't. Family, no one that I know would say, well, family are the people you never fight with. Oh, you need to know more Irish people. Family are the people we fight with and we're still family the next day. And that's the difference. We are called to start to, oh, we're called to be family with people we don't agree with. We're called to be the family with people who think differently. We're supposed to be able to disagree and still, see, we're still family. It may take the child years to forgive me, but, you know, I mean, these things, we just have this sort of idea that somehow we've got this false idea of family. Family, they're mine and that's that's my tribe. And when we're really honest, there's a lot of things we disagree with. We're just better to family. If we, if we're driving down the road and someone's holding up a sign and they need food and we take a second look and realize it's one of our aunts, we would probably behave a little differently. Why? Oh, because family matters. I've always had a love hate relationship with that phrase because I think family does matter. But when family matters more than everyone else in the world, how many times you see on, on, on television or in depictions that, you know, one of the greatest things a person, the greatest sins a person can commit is they were, they were so busy out helping the world that they didn't pay enough attention to their family. I think that's a real challenging thought, you know, I mean, because that's Jesus. That is Jesus in a nutshell. His family comes visiting when he's an adult. They say, your family's here. And they'll say, what do you think my family is? You can imagine how that went over. They held these things in their heart. You know, that idea, Jesus, I am sure that Jesus did not spend enough time with his family because he was out saving other people. I was, uh, you know, when I was at Fort Carson Middle Theater years ago at a community production, well, the director there was, he was a little off balance and I guess his daughter had come into the office and she was holding her hand like it was hurt. And he goes, what's the matter? And she said some name, the name she said was not someone who had hurt her, but he went into high father mode and he went out there and it took people to hold him back. He was going to just destroy this person. And later on, he never apologized because his excuse was, well, I thought my daughter had been attacked. And finish the sentence. And therefore no one has any human rights anymore. Because I thought one of mine had been attacked. You know, not only was he going off, you know, flying off a handle and it wasn't an attack, you know, it was something totally different. But I think we knew that if I only care about me, that's selfish. But if I only care about my family, that's honorable. Is it? Is it? That now, if it's my family, my family counts the most. You know, this, this starts as families, it becomes tribes, it becomes nations. You know, when there's a war, it's, you know, every, every person on your side that's lost is a tragedy and every person on their side gets lost, it's collateral damage. Because my side matters more. And that is the least holy family in all of creation. It is the family that creates a boundary for us of who matters and who doesn't. And so it said, we come today and we think, who, what are we supposed to do with all of this? Because psychologically, there'll always be people you are closer to, people who you are emotionally more connected to. There'll always be people that it's easier to want to help. And there's always those people who call and you just want to respond. And there are always those people who call and you think, I mean, I've never done it, but I've read books. You know, there's that, there's that idea of why, why do we think, can we get there? Do we want to care about everyone? We, we will never psychologically get to the point where everyone evokes the same response out of us. I think that's beyond our psychology, but we can use the people who evoke the best response out of us as a template for how we are to treat others regardless of how we're feeling. What would I do if this was family? I have told you the story before of riding down the road, one lane, someone in a car in front of me, with the gall to go under the speed limit when I am behind them. And I, I was actually, I was very patient for 30 seconds. And finally, finally, we're to where there's two lanes. And I think there is nothing wrong with going, okay, good, I'm going to go this mean limit and get around them. But it never stops there. You have to do this. You have to make the face, you have to look over, you have to let them know that they have disappointed the stranger in the car. And as I look over, it's John Kai, who is my oldest friend in the world. And as I'm, I go, I thought that was you. And now I'm waving and I'm missing my sky. And what haunted me about that story later on was, so what happened to all these other people? So what happened to all the anger? What happened to all the righteous outrage? Oh, it was someone who mattered. I had to sit with that room for a long while. We do it. Why are we ready to be angry at some people? It doesn't even matter. You know, we have, I always say it only don't matter to us if their situation doesn't speak to us. I always think it's interesting, not to draw attention to it, but you know, people have such different reactions when children cry in church. It's disturbing the mass, isn't it? Only when we decide it is. Only when we decide it is. I mean, no one has ever come up to me and said, you know, some of the older people move too slowly in the communion line. Why? Does that have to do with liturgy? Well, because that's still ahead of us. That still speaks to me. That's me five-year-old who am I kidding? That's me now. But my childhood is behind me, that's for the most part. And so why is those children not behaving like they're 40? I don't know. Why are people in their 90s not behaving like they're 40? Because if we're going to invite everyone in, we're going to invite their cultures in. You know, we want young people at mass, but as long as they will pray like old people. And you need to be quiet, they need to hold their hands, you know. We don't invite people in their wholeness, like this story, with their flaws, with their gifts. Invite who they are, because anything less is showmanship. You know, that's just PR for the world. So we ask God to make us a family and say, let me know who are the people I care most about in the world. How would I treat them in any given situation and make that my template for how I treat others. I kind of have to, in this day and age, I dismiss this. Treat people the way you would treat yourself, because some of us treat ourselves horribly. Treat people the way you would treat your best friend, your most beloved relative, your child. Treat people the way you would treat people who mean the most to you. And if you can't, you have to ask yourself, when did I start drawing the line of who matters and who doesn't? Because the only truly holy family is not, we have an example of the holy family in Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. But in the end, the real holy family is the family that contains every last member of our human race.", "segments": [{"id": 0, "seek": 0, "start": 0.0, "end": 9.84000015258789, "text": " with you, sir. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. 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with you, WEBVTT
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with you, sir. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Each year Jesus' parents went
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to Jerusalem for the Feast of the Passover and when he was 12 years old they went up according
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to the festival custom. After they had completed its days, as they were returning, the boy Jesus
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remained behind in Jerusalem but his parents did not know it. Thinking that he was in the caravan,
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they journeyed for a day and looking for him among their relatives and acquaintances,
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but not finding him, they returned to Jerusalem to look for him. After three days they found him in
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the temple, sitting in the midst of the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions,
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and all who heard him were astounded at his understanding and his answers.
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When his parents saw him, they were astonished, and his mother said to him,
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Son, why have you done this to us? Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety.
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And he said to them, Why are you looking for me? Did you not know that I must be in my father's
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house? But they did not understand what he said to them. He went down with them and came to Nazareth
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and was obedient to them, and his mother kept all these things in her heart.
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And Jesus advanced in wisdom and age and favor before God and man. The Gospel of the Lord.
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The gospel commentator William Barclay has always referred to Luke as the most beautiful of the
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Gospels. I mean, he kind of, everything, where Matthew has Jesus on the cross cry out, Why have
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you abandoned me? Luke has him look down and say, Forgive them. They know not what they do.
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I mean, all of the ugly is moved out of Luke's gospel. I refer to it as the stained glass window
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gospel. It doesn't say anything the others don't, for the most part, but it's, you know,
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in the midst of doing everything else, he needs the story to look pretty, and he doesn't want
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Jesus looking too human. Matthew almost goes the other way. Jesus looks so human sometimes
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he missed that he's also God. But this is one of those moments, the beautiful
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holy family. You know, Jesus has been missing for 24 hours before they even notice.
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They spend three days looking for him, and if this were a modern story,
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they would find him in the custody of Child Protective Services, you know, but it's not a
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modern story. And his mother, who, I mean, you just imagine, they've left him, the town is overrun
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because it's census time. It's the time when, not the census, it's the time when they all go out
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for the festivities, and it would have been a huge celebration, and they're traveling in caravan,
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and after one day he's been missing, they realize it, and then they search for three more days,
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and when she finally finds him, she says, your father and I have been looking for you
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with great anxiety. I'm gonna go out on a limb and say that's not really what she said.
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And it comes off like she showed up and they started a very pleasant theological conversation.
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You know, it gets cleaned up a little. Now, there are some things we should understand.
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Number one, we have no idea, if this is a literal story, the timing is certainly all thrown off.
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I mean, Luke is making the point. If you were to go back up to what we would call Holy Thursday,
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Jesus is taken from their midst, and one day later they see him again, but he's now on the cross,
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and then he's gone for three days, and then he's returned to them in the resurrection. And
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interestingly enough, the numerology of this is it's a day before they realize he's missing, and
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three days before they find him again. He's foreshadowing some later stuff.
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But also, the reality of the story is it starts out with a little clue that you and I would think
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of as the most innocuous line in scripture. And when he was 12 years old, this is the year of
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his Bar Mitzvah, and it says, and they go for the festivities. It was very common that he would go
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to the great festivities in Jerusalem, and he would have his Bar Mitzvah with a lot of other
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people doing Bar Mitzvahs. So this is the year. Now, in these caravans, when they would travel
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to keep the women and children safe, the men traveled towards the edge of the caravan,
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and the women and children were in the middle. And when you've just made your Bar Mitzvah,
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it's that year where you stop traveling with the women and start traveling with the men,
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usually. But it's a year where, oh, some of them might stick around with the other kids and play
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in the middle, and others will travel with the men. It's their first time traveling with the men.
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And so it's very understandable if, you know, Mary and Joseph assumed that it says, and they
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started looking for him among their relatives. Well, you know, it's Bar Mitzvah, so he's here
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somewhere. And then they realize that he's not, and they travel back. It's that moment.
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What I love is it's, even though Luke tries to clean it up, you read it and you go, oh yeah,
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that's family. I did things like that when I was 12. And until the day she died, my mother held
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them in her heart. I always wonder, how are we supposed to read that? And Mary kept all these
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things in her heart. We all wrote, isn't that lovely? I don't know. You know, in my culture,
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we have a thing called Irish Alzheimer's, where you forget everything but the bitterness.
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It's this idea, and so you think, well, you know, this story has hints of a real human family.
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If you look to these things, you will start to see, and I've done it before, we can
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pull out things from Joseph and Mary, and they apply to the adult life of Jesus.
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It's very human. Jesus doesn't just become human physically. He becomes human socially.
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He is formed by humanity, and he has a family, and he has a hometown, and he has a home culture.
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He has his own tribe. He, you know, all of the things that are part of being human,
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you and I, if he's going to become human, he's going to have to, you know, have certain things
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in place. And it doesn't mean that, oh, well, that culture was better. No, it means God has
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to pick a culture, and those of us who use the image of family to draw divisions will say, well,
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this family and that family, this is better and that's better. We kind of paint God into a corner.
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If Jesus is male, it must mean that men are more in the image of God.
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Our own churches, at times, propose that.
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You know, every church does this once in a while, because, well, what was his choice? Well, then,
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Jesus should have come and been female, and then they would be more in the image of God.
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You know, what do you do when we, if someone's going to be human, they are going to be of one
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culture, they are going to be gendered in a particular way, they are going to be raised in a
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particular way, they are going to have particular ideas, and if they're God, they are universal.
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And we tend to, instead of realizing that humanity is what we connect to to get us to the God,
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we want to connect to the God and bring it back into that human limitedness.
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We don't want to use the small picture to get us to something bigger. We like the small.
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And so, we have this wonderful vision of family. You know, I think an even funnier one, though,
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a vision of family. I love this line of Samuel. And every time I'm thinking, there's no one,
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I mean, this is like, there are comics that can't come up with this stuff.
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She gets, you know, the whole story is not here, but, you know, she goes to the church,
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and the priestly, she's drunk because she's crying, and he blesses her, she's going to have a child.
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I pray for this child, and the Lord granted my request. Now I'm giving him back to the Lord.
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A lot of mothers have gotten to that point. I mean, I just sort of love that. It's like,
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here we are, it's a week after Christmas, and we get the story of a returned gift.
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Thank you, I have weaned him. This is enough.
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You know, we get this sense of what it means to really accept that we've all been brought up in
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families. And I think, you know, until you're a young adult, your family is normal, no matter
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what it is. Then we go through a period of realizing there's a lot in our family that's
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a mess. And hopefully, by the time we get to our 40s, we start to realize the gifts
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that came from our family. It takes a little longer, you know, part of getting our independence
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and needing to distance ourselves is to start to lean in to the differences. And then we start to
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realize, you know, I look back, and I can tell all the stories of difference in my family that
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I knew by the time I was 30. It really wasn't until I was in my 40s that I started to reflect
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upon the fact that my love of music, my love of language, both came from my dad. My love of
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cooking came from my mom. My ability to feel, you know, kind of like my ability to be competent,
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very much came from both parents. The love of, you know, there's all this stuff I got
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for free, you know. I survived hunger for many years because food just kept showing up at the table.
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So, you know, our families do not become the people in the end that think like us and agree
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with us. If you had a large enough family, you know, some do, some don't. Family, no one that I
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know would say, well, family are the people you never fight with.
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Oh, you need to know more Irish people.
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Family are the people we fight with and we're still family the next day.
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And that's the difference. We are called to start to, oh, we're called to be family with people
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we don't agree with. We're called to be the family with people who think differently.
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We're supposed to be able to disagree and still, see, we're still family.
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It may take the child years to forgive me, but, you know, I mean, these things, we just have this
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sort of idea that somehow we've got this false idea of family. Family, they're mine and that's
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that's my tribe. And when we're really honest, there's a lot of things we disagree with.
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We're just better to family. If we, if we're driving down the road and someone's holding up
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a sign and they need food and we take a second look and realize it's one of our aunts, we would
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probably behave a little differently. Why? Oh, because family matters. I've always
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had a love hate relationship with that phrase because I think family does matter.
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But when family matters more than everyone else in the world, how many times you see on, on,
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on television or in depictions that, you know, one of the greatest things a person, the greatest
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sins a person can commit is they were, they were so busy out helping the world that they didn't
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pay enough attention to their family. I think that's a real challenging thought, you know,
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I mean, because that's Jesus. That is Jesus in a nutshell. His family comes visiting when
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he's an adult. They say, your family's here. And they'll say, what do you think my family is?
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You can imagine how that went over. They held these things in their heart.
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You know, that idea, Jesus, I am sure that Jesus did not spend enough time with his family because
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he was out saving other people. I was, uh, you know, when I was at Fort Carson Middle Theater
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years ago at a community production, well, the director there was, he was a little off balance
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and I guess his daughter had come into the office and she was holding her hand like it was hurt.
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And he goes, what's the matter? And she said some name, the name she said was not someone who had
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hurt her, but he went into high father mode and he went out there and it took people to hold him
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back. He was going to just destroy this person. And later on, he never apologized because his
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excuse was, well, I thought my daughter had been attacked.
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And finish the sentence. And therefore no one has any human rights anymore.
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Because I thought one of mine had been attacked.
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You know, not only was he going off, you know, flying off a handle and it wasn't an attack,
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you know, it was something totally different. But I think we knew that if I only care about me,
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that's selfish. But if I only care about my family, that's honorable. Is it? Is it?
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That now, if it's my family, my family counts the most. You know, this, this starts as families,
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it becomes tribes, it becomes nations. You know, when there's a war, it's, you know, every,
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every person on your side that's lost is a tragedy and every person on their side gets
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lost, it's collateral damage. Because my side matters more. And that is the least holy family
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in all of creation. It is the family that creates a boundary for us of who matters and who doesn't.
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And so it said, we come today and we think, who, what are we supposed to do with all of this?
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Because psychologically, there'll always be people you are closer to, people who you are
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emotionally more connected to. There'll always be people that it's easier to want to help.
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And there's always those people who call and you just want to respond.
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And there are always those people who call and you think, I mean, I've never done it,
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but I've read books. You know, there's that, there's that idea of why, why do we think,
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can we get there? Do we want to care about everyone? We, we will never psychologically
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get to the point where everyone evokes the same response out of us. I think that's beyond our
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psychology, but we can use the people who evoke the best response out of us as a template for
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how we are to treat others regardless of how we're feeling. What would I do if this was family?
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I have told you the story before of riding down the road, one lane, someone in a car in front of me,
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with the gall to go under the speed limit when I am behind them. And I, I was actually,
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I was very patient for 30 seconds. And finally, finally, we're to where there's two lanes.
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And I think there is nothing wrong with going, okay, good, I'm going to go this
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mean limit and get around them. But it never stops there. You have to do this.
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You have to make the face, you have to look over, you have to let them know that they have
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disappointed the stranger in the car. And as I look over, it's John Kai, who is my oldest friend
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in the world. And as I'm, I go, I thought that was you. And now I'm waving and I'm missing my sky.
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And what haunted me about that story later on was, so what happened to all these other people?
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So what happened to all the anger? What happened to all the righteous outrage?
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Oh, it was someone who mattered.
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I had to sit with that room for a long while.
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We do it. Why are we ready to be angry at some people? It doesn't even matter.
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You know, we have, I always say it only don't matter to us if their situation doesn't speak to
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us. I always think it's interesting, not to draw attention to it, but you know,
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people have such different reactions when children cry in church.
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It's disturbing the mass, isn't it? Only when we decide it is. Only when we decide it is. I mean,
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no one has ever come up to me and said, you know, some of the older people move too slowly
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in the communion line. Why? Does that have to do with liturgy? Well, because that's still ahead
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of us. That still speaks to me. That's me five-year-old who am I kidding? That's me now.
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But my childhood is behind me, that's for the most part.
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And so why is those children not behaving like they're 40? I don't know.
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Why are people in their 90s not behaving like they're 40?
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Because if we're going to invite everyone in, we're going to invite their cultures in.
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You know, we want young people at mass, but as long as they will pray like old people.
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And you need to be quiet, they need to hold their hands, you know.
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We don't invite people in their wholeness, like this story, with their flaws, with their gifts.
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Invite who they are, because anything less is showmanship.
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You know, that's just PR for the world. So we ask God to make us a family and say,
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let me know who are the people I care most about in the world.
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How would I treat them in any given situation and make that my template for how I treat others.
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I kind of have to, in this day and age, I dismiss this. Treat people the way you would treat
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yourself, because some of us treat ourselves horribly. Treat people the way you would treat
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your best friend, your most beloved relative, your child. Treat people the way you would treat
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people who mean the most to you. And if you can't, you have to ask yourself, when did I start
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drawing the line of who matters and who doesn't? Because the only truly holy family is not,
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we have an example of the holy family in Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. But in the end,
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the real holy family is the family that contains every last member of our human race.
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Father Pat’s message invites us to reflect on the Father Pat’s message invites us to reflect on the humanity of Jesus and the deep imperfections and beauty of family life. Drawing from Luke’s Gospel, he emphasizes that the story of the young Jesus remaining in the temple is not only a foreshadowing of the Passion and Resurrection, but also a deeply human moment—one in which divine mystery meets the anxiety of a mother, the confusion of parents, and the developing awareness of a child stepping into his identity. Father Pat calls us to expand our understanding of “family”—not as a boundary of blood or tribe, but as a universal call to love. He challenges the tendency to prioritize our own over others, asking us to use the love we have for those closest to us as a template for how we treat all people. Ultimately, the only truly holy family is the one that embraces the full human race.
This homily weaves together theology, scripture, and human experience with gentle humor and deep insight. Father Pat begins by unpacking the Gospel of Luke's account of the adolescent Jesus staying behind in the temple during the Passover pilgrimage. He notes that Luke’s Gospel, often described as the most aesthetically refined and emotionally resonant of the four, tends to clean up the rough edges of Jesus’ humanity. In contrast to Matthew, who emphasizes the suffering and abandonment of Christ, Luke presents a more composed, almost serene Jesus. Yet, even within this “stained glass window” account, the story reveals a very human family dynamic: a child missing for three days, parental panic and frustration, and a cryptic response from the child that leaves the parents bewildered. Father Pat urges us not to sanitize the story into a placid theological tableau but to see the very real emotions and social context at play.
He points out the culturally significant detail that Jesus is twelve—the age of Bar Mitzvah—marking his transition into religious adulthood. This provides one explanation for the misunderstanding: Mary may have assumed Jesus was with Joseph among the men, while Joseph assumed he was still with the women and children. This moment becomes a metaphor for Jesus straddling two worlds: the human and divine, childhood and adulthood, obedience and mission.
Father Pat then reflects on Mary’s famous response: “Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety.” He questions whether this line, as presented, captures the full emotional weight of a mother searching for her lost child for three days. He also questions the phrase, “And Mary kept all these things in her heart,” suggesting that it might not be only a gentle meditation but perhaps also a lingering hurt, confusion, or unresolved tension. In doing so, he invites us to consider the real emotional cost and complexity of family relationships.
Diving deeper into themes of family, Father Pat challenges the romanticization or idolization of the nuclear family. He uses humor and personal anecdotes to expose how we often reserve our compassion, patience, and moral clarity for those we consider “ours.” He recounts stories of road rage that evaporates when the offending driver turns out to be an old friend, and how the crying of children in Mass seems disruptive only when we decide it is. These examples highlight the selective nature of our empathy, and Father Pat asks us to confront the uncomfortable truth: we often treat strangers with far less dignity than we afford to our own kin.
He critiques the cultural and religious tendency to elevate family above all else, pointing out that Jesus himself did not prioritize his biological family over his mission. When told that his mother and brothers were outside waiting for him, Jesus responded, “Who is my mother? Who are my brothers?”—a radical statement that redefined family not by blood, but by shared commitment to God’s will. Father Pat connects this to contemporary issues, where loyalty to family or nation can be used to justify the exclusion or dehumanization of others.
Instead of drawing the line around who matters and who doesn’t, Father Pat encourages us to expand our circle of care. Recognizing that we will never feel the same emotional connection to everyone, he suggests a spiritual discipline: use the love we naturally feel for our closest loved ones as a model for how to treat others. If we cannot summon the same affection or patience for a stranger, we can still act with the same dignity and care that we would offer to someone we love deeply.
He emphasizes that to be human is to be formed by culture, gender, family, and community. But to be divine, as Jesus was, is to transcend those boundaries without rejecting them. Jesus did not come as a disembodied universal ideal; he came as a particular person in a particular time and place. Yet that particularity was the vehicle for a universal message. We are not called to erase difference but to embrace the humanity of others as the path to encountering the divine.
Ultimately, Father Pat concludes that the real Holy Family is not just Jesus, Mary, and Joseph—it is the inclusive family of all humanity. The call of the Gospel is not only to honor our immediate family but to extend the same love, patience, and belonging to all people. This is the holiness we are invited into: a radical, inclusive love that mirrors the heart of God....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1218.1099853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. At that time Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sedan, and behold, a Canaanite woman of that district came and called out, Have pity on me, Lord, son of David. My daughter is tormented by a demon. But Jesus did not say a word in answer to her. Jesus' disciples came and asked him, Send her away, for she keeps calling out after us. He said in reply, I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. But the woman came and did Jesus' homage, saying, Lord, help me. He said in reply, It is not right to take the food of the children and throw it to the dogs. She said, Please, Lord, for even the dogs eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters. Then Jesus said to her in reply, O woman, great is your faith. Let it be done for you as you wish. And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I have been thinking a lot about this week the concept of love at first sight. And it doesn't mean I have news for you and I'm out of here. It's an interesting, you know, psychology and different schools of thought. We'll talk about what is love at first sight. Is there really such a thing as love at first sight? And actually, very many people who have worked on this, many of the, probably even the majority of opinions will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight. Now, we don't always call it that because what happens is you see someone, you fall in love with the image of him or her at first sight, and then it's a long journey to try and figure out whether that person is actually what you think you fell in love with. But the experience of falling in love is immediate. You know, you'll find, especially when you get into that sort of romantic, chemical attraction, it does not come on slowly. You know, it is boom. I can't tell you how many women have talked to me over the years that would probably be in better shape if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out, here's everything I want, here's everything I think a man should be, and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in and something immediate happens. That feeling of love at first sight is based on, to a large degree, our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us, give them a complete personality ectomy, and replace it with our fantasy personality, and then start the journey of actually seeing who that person is. And so love is at first sight, but we only love as much as we know, and it takes a while to figure out whether that love at first sight really correlates to the reality in front of us. This is the same thing with much of our spirituality. God is probably the most dangerous first date you will ever have, because many of us have an image of God. None of us can really know who God is. None of us can get our minds totally around God, and so in the end we pick something of God to become our whole picture. And unfortunately, unlike someone you date, God is, well, actually this might be exactly like some of the people you date, but God's not a big talker. You ever feel like you're holding up both sides of the conversation? We call that prayer. I know and I am well aware when I am praying and when I'm talking to God that I, you know, the part of God this evening will be played by Patrick Dolan. Fascinating he uses all the same words I would. I have always told people that I will know that it is a almost magical level revelation from God when God says something to me in prayer and I have to go look up one of the words in the dictionary. Wouldn't that be an exciting moment? So we know, so what is that? So what we're doing in our head, what we call contemplative prayer and prayers, often that we have to imagine what God would say to us. And hopefully that imagination is well informed. You know, when I imagine a conversation with God, you know, the voice of God never says, just smack him and get on with it. Because the image of God is better formed than that. But we are all called to be better theologians than we usually are. Most of us are better at a million other things in spirituality than theology. And what that means is we have a better idea of what we want the church to be, what we want the sacraments to be, what morals should be. We've got a better idea of all of that stuff, heaven and hell, than what each belief we have says about God. Catherine of Siena, I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years. Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar to Teresa of Avila, very similar to some of the saints. This vision of hell. Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend, of all the saints, was one of the greatest theologians. Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises on the church, but those are ecclesiologists. Or on the spirit, pneumatology. Theology. Everything she thought, she said, what does this say about God? And what's my image of God? And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell. Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia. And her image ends with, and it was empty. Because that's her vision of God. Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving, and people say, well, what about the unbaptized? That's your philosophy of sacraments. Well, what about people who did this? That's your philosophy of morality. She's dealing with theology, her vision of God. Now when you go through scripture, if you don't have a vision of God, you will come out with absolutely no help at all. You have the God of love who heals everyone. Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset, wipes out the world with a flood, and then afterwards says, I really regret that, here's a rainbow. The God who says, oops. You've got stories in there of like Jonah, where because Jonah did the right thing, God repented of the evil he was going to do. What, God does evil? The Bible is a compendium of many, many images and visions of God that we are called to reflect on. But you are the final filter. And what you say about God, what you believe about God, in many ways will tell us who you are. In the same way, it would be a fascinating, if somewhat unromantic experiment through someone's teens and early 20s, if every time one of those, I fell in love at first sight, turned out three weeks later to be not so great, instead of doing what most of us do, which is start a list in our head of everything that was horrible and awful with that person, to get a better vision of, so who did I think she was? Who did I think he was? Who do we think that other person is? After, you know, after an expected period of trial and failure, you would have a real great idea, this is what I'm looking for. This is what made this person, you know, I fell in love with, what did I really fall in love with? Do we have a sense of who that is? It wasn't that person as it turned out. But do we know what that ideal person is? Because it would tell you a lot about who you are. And it is always interesting when you say to people, what are you looking for in your, you know, your life mate, future spouse, what are you looking for? And it's, you would think everyone would come up with the same thing, but they don't. Loyalty, honesty, those two usually don't go together. If I need them to lie for me, are they going to be honest or loyal? You know, what's, you start to say, this is what I really want. In a future spouse, you learn a lot about yourself. But we don't, what we normally know is, I can tell you all the places they fell short. And we just get better images of what we don't like. If we do that with God, we get a better image of the God we don't want. And so today we have three radically different visions of God coming from scripture. And how do we decide between those? It will depend on our filter. You know, if you are mean and need God to be mean and need God to be, God is going to get those people over there eventually. You know, you will hang on to, you will cherry pick through scripture and get what you want. We used to call them in seminary the hateful mysteries of the rosary. If that is your vision of God, you could read all four gospels and come away with the five hateful mysteries. Jesus kills a herd of pigs. Jesus calls his best friend Satan. Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business. Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man. And today, Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog. So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus because we look at these stories and we go, wait, wait, wait, wait. My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this. How could this be the same person that says, let the little children come unto me? Because that would be just as problematic as the Canaanite woman. The kids, the women, it was all. It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all. And so, where I have come with, with this reading over the years, is there's a line in here where it says the disciples say, send her away, she keeps calling out after us. And he says in reply, and that's important because in the story, he doesn't say it in reply to the woman. He says it in reply to the disciples. The disciples want a God, for a long time in the story, the disciples always seem to want a God who will send the problem people away. The children are calling out, don't let the children come near us. You know, I, it's all matter of perspective. I was joking with a parent about the fact that, you know, it's, I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow all the kids are coming back to school and the sun itself is going away. The mother said to me, oh, I think you're, you're looking a little too early in the day. The way I see it, the children are going back to school tomorrow and then the sun comes back forever. You know, you know, how we look at these things. But, we do have this point that says, so how do we look at the story? Well, he says to them, they say, stop the Canaanite woman coming from, stop the unclean man from calling out after us, he's an embarrassment. Stop the children from coming back. It's an embarrassment, it's an embarrassment. And finally he replies and gives them the God they want. And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories in the chronology of that gospel. As though the lesson is taught. There was a film a few years ago called, The Hundred Foot Journey. Helen Mirren played a very sort of uptight, buttoned down, owner of a French restaurant in a little town on a dirt road and right across the street moves in an eastern Indian family that's going to open up just sort of a, a real down home, wild, spices in the air sort of restaurant. And all of this partying and music and you know, her restaurant is, it's cordon bleu all the way and very, and she's horrified. And she's horrified and she starts making little snipes around her staff about those sorts of people. Those sorts of people. And the staff take it and run with it. And about halfway through the movie, a couple members of her staff go out, vandalize the place, start a fire, ride out, prance for the French. And she gets up the next morning and she realizes her part in that. That she herself would never have done that but a little spout out the hate here and hate there and gets them going. And from that point on, she becomes friends to the people across the street because she realizes there's no middle road. You either become a voice for hate or you become a voice for reconciliation. The disciples today keep saying, get rid of those people! Get rid of those! And finally Jesus says, okay. And he's worse to her than I'm sure they expected. Now he knows he's going to do the healing. She gets what she wants. There's reconciliation by the end. But for just a minute, give them a glimpse. Is this what you really want? And you hope they come away changed. You hope they go, yeah, let's stop asking for that. And we as a people, let's stop asking for the partisan God. The God that likes our side better than theirs. The opening reading has a little bit of that. Though in our country right now, I think of the white supremacist movement and they'd be real horrified to know that the scriptures only give us a Jewish supremacist movement. We're not mentioned. You know, the foreigners who join themselves could come in on the coat strings. By the way, we are the foreigners in that reading. The Jewish people are the ones. We could have that. We could decide to be a people that equality is not our thing. That we like supremacy better. We could go there. It's just not us. And the minute we decide that we're not all created equal, it's not American either. My dad used to joke about people in the world who feel that we're all created equal. There's just some that are more equal than others. You can't... Equality and supremacy are diametrically opposed positions. And so, you have that here. Or you have the second reading that says, you know, God delivered everyone into disobedience so that God could show mercy to everyone. What that means is all of us screw up. And all of us are forgiven. And you think of how much church and how much, not just ours, all churches, churches and religion run around saying, God is all forgiving. I mean, except for you people. God is all forgiving. Except for those ones over there. God is all forgiving except for that group. Because there's part of us that floats between that belief that God is all loving, that Catherine of Siena belief, and the disciples today that still want God to send someone away. We're caught between two contrary images that both come to scripture. You're always going to read through scripture and you're going to have to be the final filter that can decide the difference in importance between thou shalt not kill and thou shalt not eat shellfish. They're both in scripture. They're both in the same book. And I will still not put killing on level with a plate of scampi. We've got all of that in our scripture. What is our filter? Who are we as a people that truly believe that God created everyone? What is our theology? In other words, what is everything we do and everything we believe say about God? You know, give me a minute. I heard her go down. What do we do with that moment that says everyone counts? Because everyone counts to God. How do we learn to live with one another? What happens when everyone being a child of God, everyone being created equal, really becomes the foundation of the way we live rather than something historic we bring up once in a while? What if that's the foundation? Is that every person you encounter is beloved of God? Every person you encounter has messed up for the sole purpose of God being merciful. What happens when we become so aware of who we are and our own need for mercy that we can no longer judge another person? That's the God we have to fill in the gaps. Many of us, love at first sight was with a God image that might not have been that great. And as we grow up we realize that's not the God we want to be in love with. We don't want to be in love with the vision of God that likes these people and not these people. We don't want to be in love with the God who loves you until you mess up. I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven walking on eggshells because he could go off the edge at any minute and send another flood. What's your image of God? We have to start to filter our images a little better. When we go to scripture, you can come away with any number of images. And when you do, you will see the God you are falling in love with. And in the end, it will not tell you much about God. It will tell you everything about who you're becoming. We, in our faith, are called through the gospel to preach the God who loves every person. And not only that, who loves every person equally. That right there is enough work for the rest of our lives. To love every person equally. What happens when we respond to the stranger on the street as though it were one of our relatives we just ran into? What happens when we move beyond that tribalism to a vision that includes every person created by God? We may never get there emotionally, but just like the little dialogue in our head, we can have a well-informed vision of what we're to move towards. And whether we're emotionally there or not, we take care of everyone because we really believe it's what we're called to do. I think when we do that, we start to see a kingdom of God that reaches to the ends of the earth. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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At that time Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sedan,
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and behold, a Canaanite woman of that district
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came and called out, Have pity on me, Lord, son of David.
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My daughter is tormented by a demon.
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But Jesus did not say a word in answer to her.
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Jesus' disciples came and asked him,
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Send her away, for she keeps calling out after us.
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He said in reply,
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I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.
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But the woman came and did Jesus' homage,
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saying, Lord, help me.
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He said in reply,
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It is not right to take the food of the children
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and throw it to the dogs.
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She said, Please, Lord, for even the dogs
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eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters.
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Then Jesus said to her in reply,
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O woman, great is your faith.
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Let it be done for you as you wish.
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And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I have been thinking a lot about this week
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the concept of love at first sight.
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And it doesn't mean I have news for you
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and I'm out of here.
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It's an interesting, you know,
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psychology and different schools of thought.
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We'll talk about what is love at first sight.
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Is there really such a thing as love at first sight?
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And actually, very many people who have worked on this,
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many of the, probably even the majority of opinions
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will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love
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will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight.
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Now, we don't always call it that
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because what happens is you see someone,
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you fall in love with the image of him or her
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at first sight, and then it's a long journey
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to try and figure out whether that person is actually
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what you think you fell in love with.
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But the experience of falling in love is immediate.
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You know, you'll find, especially when you get into
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that sort of romantic, chemical attraction,
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it does not come on slowly.
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You know, it is boom.
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I can't tell you how many women have talked to me
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over the years that would probably be in better shape
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if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out,
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here's everything I want,
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here's everything I think a man should be,
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and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in
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and something immediate happens.
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That feeling of love at first sight
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is based on, to a large degree,
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our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us,
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give them a complete personality ectomy,
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and replace it with our fantasy personality,
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and then start the journey of actually seeing
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who that person is.
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And so love is at first sight,
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but we only love as much as we know,
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and it takes a while to figure out
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whether that love at first sight
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really correlates to the reality in front of us.
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This is the same thing with much of our spirituality.
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God is probably the most dangerous first date
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you will ever have,
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because many of us have an image of God.
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None of us can really know who God is.
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None of us can get our minds totally around God,
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and so in the end we pick something of God
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to become our whole picture.
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And unfortunately, unlike someone you date,
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God is, well, actually this might be exactly like
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some of the people you date,
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but God's not a big talker.
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You ever feel like you're holding up
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both sides of the conversation?
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We call that prayer.
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I know and I am well aware when I am praying
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and when I'm talking to God
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that I, you know, the part of God this evening
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will be played by Patrick Dolan.
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Fascinating he uses all the same words I would.
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I have always told people that
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I will know that it is a
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almost magical level revelation from God
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when God says something to me in prayer
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and I have to go look up one of the words
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in the dictionary.
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Wouldn't that be an exciting moment?
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So we know, so what is that?
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So what we're doing in our head,
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what we call contemplative prayer and prayers,
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often that we have to imagine
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what God would say to us.
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And hopefully that imagination is well informed.
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You know, when I imagine a conversation with God,
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you know, the voice of God never says,
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just smack him and get on with it.
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Because the image of God is better formed than that.
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But we are all called to be better theologians
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than we usually are.
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Most of us are better at a million other things
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in spirituality than theology.
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And what that means is
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we have a better idea of what we want the church to be,
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what we want the sacraments to be,
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what morals should be.
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We've got a better idea of all of that stuff,
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heaven and hell,
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than what each belief we have says about God.
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Catherine of Siena,
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I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years.
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Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar
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to Teresa of Avila,
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very similar to some of the saints.
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This vision of hell.
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Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend,
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of all the saints,
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was one of the greatest theologians.
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Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises
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on the church,
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but those are ecclesiologists.
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Or on the spirit, pneumatology.
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Theology.
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Everything she thought, she said,
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what does this say about God?
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And what's my image of God?
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And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell.
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Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia.
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And her image ends with,
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and it was empty.
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Because that's her vision of God.
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Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving,
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and people say,
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well, what about the unbaptized?
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That's your philosophy of sacraments.
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Well, what about people who did this?
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That's your philosophy of morality.
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She's dealing with theology,
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her vision of God.
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Now when you go through scripture,
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if you don't have a vision of God,
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you will come out with absolutely no help at all.
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You have the God of love who heals everyone.
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Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset,
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wipes out the world with a flood,
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and then afterwards says,
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I really regret that, here's a rainbow.
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The God who says, oops.
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You've got stories in there of like Jonah,
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where because Jonah did the right thing,
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God repented of the evil he was going to do.
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What, God does evil?
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The Bible is a compendium of many, many images
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and visions of God that we are called to reflect on.
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But you are the final filter.
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And what you say about God,
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what you believe about God,
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in many ways will tell us who you are.
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In the same way, it would be a fascinating,
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if somewhat unromantic experiment
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through someone's teens and early 20s,
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if every time one of those,
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I fell in love at first sight,
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turned out three weeks later to be not so great,
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instead of doing what most of us do,
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which is start a list in our head
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of everything that was horrible and awful with that person,
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to get a better vision of,
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so who did I think she was?
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Who did I think he was?
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Who do we think that other person is?
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After, you know,
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after an expected period of trial and failure,
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you would have a real great idea,
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this is what I'm looking for.
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This is what made this person,
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you know, I fell in love with,
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what did I really fall in love with?
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Do we have a sense of who that is?
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It wasn't that person as it turned out.
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But do we know what that ideal person is?
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Because it would tell you a lot about who you are.
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And it is always interesting when you say to people,
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what are you looking for in your,
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you know, your life mate, future spouse,
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what are you looking for?
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And it's, you would think everyone would come up
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with the same thing, but they don't.
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Loyalty, honesty,
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those two usually don't go together.
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If I need them to lie for me,
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are they going to be honest or loyal?
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You know, what's, you start to say,
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this is what I really want.
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In a future spouse,
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you learn a lot about yourself.
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But we don't, what we normally know is,
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I can tell you all the places they fell short.
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And we just get better images of what we don't like.
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If we do that with God,
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we get a better image of the God we don't want.
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And so today we have three radically different visions
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of God coming from scripture.
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And how do we decide between those?
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It will depend on our filter.
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You know, if you are mean
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and need God to be mean
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and need God to be,
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God is going to get those people over there eventually.
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You know, you will hang on to,
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you will cherry pick through scripture
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and get what you want.
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We used to call them in seminary
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the hateful mysteries of the rosary.
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If that is your vision of God,
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you could read all four gospels
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and come away with
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the five hateful mysteries.
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Jesus kills a herd of pigs.
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Jesus calls his best friend Satan.
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Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business.
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Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man.
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And today,
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Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog.
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So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus
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because we look at these stories and we go,
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wait, wait, wait, wait.
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My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this.
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How could this be the same person that says,
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let the little children come unto me?
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Because that would be just as problematic
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as the Canaanite woman.
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The kids, the women, it was all.
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It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all.
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And so,
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where I have come with,
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with this reading over the years,
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is there's a line in here where
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it says the disciples say,
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send her away, she keeps calling out after us.
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And he says in reply,
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and that's important because in the story,
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he doesn't say it in reply to the woman.
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He says it in reply to the disciples.
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The disciples want a God,
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for a long time in the story,
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the disciples always seem to want a God
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who will send the problem people away.
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The children are calling out,
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don't let the children come near us.
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You know, I,
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it's all matter of perspective.
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I was joking with a parent about the fact that,
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you know, it's,
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I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow
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all the kids are coming back to school
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and the sun itself is going away.
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The mother said to me,
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oh, I think you're,
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you're looking a little too early in the day.
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The way I see it,
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the children are going back to school tomorrow
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and then the sun comes back forever.
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You know,
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you know,
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how we look at these things.
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But,
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we do have this point that says,
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so how do we look at the story?
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Well, he says to them,
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they say,
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stop the Canaanite woman coming from,
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stop the unclean man from calling out after us,
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he's an embarrassment.
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Stop the children from coming back.
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It's an embarrassment,
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it's an embarrassment.
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And finally he replies
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and gives them the God they want.
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And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories
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in the chronology of that gospel.
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As though the lesson is taught.
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There was a film a few years ago
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called,
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The Hundred Foot Journey.
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Helen Mirren played a very sort of
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uptight,
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buttoned down,
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owner of a French restaurant
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in a little town on a dirt road
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and right across the street
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moves in an eastern Indian family
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that's going to open up just sort of a,
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a real down home,
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wild,
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spices in the air
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sort of restaurant.
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And all of this
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partying and music and you know,
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her restaurant is,
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it's cordon bleu all the way
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and very,
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and she's horrified.
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And she's horrified
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and she starts
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making little snipes
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around her staff
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about those sorts of people.
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Those sorts of people.
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And the staff take it and run with it.
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And about halfway through the movie,
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a couple members of her staff
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go out, vandalize the place,
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start a fire,
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ride out,
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prance for the French.
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And she gets up the next morning
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and she realizes
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her part in that.
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That she herself would never
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have done that
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but a little spout out the hate here
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and hate there
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and gets them going.
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And from that point on,
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she becomes friends
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to the people across the street
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because she realizes
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there's no middle road.
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You either become a voice for hate
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or you become a voice for reconciliation.
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The disciples today keep saying,
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get rid of those people!
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Get rid of those!
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And finally Jesus says,
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okay.
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And he's worse to her
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than I'm sure they expected.
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Now he knows he's going to do the healing.
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She gets what she wants.
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There's reconciliation by the end.
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But for just a minute,
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give them a glimpse.
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Is this what you really want?
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And you hope they come away changed.
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You hope they go,
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yeah, let's stop asking for that.
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And we as a people,
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let's stop asking for the partisan God.
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The God that likes our side
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better than theirs.
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The opening reading has a little bit of that.
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Though in our country right now,
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I think of the white supremacist movement
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and they'd be real horrified to know
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that the scriptures only give us
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a Jewish supremacist movement.
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We're not mentioned.
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You know,
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the foreigners who join themselves
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could come in on the coat strings.
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By the way,
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we are the foreigners in that reading.
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The Jewish people are the ones.
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We could have that.
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We could decide to be a people
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that equality is not our thing.
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That we like supremacy better.
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We could go there.
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It's just not us.
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And the minute we decide
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that we're not all created equal,
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it's not American either.
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My dad used to joke about people in the world
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who feel that we're all created equal.
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There's just some that are more equal than others.
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You can't...
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Equality and supremacy
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are diametrically opposed positions.
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And so,
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you have that here.
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Or you have the second reading
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that says, you know,
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God delivered everyone into disobedience
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so that God could show mercy to everyone.
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What that means is
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all of us screw up.
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And all of us are forgiven.
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And you think of how much church
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and how much,
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not just ours, all churches,
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churches and religion
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run around saying,
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God is all forgiving.
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I mean, except for you people.
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God is all forgiving.
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Except for those ones over there.
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God is all forgiving except for that group.
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Because there's part of us
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that floats between that belief
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that God is all loving,
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that Catherine of Siena belief,
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and the disciples today
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that still want God to send someone away.
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We're caught between two contrary images
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that both come to scripture.
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You're always going to read through scripture
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and you're going to have to be the final filter
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that can decide the difference in importance
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between thou shalt not kill
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and thou shalt not eat shellfish.
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They're both in scripture.
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They're both in the same book.
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And I will still not put killing
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on level with a plate of scampi.
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We've got all of that in our scripture.
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What is our filter?
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Who are we as a people
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that truly believe that God created everyone?
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What is our theology?
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In other words,
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what is everything we do
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and everything we believe
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say about God?
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You know,
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give me a minute.
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I heard her go down.
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What do we do with that moment
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that says everyone counts?
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Because everyone counts to God.
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How do we learn to live with one another?
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What happens when everyone being a child of God,
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everyone being created equal,
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really becomes the foundation of the way we live
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rather than something historic
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we bring up once in a while?
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What if that's the foundation?
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Is that every person you encounter
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is beloved of God?
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Every person you encounter
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has messed up for the sole purpose of God
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being merciful.
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What happens when we become so aware
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of who we are
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and our own need for mercy
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that we can no longer judge another person?
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That's the God we have to fill in the gaps.
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Many of us,
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love at first sight
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was with a God image
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that might not have been that great.
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And as we grow up we realize
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that's not the God we want to be in love with.
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We don't want to be in love with the vision of God
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that likes these people and not these people.
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We don't want to be in love with the God
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who loves you until you mess up.
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I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven
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walking on eggshells
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because he could go off the edge at any minute
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and send another flood.
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What's your image of God?
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We have to start to filter our images a little better.
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When we go to scripture,
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you can come away with any number of images.
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And when you do,
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you will see the God you are falling in love with.
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And in the end,
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it will not tell you much about God.
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It will tell you everything about who you're becoming.
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We, in our faith,
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are called through the gospel
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to preach the God who loves every person.
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And not only that,
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who loves every person equally.
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That right there
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is enough work for the rest of our lives.
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To love every person equally.
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What happens when we respond
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to the stranger on the street
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as though it were one of our relatives
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we just ran into?
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What happens when we move beyond that tribalism
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to a vision that includes every person created by God?
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We may never get there emotionally,
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but just like the little dialogue in our head,
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we can have a well-informed vision
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of what we're to move towards.
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And whether we're emotionally there or not,
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we take care of everyone
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because we really believe it's what we're called to do.
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I think when we do that,
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we start to see a kingdom of God
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that reaches to the ends of the earth.
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The kingdom of God that was preached by Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of a well-formed vision of God—a vision rooted not in exclusion, judgment, or tribalism, but in radical, inclusive love. He invites us to examine how our first impressions of God, much like love at first sight, are often projections of who we want God to be, not necessarily who God is. Just as in relationships, our understanding of God matures over time, shaped by experience, reflection, and deeper theological insight. Father Pat challenges us to be intentional about the God we believe in, because our image of God ultimately shapes who we become. Through the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman and the disciples’ desire to send her away, Father Pat illustrates how Jesus exposes the narrow, exclusionary vision of God that the disciples held—and by extension, that we often hold—and instead affirms a God who is merciful to all. Our theology, he insists, must reflect a God who loves equally, forgives universally, and calls us to live out that same radical inclusivity.
Father Pat begins by drawing a parallel between the phenomenon of “love at first sight” and our early spiritual experiences of God. He explains that just as we may project our ideals onto a person we are romantically drawn to, we often do the same with God. We fall in love with an idea of God, but that initial image is usually a reflection of our own desires, needs, or biases. Over time, just as relationships mature when we come to know the real person behind the fantasy, so too must our spirituality mature as we come to know God more deeply through scripture, prayer, and theology. However, since God is ultimately mystery, much of that journey involves imagining what God would say, what God would do—an imagination that must be informed by love, compassion, and a theology that is rooted in the Gospel.
Using the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman, Father Pat addresses the tension between exclusion and inclusion in our understanding of God. The woman, a foreigner and outsider, is initially met with silence and apparent rejection from Jesus. But Father Pat highlights a crucial narrative detail: Jesus’ harsh words are not directed to the woman herself, but are spoken “in reply” to the disciples, who are eager to dismiss her. In this, Father Pat discerns a teaching moment. Jesus momentarily gives the disciples the God they think they want—an exclusive, nationalist, elitist God—only to reveal, through the woman’s persistence and faith, that such a vision of God is inadequate. The healing that follows is not merely physical; it is theological. It reveals the expansive mercy of a God who embraces the outsider, who listens to the marginalized, and who honors faith wherever it is found. This interaction becomes a pivot point in the Gospel, after which such dismissive attitudes among the disciples seem to fade.
Father Pat then draws attention to the importance of theological reflection. He references Catherine of Siena, whose vision of hell was empty—not because she denied judgment or consequence, but because her understanding of God’s mercy and love could not accommodate eternal rejection. For Catherine, and for Father Pat, theology begins with the question: “What does this belief say about God?” Too often, he observes, we are better at expressing our views on morality, liturgy, or church practices than we are at articulating what these views imply about God’s nature. Are we imagining a vindictive, partisan God, or a God of universal compassion? When we cherry-pick scriptures to justify our biases, we risk constructing a God in our own image—one that may have more to do with our fears and prejudices than with the God revealed in Christ.
Father Pat warns against the temptation to create a “partisan God”—one who loves our group but not others, who forgives our sins but condemns those of outsiders. He draws a sobering comparison to societal dynamics, referencing supremacist ideologies that reflect the same flawed theological thinking: that some are inherently more worthy than others. He reminds us that such thinking is not only theologically unsound but also un-American, contradicting the founding principle that all people are created equal. The Church must resist the urge to define itself by opposition—to be the community of the righteous against the sinners—because that is not the God revealed in Jesus.
Moving into practical spirituality, Father Pat challenges us to filter scripture through a lens of love and mercy. Scripture holds many images of God—some wrathful, some merciful, some mysterious—and it is up to us, guided by a well-formed theology, to discern which images align with the God revealed in Christ. He humorously refers to “the five hateful mysteries” as a way of pointing out how easy it is to build a vision of God that is small, angry, and exclusive—if that’s what we’re looking for. But if, instead, we approach scripture with a heart open to love, inclusion, and compassion, we will begin to see a consistent thread: the God who welcomes the stranger, forgives the sinner, and calls all people to Himself.
The fullness of Father Pat’s message lies in the transformative power of that theological shift. If we believe God loves every person equally, then we are called to do the same. That belief is not just a private comfort; it’s a public ethic. It means caring for the stranger as we would our own family. It means resisting the tribalism that divides communities and churches. It means grounding our social, political, and religious lives in the conviction that every person is beloved of God and deserving of dignity. Even if we do not always feel this emotionally, we must act on it theologically. Our feelings may lag behind, but our actions must lead.
Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to grow beyond our initial, often immature ideas of God and move toward a spirituality rooted in mercy, justice, and inclusion. Our theology must be continually refined, informed by scripture, tradition, reason, and lived experience. And the measure of our theology is not how well it conforms to doctrine alone, but how well it reflects the God who is love. The God who, like the Jesus in today’s Gospel, may challenge our assumptions, but ultimately reveals a mercy that refuses to be limited by human boundaries....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1273.489990234375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Jesus told his disciples this parable. The kingdom of heaven will be like 10 virgins who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom. Five of them were foolish and five were wise. The foolish ones, when taking their lamps, brought no oil with them. But the wise brought flasks of oil with their lamps. Since the bridegroom was long delayed, they all became drowsy and fell asleep. At midnight, there was a cry. Behold, the bridegroom, come out to meet him. Then all those virgins got up and trimmed their lamps. The foolish ones said to the wise, give us some of your oil, for our lamps are going out. But the wise ones replied, no, for there may not be enough for us and you. Go instead to the merchants and buy some for yourselves. While they went off to buy it, the bridegroom came, and those who were ready went into the wedding feast with him. Then the door was locked. Afterwards, the other virgins came and said, Lord, Lord, open the door for us. But he said in reply, amen. I say to you, I do not know you. Therefore, stay awake, for you know neither the day nor the hour. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Tough wedding. Even tougher metaphor. It's one that people, you know, they've heard, oh, the wise virgins and the foolish virgins. And we don't really pull this apart. The problem with some of these metaphors is they're great metaphors for the kingdom of God, but they kind of fall apart at the human level because they're things that really don't happen at the human level. You know, you can't say, you know, love is a rose really doesn't mean anything if you've never seen a rose. I mean, we depend on the part of the metaphor that's supposed to make something for us. And this is a wedding, I'm assuming, like one you've never been to. First off, it's probably not, it's probably not an allusion to a Jewish wedding. Because even though there are some of the tidier English translations that take this to bridesmaids or maybe, you know, the allusion here is the bridegroom is waiting for 10 virgins. This is a 10 bride, one groom sort of wedding. I don't think I've been to more than one of those. So it's a little out of our experience to begin with. It's not really the picture of a wedding as we know it. And part of that is because this, of course, is the bride in this Matthew reading is already starting to take on that theology of the church. And Jesus being the bridegroom. And it's coming out of an experience of the community at the time this gospel's written, probably somewhere around the year 80, give or take, that they all thought the bridegroom, they all thought Jesus was going, the second coming was gonna happen before the death of the last apostle. And they've been watching him drop off one by one. And about now, they're feeling the bridegroom is late. The community is struggling for how do we keep waiting for Jesus to come back when it's becoming more and more apparent that it's probably not happening in our lifetime. It's not what was expected. And so it's definitely a story about, you know, well, be patient. Well, you know, it's not gonna happen when you expect. For most of us, it will not happen in our lifetime. Generations have come and gone. Every generation is, you know, unwilling to say out loud ahead of time, it's probably not in my lifetime. Because that almost feels like unfaithfulness. You know, that it could happen tomorrow. And so we end up with this parable that has at its heart a piece of theology that every preacher and every theologian, unless they've got a mean spiritedness to them, is very uncomfortable with. And it's that the wise maidens here are wise but uncaring. It's sort of, if we look at them as they're the ones that are going to heaven, they are the ones who, we got ours, we don't care about you. And it's a distasteful vision that if that's what heaven is full of, you know, hell, purgatory are looking pretty good at this point, you know, where the food's no good but the people are kinder. It tears apart, what is it? Well, I did it and you didn't. And it nurtures a sort of vision that some of us will merit heaven rather than none of us merit it. We get it through the grace of Jesus. And who merits it more is, you know, it's a little bit when we stand before God and hope that I will look better than the next person over. It, you know, it's like two garden slugs standing before a person thinking, I think they'll find me more attractive than that one. Which is not a horrible thing until, until the slugs start wounding one another to look better. We're all going to need this grace of God. So, for years I've toyed with this parable in different ways and tried to get my head around it. And I finally gave up yesterday and if anyone saw me at about noon, I was walking over from my office with a stack of Greek books about this big and slogged through this to try and figure out what's going on. Especially since whoever designed our lectionary, God love them. It's a little misleading until we put it next to the book of wisdom. They take the parable of these wise virgins and they say, let's pair it with the book of wisdom, which is not probably purposefully, but negligently misleading. Because the words both get translated into English as wisdom, but have nothing to do much with one another in their original languages. In the Old Testament, wisdom, the book of wisdom is it's not a female aspect of God. It is God, the entirety of God in female imagery. That's just so foreign to us that we don't really understand it. And I wanted to get one of these passages correct because I think people don't understand. So I'm taking out my Bible. I'm not tweeting, I promise. But in the book of wisdom, God, the great, the Hebrew Yahweh, the Ruach, all of that. In wisdom, this is a female character. But when someone says, well, I don't think they're really talking about God in that sense. This is from the 10th chapter. The holy people, wisdom, Solomon says, the holy people and their blameless descendants, it was she who rescued them from the nations that oppressed them. She who entered the soul of the Lord's servant withstood the kings. She who gave the holy ones the rewards of their labor. She who was their shelter from day, their light at night. She took them across the Red Sea. She brought them through the waters and she drowned their enemies, turning them up from the bottom. This is the Hebrew God. If it said he, you'd know exactly who they were talking about. But because it says she, we don't. Wisdom in the Old Testament is the essence of God. So when you take that and we say, well, we couldn't ask for more than to be like these wise women. Now we're misusing it because the word in the, so that's why I had to get all these books in what we call the Septuagint, and this is a little bit of a slog, so just stay with me. But the Septuagint is the oldest, the Greek translation of the Old Testament. You know, most of the Jewish people at the time of Jesus weren't running around speaking fluent Hebrew. They were living in Greek countries and the Old Testament had been translated into Greek by them. So they would, some of them, especially the less scholarly, might approach the Hebrew Bible the way I approach the Greek one, which is with a stack of books this big and go over, you know, I just don't flip through it and my fluent Greek just doesn't fall into place. I have to, so when I'm actually studying scripture, I will pull out the English translation. I'm practically fluent. So it's, you know, so they're doing that. They're pulling out the Septuagint, the Greek translation, and all of those images of wisdom is a word we're fairly familiar with, Sophia. Sophia is that Greek word. And Sophia is this imagery of, I mean, when you have Sophia, you are in the God mindset. You are with God and you are the perfect example of God. And Sophia, oh, they do it all up real nice. And then we get to these five women in the New Testament and the word Sophia is not used. The word phronimos, which means anything from well-prepared to shrewd. Oh, well shrewd, now I get it. They're shrewd. They've got all the details of this life in place. The other place it's used in the synoptics, one of the other places is in Luke, in the 16th chapter of Luke, at the eighth verse, where it's the dishonest steward, the one who goes out and scratches, it says, you know, the master awarded him because the children of this world are more prudent and shrewd with one another. Now, it wouldn't translate as because you dishonest people are more wise. Never have translated that one as wisdom. There's a sort of shrewd, you know, it would have been clunky to say there were five foolish virgins and five who were type A personalities. But that's sort of, I got everything in a row, I'm not gonna show up unprepared. These are the Boy Scouts you wanna travel with. But it doesn't set them up as an example of what it means to be close to God. It's just saying they're the ones that know how to plan ahead of time. The man who builds his house on stone, who has all of the right materials ready, same word, not Sophia. So once we back up and say, okay, so now let's use one of the common translations. There are five who are foolish and five who are prudent. Well, I know prudent people who aren't necessarily generous and compassionate, and that those don't always go together. But it's such a struggle for us to use the word wise and then say, so when we talk about this wisdom of God, compassion and mercy and caring about those who don't have shouldn't be part of it. So we first, we have to get those words separated from one another. And then say, so, what was the big moment that the other five had their epic failure? They didn't have an extra flask? Well, that's nice, but what if the bridegroom had been a whole nother day? They'd all have been out of oil. You know, some of them were lucky enough, they got the right amount, others weren't. So at what point did they have their epic failure? And when you start to figure out the translation, it becomes apparent that we've missed a crucial moment in this. What if they had shown up, if Jesus is the bridegroom, what if they had shown up with not enough oil? What if they'd just been brave enough to say, hey, not as prepared as them, but I'm showing up as who I am. Do we think Jesus would have slammed the door? Is the moment of foolishness when they hear someone else say, we're prepared, you're not. You go away, and we're going in. And they went to try to pick up someone else's journey and come back a little more acceptable. That's foolish. And we fall for it all the time. People are running around telling people which church they can belong to, which church they can't belong to, and everyone, and you have to, your journey has to look a little more like mine. And there are so many people, even in our own faith, where I always feel there are people who will say, you are welcome here. As long as you start to live a little more like I do, you're even more welcome. And if you could start to look like me, you know. It's not worth the hair loss. You know, we start to say, you're welcome when your spiritual journey mimics mine. I had a friend, a priest, who his superior wanted him to go on a retreat. They were going through some struggle, and he said, you know, I went on a 30-day silent Ignatian retreat once, and I really, really think that this would be good for you. And so he thought about it, and he said, you know, I'm gonna look into some programs. And he said, no, no, no, no, this program I did, this one in the Dakotas somewhere, oh, no, this is the one you should do. It's really, really good. Well, you know, 30-day silent retreat. I don't need to be, you know, in my favorite city. It's a 30-day silent retreat. That'll be fine, I'll just look through the spiritual directors. No, no, no, the one I used, and he said, I started to realize he didn't want me to go on a 30-day retreat. He wanted me to go on his 30-day retreat. Oh, this is the director I used, and this is the one. And as soon as you, you know, how many friends do you know that, oh, I have found the perfect diet? It worked for me, so it'll work for everyone. If it worked for everyone, you would sell a billion copies. Even modern medicine. Anyone who's ever dealt with cancer hears things constantly like, well, we've got a new treatment that works, and we think it works about 75% of the time. And what does that mean? It means it seems to work, but we don't know if it'll work on you, because we just don't know. There's some piece of, you know, idiosyncratic nature to this that we can't quite get our minds around, and what worked for one person doesn't work for another. And then we get people who think with spirituality, one size fits all. You know, either it's the spirituality of Jesus, or it's that, no, you cannot do the path of Jesus. He started as God. I don't mean to disappoint you, but your starting point was different. None of us started as God. We usually thought we got there by the time we were 16 or so, but we really didn't. You know, we don't have the same starting place. Someone comes to us, a spiritual guru, the worst thing we can start to do is to find a spiritual teacher and imitate them rather than be advised by them. You know, when you've got a companion, you don't really follow as much as you walk alongside. You cut your own path. It may be near to theirs, but this whole parable when we start to realize the difference between real wisdom and prudence, nothing wrong with prudence, but it's not the whole package. When we start to realize the difference, we go, so their mistake was, oh, we're not prepared the way they are. We can't go in. That was the moment of foolishness. That was the moment that they lost it, and then when they come back, it's already going. You know, I think most of us don't ever hit that point with that parable. We're too busy thinking of other things. It's so easy to let someone hijack the deeper meaning of something and make it something else. You know, yesterday, Veterans Day, I've always wondered why we didn't just create Veterans Day rather than take Armistice Day and rename it because they're not the same thing. You know, Armistice was disarmament, and Veterans Day, they said, you know, we gotta honor the veterans of all our wars. Good idea, but it wasn't, that's what that armistice was, was honoring the disarmament, and you know, and that poor holiday has had the worst history of any in our, you know, first, what was it, I think in 1938, they passed the Monday holiday thing. Have to do it on a Monday, you know, and they said, we'll move it to the nearest Monday, so I think the first time they finally celebrated it on a Monday was 72 or 74, and they celebrated it on October 25th. Now, I admit, I know a lot of people who grew up in the 70s, and we missed a few Mondays, but there's no way that was the closest Monday to November 11th, and then it took them about four years to say, okay, this is stupid, put it back on November 11th because we're moving it all over the place to find a Monday, but it's had this troubled history, and I always thought, why didn't they just keep armistice day and say, wow, if that's a good idea, put in another holiday and honor our veterans? You know, oh, let's change this one. It was still a great holiday, it was a good idea, you know, and why not have them both? Why not enrich ourselves? We do that with this parable. Instead of saying, well, you could take on that, as rabbis would, take on another image of this, but the original image is not that you had five failures and five A-pluses. No, no one in this looks really good. Even the bridegroom is sketchy. He shows up late, but how dare they show up late? Even the bridegroom is a sketchy character in this, and that's the beauty of the parables. You can reflect on them again and again from the viewpoints of different characters. You know, Jesus could have handed us an encyclopedia of moral behavior. Instead, he took the parables, and those of you who are mathematicians know that that word comes from the meaning of a shape that is open-ended. Never really has a conclusion to it, and it keeps us rediscovering. Today's, I really think, tells us, your path, it's the only path you get to heaven. You will not get to heaven imitating someone else's path, because they're not in the same place. That's why I always throw my hands up the air when someone says, you know, what would Jesus do? I've told you my problem with that. They're starving. What would Jesus do? He'd multiply bread. Let me know how that works for you. You have to go sacrifice and help and do something else. You don't have the Jesus skills. Wouldn't it be nice? We can't do that. We can imagine what does Jesus call us to do, but we're working with a slightly different skill set than God. And so, we ask God to make us a people that trust that God is here with us in our path, from where you're at at this moment to, you know, your final resting in heaven. There is your path, and it's not going to be anyone else's. And when someone else looks more prepared, so you start to jump and try and do their path, all you do is arrive at your own late. We ask God to make us a people that trust in the grace of our own spiritual journey. Trust that each of us is created by God. Each of us is given a destiny by God. Each of us is in relationship with God. The day you decide to walk someone else's path, you're never gonna get where they got. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable.
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The kingdom of heaven will be like 10 virgins
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who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom.
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Five of them were foolish and five were wise.
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The foolish ones, when taking their lamps,
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brought no oil with them.
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But the wise brought flasks of oil with their lamps.
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Since the bridegroom was long delayed,
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they all became drowsy and fell asleep.
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At midnight, there was a cry.
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Behold, the bridegroom, come out to meet him.
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Then all those virgins got up and trimmed their lamps.
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The foolish ones said to the wise,
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give us some of your oil, for our lamps are going out.
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But the wise ones replied, no, for there may not
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be enough for us and you.
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Go instead to the merchants and buy some for yourselves.
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While they went off to buy it, the bridegroom came,
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and those who were ready went into the wedding feast
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with him.
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Then the door was locked.
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Afterwards, the other virgins came and said, Lord, Lord,
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open the door for us.
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But he said in reply, amen.
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I say to you, I do not know you.
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Therefore, stay awake, for you know neither
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the day nor the hour.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Tough wedding.
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Even tougher metaphor.
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It's one that people, you know, they've
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heard, oh, the wise virgins and the foolish virgins.
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And we don't really pull this apart.
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The problem with some of these metaphors is
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they're great metaphors for the kingdom of God,
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but they kind of fall apart at the human level
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because they're things that really don't happen
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at the human level.
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You know, you can't say, you know, love is a rose
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really doesn't mean anything if you've never seen a rose.
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I mean, we depend on the part of the metaphor
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that's supposed to make something for us.
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And this is a wedding, I'm assuming,
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like one you've never been to.
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First off, it's probably not,
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it's probably not an allusion to a Jewish wedding.
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Because even though there are some of the tidier
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English translations that take this to bridesmaids
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or maybe, you know, the allusion here is
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the bridegroom is waiting for 10 virgins.
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This is a 10 bride, one groom sort of wedding.
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I don't think I've been to more than one of those.
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So it's a little out of our experience to begin with.
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It's not really the picture of a wedding as we know it.
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And part of that is because this, of course,
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is the bride in this Matthew reading
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is already starting to take on that theology of the church.
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And Jesus being the bridegroom.
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And it's coming out of an experience of the community
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at the time this gospel's written,
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probably somewhere around the year 80, give or take,
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that they all thought the bridegroom,
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they all thought Jesus was going,
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the second coming was gonna happen
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before the death of the last apostle.
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And they've been watching him drop off one by one.
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And about now, they're feeling the bridegroom is late.
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The community is struggling for how do we keep waiting
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for Jesus to come back when it's becoming
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more and more apparent that it's probably
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not happening in our lifetime.
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It's not what was expected.
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And so it's definitely a story about,
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you know, well, be patient.
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Well, you know, it's not gonna happen when you expect.
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For most of us, it will not happen in our lifetime.
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Generations have come and gone.
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Every generation is, you know,
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unwilling to say out loud ahead of time,
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it's probably not in my lifetime.
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Because that almost feels like unfaithfulness.
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You know, that it could happen tomorrow.
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And so we end up with this parable
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that has at its heart a piece of theology
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that every preacher and every theologian,
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unless they've got a mean spiritedness to them,
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is very uncomfortable with.
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And it's that the wise maidens here
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are wise but uncaring.
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It's sort of, if we look at them as
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they're the ones that are going to heaven,
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they are the ones who, we got ours,
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we don't care about you.
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And it's a distasteful vision
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that if that's what heaven is full of,
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you know, hell, purgatory are looking pretty good
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at this point, you know, where the food's no good
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but the people are kinder.
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It tears apart, what is it?
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Well, I did it and you didn't.
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And it nurtures a sort of vision
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that some of us will merit heaven
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rather than none of us merit it.
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We get it through the grace of Jesus.
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And who merits it more is, you know,
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it's a little bit when we stand before God
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and hope that I will look better
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than the next person over.
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It, you know, it's like two garden slugs
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standing before a person thinking,
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I think they'll find me more attractive than that one.
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Which is not a horrible thing until,
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until the slugs start wounding one another to look better.
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We're all going to need this grace of God.
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So, for years I've toyed with this parable
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in different ways and tried to get my head around it.
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And I finally gave up yesterday
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and if anyone saw me at about noon,
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I was walking over from my office
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with a stack of Greek books about this big
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and slogged through this to try and figure out
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what's going on.
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Especially since whoever designed our lectionary,
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God love them.
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It's a little misleading until we put it
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next to the book of wisdom.
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They take the parable of these wise virgins
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and they say, let's pair it with the book of wisdom,
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which is not probably purposefully,
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but negligently misleading.
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Because the words both get translated
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into English as wisdom, but have nothing to do much
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with one another in their original languages.
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In the Old Testament, wisdom, the book of wisdom
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is it's not a female aspect of God.
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It is God, the entirety of God in female imagery.
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That's just so foreign to us
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that we don't really understand it.
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And I wanted to get one of these passages correct
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because I think people don't understand.
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So I'm taking out my Bible.
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I'm not tweeting, I promise.
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But in the book of wisdom, God,
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the great, the Hebrew Yahweh, the Ruach, all of that.
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In wisdom, this is a female character.
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But when someone says, well, I don't think
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they're really talking about God in that sense.
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This is from the 10th chapter.
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The holy people, wisdom, Solomon says,
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the holy people and their blameless descendants,
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it was she who rescued them from the nations
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that oppressed them.
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She who entered the soul of the Lord's servant
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withstood the kings.
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She who gave the holy ones the rewards of their labor.
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She who was their shelter from day, their light at night.
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She took them across the Red Sea.
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She brought them through the waters
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and she drowned their enemies,
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turning them up from the bottom.
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This is the Hebrew God.
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If it said he, you'd know exactly
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who they were talking about.
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But because it says she, we don't.
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Wisdom in the Old Testament is the essence of God.
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So when you take that and we say, well,
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we couldn't ask for more than to be like these wise women.
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Now we're misusing it because the word in the,
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so that's why I had to get all these books
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in what we call the Septuagint,
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and this is a little bit of a slog,
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so just stay with me.
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But the Septuagint is the oldest,
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the Greek translation of the Old Testament.
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You know, most of the Jewish people
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at the time of Jesus weren't running around
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speaking fluent Hebrew.
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They were living in Greek countries
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and the Old Testament had been translated
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into Greek by them.
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So they would, some of them,
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especially the less scholarly,
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might approach the Hebrew Bible
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the way I approach the Greek one,
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which is with a stack of books this big and go over,
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you know, I just don't flip through it
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and my fluent Greek just doesn't fall into place.
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I have to, so when I'm actually studying scripture,
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I will pull out the English translation.
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I'm practically fluent.
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So it's, you know, so they're doing that.
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They're pulling out the Septuagint,
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the Greek translation,
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and all of those images of wisdom
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is a word we're fairly familiar with, Sophia.
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Sophia is that Greek word.
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And Sophia is this imagery of,
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I mean, when you have Sophia,
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you are in the God mindset.
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You are with God and you are the perfect example of God.
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And Sophia, oh, they do it all up real nice.
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And then we get to these five women in the New Testament
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and the word Sophia is not used.
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The word phronimos,
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which means anything from well-prepared to shrewd.
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Oh, well shrewd, now I get it.
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They're shrewd.
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They've got all the details of this life in place.
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The other place it's used in the synoptics,
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one of the other places is in Luke,
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in the 16th chapter of Luke, at the eighth verse,
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where it's the dishonest steward,
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the one who goes out and scratches,
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it says, you know, the master awarded him
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because the children of this world
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are more prudent and shrewd with one another.
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Now, it wouldn't translate as
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because you dishonest people are more wise.
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Never have translated that one as wisdom.
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There's a sort of shrewd, you know,
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it would have been clunky to say
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there were five foolish virgins
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and five who were type A personalities.
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But that's sort of, I got everything in a row,
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I'm not gonna show up unprepared.
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These are the Boy Scouts you wanna travel with.
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But it doesn't set them up as an example
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of what it means to be close to God.
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It's just saying they're the ones
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that know how to plan ahead of time.
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The man who builds his house on stone,
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who has all of the right materials ready,
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same word, not Sophia.
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So once we back up and say,
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okay, so now let's use one of the common translations.
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There are five who are foolish and five who are prudent.
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Well, I know prudent people
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who aren't necessarily generous and compassionate,
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and that those don't always go together.
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But it's such a struggle for us to use the word wise
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and then say, so when we talk about this wisdom of God,
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compassion and mercy and caring about those
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who don't have shouldn't be part of it.
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So we first, we have to get those words
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separated from one another.
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And then say, so, what was the big moment
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that the other five had their epic failure?
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They didn't have an extra flask?
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Well, that's nice, but what if the bridegroom
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had been a whole nother day?
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They'd all have been out of oil.
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You know, some of them were lucky enough,
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they got the right amount, others weren't.
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So at what point did they have their epic failure?
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And when you start to figure out the translation,
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it becomes apparent that we've missed
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a crucial moment in this.
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What if they had shown up, if Jesus is the bridegroom,
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what if they had shown up with not enough oil?
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What if they'd just been brave enough to say,
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hey, not as prepared as them,
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but I'm showing up as who I am.
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Do we think Jesus would have slammed the door?
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Is the moment of foolishness when they hear
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someone else say, we're prepared, you're not.
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You go away, and we're going in.
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And they went to try to pick up someone else's journey
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and come back a little more acceptable.
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That's foolish.
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And we fall for it all the time.
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People are running around telling people
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which church they can belong to,
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which church they can't belong to,
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and everyone, and you have to,
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your journey has to look a little more like mine.
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And there are so many people, even in our own faith,
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where I always feel there are people who will say,
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you are welcome here.
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As long as you start to live a little more like I do,
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you're even more welcome.
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And if you could start to look like me, you know.
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It's not worth the hair loss.
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You know, we start to say, you're welcome
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when your spiritual journey mimics mine.
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I had a friend, a priest, who his superior
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wanted him to go on a retreat.
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They were going through some struggle,
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and he said, you know, I went on a 30-day
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silent Ignatian retreat once, and I really, really think
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that this would be good for you.
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And so he thought about it, and he said,
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you know, I'm gonna look into some programs.
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And he said, no, no, no, no, this program I did,
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this one in the Dakotas somewhere,
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oh, no, this is the one you should do.
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It's really, really good.
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Well, you know, 30-day silent retreat.
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I don't need to be, you know, in my favorite city.
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It's a 30-day silent retreat.
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That'll be fine, I'll just look
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through the spiritual directors.
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No, no, no, the one I used, and he said,
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I started to realize he didn't want me
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to go on a 30-day retreat.
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He wanted me to go on his 30-day retreat.
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Oh, this is the director I used, and this is the one.
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And as soon as you, you know, how many friends
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do you know that, oh, I have found the perfect diet?
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It worked for me, so it'll work for everyone.
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If it worked for everyone, you would sell a billion copies.
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Even modern medicine.
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Anyone who's ever dealt with cancer
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hears things constantly like, well,
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we've got a new treatment that works,
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and we think it works about 75% of the time.
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And what does that mean?
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It means it seems to work, but we don't know
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if it'll work on you, because we just don't know.
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There's some piece of, you know, idiosyncratic nature
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to this that we can't quite get our minds around,
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and what worked for one person doesn't work for another.
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And then we get people who think
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with spirituality, one size fits all.
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You know, either it's the spirituality of Jesus,
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or it's that, no, you cannot do the path of Jesus.
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He started as God.
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I don't mean to disappoint you,
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but your starting point was different.
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None of us started as God.
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We usually thought we got there
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by the time we were 16 or so, but we really didn't.
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You know, we don't have the same starting place.
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Someone comes to us, a spiritual guru,
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the worst thing we can start to do
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is to find a spiritual teacher and imitate them
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rather than be advised by them.
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You know, when you've got a companion,
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you don't really follow as much as you walk alongside.
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You cut your own path.
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It may be near to theirs, but this whole parable
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when we start to realize the difference
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between real wisdom and prudence,
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nothing wrong with prudence,
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but it's not the whole package.
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When we start to realize the difference,
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we go, so their mistake was,
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oh, we're not prepared the way they are.
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We can't go in.
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That was the moment of foolishness.
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That was the moment that they lost it,
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and then when they come back, it's already going.
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You know, I think most of us
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don't ever hit that point with that parable.
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We're too busy thinking of other things.
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It's so easy to let someone hijack
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the deeper meaning of something and make it something else.
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You know, yesterday, Veterans Day,
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I've always wondered why we didn't just create Veterans Day
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rather than take Armistice Day and rename it
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because they're not the same thing.
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You know, Armistice was disarmament,
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and Veterans Day, they said, you know,
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we gotta honor the veterans of all our wars.
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Good idea, but it wasn't, that's what that armistice was,
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was honoring the disarmament,
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and you know, and that poor holiday
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has had the worst history of any in our, you know,
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first, what was it, I think in 1938,
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they passed the Monday holiday thing.
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Have to do it on a Monday, you know,
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and they said, we'll move it to the nearest Monday,
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so I think the first time they finally celebrated it
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on a Monday was 72 or 74,
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and they celebrated it on October 25th.
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Now, I admit, I know a lot of people
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who grew up in the 70s, and we missed a few Mondays,
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but there's no way that was the closest Monday
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to November 11th, and then it took them about four years
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to say, okay, this is stupid, put it back on November 11th
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because we're moving it all over the place
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to find a Monday, but it's had this troubled history,
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and I always thought, why didn't they just keep armistice
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day and say, wow, if that's a good idea,
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put in another holiday and honor our veterans?
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You know, oh, let's change this one.
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It was still a great holiday, it was a good idea,
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you know, and why not have them both?
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Why not enrich ourselves?
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We do that with this parable.
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Instead of saying, well, you could take on that,
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as rabbis would, take on another image of this,
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but the original image is not that you had
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five failures and five A-pluses.
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No, no one in this looks really good.
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Even the bridegroom is sketchy.
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He shows up late, but how dare they show up late?
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Even the bridegroom is a sketchy character in this,
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and that's the beauty of the parables.
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You can reflect on them again and again
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from the viewpoints of different characters.
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You know, Jesus could have handed us
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an encyclopedia of moral behavior.
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Instead, he took the parables,
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and those of you who are mathematicians
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know that that word comes from the meaning
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of a shape that is open-ended.
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Never really has a conclusion to it,
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and it keeps us rediscovering.
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Today's, I really think, tells us,
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your path, it's the only path you get to heaven.
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You will not get to heaven imitating someone else's path,
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because they're not in the same place.
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That's why I always throw my hands up the air
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when someone says, you know, what would Jesus do?
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I've told you my problem with that.
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They're starving.
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What would Jesus do?
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He'd multiply bread.
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Let me know how that works for you.
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You have to go sacrifice and help and do something else.
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You don't have the Jesus skills.
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Wouldn't it be nice?
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We can't do that.
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We can imagine what does Jesus call us to do,
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but we're working with a slightly
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different skill set than God.
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And so, we ask God to make us a people
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that trust that God is here with us in our path,
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from where you're at at this moment
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to, you know, your final resting in heaven.
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There is your path, and it's not going to be anyone else's.
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And when someone else looks more prepared,
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so you start to jump and try and do their path,
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all you do is arrive at your own late.
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We ask God to make us a people that trust
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in the grace of our own spiritual journey.
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Trust that each of us is created by God.
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Each of us is given a destiny by God.
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Each of us is in relationship with God.
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The day you decide to walk someone else's path,
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you're never gonna get where they got.
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All you're going to do is lose the path,
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which is a grace that God has given you.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the parable of the Father Pat’s message centers on the parable of the ten virgins, emphasizing that the true failure of the “foolish” virgins was not their lack of preparation, but their belief that they could not approach the bridegroom unless they looked like the “prepared” ones. He challenges traditional interpretations that glorify the “wise” virgins and critiques a theology that equates spiritual preparedness with exclusionary merit. He asserts that each person must follow their own unique path to God, not someone else’s, and that salvation is not earned through prudence or imitation, but received through grace. Father Pat encourages us to trust the integrity of our own spiritual journey and resist the pressure to conform our faith walk to others'.
The detailed message explores the discomfort many feel with this parable from Matthew 25, where five virgins, called “wise,” bring extra oil for their lamps, while the other five, “foolish,” do not. Father Pat begins by noting that the parable’s wedding setting is culturally foreign and metaphorically loaded, making it difficult to relate to at a human level. Crucially, he points out the theological tension that arises when the “wise” virgins—those who seem to be rewarded—are portrayed as prudent but lacking in compassion. They refuse to share their oil, and yet are still welcomed into the wedding feast. This raises a troubling implication: Is heaven a place for those who say, “I got mine, too bad for you”?
He challenges the idea that the parable is about earning one’s place in heaven through preparedness or merit. Instead, he suggests that the parable reflects the early Christian community’s struggle with the delayed return of Christ—the “bridegroom”—and their anxiety about how to remain faithful in the waiting. The deeper theological issue, however, lies in the translation of the word “wise.” The English term “wise” misleadingly suggests divine insight or godliness. But in the Greek, the word used is *phronimos*, which is better translated as “prudent,” “shrewd,” or “well-prepared”—a term used elsewhere in the Gospels to describe worldly cleverness, not spiritual wisdom. By contrast, the word for divine wisdom in Greek is *Sophia*, a term used in the Old Testament (especially the Book of Wisdom) to describe the very essence of God, often in feminine imagery. Father Pat underscores this distinction, noting that the lectionary’s pairing of this Gospel with the Book of Wisdom may inadvertently mislead, as the “wisdom” of the virgins is not *Sophia*—God's wisdom—but mere human foresight.
Father Pat then reorients the focus of the parable to the moment of true failure—not when the foolish virgins forget extra oil, but when they internalize the message that they are unwelcome because they are unprepared. Instead of approaching the bridegroom honestly and vulnerably, they go off to buy more oil, attempting to match someone else’s readiness. This, he says, is the real moment of foolishness: denying the legitimacy of their own spiritual condition and journey in favor of conforming to someone else’s.
This reflects a broader, often unspoken attitude in religious communities: that someone is only welcome if they conform to the dominant model of holiness, belief, or behavior. Father Pat likens this to people who suggest others are welcome in church “as long as they start to live a little more like me.” He warns against a one-size-fits-all spirituality, noting that even well-meaning spiritual mentors may fall into the trap of promoting their personal path as the universal one. He compares this to medical treatments or diets—what works for one person may not work for another. The same is true in the spiritual life: each person’s journey is unique, shaped by their individual relationship with God.
He draws attention to how often people are tempted to imitate others’ spiritual lives rather than walk their own path. Even the question “What would Jesus do?” is problematic if it leads us to forget that Jesus began as God—our starting point is different. Instead, we must discern what Jesus is calling *us* to do, given our own humanity and limitations. True discipleship is not imitation in the shallow sense, but courageous fidelity to one's own path.
Ultimately, Father Pat reminds us that the parables are not closed moral lessons but open-ended invitations to reflection. The word “parable” itself denotes a shape that never quite resolves. This parable, he argues, is not about condemning some and rewarding others, but about the danger of abandoning your authentic spiritual journey in an effort to replicate another’s. The foolish virgins were not rejected because they lacked oil, but because they left their place to become someone else. The call of Christ is to stay awake—not just to the timing of his return, but to the grace and truth of our own spiritual story. Once we abandon that path, we risk missing our unique encounter with the Divine.
Therefore, Father Pat concludes, our prayer must be to trust God's grace in our own journey, to walk our unique path with authenticity, and to resist the pressure to conform to others' spiritual models. Salvation is not a reward for prudence; it is a gift of grace to those who dare to show up just as they are....
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I cannot get up to give you anything. I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitor the loaves because of their friendship, he will get up to give him whatever he needs because of his persistence. And I tell you, ask and you will receive, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks the door will be opened. What father among you would hand his son a snake if he asks for a fish, or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg? If you then who are wicked know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him? The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Abraham, Abraham. This reading always sounds like one of those Irish jokes that go on for 17 minutes for just too little punchline. It goes on and on and I think, oh, you know, I know we think this is about, you know, the goodness of God and the forgiveness of the people. I think it's actually a parable about the amazing patience of God. I know this because I can see your faces halfway through this story. If I were God, he'd have got to about 40 and I'd have said, cut to the bottom line. What's your bottom line, God? You know, this is a perfect example of how scripture has to travel across so many cultures in so many centuries before it lands here. And it hasn't landed yet. It's not for us. It's for everyone. It's for future generations. But this is Middle Eastern Hegelism. It's, I mean, it's their culture. To kind of, okay, what about this? Okay, what about this? I mean, I don't think we think, oof, real sad for those nine people that they couldn't find 10. You know, I mean, it could go on and on, but it depicts the vision of their relationship with God. As I've mentioned occasionally, one of the most fundamental differences between the spirituality, not the theology, but the spirituality of Judaism and Islam is right there in the words. Islam means that, you know, we define ourselves, Islam is submission. We define ourselves through submission to God. Israel means to argue with God, to wrestle with God. And they believed, I mean, the stories of wrestling with the angel, Jacob's ladder, all these stories because they aren't really, it's not an arrogance of coming up against God. It is their fundamental stance that when they speak of God, they are always speaking of their image of God. And we always have to wrestle with our image of God. You know, when we pray to God, we pray to our image of God. We can't get past that. The actuality of God is just beyond us. And so we have these images, and as we pray to images, we have to wrestle with them. And this is, you know, this sort of spectacular wrestling with the image. My favorite moment in all of these Old Testament stories is when Abraham says, will you sweep away the innocent for the guilty? I mean, suppose there were 50 innocent people. You know, far be it from you to do such a thing. There is a Yiddish word, chutzpah. Do you know the chutzpah it takes to look at God and say, come on, you're better than that. I mean, that's what he's doing. But there's an understanding of the spirituality under this that it's a story about wrestling with our image of God. How often do we come up with a catastrophe, whether it's obvious that it's through the sin of a person or two, like a shooting, whether it's a natural disaster. And we go, why? What is God doing? That's you and I wrestling with our image of God, not with the reality of God because you and I can't get there. But our image, our image is that, you know, if God is God, then life should run along perfectly. Now let me say it out loud, we know that's not right. But certainly it shouldn't get to a certain point. And usually we're saying that when we think we're there. It shouldn't get, they shouldn't be this far. You know, it's this wrestling with God. And the story is not about just about the haggling in the sense of what's the best deal I can get. The haggling in Middle Eastern culture is also about the sustaining of the relationship. You and I, our relationship with a salesperson usually is, I'd like a non-fat latte. Okay. They would find that, this is why we get a reputation in other countries as being rude. It's not that we don't speak the language. So we walk into a store and we don't say hello or good morning. We walk in and say, I'd like, and they're like, for now. That to them is unduly harsh. I really do, I've mentioned this before, but I really do now. I actually, I've mentioned this book. I want to do a book club on it, but there's a book called The Bonjour Effect. Which is, they aren't mad because we don't speak French. They're mad because we walk into their store and don't even say bonjour before we tell them what we want. They're like, no. This, so the haggling of Abraham and God is not, oh, if you just sneak at it, you can get a much better deal on a God. No, it's look at their relationship. Look at the companionship and the friendship and look at the reality of the interaction and that it's not sort of, you know, I go to God for a second in prayer in the morning and I say, here's what I want. Okay, check in tomorrow. We'll see how you're doing. That was real good, but did you miss number four and five on the list yesterday? You know, I mean, it's like, it's this perfunctory. I think, and it's probably getting worse in modern culture as socialization is replaced by networking. You know, networking is creating, you know, in its strictest sense, it's creating relationships that might be helpful to me as opposed to creating relationships. Networking is not a bad thing unless it is the sum total of how we relate to the world. So we, you know, hopefully we never create a relationship that is only about business, is only about what I can get out of it. You know, Abraham and God already have a relationship. That's why the story goes that way. All three of these little sections on prayer are about the constancy of it. He's really not saying with this, you know, if you just keep knocking at night, at midnight, you know, it is not Luke or Jesus saying, look, I've met you people, trust me, you could wear God down and he'll give you whatever you want. All right, you can't wear God down. That's not what prayer is. If I just, how many people I've heard say, I've prayed and I've prayed and I've prayed and they don't want to really end it with the reality statement which is, and God still won't follow my orders. I get done praying and I'm not in charge yet. How come? Because if I pray enough and God will do whatever I want, then think about that. All I have to pray in the name of Jesus, if you're smart, one or two, so get two gathered, pray in the name of Jesus and be consistent enough and God's on the book. So now, Penelope was in charge of the universe. You were God. Because if we really believe that as long as I pray right, God should be doing this stuff, we're in charge. You know, I always want to turn this last part inside out with the second last part where he says, which of you would hand your child a scorpion if they asked for an egg? Well, which of you would hand them a scorpion if they asked for a scorpion? Sometimes we ask for scorpions. You know, it can even be the most gracious prayer. It can just simply be someone who needs healing. And what we don't know is they're on their own journey. I can't ask God to change their journey because I'm not ready for it. Even because they're not ready for it. And they're on their journey. And so we kind of, when we have, if we pray enough, we will wear down our own heart. We'll wear down the walls. We'll wear down whatever it is in us that just can't trust God. We're not wearing down God. It's just, I've tried. A heat is relentless. We can't wear down God. We can wear down the, you know, what this, in 12-step groups they have a thing called, what they call stinking thinking. Meaning the things we tell ourselves that just keep us addicted, the ways we think in life that just have messed us up and they're paradigms of life that aren't helping us and we can't let go. And we fall back into them all the time. You know, all of us do that. We have ways of thinking that we fall back into. And Jesus says, yeah, you just keep a prayer and you will, you'll notice he doesn't say at the end of this, it's, Luke does this each time and he's very clever about it. Matthew doesn't go here but he says, I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitors the loaves because of their friendship, he will give them whatever he needs because of his persistence. He doesn't think he'll give the loaves for his persistence. Ask for the loaves, ask for the loaves and if you're persistent enough, God will give you what you need. Not the loaves. As a matter of fact, I've always kind of thought, what visitor do you have that eats three loaves of bread? It's not me, it is what Yeti came to town. I'm like, it's, but you know, give us this day our daily bread and he follows it with, so he wants three loaves of bread and if you're persistent, what you need. Not what, it doesn't say if you ask, God will give you whatever you asked for. If you're not, God will open the door. You've asked to be opened. He ends it, he says, so if you just ask God for all these good things, God will give you the Holy Spirit. Little, little Peyton switch there at the end. Not, I know God will give me the Holy Spirit. I wanted the winning lottery ticket. I'll worry about the Spirit after I get that ticket. You know, we get the Spirit, we get the relationship with God and it's why it kind of moves us to, I think it's a better practice for us to pursue in life, with our prayer life. I can't tell you that the number of people who over the years have said, you know, it's one of the most common confessions is, I miss my daily prayers. Now, do you know there is nothing in canon law or church teaching that says, this is the amount of prayer you should do daily and if you don't do this, you've sinned. What they're really saying is, I've developed a habit of prayer over the years and I've fallen off my own routine. And, you know, I suppose at some level they're thinking, it's kind of what I committed to God and I didn't keep my commitment. But you made up that commitment of prayer. And so there are people who will say, and I always ask, well, tell me what your daily prayer is. And often, well, I've fallen off my daily prayer. Well, what is your daily prayer? Well, I do 15 rosaries followed by three hours of meditation, followed with that. I missed my morning prayers. Yes, they ran into lunch. You know, and I'm like, if we create that sort of, I'm going to be a prayer warrior, it may not be sustainable. And it may not be as helpful. I think much more helpful is, I think the perfect prayer life would be five or ten minutes in the morning, maybe with a scripture, maybe with a quick reflection that gives you something to think about. And then ten times during the day, bringing it back to your mind for 30 seconds. You know, the old Buddhist monastic tradition was whatever reflection they were given in the morning and they had a five or ten minute meeting with it, then throughout the day in the monastery, the gong would ring every 20 minutes or so. And every time the gong rang, you were just called to stop whatever you were doing, you know, take a breath, remember what it is, and then go right on. That relationship with God, much like this sort of haggling that we see with Abraham, that kind of relationship with God versus the, I dig in and I say every prayer I can and, you know, like the person who says, you know, I just joined a gym and I'm going to go three hours a day. Call me in a week. And you can't walk. You know, and it falls apart. You know, you always have these, I used to have a friend, Kathleen in my last parish was a trainer, and she said, I always try and convince them for the first month that the only goal of the workout is that they still want to work out tomorrow. It's the only goal, so get used to it. Don't kill yourself. Say it with prayer. Can you just get back in touch? I think it would be an amazing thing in Lent is if they give us a little, forget all these complicated prayer apps, one that you could say, just buzz my wrist every 20 minutes so that whatever I was thinking about in the morning I can return to, just for a breath. You know, when children leave for college or to go out in the world, when they finally move, I shouldn't say finally, it sounds so... But when they leave the house in that sort of a final way, the lamenting of the parent is not that the relationship is over. They'll still come and they'll visit. Theoretically, they'll call on a regular basis. You know, the relationship can still be there, but it moves to a relationship where they come and they visit, or we talk and then they're gone again. What the parent misses is running into them in the hallway, seeing them in the kitchen. They're the constant part of your life. That's what we should think with prayer, is that sort of constant touching God, rather than I have my prayer time and then it's back to real life. What we do here, we just think about as often as we can and it doesn't have to be long moments. It is a relationship with God and relationships are... The best relationships we have in our life are built on constancy, not on the duration of each encounter, but on how long we don't allow ourselves to go in between encounters. It's not about can I lengthen my prayer, can I shorten the distance between thinking about God. And so God asks us today to become a people not of deeper prayer, there are times for that, but a people of more constant prayer. I... I was part of a photo thing. They wanted to take pictures of our hands, which is really about the only part of a picture taking. At Porter Hospital, the Helping Hands was their project and they had a picture of all these nurses' hands and then they have a picture of the doctors' hands and so they wanted the chaplains and the three of us, one was kind of an evangelical minister and one was a rabbi, Elliot Baskin, and myself. They said, so would you guys come down and how do you hold your hands in prayer? And I always hate because of course the evangelicals got there before me so I couldn't say the same thing. Oh well, this is kind of our prayer posture and then you know, and Elliot looks at me and goes, well, you know we don't really have a posture for prayer. He says, here in the hospital I am most likely to hold the hands of the person I'm praying with. And then they said, and you Father, what's your most common prayer posture? And I said, my hands are usually at ten and two on the wheel. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus was praying in a certain place,
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and when he had finished, one of his disciples said to him,
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Lord, teach us to pray, just as John taught his disciples.
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He said to them, When you pray, say,
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Father, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come.
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Give us each day our daily bread, and forgive our sins,
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as we ourselves forgive everyone in debt to us.
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And do not subject us to the final test.
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And he said to them, Suppose one of you
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has a friend to whom he goes at midnight and says,
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Friend, lend me three loaves of bread,
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for a friend of mine has arrived at my house from a journey,
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and I have nothing to offer him.
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And he says in reply from within,
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Do not bother me.
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The door has already been locked,
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and my children and I are already in bed.
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I cannot get up to give you anything.
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I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitor the loaves
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because of their friendship,
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he will get up to give him whatever he needs
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because of his persistence.
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And I tell you, ask and you will receive,
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seek and you will find,
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knock and the door will be opened to you.
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For everyone who asks receives,
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and the one who seeks finds,
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and to the one who knocks the door will be opened.
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What father among you would hand his son a snake
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if he asks for a fish,
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or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg?
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If you then who are wicked
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know how to give good gifts to your children,
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how much more will the Father in heaven
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give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him?
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Abraham, Abraham.
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This reading always sounds like one of those Irish jokes
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that go on for 17 minutes for just too little punchline.
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It goes on and on and I think,
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oh, you know, I know we think this is about,
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you know, the goodness of God
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and the forgiveness of the people.
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I think it's actually a parable
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about the amazing patience of God.
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I know this because I can see your faces
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halfway through this story.
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If I were God, he'd have got to about 40
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and I'd have said, cut to the bottom line.
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What's your bottom line, God?
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You know, this is a perfect example
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of how scripture has to travel across
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so many cultures in so many centuries
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before it lands here.
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And it hasn't landed yet.
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It's not for us.
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It's for everyone.
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It's for future generations.
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But this is Middle Eastern Hegelism.
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It's, I mean, it's their culture.
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To kind of, okay, what about this?
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Okay, what about this?
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I mean, I don't think we think,
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oof, real sad for those nine people
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that they couldn't find 10.
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You know, I mean, it could go on and on,
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but it depicts the vision
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of their relationship with God.
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As I've mentioned occasionally,
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one of the most fundamental differences
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between the spirituality,
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not the theology,
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but the spirituality of Judaism and Islam
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is right there in the words.
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Islam means that, you know,
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we define ourselves,
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Islam is submission.
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We define ourselves through submission to God.
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Israel means to argue with God,
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to wrestle with God.
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And they believed, I mean,
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the stories of wrestling with the angel,
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Jacob's ladder,
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all these stories because they aren't really,
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it's not an arrogance of coming up against God.
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It is their fundamental stance
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that when they speak of God,
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they are always speaking of their image of God.
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And we always have to wrestle with our image of God.
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You know, when we pray to God,
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we pray to our image of God.
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We can't get past that.
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The actuality of God is just beyond us.
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And so we have these images,
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and as we pray to images,
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we have to wrestle with them.
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And this is, you know,
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this sort of spectacular wrestling with the image.
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My favorite moment in all of these Old Testament stories
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is when Abraham says,
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will you sweep away the innocent for the guilty?
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I mean, suppose there were 50 innocent people.
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You know, far be it from you to do such a thing.
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There is a Yiddish word, chutzpah.
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Do you know the chutzpah it takes to look at God
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and say, come on, you're better than that.
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I mean, that's what he's doing.
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But there's an understanding of the spirituality under this
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that it's a story about wrestling with our image of God.
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How often do we come up with a catastrophe,
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whether it's obvious that it's through the sin
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of a person or two, like a shooting,
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whether it's a natural disaster.
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And we go, why?
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What is God doing?
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That's you and I wrestling with our image of God,
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not with the reality of God
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because you and I can't get there.
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But our image, our image is that, you know,
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if God is God, then life should run along perfectly.
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Now let me say it out loud, we know that's not right.
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But certainly it shouldn't get to a certain point.
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And usually we're saying that when we think we're there.
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It shouldn't get, they shouldn't be this far.
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You know, it's this wrestling with God.
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And the story is not about just about the haggling
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in the sense of what's the best deal I can get.
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The haggling in Middle Eastern culture
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is also about the sustaining of the relationship.
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You and I, our relationship with a salesperson
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usually is, I'd like a non-fat latte.
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Okay.
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They would find that,
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this is why we get a reputation in other countries
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as being rude.
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It's not that we don't speak the language.
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So we walk into a store
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and we don't say hello or good morning.
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We walk in and say, I'd like,
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and they're like, for now.
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That to them is unduly harsh.
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I really do, I've mentioned this before,
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but I really do now.
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I actually, I've mentioned this book.
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I want to do a book club on it,
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but there's a book called The Bonjour Effect.
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Which is, they aren't mad because we don't speak French.
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They're mad because we walk into their store
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and don't even say bonjour
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before we tell them what we want.
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They're like, no.
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This, so the haggling of Abraham and God
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is not, oh, if you just sneak at it,
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you can get a much better deal on a God.
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No, it's look at their relationship.
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Look at the companionship and the friendship
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and look at the reality of the interaction
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and that it's not sort of,
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you know, I go to God for a second in prayer in the morning
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and I say, here's what I want.
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Okay, check in tomorrow.
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We'll see how you're doing.
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That was real good,
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but did you miss number four and five on the list yesterday?
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You know, I mean, it's like, it's this perfunctory.
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I think, and it's probably getting worse in modern culture
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as socialization is replaced by networking.
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You know, networking is creating,
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you know, in its strictest sense,
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it's creating relationships that might be helpful to me
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as opposed to creating relationships.
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Networking is not a bad thing
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unless it is the sum total of how we relate to the world.
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So we, you know, hopefully we never create a relationship
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that is only about business,
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is only about what I can get out of it.
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You know, Abraham and God already have a relationship.
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That's why the story goes that way.
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All three of these little sections on prayer
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are about the constancy of it.
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He's really not saying with this, you know,
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if you just keep knocking at night, at midnight, you know,
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it is not Luke or Jesus saying,
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look, I've met you people, trust me,
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you could wear God down and he'll give you whatever you want.
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All right, you can't wear God down.
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That's not what prayer is.
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If I just, how many people I've heard say,
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I've prayed and I've prayed and I've prayed
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and they don't want to really end it
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with the reality statement which is,
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and God still won't follow my orders.
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I get done praying and I'm not in charge yet.
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How come?
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Because if I pray enough and God will do whatever I want,
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then think about that.
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All I have to pray in the name of Jesus,
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if you're smart, one or two, so get two gathered,
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pray in the name of Jesus and be consistent enough
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and God's on the book.
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So now, Penelope was in charge of the universe.
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You were God.
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Because if we really believe that as long as I pray right,
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God should be doing this stuff, we're in charge.
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You know, I always want to turn this last part inside out
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with the second last part where he says,
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which of you would hand your child a scorpion
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if they asked for an egg?
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Well, which of you would hand them a scorpion
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if they asked for a scorpion?
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Sometimes we ask for scorpions.
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You know, it can even be the most gracious prayer.
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It can just simply be someone who needs healing.
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And what we don't know is they're on their own journey.
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I can't ask God to change their journey
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because I'm not ready for it.
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Even because they're not ready for it.
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And they're on their journey.
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And so we kind of, when we have, if we pray enough,
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we will wear down our own heart.
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We'll wear down the walls.
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We'll wear down whatever it is in us
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that just can't trust God.
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We're not wearing down God.
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It's just, I've tried.
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A heat is relentless.
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We can't wear down God.
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We can wear down the, you know, what this,
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in 12-step groups they have a thing called,
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what they call stinking thinking.
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Meaning the things we tell ourselves
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that just keep us addicted,
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the ways we think in life that just have messed us up
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and they're paradigms of life that aren't helping us
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and we can't let go.
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And we fall back into them all the time.
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You know, all of us do that.
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We have ways of thinking that we fall back into.
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And Jesus says, yeah, you just keep a prayer
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and you will, you'll notice he doesn't say
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at the end of this, it's, Luke does this each time
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and he's very clever about it.
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Matthew doesn't go here but he says,
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I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitors
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the loaves because of their friendship,
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he will give them whatever he needs
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because of his persistence.
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He doesn't think he'll give the loaves for his persistence.
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Ask for the loaves, ask for the loaves
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and if you're persistent enough,
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God will give you what you need.
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Not the loaves.
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As a matter of fact, I've always kind of thought,
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what visitor do you have that eats three loaves of bread?
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It's not me, it is what Yeti came to town.
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I'm like, it's, but you know,
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give us this day our daily bread
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and he follows it with, so he wants three loaves of bread
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and if you're persistent, what you need.
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Not what, it doesn't say if you ask,
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God will give you whatever you asked for.
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If you're not, God will open the door.
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You've asked to be opened.
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He ends it, he says, so if you just ask God
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for all these good things,
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God will give you the Holy Spirit.
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Little, little Peyton switch there at the end.
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Not, I know God will give me the Holy Spirit.
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I wanted the winning lottery ticket.
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I'll worry about the Spirit after I get that ticket.
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You know, we get the Spirit,
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we get the relationship with God
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and it's why it kind of moves us to,
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I think it's a better practice for us to pursue in life,
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with our prayer life.
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I can't tell you that the number of people
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who over the years have said, you know,
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it's one of the most common confessions is,
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I miss my daily prayers.
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Now, do you know there is nothing in canon law
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or church teaching that says,
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this is the amount of prayer you should do daily
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and if you don't do this, you've sinned.
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What they're really saying is,
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I've developed a habit of prayer over the years
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and I've fallen off my own routine.
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And, you know, I suppose at some level they're thinking,
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it's kind of what I committed to God
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and I didn't keep my commitment.
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But you made up that commitment of prayer.
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And so there are people who will say,
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and I always ask, well, tell me what your daily prayer is.
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And often, well, I've fallen off my daily prayer.
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Well, what is your daily prayer?
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Well, I do 15 rosaries
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followed by three hours of meditation,
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followed with that.
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I missed my morning prayers.
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Yes, they ran into lunch.
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You know, and I'm like,
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if we create that sort of,
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I'm going to be a prayer warrior,
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it may not be sustainable.
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And it may not be as helpful.
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I think much more helpful is,
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I think the perfect prayer life
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would be five or ten minutes in the morning,
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maybe with a scripture,
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maybe with a quick reflection
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that gives you something to think about.
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And then ten times during the day,
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bringing it back to your mind for 30 seconds.
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You know, the old Buddhist monastic tradition
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was whatever reflection they were given in the morning
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and they had a five or ten minute meeting with it,
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then throughout the day in the monastery,
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the gong would ring every 20 minutes or so.
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And every time the gong rang,
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you were just called to stop whatever you were doing,
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you know,
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take a breath, remember what it is,
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and then go right on.
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That relationship with God,
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much like this sort of haggling
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that we see with Abraham,
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that kind of relationship with God
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versus the, I dig in
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and I say every prayer I can
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and, you know, like the person who says,
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you know, I just joined a gym
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and I'm going to go three hours a day.
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Call me in a week.
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And you can't walk.
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You know,
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and it falls apart.
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You know, you always have these,
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I used to have a friend,
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Kathleen in my last parish was a trainer,
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and she said,
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I always try and convince them for the first month
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that the only goal of the workout
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is that they still want to work out tomorrow.
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It's the only goal,
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so get used to it.
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Don't kill yourself.
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Say it with prayer.
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Can you just get back in touch?
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I think it would be an amazing thing in Lent
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is if they give us a little,
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forget all these complicated prayer apps,
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one that you could say,
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just buzz my wrist every 20 minutes
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so that whatever I was thinking about
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in the morning I can return to,
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just for a breath.
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You know, when children leave for college
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or to go out in the world,
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when they finally move,
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I shouldn't say finally,
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it sounds so...
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But when they leave the house
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in that sort of a final way,
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the lamenting of the parent
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is not that the relationship is over.
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They'll still come and they'll visit.
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Theoretically,
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they'll call on a regular basis.
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You know,
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the relationship can still be there,
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but it moves to a relationship
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where they come and they visit,
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or we talk
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and then they're gone again.
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What the parent misses
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is running into them
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in the hallway,
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seeing them in the kitchen.
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They're the constant part of your life.
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That's what we should think with prayer,
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is that sort of constant
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touching God,
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rather than
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I have my prayer time
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and then it's back to real life.
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What we do here,
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we just think about
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as often as we can
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and it doesn't have to be long moments.
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It is a relationship
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with God
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and relationships are...
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The best relationships we have in our life
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are built on constancy,
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not on the duration
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of each encounter,
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but on
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how long
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we don't allow ourselves
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to go in between encounters.
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It's not about
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can I lengthen my prayer,
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can I shorten the distance between
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thinking about God.
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And so God asks us today
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to become a people
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not of deeper prayer,
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there are times for that,
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but a people of more constant prayer.
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I...
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I was part of a photo
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thing.
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They wanted to take pictures of our hands,
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which is really about the only part
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of a picture taking.
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At Porter Hospital,
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the Helping Hands was their project
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and they had a picture of all these nurses' hands
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and then they have
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a picture of the doctors' hands
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and so they wanted the chaplains
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and the three of us,
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one was kind of an evangelical minister
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and one was a rabbi, Elliot Baskin,
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and myself.
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They said, so would you guys come down
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and how do you hold your hands in prayer?
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And I always hate
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because of course
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the evangelicals got there before me
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so I couldn't say the same thing.
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Oh well, this is kind of our prayer posture
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and
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then you know, and Elliot
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looks at me and goes, well, you know
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we don't really have a posture
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for prayer. He says, here in the hospital
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I am most likely to hold the hands of the person
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I'm praying with.
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And then they said, and you Father,
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what's your most common prayer posture?
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And I said, my hands
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are usually at ten and two on the wheel.
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I realized
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I realized that sounded like
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driving was dicey
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but what I really meant
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because I remembered Father David Dunman saying
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you know what, if you would just
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and it is a habit
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if you would just, every time you get in the car
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and every time you get out of the car
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a quick moment
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of thinking about God
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how many times a day would that be?
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Just connect it.
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You know.
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I could move that up a level
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and say, I'll do it every time I touch
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the refrigerator door.
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I could be a monk by Wednesday.
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I mean, you know
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what are the things we do normally
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that we could make touchstones
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with God?
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You know, the door of the house
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could be an important one
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I'm coming back home
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I'm leaving home, I do it mindfully
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God's part of that moment
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I think we're so
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into our formulaic prayers
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that we don't
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have
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this constant prayer
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it's just a moment of thanksgiving
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I'm leaving the house, I'm coming into
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the house, I'm about to get nourishment
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I'm about to travel
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somewhere
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constant touchstones with God
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He's not talking about
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wearing God down
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He's talking about
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being more in constant contact
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with God
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and God will wear down
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the rough edges of our soul
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and we will start
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to emanate and radiate
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to one another the Kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message offers a profound reflection Father Pat’s message offers a profound reflection on the nature of prayer, emphasizing that it is not about manipulating God or wearing Him down with persistence, but about cultivating a continuous, evolving relationship with the divine. Rooted in the Gospel of Luke, Father Pat uses the imagery of Abraham’s bold negotiation with God and Jesus’ teachings on prayer to illustrate how true spirituality involves wrestling with our image of God, not just submitting passively. He stresses that prayer is not about receiving exactly what we ask for, but about being transformed by the constancy of communication with God, who ultimately gives us not what we think we want, but what we truly need — the Holy Spirit. In a world where relationships are often transactional, Father Pat challenges us to move beyond formulaic prayer and enter into a rhythm of daily, mindful moments with God, building a relationship marked by trust, honesty, and presence.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel text from Luke, where Jesus teaches His disciples how to pray and then tells a parable about persistence in prayer. He highlights that the core message is not about transactional prayer — where if we just pray hard enough or long enough, God will give us what we want — but about the constancy of prayer as a means of relationship. Father Pat connects this to the story of Abraham bargaining with God over the fate of Sodom, pointing out that this extended dialogue is not about haggling for a better deal but about demonstrating the depth of Abraham's relationship with God. Abraham's boldness — his "chutzpah" — in challenging God is a model for what it means to have an honest, engaged, and even confrontational relationship with the divine. This is not a lack of faith, but a deep spiritual engagement that reflects the Jewish tradition of wrestling with God — as embodied in the very name "Israel."
Father Pat then contrasts this with other religious approaches, like Islam, whose name means "submission." While not diminishing the value of submission, he underscores that the Judeo-Christian tradition invites us to wrestle with our image of God, because we can never directly access God's full reality. Our prayers, therefore, are always directed toward our evolving image of God, which must be constantly reexamined and reshaped, especially in the face of suffering or tragedy. When disasters or personal crises strike, and we ask, “Why?” we are not questioning God’s existence, but wrestling with our own incomplete and often inadequate understanding of God’s nature.
He moves on to discuss the cultural context of the parables, explaining that in Middle Eastern culture, haggling is not just about bargaining but about sustaining relationships. The back-and-forth is part of the intimacy, the familiarity, and the shared life. This is a powerful metaphor for prayer — not a negotiation but a dialogue that maintains and deepens our relationship with God. Father Pat warns against turning prayer into a to-do list or a magic formula to get God to act according to our desires. He jokes about the idea that if we just pray the right way, with the right people, using the right words, then God will be forced to comply — making us, rather than God, the ones in control.
The heart of the message is that persistent prayer changes us — not God. We do not wear God down with our prayers; rather, God wears down the hardness of our hearts, our resistance, our fears, and our illusions. Through persistent and honest prayer, we are shaped, softened, and made more open to receiving not always what we ask for, but what we truly need: the Holy Spirit. Father Pat cleverly points out how the Gospel passage ends with a kind of bait-and-switch — Jesus tells us to ask, seek, and knock, and then concludes not by promising us what we requested, but by promising the Holy Spirit. This is the ultimate gift, the one that brings us into deeper communion with God and enables us to live with purpose and peace.
He offers a critique of how modern society approaches prayer, particularly the tendency to turn it into a performance or a checklist. Many people, he observes, feel guilty for not meeting their own self-imposed standards of prayer — such as praying for hours or completing numerous devotions daily — and he gently reminds them that there is no canonical requirement for a specific quantity of daily prayer. Instead, he encourages a more sustainable, integrated approach: brief moments of reflection, gratitude, or connection with God throughout the day. He compares this to monastic traditions where monks are periodically reminded throughout the day to return to their morning reflection. This rhythm of constant return — not the duration of each prayer — is what builds a deep and lasting relationship with God.
Father Pat uses vivid personal anecdotes to reinforce his point. He talks about a hospital photography project where clergy were asked about their prayer posture. While others had traditional gestures, he confessed that his most common posture was with his hands at "ten and two" on the steering wheel — praying while driving. It’s a humorous but powerful example of integrating prayer into the ordinary moments of daily life. He encourages the congregation to think about the natural touchpoints of their day — opening the refrigerator, walking through a door, getting into the car — and to use these as reminders to connect briefly with God. Just a breath, a thought, a moment of awareness can keep the relationship alive.
He concludes by drawing a poignant parallel between this kind of prayer and the way parents miss their children not just after they move out, but in the loss of daily, ordinary interactions — seeing them in the hallway, hearing them in the kitchen. In the same way, God desires not just our formal visits in prayer, but to be woven into the fabric of our daily lives. It is not the length of our prayers that matters most, but the constancy of our turning toward God. And in that constancy, God slowly transforms us, making us more receptive, more compassionate, and more reflective of the Kingdom of God in the world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1311.68994140625, "text": "May the Lord be with you. And with your spirit. We're reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. After the Sabbath, as the first day of the week was gone in, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary were reading from the Gospel. Luke. At daybreak on the first day of the week, the women who had come from Galilee with Jesus took the spices they had prepared and went to the tomb. They found the stone rolled away from the tomb, but when they entered, they did not find the body of the Lord Jesus. While they were hustling over this, behold, two men in dazzling garments appeared to them. They were terrified and bowed their faces to the ground. They said to them, why do you seek the living one among the dead? He is not here, but he has been raised. Remembering what he said to you while he was still in Galilee, that the son of man must be handed over to sinners and be crucified and rise on the third day. Remember his words. Then they returned from the tomb and announced all these things to the 11 and to all the others. The women were Mary Magdalene, Joanna and Mary, the mother of James. The others who had come with them also told this to the apostles, but their stories seemed like nonsense and they did not believe them. But Peter got up and ran to the tomb, bent down and saw the burial cloths alone. Then he went home amazed at what had happened. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I was here on this night as we gather, 2,000 some-odd, around 2,000 years later. If we really contemplate the story, faith is an amazing thing because the story on its own still seems like nonsense. Everyone in this room, if you're over a certain age, and I'm probably pretty guy age, with parents or grandparents who've already experienced death, and my suspicion is a few days after the death, if one of your siblings came back and said, Grandma's alive again, you'd be like, okay, so what are we drinking tonight? You kind of have to wonder. And so, what if you do, you know, faith should always have the sense, I mean, the word nonsense sounds a little dismissive, but it is outside of what is sensible. It is beyond sense. If it were not, it would be knowledge, and there would, you know, until recently, science would have been science. We would have just, you know, no one ever comes and says, well, now, they had two and they have two more, and now they have four. I don't know, who said, no, two plus two is four. No faith, no faith needed. So, faith should always fly a little bit in the face of what seems reasonable. Now, we have to be careful with that. There are three kinds of statements in faith. There are rational, which some have surveyed and some kinds are, you know, science, other studies, but there's rational and there's irrational. We understand those, and then there's a whole slew of what we call non-rationals. So if I tell you that two plus two is four, no matter what language I use, if I show you this and this, and I get to there, I've been practicing since then. That makes sense. The human mind is built, it has structures that catch that, and not only can we all agree on it, we build calculus on it. That is a rational thought. Now, if I, no matter what language I use, if I try and take these and I keep getting to there, your mind will not be able to grab onto it, that is irrational. So our faith should be a dance between non-rational and rational. It should never go into irrational. But it works like this. What is non-rational? Non-rational is when I say two plus two is good. Reason won't get you there, but reason won't disprove it. The existence of God, you know, there's a thing in science, in religion we call it myth, and a lot of people get, myth gets a bad rap, I love myth. Myth is a story that talks about why, why things happen, and one myth can be as good as another, and the myth is not always that right. You know, when you take great events in history, it can be the Inquisitions, it could be Nazi Germany, it could be the assassination of Martin Luther King, these stories happened, they're factual, but they also become mythic. You know, Watergate, it became mythic the day that thirty years later someone could say, I am telling the truth, and you do want to binge. It becomes part of our culture. It takes on mythic dimension, even if it's true. In the same way, there are true stories that are not important, that will never become mythic. I bought a chicken this week at the store that is factual, and I don't think it will ever shape culture, except for that chicken. So you know, I think when someone says myth, we all go, this is not a myth, if it's not a myth, it's of no importance. It can be a myth, it can be a historical myth, myth means it took on that meaning. These, all of our myths, when someone says myth, that is religion's way of saying theory. Science calls it a theory and half the time, some theories are just that, they're the best story to explain everything we see. I've always contended that the theory of attraction, if you put, all we know is if you put a particle here and a particle here, for some reason they work together. We call that the theory of attraction. I assume that was written by a lonely physicist. Attraction, who knows? We don't, you know, years from now they go, oh, did you know there was a curvature of a space and for a reason it had nothing to do with all of it. Are they attracted or are they propelled from emptiness, we do not know. But we pick a theory, we stick with it. Religion, when someone looks at the big bang theory, did it happen? No one knows. But as the story goes, it explains where we're at, so does God, that's non-rational when you have a third choice and you have to choose. Now you can actually choose both of those, you know, God can create a big bang, but the thing is there is nothing, anyone who comes out to and says, I can logically prove God, get a chair and be ready to be disappointed, because that's not fake. What they're really saying is, I can make it scientific. And the sadness there is, if it's scientific, it matters, and if it's religion, it doesn't. No, no, I'm fine with a table. Faith works in areas science can't, science works in areas faith can't. You know, I have great faith in God that I owe to my spiritual life. I follow the recipe when I'm cooking. You can not follow the recipe and pray, but just don't have food for dinner. It's one of those, so in this night, we get this money book out to us, it all vibes nonsense. And we kind of go, what was wrong with them? No, but what's marvelous is that they get past that. They find that, you know, all love, anyone here, and granted, I'm preaching from the other side of the fence, but I don't care. Anyone here who is in love with someone, it is not based on a single fact. And it doesn't make it any less real. As a matter of fact, it usually makes it more real if we're talking about emotions in love. And if you want someone who is in love with someone based on facts, it's usually the amount of money in their bank account. There's a brat, a love, we don't know. Someone will say, oh, why that person, I don't know, I mean, what is it, why do you attract them about? What do they want to hear? Oh, their left eyebrow. And I saw the left eyebrow. It's a mystery. And here we have this great story of mystery, and that's why we begin in the dark. It's not just that we're sitting in the tomb. We begin in the dark because we always start in mystery. Now, when I sit there, there has to be a dance between rational and non-rational. God exists. Well, that's a non-rational, because number one, we don't always mean the same thing, and if someone could make the argument, you can't logic someone into it. And if God is love, you can't logic someone into that. God could be hatred and just very incompetent at it. These are things you go, well, you're right, these are things we believe, but once you know your fundamentals, which are always that sort of choice, I choose to believe in God, I choose to believe in community, I choose to believe that love is better than hate, I choose to believe that we're better together. Once we choose our faith and trust the people who are part of our faith, then we have to get into something rational. For example, I cannot say God is all-loving and all-powerful, but there are some of you that he just can't put up with anymore and he says, torture your brain. Now I get an irrational, you know, because there is no one, everyone says, well, you know, a parent sometimes has to correct someone. I've never met a parent who said, I needed to correct my child, I'm going to permanently harm them, and there'll be no hope of them ever getting out of it. So we know there's those issues, and that's where we're from. Oh, there's all this wonder and mystery. We have two people come into the faith tonight, and it's coming into a community. It's belief in a scripture that was written and accepted by a community, not just written by communities, but community decided, Gospel of Luke, it's going in, Josephus' treatise on the state of Rome, you know, Gospel of Thomas, everyone said, why did that not make it in? It was written about a century too late. There are all these, why did that go in, why did that, who decided which goes in? And when we say something is scripture, is it because it was inspired when it was written or because it was inspired when it was chosen, or who got inspired, how many levels, and then which friend says, we are here because we believe that we experience God more deeply in the gathering of community, that we pull apart our faith, and we kind ourselves, raiding into the mystery. I've watched this week, as in Rome, Palm Sunday, they were singing, goes on, last night, watching as the people came forward to cross, so many people came with deep grief. And these are things we bring to our faith, to our shared experience of the world, which for us, points to God, reasonably, not rationally, but reasonably. And so when we watch people come to faith this night, not that they come to faith this night, but they make that ritual expression of joining us. They become part of our dialogue. We're going to hear so much about resurrection, but new life happens in so many ways. Certainly we're looking at this miracle of from death into new life, but every change you have ever had in your life is the same. We die as something, and we rise as something else. Anyone who is married, God willing, has died to single life. You left that in mind. You know, when you have young children, you have died to sleep. Your life changes, you're now a parent, and you're not just ever the same. I have a friend who's actually here tonight, who told me, she said, you know, I expected children to see a change in my life, but becoming a grandparent was a game-changer at its time. And God says, and your pieces, and your change, as you're confided, whether you die but as old and embrace what's coming. Joseph Campbell used to say, if we can just let go of the life we've been clinging to, then we can find the life that's been waiting for us. It's out there. God invites us in, and so on, and we hear these miracle stories. And they are very pointed, creation, the most ignored miracle in our lives. Most of us were younger than half, but creation in every moment. As a matter of fact, most people don't really experience creation until they have a child. When they hold that base in their hands, then they start to understand creation. I mean, it sounds weird to say, but you really weren't there for your own, and now you just weren't there. When we see a baby come into the world, that's the creation story all over again. When we see people who, whether it's addiction or illness, whether it's struggles with family, when they find a way out, that's the exodus story. We are all enslaved to so many things. We're enslaved to our habits, and so the exodus story wants to show us that there is freedom, and then we get the Isaiah, where God keeps saying, come to the water. If you're thirsty, come to the water, and that's what we'll do tonight. And certainly in these images, as we do it every Easter, we ask ourselves, what's the new life? We're going to be nagged on this for the next few weeks. You know, Lent, I think for most people, and we do different things, but Lent has always been about trying to overcome a weakness. You know, we give up something, we prove that we can, we get charged. I think Easter should be the opposite. If we weren't getting rid of a weakness, whether we succeeded or not, I think Easter should be learning to lean into our strengths. We don't think as much about that in our religion. We think, you know, what's different for me from, you know, from six weeks ago when I started, like, well, there's less meat in my system, and what I can take away. Or sometimes, like, I've got to work on my weaknesses. You always hear people, well, you know, I've got to work on this, I've got to work on that. What's your strength? Because you should be working on, this is only they're helping a strength. I have a teacher who used to always say that, she'd say, you know, Barishtakaw's success was not that he fixed his weakness, which was tap dancing. There were kinds of dances he would say, I'm no good at that style. I'm no good at that style, and people didn't say, huh, not a very well-rounded dancer. It didn't hurt his financial bottom line in the end. I think sometimes we need to stay, look, let's figure out what we need to move away from. But we also, God calls us to do life, and that means figuring out the gifts and leaning in for a season. Leaning into the gifts. This is Osirbe, we can work on them in time. But when we hear all these stories, they are all the same thing, creation, new creation, re-creation. We're being created at every moment. I think I use this image, it's a very similar image most hear it, actually, it's Antimandes, the original St. Francis of Assisi image, but God was the singer and we are the song. And what I love about that image is it takes us away from what I have found that they would never put it this way. But there are people that you could be talking, they kind of have what I call Swiss watch theology. You know, at the beginning of your life, God created you, and wound you up, and he's watching you go. Nope. Nope. St. Francis would say, nope. God is as actively creating you in this moment as the very first moment you begin to be. If God stops creating you, you don't exist. It's a singer and a song. I mean, we would all love it if we could just hit a first note and listen to it unfold. But if I stop saying the song stops, if God stops creating you, you don't exist. I mean, if it happens, you won't know, don't tell me. You would just not exist. God calls you into being. That's the love of God that catches us off guard. Even when I'm doing horrible things, God is still calling me into creation. Remember the kid, God? That's why it's hard for God to create you at the beginning of your life, and he doesn't look down now and say, oh, by now that was going to turn out like that. That's why I always cringe when people say, Clowder, I really feel like disappointing God this week. Do you think he didn't see this coming? Now, I know he knows the future, but I've thrown in some curds. No. God knew who you were going to be in this moment and calls you into creation. And so tonight, as we watch people join us today, as we watch people, you know, knit themselves to our community, to our faith, to the revelations that we hold here, we wonder, what do we do to create a new life? Not just for ourselves, but for others. What does it mean to immerse ourselves in such trust that we let go of the old ways that just have not served us? I know we're not always aware of them, but there is no one in the room that doesn't do something that they've learned over time does not serve them. Even me. I even have silverware in my hand at the time. But we all do things that don't serve us well. And one of the things we need to move away from, not in that lenient sense, but in that excited sense that God has something new waiting. And if we believe in God and trust in God, it can happen. 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May the L WEBVTT
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May the Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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We're reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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After the Sabbath, as the first day of the week was gone in, Mary Magdalene and the other
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Mary were reading from the Gospel.
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Luke.
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At daybreak on the first day of the week, the women who had come from Galilee with Jesus
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took the spices they had prepared and went to the tomb.
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They found the stone rolled away from the tomb, but when they entered, they did not
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find the body of the Lord Jesus.
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While they were hustling over this, behold, two men in dazzling garments appeared to them.
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They were terrified and bowed their faces to the ground.
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They said to them, why do you seek the living one among the dead?
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He is not here, but he has been raised.
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Remembering what he said to you while he was still in Galilee, that the son of man must
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be handed over to sinners and be crucified and rise on the third day.
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Remember his words.
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Then they returned from the tomb and announced all these things to the 11 and to all the
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others.
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The women were Mary Magdalene, Joanna and Mary, the mother of James.
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The others who had come with them also told this to the apostles, but their stories seemed
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like nonsense and they did not believe them.
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But Peter got up and ran to the tomb, bent down and saw the burial cloths alone.
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Then he went home amazed at what had happened.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I was here on this night as we gather, 2,000 some-odd, around 2,000 years later.
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If we really contemplate the story, faith is an amazing thing because the story on its
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own still seems like nonsense.
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Everyone in this room, if you're over a certain age, and I'm probably pretty guy age, with
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parents or grandparents who've already experienced death, and my suspicion is a few days after
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the death, if one of your siblings came back and said, Grandma's alive again, you'd be
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like, okay, so what are we drinking tonight?
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You kind of have to wonder.
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And so, what if you do, you know, faith should always have the sense, I mean, the word nonsense
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sounds a little dismissive, but it is outside of what is sensible.
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It is beyond sense.
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If it were not, it would be knowledge, and there would, you know, until recently, science
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would have been science.
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We would have just, you know, no one ever comes and says, well, now, they had two and
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they have two more, and now they have four.
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I don't know, who said, no, two plus two is four.
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No faith, no faith needed.
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So, faith should always fly a little bit in the face of what seems reasonable.
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Now, we have to be careful with that.
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There are three kinds of statements in faith.
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There are rational, which some have surveyed and some kinds are, you know, science, other
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studies, but there's rational and there's irrational.
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We understand those, and then there's a whole slew of what we call non-rationals.
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So if I tell you that two plus two is four, no matter what language I use, if I show you
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this and this, and I get to there, I've been practicing since then.
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That makes sense.
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The human mind is built, it has structures that catch that, and not only can we all agree
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on it, we build calculus on it.
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That is a rational thought.
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Now, if I, no matter what language I use, if I try and take these and I keep getting
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to there, your mind will not be able to grab onto it, that is irrational.
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So our faith should be a dance between non-rational and rational.
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It should never go into irrational.
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But it works like this.
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What is non-rational?
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Non-rational is when I say two plus two is good.
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Reason won't get you there, but reason won't disprove it.
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The existence of God, you know, there's a thing in science, in religion we call it myth,
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and a lot of people get, myth gets a bad rap, I love myth.
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Myth is a story that talks about why, why things happen, and one myth can be as good
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as another, and the myth is not always that right.
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You know, when you take great events in history, it can be the Inquisitions, it could be Nazi
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Germany, it could be the assassination of Martin Luther King, these stories happened,
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they're factual, but they also become mythic.
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You know, Watergate, it became mythic the day that thirty years later someone could
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say, I am telling the truth, and you do want to binge.
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It becomes part of our culture.
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It takes on mythic dimension, even if it's true.
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In the same way, there are true stories that are not important, that will never become
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mythic.
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I bought a chicken this week at the store that is factual, and I don't think it will
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ever shape culture, except for that chicken.
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So you know, I think when someone says myth, we all go, this is not a myth, if it's not
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a myth, it's of no importance.
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It can be a myth, it can be a historical myth, myth means it took on that meaning.
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These, all of our myths, when someone says myth, that is religion's way of saying theory.
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Science calls it a theory and half the time, some theories are just that, they're the best
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story to explain everything we see.
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I've always contended that the theory of attraction, if you put, all we know is if you put a particle
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here and a particle here, for some reason they work together.
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We call that the theory of attraction.
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I assume that was written by a lonely physicist.
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Attraction, who knows?
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We don't, you know, years from now they go, oh, did you know there was a curvature of
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a space and for a reason it had nothing to do with all of it.
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Are they attracted or are they propelled from emptiness, we do not know.
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But we pick a theory, we stick with it.
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Religion, when someone looks at the big bang theory, did it happen?
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No one knows.
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But as the story goes, it explains where we're at, so does God, that's non-rational when
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you have a third choice and you have to choose.
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Now you can actually choose both of those, you know, God can create a big bang, but the
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thing is there is nothing, anyone who comes out to and says, I can logically prove God,
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get a chair and be ready to be disappointed, because that's not fake.
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What they're really saying is, I can make it scientific.
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And the sadness there is, if it's scientific, it matters, and if it's religion, it doesn't.
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No, no, I'm fine with a table.
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Faith works in areas science can't, science works in areas faith can't.
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You know, I have great faith in God that I owe to my spiritual life.
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I follow the recipe when I'm cooking.
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You can not follow the recipe and pray, but just don't have food for dinner.
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It's one of those, so in this night, we get this money book out to us, it all vibes nonsense.
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And we kind of go, what was wrong with them?
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No, but what's marvelous is that they get past that.
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They find that, you know, all love, anyone here, and granted, I'm preaching from the
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other side of the fence, but I don't care.
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Anyone here who is in love with someone, it is not based on a single fact.
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And it doesn't make it any less real.
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As a matter of fact, it usually makes it more real if we're talking about emotions in love.
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And if you want someone who is in love with someone based on facts, it's usually the amount
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of money in their bank account.
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There's a brat, a love, we don't know.
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Someone will say, oh, why that person, I don't know, I mean, what is it, why do you attract
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them about?
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What do they want to hear?
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Oh, their left eyebrow.
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And I saw the left eyebrow.
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It's a mystery.
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And here we have this great story of mystery, and that's why we begin in the dark.
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It's not just that we're sitting in the tomb.
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We begin in the dark because we always start in mystery.
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Now, when I sit there, there has to be a dance between rational and non-rational.
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God exists.
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Well, that's a non-rational, because number one, we don't always mean the same thing,
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and if someone could make the argument, you can't logic someone into it.
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And if God is love, you can't logic someone into that.
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God could be hatred and just very incompetent at it.
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These are things you go, well, you're right, these are things we believe, but once you
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know your fundamentals, which are always that sort of choice, I choose to believe in God,
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I choose to believe in community, I choose to believe that love is better than hate,
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I choose to believe that we're better together.
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Once we choose our faith and trust the people who are part of our faith, then we have to
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get into something rational.
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For example, I cannot say God is all-loving and all-powerful, but there are some of you
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that he just can't put up with anymore and he says, torture your brain.
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Now I get an irrational, you know, because there is no one, everyone says, well, you
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know, a parent sometimes has to correct someone.
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I've never met a parent who said, I needed to correct my child, I'm going to permanently
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harm them, and there'll be no hope of them ever getting out of it.
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So we know there's those issues, and that's where we're from.
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Oh, there's all this wonder and mystery.
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We have two people come into the faith tonight, and it's coming into a community.
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It's belief in a scripture that was written and accepted by a community, not just written
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by communities, but community decided, Gospel of Luke, it's going in, Josephus' treatise
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on the state of Rome, you know, Gospel of Thomas, everyone said, why did that not make
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it in?
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It was written about a century too late.
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There are all these, why did that go in, why did that, who decided which goes in?
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And when we say something is scripture, is it because it was inspired when it was written
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or because it was inspired when it was chosen, or who got inspired, how many levels, and
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then which friend says, we are here because we believe that we experience God more deeply
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in the gathering of community, that we pull apart our faith, and we kind ourselves, raiding
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into the mystery.
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I've watched this week, as in Rome, Palm Sunday, they were singing, goes on, last night, watching
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as the people came forward to cross, so many people came with deep grief.
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And these are things we bring to our faith, to our shared experience of the world, which
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for us, points to God, reasonably, not rationally, but reasonably.
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And so when we watch people come to faith this night, not that they come to faith this
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night, but they make that ritual expression of joining us.
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They become part of our dialogue.
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We're going to hear so much about resurrection, but new life happens in so many ways.
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Certainly we're looking at this miracle of from death into new life, but every change
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you have ever had in your life is the same.
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We die as something, and we rise as something else.
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Anyone who is married, God willing, has died to single life.
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You left that in mind.
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You know, when you have young children, you have died to sleep.
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Your life changes, you're now a parent, and you're not just ever the same.
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I have a friend who's actually here tonight, who told me, she said, you know, I expected
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children to see a change in my life, but becoming a grandparent was a game-changer
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at its time.
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And God says, and your pieces, and your change, as you're confided, whether you die but as
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old and embrace what's coming.
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Joseph Campbell used to say, if we can just let go of the life we've been clinging to,
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then we can find the life that's been waiting for us.
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It's out there.
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God invites us in, and so on, and we hear these miracle stories.
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And they are very pointed, creation, the most ignored miracle in our lives.
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Most of us were younger than half, but creation in every moment.
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As a matter of fact, most people don't really experience creation until they have a child.
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When they hold that base in their hands, then they start to understand creation.
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I mean, it sounds weird to say, but you really weren't there for your own, and now you just
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weren't there.
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When we see a baby come into the world, that's the creation story all over again.
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When we see people who, whether it's addiction or illness, whether it's struggles with family,
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when they find a way out, that's the exodus story.
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We are all enslaved to so many things.
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We're enslaved to our habits, and so the exodus story wants to show us that there is freedom,
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and then we get the Isaiah, where God keeps saying, come to the water.
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If you're thirsty, come to the water, and that's what we'll do tonight.
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And certainly in these images, as we do it every Easter, we ask ourselves, what's the
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new life?
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We're going to be nagged on this for the next few weeks.
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You know, Lent, I think for most people, and we do different things, but Lent has always
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been about trying to overcome a weakness.
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You know, we give up something, we prove that we can, we get charged.
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I think Easter should be the opposite.
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If we weren't getting rid of a weakness, whether we succeeded or not, I think Easter should
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be learning to lean into our strengths.
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We don't think as much about that in our religion.
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We think, you know, what's different for me from, you know, from six weeks ago when I
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started, like, well, there's less meat in my system, and what I can take away.
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Or sometimes, like, I've got to work on my weaknesses.
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You always hear people, well, you know, I've got to work on this, I've got to work on that.
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What's your strength?
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Because you should be working on, this is only they're helping a strength.
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I have a teacher who used to always say that, she'd say, you know, Barishtakaw's success
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was not that he fixed his weakness, which was tap dancing.
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There were kinds of dances he would say, I'm no good at that style.
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I'm no good at that style, and people didn't say, huh, not a very well-rounded dancer.
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It didn't hurt his financial bottom line in the end.
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I think sometimes we need to stay, look, let's figure out what we need to move away from.
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But we also, God calls us to do life, and that means figuring out the gifts and leaning
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in for a season.
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Leaning into the gifts.
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This is Osirbe, we can work on them in time.
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But when we hear all these stories, they are all the same thing, creation, new creation,
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re-creation.
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We're being created at every moment.
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I think I use this image, it's a very similar image most hear it, actually, it's Antimandes,
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the original St. Francis of Assisi image, but God was the singer and we are the song.
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And what I love about that image is it takes us away from what I have found that they would
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never put it this way.
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But there are people that you could be talking, they kind of have what I call Swiss watch
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theology.
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You know, at the beginning of your life, God created you, and wound you up, and he's watching
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you go.
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Nope.
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Nope.
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St. Francis would say, nope.
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God is as actively creating you in this moment as the very first moment you begin to be.
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If God stops creating you, you don't exist.
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It's a singer and a song.
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I mean, we would all love it if we could just hit a first note and listen to it unfold.
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But if I stop saying the song stops, if God stops creating you, you don't exist.
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I mean, if it happens, you won't know, don't tell me.
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You would just not exist.
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God calls you into being.
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That's the love of God that catches us off guard.
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Even when I'm doing horrible things, God is still calling me into creation.
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Remember the kid, God?
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That's why it's hard for God to create you at the beginning of your life, and he doesn't
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look down now and say, oh, by now that was going to turn out like that.
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That's why I always cringe when people say, Clowder, I really feel like disappointing
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God this week.
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Do you think he didn't see this coming?
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Now, I know he knows the future, but I've thrown in some curds.
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No.
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God knew who you were going to be in this moment and calls you into creation.
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And so tonight, as we watch people join us today, as we watch people, you know,
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knit themselves to our community, to our faith, to the revelations that we hold here,
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we wonder, what do we do to create a new life?
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Not just for ourselves, but for others.
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What does it mean to immerse ourselves in such trust that we let go of the old ways
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that just have not served us?
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I know we're not always aware of them, but there is no one in the room that doesn't
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do something that they've learned over time does not serve them.
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Even me.
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I even have silverware in my hand at the time.
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But we all do things that don't serve us well.
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And one of the things we need to move away from, not in that lenient sense,
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but in that excited sense that God has something new waiting.
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And if we believe in God and trust in God, it can happen.
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And if we experience God in the community and let them journey with us,
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it can all certainly happen.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound meditation on t Father Pat’s message is a profound meditation on the mystery of faith, the interplay between reason and belief, and the transformative power of resurrection—not just as a historical event, but as an ongoing spiritual reality. He invites his listeners to embrace the paradox of faith: that it is not irrational, but non-rational—a realm where love, mystery, and divine presence dwell beyond the limitations of human logic. Through the story of the resurrection and the rituals of Easter, he calls the faithful not only to remember Christ's rising but to recognize and participate in the continual act of being re-created by God. Faith, for Father Pat, is a lived experience in community, an ongoing dialogue between trust, transformation, and mystery.
In detail, Father Pat begins by highlighting the initial reaction to the resurrection—the disbelief of the apostles when the women first report the empty tomb. He draws a striking analogy between this ancient skepticism and how we today might react if told a deceased loved one had come back to life. This, he asserts, is the paradoxical nature of faith: it appears as "nonsense," not because it is false, but because it transcends rational categories. He distinguishes between three kinds of statements: rational (like mathematics), irrational (which defy reason completely), and non-rational (which exist beyond reason but are not unreasonable). Faith, he insists, belongs to this third category. It is like saying “two plus two is good”—a statement not provable by logic, but not refutable either. It speaks to values, meaning, and purpose—the realm of the heart and soul.
He then discusses the nature of myth—not as falsehood, but as a meaningful story that expresses truths beyond empirical data. Just as scientific theories attempt to explain the physical world, religious myths seek to explain the existential and spiritual dimensions of life. Stories like creation, exodus, and resurrection are not only historical narratives but also ongoing realities that help us interpret our experiences of birth, liberation, and renewal. He emphasizes that faith is not about scientifically proving God’s existence but about making a choice to believe, to trust, and to live in a relationship with the divine and with others.
Father Pat also touches on the communal dimension of faith. Scripture itself, he reminds us, was not only written by individuals but selected and preserved by communities of believers. The canon of the Bible reflects the discernment of communities that recognized certain writings as inspired and formative. When people join the Church, as they do especially during Easter through baptism and confirmation, they are not simply assenting to a set of beliefs but entering into a living community. This gathering is where God is encountered, not just personally but corporately—in shared rituals, stories, and relationships.
He further reflects on the transformation that resurrection symbolizes—not only the literal rising of Jesus, but the countless ways we are called to die to our old selves and rise anew. Every major life transition—marriage, parenthood, recovery from addiction, healing from grief—involves a kind of resurrection. We leave behind one mode of being and embrace another. He encourages listeners to let go of what no longer serves them, echoing Joseph Campbell’s idea that by releasing the life we cling to, we can find the life waiting for us. This is the Easter invitation: not just to believe in new life, but to live it.
Father Pat concludes with a powerful image from St. Francis: God is the singer, and we are the song. This metaphor illustrates the continual, present-tense nature of creation. God is not a watchmaker who wound us up and walked away, but an ever-active Creator who sustains us in every moment. Even when we fall short, God does not withdraw, but continues to call us into being. This divine fidelity is at the heart of the resurrection message—God’s love is constant, creative, and transformative.
Ultimately, Father Pat challenges us to not only overcome our weaknesses (as we attempt during Lent) but to lean into our strengths during Easter. Our spiritual lives should be grounded not only in repentance but in the joyful discovery and use of our gifts. This season is a call to co-create with God, to build new life not just for ourselves, but for others. Faith, then, is not static belief, but dynamic participation in the mystery of God’s ongoing work in the world—through community, through transformation, and through love....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1326.989990234375, "text": "The Lord be with you a reading from the holy gospel according to Luke Jesus took Peter John and James and went up the mountain to pray while he was praying his face was changed in appearance and his clothing decayed dazzling white and Behold two men were conversing with him Moses and Elijah Who appeared in glory and spoke of his exodus that he was going to accomplish in Jerusalem? Peter and his companions had been overcome by sleep, but becoming fully awake They saw his glory and the two men standing with him as they were about to part from him Peter said to Jesus Master it is good that we are here. Let us make three tents one for you one for Moses and one for Elijah but he did not know what he was saying while he was still speaking a cloud came and cast a shadow over them and They became frightened when they entered the cloud Then from the cloud came a voice that said this is my chosen son Listen to him After the voice voice had spoken Jesus was found alone They fell silent and did not at that time tell anyone what they had seen The gospel of the Lord Great There is Kind of a fair amount of biblical imagery that we probably have no clue about Nowadays because it's it really isn't our culture. We we study scripture, but We study it. There's a period of time right after scripture was written where all of those Especially the Gospels were taken hostage by Greek culture That the church and whether it's our Greek Church or whether it became the Latin Church nowadays modern churches the American Church we tend to Interpret the Gospels without a clue of what the Semitic literature was of the day These are these are Jewish writings. They are Semitic. They are you you kind of have to understand The way the Jewish people wrote sermons and homilies and stories about Jesus and and the images they would use and Because we don't we lose so much of what's going on Now we sometimes can glean bits and pieces of it from from our own understanding of the gospel But you know when when Jesus is there it says Moses and Elijah are up there with him Most my life I thought well, I wonder why those two got picked So many people and especially when the church puts it with a big story by Abraham Where's Abraham in this story, you know where where are all these other big characters? Moses is the giver of the law He's the one that brings the law down from the mountains Elijah was considered the greatest and the first of the great prophets and if you ever hear in In that day when they're talking about Judaism The whole religion if they want to talk about all of it in one big clump They'll often say as you hear in Deuteronomy as you hear in the stories of Jesus that is the law and the prophets go learn it When they say the law and the prophets they mean that's everything. That's all you need to know is the law and the prophets so When Jesus is there with the law and the prophet What they're saying is that's every image you have of your faith All of these all of these devout Jewish people who are who are following Jesus the law and the prophets You know, there is there's not a rabbi in America that doesn't understand that image No, it's if you ever want to understand the Gospels sit down with a rabbi. It's their literature They understand how that's written So the law and the prophets there he is with all of their imagery off their greatest hits This would be you know, this would be for the average Catholics that you know, he's up there and there is you know the Pope and Mary Okay, you know I mean it's like what are your greatest hits the greatest hits of Judaism were Moses and Elijah and What happens is they want to build three tents? That's another image out of the Old Testament They always wanted to build a tent for the Ark of the Covenant The tent was the way to keep to give God a home with a pilgrim people You can't build God a home The way we think of one if the people he's with are on journey So building the tent the Ark the Ark of the Covenant all those these are ways to keep a kind of temple feeling With a traveling people and remember Jesus is an itinerant creature who's all over the place And so he's they say let's build tents because they're they're probably thinking we had Jesus now We've got Jesus and Elijah and Moses. We are going to take the place by storm Wait till they see who we've picked up You know, it's it's the old it's the old story. There's a there's an old joke of The Pope going out and rolling and he always has a driver and people don't realize this but certain archbishops in certain cartels depending on the Litigiousness of where they live always have drivers because if there's an accident that way they can't sue the Pope And literally there are there are people who are not allowed to drive because the lawsuit has to be against it They just couldn't couldn't do it. So but the Pope Finding just cajoles and promises been blessings and masses. He wants to try and drive the limo And so the Pope gets in and the guy driver takes the other seat. He starts driving him down the street He gets about three blocks before he runs a stop sign Now this is how I know it's a joke because running a stop sign, bro would raise an eye around for an a.m but you know, he he runs the stop sign he gets pulled over immediately and The officer comes over and talks to him for a few minutes and goes back his radio and he says we have a problem We have a huge diplomatic problem. We have pulled over. I Don't even know and they said well, what's the issue? He goes? I don't know who this guy is, but his driver is the Pope See this is bit That's the thing they're thinking. Oh my gosh get his entourage is Elijah and Moses How huge is this let's build tents, let's take them with us And says they just didn't understand this whole moment is for a moment's teaching and the voice comes from heaven And and and and and they close their eyes as the voice comes he says this is my beloved son listen to him and they open up their eyes and the law is gone and The prophets are gone and they're left with Jesus All of the images of their childhood everything that was important to them is gone Listen to this gospel Listen to the words of Jesus. I think how often we still get lost in any faith in the law Or even the prophets it's you know, when we look at the cross and it Paul says this today. He says, you know most of us still Turn our back on the cross and and We we throw that around today to mean something different than it does People say, you know, we have to embrace the cross of Jesus and usually that means whatever set of stories they want you to embrace but what he's talking about is the one central idea of Jesus on the cross, which is Yet don't even even you do good without counting the cost That was the message of the cross You do what is right? Even if you end up on the cross now, it doesn't mean you go around looking for crosses Because there are people You know, I mean it's lit. There are people creating suffering all over the place thinking it's making them holy But if you're creating the suffering So that you can be like Jesus on the cross. You are also like the people who nailed him to the cross You're creating the suffering So, you know what we do instead is we try to find something in life that will help others That will do a good in the world and there will be a cost Not I just made up the cost so I can pay it No, just if you're just needing the pace of the extra use your car loom or to get the gas station Okay, go pay lots of that, sir And we don't just we don't just create suffering to say I'm suffering like Jesus no The glory of Jesus is not that he suffered. It's that he accepted his suffering He could have gotten out of it by not doing the right thing here and there He could have you know He could have put things a certain way and whittled his way around it and probably you know You could tell that he goes up against the Pharisees if he wants to he can out argue on He knows how to get around it he doesn't need to this is what's right I'm gonna say what's right if if this is what they come after me for So no, it's it's the person on the witness stand. No, Jesus does not plead the fifth. I Can't tell the truth because it might incriminate me. Isn't it weird that that's such something like we think that that's a great honor in our system That you're allowed to head up to say let me just tell you The truth doesn't make me look good What a horrible thing to have to say You know, I I am I I can't you know, if I'm going to look good, I really should lie and and that's the church you got back on the cross Jesus is I'm gonna tell the truth and How you receive it? It's not mine to control That's not mine to control in in the law and the prophets there's all sorts of ways around this You know you did good, but you did good for your people Almost all of the prophets prophets are writing to a particular situation that says this has to stop Jesus gospel says no no feeding the poor in your community is not the mandate Starting with the poor in your community, but working for its feeding the poor of the world is the mandate It's the prophets were very Jewish based in the sense that they were telling you how you had to take care of your own people and the gospel becomes this universal this is who you're called to be in the world and You're called to go out and be a good person and there will be cost there's always cost and So you know we're called to go out and do that we're not looking for a law I always love when someone comes into the confessional if they start with Father is this a sin? Before they say another word there's two things I know the first is yes Because no one has come in and said I just gave five thousand dollars to charity it's not the same No one asks is that it's always I just kicked my mother-in-law to the curve, but let me tell you what she did And that's the second thing I know I'm about to get a very short confession and a very long justification You know what they're hoping for is a loophole in the law that says I did something I know I should have done, but maybe it wasn't a sin Maybe it was back. You know here's the line of sin, and I know I got to here But I maybe I got a close and didn't quite make it across and Jesus is how about you walk the other way? How about you just don't don't get that close we all know when we're doing things that We think we can do better And it doesn't mean that it's easy because there are times when we have to try and find a line between Supporting someone and enabling something that's bad It's not that it's easy. It's not cut and dry There are times when we are called to distance ourselves from people because our proximity is not a healthy thing for them there are there are relationships in life that are toxic and And we have to recognize those and go you know I mean when people I've never really had something come to a situation to say This is a horribly abusive situation, but it's good for them Teaching other people to be abusive is not good for them either and so we have this Moment where God says you're gonna have to let go of the law And you're gonna have to let go of the prophets which for them Would be like me say you're gonna have to let go of Mary and the Eucharist I mean it was reaching into their hearts that deeply and Say and you're gonna have to about would do good things of the world No, where Pope Francis has never said that he has said things like we need to get our priests out of the sacristies and into the streets We need to make sure that this is not our entire experience of church in a building We need to be out doing these things and it should have cost You know we we give to one another it always says Without cost you have been blessed without cost what it's really talking about is what without giving cost to others It's always cost to ourselves Jesus paid a cost On the cross and as Paul said today so many people want to turn away from that they don't they don't like that They that's why I love that lie. Your God is your stomach In other words, whatever makes me feel full and say that and whatever makes me feel safe and whatever feeds me is what I chase That's what he means when he says your God is your stomach I even even in spirituality people can be that way I get what feeds me Whenever someone says I went to this church over there for a long long time and Nothing there and there are times you go to churches and it's abusive that's different But nothing that I just don't I didn't get anything out of it. My question is always what did you bring? I don't bring anything. I come to get this is church Okay, you know, but what do we bring what do we bring and what are what are we willing to bring not just in this space but to the world I Think when we let go of the law and the prophets and we're focused on Jesus who? For all of the brilliance of his teachings. It's one of the things I love about this Pope that we have right now For all the brilliance of the teachings what they're remembered for is what they did A friend of mine says that he thinks Francis is the most visual Pope we've ever had There's this picture of him with the with the deformed guy with all the tumors all over his face You know and he he goes out to be with that person. You see him. He has to go out to be with others Although so many pokes there very I always think their first lines they get up on the they get up on the thing and they'll say You know, I am I am a man of God And they'll say, you know, I am Janice I was I am I am John Paul the second or they they get up and they say, you know I'm almost Papa. We have a pope and This guy got up and he says what a Sabbath. Good evening How are you all? It was the funniest opening for a papacy I ever seen You know where we're normal the norm is for the Pope to come out and bless the people He came out and asked them to pray for him It's a different and but it's the things they do What we'll remember are the images of I was just to say that the hardest two jobs in my lifetime in the church Were to be because he was a brilliant theologian But he didn't speak well to people would be to be Pope Benedict's PR person or Pope Francis's security He's off again He's running after those people he you know it but but it's one thing it's what we do that will be remembered I Think our Christianity becomes so much about are you believe in the right thing? Paul says when he says faith without works is dead. You're believing the right thing when you're doing the right thing. You can't divide those our what we truly believe Absolutely dictates all of our actions, so You know if I say that I believe in God, but I'm not doing anything different I must at least believe that it's not terribly urgent. I mean there's a belief. That's running that there's always a belief That's running I if if if I thought that no one would notice and really believe that no one would notice I would probably miss daily mass on Tuesday mornings It's just it's early. It's the first one of the week for me You know why do you get up and go to work every day because I believe Then I get fired otherwise That's why all people go to work at some level they can go to work because they truly believe that if they don't there's consequences so if we truly beliefs and we knack down and so what he's saying is Go don't get belief and an affection for the story confused You can have a great affection for the story of the gospel and not be chasing it not be truly believing in everything that it's telling us to do and to truly believe that Jesus is God and truly believe that Jesus tells us to go out and feed the court visit the sick and free the imprisoned and Do nothing about it our mind our mind will not hold that thiefer Our mind will see the nonce the non sequitur in our own life. It'll see the disjunct nature And so we're told it get away from the law this week Then the laws have all these punny little twists and ferns and you know, I I mentioned last week that over that was joking but you know for some people people come up to me and say Now do Sundays count on Lent? You know what when you start your Lent You make up your own Lent because there's no loop. There's no rules There's two things that Catholic hate Catholic state one is the imposition of rules and then the other is when we don't give them rules Do I receive on the tongue or on the hand your choice choice But which should we really do your choice? Which one's right? We want we want to rule on Nonsense half the time we want to rule and so we so struggle with that People will will will often say, you know, I decided to do this for Lent and this for Lent and this for Lent and then I messed up And it's so they've sinned. Well, they've sinned against their own agreement. They made with themselves You know, they they don't understand that well when someone says I didn't say all my daily prayers In which book are you looking that tells you what prayers you have to say every day? Well, I I made up a set that I say and I didn't say it and forgive yourself You know, we we sometimes make things up and say I'm gonna do this and then what we don't we think that's a sin against God It's nice if you can carry through your discipline, you know, but every time you fall off your diet is not really a sin. I hope That could keep your whole talk But but so we tend to make things up and set odd goals That's the law that he wants us to get rid of now. The Prophet are the stray voices in life you're always gonna have someone else coming to you and say I Just I in prayer God said you should do this anyone who tells you that God gave them a message for you I would be suspect. I Had never gone to prayer and have God say, you know pack it really got it all together I want to talk to you about Bob God is never going to run out of things to talk about to me Because I have been ziti to be corrected And so when someone because we'll put people tend to do is they want to put themselves in a position that says here's God Then me then you I will tell you what God said Run the other way so this is the the vision of the prophets in the law at that time in In stem work even the gospel the words that come this is the Word of Jesus listen to that I'm always surprising. So I'm gonna start reading the Bible. Don't start with Genesis start with the Gospels Learn the Gospels from there go back and learn the Old Testament because you'll understand the Gospels more but the Gospels That's our that's our connection to Jesus. And so as we as we have this moment of transfiguration Sunday we asked God to look at the images of our life. What are the images we have of God? What are the old images we've got that were great when I was seven? But didn't work for me as a teenager worked for me less by the time I was 30 How do we transfigure our images of God for different times in our life if? 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You see him. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you a reading from the holy gospel according to Luke
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Jesus took Peter John and James and went up the mountain to pray
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while he was praying his face was changed in appearance and his clothing decayed dazzling white and
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Behold two men were conversing with him Moses and Elijah
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Who appeared in glory and spoke of his exodus that he was going to accomplish in Jerusalem?
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Peter and his companions had been overcome by sleep, but becoming fully awake
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They saw his glory and the two men standing with him as they were about to part from him Peter said to Jesus
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Master it is good that we are here. Let us make three tents one for you one for Moses and one for Elijah
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but he did not know what he was saying while he was still speaking a cloud came and cast a shadow over them and
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They became frightened when they entered the cloud
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Then from the cloud came a voice that said this is my chosen son
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Listen to him
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After the voice voice had spoken
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Jesus was found alone
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They fell silent and did not at that time tell anyone what they had seen
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The gospel of the Lord
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Great
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There is
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Kind of a fair amount of biblical imagery that we probably have no clue about
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Nowadays because it's it really isn't our culture. We we study scripture, but
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We study it. There's a period of time right after scripture was written where all of those
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Especially the Gospels were taken hostage by Greek culture
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That the church and whether it's our Greek Church or whether it became the Latin Church nowadays modern churches the American Church
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we tend to
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Interpret the Gospels without a clue of what the Semitic literature was of the day
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These are these are Jewish writings. They are Semitic. They are you you kind of have to understand
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The way the Jewish people wrote sermons and homilies and stories about Jesus and and the images they would use and
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Because we don't we lose so much of what's going on
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Now we sometimes can glean bits and pieces of it from from our own understanding of the gospel
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But you know when when Jesus is there it says Moses and Elijah are up there with him
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Most my life I thought well, I wonder why those two got picked
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So many people and especially when the church puts it with a big story by Abraham
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Where's Abraham in this story, you know where where are all these other big characters?
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Moses is the giver of the law
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He's the one that brings the law down from the mountains
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Elijah was considered the greatest and the first of the great prophets and if you ever hear in
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In that day when they're talking about Judaism
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The whole religion if they want to talk about all of it in one big clump
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They'll often say as you hear in Deuteronomy as you hear in the stories of Jesus that is the law and the prophets go learn
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it
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When they say the law and the prophets they mean that's everything. That's all you need to know is the law and the prophets
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so
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When Jesus is there with the law and the prophet
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What they're saying is that's every image you have of your faith
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All of these all of these devout Jewish people who are who are following Jesus the law and the prophets
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You know, there is there's not a rabbi in America that doesn't understand that image
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No, it's if you ever want to understand the Gospels sit down with a rabbi. It's their literature
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They understand how that's written
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So the law and the prophets there he is with all of their imagery off their greatest hits
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This would be you know, this would be for the average Catholics that you know, he's up there and there is you know
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the Pope and Mary
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Okay, you know I mean it's like what are your greatest hits the greatest hits of Judaism were Moses and Elijah and
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What happens is they want to build three tents? That's another image out of the Old Testament
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They always wanted to build a tent for the Ark of the Covenant
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The tent was the way to keep to give God a home with a pilgrim people
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You can't build God a home
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The way we think of one if the people he's with are on journey
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So building the tent the Ark the Ark of the Covenant all those these are ways to keep a kind of temple feeling
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With a traveling people and remember Jesus is an itinerant creature who's all over the place
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And so he's they say let's build tents because they're they're probably thinking we had Jesus now
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We've got Jesus and Elijah and Moses. We are going to take the place by storm
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Wait till they see who we've picked up
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You know, it's it's the old it's the old story. There's a there's an old joke of
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The Pope going out and rolling and he always has a driver and people don't realize this but certain archbishops in certain
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cartels depending on the
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Litigiousness of where they live always have drivers because if there's an accident that way they can't sue the Pope
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And literally there are there are people who are not allowed to drive because the lawsuit has to be against it
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They just couldn't couldn't do it. So but the Pope
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Finding just cajoles and promises been blessings and masses. He wants to try and drive the limo
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And so the Pope gets in and the guy driver takes the other seat. He starts driving him down the street
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He gets about three blocks before he runs a stop sign
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Now this is how I know it's a joke because running a stop sign, bro would raise an eye around for an a.m
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but you know, he he runs the stop sign he gets pulled over immediately and
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The officer comes over and talks to him for a few minutes and goes back his radio and he says we have a problem
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We have a huge diplomatic problem. We have pulled over. I
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Don't even know and they said well, what's the issue? He goes? I don't know who this guy is, but his driver is the Pope
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See this is bit
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That's the thing they're thinking. Oh my gosh get his entourage is Elijah and Moses
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How huge is this let's build tents, let's take them with us
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And says they just didn't understand this whole moment is for a moment's teaching and the voice comes from heaven
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And and and and and they close their eyes as the voice comes
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he says this is my beloved son listen to him and they open up their eyes and the law is gone and
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The prophets are gone and they're left with Jesus
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All of the images of their childhood everything that was important to them is gone
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Listen to this gospel
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Listen to the words of Jesus. I think how often we still get lost in any faith in the law
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Or even the prophets it's you know, when we look at the cross and it Paul says this today. He says, you know
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most of us still
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Turn our back on the cross and and
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We we throw that around today to mean something different than it does
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People say, you know, we have to embrace the cross of Jesus and usually that means whatever set of stories they want you to embrace
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but what he's talking about is the one central idea of Jesus on the cross, which is
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Yet don't even even you do good without counting the cost
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That was the message of the cross
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You do what is right?
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Even if you end up on the cross now, it doesn't mean you go around looking for crosses
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Because there are people
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You know, I mean it's lit. There are people creating suffering all over the place thinking it's making them holy
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But if you're creating the suffering
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So that you can be like Jesus on the cross. You are also like the people who nailed him to the cross
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You're creating the suffering
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So, you know what we do instead is we try to find something in life that will help others
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That will do a good in the world and there will be a cost
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Not I just made up the cost so I can pay it
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No, just if you're just needing the pace of the extra use your car loom or to get the gas station
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Okay, go pay lots of that, sir
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And we don't just we don't just create suffering to say I'm suffering like Jesus no
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The glory of Jesus is not that he suffered. It's that he accepted his suffering
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He could have gotten out of it by not doing the right thing here and there
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He could have you know
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He could have put things a certain way and whittled his way around it and probably you know
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You could tell that he goes up against the Pharisees if he wants to he can out argue on
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He knows how to get around it he doesn't need to this is what's right
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I'm gonna say what's right if if this is what they come after me for
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So no, it's it's the person on the witness stand. No, Jesus does not plead the fifth. I
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Can't tell the truth because it might incriminate me. Isn't it weird that that's such something like we think that that's a great honor in
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our system
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That you're allowed to head up to say let me just tell you
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The truth doesn't make me look good
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What a horrible thing to have to say
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You know, I I am I I can't you know, if I'm going to look good, I really should lie
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and and that's the church you got back on the cross Jesus is I'm gonna tell the truth and
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How you receive it? It's not mine to control
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That's not mine to control in in the law and the prophets there's all sorts of ways around this
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You know you did good, but you did good for your people
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Almost all of the prophets prophets are writing to a particular situation that says this has to stop
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Jesus gospel says no no feeding the poor in your community is not the mandate
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Starting with the poor in your community, but working for its feeding the poor of the world is the mandate
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It's the prophets were very
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Jewish based in the sense that they were telling you how you had to take care of your own people and the gospel becomes this
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universal this is who you're called to be in the world and
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You're called to go out and be a good person and there will be cost
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there's always cost and
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So you know we're called to go out and do that we're not looking for a law
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I always love when someone comes into the confessional if they start with
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Father is this a sin?
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Before they say another word there's two things I know the first is yes
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Because no one has come in and said I just gave five thousand dollars to charity it's not the same
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No one asks is that it's always I just kicked my mother-in-law to the curve, but let me tell you what she did
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And that's the second thing I know I'm about to get a very short confession and a very long justification
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You know what they're hoping for is a loophole in the law that says I did something
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I know I should have done, but maybe it wasn't a sin
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Maybe it was back. You know here's the line of sin, and I know I got to here
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But I maybe I got a close and didn't quite make it across and Jesus is how about you walk the other way?
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How about you just don't don't get that close we all know when we're doing things that
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We think we can do better
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And it doesn't mean that it's easy because there are times when we have to try and find a line between
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Supporting someone and enabling something that's bad
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It's not that it's easy. It's not cut and dry
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There are times when we are called to distance ourselves from people because our proximity is not a healthy thing for them
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there are there are relationships in life that are toxic and
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And we have to recognize those and go you know I mean when people I've never really had something come to a situation to say
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This is a horribly abusive situation, but it's good for them
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Teaching other people to be abusive is not good for them either and so we have this
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Moment where God says you're gonna have to let go of the law
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And you're gonna have to let go of the prophets which for them
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Would be like me say you're gonna have to let go of Mary and the Eucharist
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I mean it was reaching into their hearts that deeply and
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Say and you're gonna have to about would do good things of the world
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No, where Pope Francis has never said that he has said things like we need to get our priests out of the sacristies and into
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the streets
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We need to make sure that this is not our entire experience of church in a building
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We need to be out doing these things and it should have cost
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You know we we give to one another it always says
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Without cost you have been blessed without cost what it's really talking about is what without giving cost to others
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It's always cost to ourselves
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Jesus paid a cost
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On the cross and as Paul said today so many people want to turn away from that they don't they don't like that
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They that's why I love that lie. Your God is your stomach
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In other words, whatever makes me feel full and say that and whatever makes me feel safe and whatever feeds me is what I chase
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That's what he means when he says your God is your stomach
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I even even in spirituality people can be that way I get what feeds me
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Whenever someone says I went to this church over there for a long long time and
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Nothing there and there are times you go to churches and it's abusive that's different
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But nothing that I just don't I didn't get anything out of it. My question is always what did you bring?
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I don't bring anything. I come to get this is church
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Okay, you know, but what do we bring what do we bring and what are what are we willing to bring not just in this space
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but to the world I
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Think when we let go of the law and the prophets and we're focused on Jesus who?
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For all of the brilliance of his teachings. It's one of the things I love about this Pope that we have right now
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For all the brilliance of the teachings what they're remembered for is what they did
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A friend of mine says that he thinks Francis is the most visual Pope we've ever had
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There's this picture of him with the with the deformed guy with all the tumors all over his face
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You know and he he goes out to be with that person. You see him. He has to go out to be with others
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Although so many pokes there very I always think their first lines they get up on the they get up on the thing and they'll say
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You know, I am I am a man of God
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And they'll say, you know, I am
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Janice I was I am I am John Paul the second or they they get up and they say, you know
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I'm almost Papa. We have a pope and
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This guy got up and he says what a Sabbath. Good evening
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How are you all?
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It was the funniest opening for a papacy I ever seen
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You know where we're normal the norm is for the Pope to come out and bless the people
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He came out and asked them to pray for him
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It's a different and but it's the things they do
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What we'll remember are the images of I was just to say that the hardest two jobs in my lifetime in the church
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Were to be because he was a brilliant theologian
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But he didn't speak well to people would be to be Pope Benedict's PR person or Pope Francis's security
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He's off again
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He's running after those people he you know it but but it's one thing it's what we do that will be remembered I
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Think our Christianity becomes so much about are you believe in the right thing?
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Paul says when he says faith without works is dead. You're believing the right thing when you're doing the right thing. You can't divide those
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our what we truly believe
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Absolutely dictates all of our actions, so
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You know if I say that I believe in God, but I'm not doing anything different
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I must at least believe that it's not terribly urgent. I mean there's a belief. That's running that there's always a belief
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That's running
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I if if if I thought that no one would notice and really believe that no one would notice I would probably miss daily mass
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on Tuesday mornings
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It's just it's early. It's the first one of the week for me
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You know why do you get up and go to work every day because I believe
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Then I get fired otherwise
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That's why all people go to work at some level they can go to work because they truly believe that if they don't there's consequences
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so if we truly beliefs and we knack down and so what he's saying is
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Go don't get belief and an affection for the story confused
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You can have a great affection for the story of the gospel and not be chasing it not be truly believing in
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everything that it's telling us to do and to truly believe that Jesus is God and
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truly believe that Jesus tells us to go out and feed the court visit the sick and free the imprisoned and
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Do nothing about it our mind our mind will not hold that thiefer
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Our mind will see the nonce the non sequitur in our own life. It'll see the disjunct nature
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And so we're told it get away from the law this week
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Then the laws have all these punny little twists and ferns and you know, I I mentioned last week that over that was joking
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but you know for some people
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people come up to me and say
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Now do Sundays count on Lent?
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You know what when you start your Lent
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You make up your own Lent because there's no loop. There's no rules
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There's two things that Catholic hate
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Catholic state one is the imposition of rules and then the other is when we don't give them rules
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Do I receive on the tongue or on the hand your choice choice
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But which should we really do your choice? Which one's right?
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We want we want to rule on
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Nonsense half the time we want to rule and so we so struggle with that
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People will will will often say, you know, I decided to do this for Lent and this for Lent and this for Lent and then I messed up
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And it's so they've sinned. Well, they've sinned against their own agreement. They made with themselves
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You know, they they don't understand that well when someone says I didn't say all my daily prayers
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In which book are you looking that tells you what prayers you have to say every day?
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Well, I I made up a set that I say and I didn't say it and forgive yourself
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You know, we we sometimes make things up and say I'm gonna do this and then what we don't we think that's a sin against
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God
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It's nice if you can carry through your discipline, you know, but every time you fall off your diet is not really a sin. I
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hope
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That could keep your whole talk
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But but so we tend to make things up and set odd goals
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That's the law that he wants us to get rid of now. The Prophet are the stray voices in life
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you're always gonna have someone else coming to you and say I
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Just I in prayer God said you should do this anyone who tells you that God gave them a message for you
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I would be suspect. I
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Had never gone to prayer and have God say, you know pack it really got it all together
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I want to talk to you about Bob
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God is never going to run out of things to talk about to me
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Because I have been ziti to be corrected
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And so when someone because we'll put people tend to do is they want to put themselves in a position that says here's God
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Then me then you I will tell you what God said
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Run the other way
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so
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this is the the vision of the prophets in the law at that time in
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In stem work even the gospel the words that come this is the Word of Jesus listen to that
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I'm always surprising. So I'm gonna start reading the Bible. Don't start with Genesis start with the Gospels
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Learn the Gospels from there go back and learn the Old Testament because you'll understand the Gospels more but the Gospels
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That's our that's our connection to Jesus. And so as we as we have this moment of transfiguration
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Sunday we asked God to look at the images of our life. What are the images we have of God?
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What are the old images we've got that were great when I was seven?
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But didn't work for me as a teenager worked for me less by the time I was 30
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How do we transfigure our images of God for different times in our life if?
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Your image of God isn't growing
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It's gonna fall away as those images of Moses and Elijah did
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The gospel is a living thing and if we follow it it will give us more than enough mission for every day of our life
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transfiguratio Father Pat’s message centers on the transfiguration of Jesus as a pivotal moment of transformation—not just for Christ, but for the disciples and for all believers. He emphasizes that this Gospel passage is not merely about a miraculous event, but a profound spiritual invitation to move beyond the comfort of religious structures (the law and the prophets) and into a living relationship with Jesus himself. Father Pat critiques how modern Christians, like Peter on the mountain, often cling to old forms, rituals, and rules rather than embracing the radical call of the Gospel. He challenges us to stop seeking loopholes in law or comfort in tradition, and instead to listen to the voice of God saying, “This is my Son. Listen to him.” The true Christian life, he explains, is not about rule-following or prophetic pronouncements, but about living with integrity, accepting the cost of discipleship, and being transformed into people whose actions reflect their faith.
The detailed message Father Pat delivers is a rich spiritual and theological reflection on the Gospel of the Transfiguration, drawing from Luke’s account. He begins by pointing out that contemporary Christians often miss the depth of scriptural imagery because we interpret it through modern or Greco-Roman lenses, rather than through the Semitic, Jewish context in which it was written. In the transfiguration story, Jesus appears with Moses and Elijah—symbolizing "the Law and the Prophets"—which was shorthand in Jewish thought for the totality of divine revelation. Thus, their presence signifies the full weight of Israelite religious tradition. Peter’s desire to build three tents reflects the ancient Jewish practice of creating sacred spaces—like the Tabernacle or the Tent of Meeting—to honor God’s presence among a pilgrim people. But Peter misunderstands the moment. He wants to contain and preserve the experience, not realizing that the point is not to dwell in the past but to move forward with Jesus.
Father Pat underscores the significance of God’s voice from the cloud declaring, “This is my chosen Son; listen to him.” It is at this moment that Moses and Elijah vanish, and only Jesus remains. This is not just about visual awe—it is a theological declaration that Jesus is now the singular authority and revelation of God. The Law and the Prophets, while foundational, are now fulfilled and transcended in Christ. This challenges believers to let go of their dependence on rules (law) or external voices (prophets) and instead deepen their relationship with Jesus, who embodies God’s will. Father Pat poignantly notes that this is akin to asking a devout Catholic to part with the Eucharist or Mary—it’s no small ask. But the Gospel demands this level of transformation.
He then shifts the focus to how this applies in daily life. Many Christians, he observes, still live according to a legalistic mindset—asking, “Is this a sin?” as though the goal is to stay just on the right side of the moral line. This reveals a desire for rules more than a desire for transformation. Instead, he insists, we should be asking what helps us grow in love and truth. Similarly, the prophets, who once served to call Israel to justice, can become in modern life the voices of self-appointed spiritual authorities who claim to speak for God. Father Pat warns against these, urging us to focus on the voice of Christ alone.
The heart of his message is that true discipleship is not about doctrinal correctness or ritual perfection. It is about doing what is right, even when it costs us. The cross, he reminds us, is not something to be sought for its own sake—suffering is not inherently holy—but it becomes redemptive when it is the price of doing good. Jesus did not suffer because suffering is good; he suffered because he refused to compromise truth and love. This is the model for Christian life: to speak the truth, to love deeply, to serve the poor, to forgive, and to risk our comfort for the sake of others. That is what it means to listen to Jesus.
Father Pat also critiques the consumerist attitude that can infiltrate religious life—where people say, “I didn’t get anything out of Mass,” as though worship were a transaction. He asks, “What did you bring?” True worship, true community, and true faith require participation, not passive consumption. Our beliefs must shape our actions. Otherwise, they are not beliefs at all, but empty sentiments.
He ends with a reflection on Lent and how people often reduce it to a set of arbitrary rules, like whether Sundays “count” or whether breaking a self-imposed discipline is a sin. He encourages people to see Lent not as a legalistic exercise, but as a time of intentional transformation. Similarly, he warns against letting others dictate God’s will for us through so-called private revelations. God speaks to each of us, and Jesus is the definitive Word. The Gospel, he concludes, is a living reality that must grow with us. If our image of God stays the same throughout our lives, it will eventually become obsolete. Just as the disciples had to let go of Moses and Elijah to see Jesus clearly, we too must allow our outdated images of God to fall away so that we can follow Christ more fully, more freely, and more courageously....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1366.8299560546875, "text": "for reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, Lord. When Jesus went into the region of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, who do people say that the Son of Man is? They replied, some say John the Baptist, others Elijah, still others Jeremiah or one of the prophets. He said to them, but who do you say that I am? Simon Peter said in reply, you are the Christ, the Son of the living God. Jesus said to him and replied, Blessed are you, Simon, son of Jonah, for flesh and blood has not revealed this chief, but my heavenly Father. And so I say to you, you are Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church, and the gates of the nether world shall not prevail against it. I will give you the keys to the kingdom of heaven. Whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. One of the two times every year that I ever use the word loosed. laughter I don't know where these translations come from sometimes, but they got it translated out of the original language. I don't know if they got them clear into English or not. This is a... This feast is really a feast of the church's beginnings. It's less about Peter and Paul and more about everything they represent. In many theological circles, Peter is seen as the new Moses, as a pope, the bringer of the law, the keeper of order. He always has the keys. And Paul is the continuation of the prophets. And Paul did not... did not learn at the feet of Jesus. Paul had an experience of Jesus that, as far as Scripture tells us, his catechesis consisted of, why are you crucifying me? Much of the same catechesis I got from my parents over the years. laughter That's not... But that's it. It doesn't say that Jesus bore the fullness of the gospel into him. So, you know, Paul is really a strict prophet. Paul is someone who shows up at the door of the church and says, listen, I'm not Christian and I'm not Catholic, but I just had a prayer experience and I'd like to teach catechism. laughter Paul is a pure prophet. He has a message, but he's not always in line with the gospels because he did not learn from Jesus. And while Jesus was alive before the passion and death, what Paul knew from Jesus, he knew from Jesus' adversaries. laughter Totally different. And yet both of these are kind of unnecessary to start the church. For those of you who missed the bulletin announcements, the flock notes, the signs on the sides of the bus, and the sky writing this week, it was my 30th anniversary. laughter I heard from people I didn't know I knew. And so, you know, and for me, it's a good feast to reflect back on because this central question of where we get our faith, but more importantly, as he asks, Jesus asks the apostles, all his disciples are all gathered. And he says, so who do people say that I am? And that is the easiest question. What do people say about Jesus? We can talk all day long about that. Then he sharpens it up and says, so what do you say? And in the other gospels, not Matthew, it gets very uncomfortable. It says, so what do you say? And then Jesus kind of is down on the ground squatting crying in the sand while they're all going, ah. Because it's very easy to look and go, can you believe those people think you're this and those people think you're that and those people think, Jeremiah. And what about you? And finally, Peter ventures an idea. And I always wonder if he got it right or not. Jesus says, only God could have done this for you. But is that they got it right or that he was willing to take the chance? Because clearly you are the Christ, the son of the living God. But come to the passion, Peter does not realize who Jesus was. If he did, the death would not have come as a shock. He's still caught off guard. It's one thing to say you're the Messiah. It's another thing to agree on what that means. The Messiah for the Jewish people would have meant that he was going to be a military hero that brought Jerusalem to greatness. One of the reasons that those who were against him would proclaim him as Messiah is because they felt that would be the greatest threat to Rome. Was, oh, this is the leader that's going to rise up against us. That was the Messiah to bring the Jewish people to world prominence. You know, call in the first reading in Acts, Luke. Luke falls into what John often falls into, and he only does it in Acts because when he's writing Acts, he's writing as late as John was. The Acts is written way after the Gospel of Luke, and then he writes Part 2 about 10, 15 years later when the traditional Jewish community and Christianity are really in opposition, really in strife, really in conflict. And he has phrases that start to sound a little more like John. You know, Jesus, Herod did all this to them because he realized it was making the Jewish people happy. They're desperate to blame it on the Jews. And I know it's in our scripture, but I can tell you, the Pax Romana was not having its strings pulled by the Jews. They occupied that nation, you know. That's like saying that the Jews talk Hitler into stuff. No, not how it happened. They could care less how the Jews felt. But they didn't want to blame the Roman Empire for anything that was going on, and so the scripture, it's always got these little asides. You know, I can guarantee you, whether it's in scripture or not, Luke did not know what was going on in Herod's head. And we have to read scripture with that sharpened eye. And so, you know, we get this story of how the church starts and all of the generations that we don't know who have given us what we have today. And I think it's hard enough for us to remember to be grateful to the ancestors we actually knew in our life. But all of those who have built the hospitals and churches that we take for granted and the schools and the infrastructure and, you know, next week we talk about our country and we don't even like to admit how many hands went into building what you and I take for granted. We want to whittle it down to a couple of heroes that we feel comfortable with rather than the people who did the hard work of building a country. It's so hard to do. And so as I come to a 30th anniversary, I'm keenly aware of the people who have helped me in my life. And I try to be aware of the people I will never know this side of the grave who made everything you and I have possible. But we can pay it forward. We can keep the next generation in mind. We can do things that we're absolutely okay with them not giving us credit for. I know that was probably the most un-American thing I've ever said. We don't need credit for every good deed. Sometimes we do it to become good people. And so, you know, in this moment, where I find my heart resting as I celebrate the anniversary is really with the parishes I've been at. People ask me about Pope Leo, and I have to tell you, he was, you know, he's not just American. He's the South Side of Chicago. Das America. But I have been more formed by the parishes since ordination than all of the, don't tell the seminaries, all of the professors and even family members and everyone I knew before because you start to become who you are when you're doing things in the world, not when you're preparing for it. And they can, you know, as parents have learned, they can do everything they want so that their children can be independent in the world. And then the tragedy, they become independent in the world. Even independent of your thought. You know, it happens. And so who I've become in the last 30 years is much more visceral in my life than who I became in the first 30. And it's a good thing. Because I was a mess. I was more of a mess. That was presumptuous, wasn't it? I wasn't always the suave debonair person. It's this, but, you know, and so I looked to those parishes and I looked how much, and that's when someone says, well, yeah, he's American, he's also Latin American. Because the formation he had in Peru has done more to shape his priesthood than what happened before ordination. And we hope, we hope, because no one should stop learning in their 20s or 30s. No one should stop changing and becoming deeper in faith. And so I look back, you know, at the various parishes I've been in, all radically different, all radically the same. And I think that the secret, for me, the secret to any success I've had in priesthood, it's about 3 ideas. The first one is probably the most radical. I don't mean that because I know a lot of wonderful priests, but once in a while I watch the way we preach or hear the way we preach and I think, OK, the first rule, if you don't like people, just go into politics. There's got to be a politician in the room and I apologize. I wasn't going to be that or lawyers. I mean, who do we want to pick on this guy? But no, you're unequal. You have to truly like people or your formation will stop when you're ordained. Because, of course it would be nice to say, your prayer life. We all have prayer life. And if my prayer life is just between me and God, God starts sounding an awful lot like me. An awful lot. He always uses words I understand. He uses the same phrases. This may shock you, but my God seems to be a little snarky. A little too much. But when you're in dialogue, this is where religion is helpful. When you're in dialogue with the community, your image of God comes from the other people in the room as well. And they are the only thing in your life made in the image of God. Not the statues, not a ritual. There's the presence of God in our community, in the Word made flesh, in the Eucharist, and the image of God in the people. And we have to continue finding it there. And what I find is the more I get in touch with that, everyone I know is in need of something. Some of us are just in need at a very physical level, but most of us, we need to be better. We need correction. We need people to challenge us. But that is less prevalent than the amazing goodness of the people. And I can't imagine, you know, I've got friends that I talk to, and they're always, you know, you have to tell them this, and you have to tell them that, and you have to tell them this and that. And I think, do you not see the grace and the goodness of the people? I have a running joke that I always tell people whenever they say, Father, you know, this happened, and I was traveling, and we had a disaster in the family, and there was an accident on the highway. I missed Mass. Now, it is a joke, but I always say to them, you know they have to pay me to go. Now, of course, I could go. That is my belief. I don't know. I've never, you know. But there's a difference when someone whose job, as well as their vocation, their job is to be there, stands in front of people who are there totally on their own sake, of their own volition, for their own edification. I'm the one humbled. That dynamic should never be reversed. For the person whose job is to be there to say, well, those of you who we just tried to get to show up, why are you not there? And not only are you not paid, you give money. For those of you that weren't aware of that, you give money. It's that, I mean, you think of the difference in the dynamic. People who, week after week, for their own relationship with God, simply show up. How can you not start, when you stand up in front, how can you not start from a place of amazement at the goodness of the people? And that does more to form us than anything. And if we can couple that with literally wanting to interact, and this is what I would say to everyone, to the extent that you interact with one another, you will become better, holier people. I get to see it from up here. You are good for one another. This is not a journey that anyone should take alone. And so, you rarely, I mean, think of all of the Gospels where Jesus sits down one on one and instructs the apostles. Doesn't happen. You know, where people sign up for an hour of spiritual direction at a time. It's because, and it's not because Jesus is, he's just smarter when it comes to time management, that's not what it is. Because he knows that even if he is teaching, there is another level of formation that happens in the gathering of the people. And it nourishes those of us who are lucky enough to be priests. I rarely share much of my vocation story because it's a really terrible story. You know, when did you hear the call? I'm still waiting. There was no flash moment. It wasn't magical. You know, over time, as I discerned in seminary, it became apparent. This is my path. This is where I should be. You know, it was not a lightning strike moment. And, you know, you grow into it. But the other thing is, of course, my family was not terribly Catholic. My siblings, most of them do not go to Mass anymore. I went to a public school. They used to have us come and give vocation talks to the seminarians. And my first year out of seminary, they asked me to come do it. I've not been asked for the last 29 years. It doesn't hit on any of those great points that they want to make. But if you're connected to the people, people always say, so what drew you to become a priest? And I'm like, healing. I found healing and goodness in the community. And so, you know, this is why we are, one of the reasons we're called to gather every week, the obligation to Mass. I think people started to realize during the pandemic that they've been mistaught because we had to start re-articulating things quickly. I think most people felt like you have to get to Mass once a week, almost as though the grace of the Eucharist has a seven-day shelf life. Like, you know, that grace won't last any longer. You need your vitamin. You need your fix. You need your word. You have to do this. It's the only way to keep you on the straight and narrow. And it never occurred to us that the obligation comes from the fact that we all need one another. And on days when you don't feel like being here, someone else needs to come and know that the church is still here. It's not just, I'm here for me. You know, we are here for each other. It's a commitment. It's a community. So many churches are better than we are at the idea of people will say, you know, if they're Baptist, they'll often say, oh, you know, I belong to First Baptist Church and I belong to... And Catholics will often say, I go to Holy Family. I go to. It's not, I belong to. I go to. And that's why we don't get the obligation. When we belong, then other people want to see the gathering every week as well. We're part of their experience. I know it sounds, I mean, it almost sounds like it's an ego thing. I mean, who's going to miss you if you're not there? Many people. You may not interact with them every time. You will be amazed how often someone will come to me and say, Father, do you know the guy who sits back there that he has not been here for a few weeks. Is everything okay? People know you. And if you get interested, you'll know them. And what I would leave to any community I could, you know, as a priest is the more you spend with one another, the more time you spend, the more visibly you will be the body of Christ. How do I grow in holiness? Prayer? Absolutely. You know, spiritual rituals and practice? Absolutely. But the primary gathering, you'll notice Jesus did not get together with his disciples the night before he died for a business meeting. The last finance council meeting. I dream of. But a supper, a gathering, a coming together. And we hear all of this heavy stuff. But you know it was also social that happened. They came together. I used to say that, you know, that Christians really don't even know how to come together without food. That is not a dumb thing or a bad thing. The doctor thinks it's problematic. But it's not a bad thing that we come together and it's not just we're here for business, we're here, okay, we're going to learn this, we're going to do scripture. I have never taught a scripture class that people don't hang around afterwards and talk to each other and have coffee and we build a community. Otherwise, God would call us individually, there'd be no church. And so, you know, as we come together, I hope that we spend some time in awe of the other people that we pray with. I thank every parish I have been at, and I've only been at four. I try not to tell Fr. Jim Baird because they moved him around a lot and we're really good friends. And when I came here, we were at lunch of about five priests and he was sitting right next to me and I obviously pretended he wasn't there and I kind of pouted and I said, I'm really upset, I mean, this will be the third time they've moved me in 25 years. And he very quietly says, I'm going to punch you in the throat. I've only moved, you know, I've had four parishes, so I've been moved three times. Every parish is different and every parish is an amazing vision of grace and love. And so, as we go forth today, be aware of one another. 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for readi WEBVTT
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for reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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When Jesus went into the region of Caesarea Philippi,
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he asked his disciples,
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who do people say that the Son of Man is?
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They replied, some say John the Baptist, others Elijah,
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still others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.
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He said to them, but who do you say that I am?
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Simon Peter said in reply,
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you are the Christ, the Son of the living God.
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Jesus said to him and replied,
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Blessed are you, Simon, son of Jonah,
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for flesh and blood has not revealed this chief,
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but my heavenly Father.
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And so I say to you, you are Peter,
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and upon this rock I will build my church,
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and the gates of the nether world
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shall not prevail against it.
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I will give you the keys to the kingdom of heaven.
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Whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven,
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and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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One of the two times every year that I ever use the word loosed.
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laughter
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I don't know where these translations come from sometimes,
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but they got it translated out of the original language.
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I don't know if they got them clear into English or not.
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This is a...
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This feast is really a feast of the church's beginnings.
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It's less about Peter and Paul
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and more about everything they represent.
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In many theological circles,
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Peter is seen as the new Moses, as a pope,
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the bringer of the law, the keeper of order.
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He always has the keys.
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And Paul is the continuation of the prophets.
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And Paul did not...
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did not learn at the feet of Jesus.
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Paul had an experience of Jesus that, as far as Scripture tells us,
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his catechesis consisted of,
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why are you crucifying me?
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Much of the same catechesis I got from my parents over the years.
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laughter
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That's not...
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But that's it.
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It doesn't say that Jesus bore the fullness of the gospel into him.
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So, you know, Paul is really a strict prophet.
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Paul is someone who shows up at the door of the church and says,
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listen, I'm not Christian and I'm not Catholic,
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but I just had a prayer experience and I'd like to teach catechism.
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laughter
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Paul is a pure prophet.
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He has a message,
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but he's not always in line with the gospels
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because he did not learn from Jesus.
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And while Jesus was alive before the passion and death,
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what Paul knew from Jesus, he knew from Jesus' adversaries.
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Totally different.
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And yet both of these are kind of unnecessary to start the church.
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For those of you who missed the bulletin announcements,
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the flock notes, the signs on the sides of the bus,
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and the sky writing this week, it was my 30th anniversary.
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laughter
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I heard from people I didn't know I knew.
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And so, you know, and for me, it's a good feast to reflect back on
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because this central question of where we get our faith,
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but more importantly, as he asks,
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Jesus asks the apostles, all his disciples are all gathered.
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And he says, so who do people say that I am?
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And that is the easiest question.
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What do people say about Jesus?
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We can talk all day long about that.
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Then he sharpens it up and says, so what do you say?
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And in the other gospels, not Matthew, it gets very uncomfortable.
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It says, so what do you say?
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And then Jesus kind of is down on the ground squatting
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crying in the sand while they're all going, ah.
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Because it's very easy to look and go,
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can you believe those people think you're this
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and those people think you're that and those people think, Jeremiah.
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And what about you?
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And finally, Peter ventures an idea.
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And I always wonder if he got it right or not.
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Jesus says, only God could have done this for you.
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But is that they got it right or that he was willing to take the chance?
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Because clearly you are the Christ, the son of the living God.
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But come to the passion, Peter does not realize who Jesus was.
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If he did, the death would not have come as a shock.
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He's still caught off guard.
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It's one thing to say you're the Messiah.
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It's another thing to agree on what that means.
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The Messiah for the Jewish people would have meant
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that he was going to be a military hero that brought Jerusalem to greatness.
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One of the reasons that those who were against him would proclaim him as Messiah
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is because they felt that would be the greatest threat to Rome.
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Was, oh, this is the leader that's going to rise up against us.
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That was the Messiah to bring the Jewish people to world prominence.
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You know, call in the first reading in Acts, Luke.
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Luke falls into what John often falls into,
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and he only does it in Acts because when he's writing Acts,
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he's writing as late as John was.
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The Acts is written way after the Gospel of Luke,
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and then he writes Part 2 about 10, 15 years later
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when the traditional Jewish community and Christianity are really in opposition,
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really in strife, really in conflict.
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And he has phrases that start to sound a little more like John.
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You know, Jesus, Herod did all this to them
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because he realized it was making the Jewish people happy.
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They're desperate to blame it on the Jews.
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And I know it's in our scripture, but I can tell you,
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the Pax Romana was not having its strings pulled by the Jews.
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They occupied that nation, you know.
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That's like saying that the Jews talk Hitler into stuff.
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No, not how it happened.
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They could care less how the Jews felt.
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But they didn't want to blame the Roman Empire for anything that was going on,
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and so the scripture, it's always got these little asides.
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You know, I can guarantee you, whether it's in scripture or not,
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Luke did not know what was going on in Herod's head.
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And we have to read scripture with that sharpened eye.
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And so, you know, we get this story of how the church starts
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and all of the generations that we don't know
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who have given us what we have today.
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And I think it's hard enough for us to remember to be grateful
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to the ancestors we actually knew in our life.
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But all of those who have built the hospitals and churches
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that we take for granted and the schools and the infrastructure
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and, you know, next week we talk about our country
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and we don't even like to admit how many hands went into building
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what you and I take for granted.
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We want to whittle it down to a couple of heroes
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that we feel comfortable with
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rather than the people who did the hard work of building a country.
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It's so hard to do.
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And so as I come to a 30th anniversary,
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I'm keenly aware of the people who have helped me in my life.
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And I try to be aware of the people I will never know
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this side of the grave who made everything you and I have possible.
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But we can pay it forward.
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We can keep the next generation in mind.
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We can do things that we're absolutely okay with them
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not giving us credit for.
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I know that was probably the most un-American thing I've ever said.
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We don't need credit for every good deed.
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Sometimes we do it to become good people.
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And so, you know, in this moment,
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where I find my heart resting as I celebrate the anniversary
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is really with the parishes I've been at.
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People ask me about Pope Leo, and I have to tell you,
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he was, you know, he's not just American.
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He's the South Side of Chicago.
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Das America.
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But I have been more formed by the parishes since ordination
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than all of the, don't tell the seminaries, all of the professors
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and even family members and everyone I knew before
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because you start to become who you are
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when you're doing things in the world, not when you're preparing for it.
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And they can, you know, as parents have learned,
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they can do everything they want
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so that their children can be independent in the world.
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And then the tragedy, they become independent in the world.
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Even independent of your thought.
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You know, it happens.
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And so who I've become in the last 30 years
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is much more visceral in my life
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than who I became in the first 30.
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And it's a good thing.
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Because I was a mess.
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I was more of a mess.
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That was presumptuous, wasn't it?
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I wasn't always the suave debonair person.
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It's this, but, you know, and so I looked to those parishes
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and I looked how much, and that's when someone says,
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well, yeah, he's American, he's also Latin American.
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Because the formation he had in Peru
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has done more to shape his priesthood
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than what happened before ordination.
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And we hope, we hope,
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because no one should stop learning in their 20s or 30s.
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No one should stop changing and becoming deeper in faith.
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And so I look back, you know, at the various parishes I've been in,
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all radically different, all radically the same.
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And I think that the secret, for me,
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the secret to any success I've had in priesthood,
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it's about 3 ideas.
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The first one is probably the most radical.
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I don't mean that because I know a lot of wonderful priests,
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but once in a while I watch the way we preach
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or hear the way we preach and I think,
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OK, the first rule, if you don't like people,
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just go into politics.
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There's got to be a politician in the room and I apologize.
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I wasn't going to be that or lawyers.
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I mean, who do we want to pick on this guy?
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But no, you're unequal.
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You have to truly like people
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or your formation will stop when you're ordained.
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Because, of course it would be nice to say,
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your prayer life.
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We all have prayer life.
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And if my prayer life is just between me and God,
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God starts sounding an awful lot like me.
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An awful lot.
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He always uses words I understand.
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He uses the same phrases.
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This may shock you, but my God seems to be a little snarky.
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A little too much.
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But when you're in dialogue,
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this is where religion is helpful.
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When you're in dialogue with the community,
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your image of God comes from the other people in the room as well.
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And they are the only thing in your life
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made in the image of God.
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Not the statues, not a ritual.
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There's the presence of God in our community,
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in the Word made flesh, in the Eucharist,
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and the image of God in the people.
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And we have to continue finding it there.
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And what I find is the more I get in touch with that,
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everyone I know is in need of something.
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Some of us are just in need at a very physical level,
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but most of us, we need to be better.
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We need correction.
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We need people to challenge us.
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But that is less prevalent
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than the amazing goodness of the people.
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And I can't imagine,
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you know, I've got friends that I talk to,
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and they're always, you know, you have to tell them this,
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and you have to tell them that,
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and you have to tell them this and that.
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And I think, do you not see the grace
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and the goodness of the people?
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I have a running joke that I always tell people
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whenever they say, Father,
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you know, this happened, and I was traveling,
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and we had a disaster in the family,
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and there was an accident on the highway.
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I missed Mass.
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Now, it is a joke, but I always say to them,
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you know they have to pay me to go.
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Now, of course, I could go.
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That is my belief. I don't know. I've never, you know.
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But there's a difference when someone whose job,
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as well as their vocation, their job is to be there,
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stands in front of people who are there totally
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on their own sake, of their own volition,
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for their own edification.
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I'm the one humbled.
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That dynamic should never be reversed.
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For the person whose job is to be there to say,
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well, those of you who we just tried to get to show up,
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why are you not there?
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And not only are you not paid, you give money.
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For those of you that weren't aware of that,
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you give money.
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It's that, I mean, you think of the difference in the dynamic.
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People who, week after week,
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for their own relationship with God,
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simply show up.
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How can you not start, when you stand up in front,
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how can you not start from a place of amazement
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at the goodness of the people?
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And that does more to form us than anything.
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And if we can couple that with literally wanting to interact,
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and this is what I would say to everyone,
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to the extent that you interact with one another,
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you will become better, holier people.
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I get to see it from up here.
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You are good for one another.
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This is not a journey that anyone should take alone.
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And so, you rarely, I mean,
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think of all of the Gospels where Jesus sits down one on one
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and instructs the apostles.
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Doesn't happen.
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You know, where people sign up
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for an hour of spiritual direction at a time.
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It's because, and it's not because Jesus is,
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he's just smarter when it comes to time management,
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that's not what it is.
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Because he knows that even if he is teaching,
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there is another level of formation
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that happens in the gathering of the people.
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And it nourishes those of us
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who are lucky enough to be priests.
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I rarely share much of my vocation story
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because it's a really terrible story.
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You know, when did you hear the call?
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I'm still waiting.
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There was no flash moment.
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It wasn't magical.
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You know, over time, as I discerned in seminary,
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it became apparent.
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This is my path.
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This is where I should be.
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You know, it was not a lightning strike moment.
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And, you know, you grow into it.
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But the other thing is, of course,
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my family was not terribly Catholic.
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My siblings, most of them do not go to Mass anymore.
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I went to a public school.
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They used to have us come and give
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vocation talks to the seminarians.
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And my first year out of seminary,
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they asked me to come do it.
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I've not been asked for the last 29 years.
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It doesn't hit on any of those great points
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that they want to make.
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But if you're connected to the people,
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people always say,
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so what drew you to become a priest?
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And I'm like, healing.
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I found healing and goodness in the community.
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And so, you know, this is why we are,
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one of the reasons we're called to gather every week,
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the obligation to Mass.
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I think people started to realize during the pandemic
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that they've been mistaught
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because we had to start re-articulating things quickly.
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I think most people felt like
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you have to get to Mass once a week,
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almost as though the grace of the Eucharist
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has a seven-day shelf life.
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Like, you know, that grace won't last any longer.
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You need your vitamin.
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You need your fix.
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You need your word.
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You have to do this.
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It's the only way to keep you on the straight and narrow.
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And it never occurred to us
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that the obligation comes from the fact
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that we all need one another.
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And on days when you don't feel like being here,
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someone else needs to come
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and know that the church is still here.
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It's not just, I'm here for me.
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You know, we are here for each other.
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It's a commitment.
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It's a community.
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So many churches are better than we are
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at the idea of people will say,
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you know, if they're Baptist,
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they'll often say,
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oh, you know, I belong to First Baptist Church
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and I belong to...
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And Catholics will often say,
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I go to Holy Family.
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I go to.
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It's not, I belong to.
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I go to.
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And that's why we don't get the obligation.
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When we belong,
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then other people want to see the gathering
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every week as well.
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We're part of their experience.
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I know it sounds,
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I mean, it almost sounds like it's an ego thing.
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I mean, who's going to miss you
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if you're not there?
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Many people.
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You may not interact with them every time.
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You will be amazed how often
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someone will come to me and say,
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Father, do you know the guy who sits back there
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that he has not been here for a few weeks.
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Is everything okay?
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People know you.
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And if you get interested, you'll know them.
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And what I would leave to any community I could,
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you know, as a priest is
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the more you spend with one another,
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the more time you spend,
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the more visibly you will be the body of Christ.
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How do I grow in holiness?
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Prayer? Absolutely.
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You know, spiritual rituals and practice? Absolutely.
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But the primary gathering,
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you'll notice Jesus did not get together
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with his disciples the night before he died
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for a business meeting.
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The last finance council meeting.
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I dream of.
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But a supper, a gathering, a coming together.
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And we hear all of this heavy stuff.
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But you know it was also social that happened.
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They came together.
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I used to say that, you know,
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that Christians really don't even know
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how to come together without food.
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That is not a dumb thing or a bad thing.
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The doctor thinks it's problematic.
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But it's not a bad thing that we come together
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and it's not just we're here for business,
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we're here, okay, we're going to learn this,
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we're going to do scripture.
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I have never taught a scripture class
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that people don't hang around afterwards
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and talk to each other and have coffee
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and we build a community.
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Otherwise, God would call us individually,
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there'd be no church.
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And so, you know, as we come together,
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I hope that we spend some time in awe
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of the other people that we pray with.
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I thank every parish I have been at,
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and I've only been at four.
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I try not to tell Fr. Jim Baird
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because they moved him around a lot
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and we're really good friends.
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And when I came here,
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we were at lunch of about five priests
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and he was sitting right next to me
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and I obviously pretended he wasn't there
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and I kind of pouted and I said,
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I'm really upset, I mean,
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this will be the third time
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they've moved me in 25 years.
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And he very quietly says,
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I'm going to punch you in the throat.
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I've only moved, you know,
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I've had four parishes,
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so I've been moved three times.
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Every parish is different
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and every parish is an amazing vision
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of grace and love.
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And so, as we go forth today,
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be aware of one another.
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And for me, on my anniversary,
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I thank you because I have never,
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ever been able to get up here
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without being overwhelmed
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by the goodness of those of you
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who sit out there.
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Father Pat's message centers on the transforma Father Pat's message centers on the transformative power of community in the life of faith. Drawing from the Gospel of Matthew where Peter proclaims Jesus as the Christ, Father Pat uses this moment not just as a point of theological clarity, but as a springboard into a deeper reflection on what it means to belong to the Church. He emphasizes that faith is not a solitary journey, but one profoundly shaped by the people around us—the community that gathers, supports, and challenges us. His 30th anniversary of priesthood becomes a moment of gratitude, not for personal accomplishments, but for the countless individuals and parishes who have formed him into the priest he is today. His homily invites listeners to see the Church not as a building or a set of doctrines, but as a living, breathing body made up of people whose presence and goodness reflect the image of God.
In greater detail, Father Pat anchors his reflection in the well-known Gospel passage from Matthew 16, where Peter declares Jesus to be the Messiah. Jesus' response—that only God could have revealed this truth to Peter—becomes a moment of both affirmation and ambiguity. Father Pat questions whether Peter fully understood what he was saying. Did Peter grasp the suffering and nonviolent path of Jesus' messiahship, or was he still clinging to the Jewish expectation of a political liberator? This tension, Father Pat suggests, mirrors our own faith journeys: it's one thing to proclaim belief, another to live into the challenging implications of that belief.
He then contrasts Peter and Paul as archetypes for the Church’s foundation: Peter as the institutional rock, a new Moses with keys to the kingdom, and Paul as the prophetic outsider, having had a personal, mystical encounter with Christ but lacking firsthand formation from Jesus’ earthly ministry. Paul, he humorously notes, would today be the person who walks in saying, “I’m not Catholic, I just had a powerful prayer experience, and I want to teach catechism.” Despite their differences—and even their imperfections—both were essential in shaping the early Church. This duality reflects a Church that must hold both structure and spirit, authority and inspiration.
Father Pat’s 30th anniversary becomes an introspective lens for exploring how faith is formed not solely by doctrine or seminary education, but by the people we serve and live among. He acknowledges that his deepest formation has come not from theological study, but from parish communities that have shaped him more profoundly than any class or textbook could. He speaks of the essential need for priests (and by extension, all Christians) to truly like people—without that love, ministry becomes hollow. He affirms that while personal prayer is vital, it risks becoming a monologue with oneself unless it is grounded in the lived reality of other people who are made in the image of God.
Father Pat challenges the notion of Eucharistic obligation as a mere rule, reframing it as a communal responsibility: we gather because others need us to be there, just as we need them. He criticizes the language of “I go to church” versus “I belong to this church,” urging a deeper sense of ownership and connectedness within the community of faith. He celebrates the ordinary holiness and goodness of the people in the pews, affirming that their mere presence is a form of ministry and a source of inspiration for him.
He also calls for gratitude—not just toward those we know, but to the unseen generations who built the foundations of our churches, hospitals, and schools. He links this to a broader cultural tendency to reduce history to a few heroes, overlooking the countless unnamed individuals whose sacrifices made our lives possible. This gratitude should not end in nostalgia, but inspire us to “pay it forward” by doing good without seeking recognition. He acknowledges how un-American that may sound, but insists that becoming good people often means acting without applause.
Father Pat closes with a compelling vision of the Church as a place of mutual transformation. Holiness is not achieved in isolation, but in the messiness and beauty of relationships. The Eucharist, the rituals, the gatherings—all of it is meant to bind us together as the Body of Christ. Even Jesus, he notes, didn’t hold private spiritual direction sessions; he formed his disciples in the context of community. In the same way, our own transformation is catalyzed by our interactions with one another. His anniversary is not a celebration of personal achievement, but a thanksgiving for the people who have made his vocation possible.
Ultimately, Father Pat's message is a heartfelt and theologically rich call to recognize the sacred in one another, to embrace the communal dimension of faith, and to never underestimate the transformative power of simply showing up....
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